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:] hi guys , I'm sorry if this boy English language lil bit too faraway from grammar. dialogue before it begins red : Meridianna brown : Saturn maroon : Saturn Possessed "well , so here I'am typing some experience.. i don't really want to do this , but she said she want it so..are u happy now meridianna?" "you want this too :} don't blame on me Saturn" "whatever.. so where u want me to start? this bittersweet journey is just too long and complicated.. i don't know where to start. since our victims are.. uncounted" "how about jumping from the first time you start realizing my presence?" owh. alright, but the reader need to know about us so let me introduce a lil before the summary "my name is Saturn [that's how she called me] right now I'm 23 years old and looks like this, hairy, smoker but don't worry coz the story will be the younger me :> my hair is dark brown and curly. my skin were well common Asians I'm an art maker. illustration , songs, well many things bout art but out of art i'm just a lazy boy "and the girl beside me is Meridianna, and i don't want to say what or who am i, u'll know as the story goes."" here we go warning rating: 18+ sexual content, strong language, vulgarity CHAPTER 1 - The Feelings Summary: September 2007 - senior high school music festival. there is a competition of making songs. young Saturn staring from the second floor. Status: Ongoing well , today i'm not feeling well.. i don't wanna join the competition, i rather stay invis since one girl in my class wanna join it, better for me to be a listener. competition starts, and i watching from the second floor because down there ? too many people. i hate crowd -_- o_o ngh.. why their songs is so ordinary, not deep. without feelings. common lyric. thisis so boring but wait.. whos that man? oh he is my senpai. he start to play his guitar and. DAMN his voice his lyric and his guitar is just so.. so cute and charming right Saturn? [sudden whisper on my ear] wait what? no, so cool. damn his voice is so damn cool. oneday i'll be on the stage singing with him. yes. well maybe after graduation coz this school lil bit shucks. they won't support music too.. even this kind of competition.. the student need to make proposal out this school place. stingy school. and since i broke up with my girlfriend, being on the stage like that will just a nuisance for her. days passed.. after that songs competition i don't know why i'm always standing up here and staring down.. he becoming so famous in school, all girls talk about him, his name is Gestra weird name indeed he is half Germany [they said] hope i can see that senpai again today.. shit thisis weird, wrong why am i doing this.. i don't even care about my ex girl friend anymore.. more about want to see him than her i should focus on study and be more social with my friend.. but senpai will graduate soon, i can't see him again. i never have conversation with him. SATURN STHAAAAP he is the same gender as you. what theff [talking to my self] 1 year after.. finally i pass my final test with a.. well.. it's a nice grade [between the online gamers only]. and it's been one year i never seen gestra.. i don't care.. i don't miss him. i'm in love with my junior already, she is a cheerleader her name is Franciska and guess what. I'm rejected. coz she don't want have any serious status about love. she just want to have a relationship once, long last till marriage. it's doesn't hurt coz i know i'm not ready for that. hmm forever alone Saturn. and why girls so complicated. -_- they sometimes say "no" coz they wanna know if d boys is serious or not, and sometimes the real "no". hard to guess. graduation night will comin' and my band was chosen to perform a .. "love" song after all this broke up , rejection, and flat year. how to sing about love? by inviting your senpai to sing with you [sudden whisper] nice idea!! wait. this whispers is not from my mind.. it' comes to my head.. but it's a nice idea. i'll find a way to get his contact and ask him to sing with my band :3 and i get it YAY >, u miss his voice right? ..shut up whispers, stage will have more fangirls if he agree [pressing the number] Gestra: "hello ?" Saturn: "..." motherof payon dungeon! #@$^%$ [panic] .i'm gonna faiiiiint . argh what to say Gestra: "hellows? pardon, i cannot hear you" Saturn: "su su sup Ge ges tar! i mean our band we'll be a guest star!, not our but.. [inhale] i think u don't know me, ofcourse u don't know me! [awkward] [i wanna kill ma self] i'm your junior. I'm sorry for bothering you" Gestra: "oh ok, well, and what is ur name o_o ? and why you calling?" Saturn: [so cold] "my name is Saturn, next week will be a graduation night and our band need your he Gestra: "wait up, i need to go, i'll text you later" [beeb beeb beeb beeb] Saturn: NEED YOUR HELP T--T ...onion7 AAAAAAAAAAAA F you gestra [bite d pillows] whispers: "do u want him?" Saturn: "YES PLEASE" i mean i want him to come and sing with me so i can have more girl fans and i don't know where the hell that whispers come but i get used to it i heard the whispers said that he will. why? he seems to be too famous to helping unknown junior. whatever. i'll sing the stupid love song in a flat way. two day before the graduation night he calling me back and said "sorry for never inform you lil bro, i've been bussy but yes i'm gonna sing with you" :cuteonion7: 'lil bro' he said lil bro, lil bro [singing. blushing] [slap own face] sthap saturn, wtf i'm fuckin'st8 yes you are, and this is gonna be your first training. to beat the other st8 what? to be continued