Hymn of the Soul

[Rebel Heart]

Hello all and welcome

 

Like I told you all in introductions I like to write poems and stuff. I also started to write my very first Fiction story "Stranger in Japan"you can find that in the fiction corner. Please feel free to leave feedback, because of my dyslexia I'm quite unsure about myself and the things I write. it really helps allot if people could point out things which could improve my writing. also don't steal my work, I share it because I feel like too, but never use it as your own.

 

 

Poems:

 

Little Boy

 

Little boy little boy

Why can’t you sleep

Did you wake up from a nightmare

Don’t give up my little boy

In your dreams you create the world

You can change the story

My little boy just close your eyes and think hard

Now you will have friends who support you with their heart

Work together and fight for what is true

In your dream you can be a hero too

Go out there save the princess

I know you are asleep but I will kiss my hero on the cheek

Because I know in his world he will find what he seek

Little boy we will meet again

When the time is there I will hear those tales you will bring

A tale of my little boy becoming a man

True to himself a heart of a lion

My boy be proud

When you open your eyes tears will fall down

Not of sadness but of joy

You fought hard and was so very brave

Your tale is in my heart and forever save

While I look down to you one more time

My little boy

The journey you take I cannot go

Good bye until we meet again

My little boy

 

Mirror

Once a friend once kind

Humans are terrible difficult creatures

Looking back in the mirror he sees no self-reflection

The form is of something he recall from long ago

Time is just a mere reflection of the choices one makes

Gravity is what binds us to this world of pain

He lost it all, emptiness is what resides within him

No feeling no tears left to cry over the death

Blood been shed and no victory to be gained

A kingdom fallen into a void which cannot be filled

Despair is al what is left

He looks into the mirror but see not himself

What he sees is a mere shadow of himself

A tear drips from his cheek

The vision granted by his former self a shadow a choice

Humans are difficult creatures

The one tear is filled with hope

The hope for a bright future for this boy

The boy who saw his reflection

Sending Away

 

To protect what is importend I have to let go

I can see the distand future; a future in which you smile

A lovely smile which isn't hold back

How can i take this future away from you

You will always find a new path which keeps you hanging on

For this I will lock my heart away and give it to you

This heart of mine will be beating trough yours

Our memories

I'm sending you away so that I can live on in your heart

It's not that I don't want to go

But i can't risk you my love but i can risk myself

Our paths will cross again; love will keep on living even after death

As long as your heart beats I will live on

No matter where you are

I will always be with you

So i can see that smile

And then i will be assured

That sending you away was the right thing to do

 

Ray of Light

 

When the end is so sudden we all are left with holes of unanswered questions

It’s not the time to enjoy the paces of daily life, not when you see a ray of hope being dimmed

Life itself is a treasure which you can only share with others but the pain you can never be explained

Sometimes we wonder why there are such things like creatures in the dark who brings us sadness in our hearts

I can only grasp the portion of emotions that people must go through, It’s not my place to ask

I can only hope that the dimmed rays have gone back to the place where the light first shined upon them and may they have eternal peace in a warm bath of the love they were given in their life’s

 

Hymn

 

Here face is telling me a tale

Like a music box playing here song

A string being pulled carefully by a breeze

The memory of the hymn is still haunting me

 

When I look at here I see a glorious past

Time is a cruel piece of machinery

I loved you so much now I only see what has become

Crows flying out to the moon who always watches us

 

A gentle ray of light coming down onto you

A tear falling down

No regrets only sorrow

I break down when I hear the last string being pulled

Never again will I hear you

 

I will never forget

the Hymn

The Hymn Of your heart

Reaching out to me

It will be forever silent

 

Different

 

To be different is what define our character

Is it wrong to be ourself

Is it a crime to grow up living up to what you believe

Where lies our Joan of arc who will burn for our own desires

It makes all the difference in the world to be different

If we would all be the same, our individual would die just like the ashes of those who have fallen for our freedom

Never give up being different

 

Starry sky

 

What do we feel when we long to the night

A starry sky is what we see while living far away

The moon shine down upon us telling us it’s ok

To dream about the future our future

Don’t be afraid to cry when you heart needs it

Always remember just like the starry sky

The heart connect and protect what is import end

Look upon the sky and you will see

A tiny threat of love upon the starry sky of you and me

Alone

 

We all seek something in this world

an unbreakable vow to yourself something to fill the void

Far off places we run to deny the thing we seek close at home

Strangers words are clouding the mind

A broken heart can’t be mend with a cure filled with poison

In our eyes the world is drowning

Without a second thought we suffer not ever questioning

There is no substitute for love

I feel so alone

So alone

In crowded rooms I find myself

There is no handsome stranger

In my world of hurt there is only danger

Now that I have come back

I have changed my mind

Your face, my substitute for love

 

 

 

Lyrics:

 

Unavoidable

Being here with you

So close so warm

And yet so far apart

There is a sudden pain

A pain of my broken heart

Where did I lose track with you when did we forgot

 

Your hand tangled in my hair

So comforting and peaceful

What is this emptiness I feel

No lovely words no tenderness

Where did I lose track with you when did we forgot

 

I can’t think of any other way

It is Unavoidable

Unavoidable

To let you go….

 

It was like yesterday wen were holding hands

You pushing me on the swing

It felt like flying through the autumn breeze

What did we do to get it this wrong

 

This awful sound were going trough

No words no tears just silence

A silence like a blade cutting through my heart

Not just our future, our memories being cut away

 

You fierce eyes tell me the tale

Our lips stays shut forever silent

We can’t keep pretending this way

 

It’s Unavoidable

Unavoidable

Oh yes it’s unavoidable……

 

To let you

 

Go

 

Pretend that I’m not even here

How can I live like this

The memories are burning and eating me away

The only thing I ever wanted was for you to be true

Was it so much to ask for you to stay

 

Damm right it’s Unavoidable

In my head it's been playing a thousand times

Unavoidable

Ohhhhhhh unavoidable oohhhhhh

To let you gooooooo

Oh yessss to let you gooo

 

This swing of history

Is what is left of me

Nothing more than a dim memory

Of you and me

[fan_yaoi]

woah.. you write a lot

I have never understud poetry but i do like people who writes or who has a passion

 

I did like the Stary sky. I like stars and the sky, I prefer nights.

Sorry Im not a very deep person, I feel like a Cave-man sometimes HAhahaha.

Keep Up the god work.

 

P.s I also have dyslexia

[Rebel Heart]

Thank you it means allot to me.

[Rebel Heart]

Also wrote a song about difference, in times where people who are different are being bullied or being hated, we should be proud on being different and love everything or everyone who is different.

 

btw a part of the song is inspired by Vogue.

 

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Different

 

Bo honest what is the difference

We all share the same world

The sky is blue to all of us

From east to west it’s all the same

 

But yes there is a difference

I can do whatever I want and respect your choice

You can be whoever you want and still be my friend

Because it makes all the difference to be different

 

What can we do to let you be

To trust your choices and those of me

What does it matter to me or you

That we share different worlds

As long as we learn to respect each other too

 

In a mosque or church what will you choose?

For me it doesn’t matter I will still love you

So many people on this tiny land

We have to work together to get trough

 

Instead of making people choose

Let people be free of what they want to be

It’s not a crime to believe or not

So don’t accuse a human for being different then you

 

What can we do to let you be

To trust your choices and those of me

What does it matter to me or you

That we share different worlds

As long as we learn to respect each other too

 

Muslim

Jews

Christians

Gay

Transgender

Lesbians

 

It’s ok it’s alright

To be different in this time

 

It makes the world interesting

Instead of slaughtering respect each other

Because in the end we are all the same in being different

[Rebel Heart]

A new poem; I written it for my upcoming Hijack fan fiction, not sure if people around here like that. I already have a finished a fan fiction called once upon a time with me, if people are interested I can post it here too.

 

This poem is a dark one,

Live and Learn

When life tears us apart

 

When the fire in the heart is gone

 

Live and learn

 

Because I was so foolish back then

 

I tasted my tears

 

Everything has changed

 

Looking back at my life

 

I tasted my fears

 

I want to be with you

 

Looking back at my life

 

I was very selfish

 

Live and learn

 

It is very clear to me

 

Nobody wins

 

This story has an ending

 

And a new story begins

 

Well there is hope yet

 

Live and learn

 

No regrets

 

As long as I can see your face

 

Then I know you are not a memory

 

I hid my tears

 

You are my pride and joy

 

I hid my fears

 

You are always there in my secret place

 

Forever and after

[Rebel Heart]

Quick poem I wrote for my signature.

 

When we where young

 

When we where young

It didn’t matter who we where

Or what we did

We saw the world through innocence

I wish we could go back

Just you and me

Forever silly and ignorant

Not caring for the way of the worlds

The bliss that kept us together

Is now gone

forever

[Rebel Heart]

my latest poem, pretty much the most ugliest thing that could happen with the human heart.

Smile

Behind this smile I use to comfort others

 

Lies a deep rooted pain

 

Wherever I go

 

Wherever I turn

 

Without you

 

This façade is going to burn

 

Burning me up

 

It’s my love for you

 

Deep within my heart I know it’s truth

 

You are no longer

 

But lingering on in the depths of my Rebel Heart

 

Darling I miss you

 

I keep on smiling pretending not to see

 

That even after you are gone with him

 

You still hurting me

 

My love for you will burn me up

 

I smelt my burning flesh

 

I saw my rotting bones

 

I saw my decay

 

I still kept on smiling

[yaoifictionlove]

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I've just discovered your poems and they are really well written. Love reading them! Good job! Waiting for more!

[Rebel Heart]

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thank you very much! I love writing and I keep improving bit by bit:Dancing:

 

Here is one I wrote for someone online,

 

 

 

Broken pieces, The uninvited change

 

In the high of our youth

We all search for and object to crave

But you were not

You stepped into my world uninvited

You where whistling my name

In order the unlock the real me

In order to make my heart change

 

Let’s walk let’s run let’s get away

You unravelled my heart

Let’s leave this place tonight

Where it will be just you and me

You made me drop my guard

Let’s go let’s move let’s be

I want to go to anywhere

Where our love is more than just you and me

 

Now darkness quickly steals my light

I had so much hope but now it’s broken

Now I’m the one who is left behind

These broken pieces of a dream

Are messing me up deep inside

Your words keep telling me to survive

But without knowing it

Your words where slowly taking my artificial light

 

I don’t know any more what to do

These shattered feelings of mine

What I need from you is to be true

Please let me love you please let me in

But all you left in me is a wreckage

This isn’t what love was supposed to be

Now I found out there is no more you and me

 

Now I’m broken

Now I’m in pieces

And messed up inside

And yet you still you came uninvited

You feel just like heroin

These heartbroken memories are fading

One more day in paradise

One last chance to feel alright

Those are the means to me

To survive

 

 

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I love this one too! The sadness, the melancholy... it's just perfect!

You're talented!

[Rebel Heart]

Arrigatoo :Jumping around:

 

This poem is connected to the story I'm rewriting, Stranger in Japan. It's about Twins being shred apart.

 

When the shadow fades from the light

 

Brother where are you now

Where is the shadow I long for

Please let me put my hands around you once more

If I just could keep you from fading

For this is our end brother

All your love inside of me faded

For burning your dreams or worse I couldn’t bother

I failed

You got swept away

 

While I got left behind crying myself to sleep

These burning dreams are here to stay

Because of the promises I didn’t keep

When everything crumbles around me

I’m walking alone and no one seems to care

I look into the mirror and see everything faded

Brother why don’t you say nothing at all

now I know I truly failed

 

I let you fall into the blades

When it all becomes reality

My sadness will reign until everything fades

It wasn’t just my fantasy

I’m about to lose my mind

Please I want to hold you once more

But when I search for you it is only pain I find

All by myself since you have faded

And all this hatred that I deserve

I have broken the promise and failed

 

While is it that I’m still breathing

Is it true that I walk this pitiful life being unnoticed

Just when these feelings of mine betrayed me

He found me and noticed

That his shadow would complete me

Even if you are faded

And even when I terrible failed

 

Lingering hope is reaching out to me

Saying it isn’t over till it’s over

Brother this is where it ends for you and me

I now know we both have made mistakes

It is time for me to move on and let it be

Even when you faded

And even when I failed

He was the one for me

and the only one who stayed

 

[Rebel Heart]

Quick poem I wrote to honour prince

 

 

Prince

 

In this world where music fills the sky

 

Clouds are gathering like a lullaby

 

It’s raining purple rain

 

Purple rain

 

Singing our prince to sleep

 

Lying in a bed of roses

 

Silently on his cheek

 

The last words which flew from his lips

 

Floating on the wind of change

 

With one shake of his hips

 

It rains purple rain

 

up he goes

 

Into the sky he goes

 

The sky which is filled with doves

 

And when these doves cry

 

It is sure to rain

 

Purple rain

 

[Rebel Heart]

Something I written while listening to Sia's Cheap Thrill

 

Thrill

 

You are just like a pill

 

You where stand there over me

 

I knew I couldn’t stay

 

Still I went in for the thrill

 

And I know it is too late

 

The knife in my back won’t go away

 

This bleed running down my leg isn’t just fantasy

 

You were so lost and I couldn’t let it go

 

But from the start I knew there was no immortality

 

If I just could have said no

 

But this is becoming reality

 

I’m addicted to you

 

And I went in right for the thrill

 

My heart is growing cold as stone

 

You are just like a pill

 

If I could do this all over again

 

I would dive right back into this thrill

 

And won’t change a single thing

 

Because it was all for you

 

And the thrill

[Rebel Heart]

Quick poem I wrote about forbidden love

 

Come to where we can be free

 

In the moonlight near the river

 

Our feet playing with the water

 

While we look at each other we shiver

 

Our hands tangled together

 

It was just like yesterday

 

That we decided to run away forever

 

Our love was forbidden

 

But our future was not forsaken

 

Love should never be hidden

 

We knew the danger of the road we had taken

 

We had to struggle in the night to get trough

 

They told us that our love was nothing more then dead

 

But we held on the flickering truth

 

Now there is no more need to hide

 

Look at us standing here in the sunshine

 

Our love makes it a wonderful life

 

To know that every part of you is mine

 

We can laugh and cry

 

Because we are in love this time

 

It was worth it to run and hide

 

In the sunshine near the river

[fan_yaoi]

dude thats sad, good end thou.

*thumbs up*

[Rebel Heart]

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Quick poem to finish the Monday evening.

 

Our Happy Ending

 

In this city so rotten

 

We held our heads high

 

As we knew our love hasn’t forgotten

 

Just one touch from your hands

 

Was enough to make me forget

 

That we had no time to get back to what we knew

 

In our eyes was no room left to regret

 

There are just things we can’t undo

 

Before we knew it all the birds had flew

 

Under the sky filled with stars

 

Where our problems are from Yesterday

 

We will make our own happy ending

 

And we just know we will be okay

 

Because even in a city so rotten

 

We will never go pretending

 

With you by my side hope will not be forgotten

 

Hoping for our happy ending

[Rebel Heart]

Quick poem I wrote about how someone might think they can fool the partner, but in the end got caught and was played with instead.

 

 

Take a Bow

 

Congratulations on this vow

 

Empty mistreated and so much hatred

 

This is what you left me with

 

It’s enough I have done all what I could do

 

I will never understand you one bit

 

I’m leaving you

 

I will take a bow

 

Because I’m so much better

 

After all this time I can see this now

 

This life with you is over

 

I need to walk away before my heart grows colder

 

To find happiness after getting love sober

 

I know my best friend will lend me here shoulder

 

I will take a bow

 

Because I want to move forward

 

I don’t want to start pretending now

 

I will never keep this masquerade on

 

Even if you want me too

 

My feelings for you are long gone

 

It’s your bluff I overthrew

 

Now you know you where wrong

 

How does it feel to know our love is overdue

 

Take a bow

 

You can rot in hell

 

This is over now

[Rebel Heart]

Well good morning, Just had a strike of creativity, Not sure if this turned out well. I felt like writing about an impure relationship were one of the couple had impure motives, and in the end just played with the feelings of the other. Good way to begin the Saturday -_- Well I hope you like it:No!:

 

 

I don’t want to feel, what you want me to feel

 

When the sun rises and my struggle has begun

 

To live in this future like I had a clue

 

Making my way to the refrigerator with pictures of us

 

I can still feel the warmth of your smile

 

But those eyes always averted

 

Should have known from the start

 

That It was just a house of cards

 

I only have myself to blame for trusting you

 

I don’t want to feel

 

I don’t want this to be

 

What you want it to feel

 

What you want it to be

 

I want to continue to flee in your arms

 

But this is not the world I was living in

 

I still want to feel comfortable and secure

 

But in the end you just kept me hanging on

 

Today I feel broken inside

 

Ashamed that I wasn’t able to uncover the truth

 

And every morning after I just want to stay and hide

 

Because now I know all these years where just a lie

 

I don’t want to feel

 

I don’t want this to be

 

What you want it to feel

 

What you want it to be

 

Since that day you told me birds could no longer fly

 

You cut me down the middle and walked all over me

 

You told me the sun would never rise again

 

You grabbed my heart and tore it into pieces

 

Torn between the impulses of love and hate

 

I had to let you wash all over me

 

All of these Illusions you made where shattered

 

It was the biggest trauma to see all the things I had to see

 

I don’t want to feel

 

I don’t want this to be

 

What you want it to feel

 

What you want it to be

 

Every morning I try to fly away from all of this

 

But I’m a bird without wings

 

What have you done you are still hurting me

 

Well today I decided to let you win

 

I’m not going to run any more from this sadness

 

When the sun rises and my struggle has began

 

Since you have decided for me what should done

 

If this is the end then let it come

[Rebel Heart]

Just got a quick inspiration thanks to a friend to write this

The child in my rebel heart

Deep down in my rebel heart

 

I find this child smiling at me

 

Telling me to keep walking this line

 

Grabbing my arm and pulling me trough

 

Tough love this child knew it from the start

 

But he’s telling me to keep trying

 

Because this is how it’s suppose to be

 

When we all find the child inside of us

 

We want to regain this ignorance and innocence we once had

 

To fully understand that smile, the smile of the bliss we used to live in

 

Now I’m walking this life satisfied

 

And it’s all thanks to that child deep down

 

In my rebel heart

[Rebel Heart]

A poem in the memory of those who have fallen for us in the second world war, and also of those who die today in unnecessary wars.

 

Freedom

 

To live in a world of possibilities

 

Is to see many children growing up with unlimited dreams

 

Dreams of being a doctor, professor, teacher or fireman

 

Dreams can only be chased in a world which is free

 

Freedom is not just something, it’s a gift of those who have fallen for us in the war

 

A war which costed millions of children their lives

 

Who knows maybe the cure to cancer was among them or maybe the new Einstein

 

By killing all those possibilities we have killed true freedom

 

Never take freedom for granted

 

Think of the hero’s who have fought for it

 

Who have died for it

 

Never forget

 

True freedom comes with a price

 

The price of the loss of millions of possibilities and dreams

[Rebel Heart]

I wrote this poem with the relationship of Hase Tiachi and Hisami Naoto in mind from Escape journey. I hope you will enjoy it

 

We are just like the tides

We can’t live with each other

 

Even when I fear you

 

we can’t live without each other

 

You just can’t abandon me

 

This love is like and endless chain

 

Even if I hate you I still cannot live without you

 

I will always fall for you again

 

No matter what we do brother

 

We cannot let these feelings for each other fade

 

Just like the tides one will need the other

 

My heart cannot carry this weight

 

Just when our old love has ended

 

My feelings grow stronger and I want to love you so much more without being told

 

And that’s when our new love has begun

 

Who doesn’t long for the love one to be hold

 

The old troubles in our minds

 

seems so far away

 

Just like the tides

 

For better or worse I know you better then anyone else

 

Call for me and I will always be on your side

 

No matter how many times we separate

 

Just like the waves from the tide

 

I will never fear the truth

 

Because like the power of love

 

The tides will pull us trough

 

Because one will need the other

 

It’s just as simple as that

[Rebel Heart]

Quick poem about a broken relationship

Summer Blues

 

We came home last summer

 

To find nothing will ever be the same again

 

To cease this pain

 

I shred my heart to pieces and spread my love around

 

Knowing it will all be in vain

 

You look like you’re in another world

 

There is nothing for us to gain

 

It’s starting to get better light

 

You’re awake but still not here

 

I wish that it was still last night

 

It’s the morning I knew I do fear

 

I used to be your biggest fan

 

I will always love you dear

 

But now it is summer blues all over again

[Rebel Heart]

Shards of a Broken dream

 

How could I let it end this way

 

I looked at your face and saw our love had died

 

Honestly what of a monster have I become

 

I can’t believe this is the end

 

I have to let you go it’s a tragedy for me to know

 

Please don’t turn your back on me because it hurts

 

We used to be together forever

 

To lose this all

 

To see the dreams we shared shattered

 

This is the reality I got to face

 

To see the endless abyss in which I fall

 

Without you by my side

 

My life doesn’t matter at all

 

This tragedy is coming to an end

 

To see the broken dreams floating out of the window

 

And I know deep inside

 

That this is what I got to face

 

A world without you

 

My heart forever with an empty space

 

I sit down and cry

 

Because I now know

 

That I have to live in a world without you

 

Forever losing this trace

 

Of love

[Rebel Heart]

The dragon and the frost

 

Eyes which reflect upon the thin ice he stands on

 

When all hope is lost and the cracks of time are wrecking the clean image

 

When you think the evening star far up above haven’t heard your call

 

Darkness descending and taking away the very air you breath

 

And the drums of death are getting louder

 

and the shadow inside of you grows ever larger

 

You feel the elements of creations burning inside of you

 

While miracles do happen and your prayers are heard

 

Then rise above all that is dragging you down

 

And what you see is a boy covered in frost

 

Below you is a dragon with eyes like emeralds

 

And you know that everything is going to be al right

 

Because when I tell this tale to the children of our time

 

they look down on me far above in the sky

 

The dragon and the frost

 

The one miracle which did happened

 

Soulmate

 

Wandering this earth all alone

 

Looking for the one place I could call home

 

Travelling trough the wards of time

 

Escaping from what I have become

 

Running around trough crowded places

 

One night stands in a far of lands

 

And all I see are their faces

 

Is there someone out there hearing me cry

 

I have changed my mind

 

Incompatible is what I’m

 

There is no soulmate out there for me to find

 

And here I’m back again

 

At the place where I traded my love for fame

 

Is it wrong for someone longing to be hold

 

All I can do is crying tears of shame

 

Should had loved you without being told

 

Now I know why I’m on my own

 

I came back

 

Just to find

 

I couldn’t turn back time

 

This is my curse this is my life

 

Drowning in a world of pleasure

 

And walking this path being forever alone

 

No soulmate for me to treasure

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I love your poems very much! Shards of a Broken dream is my favorite, but I love them all!~~ cheetah10