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Hard to control the easily pissed off feeling by myself.

Glad to be with friends all around.

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I pretend that i'm happy go lucky in my school, but in reality I don't. And.. I fantasize about my teachers. Well, it's true.

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I'm almost 24 and I've never had a boyfriend or even a serious relationship. I'm too scared to like anyone because of the way my crushes treated me after telling them I liked them.

 

I'm 24, male, bi, have the biggest crush on an old best friend who's moved on and been sucubussed by the girl he fell for... and I only ever really told him it upset me he was going to be gone when he moved away for college... not why I was really upset about it.

 

I took counsel from someone who will remain anonymous who was openly gay, gave me great confidence and allowed me to come out to many people. I have a terrible crush on him I feel he doesn't return... and I have no experience. He also told me a secret about him with which I shared, and we will both take to the grave, ashamed of.

 

I probably spend most of my life dreaming of living in some fantasy that will never come true, and I face a terrible identity crisis.

 

My biggest confession is probably my biggest fear: That nobody will ever love me .... the way I dream or have seen love dreamed of. My concept of love is built on a neurotic fantasy that's completely unrealistic and would never lead to fruition. My sense of realism is something I need to get in touch with if I'm ever going to be happy; and make someone else happy too.

 

THERE'S MY SECRETS. :p

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Hentai or porn really don't arouse me. However, when I write a short hentai/porno story, no matter how badly the are written, it somehow aroused me and it led me to masturbating. No kidding.

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i've been a shut-in and not going to school 2 years in a row. if i add the 2 semesters i dropped out, that makes 3 years of being a shut-in.

 

 

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i'm scared and i fear when i always encounter this flamboyant gay guy in college and maybe one of the reasons i stopped going to classes completely.

 

 

#3

i suffered from 2 unrequited love. the second one is most certainly the deepest. might take ages to move on.

 

 

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i'm a lonely 20-year-old who hasn't had a romantic relationship and is now desperate but still afraid to be in one.

 

 

#5

i hate my place. i want to move somewhere and start fresh.

 

 

#6

i just want a hug. maybe a cuddle/snuggle buddy would be nice.

 

 

 

You just turned my feelings in to words. The last one hit home hard ... Just wanting to know there's someone out there you can always have, wake up next to.... It is a morbid fear of mine, that I may never find that. And I've cried about it more than I cried about anything else in my life. /added confessions

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i still have grudges against people who took my trust for granted and still pretend to be their friends

 

i wish i could go back in time to undo all the things i did, even some people who consider themselves as friends but i thought that itd save me a lot of troubles if i didn't meet them at all. (they're too needy)

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i've been keeping it for a secret. i have someone that i like. it's a boy and i'm boy too. in my country things like that are taboo and bad. so i keep it to myself till now but he is gorgeous and i like him not because he is handsome but he is kind smart and tall. kinda like perfect guy in manga. so i get closer and closer to him. i do get closer to him but seeing him having fun sexting with girls i believe i can't stand it and i stayed away for now and i want to say sorry to him but i couldn't because i would definitely wanting him more...

 

but on the bright side i did something too him hahahaha. i did lean on his shoulder >...

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...on my first time having an overnight at my bestfriend's house back in elementary, I was having a bath and suddenly my friend's big sister came in(she didn't know I was in the tub) and suddenly she started stripping her clothes... eventually I saw her nakedness and I was embarrassed... I run out and she also freaked out...

 

...and also, at the same night, I mistook my bestfriend's boxers to be mine (the room was dark and we couldn't see a thing, unconciously we exhanged boxers). I just noticed it when I woke up in the morning and embarrassly had to keep it a secret that I used his boxers and he used mine instead, until I got home... I still have his boxers until now in my closet, and I still feel embarrassed up to this point... -////-

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I had a crush on one of the members of the squad. It's cliche and screw me for falling in love with him. He had a lover so all I just did was sigh and sigh especially when he tickles me or wrestle with me.

 

I wish it would go away.

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Wow...this is a nice thread ;D very enjoyable indeed

...which means, time for me to make some confessions I guess :p

 

But so many skeletons in my closet...oh my...

guess will stick with BL/yaoi topic then

 

1. Secret that only Google people and internet advertisers know (my real life people don't know XD):

They must surely think I'm some macho gay guy or something sending me all these gay-interest or male fitness "targeted ads" when I'm online probably because of kinds of stuff I Googled, sites visited, YouTube watched etc :p

 

2. I'm a translator (yes, as profession) and one of my translations, my (real) name appeared as the translator on general circulation publication (book) and my name was listed as translator on the Library of Congress for a while, and I was on published translators list, getting e-mails and association enlisting, etc BUT I KEPT IT A SECRET FROM MY FAMILY, FRIENDS, COLLEAGUES, etc because it was for an EXPLICIT YAOI manga published by a major manga publisher. Usually, my name won't appear on stuff because I do work for companies or they "buy-off" my rights (like FUNimation did) but these guys just went ahead and listed me as translator and published it without me knowing onion2

Yeah, it's almost 10 years but you can still find the translated manga on Amazon and such...(funny thing it ranked higher on Amazon under comics> mystery than comics>yaoi!?) still selling strong I guess...don't I get any $loyalties$ from it >:D :1onion49:

It almost feel like I starred in a gay porno or something and just looking over my shoulder wondering if somebody I know has watched it.... :8onion74:

 

:cuteonion58::cuteonion58::cuteonion58::cuteonion58::cuteonion58:

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I have a grudge against some of my friends. They became friends to me just because I had a transportation, everytime they wanted to go have fun, they invited me. They had ulterior motives where they wanted me to take them using my parent's car everywhere they like. Of course I declined everytime I was invited.

 

After we graduated from school, I lost contact (on purposed) of them. It's been 2 years I haven't heard news from them. In this year, an old friend called me. She asked if I'm fine then SHE ASKED ME IF I'M BUSY. I ALREADY KNEW WHY YOU ASKED ME THAT QUESTION, I ASSUMING YOU WANTED ME TO HELP YOU TO GO SOMEWHERE RIGHT?? Sigh, I was right. Then I lied to her that I wasn't at home, she asked me if I can take her somewhere (learn to use damn public trasportations a*shole).. I SAID NO and hanged off..

 

One week later she called again, asked the same question. I declined.

 

This people called me after 2 years and first thing came on her mouth Was TRYING TO USE ME AGAIN?? , when I need their help, they disappeared.. THIS PEOPLE IS NOT WHAT WE CALLED FRIENDS.

 

IS THIS WHAT WE CALLED FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS HUH.

 

 

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Chapter 2 "Tragic but True" ( if I ever get famous and writes a biography, that would be the title.u get the piont soon)

 

Oki, here we go.

I was going on an online date with a dude. We wanted to try if we was gay, if we would like it.

So I met this person and we sat in a park, drank vine, got drunk and horny and we started to make out.

So far so good....

.... ...

A week later, the dam dude sent a text saying , This Is NOT a joke

"Now after I have been with you, I really now know im not gay..." :cuteonion25:

NO fucking joke, my first real an honest "gay try"......

I made that dude fucking straight...

"Tragic but True", thats the titel...... high f**** five...

:cuteonion46:

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*cough* this story is better than twilight. haha.. *shy* s-so you have gone all the way with that dude *fujoshi mode activated*

Confession No.2

 

My little brother (when he was 13 years old) opened my laptop and watch all my yaoi animes including sensitive pornograph and boku no pico.. I don't know how to say but OHMYGOD WHYY. *cough* I hope he doesn't watch my gayporn collection lol :confused:.. After that I put on password in my laptop

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Here's the thing from me. I don't know if I like this guy younger than me. If I come to the thought that I like him, I stop from thinking. I am closing it down, the possibility that I like him. I really don't know what I'm feeling right now. Maybe I am afraid, it's because if I really admit to myself that I like him it will be too hard me. He's a straight guy and we're both on the same group. It will be awkward for me I said to myself I like him.

 

Is resisting that bad? Or I just have to let myself go with what my heart tells me?

 

So, here's to the guy. If I really like you. I can't tell you it anyway. You look at me as an older brother. It's better like that, though we're that close.

 

I AM DONE CONFESSING TO STRAIGHT GUYS.

 

I'll stay like this just wondering and imagining...

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I haven't admitted my family that I am really gay. Even to my father, I haven't told him and now he's dead. Sometimes I regret being like this.

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oh that's not easy.

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no .... We never got that far..... >.

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yeah, it's not easy to tell your family.

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phew... thank goodness

 

 

Confession No 3

 

I'm weak against cat. When I saw stray cats, I wanted to bring them home and take care of them. Sadly, my mother doesn't allowed it (we have 17 cats) unless we have a big courtyard(for the cats) and enough money to buy cats food and medicine. sigh..

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Yeah, it's really hard though I think they already know about it.

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CATS!!!!!!!!!!!!! *^*

 

I don't really have anything big to confess, but I kind of stole my sister's ice cream today. ._.

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