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Curse Or Blessing?

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OnceInABlueRune

I’ve sat idly by and

watched as you suffered in

silence.

out of the

three years I've known you

two were spent wordlessly

Viewing you on a glorified TV.

 

I did nothing, whilst you spiraled

deeper

and

deeper

into the depths of your own psyche.

But little did i know.

the problem was much deeper.

 

you see

depression is not so black and white.

Some people don’t even know they have it

others,rarely seek help.

You were one of them.

you thought that your pain

your hurt was lesser than

but not to me.

 

Because depression is your curse

But my blessing.

your pain and your suffering gives me

Warmth

Because if it wasn't for your mind boggling affliction

You'd have no need to show Affection

To me

Friendly or otherwise

 

Your deep sighs

and red rimmed eyes

Strained from trying not to cry

Sends shivers

down my spine

Because I know the

Shoulder you'll eventually

Fall to will be

Mine.

And I revel

In your sadness

Thrive in your heartache.

 

Oh the oh oh ohs

In your woes

Your oh noes

Your sorrows

My heart grows.

Because depression is your curse

But my blessing.

 

But every beginning has an end

Same as us

My friend

Because when you finally

Finally get over her

There will be no need for me

Without her there is no we

And so I hate me.

 

Do I even want you to get better?

The question spins inside me

It terrifies me.

Here I am sending you lies laced with truth

smiles

And halfhearted advice that I mean with all of me

and so I hate me.

 

 

Oh the oh oh ohs

In your woes

Your oh noes

Your sorrows

My heart grows.

But soon there'll be

No more

And so your depression is my curse

And my blessing.

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yaoi4fans

This part shook me *____*

Your deep sighs

and red rimmed eyes

Strained from trying not to cry

Sends shivers

down my spine

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