pandamonium Posted August 26, 2014 Posted August 26, 2014 Mathis hurried to the bathroom cabinet and quicklyprocuredthe medicine. He hastily returned to Ryan and gave him the medicine.
Kotorichan Posted August 26, 2014 Author Posted August 26, 2014 Ryan took the medicine and immediately reached for Mathis' hand again. "why'd you kill that person?" he asked softly.
pandamonium Posted August 26, 2014 Posted August 26, 2014 Mathis was taken by surprise by the question. Why had he done what he did? "I'm not sure. It was like an itch that bedded to be scratch, but that just made it worse. So at this point, I've noticed the itch isn't as strong as it was before. Maybe it's because then, i had nothing to lose, but now i do."
Kotorichan Posted August 26, 2014 Author Posted August 26, 2014 Ryan tightened his grip on Mathis' hand. "didn't you feel bad about it? Those people probably had someone that really cared about them..."
pandamonium Posted August 26, 2014 Posted August 26, 2014 Mathis had a serious expression as he thought about it. "it never occurred to me, but either way, it probably wouldn't have stopped me. I felt remorse and guilt in the beginning, but as I continued, it was overwhelmed by the pleasure i felt afterwards."
Kotorichan Posted August 27, 2014 Author Posted August 27, 2014 Ryan closed his eyes and sighed. "don't do it anymore... I'd be really upset..." he murmured, starting to drift back to sleep.
pandamonium Posted August 27, 2014 Posted August 27, 2014 Mathis held into Ryan and gave a nod. "i don't want to cause you anymore pain. I don't want you to regret our relationship."
Kotorichan Posted August 27, 2014 Author Posted August 27, 2014 "I just don't want you to hurt people..." Ryan managed to open his eyes to look at Mathis. "If you really need to hurt someone then you can punch me or something"
pandamonium Posted August 27, 2014 Posted August 27, 2014 Mathis was taken shocked by Ryan's statement. "I don't want hurt you anymore. I deserve to be hurt by you. Punish me!" He yelled. He calmed down and turned away. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to yell." Â - - - Updated - - - Â Mathis was taken shocked by Ryan's statement. "I don't want hurt you anymore. I deserve to be hurt by you. Punish me!" He yelled. He calmed down and turned away. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to yell."
Kotorichan Posted August 27, 2014 Author Posted August 27, 2014 Ryan flinched at his yell. He pulled away and curled up. "I'm sorry... I didn't mean to upset you..."
pandamonium Posted August 27, 2014 Posted August 27, 2014 Mathis sighed and turned towards Ryan. He cuddled next to him and sighed, sadly. "it's not your fault. You shouldn't apologize. I'm the one who should be afraid. Afraid of you leaving me." He murmured.
Kotorichan Posted August 27, 2014 Author Posted August 27, 2014 Ryan snuggled closer to him. "you don't want me dead anymore?" he asked fearfully. He still couldn't get the idea out of his head.
pandamonium Posted August 27, 2014 Posted August 27, 2014 Mathis shook his had no and smiled. "no... I was just afraid of the fact i had fallen for you and didn't want Yup feel that way anymore. But thanks to you I'm more willing to accept them."
Kotorichan Posted August 27, 2014 Author Posted August 27, 2014 Ryan pressed his face into Mathis' chest and closed his eyes. He stayed quiet for a moment before speaking again. "I'm hungry..." he mumbled.
pandamonium Posted August 27, 2014 Posted August 27, 2014 Mathis sat up and slid out of bed. "what would your like to eat? I'll make whatever you like."
Kotorichan Posted August 27, 2014 Author Posted August 27, 2014 "toast... my stomach feels all queasy..." Ryan frowned and watched him "will you be back soon?"
pandamonium Posted August 27, 2014 Posted August 27, 2014 Mathis smiled and nodded. He made his easy to the kitchen and put a couple slices of toast in the toaster. He poured waterinto a glass and once the toast was done he set them in a plate. He headed back to the bedroom to give Ryan his breakfast.
Kotorichan Posted August 27, 2014 Author Posted August 27, 2014 Ryan slowly sat up and leaned against the wall. "thank you..." he said softly, taking the food and slowly starting to eat.
pandamonium Posted August 27, 2014 Posted August 27, 2014 Mathis watched Ryan eat his toast. After sometime, he spoof up and headed to the kitchen. "I'm hungry, I'm gonna go eat."
Kotorichan Posted August 27, 2014 Author Posted August 27, 2014 "okay..." Ryan frowned slightly and curled up in bed before falling back asleep. His dreams were plagued with fearful images of Mathis doing horrible things to people. He started whimpering and whining.
pandamonium Posted August 28, 2014 Posted August 28, 2014 Mathis heard the whimpered from the kitchen. Once he finished, he returned to the bedroom and felt terribly guilty for causing Ryan so much distress. He curled up next to Ryan and stroked his hair.
Kotorichan Posted August 28, 2014 Author Posted August 28, 2014 Ryan snuggled closer to Mathis' chest but stayed fast asleep for a couple more hours. He was really exhausted.
pandamonium Posted August 28, 2014 Posted August 28, 2014 Mathis spent the time awake, deep on thought. Should he leave Ryan and end it? Thoughts of fear and guilt kept him awake.
Kotorichan Posted August 28, 2014 Author Posted August 28, 2014 Ryan slowly woke up. He smiled happily when he saw Mathis' face. "hi..." he snuggled closer to the man.
pandamonium Posted August 28, 2014 Posted August 28, 2014 Mathis snapped out of his thoughts and turned to see Ryan. "good morning, are you feeling better?"
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