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Alternative Titles: Junjou; Pure Heart; 純情; Partners Country: Japan Subtitles: English Released: 04 Sep, 2010 Duration: 78 minutes Director: Satoshi Kaneda Cast: Tochihara Rakuto (Tozaki Keisuke) Takahashi Yuuta (Kurata Shousei) Summary: Tozaki, a writer coincidentally meets the former classmate whom he had his first crush on, Kurata. After an evening of drinking together, Tozaki admits that he used to be attracted to Kurata. Watch Junjou Pure Heart Online: Junjou [Pure Heart] Download Junjou Pure Heart: Sendspace DepositFiles ~English translation by YaoiOtaku~ Translator: Saga Raw: Midori Timing & encoding: Key For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

So, everyone got 1000 points, Belita 5000 points, we are waiting for you to tell us how you'd like the set to be and of course, congrats!

Seeing the drops on the window is so nostalgic, like I'm seeing the tears in your eyes. These rainy days, they could be so romantic, but for me they are the thing that make me cry. Remembering our first meet, like it was yesterday. This happy face which you made, like you was a child, like you didn't know, how painful this world could be, how much pain could you feel, seeing the reality, the reality which you thought was a nightmare, the reality which separated us for ever. Ah that innocent and pure eyes, searching for a new life, thinking that everything is like in a fairytale. But yeah,you're other person now. Your pureness disappeared with my betrayal, with the stupidly mistake which I made, the mistake that made us break up. Ah these rainy days are so beautiful, but it would be better, if they didn't sound so sad. It would be better if I didn't cry now.

Hi everyone, after a lot of thinking and debating, I finally decided on the winner, but before announcing it i shall explain the criteria I got to choose this POTM's winner. I looked over everyone's profiles and made a short list with the final ones and trust me it wasn't a short . The next step was to choose 3 profiles, after nominating only one from those 3. I must say i asked Key's opinion this time, as it was very hard to chose only one... The winner's profile simple, colorful and feels so alive. Has great taste and each picture used to decorate it fits each corner. I also kept in mind the creativity of the profile and if: ~the writing was readable ~the colors weren't too intense to mind the eyes of the viewer ~everything blended together November's POTM Winner is: The winner will get 5000 points + a set [signature+avatar] made by me. Please post here what you'd like: [b][color="mediumturquoise"]Size of signature: Text: Theme/Stock if you have a picture: Color theme and other observations:[/color][/b] All participants will get the promised 1000 points, please don't ask Key why you got them, just read this announcement and enjoy it! The Next POTM will have the theme X'Mas and probably i will give a bonus myself using my own points, so make sure you won't miss it ^_^ Thank you for participating!

Original name: Himekoi Manga ALT. names: ヒメコイ (KUJOU Aoi), 秘密的恋情, Hime Koi, Himekoi - Penetrate Written by: Kujou Aoi Drawn by: Kujou Aoi Original run: 2010 Description: Dramatic boy's love comic. Manga-type: Manga Published by: Gentosha Group(s) Scanlating: Status: 1 Volume (Complete) Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: School Life,Romance, Drama Categories: Love Triangle, Unrequited Love Main Characters: - Recommendations: Antique Bakery dj - Hatsukoi Read Himekoi Online Himekoi Download link removed by scanlator's request

Thanks guys XD About the set, i don't really know for now, i'll think about it then i'll tell you Once again thank you It's all thanks to you guys (Key and Elly) that we manage to have this much fun

Novel Titles: Yokozawa Takafumi No Baai - Sekai-ichi Hatsukoi Author/Circle: Nakamura Shungiku, Fujisaki Miyako Release Year: 2011 Genre: Yaoi Plot: Yokozawa Takafumi is in the midst of heartbreak after being rejected by his one-sided love, Takano Masamune. Will things look up for poor Yokozawa once he crosses paths with Kirishima Zen, the head editor of a shounen manga magazine, who also happens to have a young daughter? Download Yokozawa Takafumi no Baai BL Novel: Vol 1-4 Vol 5 For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Shibararetai [縛られたい] Mangaka: IMAMOTO Jion Genre: Yaoi, Historical, Romance, School Life Length: 1 Volume (7 Chapters) Scanlator: Nakama Summary: During the Edo era, as the successor of a famous store, Seijirou was publicly considered as a total playboy, but secretly, he's keeping an eye on the school's teacher, Toshinoshin. Under the pressure of his family and a forced omiai, he confesses to Toshinoshin, but he never expected that Toshinoshin was actually a wolf in sheep's clothes! Read Shibararetai Online: Shibararetai Download: Shibararetai For download reupload requests, please post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Shujii Type: Manga Mangaka: Sadahiro Mika Related Series : Innai Kansen [Prequel] Status in Home Country: Complete (1 Volume) Scanslation Status: Completed by FantasyShrine Other Title(s): 主治医, You are a Physician in Charge whom I Love Genre(s): Drama, Yaoi, Romance Summary: From Fantasyshrine: Due to an accident, which caused his memory loss, Tomoya doesn’t remember his family nor his lover, Iori. However, it never changed Iori’s love for Tomoya! As Tomoya’s primary physician, Iori brought Tomoya to the U.S. for treatment, as well as a new start for their future… Read Shujii Online: Shujii Download Shujii Manga: Download link removed upon scanlator's request

Shingakkou -Noli me tangere- is the latest PIL/SLASH game and the title means "Seminary - Don't touch me" The action of the game is set in an boarding-school style seminary in the mountains of England after WWII. System Requirements: 　OS: WindowsXP/Vista/7 　CPU: 1GHz minimum, 2GH recommended) 　RAM (for XP): 256MB minimum, (512MB recommended) 　RAM (Vista/7): 512MB minimum, 1GB recommended) 　DirectX: 7.o+ Note: The size of the game is huge... 6GBs Download Shingakkou ~Noli me tangere~ Yaoi Game: Part 01 Part 02 Part 03 Part 04 Part 05 Part 06 Part 07 Part 08 Part 09 Part 10 Part 11 Part 12 Part 13 Part 14 Part 15 Part 16 Part 17 Part 18 Part 19 Part 20 For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Life Is Beautiful - The Sequel Country: South Korea (with English hardsub) Director: Jung Eul Young Cast: Song Chang Ui as Tae Sub Lee Sang Woo as Kyung Soo Synopsis: The love story between Tae Sub and Kyung Soo continue in this compilation from episodes 21 to 40. It seems that most of Tae Sub’s family members could accept his relationship with Kyung Soo but there are still obstacles especially from Kyung Soo’s Mother and Tae Sub's Youngest Uncle. Since Tae Sub move out from the family’s house, he and Kyung Soo are trying to adjust their lives together and spending more time with each other discussing about their current and future life. Download Life is Beautiful Movie Download - Mediafire (thanks to musss77): Life is Beautiful - The Sequel Join with HJSplit First part here: Life is Beautiful - The Beginning Third part here: Life is Beautiful - The Last Part For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Sekai-ichii Hatsukoi Anime Season 1 The first season of Sekai Ichii Hatsukoi Anime with engsub by Horrible Subs and Crunchyroll *thanks them a lot* Alt. Titles: 世界一初恋; Sekai-ichi Hatsukoi; Sekaiichi Hatsukoi ~Onodera Ritsu no Baai~ Genre: Comedy, Romance, Shounen Ai, Yaoi Plot: Ritsu Onodera, a young editor has just transferred from his father's publishing company to Marukawa Shoten. Although he has no experience or interest in it, he is assigned to the shoujo manga department. Even more, he has an awful impression of his editor in chief, Masamune Takano. However, soon he realizes that Masamune Takano is actually Saga, his senpai and high school love... Watch Sekai-ichii Hatsukoi Season 1 Online (HD Quality): Sekai-ichii Hatsukoi Season 1 Online Watch Sekai-ichii Hatsukoi Season 2 Online (HD Quality): Sekai-ichii Hatsukoi Season 2 Online Download Sekai-ichii Hatsukoi Anime: Season 1: Ep.01 Ep.02 Ep.03 Ep.04 Ep.05 Ep.06 Ep.07 Ep.08 Ep.09 Ep.10 Ep.11 Ep.12 Season 2: Ep.01 Ep.02 Ep.03 Ep.04 Ep.05 Ep.06 Ep.07 Ep.08 Ep.09 Ep.10 Ep.11 Ep.12 OVA's: OVA.01 OVA.02 Season 1 Mirror: Episode 1 Episode 2 Episode 3 Episode 4 Episode 5 Episode 6 Episode 7 Episode 8 Episode 9 Episode 10 Episode 11 Episode 12 OVA 1 OVA 2 For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO StaffWatch Sekai-ichii Hatsukoi Season 1 Online (HD Quality): Sekai-ichii Hatsukoi Season 1 Online

Ressa no Rakuen Official Website is here: http://www.vividcolor.jp/vc/nessa/nessa_01.htm Released in 2010 summer. Its all in japanese. Please use game translator if needed Please use Daemon Tool (or any type of image-mounting tools) to install the game. Cast: ウィル(Will) voiced by Kaji Yuki ハキム(Hakim) voiced by Maeno Tomoaki アシュラフ(Ashraf) voiced by Nojima Kenji カリム(Karim) voiced by Hatano Wataru Download Link (MF), thanks to Chiakaiyuki: Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 ENJOY BL:hamtaro-005 (8): Nessa no Rakuen > walkthrough For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Associated Names: 好きかもしれない; Maybe I Like You; Suki ka mo Shirenai; Suki Kamoshirenai Author: YAMAKAMI Riyu Status in Country of Origin: 2 Volumes (Complete) Genre: Yaoi Plot Summary: Is the astronomy club actually a black hole of love?! Haruki has drifted into the club, but the senpais there are all weirdoes... (SL) Read Suki Kamoshirenai Online: Suki Kamoshirenai Download Suki Kamoshirenai vol 01 ch 01 Suki Kamoshirenai vol 01 ch 02 Suki Kamoshirenai vol 01 ch 03 For download reupload requests, please post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

This is really hard for me. I have a list of favourite yaoi mangaka. So no pressure. Here's my list (not in this order): Itsuki Kaname Yamato Nase Shungiku Nakamura Tori Maia Sadahiro Mika Yamane Ayano Nangoku Banana

Original name: 17 Sai no Hisoka na Yokujou Manga ALT. names: 17 sai no Hisoyaka na Yokujou 17岁的秘密欲情 17才の密かな欲情 17歲的秘密欲情 Secret Love of 17 Years Old Original run: 2008 Description: “It’s fine if our hearts aren’t connected”, that is what Takamura sensei thought when he confessed to his student, Rin. But after a few times of bodily contact, Takamura started to desire Rin’s heart. Will Rin open himself up and accept Takamura? Manga-type: Manga Written by: Takaku Shouko Drawn by: Takaku Shouko Published by: Core Magazine Group(s) Scanlating: Attractive Fascinante Status: Complete Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: Mature, School Life, Yaoi Categories: Megane, School Life, Teacher - Student, Unrequited Love Main Characters: Takamura, Rin Recommendations: Hitomi no Giwaku, Dokusenyoku Read 17 Sai no Hisoka na Yokujou Online 17 Sai no Hisoka na Yokujou Download link: Download link removed by scanlator's request

Title: BOY Country: Philippines Language: Tagalog with English hardsub Main Actors: Aeious Asin as Boy; Aries Pena as Aries SYNOPSIS: Boy is a funny and touching story of a young poet who falls in love with a macho dancer. The boy, who is unnamed, visits a gay bar for the first time to observe lip-synching drag-queens and dancing rent-boys and finds himself smittened to Aries, one of the boys who dances in the bar. Young and not well-off, the boy wants to rent Aries but could not afford it. He decides to sell his comic book collection and returned to rent the dancer and take him home for New Year's Eve. The two forge an intimate connection that neither of them is certain will last. Download Boy BL Movie Link (Open with VLC Player) For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Upload by request Here is Junjou Romantica Koi no Dokidoki Daisakusen CG Pack: Download: SendSpace [updated 27/08/2013] For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Tonari no Jijou Author: SUZUKURA Hal Genre: Yaoi, Comedy, Romance, Slice of Life Length: 1 Volume - Complete Summary: That day, Miyata, who is still preparing for his university exam, got home and found not his brother, but an unknown man. That man, Shirai, has just moved into the neighbourhood. He looks at Miyata's messy test sheets and offers, "Shall I teach you?" With his airy smile and nearly perfect self, Shirai forcefully becomes Miyata's private tutor... and Miyata slowly becomes interested in Shirai... Read Tonari no Jijou online: Tonari no Jijou Download (MediaFire) EDIT: Download link removed due to scanlator's request

Title: It Seems to Rain Country: Taiwan Plot: Kuan, a teenage high school boy is struggling to find his identity as homosexual. His girlfriend seems to understand something's wrong and tries to help him... Download It Seems To Rain Movie: Part 1: 4Shared Part 2: 4Shared Part 3: 4Shared Part 4: 4Shared *Download all parts and join them with HJSplit* For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Tokyo Aristocrat Company: Fusyro Mini Rating: 18+ Year: 2005 Platform: PC Size: approx. 50MB Download Tokyo Aristocrat Yaoi Game: Link Mirror Link How to download For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

The users who will collect a card from each level (1 to A) will receive a surprise card The users who will collect a card from each level from the Manga Characers category, will receive a surprise card with a manga character, while those who collect the cards with actors, will receive a surprise card with a BL actor.

Kuroshitsuji Sono Shitsuji, Koukatsu CG Pack Mediafire For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Original name: Hachimitsu no Aji Manga ALT. names: 蜂蜜の味, Taste of Honey Written by: Kojima Katsura Drawn by: Kojima Katsura Original run: 2007 Description: A collection of one shots. A forbidden relationship between a sensei and a student connected by chocolates and jazz, a couple who has yet to see the importance of each other's existence as a blessing, a May-December relationship connected by Millefeuille and strawberries, one who struggled to accept his own sexual preference, another who's trying to find peace with himself while carrying the burden of work, love and family and one who finally decided to go for what he wanted. 6 beautiful stories to bring you through the ups and downs of life and love, complete with humor and sweetness. Manga-type: Manga Published by: Tokyo Mangasha Group(s) Scanlating: Attractive Fascinate Status: 1 Volume (Complete) Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: Comedy, School Life Categories: Megane, Teacher-Student, Co-Workers Recommendations: Endorphin Machine, Dorei Kyoushi!!, Hizamazu Ai ni Kogareru, Hanasaku Koi no Yoru Ake Read Hachimitsu no Aji Online Hachimitsu no Aji Download link removed by scanlator's request

Original name: Hisho wa Shachou ni Kudokareru Manga ALT. names: 秘書は社長に口説かれる, Kataomoi no Nouki Written by: Takakura Tomoko Drawn by: Takakura Tomoko Original run: 2005 Description: 1) In Secretary Kanzaki's eyes, President Shijou is a rich flirtatious guy! Having a good appearance and outstanding working abilities, there are no shortage of suitors for the President, either male or female. So why has he never seriously loved someone before? Could there be a reason? 2) Kataomoi no Nouki In the middle of the busiest time of work, Mura realizes he loves his chain-smoking boss, Shima (Shijou's brother), and confesses to him! How will Shima take the news? 3) Couples 1 and 2 meet in a bar on Christmas Eve. How will things turn out? Get your mind out of the gutter. 4) Shibata has no luck with women, his latest girlfriend just broke up with him after three months. Maybe coworker Toudou can change his bad luck streak? 5) Wakatsuki and Aihara are a dynamic work team. But Aihara is interested in more than just a business partnership. 6) Amane's lover Keigo is very jealous. Will he drive Amane away with his possessiveness? 7) Spoiled young man is being groomed to take over his family company. His ruthless secretary will make sure he's up to the job. Manga-type: Manga Published by: Aoba Shuppan Group(s) Scanlating: Dangerous Pleasure Status: 1 Volume (Complete) Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: Drama Categories: Megane, Co-workers, Heir Main Characters: Kanzaki, Shijou, Mura, Shima, Wakatsuki, Aihara, Amane, Keigo Adaptations available: N/A Recommendations: Mitsuiro Pancake, Shanai Renai Style, Seishun Playback, Fuhoni! Related Series: Kataomoi no Nouki (Side Story) Download Hisho wa Shachou ni Kudokareru Manga: http://www.mediafire.com/?yzuyytynw1z Read Hisho wa Shachou ni Kudokareru Online Hisho wa Shachou ni Kudokareru For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Seito Kaichousama no Pet Author: Kojima Katsura Plot: Nizaki Eito was just about to sneak back into the dorm after finishing his part-time job when he ran into the student council president, Fujima. Because it was against the school rules, Nizaki agreed to become Fujima’s pet. When Nizaki started to get really popular, Fujima got jealous and decided to let go of him. However, Nizaki threatened Fujima instead and wanted Fujima to become his pet. Was it for love or for revenge? Related Series: Tenohira no Ondo (Side Story) http://www.yaoiotaku.com/forums/threads/3519-Tenohira-no-Ondo-by-KOJIMA-Katsura(eng)?p=55247#post55247 Genre: School Life, Yaoi Read Seito Kaichousama no Pet Manga Online: Seito Kaichousama no Pet Download Seito Kaichousama no Pet Manga: EDIT: Link removed due to the scanlator's request.

Title: Tenohira no Ondo Mangaka: KOJIMA Katsura Alt. names: King's Slave, Seito Kaichou-sama no Pet, Seito Kaichousama no Petto, Tenohira no Ondo, Seito Kaichousama no Pet Plot: Daisuke's been acting troubled at work lately, and is always being called to the HR department. His childhood friend Motoki wants to find out why, but when he asks he receives an answer he wasn't expecting: Daisuke asks Motoki, "Can I kiss you?" Related Series: Seito Kaichousama no Pet (Main Story) http://www.yaoiotaku.com/forums/threads/3520-Seito-Kaichousama-no-Pet-by-KOJIMA-Katsura(eng)?p=55250#post55250 Groups Scanlating: Dangerous Pleasure Read Tenohira no Ondo Online: Tenohira no Ondo Download Tenohira no Ondo Manga: ----> Link For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

*hugs tightly* Bloody, dear girl, it's a very beautiful poem... gray colors in it.... very sad but full of feelings. You're improving a lot. Well done dear...

Beautiful poem, like the others said. Another sad poem but I have to recognize that is very well done..

I also like it. Sad but beautiful.

It's snowing... I took a picture from my room...

Iv'e had so little time to watch GV T.T But gonna go now ~ hot boys await ^^ I also want to thank paul for his help with the GV's ~ so thank youuu and I love COAT GIF's so much

@yojichan OMG we are all thinking the same...ahhahahahha this is the power of MisuShin fans!!! lol yeah it is indeed suspicious becoz they met at the same event multiple times but there's NONE pics of them AT ALL... remember Hayashi's birthday??? they even sat together but they never mention anything...==!!! and also if i dunno of u have this instinct becoz itz 'normal' for me to sense something like this even among my friends... but..could u feel the atmosphere between Taiki and Baba chan is different??? *slaps my head* Not just you...Takki is also my ideal type... He's not so talkative but in the same time his words is juz a mesmerizing things for girls..lol i dunno..he got that cool 'aura'...he's like a magnet tht could attract me anytime...hehehe OMFG!!!!!!!!! THANX FOR THE RP!!!!!!! IM SO SPEECHLESS!!!!!! it's HOT but in the same time full of emotions... I LOVE HOW U PLAYED WITH THE EMOTIONS!!!! it's really amazing...too amazing..*wipe my tears* shingyouji's feeling and desire plus Misu's 'blind' curiousity...gosh!!!! thanx so much!!!! gonna inform Pampai nee chan ASAP..

that's a lovely poem bloody, it was very touching..

46 .... @lotusflower Hope not

44........... !!!

you're ban for having a HWAT yaoi collection

@aleliavc if you wanna read novel side then http://www.yaoiotaku.com/forums/threads/4463-Yokozawa-Takafumi-No-Baai?p=60758#post60758 here . i'm not following sekai-ichi hatsukoi into there, not only there i meant as i said before dear aleliavc there is no new chapters of it atm soo you have to wait and hrmm i will pm you when the new chapter is out !! okay?

Very beautiful. This was my favorite part: A sad but beautiful poem...

im eating dessert milk pie i have to cook some rice for later today

- Tuesday November 29 2011, 12:36 - CHARACTERS: Ueda_Angel as MISU yojichan as SHINGYOUJI (guys i'll just assign color so you will know whose part we're playing) PURE SCENE: Clinic where Misu was taken after he collapsed. 'Misu watched as the doctor excused himself from the room to inform the headmaster 'his patient had woken up'. He really didn't see what the big deal was. A few hours rest and he would good as new. Looking around he noticed the room feeling rather empty; it was missing something or someone.' Shingyouji watched as the doctor walked out of the room. He felt a pang of guilt having not helped Misu when he collapsed. But seeing Sagara-senpai there froze him on his tracks. He closed his eyes and let out a deep sigh. His heart ached to see Misu again. He hoped he was asleep then maybe he won't have to dwell on what he has to say to him. Misu carefully set himself up in a sitting postion and sighed. He wondered if anyone had come to see him while he had still been asleep. Perhaps Shingyoshi had come early. Reaching over he picked up the provided glass of water to quench his thirst; but he knew he was craving more then just water. Shingyouji gently turned the door knob and entered the clinic. His eyes widened as he came face to face with Misu. He was sincerely hoping that he would still be resting and not awake like this. His eyes turned sorrowful and a bit embarrassed as he stood before him. Misu heard his door open and looked over to see Shingyoshi standing there. He could tell just by the expression on the other boys face the 2nd year did yet didn't want to be there. "Shingyoshi, so you did decide to come." He had to keep a smile from forming on his face. He had wanted to see his puppy so badly; puppy? Hmm yes that's what Shingyoshi was and Misu had to think of a treat for his puppy for obeying his orders. Shingyouji sensed the amused tone in Misu's voice and he wished he hadn't. It wasn't easy for him to just show up here despite his better judgement. Is he even aware about how I feel? Does he even know how worried I am for him? I'm the only one feeling this way after all. You never take me seriously. He sighed and pulled a chair to sit beside the bed. With a forced smile, "How are you feeling, Arata-san?" Misu could sense something off with his puppy and he was determined to find out what it is. "I'm fine Shingyoshi. I suppose I worked myself a little too much.' he admitted. Looking into the younger boy's eyes. "Shingyoshi, why are you here?" Now it was the younger man's turn to be amused with the question. "I just wanted to find out how you were. I saw you collapse by the stairs and Sagara-senpai attended to you right away and then you were taken here." He paused, the amusement fading away quickly from his eyes. Why the hell am I even here? I'm not what he needs. "Look, uhm...I didn't mean to bother you. You should be resting." His eyes looked at the bag intravenous fluid hanging near the bed. " I could go. I'm glad you're feeling a bit better now." Shingyouji stood up from the chair. Shingyoshi reached out and grabbed the other man by his wrist. "Shingyoshi sit down." He ordered a little too harshly then he had intended to. He waited for the younger boy to sit. His expression softened if only a little. "You didn't answer my question. Why are you here; at Shidou. Why of all schools did you have to come to this one?" He silently added. "Why did you have to enter my life and cause complete chaos? Shingyouji did not expect such a question coming from Misu. Why the sudden interest? Why only now? So many thoughts ran through his mind but he shook his head wearily. What difference would it make for him to know that? Misu barely told him anything about himself and now he wanted to find out about him just like that? How cruel. "Arata-san..I don't think it's the right time to be talking about such things. You really should take it easy now." His lips began to quiver. "I'm sorry. I never meant to be a bother. I just....well, Shidou has a good reputation and that's good enough for me to come here." Misu could tell he was upsetting his puppy but he had to know more. Now was the only time he could learn about his pet. "Shingyoshi, I never said you were a bother. Is it wrong for a upperclassmen to be curious about his kouhai?" He looked into his puppy's big brown eyes. "That day last year, you were crying. You never told me what caused your tears. I want to know." The image of his grandmother flashed in Shingyouji's mind. The voices of his bickering parents in his head. Such a weight he wished he could unburden so easily. He was staring at the wooden floor in silence. His right thumb rubbing softly over his left thumb. A mere upperclassman's curiosity with his kouhai. That's all there really was between them after all. "I thought I was not gonna pass the entrance exams, that's all." He replied sadly. Misu reached out and took a hold of the younger boy's hand and brought it up to his lips. His eyes focused on Shingyoshi's wide ones as he gently pulled the boy towards him. "I knew you didn't cheat. I saw your paper after the exam was over. You're grades were among the highest of all the examinees." He pulled the boy even closer to him. " I never did give you your reward for doing such a fine job." Any closer and there would be no space between them. A small smile etched on Shingyouji's lips. "You told me your name. That's reward enough for me." He looked down at Misu's hand over his. What a sweet torture this is, he thought. One moment you could be so cold and then you could be so gentle like this the next. But Shingyouji also knew that it was best to relish such rare moments of closeness. Even for a while he can pretend that all Misu could see right now was him. Just him. And tomorrow, who knows? Perhaps Sagara-senpai is the only one who can really make this man happy. The only one Misu would ever smile so readily and easily. Not for him. All he had was this moment. It should be enough. Misu smirked. "Telling you my name was your reward for making into the school I say you deserve something for being true to your word and not cheating. But I want you to tell me what you want." I WANT YOU TO BE MINE! Shingyouji's mind screamed but he elicited a chuckle instead. "Arata-san.....just this once...let me kiss you?" He knew he was being bold with such a request. He was never the one to initiate a kiss despite how desperately he desired. Only Misu called the shots at such intimate encounters and all he could do was succumb to it. Misu knew that request was coming a mile away. He traced his thumb along the younger boy's cheek and looked into his eyes. "You should be more demanding and just do what you want. I'm not going to give you this chance again Shingyoshi. So you better take it before I change my mind." As expected as always of Misu. Shingyouji smiled amusingly. Even at his own request, it was classic of Misu to still take the reins of this intimacy. But such thoughts were best put aside for now. He should be grateful. He should be happy even if his heart was breaking. He slowly closed his eyes and gently leaned forward to kiss the man he's ever loved. Misu accepted the kiss and for once allowed Shingyoshi to be the dominant one. He wanted to see just how much control the other boy would take if given the chance. True Misu liked bein in control but there was that rare time when he liked to be the one who was being controlled. Of course he would never outwardly admit to it. A shiver ran down his spine as his lips touched Misu's. The stillness of the room around them. The deafening silence of it all and all he could hear was the gentle clicks of the kiss exchanged. He didn't want to drown in the kiss. He didn't want to think he was taking advantage of a man who just a few hours ago collapsed right in front of him. This wasn't a kiss borne out of frustration. He just wanted to kiss Misu with the vain hope that he loves him. Misu could taste the hesitation on the younger boy's lip and he reached out to grasp the back of Shingyoshi's neck. He broke the kiss long enough to sa. "I gave you your chance Shingyoshi." With that he recaptured the other boys lips with his own deepening the kiss and holding his pet closer to him. He knew there was a chance the doctor could come in at anytime but he didn't care. He wanted something and he was allowing himself to have it. Shingyouji clutched on Misu's shoulders. His eyes squeezed shut from the pressure of the deepening kiss. He did not expect that Misu would react in such a way but who was he to complain? He loved him with all his heart, that much is true. And each kiss they shared occupied a special place in his heart and mind. Misu wanted this to last forever. But he wouldn't freely admit that. He deepened the kiss even more sitting up at the same time. But he broke it off seconds later when he heard footsteps coming from outside the door. Shingyouji's eyes opened wide as his ears perked up to the approaching footsteps on the wooden floor. His heart was still beating wildly as he quickly stood up and nervously raked his hair with his fingers. His face flushed from the kiss. His eyes watching the door and waiting for it to open and then towards Misu. His breathing matching the speed of his heartbeat. Misu was calm and cool as could be and it showed on his features despite his fatigued appearance. "3..2...1" The door opened after a short knock and the doctor entered the room. "Ah Shingyoshi-kun you best be getting tohour dorm room curfew is not too far off." He looked at Misu. "Misu-kun you you'll stay here overnight for observation then I will release you for classes tomorrow if all is well." Misu nodded. "Understood." "Hai, sensei. I guess I'll see you around, Arata-san. Take care." Shingyouji bowed slightly to both men and quietly left the clinic. Misu watched as his pet left the room and turned his face away from the doctor. The man was not on his favorites list right now. He had interrupted something that should have lasted longer. Oh well he would hold on to what he had been given. -fin-

Il-woo was very cute in this series. Nice story with different kinds of love. it it worth to watch.

Hi hi Just finished part 13 Enjoy Shouji “I woke up, donn’ ask after how long cause i donn’remember shit… Hearing a fucking bip, bip it was startin’ to make my head hurt like hell, and keepin’ my eyes shut wasn’t helping at all. I guess waking up and call the bastard now would be bad, right? And he’s probably still pissed as hell with me too... I mean.... Fucking bastard!! What did i do to deserve that? I wish i could kick his ass so badly right now... Doin’ that shit to me, like some kinda punishment for somethin’ i can’t even understand... What the fuck happen’? Why was he so pissed when i just got lost in that fucking huge place and that weird guy helped me out... I just don’t get it… It’s pointless to try figuring out what’s goin’ on in that bastard’s head... He’s even weirder than the kimono guy... That place it’s a fucking maniac house... And just what is he plannin’ to do with me now...? I mean... He got what he wanted right? Now what?! Am i gonna be around to serve his fucking “highness”, or am i goin’ to go back to the streets... What the fuck....MORE importantly... If i stay here, am i gonna be done like this every time? I’m gonna die soon the way things are goin’... And.... Do i really want this? Shouldn’t i just scrap? I mean, two days and i already got screwed, i got pain all over my fucking body... I feel like i’m more dead than alive right now... Fuck... Now that i think about it... Am i alive?! I mean... I remember i pass out... cause it was hurting a fucking lot... an then... Nothin’…. Shit... i’m dead? Well, guess that was it for me... Shit i didn’t live long... I mean... i guess i was like, expecting it, right? Junk like me don’t last much...” ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------- For some reason, Shouji who gave up being sentimental a long time ago, couldn’t manage the feeling of wanting to cry his eyes out to stop... There was too much shit making him like that, more than he could handle, right now... Trusting the yakuza, and kind of expecting something from him, but that something was the total opposite of all this... Those were the main catalysts... It was hard, the kid always had it rough, but who knows maybe he could have it a little easier if he could manage to do a good job for the yakuza. Having had a miserable life not even worth mentioning, a bastard for a father, the death of his mother... All together, was quite a fucking heavy baggage to keep dragging... So why not think, that if he was really dead, it was for the best? I mean, no more sadness, hard-ships... No more getting beaten, starving, smelling... To sum it up... No more pain... Wouldn’t it really be better like this? ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------- “Shut th’a fuck up... You ain’t dead! At least not yet...” If the kid wasn’t dead at the time he certainly could have died from a heart attack, after Kai spoke. Standing up against a wall, looking at the door with a cold stare, he spoke again… “How ar’ya feelin’?” Still looking at the door while speaking at Shouji, he wasn’t showing a remorseful, not even concerned expression... More like an “i don’t give a shit” one... That pained Shouji. The kid looked around and realized he was at some sort of hospital room... White stuff everywhere, a bunch of machines, the guilty ones of making that fucking sound that woke him up, and the yakuza, standing at the wall facing Shouji’s bed. He was looking at the door like if nothing important was lying there, right in front of him. Shouji felt the urge to get up and break each and single one of his bones but only the slight attempt to move made his entire body scream... “Fuck...” “Don’t move. Ya have a bunch of stitches and the doc says it’s not good for ya to move around.” “Oh really... And don’tya have anythin’ to say to me?!” “Me...? No.” “Really? Ya really don’t have shit to tell me? Ouch…” “Ya shouldn’t talk, it’ll hurt more.” “Who’s fucking fault is it... So stop pretending like ya give a shit.” “Fair enough... Listen kid, i won’t admit i’m wrong, cause you were fuckin’ askin’ for it... But i better just let ya go, right... Some shit like this might happen’ again and I’ll end up killin’ ya next time, and ya just not worth th’a trouble...” Shouji was already waiting for this... But still made him so freaking miserable, like he was expecting something he could never ever have, but still wished he could. He wanted to lavish out to the yakuza, for fucking promising him shit he wasn’t going to keep... But what right did he have to do so? He was a thing that, after used can be thrown away... A mere possession that could be turn to ash if he wished so... Shouji grabbed the pure white sheet, with a blazing rage growing inside of him, but all he could do, was to do nothing at all. In order not to let his true feelings show he played the game he was suppose to be playing, and sighed... He thought, at least it wasn’t for long… If it did, it might have been worse… So this, truly is, all for the best… “Yeah.. You’re right. As soon as i can fucking move, i ain’t gonna show my ugly mug to’ya anymore, so no worries...” “Yeah... I guess it’s better...” “Yeah… Hum, can you just step out for a bit i mean... I’m tired, i wanna sleep a bit more...” “Can’tya do that with me here, i mean you managed to do so till now...” “Please, just get out... And thanks for everything again... Ya wann’ed to give me a chance and it just didn’t work out right... Just… thanks anyway...” “........” “............” It became silent, the yakuza didn’t left the room, and the air became heavier than ever before... For the first time since Shouji woke up, he finally looked at him, eyes cold, somehow seemingly angry… That wasn’t fair. Even after all that shit, looking at the eyes of that guy still managed to make Shouji feel weak, and it was starting to break Shouji’s resolve of just letting go. He knew it was going to be like this. He was expecting nothing less, so why was it so hard to just let go? It surely wasn’t because of the nice treatment he was receiving from the guy… He almost killed him. Trying to find the answers to troublesome things, was becoming a pain in the ass habit, and if before Shouji didn’t have to think a lot to deal with his usual shit , right now his brain was, like is body, screaming in pain for being overworked… “Do ya really wanna go? What if I promise I’ll never touch’ya again? What if I hire ya as a maid or something? “A maid, ar’ya fucking joking with me or somethin’, do I look like a chick?!” “I didn’t mean it like that… I was talkin’ about ya do the shit around th’a house, helpin’ Mimori-chan with the stuff, ya know… Cleaning and cooking and stuff…” That was a double surprise for Shouji. The first was, fuck… No screaming, no shouting, no calling names… Now that’s really a first… The second was no less, giving the trash a job?! Where the hell was this coming from, was he again, promising shit he couldn’t keep…? Only one way to found out… But first, let’s giving it a little rough… “Cleaning…and cooking?! Are you trying to fool me again so that in no time you jump on my ass again…?” “Like I said… Cleaning and cooking, so sex, or anything alike involved…” “Really?!” “Really…” “Does Mimori-chan agrees with it? She doesn’t like me much ya know… Even though I clean and cook nicely enough, I don’ think she’s gonna say yes…” “Forget about that shit, I’m the Boss, and I’m th’a one who tell her what to do… Got it?” “First talk to her… Then… I’ll think about it…” “Have it your way then…” Kai left the room, and somehow with a strangely relived look on his face… Whatever his intentions were, Shouji decided to give him a chance, besides it meant, a warm bed and food everyday… If he could skip the hanky-pantsy it should be ok… So why not.?! Leaving Shouji to rest a bit more, Kai left the room with a lighter attitude than before as soon as he got out the door, Dr. Hisaki was expecting him… “So… How did it go?!” “He said he’ll think about goin’ home if the old hag say’s it’s ok…” “And you… What do you think about doing now?” “Like I know shit… I’ll just do what I told him I’ll do… no touching and shit… He’ll be just a maid or something…” “Pervert like I know you are that idea couldn’t please you more, but if you wish to gain his trust again, don’t do anything like last time, he was really lucky, he got away with a few stitches… Kai, if you, in someway have any kind of feelings for that kid, show them in some other way for now, ok…?” “Shut up doc… I know…” ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Hope you guys liked it Big kiss, thanks for reading :**

Shiki/Akira Shiki

I think its my turn to show mine,..Kinda shy though,..^__^.V, but hope you like it!!Though I aint that good looking!!Im such a monster!!O_____O, ----------------------------------------------------------

im glad you shared your story because yaoi stories often perpetuate the idea that gay relationships are immaculate. as for the topic of the thread: all of my guy friends are either bi or gay. i have gay relatives and acquaintances as well; there are also a lot of gay people in my state lol

I'd be happy to see the Gazette live, to get an autograph from Aoi, and to earn lot of money )

. .that's kinda interesting story, and yah, was that a series??? (i guess, yes ) . .reincarnation but the spirit is aware even if she's just only a soul, nice

or, in an already created thread: hope this 'll help :cuteonion53: