Neko Private Roleplay {Ciel and Koe-chan} (18+)

[BlaqueCatt]

Katsumi shivered slightly, gingerly moving his own tongue against Tai's. He was still hesitant when it came to his, not wanting to do something wrong.

[{｡^◕‿◕^｡}Ciel]

Coaxing his lover's tongue to dance with them, his fingers swayed with the little nubs on his lover's chest gingerly. He hoped to not displease his lover.

[BlaqueCatt]

The neko squirmed slightly, his body tingling from the gentle ministrations. He attempted to put more effort into the kiss, but was distracted by other things.

[{｡^◕‿◕^｡}Ciel]

Withdrawing from the kiss, the older male peppered kisses down the jawline of his lover, before reaching his lover's ear, ravishing it with kisses, nips, and licks, knowing how much Katsumi liked when his ears were tended to. His fingers continued their work on his lovers chest for a few more moments, before lightly brisking his fingers up and down the sides of the whitette.

 

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Withdrawing from the kiss, the older male peppered kisses down the jawline of his lover, before reaching his lover's ear, ravishing it with kisses, nips, and licks, knowing how much Katsumi liked when his ears were tended to. His fingers continued their work on his lovers chest for a few more moments, before lightly brisking his fingers up and down the sides of the whitette.

[BlaqueCatt]

His breathing became more labored when his ears were touched, and a quiet whimper escaped from his throat. He squeezed Tai's arm more tightly, though not enough to hurt him, and felt the goosebumps on his skin return.

[{｡^◕‿◕^｡}Ciel]

Chestnut eyes opened widely, wondering if he was hurting his lover, based on the way he was squeezing his arm, "Kat-kun...am I hurting you?" His voice was filled with concern.

[BlaqueCatt]

Katsumi released a soft gasp as their lips parted, panting. He shook his head, releasing his grip on his arm. "N-no...it just felt nice," he whispered, his face flushed.

[{｡^◕‿◕^｡}Ciel]

Tai listened quietly, absorbing the answer before continuing his ministrations, lowering his head down and lightly nibbling and caressing the lobe of his ear with his tongue, a bit differently than he was doing before. His other hand traveled down towards his lover's hip, lightly rubbing his side, right about the hem of his pants.

[BlaqueCatt]

The neko turned his head to the side, his eyes slipping shut again. He continued to focus on breathing, his body responding on its own to Tai's procedures.

[{｡^◕‿◕^｡}Ciel]

Lightly, his mouth moved away from the neko's ear, before going down towards his neck, and lightly grazed his teeth down the younger male's neck, before nibbling at the bite mark that he caused earlier, nipping and licking at the sensitive skin once more.

[BlaqueCatt]

Katsumi allowed a soft moan to come from his lips, not too loud but still evident. The fingers of his left hand dug into the couch while his right hand was placed on Tai's arm again.

[{｡^◕‿◕^｡}Ciel]

Moving from the collar bone, the older male made his way down to his lover's chest, paying a bit of attention to the nubs with his mouth, though it didn't last as long as when he payed attention on his lover's ears. Carefully, he pressed a kiss to his lover's hand before looking at his lover's eyes, not sure how much farther his lover wanted to really go.

[BlaqueCatt]

The whitette opened his icy blue eyes and looked up at Tai's face, trying to steady his breathing. He smiled slightly, his expression relaxed for the most part.

[{｡^◕‿◕^｡}Ciel]

Though his eyes were somewhat questioning, he wasn't sure if his lover knew what he was getting at when he only used his eyes, "Kat-kun...how far do you want to go with this?"

[BlaqueCatt]

He blinked a few times, slightly confused. "What do you mean?" he asked curiously, not quite understanding the question.

[{｡^◕‿◕^｡}Ciel]

"To put it simple, I was asking about sex or not, I wasn't really sure what you wanted...I just want you to be pleasured." said the chestnut-eyed male simply, not quite meeting his lover's gaze.

[BlaqueCatt]

Katsumi's eyes widened in surprise. "O-oh..." He couldn't think of anything else to say and felt his face heat up. "I...um..."

[{｡^◕‿◕^｡}Ciel]

Tai looked a bit off, looking at the corner of the couch, his cheeks a rosy color, not knowing what to say either.

[BlaqueCatt]

He struggled to find the right words to convey his feelings. "I-it's...it's not that I don't want to...b-but..." He bit his lip, hesitating. "I don't think...that I'm ready...or good enough for that..."

[{｡^◕‿◕^｡}Ciel]

Tai nodded gently, before saying gently, "That's why I asked, I just wanted to know...because I just want you to be pleasured...I just want you to be happy." Tai was a selfless lover, and he didn't really care about his own pleasure, he just wanted others to be happy, even if he wasn't happy himself, even if he had to induce pain to himself for his loved one to be pleased, he'd do so...Tai just couldn't be selfish.

[BlaqueCatt]

The smaller male let out a little sigh, his blush slowly fading. "I'm sorry...if you wanted to..."

[{｡^◕‿◕^｡}Ciel]

"Kat-kun...I don't want to..." He said quietly, "Never again would I ever want something like that...I'd only do it to please you...I...I'm not like other people...I don't really get pleasure from...well...the idea of sex, I really don't...I'd only do it...to please the one I love." The older male quietly crawled off of his partner, staring off at the wall momentarily before curling up in a tight ball. It was an old habit of Tai's that never died out from when he was a very young boy; he would curl up when he was scared, tired, upset, nervous, or sick.

[BlaqueCatt]

Katsumi sat up immediately, worried that he had done something to upset Tai. "A-are you okay? Did I say something wrong?" He reached out and placed a gentle hand on his shoulder.

[{｡^◕‿◕^｡}Ciel]

Tai didn't really look at him, but he answered, "I'm fine." And yet I wonder who he really thinks I am and who I'm really like...why would he think I'd be so selfish to throw a hissy-fit about THAT? The thought hurt Tai's mind, it hurt him to think of what his lover might think of him, it hurt him to think that his lover might reject him if he cried anymore, but he couldn't help it anymore, everything was building up, and it was if hell was going break loose in the young male's mind. Quickly, the older male pulled the younger male close and hugged him firmly, resting his head on top of his lover's,his body trembling, and he pulled his lover a bit closer. "I'm...sorry..." Tears began to flow down his cheeks, body shaking from all of his built up emotions, and of fear of showing the worst of his weak side; He was supposed to be strong, he was supposed to be the one that was more of a steady-headed one, he was supposed to be able to support a more gentle male. But if he couldn't handle himself, how could he handle somebody else? "I'm so sorry!" The tears began to cascade down his cheeks quickly.

[BlaqueCatt]

The neko's blue eyes widened and a soft whimper of concern came from his lips; he turned so that he was facing Tai, still in his arms, with his own arms around Tai's middle. "W-why are you sorry?" His ears had flattened once again.