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Since some contributors requested a bigger Inbox, I created a new group, Top Contributors. All those who have donated $50 (in total, regardless if all in one month or smaller sums in different months) will be moved in the new usergroup. The users in that group will have an increased storage of 700 messages, also bigger size for avatars and signature, custom user title and a few other features (:

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I'm thinking I should put a newer picture up since I just got my hair cut and its a little different.

@Yojichan : AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA ARE U GONNA HIRE THAT FITTING ROOM??? Really, I'm dying. Right now I'm picturing u in that fitting room and shop assistant's faces AHAHAHAHAAH You are amazing. Okay. Right now I'm squealing like an idiot. Just give me one minute. I've got to close windows before my neighbors call an exorcist. Why have u showed me that pic right now just as I'm gonna go to bed?? WHY??? OMG I'm sure I'm going to pass my whole night dreaming about Baba's chest (and nipple. Seriously, why in that pic his nipple peeps out??'!! wasn't enough JUST his chest, no????). Gosh. It's like my brain is taking a sauna. Yoji, thank you for posting links for yr fanfic. I'm gonna read them tomorrow. DEMO!!!! You and your wild imagination MUST give us some clues about how u think MisuShin first time would be like. :cuteonion46:

OHHH WOOOOOOOOOOWWWWWWW so much things to say, guys!!!!!!!!!!!! okay okay, let's proceed y order... Thank u, thank u Robertita! I'm so happy that u enjoy my comments xD You know what? I can hardly put into words what I feel about MisuShin and it's even more difficult to do it in English. mmmmm just thinkin' about MisuShin really gives me the shivers, they make my brain stammer ahahaha oh Gosh right now I've got an Italian-English-Japanese melting pot in my head .... MATTAKU!!!!! so pardon me if I talk nonsense eheh Anyhoo.... your questions aren't strange, AT ALL. I'm itching to know HOW, WHERE, WHEN they kissed each other for first time. Really, this thing drives me crazy. Well, I guess that Shing after joined Shinodu started to follow Misu EVERYWHERE. (even in bathroom, I guess.... OHOHOHO maybe their first kiss was in Shindou bath??!! NO WAY!!!!!! WE NEED MORE ROMANCE, HECK!!!) And I suppose that one day Misu really got mad at him and said something like: YOU ARE SO ANNOYING, KANEMITSU SHINGYOUJI!!! YOU ARE ACTING LIKE A PET, DON'T YOU REALIZE THAT?! WELL, THAT'S YOUR CHOICE, FROM NOW ON YOU WILL BE MY PET!!!!!" and then pushed him to the wall or something like that *perv mind back in action* uhuhuh really I think about their first kiss like something really really HOT and aggressive. even if.... oh Gosh, right now MisuShin's kisses images are whirling in my head again UHOOOOO!!!! OMG Misu could be really cold towards Shin but when he kisses him Misu's expression is soooooooooooooooooooooooo sweet. It's like he's tasting a delicious cookie oh woooow right now my brain is sweating. REALLY? I'm gonna read it. Thank u Robertita & thank u Yojichan How cute!!!!!!! Taiki's look is like: DEAR CHIPMUNK, YOU KNOW THAT I'M CUTER THAN YOU, NEE????!!! Oh wow wow, but speakinf of cute boys & cute animals..... WOOOOOOOW I love dogs, but really..... DEAR FLUFFY DOGGIE, YOU CAN'T RIVAL MAO'S CUTE SMILE EHEHEHE!!!! Oh Gosh, we all MisuShin fans are really invading the whole forum so that pic could be a great wave of joy for TakuGii fans ehehehe

So cute...

DRAMAtical Murder (aka DMMd) Company: Nitro+ Chiral Release date: March 23, 2012 Just something to whet your appetites. I don't know if this is the full CG set since I haven't finished playing yet. I'm playing to go through Clear's path but Ren is making me want to change that....Lol. rabbit8 I can safely say this game is so worth the blood, sweat and tears I went through for it. XD Please note that this set contains graphic images including sexual (censored of course) and gore. Set Reconnect Offical Works Oh, and if anyone's interested here's the game's promo video/opening! XD Download is available below. DMMd opening video Why not, might as well add this one in. DMMd OST Enjoy! rabbit4 For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Sensitive Pornograph (uncensored) Anime Title: Sensitive Pornograph Written by: Ashika Sakura Genre: yaoi Number of Episodes: 1 - have 2 part Year : 2004 Plot: Part 1 : The story begins with Seiji Yamada (Voiced by: Kenichi Suzumura), a young shonen manga artist, who develops an affair with a fellow mangaka, who writes hentai, named Sono Hanasaki, who is also his favorite artist. The plot-line develops from Yamada mistaking Sono for a girl. After having discovered him to be a boy, Seiji still falls in love with him, and they have an intimate affair. Seiji becomes distraught when he learns of Sono's past tendencies of sleeping around, and for a time the two become separated. However, they eventually reconcile after Seiji learns of the emotional damage Sono has suffered as a result of being abandoned and used only for sex. Part 2 : The second part begins with Ueno, a student in college, who works part-time as a pet sitter, receiving an assignment to take care of a rabbit. Upon arriving at the specified address, looking for a rabbit named Aki-chan, he finds that there is no rabbit. Instead he discovers a young man bound, naked, in a closet, apparently a sex slave to the man who hired Ueno. Aki-chan is chagrined to realize that his lover/master has created a twist on a sexual thrill situation for himself - he has sent strangers to Aki-chan for sex before, but tricking someone into the apartment is a new twist. Aki-chan knows his master wants to watch from a distance while Aki-chan has sex with the duped Ueno. Explaining that his master will get mad if things don't go his way, and may even hurt Ueno, Aki-chan persuades him to have sex to ..... Download Sensitive Pornograph OVA: Download Watch Sensitive Pornograph Online (HD Quality): Sensitive Pornograph Online For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: LOVE, 100°C Director Kim Jho Kwang-soo Origin (South Korea) Duration 22mins (one of the short movie in Boys on film 6) A hearing-impaired boy, Min-so, is gay and he likes his classmate, Ji-seok. One day, Min-so impulsively has sex with a man who works in a public bath, an experience that lends him a new-found confidence, but at a heavy price. Watch Love 100 Degrees C Online: Love 100 Degrees C Download Love 100 Degrees C BL Movie: Link to flv format Link to mp4 format For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Alternative Titles: Junjou; Pure Heart; 純情; Partners Country: Japan Subtitles: English Released: 04 Sep, 2010 Duration: 78 minutes Director: Satoshi Kaneda Cast: Tochihara Rakuto (Tozaki Keisuke) Takahashi Yuuta (Kurata Shousei) Summary: Tozaki, a writer coincidentally meets the former classmate whom he had his first crush on, Kurata. After an evening of drinking together, Tozaki admits that he used to be attracted to Kurata. Watch Junjou Pure Heart Online: Junjou [Pure Heart] Download Junjou Pure Heart: Sendspace DepositFiles ~English translation by YaoiOtaku~ Translator: Saga Raw: Midori Timing & encoding: Key For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Ai no Kusabi 2012 間の楔 Remake Official site: http://ainokusabi.jp/ Type: OVA Duration: 30 min/ep Genre: Drama, Romance, Sci-Fi, Yaoi Plot: The story is set in the future on the planet named Amoi which is controlled by a supercomputer named Jupiter. Among the mostly male human population, the light-haired elite class is allowed to temporarily keep the dark-haired "mongrels" as pets. One elite member, Iason, encounters a mongrel named Riki in the slums and decides to take him in. However, Iason keeps Riki longer than it is socially approved, and rumors abound about their possible relationship. Watch Ai no Kusabi 2012 Online (HD Quality): Ai no Kusabi 2012 Online Download Ai no Kusabi 2012: Links updated, thanks to AmemiyaKyoko Format: mkv Preview Mediafire Promo Mediafire Format: avi OVA1 Mediafire OVA2 Mediafire OVA3 Mediafire OVA4 Mediafire Password: kyoko Alternative Links: Ai No Kusabi 2012 OVA1.avi 176.8 MB https://mega.co.nz/#!AkoFERxb!RFLWab...N2ovE03XPMlB4Y Ai No Kusabi 2012 OVA2.avi 164.6 MB https://mega.co.nz/#!UkQW1TxA!zYNIAX...6mtUeItW067a4w Ai No Kusabi 2012 OVA3.avi 172.6 MB https://mega.co.nz/#!B9g2wBCL!LPiY7S...VcGt-HAIPNqudU Ai No Kusabi 2012 OVA4.avi 168.5 MB https://mega.co.nz/#!8xRCjCzK!DOXT7n...R14gcJL9las25o For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Movies : Short film : DVD Rip : English Boys on Film 6 - Pacific Rim (2011) [gay-themed film shorts anthology] Peccadillo Pictures' Boys on Film series of gay-themed short films. Romance & romp; comedy & controversy; politics, art; discovery, loss; fantasy & fun---a well-rounded dream dialogue of gay fancy and circumstance, exhilarating and warmly human: "Boys on Film goes down under to bring a fresh batch of funny and touching tales courtesy of our Aussie and Kiwi cousins, while from the USA and Hawaii to Singapore via Korea several more stories of men falling in love round out the collection. Rising stars Xavier Samuel and Callan McAuliffe put their own twist on traditional coming out fables in Craig Boreham's second contribution to the Boys on Film library, Drowning, and the Berlin Film Festival Crystal Bear-winner Franswa Sharl. 1.Drowning - Dir. Craig Boreham (Australia) 20mins Things are changing for Mik. His world has been turned upside down by the sudden death of his big brother forcing him to redefine his place in his family and the world. The one solid thing in Mik s life is his best friend Dan. But Dan has a new girlfriend. 2.Franswa Sharl - Dir. Hannah Hilliard (Australia) 14mins On a family holiday to Fiji, twelve year old Greg s creative pursuits fail to amuse his father. Setting out to win back his admiration, he enters himself into a competition with a difference. 3.Tanjong Rhu - Dir. Boo Junfeng (Singapore) 19mins A former military officer makes a film about a man he encountered in Tanjong Rhu, a secluded cruising ground. From up-and-coming Singaporean director Boo Junfeng (of Cannes Critics Week and London Film Festival nominated Sandcastle), this film has gained notoriety in Singapore s discreet gay communit 4.Teddy - Dir. Christopher Banks (New Zealand) 15mins An earnest Londoner attempts to rekindle an old relationship while on holiday in New Zealand, but a faded old teddy bear from the past ultimately decides his fate. 5.LOVE, 100°C - Dir. Kim Jho Kwang-soo (South Korea) 22mins A hearing-impaired boy, Min-so is gay, and he likes his classmate, Ji-seok. One day, Min-so impulsively has sex with a man who works in a public bath, an experience that lends him a new-found confidence, but at a heavy price. 6.My Last Ten Hours With You - Dir. Sophie Hyde (Australia) 15mins At 6am Jeremy and Mark will go their separate ways. Their last ten hours together over one hot night will be punctuated with friends, fights and frustrations as they wait it out, each dealing with the loss of love in their own way. 7.Ron the Zookeeper - Dir. Darcy Prendergast (Australia) 7mins With only one male grey panda left in the entire world, Ron the zookeeper is sent in to get a sperm sample, no matter what. Eponymous Aussie artist Darcy Prendergast s first wacky claymation creation (before Mary and Max), Ron The Zookeeper was banned from his graduation premiere! 8.Ajumma! Are You Krazy??? Dir. Brent Anbe (Hawaii, USA) 25mins Fuelled by their schoolgirl hormones, three Ajummas , aka Korean soap fanatics - the lovable Judy, Susan the gruff-tough one, and Amy the sassy tart - go on a hilarious journey to try and meet Korean superstar Michael Park by stealing his itinerary, breaking into his hotel room, and sneaking on to his music video set. However, they didn't factor in the competition! DO NOT post in the thread unless it is a download link. Everything else goes to Drama and Live Action talk. Reupload requests go here. *YO Staff

Okay anyone who cares to read "My Possession" here is the link to the story. http://www.yaoiotaku.com/forums/threads/1367-His-Posession It really isn't that good. (sighes) My wrtting is so mediocre. I seriously suck. Also here is a poem that I wrote based off of "Pure" http://www.yaoiotaku.com/forums/threads/2081-quot-I-love-you-Arata-san-quot-%28for-Yojichan%29 Then I wrote a BabaXTaiki fic as well for the hell of it http://www.yaoiotaku.com/forums/threads/5186-Chocolate-or-Vanilla-A-BabaXTaiki-fanfic-%28aka-MisuXshingyoshi-actor-fict%29 And this last fic was the secret santa gift of Last_sky16 and as far as I know she liked it lol http://www.yaoiotaku.com/forums/threads/5443-A-ShingMisu-Christmas If anyone cares to read them feel free to leave feedback negative or not

I have the need to print this and read it again in the privacy of my room. It seems people at the office are looking at me - why is that? What can you say about someone laughing by himself, smiling while staring at his comp? LOL You write such sweet, lovely prose. It was very poetic, carefully chosen words that really convey the message of the story. What else can I say? The sad parts are coming, I need to delay reading the next parts, coz I want it to last a bit longer. I need to write this poem down... To the Virgins, to Make Much of Time by Robert Herrick Gather ye rosebuds while ye may, Old Time is still a-flying; And this same flower that smiles today Tomorrow will be dying. The glorious lamp of heaven, the sun, The higher he's a-getting, The sooner will his race be run, And nearer he's to setting. That age is best which is the first, When youth and blood are warmer; But being spent, the worse, and worst Times still succeed the former. Then be not coy, but use your time, And while ye may, go marry; For having lost but once your prime, You may forever tarry.

@ShivaDrake: ahahahahahah! yes! yes! that's Baba-chan's nipple saying PEEK-A-BOO! HELLO, ShivaDrake. I am Baba-chan's nipple. I will see you in your dreams tonight. xD I am looking forward to what you think about the fanfics after reading them. hehehehe! Thanks so much. @June: He bought a chipmunk because he's LONELY??? Gosh...Baba-chan where the heck are you? Lonely Taiki here, give him some love! He has to go buy a pet. Gosh...are you busy, baby? Or Taiki can just come here to the club and he'll never ever feel lonely. He makes me wanna be his chipmunk. I'm easy to take care of. I'll eat anything he can feed me with. Although I would like to be fed chocolate first - Misu style! ohohohohohoho!!! @j3dmed: oh my goodness! you're reading Of Love and Loss now. kyaaaaaaaaaa!!!! *blush-blush* thanks so much for the compliments, my dear. *hugsies*

@June: Wow! The chipmunk looks like a fan too! If I were him, I'd stay with Naitou Taiki for good. Wish the chipmunks can transform into a human at night and do his dishes, wash his clothes, clean his room and maybe even convince casting directors and agents to have Taiki become part of their movie. I wish he gets lots of roles soon. June in a fitting room and acting with some 'pure' in mind? All crazinessssss!!! @yojichan- Thanks for the info on the chocolate. Yeah, I'm enjoying every minute of my stay here. Wish some more choco kissing scenes in the future- any movie will do, but have Baba as one of the kissers! I'm so glad you asked that question, otherwise we'll be searching until now and thanks to hama71. That photo is sooooo hot! @ShivaDrake - no one can compete in the smile section vs. Hamao! What a cute cute cute photo. The dog is cool, Hamao is the spotlight. He can rival anyone in 'most gorgeous' department.Thanks for the photo, such a great shot!

@yojichan LMFAO!!! Bunny nee chan lost her mind!!! Yatta!!!! I was imagining the assisstant would say "Are ok in there?? Hello??!!!" when she heard all of the three voices in there. Haha maybe the guard will chase u out nee chan!!! Be careful!!! btw I have a confession to make. My friend and I once entered a fitting room and I asked her. "Hey do u watched TK Pure" and she said "JUNE!!! What's with the grins? You're scaring me?!!!" Hahaha I think all of us will get possessed whenever we enter the fitting room. But seriously...heeheheh I love fitting room!!!! LOL Our Bunny Taiki!!! He named that chipmunk with an Eng name!! I cant remember what it is but he said that the person with tht name won a lottery?? Ne?!!! ==''' Taiki said he bought that chipmunk becoz he feels lonely. AWWWW!!! We should've accompany him more. Spoil him and feed him like a baby!!!! *giggles* Taiki also became very close to Onoda. I got a picture with them wearing pink. BOTH OF THEM!!!!! Somehow it disturbs me till now. LOL

Hello everyone! Sooooooooooo what did I miss? I was stuck in the fitting room so long they had to call security for my "weird behavior". I did tell them I was gonna buy the skirt I was trying on but they wouldn't believe me. They're suspecting I have some split personality because they saw only one person walk into and end up hearing three people inside. One voice keeps saying Arata-san...suki desu and the other deep voice saying Shingyouji while the other one in falsetto keeps saying OMG!!! I'M IN THE FITTING ROOM WITH BOTH OF THEM!!!! EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!! Anyhoo... @j3dmed: yes, there had been a long discussion about the brand of chocolate MisuShin shared for the choco kissu scene. In fact I was the first one to ask that question and our resident Takumi-kun authority hama-san (hama71) answered that question: It's Almond BIT. In fact I even saved pictures for reference because of I have been searching every BIT of Japanese food store in my city for it. Oh gosh, I'm really happy that you are enjoying your time here at the Takumi-kun fan club. I'm glad you are able to keep up with all the craziness. hehehe! Here's a closeup Here's how the package looks like Now we know what to buy whenever we have the urge to chocokiss someone. *grins* @robertita: awwwww~~~ sweetie, i would like to thank you so much for the promotion there of my MisuShin fanfic. *hugs* Yes, Ignition is my interpretation of where the first kiss happened and how it happened and why it happened and when did it happen. I hope I did some justice there. @ShivaDrake: To be honest, I choked like Takumi on the water I was drinking with your image caption of Dai Watanabe LET'S CANONIZE HIM! You win! hahahahhahahahhahaa!!! Who would have thought of that? But speaking of Gii as the holy cupid of sorts, I wrote about him that way in the Takumi-kun fanfic entitled "Of Love and Loss" since he's so good at fixing up people. Tensai rabu-rabu man, Gii-sama!! wooooooooohoooo!!!! http://www.yaoiotaku.com/forums/threads/5468-Of-Love-and-Loss @eragon: I know I have mentioned this before but I am once again thrilled reading your posts and your careful analyses of the characters and scenes of MisuShin. The more I read, the more I am learning. As crazy as I am about the couple, it's always refreshing to read from someone else's point of view. It gives a different perspective at things. I am appreciating more and more the meaning of Misu's possessiveness. @June: waaaaaaaaaaahhh!!! lookie at the Taiki bunny with the chipmunk! waaaiiii!!! So cute! At least this pic now proves that Shingyouji is not a pet but a master and the chipmunk is the pet. LOL What's the name of the little bugger? I hope he names the chipmunk 'Arata-san' xD @Tat-chan: I'm glad you are back from the weekend and you enjoyed your time at the convention. I hope you will grace us with pictures on your album so we can see. YAY!! I notice there seems to be a clamor as to the first time MisuShin "joined bodies" You know I received a similar question on my fanfiction.net page requesting me to write their "first time" together. I've had some ideas jumping around my head but I dunno...I'm not very good at writing lemons. I've never even attempted one before. I'm actually kinda scared. hahahahhaha! But yes, I do wanna know their "first time" too. Let's just speculate what Misu was up to looking like this. *giggles* I am the author of the MisuShin-centric fanfic arc which I entitled "Pureness" I have put the coupe in different challenges to their relationship in the stories. If you don't mind my shameless plugging, here's a link to where you can find all of them. http://www.yaoiotaku.com/forums/threads/1317-Pureness/page26 I've also written several poems about MisuShin which you will find at the http://www.yaoiotaku.com/forums/forums/64-Yaoi-BL-Poetry A Love Undefined P U R E You are my Sun

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Company: Nitro+ CHIRAL Release date: March 23, 2012 Rating: R-18 Size: 2.91 GB CG Samples: Patches: CRACK UPDATE DOWNLOAD DRAMAtical Murder (DMMd) Yaoi Game: PART 01 new link PART 02 new link PART 03 new link PART 04 new link PART 05 new link PART 06 new link How to download Mirror link (Torrent) DMMd Installation with new links: 1. Download all files with the game and unzip the .ISO image. 2. Mount the image and install the game,having your system run with Japanese localization. Do not remove the check mark at the end of the installation to install the following program SdRt4200. 3. Unzip and install the Update Patch 1.10 into your game folder. 4. Unzip the Crack for version 1.10 and replace the file zapusknoe DMMd.exe. 5. Play. Guide: Click here for Installation guide and how to use ITH. This link also addresses the issue that you may experienced with DMMd (black screen at opening the game). Enjoy! - Who can resist this face?!? XD MIRROR LINKS! For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Viewfinder Drama CD Audio Type: MP3 Language: Japanese Compressed: .zip Seiyuu: Takaba Akihito: Sasanuma Akira Asami Ryuichi: Koyasu Takehito Fei Long: Ishikawa Hideo Yan Tsu: Narita Ken ================================================================ CD 1 track 1 - You're My Loveprize in Viewfinder track 2 - Fixer track 3 - Body Chase ================================================================ CD2 track 1 - Nemureru ryuu track 2 - Gekirin track 3 - Kakusei track 4 - Shinshoku track 5 - Wana track 6 - Mune no kizuato track 7 - TALK Download Viewfinder Drama CD: Download For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Platform: Windows 98/Me/XP Minimum System Requirements: CPU: Pentium 300MHz RAM: 64MB HDD: 350MB free space Video: 800x600 resolution or higher, 16-bit color Sound: WAV/PCM audio Other: Requires CDROM and DirectX 8.1 Release Date: 2002 Genre: ADV Rating: 18+ Voice: Full voice Translation made by: Onadoru Euphoria Plot: The story is set in an hypothetical fantasy role-playing game world, which once was menaced by a cruel demonic entity called Hadeus. The terrible war which followed had left many orphans, and one of them is Might. Raised up without his parents, with the only company of his older friend Adonis (another orphan), Might became an ambitious teenager training for his dream to become a soldier of the royal army. One day, though, Might found himself terribly wounded after falling off a cliff while training. Adonis, who loved Might over anything else, used a forbidden dark spell to save his life. So Might's life was saved... but Adonis mysteriously disappeared. Might will then go on a quest to find out what has happened to his beloved Adonis, meeting a rather wide range of handsome characters – each one with a peculiar personality – who will either join him in his quest or become an obstacle to it. The player, after making the appropriate choices, will be able to pair up the protagonist with one of the characters he will meet. Torrent File: The Game + Upgrade 1.2 + English Patch Mediafire links: English Patch (If you already have the game installed, if you don't, please download the torrent file) If you need help with the installation, visit this page: Installation Guide for Silver Chaos + Upgrade + English Patch EDIT: Visit this page for or a video installation guide for Silver Chaos + Upgrade + English Patch For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Honey Drama CD Synopsis: Shio Yukimura lost his parents and became all alone in the world was then being taken care of by Kubo Takashi, an elite surgeon. Having been living together for 3 years, one day Shio fell down the stairs and taken another personality. Shio became innocent and shy, which Takashi took advantage of. Download Honey Drama CD: Drama CD 1 Drama CD 2 Booklet For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Original name: Denkou Sekka Boys Manga ALT. names: 電光石火BOYS / Thunderbolt Boys Original run: 2000 Description: Four-eyed Nobita is ignored by everyone at school or they highly suspect he's an anime dork. Little does he know, sexy Ritsu has been staring at him from afar. What happens when the glasses come off and what's next... the shirts? Note: The story is unfinished because the mangaka passed away. Manga-type: Manga Written by: Tohjoh Asami Drawn by: Tohjoh Asami Published by: Tokuma Shoten Group(s) Scanlating: Hochuuami, Nakama Status: Incomplete / Author passed away Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: Comedy, Drama, School Life, Yaoi Categories: Megane; School Life; Comedy Main Characters: Nobita, Ritsu Adaptation based on available: Drama CD Recommendations: Go! Go! Kikaku, Love Stage!!, Read Denkou Sekka Boys Online Denkou Sekka Boys Download Denkou Sekka Boys Manga Volumes 1-3 Download link for non-members you can find the CD drama for this manga HERE For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Hey! Class President OVA Title: Seito Kaichou ni Chukoku, 學生會長請小心, 生徒会長に忠告, Hey Class President Author: Monchi Kaori Type: OVA Number of OVAs: 2 Format: avi Size: about 200 Mb/OVA Plot: Even as he tries to keep the student council president out of trouble, Vice President Chiga-kun finds himself being drawn to the president's strength and power. Chiga-kun wonders how he, being such an intelligent individual, can be so unwillingly taken with a boy who is so country and simple... Watch Hey! Class President OVAs 1-2 Online (HD Quality): Hey! Class President OVAs 1-2 Online Download Hey! Class President OVA: OVA 1 OVA 2 For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title : Feng Yu Jiu Tian (BL Novel) Author / Artist : Feng Nong / Wang Yi - Liu Wei Summary : From Sooky: Feng Ming was only 19 when he lost his life saving a child from death without hesitation. The grateful father of the rescued child grants Feng Ming a second chance at life. Unknown to Feng Ming, his soul is whisked away to a far away ancient land (resembling the dynasties of China). Upon waking up, he finds himself inhabiting the frail body of Thunder Kingdom's crowned prince who is also graced with the title of the most beautiful man across all the lands. However, his beauty has a price as he attracts the unwanted attention of the minister of affairs, Rong Tian who finds every reason to torment the prince mentally and physically. As Feng Ming starts to get a hold of the conspiracies surrounding him, what will happen when the prince's true identity is revealed? And what happened to the 'real' prince? Year : 2010 Status : Ongoing Chapter Released : Manhua :: Chapter 1 - 4 + Extra Bath Scene Novel :: Vol 1 (1 - 22) complete | Vol 2 (1 - 8) ongoing Download Feng Yu Jiu Tian (BL Novel) Feng Yu Jiu Tian Vol 1 (Eng) Mediafire Feng Yu Jiu Tian Vol 2 (Eng) Mediafire Feng Yu Jiu Tian Vol 3 (Eng) Mediafire Feng Yu Jiu Tian Vol 4 (Eng) Link Feng Yu Jiu Tian Vol 5 (Eng) Link Feng Yu Jiu Tian Vol 6 (Eng) Link Feng Yu Jiu Tian Vol 7 (Eng) Link Feng Yu Jiu Tian Vol 8 (Eng) Link Feng Yu Jiu Tian Vol 9 (Eng) Link Feng Yu Jiu Tian Vol 10 (Eng) Link Feng Yu Jiu Tian Vol 11 (Eng) Link Feng Yu Jin Tian Vol 12 (Eng) Link :hamtaro-005 (5): For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Antique Bakery Anime TITLE: Antique Bakery COUNTRY: Japan EPISODES: 12 (complete) PLOT: One day, Tachibana, owner of the cake shop Antique, meets genius pâtissier Ono. He is Tachibana's former classmate who used to get spurned by him. Tachibana is relieved to know that Ono doesn’t remember him, and so Tachibana invites him as a pâtissier at his cake shop. However, Ono has come out of the closet and makes numerous advances to Tachibana! Download Antique Bakery Anime: EPS 1-3 EPS 4-6 EPS 7-9 EPS 10-12 For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Borderless Circle: Nitro Koutetsu Fandom: Crows ZERO Pairing: Genji x Izaki Author/artist: Yoneda Kou Genre: Yaoi Rating: PG-13 (Volumes 1 and 2); R-18 (Volume 3) Warnings: Violence; spoilers Groups scanlating: Dangerous Pleasure; Rooftop Scenery Year: 2008 Download Borderless (Crows Zero Doujinshi) Vols 1-3 (Eng) For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Original name: 01 Monkey Manga ALT. names: ゼロワンモンキー Original run: 2001 Description: Senke is a gloomy and shy man who's secretly in love with Masaharu, a mailman in the company he works for. His inability to confess to Masaharu leads him to lavish his love upon a Digital Monkey on his PC, which he names Masaharu. The recession, his low-paying job as a dispatch worker, and a demanding boss causes him to work overtime night after night. One night, fed up with seeing Senke working to exhaustion, Masahuru confronts Senke and in the process finds out about his Digital Pet. The stressed Senke breaks down and rapes Masahuru. After this disastrous incident, Masaharu avoids Senke. Senke works mindlessly and fulfills all the demands of his boss until he discovers that his Monkey Masaharu has died. In his exhausted state of mind and having a guilty conscience, he thinks this to be a sign, and dashes off to find Masaharu. When he finds Masaharu safe and sound, he is relieved and collapses. Manga-type: Manga Written by: Ousaka Miya Drawn by: Ousaka Miya Published by: Magazine Magazine Group(s) Scanlating: Loveless Status: Complete Completely Scanlated: No Completely Translated: No Genres: Mature, Yaoi Categories: Rape, Unrequited Love Main Characters: Senke, Masaharu Read 01 Monkey Online 01 Monkey Download 01 Monkey Manga: 01 Monkey For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

This story takes us back on a much deeper understanding of the love between Suzuki Takeshi and Morita Toru from Takumi-kun: The Rainbow-Colored Glass. This is a story of love, friendship and the the ties that bind even from beyond. This story have gone through several revisions, formats and had taken several months to accomplish. I am finally pleased with the results and I hope I have given them justice. Hope you enjoy this experience. Special thanks to BLFreakgirl who made a personalized wallpaper image of this couple for me back in March. and Yuuchan (yunake) who made a fanvid of them for me. To everyone who continue to inspire me and encourage me, my heartfelt gratitude to you all. "The time between meeting and finally leaving is sometimes called falling in love." - Lisa Loeb Suzuki Takeshi Morita Toru OF LOVE AND LOSS “So what do you think?” Gii eyed Suzuki curiously. “About what?” Suzuki replied not breaking his gaze on the chess board. “Oh come on! You know exactly what I'm talking about.” Gii looked at him amused. “No, I don't know what you're talking about. If this is your way of breaking my concentration, forget it.” Suzuki shook his head and moved his chess piece and batted the timer. “Kazuki Takahashi. The sophomore I introduced to you the other day. What do you think of him?” “He's okay, I guess.” Suzuki shrugged. “Okay? That's it? That's all you can say about him? Didn't you guys hit it off right away?” Gii looked surprised. “No, we didn't. I wasted 10 minutes of my time having to listen to someone ramble on and on what an amazing person Saki Giichi is. If you're trying to show off your fan boys to me in this school, it's not working.” Suzuki replied nonchalantly. “What the hell? I swear I thought he totally liked you. That weasel! He's gonna hear it from me.” Gii sounded very annoyed. After procuring such a potential guy for Suzuki and that person blew it. Damn it! “Nah! Forget about it. Seriously, dude..why you even bother introducing me to anyone. I already told you I'm not interested. You've already introduced 15 guys to me since last year. And I didn't even ask you to.” Suzuki smirked at him while he scratched his eyebrow with his thumb. “Well, I didn't want you to be lonely, that's all.” Gii smiled but his eyes looked at his old friend with genuine concern. “I'm not lonely. I'm fine.” Suzuki looks at him assuredly. He knew Gii was being worried about him again. Gii is one of the closest people in his life who is privy to his health condition. “Are you sure? 'Cause you look like you really need some company.” Gii obviously didn't look like he was giving up. “I swear Gii if you were not born to inherit your father's company, you would definitely have a promising future being a pimp for a club or a bar.” Suzuki chuckled. “Now that's just mean.” Gii sat back and frowned at his friend who obviously didn't look like he was taking it back. Gii narrowed his eyes studied him for two seconds and leaned over and said, “You really think so? I could be a great pimp?” He grinned. “Hai.” Suzuki nodded assuredly. “Good to know.” Gii nodded and smiled and moved a chess piece and batted the timer. The door opens and a tired-looking Akaike Shozo walks inside the room. “Tadaima.” “Okaeri.” Gii and Suzuki chorused. “How was your day in the office, darling?” Gii gives him a naughty smile while batting his eyelashes in rapid succession. “Not so bad. What are you two girlfriends talking about while I was gone?” Akaike took off his blue jacket, put it on a hanger and deposited it into the closet. “Fuck buddies.” Gii shrugged. “Dorm sex slaves.” Suzuki yawned. “Right.” Akaike snerked as he began untying his necktie. He wasn't the least bit surprised anymore with the choice of language those two shared when there were only the three of them together. Had they stopped talking like that then that would be just plain weird. He took off his white uniform and put on a fresh blue shirt. He decided he'd take his pants off later. He stretches himself on his bed and relaxes his head over his forearms. “So which of you two losers are winning?” He looks at them. “Me of course as usual.” Suzuki raised an eyebrow with genuine pride. “Not even close, nerd.” Gii frowned. “Checkmate in two, pretty boy.” Suzuki smirked. “Liar!” Gii huffed but his eyes roamed wildly at the chessboard wondering where those two moves were going to come from. Suzuki grinned, made his move and just like that, he won. “What the hell?” Gii looked at the chessboard aghast. “See? I told you, I'd get you in two moves.” Suzuki laughed triumphantly. “Whatever.” Gii turned away to face Akaike who was now leisurely browsing a sports magazine. “So how was your day like? Let me guess, the rich little brats have been picking a fight with the other rich little brats in class?” Gii raised an eyebrow obviously amused. “Well, yeah, there's that. They were about to stab each other with pencils. PENCILS! Stupid jerks.” Akaike shook his head in irritation as he flipped a page of the magazine he is reading. “I'm glad I don't work for the discipline committee.” Gii laughed. “Yeah but you got a trail of fan boys who follow you around like ducklings every single day.” Suzuki rolls his eyes as he put the chess board and chess pieces away before moving to sit on the edge of the bed because Gii is now lying on his stomach and has already occupied most of the entire bed space. “Oh yeah. That. Damn it.” Gii buried his face on the pillow and groaned. “Anyway, there was someone interesting today. Transferee. Freshman. Morita something. I forgot. Anyway, he arrived this morning to school accompanied by his mother. Quiet kid. Kinda shy but has inquisitive eyes. Matsumoto-sensei assigned me to tour him around the school on Monday since it'll be his first day.” Akaike yawned, laid the magazine on his bedside table and stretched his arms. “Transferee, huh? We don't get those types much in this school, do we?” Gii asked. “Nope. Not much at all. Quite a rarity actually. But the kid passed the requirements of this school so he's gonna be studying here for sure.” Akaike now stands up and starts to pull out a fresh pair of white pajamas from the cabinet. “Gii, come on, man. It's late. I'm sleepy. Go back to your room. Now.” Suzuki punches Gii's leg and tries to push him off the bed. “Don't wanna. I still wanna play with you, guys.” Gii whined and frowned but reluctantly moved away from the bed. “If you don't leave, we're gonna tell Hayama about this American greeting kiss thing and that you just made it all up.” Akaike grinned. “Alright, alright, fine. I get it. Goodnight, ladies. I'll see you both tomorrow.” Gii grudgingly heads towards the door. But only a few seconds after he has closed the door behind him, he opens the door again, sticks his head out and gives the biggest pout he could muster. “You're not gonna tell him, I just made that up, would you? I'd never get an excuse to kiss him in the open anymore. You know how I love it when he looks so flustered and cute when I do that.” “GOOD NIGHT, YOU SADIST! “ Suzuki and Akaike yells at him and throws a pillow which hits Gii right in the face and they all laugh.

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This station is in my city, but never noticed this shit so I'm going to figure it out tomorrow XD.

@j3dmed for the verification Yes, however for the transaction only need 5 minutes ^^ Still searching the link for new BL : My next life to love you - Love you again the next life (Fan Si Wei)

@Tat chan I LOVE MY CHRISTMAS PRESENT!!! Hohoho I keep reading it till now. It's really fantastic!! Each other their 'love' move was written very well!!! not to mention hot too. I was drooling and squealing when the first time I read it. Gosh!!! Tat-chan is AWESOME!!! Tat-chan~please DO NOT feel that way ok? You have a wonderful talent and I want you to really know that. I wish I can be as good as you. I want to write more but I am not as talented as tat-chan so I feel scared. You should feel grateful that you have so many fans here. Look at you Crying Confession reviews, there are more than 100 reviews. *hugs tight*

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It was hard deciding since all profiles were so nicely decorated, but in so many different styles...Still, in the end we had to pick only one and one of the main reasons is the pure cuteness and sweetness that spreads from each corner of it A p0erfect atmosphere of Easter XD Also, ~the writing was readable ~the colors weren't too intense to mind the eyes of the viewer ~everything blended together Winner Screenshot The winner will get 5000 points + a set [signature+avatar] made by me. To see my works and get an idea of how i work, click on my DA from my siggy. Please post here or by PM what you'd like: Size of signature: Text: Theme/Stock if you have a picture: Color theme and other observations: All participants will get the promised 1000 points, please don't ask Key why you got them, just read this announcement and enjoy it!

Here is Volume 2 : http://rapidlibrary.com/files/novel-yaoi-only-the-ring-finger-knows-vol-2-zip_ulcnqfc8ymifmon.html

ren chan you are very pretty *.* and idg1819 XD ( wrote your name wrong im sure > woah is it just me or should yaoiotaku members meet in real life? like in conventions somewhere so i can get to hug all of you in real life?

I just saw this movie yesterday or two days ago. Still better than the BL series... I think people here are disappointed with Kurata's acting but from what I understand, Kurata ALSO fell in love with Tozaki but didn't want to lose control. So you might see him flipping back and forth. It's bit hard to 'read' Kurata since we don't really know his background or any reason for him to be a bit cold. [For example, not telling him where he transferred]

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The sun was about to set. A sombre mood seemed to have enveloped the entire Shidou Academy since the student Suzuki Takeshi succumbed to his long-time battle with his rare bone disease. The funeral was held at his residence. Shidou High Academy officials announced a special day for some of the school staff as well as its students show their respects. The entire science club organized to purchase a large bouquet of Magnolias since it was a favorite of Takeshi. His best buddies also attended the entire funeral ceremony. Gii acted in behalf of the family as an older brother since Takeshi was an only child and had very few relatives who could take the role. He made sure that the funeral arrangements were made to the point. His family also gave the largest funeral gift contribution having been made aware of the large expenses that has incurred from his friend's hospitalization bills. Gii wanted to put the grieving parents at any kind of ease after losing their only son. He could only imagine the pain they are going through having to live with a son whose days on this Earth have already been numbered from the time he was a young child when the tragic diagnosis was made. It was a blessing that Akaike Shozo had also been doing his part to help him. As friends, together they tried to put up a strong stance amidst the outpour of emotions that was heavily felt around them. Takumi who was also one of the attendees did not stay too long during the wake. Funerals always made him uncomfortable. The death of his brother would make disturbing flashbacks in his mind. But during a private gathering of Shidou students that was held in the school in honor of Takeshi two days after the funeral, he volunteered to play the violin for everyone. A piece he knew too well was the science club president's favorite. Thoughts leading back to that fated phone call made to Takeshi's mother were painfully returning to Morita's mind. It was supposed to be just another routine early morning call to greet Suzuki a cheery ohayo before he started another day in Shidou. He loved listening to his lover's voice on the phone even if it was just for a few minutes. And then they would talk a little bit more in the evening after supper time. They were both looking forward to the weekend that they would meet again. This was not meant to be. Before that day could come, Morita had frantically abandoned all manner of school decorum and rushed to the hospital that very minute. All he had was his wallet and the two pieces of film in his pocket, a special gift from his beloved. The promise he made to him about not attending the funeral actually also extended to not making an appearance on his deathbed. It was Suzuki's way of shielding him from ever seeing him in that manner. He only wanted to leave a strong memory of him being alive in his mind. The only way Morita could convey his loving presence for the last time was through the films and flashing the rainbow-colored hues in Suzuki's room. Not even the cloudy skies would deter the freshman's determination to send his message and when it finally did, an overwhelming sense of relief and sadness came over him. Despite such noble intentions, his compulsive act violated Shidou High Academy's strict school guidelines regarding runaway students. His deep embarrassment and regret upon his mother's sudden appearance and having to make such a trip all the way from Australia to Shidou. Unexpectedly, it was his mother's comfort and understanding that still kept his sanity intact despite hanging on a thin thread. The loss of his first love was killing him slowly and deeply. To his mother, there was nothing to forgive her son for. She understood the connection between them as Morita shared stories of Takeshi during their conversations on the phone. And just like her son, she did not care having to lose time away from her work and come so far for the sake of love and this was her love for her only son, Morita Toru. The only living remembrance she holds precious from her late husband. Morita Toru was given an in-school suspension that was to last for two weeks. An expulsion was initially considered but weighing the reasons for his disappearance and strong testimonies taken from concerned students of high academic standing namely Gii, Akaike and Takabayashi, the two-week suspension was put into effect. He was granted a few days with his mother who requested to spend some time with him before she headed back to Australia. Their already close relationship has grown closer from the recent loss. They both bade goodbye at the airport with tears and smiles in their faces. Mother and son have always been affectionate with each other. The parting was bittersweet but Morita had been assured a plane ticket bound for Australia where he can spend his summer vacation soon. He was looking forward to it very much with the sincere hope he could rid of the heartache he is experiencing. His suspension status did not make him an outcast in school. In fact the science club members expressed their sympathy and have started to befriend him. They even invited him to become a member after he serves his sentence. He was still not sure whether to accept their offer or not. Everything was still too much to handle to make a decision. He felt the slight chilly air as he watched the sun slowly setting in the horizon. His eyes slightly puffy from the previous night he spent in tears. Sleep have become elusive to him. He wound up sitting in bed praying for sleep to come to him before daylight. Sometimes he had dreams of Suzuki when sleep managed to reach him. He pursed his lips and breathed the air around him. He closed his eyes and slowly opened them again. His mind imagining that the windows high above the building facing his direction would reflect the rainbow-colored hues telling him that Suzuki-san was busy working with a science project. But there would be no more light coming through those glass windows. No rainbow-colored hues. It remained dark and quiet as it had been since the funeral service. “Morita-kun?” The freshman was jolted out of his reverie from the sudden presence before him. One he had not expected at all. “Gii-senpai...” He was about to stand up but Gii quickly gestured for him to remain on the wooden bench. The sophomore took his seat beside him. Morita could see the fatigue in the man's eyes. His handsome features marred by his sullen mood. It was clear that Gii has been deeply affected losing one of his closest friends. “How are you holding up, Morita-kun?” Gii looked at him with concern. “I'm okay. I would like to express my deep gratitude to you for speaking on my behalf at the disciplinary meeting. This goes to Akaike-senpai and Takabayashi-senpai as well. Thank you so much.” He gave a slight bow. “Don't mention it. We understand why you did it. I actually commend you for it. You're very brave. You did not hold back and just took off like that despite the consequences. I wished I had done the same.” Gii sadly looked away. “Suzuki-san would mention about you during our conversations. He had nothing but great things to say. He said one of the best things that's happened to him in Shidou was being friends with you and Akaike-senpai.” Morita's attempt at trying to comfort his weary companion only seemed to make him sadder. Gii's nose flared and his jaw tightly clenched as he tried to keep his emotions in check. His voice coming off a bit shaky. “I miss him. He was such a cool guy. Takeshi was always his own person and a great friend. They don't make people like that anymore.” Gii sniffed yet there was now a slight tone of happiness in his voice. “Other than Shozo, I was the one he confided his illness. We would talk about lots of other things but he sure did a fine job keeping you to himself.” “Really?” Morita was clearly surprised with Gii's confession. “Yeah. Though I did suspect that he seemed to like you when we all met at the cafeteria back then. But I had no idea how serious he was about you until after the Halloween party. To me I thought it was going to be a good time to hang out and chat. But when I saw the way he looked at you that time, it became clear as day to me.” Now a smile showed in Gii's handsome face as he reflected thoughtfully. “I'll never meet anyone quite like him again.” Morita mused. “We can be grateful that we have been given the chance to have been part of his life as he was to ours.” Gii added. Morita only nodded in reply. He closed his eyes again as he savored the comfort of those words. Many years may come but he knows in his heart he will never ever love this way again. No one can ever come close to the man who has touched his heart in ways he had never known possible. He could say that his first love was most special and requited. The happiness of being loved by someone you love. Nothing came close to that feeling. The sense of completion it gave would remain in his mind and heart for as long as he lived. Gii watched the sweet expression on Morita's face and he smiled. His fingers reached deep into his pants pocket and took out a piece of a neatly folded paper. He handed it to Morita. “Takeshi's mom was hoping to see you at the funeral but since you didn't show up, she entrusted this to me to hand it to you.” Morita gazed at the folded paper. His fingers showed a slight tremor as he held onto it. “I'm so sorry I was not there at the funeral. Suzuki-san made me promise not to go. Even that day I ran away. He didn't want me to be around his deathbed either. I was so close to breaking my promise to him. I wanted to open the door to his room and just rush in. He insisted that the only memories I will have of him is being alive. It was killing me not to see him one last time but how could I deny him his last request?” Gii watched as fresh tears began to flow in Morita's eyes. He moved closer and wrapped his arm around his shoulder to give him a strong squeeze. The younger man covered his face with his hand. To Gii as he listened patiently to the sobbing Morita, he felt a sense of peace in his heart. The realization that even without his efforts, Takeshi and Morita would have found each other in this lifetime. Knowing how much they loved each other till the very end eased his pain. “There is no need for you to apologize. Thank you for loving him that much. For making him happy beyond words. You gave him something that no one could. I'm glad you came into his life. We all do. You take care, Morita-kun. I'll see you around.” Gii slowly eased his grip and stood up to leave the wooden bench. But just as he was about to walk away, Morita quickly stood up from behind him and called him out making him turn his face. “Thank you very much, Gii-senpai.” Morita bowed to him. Gii gave him a respectful nod in reply and then walked away. Now alone again only this time with the letter in his hand, Morita carefully unfolded the piece of paper. He could feel his heart racing. He breathed in deeply to try to calm down. He wanted to make sure he fully understood the contents of the letter instead of turning into a weepy mess all over again. His lips curved into a smile as his eyes gazed into the first words of the letter. My Morita, Fate can be so tricky Once you thought you'll never have it then it's there It came to me at a time I never imagined would come And look what I have become. For the first time I see but a lifetime I knew But never what I've conjured up to be Words have been spoken and shared but never close It's actually what's beyond words that mattered the most It's unbelievable to think that such events happened at such short notice Thinking you could've done more but that's just is Maybe it was meant to happen all at once But never cease to everyday leave you in a trance For now all we have are memories of those short but magical moments Those quiet endearing moments Having turned them into reality, I am now fulfilled and complete I am what I have become because of whom my heart has beat. Your Suzuki OWARI ================= Author notes: OH GOD! OH GOD! KYAAAAAAA!!! FINALLY IT'S DONE! This story was conceptualized long before I fangurled the MisuShin pair. It's gone through several major revisions, formatting, editing and have been put aside many times. I declare no claim to the original Takumi-kun characters except the ones that I have created like Morita's mom, roommate and the boys Gii "pimped" for Suzuki as well as the letter you see here. This is a poem originally titled April Love which I wrote years ago put here since it was apt for the story.

Suzuki was feeling the stress of using only his left hand while he worked on his tasks in the science club room. So many thoughts came to mind as he looked outside the window. He needed to make his current light refraction experiment work. He intended to make this his legacy to the Science club. He examined his right hand and tried to move his fingers, seeing that they did not respond and only hurt, he stopped. Gii had told him about what happened to his consultation with specialists in the States. He could not bear to watch the deep regret in Gii's eyes that time. He has never seen his friend so afraid and unsure for as long as he's known him. Gii felt like he had deeply failed his friend and himself. The prognosis was grim. He tried to forget how his parents sounded on the phone during his last conversation with them the other evening. He was going to delay the inevitable as long as he can. Gii and Shozo were very aware of the non-mobility of his hand. He had been advised by his doctor to report the slightest symptoms but he made his two friends swore not to tell anyone. He was determined to see this through. He still had one good hand. He could still do many things while he still can. He was not going to give up too easily. He looked at the references he had on his table and noticed he was missing a book he needed to complete his experiment. --------------------------------- Morita had again declined another club invitation from his classmate. Ever since he arrived Shidou, the students have been very enthusiastic to invite him to club activities. If there was a mystery book club or a library club invitation, he would have said yes in a heartbeat. But there were no such clubs in existence in Shidou much to his dismay. The library had been his source of peace and here with the wealth of mystery books it provided, he felt right with the world again. He found his book and settled on the long oak table and turned to a page that he bookmarked earlier. Time seemed to have passed and Morita was deeply immersed in his book when he felt a sudden presence that made him look up. And there stood Suzuki on a stool reaching for a book on the shelf. A smile came to Morita's face. Another chance of seeing him again, he thought happily. He thanked again whatever gods that made him decide to stay in the library at this very moment to catch a sight of the young man. He noticed that he was browsing the bookshelves with his left hand while the other hand remained in his pocket. He didn't know what was the deal with that but he thought it best not to pry too deeply. What made him mad with curiosity was what kind of book did Suzuki borrow from the library. He made a mental note to find out about it later. Truth be told Morita was actually anxious to talk to him. But for the life of him he was tongue-tied whenever the other boy appeared. To calm his anxiety, he did his own research to find out certain details about Suzuki Takeshi and it made him even more curious than ever. He wanted to know more. To him, he was like a mystery but he was not sure yet if he wanted to solve or continue being fascinated with. He found out he kept company with one of the most respected and most popular students of Shidou namely Saki Giichi, Akaike Shozo, Hayama Takumi and Takabayashi Izumi. What would it take to be part of such a tight group if only to get close to Suzuki? But he realized it was going to be hurdle since he was still a freshman and a transferee at that. It seemed Suzuki was taking his sweet time browsing at the book shelves. He already found the book he needed. He recalled that feeling of utter surprise finding Morita in the library as he entered. Perhaps saying a few words to him would be nice but seeing how immersed he was in his book, he doubted if the other boy even noticed his presence. It would have been rude of him to disturb his reading. Yet a sense of warmth enveloped him having seen Morita again. That was all the mattered for now. He really should be able to talk to him next time but he had a task waiting for him in the science club room that needed his attention. He reluctantly stepped down the stool and walked away to find the librarian. The book he held in his hand was Fractale. ------------------- Morita inhaled the crisp breezy air as he relaxed by the bench calmly watching the window across him. Suzuki was like clockwork and it didn't take much effort for Morita to find out the time he would be at the science club room. He chuckled at the thought of him being some kind of stalker but he knew he was far from it. He did sense there were some students who were quite helpful with him whenever he made some inquiries about the sophomore. When he found out Suzuki was the science club president, he could not quell the excitement in his heart. Now here he was several meters away enjoying the quiet surrounding while adjusting his vision as rays of colored light shone reflected across the windows. He gently ran his fingers over the red book on his lap. Fractale. Speaking of helpful students, Hayama-senpai had been one of them. If it wasn't for him, he would not have been able to find this book. Yet he felt rather curious at his senpai's seemingly odd behavior these past few days. There had been several times he had been approached by Hayama-senpai and at each time he looked like he was going to tell him something only to stop himself. He wondered if he had said something to offend him but their earlier exchange ended abruptly when he admitted he felt a bit envious that he got to be friends with such great people. But he did mean it. How he wished he could see Suzuki as casually as they could.

“Ah more assignments...sometimes I feel like an employee at my dad's company.” Gii closed his eyes as he gently massaged the bridge of his nose. He sighed then looked at the stack of folders on the oak table. “The student council is swamped so they asked for our help. The sooner we get these things up to speed, the sooner we can all move past this.” Akaike shrugged and continued making notes on the pad paper. “Oh yeah...speaking of Student Council...was it Misu who asked the favor?” “Uh huh..” Akaike nodded. “I see. Was he alone in the Executive Room? Or was Ooji with him?” Gii continued. Akaike took a momentary pause from writing and raised an eyebrow at Gii's question. Strange that he would bother even asking such a question but seeing no harm in it, he replied. “No. That freshman kid Shingyouji was with him.” “Ah, that guy. He's like some kind of puppy always following him around. You think Misu likes him?” Gii mused. “I don't know and it's none of my business either. Besides, with that guy...it's hard to tell what's going through that head of his.” Akaike replied but continued making his notes without looking up at Gii. “I guess you're right. But speaking of liking someone. You remember what happened in the cafeteria the other day, right?” This time Akaike looked at him. “Yeah...and your point is?” He figured Gii was up to something and was going to get him involved in it as well. Not that he minded very much but if there was anyone in this school who was most concerned of Suzuki's health and love life...it would have to be Gii. He had been pimping his friend to every candidate he thought was worthy of his attention and possibly affection. All of which have been declined by Suzuki who didn't show the least bit of interest.. “Maybe we should do something about it to bring them together. It doesn't have to be anything elaborate. Just make it as subtle as possible. Like you know...we make up some opportunities so they can see each other around in school a lot. Something like that. Takeshi and Morita-kun should figure out what to do with the rest.” “Well, you can start by NOT pimping Takeshi with other guys then.” Akaike smirked. “Oh yeah..of course! None of that. Club Gii is now officially closed!” Gii laughed. Akaike merely shook his head. --------------------------------------------- True to his word, Gii began to put his plan into action. He tapped into his own network of Shidou students to keep an eye on Takeshi and Morita. Making them meet at times or at least pass the same hallway. The library, the cafeteria, the school grounds, the dorm building, the lobby. He had to work as subtle as possible. He didn't want to arouse any suspicion from the two. Gii may have given up his role as pimp but he sure as hell was not gonna give up on the chance for his friend to find someone meaningful in his life. If there was something he was good at aside from the all the other things people deemed him as being an expert of, he was a natural-born strategist. He learned from the best. He wasn't the sole heir of a business empire for nothing. But there was also that side of Gii who would go the extra mile for a friend and Takeshi had been a good friend since their freshman days. Since day one, Takeshi was straightforward in his views. He was always his own person. He didn't hang around Gii for the superficial self-serving reasons like other people did. Takeshi was just Takeshi. No ifs and buts about it. Intelligent, analytical, reliable, witty, loyal and determined. If Akaike was his right hand man, Takeshi would definitely be his left. Takumi would be his heart. He smiled at the thought. Gii also knew time was running out and he needed to act fast. His recent trip to the States proved to be a crushing disappointment. He squeezed his eyes shut as if trying to block the conversation he had with the specialist regarding Suzuki's delicate health condition. ----------------------------- Morita thought his heart was going to jump out his chest as he passed by Suzuki at the hallway towards the library. They were walking at opposite directions. He mustered up his courage to walk nonchalantly but he could feel his cheeks heating up so he simply bowed his head in recognition and kept his eyes on the floor. Had they made eye contact, he would be standing there frozen. It was never Suzuki's style to walk with his eyes on the floor. His confidence would not allow it nor would his personality. It's just that Morita seemed to pop up at the oddest of times and before he could utter a word of greeting to the freshman, Morita would simply bow his head and keep walking away with his head low. How in the world was he supposed to react to that? It would have been suspicious if he followed him. What if he was the only one feeling this way? He turned around and walked towards the stairs. Perhaps next time they pass by each other he hoped they would be able to strike a decent conversation. It is at this moment, Morita takes a peek from the wall where he hid to catch a glimpse of Suzuki walking away. A happy smile etched on his lips. A feeling of contentment having seen him for the day. He thanked whatever gods there were to make such moments possible for them to meet even without an exchange of words. To Morita, these days were special. The more he saw him, the more his admiration grew. He wanted to know more and more about Suzuki Takeshi if only he wasn't consumed so much by his bouts of nervousness. He always felt tongue-tied whenever he saw him. What would he say? What if he was the only one feeling this way?

Nothing beats a nice warm shower before bedtime, Suzuki draped the damp bath towel over his shoulders. As he walked along the hallway towards his room, he hesitated. Hmmmm...I think I should call Ma about getting my prescription refilled. He turned towards his left and went down the stairs and proceeded to where the dorm's telephone was located. He usually preferred such late hours to make his calls since he didn't have to put up with the hassle of the other boys using the phone. He always preferred to make his calls as private as possible. He didn't like the idea of people eavesdropping on his conversation with his parents especially since it was mostly concerned about his condition. But to his surprise, someone else was using the phone at this hour. He wondered if he should just turn back and return to his room and call his mother tomorrow night instead. But just as he was about to turn back.... Laughter. And it wasn't the boisterous type either. It sounded like the kind of laughter that made you turn your head to find its source. Strangely it sounded like you wanted to listen more of. Suzuki smiled at the thought and ironically found himself in the most unlikely position he had wanted other boys not do while he was on the phone, eavesdropping. He leaned by the wall and hid himself from view. “Hahaha! That's so funny! I should remember that.” “Yeah, I'm okay. I'm eating well. The food is good. My room mate is a funny guy. He likes cracking jokes too. I should share this one you told me with him. He'll get a kick out of it, I'm sure.” “Eh? Really? That's so cool! I'm really happy for you. Thank God, you got it. I got good news too. They made me class monitor! Haha!“ “Uh-huh...hmmmm..I guess....I could ask around. Maybe. I will. I promise.” “I promise to do that tomorrow. Really! I was going to. Yeah. I know. Me too. I hope your colds go away. Please don't get sick. Please take some medicines.” “Alright, alright...you too. Miss you too. I love you, Mama. Bye. I'll talk to you soon. Good night.” Ah, so he was talking to his mom. Suzuki smiled. It was rather refreshing having to listen to a lighthearted moment on the phone between mother and son. Most of the guys he knew didn't quite share that kind of sweet relationship with their parents. He thought about his mother. Of course, he loves his parents very much but then he was raised differently and with the added burden of his condition, things were not always what he had hoped to be and made him see things in a different light. Hmmm...I guess I should be talking to my mother after all. As Suzuki moves away from the wall where he was standing, he finds himself face to face with the gentlest eyes he's ever seen in his life. Morita stood frozen from where he stood. No words were spoken. Neither of them could pull their gaze away from each other. How long has it been? A minute or two? Neither of them knew. Suzuki didn't understand what force just held him there. Why couldn't he move? Morita wasn't sure why he couldn't peel his eyes away from the man that stood a few meters away from him. He couldn't even dare himself to blink. “Anou...” He stammered. The silence now broken, Morita reluctantly felt he had to say something. “Hai?” Suzuki replied. The sound of his voice alone made Morita's heart beat faster. What is with this guy that I should feel this way? “Are you going to use the phone too?” Morita asked him gently. “Yes, I was going to.” “I hope you didn't wait too long. I'm really sorry.” Morita bowed apologetically. “No. Not at all.” Suzuki shook his head and smiled. Morita felt his heart skip with the smile and he instinctively smiled back at Suzuki. “I guess I should be going now. Good night.” Morita gave him a slight bow and began to walk towards the hallway to where Suzuki now stood. He still could not pull away his gaze from him and it felt like everything around them slowed down a bit. Their eyes focused on each other the entire time until finally Suzuki was snapped back into reality. Morita was now walking down the stairs to the end of the hallway. What just happened here? -------------------------------------- For Suzuki Takeshi the evening had never been better. After a rather lighthearted conversation with his mother on the phone, he suddenly felt a sense of warmth around him. As he returned to his room, Shozo noticed the change in his face but chose not to pry any further. He just kept reading his book and scribbling on his notebook. Suzuki laid his aqua blue bath towel on the chair beside the study table. He laid down on the bed and closed his eyes with a smile on his lips. The image of those gentle eyes staring back at him still in his mind as he plays back the entire scene in his head before sleep quickly overtook him. I wonder who he is. ------------------------------------- Morita Toru tossed and turned in his bed. For the life of him, he could not sleep. He felt his heart was racing. He envied his room mate who has been happily snoring in his sleep hours ago. He looked at his bedside clock and saw it was already 12 midnight. “This is insane.” He thought. He tried to smother himself with his pillow but he could not keep still. He could not close his eyes to sleep. He kept replaying the scene that transpired earlier. Morita Toru, mystery novel fan boy and firm believer of fate and destiny just had the surprise moment of his life. One that he will never be able to forget and is the cause of his sudden bout of sleep deprivation. I wonder who he is.

“Is everything going well for you there? Are you alright?” He rolled his eyes for what seemed like the umpteenth time in a row. He didn't realize that his mother's worry for him could manage to reach a certain level of annoyance for him How many more times would he have to convince her that he's fine and that there was nothing to worry about? “I told you I'm alright. There's nothing to worry about, okay? I'm fine. If anything comes up, you're the first to know. I promise. How many times do we have to go through this?” “Well, don't sound so annoyed. I'm your mother for God's sake. I have every right to worry, you know. You're so far away. “ “I know...I know.” He leaned his head to the wall and closed his eyes. “Well, I just wanted to make sure you're alright. Remember to call me if anything happens. I don't care what time it will be. Don't you dare hesitate.” “Hai. Goodbye, Ma.” “Goodbye. You take care of yourself, you hear?” “I hear you.” Suzuki Takeshi let out a deep sigh after putting the phone down. Why did it always have to be this way on the phone with his mother? It's not like he was fragile for God's sake. Okay, he admitted he had a serious bone condition but he was determined to live a meaningful life in Shidou. He's gone a year without any major incident and he damn will do his best to see it through this as much as he could. He didn't really blame his mother's ever-growing concern. His parents and doctors were staunchly against his decision to go to high school. Opting that he would be home schooled instead. But the thought of being cooped at home was murder for him. In the end, he managed to convince his parents of his decision to enter Shidou High Academy. Despite much reluctance on their part, his parents eventually agreed provided he followed some ground rules, one of them being able to update them regularly of his condition. They could not deny him in the end. He was their only son after all. They would have moved mountains for him and he knew it. I should get back to the science club, he thought. ------------------------------- “How are you enjoying the tour so far, Morita-kun?” Akaike Shozo patted him on the shoulder which earned a self-conscious smile from the freshman. “Very much, Akaike-senpai. My mother and I only saw a bit of Shidou last time we were here before she left for Australia. And now having seen more places, I am very happy to be here.” “Well, you know the drill. Keep your grades up. Your manners checked. I'm sure you'll get along with a lot of people here.” Akaike smiled at him and patted his shoulder. “I look forward to that very much., Akaike-senpai.” He nodded. “Hmmmm....lemme check my list here. I hope I'm not skipping anything else. Aha...so we've been to the cafeteria, the dorms, the classrooms, the gymnasium...hmmm...what else?” Akaike studied his folder while Morita looked around savoring the atmosphere around him. He felt excited. He felt good. I'm so glad to be here. He made a mental note to tour his mother around the school grounds when she came to visit. Shidou felt like another world to him. A kind of world he has never been before. None of the schools they visited ever gave him this much high. He must have been overwhelmed and it felt good. He decided that this is where he can belong and make the best memories as he could. “Oh yeah...I think you'll like our next stop. One of Shidou's finest...the library.” He smiled. At the very word “library”, Morita's eyes widened and his ears perked up at the sound of it. He loved it. He did see a preview of the library from one of the school's brochures and he knew there was a whole lot more to it. The Shidou High Academy Library earned the ranking of one of Japan's best libraries. The anticipation to see it and hang out there as much as he can in the future was making his heart skip. “Alright, library it is! Follow me.” Akaike tucked the folder underneath his arm and walked ahead of Morita who was trying to contain all his excitement as best as he could.