Help Find BL Manga

[pjmn03]

It was about a seme who I think is an office worker, I don't remember how he met uke, but uke has trust issues and doesn't like facing guys when they do it and prefers them doing him from behind because of something his ex said to him. I remember a line seme tells him not to cover his face and to look at him, I also remember they end up running into the ex while it was raining and seme was getting defensive because the ex started saying stuff about uke...please help me find it

[the_internet_was_my_idea_]

immediatly made me think of retsujo love cross , idk if it's the one . it's really good tho .

[the_internet_was_my_idea_]

immediatly made me think of retsujo love cross , idk if it's the one . it's really good tho .