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I'll post my poems in here :) .

 

My Heart Breaks .

 

My heart breaks again today ,

Why did you have to go away ,

They say it gets easier with time ,

But you keep flooding my mind ,

I wish we could go back to yesterday ,

There is so much I long to say,

I want to see you smile on more time ,

And watch you shine ,

 

My heart breaks again today,

The tears just wont go away ,

It is always this way,

Till April leaves for May,

They say it gets easier with time ,

But your always on my mind ,

There is so much I long to say,

I should have told you everyday ,

Just how much you meant to me ,

 

My heart breaks again today ,

I wish you never had to go away,

The say it gets easier with time ,

But you are a very dear friend of mine,

I wish we could go back to yesterday,

So I'd have no regrets today,

I want to see you one more time ,

And watch you shine ,

I miss you ,

My dear friend of mine .

 

My heart breaks again today,

There's just so much left to say.

 

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Here comes this feeling again.

 

 

Here comes this feeling again,

Bringing me down,

Dragging me under,

Taking me away further,

I try to stop but I cant,

Try to hold out ,

But its hard,

 

I'm going down,

I'm going under,

Suffocating,

Going down down down ,

Going under ,

 

Here comes this feeling again,

Bringing me down ,

Dragging me under ,

Is there any hope for me ,

Maybe I'm just not as strong as I used to be ,

Is there a island in this sea ,

Can anyone save me ,

 

I'm going down,

I'm going under,

Suffercating,

Going down down down ,

Going under ,

 

Here comes this feeling again,

Bringing me down ,

Dragging me under ,

The sun slips away ,

And the night is here to stay ,

Im going down ,

Im going under ,

Slipping into a forever slumber ,

 

I'm going down,

I'm going under,

Suffocating,

Going down down down ,

Going under ,

 

Here comes this feeling again,

Down and down I fall ,

I'm suffocating ,

I'm drowning,

Can you be the one to set me free ,

Because Im not the strong person I used to be ,

Not sure if I can make it ,

How long must I take it ,

Living while drowing ,

Please just let me breathe ,

I'm suffocating ,

I'm drowning,

I reach out one last time .

 

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Poison.

 

You are poison ,

You enter my mind ,

Making me lose feeling and time ,

You slip away for awhile ,

Just enough till I can finally smile,

You make me anxious ,

You make me restless ,

You make me helpless ,

I try to fight you ,

But I can't ,

Your always in the background,

My heart is a battleground ,

 

You are poison,

You steal my happiness ,

And make it worthless ,

Lifetime of memories ,

Up for the remaking ,

Don't cry ,

Be strong ,

I tell myself ,

Days sometimes go by ,

And I say I have won this time ,

But how long can it last ,

Your die is cast ,

 

You are poison,

You slip into my mind ,

Making me lose feeling and time ,

You make me anxious,

You make me restless,

You make me helpless ,

 

You are poison ,

My mind is poison ,

But the sun will rise tomorrow ,

And I live on to fight another day,

You are poison ,

But I will overcome you one day.

 

______________________________________

 

As time passes by.

 

As time passes by,

I feel myself slipping away,

I try to hold on to my last string of strength ,

But its just to far out of reach ,

The days are getting slower ,

And I feel myself getting colder ,

A shadow of myself passes by ,

Taking with it all my dreams ,

 

As time passes by ,

I feel myself slipping away ,

Where is my strength ,

Why is it out reach ,

If I kick and scream ,

Will anyone hear me ,

A shadow of myself passes by,

And all I can do is cry ,

 

As time passes by ,

I feel myself slipping away ,

I try to hold on to my last string of strength ,

But its just to far out of reach,

And thats when you found me ,

You smile and offer your strength ,

I hold on and reach ,

And find a reason to breathe ,

A shadow of myself passes by ,

But you tell me not to cry ,

Together we will find the new me ,

 

As time passes by ,

Sometimes I want to slip away ,

But you tell me it will be ok ,

When I lose my strength ,

I know you will be in reach,

When the days get slower ,

And I find myself colder ,

You lend a shoulder ,

A shadow of myself passes by ,

I miss her I won't deny ,

But I don't mind since your by my side,

Thank you,

For giving me a reason to breathe,

With you once again I can dream.

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Thank you I mostly write what I feel. I have made some songs as well :) but when I always sing the poems in my head to remember them ^^ I wish I could write music like the notes but I only can do lyrics ^^.

 

Here's some old poems/songs .

 

 

Dancing In Silence

 

Dancing in silence,

She try's to forget the pain ,

Take a step back ,

Try to remember where you are at ,

Circles ,Circles ,Circles ,

The world is spinning ,

But she doesn't care ,

Because you stole her heart ,

 

Dancing in silence ,

She try's to push you out of her mind ,

As the world crushes down on her ,

Take a step forward ,

Its not the end of the world ,

Circles , Circles ,Circles ,

The world is sinking ,

And your love is so fleeting ,

Can't you see your tearing her apart ,

She screams out your name ,

But it will never be the same ,

 

Dancing in silence ,

She try's to forget the pain ,

Take a step back ,

Remember where you are at ,

Her world is spinning ,

But you don't even care ,

Circles , Circles ,Circles ,

 

Dancing in silence ,

She pushes you out of her mind ,

You can't save her this time ,

She outstretches her arms ,

As the world crushes down on her .

 

______________________________

And now a couple songs .

 

 

Take your time to listen

 

Verse 1

 

Take your time to listen,

While her ivory eyes glisten,

They are going to get me,

So I hope you can set me free,

And I know we said this many times,

But could you look through my eyes?

 

 

Cause here inside myself,

Lives a dream I forgotten,

Pieces of me slowly fade away,

And you asked if I’m ok,

But it can never be the same.

 

 

Chorus

~~~~~

The tears are falling down

Falling down

Without a sound

Without a reason

This is my prison

You’re my treason

Set me free

Set me free…

Can you set me free?

 

Verse 2

 

Take you time to listen,

I am on a mission,

They are going to get me,

So I’m waiting for you to set me free,

And I know we said this many times,

But could you look through my eyes?

 

 

Cause here inside myself,

Lives a person I forgotten,

Pieces of me slowly fade away,

And you asked if I’m ok,

But you can never know my pain.

 

(Back to Chorus )

Please will you listen,

As her ivory eyes glisten,

They are going to get me,

So will you set me free,

And I know we said this many times,

But could you look through my eyes ?

 

 

My tears are falling down ,

Falling down ,

Without a sound ,

Without a reason,

This is my prison,

You’re my treason ,

Set me free,

Set me free ,

Can you set me free ?

 

I know we said this many times ,

But could you look through my eyes ?

 

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Glory is your name

 

Look in my eyes

It should be no surprise

Who I am to you

Who you are to me

 

These tears will slip away

But the pain will always stay

Glory is your name

Glory is your name

 

Encased my heart in glass

I hope this love will last ,

all it takes is a tip ,

for it to lose its grip

grip grip grip

 

You always know the right words to say ,

You get better at it every day ,

But how much is you ,

And how much is true,

 

These tears will slip away

But the pain will always stay

Glory is your name

Glory is your name

 

Look in my eyes,

And stop telling me lies,

Who am I to you

Who are you to me

 

Encased my heart in glass

I hope this love will last ,

all it takes is a tip ,

for it to lose its grip

 

Saw the letter on the door,

Scatterd pieces fall to the floor,

These tears will slip away ,

But the pain will always stay ,

Glory is your name ,

Yes Glory is your name .

 

Wrote this last one when I was mad . Glory is meant to be said in a bad way . Can't explain but all the emotion is there .

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Thank You Kaoru :) some more old ones .

 

 

Two poems but they go together .

 

Where were you ?

 

 

Where were you when I was all alone ,

When they stomped all over my name ,

As I lay shaken in my shame ,

All I can remember is the pain ,

 

Where were you ,

When I fell to pieces ,

Crying out for help ,

 

 

Where are you ,

The darkness is reaching out for me ,

Whispering my name ,

I'll never be the same ,

 

You promised you would never leave me ,

I watch helplessly as my mind slips away ,

Never before have I felt so alone ,

 

 

Where were you ,

When my world fell apart ,

When I lost my heart ,

My hands grip the rails of this old bridge ,

Where are you as I look into the crashing waves ,

Trying to find a answer ,

To why I excist ,

I try hard to remember what you said ,

But there's too many voices in my head ,

Where are you ,

My dear friend as I raise my hands,

And sail through the sky ,

 

Embracing the waves below ,

Where were you when my world fell apart ?

 

 

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I was there .

 

Where were you ,

When I fell to pieces ,

I never left your side ,

I too fell to shame but I took it into stride ,

I held you when you cried for hours on end ,

Even when you said I wasn't a real friend ,

 

Why cant you see me ,

As your mind sprials out of control ,

I scream your name but you can no longer hear me ,

Didn't you think my world would fall apart ,

When you lost your heart ,

 

I beg you to stay even now you cry out my name ,

I fall to pieces as I watch you helplessly sail through the sky ,

A moment to late and you throw away your fate ,

I wanted to tell you don't need a reason to exist ,

Just embrace the good things in life ,

 

That we can make it through all this strife ,

Where are you as I watch them carry your body away ,

As I lay flowers on your grave ,

Where are you as your Mother screams out ,

 

As I lock my feelings inside ,

I can't help but think you could be by my side ,

I was there when your world fell apart ,

But where were you when you broke my heart ?

 

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Wind

 

The wind stole all the words I meant to say ,

As I laid the roses on your grave ,

There was so much I wanted to say,

But I stood there speechless,

As I looked on helpless,

I'll always remember the day we met,

And the day we last spoke ,

If I could turn back time ,

I would, to see you one more time ,

The rain stole all of my tears ,

 

As I laid beside your grave ,

I believe you knew what I wanted to say,

But I lay there speechless,

I never felt so helpless,

I'll always remember you ,

The pain wont stop because I can't forget you,

The wind stole all the words I meant to say,

As I laid the roses on your grave ,

But I swear I heard you whisper in my ear "Everything will be ok " .

______________________________________________

 

Without You.

 

My tears are calling you,

Without you I don't know what to do ,

I wish I had another chance to tell you how much I love you,

Stolen from this world ,

There's only so much pain I can hold ,

You fell from life's fold,

I want to see you face ,

And behold your grace ,

It just not the same without you here in this place,

 

My tears are calling you ,

Without you life doesn't feel like its supposed to,

The only thing I can do is never forget you,

Stolen from this world,

I wonder how many more stories will be left untold,

Of the boy who touched everyone he could behold,

You will never know what its like to become old ,

 

I wan't to see your face,

And be in your grace,

But no matter how many tears I cry ,

Or the pain that fills me up inside ,

I know from the bottom of my heart that you are in a better place.

 

_________________________________________

 

Its Your Birthday

 

Its your birthday,

And I long to smile ,

But all my tears fill up like the Nile ,

I promised myself this year I would be strong ,

But its just another sad song ,

And everytime it seems to go wrong,

 

But....

Its you birthday,

So I'll ice the cake,

With all my love that I can take,

I'll add another candle ,

To the life you should have had ,

And try my best not to be sad ,

 

Its your birthday ,

So I'll try to smile ,

Beacuse that was always your style ,

So I need to be strong,

You are where you belong,

Even if it sometimes feels like it is wrong ,

 

But....

Its you birthday,

So I'll ice the cake,

With all my love that I can take,

I'll add another candle ,

To the life you should have had ,

And try my best not to be sad ,

Because your memory still lives inside my head,

And I'll always treasure what you said ,

 

Its your birthday,

So I will smile ,

Even if my tears fill the Nile,

I will be strong ,

So it will be a happy song ,

Doing anything else would just be wrong,

 

Happy Birthday.

Michael Yves Corpuz July 3 1988 - April 27 2007

 

Where were you and I was there is based on emotions I have dealt with in the past both sides . The poems are just stories a way to think things out . :)

 

Wind,Without You and It's your birthday I wrote dealing with the loss of my friend . The first two made in 2007 the last in 2009 .

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Some more .

 

The Nights Are Long.

 

The nights are long when your away ,

The days drag on endlessly ,

My heart waits on pause ,

Ready to jump when you walk in ,

Can't you see how I race to you ,

How my eyes light up when your around,

Can you hear how loudly my heart pounds ,

How my breath gets shallow ,

I wait on pins and needles ,

Till I can see you again ,

 

You overflow me ,

Taking my mind away from me ,

But giving me something worth so much more ,

So I can't help but to feel a little sore ,

When you have to go out the door ,

Even though I know you will return soon ,

 

The nights are long when your away ,

The days drag on endlessly,

Its hard to eat ,

Its hard to sleep ,

Its hard to think ,

When your away ,

 

And I hope that sometimes I enter your mind ,

For you dominate mine ,

The nights are so long when your away ,

I truly wish you could always stay,

But its ok ,

For my love seems to grow when your gone,

It makes every moment spent with you ,

Even more special ,

 

But baby please don't stay gone long ,

I don't think my heart could take it ,

I don't think I'll make it ,

 

For the nights are long when your away ,

The days drags on endlessly,

My heart is on pause ,

Please come give it just cause.

 

____________________________

 

Just Can't Contain This Love .

 

There's a fire starting in my heart ,

And whose fault do you think it is,

You came in burning like a hurricane ,

Don't ask me what's on my mind ,

Because I can't contain it this time,

They say I am crazy ,

But its already to late ,

 

There's a fire burning in my heart ,

Should have known from the start ,

Every moment with you ,

Is a moment of pure bliss ,

Every moment apart ,

Is a moment to long ,

 

There's a fire raging in my heart,

Rushing in like a hurricane ,

And whose fault do you think it is ,

Don't ask me whats on my mind ,

Because baby this could be the last time ,

I hold on breathless ,

I hold on helpless ,

I hold on aimless,

 

There's a fire burning in my heart ,

You came in burning like a hurricane ,

You ask what is on my mind ,

Its too late ,

Baby I just can't contain this love,

I shout to the world ,

I sing out to the deepest sea ,

I scream out on the highest mountain,

Just how much you mean to me ,

 

There's a fire burning in my heart,

Rushing in like a hurricane ,

You ask what do you want of me ,

I laugh ,

Why can't you see ,

What you already gave me,

Loving you ,

Knowing you ,

Is all I need,

 

Baby call 911 ,

Its to late for me for ,

Theres a fire raging in my heart ,

Rushing in like a hurricane ,

And whose fault do you think it is ,

They say I'm crazy ,

I say they are hazy,

Just don't ask me whats on my mind ,

For I can't hold it in this time,

 

I hold on breathless,

I hold on helpless,

I hold on aimless,

Why can't you see what you do to me,

Your love is burning in my heart ,

You came in rushing like a hurricane,

So please don't ask me whats on my mind ,

For I can no longer contain this love.

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The grass isn't greener ..

 

The grass isn't greener on the other side ,

I wish you could see this as you look in my eyes ,

You say your in pain ,

Well I am vivid player in that game ,

 

My tomorrow is set ,

While you have possiblitys ,

But all you want to do is talk about yesterday,

It should have been you ,

It should have been us ,

 

I grit my teeth ,

Just what are you remembering ,

I gave you my all ,

And you let it fall and fall ,

I begged for you to see me ,

But you looked the other way,

Now tell me does this sound ok ,

 

The grass isn't greener on the other side ,

I'm longing for a place to hide ,

You say your in pain ,

Well darling so am I ,

 

My tomorrow is gone ,

But you have many battles to be won ,

Your stuck in the past ,

The shadows have been cast,

You say it should have been me ,

It should have been us,

 

I hold my breath ,

Then why didn't you try ,

I gave you my all ,

You let it fall and fall ,

I loved you ,

Did you really love me ,

I think its time to say goodbye ,

 

The grass isn't greener on the other side ,

Can't you see the hurt in my eyes ,

You say your in pain ,

Well I'm a vivid player in that game ,

 

My tomorrow is set ,

You have possiblities ,

Stop talking about yesterday ,

It should have been you ,

It should have been us ,

 

But darling you never tried ,

So go on and live your life ,

You have to pay to play the game ,

The one you long for is no longer the same ,

 

Your stuck in the past ,

The shadows are cast ,

I begged for you once to see me ,

And now you seek the ghost of me ,

Oh how you cry ,

But years pass and you never try ,

 

The grass isn't greener on the other side ,

Can you see the fear in my eyes ,

You say your in pain ,

Well so am I ,

 

Stop talking about yesterday ,

Saying it should have been me ,

It should have been us ,

Stop chasing shadows ,

You no longer need to see me ,

You see the grass isn't greener on the other side,

So Darling please go and live your life .

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Here's a short story I did in 2009 my book club was reading this book about a lady who had a writing class so we tried one the assignments .The story had to start and end with "Kiss me . "

 

Kiss Me

 

"Kiss me " he whispers in my ear .

"But I don't even know you ."

He looks away smiling as we watch the glowing ball drop .

"But its New years eve ."He runs his fingers through my hair .

"Your single right ?" "Well yes . " I say reluctantly. I sigh 'why did I travel to New York for this.'

"Just a peck and I'll be gone from your life forever . " He promises.

 

This is when I really look at him.Gorgeous black locks hang from his face. His brown eyes seem to consume me ,this man all in all could be a model .So it not his looks or his personality . I won't lose anything from kissing him . But something at the back at my mind keeps nagging me to stay away . But this angel pleads one more time "Kiss me. " What if this is my last chance ?

 

I close my eyes and his gentle hand tilts my head as his gentle lips touch mine the world around me seems to stop.

I pull him closer and kiss him one more time . "Thank you . "he says as he mock bows . Before I can say a thing he slips into the busy crowd . "As promised ." As the warmness of his kiss starts to fade everything starts to spin . My body begins to shake ,my eyes are wet but why ? And then it all comes back to me like a slap in the face .

 

"No! " I scream "Don't leave me ! "

 

_________________

 

Five Years Earlier ....

 

The rain doesn't want to let up . What a perfect fit for such a terrible day. Since the fight with my father

he has been driving non-stop with no rhyme or reason .

"Where are we going ? "

"Its a surprise ." he says with a tight smile .

"Why don't we stop you look tired ."

"I'm fine ." he lies .

"You love me right ?" He asks looking at me desperately .

 

"Of course ! " "You know that ." "Dad will come around some day ."

"How long will you let your family run your life your twenty-three ! "

"But he is my father ! " I counter tears falling helplessly down my face .

Only the steady rain fills the silence I watch him as he takes a deep breath calming himself.

 

"I'm sorry ." "I didn't mean to yell . " He says gently taking my hand .

"Sweet Jasmine will you marry me ? " "No family ,no friends , just the two of us ."

"As long were together that's all that matters to me ." " Maybe like you said later your Father will come around . "

"Yes ." is all I can answer .

 

 

But the rain still persists. It threatens to darken our mood but nothing could darken this moment .

Or so we thought.

 

"Kiss me ." he begs look away from the road from the briefest of a minute . I lean in to give him a kiss from there everything went so fast . Bright headlights head on blind us with no hope of stopping .He tries to spin away from the crazy car but the slick roads send us straight into another car . Before the darkness took me all I wanted to say is "I love you . "

 

The next moment I awake to a sea of white my head all bandaged up .They must have drugged me because I was always in and out of conscious . But I was able to pick up some things.

 

"I'm very sorry ." The doctor says .

"Are you sure ? She's lost all her memory ? " a familiar voice asks .

"Yes. " The doctor mournfully answers .

"Its ok we can just start over . " the man says hopeful.

It was like his name was on the very tip of my tongue but something blocks him from my mind. I know if if he would only hurry over to me maybe I can remember . But that can never be .

 

 

"Stay away from my daughter ! " My father demands pushing the man against the wall.

"We love each other !" he pleads sobbing.

"She has forgotten . Plus haven't you done enough damage ?!"

"Leave! "

"Please just let me stay till she wakes up at least let me say goodbye ."

 

"Leave now or I will call security ! " My father growls .

 

Before the defeated man leaves he yells from the top of his lungs "Jasmine I love you I will always love you !

" "I will be waiting for you !"

 

But then the darkness takes me again. Everything aside from my family forgotten .

 

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Present time .

 

I never knew till this moment why I came to New York .I mean there was thousands of other places I could have went .

It must have been fate for us to meet again . Like sleeping beauty he woke me up from my slumber .

But as I fumble through the crowd the doubts begin to fill my mind . Is he still waiting for me ? Does he still love me?

And why didn't he just tell me ?

 

"Just a peck and I'll be gone from your life forever . " His words from earlier send tears down my face .

How can he leave my life ? The last five years I have felt like there was a big hole in my heart .

But I could never place it . But as the seconds pass by it seems to grow .

 

There is no way I can find him through this crowd .My hope begins to fade .

A pushy man pushes his microphone towards me " So what did you think of the parade ?" The reporter asks.

I was about to tell him to shove off when I realized my chance . I grab his microphone "Is this live ?" I ask pointing to the tv's around . "Why yes it is . "

"Perfect ! "

 

"Paul ! " "Paul its Jasmine ! " "Please come back , I remember everything ."

My mind screams he has forgotten you five years is too long of a wait . But I push it back .

"Just the two of us ! " "Just us ! " I plead as the passerby's look at me with curiosity .

"I love you . " I say with the last of my strength as I hand back the microphone .

 

Its selfish of me to think he would come .I walk a block but the pain is too much I have to rest.

Lucky for me a bench is empty . Rain begins to fall . "Just perfect." I grumble but I don't move.

Someone sits beside me but I'm beyond caring ." You know you are a hard person to find ."

 

There was million of things I wanted to say to this man .Like don't you ever leave me again .

I'm sorry . Lets forget about my family . Like I said millions of things .

 

But as I stare into his eyes I knew what I needed to say ."Kiss Me ."

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that was really really good as well as all your poetry. I in fact thinky you're work surpasses mine by a long shot thank you for that!

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Wow thanks :D I think I still got to work a lot . I'm going to buy some books to help me . For poems I just write how I feel and don't have a set style. But you really have a gift Tat-chan so means a lot you saying that ^_^ I prefer yours to mine ^^.

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I will love you .

 

I will love you in the light ,

I will love you in the dark ,

I will love you when the world falls apart ,

I will love you when it begins again ,

I will love you when your happy ,

I will love you when your sad ,

I will love you when your mad ,

 

I will love you when you want me ,

I will love you when you forget me ,

I will love you even if you hate me ,

I will love you when you love me ,

 

I will love you even if we fight ,

Even if you say you will no longer speak to me,

But if your world is crashing down,

And your left without a sound ,

If you remember me ,

I will be waiting ,

 

For I will love you in the light ,

I will love you in the dark,

I will love you when the world falls apart ,

I will love you with all my heart ,

For you are my dear friend ,

I will love you till the end .

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Thanks Blover ^_^

 

Ok this is for Nitemare .

 

Look In The Mirror.

 

Look in the mirror ,

Tell me what you see ,

You say you don't even know anymore,

But I see someone beautiful ,

Look in your heart ,

Tell me what you see,

You say your weak ,

I say you are strong ,

 

You just have been on this road for so long ,

I watch as you hold in all the tears ,

Piled on from the years ,

I watch as they laugh,

Oh how they scoff ,

But they can never compare to you ,

 

I know its hard do ,

When the world is crashing around you,

But hold on ,

I know your tired ,

But you have to wait ,

There's so much more to life than this ,

Then dreading one simple wish ,

 

Look in the mirror ,

Tell me what you see ,

I hope you see someone beautiful,

Look in your heart ,

Tell me what you see ,

I hope you see you are strong,

The road may be long ,

And for years you have held in your tears,

But hold on,

No one said you had to walk alone ,

And its hard ,

But know its ok to cry ,

Lets take this world with stride ,

 

I watch as they laugh,

Oh how they scoff,

Enough is enough ,

They aren't worth your pain ,

Don't let them bring you down ,

They can never compare to you ,

And the people that love you ,

 

Look in the mirror,

I hope you can finally see,

Your beautiful,

Look in your heart,

I hope you realize ,

Your actually strong,

Look in the mirror,

And know you belong.

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Nite ^_^ **hugs**

 

She's only happy in the rain.

 

She's only happy when it rains ,

She's only happy when it pours ,

He's only happy when she's in pain ,

He's only happy when she cant endure,

 

So come on rain down ,

Let her soar once more ,

She's only happy when it rains,

It's the only thing that hides her pain,

She's only happy when it pours,

Can't you see her heart is at war,

 

For he's only happy when she's in pain,

He's only happy when she can't take no more ,

She's only happy when it rains,

He's only happy when she's in pain ,

She's only happy when it pours,

Why is everything such a chore ,

He's only happy when she can't endure,

 

She's only happy when it rains ,

It washes away her pain,

She's only happy when it pours,

It makes her dream of more ,

 

He's only happy when she is in pain,

To him she is just a game ,

He's only happy when she cant take no more,

Watch as he smiles as he keeps score ,

 

She's only happy when it rains ,

One day she will no longer call your name ,

She's only happy when it pours ,

Tomorrow she will soar ,

She's only happy when it rains,

One day she will be free of this pain,

And finally attain ,

Freedom of the rain .

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"She's only happy when it rains,

He's only happy when she's in pain,

She no longer calls your name,

And smiles without the rain."

 

 

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Grasping In The Dark .

Grasping in the dark ,

Take the bullet where it lies ,

Better than the pain deep inside,

Years and years of screaming ,

Always yearning for another life ,

 

Can anyone see me,

Can anyone hear me ,

Reaching ,

Seeking,

Needing ,

Never knowing ,

If this is how the story goes ,

 

Embracing the darkness ,

Take the bullet where it lies ,

No more tears I will cry,

For the pain you left inside ,

It can be differn't this time ,

 

Can you still see me ,

Can you still hear me ,

You don't know me ,

Reaching ,

Seeking ,

Needing,

A better me ,

 

Grasping in the dark ,

I take the bullet where it lies ,

Feels better then the pain you left behind,

No more tears I will cry ,

 

Can you see me ,

Can you hear me ,

Embracing the darkness ,

I take the bullet where it lies,

Years and years of screaming ,

Always yearning for another life,

Reaching,

Seeking,

Needing ,

 

This is how the story goes ,

 

Grasping in the dark,

Take the bullet where it lies ,

I will never again be by your side.

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Happy Late Birthday Brohne ^_^

 

Million's come and go ,

But only you know just what to show ,

So baby burn bright ,

Please share with us your light,

And I know everyday is fight,

No one gets how you feel ,

But to you its all to real ,

And I know its hard ,

But you must hang on ,

Million's come and go,

But only you know just what to show ,

So baby burn bright,

Find your sunshine ,

Even in the darkest nights,

Million's come and go ,

But you mean the world to me ,

So Brohne please always burn brightly.

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A song I just made @.@ its long ^^;;. Btw misakixusagi thank you ^_^ .

 

Consume Me .

 

I see you watching me,

I'm watching you,

Come on there something we must do ,

I know you love me ,

The way I love you ,

While the lights are down,

And no one is around ,

 

Come on and Consume me

Consume me ,

Come on and ruin me ,

Move through me ,

Baby consume me ,

 

So tired of being of perfect,

So tired of hiding how I feel,

With you I can be real ,

Your always filling my mind ,

I'm missing you all the time ,

So please baby be kind ,

 

Come on and consume me ,

Consume me ,

Come on and ruin me ,

Move through me ,

And consume me ,

O baby consume me ,

 

I see you watching me,

I'm watching you,

You know what I want to do ,

I know you want me ,

The way I want you,

While the lights are down,

And no one is around ,

 

Consume me,

Come on and consume me ,

Baby go ahead and ruin me ,

Move through me ,

Baby consume me ,

Come on and ruin me ,

 

I dont care what they will say ,

No one else can make me feel this way,

Can't you see how much I need you,

How much I love you ,

I'll toss my halo away ,

All you need to do is say ok ,

You know what I want to do,

I know you love me ,

The way I love you ,

While the lights are down,

And no one is around ,

 

Consume me,

Come on and consume me ,

Baby go ahead and ruin me ,

Move through me ,

Baby consume me ,

Come on and ruin me ,

 

I see you watching me,

I'm watching you,

I know you love me ,

The way I love you ,

There is nothing I wont do for you,

 

The lights are down,

No one is around,

So come on baby ,

Go ahead and ruin me ,

Move through me,

Let your love consume me .

 

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And a older song :) I guess I never put it here yet so here it is .

 

What would you say?

 

I wish I could say how I feel tonight ,

But the look in your eyes takes away my fight ,

If told you,

What would you say ,

What would you do ,

If I told you ,

 

That I love you ,

That I cant sleep ,

I cant breathe ,

I cant dream,

When your gone ,

 

I wish you could see how I feel tonight ,

So I can keep my words held up tight ,

Cause If I speak it could be the end ,

And I need you my friend ,

But I still wonder ,

If told you,

What would you say ,

What would you do ,

If I told you ,

 

That I love you ,

That I cant sleep ,

I cant breathe ,

I cant dream,

When your gone ,

 

I hold your words close to my heart,

Can't you see that your dear ,

Sometime I think maybe I'm too clear ,

But I keep my silence out of fear ,

So you will always be near ,

If told you,

What would you say ,

What would you do ,

If I told you ,

 

That I love you ,

That I cant sleep ,

I cant breathe ,

I cant dream,

When your gone ,

 

You look beautiful tonight,

My heart has taken flight,

But its alright,

Its ok ,

Not to say what I want to say,

As long as you never go away ,

Because I will always know ,

That I love you ,

That I cant sleep ,

I cant breathe ,

I cant dream,

When your gone ,

 

So I will take a bow,

To this vow,

But I still wonder ,

If told you,

What would you say ,

What would you do ,

If I told you ,

I love you.

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Happy Late Birthday Brohne ^_^

 

Million's come and go ,

But only you know just what to show ,

So baby burn bright ,

Please share with us your light,

And I know everyday is fight,

No one gets how you feel ,

But to you its all to real ,

And I know its hard ,

But you must hang on ,

Million's come and go,

But only you know just what to show ,

So baby burn bright,

Find your sunshine ,

Even in the darkest nights,

Million's come and go ,

But you mean the world to me ,

So Brohne please always burn brightly.

 

This really left me speechless. I'm still fumbling for the right words to express how wonderful this made me feel. It really made my day and just re-reading it gives me a huge boost in confidence.

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This really left me speechless. I'm still fumbling for the right words to express how wonderful this made me feel. It really made my day and just re-reading it gives me a huge boost in confidence.

 

Aww glad you liked it I think you are a wonderful person ^_^ a great friend. You deserve happiness . *hugs*

Love ya.

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You hold my happiness .

 

You hold my happiness in the palm of your hand ,

But where did you go my dear friend ,

You float on to the great beyond ,

You leave me speechless ,

You leave me helpless ,

I'm trying to smile ,

But it doesn't feel worth while ,

 

You hold my happiness in the palm of your hand ,

But where did you go my dear friend,

I'm writing your name in the sand,

Can you hear my voice ,

I know it wasn't your choice ,

You are farther then I can reach ,

But I still can't help to seek ,

I wish I wasn't so weak ,

 

You hold my happiness in the palm of your hand ,

But where did you go my friend ,

I'm screaming your name ,

Life will never be the same ,

If I cry a thousand tears ,

If I conquer a thousand fears ,

Could I bring you back here ,

I do anything to see you my dear ,

 

You hold my happiness in the palm of your hand ,

But where are you my dear friend ,

You left a hole in my heart ,

How can you ask me to part ,

Where do I even start ,

I wish on a shooting star ,

To take me to where you are ,

But still I am left behind ,

This world is so unkind ,

 

You hold my happiness in the palm of your hand ,

I know your gone my dear friend,

But my heart still doesn't understand ,

How I will never again hold your hand ,

I write your name in sand ,

This isn't what I planned ,

I am speechless ,

I am helpless ,

 

Can I have this selfish request ,

Return to me ,

Return my happiness ,

Fill this hole in my heart ,

Why must we part ,

Don't you see ,

How much you mean to me ,

Do you understand ,

That you hold my happiness in the palm of your hand.

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Happy Birthday

To the one ,

Who made life so much fun ,

I loved your smile ,

It could carry me on for miles ,

It so easy to get lost in missing you,

But I know what you would want me to do,

Happy Birthday,

To the one ,

Who made life so much fun,

I hope you still smile,

The thought can carry me on for miles,

Happy Birthday,

To you,

I miss you ,

I love you.

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Lonely Hearts.

 

O lonely hearts watch how you gather,

 

Searching,

 

Wishing,

 

Waiting,

 

For someone to notice you,

 

O how you try to be strong,

But waiting takes to long ,

I watch you standing there ,

Many of you broken,

Many of you unspoken,

 

Who is going to pick up the pieces,

That you carry,

Who is going to give you a chance ,

To take your first dance ,

 

O lonely hearts I watch how you gather,

 

Searching,

 

Wishing,

 

Waiting,

 

For someone to behold you ,

 

O how you try to hide it ,

But it bleeds right through you,

What’s one to do,

If only someone could love you ,

 

O lonely hearts I watch how you gather,

Searching,

 

Wishing,

 

Waiting,

 

For someone to love you ,

 

O I see you reaching,

Will you ever have what you’re seeking,

 

O lonely hearts I watch how you gather,

I see you all ,

 

The lonely ,

 

The broken ,

 

The jaded ,

 

The needy ,

 

Searching,

 

Wishing,

 

Waiting,

 

For someone to notice you ,

Well I see you ,

For I also possess a lonely heart,

 

O lonely hearts I watch how you gather,

 

I hope you know ,

 

You still matter .

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