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  2. Fang watched Sora closely, the way Sora fiddled with his fingers anxiously proved that he was uncomfortable. Even when Ray left and the room was filled with silence, Sora's demeanor didn't falter. Something was bothering him...He wanted to say something, address something, but he was hesitant. Finally, he spoke. [ Ray didn’t say much. ( ....) He didn’t go into detail, just… hinted.” ] If Fang didnt have supernatural hearing he might of missed the words that came out of Sora's mouth. He rarely ever saw this side of Sora. He was always so loud and outspoken...but now it was as if he was scared to speak. His words more gentle then he was use too. Fang hated it when Sora tip-toed around conversations. Moments like these he wished he could read his mind. If he could, would they have avoided all of this? " At what," he muttered. Fang was use to having conversations with Sora and the majority of the conversations that they had, Fang had to push Sora to go on. It was like pulling teeth. But something was different this time....almost like Sora didn't want to hurt him. Did he want to break up? He sighed in frustration watching Sora swallow hard, avoiding his gaze. " Out with it," his tone soft but surprisingly stern. While he waited for Sora to speak, he removed the IV drip from his arm, which didnt seem to phase him. What did was Sora's next words. [ “He said that me getting hurt might’ve… triggered memories from your past. From when you. (...)…when you lost someone important.."] Fang felt a chill run through his entire body. Immediately his once frustrated and tired demeanor shifted into what could only be described as autopilot. He stared at the ground, holding his head in his hands. He never imagined that this would be the way he'd ask him. If Fang could have things his way...he'd never tell Sora about it.... ( Damn it Ray....) Fang never told Ray about his upbringing or childhood, much less what happened to him before they met. Which ment Ray must of told Sora about Aurora. Judging by the way Sora phrased the sentence, he was curious but also hesitant and fearful. He seemed more concerned about Fangs feelings than his own. Fang said nothing for a long moment. If depression was a demon, then it possed him. His eyes looked clouded and heavy, his posture slouched and suckin. If he told Sora, would he even understand? He opened his mouth to speak but nothing came out. This happened a few times. Fang would open his mouth, but nothing audible would come out. If you didnt know any better, you'd think he lost his voice. His eyes changed color, hinting at his frustration and pain, as if trying to answer Sora's question physically and mentally hurt him, and he could see Sora's growing concern. So Fang did what he did best,:he grew distant. Not just mentally but physically. He stood, getting up from the couch and moving to the other side of the room, his back toward Sora as he leaned against the wall, clenching his chest. It hurt to think about it...and Fang couldn't even say her name out loud. Not since there bond was severed. He realized that he hadn't talked about what happened out loud. He had taken her, and everything that happened and locked it away deep inside him. Sometimes forgetting it was even there, and never realizing just how heavy the pain and weight of it all was. When he heard Soras movements. He snapped. " DONT! Don't come any closer! Don't touch me!" He voice sharp and harsh. Like a wounded wild beast that didn't trust humans. He had pulled away for a reason. He didn't want Sora to see him like this...much less ask about his past. Then...it hit him. He turned back to look at Sora, realizing just how cruel his voice was. He never raised his voice....ever...and not to Sora. When he saw that shaken expression on his face, Fang bit his lip. The guilt hitting him harder then he'd ever admit. He quickly apologized, " S-sorry..I..i didn't--" He cut himself off. His voice softening. "I'm sorry..." Perhaps he was the problem. Fang sighed again, and slowly approached Sora, like a abdomen dog that desperately needed help, but was too scared to let anyone to touch it. He came back, and this time it was like Fang was walking on egg shells. He took Sora into his arms, hugging him tightly as he struggled to find his next words. " I...never wanted you to know..." He spoke honestly. His voice starting to tremble. " I can't seem to do...anything right.." He pulled back just enough to look down at Sora, taking a moment to really look into his eyes. Fang had lost alot of important people...which is why he decided to distance himself. You couldn't lose anyone important if you didn't have anyone...but God...he never saw Sora coming. " Give me...24hrs...and I swear...you'll know everything...everything there is your know about me..." He had a sad smile on his face. ( And you can decide...if you still want me...if you can forgive me. ) " Do you trust me?" It was a simple question. But it held so much weight and history for them. Fang had asked Sora this very same question when they first met...and when he touched and kissed him for the first time...Fang knew he wasn't being fair...but he hoped Sora would be patient with him. Dispite the building resentment, the multiple arguments, lack of affection and intimacy, his obsessive and controlling behavior, and the disconnect between them... he heard a soft 'yes' escape Sora's lips. Which just proved that there bond was just bent, not broken. He took Sora's chin and kissed him. This wasnt a smile peak, but a long and deep kiss that was long overdue. Fang forced his tongue into Sora's mouth, parting his lips with ease as their tongues played a quick game of tag. He didn't even bother to ask permission. He had missed this, the taste of Sora was addicting and sweet, so Fang took his time, taking Sora's breath away. And when the human nudged him to break the kiss and breath, Fang smirked a little, pulling him back and closing the distance. " Am I still.. a bad kisser?" He muttered, his lips brushing aginest his. He hadn't forgotten, not letting go of Sora's comment he made months ago in the hospital.
  3. Yesterday
  4. chou801

    Blcd Reupload: Yoake no Uta 2

    Hello, I saw your request. Here it is: Please let me know if you have any issues
  5. Title: Lullaby of the Dawn Drama CD 2 (夜明けの唄 2) Cast Alto (アルト):Yuma Uchida (内田雄馬) x Elva (エルヴァ):Kawanishi Kengo (河西健吾) Published: April 26th, 2023 . ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁ ⟡ ݁ . ⊹ ₊ ݁. Support the Original Work: ChilChill | CDJapan | Amazon JP | Animate | ComiComi PLEASE DO NOT SHARE OR RE-UPLOAD ✦ Do not re-share, re-upload, re-distribute on other sites/outside the forum ✦ I will NOT be sharing any drama cds in the future if I find it's being misused ✦ Link may be deactivated without notice but may be re-uploaded depending on interest . ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁ ⟡ ݁ . ⊹ ₊ ݁. Download: MEGA Thank you and enjoy~ ₍ᐢ. .ᐢ₎ ₊˚⊹♡
  6. haha97

    Encirclement Love

    Thank you very much..
  7. Sora straightened up slightly at the sound of Ray’s voice. He wasn’t embarrassed about showing affection toward Fang in public, but he still wanted to be respectful and mindful of the other around them. After all, they were in the back room of Ray’s shop, his space. Perched on the edge of the couch beside Fang, Sora lifted his gaze as Ray descended. [" Im heading out to get some grub. Yall better eat what I bring ya, no complaining. Especially you-"] Sora caught himself smiling a little, when Fang didn’t immediately shut him down. Ray might act like a tough nail but he was actually a really good guy from what Sora had seen so far. He nodded along. ["I'll have you know that the kid hasn't left your side since I picked you up from the side of the road..."] Sora suddenly looked down at his hands, finding his fingers inexplicably fascinating at that moment. Anything to avoid meeting anyone’s eyes. But then Ray said something that made his stomach twist. He did want to know Fang’s story, he really did, but part of him dreaded what it might do to Fang mentally. The man already seemed stretched thin, and from what little Ray had shared, Sora knew Fang was still carrying deep scars. More than just those on his back. Scars from losing his first mate. Sora’s fingers tightened around each other. How do you even ask about something like that? How were you supposed to handle a situation so fragile? He barely noticed Ray leaving—only the sharp slam of the door registered, cutting through the air and leaving behind a suffocating silence. The quiet pressed in on them, thick with unspoken words. Neither seemed willing to be the first to break it. When Fang finally reached across the space between them and took his hand, Sora looked up. But Fang wasn’t looking at him either. His gaze was unfocused, his expression uncertain—nervous, hesitant. It wasn’t surprising, not after what Sora already knew. “Ray didn’t say much,” Sora began softly, his voice almost a whisper. “He didn’t go into detail, just… hinted.” He swallowed hard, the words heavy in his throat. “He said that me getting hurt might’ve… triggered memories from your past. From when you…” Sora’s voice faltered. “…when you lost someone important.." He bit the inside of his cheek, guilt and empathy twisting together in his chest. Talking about Fang’s first mate made his throat tighten. He couldn’t imagine what it was doing to Fang, having it dragged out into the open.
  8. chuchugom

    MIBU no tsugai

  9. MsFangtasia

    Kabukichou Bad Trip 1-2

    @bbos Please consider re-uploading this... 🙏🏻
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