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Sorry but what I feel at the moment can't only be described in one word...

what I feel currently is how no being should ever feel..

I have been rejected by my parents, they do not accept my sexuality.

I've lost a man who I actually doubted before dating, He turned out to be my biggest success and happiness but I lost him..

I am as of now failing in school because I can't concentrate, I'm too paranoid about the dirty looks being handed to me by people.

For about 3 years now I've been suffering this chronic pain similar to Arthritis.

So freshman year of high-school I failed gym.. Now, my school's idea is..if you fail gym next year you get two gym classes.

This would be prevented if I had parents who knew how to acknowledge and care for my needs. If I was brought to the doctors and given the school an excuse I would be fine. But no.. everytime I'm sick or in pain they actually scold me. They hate bringing me to the doctors, so I feel terrible and never tell them when I'm sick till I'm on death road. When that happens they still manage to surprise me with "Why didn't you tell me!?" and all I can do is shake my head.. my head hurts, I've been crying. I have no one to trust or to depend on.. Actually... I can sum up how I feel into one word... Suicidal. Thank you YO, You're a great family. The time I spent here was actually the times I had fun.

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