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ATTENTION DAISUKE, MAO, BABA FANS I don't know if you guys already downloaded the VISUALBOY VOL. 4 BRUSH backstage shooting. Here are the links anyway. To save your space, see if you already seen them - Preview: 1. Mao 2. Daisuke X Baba ?????????????? Did you guys see these? I never did. Hmmmmm, Dai x Baba!! auhuAAGIUJLIFUEhfAKADKJ ARRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH I LOVE THEM!

@Bridget - very nice I have to say that I now must to move to Brazil, here are just a few of my reasons why... David Jensen Arthur Sales Renato Ferreira Francisco Lachowski Bernardo Velasco Marlon Teixeira Reinaldo Berthoti

Top cosplay porno purveyors TMA have released a “BL” cosplay parody AV (i.e. a title featuring only men having sex with other men) for the fujoshi demographic – although whether this notoriously discriminating demographic will accept mere 3D men sodomising each other is another matter. the promotional link: http://www.mediafire.com/?widitpiq3mhrxc1

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How the fuck are we suppose to know If I'm a monster the way you refuse to die How the fuck are we suppose to know If where in love or If we're in pain... Im a tightrope walker Can't find my circus Now I'm damaged beyond repair And your just a coffin of the someone I once knew No I'm buried with you You never said I'll end uplike this Or so.. You never said I'll end up like this No.. Sometims I dream Im an exerinating angel An executioner from hell Sent to give you give the sweetest death I know Call the grave and make our reseevations You neversaid I'll end up like this..

Take care of you my dear yoji. More Morita and Suzuki. I'm in heaven right now.

hello everyone! sorry i've been a no-show in the club. i'm really busy with my assignments. looks like i have PAGES again to go through to be able to catch up with what's happening around here. i miss you all. special mention to seren for sharing the Morita x Suzuki fanvid btw.. but here i would like to share this beautiful Morita x Suzuki fanvid specifically made by a dear friend Yuuchan (yunake) for me and dedicated it as well. i was the one who picked the song but she made everything else happen. i hope you enjoy. this is one of the inspirations for my story "Of Love and Loss" http://www.yaoiotaku.com/forums/threads/5468-Of-Love-and-Loss Watch Suzuki x Morita fanvid by Yunakel in Entertainment | View More Free Videos Online at Veoh.com

Nacho del Valle.. he's beautiful, cute... Gonzalo Colubi Matti Steiwieser Rodrigo Girao -sighs-

Evning....:Red_fox6:.... ......let me be a Santa for today.....:leaf12: to all my bunnies sisters on holidays from thread!!!.............. Taiki BabaxTaiki - LOVE YOU ONLY Pure slideshow :leaf3:

WTF DID I DOUBLE POSTED MY LAST POST *hide my face in the pillow* @Seren I think that is why there're japanese fans are making MisuShin fanvid now. They r showing their love. *maybe* Haiz~~i think if the director is still the same then there wont be any changes regarding the actors. But the biggest question now is whther the actors still want to continue their role. Im afraid that they refuse to continue bcoz of their rising popularity. I hope the actors are being loyal to us. *sigh* @SloanAkira I WANNA BE THE PRODUCER IS U'RE THE DIRECTOR!!! I put my trust on you!!!!! MAKE SURE ITZ HOT. I want to place them in the same room and i'll demand that BabaTaiki MUST ACT LIKE A LOVER infront or OFF the camera. Make sure of that Director-sama!!!! xDDD

JUNJOU ROMANTICA OST 1 Download JUNJOU ROMANTICA OST 2 Download

Sensitive Pornograph (uncensored) Anime Title: Sensitive Pornograph Written by: Ashika Sakura Genre: yaoi Number of Episodes: 1 - have 2 part Year : 2004 Plot: Part 1 : The story begins with Seiji Yamada (Voiced by: Kenichi Suzumura), a young shonen manga artist, who develops an affair with a fellow mangaka, who writes hentai, named Sono Hanasaki, who is also his favorite artist. The plot-line develops from Yamada mistaking Sono for a girl. After having discovered him to be a boy, Seiji still falls in love with him, and they have an intimate affair. Seiji becomes distraught when he learns of Sono's past tendencies of sleeping around, and for a time the two become separated. However, they eventually reconcile after Seiji learns of the emotional damage Sono has suffered as a result of being abandoned and used only for sex. Part 2 : The second part begins with Ueno, a student in college, who works part-time as a pet sitter, receiving an assignment to take care of a rabbit. Upon arriving at the specified address, looking for a rabbit named Aki-chan, he finds that there is no rabbit. Instead he discovers a young man bound, naked, in a closet, apparently a sex slave to the man who hired Ueno. Aki-chan is chagrined to realize that his lover/master has created a twist on a sexual thrill situation for himself - he has sent strangers to Aki-chan for sex before, but tricking someone into the apartment is a new twist. Aki-chan knows his master wants to watch from a distance while Aki-chan has sex with the duped Ueno. Explaining that his master will get mad if things don't go his way, and may even hurt Ueno, Aki-chan persuades him to have sex to ..... Download Sensitive Pornograph OVA: Download Watch Sensitive Pornograph Online (HD Quality): Sensitive Pornograph Online For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Love Impact (Yami No Matsuei doujin game) Rating: 16+ Compatibility: Windows Story: In this game, you play Tsuzuki-san and you must spend a day in Hisoka-kun's house. Everything you do and everything you say is important to get the good ending. Download Link: #SendSpace ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Title: Yami no Romance (Yami No Matsuei doujin game) Rating: 16+ Compatibility: Windows Story: In the game the player is Tsuzuki-san. You go to an amusement park with Tatsumi, Watari and Hisoka. Your objective is to get the romantic ending with the character you like, but you must take care of the things you say to them. If you want to get the good ending, you must choose the correct answer each moment. Download link: #SendSpace ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ IMPORTANT NOTE: Both games require that you install the RTP (Run Time Package) file first: ||UPDATED|| #SendSpace (Maker 2000) #SendSpace (Maker 2003) (Both these games are really cute and had me smiling the entire time ) For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

I don't know if there's already a thread about this, I didn't find one, so I made one. So, let's talk about No. 6 I love this anime! It's got great characters, plot twists, gut wrenching action, the two main boys are obviously in love with each other... It's intersting because it's shounen ai, but I don't think it's officially in the shounen ai/yaoi category. Anyway... AMV time! (SPOILERS) http://vimeo.com/38416055

Title: Katekyo! [Private Teacher!] Mangaka: MOEGI Yuu Genre: Yaoi, Comedy, Romance, School Life Length: 3 Volumes (Ongoing) Scanlator: Blissful Sin Summary: Rintarou is bothered by the throbbing of his heart caused by his teacher, Kaede for unknown reasons. One day, Rintarou finds out that he's actually in love with Kaede when he was receiving H punishment! But, without knowing Kaede's feelings, Rintarou became anxious. Little sadistic home teacher x natural high school student's after class love. Read Katekyo! Online Katekyo! Online Download Katekyo! Manga (MediaFire, English): Volume 1 Volume 2 Volume 3 Special Booklet Chapters 1-7 [RAW] http://www.4shared.com/rar/I5HS6Q1s/Katekyo.html? Please support the author by buying the book (Free Worldwide Delivery): Number of MediaFire downloads served on November 18, 2012: Volume 1: 1,182 downloads Volume 2: 1,165 downloads Volume 3: 1,351 downloads Special Booklet: 763 downloads More manga series by Moegi Yuu For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Original name: Concrete Garden Manga ALT. names: コンクリート・ガーデン, Clock Down Original run: 2002 Description: 1st story - Concrete Garden Angels exist and Kashii Kiyoharu, grandson of the man who "created" the angel, has been hired to befriend him. His name is Toki. Kashii soon finds out why the scientists need him around. Toki is lonely, but no one wants to get near him unless it's necessary since he eats human flesh. What has Kashii gotten himself into? 2nd story - Clock Down Everyone expects Tokiwo to go to a good university. However Tokiwo doesn't want to in order to "play it safe". One night there was suddenly an earthquake. The stone he was looking at started to glow and out of his floor comes someone who looks exactly like his childhood friend Jiu. Well there is a difference. This "Jiu" is dressed for combat and has a very large weapon. Just what does the stone have to do with "Jiu" and who gave Tokiwo the stone? Manga-type: Manga Written by: KOTOBUKI Tarako Drawn by: KOTOBUKI Tarako Published by: Biblos Group(s) Scanlating: Obsession Status: 1 Volumes (Complete) Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: Drama Categories: Bestiality; Boys look like Girls; Drama Main Characters: Kashii Kiyoharu, Tokiwo Adaptations available: N/A Recommendations: - Warnings: Cannibalism, Male Pregnancy Download Concrete Garden (Kotobuki Tarako) Manga: •°New link°• Concrete Garden Mirror link -- Title: Garden Author: Kotobuki Tarako Artist: Kotobuki Tarako Genre:Drama, Fantasy, Romance, Sci-fi, Shounen-ai Groups scanlating: Nakama Status: 1 Volumes (Complete) Year: 2008 Download link -- Title: Dogla+Magla Author: Kotobuki Tarako; Yumeno Kyusaku (Dogla+Magla Novel) Artist: Kotobuki Tarako Genre: Action, Drama, Sci-fi, Shounen-ai Groups scanlating: Nakama Scanlation status: 1 Volume (Complete) Year: 2003 Download link For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

After School In The Teacher's Lounge OVA Alternative title: Houkago no Shokuinshitsu (Japanese) 放課後の職員室 (Japanese) Genres: drama, romance Type: OVA Themes: yaoi Objectionable content: Intense (graphic depictions of sex, drug use, or bloodshed) Running time: Half hour per episode Number of episodes: 2 Ending Theme: "Half" by Mike Potter Format: AVI File Size: 193-195 MB Plot Summery:Basically a romance between two high school teachers - Kawase Mitsuro and Kazama Toshiaki. Complicated by Mitsuro's hesitation to accept Toshiaki's very open declaration of love. Slightly complicated by a bit of jealousy on the part of Mitsuro's younger brother Hitoshi. Download After School in The Teacher's Lounge: OVA 1 OVA 2 Watch After School In The Teacher's Lounge 1-2 Online (HD Quality): After School In The Teacher's Lounge OVAs 1-2 Online For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Upload by request Here is Junjou Romantica Koi no Dokidoki Daisakusen CG Pack: Download: SendSpace [updated 27/08/2013] For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Original name: Hey! Doctor Manga ALT. names: ヘイ、ドクター, ヘイ！ドクター, Hey Doctor Written by: Uchida Kaoru Drawn by: Uchida Kaoru Original run: 2003 Description: 1-3) A highschool boy falls into the river on the way home from school. He gets a fever and is forced to go to the hospital to get some medicine. But man, what's with that doctor and his treatments?! 4) The boss of the highschooler falls in love with a Ramen Delivery man. 5-6) A boy on the baseball team is fed up with all the talk about the model at his school. The model told everyone he likes someone whos on the baseball team which caused a riot. The boy could care less, but... can he easily forget the kiss? Manga-type: Manga Published by: Take Shobou Group(s) Scanlating: Obsesion Status: 1 Volume (Complete) Completely Scanlated: No Completely Translated: No Genres: Comedy, School Life, Sports Categories: Bara, Doctor, Jealous Lover, Rape, BDSM Recommendations: Private Counselor, Retsujou no Meikyou, Retsujou no Yuuwaku, Kachou Fuugetsu, Honenuki ni Saretai Read Hey! Doctor Online Hey! Doctor Download Hey! Doctor Manga: 4shared For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

It's all about the bishies, yes? Asian men got their own thread but that's too limiting. There are sooo many tasty morsels out there. So I wanted to give them all a chance to be seen. I will start off with five I found today... Adam Wallace [/center] Eugeniy Sauchanka David Chiang Ian Mellancamp Travis Cannata oh and he's a twin -BONUS- with his brother Troy... I showed you mine now its time to show me yours

Reading right now "I want to be naughty" by Sakuraga Mei and "Fine Play" by Kano Shiuko Possibly gonna re read Junjou...

Ryo shivered at the caresses, back arching just a little and his fingers tightened on Kei's sides slightly before he gently pushed Kei down onto the bed and straddled his hips. He slipped off his own shirt because it was getting in the way and he leaned down to kiss Kei softly before deepening it. His fingers danced down Kei's chest and belly, stroking lightly. He slowly broke the kiss off and he lightly kissed down Kei's neck and shoulder. He softly nipped and kissed the skin at the hallow of Kei's neck before he trailed the kisses down his boyfriend's chest. He paused to softly lick and suck Kei's right nipple as his fingers trailed down along Kei's hips, just grazing Kei's member through the pants.

Hugs, hugs and more hugs!!!!!

To yojichan!!!!! YOU MADE MY DAY! Thanks for the special gift of your words!!! That's all I can say!

I chose for red eyes but well XD

Then vote! You never know, they might go to your country during their next tour Go to their official site, the voting already started.

thanx for the info laruku is the first j-rock band i like and Haido-sama is so kireiiii especially his voice loved it! but it so sad coz when they come to my country i can watch them :cuteonion24:

There's a lot of manga like that but the most famous one is haru wo daiteita Hope this is the one you're looking for if it's not let me know I'll find another.

butt with wasabi :leaf10: UFO or Baba

Akh..btw, may I ask about the director of Takumi 1, is it the same as the others or different. I watched making of Takumi 1, looks like it's different director.. :Red_fox3: Agreeeee...I want engage whole cast from Takumi 4 and 5..I don't want another changing on the whole cast.. rabbit4 Sometimes I am wondering..if there're Takumi-kun series with the whole character become a college students.. :hamtaro-005 (22): I really hope they're making another one and one and one of Takumi series.. These Takumi series someday will makes all of our fantasy kill us, I guess... I just started reading your fics...and I just finished "Love Scene", I love how you write down those beautiful love scene with into novel.. :leaf15: Gyaaaaaaaa... a GV of DaiMao and BabaTaiki... :7yoyo10:

ATM ITS HIM AHAHAHAHA: AHAHAHAHAH XD becoz, srsly he totally makes me go WTF???? WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT FACE DUDE????? AHAHAHAAH XD Im a alien's butts stalker atm, right!!!! EHEHEHEH XD What would you like to do right now??? mmm?

OH my... what about the Alexandria Library? that was the center of kowledge...

jackie chan

Hahahahah i know right?? he even lift up his skirt like that!!! xDxD Hahahaha him wearing yukata really makes me think like a pervert. I wanna strip down his yukata !!!!! *drools* He looks so beautiful in it.. > Hahahaha ur boss is driving u crazy?? Well my teachers as well..Im a very slow learner and they keep yelling at me to try harder..== I think it's very soon for them to comeback!!! ^^

New links: http://www.bergfiles.com/i/bf4a150209hfi0

Goodness this thread is too hot! More than what I can handle *O* Here's some Jared Leto

Keep it dripping Keep it slipping Pull the triggercontinue gripping. Once,twce make it nice this amount of blood will suffice. Guilt and shame, its all the same. Ozing red,clicking......dead White sheets stained,someone blamed somewhat hated,love retained. Let it go and end this Game. Just keep dreaming,this is life keep the screaming

Just finished Under Grand Hotel so I went looking... Issa Thompson Jason Momoa Kiwan Landreth-Smith Sidney Etienne Ruba Wilson Samuel Larsen

I Love all the pics of JAPAN,,,

Human by The Killers I did my best to notice When the call came down the line Up to the platform of surrender I was brought but I was kind And sometimes I get nervous When I see an open door Close your eyes, clear your heart Cut the cord Are we human or are we dancer? My sign is vital, my hands are cold And I'm on my knees looking for the answer Are we human or are we dancer? Pay my respects to grace and virtue Send my condolences to good Hear my regards to soul and romance They always did the best they could And so long to devotion You taught me everything I know Wave goodbye, wish me well You've gotta let me go Are we human or are we dancer? My sign is vital, my hands are cold And I'm on my knees looking for the answer Are we human or are we dancer? Will your system be alright When you dream of home tonight There is no message we're receiving Let me know, is your heart still beating? Are we human or are we dancer? My sign is vital, my hands are cold And I'm on my knees looking for the answer Are we human or are we dancer? You've gotta let me know Are we human or are we dancer? My sign is vital, my hands are cold And I'm on my knees looking for the answer Are we human or are we dancer?

My vote is for Tom Hiddleston: To me, he is absolutely beautiful. x3

*hug my yojichan back~* I do still crying whenever read it again,, whereas I'm not such a cry baby girl, but dunno how a story can make me cry so easily,, that definitely your story only, my dearleaf4

Personally, I like handsome more than pretty men.

The sun was about to set. A sombre mood seemed to have enveloped the entire Shidou Academy since the student Suzuki Takeshi succumbed to his long-time battle with his rare bone disease. The funeral was held at his residence. Shidou High Academy officials announced a special day for some of the school staff as well as its students show their respects. The entire science club organized to purchase a large bouquet of Magnolias since it was a favorite of Takeshi. His best buddies also attended the entire funeral ceremony. Gii acted in behalf of the family as an older brother since Takeshi was an only child and had very few relatives who could take the role. He made sure that the funeral arrangements were made to the point. His family also gave the largest funeral gift contribution having been made aware of the large expenses that has incurred from his friend's hospitalization bills. Gii wanted to put the grieving parents at any kind of ease after losing their only son. He could only imagine the pain they are going through having to live with a son whose days on this Earth have already been numbered from the time he was a young child when the tragic diagnosis was made. It was a blessing that Akaike Shozo had also been doing his part to help him. As friends, together they tried to put up a strong stance amidst the outpour of emotions that was heavily felt around them. Takumi who was also one of the attendees did not stay too long during the wake. Funerals always made him uncomfortable. The death of his brother would make disturbing flashbacks in his mind. But during a private gathering of Shidou students that was held in the school in honor of Takeshi two days after the funeral, he volunteered to play the violin for everyone. A piece he knew too well was the science club president's favorite. Thoughts leading back to that fated phone call made to Takeshi's mother were painfully returning to Morita's mind. It was supposed to be just another routine early morning call to greet Suzuki a cheery ohayo before he started another day in Shidou. He loved listening to his lover's voice on the phone even if it was just for a few minutes. And then they would talk a little bit more in the evening after supper time. They were both looking forward to the weekend that they would meet again. This was not meant to be. Before that day could come, Morita had frantically abandoned all manner of school decorum and rushed to the hospital that very minute. All he had was his wallet and the two pieces of film in his pocket, a special gift from his beloved. The promise he made to him about not attending the funeral actually also extended to not making an appearance on his deathbed. It was Suzuki's way of shielding him from ever seeing him in that manner. He only wanted to leave a strong memory of him being alive in his mind. The only way Morita could convey his loving presence for the last time was through the films and flashing the rainbow-colored hues in Suzuki's room. Not even the cloudy skies would deter the freshman's determination to send his message and when it finally did, an overwhelming sense of relief and sadness came over him. Despite such noble intentions, his compulsive act violated Shidou High Academy's strict school guidelines regarding runaway students. His deep embarrassment and regret upon his mother's sudden appearance and having to make such a trip all the way from Australia to Shidou. Unexpectedly, it was his mother's comfort and understanding that still kept his sanity intact despite hanging on a thin thread. The loss of his first love was killing him slowly and deeply. To his mother, there was nothing to forgive her son for. She understood the connection between them as Morita shared stories of Takeshi during their conversations on the phone. And just like her son, she did not care having to lose time away from her work and come so far for the sake of love and this was her love for her only son, Morita Toru. The only living remembrance she holds precious from her late husband. Morita Toru was given an in-school suspension that was to last for two weeks. An expulsion was initially considered but weighing the reasons for his disappearance and strong testimonies taken from concerned students of high academic standing namely Gii, Akaike and Takabayashi, the two-week suspension was put into effect. He was granted a few days with his mother who requested to spend some time with him before she headed back to Australia. Their already close relationship has grown closer from the recent loss. They both bade goodbye at the airport with tears and smiles in their faces. Mother and son have always been affectionate with each other. The parting was bittersweet but Morita had been assured a plane ticket bound for Australia where he can spend his summer vacation soon. He was looking forward to it very much with the sincere hope he could rid of the heartache he is experiencing. His suspension status did not make him an outcast in school. In fact the science club members expressed their sympathy and have started to befriend him. They even invited him to become a member after he serves his sentence. He was still not sure whether to accept their offer or not. Everything was still too much to handle to make a decision. He felt the slight chilly air as he watched the sun slowly setting in the horizon. His eyes slightly puffy from the previous night he spent in tears. Sleep have become elusive to him. He wound up sitting in bed praying for sleep to come to him before daylight. Sometimes he had dreams of Suzuki when sleep managed to reach him. He pursed his lips and breathed the air around him. He closed his eyes and slowly opened them again. His mind imagining that the windows high above the building facing his direction would reflect the rainbow-colored hues telling him that Suzuki-san was busy working with a science project. But there would be no more light coming through those glass windows. No rainbow-colored hues. It remained dark and quiet as it had been since the funeral service. “Morita-kun?” The freshman was jolted out of his reverie from the sudden presence before him. One he had not expected at all. “Gii-senpai...” He was about to stand up but Gii quickly gestured for him to remain on the wooden bench. The sophomore took his seat beside him. Morita could see the fatigue in the man's eyes. His handsome features marred by his sullen mood. It was clear that Gii has been deeply affected losing one of his closest friends. “How are you holding up, Morita-kun?” Gii looked at him with concern. “I'm okay. I would like to express my deep gratitude to you for speaking on my behalf at the disciplinary meeting. This goes to Akaike-senpai and Takabayashi-senpai as well. Thank you so much.” He gave a slight bow. “Don't mention it. We understand why you did it. I actually commend you for it. You're very brave. You did not hold back and just took off like that despite the consequences. I wished I had done the same.” Gii sadly looked away. “Suzuki-san would mention about you during our conversations. He had nothing but great things to say. He said one of the best things that's happened to him in Shidou was being friends with you and Akaike-senpai.” Morita's attempt at trying to comfort his weary companion only seemed to make him sadder. Gii's nose flared and his jaw tightly clenched as he tried to keep his emotions in check. His voice coming off a bit shaky. “I miss him. He was such a cool guy. Takeshi was always his own person and a great friend. They don't make people like that anymore.” Gii sniffed yet there was now a slight tone of happiness in his voice. “Other than Shozo, I was the one he confided his illness. We would talk about lots of other things but he sure did a fine job keeping you to himself.” “Really?” Morita was clearly surprised with Gii's confession. “Yeah. Though I did suspect that he seemed to like you when we all met at the cafeteria back then. But I had no idea how serious he was about you until after the Halloween party. To me I thought it was going to be a good time to hang out and chat. But when I saw the way he looked at you that time, it became clear as day to me.” Now a smile showed in Gii's handsome face as he reflected thoughtfully. “I'll never meet anyone quite like him again.” Morita mused. “We can be grateful that we have been given the chance to have been part of his life as he was to ours.” Gii added. Morita only nodded in reply. He closed his eyes again as he savored the comfort of those words. Many years may come but he knows in his heart he will never ever love this way again. No one can ever come close to the man who has touched his heart in ways he had never known possible. He could say that his first love was most special and requited. The happiness of being loved by someone you love. Nothing came close to that feeling. The sense of completion it gave would remain in his mind and heart for as long as he lived. Gii watched the sweet expression on Morita's face and he smiled. His fingers reached deep into his pants pocket and took out a piece of a neatly folded paper. He handed it to Morita. “Takeshi's mom was hoping to see you at the funeral but since you didn't show up, she entrusted this to me to hand it to you.” Morita gazed at the folded paper. His fingers showed a slight tremor as he held onto it. “I'm so sorry I was not there at the funeral. Suzuki-san made me promise not to go. Even that day I ran away. He didn't want me to be around his deathbed either. I was so close to breaking my promise to him. I wanted to open the door to his room and just rush in. He insisted that the only memories I will have of him is being alive. It was killing me not to see him one last time but how could I deny him his last request?” Gii watched as fresh tears began to flow in Morita's eyes. He moved closer and wrapped his arm around his shoulder to give him a strong squeeze. The younger man covered his face with his hand. To Gii as he listened patiently to the sobbing Morita, he felt a sense of peace in his heart. The realization that even without his efforts, Takeshi and Morita would have found each other in this lifetime. Knowing how much they loved each other till the very end eased his pain. “There is no need for you to apologize. Thank you for loving him that much. For making him happy beyond words. You gave him something that no one could. I'm glad you came into his life. We all do. You take care, Morita-kun. I'll see you around.” Gii slowly eased his grip and stood up to leave the wooden bench. But just as he was about to walk away, Morita quickly stood up from behind him and called him out making him turn his face. “Thank you very much, Gii-senpai.” Morita bowed to him. Gii gave him a respectful nod in reply and then walked away. Now alone again only this time with the letter in his hand, Morita carefully unfolded the piece of paper. He could feel his heart racing. He breathed in deeply to try to calm down. He wanted to make sure he fully understood the contents of the letter instead of turning into a weepy mess all over again. His lips curved into a smile as his eyes gazed into the first words of the letter. My Morita, Fate can be so tricky Once you thought you'll never have it then it's there It came to me at a time I never imagined would come And look what I have become. For the first time I see but a lifetime I knew But never what I've conjured up to be Words have been spoken and shared but never close It's actually what's beyond words that mattered the most It's unbelievable to think that such events happened at such short notice Thinking you could've done more but that's just is Maybe it was meant to happen all at once But never cease to everyday leave you in a trance For now all we have are memories of those short but magical moments Those quiet endearing moments Having turned them into reality, I am now fulfilled and complete I am what I have become because of whom my heart has beat. Your Suzuki OWARI ================= Author notes: OH GOD! OH GOD! KYAAAAAAA!!! FINALLY IT'S DONE! This story was conceptualized long before I fangurled the MisuShin pair. It's gone through several major revisions, formatting, editing and have been put aside many times. I declare no claim to the original Takumi-kun characters except the ones that I have created like Morita's mom, roommate and the boys Gii "pimped" for Suzuki as well as the letter you see here. This is a poem originally titled April Love which I wrote years ago put here since it was apt for the story.

“Ah more assignments...sometimes I feel like an employee at my dad's company.” Gii closed his eyes as he gently massaged the bridge of his nose. He sighed then looked at the stack of folders on the oak table. “The student council is swamped so they asked for our help. The sooner we get these things up to speed, the sooner we can all move past this.” Akaike shrugged and continued making notes on the pad paper. “Oh yeah...speaking of Student Council...was it Misu who asked the favor?” “Uh huh..” Akaike nodded. “I see. Was he alone in the Executive Room? Or was Ooji with him?” Gii continued. Akaike took a momentary pause from writing and raised an eyebrow at Gii's question. Strange that he would bother even asking such a question but seeing no harm in it, he replied. “No. That freshman kid Shingyouji was with him.” “Ah, that guy. He's like some kind of puppy always following him around. You think Misu likes him?” Gii mused. “I don't know and it's none of my business either. Besides, with that guy...it's hard to tell what's going through that head of his.” Akaike replied but continued making his notes without looking up at Gii. “I guess you're right. But speaking of liking someone. You remember what happened in the cafeteria the other day, right?” This time Akaike looked at him. “Yeah...and your point is?” He figured Gii was up to something and was going to get him involved in it as well. Not that he minded very much but if there was anyone in this school who was most concerned of Suzuki's health and love life...it would have to be Gii. He had been pimping his friend to every candidate he thought was worthy of his attention and possibly affection. All of which have been declined by Suzuki who didn't show the least bit of interest.. “Maybe we should do something about it to bring them together. It doesn't have to be anything elaborate. Just make it as subtle as possible. Like you know...we make up some opportunities so they can see each other around in school a lot. Something like that. Takeshi and Morita-kun should figure out what to do with the rest.” “Well, you can start by NOT pimping Takeshi with other guys then.” Akaike smirked. “Oh yeah..of course! None of that. Club Gii is now officially closed!” Gii laughed. Akaike merely shook his head. --------------------------------------------- True to his word, Gii began to put his plan into action. He tapped into his own network of Shidou students to keep an eye on Takeshi and Morita. Making them meet at times or at least pass the same hallway. The library, the cafeteria, the school grounds, the dorm building, the lobby. He had to work as subtle as possible. He didn't want to arouse any suspicion from the two. Gii may have given up his role as pimp but he sure as hell was not gonna give up on the chance for his friend to find someone meaningful in his life. If there was something he was good at aside from the all the other things people deemed him as being an expert of, he was a natural-born strategist. He learned from the best. He wasn't the sole heir of a business empire for nothing. But there was also that side of Gii who would go the extra mile for a friend and Takeshi had been a good friend since their freshman days. Since day one, Takeshi was straightforward in his views. He was always his own person. He didn't hang around Gii for the superficial self-serving reasons like other people did. Takeshi was just Takeshi. No ifs and buts about it. Intelligent, analytical, reliable, witty, loyal and determined. If Akaike was his right hand man, Takeshi would definitely be his left. Takumi would be his heart. He smiled at the thought. Gii also knew time was running out and he needed to act fast. His recent trip to the States proved to be a crushing disappointment. He squeezed his eyes shut as if trying to block the conversation he had with the specialist regarding Suzuki's delicate health condition. ----------------------------- Morita thought his heart was going to jump out his chest as he passed by Suzuki at the hallway towards the library. They were walking at opposite directions. He mustered up his courage to walk nonchalantly but he could feel his cheeks heating up so he simply bowed his head in recognition and kept his eyes on the floor. Had they made eye contact, he would be standing there frozen. It was never Suzuki's style to walk with his eyes on the floor. His confidence would not allow it nor would his personality. It's just that Morita seemed to pop up at the oddest of times and before he could utter a word of greeting to the freshman, Morita would simply bow his head and keep walking away with his head low. How in the world was he supposed to react to that? It would have been suspicious if he followed him. What if he was the only one feeling this way? He turned around and walked towards the stairs. Perhaps next time they pass by each other he hoped they would be able to strike a decent conversation. It is at this moment, Morita takes a peek from the wall where he hid to catch a glimpse of Suzuki walking away. A happy smile etched on his lips. A feeling of contentment having seen him for the day. He thanked whatever gods there were to make such moments possible for them to meet even without an exchange of words. To Morita, these days were special. The more he saw him, the more his admiration grew. He wanted to know more and more about Suzuki Takeshi if only he wasn't consumed so much by his bouts of nervousness. He always felt tongue-tied whenever he saw him. What would he say? What if he was the only one feeling this way?

Lyle Lovett - Simple Song (from the Album "Pontiac") It's a simple song for simple feeling You see the moon and watch it rise Across the continent the night bird sings And somewhere someone hears its cry So disillusioned Keep your head down If you do they'll never know You'll have no answers to their questions And they will have to let you go And disenfranchised Revolution They'll take away by right what's yours And make you martyrs of your own cause When they don't know what cause it's for And all deserted Stand alerted They'll love you when you're all alone But you find a red rose in the morning light You wait the night and find it gone So hear my words with faith and passion For what I say to you is true And when you find the one you might become Remember part of me is you * This song gives me goosebumps *

Lovestruck by Duffy: Suddenly it hit me like, like in between the eyes, It's a physical... andwe got it like I'm in paradise, They say I'm crazy, but I know where I belong, Any love... you got me sleepless all night long. And nobody, like it lonely, ... your body, next to hold me, It's not too much for me, They say it's too much for me. [Chorus:] Suddenly it hit me like, like in between the eyes It's a really good feeling, we got it like I'm in paradise, They say I'm crazy but I know where I belong, Any love... you got me sleepless all night long. I'm lovestruck, lovestruck, ohh you, I'm lovestruck, lovestruck, ohh you. Ain't nobody, like rejection, ... to dreamin', Oh, so such sweet affection, It feels so good to me, It feels so, so, so, so good for me. [Chorus:] Suddenly it hit me like, like in between the eyes It's a really good feeling, we got it like I'm in paradise, They say I'm crazy but I know where I belong, Any love... you got me sleepless all night long. I'm lovestruck, lovestruck, ohh you, I'm lovestruck, lovestruck, ohh you. You see I'm lovestruck, lovestruck, ohhh you, I'm lovestruck, lovestruck, ohh you Huuuu, ohh you Lovestruck, ohhh you, ohhh you.

well i love gackt but i think my fav lyrics at the moment would have to be the love from a dead orchestra by versailles. i love all their songs and it's hard to pick which i like most. here's the english translation. The black sea traces the howling of the wind in these intervals The memories, changed into roses, started to follow the present Inside the picture, the beasts hurt each other And they hand the memories over to the darkneww Why do these days refuse to stop like this And turn people into something ugly? This melody will turn into a blue tranquility They should disappear I'm alienated from the connection From fascination to expectation I can't divide the phrases The historical facts are drawn Those fingertips will turn into a blue tranquility People pierce their hearst with loneliness Whil I'm staring at the roses, the melody of death flows Ah...it should fall down Disappear Burn The ugly me No matter how often I kill it, my body returns from the dead If these thoughts reach I'll get rid of everything I just want to bloom like the flawless roses Dissapear Burn The ugly me I just want to bloom like the flawless roses