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I look at you calmly as you tell the truth Listening to the conversation between him and you When did his shadow appeared between us Like a fool I’m watching you two grew close this fast (Did I think too much) The distance between you and me seem to grew (You don’t seems to care) Don’t care if you’ll be misunderstood Whenever I see you looking at him The pain keeps coming, my heart keeps tearing You have never once (towards me) done it It became a habit that I foolishly allows it You are not the one for me Cos’ you held my hands but think of him This is not how my love could be I’ll let you find the happiness that you deem So just go cos’ you are one I no longer wish to see There isn’t enough love, you said as I let go without feeling sad Why does parting time brings cruelty And your eye cannot see when my heart bleeds Now you turn and want me back Life without me was just a mess I said thank you but sorry too I can’t accept and be a fool I no longer expect for a beautiful ending I no longer believe you’re the one I’m waiting So please don’t say you can’t lose me Because it’s you whom have taken the hopes from me When you say you missed him I know my love you no longer needs It’s now too late as I already left Regrets are no longer necessary Let you go, and let me live freely I don’t believe when you deny feelings for him I don’t want to listen ‘bout your feelings for me Shutting my ears as I don’t wish to hear My heart slowly dies as it’s bleeding with tears To the one I once loved, Goodbye =========================== Thanks for reading!!

Takano-Ritsu Yukina-Kisa

You can never be too old! Even an 80 year old may still like yaoi, and share the love with others. ^^ So don't stop fangirling!

Takano and Ritsu

Manga title(s): Acid Flower; アシッド・フラワー~完全版~; 迷幻之花 Original run: 2004 Description: Because of a painful past memory, Kanan can't believe in love again. Yet after meeting with the priest, Jake, he begins to experience the joy he longs for. Even the strong possessiveness of Jake's, that is beyond normal, to Kanan is also a wonderful feeling...!? Cat-boys are roommates at a boarding school. Manga-type: Manga Series Written by: AMASAKI Yoshimi Drawn by: AMASAKI Yoshimi Published by: Core Magazine Group(s) Scanlating: BangAQUA; Peccatore Sanctuary Status: Completed Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: Romance, Drama, Smut, Supernatural, Yaoi Categories: Vampires; Megane; Rape; Master-Slave Main Characters: Hatori Kanan, Langley Jake Adaptations available: N/A Recommendations: Concrete Garden Read Acid Flower Online Acid Flower Download Acid Flower Manga: Volume 1 (Chapters 1-5 + Extra) Volume 2 (Chapters 6-9 + Extra) Download link for non-members For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: The Love of Siam Director: Chookiat Sakveerakul Year of Release: 2007 Country: Thailand Genre: Teen Romance Summary: Two young boys are best friends living quiet family lives in Bangkok. Their lives are disrupted when one boy's older sister goes missing on a jungle trip. The shattered family moves away, separating the boys. Years later, now in their late teens, the boys meet again. One of them is now the leader of an aspiring boy band whose managing assistant bears a striking resemblance to the lost sister. The boys must deal with their family and social lives and their feelings for each other. Source by loth Watch The Love of Siam Online: The Love of Siam Download The Love of Siam BL Movie: Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

I wanted to share with you some pics and videos with my favorite real gay couple: YuXi and Oyo ♥ They are Chinese, open gay and together Oyo (the uke) YuXi (the seme) And together! Aren't they just cute? I'll come back with more pics, videos and information about them

Takano Masamune

oxtail soup & wingko babat as dessert ^^

TRAILER: Genre: Comedy Romance Cast: Chuntawith Thanasewee, Nuengthida Sophon, Chantavit Dhanasevi Plot Summary : Just like thousands of Thai couples, during the 9 days holiday of Songkran festival, a guy and a girl choose to visit Korea for their own specific reasons. They did not start the trip to go together, but end up returning back home together.

I am old too, but I am never going to stop reading or watching Yaoi.

Ahahaha Sekai-ichi Hatsukoi Takano Ritsu Takano and ritsu ;P

Yukina Kou Not the best but nice one

Title: Chikakute Tooi [Near and Far] Mangaka: NARAZAKI Neneko Genre: Yaoi, School Life Length: 1 Volume (5 Chapters) Summary: Yuu, Kouichirou, Natsume and Shino were classmates. Kouichirou took really good care of Yuu since young. Yuu was afraid that Kouichirou would leave him behind if his grades dropped so he worked really hard and got a fever. When Yuu kicked up a fuss in the infirmary, Kouichirou kissed him. What did that kiss mean? Natsume and Shino had been sex buddies for quite some time. Although they had feelings for each other, they never confessed to each other. Shino finally broke down and confessed. Would Natsume accept him? Download link removed by scanlator's request Read Chikakute Tooi Online Chikakute Tooi

Ressa no Rakuen Official Website is here: http://www.vividcolor.jp/vc/nessa/nessa_01.htm Released in 2010 summer. Its all in japanese. Please use game translator if needed Please use Daemon Tool (or any type of image-mounting tools) to install the game. Cast: ウィル(Will) voiced by Kaji Yuki ハキム(Hakim) voiced by Maeno Tomoaki アシュラフ(Ashraf) voiced by Nojima Kenji カリム(Karim) voiced by Hatano Wataru Download Link (MF), thanks to Chiakaiyuki: Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 ENJOY BL:hamtaro-005 (8): Nessa no Rakuen > walkthrough For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

TITLE: 15, 15: The Movie COUNTRY: Singapore DIRECTOR: Royston Tan PLOT: The film charts the misadventures of five teenagers on the fringe of Singaporean society. Abandoned by the system, they seek answers to their aimless existence among the misfits and outsiders of Singapore's underclass. Acted by real street kids, it presents a gritty side of modern-day Singapore life that many never knew existed. Links (MF): Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 English Subs

Original name: Damasaretemo Suki na Hito Manga ALT. names: だまされても好きなひと / Damasaretemo Sukina Hito / The Person Who Likes it, Even if He's Deceived Author: Umezawa Hana Original run: 2005 Description: It's more than a simple crush when cute, energetic Minami decides to confess his feelings for his teacher Mr. Matsuda. But in contrast Minami who wears his heart on his sleeve, Matsuda can only reply with a mocking grin, taking immense joy in deflating Minami's hopes. Perhaps his homophobia is because of a trama suffered, when the man he liked played a cruel joke on him when he was younger, a heartbreak he was not able to recover from. But will the simple purity of Minami's feelings be able to win Matsuda over? Manga-type: Manga Published by: Core Magazine Group(s) Scanlating: Liquid Passion, Smexy Bastards Status: Complete Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: School Life, Yaoi Categories: Incest; Rape; Teacher-Student; BDSM Main Characters: Minami, Matsuda Recommendations: Goshujinsama to Wanko Read Damasaretemo Suki na Hito Online Damasaretemo Suki na Hito Download Damasaretemo Suki na Hito Manga Damasaretemo Suki na Hito Download link for non-members For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: グラマラス・リップ Author: Yanao Rock Genre: Comedy, Drama, Yaoi Release Year: 2006 Status: Completed (6 oneshots) Summary: 1) Love is Here Hina, a 20-year-old assistant to a photographer, has always admired Kouzuki, a beautiful model. He wants nothing more than to be his stylist, but Kouzuki has other ideas. 2) Music Hour Taka, bass player for an up-and-coming band, has always liked the boy who works the concession stand at the live house, Shibuya Juice. But then Hina, Taka's friend, comes to visit and is mistaken for Taka's love interest... 3) Shiawase no Kamisama Starry-eyed high school boi, Kageyama, has been dumped nine times in three years and while cursing the sunset falls in love at first sight with the misunderstood Ryuuji Izumi... Kouzuki from the first story makes an appearance here as Kageyama's friend. 4) Ashita Tenki ni Naare Ryuuya, brother of Ryuuji Izumi from the previous story, is playing soccer with his teammates when he accidentally nails a flower delivery guy right in the face. Fortunately for Ryuuya, the flower guy is accustomed to taking balls to the face, and he shows the soccer kid some of his sweet moves. 5) Killing Me The number one host from Club Butterfly finds a boy getting the crap kicked out of him in an alley and indirectly rescues him. After taking him home, the boy's existence begins to push the boundaries of the jaded host's beliefs. 5) A Day In Hana's Life A short extra from the perspective of Izumi's little sister, Hana, bringing together all the couples from the previous chapters. 6) Ma Chérie A mysterious mansion master who believes himself incapable of love because of his profession, has found a mythical bat boy that shocks him. - from Baka Updates Manga Read Glamorous Lip Online Glamorous Lip Download Glamorous lips Manga: Sendspace For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Yes or No [update DVDRIP + Engsub, Vietsub] Summary: Pie is a sweet girl who has moved into a new dorm where she finds out that Kim, her new roommate seems to be a tomboy. While their friendship is developing, Pie and Kim begin to wonder if the feeling they feel for one another is just an ordinary friendship or a real love. Title: Pu Chai Lulla (Yak Rak Goh Rak Loie) Yes or No อยากรักก็รักเลย Release Date: December 16, 2010 Rating: น 15+ Genre: Comedy, Romance Duration: 1hr 30mins Actors: Arisara Tongborisuth Soranut Yupanun Sucharat Manaying Supanart Jittaleela Director: Sarasawadee Wongsompetch Trailer (Engsub): http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4M2pTIZempA Movie Stills: Download Mediafire (Update DVDRIP + Engsub, Vietsub) MF Password: LesKing.com.vn WARNING!: THIS IS A LESBIAN MOVIE AND RATED 15+. Plz don't watch it if you are under the age of 15. (Hey hey hey! I found that I had a big interest in this movie ♥ It's a very good movie ♥ The plot is well-built, the characters's personalities are very speical and interesting....:hamtaro-005 (6): and the OST is also.....:hamtaro-005 (12): very cool! I just wanna share you guys this movie Enjoy!

Yeah..... >_> XDDD

Yaoi is timeless. I am in my late teens now, and I'm pretty sure I'll love yaoi even in the afterlife XD

I got this answer

A conversation was going through my head as I look at this image. Taki: Oi! You there! Ojisan: You talkin' to me? Taki: That's right you! You better keep your pedo hands away from pedoing Taiki. Ojisan: I swear! I was not pedoing Taiki! AND WHAT THE HELL'S "PEDOING"?? IS THAT EVEN A WORD??? Taki: Don't get smart on me, you pedo ojisan! There is such a word and that word describes YOU! Ojisan: I was not pedoing him! I just put his picture on my forehead and carry him bridal style once in a while...and put my arms around him when we take pictures and save his images on my phone...and tickle him during interviews...WHAT'S PEDOING ABOUT THAT??! Taki: Don't make me come there and turn you into SUSHI! I'm not only Taiki's protector and friend...I AM A DAMN GOOD CHEF!! I agree he does look gorgeous in the musical and he looks so light to carry. His moves do remind me of some scenes from Pure where he was walking around lonely amongst the trees. waaah! I like how strong and clear Taiki's singing voice is. YOU'RE A FREAKIN' GENIUS PAMPAI! I LOVE WHAT YOU DID HERE!! WOOOHOOOO!!!! Crying Confessions!!! YATTA! I'm really really looking forward to that one! Ganbatte ne Tat-chan! OMG! You're right! You're right! I remember that scene. That's when Mao took off from playing the violin for Morita and Suzuki during the Halloween party scene. And he thought that Gii had a thing for Morita. It's also the same shirt he wore during that tunnel scene conversation with Akaike. Is that an official uke shirt? Ohohohohohoho!!! I WANT ONE! thank you for sharing Taki's pic, hama-san. i agree he looks good with anything he wears....mmmmm...like the wet shirt. yummy! I've always said before...Taki really has an actor's face. He can move easily from different time periods in movies, historical or modern...he blends very easily. Plus he's a great actor too! yeah Taiki in this picture does look very much adult. I like looking at images of him when he's serious like this. But he'll always be our baby bunny! we'll miss you hama-san! hope you'll be back soon.

Hopefully soon weibo will be in english language also !!!! still trying to figure out their mail dat they sent me -__-

LOOOL!!

That was fun, thanks for the link! What does your birth number say about you? Birth Number 5: The Explorer. The number five is associated with curiosity and enthusiasm. You love to discover new things and new places. Your questions never stop. You love taking risks and hence your unpredictable nature leads you into problems at times. You are a progressive individual. You love your freedom. You have a very versatile and attractive personality. Take this quiz - What does your birth number say about you? Take more Quizzes

@ Saga and Yuukina... They're delicious Thank you for posting them

Let me sing this for you fellows,... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e8cFbuLJBCI

thanks for the quiz ^^

Wow, things aren't going well for Jlaw and Kirio.... but Oyo's comment on the situation is so cute and true. "I can’t accept people who use love to get famous. whether love existed there previously or not, it’s still a desecration of love. I will only put out the truest feelings of my hubby and I; be it happiness, sadness, our fights and or quarrels. I really hope that in this small world where our love isn’t recognized, we can all learn to respect ourselves."

looool smart move looool

@june yea, there's funding and lending stuff for banker, i got lending division, which is credit =_=;; there's so many bad or sadly bankrupt bussiness owner who cud not return the loan beside analyzing and give the loan to ppl, i also handle that scary and challenge duty =,=;; haha im jokin for martial art parts XD its not really needed wwww but, its good to motivate yourself to make them pay, u need some technique and be creative to scary them out..lol not by violence or force or even threatened..*i leave that to other yakuza..=_=* for me, art of words is the weapon to make them feel intimidated and then doing hard effort to pay the loan duhh why am i talking bout my job =____________________=;;; but hope that cud make u interested june xD backt to taiki!! noooo...i know what babachan feels when he see this...he wants to give butterfly kiss all over taiki face ... so soft~~~ //>//////////

heee...yojichan sugee yasashii.. but i dun want you sacrifice your own happiness for other person > even it wud be hurt in a first place... i guess its better then got ruin in the end and got more hurt or wasting time in the process.. duhh i dun even know that experience, i'm kinda ignorance lots =__=;; sooo..i dunno but i want the best for yojichan rabbit0 being selfish a bit is fine in this matter rit? wwww yeahaha thx, i love my tumblr too.. coz its full of taiki..this is "TAIKI ALL YOU CAN EAT" ! XDD ooohhhh yeaaa,, of course we wud protect you from that pedo uncle! just look,, takki is havin heated conversation with that uncle pedo ojisan seems got defeated by Taiki's Godmather anger.. takki : "dont you dare touching my son" *glaring daggers* ojisan : "a..ano.." takki : "get your pervert hands off of him or you will be dead from my killing stare" ojisan: "> wwwww we arr enjoying to much torturing this uncle XD sumimasen ojisan... *trows bottle to his head and run away* are u interested working as banker too june? www it wud be awesome haha somehow my job boring like hell, but after i got my position change, now im in credit supervision staff... i confront various human character,, good and bad,, the worst one who got bad debt.. yea this condition wud makes your martial arts talent useful june XD so teach me ! lol WTH!! y u call me pedo neechan?! XDDD it wud be like you call babachan pedo niichan!! we are at the same age and we share taiki who only 4 years younger ...duhh daichan who sud be the one who called by that for molesting underage like mao 3 years ago... hahaha XD eeeh..talking bout daichan i forget to watch Mebius this morning =_________= ah, taiki indeed trying to looks kakkoi recently,, his narcisst pics somehow unlike the old time.. wwww he looks sooo maaaaanly this winter~~owowowoww ano.. being manly by force lol perhaps he scared with so many pervert uncle called him cute XD eeh dont say that,, im the one who often late to reply.. lazy for precise haha but thats who i am =___=;;;; sumimasen.. *bows deeply to this forum* ah, what sud i call u?? alechan? is it o K? yaaaa...i really want to take a days off tooo... T___T but it doesnt seems works for me... this end of years really suck my energy.. i hope i cud make it in the next beginning of the year... ganbatte alechan! x3~

thank you very much ^^

Here some awesome pics *____*

some of the popular manga : One Piece Naruto Bleach Fullmetal Alchemist

Some videos now: Tongue kiss :7yoyo10: http://www.tudou.com/programs/view/eiTJZL16TKM/ Another kiss *_* http://www.tudou.com/programs/view/cA_eiNp05hw/

Here's chap 16... There's not much left for it to end... Here's the start of the end On our way to the Ryokan, I remembered Mina that I had to go real fast to the company I was supposed to have a meeting that afternoon, at least to give them an excuse about my disappearing, it was unprofessional on my part, to say the least… We departed for a while, Mina went straight to the Ryokan, and I went to the offices, it was only a small walk from one place to the other… “Mina I won’t be long, please make sure you prepare everything at the inn, I’ll join you in a bit…ok?” “Roger(smile)” That made me smile back… I was anxious, I couldn’t wait to have a relaxed, pleasant time with him, with no more setbacks, just me and him… As soon as I reached the main door at the office I was surprised by a very well known face, so well known it brought me back my sadness i was longing to forget… I just didn’t want to believe I was actually seeing it… “Just what the hell are you doing here…” “I was waiting for you… I called your office… They told me you’re coming here today, for a meeting…” “And just what are you pretending…?” “I’m taking you back Hana.” “Taking me back…?! Are you absolutely out of your mind…? I’m starting to get fed up of your stalking and abusive attitude… I believe I was completely understood the last time we spoke. It’s over! There’s nothing else to talk…Please go your way and let me be, once and for all…” Something wasn’t right… Shu’s eyes were pitch black, like an bottomless pit of twisted sad feelings… It was scaring me… I went straight to the counter where two ladies were staring both me and Shu with frightened eyes… “Ah, good evening, I’m Myaki Hana, I was supposed to meet Mr. Atsuki today, however I had a few problems with the car I came, and i got stuck in the snow until now. Could you please inform him, that I’ll contact him tomorrow to arrange a new meeting?” “Eh, certainly we shall pass him your message…” “Thank you very much!” “Please sir, excuse me for asking this but, do you know that person?” Her eyes turned to Shu’s figure, which was still looking straight at me. I felt my body freeze, just by the way he was looking at me… I turned to the girls again... “Hum…Yes, I do. Did he do something wrong?!” “Well… he didn’t sir but… he’s been here since really early today, and every time we ask him if he needs help he would just glare at us and said he was waiting for someone… Could it be you, the person he was expecting?” “I believe I am (sigh)… However he shouldn’t have come here to trouble you(polite smile), I am so sorry about all this, we will leave immediately, so don’t worry, he won’t bother you anymore.” “Sir, please forgive my boldness, but I’m not concerned about us, I’m concerned about you… I don’t think is a good idea to leave with him…” They have felt it as well… The dark aura around him, it was somewhat terrifying but I had to take him out of there.. And I knew Shu. He wouldn’t do anything. He was just pissed, and mad that things didn’t go his way and was venting his frustrations in everything and everyone surrounding him… “Please do not worry I’ll solve this… Good night!” “Are you sure, sir… I can call security…” “Please don’t, it won’t be necessary. I’ll be leaving with him then…(polite smile)” I left the two girls at the counter and made my way to meet Shu. I had to at least send him away or we would be in trouble… When I look back I saw one of the girls picking up the phone… Couldn’t manage to figure out was if she was answering it or calling someone… Either way I had to go and fast, if one of my colleagues saw me, it would be disastrous… “Let’s go…We’ll talk outside.” “We will leave…now… I want to stay with you for New Year’s like we used to do…” “Shu… Do you really not understand everything I told you so far?! I’m with Mina here… We are staying at the Ironi Ryokan… We’ll be together, and we will be celebrating New Year together… We had our share Shu, but we’re not together anymore… Please do understand this. I don’t really know what to tell you anymore…” “No… You’re mine… I’ll take you home now, and you’ll be with me… Do you understand me!! It’s you who don’t understand, I’ll take you back, and you’ll stay with me…” Briefly I sensed the smell of alcohol… He had been drinking, and he wasn’t himself… Even if he hurt me deeply, even if he made me completely trust him, only to betray me so many times, to leave me alone, when he endlessly promised me he wouldn’t, I couldn’t bring myself, at that time, to hate him… I sincerely pitied him, all his image right then made me feel so sad for him… All that I was once afraid, he was going thru them right now… Would I shed tears for his desperation, for his misfortune…?! My heart went small and ached… It could be me… I could be the one to suffer, to despair… But I had Mina… He saved me…I was blessed… Truly blessed… Not only I wasn’t alone, I was also loved… I understood Shu better than anyone… But why now?! It was late…No salvation was in hand for him… My eyes couldn’t control themselves… Painfully, pitifully… I mirrored Shu’s image in myself and couldn’t help but feel for him… “(cry) I’m sorry…I’m so sorry… (cry)But I’m happy now…Please don’t deny me all the happiness I’m having now…Because (cry) I’ve never been so happy… so truly happy… (cry)” I covered my eyes with my hands… I cleaned the pilling tears and looked back at Shu… Shu’s eyes somehow returned to their usual warmth, when we looked straight into each other eyes… I felt relieve… I felt it was my duty to take him out of that slump he was in… I was also at fault. I flaunted my happiness, and how great I was, right at his face, feeling no regret or sorry for him… I wanted it, I at first wanted him to know because I really wished for him to feel bad for all he did to me. But enough was enough… And it was time, to for him to leave for good… “You weren’t happy with me Hana…? Were you always hurting…?” And my heart squeezed again... “Not always Shu… (small smile) not always…” “Because we had good times too right, we did… I know we did…” “Yes… We did Shu. I won’t deny that, I loved you so very much, but… (Cry)” “I know… I know… (Sigh) I love you Hana…I’ m so sorry (cry) I love you so much… It’s killing me to let you leave… I know it's all my fault but...” “I left already Shu… You’re just not letting go of my ghost… And you have to… You won’t be happy like this…” “(Smile) Always so kind…” He looked at me, tenderly… I haven’t seen that look in so long… I was happy, that he loved me, truly I was, somewhere deep in my heart, the never healing scar he left me, was aching less now… “Can I hold you one last time Hana…?! My farewell?” “Shu…” “Please…Never to bother you again… One last time…” I took a step closer to him... and he reached me. That embrace was special… All our feelings for each other, just for a split second became a vivid image in my mind, all the good... all the bad… This was truly our farewell, our goodbye… I knew then, Shu would go back to his usual confident self, but he would never forget me, as I shall never forget about him… All there was between us…was now only a memory, which I would hold dear, all the good moments, the tenderness, the sweetness… All of it... “Thank you Hana… For everything i'm sorry (pained smile)” I didn’t manage to give him an answer… My throat was completely dry… It was impossible even to swallow… While looking at Shu’s back, I saw myself portrayed… I once looked like that, I once felt rejected and hurt like that… But I’m alive now… So will he be…soon...

December 30 Right after he confessed the surprise he prepared, I managed to squeeze a meeting on Minamiuonuma the 30th so we could go to the countryside, I would take care of the meeting first then meet him at the ryokan… I was really having a good feeling about it, until he showed up in “the car”. This completely piece of junk would take us to the country, a 3 hour drive on this? The only thing that came to my mind was… “This is not good…definitely not good…” Of course that the joy plastered completely over his face, I felt like I couldn’t open my mouth about it, but something down inside was screaming danger… “Where the hell did you find this car?” “A friend lend It to me…Don’t worry looks aren’t important…this car rocks…” “I really hope so Mina…he looks likes it’s falling apart…” “Ahahah, course it ain’t Hana-san, my friend rides him all the time…Well he only does small trips with it, but I think it’ll be fine, ne…” “Sure hope so…” And there we went, me scared, him rejoicing… I managed to squeeze the bad feeling behind… Everything would be alright, and we would have the best time ever… I haven’t gone to a ryokan for years now, it would feel really great… Relax, eat great food, great drinks and heaven like sex… I started to have all kinds of pervert thought but I shook them off… Sex would have to wait, to see if we survive this trip… I looked at the back seat, and there were loads of white convenience store bags… “Mina…What’s all this… We’re going for 2 days not a lifetime…” He smile widely at me… “That’s for you Hana-san…In case you’re hungry and stuff… And since you’ll be having that meeting first, I was thinking of preparing a little lunch for y’a first…” “(smile)You really don’t exist…Thank you… You really prepared everything…” “There’s no way I would leave Hana-san starve or being cold and such…” “Mina I’m a man, I’m not that delicate or fragile…” “No, that’s not true… Hana-san is my flower. I have to take good care of y’a, love y’a lots and always be by your side, to give anything Hana-san wants or needs…” I, even if now I say otherwise, never truly believed in true love… I looked for it, so many times, but always ended up deceiving myself…hurting myself and others… The only thing I ever wished, was the only one I couldn’t manage to get.. Then like falling drops, he showed up in my life like the first rain ever in my dry, desert like dead heart… Like a flood, he threw me down with such an immensely amount of passion, desire, love, lust... It was hard to get it all in…So I just let myself drown in it… Loose myself in it… Only wishing for it to become even more immense, even greater, even bigger… After an hour and a half of road trip, something started to smell weird… “Hum…, Mina I don’t want to alarm you but something is smelling kinda funny…” “Really…I don’t smell a thing…” “I’m telling you, there’s something, really wrong here…” “C’mon Hana-san, he’s doing great right…and besides we’re half way already…” “We should have come by train…” And then, my worst fear came true… A huge blast that almost gave me an heart attack, and the growing smoke in front of me, made me realize that we were screwed… “Shit what was that Mina…?!” “It’s ok, it’s ok Hana-san, I’ll fix this…” “How do you know anything about cars?” “Well not exactly but I’ll take a look…” “Please Mina don’t make it worse, I’ll try to call for help…” Like that would do… No signal anywhere, it was still quite early, and freezing cold since snow was practically covering the whole area… It was quite a sight but the fact is that we were in the middle of Town Nowhere near Lost street… “Shit…” “Hum, Hana-san, I’ll do like this, I’ll go look for help, you stay in the car, keep yourself warm, I promise I won’t take long…” “Are you insane, there’s snow everywhere…!! You’ll freeze for sure… Let’s just wait to see if someone comes, and gives us a hand…” “That can take hours Hana-san…Your meeting is in 1 hour…” “I don’t give a fuck about the meeting, don’t you dare leave this place…” “But Hana-san, I’ll be gone only for a bit I promise…” “No!! Stay here with me…” “I’ll be right back…promise” And he started to run… “Bastard, he really left…” I had no other choice, I went inside the damn car, closed the windows and picked a blanket… The I started kicking the damn thing for ruining my fantastic new year’s celebration… It even managed to separate Mina and me… And now I started to punch it… “You biggest piece of junk ever…(punch)” I swear to god I don’t know if it was a coincidence or not, but the car just exploded again, and I just got the hell out… It was almost like he was telling me to shut the hell up… “Shit shit shit…” ________________________________________________________________________ Well that's it for this chap, next i'll keep Mina and Hana's trip... Let's see what happens A big kiss, and thank you for reading :*

Hi there, here it is chap 1... Hope you all like it Big kiss :* Story Satus: Hana-san well confront Mina to tell him about his family affairs... How's that going to run?! Spell… Chapter 11 I got up early that morning. I was restless, couldn’t sleep well, working really good on the words I would have to use, to make him spill the beans… Took my usual shower, dressed some sport pants and t-shirt since it was so early, I wouldn’t dress the suit already, it would wrinkle and that would be a pain. I wanted to know everything, I wanted him to tell me, what was bothering him, what was making him so sad every time he spoke about it, why the bright smile he always had, darkened every single time I mentioned this matter. And today was the day to make it clear. If there was a way to help him, I would find it, I would help him sort things out. I disconnected the alarm clock, there was no need for him, since I was already up, and I went to wake him up… We both fell asleep late yesterday, but this couldn’t wait… There was no way I would leave this house without knowing what was happening, no way I was going to work thinking about the same thing all over again, I would be even more upset, with no room on my mind to work affairs. “Mina time to wake up… I need to talk to you before I go to work…” “But it’s so early Hana-san…can’t it wait till another hour….?” “No it can’t!” I answered him in a slight cold way, so he could figure it was important and that I wasn’t joking around… He got up still a bit drowsy, looking at me, like I was about to say something really bad… “I’ll begin preparing breakfast…” “Breakfast can wait Mina…Please, sit down…” “What’s wrong Hana-san…you look so serious all of the sudden…” “It’s not sudden, Mina, about your family…I want you to tell me everything…now” He sighted and his eyebrows furrowed... “Like I said Hana-san it’s complicated…Why do you want to know stuff like this…it doesn’t concern you.” That hurt. It didn’t concern me?! How could he say something like that…? If we were together it’s normal for us to know everything about each other… Especially if it was such a pained matter, I wanted him to know I was here for him, as he was for me so many times before... “That was mean, Mina. You follow me up, you sleep with me, you spied on my ex, you make me fall in love with you and I don’t have the right to know these things…I’m I supposed to be ok with that?!” “I’m sorry Hana-san, I didn’t meant it that way, ‘course you deserve to know, i’ll tell ya everything about me…is just this matter…I won’t even know where to begin…” “Try starting from the beginning...” I grabbed his hands and looked straight into his eyes... He sighed like three times in a row… Whatever was he was about to say, it surely made him feel so much sorrow, I was feeling a bit guilty about it, but I had to know… “Two years ago, when I met ya in that Sakura gathering at my house, I really fell in love with Hana-san… I told ya before, and I… I really wasn’t joking around when I said it Hana-san…” “Yes and…what do I have to do with this story…?” “Well, after that day, I started wondering if it wouldn’t be great if I could find Hana-san, and be together with ya, tell ya that I love ya, and that I want to stay with ya….forever…” This declaration stunned me, because i could clearly see what was coming ahead... “Mina what happened?!” I felt my chest hurt… “Well, two weeks after that party, I went to talk with my parents… They always were… everything for me…I love them with all my heart… My brother is my best friend…They were so important to me. But that day, things changed….” A cold shiver run down my back…something really bad was coming and I could feel it… “Changed how…?” “Well…Hana-san, for a men to feel attracted to other man, don’t ya think is weird?! Of course I understood that something was wrong with me, but I didn’t really dislike girls, but I just don’t want them, or other guys…I just wanted you. So I decided to speak with my parents about it…about adopting a man into our family, since I decided not to get married to a woman..” “You what…?!” “I thought it was the right thing to do, cause…well even if I couldn’t have Hana-san…no one was right for me…I wouldn’t be with anyone, and that they should be prepared for it..” My worst nightmare was happening there in front of my eyes…I could see it like a movie…The shock, the pain, the disgust they must have felt….like they, my family, did… “You’re an idiot, why did you such a thing…?” “Hana-san! If I didn’t tell them straight up I didn’t want to get married, they soon would be finding me a bride…My family has traditions, rules, that I never understood, but that I was supposed to follow…I don’t want that…I wouldn’t be happy, and I wouldn’t make the other person happy too…” “What did they do afterwards? I mean, didn’t they lock you up, preventing you from doing such a thing or something…?” This...was me…mentioning these things was really difficult, they were my experiences…my pain, my tears, my suffering… Like he was telling my story… “Well they didn’t…They just said that if it was what I wanted…then I was….no longer part of that family…” He was devastatingly sad telling me all this… I became somehow terrified from the thought of being responsible, from him being thrown out of his own house… Something this happened because he met me… “Are you ok with this…? Are you ok, with not being able to meet your parents anymore, not meeting your brother anymore, to throw away all you have…Are you really ok with this Mina?” “If it’s for you…yes I am.” There wasn’t a doubt in his eyes, the black colour of his irises didn’t lose their glitter, or showed me any kind of regret, or fear while saying those words… What was I suppose to feel…happiness?! I was so scared… and so sad, I didn’t know what to do anymore… How could I be responsible for this kind soul to have lost everything…? “I…I can’t accept that…” He looked down, he looked mad, like he was going to punch something… “This is why…I didn’t want to tell you anything…” “What...you rather keep me in the dark about all this?” “Yes...i would rather do that, so that i don’t have ya mopping around thinking about my own choices...i choose you...you better deal with it. You might leave me, but that will only mean i’ll be alone. Won’t you be with me instead?! Will you let me alone forever just because i said what i really felt to my family?... Do you really think that i’ll give up on you, just because you don’t want me to throw everything away? Well, you better think again Hana-san, cause i won’t go back, on my words nor my actions....” “You’re leaving me no choice... What i Shu finds out who you are and goes babbling to your family that you’re with me...? How do you think it would make me fell, for them to know that i am the one responsible for ruining his son’s life...(tears)...?” “Why does that bastard comes up in this conversation? He has nothing to do with this or you, by the way, so why are you mentioning him?” “Because i saw him... Yesterday...He begged me to go back to him, i'm afraid he'll meddle in my affairs...” “He what?!” “Just cool it Mina, i told him straight that i had no intention of going back to him, and told him that i already had someone...that i wouldn’t let go, or give up on...(blush)because you’re special...to me, i'm just scared he finds out who you are and does something bad” He got up and hugged me, like he never did before. I felt him reassure me that he wasn’t going anywhere...that he wouldn’t leave me... "I'll be right here... I won't let anything happen to you..." "I't's not me i'm affaid you idiot...." I had the feeling i was holding to something as precious as the sun, or the moon... The kind of person, i searched all my life, was there in my arms, and i could only fear what was ahead of us... Hope you enjoyed reading... Thank you for all the suport... Another big one f'o ya all :*

Here it is chap 9... Hope you guys like it Spell... Chapter 9 When i woke up, i felt something really heavy on top of me. I tried to move but it was hard to get away from those strong arms, the more i tried to get loose the more they gripped tight. “Mina, i need to get up, please let me go...” “(muffed) No...it’s still early Hana-san, stay here a little while longer...(tight hug)” Oh my...so cute... “I have to Mina-san...” He started to move away... “Ok but i’ll get up as well, i’ll cook you breakfast...” He blinked an eye tom me and I felt warm just from his kindness... It was good to know he was there for me, it felt right... I was blushing like an idiot all over again.... “But Hana-san...don’t you want to give me a good morning kiss...?” I blushed even harder right on the spot, what was with that kind of question this early in the morning... “Mina-san!... Please i have to get ready...uh...don’t ask such things like this...” “Ok...” The sad, dejected look he had was unbearable, i just felt like hugging him again, kiss him a lot and never let go...even so i left the room, i was running a little late. I really needed a shower... I got to the bathroom and kept thinking about what was said on the day before. It seemed surreal. The words, the actions...They really happened... And i promised to be with him... Was i being too little cautious about this, or over cautious....Did i loved him or was this just an incredible attraction? I was getting confused so i decided to drop the thought. “We’ll see how this goes... i will take my conclusions later.” I got dressed so i could got to work, and when i got to the living room , he had already set the table, breakfast served, a huge smile on his face, like he didn’t saw me for like a year, all waiting for me...I loved that. “Hana-san i have to work today, my part-time at the bar is today so...i’ll be a little late but, can i come to meet you when i finish?” Another blush... “Don’t you have a house to go to?” “Well i do, but i rather stay with Hana-san....if you don’t mind...” Well i didn’t mind! Between spending the nights alone, laying in a bed all alone i much rather have him with me these cold nights. Not because of the cold, but because the warmth he brought to me was unlike anything else, unlike anyone... But i just couldn’t tell him that. “Well i don’t mind...so you can...just make sure you don’t wake me up (blush)...” He got closer and whispered... “I don’t know if i can do that.... (soft kiss)” “Mina-san...(hard blush)” “But i’ll try...it’s going to be really hard but i’ll try not to wake you... (smile)” I tried to change the subject. “Do you really have to work at that place...? I mean, i’m not judging or anything but don’t you belong to a very big, important family...? What are you doing working in a place like that...?” There was this drastic change in his expression... “It’s complicated Hana-san...” I felt insecure for the first time... “But you can talk to me right, i mean you can see me as a friend as well, if you need someone to talk to, you can confide in me, you know that, right?” “(soft kiss) Hana-san is so good to me... (smile)” I felt getting warm again...the closeness, and the way he spoke to me where like weapons against my desire, and i always lost to them... “Mina-san please...i really should be going...” I got out of the table, so i could take a safe distance...Another word, another touch and i would be lost... “Ok...work hard Hana-san...” “Thank you, you too... I’ll see you later then...” And i was out the door. As i was walking, i felt happy, the kind of feeling you have, when everything’s right, when happiness was just there for me to grab it. But a darkness came to obscure almost all the light... He didn’t explain, what happened with his family. The why was he working in that bar, when he belonged to a much brighter, amazing place... The thought occupied my entire mind, throughout the day, and didn’t let go. The reason behind it was because i was feeling that happiness from the morning fade... My heart was feeling small, and the pain, coming like waves as soon as i remembered his words, became worse. “What did he meant with...”it’s complicated”...I wish he could tell me, i don’t want him to feel bad, or to think i’m unreliable... I’m here for him.” Was it really so complicated, that he just didn’t want me to know, or was i a bother to be told about these things? “Man, i got to give my head a five minute break...” I went to grab a few things from the cafeteria and, all by myself went to eat at the garden below. It was freezing, but the cold air, helped to clear my mind. “I will talk to him later about it, i’ll wait for him to arrive, and trap him. I will make him say everything because i don’t want to feel like this... I hate it.” I finished my food and was about to get in the office building when, a person standing only a few steps from me looked terribly familiar. “Can i talk to you Hana?” Shu? Again? What did he want now, wasn’t what he told me two days ago enough...? “Please, i’m trying so hard to get away from everything related to you, so...why do you have to come here, again....?” “Please Hana(tremble)...Come back to me.” They destroyed my world in that moment...Those words. How could he? What did he want with saying that? What was he after? My destruction...? “Goodbye Shu. Don’t ever speak to me again, don’t ever look for me again...Forget about me. I’ll do the same thing about you.” I turned away, but he grabbed me.

Hi hi, Here it is chap 8 hope you enjoy... Arigatou to all of you who keep reading...From the bottom of my heart your support is the best... ________________________________________________________________________ Spell… Chapter 8 Truth was…I forgot. Never, for more than 2 years did I thought about the kid that messed me up badly in that afternoon. Never once, did he crossed my mind. I scratched his existence, from that day on i behaved like he never existed. I wanted to be with the person I was in love then, I wanted only him, take care of only him, to stay with him forever. Well I could say now that, I won’t, I won’t be loved like I wished, I won’t be together like I dreamed so many times we would be. I couldn’t stop the overflowing feelings inside… And the flood of tears started once more. He was standing still, looking at me, studying every one of my expressions. “Did you remember Hana-san…?” “Hum, Hum…(nod)” “Do you hate me now?!” “I…I’m confused…but I don’t hate you, I don’t think I do…” “I’m relieved(sigh)…I thought Hana san would once more dislike me…” Such a pained expression… “Once more?! I never disliked you…I just...Got all messed up that time at the Sakura meeting, I had never, ever, seen a smile like yours…a 16 year old brat messing my pace so easily(smile). I was angry at myself for feeling that way Mina-san, besides, you kept my secret right, I have only gratitude.” I caressed Mina’s face, it was so hot under my hand, like a fever, but also so comfortable… I felt he could protect me even from the worst blizzards. His eyes were shining. He got closer to me and took both of my hands on his. “I thought only about you all this time…(kiss on my hands)” His voice was low, mellow, soft…I felt like I was being confessed to in the sweetest way. My heartbeat started to speed up, and my temperature kept on rising… Mostly because he was so close to me, but also, all the things from the night before, where starting to show all over my body now. How could this be? Not even a touch yet, and all this desire built already… “Is it fate, Mina-san?!” “No…it’s love.(whisper)” He caressed my face, looking straight into my eyes never letting go, he kissed me, lightly…softly, like I was precious…valuable… “I’ve been waiting for you for too long already(hold me)….I just want to have you…Possess you. Won’t you let me stay by your side Hana…Won’t you let me love you?(whispered)Since I first saw you blushing hard by that Sakura tree(smile), I thought you we’re the most beautiful thing I’ve seen in my life. I have to have you, I thought then, but I was a kid, I kept waiting the years passed, but never once were out of my mind. You were my goal. There was nothing else I wished to have.” “You say that so easily… It’s not easy Mina-san…” “You’re talking about that guy?! He never loved you… He was always fooling around, having sex with other people, while you were left alone…” “How did you know that I was alone?” “I remembered who he was, I made friends with him at the bar I work part-time, and little at a time, he kept spitting out, that he already had someone, but it was turning boring… That he loved ya…But that you and sex, were two different matters… What the hell is that Hana…?! That’s no way of treating ya… And then I saw you that time…” There’s no way to describe the way he gaze at me then…He was desperately trying to explain something from within himself, his thoughts, his feelings… I felt a little happy, I was the source of this concern. Seemed like he was waiting for a very long time to take that away from his heart, like it was hurting him deeply. “And the way ya looked, you were breaking apart in front of my eyes and couldn’t even hold ya… I wanted to kill him for making you feel like that, to make him disappear from your heart so you could see only me…Is that asking for too much…?! Am I being greedy…Please don’t pity me, and say all ya have to say, all you think of me…cause I know I acted a little like a stalker and…” I kissed him lightly in the lips… The honesty reflected in his eyes was so obvious, like the earth being round. He didn’t have a doubt in his heart, and he was pursuing is own vision of happiness and love… I was fearful… Would it be ok giving him hope, I wanted to, but I looked back and remembered the two years of a relationship, that started beautifully and ended horribly. I don’t want that anymore. I don’t want to suffer anymore… “Won’t you give me a chance Hana-san? Won’t you let me love you, stay with you…” “I don’t know Mina-san, I’m…I…don’t know…” “Then let me show you how I want you just once more…Let me hold again, if still you don’t made up your mind…I’ll leave. I promise.” He got closer, and I could feel his desperation, could I deny that, could I deny the pleasure I know he could give me… It was hard to push him away, caressing me like that. All I could mumble were sounds of pleasure each and every time he touched a single place, a strand of hair, the whispers, so soft in my ear… I grabbed his neck and told him… “Don’t hurt me…please(tear)don’t leave me, that’s my small request if you wish to make me happy…love me more and more, never stop thinking of me… If you won’t stand then say it now, we won’t go further in this, and we will forget. If you don’t I will want you all for myself, I’ll become an egoistic person about everything about you(cry)…Will you stand that… Live only for me , love only me, do this…only to me…Could you do it?” I made him enter me, I wasn’t being able to stop wanting him anymore… Like a drug… The more you have…the more you want… The kisses weren’t enough, we wanted each other more, we caressed more, touched more… Going to a point when you wish to know each sensitive spot, what makes him gasp, breath heavily, heartbeat speed up… Could a relationship based on desire be possible? He loved me, yes… If I loved him…not yet…not just yet, but I could give him a chance, why not…. If he’s serious about it…We could try. I would keep a distance, a safe one, and for now I would go with the flow… “You’re mine(hold tight)… Never in this life will I give you to someone else… So you can bet that I’ll be here for ya, anytime, anywhere ya want me too…I became yours, the first time you looked at me, with that shyness of yours…I ain’t going nowhere, and you’re the one who needs to think if you can do it…” “I’ll try…(caress)for now I’ll be yours…Take good care of me, please…” “I will…(kiss/caress)I will…” No more words were spoken, they weren’t needed… The deep cold snow outside was a visible contrast, with the temperature inside the house… Hot, sweated windows, from our deep heavy breathing, seemed to be crying from the dropping accumulated perspiration… Making love to him, was by itself such experience, to top it off, so damn beautiful… He called me beautiful…he was the one blinding me from the world making me see only him… only his light… “You’re so perfect(breath), so beautiful(caress), (gasp)so perfect(breath)” “I love you(breath)…” The perfect contact with our bodies gave me the sense of two bells, being played at the same time, giving the most sweet melody ever made… We satisfied ourselves in each others touch, kiss, embrace… “Merry Christmas.” “Merry Christmas, Mina(kiss)…” We stared at the window watching the snow fall… Falling asleep in each other arms… The morning may bring whatever may bring. ________________________________________________________________________ Again thank you all for the support... A very big KISS f'o ya :leaf3:

Here's chap 7. Hope you guys enjoy Kiss* Spell… Chapter 7 I remembered everything… The images were popping in my head like a slide show… The warm weather, the sweet smelling breeze that caressed my face and my hair… It was like I was feeling it right then. It was May, two years ago. Me and Shu were together only for a few weeks then, we were so much in love, and I was the happiest person alive. There was nothing in this world that could make me feel bad or sad, nothing could disturb that happiness…nothing could come between us. Shu was invited by one of his friends to a Sakura sighting reunion, people would just show up to eat, drink and watch Sakura trees in bloom. An enormous mansion, the greenery that went till my eyes couldn’t reach, the pink and the green mixture was unbelievable, it was hard to believe such thing existed. I was happy he brought me along. It was just perfect for a walk in the sun. The person, who was holding this gigantic party was introduced to us. The first thing I noticed was this formal appearance and attitude, I was taken aback, I wasn’t expecting this kind of grandness, in a party where we were only watching trees… This old looking person was wearing a kimono, and you could see the different air around him, like royalty. “Shu this is kind of…” “Yeah I know, they’re one of the biggest families in the word of kabuki, ever heard of it?” “I know what kabuki is, but I really don’t like it that much… is...(whisper)well, kind of boring…” “Ahahah, well it is, but it is considered to be one of the greatest forms of art in Japan, and they are the biggest name in this business…” “Well, what’s so good about a bunch of old man dancing dressed as women…? I really don’t get it…” “Well you’ll see what I’m talking about later… My friend told me their youngest son is considered to be the best and the most beautiful person in the kabuki industry. There isn’t a single idol company that doesn’t want to get him…” “Young…How young like 40?(laugh)” “Ahahah, Hana I know the person we just made acquaintance was old but his sons are not old at all. One is 25 and the younger is only 16.” “Oh…ok then. Let’s check out their talent shall we, but watch out, I’ll be jealous if you keep staring at them too much(smile).” “(Whisper)I won’t, but you’ll have to repay me when we’re back home…” He caressed my face, and started playing with my hair. “Shu…don’t, there’s to many people. We can be seen…” “We won’t…after all the main source of attention are these beautiful Sakura trees… There’s nobody watching us.” “Is quite a sight isn’t it, I’m overwhelmed…” “You shouldn’t be…You can beat these Sakura in their most beautiful bloom any day…There’s nothing more beautiful than you in this world Hana…” We hid behind one of the trees and kissed I really don’t know if someone saw us, and right then I didn’t care… It was bliss. “Now let’s go, we’ll finish this at home.(smile)” I was still breathing heavily and blushing so much I was afraid to step out of our hide out. As soon as I turned away, I saw a shadow hiding between two trees not very far from us… “Shu, I think somebody just saw us…” “Never mind that, whatever happens we’ll just say you weren’t feeling ok and just went to rest behind a tree, I was just helping you.” “And what if they saw us kiss, that’s troublesome…” “We’ll just deny it…don’t worry, nothing will happen.” “Ok…if you say so.” It was then…Right then…That I first saw him. Something moved behind the trees and showed himself to us… This kid, was standing right between two Sakura trees staring at us. He had a very white make up on his face, and some sort of scarf in his head , it was hard to see who was he… But the way he looked at me, made me feel nervous even then. Black penetrating gaze that could leave you breathless. He was staring only at me, and I started to blush too much. Did he just saw us, well it was just a kid, I don’t think he would even understand what happened. I stole another glance and he was still looking at me, I felt like I was being kept in that place, my feet were turning so heavy I was hard to move them. I stared back at him, blushing so much…Why couldn’t I avoid my eyes from looking at him…what was happening? And suddenly he smiled. All the colours around me went pale, the Sakura turned grey, the greenery turned black and white. The sky that only a few moments ago was bright blue was pitch black. It scared me. I turned away. It took all my strength to do so, I could no longer look at him… He bothered me, he shook my peace, and all inside of me was burning… I was a second away to ask Shu to leave, I didn’t want to stay there anymore, i felt cold, I was disturbed… That wasn’t natural, how could someone gaze make me feel like this… I tried to remember the face of the culprit, but I could only see was the white plaster, the black in his eyes and that smile, that powerful weapon he was bearing that wreaked my chest. “Shu…I don’t think I feel so good, I think I better go, besides if there’s any trouble, it would be better if you’re alone, right?” “What, wait Hana, I thought we were going to watch the show now…it’s almost starting…We’ll leave after the break, ok so just hang on for a little while longer…please?!” “Ok, only because it’s for you, I’m not going to enjoy a bit of this…” “Hum(smile)thank you, besides it would be disrespectful for the people who invited us right? Let’s go.” We sat far in the back so that when the break starts we would leave. Even so, as soon as the music started, once I looked at the stage, I felt my chest hurt again. He was wearing a wig now, dressed in a long white kimono, he was as surprising as before, only the attitude changed. The other person standing beside him, had the same air as him, but in a most adult posture, it was lovely to see the two interact. It was stunning, I thought kabuki was boring but truly that was such a performance…it was one of the most emotional things I’ve seen in my life. “So let’s go?!” “Ah, yeah sure…” “We have to go greet them, you don’t mind do you, I would like to thank them for their hospitality…” “Sure, I don’t mind.” We went to find Shu’s friend first and thank him for the invitation. Then we followed him so we could greet the family. They were reunited, all four of them sitting on a tatami, like they were meditating. Grandfather, father and the two sons. I felt like we were disturbing, it seemed peaceful there… He immediately looked at me, and I took a step back. Shu went and started to greet each and everyone of them, while I stood there trying not to look at the young boy staring at me. I could catch that their family name was Shirou but couldn’t understand any of their first names… They all stood up and bowed at us, we bowed at them and when I stood up he was staring again, with this bright smile in his face. I couldn’t say if he was that gorgeous or not with that thick make up but you could say that he had something about him, but the smile…That smile was the reason, my chest felt pain right now. That smile put a spell on me. You couldn’t look away, you couldn’t run away, you were his prisoner, you couldn’t be released unless he wanted to, unless he allowed to. He was called and the smile got undone, I turned away the fastest I could. I wanted to leave, I wanted to go home, I wanted to hold Shu, I wanted to kiss Shu. I wanted to take this feeling out of me, rip it out of my chest, to feel free from this pain… I didn’t want it, I didn’t need it. I wanted to let go. As soon as Shu got to my side, I took his hand and rushed him to the car. “Drive…” “Hana what’s wrong…” “Drive please…” He didn’t ask anything anymore, he just started the car and drove off. Halfway I was still felling disturbed, I wanted to feel free from that smile. “Shu stop the car, here…” “What the hell Hana, you ask me to drive, you ask me to stop, what’s going on…” As soon as he stopped the car, I jumped on him I kissed, I hold him with all the strength I had, I started to strip him down, I took away his shirt and listened to his heartbeat, it was a calming sound… But it wasn’t enough. I kissed him all the way to his pants, and I opened them. I took him in my mouth, and tasted him till I felt him come. “Hana…(breath)…please…wait...” “Don’t say anything, please…Just enter me…now.” “But it’ll hurt, Hana, I have to prepare you first…” “NO!!…like this now…Shu please do it…take me, hold me, do it to me like you always do…(whisper)love me…please.” He took me in his arms, holding me close. He started kissing me, caressing my chest, he sat me in his legs, and when he entered me…I felt his love, he didn’t want to hurt me, he was gentle, but I wanted him to ravish me up, to mess me up, to take me to a point of no return… He must have been confused at that time, but still he didn’t question me. After that crazy scene of mine he still, kissed me… I hold on to him… “Aishiteru…Shu” “Wakata…(smile)” I will forget…I will…for you, starting now…I would forget. _____________________________________________________ Hope you guys liked it... BIG kiss fo' you :leaf3:

Kia's Missions K1: Capture the Thief! Kia vs. Schwarz Kreuz, aka Sylvio Wenzel. To activate "D" ending, K1 must be one of the first missions played If the D ending is impossible and you leave it to Sylvio, you get B If the D ending is impossible and you step outside, you get A Get more information>Wait for him>"C" ending Get more information>Ignore him>"C" ending Meet him in person>Wait patiently>kiss him>"C" ending Meet him in person>Wait patiently>smack him on the head>"C" ending Meet him in person>Set a trap for him>Go along with the Degas idea>Go to a popular Restaurant>"C" ending Meet him in person>Set a trap for him>Go along with the Degas idea>Leave it up to Silvio>"C" ending Meet him in person>Set a trap for him>Ask about the Porto Collection>Leave it to Silvio>[go to the mansion]"B" ending Meet him in person>Set a trap for him>Ask about the Porto Collection>Leave it to Silvio>[go to a hotel]>"D" ending Meet him in person>Set a trap for him>Ask about the Porto Collection>Step outside for a while>[go to a hotel]"D" ending Meet him in person>Set a trap for him>Ask about the Porto Collection>Step outside for a while>[go to the mansion]"A" ending K2: The Selfish Prince's Holiday Kia vs. Ashraf Ali Ibrahim To activate "D" ending, you must start a new game and get a "D" ending on both K1 and L1, then play K2 If the D ending is not possible, the storyline will default to "C" Conversation partner>take his clothes off> "C" ending Conversation partner>don't take his clothes off> "C" ending Bodyguard>take his clothes off>[use the press]> "C" ending Bodyguard>take his clothes off>[eliminate the press]> "D" ending Bodyguard>don't take his clothes off>eliminate the press>teach him>"C" ending Bodyguard>don't take his clothes off>eliminate the press>do it yourself> "C" ending Bodyguard>don't take his clothes off>use the press>do it yourself>set a trap> "C" ending Bodyguard>don't take his clothes off>use the press>do it yourself>fight my way> "C" ending Bodyguard>don't take his clothes off>use the press>teach him>set a trap> make Ali take me>"C" ending Bodyguard>don't take his clothes off>use the press>teach him>set a trap> nibble earlobe>"B" ending Bodyguard>don't take his clothes off>use the press>teach him>fight my way> make Ali take me>"C" ending Bodyguard>don't take his clothes off>use the press>teach him>fight my way> nibble earlobe>"A" ending K3: The Gay Man's Trap Kia vs. Dirk Wahl To activate "D" ending, K3 must be one of the first missions played If the D ending is not possible, the storyline will default to "A" punch him>call off the plan>"C" ending punch him>forbid Kia>"C" ending block it>Turn my eyes away>Ignore him>"C" ending block it>Turn my eyes away>Cough violently>"C" ending block it>Tell kia I can't trust him>ignore him and run away> Check the info some more>"C" ending block it>Tell kia I can't trust him>ignore him and run away> Return to the barracks>"C" ending block it>Tell Kia I can't trust him>feign ignorance and reply> Return to the barracks>"B" ending block it>Tell Kia I can't trust him>feign ignorance and reply> check the dossier again>[blow up the factory"A" ending block it>Tell Kia I can't trust him>feign ignorance and reply> check the dossier again>[use my own gun]"D" ending K4: The Devilish Little Gigolo Kia vs. Timo Wilkes I have a reservation>Refuse>"C" ending I have a reservation>I need to think about it>"C" ending I don't have one>Don't go see him>kiss>"B" ending I don't have one>Don't go see him>fellate Kia>"B" ending I don't have one>Go see him>Fellate Kia>"B" ending I don't have one>Go see him>Kiss>"A" ending K5: Coach is a Worrywart Kia vs. Jens Lewin Obey>insult>"C" ending Obey>take a step back>"C" ending Waver a little>Why are we going there?>Endure it>"B" ending Waver a little>Why are we going there?>Push Kia away>"B" ending Waver a little>I'm not asking that>endure it>"B" ending Waver a little>I'm not asking that>Push Kia away>"A" ending K6: A Blasphemy Before God Kia vs. Eduard Wernicke Run away>Looked into Kia's face>"C" ending Run away>Turned his eyes away>"C" ending Reply to Kia>Turned his eyes away>My own room>"B" ending Reply to Kia>Turned his eyes away>The altar>"B" ending Reply to Kia>Looked into Kia's face>My own room>"B" ending Reply to Kia>Looked into Kia's face>The altar>"A" ending