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  2. KawaiiNekomimiBoy

    Hate Me.... But I Love You (closed to MasterSeme) 18+

    Cody hides his face in Adrian's chest, too embarrassed to admit anything.
  3. KawaiiNekomimiBoy

    But.... Your My Childhood Friend. (Closed to KawaiiNekomimiBoy) 18+

    Cody was watching the movie but flinches a little when he felt his thigh getting rubbed, just thinking it was Cory so it didn't bother him too much.
  4. Clumbaby

    Dear My Master ~Dom/Sub universe~ - Hashimoto Mitsu

    Would it be possible to reupload please?
  5. Thank you so much for sharing
  6. crystald

    I Wish You A Wonderful Day!

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  7. crystald

    I Wish You A Wonderful Day!

    . . @Moramo, @Minnori, @Yaris0801, @KiYOURiN31
  8. crystald

    I Wish You A Wonderful Day!

    . . @satangeaster, @Rikaria001, @Hentai-Senpai, @kintherabbit, @Copikatdono, @Linnn1711, @tatiiana.palacio, @Tatiiana99, @Tatiiana9
  9. crystald

    I Wish You A Wonderful Day!

    . . @TamikaBlan, @FFrankie, @alexaalm, @Kaits, @hada9000, @Ernie, @okletgo123, @skywer, @hoshin96, @yashi_yashi, @oliwia.k, @YamiKuroko
  10. Sosuke0549

    Entanglement { Sosuke0549 & Yukonwolfspirt }

    Kai chuckled softly seeing Yukie turn bright red. He hadn't seen the boy so flustered in a long time, he was glad he still had some affect on him... Kai's soft smile began to fade however seeing Yukies expression chnage. The boy seemed to be frozen in time. In a state of...disbelief. Had he gone to far? Had he made Yukie uncomfortable? "Y-yue?" He flinched as Yukie suddenly stood, getting up from his seat and rushing off into the bathroom. It had happened so fast that Kai didn't really have a chance to react, let alone stop him. So he just watched as Yukie hurried off...leaving him alone at the table. He sighed, running a hand down his face in frustration. ( Nice going...) He said to himself sarcastically. Just when Yukie allowed him to take a step closer...he overstepped and took a mile. He came on too honestly...too strong...too...much By the time Yukie returned, the food had arrived and Kai had ate a little of his food but honestly...given Yukies reaction, he had lost much of his appetite. At this moment he was just fiddling with his fries. Yukie had been gone for nearly 20 minutes...it didn't take that long to use the bathroom. [ ”Sorry, I just needed a minute.” ] " It's fine," he said softly. "...you ok?" ["…I…don’t want to talk about it here. To many people.”] Kai bit his lip, but nodded, understanding completely. He wouldn't press the matter any further. They sat in silence for most of the time... only speaking when absolutely necessary, by the time Kai paid and they were ready to depart. Kai had retreated back into himself. Being more quiet then usual. He felt bad for putting Yukie on the spot... The two of them put on their helmets and got on the bike. Kai's hold on Yukie was a little less firm then before. The next two hours were quiet...with Yukie point out places he had visited and interesting things to see and do... Kai's responses were short, most of them one word, " sure...yeah...ok..cool..." When they finally arrived at the hospital and Yukie parked into a lot. Kai gently pulled away, taking off his helmet, and gave it to Yukie so he could but them away. Kai climbed off the bike and slipped his hands into his pockets. " Lead the way, " his voice soft and kind as he smiled. He had time to think....to detach...to collect himself...he wasn't mad or upset...he was ready to move on and forget there conversation all together. But to his suprise, Yukie didnt seem to be in a hurry as he stood near his bike and pulled out a cigarette. Kai sighed softly and leaned aginest Yukies bike as he smoked. " I thought...you were gonna quit..." He muttered. Not looking at him. He hated cigarettes...and he hated that Yukie smoked. [ ”…I…didn’t feel comfortable crying, it was about what you said…back there at the table."] Kai's eyes widened ever so slightly. He looked up at Yukie, confused. [" So I left to cry, but…I…got worse on some things…I didn’t want you to see me going into a panic attack. So I hid until I was better and grounded.”] Yukie explained, taking a few steps away from him and creating space between them. Kai rubbed the back of his neck, feeling bad. "sorry...that...wasn't my intention..." [ “…My life…it’s changing a lot…I get scared of all the changing sometimes. The thought of us…of there being an us……is terrifying for me at times.”] Kai listened...his gaze moving over Yukie. Taking him in... even with all those marks and bruises...he was still lovely...even when he was smoking a stick of death...his voice was shaking... He inhaled the toxic fumes of his cigarette again, letting the nicotine calm him. [ ”I.….I don’t want to get hurt. I don’t want to fall in love with you only to be thrown away when you get sick of me.” ] He dropped his cigarette, gently crushing out the dim flame with his foot before looking back at him. There eyes finally met again...and in Yukie's eyes....he saw...alot of pain. Kai was a maniac...he had a habit of fixing things...not breaking them...but he didn't know much about Yukies past...so trying to dismiss his doubts, fears, and worries would be inconsiderate. So instead....he'd accept them. Kai simply nodded and stood. He slowly walked toward Yukie, and with a smile, ruffled up his hair. He was about 5 inches taller than Yukie. "When this is over...let's go on a proper date...okay?" He reached for Yukies hand, interlocking their fingers. Actions speak louder than words... Kai understood now...so he'd show Yukie his love and dedication through actions...until his fears disappeared. "Let's go." He said softly. Ready to get this doctors appointment out of the way.
  11. Asta eyes widened ever so slightly hearing the door slide open. Was it his mom? Coming to check on him, or maybe...it was just a random nurse coming to do her routine check ins...he turned only to immediately looked away the moment his eyes caught a glimpse of that beautiful white hair. That pain in his chest suddenly intensified. He hung his head, not wanting to look up anymore. The room was quiet...so quiet that Asta heard every one of Leon's footsteps as he approached him. He looked normal...beautiful....human... He moved to the foot of the bed...and even though the love of his life was right in front of him, he couldn't bare to look at him. For once in his life....he didnt want to see him! And yet...a part of him...was so relieved that Leon was here. That he didnt abandon him. Silence fell between them, but this time...the weight was soul crushing. Asta's mind was reeling. His mind and emotions at odds with each other, going to war. ( GET OUT!!! HOW DARE YOU SHOW YOUR FACE!! ) ( W-why...why are you here ?!) ( YOU LIED! YOU LIED TO ME AGAIN! T-THIS IS YOUR FAULT! ) ( I- I was so scared L-leon...w-why did this happen?! W-what are you! Tell me the truth! YOU PROMISED! YOU PROMISED ME NO MORE LIES!) ( what the hell are you!) ( Why didn't you warn me! Why didn't you protect me!!) ( I'm scared...Leon...i...I can't...My dreams are...g-gone...) ( If I'm stuck in a wheel chair for the rest of my life...would you still love me? Would you even want me?!) (IF I NEVER MET YOU! THEN---- THEN THIS NEVER WOULD OF HAPPENED) (I'm so mad at you! ) ( I'm so hapoy your here...I'm so happy you saved me...) ( If I never get to play again.........) ( I won't forgive you...) ( I want to forgive you ) ( I HATE YO----) [ “I know you’re not ready to talk to me.” ] Asta frozen...Leon's voice pulled him out of his dark thoughts...Was his voice...always this soft? Its full of....pain? He slowly lifted his head, as he heard the sound of a chair screeching on the floor, Leon had moved the chair to his bedside...but didn't sit. He stared at his hands that were gripping the back of the chair...they were white...and...human. [ “You might never be. And I wouldn’t blame you.”] (....you lied...again...) [ “I told myself I was protecting you. That keeping the truth hidden was the right call…But the truth is... I was scared......Scared you’d look at me differently if you saw what I was. What I am.”] ( This isn't about you right now! Look at me!!! ) ( I wish...you would of told me....) He briefly thought about last night... the night the two of them.... He bit his lip. ( I...i would of...u-understood...) Or would he? After finding out about Leon's job...he basically made him quit because he was jealous and insecure....and when he found out about Leon's true identity...they almost...broke up... ( n-no....I...) It made sense....why Leon didn't tell him... Leon finally sat down...but Asta had never seen Leon behave like this...he always carried himself with such grace and confidence, now he was hunched over in a chair, looking tired and drained. His voice so horse and soft...dripping with guilt and sorrow. [ “I should’ve told you everything the second I realized I loved you... You probably don’t want to hear that right now. Or ever.”] Asta flinched. Those words...' I loved you' he opened his mouth but no words came out... What was this feeling?! This new fear that ever so briefly trumped his fear of never playing basketball again...? The fear that Leon...would never say that he loved him...ever again? Was he suppose to choose? Choose between Love....and Basketball? Trust Leon...one more time...dispite the constant and continuous lies...or Trust the doctors...and face this reality that his dream...was over. ( d-dont...please....please god...don't make me choose....) [ “Camill... what she did to you...” ] That name sent chills down his spine. (D-Dont...) [ "She used you to punish me. And I don’t know how to live with that. I never wanted you to get hurt”] The silence between them was oh so very sharp. How was he suppose to respond to that? To him? To this?! “I’m not asking you to forgive me,” Tears began to fill his eyes...his vision becoming blurry... ( I can't....I won't!) ( Im sorry....I want to forgive you!) ( P-please stay...please don't go!) ( Leave me alone!) ( I...i still...love y----) [ “I just… I needed to tell you that I’m still here.”] The tears started to finally fall, running down his cheeks like a never ending stream. How did Leon know exactly what to say...how did he know that Asta needed to hear those words? [ “No matter what. I’ll be here....Even if you never want to see me again.…I’m sorry, Asta.”] ( SORRY?! SORRY ISNT ENOUGH! I CAN'T WALK! I CAN'T PLAY!) ( Sorry...I'm so sorry...) Asta gripped the bed sheets in front of him, his hands balling into tight fists as he struggled to cry in silence. Even now ...Asta wasn't looking at Leon...but he could feel his gaze... ( Don't look at me?! Not like this?! Not like this?!!) And yet...Last night....he was begging the model to only have eyes for him. To never look away... ( I'm...so scared....) Asta’s heartbeat was increasing, his breathing ragged now that he was crying. He quickly covered his face with his hands, wanting to escape Leon's gaze. The machines he was hooked up too, beeping and spiking. Part of him...wanted to hate Leon...but so much of him....still loved him. " I..I..I d-dont hic-- i d-dont know hicc--- what to do!" He cried. His voice breaking as he tried to get the words out. No words could truly describe the sheer turmoil and agony he was going through and facing. He didn't see any hope...couldn't even begin to imagine what his new life was going to look like. A life without basketball. A life where he couldn't walk... or needed a cain to get around. A life where he'd be a physical burden to the people around him... a life where he'd have to find a new dream. A new hobby. A new purpose.... -------------------------- Fang immediately opened his eyes, his body stiff as he raised his head, glaring at the door. It was a soft knock, but it had woken him up. His body on alert. Like dog guarding its owner. It was a nurse. Fang's body relaxed ever so slightly, as he slowly sat up, his eyes turning to Sora who was...awake? His eyes widened ever so slightly, he was relieved. "hey pipesqueak..." he said softly. His voice soft as the nurse approached them. Fang kept his eyes on her... as if he was monitoring her. Fang would never admit it...but he was more paranoid then ever. She said good morning, but neither of them said anything. Fangs expression didnt change, nor did he try to hide the fact that he was staring at the nurse. Clearly not trusting her... [ “You’re stable....Pain should be manageable for now. Let us know if it spikes again.”] Fang leaned back in his chair and crossed his arms, his gaze shifting over to Sora as the nurse spoke again, informing him about Asta. [ “I thought you’d want to know…Your friend. The one who was missing. He was found last night. He’s here. Recovering.”] Fang's gaze shifted to the floor seeing the visible shift in Sora's expression. His emotions clashing. A mix between relief and concern. Who would be the one to tell him...that Asta was alive...stable....but...changed forever and no doubt...a different person. [ “He’s stable. He was brought in a few hours after you. Surgery went well. He’s being monitored in another wing.”] Fang noticed how Sora was struggling to speak...and it seemed that he wasnt the only one, the nurse continued, saying that she'd inform the doctor that he was awake and that they'd bring him breakfast soon before leaving. And just like that...it was quiet again. Fang sighed under his breath and stood, turning around so he could open a window and let in some sunlight. The strong smell of disinfectant and starch giving him a headache. He hated hospitals because all the cleaning supplies and chemicals messed with his senses. Making him nauseous. It was difficult to focus on any particular scent...he was at a disadvantage in here. Once he opened the windows and let some sunlight in, he sat back down in his seat and crossed his arms, leaning back in his chair. It was hard seeing Sora like this.... " ...you ok..." he said softly, his eyes turning to Sora. The moment the nurse said Asta was here and recovered he sensed Sora's desire to go see his friend. Fang understood this desire...and he was fine with him seeing Asta...but weather the two of them could continue seeing each other...and remain friends...that was up for debate, because Fang didn't want Sora mixed up in Leon's affairs.
  12. Penguin-Senpai

    Dekin no Mogura [Ongoing]

    Added Episode 10 [SubsPlease] Dekin no Mogura - 10 (1080p) [A3AA0C26].mkv
  13. Penguin-Senpai

    Ruri no Houseki [Ongoing]

    Added Episode 10 [SubsPlease] Ruri no Houseki - 10 (1080p) [2933DC16].mkv
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  15. BRIDGET

    re-upload request Oshioki Gakuen

    @riusu Done
  16. Reupload pleaseeeeeeee 😭😭😭💔
  17. Penguin-Senpai

    9: Ruler's Crown [Ongoing]

    Added Episode 10 9.Nine.RulerS.Crown.S01E10.1080p.AMZN.WEB-DL.DDP2.0.H.264-VARYG.mkv
  18. Penguin-Senpai

    Fermat no Ryouri [Ongoing]

    Added Episode 9 Fermat.Kitchen.S01E09.1080p.ADN.WEB-DL.AAC2.0.H.264-VARYG.mkv
  19. Penguin-Senpai

    Yami Shibai 15 [Ongoing]

    Added Episode 9 [SubsPlease] Yami Shibai 15 - 09 (1080p) [7327A27C].mkv
  20. bluishgray

    Shitsuren Junkie

    Thank you so much for sharing!!
  21. nanawo

    Some of series.

    Thank you!!!!!
  22. sakura554

    Kanashiki Ningyo by Hijiki

    Could someone reupload please?
  23. Penguin-Senpai

    Hotel Inhumans [Ongoing]

    Added Episode 10 [SubsPlease] Hotel Inhumans - 10 (1080p) [6C264B39].mkv
  24. lucsa3

    Living With Him BLCD

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