pandamonium Posted August 24, 2014 Posted August 24, 2014 Mathis laid Ryan down on the bed and he slid next to Ryan. He cuddled up against Ryan and gave a satisfied hum "good night, Ryan. Sleep tight."
Kotorichan Posted August 24, 2014 Author Posted August 24, 2014 Ryan shuddered at the feeling of Mathis cuddling closer. He couldn't bring himself to speak for fear that he would start crying again.
pandamonium Posted August 24, 2014 Posted August 24, 2014 Mathis stayed awake,waiting for Ryan to fall asleep. Eventually,he fell asleep and stayed clung against Ryan.
Kotorichan Posted August 24, 2014 Author Posted August 24, 2014 Ryan couldn't get to sleep for a couple more hours. He wanted to pull away from the man and run away to find the police, but he was too scared.
pandamonium Posted August 24, 2014 Posted August 24, 2014 Mathis awoke several hours later and rubbed his eyes. "good morning, did you sleep well?" He turned towards Ryan with a sickly sweet smile.
Kotorichan Posted August 24, 2014 Author Posted August 24, 2014 Ryou hadn't managed to fall asleep, he jumped at the sound of Mathis' voice. He whimpered and looked over at the man. "I..." He felt his stomach turn at the memory of all that blood. He jerked away from Mathis and puked over the side of the bed, his shoulders shaking with fear.
pandamonium Posted August 24, 2014 Posted August 24, 2014 Mathis rubbed his back and chuckled. "are you feeling better? You sounded awfully sick. How about i make you a nice breakfast!" He gave Ryan a tight hug and skid out of bed, making his way to the kitchen.
Kotorichan Posted August 25, 2014 Author Posted August 25, 2014 Ryan stiffened at the hug. "you don't have to do that... I think I might just be getting sick..." he mumbled. "I should probably just rest..."
pandamonium Posted August 25, 2014 Posted August 25, 2014 Mathis sighed and sat next to him, stroking his hair. "okay. I'll stay by your aside and take care of you. Do rest."
Kotorichan Posted August 25, 2014 Author Posted August 25, 2014 Ryan moved under the covers and closed his eyes, trying to breath deeply and think about something calming. "can I have some water?"
pandamonium Posted August 25, 2014 Posted August 25, 2014 "of course. I'll be right back." Mathis stood up and made his way to the kitchen. He grabbed a water bottle and headed back to the bedroom.
Kotorichan Posted August 25, 2014 Author Posted August 25, 2014 Ryan curled up in a ball and held his stomach, trying to get rid of the horrible sickness he felt every time he thought of Mathis.
pandamonium Posted August 25, 2014 Posted August 25, 2014 Mathis returned with the water and noticed how suck Ryan looked. He felt anger and sadness overcome him. He came over and sat next to Ryan. "Ryan...I'm sorry. I'll leave you alone, forever." He gave Ryan a sad smile and a kiss on the lips, before standing up and leaving the room. He left his belongings and left the apartment.
Kotorichan Posted August 25, 2014 Author Posted August 25, 2014 Ryan started to cry loudly. "W-wait!" He called out, managing to sit up. He didn't know what to do anymore. He was terrified of Mathis but was also deeply in love with the man.
pandamonium Posted August 25, 2014 Posted August 25, 2014 Mathis walked towards his own apartment. He never heard Ryan call his name. "I should end it now, I suppose." He whispered to himself.
Kotorichan Posted August 25, 2014 Author Posted August 25, 2014 Ryan managed to pull himself out of bed and ran to his home phone. He flipped through the numbers he had recently called until he found Mathis' and quickly called him. He wanted anxiously for the man to pick up.
pandamonium Posted August 25, 2014 Posted August 25, 2014 Mathis began to him as he walked. Smiling and crying. The streets were empty, except for the occasional car and pedestrian.
Kotorichan Posted August 25, 2014 Author Posted August 25, 2014 Ryan hung up as soon as he knew Mathis wasn't going to pick up. He took a deep breath and pulled on a jacket before running after Mathis. He felt a bit dizzy from throwing up but he could still run fast. After just a couple minutes he could see Mathis ahead of him. "Mathis!" He yelled, trying to catch the man's attention.
pandamonium Posted August 25, 2014 Posted August 25, 2014 Mathis heard his name being called and turned to see Ryan running after him. He began to pick up speed and ran. He had no intentions of having Ryan see him in such a state or any other way.
Kotorichan Posted August 25, 2014 Author Posted August 25, 2014 "Mathis wait!" Ryan forced himself to run faster, he reached out and managed to grab the man's sleeve.
pandamonium Posted August 25, 2014 Posted August 25, 2014 Mathis turned, anger being to cloud his features. "let me go! Just leave me! I don't need you! I don't need anyone!" He screamed. He panted fiercely as tears continued to stream.
Kotorichan Posted August 25, 2014 Author Posted August 25, 2014 Ryan held tightly to his sleeve. "no! I don't care if you don't need me" he tried to fight back tears. "I don't know what to do anymore Mathis, I love you but I"m so scared..." he slowly loosened his grip. "if... if you still care about me even a tiny bit... Don't leave me..." his gaze dropped to the ground. "you have to take responsibility for doing this to me..."
pandamonium Posted August 25, 2014 Posted August 25, 2014 Mathis looked down and began to laugh. He eventually calmed down and sighed. "l guess you're right. I should and that's what I'll do. I'll end it now. It won't make up for their deaths, but it'll stop any future deaths." He said with a grin.
Kotorichan Posted August 25, 2014 Author Posted August 25, 2014 "I won't let them catch you... I'll throw them off your trail and then we can move to another country" Ryan brushed tears from his eyes. He swayed slightly on his feet, realizing that he didn't sleep last night.
pandamonium Posted August 25, 2014 Posted August 25, 2014 Mathis held onto Ryan and leaned in to kiss him. "I love you. My feelings were a lie in the beginning, but that's no longer the case. That's why i shouldn't bring you down with me. As much as that idea sounds, it's not right for me to burden you with all this. How would you know if i changed my ways?"
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