Remembrance (pigeon x pandamonium)

[pandamonium]

Andres eyes widened. He smiled and hummed. "I'm glad. They're nice people. Busy a ton, though. Well, it's best you meet them and make your own opinion." They made their way into the gate. People sat and stood around.

[Kotorichan]

Sarin nodded at the other's suggestion. "Yeah, I just hope they like me... I'd feel bad if you got into any kind of disagreement with them because of me..." He sighed and leaned up against Andres.

[pandamonium]

Andres placed his arm on Sarin's shoulder. "I'm sure they'll like you. I'm super excited. It's been a long time since I've last seen my parents. "You know, you're the first person I've ever dated or kissed."

[Kotorichan]

Sarin's eyes widened at the man's confession. "I was your first kiss?" his face flushed red in embarrassment. "I'm sorry, I didn't know that..." he looked away, suddenly feeling shy.

[pandamonium]

Andres chuckled. "Yup! Why are you the one blushing? I should be the one blushing." The loudspeaker announced that our flight has arrived. "Yay! It's here! Let's head out!"

[Kotorichan]

"Now I feel like I've taken your innocent or something..." Sarin mumbled, his cheeks still red. "That's why I'm blushing..." He kept holding Andres' hand and gently tugged him towards the gate. "come on"

[pandamonium]

Andres tried not to laugh, but failed. He began to laugh. He followed Sarin close behind. "I actually like it that your my fist kiss."

[Kotorichan]

Sarin's face stayed red, somehow even more embarrassed by Andres' words. "s-shut up, what's so good about having a whore be your first kiss?" he grumbled, barely loud enough to be heard.

[pandamonium]

Andres frowned. He didn't like it when Sarin would talk badly about himself. "Don't talk like that. I don't like it." He turned his attention forward, not wanting to make eye contact with Sarin.

[Kotorichan]

"you don't like it when I'm honest?" Sarin glared at the floor. "it's true you know... or does it just disgust you too much to think about?" he couldn't help but talk about himself in such a way, it was just how he thought of himself.

[pandamonium]

Andres was hurt by the way Sarin talked of himself. "You don't see what I see, so what's the point of arguing?" He sniffed and walked ahead for a couple of inches. It hurt him to hear Sarin talk so horribly about himself. He didn't like the people he cared for to be disrespected. Not even by themselves.

[Kotorichan]

Sarin narrowed his eyes in frustration. He quickened his pace to catch up with the man and grabbed his hand. "why do you assume I meant it as an insult? when I first said that I meant it literally. Do you honestly think I didn't take some of those guys in the club up on their offers? I'm a runaway who never even finished high school, I don't have many options Andres." he kept his voice low, not wanting anyone else to hear.

[pandamonium]

Andres wiped his eyes. Not wanting to make eye contact with Sarin. "I know. But I don't see you that way. Even though you told me about being a whore from time to time...it never changed my opinion of you. I still see you as the honest, sweet and incredible human being you are. That's why, when you speak about yourself so harshly, it hurts."

[Kotorichan]

Sarin let out a sigh and reached up to touch Andres' cheek. "Alright... I get it... I won't say that kind of stuff about myself anymore... please don't cry Andres" he frowned and brushed his fingers through the man's hair. "I hate seeing you so sad"

[pandamonium]

Andres grinned. He leaned towards Sarin's touch. "Okay. I'm sorry for getting so emotional." He leaned forward and have Sarin a kiss. "I love you, Sarin."

[Kotorichan]

Sarin smiled and returned the kiss, blushing softly at the man's comment. "I love you too Andres..." He reached down to hold the man's hand, glad that things had worked out so easily.

[pandamonium]

Andres grinned. Happy that things weren't so intense anymore. They boarded their flight and were lucky enough to get seats together. "I'm do excited!" He giggled, holding his bag tightly.

[Kotorichan]

Sarin moved a little closer to Andres, looking around the airplane with wide eyes. "How long are we going to be in this?" He asked, starting to feel nervous about going up in an airplane.

[pandamonium]

Andres held Sarin's hand. "It'll be a four hour flight. So not very long." He dug through his bag for some candy he had bought earlier. "Would you like some? Or do you wanna rest?"

[Kotorichan]

Sarin leaned on Andres' shoulder and looked down at the bag. "I want some... I'm starting to think I might not be able to rest... I'm really nervous about being on a plane" he sighed and tried to snuggle closer for comfort.

[pandamonium]

Andres held out the bag for Sarin. "Help yourself." He grinned and took out a magazine he got from the kiosk. "If you're nervous, you could read a book I got at the kiosk. I usually get bored on flights. I can't stand sitting for so long on these hard seats. Hurts my lower back." He went back to reading and eating his candy.

[Kotorichan]

Sarin took a candy and popped it into his mouth before wrapping his arms around Andres' arm. "are you sure the plane won't crash? I know planes are supposed to be safe, but there's so many people on board..."

[pandamonium]

Andres shrugged. "I don't know. There's turbulence, but it's not dangerous or anything. It's very unlikely the plane well crash though." He sure another piece of candy and went back to reading his magazine. He found it cute how Sarin was nervous of being on a plane.

[Kotorichan]

Sarin let out a sigh and rested his head on the man's shoulder. "if you say so..." He tried to busy himself by reading the magazine along with Andres, not wanting to move away from the man.

[pandamonium]

The pilot talked over the loudspeaker explaining the safety procedures and when they'll be arriving in their destination. The plane began to go down the runway. Faster and faster. Picking up speed. Andres set down the magazine and smiled. "This is the only fun part. It feels like when you go on a roller coaster!"