{｡^◕‿◕^｡}Ciel Posted January 4, 2014 Author Posted January 4, 2014 "Because...I was being awkward...I'm sorry...I'm also sorry for crying...I can be really stupid sometimes..." Gently, he rested his head on his chest quietly, sighing softly, trembling a bit, frowning a bit. ((I kind of imagine him kind of being like a mixture of L and Shikamaru ;.)
BlaqueCatt Posted January 4, 2014 Posted January 4, 2014 He petted his hair gently. "It's fine, everyone needs to cry sometimes. And you weren't being awkward. Or stupid."
{｡^◕‿◕^｡}Ciel Posted January 4, 2014 Author Posted January 4, 2014 Tai sighed gently, looking up at the older male's eyes, his own amber eyes holding a bit of a sad look. There were new bite marks littering his hands and arms, trying to postpone the shaking, hating the feeling of his vibrating hands. The scent of bloods was rather prominent from his biting. His fingers were slightly twitching.
BlaqueCatt Posted January 4, 2014 Posted January 4, 2014 The blonde said nothing about his arms, already knowing the reason, and simply continued to hug him. "Don't look so sad," he said, almost pleading.
{｡^◕‿◕^｡}Ciel Posted January 4, 2014 Author Posted January 4, 2014 Tai sighed softly, hiding his face from the older male, burying his face into the soft fabric of the older male's shirt. There's not much to be so happy about.... The beige colored male asked quietly, "Don't you think...we're a bit too intimate...for people who are just friends?"
BlaqueCatt Posted January 4, 2014 Posted January 4, 2014 Naoki froze, completely blanking out on a response. It took him a good minute or so to think of one. "I...guess so..."
{｡^◕‿◕^｡}Ciel Posted January 4, 2014 Author Posted January 4, 2014 "I should probably stop with the whole intimacy thing...like I said last night..." Tai quietly pulled away from him, blinking a few times. He was nervous, and a bit scared, not knowing exactly what to do in this situation.
BlaqueCatt Posted January 4, 2014 Posted January 4, 2014 Naoki ran his fingers through his messy blonde hair, his hand finding its way to the back of his head in a rather sheepish gesture. "If you want to."
{｡^◕‿◕^｡}Ciel Posted January 6, 2014 Author Posted January 6, 2014 "It's not that I want to...it's...just wrong...I guess...for just being friends...those people gave us weird stares...I don't know what to do..." Tai murmured quietly, a bit flustered, his cheeks a light pink color.
BlaqueCatt Posted January 6, 2014 Posted January 6, 2014 Naoki shrugged, dropping his hand back to his side, his green eyes neutral. "I don't really care about what they think. All that matters if what you feel comfortable with." He gave him a lopsided grin.
{｡^◕‿◕^｡}Ciel Posted January 6, 2014 Author Posted January 6, 2014 "O-okay..." murmured Tai softly, shuffling a bit, feeling a bit embarrassed, flustered more so. The brunette was blushing vividly as he stared at his feet, before glancing back up at the older male, the blush growing darker as he notice that he had just allowed the blonde to see how embarrassed he was.
BlaqueCatt Posted January 6, 2014 Posted January 6, 2014 The blonde's grin widened upon seeing the blush, and he reached out to gently ruffle Tai's hair, laughing softly. "Hey now, s'alright. Do you want to go out for breakfast?"
{｡^◕‿◕^｡}Ciel Posted January 6, 2014 Author Posted January 6, 2014 "Oh...u-uhm...s-sure!" Tai said softly, rubbing the back of his neck nervously again. "Would you like to borrow some clothes...? They may be a bit of a tight fit...I don't know..." Tai was rather small compared to the older male, given he was really skinny.
BlaqueCatt Posted January 6, 2014 Posted January 6, 2014 "Nah it's fine, I'll just keep on what I wore yesterday." He had slept in his jeans and shirt and felt there was no reason to take them off now. "What do you like to eat?"
{｡^◕‿◕^｡}Ciel Posted January 6, 2014 Author Posted January 6, 2014 "I eat almost anything...I'm not that picky when it comes to food...though, I'm really picky when it comes to drinks." Tai blushed again, giggling softly, trying to hide how nervous he was about this.
BlaqueCatt Posted January 6, 2014 Posted January 6, 2014 Stop giggling, it's way too cute. Naoki blinked, trying to clear his head, and nodded, heading for the door; he would have taken Tai's hand, but decided against it, at least until Tai had come to a decision. "Okay, cool. Is there anywhere in town you'd like to go? I'll pay."
{｡^◕‿◕^｡}Ciel Posted January 6, 2014 Author Posted January 6, 2014 "It's okay...I can pay...I don't like it when people spend money on me....and I don't know where I like to eat...I've never really been out to eat since my family died." sighed Tai quietly, shuffling his feet. Hesitantly, he held onto one of the blonde's fingers, his hands shaking a bit.
BlaqueCatt Posted January 6, 2014 Posted January 6, 2014 Naoki couldn't help but take Tai's hand when the younger man's finger brushed against his palm. "'Kay. I'll choose then." He smirked and led the other out of the house.
{｡^◕‿◕^｡}Ciel Posted January 6, 2014 Author Posted January 6, 2014 A soft blush rose up to blaze across the bridge of the young male's nose, his soft amber eyes gazing up at the older male for a short moment before following him silently. Gently, he held his hand back, squeezing the blonde's hand lightly.
BlaqueCatt Posted January 6, 2014 Posted January 6, 2014 The blonde felt his heart swell when Tai returned the gesture. Oh man, this is not good. I think I like him more than a friend. Shit. The smile, however, was stuck on his face, and he wasn't too bothered by the thought.
{｡^◕‿◕^｡}Ciel Posted January 6, 2014 Author Posted January 6, 2014 ((I laughed so hard when I read this post xD Ohmigosh)) Tai looked up softly at the older male, leaning in a bit as they walked, so that he walked a bit closer to him, enjoying the warmth that he gave off. Is it bad that I like him...? I shouldn't like him...but he's the only one who's nice to me...if I like him, I'll loose him...I shouldn't tell him about my stupid crush...he wouldn't like me anyways...
BlaqueCatt Posted January 7, 2014 Posted January 7, 2014 {Eh? Why?} Naoki looked around as they walked down the streets once they had reached the city. He wasn't sure which places served good breakfasts, so he was basically searching for a colorful sign.
{｡^◕‿◕^｡}Ciel Posted January 7, 2014 Author Posted January 7, 2014 ((When I read the post you wrote. I have no clue why, I just laughed so hard)) Tai was feeling a bit nervous again as people were staring at them. He stared at his feet as they walked, using Naoki's movements as his guide, not wanting to meet the eyes of disgusted looking people on the street. The public areas made Tai feel really shaky, and he hated it, he just wished they would all stop staring at him.
BlaqueCatt Posted January 7, 2014 Posted January 7, 2014 The blonde could sense Tai's uneasiness and very much wanted to put a protective arm around him, but he was sure that would only make it worse. Instead he quickly brought them into a restaurant that served breakfast from 6:00am to 10:00am.
{｡^◕‿◕^｡}Ciel Posted January 7, 2014 Author Posted January 7, 2014 Given that it was about seven in the morning at the moment, Tai knew that he had to be at work in three hours. With a small sigh, he gripped the older male's hand tighter, out of nervousness. Chestnut eyes glanced at the floor quietly, waiting for them to get seats to sit at so they could looks at the menus.
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