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Part Fifteen “Mom...is that you...?” “Shouji.... What happened to you my child?!” “What do ya mean, why you askin’?” “Shouji, why aren’t you happy sweetie?” “Happy?!Shit mom... ya know i’ll never be happy since... since you...” “Shouji... Life itself it’s already something to be happy about, you know? I wish i could be alive to be there for you but i can’t, but you have to try harder, you’re letting yourself drown in sorrow, and that won’t lead you to good places.... Don’t you think so my child?” “Mom... i can’t... I’ve been thru so much since you’ve been gone... i can’t be happy anymore... Why d’ya have to leave me all alone with that guy... He beats me up and steals my money, i worked my ass off so bad to get... Why d’ya have t’a leave me behind... i rather y’a take me with ya mom... I donn ‘wanna be left alone again... Let me go with y’a now ok...?” “You can’t sweetie... You can’t come where i am... You’ll have to wait to meet me again... You still have so much to do, you’re still so young...” “I can’t mom.... i can’t.... Even that bastard, i thought he liked me... Even if just a little... But he hurt me mom, he hurt me so fucking bad i got stuck in a hospital cause of him... I don’t know what to do about that guy... I don’t know if i like him or if i hate him... I mean, he was the first person after you who had been nice to me, but he did that... what am i suppose to think?” “Shouji, why don’t you give him a chance...” “Mom... just let me go with ya...please... It’s so peaceful here, ne... No more worries, no more...” “You can’t sweetie... You can’t come here... But i’ll always be waiting for you, until your time comes... I’ll be right here...” “MOM!!! Wait... NO!!! MOM!!!” “Who the hell is your mom?!” Shouji woke up from his sleep, still shaken by the intensity of his dream to find the “bastard” sitting across the room looking at him with confused eyes... “So... how are you feeling?” “........Fine...” “Fine...Fine... that’s not an answer... Do you need me to call the nurse or something?” “No... I said i’m fine... What’ya doin’ here anyway?!” “What the hell!!! I came to see you and you start with that fucking temper already...” “Why?” “What do you mean, why?” “Why did ya came here to see me? Aren’t ya busy...? There’s always a bunch of people goin’ in and out of this place, looks like a fucking war just broke out while i’m stuck on this damn bed... So why’re ya here?” “Well... yeah... some shit turned sour the other day and we had to take care of it, but it’s solved now... “ “Speaking like a yakuza no doubt...” “Ahhaha well i am one...” “Yeah... i guess...” “Hum... look, i had a little chat with Mimori-chan and it’s all good ok...?” “All good?! What’s all good...?” “You know our agreement, that you go back and you do the shit to help Mimori-chan, and it’s fine... I told her you would help her out around the house, she just doesn’t want you to get on her way... Other than that it’s fine... She also said it would be nice if you finish high school, like doing the proficient test or... something like that, so you can become a proper adult and shit... ” “In think i’ll be pushin’ my luck goin’ there... She just doesn’t like me. And what’s that shit about school anyway? I’m not good in studies....” “Well for starters that old hag doesn’t like anyone... She won’t give you a hard time, we already agreed... You just have to do what she asks of you... As for the school stuff... I do think is a good idea... For you to get a good job, you know...” “And what if i wanna stick around’ya...?” That was a killer phrase... Kai didn’t know what to answer, and Shouji didn’t know what the fuck did he meant by it... For a minute there the room fell silent, and only then, thinking about what the yakuza had told him, Shouji managed to sense something was different than before.... “Now that i think about it, what the fuck happen’ to ya, you talkin’ all weird and shit?” “I’m not talking weird, just shut the fuck up... Well... the old hag made me ok... It’s one of her stupid weird demands... I got to talk and behave right otherwise she’ll be pissed beyond my patience limits...” “Shit that’s just... Why go so far just for helpin’me out... What else do ya what from me?” “Like i said... This time i’ll do the right shit to help you, no more than that...” “I see...” “Yeah...” “Then do ya at least know when th’a fuck can i get the hell away from here? Am sick of this place... It’s making me worse...” “When Hisaki tells you too...” “Well for me he can pack his stuff and go home tomorrow...” Dr. Hisaki came in the room a bunch of papers under his arm... “Like i said... He may already go tomorrow if he wishes so, his recovery was really good... He’s not supposed to overwork himself since he still recovering but i think it’ll be just fine. I can see you decided to finally show up here... The kid was starting to think you had abandoned him.” “The hell, doc... I don’t care if he comes or not... I don’t give a shit...” At that moment Shouji realized his temperature raised a few degrees by the embarrassment the doctor made him go thru... Even if he really felt that way, that wasn’t something to say out loud, and expose his weaknesses like that... Whatever the hell it was Shouji felt for Kai, it wasn’t meant to be disclosed. Quite the contrary... It was supposed to be enclosed behind a thousand locks inside himself. A feeling not allowed to see the sun light. Ever... The second Shouji looked at Kai, just making sure nothing weird had passed thru, he found the yakuza looking at him with a sorrowful expression... Was it the remorse of having hurt him, or something not even related to him at all he couldn’t tell... However, Shouji’s trace of thoughts were broken by Dr. Hisaki sudden talk... “Ok so... Brat, you’re not supposed to go running out and about, nor can you do stressful activities at least for another week... Then to you sir, since you’re the grown up. Make sure he eats properly, he was quite malnourished when i first saw him, then, and this is my most important advice... Tell him about Sayuri... All there is to know. If you wish to keep him around you, he has the right to know, and most importantly, to be aware of all this situation, do you understand?” “Yeah... I know, and i will, don’t worry...” “Oh and by the way, i have to thank Mimori-chan for giving you a hard time about your manners... It’s surely a great improvement for the guy who’s supposed to be the major company leader to at least behave properly and not like the brat he still think he is.” “Shut up Hisaki... I’ve been thru enough of that shit with the old hag... I promised her to be on my best, if she helps the kid out... I’m going to do so...” “Oh... See Shouji, he looks all cool and collected, but he has a thing for you, and he’s all upset otherwise he wouldn’t even go thru this kind of trouble, ahahhaha....” “THE HELL HISAKI....JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!” Not just Kai getting all flustered but Shouji himself thought the doctor had been quite bold, really bold to pick on the yakuza like that... But Shouji could see, Kai trusted and liked the doctor quite a lot... “I can see the cursing continues but, oh well, it wouldn’t be you if you didn’t...” “Shut up, everybody curses and it’s my only way to vent my frustrations, cut me some slack...” “Well, then i’m leaving you two alone to talk about important things.... bye bye...” Dr. Hisaki left the room with a damn weird smile on his face, Shouji was beginning to think it wasn’t a good idea to be left alone with Kai, but he had shit to ask him, and everything had to be water clear before going to his house again. He wasn’t going to go thru the same shit again, and he was specially, most interested in what Kai was about to talk to him. The “kimono guy” was still mostly a mystery to Shouji, but whatever Kai intended to tell him, was letting him feel worried, that such a heavy subject was being brought on.... Kai’s pained expression was really showing how hard it was to talk about it. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------- That's all for now, hope you guys liked it Thanks for reading

****************************************** The sea of insanity commanded the wind, To blew my pirate soul, With pride, i won't recoil I do not worry, where waves take me Nor do I frightened, by souls haunting me, For I, was Jack Sparrow, The Pirates' insane pirate! Nor do I read maps, Map is nothing but lines, Instinct! Instinct is my compass And the sea, the heart and soul of the sea Is engage with my insanity, It's heart belongs to me! With this ship, might a meager, And sink into the shadow, But i still stood, Til the ground buries my foot I drown myself in zeal, Treasures are my daily meal, I'm a vagrant of the sea! That's what my of being pirate means The day continuous to fall, And mist starts to crawl, From afar, sea-creatures howl, Of the mystic ghost ship, silently growls Time is ticking! In a jiffy, a battle might begin, For a treasure, I can't compare, To the eminent Philosopher's stone, Nor of Harry's Sorcerer's stone, The Dead Man's Chest, is the only one! ****************************************** JOHNNY DEPP's DEBT was the first title, i thought the main purpose was to create a little funny poem, since the character, Jack Sparrow, is a silly and humorous pirate but . . . my brain speaks it own mind and DISAGREE with the idea . . . but . . . i SUPAH want to do it, . . in the end . . . . HE won over me, and I'm again . . . . a PUPPET of HIS! . . . . honestly, i don't know how should i entitle this, so, i just think of JACK SPARROW, itself. . . . . . anyway, thanks for giving a little of your time READING THIS!

Have you ever had the feeling that there are words behind your lips that are longing to be said? The feeling that those few, simple words, when uttered, would determine your fate? You feel scared that when these silent voices escape your tongue, you may not like what fate has in store for you. You feel afraid that when they remain unsaid, you will have to do with what you have, live a lie, and die with a secret. Is that what you want?... to live a lie and die with a secret?... I know... It's hard, isn't it? It has already happened to me as you may have already foretold. An instant in my life when i couldn't stop the unheard whispers playing under my tongue to speak out: I revealed them slowly to a friend... "i love you"... A sudden cold, chilling sensation enveloped me. Confused, i felt, in the awkward moment of silence that seemed to have lasted forever when it only did for a few seconds. I couldn't breathe properly. My heartbeat was getting louder and louder until it was all i can hear. It felt as if i was going to die. This is when i know that the words i spilled that night was not right. NO! It was not a lie! I really do love him. Yet, it was wrong because i know... FELT... that he does not accept my love. It was hard for him... but it was even harder for me, to have finally said the words i longed to say and realize that they have only gone to waste. it hurts more than you can imagine. It tore the soul out of me. *sigh*... Days turned into weeks and weeks to months... Still, no word from him. Time was slowly turning me into as fragile article. I was already about to break when the God-given day came... we have finally talked to each other. Up to now we still do. We're friends again, actually. The sad part? We NEVER talk about the words i chose to reveal to him. I guess we'll never will. No one can really tell what happens next after the words are finally told. Unless you let them out, the world will remain a blur with a shadow of an UNSURE YOU living in it. Although it still stings... i can say that i did not regret what I've told him that night.

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I just saw this for the first time and... sh.. sho... show... show... SHOWER!!! *faints* ... ... From now on i won't see my baths with the same eyes... leaf2 enjoy ladies!! ^^

Title: Mukuchi na Koi no Tsutaekata Altenative name: Liebe braucht keine Worte (GERMAN) Author: Yamato Nase Summary: The calm, composed and shrewd restaurant owner, Hatakeyama, is in love with Yamasaki, the cool, beautiful chef from a rival restaurant. In the past, Hatakeyama tried to embrace him and Yamasaki hates him for it. Despite this, Hatakeyama refuses to give up and aims to start again as friends. Although Hatakeyama often asks him out to eat, Yamasaki still doesn't show any interest in him... but what happens when a cool, good-looking fellow chef appears? Groups Scanlating: Dangerous Pleasure Genre: Drama Romance Shounen Ai Yaoi Related Series: Dekiru Otoko no Sodatekata (Adapted From) Read Mukuchi na Koi no Tsutaekata Online Mukuchi na Koi no Tsutaekata Download Mukuchi na Koi no Tsutaekata Manga Volume1 + Extras - Mediafire / Urbangen Volume2 + Extras - Mediafire / Urbangen For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

@ Bridge....couldn't be more right, ne?! XD And a few more presents....

OMG BEL... I JUST RECALLED THIS COMERCIAL... ROFL......

Ehehehh cherry XD They even looked cute in the pic.... And Bridge...........To me it looked like a great guy... O_o Why cause if you're in a relationship with him, a guy who KNOWS you and HELPS you it's like.......... HE FREAKING ROCKS!!! Not boring sweetie... you guys would make your sweet hot'n sexy smex all night long cause he's so awsome XD

Well, they are still visible for me. Otherwise google her name for pics.

Another nice tomboy ! not popular one thought P.S : pics from aggisuperstar

I like tomboys and boyish girls in general *___* Paul thx for the pics, I'd also have thought as Kaoru, that at least the last one was a guy

What's your opinion about tomboys? I think they can be pretty hot...

@Kaoru ..yeah yeah all for fan service Here we go again !!! Aoi... damn nasty guy you are !!!

All this guys are so hot! If I'd have to choose just one, maybe it would be Ruki or Reita But speaking of them... this video is funny: (especially at 1:48)

Title: Artbook Gakuen Haven Artist: You Higuri Size: 12.87 MB MF: [updated 26/08/2013] Artbook Gakuen Haven For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Download Links: Ze Fanbook - Ch 1 Ze Fanbook - Ch 2 Ze Fanbook - Ch 8 Password for all files: yaoiotaku For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Sekaiichi Hatsukoi OVA Title: Sekaiichi Hatsukoi Genre: Yaoi Year Published: 2011 Type: OVA No. of Episodes: ?1? Duration: 21 min / ep Plot: This Sekai-ichi Hatsukoi OVA is bundled with limited editions of the 5th volume from Shungiku Nakamura' boys-love manga series. The story follows the tension between a newly recruited manga editor and his tyrannical editor-in-chief - who happen to share a common past. Nakamura also inserted some characters from Junjo Romantica (one of her previous yaoi manga) into Sekai-ichi Hatsukoi. (based on ANN synopsis) FORMAT: AVI Download Sekaiichi Hatsukoi OVA: Ova 1 (Eng Subs) For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: I'm not sure of the title I'm afraid, so if anyone know, please do tell, thank you Artist: Taishi Zaou Size: 5.41 MB Taishi Zaou Artbook Download: Mediafire Sendspace For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Mhhh well think so i'm the first guy who is joining to girls just have heard the party soo soooo even dunno if you girls will welcome me but anyhow just wanted say "i'm stalkin you girls !!" ahaha

Saga...precious....you may stay of course... Your company is most welcomed............. However we must warn you.... Things are getting a little hot in here... Ya might be caught on the excitement....and well... Just saying ya might be attacked and stuff, so.... XD

@Saga: Yes, sure. I think the pics were still in my cache. I'm sorry.

Ahahahahaha .........!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And if they are smart also ( i mean tomboys ) !! then i will fall in love with 'em

Are you sure this is a tomboy? I thought it's a guy, really I like tomboys, they look hot in my opinion

Hahaha my favorite scene was when Shouji open his eyes and saw Kai there. lol I don't know for others, but I like Kai

Ohh my, my.. Bel o.o Nopes wait No not enough

oh!!!! So that's how it is Thanks XD I didn't know that until now. I always upload the images in photobucket and get its image code THANK YOU SO MUCH!

I would fangirl scream so much, and then I'd make sure I made a point to find a hiding spot and watch. o.o

i'll do the same thing.. :leaf5:

@Shiro... sorry dear... but...not that word.... never worried me... @Bloody... sweetie... I miss you.... how are you doing... write to me from time to time.....

Merry Yaoi Christmas...

Aoi! I love his hairstyle! *____*

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I really, really like your hair. And when I looked at the photo I immediately thought of Kaworu, from Neon Genesis Evangelion. I don't even know if you know what I'm talking about... anyway, I like his character a lot so I liked the photo twice as much. (:

I might as well post some new pics. Taken late, with an ipod (so excuse the quality)...and *gasp* I've got no makeup on in these! XD My bangs are getting dangerously long too

...I is post one...^///^ This is my favorite picture of me at my desk with my turtle (her name is Lollipop) One of my best friends/dorm mate took it...

Well I think all the new users should post a pic I'll post a bad one of me to make you feel better, ne? here is a pic of me in whitby. it was so so so fuckin cold! and raining. and windy. I look terrible, but the veiw is nice

welcome

I like Amano Tsukiko very well. And I ♥ the song "Broken Wings" by Tomoko Tane.

*bites Saga's lower lip* (: You're so kind to me today (: I kinda like my lips too :3

hmm.. well gonna try and post some of my pics here too.. though I'm not really that photogenic or something.. And this.. from a Cosplay Event.. Just want to post this!!!

I'm just on the mood to post another picture of mine... Taken last October 14th during our graduation pictorial on my creative shot outfit... I really feel like that character in my fanfic... Hahaha... This is actually COCOAOTOKO.-inspired one... ^_^"

Me in Venice last year

I'm a fan of Katekyo! (moegi yuu), so of course I want to interview Kaede and Rintarou! I'll ask : Kaede - "You are you and Rintarou loves you for who you are. So, do you love Rintarou for himself and not purely on your experiments?" Rintarou - "I know you love Kaede and sometimes you are too shy to admit and sometimes are honest with your feeling. So, please do me a favour and do it in front of me. Could you please tell Kaede that you love him and kiss him?" I love these two!! :leaf15:

Probably I would interview KATOU & HIWAKI or NOWAKI & HIROKI

this is quite a good post to read and to write actually lol umm i wouldnt know where to start lol- like a lot of u i used to make out with my cousin(girl) at her place when i was younger and then with a friend(girl) when we were like 11 and another girl when i was prob bout 13. im really shy and push people away alot so the first time i kissed a guy was when i was 19 and i met him in a random chatroom then said 'lets meet' but was only once as i got afraid n ignored him ! .. only been on a couple of dates with a friend since then but nothing came of it, again i pushed him away and only 2 people know this who i talk to online that i self harm, i have fazes where ill do it then nothing for months, depends on moods, i have a small craft knife i keep with me incase but anything works . only got 1 small visable scar to me, but dnt think any1 eles notices it on the top of my wrist. im careful to not make them 2 visable...although its sumtimes hard..n i do quite like pain lol phew that was hard !