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The day I became a Butterfly

I always wanted to be free

 

Free to fly away from here

 

Away from the emptiness

 

The loneliness which fills my heart

 

All I can do is wait

 

Wait till this faithful day

 

The day I become a Butterfly

 

But you had to come along

 

You where the reason for me to stay

 

To fill my heart with joy and happiness

 

The days of sadness seems so far away

 

Hand in hand we challenge the world

 

A future which smiles down upon us

 

But deep down I know

 

That the day I become a butterfly grows nearer

 

May it not be today

 

May it not be tomorrow

 

I know you will look up into the sky

 

And watch me unfold my wings

 

Whispering me goodbye

 

On the day I became a butterfly

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Meant for you, Meant for me

What a miracle is love

 

I don’t want to understand

 

But you laugh at what remains

 

A shivering me scared to death by this brand

 

And yet feeling this emotion running trough my veins

 

Keeping me at your hand

 

And soon I will see

 

That I was meant for you

 

And you where meant for me

 

Hearts are broken everyday

 

But your love is the place I want to be

 

This home in your heart is enough for me to stay

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There will be a day

 

I’ll never get enough to live in a world beside you

 

Honey in my tea and butter on your bread

 

Putting flowers in your hair

 

Morning faces and bed heads

 

Apple pie’s and water melons

 

The simple things in life ain’t that true

 

Enough fun for us in store

 

daydreaming about the silly things we can do

 

The slice of life I had chosen for

 

There will be a day

 

The day that this world is not enough because I want more

 

I see you in my dreams and beg you to stay

 

This faithful encounter is what I wasn’t prepared fore

 

Red roses to decorate your gravestone

 

I will never forget and my heart will always remain open

 

While I’m staring up into the heavens

 

Knowing that my spirit will always remain broken

 

There is just no other way

 

All I can do is pray

 

That there will be a day

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A road of broken dreams

 

I’m walking and walking into a never ending realm of loneliness

 

Surrounded and suffocated by these haunted thoughts

 

Somehow somewhere what is it that I want

 

We used to be one we used to be free from these shackles

 

A road to somewhere just the two of us

 

But along the way you had to leave me behind

 

Your hand touched my heart and gently you stroke my cheek

 

While yours grew colder and colder

 

One last time you kiss my soul

 

It’s hard to live it’s hard to continue

 

It’s hard to watch while you are being taken

 

My heart must go on although my soul is shattered

 

A road of broken dreams is what lies ahead of me

 

Knowing that you won't be there

 

A road to somewhere

 

A road to nowhere

 

Please watch over me

 

As I walk this road of broken dreams

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Quick poem I wrote, somehow it ended up being a cheesy love poem. And I'm not good with those I guess.

 

I want to fly with you in the endless sky

 

A toss is all it needs to set me off

 

With a mighty jump I reach into the sky

 

My hand contradicting the force of gravity

 

All it takes is one little push

 

With you by my side I can truly fly

 

Looking down on beautiful valleys

 

While standing here with you on this crystal white mountain peak

 

In a far off land just you and me hand in hand

 

Teach me how to embrace this endless sky

 

I want to go where the stars are sparling bright

 

You give me the strength you give me the wings

 

Lets fly away from here

 

Leaving behind all these trivial things

 

With you I will never fall

 

In the abyss of the heart

 

It shows me that it was you who tore down this wall

 

These tosses where the key to make me drop my guard

 

So please come away with me

 

I know it will be okay

 

Because of you I can fly

 

Into this endless sky

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Came up with this poem today, explanation is underneath the poem.

The prison within the mind

 

When you want something

When you know it is within reach

Like water and bread within an inch of the bars of your jail

A jail which keeps you as only prisoner

 

Life is joy

Life is fair

Life isn’t fair

Life is cruel

 

To know your limits

To know you will never be able to surpass them

To know that you will never be accepted

It’s eating me up inside

 

Everyday

Every week

Every year

Until the day I die

 

I want to be a part of every day’s course

I want to work I want to celebrate

I want to try I want to fail

I want to live

 

But the mind cannot keep up

It tires the body to the very core

To see everyone walking past me

Leaving me behind

 

It makes me sad

It makes me want to cry

But I can’t

If I could express these feelings of mine

 

Being a prisoner of your own mind

To know and to experience

I wish I was just ignorant and dumb

Being smart but never being able to use it

 

Even a prisoner needs to move forward

A life without a goal isn’t worth living

I don’t condemn my life

I just wished there would be someone who understands

 

I know that I will be a prisoner for life

But it would mean so much

If there would be someone

Who would reach out to me

 

Because it’s just within reach

The water and bread

In this lonely prison

Within my mind

 

Living with Autism isn't easy, I enjoy my life but sometimes it is hard to accept that even with all the capabilities that I got, I will never be able to use them freely.

 

There are so many things I want, so less chances and opportunities to make it happen. And to know that there are so few people who understand.

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A song I written with Taylor swift in my mind, she is a good inspire.

 

 

Outrages

 

Outrages our love could be

 

Kissing like it was the end

 

Feeling these soft lips of yours

 

Leaving me wanting more

 

 

 

Outrages our fights could be

 

Falling out falling apart

 

Feeling this pain

 

Frightened what lies in store

 

 

 

Red cheeks

 

At candle light

 

Broken teeth

 

In a drunken fight

 

 

 

Will I ever get over you?

 

Repeating it over and over

 

My heart hurts

 

But my mind knows the truth

 

 

 

Outrages my loneliness could be

 

Walking and dreaming never being satisfied

 

Remembering these lips of yours

 

Always leaving me hoping for more

 

 

 

Outrages our dates could be

 

Like a broken record

 

Back to square one

 

Being empty to the core

 

 

 

A tender touch

 

At candle light

 

Going our separate ways

 

At the end of the night

 

 

 

Will I ever get over you?

 

Repeating it over and over

 

My heart hurts

 

But my mind knows the truth

 

 

 

Outrages this truth could be

 

I’m better off without you

 

Without you

 

Without you

 

 

 

Someone like me

 

How outrages it could be

 

Is better off without you

 

It took me years of my life to see

 

How outrages you could be

 

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A quick poem about seeing your error just a bit to late.

 

 

Without you

It’s not easy to see you

 

All these painful sweet memories that take a hold of me

 

In the morning sun drinking coffee only thinking of you

 

You’re my paradise so close and yet so far away

 

Here on my own I came to realize the truth

 

I should have shared my smiles more

 

Cherished and caring

 

I wish I could go back to the start

 

Dancing in the moonlight

 

Holding your hands looking up to the stars

 

Seeing your beach blond hair and blushing cheeks

 

You were a miracle in my life

 

and after all I came to realise

 

That I lost the most beautiful thing in my life

 

Now I know the true meaning of the word I’m sorry

 

A whole new world lies before me

 

A world which scares me

 

A world which could hurt me

 

A world I thought never existed

 

Now it is crystal clear

 

It’s not easy to accept the truth

 

But I can’t go back to the start

 

I can only regret

 

That I didn’t love you with whole my heart

 

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I didn't expect to see poetry here but it's a pleasant surprise ^_^ ill be sure to read a lot of them since I'm enjoying reading them

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I love these poems, especially Without You! cheetah7

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Masterpiece

Glancing at the stars who seem to blaze down onto me

My heart won’t stop beating from seeing this incredible view

The moon which smiles so gently down onto me

Its ray reflects on the lake just like a mirror

And this mirror reflects the desire of my heart

A masterpiece

A mysterious work of art

Priceless

Will there be hope

That this ray of light can be tamed

To shine only in my heart

I’m standing in front of you

My masterpiece

But I can’t take you as my own

Because it’s this charm which makes you so beautiful

As the night is getting colder

The thought of you keeps me warm

A masterpiece

Is what you are

Sometimes life feels like it's a curse

To be in love with a masterpiece

I can’t carry these feelings anymore

They tear me up into pieces

They suffocate me as I drown

The ray of light softly fades as I grasp for air once last time

Slowly fading

Slowly forgetting

That I was in love with a

Masterpiece

 

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The flower of your Ashes

 

One day in a year

 

One day when we are finally able to forget

 

The horrible and tremendous mistake we had made

 

These thoughts haunting us over and over again

 

One day in a year we gather

 

 

 

Life is about living free and carelessly

 

And so we did

 

Teenagers in there bright youth

 

Love was overflowing

 

And passion was never far away

 

 

 

Friendship which made us stronger

 

And it would never kill to try

 

We never felt any regrets of our youth less mistakes

 

Flower gardens so colourful

 

Like a rainbow reaching out to you

 

 

 

We were weak and temptation got us

 

When you told us you’re secret

 

When you showed us your most vulnerable side

 

We snapped the head of the flower of its body

 

And red was swirling all around us

 

 

 

One day in a year

 

This flower rises up above any other

 

Because we were weak

 

One day in a year we gather around this flower

 

To atone for our sin

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Nothing Else Matters

 

Time after time

 

I would make mistakes

 

And if I only knew what I know today

 

That my biggest one

 

Was you

 

 

 

I don’t envy the world today

 

As I must live every minute of it unhappy

 

The world you brought to life

 

Is a hell on earth for me

 

Making me question every inch of this love strife

 

 

 

When I’m beaten up and used and more

 

Keeping all the pain behind these walls

 

In this house behind locked doors

 

And my eyes who saw it all

 

Hoping for a miracle before I take the fall

 

 

 

Tomorrow is dying

 

While I cry out on the kitchen floor

 

Hoping that I might wake up from this nightmare

 

How do I get through this Fathomless and menacing night

 

Desperate hoping that tomorrow will be less painful

 

 

 

Nothing else matters to me now

 

My love was not enough

 

I did not believe this romance would show itself

 

In all it’s bitterness

 

Leaving me empty inside and all alone

 

 

 

Behind these locked doors

 

And cracked walls

 

These eyes who saw it all

 

Are now lifeless and black

 

Nothing else matters when you are ready to fall

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I just read all of your work! really love "alone" "when we were young" and "smile". I could identify myself with these three poems, to be honest it was touching onionn3 keep up with your beautiful writing!

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thank you, this means much to me!

 

This next piece is more a lyric then a poem.

 

Heartless Ways

 

When I think back

Did life truly matter to you?

I left my dreams behind

I lost a part which I could never get back

 

In every case you failed to notice me

You wouldn’t catch me when I fall

Was I to blind to see?

That you were dragged me down into the dirt

 

All along

 

You would sell me out when I couldn’t see

Bound to be broken again

Silent screams wanting to go out

But no one here to comfort me

 

I’m so ashamed

I want to die

You would never cease to amaze

How you would betray me

In so many heartless ways

 

These foolish games are only made to betray

This one word of kindness which could save me

Are sticking on your lips

Crushing my hopes that we can forever be

 

In love

 

But slowly these feelings would be clouded

By the painful memories you have given me

I still remember those cold hands on my back

Trying to take the last lights out of me

 

Where has your heart gone?

Letting me believe in a world full of innocence

Drops of tears falling on the ground

Where no one can see them

 

I’m so ashamed

I want to die

You would never cease to amaze

How you would betray me

In so many heartless ways

 

I was to blind

I could not see

That you were never meant for me

 

I’m trapped inside this cage of lies

Forever alone until the day I die

You living your life in comfort nowadays

Build on your heartless ways

 

Please forgive me mother

For my foolish game

I wish I could go back

To a place where my heart could stay

 

No longer in a place

Where you’re heartless ways

Rules over me

To make me stay

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Sympathy for Tomorrow

 

 

A real boy like me

 

Should accept the consequences

 

When you gamble your own life

 

And take on all sins

 

 

Like nothing really mattered

 

And I knew I do hurt you in the process

 

I’m ashamed of myself a little too late

 

It was my own wrong doing which got me in this mess

 

 

There will be no paradise waiting for me

 

I took the fall and blamed on you all

 

Without realizing it would only hurt me

 

 

My body will go nowhere

 

Ending my life full of sorrow

 

While my soul is about to go anywhere

 

My last thought will be sympathy for tomorrow

 

 

 

Taking on credit cards living like a king

 

I should have loved you

 

And not take love on a whim

 

In these moments of regret I can clearly see your face

 

 

I can hear those words which keep on rumbling

 

And those words frightened me

 

But it’s too late to solve it now

 

As my dying body will have no strength left to see

 

 

There will be no paradise waiting for me

 

I took the fall and blamed on you all

 

Without realizing it would only hurt me

 

 

My body will go nowhere

 

Ending my life full of sorrow

 

While my soul is about to go anywhere

 

My last thought will be sympathy for tomorrow

 

 

Tell me please

 

Is there any more time to borrow?

 

To set things right

 

As my last wish would be a new tomorrow

 

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A poetry inspired by the drama als de dijken breken

Unable to stay, Unwilling to leave

 

 

When the dikes are breaking and the water is taking

When life on this tiny piece of land is fading

Living under the sea is like living on unforgiven land

No mercy no kindness from the rising water

My love whispers in my ear

Go my love go my love

Safe your self do it for me

I cry when I watch him in his crippled state

I grab him and take him on my back

Like we used to do as kids

A piggyback ride one last time

The storm is getting heavier and I know it is too late

Without you my life is shallow and empty

I rather get devoured by the sea with you my love

And so it happened

Our lifeless bodies were found

Our hands tangled together

And smiles on our faces

We met our end together

And so we became symbols

Of the one in a thousand year storm

Which swept away our nation

Money can buy you everything they say

But in the end it doesn’t matter

If nature has it way

 

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Love flaws

 

 

I knew it was trouble

I knew I had begun a grave sin

And you’re the reason why why

My heart is over flooding with you

 

Fat on the belly

Bracers on the teeth

Stuttering while speaking

I love it all, I love everything

 

And they may laugh

And they will talk

And I don’t care

Because you are there

 

With every flaw

And I saw them all

And my head can’t tell

Right from wrong

Because my love for you is too strong

 

And you may find yourself

Ugly and you may think

You don’t deserve happiness

But I won’t let you go

 

Because I love everything about you

Every little insignificant thing

And all that I want is

For us to be happy

 

And they may laugh

And they will talk

And I don’t care

Because you are there

 

With every flaw

And I saw them all

And my head can’t tell

Right from wrong

Because my love for you is too strong

 

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The heart wants what it wants

 

 

Near or far

My heart longs for you

Where ever you are

I don’t want my heart to be broken too

 

No one else can get me so irritated then you

No one else can get me so desperate but you

I try to understand these feelings

But in the end my heart must stay true

 

And

 

The heart wants what it wants

And that is you

 

Anywhere we go

Anyplace we stay

 

Our heart will tell us the way

 

Because

 

The heart wants what it wants

 

And that is the path which is true

Loving you

 

And you loving me

It’s what the hearts wants to see

 

Because

Our hearts wants us to be

 

In love

For all eternity

 

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I was just thirteen and in love, something very personal, I knew I was gay very early on, and my love was whole including all the flaws, but in the end it wasn’t meant to be, but I will still love him, never blame him, as he tried his best.

The boy I lost to the voices

 

 

Once we were happy

 

Just the two of us

 

We belong together

 

Is what we used to say

 

We were young innocent and pure

 

Thirteen summers under way

 

but as the thirteen d fall came, so came the voices

 

Dragging you away from my side

 

It was the first time I ever felt heartbroken

 

I always hoped that the love I given would return to me

 

But he never came back, the voices where to strong

 

I loved him and still today I do

 

Voices aren’t meant to be taken lightly

 

I know this all to well

 

Voices can chain you and break you

 

And slowly they creep inside your soul and take everything

 

And so it took our love and so much more

 

It swept away my love, it swept away my heart

 

I still miss him, this boy

 

For me he will always carry a special place in my heart

 

Where he can hide and stay safe from all the harm

 

Forever and always

 

We belong together

 

Whenever we want it or not

 

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Alone

 

 

Will I weep when I face the end alone?

Born in darkness I have crept across the land

For sins of others I must atone

United they meant but alone I stand

 

They never even tried

For all the lies they told me

I have cried

Love is something I will never get to see

 

I'll be what I will be

A tormented soul for all of you to see

The hurt and the blame the lies and the shame

No loyal friend was ever there for me

 

These tears I cried

Are falling rain

No one will ever notice

All of the pain

I have to keep inside of me

 

I will weep

When I must atone

There is no one

But me

 

When I face the end alone

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Danger Zone

 

 

Don’t leave me hanging

 

In all this uncertainty

 

Why can’t you just tell me?

 

What you feeling deep down

 

 

 

Take me away from all of this

 

Trouble you cause

 

With these silent treatment

 

You are giving me

 

 

 

Baby don’t lie

 

This path you are taking

 

Is no longer safe

 

 

 

I’m walking into a danger zone

 

With mines of interpretation

 

Why can’t you protect me from these thoughts?

 

I’m waiting for the next invasion

 

 

 

Of hurt

 

An army of hate

 

Where has the love gone?

 

 

 

We’re living in this danger zone

 

And we must unite

 

But in the end it is always me alone

 

 

 

I will find myself in the shadows

 

You created

 

Where the love is gone

 

You are now being hated

 

 

 

It’s like a winter rain

 

Coming right down

 

A thousand knifes stabbing

 

Right through me

 

 

 

Once I was free once was I was alive

 

I had a voice and wanted to sing

 

Inside of me I’m broken

 

Now I’m just a thing

 

 

 

Love is a bird

 

It needs to be free

 

So it can reach the places

 

Where I can’t reach

 

 

 

I want to fly away

 

From this danger zone

 

But I’m forced to stay

 

 

Bound by these shackles

 

Of unrequited love

 

And hope

 

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Starboy

 

Can’t you see what you have done?

I’m in love with a starboy

Life isn’t all about you

Or your one man show

 

It was bound to happen

That I would lose my love

And I found tonight

What I was warned about

 

You knew he was paper thin

That one real feeling

Would knock him down

Into stardust

 

Look what you have done

I’m in love with a starboy

I changed my mind

I will leave tonight

 

Too far off places

Being comforted

By strangers

 

The boy was the only one

Who could reach me in the dark

He was about to become that man

Who could return me that spark

 

Of love

 

I’m in love with a starboy

And when I look up into the sky

Is there any love left to explore

My heart is about to cry

 

Look what you have done

I’m all alone within this crowd

Is there anyone left

Who could pick me out

 

Of this misery

 

Look what you have done

I’m in love with a starboy

 

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I want to devote this poem to all my friends on YaoiOtaku, may you all have a blessed new year filled with warmth and love.

 

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Christmas Eve

 

 

We sail into the west

Were we will meet

Under the tree of magic

Were our beautiful love affair begins

 

Every tear-drop is like pure white snow

It’s beautiful and tragic

And every drop is fantastic

And it brings us happiness

 

In our hands lies

A legacy of memories

Of the ones we love

And we both know

 

That were beautifully broken

It’s Christmas Eve

And we won’t care if we show it

We both want to feel the warmth of our embrace

 

And when our world is tumbling down

We know were both sad tragic beautiful broken

Is this our farewell?

In this ghost town our spirits have awoken

 

God have given us a second chance

And every moment Is filled with hope

I can see the fire in your eyes

It’s Christmas Eve

 

And we both weep

Because we were given a new chance

Under the tree of magic

Where our love story begins

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! Merry Christmas eve to you too

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