~Tortured or loved~ Yaoifangirl (18+)

[Dragongirl26]

Nagisa nodded. "Fine I will try to relax, but I still don't understand any of this and the reason why everything is the way it is I am trying to be good and trying to understand the world and then it throws something like this at me that makes me want to rethink what I should be doing about my life." Nagisa wasn't talking about life or death any more for once he was talking about moving forward.

[YaoiFanGirlBritty]

Karma looks at Nagisa and sighs a little, shaking his head, "what is confusing you so much that you don't understand? I mean... we were up here most of our lives so I am not sure how your so confused. It's actually really refreshing to be back up here again, though the underworld had it's perks," he rubs his chin. He pats Nagisa's head and lays down, "well, let's get some sleep, you look like your going to pass out any second now," he laughs a little and stretches with a yawn.

[Dragongirl26]

"Yeah I'm not scared to be back now. I think I am scared of the future maybe I don't know what I am feeling any more." he said and yawned as he shut his eyes and started to go to sleep.

[YaoiFanGirlBritty]

Karma shakes his head, "there is no need to worry about the future yet goof ball, just worry about the now," he pokes Nagisa's forehead and then watches him fall asleep, smiling and then falls asleep as well.

[Dragongirl26]

Nagisa woke up the next morning still hurting a little, but he knew what he wanted to do and sighed as he looked over to Karma and kissed his cheek. His shoulder was hurting as well, but he didn't even care at this point.

[YaoiFanGirlBritty]

Karma was sleeping until the sun was shining through the window. He grumbles as he waves his hand a bit, letting it hang off the bed and slowly opens his eyes, looking at Nagisa. He lets out a yawn, "man... your up early, for someone that was exhausted, I would imagine you would still be sleeping," he laughs a little and stretches.

[Dragongirl26]

"Yeah I am still tired but I need to look for another job." he said looking at Karma and sighed. "I know that its still a weekend, but I do want to get a head of everything you know." he whispered

[YaoiFanGirlBritty]

Karma looks at Nagisa and yawns as he stretches a little, turning onto his back and scratches his stomach, "I suppose that makes sense.. I can go get a newspaper if you want and see if anyone is seeking help," he looks at Nagisa.

[Dragongirl26]

"Yeah that would be helpful tho I still want to be a teacher if I can be." he said looking at him and shook his head not sure what to do next, but knew he loved teaching.

[YaoiFanGirlBritty]

"Well you never know, there might be some teacher openings. We will only find out once we look at the newspaper." Karma rubs his chin, "I will go get a newspaper and we can look through it to help you find a new job," he rubs Nagisa's head.

[Dragongirl26]

"Yeah I think it will, but I got this job through my schooling so I don't know why they would post an add in a paper about teachers." he said shrugging and closed his eyes again waiting for the paper

[YaoiFanGirlBritty]

Karma shrugs his shoulders, "I am not sure, we will look in the newspaper and see what they have." He gets off the bed, "you continue to sleep and I will be right back," he smiles as he puts on some clothes.

[Dragongirl26]

"Alright could you bring me some water while you are up please?" he asked looking at him and then shook his head not sure what else to do. "Or anything to drink would be great." he said smiling

[YaoiFanGirlBritty]

Karma stands up and nods his head with a smile, "yeah of course," he scratches his stomach and heads to the kitchen, getting a glass from the cabinets and fills it with water. He walks back to the bedroom and gives Nagisa the water, "I will be back soon," he smiles as he leans down, putting on his shoes and kisses Nagisa's cheek before heading outside to go to the store to get a newspaper.

[Dragongirl26]

"Thank you." Nagisa said drinking some of the drink and then shaking his head as he went back to sleep because it felt like it would be really good if he went back to sleep. Nagisa fell back asleep as he waited for Karma to get back.

[YaoiFanGirlBritty]

Karma nods his head as he watches as Nagisa go to bed through to the window, smiling as he continues to walk and rubs the back of his head. Once in town, he gets a newspaper and looks it over, seeing a few teacher jobs and smiles, paying for the newspaper and goes back home.

[Dragongirl26]

Nagisa was sleeping in the bed he was really tired from the days before and everything that happened his back was still in pain and his shoulder was hurting as well.

[YaoiFanGirlBritty]

Karma opens the door to his house and walks to the bedroom, placing the newspaper on the night stand and looks at Nagisa, "there looks like to be quite a bit younger grade school related jobs that you can do."

[Dragongirl26]

Nagisa woke up when he heard KArma come back into the house. "Do you think there are any middle school ones I kind of want to help kids who were like us out." he said

[YaoiFanGirlBritty]

Karma looks at Nagisa and rubs his chin, "I think there were a couple of middle school ones," he opens the newspaper and then rubs the back of his head as he sits on the bed.

[Dragongirl26]

Nagisa smiled and nodded. "Yeah I want to help kids like Koro helped us. With out him none of us would be where we are today." he said with a soft smile.

[YaoiFanGirlBritty]

Karma nods his head and rubs the back of his head, smiling, "yeah... that is true. But with that inspiration, you were teaching delinquents as well as the reason why you got killed in the first place," he looks at Nagisa and then shows Nagisa all the school related job openings.

[Dragongirl26]

"Someone needs to do it." He said looking at him then shook his head. "Someone needs to give kids hope. Would you be where you are today with out Koro's help?" he asked

[YaoiFanGirlBritty]

Karma looks at Nagisa and narrows his eyes, crossing his arms, "that ... is besides the point. Besides, if Koro didn't come to us in the underworld..., we would still be down there and your question would be invalid because I would clearly say, me getting revenge for your death was the cause of my death as well...," he looks to the side. "I got my revenge, but winded up getting killed anyway," he sighs.

[Dragongirl26]

"But you didn't have to get revenge on me. You could of lived your life to the fullest. Koro gave us what we needed to be the best us in life and now that I am back I want to do the same for the kids." he said looking at him with a cute smile