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    Re: Behind the Scenes (Exellda and Zombie) [18+]

    If Raphael was surprised from seeing the vibrators, the next news blew him away completely. First of all, the vibrators were indeed Jerimise's, and even more - he was a porn star. Raphael could feel his cheeks heating up as he stared at his friend with his mouth open wide, the blunt slowly burning out in his hand. He couldn't even bring it back to his mouth again. The man moved slightly to let JJ past him into his room, still shaken by the new fact. He couldn't wrap his head around it. Porn and JJ... They just... Didn't fit. At all. They were two completely and entirely different things with no possible connection whatsoever!.. Or, well, so he thought.

    "Oh my God." He whispered as he stared at the vibrator, the blush spreading across his face, even making his ears red. He covered his eyes with one hand, letting himself slide down against the wall, clearly embarrassed. "Oh my God." He repeated quietly. "I-... You-... Oh my God." Gulping down, Raphael slowly removed his hand from his eyes, his tongue darting out nervously to wet his lips. "I'm, uh... I guess I-..." He couldn't remember the last time he'd felt this nervous. He couldn't remember the last time he'd stumbled so much over his words, either. "I guess I'm a fan of you?..." He trailed off, trying to squeeze out a smile but the embarrassment took over again and he covered his eyes once more. "I can't believe this. Oh God." He whispered to himself, his cheeks burning.

    "You-... You were so innocent, and pure, and... You were so little!" Raphael began, shaking his head as he sat down on the floor, extending his legs before letting his hand drop from his eyes to his lap, instead bringing the blunt to his lips, taking a slow breath. "Jesus fuck." He exhaled, looking up at Jerimise with the same embarrassed expression on his face. "So that's where I've seen you. God. I-... I..." He stuttered, a new wave of embarrassment flooding over him. "Oh God, I've jerked off to you so many times-..." Raphael nearly choked, staring at the wall in front of him with an expression full of disbelief. It was true. VintageBoy was his go-to when he needed to get off. He loved his episodes. They had that almost innocent vibe, but at the same time they were classy and still managed to be sultry. It was an amazing combination... And now he felt so guilty.

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    Re: Behind the Scenes (Exellda and Zombie) [18+]

    Well this was... Certainly not the reaction that he had expected. Jerimise had never seen Raph like this before. He had never seen anyone so flustered before, with the exception of himself. Wow. He almost- No, Jerimise felt incredibly flattered by Raphael's reaction. It brought much relief. Raphael's reaction was just perfect. Spot on. He seemed to really be a fan of his 'work'. And for a while there, Jerimise just stood there in shock of how Raph reacted to his confession. If anything, he felt like a heavy weight was lifted off of his shoulders. JJ felt so giddy, excited, nervous and happy all at once. It was really hard to keep calm.

    There was a soft nervous giggle that escaped Jerimise, "N-No... While I admit that my videos are good, I am not 'God'." He joked lightly, wanting to calm Raph down enough so that he wouldn't freak out anymore. Raphael was the cutest thing, blushing like he had never seen before. Heck, Jerimise was blushing because of what Raph just admitted to him. "You.. do?" He asked, referring to Raph jerking himself off while watching his videos. Oh wow... Oh wow! "So you're a fan, are you?" He hummed softly, finally sitting down on the edge of his bed. "Well don't worry... The feeling is definitely mutual." Jerimise admitted finally, and boy did it feel really nice. Man, it was so nice that Raphael seemed to be cool with his... Hobby. Now he only had to see if things would get awkward between them.

    Jerimise glanced over at Raphael, smiling softly, almost shyly before pulling off his glasses. "I know this is stupid, but I really look like a different person without my bulky glasses." And true to his words, JJ looked more perverted, more flirty-looking. He had that 'bedroom' look about him, almost a sex appeal... But then again, he was a porn star and anyone who had seen him couldn't possibly think that he was the same innocence man who was sitting there moments ago. Jerimise was the striking resemblance to VintageBoy. "I can't see without them... I'm extremely nearsighted." He placed the dildo right next to him, somewhat gazing in Raphael's general direction. He had a couple of other things that he wanted to say... But he also wanted to make sure that Raphael was on the same page with him. He bet that Raphael would want to know, probably the most important question... "I don't suppose you'd like to know who I think about when I film? More than, I'd say 80 percent, of my videos I thought about only one man..." He was sure Raphael could guess. It should be obvious. Regardless, JJ would tell him, now that he knew his secret.

    "I know... That you probably don't think of me the same way... I understand if you don't." He hoped Raph wouldn't be weirded out by what he was about to admit. "It was you." Jerimise said, pausing only for a second before continuing, "It was you I thought about almost every time I filmed..." JJ couldn't look at Raph while he admitted it, he felt so embarrassed with himself. "I want you to think about every concert that you've had... Think of the videos that I would have the TV on in the background. I'd have the audio off and a mic on me so you couldn't hear the TV... You couldn't see the TV... But if you could hear what was going on, you'd know that I was watching your concert, jerking myself off. I'd do a video while the performance would go on, and then another right after. The second video I always liked to imagine that it would be like a personal showing for you, despite all the other viewers... That's why some days I posted twice." Whew, that felt nice to admit, embarrassing, but nice... "I've only been to two of your concerts..."

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    Re: Behind the Scenes (Exellda and Zombie) [18+]

    Raphael couldn't lessen his embarrassment even a little. This was fucking unbelievable. He couldn't get himself to look at JJ. He felt like he'd stained his image. Jerimise was this cute little innocent boy he'd saved from the street, definitely not someone he'd jerk off to - and yet here he was. Now that the connection was made, he couldn't stop thinking about how Jerimise looked in those little outfits, fucking himself with a vibrator... Oh no. Raphael's eyes went wide, one leg slowly pulling towards his chest. Oh, fuck. Fuck, fuck fuck. The adrenaline combined with the reason for his embarrassment... Well, he had a slowly growing erection. Fuck.

    Raphael glanced over at Jerimise when he took off his glasses, his cock throbbing in response to the sight. After all, whenever he saw this face, it meant he was getting off. He couldn't speak properly. Raphael only nodded slightly when JJ began speaking about the man he thought about while filming. And... Well, it definitely caught him unprepared. "Me?" He asked meekly, his fingers shaking slightly as he brought the blunt to his lips again, hoping that the high would finally come and snap him out of this, but it didn't seem to be working. He was too worked up about the situation. "God, Jerimise..." He breathed out, letting his head fall back against the wall, the blush slowly beginning to fade away. "Dear fucking God." He groaned, shaking his head, closing his eyes for a few moments. "I've watched you so many times, I can't believe... I can't believe I never recognized you!" He almost cried out, clearly ashamed of himself.

    "This is unbelievable." He whispered to himself, seemingly beginning to calm down. "I, uh... I might have a bit of a problem." Raphael muttered out, staring down at the floor, his erection pressing against his jeans, throbbing to remind him of its existence. He couldn't ask Jerimise to do anything for him, though. It still didn't feel right for him. This wasn't like some random hookup, though he'd had plenty of those. Hell, he'd even gotten a few STD's a couple of times. All of them were taken care of and eradicated, of course. "D'you wanna try?" Raphael offered sheepishly as he held out the half-smoked blunt, trying to hide his arousal as much as possible, even if he'd voiced he had a problem already. He could just go into the bathroom and finish it up quickly when he got the chance. He'd do that as soon as possible. The last thing he wanted to do was make JJ uncomfortable.

    "I'm, uh..." Raphael stuttered, groaning loudly as he looked over at his friend, scratching the side of his head. "I'm... Kind of flattered... But also very confused." He admitted finally, sighing heavily as he licked his lips again, wetting them once more. Suddenly, a question rose up in his mind - one that made him feel scared. "Wait, fuck, you're not doing this because you need money, right?" He asked, worry settling in. Hell, even in this situation he was still worrying about the other's well-being. Fuck if he knew, maybe JJ still had some loans to pay, or maybe he was in some kind of a trouble... "Who else knows about this? No one's blackmailing you, right?" He questioned, his eyebrows furrowing slightly. Having dated porn stars in the past, he knew this was a common thing, especially if the said porn stars didn't reveal their identity in real life. He hated assholes who used chances like this to use people. Raphael gladly beat someone up himself because of this reason.

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    Re: Behind the Scenes (Exellda and Zombie) [18+]

    What a twisted turn of events this night was turning out to be. Jerimise felt much better now that he had fully come out to Raphael. "So you... Don't hate me or anything? This doesn't make our relationship, as is, awkward or anything... Right?" He asked, hoping that by coming out with everything he hadn't damaged their relationship. Then a nervous laugh escaped him, "I'm surprised you out of everyone else didn't know who I was. Geez, Raph... You're such a silly guy." But he liked him anyway. "And yes, you, Raphael, I thought about you. I'll keep reminding you if you need me to." He said with a wink, lightly flirting. He felt nervous about it but golly, he couldn't hold it back anymore, but only if Raphael is okay with it.

    "I'm glad you're not ashamed of me... Porn isn't exactly everyone's career goals..." Jerimise said sheepily. "For the longest time, I was waiting to see you again in the hopes I could tell you these things. I... Practiced talking to myself in the mirror, probably a thousand times, imagining how you'd react. Admittedly, I always feared that you'd reject me or our friendship would be awkward afterwards..." He laughed nervous, "Silly, right?" But now, here he was, sitting on his bed, vibrator next to him, literally blindly looking at Raph. However, when Raph said that he might have a problem, he couldn't help but to wonder what it was. "O-Oh... What's the matter?" He asks, tilting his head slightly. Oh no, had he spoke too soon? He didn't do something wrong did he?

    Then suddenly, Jerimise's face bloomed almost as red as his hair. "W-What?!" He stuttered, misinterpreting what Raphael had said. His mind went the other direction. Being nearly blind didn't help the situation, because all he saw was Raphael offering his hand towards him asking if he wanted to try. For a second, he thought Raphael was asking if he wanted to... Oh... Oh. Oh! "Oh my goodness, Raphael... I'm sorry. I thought you meant- But I didn't think you'd want to- With me- I mean..." Jerimise breathed, clearly embarrassed. Jerimise fumbled with his glasses and quickly pulled them on. Of course he would be nervous, Raphael was his crush. "Okay..." Jerimise raised his hand into his ginger locks of hair, ruffling his locks slowly. "I haven't tried it before... So don't laugh if I cough."

    Jerimise stood up slowly, placing the dildo back onto the shelf. He smiled softly, still nervously and made his way over to Raph. He sat across from him, taking the blunt from him. His eyes inspect it slowly, unsure if he should try. But perhaps it might be something nice, something that would calm him down a bit... Maybe? However, he was also listening to what Raphael was saying. JJ looked alarmed. "N-No... It's not that at all... I am fine. No loans, No debt. No blackmail... I just don't want a line at the bakery with a bunch of people wanting to sleep with me. That's why I hide my identity. I mean, maybe at the beginning I used the money from the porn I make to help start up my business... But other than that, I have made way more than what I started out with. So don't worry about it, Raph... I already can't thank you enough from helping me out as a teenager... So... Yeah..." Then bringing the blunt to his lips, Jerimise inhaled- And for one moment he was completely fine, the next he was coughing. Jerimise ended up coughing for almost a minute before shaking his head, "How the heck to do you smoke these all of the time?"

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    Re: Behind the Scenes (Exellda and Zombie) [18+]

    Raphael was quick to shake his head vigorously at the first question. "Of course I don't hate you. That'd be a stupid thing to do." He reassured the other, exhaling slowly as he scratched his head. His cheeks flushed red again at the flirting, to which he simply couldn't respond. Had it been anyone else at all, he would've gladly accepted that offer, but... This was Jerimise. God, he still couldn't believe the other did such things. And to think that he watched his friend all this time... And fuck, he enjoyed watching VintageBoy's videos more than any other. This felt fucked up.

    Raphael ignored the other asking about his "problem", too. He could just hide it and pretend he wasn't hard. His sweater was big enough to hide his groin, thankfully. Thank God for winter and big sweaters. Confusion was apparent on his face again as Jerimise stuttered, soon realizing what he must've thought - he could only wonder which one of them was blushing harder. This was fucking ridiculous. "Just... Don't inhale it into your lungs, keep it in your mouth. It'll be easier that way." He suggested, passing the other the blunt when he walked closer. Please don't see my erection. He begged internally, even though he was sure it was impossible to see over his sweater.

    Relief flooded over him when Jerimise assured him that he wasn't in any kind of trouble. "Oh, thank God. I'm still willing to help out with whatever you want, though, you know?" He smiled gaze fixated on the other. When he began coughing, Raphael couldn't hold back a quiet, small chuckle before taking the blunt back into his hand, gently patting and rubbing Jerimise's back as he coughed. "I know how to. You don't. You've gotta start with little amounts, then you can move on to more." He smiled, inhaling the smoke deeply as if to demonstrate. Closing his eyes, the man let the smoke go out through his nose, his lips pulling into a smile. Raphael opened one eye to look at JJ, his smile widening slightly. "Do you wanna try again?" He asked, holding what was left of the blunt in his hand. He could feel the high coming, and boy, he couldn't be happier. At least this way he wouldn't be panicking about JJ's "hobby" that much.

    "I'm just... God, you really have changed." Raphael muttered, turning his gaze to the wall, nibbling on his lip slightly, absentmindedly tracing his tongue over the piercing hole on the bottom lip. "I... Could record some music just for you?" He suggested with a sheepish laugh, his head falling back against the wall with a slow exhale. "Like, I've probably seen every single video you've made. I can't believe I never managed to recognize you. You're... I can't believe I'm saying this." Raphael closed his eyes, inhaling deeply. "You're, like, really fucking good. I won't be able to stop watching your videos... Fucking hell." He groaned, opening his eyes. "Well, at least we're thinking about each other." He laughed, shaking his head while rubbing his forehead slightly. Something clicked in his mind. "Wait, wait, wait." Raphael's eyes widened as he looked straight into Jerimise's eyes. "Wait. Does this mean you like me?"

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    Re: Behind the Scenes (Exellda and Zombie) [18+]

    To hear Raphael say that he did not hate him absolutely made Jerimise feel a whole lot better. Finally, after all of these years, he could be at peace with himself, at ease with his choices. No one else's opinion mattered. Getting approval from his crush was the thing that Jerimise had dreamed about. A soft, sweet smile forms on JJ's face, "I know you'd help me... You're one of those stereotypical 'bad boy' looking guys who have a soft, plushy inside." He laughs, after saying that out loud. It was true, in his opinion, that Raphael was exactly that kind of guy. Someone who looked 'mean' but was a complete softy on the inside.

    "H-Hey..! I told you not to laugh..." Jerimise whined although he didn't take any offense to Raphael's laughter. His eyes narrow, focusing on the blunt when Raphael takes a hit. He notices the way his lips wrap around the blunt, followed by a slow intake and then an exhale of smoke. Resisting the urge to fan the smoke away from him, he pauses, thinking if it would really be a good idea to try again. "If it were anyone else, I might have said no..." Jerimise admitted. He wanted to try it again even though in the back of his mind he knew that it wasn't for him. If he were being a little honest, he did feel a tiny bit of pressure to try, given that Raph was literally the guy he looked up to. Besides, two puffs wouldn't kill him any sooner. "I'll try again." He said and took the blunt from Raphael. This time he brought it to his lips and did, the best he could, what Raphael had told him to do... It was more or less successful. Jerimise ended up holding it in longer, but he cringed suddenly and started to cough again. His body was obviously not use to the drug.

    "I-" Jerimise coughed, "T-think it's not for me..." He coughed again, this time clearing his throat. "I think I'll just stick to my videos and baking." He commented after breathing in slowly a couple of times. He handed what little of the blunt there was left to Raphael, officially calling it quits for now. When Raph finally agrees that JJ had indeed changed, Jerimise chuckles, "Well... I tried to tell you... But I guess you didn't believe me at first." Which by knowing Raphael, that wasn't a surprise. Jerimise didn't ask any farther when Raph had said he was okay... But he did look slightly uncomfortable. Maybe he was still getting over the shock of it all. That's okay... Raphael could take his time getting use the fact. It wasn't everyday that someone you knew came out as a popular porn star.

    The ginger could just melt right now... Raphael was actually complimenting his work! Oh, he had only dreamed, only fantasized about this day. Jerimise felt incredibly happy. Wow, and he was also a dedicated fan! Oh my goodness! JJ could just squeal, but he held it in, trying to hold himself together. "You... Want to what!?" Jerimise exclaimed with excitement. "I'll gladly accept!" Like hell would he turn down the offer. Mercy! Mercy! His mind called out. He'd get his own exclusive songs! "Yeah..." He said almost dreamily when Raph pointed out that they had been thinking about each other... Then suddenly it seemed like Raphael had come to some sort of conclusion, Jerimise had looked over, locking eyes with him and-

    Found that he was more or less prepared to answer that question. Jerimise's immediate reaction was to slam his palm onto his forehead. He was conflicted over whether he should laugh really hard or sigh. "Raphael... I feel like that you already know the answer... But just in case, I'll confirm it for you. I thought it would have been undoubtedly obvious considering that I literally jerk off to your music... I have respect for you... You're such a nice guy and incredibly attractive too, so what's not to like?" Jerimise huffed and removed his hand gazing at his long time friend. "So yeah, Raphael, I really do like you, a lot... And I've always wanted to tell you... But when I was younger I was too shy, then we lost contact and I became afraid I would never see you again... And here we are... I finally get to tell you after all this time." The ginger looked at the ground, right next to his feet. "You make me feel so happy..." He said softly.

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    Re: Behind the Scenes (Exellda and Zombie) [18+]

    Raphael snorted at the other's description of him. "And you're one of the few people who get to see my true self." He winked, laughing quietly. It was true, though, in public he tended to act a lot colder, especially when dealing with paparazzi. He hated paparazzi so much. Thankfully, being in a band like F.I.L.T.R. gave him the excuse to flip off and yell at paparazzi when they got him in more intimate situations, like if he was on a date. He didn't mind posing from time to time, but God, it could really get tedious after a while. Especially if he was tired.

    "Alright, alright. I ain't gonna quit though." Raphael replied, smiling up at JJ before finishing up the roll. He shook his head, exhaling softly as the other spoke about him changing. He couldn't help but see the image of that lost boy he helped back then, it was really hard to realize that the man in front of him and that boy are the same person. It was confusing. "Guess you're not that little anymore." He trailed off, closing his eyes for a few moments. He looked around to find some place to toss it out, but didn't find anything immediately. Instead, he stuck two fingers into his mouth and used them to stop the blunt from burning any further, effectively keeping himself from getting burnt as well, as the saliva kept him safe.

    Raphael's lips pulled into a happy smile when JJ accepted the offer of getting songs exclusively from him. He was sure he'd have fun recording them as well. His smile turned sheepish as he watched Jerimise facepalm at his question. He let out a nervous chuckle as his friend spoke, looking away for a few moments, trying to collect himself. Else he would've started giggling like a schoolgirl. That would've been extremely embarrassing... Nothing new, though. "Well, in that case..." He trailed off, biting down on his lip slightly before reaching out to cup Jerimise's cheek, pulling him in closer. Letting his lip free, he pressed their lips together, closing his eyes as he let himself drown into the softness of JJ's plush lips, truly enjoying the moment. He had to admit - while watching VintageBoy, the thought of doing things to him himself crossed his mind more than once.

    Raphael exhaled against the other's lips after ending the kiss, a quiet chuckle passing through soon after. "So... You wanna go out with me sometime?" He offered, the weed finally settling in, making him way more relaxed and flirty. He moved his other arm around the other's waist, just to pull him a little bit closer. He didn't intend to do anything even remotely sexual. Not yet. "If you become my boyfriend, though, you'll have to come to every concert. If you miss even one I'll get really offended. Then you'll have to bake me a whole cake." He murmured, pressing their foreheads together with another breathy chuckle slipping past. He meant everything he said, of course, it was just easier to say while high.

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    Re: Behind the Scenes (Exellda and Zombie) [18+]

    "Well I am glad you can be yourself around me." Jerimise said softly, happily. That meant, to a degree, he was special or more special than Raphael's fans. Gosh he was so happy right now. "I won't make you quit, as long as it doesn't start to affect you negatively." He said, worried for Raphael's health. He knew that the other male smoked his blunts often... And as far as he could tell, Raphael still looked okay and still acted that same as he did... So Jerimise would let it slide for now. For the most part, he was happy if Raphael was happy. And he could also tell that he was struggling to find someplace to put out his blunt. Just as he was about to tell him where the trash can was, too late Raphael put out his blunt using his spit. To be honest, it looked like it should have hurt him... But it didn't, regardless, it relieved JJ to see that he wasn't in any pain.

    Jerimise was watching Raphael, smiling softly. He blinked, wondering what Raphael would say to his confession- Only, Raphael didn't say anything, no, he was reaching towards him! If he didn't know any better, JJ would say that his heart skipped a beat. In the back of his mind he had an idea of what was about to happen- And oh boy did he just let it happen. Come what may. The ginger had noticed the way the darker haired male bit his lip while looking right at him. Jerimise longed to have something like this become a reality. He had thought up a million different scenarios of how this would go down... This very moment, when Raphael cupped his chin, pulled him closer and sealed the deal with a kiss. Jerimise closed his eyes, leaning into the kiss he so dearly wished for. He was so giddy that after a moment, he smiled against Raphael's lips right as they parted. It was everything- and more- that he could ever dream of. He was totally enamoured by the moment.

    Literally a dream come true- that was Raphael in this moment. His eyes seemingly fluttered open at the question, a light blush forming on his cheeks. Wha- Really? "You... want to go out with me? I- I mean, yeah, yes of course!" Jerimise sounded a little dazed there for a second, but then quickly realized what was being asked. "I'd love to go on a date with you." But then his breath got caught in his throat when Raphael wrapped his arm around him. This was it. This was his new reality. JJ felt so proud of himself for coming out to his crush and he felt ecstatic that his feelings were being returned. "I'll go to however many concerts you want me to go... And I'd be happy to bake you cake as well, anytime, I promise." He said, already liking the word 'boyfriend' passing Raphael's lips. JJ stayed there, holding still with his forehead pressed against Raph's... What a rush he was feeling right now...

    The pastel baker boy moved his hands up Raphael's chest, brushing his sweater gently as he slipped up and around his neck. JJ tilted his head so that he could hug Raphael and press his cheek into his shoulder. He was so happy right now. "I really don't even know what to say right now. I'm really happy, though... I'm so glad that you stopped by my bakery- You have no idea." As he spoke, he was lightly squeezing Raphael into a tighter hug, not too tight of course. There was so many things on his mind. Now that he had this opportunity, there was so much more that he wanted to tell him. However, Jerimise held his breath. He was so overly excited about being a potential boyfriend to Raphael that he almost forgot his manners. He pulled away slowly. "Sorry if I'm a little overly excited... This has kind of been a dream of mine- that's actually coming true..." A gidy laugh escaped past his lips.

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    Re: Behind the Scenes (Exellda and Zombie) [18+]

    As a general rule, Raphael was very relaxed about his relationships. Jerimise was probably the only exception. He wanted to do things right with him, with no rushing especially. Even when it came to sex. He didn't want to do anything they weren't ready to do... Anything he wasn't ready to do. Sure, both of them shared intimate thoughts about one another, but actually having sex - that was a big step... At least that was how Raphael saw it. Yes, even with his current erection, which, by the way, wasn't going anywhere. If anything, it only reminded him of its existence after the kiss.

    "In that case, I'm gonna come get you tomorrow after the bakery closes. We can... Go see a movie or something." Raphael chuckled, sliding his hand up into the other's hair, slowly running his fingers through it. "And tonight I'll take care of your hair. If you have the tools... If not, the next time I come over, I'm bringing everything I need." He grinned, massaging his fingers into Jerimise's scalp. "But... You know... People will realize quickly that we're more than friends... Are you sure you want that?" He asked quietly, gently continuing to massaging the younger man's skin. The last thing he wanted to do was put Jerimise at risk of being found out.

    Raphael's lips parted with a soft laugh when he was hugged, gladly returning the gesture, along with a small kiss to the top of his head. "Woah, woah, where do you think you're going?" He teased, pulling the other back to him when he pulled away. "I'm not letting you go now. That's it. You're mine." Raphael grinned, pressing a warm kiss to his cheek, a happy smile lingering on his face. "And don't ever apologize for being excited. That's bullshit." He murmured, slowly stroking his waist before hugging him closer. "Being high is great." He exclaimed, a laugh following his words. "Buuut... I really need to go to the bathroom. I'll come join you in a bit." Raphael chuckled, slowly pulling back. He desperately needed to get rid of his erection. Especially since it seemed like they were going to cuddle - a hard-on was not a good thing in that situation.

    "Which door was it again?" Raphael asked, raising his eyebrow. Did JJ ever even tell him which door led where? He felt like he didn't ever get that information. Or maybe he did and just couldn't recall. No... No, on the other hand, he had to check himself where the bedroom was, meaning that Jerimise didn't warn him which room was which... Happy with himself that he figured it all out, Raphael stumbled slightly while getting up, leaning against the wall to wait for the world to stand up as well. "You know, your lips are... Really kissable." He commented with a sheepish laugh before leaning down to catch the said lips into another kiss, sliding one hand to the back of his neck, holding him close. He loved kisses, in general. Hell, he loved platonic kisses as well. Kisses were great.

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    This would certainly be a new beginning for Jerimise as well as Raphael. He was sure things would be... Quite interesting from now on. Something told him that there would be no turning back, probably would never be able to achieve a 'friendzone' status again. Does this mean they were official? Oh goodness! His followers would flip when they found out. JJ was already excited to both piss a whole bunch of people off and to make them jealous... If they were now boyfriends, Jerimise saw no issue with 'showing off' to some extent. Jerimise felt very lucky to have this opportunity and wouldn't let Raphael get away from him so easily. He had a crush on him for so long... It was only a matter of time before he got to explore everything with him, learning new things about each other... It all sounded like a dream...

    "A movie sounds lovely..." Jerimise said happily. He almost didn't care what movie it was- Or if they didn't see a movie, heck, probably any date would be okay with him. All in all, a date meant that he would have quality time with Raphael. "My hair?" He questioned nervously, unsure if he was ready to 'part' with his hair yet. Although he had agreed to it earlier... It would be a big difference in his appearance. "I don't think I have what you need, sorry. Maybe that can be part of the date tomorrow, then?" Jerimise closed his eyes, leaning into the other male's hand, enjoying the sensation. The ginger almost felt like he was some sort of cat that Raphael was petting. It was kind of cute honestly.

    When Raphael mentioned other people seeing them together, he more or less shrugged it off. "Well... I guess it more depends on if you're worried that people will find out I'm a porn star. The most you'll do is bring me business." Jerimise laughed. "But don't worry about them... Just worry about me." He gave Raph a wink. In a sense, he wanted Raph to know that he required -almost- all of his attention and that he didn't plan on seeing anyone else while they were together. "Although, now that I think about it- If you give me that hair cut, people will notice the resemblance between me and VintageBoy a whole lot easier. To be honest I don't mind... If you don't mind." The worst it could do was affect his bakery, either gaining a whole lot of customers, or possibly losing some. Maybe both.

    A giggle escaped Jerimise when Raphael had pulled him back to him, embracing him once again. A kiss to the top of his head and then after being brought into another hug, a kiss to his cheek. "Careful, careful-" Jerimise laughed, "You might bend my glasses... And also, if you keep saying things like that, I might want to hear them often." He liked hearing that he was his. It was quite a lovely tune to his ears. "You know, if you hadn't of barged into my room, we might actually not have had this conversation." JJ pointed out. "And if you would have waited, I would have gladly told you where everything is." Jerimise cleared his throat as he now looked up at Raph who had separated from him just moments ago.

    Blushing lightly at the presumed complement, Jerimise just smiles softly at Raphael. The ginger let the dark haired male go, clearly unsuspecting of his 'problem'. He had noticed him stumble a little bit, however before he could say anything about it, Raph pulled him into another kiss. It would be hard to deny him a kiss, JJ knew that he couldn't do it- Heck, would there ever be a reason? Nope. Raphael's kisses were sweet and slow... Almost made JJ wonder how they would be in other situations. Guess he would have to find out sometime. For now, though, he enjoyed the kiss. He wouldn't say it yet, but he felt some tension just from this kiss, a longing for Raphael. He didn't realize it for the first kiss because he had been so hyped... But for now... JJ inhaled slowly as they separated from the kiss. The smaller male would make sure the bigger, dorky male was up to 'doing' things like that.

    "Say... Uh, the weed you smoked won't make you forget what I said, will it?" He was referring to the morning. The ginger was completely in the dark when it came to knowledge about drugs. Of course he had assumed that Raphael wouldn't forget, he just had to make sure. "Oh, and the bathroom is across the hall... My 'studio' is the room next door. The doors locked though, so if you really wanted to see inside, you'll have to ask nicely." Jerimise teased.

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