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Holyfuck, amazing artist and here I come with my stupid sai drawing XD I'm drawing it atm, and very busy with the lineart =_= I'm just a young otaku. so i might have loads of mistakes for "pro's"

イヴ (ViViD's bass player) in Shoxx.

Disney fan...

Hot pic! Hahaha I'll post something hot too:

Patrick Ribbsaeter PETA ad...

Hello there!!,.. really enjoying your collections here!!!,.. So, heres mine again!!,.. Another collections of mine!!!^____^,... [/img] This photo was made using multiple techniques,.. Kure color, marker pen, washed water color and a pen as well,...^^,. [/img] while this one was made by HB pencil and an ordinary pencil as well,..^^,...

Well, I'm not that much of an artist... I'm more of a writer, myself, but I thought I'd share what I have done. This was the best traditional thing I've done. The title of this piece is Enchanted, and was drawn for my high school art 4 project. (We had to complete a sketchbook by the end of the semester, to show our progress though the semester.) This one is the last digital edit. I used a base from deviantart and edited the clothes and hair in MS Paint, then edited in the background. Tis Sephiroth and Genesis. And this is something that's gotten me a good bit of attention. I tested out my photoshop skills using a stock image from a friend of mine. This is the result:

This story takes us back on a much deeper understanding of the love between Suzuki Takeshi and Morita Toru from Takumi-kun: The Rainbow-Colored Glass. This is a story of love, friendship and the the ties that bind even from beyond. This story have gone through several revisions, formats and had taken several months to accomplish. I am finally pleased with the results and I hope I have given them justice. Hope you enjoy this experience. Special thanks to BLFreakgirl who made a personalized wallpaper image of this couple for me back in March. and Yuuchan (yunake) who made a fanvid of them for me. To everyone who continue to inspire me and encourage me, my heartfelt gratitude to you all. "The time between meeting and finally leaving is sometimes called falling in love." - Lisa Loeb Suzuki Takeshi Morita Toru OF LOVE AND LOSS “So what do you think?” Gii eyed Suzuki curiously. “About what?” Suzuki replied not breaking his gaze on the chess board. “Oh come on! You know exactly what I'm talking about.” Gii looked at him amused. “No, I don't know what you're talking about. If this is your way of breaking my concentration, forget it.” Suzuki shook his head and moved his chess piece and batted the timer. “Kazuki Takahashi. The sophomore I introduced to you the other day. What do you think of him?” “He's okay, I guess.” Suzuki shrugged. “Okay? That's it? That's all you can say about him? Didn't you guys hit it off right away?” Gii looked surprised. “No, we didn't. I wasted 10 minutes of my time having to listen to someone ramble on and on what an amazing person Saki Giichi is. If you're trying to show off your fan boys to me in this school, it's not working.” Suzuki replied nonchalantly. “What the hell? I swear I thought he totally liked you. That weasel! He's gonna hear it from me.” Gii sounded very annoyed. After procuring such a potential guy for Suzuki and that person blew it. Damn it! “Nah! Forget about it. Seriously, dude..why you even bother introducing me to anyone. I already told you I'm not interested. You've already introduced 15 guys to me since last year. And I didn't even ask you to.” Suzuki smirked at him while he scratched his eyebrow with his thumb. “Well, I didn't want you to be lonely, that's all.” Gii smiled but his eyes looked at his old friend with genuine concern. “I'm not lonely. I'm fine.” Suzuki looks at him assuredly. He knew Gii was being worried about him again. Gii is one of the closest people in his life who is privy to his health condition. “Are you sure? 'Cause you look like you really need some company.” Gii obviously didn't look like he was giving up. “I swear Gii if you were not born to inherit your father's company, you would definitely have a promising future being a pimp for a club or a bar.” Suzuki chuckled. “Now that's just mean.” Gii sat back and frowned at his friend who obviously didn't look like he was taking it back. Gii narrowed his eyes studied him for two seconds and leaned over and said, “You really think so? I could be a great pimp?” He grinned. “Hai.” Suzuki nodded assuredly. “Good to know.” Gii nodded and smiled and moved a chess piece and batted the timer. The door opens and a tired-looking Akaike Shozo walks inside the room. “Tadaima.” “Okaeri.” Gii and Suzuki chorused. “How was your day in the office, darling?” Gii gives him a naughty smile while batting his eyelashes in rapid succession. “Not so bad. What are you two girlfriends talking about while I was gone?” Akaike took off his blue jacket, put it on a hanger and deposited it into the closet. “Fuck buddies.” Gii shrugged. “Dorm sex slaves.” Suzuki yawned. “Right.” Akaike snerked as he began untying his necktie. He wasn't the least bit surprised anymore with the choice of language those two shared when there were only the three of them together. Had they stopped talking like that then that would be just plain weird. He took off his white uniform and put on a fresh blue shirt. He decided he'd take his pants off later. He stretches himself on his bed and relaxes his head over his forearms. “So which of you two losers are winning?” He looks at them. “Me of course as usual.” Suzuki raised an eyebrow with genuine pride. “Not even close, nerd.” Gii frowned. “Checkmate in two, pretty boy.” Suzuki smirked. “Liar!” Gii huffed but his eyes roamed wildly at the chessboard wondering where those two moves were going to come from. Suzuki grinned, made his move and just like that, he won. “What the hell?” Gii looked at the chessboard aghast. “See? I told you, I'd get you in two moves.” Suzuki laughed triumphantly. “Whatever.” Gii turned away to face Akaike who was now leisurely browsing a sports magazine. “So how was your day like? Let me guess, the rich little brats have been picking a fight with the other rich little brats in class?” Gii raised an eyebrow obviously amused. “Well, yeah, there's that. They were about to stab each other with pencils. PENCILS! Stupid jerks.” Akaike shook his head in irritation as he flipped a page of the magazine he is reading. “I'm glad I don't work for the discipline committee.” Gii laughed. “Yeah but you got a trail of fan boys who follow you around like ducklings every single day.” Suzuki rolls his eyes as he put the chess board and chess pieces away before moving to sit on the edge of the bed because Gii is now lying on his stomach and has already occupied most of the entire bed space. “Oh yeah. That. Damn it.” Gii buried his face on the pillow and groaned. “Anyway, there was someone interesting today. Transferee. Freshman. Morita something. I forgot. Anyway, he arrived this morning to school accompanied by his mother. Quiet kid. Kinda shy but has inquisitive eyes. Matsumoto-sensei assigned me to tour him around the school on Monday since it'll be his first day.” Akaike yawned, laid the magazine on his bedside table and stretched his arms. “Transferee, huh? We don't get those types much in this school, do we?” Gii asked. “Nope. Not much at all. Quite a rarity actually. But the kid passed the requirements of this school so he's gonna be studying here for sure.” Akaike now stands up and starts to pull out a fresh pair of white pajamas from the cabinet. “Gii, come on, man. It's late. I'm sleepy. Go back to your room. Now.” Suzuki punches Gii's leg and tries to push him off the bed. “Don't wanna. I still wanna play with you, guys.” Gii whined and frowned but reluctantly moved away from the bed. “If you don't leave, we're gonna tell Hayama about this American greeting kiss thing and that you just made it all up.” Akaike grinned. “Alright, alright, fine. I get it. Goodnight, ladies. I'll see you both tomorrow.” Gii grudgingly heads towards the door. But only a few seconds after he has closed the door behind him, he opens the door again, sticks his head out and gives the biggest pout he could muster. “You're not gonna tell him, I just made that up, would you? I'd never get an excuse to kiss him in the open anymore. You know how I love it when he looks so flustered and cute when I do that.” “GOOD NIGHT, YOU SADIST! “ Suzuki and Akaike yells at him and throws a pillow which hits Gii right in the face and they all laugh.

Chapter 11 - Last wish. -Sanoo!! Where are we going? You're bleeding,damn it!-Narayama shouted,while the both were in the middle of one the street. -Stop screaming like a baby,Narayama.I don't know where to go and I don't care about the wound which is bleeding.-Sano shouted back. -Here it is...You're angry again...Now what? Instead of jumping on me,you will kill me this time?-Nara said with ironic note in his voice. -Don't even say that...I'll kill you. You're the most important person in my life,Narayama.Please.....forgive me for screaming..I'm just too confused.-Ichiro sighed,hugging tightly the other male. Hitoshi just smiled,hugging the other back and kissing his forehead. In the end,the two males decided to go in Hitoshi's house,because they thought that there will be better to stay,instead of being in Sano's house where Akira could find them easily. In the same time in Eiji was sitting in the living room with his broken phone in hand,because when he threw it away after the conversation with Akira,the phone broke. He looked at the clock on the wall and sighed.There were left few hours to relax,before to meet with Masato and see how he was. Because of one fucking mistake now his brother hated him.He was such an idiot to let this happen just now. It was already nightfall.It was raining and it was cloudy.Narayama was preparing something,because the both with were so hungry.Sano's wound was already bandaged,but he was in the kitchen with Nara,didn't want to lay on the bed. -So,what do you think to do now?-Hitoshi asked his lover. -I may go out for a walk soon and I need to go to take some things from my house.Don't worry,I'll come back.-Sano smiled.He was behind the other boy now,watching carefully how he was cooking. -You're like a real wife.-Ichiro joked. -Of course,I'm your wife after all.-Nara joked back,turning his head to steal a kiss from Sano. Soon as Ichiro said,he went out.Of course it wasn't exactly a walk,but more like he went to take revenge for yesterday.It wasn't difficult to find where were Masato's people and Sano knew that. He found few of them and beat them really badly.He wasn't worried about the police,because it was normal these days.Every single day many people were beaten like dogs in fights and no one cared about that.Usually Sano wasn't the type who was going to beat someone, but after what happened,he was ready to kill and his own brother for participating in such a thing. After he finished with the males,Sano leaved a simple message for Masato and the others: "The next time when we meet,I will pull out your hearts and will give its to the dogs." Ichiro went and to his house,to take few clothes and things which he needed.Just when he was ready to leave he saw the blood on his shirt and hit his head with a hand. How could he forget to change his clothes?The boy ran to the bathroom,took a shower and dressed himself,then leaved the house. One hour after Sano beat Masato's people,Akira went to want help from them for another problem with some school guys.He found the message on the ground and read it. -Sano.....-the male squeezed the paper where the message was written and clenched teeth.He took his phone and rung to Eiji. -Yeah...?-Eiji answered.He just woke up,preparing for the meeting with Masato. -You...and your fucking brother...Be prepared Eiji...I'll make your life Hell.-after these words Akira closed the phone.He rung to another guy - his right hand - Saito. -So,you understood me,right? I want him tonight,no matter what.-Akira said.He was so content from his plan that he couldn't even believe that he could think something like that.Soon he would show to Eiji and Sano that they don't have to play with him. In the same time - Eiji and Masato's meet. -How are you feeling?-Eiji asked,seeing how bad Masato was looking. -Hah,like you really care about me.-Masato mumbled. -I do...Never mind.It's not time for argues now.We have to do something,because everything is out of control.-Eiji said,looking at the other guy with very worried face. -Like I don't know Eiji...But what can we do? Look what Akira did to me?Do you think that someone can stop him?He's a monster.-Masato sighed. -You know,I think that Sano did something again...Because Akira called me...And he said that I have to be prepared.-Eiji sighed as well. -THAT IDIOT! I'm 100% sure that he went to fight with my people...You had to stop him!-Masato yelled,but few seconds ago,he felt his stomach hurting so badly and he squeezed the place from where the pain came. -Are you okay?-Eiji jumped from the chair where he was sitting,grabbing Masato's hand to see what happened. -...Your wound is opened...Let me help you..-he smiled lightly,grabbing few bandages from the table next to the bed where was Masato and doing everything which he had to,to close the wound. -Thank..you..-Masato mumbled,looking away. -Idiot,I'd do everything for you...-Eiji chuckled. -Don't say something so strange...And you didn't answer to my question...Why didn't you stop Sano?-Masato tried to sound more calm now other way the wound would open again. -And I have to ask you,why did you try to kill my brother?-Eiji finally became serious. -Because....You know Eiji...when it becomes to Narayama...I can kill everyone...And just...imaging how Ichiro was hurting my precious friend...made me really pissed off.-Masato tried to explain. -I think that...We both made our biggest mistake by even trying to hurt Sano,eh?-Eiji grinned ironic. -It seem so.-Masato grinned as well. Narayama was still waiting for Sano to come back when someone knocked on the door.The boy went to open the door,but there was no one.He went out to see and then,someone hit his head,pushing him immediately in one black car and leaving. Hitoshi's last wish before to swoon was to see Sano's face one more time,but was it possible?

Ohh if we are talking about koreans then I will say TVXQ guys are the best

I wanna be tongue.........

Talking about Koreans. Who wants them as boyfriend? http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ygGtpQb79eU&ob=av2n

Hot Korean fashion models... :msn_red_fox 6

Hot model from Pengyu Studio...

I like j-rock. So, here's some pics: Gackt: Ruki:

Sh** girls.... this is gonna kill me... mmm... I don't have a type.. but....this guy... best Henry VIII in life.. the hottest... I like bad guys.... gggrrrrrr....... -stares at his waist...or a bit down the waist- gggrrrrrr

haha! you're welcomee! a few more, then.. ;] this is for you too bridget!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jadIzv5ubMo i wanna be...micro...hand... finger... bottle...water...air.............................. .................................................. ........

tongues are good!!! wow! it suddenly became really hot!! NOT helping!! way hot! way way hot... Gosh!! wait! WTF? what the hell is he doing? why... what? Oh commom!! hell is hot enought on his own!

They sure do. They model for Tomonari.

Good Morning girls!!

Ofcourse, aside from that, I wanna share the highlights of my career as an architect also,.. so, its in here,.. enjoy,..^^,.. [/img] ------------------------------------------------------------------- [/img] ------------------------------------------------------------ These are made in mixed media technique.. The first one was made using colored pencil, pencil and the other one was made using water color, colored pen and colored pencils,.. ^_______^,..

ok, its my turn,.. I am an Architect here but aside from doing lots of building design, I grew up in a world with a very fashionable senses... On of my hobbies since childhood is to create fashion design,.. So its in here,... ^___^,.. [/img]

Oh, I think those would look cool colored ^^ I don't even draw on paper anymore, just digitally with a tablet XD I haven't drawn on paper since september, when I just started out drawing anime and manga style humans. But I have some old ones from 2010 that I made with graphite pencils http://fc00.deviantart.net/fs70/f/2011/024/2/4/24aa226b703b7eff41398e647bf93bbb-d37xe5w.jpg http://th04.deviantart.net/fs70/PRE/i/2011/225/9/9/arthur_pendragon_by_nfj123-d46dvvr.jpg

alright then, I'll post first this is the last thing I've draw : http://www.freeimagehosting.net/41652 http://www.freeimagehosting.net/496e5

Lolz I just saw this Quiz and thougth I'd share it with every one http://quizilla.teennick.com/quizzes/20535520/what-bathroom-object-are-you I've got: XD.......

I love YO girls club!!! i'll share with you other beauty in my eyes... (not asian)

i'll use every word! sorry but it has to be like this... Holy Shit!!! I fucking love him!!! he is so freaking hot!!! i adore him!! i admire him!! and i love you for posting this sweetie!!

*kneels on the floor and kiss Bridget shoes* I worship you right now... it was 2:40 min like this i died, went to heaven and came back! that almost made forget my sweet sweet Changmin... quite an acomplish Hero!!! But oh well, even the straightest guy would be dazed right now!!

excuse me.... i'm joing the party! =] although they're skinny, i like those two. @Rei and Yuukina I agree about TVXQ. they are the most good looking boy band, for sure. (although, musically, i'm SO much more into BigBang)

Me...eating....whatever...while watching you dears....pics!!!!!!!

OH MY GODDD!!! TONGUES ARE GOOD!!!

Paul u're killing us

Yeah I do agree with Aoi

these guys looks so good

Shiro...hahaha... LORD...GIRL.... I was just singing....

Hi SHIROTSUKI!!!: OM!! Im dying with your words and pretty much overwhelmed with your kindness and good thoughts,..Thank you very much,, really a pleasure!!,.. I am indeed happy to hear those words from you,.. Every one of us has a talent, a talent that can be share with others and inspire their minds.. I am pretty sure that you have talent as well that might probably inspire others too,..^____^,V

Hi SHIROTSUKI:,.. Its my pleasure too,..^____^,.. I would probably create the best dress for you,..hihihiih,..^___^,.., Ive been doing that since child hood and until now.. I am happy enough doing those things,..Human figure most especially a women's figure are really one of a kind,.. They are very interesting and their shapes are nice concept to create such creations,...^^,... Hi MIXLOL:,.. I am doing all my stuffs manually. Using water color, kure color, colored pen, pen and ink as well as pencils and charcoals,.. I aint that good enough of using photoshop. Likewise, I dont use photoshop or any computer generated rendering processes. Doing it using freehand is my foremost strength and I really love seeing each lines being created by means of hands,..^^,..^____^,..

Now the trailer of movie is out... After watching this I just can't wait to see the movie... How can I wait other 8 months for this... T T Few captures pictures... Shota as Yuuki... Yusuke as Kei... Few more of Kei... ^^

The new WINNER has been decided Each month is so hard to decide on only one profile...this time was the same, but i chose the winner because of the Xmas atmosphere that's spreading from every corner of it I really liked the warmth of it and the color theme, also if: ~the writing was readable ~the colors weren't too intense to mind the eyes of the viewer ~everything blended together WINNER Screenshot: The winner will get any Card he/she wishes from the Market + a set [signature+avatar] made by me. Please post here what you'd like: [color="plum"]Size of signature: Text: Theme/Stock if you have a picture: Color theme and other observations:[/color] All participants will get the promised 5000 points, please don't ask Key why you got them, just read this announcement and enjoy it! BONUS ~given by me to Phong Y Present: only ONE STAR CARD level 1 - 6 Thank you for participating and hope next year will bring happiness to everyone. The next POTM will open after Jan.2nd

on that super junior song "super girl" the way they say "super" sounds a lot like "chupa" wich, in brazilian portuguese means "to suck". so everytime i listen i understand like that "oh my chupagirl.." / "Oh my suckinggirl.." hahahah! i just had to share that!! hahaha

“Takeshi, look what I found in the garden.” Suzuki's mother greeted her son as she opened the door. “Ma, I wish you'd stop sneaking and snatching plants from parks. You and Papa are really the same.” Suzuki playfully chastised his mother. He wanted to sound cheerful even though it was obvious enough they were both trying to sound upbeat despite the seriousness of his condition. “Oh come on...I'm sure you'll agree with this one.” She winked and gestured for Morita to enter the door of the suite. “Suzuki-san...” Morita smiled as he walked inside with the large bouquet of flowers in his arms. Suzuki's blinked in surprise. Not a word came out of his mouth. What was he supposed to say? A part of him was so happy to see him again and at the same time he felt embarrassed that Morita sees him in such a weakened state. “Hmmm...go take a seat over there, Morita-kun. Let me take care of these lovely flowers. I'll see if I can find a nice vase for this outside.” She took them from his arms and carefully laid the flowers by the table and left the room. “Hey...” Morita approached and pulled the chair closer to the bed. “Hey..” Came Suzuki's reply. A gentle smile on his face as feelings of comfort overcame him upon seeing Morita. Morita gazed at him. His eyes longing yet sweet. There was still puffiness in his eyes, a sure sign that he has been crying earlier. Yet there was twinkle in the tone of his voice. He too was feeling very comforted seeing Suzuki again. “I'm so glad to see you.” Suzuki smiled at the soft spoken Morita. Morita bit his lower lip. His eyes shyly moving from the bed to Suzuki's face. “I was actually kind of worried whether you wanted me to see you.” “Why would you think that?” Suzuki frowned, obviously confused at the statement. “Well, you never told me anything about your condition when we were together so I thought this was something you didn't want to share with me. Maybe you'd get mad that I just showed up here.” Morita looked at him. The pain in his tone may be subtle yet it reflected heavily in his eyes. There was a slight measure of hurt, sadness and quiet desperation. “But your mom told me everything I needed to know about your condition.” “Come closer, Morita.” Suzuki gestured weakly for him to approach the bed prompting the younger boy to stand from his chair and lean closer to Suzuki's side. “You think I wouldn't be this happy if I didn't want you to be here?” Morita shook his head slowly. “I guess not.” A shy smile forming in his lips. His fingers reaching for Suzuki. He feels Suzuki's fingers clasping his. He responded by gently rubbing his fingers. “I miss you.” “So do I.” Suzuki calmly replied. “That time we were together, all I wanted was to just see you and forget everything else. For the first time in a long time I have never been so happy in my life until the day I first saw you at the phone booth that evening. I told myself no way was I gonna remind myself how little time we have left. I wanted to see you smile. Not like this. Not the tears. I wanted so badly to smile too. It was never my intention to deceive you. And I'm sorry if you felt that way. But you do understand me, don't you?” Suzuki's voice was shaky yet firm. To Morita he was fighting a losing battle as he failed yet again to keep his tears at bay. He nodded his head while trying to rub his tears from his eyes. “Oh god, what am I going to do with you, Suzuki-san?” His chuckles were accompanied by a pained tone in his voice. Why? Why did it have to be this way? Why can't we just be together longer, much, much longer? Why now? Please don't leave me like this, Suzuki-san. Suzuki reaches out to hold his hand that was trying to rub off the tears from his face. Morita felt a bit startled with the gesture but he felt that hand slowly pulling his head lower. Lower. He could hear Suzuki whisper. “Kiss me.” It took only for a second when Morita' blinked in surprise at such a sweet yet daring request from Suzuki. As their lips touched, he felt a brand new sensation melding with the memory of their first kiss shared. This was more earnest. Even sweeter. He could feel Suzuki's tongue tip reaching his and he was already weak to deny him. So this is what a deep kiss feels like. His eyes were squeezed shut as if trying to store every bit of information in his mind. His heart beating wildly as he relished the kiss. It took him every ounce of self-control not to climb the bed and just straddle Suzuki. “It's not enough. Not enough...” Morita softly whined as their lips parted making Suzuki plant small kisses around his lips, amused listening to Morita's voice. The younger boy licked his lips. He was so overcome with emotions that the tears began to flow again. He nestled his head on the curve of Suzuki's shoulder and neck. He inhaled the scent of antiseptic aroma from the pillow. He squeezed his eyes shut to block off the reality of being in a hospital room and just focused on the sensations of the kiss they shared and the warm, breathing and very alive Suzuki patting his head. “Morita...I need you to promise me something.” “Anything..what is it?” Morita mumbled not bothering to raise his head from his current position so he could look at Suzuki properly. He feared what he might see in those eyes. “Promise me that you won't attend my funeral. I don't want my face on a large picture frame will be the last thing you will ever see of me. I want you to remember me just like this. Talking to you now. Kissing you. Holding you now while I still I can. These are mine to give while I'm still here. It's more meaningful this way. Can you promise me that, Morita?” Morita nodded and sniffed. “I promise.” He whispered. “I'm feeling rather envious of anybody who can see you everyday. I can't have you all to myself.” Suzuki chuckled. “Don't you dare say that!” Morita lifted his head. His brow furrowed. His voice shaky. His eyes wet from tears. “I'm all yours. I'm here. I don't wanna be anywhere else. I wanna see you everyday. I don't wanna go back...Suzuki-san...please.” Suzuki's tears ran down his cheeks continuously. The desperation and longing in Morita's voice rang in his ears. For the first time in his life, he felt being loved so differently and devotedly by someone other than his parents. He smiled at the thought he could die happy now knowing just that and being able to experience such love from a person. There was no doubt in his mind that Morita is definitely his one true love. He will never ever find another one like him in this lifetime. He had been very fortunate to have been given such a chance. He was not going to leave this world lonely as he imagined. “Morita...hey...it's gonna be fine. You don't have to come here everyday. This place is a long way from Shidou. I'm sure the school won't allow it either. You're gonna make a lot of people worry about you. I'm one of them. And with the way we are now, I'm sure you will try to stay late here with me. I'm alright now. You're here with me now.” “Well..would it be okay if I call you on the cell phone? My mom sent me one so she could call me easier than having to wait for my turn at the phone booth.” “Aha! So that's why I didn't see you there anymore.” Suzuki raised an eyebrow. “Eh? You mean...you looked for me there?” Morita's looked at him surprised. “Yeah..every night.” Suzuki poked him in the nose. A large smile now showed on Morita's face. Suzuki-san really looked for me. I wasn't the only one feeling the same way after all. We both fell for each other at first sight. Oh my god. Wow. “Hmmmm....I guess it's alright. I don't own one though. You could get my mom's number.” “Already did!” Morita grinned as he showed Suzuki the number saved on his phone book making Suzuki laugh. “You really love me, Suzuki-san.” “Of course, I do, silly.” Suzuki chuckled and ruffled his hair. Morita's eyes turned misty again and he rested his head beside Suzuki and reached for his hand and intertwined their fingers. “I love you, Suzuki Takeshi. I always will.” He uttered tenderly.

“You know what's happening, right?” Suzuki rested his temple on his knuckles. His eyes wandering sideways towards the window. The soft glow of the late afternoon sun shining on his face. Morita gazed at Takeshi's reflection on the glass window and nodded. There was never a doubt in his mind what was happening between them. A strong sense of warmth came over him. Yes, I know what's happening between us. All it took was one look at that precise moment they did not expect. He may have been tongue-tied whenever Suzuki appeared in his midst giving him the shiver of excitement in his heart. But now being here in this room with him, he did not feel the trepidation any longer. It all felt right. It's like it just all made sense. Everything just came into place. “People call it chemistry. Some call it gravity. There are some who say it's magnetic.” Suzuki turned his eyes towards Morita. Each statement punctuated with him coming closer towards him. “And some say it's a mystery.” Morita smiled as he felt Suzuki behind him now. He turned around to face him. Suzuki's fingers touch his cheek. His thumb carefully moving from his chin and outlining his lower lip. “I have never met anyone quite like you.” Suzuki's voice was gentle. “And I don't think I ever will again.” He smiled sadly. “Neither will I.” Morita replied. “I wish there was a way I can freeze this moment.” Suzuki's face was a few inches away from Morita now. “You're talking like you're saying goodbye.” Morita murmured. Their noses touching now. “Morita...I want you to remember me like this. I need you to keep this memory for us.” “Suzuki-san...” But before Morita could utter another word, he feels Suzuki's lips against his silencing whatever doubts, questions or confusion he might have had a few moments ago. Their eyes now closed as they both melted into a soft kiss gently teasing each other's taste. Morita intertwines his fingers with Suzuki's as they rake though his hair. Pulling his head closer as the kiss began to slowly deepen, neither of them wanting to let go. Time seemed to have passed between them. Suzuki reluctantly ended the kiss and smiled as he watched Morita's eyes still closed and slowly open realizing the kiss has already ended. “Is this your first kiss?” Suzuki licked his lips. His eyes watching Morita's reaction. “Yes.” Morita nodded as he tries to hide his cheeks beginning to redden. “I'm glad.” Suzuki smiled warmly as his gently lifted Morita's chin. “Me too.” Morita nodded and moved closer to lean his head on Suzuki's shoulder. “It's getting late.” The sun was setting as Suzuki observed from the glass window where they stood. “I want to see you again.” Morita closed his eyes as he inhaled Suzuki's faint cologne on his shoulder. His arms around Suzuki's waist getting a little tighter. Suzuki was grateful that Morita didn't get to see the deep regret etched in his eyes. What a cruel joke this is. For the first time in his life, he felt this good about someone only to leave him forever. His good arm held Morita closer to him as if to convey how much he felt for him. He felt Morita's arms encircle tightly around his waist. He could smell the fresh fragrance of the shampoo on his hair. He closed his eyes as he stored every bit of memory of Morita so close to him like this. “I would like that very much.” It was all Suzuki could say so Morita could not feel how much his heart was breaking. ----------------------------------------- It seemed like a million thoughts clouded Morita's mind as he walked towards the hospital where Suzuki was admitted. He remembered the terrible shock he had when the teacher announced that the president of the science club Suzuki Takeshi had to quit school because of a serious medical condition. He could barely pay any attention in class as his mind was filled with memories of Suzuki. Was he saying goodbye this whole time? Morita shook his head as if to fight off such morbid thoughts. Right now he felt very lucky to have been chosen to represent the freshman year to visit Suzuki. He clutched the bouquet of flowers close to his chest and smelled its fresh fragrance. Suzuki-san will love these for sure. He felt his heart leap as he entered the premises of the building. His excitement was growing as he walked along the hallway and spotting Suzuki's room. Yet as his hand touched the doorknob, he found himself unable to open it. What prompted him to hesitate to find out what lay before him inside this room? But didn't Suzuki-san say that he would like it very much if they saw each other again? He remembered those words clearly as they held each other that time in the science club room. He couldn't have been wrong. But his hand would not turn the doorknob to open. A sudden fear came over him. Would Suzuki-san want to see me? What would he say? He retrieved his hand and held onto the flowers in his arm. He took one last look at the door before him then turned and walked away across the hall. He asked the front desk where the men's room was located. He washed his face. His nose flared and sucked in his breath sharply as he tried to fight off the impending tears that were threatening to flow. He gazed at his reflection on the mirror and quickly slapped his cheeks. No. I won't cry. I won't. I didn't come this far not to see you. I still want to see you. I have to see you, Suzuki-san. He grabbed the flowers and left the men's room. He needed time to collect his thoughts but the solitude and stillness of the hospital lobby only made him more depressed. He needed to go out and breathe some air. One of the hospital staff directed him to a mini Zen garden at the top floor. Now surrounded by the kind of peace he sought, he felt his mind at ease. He walked towards the balcony and looking down from where he stood he spotted two boys dressed in the same blue jackets walking away from the building. He could not tell who they were exactly but he was not surprised that Suzuki-san had visitors from Shidou. Just as he was about to take a seat, he noticed a woman sitting on a bench at the corner staring at the mini man-made pond. Her eyes were undeniably sad. She looked like she had been crying for days. A sudden urge to comfort her overwhelmed Morita. He also missed his mother in Australia. He wished she was nearby and perhaps he could feel a little better. “Anou...I'm sorry to bother you but I could not help but notice how sad you look. If you prefer to be alone, I can leave.” Morita approached the woman. A faint smile curved in the woman's lips upon hearing Morita's gentle voice. What a sweet boy this is. “Those are lovely flowers.” The woman replied and gestured for him to take a seat beside her on the wooden bench. Morita smiled and nodded, relieved that the woman did not get annoyed by his presence. “Yes they are. I hope my friend will like it when he sees them. I'm just a little scared to see him right now.” “So you came all the way up here to gather some courage. Is that it?” The woman smiled again. “I guess so. But I don't want my visit to be waste since I'm representing my class.” “What school are you attending?” The woman leaned her head on her hand. “Shidou High Academy. I'm a freshman student.” “Oh, how lovely. I have a son who goes to school there too.” “Really? May I know his name? I might have met him too.” The woman shook her head sadly and smiled. “He's a sophomore. He had to quit school. His condition is now complicated and that's why he's here.” Morita's eyes rounded. He could not believe that the woman he was talking to was Suzuki's mother. There was only one sophomore in Shidou that quit school that he was aware of. He felt his heart beating faster. Here he was trying to weigh the odds of whether he should show up at Suzuki's room or not only to find himself talking with his mother of all people. Only one name appeared in his mind. “Suzuki Takeshi.” Morita uttered his name to the woman's surprise. “How did you...? Yes, he's my son. Are you by any chance Morita Toru? My son mentioned he has a friend who's a freshman in Shidou by that name.” Morita hung his head low. The tears he had been trying to keep at bay were now flowing as he wiped them away with his hand. He did not want Suzuki's mother to see his face. “I'm so glad you came, Morita-kun. My son has told me so much about you.” Despite her tear-swollen eyes, Suzuki's mother smiled happily and gently patted him on the back.

“Hey guys! What do you think?” Takabayashi walked into the mini theater and pranced with the brightest orange cape and plastic Pumpkin hat. Shozo merely shook his head in amusement at Takabayashi's antics. Gii chuckled knowing the atmosphere was going to be cheery for all of them. He examined his watch, it was a quarter to 11:00 AM. The four of them have laid out all the food and drinks even the decoration on the wall. He and Takumi still had not been able to talk properly since last night but they managed to work together for the party. He had excused himself and promised to return much later. Gii understood his lover needed some time to be alone to think things over. He just hoped he didn't take too long. Ten minutes later, a nervous but smiling Morita arrived and Gii greeted him. “Ah! Morita-kun! Glad you could join us.” “Gii-senpai...I hope I'm just on time.” Morita bowed as Gii put his arm around his shoulder as they approached Takabayashi and Akaike who were sitting by the table and poking at the snacks. “Your timing's perfect. Now I want you to sit right here. Well, I'm sure you already know my friend Shozo of the disciplinary committee.” Gii pulled up a seat and gestured for Morita to sit on. “Tsk..I feel like an old man when you introduce me like that, Gii. I'm glad you could join us, Morita-kun.” He extended his hand and they shared a handshake. “This one here is Takabayashi Izumi of the astrology club.” Akaike pointed at their friend and grinned. “ASTRONOMY! GODS! Don't listen to him, Morita-kun.” Takabayashi readily shook Morita's hand. “You're a cute one, huh! Good job, Gii!” Takabayashi gave Gii a thumbs up. “Shut up, you!” Gii chuckled. Morita blushed red and began to stammer a response. “Ah..anou...I'm not cute. I'm honored to meet you too, Takabayashi-senpai.” He bowed before taking a seat. “Ah! No need to be so formal around here. We're happy we have a cute freshman in our little party here. So relax, ne?” Takabayashi patted his back. “Ah hai...arigatou gozaimasu.” Morita smiled at everyone. A few minutes passed and Takeshi arrived. Upon hearing his voice, Morita felt his heartbeat quicken. He made it! He really made it. He pursed his lips. His eyes following him as Gii pointed him to sit right beside him. Morita smiled and he hoped the others didn't notice he was staring at him the whole time. “Now two of our most important guests are here. I'm sure you two have met before.” Gii gave them a wink and patted their shoulders. Finally, I got both of you together close like this. He felt a little proud of himself now. They both looked really happy to see each other and he did notice the way Morita watched Takeshi when he arrived. That unmistakable excitement in his eyes. This is going to be one very successful party for sure...now all that's missing is my Takumi. I hope he's okay. “Morita-kun...it's nice to meet you here.” Suzuki smiled raking in every detail of the boy beside him. He really is cute even up close. Thanks to Gii we got this chance to be together finally. “Yes, me too. It's so good to meet you again...anou....I mean to be here. Sorry!” Morita was nervous. Damn...was I too obvious? Please don't think I'm weird! Takeshi chuckled. “Relax. This is supposed to be a party. I know you're nervous 'cause you're surrounded by these crazy guys especially Takabayashi.” “Awww...come on Suzuki-kun.....don't scare our cute kohai here. Don't mind him, Morita-kun. Underneath all that seriousness, he's really a kitty cat.” Takabayashi winked at Morita while he opened the box of Belgian chocolates. “Who you calling a kitty cat?” Suzuki poked him at the shoulder yet his eyes looked hungrily at the chocolates. “Well, you look like a cat especially when you laugh, that's why. You should end your sentences in 'nyan'.” Takabayashi made a moe neko pose and began to paw Suzuki's shoulders. “He's a nut case. Forgive him, Morita-kun.” They all laughed. The party proved to be a success. Morita was able to relax and chatting with everyone. Suzuki and him were making light conversations although there was still a hint of awkwardness between them. The more Gii saw them together, the more he is convinced Morita is definitely the right person for his friend. If only the freshman knew how important his presence means on this occasion. Much to Gii's relief, Takumi finally joined them at the party after having disappeared for a while. He could see that his lover was still not comfortable with Morita's presence but he decided he can deal with that later. But he hadn't expected that later had come too soon when Takumi abruptly ended his violin performance in front of everyone and quickly ran out of the mini theater prompting Gii to chase after him. The mood in the theater only changed momentarily as Morita observed. Akaike only raised an eyebrow but continued munching on the bag of potato chips. Takabayashi was still lively as ever as he poured another glass of grape juice for himself. As for Suzuki, he watched him take another bite into the Belgian chocolate. Why did Hayama-senpai just run off like that and everyone seem to be behaving like it was no big deal? Oh crap...I hope I didn't do anything wrong...but what could I have done anyway? Hmmmm...but I did notice Hayama-san glaring at me earlier. Man...this is driving me nuts. Since there was no telling when the couple would return to the party thus Takabayashi and Shozo decided to see what Gii and Takumi were up to. What Morita and Suzuki did not know was it was merely a ruse. The real reason was actually to give them privacy to get to know each other more. -------------------------------- Since their friends showed no signs of returning to the party anytime soon, after clearing up a bit of the mess on the table, the pair decided to go outside for a change of scenery. Together they walked under the tunnel. Stealing glances at each other. The quiet excitement in their eyes and the smile etched vividly on their lips. Finally alone with Morita, Suzuki felt a rising sense of fervor in his heart. Something he has never ever felt before. He has lived a life where everyone had to be careful around him and it was difficult to form any strong relationships that went beyond family. It was only in Shidou he has come to find really good friends like Gii and Shozo, they're the kind of friends who did not patronize him or cuddled him. For the first time in such a long time, he felt that independence he craved. But being with Morita now, spending time with him like this was more than he could ever ask for. This is unexpected. This is special. How he wished they had met a long time ago. The more they talked, the more his attraction grew. Morita is intelligent, engaging, intuitive, cheerful and friendly. His gentle eyes and the shy smile he would make every now and then in his direction amused him that he could be the source of such a reaction from someone. Being around the freshman like this made him really happy. It didn't matter anymore that this was going to be the last day he was going to be in Shidou. He would be damned if he didn't take this chance to get to know more about Morita. ------------------------------------ Morita could not quell the sheer excitement and delight in his heart as they walked together around the school. There was something about Suzuki that intrigued him from the moment he saw him for the first time and that fascination grew much more as he listened intently to Suzuki's stories, his passion for Science and some anecdotes about his life in general. He was eloquent, good-natured, respectable, engaging and very intelligent. The nervousness they shared earlier was slowly ebbing away and there was nothing more that Morita wanted but to spend more with him. Learning more about the man that touched his heart. He was looking forward to spending more time with Suzuki everyday in Shidou. Time seemed to fly by without them noticing as Suzuki was feeling tired from walking around the school grounds and decided to invite him to the science club room much to Morita's anticipation. There he saw the gleam of pride that was on Suzuki's face and the tone of his voice as he talked about the activities and experiments and discoveries the club has made. The more he listened, the more he felt even more convinced he should have joined the club the first time. “I have a confession to make. I used to watch you right there by the bench. I would look up and see the rainbow-colored light reflecting through these glass windows. They looked very beautiful.” Morita poked at the glass window. His eyes glowing with thoughtful remembrance. “I know.” Suzuki nodded and smiled. “Eh? You do? Uh...ahm...wow. This is embarrassing. I mean how did you know?” Morita looked mortified. “What do you think that telescope over there is for?” Suzuki pointed at the telescope behind Morita making the boy cover his face in utter embarrassment. “Anyway, there's something I want to give you.” Suzuki opened the drawer and took out two pieces of films. “This here...when you hold it up to the sun and use this other film over it, it will refract rainbow-colored lights on anywhere you direct it to.” “Just like the ones I used to see when I would sit outside by the bench.” Morita smiled as Suzuki handed him the films.

The days moved on and neither of them could ever forget that first encounter they had that evening. Suzuki visited the phone booth every night at the same hour hoping to catch a glimpse of the mysterious boy whose gentle eyes he could not forget. That sweet indulgent laughter and the shy smile. But he never showed up. He had contemplated about asking Akaike regarding the identity of this boy but there was something about him that he wanted to find out for himself. It was his discovery and he wanted to find out more about him through his means without the help of anyone else. It dawned to him that he did not want to share this knowledge with the ones closest to him either, at least not yet until he found what he needed to know. A name. Another chance meeting. Any excuse to see him once again. He was rather surprised at how tongue-tied he was that fated evening. For the first time in his life, he has never experienced anything quite like it. He wondered if that boy was thinking about him too. Did he think about him in the same way as he did? Or has he forgotten the whole incident already? Shidou is really a large place after all. Suzuki's thoughts were suddenly interrupted by a knock on the door. “Yo!” Gii smiled as he walked into the Science club room. Suzuki was arranging the tools he would need for his new experiment. Gii noticed a red book on the desk with the word “Fractale” on it. “What's this about?” “Why do you wanna know?” Suzuki eyed him curiously. “Just because...” Gii shrugged and opened the book and browsed a few pages. Suzuki smirked. Science was not Gii's strongest suit nor had the patience for it despite being a smart student. Though they both shared a similar passion for seeking answers to certain mysteries, Suzuki preferred a more solitary approach while Gii preferred to tap into connections and resources. He wanted answers fast. “So what brings you here, Gii?” Suzuki took the book away from Gii and placed it together with the other reference books on the wooden shelf. He made a mental note to return the book to the library first thing in the morning. “Oh, well the guys and I are gonna hang out at the cafeteria. I just came by to fetch you.” Gii smiled at him. “Okay, sure thing.” Suzuki unplugged the PC then turned off the light in the room and locked the door on their way out. “I'm hungry.” Gii grinned. “You're always hungry.” Suzuki snickered. When they arrived the cafeteria, Akaike waved at them. He was seated near their favorite spot by the glass windows. “Where's Takumi? I thought he should already be here by now.” A confused Gii looked at Akaike as he pulled up a chair to sit down. “Takabayashi went out to fetch him. Don't worry, they'll be here soon.” Akaike smiled. “So what do you guys wanna have?” Gii asked. “You're buying, right?” Suzuki pointed at him inquisitively. “You had to ask?” Gii raised an eyebrow. “Yeah, aside from coffee. I want food. I want curry buns. You think they still have some curry buns? I want cake. Cake would be nice with coffee. Takumi will like cake. Maybe some chips. Been craving for potato chips ever since Shinobu-sensei talked about potatoes in class. Hmmmm....how about you guys?” Akaike and Suzuki looked clearly amused with Gii's behavior. It was funny watching their friend when he was craving for something to eat. It was like watching a little kid's first trip to a supermarket. If it were not for his strict workout routine, it wouldn't be surprising if he ballooned in size in no time. His sudden bouts of food craving and appetite are legendary in Shidou. “Well, since you're buying, I want a vanilla latte and a butterscotch bar. No, make that two bars.” Akaike replied. “I think I'll have brewed coffee and maybe a slice of cake.” “What kind of cake?” Gii asked “I'm not picky. As long as it's chocolate and no mint. Who puts mint in chocolates anyway? Mint is for toothpaste and shampoo.” Suzuki narrowed his eyes. “I hope Takabayashi and Takumi show up already. I'm hungry.” Gii complained. Akaike and Suzuki chuckled and shook their heads. “Anyway, while we're waiting...I've been waiting for your reply about this guy I would like to introduce to you. His name's Minato Sato. He's in second year just like us.” Gii grinned. “Oh crap...not again.” Suzuki looked at Gii exasperatedly. Akaike simply smiled as he observed his friends' exchange. “No listen up...I'm telling you this one's really good. I guarantee it. He's kind of a science geek like you. But a cool geek. He likes chemistry. I think the two of you will it hit off famously and you will have lots of things to talk about.” Gii was grinning from ear to ear sounding very proud of himself Suzuki frowned and turned to Akaike and nudged his shoulder. “Can you tell your friend to stop pimping guys to me?” Akaike merely shrugged at him. “Not my problem.” Suzuki narrowed his eyes at him. “You're useless.” and Akaike laughed. “Oh come on! Just give the guy a chance. I can set up the meeting tomorrow at your convenience.” The tone in Gii's voice remained insistent and hopeful. “The answer is no. I'm not gonna give him a chance or whatever. You're just hungry that's why you're talking weird again. Ugh!” Suzuki rubbed his face exasperatedly. Gii rested his cheek on his hand and studied his friend. Suzuki was now leaning back on his chair. The frown remained in his face as he was looking away and drumming his fingers impatiently on the table. Yeah, sure he was hungry but he was serious about the introduction. He wondered why Suzuki rejected the offer a bit too quickly. Normally, he would agree to meet regardless whether he liked them or not. But not this time. He had been trying to get Suzuki to agree with the meeting for days, but he did not show the least bit of interest. Gii wondered what could have brought the change. The silence was broken as two boys entered the cafeteria. Gii, Akaike and Suzuki looked to see who they were, expecting it would be Takabayashi and Takumi. They were were carrying their food trays and now finding a table for them to occupy. Akaike recognizing them immediately waved at the pair. “Hey there!” The scruffy-haired one named Tatsuya smiled widely and waved back. “Ah! Akaike-senpai!” The two boys walked towards the trio. Gii casually smiled at them. Suzuki's eyes widened with surprise. The other boy walking behind Tatsuya was the one he had been wanting to see again all this time. “I haven't seen you guys in a while. How are you?” “Oh I'm good. I've been busy with club activities recently and all. By the way, this one here is my room mate, Morita Toru.” Tatsuya grinned and patted Morita's back. “Oh yeah, of course. I remember you. How have you been, Morita-kun?” Akaike smiled. Morita bowed and smiled shyly. His grip on his food tray tightened. Never did he expect that he would see the cause of his many sleepless nights staring at him at this very moment. “Very good, Akaike-senpai. It's good to see you again.” He was trying not to look too obvious and tried to veer away from staring back at Suzuki. “Well that's good to hear. Anyway, this is Saki Giichi. I'm sure you guys know him by now. And this one here is our friend Suzuki Takeshi.” At the mention of his name, Morita could not quell the smile in his lips. Ah, now I know who you are. A sudden wave of relief came over him. He had been wanting to see him again or catch a glimpse of him for days but had no idea how to find him. Being new in school, he wanted to find out things for himself and didn't want to arouse suspicions from any of his classmates if they found out how keen he was in finding out the identity of the mysterious guy he laid eyes with at the phone booth that fated evening. And here he is in the company of two of the most popular and well-respected students of Shidou High Academy. “Pleased to meet you, Gii-senpai....Suzuki-senpai.” Morita bowed courteously. He could hear his heart beating loudly in his head. Suzuki nodded his head. He could not even blink. It was crazy. He hoped no one had noticed anything. Later he and Tatsuya walked towards another table. Unbeknown to Suzuki and Morita, Gii and Akaike exchanged knowing glances at what just transpired during that brief introduction.

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