Kotorichan Posted August 25, 2014 Author Posted August 25, 2014 "I won't know..." Ryan pulled Mathis into a close hug. "I won't ever know if you've changed... But I can't live without you anymore..."
pandamonium Posted August 25, 2014 Posted August 25, 2014 Mathis returned the hug and took in his scent. "i can't live without you either, but I don't deserve you. I'm insane. You deserve someone better."
Kotorichan Posted August 25, 2014 Author Posted August 25, 2014 "I don't want anyone else Mathis... you made me fall in love with you, you can't just leave..." Ryan wobbled on his feet, his body was becoming feverish. "I need you"
pandamonium Posted August 25, 2014 Posted August 25, 2014 Mathis gave another sigh and held tightly onto Ryan. "we'll start over. We can do as you originally intended. Well be together until the day we die." He whispered. He carried Ryan back to his apartment.
Kotorichan Posted August 26, 2014 Author Posted August 26, 2014 Ryan clung to him. "this is all your fault..." he mumbled, trying to stay awake.
pandamonium Posted August 26, 2014 Posted August 26, 2014 Mathis turned to him and began to laugh. He smiled and sighed. "i know it is. There's no denying I'm a monster. But...I guess I can change...for you." He muttered.
Kotorichan Posted August 26, 2014 Author Posted August 26, 2014 "I need to sleep, I couldn't fall asleep last night..." Ryan sighed "you should think about where we should move.."
pandamonium Posted August 26, 2014 Posted August 26, 2014 Mathis nodded as they reached Ryan's apartment. "of course. You rest. I'll figure everything out. Don't worry."
Kotorichan Posted August 26, 2014 Author Posted August 26, 2014 "I have some savings we can use..." Ryan murmured, trying to force his eyes to stay open. "but I don't know how expensive it'll be..."
pandamonium Posted August 26, 2014 Posted August 26, 2014 Mathis chuckled as he tried to open the door to Ryan's place. "you seriously have thought this through? I personally have a good amount saved." Â - - - Updated - - - Â Mathis chuckled as he tried to open the door to Ryan's place. "you seriously have thought this through? I personally have a good amount saved."
Kotorichan Posted August 26, 2014 Author Posted August 26, 2014 "I just kept money saved because I don't need anything fancy... And it's good to save up in case something bad happens.." Ryan had left the door unlocked so it opened easily.
pandamonium Posted August 26, 2014 Posted August 26, 2014 "I know that. I did that as well. I'm talking about the whole leaving the country, living together idea." He finally got the door opened and blushed at his difficulty of opening a door.
Kotorichan Posted August 26, 2014 Author Posted August 26, 2014 "Only since last night... Because if we stay here they might catch you and then we'd be apart" Ryan didn't even notice how long it took to open the door. "if we leave the country then we'd be safe"
pandamonium Posted August 26, 2014 Posted August 26, 2014 Mathis sighed and lead Ryan to the bedroom. He gently set Ryan down. "I don't want to be apart from you, either. We'll go to Norway and start over again."
Kotorichan Posted August 26, 2014 Author Posted August 26, 2014 "I'll tell them that I remembered somethings that will throw them off your trail... and then we can leave really quickly..." Ryan lay down and gently held onto Mathis' hand. "we can just be happy together..."
pandamonium Posted August 26, 2014 Posted August 26, 2014 Mathis held onto Ryan and gave him a sad smile. "you're sacrificing so much for me. You do realize when this all goes down, you'll go down with me, right? Life won't ever be like before and you'll have to leave everyone you care for and love, behind. I'm taking you along to my own personal hell, so you'll never see heaven." Â - - - Updated - - - Â Mathis held onto Ryan and gave him a sad smile. "you're sacrificing so much for me. You do realize when this all goes down, you'll go down with me, right? Life won't ever be like before and you'll have to leave everyone you care for and love, behind. I'm taking you along to my own personal hell, so you'll never see heaven."
Kotorichan Posted August 26, 2014 Author Posted August 26, 2014 Ryan closed his eyes and kept holding the man's hand. "I know... I don't have anyone to leave..." he murmured. "just stay with me.."
pandamonium Posted August 26, 2014 Posted August 26, 2014 Mathis held onto Ryan's hand tightly and laid gotten next to him. "okay. Welcome to hell. You'll be driven insane if you're not killed first." He murmured with a malicious smile.
Kotorichan Posted August 26, 2014 Author Posted August 26, 2014 Ryan smiled sleepily and snuggled closer. "okay..." he murmured before falling asleep.
pandamonium Posted August 26, 2014 Posted August 26, 2014 Mathis eventually fell asleep after some time. He slept a dark, dreamless sleep. Â - - - Updated - - - Â Mathis eventually fell asleep after some time. He slept a dark, dreamless sleep.
Kotorichan Posted August 26, 2014 Author Posted August 26, 2014 Ryan woke up a few hours later and slowly opened his eyes. He sleepily moved closer to Mathis for comfort.
pandamonium Posted August 26, 2014 Posted August 26, 2014 Mathis felt Ryan get closer to him, he laid his arm on his chest and held him close. He felt sad, but lighter.
Kotorichan Posted August 26, 2014 Author Posted August 26, 2014 Ryan whimpered softly and pressed his face into Mathis' chest. "I feel sick..." he mumbled.
pandamonium Posted August 26, 2014 Posted August 26, 2014 Mathis sat up. He stroked Ryan's hair. "do you have any medicine? You seem to be feverish."
Kotorichan Posted August 26, 2014 Author Posted August 26, 2014 "in the bathroom cabinet..." Ryan held tightly to Mathis' hand, he hadn't let go at all when he was sleeping.
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