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I look at you calmly as you tell the truth Listening to the conversation between him and you When did his shadow appeared between us Like a fool I’m watching you two grew close this fast (Did I think too much) The distance between you and me seem to grew (You don’t seems to care) Don’t care if you’ll be misunderstood Whenever I see you looking at him The pain keeps coming, my heart keeps tearing You have never once (towards me) done it It became a habit that I foolishly allows it You are not the one for me Cos’ you held my hands but think of him This is not how my love could be I’ll let you find the happiness that you deem So just go cos’ you are one I no longer wish to see There isn’t enough love, you said as I let go without feeling sad Why does parting time brings cruelty And your eye cannot see when my heart bleeds Now you turn and want me back Life without me was just a mess I said thank you but sorry too I can’t accept and be a fool I no longer expect for a beautiful ending I no longer believe you’re the one I’m waiting So please don’t say you can’t lose me Because it’s you whom have taken the hopes from me When you say you missed him I know my love you no longer needs It’s now too late as I already left Regrets are no longer necessary Let you go, and let me live freely I don’t believe when you deny feelings for him I don’t want to listen ‘bout your feelings for me Shutting my ears as I don’t wish to hear My heart slowly dies as it’s bleeding with tears To the one I once loved, Goodbye =========================== Thanks for reading!!

Takano-Ritsu Yukina-Kisa

You can never be too old! Even an 80 year old may still like yaoi, and share the love with others. ^^ So don't stop fangirling!

Takano and Ritsu

Manga title(s): Acid Flower; アシッド・フラワー~完全版~; 迷幻之花 Original run: 2004 Description: Because of a painful past memory, Kanan can't believe in love again. Yet after meeting with the priest, Jake, he begins to experience the joy he longs for. Even the strong possessiveness of Jake's, that is beyond normal, to Kanan is also a wonderful feeling...!? Cat-boys are roommates at a boarding school. Manga-type: Manga Series Written by: AMASAKI Yoshimi Drawn by: AMASAKI Yoshimi Published by: Core Magazine Group(s) Scanlating: BangAQUA; Peccatore Sanctuary Status: Completed Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: Romance, Drama, Smut, Supernatural, Yaoi Categories: Vampires; Megane; Rape; Master-Slave Main Characters: Hatori Kanan, Langley Jake Adaptations available: N/A Recommendations: Concrete Garden Read Acid Flower Online Acid Flower Download Acid Flower Manga: Volume 1 (Chapters 1-5 + Extra) Volume 2 (Chapters 6-9 + Extra) Download link for non-members For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: The Love of Siam Director: Chookiat Sakveerakul Year of Release: 2007 Country: Thailand Genre: Teen Romance Summary: Two young boys are best friends living quiet family lives in Bangkok. Their lives are disrupted when one boy's older sister goes missing on a jungle trip. The shattered family moves away, separating the boys. Years later, now in their late teens, the boys meet again. One of them is now the leader of an aspiring boy band whose managing assistant bears a striking resemblance to the lost sister. The boys must deal with their family and social lives and their feelings for each other. Source by loth Watch The Love of Siam Online: The Love of Siam Download The Love of Siam BL Movie: Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

I wanted to share with you some pics and videos with my favorite real gay couple: YuXi and Oyo ♥ They are Chinese, open gay and together Oyo (the uke) YuXi (the seme) And together! Aren't they just cute? I'll come back with more pics, videos and information about them

Takano Masamune

oxtail soup & wingko babat as dessert ^^

TRAILER: Genre: Comedy Romance Cast: Chuntawith Thanasewee, Nuengthida Sophon, Chantavit Dhanasevi Plot Summary : Just like thousands of Thai couples, during the 9 days holiday of Songkran festival, a guy and a girl choose to visit Korea for their own specific reasons. They did not start the trip to go together, but end up returning back home together.

I am old too, but I am never going to stop reading or watching Yaoi.

Ahahaha Sekai-ichi Hatsukoi Takano Ritsu Takano and ritsu ;P

Yukina Kou Not the best but nice one

Title: Chikakute Tooi [Near and Far] Mangaka: NARAZAKI Neneko Genre: Yaoi, School Life Length: 1 Volume (5 Chapters) Summary: Yuu, Kouichirou, Natsume and Shino were classmates. Kouichirou took really good care of Yuu since young. Yuu was afraid that Kouichirou would leave him behind if his grades dropped so he worked really hard and got a fever. When Yuu kicked up a fuss in the infirmary, Kouichirou kissed him. What did that kiss mean? Natsume and Shino had been sex buddies for quite some time. Although they had feelings for each other, they never confessed to each other. Shino finally broke down and confessed. Would Natsume accept him? Download link removed by scanlator's request Read Chikakute Tooi Online Chikakute Tooi

Title: Usotsuki na Kimi no Toriko; Manga Associated Names: The Lies a Liar Likes to Tell; 嘘つきなキミの虜 Genre: Yaoi Author: MINASE Masara Year: 2008 Plot: When his sempai breaks a leg, Serizawa agrees to sub for him at the design firm. He doesn't expect to see Ikuta, a face from his past. Though Ikuta seems as gentle and kind as ever, he doesn't remember Serizawa. But outside of work Ikuta's personality is strikingly different. Is it really the same person, or did Serizawa never know the real Ikuta? Read Usotsuki na Kimi no Toriko Online: Usotsuki na Kimi no Toriko Download (Uploading.com links): Volume 1 Volume 2 Mirror link For download reupload requests, please post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Original name: Double Face Manga ALT. names: ダブルフェイス Original run: 2001 Description: When illegimate offspring Yoshiaki encounters his half-brother, the family heir, sitting at the curbside, drenched in the rain, he takes him in and sleeps with him... but what hidden motivations do both parties have? Manga-type: Manga Written by: Yamane Ayano Drawn by: Yamane Ayano Published by: Core Magazine Group(s) Scanlating: Secret Haven Status: Complete Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: Drama, Yaoi Categories: Drama; Incest; Rape; Heir; Hidden Feelings Main Characters: Yoshiaki Read Double Face Online Double Face Download Double Face Manga Double Face Password: moonlight Mirror Link - 4Shared (thanks to sarah3161) More manga series by Yamane Ayano For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Dining Bar Akira Manga ALT. names: くいもの処明楽 Dining Bar Akira Kuimono Dokoro Meiraku Kuimonosho Akira Original run: 2007 Description: Centers on the happenings in a bar Kuimonodokoro Akira runs. Although the 32-year-old has never given thought to being in a relationship with a man, Akira seriously considers the proposition when he receives a sudden love confession from his male colleague, 26 year-old Torihara. It's no secret that new relationships can bring about their fair share of stress, but one with another man? And, with a colleague to boot? Finding himself in quite a conundrum, Akira struggles with his pride as an older man facing a younger and male pursuer, never mind that busy bar he's responsible for managing. Manga-type: Manga Written by: Yamashita Tomoko Drawn by: Yamashita Tomoko Published by: Tokyo Mangasha Status: Complete Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: Comedy Slice of Life Yaoi Categories: Co-workers; Age-gap; Teacher-Student; Older Uke-Younger Seme Main Characters: Akira, Torihara Recommendations: Hanasaku Koi no Yoru Ake, M no Retsujou Read Dining Bar Akira Online: Dining Bar Download Dining Bar Manga Dining Bar Download link for non-members Please support the author by buying the book (Free Worldwide Delivery): For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Yume Musubi Koi Musubi Manga ALT. names: 夢結び恋結び Bond of Dreams, Bond of Love Yume Musubi, Koi Musubi Original run: 2008 Description: High school student Ao decides he’s in love with Ryoumei-san, a priest at the local shrine and Ao’s childhood friend. Not one to beat around the bush, Ao immediately tells Ryoumei he wants to do perverted things together, but it will take more than a little persuading to get the shocked Ryoumei into bed. Between bad advice, romantic rivals, and Ryoumei’s scruples, there are many obstacles in the path of true love. Note: Shunpei from Koi Cha no Osahou appears in this story as the main character's best friend. Manga-type: Manga Written by: Sakuragi Yaya Drawn by: Sakuragi Yaya Published by: Kadokawa Shoten Group(s) Scanlating: Anime-tion Scanlation Corrupted Fetishes Dangerous Pleasure Greed and Gluttony Status: Complete Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: Comedy, Slice of Life, Yaoi Categories: Age-Gap, Hidden Feelings Main Characters: Ao, Ryoumei Adaptation based on available: N/A Recommendations: [bónd(z)], Ijiwaru na Kuchibiru Read Yume Musubi Koi Musubi Online: Yume Musubi Koi Musubi Download link: Vol 01 ~ Vol 02 ~ Vol 03 ~ Vol 04 c14-18 Or Vol 04 ch14 ~ Vol 04 ch15 Vol 04 ch16 // Vol 04 ch16 [Anime-tion] Vol 04 ch17 ~ Vol 04 ch18 More manga series by Sakuragi Yaya Please support the author by buying the book (Free Worldwide Delivery): For download reupload requests, please post here so the staff notices them. Thanks! YO Staff

Original name: 35 Do no Renai Netsu Manga ALT. names: 35 Degrees Fahrenheit of Love 35 Degrees of Love 35度の恋愛熱 35度恋爱热 35度戀愛熱 Original run: 2004 Description: Honda is a pharmacist who is overworked due to the hospitalization of his co-worker (who he's secretly in love with). Luckily, one of his customers, Sasashi, turns out to be a doctor who is looking for a job. Honda immediately hires him, but then learns that not only was he fired from his previous job for embezzeling, but he's a notorious playboy too. Manga-type: Manga Written by: Takaido Akemi Drawn by: Takaido Akemi Published by: Houbunsha Group(s) Scanlating: Loveless Status: Complete Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: Comedy, Drama, Mature, Slice of Life, Yaoi Categories: Hidden Feelings; Co-workers; Doctors Main Characters: Honda, Sasashi Recommendations: Hard Triangle, Koi no Tsubo Read 35 Degrees of Love Online 35 Degrees of Love Download 35 Degrees of Love Manga 35 Degrees of Love Download link for non-members For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Synopsis The story is about a woman who falls into a coma after a car accident. To revive, the Death Scheduler gives her 49 days to convince three people (apart from her parents) to shed genuine/sincere tears for her. To fulfill her mission, she enters the body of another woman. Plot In "49 Days," Shin Ji-Hyun (Nam Gyu-Ri) falls into a coma after a car accident. Making matters all the more tragic, her wedding was right around the corner. Meanwhile, Song Lee-Kyung's (Lee Yo-Won) soul becomes possessed by Shin Ji-Hyun's spirit. Song Lee-Kyung then comes across Han-Kang (Jo Hyeon-Jae), who was Shin Ji-Hyun's first love. If the three people who truly love Shin Ji-Hyun cries for her within 49 days then she will survive. Main Cast Jo Hyeon-Jae - Han-Gang Lee Yo-Won - Song Lee-Kyung Jeong Il-Woo - Angel of Death Nam Gyu-Ri - Shin Ji-Hyun Bae Su-Bin - Shin Ji-Hyun's fiancee Seo Ji-Hye - Shin Eun-Jung Kang Seong-Min omg..i recommended to you to watch it ...it's so nice..

Title: Gozen Yoji, Sasayaku You ni; 午前四時、ささやくように; Whispering at 4am Author: Minazuki Akira Year: 2010 Genre: One Shot, Shounen Ai, Supernatural Plot: One day, Souichirou met a mysterious guy at bar he frequents. The first thing that guy told him was, “You look like you’re about to die”. Souichirou, however, did not find that the least bit amusing and brushed it off easily. Until his first encounter with danger and then everything started to spiral out of control… Read Gozen Yoji, Sasayaku You ni Online: Gozen Yoji, Sasayaku You ni Download Gozen Yoji, Sasayaku You ni Manga: Gozen Yoji, Sasayaku You ni For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Theme: Bishōnen .:.Rules.:. 01.Your profile must be your own design creation and not copied from someone's else profile. It must contain at least one bishi-boy/girl to be vaild. The images used don't have to be your own creation, anything you find or have in your personal collection works! To customize your profile go to "Cutosmize my Profile" up in the right of your VM box. 02.The profile must not contain any pornographic material in its design, only light Yaoi/Anime/Manga material allowed, this includes your avatar, profile image, signature, cover albums. 03.You can only submit your OWN profile. 04.The Profile must be accessible for all Registered Members of YaoiOtaku, if you have some Privacy options selected that doesn’t allow members to see your profile you must disable them from your Settings. 05.To submit your profile just post: “Entering my Profile for the POTM”. 06.Do NOT double post! 07.Read the Game Rules and everything else! .:.Prizes.:. Every participant will receive 1000 points for submitting his/her profile and will get them as long as it respects Rule no.1! The winner will get 5000 points + a set [signature+avatar] made by me. To see my works and get an idea of how i work, click on my DA from my siggy. All prizes will be given after the winner is announced and more details about how to claim your prize will be posted. .:.Schedule.:. Announcement of the game: Today Opened Game: (UTC+02:00) November,3rd. Closed to Entries and Nominations: (UTC+02:00) November,27th. Winner Announced Same day or in 1-2 days, depending on my schedule. Very Important! Please don't go asking at the end of the game why you received the points of what to do with them. Everyone who participates gets something as long as you respect the rules. It is your choice to use the points received how you think it's best for you Please be patient with the prizes, it takes time to give them away and preparing the set. ______________________________ Thank you Key for the help.

Hey Belita, I know this comes a little late (..... ok, i admit, very late), but i'm still gonna say, that's you are a fantastic writer that comes up with fantastic fic! i was never into other people's fic until i read yours. And... i've been thinking.... would you mind... considering... having a....... SEASON 2? Well, just wanna say, Love it! Still Loving it!

Crows Bouya Harumichi is a new transfer student to Suzuran all-boys high school, a place where only the worst delinquents assemble. Due to its large amount of delinquents who are hated by the general people for their inauspiciousness, similarly to crows, it is also known as "Crows High School". Harumichi is an insanely strong fighter but has an irresponsible personality. How will he act in this new environment where everyone is a delinquent? Gene - Action, Comedy, Shounen Worst Worst is a high impact gang-related title that deals with teenage boys fighting their way through high school in order to gain respect. There is no room for deceit and underhanded tricks at the notorious High School Suzuran. These young men follow a strict honor code when it comes to brawling, very reminiscent of the mafia in the early days. Traditionally called a "Yankee Manga" ("Yankee" having a different meaning and pronunciation than in English) typically involves delinquent young men and thugs like Hana Tsukishima who is making his way through the ranks to rule over the rest at school. Gene - Action, Comedy, Shounen

Do i still have to say anything else anymore? I'm just loving it!

Genre: Comedy/drama/romance/ war Synopsis: In 1930s Italy, a carefree Jewish book keeper named Guido starts a fairy tale life by courting and marrying a lovely woman from a nearby city. Guido and his wife have a son and live happily together until the occupation of Italy by German forces. In an attempt to hold his family together and help his son survive the horrors of a Jewish Concentration Camp, Guido imagines that the Holocaust is a game and that the grand prize for winning is a tank.

ikr !!!

That's why Bel !! all for you own good :/

. .i'm such a KIDDIE right now (and i was really kind of a kiddie, haha XD) . .i SUPAH like ELMO rabbit4 This is the song La la la la Elmo's song La la la la La la la la Elmo's song (i like it) La la la La la la La (i think he wrote this alone) La la la la La la laa (catchy!) He loves to sing La la la la Elmo's song (hahaha sure thing!) La la La la La la La la Elmo's song! He wrote the music He wrote the words That's Elmo's song

Ieuw that's so gross ^_^ The dude who ate his grandmother is insane

I got the same.

Here's mine:

Let me sing this for you fellows,... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e8cFbuLJBCI

I ran naked with a french fry because I'm a nerd. lol XD

Only cute pics at the moment.

A cute piccy and a hot piccy. ^^ .

I love the manga more because you can actually see what is going on.

Manga. I don't read yaoi novels.

Cuz uploading hates me Mediafire links: Volume 01 - Chapter 01-05 Volume 02 - Chapter 06 Volume 02 - Chapter 07 Volume 02 - Chapter 08

As soon as i looked at him, to face him, to order him to let me go, i saw a side of Shu i never, ever seen before. It was shocking... The usually, charming, all composed, even sexy business man, was looking more like a rag, an old, used, tearing one... It was sad to look at. “Please Hana, i can’t live without you...i’m so alone...i haven’t been with anyone, i didn’t even have sex with anyone, since you left, i’m all by myself, i miss you so much...please, come home, i swear i’ll change everything you think is wrong about me...i’ll try harder, i won’t fool around. But please, return to me...please give me another chance.” My already, slowly healing, heart broke to another thousand pieces all over again. I felt my legs, loose all their strength, but i hang on to a bright smile and a warm embrace, which suddenly became all my reasoning... All the inner strength i had to pull myself together when we broke up, all the seconds telling to myself it was all for the best for us to break up, to just let him be, he was once again taking everything away, but i wasn’t going to let him do it..Not this time. “I’m sorry Shu...I’m so very sorry you’re like this now...But i no longer wish to have anything to deal with you. The night i walked out of that house, all the feelings i had for you died.(pain)” “It can’t be Hana...(tremble)we were together for two whole years, you couldn’t have forgotten me already...It’s impossible, right?.” “Impossible you say(sigh)...Well, not impossible Shu, sorry but this is the reality... I won’t come back to you...I gave you my everything once(pain), and you treated me like i was trash(pain)...at first i won’t deny that, there was a time when i really felt you loved me, and i (pain)appreciate you for that...But we are different Shu, i started to realize that a long time ago, but i was...so afraid to be all alone that i hung myself to that small, little thing you gave me...But today(pain) i know it’s not enough for me...” “Hana...I’ll give you everything, I GAVE YOU EVERYTHING...” “No you won’t...and no you didn’t...you gave me what you thought was enough to make me all happy and quiet, but i always secretly wished for more...” “What do you want from me...? Then tell me i’ll do it, i’ll try, i swear to you to make up for everything i did wrong so far...so please, just think about it...We were happy once, i can make you happy, much happier that before, all over again...” “I don’t think so Shu...” “Why not?!...Unless you already found someone?” I felt my throat dry but i had to give him an answer. It wasn’t hard to say....a simple “yes” would do but, for this little word to come out of my mouth, i was finding it really hard to do so. Was it out of pity or was i afraid of getting Mina involved? I mean Mina knew Shu, and even if Shu didn’t remember Mina, there’ll surely be a problem later...a big one... But i hold on to my little braveness and said... “Yes Shu...i do.” “Is that so...” The man before me looked broken, beyond repair... But even if i felt so much sorry for him, i couldn’t let him have the best of me... I had to be strong, i had to protect what i promised Mina...and i would do so. “Sorry Shu, i love him... I won’t leave him for no one...you know i don’t fall in love easily, and that i don’t give in to anyone unless i really want to...But he is special, and he makes me feel so special too...” “I see...” “I have to go back to the office now...Now is really goodbye Shu. Please, don’t look for me anymore, i’m happy, you should try to find your happiness as well...” “You’re my happiness Hana...” I felt something so heavy being lift off my shoulders... And i was finally able to stand on my own two feet...with all my strength restored. “You found that out too late...I’m sorry..i really should go.” I left him there, in the freezing cold, just like he left me so many times when i waited for him to come back home...to come back to me...but, i gave a hard breath in and went inside the building. He stood there, alone. I didn’t look back anymore... Truth is i felt like i closed a chapter in my life. And i was relieved i did so. And tonight i would face Mina with a different confidence in me... I couldn’t believe it myself, i said it, and out loud too... I loved him...He was mine, and i was his... ________________________________________________________________________ Hope you guys like it it's a litte shorterhan usual cause, i separeted what i wrote in two parts, cause chap 10 it's almost ready and i'll be posting it soon as well... Big kiss f'o ya :leaf3::leaf3:

Hi there guys... Here it is chap 6 hope you guys like it... A small request... Play this song in the background while you read(of course that if you don't like it you can turn it off ) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VFgA2k_41v0&feature=related Story so far: Well, Hana-san and Mina san did it... Now how do you think the day after is going to be? And why does Mina-san feel so at "home"with Hana-san? Spell… Chapter 6 I woke up in my bed, butt naked and exhausted… Did I passed out, or fell asleep, I really don’t know. Everything from yesterday was blurry, foggy and impossible for me to take any kind of conclusions. Only one thing was on my mind…I was alone again. “He really did me hard(blush)… One night stand hã… What was I expecting?! Good morning kisses…?” A cold shill went down my spine and I decided to put some clothes on… I got out of bed in a very awkward position, crunching like an old man, hand on my back, because it hurt really bad. I dressed the first thing at hand, which turned out to be my shirt from yesterday… It still smelled like him… Sweet wild flowers, kind of scent. I smelled it once more so that I wouldn’t forget, and while I was having that awkward kind of moment, I heard noises coming from the other side of the door… I opened it very slowly and peeked. He was standing by the stove making something, like a busy bee… “So he’s still here…(strong blush)” I didn’t admitted then but I was happy as hell he was. I opened the door and went out of the room. “Good morning…” I couldn’t even look him in the eye as always…I was still blushing hard. He turned around. “Hey…” The lavished, out of the bed look he had was better than anything I had seen so far. He looked breathtaking. He could easily amaze me with simple kind of things like this…I liked that. I went to meet him, ask what was he doing that smelled so good. He was standing very serious, still looking at me. “What is it…?!” “Are you tempting me Hana-san…?!” He slightly crooked his head to one side while his eyes looked like where eating me from head to toe. I blushed hard again, I wasn’t doing such thing, what the hell… until I looked down. I wasn’t wearing any pants or underwear, only the shirt and still completely open… “Cause that’s quite a sight…” He laughed. “Oh shit, I’m going to get dressed…” “Please don’t be concerned for me, I’m great, please do not put anything else, that is just perfect…(small laugh)” “Perv…I’ll be right back…” I came back to the room… “What the hell was I thinking going out there looking like this…?!” I’m really loosing my mind, and he’s the one to blame. I searched for a pair of trunks, sports pants and a sweater. I didn’t give it a second thought… “I don’t care if I look good or not…” I thought. I went to meet him, he was preparing the table, the sweet smell of coffee, and seemed like cinnamon was filling the room. I couldn’t remember the last time I felt like this, a hearth warming, sweet, cosy kind of feeling. It was comfortable… I remembered Shu, and the past year we spent together. It was nothing like this. I used to wake up alone as well, while he was already sitting in the couch reading his newspapers, breakfast already taken, mine waiting at the table turning cold, we didn’t talk we didn’t even look at each other. The words we shared were only out of courtesy, there was always this choking kind of feeling… It wasn’t comfortable, it wasn’t nice, but I was still there day after day, still waiting for a change, which never came… Only because I loved him. I sat at the table, looking at him. “Hana-san do you like pancakes?” “Hum, yeah…What, you made pancakes?” “Tadada, of course… What could I give the beautiful Hana-san after last night? The best breakfast ever….(small laugh)” “You shouldn’t trouble yourself with me…anything is fine…” “No way…” He got closer, I thought he was going to kiss me, but he just whispered… “If it’s for you, only the best is allowed...” He gave me a small kiss in the cheek, and I felt my face turn bright red. “Ahahah, i’m afraid to even ask why’s that… I’m not special, I’m not important…I’m just me…” “Is that what you really think of yourself? You should care for yourself more…..Or I could do it for you. I would care, and I would tell you how important you are every day, if you want me to…” “What are you saying, you don’t even know me, there’s no way that kind of feelings could grow in one night…we don’t have that kind of relationship, and I don’t want one right now…” “Really? That’s a pity…I really thought that you were over that guy…” “What guy? What are talking about?!” “Let’s just say that I know Hana-san better than Hana-san thinks…(smile)” That smile looked bitter, not his usual radiance or shine, there was sadness in it. That made me feel nervous… I didn’t like his smile like that, what was behind those words…?! How could he know me… Does he remember…? “Why you say that Mina-san…I never met you before…so i…” “Never mind that…let’s eat or it will get cold…” He also sat, and i started eating… It was delicious, he made a mixture of cinnamon with the pancake fillings, it really was amazing. “Mina-san you really can cook, it’s delicious…” “I’m happy Hana-san liked it…” And he stood there watching me, taking small sips from his coffee cup, never speaking just watching me eat… “What is it Mina-san…? Do I have something in my face?” “No, eat. I’m just observing you. Can’t i?” “Why should you, I’m sure there’s loads of important stuff for you to do right?” “Actually, no! And you Hana-san, aren’t you going to work today?” Such a sad look…What was he hiding?! “No I won’t. I work in international affairs. My company does business with lot’s of international companies, and most of those are European…They celebrate Christmas there as well, and nothing runs so, we have the day off…” “Do you want to spend this day with me Hana-san?” There’s that sad look again… When he said that it didn’t look like a request it was almost like he was pleading me… It bothered me… Why was he so sad, why did he so desperately wanted my company? “Ok, but Mina-san… Can we just be…more like friends than…” “I understand Hana-san…I got it the first time you said it, you want nothing from me but sex, right?!” “What wait, that’s not what I meant…” “It’s ok Hana-san, whenever you want it I’ll give to you…” He started to touch me and of course, I started to feel it too but… “Mina-san!” My tone raised some decibels so I could make myself clear. I kept my voice calm, and spoke to him in a very formal way…. “Yesterday, I am sorry, I still don’t know how that happened, I got myself involved with you because you really do attract me, but that’s it. The sex was out of this world?! Yes it was, never did I experience anything like that, but let’s just stick to this night, because it won’t happen again…” I couldn’t do it again… I was so very afraid, I could see myself going thru the same path, and I lost it… I knew that now all looked ok, but later I would be the one suffering, I would be the one crying… He looked pained, and that hurt my heart so badly I wished to take back everything I just said… But I couldn’t… “So that’s what Hana-san thinks? Did he hurt you so bad, you’re afraid off loving again, Hana-san?” “What the hell do you know about me Mina-san, just spit it already…You remember me from the bar right…That’s it right?! You saw my miserable state that night and now you’re pitting me…isn’t it?! Well I don’t need pity. I’m just starting to get on my own two feet again, and I don’t want no one disturbing my pace. Not you, not Shu, not anyone…” My voice trembled a little in the end… Did he figure out I’m lying thru my teeth? Will he realize that I’m terrified of being alone, and take advantage of it?! He did none. “Hana-san. I’m sorry. I’m being a pain right… Well you have a point when you say I remember you. How could I forget?! I liked you right then, but not from the bar… But your crying face, your pained smile, when you saw your boyfriend with someone else…” I turned pale. He knew everything, he was lying too… What does this mean…? “…I wanted to comfort you right then but you didn’t let me… so I backed out, I didn’t wanted to push you. I waited for another chance. And now that I have it, you still don’t want me…I’m getting tired of waiting Hana-san…” “What?” “You think the first time I met you was at the bar right?! Well, you’re wrong! The first time I met you was 2 years ago during a Kabuki festival, my parents organized…You where there, together with him. You spoke to me, and as soon as I saw you I fell in love with you.” “What are you talking about…Mina-san I never met you before the bar…I’m sure of it, I would remember…” “ You wouldn’t Hana-san…I look different from before…and with the make up there’s no way you could…" Suddenly an image of a garden filled with Sakura in full bloom, a white face staring at me, came to my mind…

Spell… Chapter 4 I went to take a shower, when I took off my shirt my chest was still pounding so hard you could see my chest going up and down like something was about to burst. I needed to cool down so I turned the shower took a reaally long one, and waited for my breathing and heartbeat to go back to normal… As soon as could breathe normally I started thinking… He was really different from that time. Today the long silky hair was gone, and instead a short cut but still shining silky black appeared. He was still looking dazzling. The perfect shape of his nose, black eyes( I think they were black, the other time I didn’t catch that right and today I couldn’t even face him properly) and those lips, that felt like were imprinted on mine when he kissed me. I pressed my fingers to my lips and they were pounding, like somehow they were expecting something… They were so hot, they were expecting his kiss again… Shit… seeing him now was not good at all… I could just do something crazy. December 24rd Morning came, and I was terrified that our paths could come across, we lived at the same building. I mean I acted like a crazy person yesterday. Now he must probably hate me and having a point there. Who told me to act like that right?! If he didn’t knew who I was there was no need to panic. But as soon as his image came to my mind my body reacted differently. I went to work, without giving it further thought, I had to go to work now and, do my job properly, and that’s what I should be concerned right now. Work day went by, and the hard part was going to begin now. Walking my way back home, i heard someone call my name. That voice, well i was wishing not to listen to it for a longer time, before I really had to so I could be prepared. I wasn’t. Shu was waiting for me by a small garden near my office. “Hana, wait. I need to talk to you.” He certainly choose a good day to disturb me, Christmas Eve and my ex-boyfriend shows up to destroy my peace. “What is it Shu. I have to go home, I have a lot of work to so…” “Please, it’s just a few minutes…” What did he want with me…and today off all days, it was already difficult without seeing him why did he have to show up? “Ok, let’s go to the cafe near the trains.” And there we went. That brought back memories from when we used to meet each other near that same garden so we could go home together… What was he up to, what did he want? We broke up, for weeks he didn’t even tried to contact me… What was it now?! “I came so I could ask you when will you go pick up your stuff that’s left in the house. I’ll be needing the space.” “Oh so you already found somebody to replace me…I see.” “It’s not of your damn business, I just need to know when so I could make arrangements to…” I didn’t even left him finish. “Throw or give them away, sell them, get rid of them. They’re trash, just like me right? Get rid of them like you did with me. Replace them or whatever…I really, really don’t care. See ya.” “Hey wait Hana…” I was already out the door. I managed somehow not to cry in public again, and when I was almost at home a hand grabbed my shoulder. “Hi there again. Are ya going to ignore me today as well?” HOLLY SHIT!! “Hi there…hum…about yesterday I’m so really sorry. I really wasn’t feeling very well so I kind of…” “Yeah well, I don’t know if I’m gonna forgive ya!” “I understand, I’m so sorry…” “I’ll think about during dinner…” “Wha…Excuse me?!” “Well make me dinner and I’ll think about forgiving you…” Oh… There it was that smile…. I felt my knees turning to jelly, my face turned fire and I wasn’t feeling well… Having dinner with him?! What was this about? Was he joking with me? “So what’s your answer? You make me dinner and I forgive you, how’s going to be?” “It’s Christmas Eve…Don’t you have plans…with somebody?” “I’m trying to make plans with ya, if you don’t mind, i0’m kind of hoping you don’t have plans yourself…ahahah.” What the hell, what about me, I might have plans right?! I might have someone waiting for me… Of course I hadn’t but that was not the point. “So what do ya say? My forgiveness for a dinner tonight?! Sounds like a great deal right?!” There goes that smile again…it makes go off track. My head was a complete black and all I was able to answer was… “OK…” “Yay, free dinner goodie… I’m starting to forgive ya already hum… I still don’t know your name. I’m Shirou Mina, but everybody just call me Mina-san, yours?!” “Hum I’m Myaki Hana…” “Hana…Hana…I heard that name before somewhere…” Oh shit oh shit oh shit oh shit….. “Well…hum I …don’t think I’ve made your acquaintance yet, perhaps another “Hana” maybe…” Hope that worked. “Yeah who knows…I meet people all the time…eheheh” Fiiiuuu…sigh “You seem like a very merry person Mina-san, always laughing and all…” “Thank you…ahahah I’ll take that as a compliment, right?!” “Sort of…” “What?!” “Ah, nothing, nothing. Hum Mina-san there’s just a small, little, insignificant problem, you see I can’t…hum quite cook…” “Ahahhah, ok so let’s do this let’s grab some groceries, that you’ll be paying for and I’ll make dinner. What do ya think?” “Hum ok, if you don’t mind having the trouble, I mean I was supposed to “cook for your forgiveness” right?!” “Ah, Hana-san you made a joke…So cute ahahah” I blushed even harder this time. Cute a 28 year old man, cute now that’s absurd… “Ok so what do you wanna have for dinner Hana-san? I’m a great cook so I’ll cook anything you ask?” Another blush, I was starting to feel numb cause all my blood was rushing to my face… This was turning ridiculous, I should get a hold of myself some more… “Hum anything’s fine with me Mina-san, you choose ok, you’re the one I’m supposed to be offering right?” “Is that so Hana-san…?” He got a lot closer to me and I could feel his warmth. “You shouldn’t say that so many often cause I’ll take advantage of you Hana-san…” That was almost a whispering, and I felt all of my blood boil, it was something I never felt before in my life, the way he was looking at me right now, shouldn’t be legal. “Ok then let’s go Hana-san, before it gets to dark…”

Ok this is all you guys fault. I was suppose to write a little bit on chap 3 but i just couldn't stop and i ended up writing 3 chapters... Insane. Let's start with chapter 3 Story so far: Hana found out about Shu being unfaithful, and he leaves home.... Spell… Chapter 3 After turning my back to the past I wasn’t looking forward to the future… I mean what was left for me?I was alone, homeless and loveless… Everything was bad, I couldn’t see any ray of hope in my life. I wished so many times to have a peaceful, quite life beside someone I love and who loves me back but judging for everything that has happened so far it was impossible. I went to a hotel the closest to my work place, one of the big offices down town. Tomorrow I would have to face reality. Work would be the same, the people would be the same. I just needed some time adjusting to the situation. I was a good professional, never did I let my boss down, or behaved incorrectly at work, I was an almost perfect employee. I opened my small bag, took my hygiene stuff and placed them on the bathroom, it looked so impersonal… It kind of hurt seeing my face in the mirror, I looked like I was punched several times in the eyes. I dressed my pajamas and went to sleep, only for a few hours. The hotel manger woke me up early that day, exactly the way I asked him to, I would take the opportunity to look for a place. Soon as I got to the office, the still empty space, made me feel somehow relived, that I wasn’t facing somebody just yet… Would I be able to do it? Act like everything’s ok? Well I had to, it didn’t matter how hard it was I just had to. I turned my computer on, and visited some house selling/renting websites. I saved a few I liked and started to work. “Hey Hana-san, you’re here already? Man you got an early start today…” “Yeah Nagasaki-san, I’m a bit busy today so I thought I took care of a few things first today. So how’s marriage going Nagasaki?” Nagasaki was a fellow co worker, a really nice guy and friendly too. “Well, women are complicated beings aren’t they Hana-san eheheheh…” “What’s up Nagasaki-san, is everything ok? Did you have a fight with your wife?” “Ah no that’s not it. Ya know I just thought things would be simpler and nicer ya know…All she’s been doing is spending money, and complain cause she thinks my house sucks. I’m letting her have her way for now thought, cause in some ways she’s doing it for us.” “Ahahh, having it hard already eh Nagasaki…Well don’t worry I’m sure things will turn out ok, you’ll see.” “I’m hoping it does Hana-san…I sure am…And what about you Hana-san, aren’t you getting married? What about a girlfriend for starters? I can hook you up with a few of my wife friends I’m sure of it… You’re a really good looking guy, I don’t think there’s a girl who wouldn’t think so. So what do you think?” “Ah please don’t Nagasaki-san, I’m ok really. I want to focus on my job for now.” I really didn’t see that one coming, I got so flustered that I turned away to the computer again… Now that was all I was missing, getting hooked up with some women, yeah right, as If i could do it. Sometime i wished I could… it would be a lot easier. After a few hours lunch time was already here, I didn’t want to have lunch with Nagasaki, I was afraid he would come up with the women story again, and I was really not up to it. So I said sorry and because I had some business outside the office i went to see some houses instead. I wasn’t hungry and all, so I would take my chances. I wasn’t planning on staying in a hotel forever. I have to admit, it was horrible. Houses falling apart, to damn big, too expensive, and some in which people should never live inside. “How the hell do they sell these places without any kind of reconstruction work first, it’s insane.” All the up’s and down’s started to give me a lion’s hunger. I stopped by a small vendor and grabbed a sandwich. I sat in a small bench, and while I was watching people go by Shu came to my mind. What was he doing right now… Was he thinking of me… Shit. This was the only thing I wished not to happen. I kept myself busy all day so I wouldn’t think about him. His words were still fresh in my head, and my heart turned small just thinking about it. I shook my head to clear my thoughts, stood up and continued my search. I came across a small apartment building and one of the windows had a big screaming sign saying ”FOR RENT”. I didn’t even hesitate. I went in and pushed the door bell. An old gentle looking woman came to answer the door. “Ah yes, can I help you?” “Yes, good afternoon. I…came because of the…renting sign…” “Oh yes yes come in please. You’re the first to come, I just put that thing there today eheheh. Who knew that somebody would come so fast.” “Well it was a coincidence really. I went to see a house nearby. And on the way I grabbed a sandwich with the vendor below and when I looked up I saw the sign. Nice to meet you I’m Myaki Hana, it’s a pleasure to make your acquaintance” “Nice to meet you dear, I’m Madara Sakura, the landlady. Now that’s really a coincidence. Well let’s have a look around the house shall we.” She gave me the most heartwarming smile. And we started to go from room to room. It wasn’t a big house but it was more than enough for me. A small cozy living room, a bedroom, a kitchen and a bathroom. Plus there was this small closet I could use for storage. The living room had a small link to a veranda which was covered in flowers, it smelled beautifully. It was perfect. “You can cut down the flowers, if you want to. They don’t have to be there if you don’t like them, I know men don’t really have patience for this kind of things.” “Oh no no please I loved them, they smell so well I couldn’t possibly…” “Well I see…A Hana that likes “Hana” right…?” She giggled and I understood that she linked my name to them… The thought made me smile sadly. I wasn’t a flower. If I was, then I would be a withered one. We talked about renting fees and to my surprise it was quite cheaper from what I was expecting for such a house. After a few considerations I agreed to keep the house. It was to my liking and close to work, I won’t be needing much furniture so everything got solved quite fast. Today right after work I would start making arrangements so I could move in.

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