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Platform: Windows 98/Me/XP Minimum System Requirements: CPU: Pentium 300MHz RAM: 64MB HDD: 350MB free space Video: 800x600 resolution or higher, 16-bit color Sound: WAV/PCM audio Other: Requires CDROM and DirectX 8.1 Release Date: 2002 Genre: ADV Rating: 18+ Voice: Full voice Translation made by: Onadoru Euphoria Plot: The story is set in an hypothetical fantasy role-playing game world, which once was menaced by a cruel demonic entity called Hadeus. The terrible war which followed had left many orphans, and one of them is Might. Raised up without his parents, with the only company of his older friend Adonis (another orphan), Might became an ambitious teenager training for his dream to become a soldier of the royal army. One day, though, Might found himself terribly wounded after falling off a cliff while training. Adonis, who loved Might over anything else, used a forbidden dark spell to save his life. So Might's life was saved... but Adonis mysteriously disappeared. Might will then go on a quest to find out what has happened to his beloved Adonis, meeting a rather wide range of handsome characters – each one with a peculiar personality – who will either join him in his quest or become an obstacle to it. The player, after making the appropriate choices, will be able to pair up the protagonist with one of the characters he will meet. Torrent File: The Game + Upgrade 1.2 + English Patch Mediafire links: English Patch (If you already have the game installed, if you don't, please download the torrent file) If you need help with the installation, visit this page: Installation Guide for Silver Chaos + Upgrade + English Patch EDIT: Visit this page for or a video installation guide for Silver Chaos + Upgrade + English Patch For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Oh... I hope everyone feel releave for now... I hope she stay health for now... well it's age but still hoping for...

Hijikata Toushirou (Gintama) Hibari Kyoya (Katekyo Hitman Reborn) Shiki (Togainu No Chi)

I have so many choice but here is 6... Iwaki-san... All the best!!!! Kanou-san... NO question about it!!! Tiki... D.Gray Man bad guy but still he has this sexy look... ^^;;;; Watanuki & Doumeki... unlikely choice but somehow when they together they has some kind of sexy vib. coming out... ^^;;; Kanda... guy with sword... somehow make sexy... ^^;;;;

Title : Hatsu-koi, First Love Year: 2007 Country : Japan Language : Japanese Subtitle(s) : English Genre : Drama | Romance | Crime | Gay Themed Plot/Synopsis: Tadashi has fallen in love with his classmate, Kota, and doesn't dare to tell anyone. This destroys all hope he ever had of getting together with Kota. Thoroughly depressed, Tadashi meets a gay couple on the train. Hiroki and Shinji are fascinating... In Hatsu-Koi, director Imaizumi Koichi tells a story about coming of age, coming out and a gay marriage that is sprinkled with both love and comedy, at the centre of which is a teenager who doesn't yet know what he wants. Watch Hatsu-koi BL Movie Online: Hatsu-koi BL Movie Download Hatsu-koi BL Movie: Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5 Part 6 Join the files with HJSplit For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Manga Title: Bannin Author: Kunieda Saika Genre: Drama Mature Psychological Romance Tragedy Yaoi Groups Scanlating: Aarinfantasy, Bushido Angel Adventures, Countless Time, PresenceDear Plot: A compilation of short stories: • Bannin (The Guardian) Kazuhiko Saibara finds himself dead in the woods surrounding his family's summer villa. As the family servant digs his grave, Saihara's feeble-minded younger brother gazes absently upon the scene, and Saihara himself begins to recount the events that led to his demise. • Show Me Heaven A smile of a skinny angel opens up a closed-minded man's heart. • Sora no Uragawa (The Other Side of the Sky) Yousuke, Tamotsu and Satoshi are high school buddies until tragedy breaks them apart. Ten years later the death of one of them brings the remaining two friends back together and past wounds are torn open. • Meguriai Cosmo (A Chance Encounter in the Cosmos) Klaus is the hideous commander of a starship with a hideous crew. One day, his crew capture a gorgeous young man, who reminds the captain of someone from long, long ago. Repulsed by his appearance, the prisoner does his best to make things difficult for Klaus, but Klaus's warm and kind heart does him in... Read Bannin Online Bannin Download Bannin Manga http://www.4shared.com/file/ltaGS8Bk/Show_Me_Heaven_-_Saika_Kunieda.html Download link for non-members For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Chou Dakaretai Otoko Author: CHITOSE Piyoko Plot: 1-4) Super Dakaretai Otoko A high-schooler, Asakura Shinobu, is a new illustrator and his cousin, Kouki, is living with him and loves him. The editor, Watase Riku, and the novelist, Shirakura Yuushi, are both extremely interested in Shinobu’s body. Shinobu admires Riku very much. When Riku asked Shinobu to use his body to satisfy Shirakura sensei, will he agree to it? How would Kouki save Shinobu from the attacks by the two perverted men? Who will Shinobu give his first time to? 5) Jungle and Naked... and Me? Young artiste Haruma is injured and lost in the jungle when he is rescued by a mysterious man. Though they can't communicate with words, Haru finds himself touched by the man's unfailing kindness. Year: 2008 Genre: Smut Yaoi Categories: Incest Rape Status: 1 Volume (Complete) Download link removed by scanlator's request Read Chou Dakaretai Otoko Online Chou Dakaretai Otoko

TITLE: Antique Cake Store アンティーク ～西洋骨董洋菓子店～ Antique COUNTRY: Japan EPISODES: 11 episodes; 44-57 min/ep SYNOPSIS: This is a confectionary with a "flavor" not like most. Located in the middle of an ordinary residential area, "Antique" stays open until 2 a.m. Every single thing in the shop is antique, in fact even the sherry glasses that water comes in look like they would cost 50,000 yen. On top of this, all the sweets that are sold are unbelievably delicious. The thing that is most peculiar about "Antique" though is that all 4 of the men that work here are very handsome, and each has an interesting past. The series follows the romance, family life, and most importantly friendship that these 4 men from different generations experience. Download Antique Cake Store BL Movie Ep 01 Ep 02 Ep 03 Ep 04 Ep 05 Ep 06 Ep 07 Ep 08 Ep 09 Ep 10 Ep 11 For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Original name: あまいきみがすき Manga ALT. names: Amai Kimi ga Suki Original run: 2009 Description: 1) Amai Kimi ga Suki Kawakami is a top student with a penchant for donuts. Kaji is a troublemaker who fell deeply in love with Kawakami. Although they ignore each other at school, when they're all alone... they eat, kiss and... play. “You're so annoying!” is Kawakami's favorite line, but there's much more than meets the eye. A cute story of an unusual first love! 2) Rising from the Ashes, Kaji-kun Amai Kimi ga Suki extra 3) Dangan Baby 4) Let's go wild, Baby Dangan Baby extra 5) The Kitten and the Prince 6) Telephone! 7) Beautiful Thing 8) Your Favorite Song 9) After Manga-type: Manga Series Written by: MOTO Haruco Published by: Libre Shuppan Group(s) Scanlating: Nakama Status: Completed Completely Translated: Yes Genres: Drama, School life, Slice of life, Yaoi Categories: Doctors, First Love, Megane, Yakuza, Co-workes Main Characters: KawakamixKaji; TojoxOosado; SugitaxYamada Recommendations: Kawaii Akuma, Nakasete! Doctor, Koi no Katamichikippu, Yes It's Me, Otodokeshimasu, Shanai Renai Style Read Amai Kimi go Suki Online Amai Kimi go Suki Download Amai Kimi ga Suki Manga: 4S Download link for non-members For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

A bit sorry about the poor quality, I don't have a scanner .____. Hehe well, so this is a portrait I made quite a while back... It's Mana-sama and Gackt from the Illuminati shoot Not at all BL but it's Mana-sama. It's atleast fanart Last one - Abel Nightroad from Trinity Blood

Title: Yuushitessen no Koi Manga ALT. names: 有刺鉄線の恋 / Barbed Wire Love / Yuushitetsusen no Koi Original run: 2008 Description: 1) Barbed Wire Love With the blessing of the wedding bells, Heiji has to bury his feeling to give wishes to Kou senpai and his sister. The love Heiji and Kou had during high school was so pure and innocent until Kou requested a break up. After they met again, everything went wild. The bridegroom and the brother-in-law scandalous meeting in the resting room, what will become of them? 2) I Really Want to See You When Haru's best friend Takakazu suddenly confesses and pushes him down, Haru is powerless to fight back, but manages to escapes before the end. But a month of being alone has Haru longing for Takakazu's gentle company... 3) Sheltering from the Rain One rainy night super popular high school student Itsumi Shuu suddenly sees geeky student Takai Suguru without his glasses, and is captivated by the strikingly beautiful Takai. With the help of an aphrodisiac Itsumi captures Takai's body, but what about his heart? 4) Love Level @BEginner Hairstylist Matsuri and make-up artist Kouta have a dream of opening up a salon together, and have been very close up to now. But now a handsome model is aiming for Matsuri, and Kouta is discovering feelings he never knew he had! 5) Please Whisper in Your Voice Mizumoto is president of the student morals committee and is always chasing after Honma the constant rule breaker with the golden voice. And although he acts tough and distant, Mizumoto is also drawn in by Honma's beautiful voice. Manga-type: Manga Written by: Aanan Yukako Drawn by: Aanan Yukako Published by: Kaiousha Group(s) Scanlating: Attractive Fascinante Status: Complete Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: Romance, Smut, Yaoi Categories: Drama, Megane, Rape Main Characters: Heiji, Kou Adaptation based on available: N/A Recommendations: Kyou Anata ni Wakare wo Tsugemasu, Beauty Stock Read Yuushitessen no Koi Online: Yuushitessen no Koi Download link: EDIT: Link removed due to scanlator's request.

A few days ago ANN confirmed that the 2nd season of Sekai-ichi Hatsukoi will be airing from October this year! Below it's an image of the ad confirming season two is to start airing this October. :hamtaro-005 (23):

Summary: The continuation of Kenta's and Ryuu's love stories as well as their friends adventures and misfortunes. Status: Complete Chapter 1 Games Kenta “No, I don't want that there.” I ran a hand through my hair trying my fucking best not to smack the shit out of the man. Why couldn't they follow the simplest directions? I'd decided that moving was not worth the hassle. No fucking way it was worth days of moving things around and unpacking. It didn't help that my wonderful, if somewhat spoiled, boyfriend had went out and bought all new furniture. I'd gotten along for years with nothing but a futon and some boxes of clothes. “Put it along the wall there.” I pointed to the spot and watched the men wrestle the dresser into place. It was nice looking, I had to admit that. I'd never in my life owned anything remotely this nice. Except my motorcycle. I took a moment to glance around what was going to be our bedroom. I felt my mouth lift in a smirk as I looked at the giant four poster bed. Gonna have some fun on that. Well, when the idiot doc said I could. Fuck it to hell. There was a loud thud and a string of cuss words from down the hall. Shaking my head I went to see what had happened. “You broke it!” “I so sorry, I didn't see it.” That was coming from what was going to be the band's practice room. Peering inside I saw the drummer Hasu, fists clenched at his sides as he faced one of the movers. I lunged forward just in time to grab Hasu before he attacked the poor guy. “Let go Kenta!” He flailed against me and I suddenly realized that I wasn't as strong as I'd been. So I let him go and grabbed his hair instead to keep him in place. He yelped, but the pain seemed to drain away some of his anger. I shook him slightly as he tried to turn and look at me. “What tha fuck are you doin', Hasu?” I growled and let him go. He rubbed his head and shrugged, not looking at me. “He stepped on my drum.” He gestured behind him and I glanced at the now ruined drum and the very sorry looking mover. “Ain't like he did it on purpose Hasu.” “I-I know . . . I'm sorry. I just . . .” he shook his head and I saw tears on his cheeks. “Fuck Hasu . . . don't do this. We'll get you another drum. Why don't you go find Sora, it's about lunch time and I'll get us some food, okay?” I took him gently by the arm and lead him out of the room. Hasu and I had been friends before everything, but now we were even closer. He'd been kidnapped, beaten and threatened with rape. I had to give the kid a break for being upset that his drums were fucked. “I know you are still dealing with stuff, but you can't take out your anger on other people, Hasu.” “Now you sound like Sora.” He pouted, but didn't pull away. “I'm sorry. I didn't mean to lose my temper like that, but . . .” “It's alright, you don't gotta explain.” I squeezed his arm lightly before letting go. I understood all too well exactly what he meant. “Maybe later this week you and I could spar a bit.” He glanced at me the dark eyes wide. “Y-you sure? Did the doctor clear you for that kind of stuff already.” I shook my head. “Nah, but we'll take it easy.” He nodded slowly before stopping and giving me a quick hug. I could tell he was careful not to hug me as tight as he used to. It made me kinda sad. Then again it had only been three weeks since my old cellmate had tried to kill me. Had it really been three weeks already? Sometimes, it felt like yesterday. Those were never good times. After settling things with the foreman about the cost of the drum I looked around wondering what to tackle next as I stood in the living room. I realized I was rubbing my wrist and looked down. The rope burns were gone as were the bruises. I still had stitches in sensitive spots, but the doctor said I was healing good. It could have been worse. I shuddered, then jumped slightly as strong warm arms wrapped around my middle and I was pulled back against a lean solid body. “You alright? You were doing it again.” Ryuu's voice breathed into my ear. I nodded, leaning back into him. “I'm fine. Hasu's upset.” “Yeah I heard the yelling, that's why I came upstairs.” Soft lips brushed my ear and he kissed my neck. “Ryuu.” “I know, I know but who cares if there are people here. I've missed you.” “It's been less than an hour Ito.” “So . . .” I sighed, unable to help the smile as I turned to face him. “You are such a fucking weirdo.” He tapped my nose as he grinned down at me and I felt a chill run through me. It still amazed me that he'd not only asked me back but to move in with him. “Ah, but I am your weirdo, Ken-chan.” “Don't call me chan.” I tried to glare at him but then he leaned down and kissed me. Not a quick peck but a slow gentle yet very seductive kiss. By the time we parted I was breathing hard and trying to figure out how to keep anyone from seeing my boner. “Fu-fuck Ryuu . . .” “Mmm yes please. Maybe once everything is put away we can make that new bed really ours.” He pulled me into a hug and I felt him laugh. “Shall we go in the bathroom and take care of your problem?” That was when I noticed the men staring at us. “Fuck off or I ain't gonna fucking pay your lazy asses!” Ryuu just chuckled and kissed my forehead which got him a glare. “You are so adorable when you get all bossy.” “You know how I feel about people wa-mmff-” I shoved him back, breaking the kiss. “Stop it already, we got stuff to do.” He laughed and gave me a peck on the cheek before heading into the kitchen. I shook my head and watched him look through boxes for a moment. I almost had to laugh at myself. It was hard to believe that after everything that had happened the past month things could be so normal. Normal was fucking good after what we'd been through. I turned hearing someone clear their throat behind me. The man looked like he'd just drank a gallon of soy sauce. I would too if I'd had to agree not to charge for my work because one of my guys fucked up. “We are finished putting the furniture and boxes in their rooms. Did you need anything else?” I shook my head. “Nah, I think we got it.” He stood there for a second like he was expecting something more then finally shrugged and went to gather up his crew. I headed into the bedroom to make sure they'd put everything where we wanted it. This room looked nothing like the other apartment, something Ryuu and I had both agreed on. After all the shit that had went down at his penthouse, not even his parents wanted to keep the place. Last I knew the landlord was gutting it to make a ballroom or something like that. Whatever, I didn't give a shit. It had been a nice place, but I liked this better already. Ryuu and I had spent a long time figuring out what we wanted. I'd never realized that there were so many types of furniture to choose from. More than once I'd told Ryuu just to pick something, but he'd said no, that this was for both of us and he wanted my input. The idiot really knew how to make me feel wanted. Deciding I had no idea what to do with all the boxes in the bedroom I headed back to the kitchen. “Oi! Get the fuck out.” I grinned at Ryuu as I pulled him away from the box he'd been rummaging through. “You ain't got a clue what any of that stuff is, so just leave it.” “Hey now! I've been learning you know! I had Hasu teaching me how to do stuff while you were in the hospital.” I laughed and got a grin in return. “Right and that's why the hotel offered us free room service as long as you promised not to ever try to cook in the room again.” “There was a kitchenette you know, you make it sound like I lit a fire in the room or something.” “Pretty much.” I smirked at him, then yelped and jumped back as he grabbed for me.

Hint: - Scanlated by Forever More. - Title is a single word (four letters).

You're welcome! I just hope every will be come out as O.K. when she see doctor tomorrow...

thank you hama! for now everything it's fine. she still have to take care of her health and return to the doctor tomorrow, but the worst seems to be gone by now. a least she's not at the hospital anymore! =]

Oh man chiaki............. And we got to love you for those pics *__* Gackt in samurai mode::::::::::::::::::::::: EPICNESS

feeling so much beter that my grandma is safe back at home after she has been so ill for the past couple days. =]

I find that but for got to tell you... --;;; And there is other news... I will tell you and Yoji-chan later... ^^ I hope you have that happy feeling for little longer... I know something is waitting for you... --;;;

Hi memorex! Thank you ^ __ ^ I'm glad that was on the YO. There really friendly people, very interesting and fun

I'm sleepy because I lay down late last night to sleep, and feeling bad because the weather is bad (

I'm sleepy because last night I had a horrible nightmare and I couldn't fall sleep again T T

im feeling lazy...my heart is pumping hard and making my hand shaking... this cause me couldnt even hold my pencil rightly...=='''

Ah! Now I really need to finish the first one! e-e

Bondz (Fairy Garden chapter) by Kawai Touko. (: --

Nervous because the tickets of JYJ european concerts are not available, I want to see them esp MICKY!

NOWAKI (JUNJOU ROMANTICA) MISAKI (JUNJOU ROMANTICA) GOH (SAINT BEAST)

I'm a very big fan of Viewfinder I don't even hide it Yamane Ayano characters are just too sexy The cat is just a random pic I don't have pets for now...i have a small kid, and husband told to wait As for the guy...also a random pic...i just though he was delicious Glad you liked them

How could i have forgoten about ^HIM^

I was watching anime and reading manga rather read so far. I love anime and manga, and ... waiting for a second season. If not mistaken the second season comes out October 7.

Hi! Welcome to Yaoi Otaku! :leaf12:

Kuchiki Byakuya

TSURUGA REN!!!!!!!

from BL anime Riki from ai no kusabi Takaya from Mirage of Blaze Izumi from Zetsuai ,Bronze

XI “Love me; I'll be anybody you want me to be. Use me. Change me. Take me apart. Make me into anything, but just love me.” Chuck Palahniuk (American journalist) Boxing Day came. Paul arrived a little bit earlier to bring the dishes his mom has made and a hand painted flower pot for my mom. When I came downstairs, my breath was taken away at his sight. He was so handsome; he knew it and he had dressed himself for it. He was wearing a black tight polo neck sweater that defined his broad shoulders, his strong muscular arms. He also used his skinny black jeans. I could smell his new perfume. His eyes looked bluer. I said hi and all I got back was a cold glare, followed by one of those killing smiles of him. He was mad, he was really mad and I’d regret it. We met the other guys, updated each other’s while dinning and ended up in a nightclub. Paul was weird, he had been avoiding me the whole night, staring me but every time I wanted to talk to him he went away. Girls were flitting round him like moths round a light; I got frustrated, I gave up. I went to the toilets to clear my mind. I felt someone following me but I didn’t pay too much attention. I was going to go into one of the loos when I felt someone pushing me inside it. (the one in Italics is Paul speaking) -What the fuck! - (Completely drunk) Shush, shut up, you slutty bastard. You’re gonna do what I tell you to do, so keep your voice down. I was paralyzed. I couldn’t believe he was talking to me that way. I couldn’t see his face, he reeked of alcohol. -Paul, what the fuck are you doing? You’re drunk; get the hell out of here. I’m serious -I told you to shut the hell up! Keep your voice down or you’ll regret it He took my hands and put them above my head pressing them against the wall, it hurt. I could feel his breath on my neck. I wanted to run but he was putting all his strength on me. He suddenly kissed my neck and started to lick my ear lobe. It startled me. I tried to get free of his hands. -Paul… Paul, leave it. Paul, please, you’re drunk, Paul! -You wanted this, didn’t you? You’ve been wanting me all these years. You thought that I was a dumbass? You believed I wouldn’t realize? That freaked me out. Without releasing my hands he turned me to face him. I saw his face. It was anger what I saw in his eyes. He kept sucking my neck down to my collar bone. He bit me. I screamed hopping that he would stop but I got the opposite effect. He grinned and went for my mouth. I couldn’t believe he was kissing me, all his lust into those kisses. Those kisses I have always wanted, all the passion I have desired were in those kisses. -(panting) Oh my God, Paul, please, stop it. You don’t know what you are doing. Please Paul, let me go, it hurts. -(breathing excitedly) I don’t give a damn, Patrick, Didn’t he do the same to you? What’s the difference, he or me? ( hardly breathing) Was he more delicate with you? But I’m the one you love, am I not? -What? I…. I… I don’t understand. Please, Paul, let me go. I couldn’t breathe, he was kissing me again and he was undoing my jeans, sliding his hand inside my briefs. My heart stopped. I tried to push him away; I didn’t want that, I didn’t. -No, Paul, please, no, no, no... Please. -That’s what you like, don’t you? I felt tears running down my face. How could he be so cruel? He released my hands and without looking at me, without saying anything, he left me there. I felt like a dirty hustler, wandering what the hell I have done to make him act like that. I was feeling so sick that I spent the whole day at home, playing with Becth, trying to forget what had happened last night and hiding my neck from my family’s gaze. Paul didn’t called, he didn’t texted me.

I've been trying to improve this as much as I could, but it seems I'm not in the mood. So all I got is these crappy episodes. Sorry, but If I spent another minute thinking on it, I'd erase everything. I apologize beforehand.Thank you for taking your time reading this. X Don’t walk in front of me, I may not follow; don’t walk behind me, I may not lead; walk beside me, and be my friend. Albert Camus It was so comforting being at home. My mom was waiting for me, my sister was sleeping on the sofa, her long blond hair laying at one side, her pinky cheeks glowing in her bright red pajamas, holding the teddy bear I gave her last year. The Christmas tree, the Christmas cards hanging on the fireplace together with Beth’s stocking. It was great to be at home. ( In italics, Patrick's mother) -Dear, welcome home. Did you have a safe trip? You look tired. Are those teachers asking to much? I kissed her, caressed Beth’s face and sat next mom who was reading, as always, Ken Follet’s last work. I sighed. -No ma, I’m fine, tired. I’ll save more money next time and I’ll come by train – If I hadn’t spent so much in Thomas’ present. No, Patrick, I thought, he deserved it. -By the way, have you talk to Paul? He’s been calling the whole day. - (sigh) Really? And what did he want? I’m going to see him on Boxing Day. The guys are running a party. - Well, that’s good, it’s been months since you got all together, but Paul sounded bit anxious...They are not celebrating anything these days you know, so he wanted to have lunch with you tomorrow. - I know mum, but I’m not feeling very well – How could I lie this way, in any other moment I‘d run his house the minute he had called. - Anyway son, whatever is happening between you two, don’t let it spoil your friendship. - Mom, don’t… You don’t know anything. Let’s leave it here. I’m really tired. I’m gonna take Beth to bed. I’ll deal with him tomorrow. Nite -Nite, nite son. I couldn’t sleep very well. My back hurt, my legs itched and my head ached. Paul and Thomas were going round in my head. I should have given him the book in person, I should have waited till he was back, I shouldn’t have bought anything. How would I face Paul? Was I going to spoil everything? Next morning I phoned him. (The one in italics is Paul speaking) -Hey Pat, how are you? Did you arrive late last night? I phoned you -Yeah, sorry pal, I arrived very late. Listen Paul, I was calling you to tell you I can’t go, ma needs helps with Beth. -Really? Mom is cooking donburineshi and ishikare-nabe - It sounds yummy even if I don’t know how they taste, I smiled. But I can’t go, apologize to your mom, I’ll see you the day after tomorrow. Silence… -Ok bro, no problem. ‘ll tell mom to save some for you, bye! -Paul, Paul!- Oh my God, why were things always so difficult with him?- Paul, don’t get mad, please! -I’m hanging Pat, talk you later That was all? He’s always so stubborn, he wasn’t arguing back? I knew I was going to have a tough time next time we met Christmas day Beth woke me up at six thirty in the morning. The wine I had drunk last night was beating my head. I felt sick, tired and frustrated. We went downstairs, just the two of us as we’ve been doing for the last six years. We opened our presents. She kissed me like a thousand times when she opened her new fuchsia pointé slippers. I got the regulars, books, socks, scarves…. After our little ritual, my parents got downstairs to open theirs. - There’s one left – mom said - it’s yours- handing a small green package with a yellow ribbon - I thought we have given you all your presents… - So.. whose is this? I said looking at her waiting for an answer. - I don’t know son. It’s not ours, said mom asking dad. - I know – said Beth giggling - Beth, honey, who brought this present? I asked her anxiously - Paul told me it was a secret, so I’m not telling you, said she laughing When I heard his name, my heart ached, it was like a thousand wasp’s stings, as if it was going to suddenly stop. -Beth, honey, did Paul bring this for me? She nodded with the biggest smile on her pinky face, begging me not to tell him. I rushed into my room, my heart racing. It was the first present receiving from him and I wanted to open it alone. Why was he doing this out of the blue? With trembling hands I opened it. There was a small note. “ Surprised? I bet you’re. I just wanted to do it. I hope you like it. Use them, invite anyone you like. “ Inside the small box there were 2 ticked for a musical. I couldn’t believe he had spent £60. I phoned him. ( the one italics is Paul speaking) -Paul speaking. It’s 8.30 in the morning Pat. I know Beth is an early bird but … -Thank you, Paul, thank you but… -Merry Christmas Patrick, first of all. ( laughing) I knew I couldn’t trust her. Beth gave me away sooner than I thought. He said laughing like a kid. -Paul, can you tell me the meaning of this? -No meaning, bro, I had a part time job, got some money and I wanted to buy you something. -Come on! I don’t buy it. You’re the stingiest person on earth. We’ve known each other for too long. -I`m telling you, it’s nothing. I thought you deserved a present from me, that’s all. -Are you dying? Moving? Running away? I shouldn’t have them. They are expensive, I think you should take your money back and buy something yourself. -Here he comes, the humble Patrick. I’m not getting them back. No matter what you’re gonna take those two tickets and use them because if you don’t do it, I’m gonna kick that pretty stone-like butt of you till the end of the world, got it? - Paul… Paul… ( bip, bip sound) He had hanged the phone up without letting me reply. I knew he was very angry and that I’d pay for it.

@ KoreWaWatashiDesuXI I have already placed a link at the end of the list with cards To buy cards with points, go here: Yaoi Collection or you can click on Market (under the banner) and from the left side select Yaoi Shop, then Yaoi Collection. (This was just to explain you where you can buy them from, but clicking on the links in this post will lead you to exactly the same location)

Sometimes I wonder....what it would have been if I were a boy... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3WkXPPLiZOY

I... I can't... I can't understand HOW.. HOW on earth I missed to mention Mana-sama T__T *tries to pic out the best shots* I apologise for coming pic-spam xD (To the left!) And best for last~~ *p*

I like both DBSK/THSK/TVXQ - Love In The Ice Shigeobeorin Chageun Son Chagapke Tteollineun Ipsul Amu Ildo Eopseotdago Kogae Sugin Chae Nugungareoul Chu-eokaneun Ne Moseub Turyeowun Keoni Ibaneseo Maemdoneun Mal Yaesseo Samkimyeo Wimyeonhaeseotdeon Twilmoseubi Saehayan Nuncheoreom Chogeumshik Noganaeryeo Eoduweojin Pamaneureul Tteonaji Anneun Pyeolcheoreom Sarangiran Mideumeuro Yeongweonhi Hamkke Haneun Kkum Keu Saram Naega Twil Su Ittdamyeon Tashi Hanbeon Kudeobeorin Keudae Mameul Yeongweonhi Ttaseunhameuro Kamssa Aneul Keoya Hyeonshiri Pyeoge Pudijyeo (Shiryeo-oneun Kaseumirado) Heulleo Naerin Nunmuri Keuteneun Heuryeojyeogadeon Pit Chulgiga (Eodum Sogeul Hwanageh Pichugo) Ih Shiganeh Seumyeodeureo Sumi Meojeul Peokchan Kaseume Tteugowun Chewoneul Seoro Neukkil Su Isseo Nugurado Ango Ittneun Sangcheowa Kipeun Hansumdeul Keureo-ana Chul Su Ittneun Keu Kongganeul Chatko Isseo Na Tan Han Saram Keudaeyehgehman Soksagineun Seolle-ime Nuni Pushin Keunari Sesang-i Twiyeo Kyeoteh Isseul Teni Sesang Kkeuteh Hullo (My Heart) Namgyeojyeotdago Honjayeotdago (Don’t be afraid) Aju Oraedorok (Let you know my love) Naega Chikyeonael (You Know) Sarang-inikka (Let you know my love) Eoduweotjin Pamhaneureul Tteonaji Anneun Pyeolcheoreom Sarang-iran Mideumeuro Yeongweonhi Hamkke Haneun Kkum Keu Saram Naega Twil Su Ittdamyeon Tashi Hanbeon Kudeobeorin Keudae Mameul Yeongweonhi Ttaseuhameuro Kamssa Aneul Kkeoya Japan Version: Hero: Tsumetai sono te kimi so seijanai Osanaki hibi hotta kizukakae Max: Dareka wo aiseru koto osoruteru no Kotoba no uragawa se wo mukete Micky: Dakishimeta kokoro ga koori no you ni Sotto tokedasu All: Daremo ga dare ka ni aisereru tameni Kono you ni inochi wa kiramekaseru no sa Xiah: Sore ga moshimo boku nara Mou ichido kimi no kokoro wo Towa no yashashisa de atatameruyo Micky: Unmei no itazura Hero: Kokoro wo itametemo Micky n Hero: Sono namida no saki ni wa U-Know: Hitosuji no hikari ga Max: Yami no naka maiorite U-Know n Max: Bokura wa kizukusa Hero: Kurushii hodo ni tsuyoku kanji ya eru Hito no nukumori All: Daremo ga motteru kanashimi ya kodoku Iyashite moraeru basho saqashiteiru Sou kimini wa sono basho ga koko ni arusa osorenaide Mou mayowanaide Boku ya mamoru Xiah: Setsuani hodo (Hero: My Heart) Utsukushii ai dakara (U-Know: Don’t be afraid) Hakanai hodo (Max: Let u know my mind) Uruwa shii (Micky: U know ...) Kono toki wo (Micky: Let you know my love) All: Daremo ga dare ka ni aisereru tameni Kono you ni inochi wa kiramekaseru no sa Sore ga moshimo boku nara Mou ichido kimi no kokoro wo Towa no yashashisa de atatameruyo [Jaejoong] Tsumetai sono te kimi no seijanai Osanaki hibi hotta kizukakae [Changmin] Dareka wo aisuru koto osoreteru no Kotoba no uragawa se wo mukete [Yoochun] Dakishimeta kokoro ga koori no you ni Sotto tokedasu [Jaejoong] Daremo ga dare ka ni aisareru tameni Kono you ni inochi wo kiramekaseru no sa [Junsu] Sore ga moshimo boku nara Mou ichido kimi no kokoro wo Towa no yasashisa de atatameruyo [Yoochun] Unmei no itazura [Jaejoong] Kokoro wo itametemo [Yoochun + Jaejoong] Sono namida no saki ni wa [Yunho] Hitosuji no hikari ga [Changmin] Yami no naka maiorite [Yunho + Changmin] Bokura wa kizukusa [Jaejoong] Kurushii hodo ni tsuyoku kanji ya eru Hito no nukumori Daremo ga motteru kanashimi ya kodoku Iyashite moraeru basho sagashiteiru Sou kimi ni wa sono basho ga koko ni arusa Osorenaide mou mayowanaide Boku ga mamoru [Junsu] Setsunai hodo ([Jaejoong] My heart) Utsukushii ai dakara ([Yunho] Don't be afraid) Hakanai hodo ([Changmin] Let you know my mind) Uruwa shii ([Yoochun] You know) Kono toki wo ([Yoochun] Let you Know my love too) [All] Daremo ga dare ka ni aisareru tameni Kono you ni inochi wo kiramekaseru no sa Sore ga moshimo boku nara Mou ichido kimi no kokoro wo Towa no yasashisa de atatameruyo Translation: Love In The Ice It’s not your fault those hands are cold Carrying the scars from your childhood Are you afraid to love someone? Turning your back on the true meaning of the words Like ice, the embraced heart slowly begins to thaw For anyone to be loved by someone, Makes life in this world shine If it was me, I’d warm your heart again With everlasting tenderness Even if it's mischief or fate Even if it causes you heartache Ahead of your tears A single ray of light will descend into the darkness We'll realize that the more people suffer, the stronger people can feel people's warmth Everyone will experience sadness and loneliness Searching for a place to be healed So for you, that place is right here Don't be afraid Don't hesitate anymore I'll protect you The more heart-rending (my heart), the more beautiful love is (don't be afraid) So the more short lived, the lovelier this moment is For anyone to be loved by someone, Makes life in this world shine If it was me, I’d warm your heart again With everlasting tenderness

Horror Ryuu Getting out of the limo I stood outside the apartment building for a while. It was cold outside and the sunset was now marred by encroaching clouds. I need time to think and the coldness of the air helped clear my head. Hasu had explained everything on the limo ride from the police station. The sick hollowed out feeling from earlier had been replaced with a vile sense of self loathing. It was partly from the meeting I’d just had with Nakamara, but mostly from knowing just how royally I’d screwed up. I had to do it though. I had to fire him. Though breaking up with him had been sheer impulse driven by anger and frustration. I really could have handled things better, especially knowing what I knew now. Rubbing a hand over my face, I dragged in a deep breath. I didn’t know what to do. It was all too much right now. I need to go home and relax, or at least try to. My apartment didn’t exactly feel like the safest place anymore. Not after what had happened. Shivering, I shoved my hands into my jacket pockets and turned toward the apartment building. I’d done some stupid things before, but never anything that had made me feel so lost and hopeless as I did now. How could I break up with the one person who’d loved me for me? “So fucking stupid.” My phone rang. It was Sora. A very pissed off Sora. I had to hold the phone away from my head as he yelled. “You are the biggest fucking idiot this side of the Pacific! I can’t believe you broke up with him like that! Do you know where I’ve been for the last fucking hour? Watching Kenta sob his heart out! Kenta! The one person who fucking loves you more than anything and even nearly got himself killed for you! What are you thinking or did all that hairspray finally fry your brain? You better beg him to come back when he gets there, you hear me! If you don’t I’ll personally come kick your ass.” Wait . . . Kenta was coming here? “He’s coming here?” “Yes you idiot, he wants to make things right.” Sora’s voice was finally down to a reasonable volume though he still sounded pissed. I was too stunned to even react to his tirade. “He’s absolutely devastated Ryuu. He cried so much he puked. Did Hasu talk to you?” “Yeah.” It came out more as a croak than a word. “Good. Now go fix this please. Kenta should be there any minute.” I hung up. I was shaking, my stomach doing weird flips. Turning away from the street I practically ran into the apartment building. I punched the up button for the elevator several times, anxious to get to my apartment. I’d just stepped inside when I spotted something on the floor. Frowning, I bent down to pick it up and sucked in a startled breath. I knew this knife. This was the one Kenta kept on his belt. He must already be here. But why was his knife on the elevator floor? He was never without them and it couldn’t have just fallen out of its sheath either. A knot of worry tightened my gut. Clutching the blade I waited for the elevator to stop on my floor. The smooth edges of the handle fit my palm perfectly and I could barely feel the weight of the blade itself. Just holding it was both disturbing and exhilarating. When I stepped out of the elevator the hall was quiet. The light over head was out for some reason and I hesitated before walking toward my door. I stood there for a moment staring at it. It was ajar. Kenta was always careful to make sure it was closed. Pushing it open I peered inside. Something seemed off. That was when I spotted the blood on the floor. I froze as something crashed in the other room, a muffled yell just barely reaching me. What the hell was going on? I was gripping the knife so hard it was hurting my fingers. “Get the fu-“ The rest was cut off by a scream of pain, jolting me. I flattened myself against the hallway wall. That voice. Kenta. Oh god Kenta. I forced myself away from the wall and belatedly noticed the bloody hand print smeared on it. I clapped a hand over my mouth as I gagged a wave of dizziness threatening to send me to my knees. Kenta was hurt. Oh fuck. Another voice assaulted my ears and I shuddered. Oh no . . . no . . . no, please-please don’t let it be Rame. The door to the bedroom was ajar, light spilling out into the hallway. Terrified beyond reason, I crept closer. I had to do something, anything to keep him from hurting Kenta. The door swung open with a single nudge and I stood there too shocked to move at first. I couldn’t even see the floor for the clothes littering it, broken furniture jutted out of the mess like tips of icebergs in a sea of debris. My attention snapped to the bed. It was stripped down to the mattress and my beautiful cream silk sheets had been ripped to shreds. Ribbons of silk were tied to the headboard and snaked down to the flailing figure on the bed. Kenta was tied in a vulgar attempt at shibari that looked more painful than artistic. He was visibly struggling to breathe, his arms nearly hyper- extended behind him. What was even more disturbing was the figure kneeling over him. Kenta kicked at him only to get hit, his legs spread and pinned. Before I could move Rame shoved whatever was in his hand into Kenta. The resulting scream from my lover nearly paralyzed me. I had to stop this. One second I was in the doorway, the next I was at the bed thrusting the knife hilt deep into Rame’s back. He grunted, twisting around. Then I was hitting the floor, my head spinning. A foot slammed into my ribs, knocking the air out of my lungs. Searing pain jolted through me as he grabbed me by the hair dragging me up. Hate filled eyes glared at me for a moment before he backhanded me. “You little bitch. I’ll take care of you now.” “No, Rame . . . please, leave him alone . . . please . . .” Kenta was sobbing, the sound completely unnatural to me. Kenta didn’t cry. Not my strong, confident, beautiful Kenta. Rame laughed the look in his eyes sending a darkening spiral of terror through me. “Fine, I’ll leave him alone, but you have to do something in return.” Looking passed Rame I saw Kenta nod. “Okay, just don’t hurt him.” I was tossed to the floor like a dirty rag. How could the man still be moving with a knife in his back? As he turned back to the bed, I could see the blood running down his back. Part of me was horrified that I’d stabbed someone, the other was furious that it had done no good. Rame stumbled. “What the hell?” He turned to look at me. “What did you hit me with . . .” Realizing that it was now or never, I grabbed up the splintered off table leg and charged him. The first hit barely seemed to faze him, but he was slowing down. I ducked avoiding his lunge and stabbed the jagged end into his ribs. It was his turn to scream. The next several minutes were a blur of blood and screaming. I blinked several times staggering as I looked down at the bloody mess at my feet. The hilt of the knife was still there. Reaching down I yanked it out. “Serve you right fucker.” I kicked him in the ribs and promptly fell on the bed. Kenta was staring at me. Dark eyes impossibly wide and fixed. “R-Ryuu . . .” “I think I killed him.” “Yeah . . . fuck that was fucking awesome.”

Buddha For Mary (Unreleased Version), by Thirty Seconds To Mars -- Capricorn (A Brand New Name), by Thirty Seconds To Mars -- Welcome Home , by Coheed & Cambria

Ryuu I looked up as the bathroom door opened. I was sitting wrapped in a blanket on the couch in Akira’s apartment. Sora and Hasu were on the floor at my feet. Sora had Hasu wrapped in another blanket and was holding him. Hasu had finally calmed down and was dozing. Akira was in the kitchen getting us all something to drink. Reiko came out of the bathroom looking haggard and too old for her eighteen years. She’d been crying. That much was easy to tell from the bloodshot eyes and the way she tried to hide under her bangs as she walked into the living room. "A-Ano, I talked with Nakamara and he's going to take care of things. We have to stay put though. We are safest here." Sitting down she kept her head bowed, the long dark blue striped hair hiding her face. "I'm sorry guys. I really am." "Wh-what is going on Reiko?" I was trying very hard to keep my composure. After everything that had happened yesterday and this morning I was afraid to ask. Before Reiko could answer, my phone rang. Instantly recognizing the tone, I grabbed it up seeing the text message notification. I held it, just looking at the display for a moment. I was frightened to see what he had to say. Part of me didn’t ever want to see him again while the other part was desperate to get him back. I knew he was hurt and had spent the night in the hospital, but I’d been so wrapped up in what had happened at the apartment and dealing with Hasu’s hysterics and my own panic attacks I hadn’t called or even texted him. I slid the phone open and hit the button. I love you and I'm sorry. Shutting the phone I stared at it. A foreign surge of anger rushed through me for a moment I just stood there before throwing the phone across the room. It shattered against the far wall the pieces clattering to the floor. Hasu yelped and I heard Sora cuss but it barely registered. “I’m going to beat him. Who the fuck does he think he’s fooling! This whole time and he never once-not fucking once-says he loves me. Until now. I swear I’m gonna find him and beat him-“ “Ryuu, calm down.” I turned to glare at Reiko, not about ready to calm down. This was too much. “No! He’s cheating on me with some nasty little escort and then he lets Hasu get kidnapped by Naoki who did who knows what to him-” “Ryuu!” “No Sora, I know Naoki, I know what he’s like. For Kenta to let this happen and then you getting hurt too, I’ve had enough. He’s lied and avoid me for long enough. I’m going to go find him.” “Ryuu you can’t! Just think for a minute okay. I know you are upset, we all are, but putting yourself in danger is not going to help anything.” Sora grabbed my arm before I could open the door. “Ryuu! Sit down and think for a minute. “ I didn’t want to think. It was too painful. If I could be angry then I didn’t have to feel the hurt. The feeling that something was clawing away my insides until a hollow bleeding shell was left was replaced by the hot ache of anger. After everything we’d been through together, even before we started dating, how could he betray-not just me-but all of us? If it had just been him screwing around with some escort I would have been upset, but I could have forgiven him. But letting Hasu get kidnapped and possibly molested by my ex-boyfriend and his former cell mate? When he knew and had known for a while that we were being targeted and had kept everything to himself? I couldn’t forgive that. I wouldn’t. After a moment I realized Sora had led me back to the couch and made me sit down. Hasu laid his head over on my knee, his brown eyes somber as he glanced up at me. “Ryuu . . . I’m okay. He didn’t-he didn’t do what you think. Please don’t be mad at Kenta he came to-” “Guys, Kenta got arrested.” Reiko burst into the apartment startling me. I hadn’t realized she’d left. She slammed the door behind her and took a deep breath. “Naoki named him as an accomplice. The cops picked him up at his apartment and he’s in jail now.” “They can’t do that!” I jumped started by Hasu’s outburst. “Sora we have to leave right now. Reiko where is the station. God damn it get up! We have to go now!” I blinked a few times never having seen Hasu in such a state before. He was on his feet, the bruising livid against his pale skin, but his eyes were sharp and dared any of us to disagree with him. Sora and I looked at each other. I shrugged, not sure what else to do. Hasu never demanded anything. Except food. We arrived at the police station about half an hour later. I hung back as the others headed in, Hasu in the lead. Sora was right behind Hasu, but kept looking back at me as if he wasn’t sure who he should stay with. I waved him on. I wasn’t sure if I was ready to face Kenta yet or not. “Ryuu, come on.” Reiko took my arm, gently pulling me forward. “I think you need to hear what Hasu has to say.” In the end none of us got to hear what Hasu told the detectives. They took him to a private room. We sat outside the station on the steps, none of us really talking for the hour he was gone. Sora was the first to see him when he came out. “Hasu! How did it . . . Kenta?” I got up turning to see Kenta standing behind Hasu. A stab of pain shot through me seeing him bandaged and bloody. Though that wasn’t what really caught my attention. He wouldn’t look at us. His eyes focused on the ground. Hasu on the other hand was beaming. “I told them everything that happened. They had to let Kenta go because he didn’t have anything to do with it. In fact Rame tried to-“ Hasu stopped looking back at Kenta who had put a hand on his shoulder. He shook his head slightly and Hasu nodded. “Anyway, we can go home now! Everything is better . . . right?” Hasu was looking at me. I started up the stairs and stopped in front of him and Kenta. Kenta didn’t even look up. It irritated me. He’d gone and been his usual bull headed self and it had gotten all of us hurt. “Kenta.” He finally raised his head, our eyes meeting. The pain in them was raw and it would have been easy to let it sway my decision except that Hasu was right there, bruises and all. No it was too late. “You are fired.”

*** I left the hospital the next morning with a bag of meds and instructions to not lift anything over ten pounds. Ryuu hadn’t come to see me and not a single person had called or texted me. Looking up at the clear blue sky, the cool November breeze seemed to chill me to the bone. People were coming and going, but I might as well have been part of the scenery for all the attention anyone paid. Fuck, what the hell was wrong with me. I needed to just go home. I had a sudden mental image of Reiko and her telling me never to come back. I must have stumbled or something cause someone grabbed my arm and asked if I was alright. I nodded, trying to say thanks, but nothing came out. I really needed to fucking snap out of it. Ryuu’s apartment wasn’t my home, even if had started to feel like it. I took the bus to my old neighborhood. I got off at the usual stop and stood there for a long moment. Turning away from the stree, I looked up the hill. The neighborhood was even more run down than I remembered, that or I’d gotten too used to luxury penthouses. Though even the neighborhood my apartment was in looked better than this. Businesses were boarded up and abandoned. Trudging up the hill, I kicked trash out of my way. Stopping a narrow alley between two buildings I stared down it. This was it. The path I’d used to take home from middle school. It was dirty and dark just like I remembered, just with more graffiti and a stronger shit smell. I felt like I was walking down a tunnel that was slowly dragging me into the past. Stopping at the narrow crumbling steps that led down to the entry to the abandoned building I tried to decide if this was a good idea. My past was ripping my life apart at the moment . . . did really want to visit the place I’d lost everything once before? Fuck it. I hadn’t been back since that day five years ago. Might as well see if anything was still there. Though doubted it. The door was gone, that didn’t surprise me. What did surprise me was that nothing had been touched. The furniture, what little we’d had, was still sitting around the tiny apartment. I stood in the doorway for a while trying to convince myself that I shouldn’t go inside. I did anyway. It was a mistake. They had never cleaned it. Once I got inside the dark stain on the floor was clearly visible and my stomach twisted up into a hard knot. If I closed my eyes I could see her laying there. Face down on the floor, her clothes torn and bloody. She looked even smaller and more fragile dead. “Ayame . . .” The sound of my voice startled me. Turning around I walked back out. I had to fix things with Ryuu. I had to do something. No fucking way I was gonna to let those fuckers get away with hurting Hasu and going after Ryuu. This time I wasn’t going to fail. I’d die first. My phone rang, making me jump. I glared at the name on the screen. What did that bitch want? To cuss me out more for fucking up and getting my ass beat? “What is it Kurosaki?” There was a soft sigh from the other end, “Kenta . . . I-I’m sorry. I shouldn't have assumed you were cheating on Ryuu but you got to look at it how it looked like, especially to us. You lied about where you were and who you were with and to top it off you made Ryuu cry. That's- That's not why I called though." Taking a breath, she let it out, her voice quivering slightly as she spoke, "Rame got away. He-he's basically on the loose now. The boys are going to Akira's where Jiro is and Hayate and Isao are going there to keep an eye on them till he’s caught. Kenta- I- . . . You need to explain yourself to Ryuu. He loves you, he really does and me being protective won't stop him so make up with him, fix this. . . please." I didn't say anything, thinking about what she'd said. Rame was one unforgiving bastard. He’d never stop harassing me as long as both of us were still alive. I sighed, rubbing a hand across my forehead. If I'd just told Reiko what was going on I would have had the whole picture right off. I’d just been so scared that Ryuu would panic knowing that someone was stalking the band. I should have just risked Ryuu's hysterics and told them. It wasn't worth all this pain. Hearing Reiko say my name I looked down, clearing my throat so I could speak. "I'll see what I can do." Shutting the phone I glanced back at the apartment building. If Rame was out there, I would find him. No one hurt the people I loved and lived to regret it.

Kenta Clouds were floating overhead. Bright, puffy balls of . . . puffiness. That one looked like a squid. And that one looked like Isao’s face. No that was Isao’s face. I blinked several times. “Yeah, he’s got a concussion and he’s not very coherent.” “Where did you find him?” “At that bar Ichimura mentioned. Someone beat the living shit out of him and . . . well . . . he was naked when we found him.” “Seriously?” Who were they talking about? Whoever it was I felt sorry for them. A hand was placed on my head. I wanted to shake it off, but didn’t have the energy. “You probably better take him to a clinic.” “Yeah, how are the other boys? You got those two fuckers taken care of?” Isao sounded very worried. “Hasu won’t quit crying and keeps saying it’s his fault. Ryuu’s not much better. Sora has his hands full, poor guy. We got the one fucker, Ryuu’s ex. Sora just about killed him. He had glass imbedded in his skull.” “What about the other guy?” “He got away. I have no idea how, but he took down Jiro.” Why did that news give me such a horrible stomach ache? I turned my head slightly so I could see who was talking and a sudden massive wave of dizziness had me wondering which was up and down. “Whoa! Easy there Kenta, you shouldn’t be trying to move.” I whimpered as fingers gripped me propping me back upright. Hayate was peering down at me. I tried to smile but quickly decided that my face wasn’t up to it. “Fucking hell.” At least that’s what I tried to say, came out more like ‘fffklll.’ “Yeah, don’t move okay. I’m going to take you to a clinic.” Not another fucking clinic. ***

Kenta I parked my bike in an alley not too far from the bar where I’d been told Rame and this other guy Naoki were seen pretty often. My heart was beating too fast and I really wished it would fucking calm down. I could handle this. I wasn’t a scrawny, terrified fifteen year old anymore. Out of habit, I checked my knives. One in my belt sheath, one in my wrist sheath and one in my boot. Should be fine. Trying not to think too fucking much I headed inside the bar. It was dead. Not a single person sat at the bar or any of the tables and the stale, musty air felt like it was choking me. Had I been lied to? “We aren’t open yet, happy hour doesn’t start for another thirty minutes.” A gruff voice from the direction of the bar informed me. “I’m waiting for some people. Supposed to be here.” “Oh . . . you with the guys in the back? Go on in then. He said he was waiting for his buddy.” I almost said it wasn’t me but suddenly thought better of it. “What room?” “Last one on the left down the hall past the bathrooms.” “Right.” The hall was cluttered with empty liquor crates and other shit. A couple of stacks threatened to fall on me as I walked past them. I jerked to a stop hearing a muffled yelp. What was going on? My knife was already in my hand as I edged forward. As I got closer to the end of the hall I could hear voices. “Tell me the address.” “No!” There was a smack and a yelp. “Tell me or the next hit I’ll aim lower. You are really just making this harder on yourself you know.” My heart suddenly seemed to be trying to leap out of my throat. Someone was being interrogated. “Not going to talk? Fine. Maybe we’ll try something new.” “Stop! Stop! What are you-“ The sentence was broken by a scream of pain. I clutched my knife and rushed the door. I knew that voice! The scene made me want to puke and I’ve killed people. But to see a friend like this . . . he was hanging from the ceiling by chains that had already bloodied up his arms. Blood was running down his chest and stomach from dozens of cuts and there were already bruises forming in places. “Hasu . . .” “K-Kenta!” Hasu gasped through bleeding lips. “Kenta . . . help.” Things faded until all that mattered was the man holding the cattle prod. I didn’t recognize him, but that didn’t matter. I’d figure it out after he was dead. My blade hit metal as he blocked me. I followed up with my other fist and landed a solid punch to his jaw. He staggered back trying to keep his feet. I didn’t give him a chance to recover. Batting the prod away, I landed several more punches, the last one finally knocking him off his feet. I kicked him in the ribs grinning at the loud groan of pain. I grabbed out my larger knife and was going to finish him off when Hasu called for me. “Kenta, please . . . the other one will be back soon. Please get me down.” It took me a few minutes to figure out how to undo the chains. I kept one eye on the fucker on the floor. He was holding his ribs and breathing hard. “Stay down unless you wanna die right now fucker.” I growled at him. I nearly dropped Hasu as his weight sagged against me. He was slick with blood and sweat and difficult to hold on to. “I gotcha, Hasu. Lets go.” “You aren’t going anywhere, Arakaki.” I froze. Hasu whimpered softly and I let him go so I could turn to face the new voice. If anything he looked even more intimidating than the last time I’d seen him. “Rame.” “You’ve filled out nice, Arakaki.” He sneered at me, flicking ash off the end of his cigar. “Shut the fuck up you damn fucking son of a fucking bitch.” “Ah, that pretty mouth is still the same too I see.” I shoved Hasu behind me, my knife ready as he took a step toward us. He glanced down at the other guy and shook his head. “You let this little bitch get the drop on you Naoki?” “He just charged in here, what was I supposed to do?” So that was Naoki, shoulda stabbed him when I had the chance. Fuck. I could feel Hasu shaking as he clung to me. I had to get him out of here and fast. “Get out of my fucking way or this time I really will kill you Rame.” Rame cocked his head, grinning at me. “Really? We never did get to finish what we started did we? You really think you can take me now, Kenta? Maybe I’ll take you instead? Just like I was going to last time.” My mouth was suddenly dry, my throat tight as I tried to breath normally. “Yeah, that didn’t work out so well then did it?” The smile faded replaced with a grim hostile look. “You aren’t leaving this room. Either of you. I’d been hoping to find you after I helped Naoki with his little problem, but it seems you were more involved than I thought. Get this Naoki, Kenta here is fucking that piece of shit singer.” I almost threw my knife at him, but I’m not as good a mark as Daisuke and I didn’t want to lose a weapon. “I’m gonna gut you and let you watch me pull out all your insides Rame.” He laughed. The next thing I knew he was coming at me. He was a lot faster than I remembered, but he also wasn’t a fat sixteen year old either. The fat was gone, only muscle remained. He punched clean through my block. Hasu yelped as I fell into him. I was seeing stars and shook my head to clear them. Maybe trying to fight him was a bad idea, but there wasn’t any other way to get Hasu out of here. There was an odd crackling sound and a sudden searing pain flared in my side. I blinked. Fucking hell! Why was I on the ground? “Kenta!” Hasu was trying to help me up only to get kicked away as Rame came to stand over me. I was still trying to figure out what had happened. My side felt like it was on fire and moving was fucking difficult. I flinched as that crackling noise started again. Rame chuckled. I nearly bit through my tongue as agony surged through me. It was like someone had set me on fire. When it finally stopped, I gagged. I couldn’t even fight back as I was lifted and shoved against a wall. I had to blink several times before Rame’s sneering face became clear. “I like that look on you.” I grabbed for his arms as his hands wrapped around my throat. His grin seemed to get larger as he leaned down, his voice soft. My heart was pounding so fucking fast it was going to make me sick. “I’m going to enjoy this.” “Stop.” I barely managed to get it out. “What do you want?” He laughed, the pressure on my throat letting up slightly. “What do I want? I want what I’ve always wanted. But that’s not something you need to know about.” “Come on Rame! We don’t have time to play around. We need the key codes.” “Well . . . we’ve got two people right here who know them, don’t we.” Rame’s shit brown eyes turned back to me. “You wanna be a good little bitch and tell us the code to get into the apartment.” “Go get fucked, Obuchi.” “Didn’t really expect anything from you honestly, now your pretty little friend over there-“ There was a crash and I shoved against Rame as Hasu yelped. “Let me go! I’m not telling you!” There was that dammed crackling sound and Hasu started screaming. “Stop! Stop it!” I kicked at Rame. “Leave him alone, he’s just a kid!” “Hold up Naoki.” Rame’s smirk sent a rush of fury through me. I was going to kill him and take a nice long time doing it too. “Are you going to tell me what I want to know?” I took several shallow breaths trying to force down the horrible helpless feeling that was clawing its way through me. “What . . . what do you want with Ryuu?” Rame chuckled and slammed my head back into the wall. “What do you think you fucking idiot? His parents are insanely wealthy. He’s an only child and I’m sure they would pay anything to keep him safe. Or to get him back.” I couldn’t breathe. Rame was laughing, Naoki joining in with him. That’s what they wanted. To kidnap Ryuu? No. I couldn’t let this happen. I might be a failure at a lot of things, but I wasn’t going to let them hurt Ryuu. I had to do something and now. Rame had loosened his grip slightly and while he was talking to Naoki, I reached into my pocket and pulled out my knife. The click of it opening caught his attention. He wasn’t fast enough to avoid getting cut. I grinned seeing the gash in his arm. “You goddamn mother fucker!” He yelled, but avoided getting to close. He knew what I’d done to him last time. I wasn’t going to stop this time. They’d hurt Hasu and were planning on hurting Ryuu. No fucking way I was letting that happen. “Oh come on, Obuchi, you didn’t think I would come unprepared did you?” “Unprepared? Kind of a big word for you isn’t it?” I glared. “Shut the fuck up. Let Hasu go. Now.” Naoki let go of Hasu who scrambled to his feet. “Hasu get out of here!” “I’m not leaving.” “Fucking hell, get out of here!” Hasu looked startled, I’d never yelled at him like that but he had to understand, these guys would kill him. I yelped as my arm was grabbed and twisted. I knew better than to let myself get distracted around Rame. Too late now. The knife thudded to the floor and I followed it about two seconds later. Rame wasn’t taking chances this time. Blocking him was useless. The last thing I remember seeing was Hasu being dragged out of the room screaming for me. “Kenta! Kenta!”

Heck yes! I love that last pic... I've drawn it. Twice. Good excuse for staring at it:hamtaro-005 (8): I have many faves when it comes to him... He's just too darn hot(and takes lots of pics).

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My favorite Asian guy is Kim Jae-Wook

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