pandamonium Posted August 2, 2014 Posted August 2, 2014 Mathis looked worryingly at Ryan. "what's the matter? Why are you nervous?" He squeezed Ryan's hand.
Kotorichan Posted August 2, 2014 Author Posted August 2, 2014 "I don't know, I've always been nervous around people I like... The more I like someone the more I'm worried that I'll mess up and they'll hate me" Ryan sighed softly
pandamonium Posted August 2, 2014 Posted August 2, 2014 Mathis smiled and gave Ryan's hands a squeeze. "trust me, you can't do anything to make me hate you. Just relax and enjoy yourself. Don't be afraid of being yourself in our relationship. I'll accept you in any way, shape or form. Just like i know you accept me for me."
Kotorichan Posted August 2, 2014 Author Posted August 2, 2014 Ryan smiled and lightly squeezed his hand. "thank you... you really do always seem to know what to say" he laughed softly
pandamonium Posted August 2, 2014 Posted August 2, 2014 Mathis chuckled and held onto Ryan's hand. "i try. And i read a lot I'd dating magazines."
Kotorichan Posted August 3, 2014 Author Posted August 3, 2014 Ryan laughed softly and kissed him gently. "you're so cute" he murmured
pandamonium Posted August 3, 2014 Posted August 3, 2014 Mathis grinned and blushed. "really? Aww, thanks! I feel special." He began to laugh and stopped. "I'm not trying to make fun of you, I'm genuinely flattered." A knock on the for alerted them and he stood up. "oh its the pizza guy, thanks." He handed him the cash and a tip, before returning with the pizza. He closed the door with his back and walked over to Ryan. Â - - - Updated - - - Â Mathis grinned and blushed. "really? Aww, thanks! I feel special." He began to laugh and stopped. "I'm not trying to make fun of you, I'm genuinely flattered." A knock on the for alerted them and he stood up. "oh its the pizza guy, thanks." He handed him the cash and a tip, before returning with the pizza. He closed the door with his back and walked over to Ryan.
Kotorichan Posted August 3, 2014 Author Posted August 3, 2014 "ooh, it's here already?" Ryan stood up. "do you want something to drink? I have juice, beer, soda and water"
pandamonium Posted August 3, 2014 Posted August 3, 2014 Mathis nodded. "I'd love a beer, but my pain medication doesn't allow mixing with alcohol. I'll have a juice, please!" He set the box down and sat down. "do you still want to play scrabble? I'd not we could watch a movie or whatever you like."
Kotorichan Posted August 3, 2014 Author Posted August 3, 2014 "pain medication?" Ryan frowned slightly as he went to the kitchen. "we can do whatever you want... do you mind if I drink?"
pandamonium Posted August 3, 2014 Posted August 3, 2014 "yeah. My hand still isn't in a cast, so any slight bump or when I'm sleeping and move in the middle of the night it helps with the pain afterwards. But I get to stop taking them once i get my cast." He opened the box and took a slice. He shook his head at Ryan's question. "i don't mind if you drink. You should be allowed to drink."
Kotorichan Posted August 3, 2014 Author Posted August 3, 2014 Ryan brought back a bottle of juice and a can of beer. He sat down next to Mathis and handed him the juice. "I probably should stop actually... I tend to drink when I'm nervous..." he sighed
pandamonium Posted August 3, 2014 Posted August 3, 2014 Mathis took a bite from his slice and swallowed. "if you want to stop for your health and your own best interest, them by all means stop. But if you get nervous a lot, is recommend some breathing exercises that i recommend to my more anxious students. It helps me when i get nervous, too. " he suggested as he tried to open the bottle of juice with one hand.
Kotorichan Posted August 3, 2014 Author Posted August 3, 2014 Ryan took the bottle of juice and opened it up before handing it back. "Yeah... maybe that will help" He took a sip of his beer.
pandamonium Posted August 3, 2014 Posted August 3, 2014 Mathis grinned and sipped his juice. "thanks! I'll teach you some later, in the meantime let's enjoy our time together."
Kotorichan Posted August 3, 2014 Author Posted August 3, 2014 Ryan took a bite of his pizza and smiled. "mm... this is good..." he said brightly.
pandamonium Posted August 3, 2014 Posted August 3, 2014 Mathis nodded and continued eating his pizza. "yeah, it's really good. Do you know the time?"
Kotorichan Posted August 3, 2014 Author Posted August 3, 2014 Ryan checked his phone. "It's almost six o'clock" he scooted closer to Mathis and kept eating his food.
pandamonium Posted August 4, 2014 Posted August 4, 2014 Mathis hummed. "it's still early! That means we get to go on a nice stroll before it gets dark! Do you want to go on a stroll?" He asked, taking a sip of his juice.
Kotorichan Posted August 4, 2014 Author Posted August 4, 2014 "sure" Ryan finished his slice of pizza and leaned over to give Mathis a kiss on the cheek. "let's go"
pandamonium Posted August 4, 2014 Posted August 4, 2014 Mathis nodded and grinned. "sure, let's go!" He stood up and held his hand to help Ryan up.
Kotorichan Posted August 4, 2014 Author Posted August 4, 2014 Ryan took his hand and stood up. "is there anywhere in particular you want to walk?"
pandamonium Posted August 4, 2014 Posted August 4, 2014 Mathis shook his head. "no, i was thinking of going wherever you want to go!"
Kotorichan Posted August 4, 2014 Author Posted August 4, 2014 Ryan smiled and held onto his hand. "alright... Want me to show you where I work? it's already closed and I don't know how interested you are in flowers..."
pandamonium Posted August 4, 2014 Posted August 4, 2014 Mathis grinned and jumped excitedly. "really?! We get to see where you work? I'd love to! I've always wondered where you worked!"
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