Kotorichan Posted August 22, 2014 Author Posted August 22, 2014 Ryan hesitated before falling to his knees and gathering Mathis in his arms. "oh, god, Mathis I thought you were going to kill me... what the hell happened to you?"
pandamonium Posted August 22, 2014 Posted August 22, 2014 He continued his sobbing and held into Ryan. Repeating nonstop, his mantra of apologies. He eventually stopped sobbing and apologizing. He looked at Ryan with bloodshot eyes. "I'm not well. I need help. Please...kill me..." He whispered.
Kotorichan Posted August 22, 2014 Author Posted August 22, 2014 "god, Mathis I'm not going to kill you" Ryan pulled him closer. "look, I can get you help okay? I-I can get you seen by a doctor or put in a 51-50... it's gonna be okay, I'm not gonna kill you"
pandamonium Posted August 22, 2014 Posted August 22, 2014 Mathis pulled away and began his insane chuckle, again. "oh, God. I hate you, Ryan. I hate your kindness. I hate how I've fallen for you. I hate how mixed up i feel. I just...don't know what to do at this point." He stopped his maniacal laughter and began sobbing again.
Kotorichan Posted August 22, 2014 Author Posted August 22, 2014 Ryan was shaking badly, he didn't know what to do anymore. "I-I'm sorry... Mathis, I'm g-gonna call someone to come help you, okay?" He hesitantly picked up the knife. "I'm just gonna put this back in the kitchen first..."
pandamonium Posted August 22, 2014 Posted August 22, 2014 Mathis lunged at Ryan. "you're not calling anyone! You're not leaving me alone! Or I'll have to kill you in the spot!" He growled. And held onto Ryan.
Kotorichan Posted August 22, 2014 Author Posted August 22, 2014 Ryan cried out in fear and dropped the knife, his whole body shaking. "okay!" he started to cry quietly, completely terrified "I-I won't call anyone, just please don't hurt me Mathis..."
pandamonium Posted August 22, 2014 Posted August 22, 2014 Mathis cuddled up against Ryan and began to caress his cheek. "I won't hurt you if you help me. Just don't get anyone involved or we'll both die. Together." He whispered against his ear.
Kotorichan Posted August 22, 2014 Author Posted August 22, 2014 "I'll help you..." Ryan sobbed softly. "just don't kill me... please" he shuddered at the feeling of Mathis' hand on his cheek.
pandamonium Posted August 22, 2014 Posted August 22, 2014 Mathis hummed softly as he moved to see Ryan face to face. "thank you. Don't cry. It makes me want to slap you across the face." He whispered.
Kotorichan Posted August 22, 2014 Author Posted August 22, 2014 Ryan tried to choke back his tears. "w-why are you doing this? what I did I do to make you hate me like this?"
pandamonium Posted August 23, 2014 Posted August 23, 2014 Mathis grew angry and sat up. He have Ryan a harsh slap in the face and reached for his phone that had fallen our of his pocket during the lunge. He dropped it to the ground and gave it a hard stomp, breaking it. "you ruined everything. You got in my way and now I can't kill you like i intended all those weeks ago."
Kotorichan Posted August 23, 2014 Author Posted August 23, 2014 Ryan gasped and winced at the slap. He watched Mathis with wide, horrified, eyes. "W-what? When did I get in your way? W-why do you want to k-kill me?"
pandamonium Posted August 23, 2014 Posted August 23, 2014 Mathis sighed in irritation. "remember that night over a month ago? When you came across something you'd never forget?"
Kotorichan Posted August 23, 2014 Author Posted August 23, 2014 Ryan's eyes widened as he finally understood. "oh my god... That was-" he covered his mouth with his hand, trying to stop himself from vomiting at the memory.
pandamonium Posted August 23, 2014 Posted August 23, 2014 Mathis was hurt by the action, but let it slide. "now. I have no choice, but to end this. All of this. I love you, Ryan. But i couldn't dare live without you at this point. We'll have to for together. He whispered with a maniacal grin.
Kotorichan Posted August 23, 2014 Author Posted August 23, 2014 "no... Mathis please don't do this, I won't tell anyone I swear" Ryan started to cry again, completely terrified. "I'll tell the cops I made a mistake so they won't find you, just please don't kill me"
pandamonium Posted August 23, 2014 Posted August 23, 2014 Mathis sighed and reached towards Ryan. He held him tightly to his cheesy and began to stroke his hair. "it's not about that. Eventually, I'll be found and then well be separated. Even if they don't find out, it's not like you're going to stay by my side. You found or my dirty little secret. You won't want to be Roth me anymore." Tears began to fall from good eyes, again. He rocked back in forth, gently, not letting go of Ryan.
Kotorichan Posted August 23, 2014 Author Posted August 23, 2014 "I-I won't leave, I promise... I'll stay with you okay? just please don't kill me..." Ryan clung to Mathis' shirt helplessly. "Please Mathis... I don't want to die.. I'll do anything..."
pandamonium Posted August 23, 2014 Posted August 23, 2014 Mathis held Ryan in return. "you promise? If you do, I'll have to get rid of you. But don't worry, I won't hurt you. unless you provoke me." He wiped the tears from Ryan's eyes and gave him a kiss on the forehead.
Kotorichan Posted August 23, 2014 Author Posted August 23, 2014 Ryan kept shaking and nodded. "I'll stay, I p-promise... Just don't hurt me Mathis..."
pandamonium Posted August 23, 2014 Posted August 23, 2014 Mathis shushed and continued trying to sooth Ryan. "don't worry. I won't hurt you. We can go back to how things were."
Kotorichan Posted August 23, 2014 Author Posted August 23, 2014 Ryan bit his lip and nodded. He still couldn't stop shaking, he knew that he would never be able to see Mathis the same way again.
pandamonium Posted August 24, 2014 Posted August 24, 2014 Mathis stood up and grabbed a hold of Ryan. "well, it's late. We should go to sleep. Tomorrow's a new day!" He said with a him as he pulled him towards the bed.
Kotorichan Posted August 24, 2014 Author Posted August 24, 2014 Ryan let himself be pulled back to bed, he was shaking badly and just couldn't get the image of Mathis killing that person out of his head. He felt like his whole body was numb with sheer terror.
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