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Platform: Windows 98/Me/XP Minimum System Requirements: CPU: Pentium 300MHz RAM: 64MB HDD: 350MB free space Video: 800x600 resolution or higher, 16-bit color Sound: WAV/PCM audio Other: Requires CDROM and DirectX 8.1 Release Date: 2002 Genre: ADV Rating: 18+ Voice: Full voice Translation made by: Onadoru Euphoria Plot: The story is set in an hypothetical fantasy role-playing game world, which once was menaced by a cruel demonic entity called Hadeus. The terrible war which followed had left many orphans, and one of them is Might. Raised up without his parents, with the only company of his older friend Adonis (another orphan), Might became an ambitious teenager training for his dream to become a soldier of the royal army. One day, though, Might found himself terribly wounded after falling off a cliff while training. Adonis, who loved Might over anything else, used a forbidden dark spell to save his life. So Might's life was saved... but Adonis mysteriously disappeared. Might will then go on a quest to find out what has happened to his beloved Adonis, meeting a rather wide range of handsome characters – each one with a peculiar personality – who will either join him in his quest or become an obstacle to it. The player, after making the appropriate choices, will be able to pair up the protagonist with one of the characters he will meet. Torrent File: The Game + Upgrade 1.2 + English Patch Mediafire links: English Patch (If you already have the game installed, if you don't, please download the torrent file) If you need help with the installation, visit this page: Installation Guide for Silver Chaos + Upgrade + English Patch EDIT: Visit this page for or a video installation guide for Silver Chaos + Upgrade + English Patch For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Oh... I hope everyone feel releave for now... I hope she stay health for now... well it's age but still hoping for...

Hijikata Toushirou (Gintama) Hibari Kyoya (Katekyo Hitman Reborn) Shiki (Togainu No Chi)

I have so many choice but here is 6... Iwaki-san... All the best!!!! Kanou-san... NO question about it!!! Tiki... D.Gray Man bad guy but still he has this sexy look... ^^;;;; Watanuki & Doumeki... unlikely choice but somehow when they together they has some kind of sexy vib. coming out... ^^;;; Kanda... guy with sword... somehow make sexy... ^^;;;;

Title : Hatsu-koi, First Love Year: 2007 Country : Japan Language : Japanese Subtitle(s) : English Genre : Drama | Romance | Crime | Gay Themed Plot/Synopsis: Tadashi has fallen in love with his classmate, Kota, and doesn't dare to tell anyone. This destroys all hope he ever had of getting together with Kota. Thoroughly depressed, Tadashi meets a gay couple on the train. Hiroki and Shinji are fascinating... In Hatsu-Koi, director Imaizumi Koichi tells a story about coming of age, coming out and a gay marriage that is sprinkled with both love and comedy, at the centre of which is a teenager who doesn't yet know what he wants. Watch Hatsu-koi BL Movie Online: Hatsu-koi BL Movie Download Hatsu-koi BL Movie: Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5 Part 6 Join the files with HJSplit For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Original name: Doushiyoumo Nai Keredo Manga ALT. names: どうしようもないけれど / 无所适从的情衷 / 無所適從的情衷 / Doushiyoumo Nai Karedo Original run: 2007 Description: Hardworking, good-looking, and heir to daddy's company, Shimano thinks his life's just about perfect. Except that he's working from the bottom up in the company, and he can't seem to get along with Kurokawa, his manager. Competent but flippant, Kurokawa always seems to pay extra attention to Shimano, whether it's teasing him to make him work harder or covering up for his mistakes, which of course drives Shimano crazy. So he has Kurokawa firmly blacklisted until he realizes that Kurokawa's private life isn't a bundle of roses and begins to sympathize...and how are you supposed to hate someone you sympathize with, anyway? Manga-type: Manga Written by: Natsume Isaku Drawn by: Natsume Isaku Published by: Dear+ (Shinshokan) Group(s) Scanlating: Vices and Devices Status: Complete Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: Comedy, Drama; Heir Categories: Co-workers; Comedy; Drama Main Characters: Kurokawa, Shimano Adaptation based on available: N/A Recommendations: Doushitemo Furetakunai, Koi wo Shimashou, Hisho no Koi Related Series: Tight Rope (Side Story) Read Doushiyoumo Nai Keredo Online Doushiyoumo Nai Keredo Download Doushiyoumo Nai Keredo Manga DOWNLOAD v01c0104 DOWNLOAD v02c05 vol 2 ch 6 For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Chou Dakaretai Otoko Author: CHITOSE Piyoko Plot: 1-4) Super Dakaretai Otoko A high-schooler, Asakura Shinobu, is a new illustrator and his cousin, Kouki, is living with him and loves him. The editor, Watase Riku, and the novelist, Shirakura Yuushi, are both extremely interested in Shinobu’s body. Shinobu admires Riku very much. When Riku asked Shinobu to use his body to satisfy Shirakura sensei, will he agree to it? How would Kouki save Shinobu from the attacks by the two perverted men? Who will Shinobu give his first time to? 5) Jungle and Naked... and Me? Young artiste Haruma is injured and lost in the jungle when he is rescued by a mysterious man. Though they can't communicate with words, Haru finds himself touched by the man's unfailing kindness. Year: 2008 Genre: Smut Yaoi Categories: Incest Rape Status: 1 Volume (Complete) Download link removed by scanlator's request Read Chou Dakaretai Otoko Online Chou Dakaretai Otoko

TITLE: Antique Cake Store アンティーク ～西洋骨董洋菓子店～ Antique COUNTRY: Japan EPISODES: 11 episodes; 44-57 min/ep SYNOPSIS: This is a confectionary with a "flavor" not like most. Located in the middle of an ordinary residential area, "Antique" stays open until 2 a.m. Every single thing in the shop is antique, in fact even the sherry glasses that water comes in look like they would cost 50,000 yen. On top of this, all the sweets that are sold are unbelievably delicious. The thing that is most peculiar about "Antique" though is that all 4 of the men that work here are very handsome, and each has an interesting past. The series follows the romance, family life, and most importantly friendship that these 4 men from different generations experience. Download Antique Cake Store BL Movie Ep 01 Ep 02 Ep 03 Ep 04 Ep 05 Ep 06 Ep 07 Ep 08 Ep 09 Ep 10 Ep 11 For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

A bit sorry about the poor quality, I don't have a scanner .____. Hehe well, so this is a portrait I made quite a while back... It's Mana-sama and Gackt from the Illuminati shoot Not at all BL but it's Mana-sama. It's atleast fanart Last one - Abel Nightroad from Trinity Blood

Title: Yuushitessen no Koi Manga ALT. names: 有刺鉄線の恋 / Barbed Wire Love / Yuushitetsusen no Koi Original run: 2008 Description: 1) Barbed Wire Love With the blessing of the wedding bells, Heiji has to bury his feeling to give wishes to Kou senpai and his sister. The love Heiji and Kou had during high school was so pure and innocent until Kou requested a break up. After they met again, everything went wild. The bridegroom and the brother-in-law scandalous meeting in the resting room, what will become of them? 2) I Really Want to See You When Haru's best friend Takakazu suddenly confesses and pushes him down, Haru is powerless to fight back, but manages to escapes before the end. But a month of being alone has Haru longing for Takakazu's gentle company... 3) Sheltering from the Rain One rainy night super popular high school student Itsumi Shuu suddenly sees geeky student Takai Suguru without his glasses, and is captivated by the strikingly beautiful Takai. With the help of an aphrodisiac Itsumi captures Takai's body, but what about his heart? 4) Love Level @BEginner Hairstylist Matsuri and make-up artist Kouta have a dream of opening up a salon together, and have been very close up to now. But now a handsome model is aiming for Matsuri, and Kouta is discovering feelings he never knew he had! 5) Please Whisper in Your Voice Mizumoto is president of the student morals committee and is always chasing after Honma the constant rule breaker with the golden voice. And although he acts tough and distant, Mizumoto is also drawn in by Honma's beautiful voice. Manga-type: Manga Written by: Aanan Yukako Drawn by: Aanan Yukako Published by: Kaiousha Group(s) Scanlating: Attractive Fascinante Status: Complete Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: Romance, Smut, Yaoi Categories: Drama, Megane, Rape Main Characters: Heiji, Kou Adaptation based on available: N/A Recommendations: Kyou Anata ni Wakare wo Tsugemasu, Beauty Stock Read Yuushitessen no Koi Online: Yuushitessen no Koi Download link: EDIT: Link removed due to scanlator's request.

Manga ALT. names: リピート・アフター・ミー？ 挂念的恋爱课程 跟我读 Repeat After Me Original run: 2008 Description: Yunosuke Shiga is a true Japanese man who fervently loves everything about his country's history, culture, and customs. However, things couldn't be worse when corporate commands from above orders him to, "Master English in 3 months or else!" Not even possessing English skills equal to that of a middle schooler, Yunosuke thus finds himself sent to the most prestigious foreign language institute in Japan, Shiratori Language Academy (SLA). A high-level institute not only famous for its strict and effective teaching, but also its abundance of gorgeous international elite teachers! But for someone who has never traveled one step outside of Japan, Yunosuke only ends up suffering from extreme culture shock, a murderous curriculum, and... fated love?! Manga-type: Manga Written by: Fuwa Shinri Drawn by: Fuwa Shinri Published by: Libre Shuppan Group(s) Scanlating: Fantasyshrine Status: Complete Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: Comedy, Romance, Slice of Life Categories: Comedy, Teacher - Student, Older Uke - Younger Seme Main Characters: Yunosuke Shiga Adaptations available: N/A Recommendations: Tora-san to Ookami-san Read Repeat After Me? online: Repeat After Me? Download: EDIT: Link removed due to scanlator's request.

there was a thread about Sexy blonde anime guys , so now its about sexy dark hair anime guys :hamtaro-005 (6): you might laugh but i find Alucard sexy :hamtaro-005 (5): (that noble look he has) also Sakuya from kaikan phrase :hamtaro-005 (23): Sabastian from kuroshitsuji kyoya from Ouran High School Host Club Gilbert from Pandora Hearts

Summary: The continuation of Kenta's and Ryuu's love stories as well as their friends adventures and misfortunes. Status: Complete Chapter 1 Games Kenta “No, I don't want that there.” I ran a hand through my hair trying my fucking best not to smack the shit out of the man. Why couldn't they follow the simplest directions? I'd decided that moving was not worth the hassle. No fucking way it was worth days of moving things around and unpacking. It didn't help that my wonderful, if somewhat spoiled, boyfriend had went out and bought all new furniture. I'd gotten along for years with nothing but a futon and some boxes of clothes. “Put it along the wall there.” I pointed to the spot and watched the men wrestle the dresser into place. It was nice looking, I had to admit that. I'd never in my life owned anything remotely this nice. Except my motorcycle. I took a moment to glance around what was going to be our bedroom. I felt my mouth lift in a smirk as I looked at the giant four poster bed. Gonna have some fun on that. Well, when the idiot doc said I could. Fuck it to hell. There was a loud thud and a string of cuss words from down the hall. Shaking my head I went to see what had happened. “You broke it!” “I so sorry, I didn't see it.” That was coming from what was going to be the band's practice room. Peering inside I saw the drummer Hasu, fists clenched at his sides as he faced one of the movers. I lunged forward just in time to grab Hasu before he attacked the poor guy. “Let go Kenta!” He flailed against me and I suddenly realized that I wasn't as strong as I'd been. So I let him go and grabbed his hair instead to keep him in place. He yelped, but the pain seemed to drain away some of his anger. I shook him slightly as he tried to turn and look at me. “What tha fuck are you doin', Hasu?” I growled and let him go. He rubbed his head and shrugged, not looking at me. “He stepped on my drum.” He gestured behind him and I glanced at the now ruined drum and the very sorry looking mover. “Ain't like he did it on purpose Hasu.” “I-I know . . . I'm sorry. I just . . .” he shook his head and I saw tears on his cheeks. “Fuck Hasu . . . don't do this. We'll get you another drum. Why don't you go find Sora, it's about lunch time and I'll get us some food, okay?” I took him gently by the arm and lead him out of the room. Hasu and I had been friends before everything, but now we were even closer. He'd been kidnapped, beaten and threatened with rape. I had to give the kid a break for being upset that his drums were fucked. “I know you are still dealing with stuff, but you can't take out your anger on other people, Hasu.” “Now you sound like Sora.” He pouted, but didn't pull away. “I'm sorry. I didn't mean to lose my temper like that, but . . .” “It's alright, you don't gotta explain.” I squeezed his arm lightly before letting go. I understood all too well exactly what he meant. “Maybe later this week you and I could spar a bit.” He glanced at me the dark eyes wide. “Y-you sure? Did the doctor clear you for that kind of stuff already.” I shook my head. “Nah, but we'll take it easy.” He nodded slowly before stopping and giving me a quick hug. I could tell he was careful not to hug me as tight as he used to. It made me kinda sad. Then again it had only been three weeks since my old cellmate had tried to kill me. Had it really been three weeks already? Sometimes, it felt like yesterday. Those were never good times. After settling things with the foreman about the cost of the drum I looked around wondering what to tackle next as I stood in the living room. I realized I was rubbing my wrist and looked down. The rope burns were gone as were the bruises. I still had stitches in sensitive spots, but the doctor said I was healing good. It could have been worse. I shuddered, then jumped slightly as strong warm arms wrapped around my middle and I was pulled back against a lean solid body. “You alright? You were doing it again.” Ryuu's voice breathed into my ear. I nodded, leaning back into him. “I'm fine. Hasu's upset.” “Yeah I heard the yelling, that's why I came upstairs.” Soft lips brushed my ear and he kissed my neck. “Ryuu.” “I know, I know but who cares if there are people here. I've missed you.” “It's been less than an hour Ito.” “So . . .” I sighed, unable to help the smile as I turned to face him. “You are such a fucking weirdo.” He tapped my nose as he grinned down at me and I felt a chill run through me. It still amazed me that he'd not only asked me back but to move in with him. “Ah, but I am your weirdo, Ken-chan.” “Don't call me chan.” I tried to glare at him but then he leaned down and kissed me. Not a quick peck but a slow gentle yet very seductive kiss. By the time we parted I was breathing hard and trying to figure out how to keep anyone from seeing my boner. “Fu-fuck Ryuu . . .” “Mmm yes please. Maybe once everything is put away we can make that new bed really ours.” He pulled me into a hug and I felt him laugh. “Shall we go in the bathroom and take care of your problem?” That was when I noticed the men staring at us. “Fuck off or I ain't gonna fucking pay your lazy asses!” Ryuu just chuckled and kissed my forehead which got him a glare. “You are so adorable when you get all bossy.” “You know how I feel about people wa-mmff-” I shoved him back, breaking the kiss. “Stop it already, we got stuff to do.” He laughed and gave me a peck on the cheek before heading into the kitchen. I shook my head and watched him look through boxes for a moment. I almost had to laugh at myself. It was hard to believe that after everything that had happened the past month things could be so normal. Normal was fucking good after what we'd been through. I turned hearing someone clear their throat behind me. The man looked like he'd just drank a gallon of soy sauce. I would too if I'd had to agree not to charge for my work because one of my guys fucked up. “We are finished putting the furniture and boxes in their rooms. Did you need anything else?” I shook my head. “Nah, I think we got it.” He stood there for a second like he was expecting something more then finally shrugged and went to gather up his crew. I headed into the bedroom to make sure they'd put everything where we wanted it. This room looked nothing like the other apartment, something Ryuu and I had both agreed on. After all the shit that had went down at his penthouse, not even his parents wanted to keep the place. Last I knew the landlord was gutting it to make a ballroom or something like that. Whatever, I didn't give a shit. It had been a nice place, but I liked this better already. Ryuu and I had spent a long time figuring out what we wanted. I'd never realized that there were so many types of furniture to choose from. More than once I'd told Ryuu just to pick something, but he'd said no, that this was for both of us and he wanted my input. The idiot really knew how to make me feel wanted. Deciding I had no idea what to do with all the boxes in the bedroom I headed back to the kitchen. “Oi! Get the fuck out.” I grinned at Ryuu as I pulled him away from the box he'd been rummaging through. “You ain't got a clue what any of that stuff is, so just leave it.” “Hey now! I've been learning you know! I had Hasu teaching me how to do stuff while you were in the hospital.” I laughed and got a grin in return. “Right and that's why the hotel offered us free room service as long as you promised not to ever try to cook in the room again.” “There was a kitchenette you know, you make it sound like I lit a fire in the room or something.” “Pretty much.” I smirked at him, then yelped and jumped back as he grabbed for me.

Hint: - Scanlated by Forever More. - Title is a single word (four letters).

Oh man chiaki............. And we got to love you for those pics *__* Gackt in samurai mode::::::::::::::::::::::: EPICNESS

I'm in a good mood! Having fun in a Sunday afternoon!

feeling so much beter that my grandma is safe back at home after she has been so ill for the past couple days. =]

I find that but for got to tell you... --;;; And there is other news... I will tell you and Yoji-chan later... ^^ I hope you have that happy feeling for little longer... I know something is waitting for you... --;;;

I don't know... Well kind of mix... getting better at beginning... now some get better other coming back... And new problem show up... --;;; What kind of mood I should have for this?

Hi memorex! Thank you ^ __ ^ I'm glad that was on the YO. There really friendly people, very interesting and fun

I'm sleepy because I lay down late last night to sleep, and feeling bad because the weather is bad (

I'm sleepy because last night I had a horrible nightmare and I couldn't fall sleep again T T

Nezu! Your drawings are so amazing! I love them all. Makes mine look terrible I love looking at the very first one of Mana.

Ah! Now I really need to finish the first one! e-e

Bondz (Fairy Garden chapter) by Kawai Touko. (: --

Nervous because the tickets of JYJ european concerts are not available, I want to see them esp MICKY!

How could i have forgoten about ^HIM^

I was watching anime and reading manga rather read so far. I love anime and manga, and ... waiting for a second season. If not mistaken the second season comes out October 7.

Bridget I only finished reading today, these new chapters were sooo good! You're getting better and better, honestly! And Pat and Thommas are both so sweet, gotta love them!

Kuchiki Byakuya

TSURUGA REN!!!!!!!

from BL anime Riki from ai no kusabi Takaya from Mirage of Blaze Izumi from Zetsuai ,Bronze

Volume 04 Volume 05 - Chapter 01 Volume 05 - Chapter 02 Halloween Extra

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Ryuu I was so comfortable at the moment. Our new couch was beautiful and not white thank goodness. I’d had enough of white furniture. No this was a very nice pale blue with cream and gold and was even more comfortable than it looked. When I’d walked through the living room and seen Kenta lounging on the coach, the temptation to join him had been irresistible. He was currently nestled between my legs, his head on my chest while I played with his hair. We were both watching Sora and Hasu try to hook up the new entertainment system. It was amusing watching them especially since Hasu seemed to be in a much better mood and was tormenting Sora at every turn. Probably not intentionally though. “Okay, this line goes to the sub woofer.” “Got it. Okay, that’s the last one right? Can we play games now?” Sora chuckled and patted Hasu on the head his affection for the younger drummer practically glowing in his eyes. “Yeah sure, what were you wanting to play?” “I don’t know . . .” Hasu looked around the room at the stacks of yet to be unpacked boxes. “Where are the games?” I frowned. “I’m really not sure which box they are in Hasu.” Hasu frowned and headed for the closest box. Before I had time to say anything he’d opened it and was busy unpacking it. “Ah . . . Hasu, you don’t have to do that there are too many boxes to worry about tonight.” Sora shook his head at me eyes narrowed. Okay . . . “B-but I guess we could get started at least.” I went to sit up and there was a disgruntled noise from Kenta. I looked down to see him blinking sleepily at me. “Stay’ere.” And with that I ended up laying on the couch snuggling my boyfriend while my two best friends unpacked for us. Sora found the alcohol somewhere along the way and got us each a drink. By then Kenta was fast asleep one hand lightly clutching my shirt. “I found them!” Hasu crowed holding up several game cases. “Shhh! Kenta is asleep.” “Oh . . . sorry.” He grinned sheepishly at me. “So can we still play?” “I don’t know Hasu, it’s getting pretty late now, it’s after ten and you’ve got school tomorrow.” Hasu made a face. “It’s not that big a deal. I usually stay up late playing games at home anyway. It’s not like my graduating at the top of the class is going to matter anyway.” Sora and I looked at each other. He spoke up first. “Hasu, school is the most important thing right now. You are way too smart not to graduate at the top of your class. Hell, you’re even a grade ahead of other kids your age!” I nodded. “Sora and I both graduated at the top of our classes. There is no reason you can’t.” Hasu set the games back in the box and got to his feet. “I appreciate the concern guys, but it’s not something I’m that worried about.” “You should be. Ryuu and I have talked about helping you pay for university, you won’t get into a good one if your grades slip.” Hasu looked over at Sora, the dark eyes puzzled. “Why would you guys do that? It’s not your responsibility.” “Maybe not, but you can’t pay for it by yourself and I’m sure there is something you’ll want to study further.” I smiled at him, wishing there was some way to erase the worry now etched on the cute face. “Believe me, it would be for the best. It’s very difficult to get along in society now without a degree of some kind.” Hasu shook his head and I frowned recognizing the stubborn set to his jaw. “So. It’s my decision ultimately. Like I said I appreciate the input but it’s really none of your concern.” “Hasu, we just want what is best for you, we are your friends.” He shrugged and headed passed me toward the kitchen. “Thanks, but I’ll do what I want.” I sighed and looked at Sora. The deep green eyes looked pained. I shook my head looking down at Kenta. Hasu was still too young to understand that the decisions he made now would affect the rest of his life. Looking at the dark head pillowed against my chest I wondered if it would help to have Kenta talk some sense into Hasu. He knew firsthand how bad things could be if wrong choices were made. I’d have to ask him if he’d feel comfortable talking with Hasu about school and explaining to him why it was so important. Since everything that had happened the two of them had spent a lot of time together. Hasu looked after Kenta like a worried younger brother. Kenta put up with him a lot better than I’d thought he would at first. Though Kenta had mellowed out a lot in the past few weeks. Nearly dying might do that to a person. An unwelcome chill ran through me and I rubbed a hand over my eyes. “Hey, why don’t you go to bed. You look beat.” Sora’s gentle voice reached me, pulling me back from the memories. Opening my eyes I had to blink a couple of times. “Yeah that would be good . . . uh, do you mind?” I gestured to my sleeping boyfriend who was effectively pinning me to the couch. I didn’t want to wake Kenta, god knew he needed his sleep. He’d been doing entirely too much and I was worried that it was hindering his healing. Sora was already on his feet and it only took a little maneuvering for him to gather Kenta into his arms. It always made Kenta look so petite and vulnerable in my eyes. Something I was still getting used to after years of only seeing the tough yakuza façade he always projected. I wouldn’t go back for anything though I wished he hadn’t had to suffer so much this past month. He was taking everything so much better than I could have. Then again he was just a stronger person. He had to be with everything he’d dealt with growing up. Following Sora toward the bedroom I looking into the kitchen to see Hasu sitting on the counter with a jar of mayo resting on his lap a distant look in his eyes. Reaching out I grabbed Sora and motioned for him to be quiet, nodding my head in the direction of the youngest. His heavy sigh made me sad. Sora loved Hasu and I understood how much it hurt to see the one you loved looking so lost and alone. I knew Hasu had suffered a horrible trauma but something else seemed to be bothering him. Something that none of the rest of us knew about or realized. Once Sora laid Kenta on the bed I thanked him and crawled up in it myself. Our first night together in our brand new apartment and we weren’t even going to have celebratory sex. It would just have to wait I guess. There were more important things than sex. Less fun . . . but more important.

I turned around and ran smack into a very solid chest. I stepped back, rubbing my nose and looked up. “Oi, Sora, don't fucking sneak up on me like that!” He raised his eyebrows at me and shook his head. “You guys are supposed to be playing around. Ryuu, you are supposed to be taking care of him.” I could hear the pout in Ryuu's voice. “I wasn't going to let him get hurt.” I crossed my arms over my chest and gave Sora my most intimi-imit . . . my hardest glare. He grinned. “You know . . . when you try to look tough like that you end up looking rather seductive.” I blinked, my arms dropping to my sides. Ryuu was giggling behind me. “He does doesn't he!” Sora laughed and reaching down grabbed me and picked me up. “Let me down you fucking shit head!” “Nope, it's time for you to go rest. You've been on your feet all day and you are wore out.” “I am not!!! I'm just fine!” “Sure you are, you can't even get down can you?” “Damn you, you fucking bastard.” Why did the giant red head have to be right? It was just fucking awkward getting carried around like a cripple. Though now that he'd pointed it out, I was exhausted and starting to ache. “Just put me down, I can walk you know. Besides, this isn't very comfortable.” He grinned at me, the bright green eyes glittering. “Sure, go rest alright. Oh and where is Hasu? I can't seem to find him.” I tugged my shirt down as Sora set me back on my feet. I sank down on the couch letting out a sigh as overworked muscles were finally allowed to relax. A few months ago and Sora would never even have thought about doing something like that. Just showed how much things had changed, I guess. “He's upset. One of his drums got ruined.” “Oh shit.” Sora swore softly. “I better go find him. That set is his most prized possession.” “Yeah he almost attacked the guy when he stepped on it.” So here is the first part of Chapter 1. I hope you guys enjoy it.

Sometimes I wonder....what it would have been if I were a boy... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3WkXPPLiZOY

I... I can't... I can't understand HOW.. HOW on earth I missed to mention Mana-sama T__T *tries to pic out the best shots* I apologise for coming pic-spam xD (To the left!) And best for last~~ *p*

Ryuu How long I sat there watching him sleep, I don’t know. I didn’t want to look away from him, an irrational fear that he’d disappear too strong to ignore. There were too many things going through my head. The overriding thought that I’d almost lost him for good permeated everything else. I still felt slightly numb, as if none of this could really be happening. All I had to do was lift my eyes to see Kenta and the reality came back with crushing force. Things couldn’t stay the same that was obvious. I’d talked with Nakamara that morning before they had let me back to see Kenta. I wasn’t going to have him be my bodyguard anymore. Not after everything that had happened. When he woke up I was going to ask him to move in with me. I didn’t care what anyone said or thought. I couldn’t stand the thought of being separated from him anymore. He could live with me and have everything he wanted and needed. If I was totally honest with myself I wasn’t even sure what that entailed. I knew he liked his privacy that he liked cooking and working out, that he loved science fiction and action movies. Other than that I didn’t know near enough about him. What I did know about him was that he was selfless, tender, affectionate, passionate, kind . . . I could go on but I was running out of adjectives. There was a soft knock at the door. Sitting up I turned to see my father poking his head in. “He’s asleep?” I nodded, then brushed the hair away from my face. “Yeah, the pain meds knocked him out.” “Is it okay if I come in?” “Sure.” “No, don’t get up. I just wanted to check on you both. Have you slept at all Ryuunosuke?” “A bit. I fell asleep in the recovery room after his surjury.” “Have you eaten?” “I had some coffee a bit ago.” “Ryuu . . .” I looked up at his tone meeting the soft brownish gray eyes. He smiled softly at me. “Ryuu, you need to go eat and get some rest. You’ll not be allowed to see him if you get sick.” “I’m not leaving him.” “I thought you might say that.” He chuckled and got out his phone. He pressed a single button and after a moment spoke into it. “Bring it up.” “Dad, what are you-“ “Nothing much Ryuu. Just making sure you are fed. I went and checked on the apartment. The detectives are finished with it, so I’m having the cleaners come in.” “I . . . I don’t think I can go back there Dad.” Just thinking about it had me shaking slightly. “I figured as much that’s why I’m selling it. It’s time you got your own place anyway. I’ll have everything packed up and ready to move-“ “Actually I’d like to do that myself. Once Kenta is out of the hospital I’d like us to do it together. I think it would help us both. You can get rid of the bedroom suite though, I don’t want to see it again.” “I understand.” It was quiet for a while, just Kenta’s soft breathing and the occasional beep of the monitoring equipment. We both turned as there was a knock at the door. Dad took two quick strides and slid the door open. “Thank you, Sora. Did you want to say hi, Kenta is still asleep.” “I’ll come up later when he’s awake. Catch you later Ryuu, enjoy the food.” “Thanks Sora.” I waved trying to smile and knowing it was half-hearted. I wasn’t hungry. At least I thought so until the smell hit me. “Wow, what did you get Dad?” “All of your favourites and some of Kenta’s that the doctor said he’s allowed to have.” “Yeah, it sucks that he won’t be able to have meat for a couple of weeks.” “He didn’t strike me as a big meat eater anyway. I got him ramen, just like he likes it. Plain. Silly boy.” I was a little surprised to see the obvious affection on my father’s face as he looked at Kenta. “Oh . . . just so you know, you mother is coming for a visit.” “What?” I tried to keep too much shock from showing on my face but it must not have worked since he started laughing. “Don’t worry, she’s staying at our penthouse suite at the Hilton. She’s going to want to take you both shopping.” I groaned and put my head in my hands. “That’s going to be a fiasco. Mom and I usually go alone. Kenta hates shopping.” “I know, but I was completely unsuccessful in talking her out of it. She’s determined to get you both entire new wardrobes. It’s her way of trying to cheer you both up after everything that’s happened. She’ll be much happier once she’s certain you are both outfitted properly.” Turning to the cart he took the cover off one of the dishes to reveal a huge portion of spaghetti. The smell had me drooling instantly. “Now, you eat. I’m going to go take care of things at the apartment. Oh and they’ll be bringing up a cot for you soon. I expect you to get some sleep son.” I smiled at him, my first real smile in what felt like ages. “I will, I promise.” The cot came just as I finished eating. Now that I was full, sleepiness hit with a vengeance. Pushing the cot as close to the bed as physically possible I shook out the blankets and laid down. I couldn’t remember ever sleeping on something so narrow and uncomfortable before, but it seemed my body didn’t care. *** I held on to Kenta as we made our way to the waiting car. He seemed so small and frail, like the slightest breeze might knock him off balance. It was difficult for me to get used to being the one looked to for support. It usually made me uncomfortable, but it seemed to come naturally where Kenta was concerned. I didn’t really like how subdued he was, but I knew from everything I’d went through myself and with Sora that it would just take time. He needed me to be there to reassure him. It was almost funny how our roles seemed to have reversed in the relationship. Not that I minded. I would do anything for this beautiful man. “Watch your head.” “I know how to get into a fucking car.” I grinned, that was more like it. Once we were settled in the back seat I leaned over and kissed him slowly savouring every little nuance of taste and twitch of his lips. His eyes were a bit glazed, his breathing heavier as he gazed at me. “I love you Kenta.” His head dropped onto my shoulder as I sat back and gave the driver the signal to go. “Where are we going?” He asked a few minutes later. He must have realized we were heading in the wrong direction to be going to the apartment. “To our hotel room. We aren’t going back to the apartment.” He leaned into me more and I suddenly realized he’d been tense ever since we got in the car. He hadn’t wanted to go back, but of course he wouldn’t say anything. I slipped an arm around his shoulders and kissed his head. I was slowly but surely learning to read him. He might not talk near enough but his body language gave him away instantly, once you knew how to read it. The man was so subtly complex it was no wonder most people brushed him off, they couldn’t relate nor understand him. That was fine by me. If I had to be his filter through which he communicated with the world, I would and gladly. I was suddenly reminded of what dad had said back in the hospital room. “Kenta . . . I want you to move in with me. I want us to go look for a new apartment together. A place we can both call home. I know you have your apartment but I’d really like it if you would come live with me. We can stay at the hotel until you feel up to going out and looking. I still have a couple of shows this month but there is plenty of time for us to look.” He was quiet for so long I thought I’d upset him. “I’d really like that.”

I like both DBSK/THSK/TVXQ - Love In The Ice Shigeobeorin Chageun Son Chagapke Tteollineun Ipsul Amu Ildo Eopseotdago Kogae Sugin Chae Nugungareoul Chu-eokaneun Ne Moseub Turyeowun Keoni Ibaneseo Maemdoneun Mal Yaesseo Samkimyeo Wimyeonhaeseotdeon Twilmoseubi Saehayan Nuncheoreom Chogeumshik Noganaeryeo Eoduweojin Pamaneureul Tteonaji Anneun Pyeolcheoreom Sarangiran Mideumeuro Yeongweonhi Hamkke Haneun Kkum Keu Saram Naega Twil Su Ittdamyeon Tashi Hanbeon Kudeobeorin Keudae Mameul Yeongweonhi Ttaseunhameuro Kamssa Aneul Keoya Hyeonshiri Pyeoge Pudijyeo (Shiryeo-oneun Kaseumirado) Heulleo Naerin Nunmuri Keuteneun Heuryeojyeogadeon Pit Chulgiga (Eodum Sogeul Hwanageh Pichugo) Ih Shiganeh Seumyeodeureo Sumi Meojeul Peokchan Kaseume Tteugowun Chewoneul Seoro Neukkil Su Isseo Nugurado Ango Ittneun Sangcheowa Kipeun Hansumdeul Keureo-ana Chul Su Ittneun Keu Kongganeul Chatko Isseo Na Tan Han Saram Keudaeyehgehman Soksagineun Seolle-ime Nuni Pushin Keunari Sesang-i Twiyeo Kyeoteh Isseul Teni Sesang Kkeuteh Hullo (My Heart) Namgyeojyeotdago Honjayeotdago (Don’t be afraid) Aju Oraedorok (Let you know my love) Naega Chikyeonael (You Know) Sarang-inikka (Let you know my love) Eoduweotjin Pamhaneureul Tteonaji Anneun Pyeolcheoreom Sarang-iran Mideumeuro Yeongweonhi Hamkke Haneun Kkum Keu Saram Naega Twil Su Ittdamyeon Tashi Hanbeon Kudeobeorin Keudae Mameul Yeongweonhi Ttaseuhameuro Kamssa Aneul Kkeoya Japan Version: Hero: Tsumetai sono te kimi so seijanai Osanaki hibi hotta kizukakae Max: Dareka wo aiseru koto osoruteru no Kotoba no uragawa se wo mukete Micky: Dakishimeta kokoro ga koori no you ni Sotto tokedasu All: Daremo ga dare ka ni aisereru tameni Kono you ni inochi wa kiramekaseru no sa Xiah: Sore ga moshimo boku nara Mou ichido kimi no kokoro wo Towa no yashashisa de atatameruyo Micky: Unmei no itazura Hero: Kokoro wo itametemo Micky n Hero: Sono namida no saki ni wa U-Know: Hitosuji no hikari ga Max: Yami no naka maiorite U-Know n Max: Bokura wa kizukusa Hero: Kurushii hodo ni tsuyoku kanji ya eru Hito no nukumori All: Daremo ga motteru kanashimi ya kodoku Iyashite moraeru basho saqashiteiru Sou kimini wa sono basho ga koko ni arusa osorenaide Mou mayowanaide Boku ya mamoru Xiah: Setsuani hodo (Hero: My Heart) Utsukushii ai dakara (U-Know: Don’t be afraid) Hakanai hodo (Max: Let u know my mind) Uruwa shii (Micky: U know ...) Kono toki wo (Micky: Let you know my love) All: Daremo ga dare ka ni aisereru tameni Kono you ni inochi wa kiramekaseru no sa Sore ga moshimo boku nara Mou ichido kimi no kokoro wo Towa no yashashisa de atatameruyo [Jaejoong] Tsumetai sono te kimi no seijanai Osanaki hibi hotta kizukakae [Changmin] Dareka wo aisuru koto osoreteru no Kotoba no uragawa se wo mukete [Yoochun] Dakishimeta kokoro ga koori no you ni Sotto tokedasu [Jaejoong] Daremo ga dare ka ni aisareru tameni Kono you ni inochi wo kiramekaseru no sa [Junsu] Sore ga moshimo boku nara Mou ichido kimi no kokoro wo Towa no yasashisa de atatameruyo [Yoochun] Unmei no itazura [Jaejoong] Kokoro wo itametemo [Yoochun + Jaejoong] Sono namida no saki ni wa [Yunho] Hitosuji no hikari ga [Changmin] Yami no naka maiorite [Yunho + Changmin] Bokura wa kizukusa [Jaejoong] Kurushii hodo ni tsuyoku kanji ya eru Hito no nukumori Daremo ga motteru kanashimi ya kodoku Iyashite moraeru basho sagashiteiru Sou kimi ni wa sono basho ga koko ni arusa Osorenaide mou mayowanaide Boku ga mamoru [Junsu] Setsunai hodo ([Jaejoong] My heart) Utsukushii ai dakara ([Yunho] Don't be afraid) Hakanai hodo ([Changmin] Let you know my mind) Uruwa shii ([Yoochun] You know) Kono toki wo ([Yoochun] Let you Know my love too) [All] Daremo ga dare ka ni aisareru tameni Kono you ni inochi wo kiramekaseru no sa Sore ga moshimo boku nara Mou ichido kimi no kokoro wo Towa no yasashisa de atatameruyo Translation: Love In The Ice It’s not your fault those hands are cold Carrying the scars from your childhood Are you afraid to love someone? Turning your back on the true meaning of the words Like ice, the embraced heart slowly begins to thaw For anyone to be loved by someone, Makes life in this world shine If it was me, I’d warm your heart again With everlasting tenderness Even if it's mischief or fate Even if it causes you heartache Ahead of your tears A single ray of light will descend into the darkness We'll realize that the more people suffer, the stronger people can feel people's warmth Everyone will experience sadness and loneliness Searching for a place to be healed So for you, that place is right here Don't be afraid Don't hesitate anymore I'll protect you The more heart-rending (my heart), the more beautiful love is (don't be afraid) So the more short lived, the lovelier this moment is For anyone to be loved by someone, Makes life in this world shine If it was me, I’d warm your heart again With everlasting tenderness

Horror Ryuu Getting out of the limo I stood outside the apartment building for a while. It was cold outside and the sunset was now marred by encroaching clouds. I need time to think and the coldness of the air helped clear my head. Hasu had explained everything on the limo ride from the police station. The sick hollowed out feeling from earlier had been replaced with a vile sense of self loathing. It was partly from the meeting I’d just had with Nakamara, but mostly from knowing just how royally I’d screwed up. I had to do it though. I had to fire him. Though breaking up with him had been sheer impulse driven by anger and frustration. I really could have handled things better, especially knowing what I knew now. Rubbing a hand over my face, I dragged in a deep breath. I didn’t know what to do. It was all too much right now. I need to go home and relax, or at least try to. My apartment didn’t exactly feel like the safest place anymore. Not after what had happened. Shivering, I shoved my hands into my jacket pockets and turned toward the apartment building. I’d done some stupid things before, but never anything that had made me feel so lost and hopeless as I did now. How could I break up with the one person who’d loved me for me? “So fucking stupid.” My phone rang. It was Sora. A very pissed off Sora. I had to hold the phone away from my head as he yelled. “You are the biggest fucking idiot this side of the Pacific! I can’t believe you broke up with him like that! Do you know where I’ve been for the last fucking hour? Watching Kenta sob his heart out! Kenta! The one person who fucking loves you more than anything and even nearly got himself killed for you! What are you thinking or did all that hairspray finally fry your brain? You better beg him to come back when he gets there, you hear me! If you don’t I’ll personally come kick your ass.” Wait . . . Kenta was coming here? “He’s coming here?” “Yes you idiot, he wants to make things right.” Sora’s voice was finally down to a reasonable volume though he still sounded pissed. I was too stunned to even react to his tirade. “He’s absolutely devastated Ryuu. He cried so much he puked. Did Hasu talk to you?” “Yeah.” It came out more as a croak than a word. “Good. Now go fix this please. Kenta should be there any minute.” I hung up. I was shaking, my stomach doing weird flips. Turning away from the street I practically ran into the apartment building. I punched the up button for the elevator several times, anxious to get to my apartment. I’d just stepped inside when I spotted something on the floor. Frowning, I bent down to pick it up and sucked in a startled breath. I knew this knife. This was the one Kenta kept on his belt. He must already be here. But why was his knife on the elevator floor? He was never without them and it couldn’t have just fallen out of its sheath either. A knot of worry tightened my gut. Clutching the blade I waited for the elevator to stop on my floor. The smooth edges of the handle fit my palm perfectly and I could barely feel the weight of the blade itself. Just holding it was both disturbing and exhilarating. When I stepped out of the elevator the hall was quiet. The light over head was out for some reason and I hesitated before walking toward my door. I stood there for a moment staring at it. It was ajar. Kenta was always careful to make sure it was closed. Pushing it open I peered inside. Something seemed off. That was when I spotted the blood on the floor. I froze as something crashed in the other room, a muffled yell just barely reaching me. What the hell was going on? I was gripping the knife so hard it was hurting my fingers. “Get the fu-“ The rest was cut off by a scream of pain, jolting me. I flattened myself against the hallway wall. That voice. Kenta. Oh god Kenta. I forced myself away from the wall and belatedly noticed the bloody hand print smeared on it. I clapped a hand over my mouth as I gagged a wave of dizziness threatening to send me to my knees. Kenta was hurt. Oh fuck. Another voice assaulted my ears and I shuddered. Oh no . . . no . . . no, please-please don’t let it be Rame. The door to the bedroom was ajar, light spilling out into the hallway. Terrified beyond reason, I crept closer. I had to do something, anything to keep him from hurting Kenta. The door swung open with a single nudge and I stood there too shocked to move at first. I couldn’t even see the floor for the clothes littering it, broken furniture jutted out of the mess like tips of icebergs in a sea of debris. My attention snapped to the bed. It was stripped down to the mattress and my beautiful cream silk sheets had been ripped to shreds. Ribbons of silk were tied to the headboard and snaked down to the flailing figure on the bed. Kenta was tied in a vulgar attempt at shibari that looked more painful than artistic. He was visibly struggling to breathe, his arms nearly hyper- extended behind him. What was even more disturbing was the figure kneeling over him. Kenta kicked at him only to get hit, his legs spread and pinned. Before I could move Rame shoved whatever was in his hand into Kenta. The resulting scream from my lover nearly paralyzed me. I had to stop this. One second I was in the doorway, the next I was at the bed thrusting the knife hilt deep into Rame’s back. He grunted, twisting around. Then I was hitting the floor, my head spinning. A foot slammed into my ribs, knocking the air out of my lungs. Searing pain jolted through me as he grabbed me by the hair dragging me up. Hate filled eyes glared at me for a moment before he backhanded me. “You little bitch. I’ll take care of you now.” “No, Rame . . . please, leave him alone . . . please . . .” Kenta was sobbing, the sound completely unnatural to me. Kenta didn’t cry. Not my strong, confident, beautiful Kenta. Rame laughed the look in his eyes sending a darkening spiral of terror through me. “Fine, I’ll leave him alone, but you have to do something in return.” Looking passed Rame I saw Kenta nod. “Okay, just don’t hurt him.” I was tossed to the floor like a dirty rag. How could the man still be moving with a knife in his back? As he turned back to the bed, I could see the blood running down his back. Part of me was horrified that I’d stabbed someone, the other was furious that it had done no good. Rame stumbled. “What the hell?” He turned to look at me. “What did you hit me with . . .” Realizing that it was now or never, I grabbed up the splintered off table leg and charged him. The first hit barely seemed to faze him, but he was slowing down. I ducked avoiding his lunge and stabbed the jagged end into his ribs. It was his turn to scream. The next several minutes were a blur of blood and screaming. I blinked several times staggering as I looked down at the bloody mess at my feet. The hilt of the knife was still there. Reaching down I yanked it out. “Serve you right fucker.” I kicked him in the ribs and promptly fell on the bed. Kenta was staring at me. Dark eyes impossibly wide and fixed. “R-Ryuu . . .” “I think I killed him.” “Yeah . . . fuck that was fucking awesome.”

Buddha For Mary (Unreleased Version), by Thirty Seconds To Mars -- Capricorn (A Brand New Name), by Thirty Seconds To Mars -- Welcome Home , by Coheed & Cambria

*** I left the hospital the next morning with a bag of meds and instructions to not lift anything over ten pounds. Ryuu hadn’t come to see me and not a single person had called or texted me. Looking up at the clear blue sky, the cool November breeze seemed to chill me to the bone. People were coming and going, but I might as well have been part of the scenery for all the attention anyone paid. Fuck, what the hell was wrong with me. I needed to just go home. I had a sudden mental image of Reiko and her telling me never to come back. I must have stumbled or something cause someone grabbed my arm and asked if I was alright. I nodded, trying to say thanks, but nothing came out. I really needed to fucking snap out of it. Ryuu’s apartment wasn’t my home, even if had started to feel like it. I took the bus to my old neighborhood. I got off at the usual stop and stood there for a long moment. Turning away from the stree, I looked up the hill. The neighborhood was even more run down than I remembered, that or I’d gotten too used to luxury penthouses. Though even the neighborhood my apartment was in looked better than this. Businesses were boarded up and abandoned. Trudging up the hill, I kicked trash out of my way. Stopping a narrow alley between two buildings I stared down it. This was it. The path I’d used to take home from middle school. It was dirty and dark just like I remembered, just with more graffiti and a stronger shit smell. I felt like I was walking down a tunnel that was slowly dragging me into the past. Stopping at the narrow crumbling steps that led down to the entry to the abandoned building I tried to decide if this was a good idea. My past was ripping my life apart at the moment . . . did really want to visit the place I’d lost everything once before? Fuck it. I hadn’t been back since that day five years ago. Might as well see if anything was still there. Though doubted it. The door was gone, that didn’t surprise me. What did surprise me was that nothing had been touched. The furniture, what little we’d had, was still sitting around the tiny apartment. I stood in the doorway for a while trying to convince myself that I shouldn’t go inside. I did anyway. It was a mistake. They had never cleaned it. Once I got inside the dark stain on the floor was clearly visible and my stomach twisted up into a hard knot. If I closed my eyes I could see her laying there. Face down on the floor, her clothes torn and bloody. She looked even smaller and more fragile dead. “Ayame . . .” The sound of my voice startled me. Turning around I walked back out. I had to fix things with Ryuu. I had to do something. No fucking way I was gonna to let those fuckers get away with hurting Hasu and going after Ryuu. This time I wasn’t going to fail. I’d die first. My phone rang, making me jump. I glared at the name on the screen. What did that bitch want? To cuss me out more for fucking up and getting my ass beat? “What is it Kurosaki?” There was a soft sigh from the other end, “Kenta . . . I-I’m sorry. I shouldn't have assumed you were cheating on Ryuu but you got to look at it how it looked like, especially to us. You lied about where you were and who you were with and to top it off you made Ryuu cry. That's- That's not why I called though." Taking a breath, she let it out, her voice quivering slightly as she spoke, "Rame got away. He-he's basically on the loose now. The boys are going to Akira's where Jiro is and Hayate and Isao are going there to keep an eye on them till he’s caught. Kenta- I- . . . You need to explain yourself to Ryuu. He loves you, he really does and me being protective won't stop him so make up with him, fix this. . . please." I didn't say anything, thinking about what she'd said. Rame was one unforgiving bastard. He’d never stop harassing me as long as both of us were still alive. I sighed, rubbing a hand across my forehead. If I'd just told Reiko what was going on I would have had the whole picture right off. I’d just been so scared that Ryuu would panic knowing that someone was stalking the band. I should have just risked Ryuu's hysterics and told them. It wasn't worth all this pain. Hearing Reiko say my name I looked down, clearing my throat so I could speak. "I'll see what I can do." Shutting the phone I glanced back at the apartment building. If Rame was out there, I would find him. No one hurt the people I loved and lived to regret it.

Kenta Clouds were floating overhead. Bright, puffy balls of . . . puffiness. That one looked like a squid. And that one looked like Isao’s face. No that was Isao’s face. I blinked several times. “Yeah, he’s got a concussion and he’s not very coherent.” “Where did you find him?” “At that bar Ichimura mentioned. Someone beat the living shit out of him and . . . well . . . he was naked when we found him.” “Seriously?” Who were they talking about? Whoever it was I felt sorry for them. A hand was placed on my head. I wanted to shake it off, but didn’t have the energy. “You probably better take him to a clinic.” “Yeah, how are the other boys? You got those two fuckers taken care of?” Isao sounded very worried. “Hasu won’t quit crying and keeps saying it’s his fault. Ryuu’s not much better. Sora has his hands full, poor guy. We got the one fucker, Ryuu’s ex. Sora just about killed him. He had glass imbedded in his skull.” “What about the other guy?” “He got away. I have no idea how, but he took down Jiro.” Why did that news give me such a horrible stomach ache? I turned my head slightly so I could see who was talking and a sudden massive wave of dizziness had me wondering which was up and down. “Whoa! Easy there Kenta, you shouldn’t be trying to move.” I whimpered as fingers gripped me propping me back upright. Hayate was peering down at me. I tried to smile but quickly decided that my face wasn’t up to it. “Fucking hell.” At least that’s what I tried to say, came out more like ‘fffklll.’ “Yeah, don’t move okay. I’m going to take you to a clinic.” Not another fucking clinic. ***

Kenta I parked my bike in an alley not too far from the bar where I’d been told Rame and this other guy Naoki were seen pretty often. My heart was beating too fast and I really wished it would fucking calm down. I could handle this. I wasn’t a scrawny, terrified fifteen year old anymore. Out of habit, I checked my knives. One in my belt sheath, one in my wrist sheath and one in my boot. Should be fine. Trying not to think too fucking much I headed inside the bar. It was dead. Not a single person sat at the bar or any of the tables and the stale, musty air felt like it was choking me. Had I been lied to? “We aren’t open yet, happy hour doesn’t start for another thirty minutes.” A gruff voice from the direction of the bar informed me. “I’m waiting for some people. Supposed to be here.” “Oh . . . you with the guys in the back? Go on in then. He said he was waiting for his buddy.” I almost said it wasn’t me but suddenly thought better of it. “What room?” “Last one on the left down the hall past the bathrooms.” “Right.” The hall was cluttered with empty liquor crates and other shit. A couple of stacks threatened to fall on me as I walked past them. I jerked to a stop hearing a muffled yelp. What was going on? My knife was already in my hand as I edged forward. As I got closer to the end of the hall I could hear voices. “Tell me the address.” “No!” There was a smack and a yelp. “Tell me or the next hit I’ll aim lower. You are really just making this harder on yourself you know.” My heart suddenly seemed to be trying to leap out of my throat. Someone was being interrogated. “Not going to talk? Fine. Maybe we’ll try something new.” “Stop! Stop! What are you-“ The sentence was broken by a scream of pain. I clutched my knife and rushed the door. I knew that voice! The scene made me want to puke and I’ve killed people. But to see a friend like this . . . he was hanging from the ceiling by chains that had already bloodied up his arms. Blood was running down his chest and stomach from dozens of cuts and there were already bruises forming in places. “Hasu . . .” “K-Kenta!” Hasu gasped through bleeding lips. “Kenta . . . help.” Things faded until all that mattered was the man holding the cattle prod. I didn’t recognize him, but that didn’t matter. I’d figure it out after he was dead. My blade hit metal as he blocked me. I followed up with my other fist and landed a solid punch to his jaw. He staggered back trying to keep his feet. I didn’t give him a chance to recover. Batting the prod away, I landed several more punches, the last one finally knocking him off his feet. I kicked him in the ribs grinning at the loud groan of pain. I grabbed out my larger knife and was going to finish him off when Hasu called for me. “Kenta, please . . . the other one will be back soon. Please get me down.” It took me a few minutes to figure out how to undo the chains. I kept one eye on the fucker on the floor. He was holding his ribs and breathing hard. “Stay down unless you wanna die right now fucker.” I growled at him. I nearly dropped Hasu as his weight sagged against me. He was slick with blood and sweat and difficult to hold on to. “I gotcha, Hasu. Lets go.” “You aren’t going anywhere, Arakaki.” I froze. Hasu whimpered softly and I let him go so I could turn to face the new voice. If anything he looked even more intimidating than the last time I’d seen him. “Rame.” “You’ve filled out nice, Arakaki.” He sneered at me, flicking ash off the end of his cigar. “Shut the fuck up you damn fucking son of a fucking bitch.” “Ah, that pretty mouth is still the same too I see.” I shoved Hasu behind me, my knife ready as he took a step toward us. He glanced down at the other guy and shook his head. “You let this little bitch get the drop on you Naoki?” “He just charged in here, what was I supposed to do?” So that was Naoki, shoulda stabbed him when I had the chance. Fuck. I could feel Hasu shaking as he clung to me. I had to get him out of here and fast. “Get out of my fucking way or this time I really will kill you Rame.” Rame cocked his head, grinning at me. “Really? We never did get to finish what we started did we? You really think you can take me now, Kenta? Maybe I’ll take you instead? Just like I was going to last time.” My mouth was suddenly dry, my throat tight as I tried to breath normally. “Yeah, that didn’t work out so well then did it?” The smile faded replaced with a grim hostile look. “You aren’t leaving this room. Either of you. I’d been hoping to find you after I helped Naoki with his little problem, but it seems you were more involved than I thought. Get this Naoki, Kenta here is fucking that piece of shit singer.” I almost threw my knife at him, but I’m not as good a mark as Daisuke and I didn’t want to lose a weapon. “I’m gonna gut you and let you watch me pull out all your insides Rame.” He laughed. The next thing I knew he was coming at me. He was a lot faster than I remembered, but he also wasn’t a fat sixteen year old either. The fat was gone, only muscle remained. He punched clean through my block. Hasu yelped as I fell into him. I was seeing stars and shook my head to clear them. Maybe trying to fight him was a bad idea, but there wasn’t any other way to get Hasu out of here. There was an odd crackling sound and a sudden searing pain flared in my side. I blinked. Fucking hell! Why was I on the ground? “Kenta!” Hasu was trying to help me up only to get kicked away as Rame came to stand over me. I was still trying to figure out what had happened. My side felt like it was on fire and moving was fucking difficult. I flinched as that crackling noise started again. Rame chuckled. I nearly bit through my tongue as agony surged through me. It was like someone had set me on fire. When it finally stopped, I gagged. I couldn’t even fight back as I was lifted and shoved against a wall. I had to blink several times before Rame’s sneering face became clear. “I like that look on you.” I grabbed for his arms as his hands wrapped around my throat. His grin seemed to get larger as he leaned down, his voice soft. My heart was pounding so fucking fast it was going to make me sick. “I’m going to enjoy this.” “Stop.” I barely managed to get it out. “What do you want?” He laughed, the pressure on my throat letting up slightly. “What do I want? I want what I’ve always wanted. But that’s not something you need to know about.” “Come on Rame! We don’t have time to play around. We need the key codes.” “Well . . . we’ve got two people right here who know them, don’t we.” Rame’s shit brown eyes turned back to me. “You wanna be a good little bitch and tell us the code to get into the apartment.” “Go get fucked, Obuchi.” “Didn’t really expect anything from you honestly, now your pretty little friend over there-“ There was a crash and I shoved against Rame as Hasu yelped. “Let me go! I’m not telling you!” There was that dammed crackling sound and Hasu started screaming. “Stop! Stop it!” I kicked at Rame. “Leave him alone, he’s just a kid!” “Hold up Naoki.” Rame’s smirk sent a rush of fury through me. I was going to kill him and take a nice long time doing it too. “Are you going to tell me what I want to know?” I took several shallow breaths trying to force down the horrible helpless feeling that was clawing its way through me. “What . . . what do you want with Ryuu?” Rame chuckled and slammed my head back into the wall. “What do you think you fucking idiot? His parents are insanely wealthy. He’s an only child and I’m sure they would pay anything to keep him safe. Or to get him back.” I couldn’t breathe. Rame was laughing, Naoki joining in with him. That’s what they wanted. To kidnap Ryuu? No. I couldn’t let this happen. I might be a failure at a lot of things, but I wasn’t going to let them hurt Ryuu. I had to do something and now. Rame had loosened his grip slightly and while he was talking to Naoki, I reached into my pocket and pulled out my knife. The click of it opening caught his attention. He wasn’t fast enough to avoid getting cut. I grinned seeing the gash in his arm. “You goddamn mother fucker!” He yelled, but avoided getting to close. He knew what I’d done to him last time. I wasn’t going to stop this time. They’d hurt Hasu and were planning on hurting Ryuu. No fucking way I was letting that happen. “Oh come on, Obuchi, you didn’t think I would come unprepared did you?” “Unprepared? Kind of a big word for you isn’t it?” I glared. “Shut the fuck up. Let Hasu go. Now.” Naoki let go of Hasu who scrambled to his feet. “Hasu get out of here!” “I’m not leaving.” “Fucking hell, get out of here!” Hasu looked startled, I’d never yelled at him like that but he had to understand, these guys would kill him. I yelped as my arm was grabbed and twisted. I knew better than to let myself get distracted around Rame. Too late now. The knife thudded to the floor and I followed it about two seconds later. Rame wasn’t taking chances this time. Blocking him was useless. The last thing I remember seeing was Hasu being dragged out of the room screaming for me. “Kenta! Kenta!”

Heck yes! I love that last pic... I've drawn it. Twice. Good excuse for staring at it:hamtaro-005 (8): I have many faves when it comes to him... He's just too darn hot(and takes lots of pics).

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Hahaha...yeah it seems the bear beat us both, as I also love him However, my favorite was and will always be Gackt

My favorite Asian guy is Kim Jae-Wook

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