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  1. Hi!! I'm Chena... and i like to draw... at least when i'm in the mood...hehe I only use pencil and charcoal and nothing much coz i don't know how to edit using the pc... and all the drawings that i'm showing you here are all drawn by me... Yep! and they are all scanned.. so you can figure the shadows... are b'coz of that fact... anyways, i'm not really a good artist... (hehe... just self-proclaimed, that is...) but i hope you like my drawings... I'll be posting more here... for all of you to see... Feel free to comment about it... Just don't be too harsh, okay? Love you guys... btw... this is a hurried drawing for a project of my friend's sis... haha... haha.. you can see that i still need to practice some more...
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  2. umm... this is my second artwork for the day... just finished it earlier but i started it way, way back... here it is... I must warn you, it's yaoi... please enjoy...
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  3. Hohohohoho!!! Here I am embarrassing myself again.. I've cut my hair into something.....hmmm....nerdier (=.=!!!) Here's the before (wearing lenses) and here's the after...(without lenses and make up) *runs and hide* I am a nerd!!! XDDD
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  4. Ai no Kusabi 2012 間の楔 Remake Official site: http://ainokusabi.jp/ Type: OVA Duration: 30 min/ep Genre: Drama, Romance, Sci-Fi, Yaoi Plot: The story is set in the future on the planet named Amoi which is controlled by a supercomputer named Jupiter. Among the mostly male human population, the light-haired elite class is allowed to temporarily keep the dark-haired "mongrels" as pets. One elite member, Iason, encounters a mongrel named Riki in the slums and decides to take him in. However, Iason keeps Riki longer than it is socially approved, and rumors abound about their possible relationship. Watch Ai no Kusabi 2012 Online (HD Quality): Ai no Kusabi 2012 Online Download Ai no Kusabi 2012: Links updated, thanks to AmemiyaKyoko Format: mkv Preview Mediafire Promo Mediafire Format: avi OVA1 Mediafire OVA2 Mediafire OVA3 Mediafire OVA4 Mediafire Password: kyoko Alternative Links: Ai No Kusabi 2012 OVA1.avi 176.8 MB https://mega.co.nz/#!AkoFERxb!RFLWab...N2ovE03XPMlB4Y Ai No Kusabi 2012 OVA2.avi 164.6 MB https://mega.co.nz/#!UkQW1TxA!zYNIAX...6mtUeItW067a4w Ai No Kusabi 2012 OVA3.avi 172.6 MB https://mega.co.nz/#!B9g2wBCL!LPiY7S...VcGt-HAIPNqudU Ai No Kusabi 2012 OVA4.avi 168.5 MB https://mega.co.nz/#!8xRCjCzK!DOXT7n...R14gcJL9las25o For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff
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  5. First R18 yaoi drawing, be aware!!!!
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  6. Hey you over there! I'm not sooooo good at drawing but I really love the clothes that I draw. Those are my characters, from my comic called "Espírito Selvagem" (wild soul) Hope you like them: This is Kula, godess of ice and water : Katty and kitty (they are the best for me *-*) Gabby, she's a pop singer: And finally, Peter: Hope you like *-*
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  7. @Jin. If you are browsing the forum from a smartphone or a tablet, then the normal style is displayed. On the rest of the mobiles, the mobile version is the default
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  8. Title: Omerta ~Chinmoku no Okite~; オメルタ Omerta ~沈黙の掟~ Release Date: 22 April 2011 Omerta ~Chinmoku no Okite~ オメルタ~沈黙の掟~ is the latest Boys Love game by Karin Entertainment. Plot: Omerta is defined as a code of silence practiced by the Mafia; a refusal to give evidence to the police about criminal activities. Set in future Japan. Film-noir theme. Modern Tokyo is now a dystopian immigrant city ruled by crime syndicates. Stirring passions between hot-blooded men entangled in hatred, love, betrayal and loyalty. They classified it under: Love and Revenge Hard BL Game (PILP) System Requirements: OS: Windows2000/XP/Vista/7 CPU: PentiumIII 600Mhz minimum (PentiumIII 1Ghz recommended) RAM: 256MB min (512MB recommended) HDD: 3.0GB min (4.5GB recommended) DirectX: DirectX 9.0 Download Links:Part 1 contains a .rar file with the patch on it. Join with HJSplit or 7zip Download Omerta ~Chinmoku no Okite~: Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5 Part 6 Part 7 Part 8 Part 9 Part 10 Part 11 Part 12 Part 13 Part 14 After installing, copy paste the alsignup patch to the game install directory and just click the .exe icon. Note: Extract the files with winrar. Mount the iso with DaemonTools and install the game. Extract the patch (alsignup_100723b.exe) in the folder with the omerta.exe. Then double click on alsignup_100723b.exe *For a picture guide on how to install it, check this post (by ayachan94) *For Omerta's walkthrough (made by sarah3161) click here For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff
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  9. Sekaiichi Hatsukoi Title: Sekaiichi Hatsukoi Altenative titles : Sekai Ichi Hatsukoi, Sekai Ichi Hatsukoi - Onodera Ritsu no Baai, Sekai Ichi Hatsukoi - Yoshino Chiaki no Baai, Sekaiichi Hatsukoi - Kisa Shouta no Baai, The World's Greatest Love, World's Greatest First Love Type : Manga Author(s): NAKAMURA Shungiku Artist(s): NAKAMURA Shungiku Status in Home Country : Ongoing (5 Volumes) Scanslation Status : Ongoing Other Title(s) : Sekai Ichi Hatsukoi, Sekai Ichi Hatsukoi - Onodera Ritsu no Baai, Sekai Ichi Hatsukoi - Yoshino Chiaki no Baai, Sekaiichi Hatsukoi - Kisa Shouta no Baai Genre(s) : Yaoi Summary : Onodera Ritsu has just transferred from his father's publishing company to Marukawa Shoten. Assigned to the shoujo manga division, he crosses path with the person he'd least expected to meet. Takano Masamune is the editor-in-chief of the division Ritsu's been assigned to, and the two seem get off on the wrong foot right from the very start when Takano unexpectedly kisses him. However, there is more to than what meets the eye: Takano is actually Saga, Ritsu's senpai and high school love-- whom Ritsu had thought to have played him for a fool by taking his affections for granted when he confessed and summarily dumped him. Read Sekaiichi Hatsukoi Online: Sekaiichi Hatsukoi Download Sekaiichi Hatsukoi Manga: Vol 1 Vol 2 Vol 3 Vol 4 Vol 5 Vol 6 Vol 7 Vol 8 Yokozawa Takafumi no Baii 3 For download reupload requests, please post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff
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  10. Title: Love Seeker Drama CD Plot: Love Seeker vol 1 is a series of two stories and one extra. While the two stories have little to do with each other, there are characters who are a part of each of the stories. Story 1 (chapter 1-2) Tomura is an office geek; small, shy, and someone easily picked on/forced to finish other people's work. He has decided to finally confess his love to his female co-worker Shinoyama. Mistakenly though, he ends up confessing his love to Miura Keijirou because he took off his glasses. Keijirou is Tomura's opposite; handsome, tall and the girls love him. After going out for a meal Keijirou offers to help Tomura by being his "love messenger". Will Keijirou really be of help, or will he be more of a hindrance to Tomura? Story 2 (chapter 3-4) Nanjo is asked by his friend Kenji to be a replacement gigolo for him. After giving Nanjo the information Kenji bolts so Nanjo can't refuse the job. It turns out that Kyousuke, the client, buys gigolos just to talk to. Because of his position where he works it's hard for him to find someone he can just talk to. With Nanjo's egotistical and blunt way of speaking will this one night job last as long as it should, or is this the start of a wonderful friendship? Extra story (chapter 5) Misaki is an average business man. One night trying to get away from someone he runs into a fast food place and ends up crying in front of Fujita, an employee. Ever since then Misaki goes there after work ordering the same thing. Seeing how the girls swarm to Fujita, Misaki becomes annoyed that the girls cannot see the true Fujita...or is he not realizing what his real feelings for Fujita are? Cast/Pairings: Takahashi Hiroki x Fukuyama Jun Narita Ken x Toriumi Kousuke Download Love Seeker Drama CD: | Drama CD 1 | Drama CD 2 | Drama CD 3 | Drama CD Special | -- The manga can be found here. For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff
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  11. Title: Shitsuren Mania Author: Fujii Mitori Plot: An ongoing series revolving around Atsuya, who is an "Unrequited Love Maniac" and the possible lovers he acquires. Related Series: Shotgun Marriage Genre: Comedy Romance Yaoi Groups Scanlating: Hochuuami , Kira-Kira Read Shitsuren Mania Online: Shitsuren Mania Download: Volume 1 .zip"]Volume 2 .zip"]Volume 3 Volume 4 .zip"]Volume 5 .zip"]Volume 6 Volume 7 (Japanese) Volume 8 (Chinese) .zip"]Dj-Netsuai Gleaning Hope you'll like it! For download reupload requests, please post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff
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  12. Original name: Heart Strings Manga ALT. names: ハートストリングス, ハート・ストリングス, Heart Throb Written by: AKIRA Norikazu Drawn by: AKIRA Norikazu Original run: 2007 Description: Due to unexpected events, Sakaki ends up being Yuki's "customer" and he's touched by Sakaki's words... but after discovering that a sweet fleeting kiss was just a game, what will Yuki do? Never fear; keep strong and keep believing! A love battle showdown between a yakuza and his 'wife'! Manga-type: Manga Published by: Libre Shuppan Group(s) Scanlating: Nakama Status: Comeplete Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: Comedy, Drama Categories: Yakuza Main Characters: Sakaki, Yuki Adaptations available: N/A Recommendations: Tsumasaki ni Kiss, Boku no Shiru Anata no Hanashi, Limiter, Oyasumi Darling Related Series: Twin's Labyrinth (Adapted From) Read Heart Strings Manga Heart Strings Download Heart Strings Manga: http://www.4shared.com/file/dgzKLBLY/Heart_Strings.html More manga series by Akira Norikazu For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff
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  13. Mirage of Blaze Anime Alternative title: Honoo no Mirage (Japanese) Мираж огня (Russian) Призрачное пламя (Russian) 炎の蜃気楼[ミラージュ] (Japanese) Genres: drama, romance, supernatural Themes: bishounen, historical, yaoi Number of episodes: 13 Opening Theme: "Blaze 2002" by Kathy Shower "Blaze 2002" by Mai Yamane Ending Theme: "Tears of Indigo" by Mai Yamane Type: TV Show Format: AVI File Size: 138-152 MB Watch Mirage of Blaze Anime Online: Mirage of Blaze Download Mirage of Blaze Anime: Ep 1 Ep 2 Ep 3 Ep 4 Ep 5 Ep 6 Ep 7 Ep 8 Ep 9 Ep 10 Ep 11 Ep 12 Ep 13 Added: OVA 1 OVA 2 OVA 3 LINK TO COMPLETE FOLDER. Watch Mirage of Blaze OVAs 1-3 Online (HD Quality): Mirage of Blaze OVAs 1-3 Online For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff
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  14. Title: Kizumomo Country : Japan Released : 2008 Running time : 70 min Format : avi (DVD ripped) Note: Shounen ai, light BL SUMMARY : Aki, who loves freedom, mets Masaya, an aspiring watchmaker. The two have opposite personalities and initially clash. The two reach better terms when Masaya is able to see Aki's inner pain. Eventually, Masaya uncovers Aki's sad past which was supposed to be held secret from everyone. DOWNLOAD Kizumomo Movie Raw : http://www.mediafire.com/?yihrtmyozdj#1 (Part 1) http://www.mediafire.com/?gdnzmudwymt (Part 2) http://www.mediafire.com/?mliydynlbvt (Part 3) http://www.mediafire.com/?ndz0zt1qj1m (Part 4) http://www.mediafire.com/?wnjyyjzcd2m (Part 5) http://www.mediafire.com/?ynmymhtymyg (Part 6) http://www.mediafire.com/?wtddzzdzdqj#1 (Part 7) Here: (Kizumomo, eng subbed version) http://www.mediafire.com/?6abf6vui86uw87d http://www.mediafire.com/?78x4wd0ea89jj1c http://www.mediafire.com/?84tu3shs85jibc2 http://www.mediafire.com/?525g7yfalei4zqi http://www.mediafire.com/?b5np5ldi7p1dv3t Note: join the files using Hjsplit For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff
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  15. Title: Lovely Sick Author/artist: Ohmine Shoko Genre: Yaoi Warnings: Age gap Groups scanlating: Essence of Purity Scanlation status: 2 Volumes (Ongoing) Status in country of origin: 6 Volumes (Ongoing) Year: 2003 Volume 1-2 Volume 3 (Jpn) Volume 4 (Jpn) Volume 5.a (Jpn) Volume 5.b (Jpn) For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff
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  16. Title: Princess Princess Drama Plot: In all-boys school with a tradition of Princesses (boys chosen to attend school functions dressed up as girls to alleviate the tension between the students), Yutaka Mikoto, Shihoudani Yuujirou and Kouno Tooru are this year's chosen Princess team. Dissatisfied with the half-hearted efforts of the current Princesses, Hanazono Otoya creates his own team of Dark Princesses to rival for the students' attention. Based on the shoujo manga Princess Princess, by Mikiyo Tsuda. Here is the link to the drama : These are English Sub .avi files. ~160 MB each Download Princess Princess Movie Epi 1 Epi 2 Epi 3 Epi 4 Epi 5 Epi 6 Epi 7 Epi 8 Epi 9 Epi 10 For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff
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  17. I'm sure as a K-pop and Yaoi fan, you guys have at least seen their fanservice. For example, our Super Junior kisser, Heechul, has kissed almost all of his members (HeeHae had a failed kiss and Zhou Mi, Kangin are safe) Heechul kissed Sungmin Heechul kissed Siwon Heechul even kissed his Super Junior-M member, Henry And here's Heechul kissing the rest /\ My favorite because I'm a HanChul shipper I also ship 2min (Taemin and Minho of SHINee), EunHae (Eunhyuk and Donghae), KyuMin (Kyuhyun and Sungmin), KangTeuk (Kangin & Leeteuk), Jongkey (Jonghyun and Key), SiBum (Siwon & Kibum), YunJae (Yunho & Jaejoong), YooSu (Yoochun & Junsu), JooMi (Joon & Mir), JunSeung (Junhyung & Hyunseung), DooSeob (Doojoon & Yoseob), KiWoon (Kikwang & Dongwoon), SeungDer (Seungho & Thunder), WooKhun (Wooyoung & Nichkhun), And YaDong (Hoya & Dongwoo) I don't ship JungMo & HeeChul but I just had to include their open mouth kiss *0*
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  18. Mumyoutou _Duo Brand_ Original name: 月刺 Manga ALT. names: Mumyoutou, Unsigned Blade Original run: 2007 Description: Saku, an assassin, believes his life is meant to be lived by the sword. After a night of brutal killing however, he is left wounded and helpless in the hands of Shakou, a mysterious doctor, and the only witness to his crimes. Fate seems to have ordained this encounter as secrets are broken and emotions run wild... Manga-type: Manga Series Written by: Duo Brand Drawn by: Duo Brand Published by: Movic Group(s) Scanlating: Forever More Status: Completed Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: Drama, Historical, Yaoi Categories: Yakuza; Angst; Rape; Doctors; Love at First Sight Main Characters: Saku, Shakou Adaptations available: N/A Recommendations: Kono Yoru no Subete, Hard Triangle, Last Client, Yellow Read Mumyoutou Online: Mumyoutou Download Mumyoutou Manga: Megaupload // Mediafire For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff
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  19. iMarionette, this is a great place ^^ Hope you have fun here, make a lot of friends and I'd like to be one of them :3
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  21. W-O-W! That's really cool!!! Amazing. haha The exprections, the clothes. Really, really great :3
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  22. @Paul yup, they are super hot :Q___ @lilyuri welcome to paradise! for quotes, type [ QUOTE=insert username here ] ...quoted text... [ /QUOTE ] only without the spaces.
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  23. Today at this moment it is a variety of Golf-Mike songs .onion0
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  24. @Chena This is a thread to post photos from your best shot not for drawings, go take a look at the creative corner. And it doesn't look bad (:
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  25. @pigmiiis and @ky4n15 1. Before asking for something, you should at least respect the forum rules and chose an avatar 2. The links work just perfect. Read the description! You should join the parts with HjSplit in order to be able to watch the whole movie!
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  26. Hi iMarionette! Welcome to Yaoi Otaku! onion3
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  27. Euhm, let's see: I consider Naruto, Kuroshitsuji and Death note as the hottest mangas now (well in my opinion LOL) That's why I would like to see more doujinshi of those three onion0 Euhm, the few ones I have bought were based on the fandom (though I mostly look at the pairing) and the story line. The art style is not something that I look for when I purchase one, however if it's really not to my liking, then I won't buy it. The eyes wants something to look at too, right? ;D So like above, I consider fandom/pairings and the story line the most important when I look for them. Things that hinder me from purchasing it ... Do you mean the problems I encounter while looking for them? If so, the main problem that I have is that most doujinshi are found in Japan and that's always with payment methodes that I can't use. Or that doujinshis (like those from Kuroshitsuji) are sold out quickly because the fandom is so popular. :cuteonion24: I prefer English because I can understand that language (it's actually a language I most prefer) but I wouldn't mind it if the Japanese version was in it too - it would be a great help to check my progress of Japanese XD I don't have a favourite mangaka, mainly because I only look at the story line when I buy mangas :cuteonion50: I hope that this was a bit useful :cuteonion53:
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  28. I have to study but I'm not into studying mood >.
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  29. @June~ waaaaaaaaaah!!! look at the cutie bunny! he's so chibi! i wanna pick him up and swing him around if i was a 6-footer. LOL..but i'm shorter than Taiki so that won't work. xD i'll just plaster myself to his waist. hehehe! Taiki as a voice actor. wow. is there anything that our Taiki bunny cannot do? i don't think so. i think he elevated my level of love for him even more.
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  30. Takasaki Shota will be in the next Heat up Eve (#21). http://live.nicovideo.jp/watch/lv81740760 March 20th 7 PM (Japan time) Source: tenimyucast_es (Lj) ------------ I hope someone rip that cause my connection isn't good for streaming.
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  31. Title: My Boyfriend The Rabbit Mangaka: SHOUOTO Aya Description: • Usagi na Kareshi (My Boyfriend the Rabbit) After his pet rabbit dies, Hiro becomes friends with a classmate who resembles his former pet. - PresenceDear Type Manga Related Series N/A Associated Names オレって、天使 我是天使吧 Do You Think I'm an Angel? My Boyfriend the Rabbit Groups Scanlating PresenceDear Status in Country of Origin 1 Volume (Complete) Year 2006 Original Publisher Libre Shuppan Serialized In (magazine) Magazine Be x Boy (Libre Shuppan) Download My Boyfriend The Rabbit Manga: http://www.mediafire.com/?3qoykztcttn For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff
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  32. Rar: http://www.mediafire.com/?zdgalamfyg3
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  33. For me certainy one of the hottest Coat West couples: Hikaru & Makoto...
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  34. @ Sky - Ha ha, you're adorable! Your eyes are stunning and dark, very lovely.
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  35. Good news. I thought it will appear only in August or September. I will wait to see the movie.
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  36. @Last_sky16 You look so cute with that new hair style June... And with lenses or not you still look pretty... ^^ I like your eyes, so round especially when you wear lenses.. ^^
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  37. @ bela, yurusmaji, bloody, cherry, yoji-chan, miro aww, thank you guys :*
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  38. Girls... Thank you for posting the pics *__* Nezu...even with bedhead...still beautiful sweetie, no way around it DarkDjinn53 that painting was amazing, thank you for showing us and also your beautiful picture What Bloody, crazy bangs or not you still look gorgeus dear (loving your glasses.... *___*) Chena i know it's kind of scary to post our picture around, however i do believe in this community and in everyone's kindness and warmness, i would love to see how you look like... Bet you look lovely no matter what... It's a way for us to know the face behind the words and i think it's great
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  39. @Nezu and DarkDjinn You two look soo good~! *_* Well,here another photo of me ^^'' (I actually took it few minutes ago XD) :
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  40. I really like this image of Ciel X Sebastian
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  41. Hello, Before anything... I am so sorry about being so late... I was really really sick and to be honest i didn't have no will or appetite to write a single word... However i managed to end 22nd chap today... Hope you guys like it Enjoy ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ “ Say… explain why the fuck you so mad, your eye balls are about to explode… I just asked somethin’ I wanna know from ya…” Two hours ago, and since his conversation with Toshiro, Shouji’s mind went swimming back and forth with that stupid fucking idea that remained stabbing him like a sharp deathly knife over and over again… Could that be for real?! The guy that almost killed him by rapping him, was really and truly worried and even caring for him?! No fucking way in a freaking bloody hell!! That’s what was poking Shouji at the time… Well fastest way to have some peace of mind would be to go directly at the source and just make him spit it out… With that said Shouji didn’t even think that shit straight, went right into the devils room, which he found empty… “Shit… Did he go out again?! I got to ask him this, no way I’ll be going around this without an answer…” In that moment, a click was heard and the devil himself stood in front of Shouji wearing a small towel in front of his privates, bearing that huge naked body still dripping wet from coming out of the bath… That stirred weird things in Shouji… How come some naked guy’s body could mess him up even the slightest? To make matters worse, the feeling he might actually “matter” to that same guy was making him feel his insides twist and burn, and shit that just wasn’t normal… “The hell you’re doing here?!” The will to say something was overwhelming, but since looking at Kai was showing itself a hard task, the first word took more time to come out than Shouji expected… It sounded like he was staggering, and he couldn’t avoid the blushing and the nervousness the situation created… He felt hopeless for a moment there… “Punk… You there?! What is it? Dinner’s ready already?!” As soon as their eyes met, the blush almost became unbearable, and Shouji just shot. “Say, I’m i an important person to ya?!” Dropping that shit out like a bomb, made Kai stop drying his hair and just stand there looking at him, like he just said something so fucking outrageous it was unbelievable he actually said it! “What…?!” “I’m askin’ if ya think I’m important to ya… I mean, ya take care of me and shit, ya bought me nice clothes, shoes, and even want me to go study again, when I don’t even want too… But since you tellin’ me too I will cause I’m afraid you shoot me just cause I say no…you know…” Shouji kept babbling and babbling about stuff Kai didn’t even know what the hell was all that about, but in a second the afternoon situation came to his mind and the words the punk he sent to the underworld that same day kept echoing over and over…”Someone important… Someone important to you…” “Wait a fucking second there…” That shut Shouji up… “What the hell are you saying kid? That you’re important to me… Where the fuck did you hear that from?” “No one, I’m… I’m just askin’… If it ain’t true forget I ever said anythin’… Just never mind…” Somehow, and for some reason it was taking Shouji some trouble understanding, saying those last things really hurt him… So it really wasn’t like that huh?!... Kai didn’t think anything of him, it was just mercy… pity… A helping hand to a fucking looser that had nothing in this life… Even being a devil, Kai was just trying to help him finding some place in this world… And it was cool of course… So why it felt like it wasn’t enough? Why did it pain Shouji so much, that once again he was only a piece of crap to Kai? Was he only taking Kai’s kindness into consideration or more…? Was he looking for a safe place that only Kai could offer him, but giving nothing back, nothing in return? Or did he want to give him something? But what could a bum like him had to offer a king? Love?! What a ridiculous thought… Shouji gave up on love a long time ago.. He believed in it… But to suit others only. He would never meet love… He would never feel love or give it… However, his heart was screaming something rather opposite at the moment… “Well… Gonna help Mimori-san with dinner… It should be almost done, right? Just forget I said that shit, k?!” That was all the point! Kai couldn’t let go of the thought either… Shouji could be a bum, a bit slow at times but not stupid… Did the kid saw something he wasn’t able till that time to see? Did the fucking snake see something that was until then clouded to Kai’s eyes? The yakuza was becoming confused and his expression softened a bit… He took a good look at the Shouji’s small body, and gave it a little thought… Yes, he was being kind for no reason to the kid… Since not even hanky panky was going on… But he didn’t mind… He was ok with it as long as the kid’s alright… He felt the need to protect him… He did him enough harm, he was just paying back the evil things he did to him… Or not?! Taking another look at Shouji’s small frame while leaving his room, Kai thought, if Sayuri’s really truing to aim at that kid… What would Kai do… That was the answer… Kai snapped out of his thoughts, since Shouji’s death or harm made his chest pain so bad he wondered he was being stabbed again… What’s this? He likes the kid? Like… Like was wrong… He liked Toshiro too, he liked Mimori-chan too… But was about Shouji that made the feeling of his disappearance, just a simple injury just so fucking impossible to bear…? “Wait… Shou!” Shouji was stooped in his small shy steeps while leaving the room… What was this guy going to say now?! “Tell Mimori-chan I want dinner in my room”, or “Bring me my slippers…” or some weird shit he’s always coming up with… “Can you look at me… it’s just a moment…” Shouji’s heartbeat speed up like a bullet train in full speed… Again, he thought that best would be to just ignore it but there was no way not to feel the blood flowing and burning at the same time, so fast in all the veins in his body it was making him go dizzy… But he turned around… And in a fraction of a second he was in shock! He never saw, that face… He couldn’t recognize the man in front of him anymore… The feeling Kai was passing across was agonizing, like he needed to say, or do, something so important, so vital to his own survival it was impossible to let go… The face that screamed “I don’t know what to do…” reflected the personality hid so deep inside Kai, no one has ever seen it… Not even once… Never before! Desperation, mixed with the need to let across some sort of feeling so very tender… It was hanging on the verge of agony! “What… is it?!” The colour crimson was all over the place for Shouji, he wasn’t being able to endure looking at that man in that situation… He saw Kai the Yakuza Boss, he saw Kai the monster who rapped him, he saw Kai the cool guy around his turf and sort of friends, he saw Kai the killer, as soon as you mention Sayuri… But he never saw Kai, the fragile, the embarrassed, the breakable side of the man he thought a God for a second there… It was too much… What was he going to tell him, the name of the person who made him feel that way… The thing that makes him look so human, almost feels endearing… What was going to break Shouji’s heart again?! What will that man, who looked like he needed a tight hug, say to make him go off the edge…?! He didn’t want to know! But he would listen, so he could help him… So he could also give him a helping hand exactly like Kai was doing to him.. He had nothing else to give back, except for his support… And he wished, for the first time… he could be able to give him… Love… Foolish, crazy, stupid idea… But felt real, for the first time in his life… Second only to the love he felt for his mother… “Promise me you… won’t run…” “Why would I run…” “Just… Say if…” “What…” “If I told you that… that you…” And even if it looked impossible… Shouji’s heart was on a run… listening Kai addressing him… “…what about…me..?” “I like you…” “I like you too man… I mean, ya help an’shit…i… like you a lot…too…” “NO!! No… I mean… sorry… SHIT! This is so fucking unbelievable… Anxiety took over Shouji… He kept asking… He kept begging… His eyes were fooling him and tears just started falling, with no command whatsoever from him… “What is it…tell me…” “I…” “Just… tell me…” He was starting to choke… He felt restrained with large strong ropes tying him to the place he was standing… But he wanted to break them off, he want to free himself… But he knew, it wasn’t Shouji the one who could destroy them… Kai would have to save him… Kai would have to come and free him from the dark, miserable life he led, and would continue to live if not for him… And again… Shouji begged… “PLEASE JUST SAY IT….” “I love you…” The ropes vanished, the chains broke… The darkness lifted giving room to the light to fill Shouji’s heart so much he thought he was reborn all over again… He ran over to the man standing few feet away from him and threw himself right into his arms, which was were he belonged…. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ I'll try finish the other chap fast fast so i can compensate you guys for my latness Big hug, and thank you for reading :***
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  42. Realism samurai doodle thing (: Time: 1 hour (50 minutes) Song: Album TOXIC by GazettE I used xD Inspiration: I HAVE NO IDEA!? HAKUOKI MAYBE!?!? My own comment: "Dear people who will see this, don't comment about the ugly made background xD my first time... LOL I suck at it -_- Photo: Click for bigger. [ATTACH=CONFIG]12220[/ATTACH] Hope you like it,
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  43. Just a WIP of my manga... It fails alot though... -so tired-
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  44. Just a drawing cause I finished watching Utapri. I totally adore Shou xD,
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  45. CAUUUSEEEHHHH REEEIIIII IS A DAMN CUTIEEHH;3 you asked for it LOL.
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  46. Kokoro Kikai by Sumomo Yumeka
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  47. Mitsu No Tsumatta Joushi, by Kamon Saeko. --
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  48. Koi wa Maiorita by Ajimine Sakufu
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  49. My favorite manga from Asou Kai. Decent plot, slow paced romance, adorable characters (Yoshi, Naoki and Chizu) and, as always, Asou presents us with more than lovely art work. Thank you for the post. (: Download Sorenari ni Shinken Nandesu Download on Mediafire | Volume 1 | Volume 2 |
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