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ATTENTION DAISUKE, MAO, BABA FANS I don't know if you guys already downloaded the VISUALBOY VOL. 4 BRUSH backstage shooting. Here are the links anyway. To save your space, see if you already seen them - Preview: 1. Mao 2. Daisuke X Baba ?????????????? Did you guys see these? I never did. Hmmmmm, Dai x Baba!! auhuAAGIUJLIFUEhfAKADKJ ARRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH I LOVE THEM!

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How the fuck are we suppose to know If I'm a monster the way you refuse to die How the fuck are we suppose to know If where in love or If we're in pain... Im a tightrope walker Can't find my circus Now I'm damaged beyond repair And your just a coffin of the someone I once knew No I'm buried with you You never said I'll end uplike this Or so.. You never said I'll end up like this No.. Sometims I dream Im an exerinating angel An executioner from hell Sent to give you give the sweetest death I know Call the grave and make our reseevations You neversaid I'll end up like this..

Take care of you my dear yoji. More Morita and Suzuki. I'm in heaven right now.

hello everyone! sorry i've been a no-show in the club. i'm really busy with my assignments. looks like i have PAGES again to go through to be able to catch up with what's happening around here. i miss you all. special mention to seren for sharing the Morita x Suzuki fanvid btw.. but here i would like to share this beautiful Morita x Suzuki fanvid specifically made by a dear friend Yuuchan (yunake) for me and dedicated it as well. i was the one who picked the song but she made everything else happen. i hope you enjoy. this is one of the inspirations for my story "Of Love and Loss" http://www.yaoiotaku.com/forums/threads/5468-Of-Love-and-Loss Watch Suzuki x Morita fanvid by Yunakel in Entertainment | View More Free Videos Online at Veoh.com

Nacho del Valle.. he's beautiful, cute... Gonzalo Colubi Matti Steiwieser Rodrigo Girao -sighs-

Evning....:Red_fox6:.... ......let me be a Santa for today.....:leaf12: to all my bunnies sisters on holidays from thread!!!.............. Taiki BabaxTaiki - LOVE YOU ONLY Pure slideshow :leaf3:

WTF DID I DOUBLE POSTED MY LAST POST *hide my face in the pillow* @Seren I think that is why there're japanese fans are making MisuShin fanvid now. They r showing their love. *maybe* Haiz~~i think if the director is still the same then there wont be any changes regarding the actors. But the biggest question now is whther the actors still want to continue their role. Im afraid that they refuse to continue bcoz of their rising popularity. I hope the actors are being loyal to us. *sigh* @SloanAkira I WANNA BE THE PRODUCER IS U'RE THE DIRECTOR!!! I put my trust on you!!!!! MAKE SURE ITZ HOT. I want to place them in the same room and i'll demand that BabaTaiki MUST ACT LIKE A LOVER infront or OFF the camera. Make sure of that Director-sama!!!! xDDD

Mirage of Blaze Anime Alternative title: Honoo no Mirage (Japanese) Мираж огня (Russian) Призрачное пламя (Russian) 炎の蜃気楼[ミラージュ] (Japanese) Genres: drama, romance, supernatural Themes: bishounen, historical, yaoi Number of episodes: 13 Opening Theme: "Blaze 2002" by Kathy Shower "Blaze 2002" by Mai Yamane Ending Theme: "Tears of Indigo" by Mai Yamane Type: TV Show Format: AVI File Size: 138-152 MB Watch Mirage of Blaze Anime Online: Mirage of Blaze Download Mirage of Blaze Anime: Ep 1 Ep 2 Ep 3 Ep 4 Ep 5 Ep 6 Ep 7 Ep 8 Ep 9 Ep 10 Ep 11 Ep 12 Ep 13 Added: OVA 1 OVA 2 OVA 3 LINK TO COMPLETE FOLDER. Watch Mirage of Blaze OVAs 1-3 Online (HD Quality): Mirage of Blaze OVAs 1-3 Online For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Ok so say a little about youeself. what are you in to? people you like. books you read and so on. just say something that tells use a little about you. ME I like rock&roll ,Abby off NCIS, And reading walks on the beach, lol I just like to walk. Books Twilight, LAurell K. Hamilton, Mercedes Lackey, Sherrilyn Kenyon Yaoi I am bi and a smuke. I like anime and old tv shows ( buffy) I like people that are happy and funny. YAOI: sex pistols, graritavtion JR, Seki-ichi Hatsukoi. Movies: paul,Takumi-kun, Expendables, supper hero movies,Jeff Dunham, French Kiss , just a few thousad more. Games: monster racher4,dark cloud2, ghost in a shell, jack 3. anything you would like to tewll us about yourself.

No. 6 Anime The story takes place in the ideal city "NO.6" in 2013. Shion was judged as having "highest-ranked intelligence" when he was two years old and was allowed to live in the luxurious area "Cronos". On his twelfth birthday, he met a beautiful boy called "Nezumi," who had escaped from a reformatory. Shion protected him, but the Public Security Bureau deprived Shion of all his privileges and expelled him from Cronos to "Lost Town". Four years after the banishment, a mysterious accident leads Shion to the secret of the city NO.6. Genres: adventure, drama, psychological, science fiction Themes: dystopia, future, post apocalyptic, Shounen Ai, shounen-ai Episodes: 11 Download No. 6 Anime: Download link removed upon author's request Watch No. 6 Anime Online (HD Quality): No. 6 Anime Online

Title: Imoral Country: Philippines Language: Filipino | Tagalog Director: Adolfo Alix Jr. Writer: Jerry Gracio (screenplay) Genre: Drama Year: 2008 Plot: Tackles the dynamics of the relationship of a husband with his wife and his lover -- and they all live together in one house. Download Imoral Movie: Imoral For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Love Impact Guide /Walkthrough 1-Talk to Hisoka. -"But my home is beautiful too", "Do you want to come and see?", "I only want to be with you". 2- Watch tv alone (you'll see a program about how to cheat playing poker 3-Talk to Hisoka. -"Would you let me read with you?", "I want to know you better". 4-Look at the poker game in the table 5-Talk to Hisoka and ask him to play with you. Then tell him you want his jacket. If you have watched the tv program, Tsuzuki will cheat and win. 6-Go to the kitchen and bake a pie. The recipe is in one of Hisoka kun's books (you must search the book until you find it). But in the recipe you'll read "Two spoons of sugar if you like it sweet". Remember that Hisoka doesn't like very sweet things, so only one spoon will be ok. If you did it perfect, he'll tell you it's good. Thank him for helping you. 7-Talk to Hisoka. -"Then I'll come and live with you", "You definitely have good points", 8-Go to the bed, try it, but don't sleep 9-Talk to Hisoka. -"I dreamt about you", "I'm confused about my feelings about you", "maybe you are like a brother" 10-Go and sit to the easy chair in the bedroom. You'll find Hisoka's diary there. Read it several times until Hisoka notices about it. Then try to make it up with him. 11-Play the magical rubii -rabbits game and get the ending (I know it’s hard, you must be patient). Tip: press Enter for bunnies. Also it doesn't matter which bunny, after about 10 times, you get it. 12-Talk to Hisoka. There are some ways to do it well, one of them is: -"What kind of games do you like?", "Not even falling in love?" 13-Go outside with Hisoka. Walk to the very top-left of the screen, and continue walking to the top of the screen. -"Aren't you cold?", "Because we look like a couple?" 14-In the house again, it's night already. Save your game (in the radio) and then turn on the tv and watch it with Hisoka kun. -hold his hand, hold him, caress his hair. 15- "............", "tell him my feelings", "I love you hisoka", touch and kiss him, -----> ero ending.

http://helovesmehelovesmenot.smackjeeves.com/comics/1448225/page-1/ i just want to share my yaoi manga..

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watched it.... and...... AAAAAAAHHHHHH i´m dying and in heaven now!!!! I know it.... DAMN!!! THIS IS SO FUCKING HOT!!!!! :cuteonion25::6onion72: YES YES YES... you´re sooooo right yojichan! And these beautiful brown eyes... so close!!!! *melts away* OHhhh what a shit that i have to go to bed now... tomorrow i have to work! :8onion74: Damn! I wanna watch sexy videos the whole night! :Red_fox10:

Jin, just a weird person. I love yaoi very much and started to like it when I was 11 or 12, been betrayed watching two guys kissing by a teacher in last elementary school with my friend. My favorite yaoi anime is: Gravitation and Tight Rope (new anime), my favorite yaoi manga is: Katekyo!! Other than that, I love shonen anime, my favorites are: Ao no Exorcist, Final Fantasy VII Last order and more. I am a total game freak, I love MMORPG's and RPG's, my favorite games are: Final Fantasy VII Crisis Core - Final Fantasy VII Dirge of Cerberus. Favorite movie is Final Fantasy VII Advent Children, as you can say I am a very big Final Fantasy VII fan (: My favorite bands are: The GazettE and Versailles, but I love allot other visual kei bands, (Like: Girugamesh, MDM, Unsraw, -OZ-, AND, D=OUT, D.... etc) My hobbies are: To draw and to practice/play guitar. (: not the greatest but well.

OMG OMG OHHHHH MYYYY GOOOOOOOOD!!!!!!!!!! rabbit4 Ladies.... i´m so excited now to watch the DaixBaba Video!!! (I´m downloading it atm) Daisuke.... gosh... i have such a crush on him!!!! He´s really really adorable.... :msn_red_fox 6 Well, hello everybody! For those who don´t know me, i´m another crazy (and pervyrabbit16) fangirl who loves Takumi-kun and the actors.... :msn_red_fox 2 and i know, i´m not alone with this crazyness here.... :leaf5: Ohhh... and i love your naugthy talks!! So let´s have some fun together with our "objects of desire".... :msn_red_fox 3

OMG!! Omg!! I JUST FINISHED WATCHING THIS!! THANK YOU SOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!! MUAH! MUAH! MUAH!!! this is the best timing ever to come back to the fanclub for me. haha! gosh...the camera angles were DANGEROUSLY CLOSE i feel like they're gonna pop out of the monitor! did anybody count the moles on Daisuke's face? and the bits of growth of his eyebrow from shaving? does anyone here feel the need to touch his nose and his lips? and did anyone notice how much TIME the stylist was TOUCHING his hair? i dunno if it's just the shadows but did anyone notice the scars on Baba-chan's leg? i had to close my mouth the whole time or i will SCREAM and it's already almost 4am here. LOL did Baba-chan just say SEXY while looking at Daisuke? weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! i am so happy you loved it. that fanvid is very special to me in so many ways. i don't sense it, Sloan. i was observing the way they look at each other and their movements. naah. what i see are two very seme guys together just hanging out. another reason why i don't see anything yaoi~ish is because Baba-chan does not look at Daisuke the way he looks at Taiki. it's really different. whoever is holding the camera should be awarded for this. gosh! SO DANGEROUSLY CLOSE! I LOVE LOVE LOVE IT! so close, it almost feels like i could put my arms around Baba-chan and touch Daisuke's face. I could almost feel like i can touch Daisuke's hair. oh i love his hairstyle. he's really handsome, ne? gosh. he's insanely gorgeous. so close and you could really see..DAMN YOU ARE SO GORGEOUS, DAISUKE! I WANNA KISS YOUR FACE! but watching Baba-chan...oh man...I HAVE NEVER EVER FELT SO SELF-CONSCIOUS WATCHING A VIDEO. I mean guys, seriously..i was blushing the whole time. it's crazy. when Baba-chan looked straight into the camera and smiled like he was amused...oh gosh...i was like DID HE JUST SEE ME?? AM I GOING INSANE? DID HE JUST KNOW THAT I WAS STARING AT HIM SO CLOSELY? gosh..i felt so self-conscious. oh man..this must be what it feels like to stand close to him. i knew it. i knew it. no wonder even Taiki pulls back when Baba-chan looks at him closely. KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!! I feel like i'm being attacked by love here. OMG! SO CLOSE. Baba-chan, I love you but you made me so shy now. i feel like i'm gonna explode and melt. i dunno which. but.....but.....OMG! i wanna lick your hair. i need some air. excuse me..

I love Yoneda Kou's all mangas , my fave. yoneda kou's manga is Doushitemo Furetakunai dj - The World with Color (: and well her art is amazing and storyline also just if you are drawing yaoi manga then you would give some hot scenes to the readers , sometimes she is going into storyline deeply and her manga becomes shounen ai except yaoi even she noticed this thought and she changed her style in "Saezuru Tori wa Habatakanai" manga, more hot scenes and great storyline

Guess who's back? Back again...Yoji's back...scrubbed again. LOL OMG...how many pages did i miss to get here? O__o it looks like everyone has moved on from the teeth fetish to Daisuke's low body parts. i on the other hand would like to explore his upper body parts. i wanna start with those lips and that beautiful nose. hello konoya! don't worry about not knowing what you should say. you already said a lot! and welcome! welcome! i'm hoping you enjoy your stay because we're all a happy rabid pervy bunch here. everything's cool. well a winter would be a great excuse to keep warm. lots of hugging. sharing a scarf. holding hands. waaaaiii!!! ah i'm imagining things again. *dreamy eyes* it's a shock enough that DaiMao won't be TakuGii anymore. but like you i would be DEVASTATED if BabaTaiki won't be MisuShin. i mean devastated like...i'm gonna eat my hair level of devastation. i will start talking to flies and toes. BabaTaiki MUST NEVER EVER BE REPLACED! no way! my sanity depends on it. the producers are probably heavily focused on Fujimi Orchestra for now. the first is always the most nerve-wracking since it can either be the best or the worst. hey! for all we know..if it does get popular..then some of the Takumi-kun boys will have supporting roles in it. yeah BabaTaiki do not seem to talk about each other even in their blogs...but that's okay...that shouldn't be surprising since Baba-chan is in TV land and Taiki is in stage land. they're both hectic and for me, i think it's good that way we can just be super duper shocked when they announce there will be a Takumi-kun 6 movie. maybe they're being secret just like MisuShin. ohohohhoho! i don't agree that they change characters. i would much rather they DO NOT make a 6th movie if they will only replace BabaTaiki. that's not fair at all. BabaTaiki already said they were okay to play MisuShin if that opportunity comes so the producers better play it smart and not replace actors again. it's sooooooooooooooooooo frustrating. i hope he does. he must have enough influence already since he's been the director for all 4 movies. i'm sure he has seen the audience impact of the Takumi-kun series. i hope he continues. aahahahaha....i dunno if i have enough virus with me to contaminate. i've been in quarantine for awhile. LOL Tat-chan is that your personal blog too or just for fanfics? ooooh! you're featured on User Spotlight again for the second time! omedetou! awwwww~ thanks seren. actually the last 2 fanvids, i already shared them in Takumi-kun FC 3 but watching it again here on the 4th is great. i can never ever get tired watching BabaTaiki PURE fanvids. they're sooooooooooooooooo good! and these are also my favorites. yes, they are different. the director for Takumi-kun 1 is Kazuhiro Yokoyama. Director Yokoi is the director for the 2nd to 5th movies. you know from a writer's perspective, the ideas are endless. i am atually even tempted to hope that they make a TV series of Takumi-kun. heck! i'd watch it as long as BabaTaiki is there. i mean they don't have to be in high school forever. *hugs tight* i'm glad you are enjoying that. Yuuchan's account on YT was taken down so the fanvids were gone. good thing i was able to save the few she made for me. i am so proud of her. i am very much in love with this fanvid. i cried watching it for the first time.

Take one: On a scale of yaoi crazyness you got a...4!You "like" it,but might be starting to "love"it!!Yay for you!^-^ Take two: Congrats! You are completely obsessed with yaoi/yuri! Dont worry though; you're not alone! It's perfectly normal! I'm obsessed w/ it too!

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i dont know if this is the one you're looking for but man..it's sooo lewd:3onion15: anyway you can find it here http://www.4shared.com/video/P7kLXbrm/elos_act_4_-_the_snake_road.html

i want to be at the same location as rainieric XD

welcome to YO ^___^ hope you'l like it here

Well, that's why it's Post with a strikethrough, because you edited the post and points were deducted.

If I could go back in the time... back that I made the right decision so I wouldn't be dead inside like now... And also... being in my moms belly and be a boy. ( XD ) life would be much easier then...

Oh my God What a night! I just pulled a twelve hour shift and 9 of those hours it was just my manager and I and I ran the drive thru and the dining room register and did a majority of the cleaning. Through most of the night we got a lot of drunks and because I was so freaking tired I was yoyo5 at everything they said or did. I had quite a night but I've gone from this rabbit1 to this rabbit5 to this :6onion72: The whole time I was brainstorming on my one-shots for Takumi-kun. now my legs are so stiff I can barely walk my back is killing me my feet well I can barely support my weight and my eyelids are drooping... (looks up) Yeah I vented all right.

Really??^^ your friend did it.... I really like it!!! Awesome!!! Hahaha Taiki in maid outfit rocks!!!!! I must admit that Naitou looks really murderous in kimono...soo......sooooo....much attractive that it's make you want unpack him from it just like same candy and eat^^ Do you by any chance know title of this song :cuteonion57: it's lovely... now I get addicted again :leaf15: Good luck with your exam!!!.... FIGHT-OH!!!! :leaf6: Old you say????......ehhhhh so what I should say?? ^^... I wanna go back to school days... but unfortunately all I have is boss who drive me crazy sometimes hahaha So I am waiting for bunnies sister big comeback!!! :5yoyo34:

The story is: Today it was raining and the sky was grey but then it cleared. I walked alone down the stairs and suddenly a handsome and naked appears in front of me. "Hello" I stuttered, the handsome and naked boy. (?) He smiled at 7.30 (XD) With his blue eyes, he stare at me. Then suddenly he lifted my chin and slowly approaches closer to my face. His soft lips and hands caressed my neck. I blushed, closing cheeseballs (XD) in the outside. Suddenly there were a strange noise that startled me. Meatballs flew flew everywhere around here rolling, killing my brain. The butt of my cat farted and chased the rolling meatball. Suddenly I die in a dream without hope. Then meatballs started to whack my balls and face repeatedly got slapped by shiny seaweeds that I found walking around the park laughing. I scratched my ass and poked my nipples. "Ahhh" awkwardly move my hand to your nostrils and you looked at a painting. Thinking someone might was here to see the display. Then Coincidentally the naked boy was running towards the yelling Usagi I'm coming. (Jin:...since when... how... what? O_O) Then a massive wind gust the ocean till nightfall baked cookies. "Hmmmm" says the cat... What are you shitting about? The good usagi - san said. Then what can he do? he is walked home but the door was locked. "F*CK" he screamed, cursed, crying, angrily, blaming thyself unknowingly. Why did I have a brain-fart episode today said the potato Nath then he go at his run planet and hovered and ate chips only with one pepsi sprinkle on the floor. Which he stopped and saw something that rolls over cars and buildings started to trembling after an earthquake and even snowing. I run trembling peeing soda badly while watching porn on his back where he stand then pulls his wallet and counts his change to see some fish dancing in the sky. Why naked in the street and danced the naked, someone will be kill(ed) by the wanted criminal to achieve boobies. And she did something horrible to deserve and receive a trophy because the horrible thing have to be done. He walked the plank fall street and fall someone and licks all the pavement and feeling so hot but wont stop touching... "N-no" panting and gasping while he thrusts deep.

Eh? I didn't? Which one am I missing? ALso you want to read it? Well here feel free to. I only have the first chapter done though so it's not too good. http://tat-fan-luv.livejournal.com/984.html

@withu U are very welcome.. ^^ Btw about the winter for the next movie.. I thinj itz quite hard for the actor if they're acting in tht season bcoz the setting of the new novel is summer. The theme of the story is the last summer for MisuShin. Hahaha I think BabaTaiki gotta keep close to each other to keep themselves warm. xD But thinking of it...I really wisb there'll be anothe movie for BabaTaiki togther.. I wont ever watch it they change the actors. After DaiMao then BabaTaiki?? I think it is too devastating for me. No waaaayyyy!!!!

Yeeeeessss...so sweet! If I was there, I'll secretly ask the pilot of that chopper tod fly near the area all day long, so they'll retake that kiss scene few times more.. leaf2 Gyaaaaaa....Mao chaaaaannn.. :leaf15: Ooohhhh..so that why he touched Gii's hand...and then he doing that gesture with his pointfinger..gyaaaaa.... :msn_red_fox 3 Okay...I hope I could finish this project and send it too.. Same here, I've never experienced it too, and sometimes I feel a little bit curious what it feels...I'm sure it must be freezing. When I saw some picture of British hills in winter, just like you, I was wondering what if Takumi-kun make a new movie in winter...maybe special movie, Takumi-kun's winter special... heheheheee... :leaf5: Me too, of course I like the other, but without DaiMao... :leaf16: Thank you so much for sharing... I love reading it too.. rabbit8

Hi there, guys. ehm, ehm, I found this on tumblr. Don't know what should I say

@SloanAkira Hahaha OTANJOBI OMEDETOU!!!! Kyaaa!!!! THAT SCENE!!!! Im wondering why wont they include it in the movie... Thatz freaking HAWT!!!!! *drooolsss* BABACHAN!!! His face looks like a pervy when he strip down Taiki's shirt.. It was like "Let's see what inside here..." >,, While Taiki's face looks like "EHH??!!! Baba chan stop it..people r watching" LOL btw..we r both born on June and freaking love MisuShin and BabaTaiki.. WOOHOOOO!! I love it!!! @seren83 Well i wish i can translate it as well!!! My bf knows chinese..maybe i should ask him..hehe But the problem is BL!! He would feel weird translating it...

The love I feel for you is sometimes like a wound that has been open The memories I cradled in my mind is haunting me too often A line of a song I hear, a friend's word that I would cheer Makes me wish once more again that you were near. I latch on to memories both happy and painful of long ago I try to grasp at the meaning they once told me so How different the times were then How I had hoped they would never end But you're so far away now I can see You have a life of your own, your own family How I wept when I learned of the baby For once I had hoped your child I would carry These things should not matter to me anymore I know I buried everything we had before How cruel the mind to drag me to you once more How mad the heart to you I so adored I grow weak at the end of this torture How desperate I would seek for a cure But I know what I had for you was so pure Then I'll wake up from this again and for that I'm sure A poem I've written years ago as I reflected on my first love.

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“Takeshi, look what I found in the garden.” Suzuki's mother greeted her son as she opened the door. “Ma, I wish you'd stop sneaking and snatching plants from parks. You and Papa are really the same.” Suzuki playfully chastised his mother. He wanted to sound cheerful even though it was obvious enough they were both trying to sound upbeat despite the seriousness of his condition. “Oh come on...I'm sure you'll agree with this one.” She winked and gestured for Morita to enter the door of the suite. “Suzuki-san...” Morita smiled as he walked inside with the large bouquet of flowers in his arms. Suzuki's blinked in surprise. Not a word came out of his mouth. What was he supposed to say? A part of him was so happy to see him again and at the same time he felt embarrassed that Morita sees him in such a weakened state. “Hmmm...go take a seat over there, Morita-kun. Let me take care of these lovely flowers. I'll see if I can find a nice vase for this outside.” She took them from his arms and carefully laid the flowers by the table and left the room. “Hey...” Morita approached and pulled the chair closer to the bed. “Hey..” Came Suzuki's reply. A gentle smile on his face as feelings of comfort overcame him upon seeing Morita. Morita gazed at him. His eyes longing yet sweet. There was still puffiness in his eyes, a sure sign that he has been crying earlier. Yet there was twinkle in the tone of his voice. He too was feeling very comforted seeing Suzuki again. “I'm so glad to see you.” Suzuki smiled at the soft spoken Morita. Morita bit his lower lip. His eyes shyly moving from the bed to Suzuki's face. “I was actually kind of worried whether you wanted me to see you.” “Why would you think that?” Suzuki frowned, obviously confused at the statement. “Well, you never told me anything about your condition when we were together so I thought this was something you didn't want to share with me. Maybe you'd get mad that I just showed up here.” Morita looked at him. The pain in his tone may be subtle yet it reflected heavily in his eyes. There was a slight measure of hurt, sadness and quiet desperation. “But your mom told me everything I needed to know about your condition.” “Come closer, Morita.” Suzuki gestured weakly for him to approach the bed prompting the younger boy to stand from his chair and lean closer to Suzuki's side. “You think I wouldn't be this happy if I didn't want you to be here?” Morita shook his head slowly. “I guess not.” A shy smile forming in his lips. His fingers reaching for Suzuki. He feels Suzuki's fingers clasping his. He responded by gently rubbing his fingers. “I miss you.” “So do I.” Suzuki calmly replied. “That time we were together, all I wanted was to just see you and forget everything else. For the first time in a long time I have never been so happy in my life until the day I first saw you at the phone booth that evening. I told myself no way was I gonna remind myself how little time we have left. I wanted to see you smile. Not like this. Not the tears. I wanted so badly to smile too. It was never my intention to deceive you. And I'm sorry if you felt that way. But you do understand me, don't you?” Suzuki's voice was shaky yet firm. To Morita he was fighting a losing battle as he failed yet again to keep his tears at bay. He nodded his head while trying to rub his tears from his eyes. “Oh god, what am I going to do with you, Suzuki-san?” His chuckles were accompanied by a pained tone in his voice. Why? Why did it have to be this way? Why can't we just be together longer, much, much longer? Why now? Please don't leave me like this, Suzuki-san. Suzuki reaches out to hold his hand that was trying to rub off the tears from his face. Morita felt a bit startled with the gesture but he felt that hand slowly pulling his head lower. Lower. He could hear Suzuki whisper. “Kiss me.” It took only for a second when Morita' blinked in surprise at such a sweet yet daring request from Suzuki. As their lips touched, he felt a brand new sensation melding with the memory of their first kiss shared. This was more earnest. Even sweeter. He could feel Suzuki's tongue tip reaching his and he was already weak to deny him. So this is what a deep kiss feels like. His eyes were squeezed shut as if trying to store every bit of information in his mind. His heart beating wildly as he relished the kiss. It took him every ounce of self-control not to climb the bed and just straddle Suzuki. “It's not enough. Not enough...” Morita softly whined as their lips parted making Suzuki plant small kisses around his lips, amused listening to Morita's voice. The younger boy licked his lips. He was so overcome with emotions that the tears began to flow again. He nestled his head on the curve of Suzuki's shoulder and neck. He inhaled the scent of antiseptic aroma from the pillow. He squeezed his eyes shut to block off the reality of being in a hospital room and just focused on the sensations of the kiss they shared and the warm, breathing and very alive Suzuki patting his head. “Morita...I need you to promise me something.” “Anything..what is it?” Morita mumbled not bothering to raise his head from his current position so he could look at Suzuki properly. He feared what he might see in those eyes. “Promise me that you won't attend my funeral. I don't want my face on a large picture frame will be the last thing you will ever see of me. I want you to remember me just like this. Talking to you now. Kissing you. Holding you now while I still I can. These are mine to give while I'm still here. It's more meaningful this way. Can you promise me that, Morita?” Morita nodded and sniffed. “I promise.” He whispered. “I'm feeling rather envious of anybody who can see you everyday. I can't have you all to myself.” Suzuki chuckled. “Don't you dare say that!” Morita lifted his head. His brow furrowed. His voice shaky. His eyes wet from tears. “I'm all yours. I'm here. I don't wanna be anywhere else. I wanna see you everyday. I don't wanna go back...Suzuki-san...please.” Suzuki's tears ran down his cheeks continuously. The desperation and longing in Morita's voice rang in his ears. For the first time in his life, he felt being loved so differently and devotedly by someone other than his parents. He smiled at the thought he could die happy now knowing just that and being able to experience such love from a person. There was no doubt in his mind that Morita is definitely his one true love. He will never ever find another one like him in this lifetime. He had been very fortunate to have been given such a chance. He was not going to leave this world lonely as he imagined. “Morita...hey...it's gonna be fine. You don't have to come here everyday. This place is a long way from Shidou. I'm sure the school won't allow it either. You're gonna make a lot of people worry about you. I'm one of them. And with the way we are now, I'm sure you will try to stay late here with me. I'm alright now. You're here with me now.” “Well..would it be okay if I call you on the cell phone? My mom sent me one so she could call me easier than having to wait for my turn at the phone booth.” “Aha! So that's why I didn't see you there anymore.” Suzuki raised an eyebrow. “Eh? You mean...you looked for me there?” Morita's looked at him surprised. “Yeah..every night.” Suzuki poked him in the nose. A large smile now showed on Morita's face. Suzuki-san really looked for me. I wasn't the only one feeling the same way after all. We both fell for each other at first sight. Oh my god. Wow. “Hmmmm....I guess it's alright. I don't own one though. You could get my mom's number.” “Already did!” Morita grinned as he showed Suzuki the number saved on his phone book making Suzuki laugh. “You really love me, Suzuki-san.” “Of course, I do, silly.” Suzuki chuckled and ruffled his hair. Morita's eyes turned misty again and he rested his head beside Suzuki and reached for his hand and intertwined their fingers. “I love you, Suzuki Takeshi. I always will.” He uttered tenderly.

“Hey guys! What do you think?” Takabayashi walked into the mini theater and pranced with the brightest orange cape and plastic Pumpkin hat. Shozo merely shook his head in amusement at Takabayashi's antics. Gii chuckled knowing the atmosphere was going to be cheery for all of them. He examined his watch, it was a quarter to 11:00 AM. The four of them have laid out all the food and drinks even the decoration on the wall. He and Takumi still had not been able to talk properly since last night but they managed to work together for the party. He had excused himself and promised to return much later. Gii understood his lover needed some time to be alone to think things over. He just hoped he didn't take too long. Ten minutes later, a nervous but smiling Morita arrived and Gii greeted him. “Ah! Morita-kun! Glad you could join us.” “Gii-senpai...I hope I'm just on time.” Morita bowed as Gii put his arm around his shoulder as they approached Takabayashi and Akaike who were sitting by the table and poking at the snacks. “Your timing's perfect. Now I want you to sit right here. Well, I'm sure you already know my friend Shozo of the disciplinary committee.” Gii pulled up a seat and gestured for Morita to sit on. “Tsk..I feel like an old man when you introduce me like that, Gii. I'm glad you could join us, Morita-kun.” He extended his hand and they shared a handshake. “This one here is Takabayashi Izumi of the astrology club.” Akaike pointed at their friend and grinned. “ASTRONOMY! GODS! Don't listen to him, Morita-kun.” Takabayashi readily shook Morita's hand. “You're a cute one, huh! Good job, Gii!” Takabayashi gave Gii a thumbs up. “Shut up, you!” Gii chuckled. Morita blushed red and began to stammer a response. “Ah..anou...I'm not cute. I'm honored to meet you too, Takabayashi-senpai.” He bowed before taking a seat. “Ah! No need to be so formal around here. We're happy we have a cute freshman in our little party here. So relax, ne?” Takabayashi patted his back. “Ah hai...arigatou gozaimasu.” Morita smiled at everyone. A few minutes passed and Takeshi arrived. Upon hearing his voice, Morita felt his heartbeat quicken. He made it! He really made it. He pursed his lips. His eyes following him as Gii pointed him to sit right beside him. Morita smiled and he hoped the others didn't notice he was staring at him the whole time. “Now two of our most important guests are here. I'm sure you two have met before.” Gii gave them a wink and patted their shoulders. Finally, I got both of you together close like this. He felt a little proud of himself now. They both looked really happy to see each other and he did notice the way Morita watched Takeshi when he arrived. That unmistakable excitement in his eyes. This is going to be one very successful party for sure...now all that's missing is my Takumi. I hope he's okay. “Morita-kun...it's nice to meet you here.” Suzuki smiled raking in every detail of the boy beside him. He really is cute even up close. Thanks to Gii we got this chance to be together finally. “Yes, me too. It's so good to meet you again...anou....I mean to be here. Sorry!” Morita was nervous. Damn...was I too obvious? Please don't think I'm weird! Takeshi chuckled. “Relax. This is supposed to be a party. I know you're nervous 'cause you're surrounded by these crazy guys especially Takabayashi.” “Awww...come on Suzuki-kun.....don't scare our cute kohai here. Don't mind him, Morita-kun. Underneath all that seriousness, he's really a kitty cat.” Takabayashi winked at Morita while he opened the box of Belgian chocolates. “Who you calling a kitty cat?” Suzuki poked him at the shoulder yet his eyes looked hungrily at the chocolates. “Well, you look like a cat especially when you laugh, that's why. You should end your sentences in 'nyan'.” Takabayashi made a moe neko pose and began to paw Suzuki's shoulders. “He's a nut case. Forgive him, Morita-kun.” They all laughed. The party proved to be a success. Morita was able to relax and chatting with everyone. Suzuki and him were making light conversations although there was still a hint of awkwardness between them. The more Gii saw them together, the more he is convinced Morita is definitely the right person for his friend. If only the freshman knew how important his presence means on this occasion. Much to Gii's relief, Takumi finally joined them at the party after having disappeared for a while. He could see that his lover was still not comfortable with Morita's presence but he decided he can deal with that later. But he hadn't expected that later had come too soon when Takumi abruptly ended his violin performance in front of everyone and quickly ran out of the mini theater prompting Gii to chase after him. The mood in the theater only changed momentarily as Morita observed. Akaike only raised an eyebrow but continued munching on the bag of potato chips. Takabayashi was still lively as ever as he poured another glass of grape juice for himself. As for Suzuki, he watched him take another bite into the Belgian chocolate. Why did Hayama-senpai just run off like that and everyone seem to be behaving like it was no big deal? Oh crap...I hope I didn't do anything wrong...but what could I have done anyway? Hmmmm...but I did notice Hayama-san glaring at me earlier. Man...this is driving me nuts. Since there was no telling when the couple would return to the party thus Takabayashi and Shozo decided to see what Gii and Takumi were up to. What Morita and Suzuki did not know was it was merely a ruse. The real reason was actually to give them privacy to get to know each other more. -------------------------------- Since their friends showed no signs of returning to the party anytime soon, after clearing up a bit of the mess on the table, the pair decided to go outside for a change of scenery. Together they walked under the tunnel. Stealing glances at each other. The quiet excitement in their eyes and the smile etched vividly on their lips. Finally alone with Morita, Suzuki felt a rising sense of fervor in his heart. Something he has never ever felt before. He has lived a life where everyone had to be careful around him and it was difficult to form any strong relationships that went beyond family. It was only in Shidou he has come to find really good friends like Gii and Shozo, they're the kind of friends who did not patronize him or cuddled him. For the first time in such a long time, he felt that independence he craved. But being with Morita now, spending time with him like this was more than he could ever ask for. This is unexpected. This is special. How he wished they had met a long time ago. The more they talked, the more his attraction grew. Morita is intelligent, engaging, intuitive, cheerful and friendly. His gentle eyes and the shy smile he would make every now and then in his direction amused him that he could be the source of such a reaction from someone. Being around the freshman like this made him really happy. It didn't matter anymore that this was going to be the last day he was going to be in Shidou. He would be damned if he didn't take this chance to get to know more about Morita. ------------------------------------ Morita could not quell the sheer excitement and delight in his heart as they walked together around the school. There was something about Suzuki that intrigued him from the moment he saw him for the first time and that fascination grew much more as he listened intently to Suzuki's stories, his passion for Science and some anecdotes about his life in general. He was eloquent, good-natured, respectable, engaging and very intelligent. The nervousness they shared earlier was slowly ebbing away and there was nothing more that Morita wanted but to spend more with him. Learning more about the man that touched his heart. He was looking forward to spending more time with Suzuki everyday in Shidou. Time seemed to fly by without them noticing as Suzuki was feeling tired from walking around the school grounds and decided to invite him to the science club room much to Morita's anticipation. There he saw the gleam of pride that was on Suzuki's face and the tone of his voice as he talked about the activities and experiments and discoveries the club has made. The more he listened, the more he felt even more convinced he should have joined the club the first time. “I have a confession to make. I used to watch you right there by the bench. I would look up and see the rainbow-colored light reflecting through these glass windows. They looked very beautiful.” Morita poked at the glass window. His eyes glowing with thoughtful remembrance. “I know.” Suzuki nodded and smiled. “Eh? You do? Uh...ahm...wow. This is embarrassing. I mean how did you know?” Morita looked mortified. “What do you think that telescope over there is for?” Suzuki pointed at the telescope behind Morita making the boy cover his face in utter embarrassment. “Anyway, there's something I want to give you.” Suzuki opened the drawer and took out two pieces of films. “This here...when you hold it up to the sun and use this other film over it, it will refract rainbow-colored lights on anywhere you direct it to.” “Just like the ones I used to see when I would sit outside by the bench.” Morita smiled as Suzuki handed him the films.

Nothing beats a nice warm shower before bedtime, Suzuki draped the damp bath towel over his shoulders. As he walked along the hallway towards his room, he hesitated. Hmmmm...I think I should call Ma about getting my prescription refilled. He turned towards his left and went down the stairs and proceeded to where the dorm's telephone was located. He usually preferred such late hours to make his calls since he didn't have to put up with the hassle of the other boys using the phone. He always preferred to make his calls as private as possible. He didn't like the idea of people eavesdropping on his conversation with his parents especially since it was mostly concerned about his condition. But to his surprise, someone else was using the phone at this hour. He wondered if he should just turn back and return to his room and call his mother tomorrow night instead. But just as he was about to turn back.... Laughter. And it wasn't the boisterous type either. It sounded like the kind of laughter that made you turn your head to find its source. Strangely it sounded like you wanted to listen more of. Suzuki smiled at the thought and ironically found himself in the most unlikely position he had wanted other boys not do while he was on the phone, eavesdropping. He leaned by the wall and hid himself from view. “Hahaha! That's so funny! I should remember that.” “Yeah, I'm okay. I'm eating well. The food is good. My room mate is a funny guy. He likes cracking jokes too. I should share this one you told me with him. He'll get a kick out of it, I'm sure.” “Eh? Really? That's so cool! I'm really happy for you. Thank God, you got it. I got good news too. They made me class monitor! Haha!“ “Uh-huh...hmmmm..I guess....I could ask around. Maybe. I will. I promise.” “I promise to do that tomorrow. Really! I was going to. Yeah. I know. Me too. I hope your colds go away. Please don't get sick. Please take some medicines.” “Alright, alright...you too. Miss you too. I love you, Mama. Bye. I'll talk to you soon. Good night.” Ah, so he was talking to his mom. Suzuki smiled. It was rather refreshing having to listen to a lighthearted moment on the phone between mother and son. Most of the guys he knew didn't quite share that kind of sweet relationship with their parents. He thought about his mother. Of course, he loves his parents very much but then he was raised differently and with the added burden of his condition, things were not always what he had hoped to be and made him see things in a different light. Hmmm...I guess I should be talking to my mother after all. As Suzuki moves away from the wall where he was standing, he finds himself face to face with the gentlest eyes he's ever seen in his life. Morita stood frozen from where he stood. No words were spoken. Neither of them could pull their gaze away from each other. How long has it been? A minute or two? Neither of them knew. Suzuki didn't understand what force just held him there. Why couldn't he move? Morita wasn't sure why he couldn't peel his eyes away from the man that stood a few meters away from him. He couldn't even dare himself to blink. “Anou...” He stammered. The silence now broken, Morita reluctantly felt he had to say something. “Hai?” Suzuki replied. The sound of his voice alone made Morita's heart beat faster. What is with this guy that I should feel this way? “Are you going to use the phone too?” Morita asked him gently. “Yes, I was going to.” “I hope you didn't wait too long. I'm really sorry.” Morita bowed apologetically. “No. Not at all.” Suzuki shook his head and smiled. Morita felt his heart skip with the smile and he instinctively smiled back at Suzuki. “I guess I should be going now. Good night.” Morita gave him a slight bow and began to walk towards the hallway to where Suzuki now stood. He still could not pull away his gaze from him and it felt like everything around them slowed down a bit. Their eyes focused on each other the entire time until finally Suzuki was snapped back into reality. Morita was now walking down the stairs to the end of the hallway. What just happened here? -------------------------------------- For Suzuki Takeshi the evening had never been better. After a rather lighthearted conversation with his mother on the phone, he suddenly felt a sense of warmth around him. As he returned to his room, Shozo noticed the change in his face but chose not to pry any further. He just kept reading his book and scribbling on his notebook. Suzuki laid his aqua blue bath towel on the chair beside the study table. He laid down on the bed and closed his eyes with a smile on his lips. The image of those gentle eyes staring back at him still in his mind as he plays back the entire scene in his head before sleep quickly overtook him. I wonder who he is. ------------------------------------- Morita Toru tossed and turned in his bed. For the life of him, he could not sleep. He felt his heart was racing. He envied his room mate who has been happily snoring in his sleep hours ago. He looked at his bedside clock and saw it was already 12 midnight. “This is insane.” He thought. He tried to smother himself with his pillow but he could not keep still. He could not close his eyes to sleep. He kept replaying the scene that transpired earlier. Morita Toru, mystery novel fan boy and firm believer of fate and destiny just had the surprise moment of his life. One that he will never be able to forget and is the cause of his sudden bout of sleep deprivation. I wonder who he is.

Mediafire downloads added @YaoiLoverfangurl19 I posted a walkthrough here @Ryven Does the first game work fine? If so, then it shouldn't be a problem with the RTP. Try deleting the game off your computer and extract it again on your desktop. It could have been an extracting issue.

Just got reminded by dear Rei haha... My fave part of The Final by Dir en Grey: 手の中には愛すべき人さえも 華々しく散って 手の中には生きた意味刻んでも 虚しき華と散る So I can't live そう無くしたモノはもう産まれない 生きてる証さえ求められない歌 (セリフ) Let's put an end... The Final 未遂の蕾咲かせよう... Translation:

This is one of my favorite songs. I heard it by chance while I was watching Dir en Grey fanvids and liked it ever since. Always by Saliva I hear, a voice say "Don't be so blind" It's telling me all of these things That you would probably hide! Am I your one and only desire? Am I the reason you breathe, Or am I the reason you cry? Always, always, always, Always, always, always, I just can't live without you! I love you! I hate you! I can't get around you! I breathe you, I taste you! I can't live without you! I just can't take anymore This life of solitude I guess that I'm out the door And now I'm done with you! (Done with you, done with you, done with you, done with you, done with you) I feel, like you don't want me around I guess I'll pack all my things I guess I'll see you around It's all, been bottled up till now As I walk out your door All I can hear is the sound! Always, always, always, Always, always, always I just can't live without you! I love you, I hate you, I can't get around you! I breathe you, I taste you, I can't live without you! I just can't take anymore This life of solitude I guess that I'm out the door And now I'm done with you. I love you, I hate you, I can't live without you. I wrap my hand around your heart, Why would you tear my world apart? Always, always, always, always. I see, the blood all over your hands Does it make you feel, more like a man? Was it all, just a part of your plan? The pistols' shakin' in my hands And all I hear is the sound! I love you, I hate you, I can't live around you! I breathe you, I taste you, I can't live without you! I just can't take anymore This life of solitude I guess that I'm out the door And now I'm done with you. I love you, I hate you, I can't live without you! I love you, I hate you, I can't live without you. I just can't take anymore This life of solitude I pick myself off the floor, And now I'm done with you. Always, Always, Always.

Tomorrow by SR-71 Is it any wonder why I'm scared, If I was a little younger would I care, feeling like the walls are growing stronger, I don't know if this cage can hold me any longer you never dreamed you'd have to live your life so guarded, cause they'll find a way to make you feel discarded I'm not afraid of tomorrow, I'm only scared of myself, feels like my insides are on fire, and I'm looking through the eyes of someone else I never thought they'd want me to go even faster, never thought I took my foot off the gas, everybody loves to be in on the pressure, but I know they're all waiting for the crash you never dreamed you'd have to live your life so guarded, cause they'll find a way to make you feel discarded, things have changed you've become a complication, can make it through another days humiliation I'm not afraid of tomorrow, I only scared of myself, feels like my insides are on fire and I'm looking through the eyes of someoneelse someone else... is it any wonder why the answer keeps me petrified, is it any wonder why, I'm scared.....