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(this poem was written for a good friend who deserved it Rei (hugs) thanks for being such an inspiration) You claim your eyes are just for me You say that you're all mine So tell me when I look away Your eyes start to defy I sense the lust you start to feel When I move from your side Is that meant for the one you love Or the lover you're trying to hide. I tell you those three simple words And although you say them back. I cannot help but block them out Cause I know it's not a fact. I watch you from afar you know. you think you're all alone. Well better make sure that they're the one Cause I'm leaving you on your own. Jealousy is not the way I feel when I see you. It is more like feeling free 'Cause now I know what's true.

December 31st evening I woke up a few hours later, instantly realizing it was dark already... “So much for spending time together....” Mina still hadn’t return to our room, and if he did he left again... I was getting anxious, and even angry, that i knew something was wrong and he wasn’t telling me about it... “Hey, did ya wake up...?! Nice timing, dinner’s almost done, i went to check with the boss...” “Ok..” “We’ll be having dinner somewhere else here at the ryokan...do you mind?” “It’s not that i mind, but is cosy here, what not have dinner here... I don’t want to mingle with other guests...not today...” “It’s part of the surprise too Hana-san, beside only we’ll be there, so don’t worry...” He reached his hand to me, has to tell me, let’s go... I got up gave him my hand, as he guided me to somewhere else in the ryokan... My jaw drop as soon as i saw that room... It was just unbelievable... The ancient type of room was all surrounded by glass windows the size of walls, letting the white from the snow, and the night darkness outside visible like we were right in the middle of it... “A...Amazing...” “You like it?!” “I love it... So beautiful, i’ve never seen anything like this... And i surely wasn’t expecting something like this in a traditional ryokan... It sure is quite a sight...” “Then i’m glad i choose it...” “Yeah...it’s magnificent...” “Shall we sit down...Dinner’s about to be served...” “Oh sorry, of course... I was a bit overwhelmed...” Dinner got served, the food was delicious, the view was just outstanding, but the silence was still frightening... “We have been like this for all day long... I’ll ask you one more time, and i expect a sincere answer this time, i’m not in the mood to listen to more lies...” “I’m going to America next week...” That felt like something really big and heavy was suddenly dropped on top of me... “Excuse me?” “My father wanted to talk to me, a few weeks ago, i was rejecting the kind offer, since he said i was no longer is son, but then my brother came to meet me, begging for me to go talk to my father... Well the thing is, he’s willing to accept you, as long as i finish my studies first...” “But why America...” “Well that’s the place he said i needed to go...” “And you decided to go, without speaking to me...?!” “I wanted to tell ya the soon as possible, but things got out of hand with that other guy, and i seriously thought that if i told ya then...you were going to go back to him...” My blood was boiling, my body reacted and i slapped him... “You what?!... How ,many times did i tell you that i can’t live without you, and you decided to go to America, because your father asked you too...?! Why...Why is it that you’re so willing...? So you want to leave me...?” “I DON’T WANT TO LEAVE YA, I DON’T WANT TO GO ANYWHERE...” “Then why?!” “Because he is willing to let me stay by your side properly... I reached a point where i didn’t care anymore, i gave up on them, but they’re willing to accept me being with ya, and accept ya, i couldn’t ask for anything else in return... I was so happy, i could also be with my family and with ya at the same time, that i grabbed that chance.... Won’t ya wait for me(cry) will ya give up on me...?” The block i had in my throat, was so big it was hard to speak... The blow i just took was enough to let my body in so much pain i was having it hard moving, breathing or even thinking... But he still needed my answer... Was i going to wait for him... or was i letting him go...? What all the parts of my being are telling me? The answer was only one... I could not lie... not to him... not to myself. I managed to look up, and his tearful expression gave me the necessary strength... I got up, and i ran... “NO WAY IN HELL... YOU HEAR ME!! NO WAY IN HELL!! I’ll wait as long as it takes... I’ll hunt you down if i need to, i’ll chase you, until i find you, until i can have you by my side again... You’re mine!!” That was the only thing i could have answered him... no other choice, no other word... “Thank you... Thank you... Just wait, i promise i’ll come back real fast, ya won’t even notice me...” “(pained smile)Yeah, it’ll go by fast right... And are you coming home on holidays...? Special occasions...?” “I’ll try to come every time i can, i can’t be too long without seeing ya Hana-san...” We hugged each other and got silent for a bit... It still felt weird, and it still hurt so badly, i wasn’t able to hold my tears... “I’m going to miss you so much, i’m going to be waiting for you everyday...” “Me too Hana... Why won’t you come with me...? That way we’ll have our problem solved...(pained smile)” “Don’t joke...you know i can’t leave my job...” “Yeah... I know.... Just wishful thinking...” Right at that moment the most breathtaking fireworks were launched above us... We could perfectly see them as if we were throwing them ourselves... “Beautiful...” Four Years Later During the four years he was in the US, he never once acted like he was far away... He called me everyday... More than once a day even... He emailed me frequently telling me all that was going on around him... We met several times... I travelled to US a few times as well... Trying somehow to decrease the distance between us, it was unbearable to take... But somehow we managed to... He came home every chance he got, Christmas and New Year’s, my birthday, his family reunions, which i was present, as another family member... I was welcomed, and it was the best feeling anyone could ever wish for... The family support was important for him...and now i can clearly see why. Today he returns home for good... Today i’ll get to keep my promise to hold him, and never ever let him go... The love of my life appeared disguised between the crowd, but recognize him wasn't hard and i ran to him... “Mina.....” THE END _________________________________________________________________________ Well this is it.. no more from Mina san or Hana I loved writting it, altough i must admit, i kept going cause you guys kept reading... So this is for all of you... Once again tnak you so much for all your support, for all your friendship towards an inexperienced individual in this area... I'm happy i did it and i'm thrilled it was read by you guys... The most gratefull kiss to all of you... *Bows* Thank you for everything

I am so happy... I see Dai-chan... not in real life but in internet broadcasting... ^^ So... here is the last Takumi-kun special... Bluesky... Enjoy! ^^

Well I end up doing it... --;;; Takumi-kun pure... here go! ^^ Enjoy! ^^

Well, I know I'm not the only one here watching GV's and so I thought we need a place where people can talk about GV's and also list their favorites (I didn't know where else to put this thread, so feel free to move it if you want.) Hmm... Well, I guess I have to start as usual~ There are many good movies from COAT. They have a lot of different kinds of gv's and yeah... They don't seem so fabricated, I guess you could say. You can find COAT movies here: http://bkkboy.ucoz.net/load/japanese_movies/coat/12 That site has many other movies as well, so check it out :3 So, I know you pervs have seen GV's, so go for it! Warning: 18+ only

Today... just 3 Shiuko Kano's work... Enjoy! ^^

oww don't cry wolfy!! i hope you're feeling better!

Mine are - Maiden Rose - The art is so beautiful Sex Pistols - the story is different and interesting In a Walnut - Characters are interesting and a bit different Rabbit Man, Tiger Man - Soooo cute Crimson Snow - The art is Amazing

The Ultimate Orgasm (3D Animation) Summary: The Ultimate Orgasm is a 3D gay animation about super heroes who has sexual relationships with villains in order to find a villain who kidnapped a scientist that invented ultimate orgasminator... Warning: hard stuff Watch The Ultimate Orgasm Online (HD Quality): The Ultimate Orgasm (3D Animation) Online Download The Ultimate Orgasm (3D Animation): The Ultimate Orgasm For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Alternative Titles: A Touch of Fever; Hatachi No Binetsu; 二十才の微熱; The Slight Fever of a Twenty Year Old Director: Ryosuke Hashiguchi Country: Japan Year: 1993 Running Time: 114 minutes Plot Summary: Yoshihiko and Masashi play Tatsuru and Shinichiro, respectively, both young male hustlers in Japan. The older one, Tatsuru, disconnects himself from his emotions in order to perform his job. The younger Shinichiro, meanwhile, grows uncomfortable with the work once he has fallen in love with Tatsuru. After Shinichiro gets thrown out of his parents' house, he stays at Tatsuru's apartment, and their once casual relationship awkwardly develops into something else. Download A Touch of Fever Movie: Download Link For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

UPDATED: YaoiOtaku Rewards is a 'game' in which all the users who complete their collection of Star cards (1 card from each level from 1 to 14 + a mascot) win prizes. Stars Collection - 1 set of cards from the Stars Collection (15 cards: 14 levels + mascot) Note: Just 1 card from each level is enough This is an example of winning cards: Those who complete the requirements will receive a permanent VIP rank including: - rank badge: - access to VIP section with rare content (available only to VIP members) - bigger avatar size: 160x210 (100kb) - bigger profile picture size: 600x600 (100kb) - bigger sig size: 600x350 (150kb) - bigger inbox storage: 900 messages - can see detailed information on user activity - custom user title Here you can buy the cards. Check this thread to see how you can earn the points: How to Earn Points NOTE: All users who get the required cards will win, not only the first user who completes the task NOTE: The contest doesn't have an expiration date

Born: March 8, 1971 Fukui Prefecture, Japan Nationality: Japanese Blood Type: B Gender: female Occupation: Manga artist (yaoi manga) a popular yaoi manga-ka (Japanese comics creator). Although Nitta was already a fan of manga, she was introduced to yaoi manga when she was in grade five, by an older girl who was her neighbour. Her first manga story, "GROUPIE", was published by Biblos in 1997. She believes in characters not always having to be the seme or uke, and her Embracing Love has been called the first title available with a "reversible" couple in English. In 2008 it was reported that Nitta had infringed upon the copyright of advertising photographs by tracing them for illustrations in her manga Embracing Love; she subsequently apologized for the misuse, as did her publisher. Nitta attended the 2002 Yaoi-Con and the 2006 New York Comic Con but cancelled her planned appearance at the 2008 Yaoi-Con in the aftermath of the tracing scandal.[from Wikipedia] Her illustration debut was in 1994, in 小説Charade. She is one of the few Boys' Love manga-ka whose works are enjoyed by both straight women (the main target audience) and gay men. Her manga debut was Be-Boy's 1995 release of "Groupie." Recently she temporarily quit writing manga after a scandal involving her plagiarism of many magazine photographs. According to The Yaoi Review (2009-12-31), she is back with a continuation of an ongoing manga to be released in English in February.[From Baka-Updates Manga] Bibliography: ~ Manga ~ - Groupie, 1997, 1 volume(Complete) - 男が男を愛する時 (When a Man Loves a Man) Series, 1997, 9 volumes(Complete) - Drama, Romance Series includes -When a Man Loves a Man (1 volume), -Last Waltz (2 volumes), -Nightcap (1 volume), -Irokoi (3 volumes), -U:V (2 volumes) - 春を抱いていた (Haru wo Daite Ita - Embracing Love, Embracing Spring), 1997, 14 volumes(Complete) - Comedy, Drama, Mature Romance Licensed in English as Embracing Love by Be Beautiful - ホワイトブランド (Howaito Burando - White Brand), 1998, 1 volume(Complete) - Drama, Mature, Shounen Ai Licensed in English as White Brand by Juné - 美味いもん食わせろ！ (Umaimon Kuwasero! - Give Me Something Delicious To Eat! ), 1998, 2 volumes(Complete) - Drama - カジノ・リリィ (Casino Lily), 1999, 1 volume(Complete) - Drama Licensed in English as Casino Lilly by Be Beautiful, but never released - 17 Guyz, 2000, 1 volume(Complete) - School Life - 僕の声 (Boku no Koe - Sound of My Voice), 2004, 3 volumes (ongoing) - Drama Licensed in English as Sound of My Voice by Be Beautiful - 舞踏会の手帖 (Butoukai no Techou - Un Carnet de Bal), 2006, 1 volume - Drama, Historical - 公使閣下の秘密外交 (Koushi Kakka no Himitsu Gaikou - His Excellency the Foreign Minister's Secrets?), 2006, 2 volumes (ongoing) - Drama Licensed in English as The Prime Minister's Secret Diplomacy by 801 Media - オトダマ - 音霊 (Otodama - Otodama: Voice From the Dead), 2007, 3 volumes (ongoing) - Drama, Mystery, Psychological, Shoujo, Supernatural Licensed in English as Otodama: Voice From the Dead by DokiDoki - キスアリキ(Kisu Ariki - Kiss Ariki)2010, 1 Volume (Ongoing) - Romance, Smut - Spiritual Police, 2011 unkown ~ Oneshot ~ - Double Play, 2010, Oneshot (Complete) - Drama, Shounen Ai ~ Artbook ~ - Kiss of Fire (Embracing Love artbook), 2004, 1 volume(Complete) Licensed in English as Kiss of Fire by Digital Manga Publishing ~ Doujinshi ~ Haru wo Daiteita dj - Both 2003 Haru wo Daiteita dj - Eiswein 2000 Haru wo daiteita dj - Gigolo extra -- Haru wo Daiteita dj - Japalish 2002 Haru wo Daiteita dj - Kiss of Fire 2000 Haru wo Daiteita dj - Loop 2001 Haru wo Daiteita dj - Love Squall 2004 Haru wo Daiteita dj - Spiral 2002 Youka Nitta's official English site: http://nittayouka.com/ [info from Wikipedia & Baka-Updates Manga] Her work '春を抱いていた (Haru wo Daite Ita - Embracing Love : Cherished Spring)' was made into OAV for 2 episodes. Also from Haru wo Daite Ita '冬の蝉 (Fuyu no Semi - Winter Cicada)' was made into OAV for 3episodes Also, game was made from '春を抱いていた (Haru wo Daite Ita - Embracing Love)' call Gigolo. It's hard to chose one manga for fanclub... I think is best to go for the manga-ka... So any one who love her work let talk about it... here... ^^ here are some of picture I capture from her old homepage... ^^

Takumi-kun Pure credits for translation to sayasubs Download Takumi-kun Pure Movie Complete Mirror link: Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 NOTE: Download all parts in the same folder, join with HJSplit and play the complete file with VLC Player. Plot: Unlike the three previous films, Pure focuses on the relationship between Misu Arata and Shingyouji Kanemitsu , which begins when Shingyouji takes the test to enter Shidou Gakuen . That's when he meets Misu and falls for him. Then we come back to the present where the sempai who admires Misu appears, bringing Shingyouji problems and jealousy . Watch online: Takumi Kun Pure For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Akumade Anata wo XXshitai Artist/Circle: La Pis (Wataru Kuya) Pairing: Sebastian x Ciel & Claude x Alois This is the first and so far the only released hardcore Kuroshitsuji 2 Doujinshi, featuring Claude and Alois. SendSpace Updated link For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Summary: The continuation of Kenta's and Ryuu's love stories as well as their friends adventures and misfortunes. Status: Complete Chapter 1 Games Kenta “No, I don't want that there.” I ran a hand through my hair trying my fucking best not to smack the shit out of the man. Why couldn't they follow the simplest directions? I'd decided that moving was not worth the hassle. No fucking way it was worth days of moving things around and unpacking. It didn't help that my wonderful, if somewhat spoiled, boyfriend had went out and bought all new furniture. I'd gotten along for years with nothing but a futon and some boxes of clothes. “Put it along the wall there.” I pointed to the spot and watched the men wrestle the dresser into place. It was nice looking, I had to admit that. I'd never in my life owned anything remotely this nice. Except my motorcycle. I took a moment to glance around what was going to be our bedroom. I felt my mouth lift in a smirk as I looked at the giant four poster bed. Gonna have some fun on that. Well, when the idiot doc said I could. Fuck it to hell. There was a loud thud and a string of cuss words from down the hall. Shaking my head I went to see what had happened. “You broke it!” “I so sorry, I didn't see it.” That was coming from what was going to be the band's practice room. Peering inside I saw the drummer Hasu, fists clenched at his sides as he faced one of the movers. I lunged forward just in time to grab Hasu before he attacked the poor guy. “Let go Kenta!” He flailed against me and I suddenly realized that I wasn't as strong as I'd been. So I let him go and grabbed his hair instead to keep him in place. He yelped, but the pain seemed to drain away some of his anger. I shook him slightly as he tried to turn and look at me. “What tha fuck are you doin', Hasu?” I growled and let him go. He rubbed his head and shrugged, not looking at me. “He stepped on my drum.” He gestured behind him and I glanced at the now ruined drum and the very sorry looking mover. “Ain't like he did it on purpose Hasu.” “I-I know . . . I'm sorry. I just . . .” he shook his head and I saw tears on his cheeks. “Fuck Hasu . . . don't do this. We'll get you another drum. Why don't you go find Sora, it's about lunch time and I'll get us some food, okay?” I took him gently by the arm and lead him out of the room. Hasu and I had been friends before everything, but now we were even closer. He'd been kidnapped, beaten and threatened with rape. I had to give the kid a break for being upset that his drums were fucked. “I know you are still dealing with stuff, but you can't take out your anger on other people, Hasu.” “Now you sound like Sora.” He pouted, but didn't pull away. “I'm sorry. I didn't mean to lose my temper like that, but . . .” “It's alright, you don't gotta explain.” I squeezed his arm lightly before letting go. I understood all too well exactly what he meant. “Maybe later this week you and I could spar a bit.” He glanced at me the dark eyes wide. “Y-you sure? Did the doctor clear you for that kind of stuff already.” I shook my head. “Nah, but we'll take it easy.” He nodded slowly before stopping and giving me a quick hug. I could tell he was careful not to hug me as tight as he used to. It made me kinda sad. Then again it had only been three weeks since my old cellmate had tried to kill me. Had it really been three weeks already? Sometimes, it felt like yesterday. Those were never good times. After settling things with the foreman about the cost of the drum I looked around wondering what to tackle next as I stood in the living room. I realized I was rubbing my wrist and looked down. The rope burns were gone as were the bruises. I still had stitches in sensitive spots, but the doctor said I was healing good. It could have been worse. I shuddered, then jumped slightly as strong warm arms wrapped around my middle and I was pulled back against a lean solid body. “You alright? You were doing it again.” Ryuu's voice breathed into my ear. I nodded, leaning back into him. “I'm fine. Hasu's upset.” “Yeah I heard the yelling, that's why I came upstairs.” Soft lips brushed my ear and he kissed my neck. “Ryuu.” “I know, I know but who cares if there are people here. I've missed you.” “It's been less than an hour Ito.” “So . . .” I sighed, unable to help the smile as I turned to face him. “You are such a fucking weirdo.” He tapped my nose as he grinned down at me and I felt a chill run through me. It still amazed me that he'd not only asked me back but to move in with him. “Ah, but I am your weirdo, Ken-chan.” “Don't call me chan.” I tried to glare at him but then he leaned down and kissed me. Not a quick peck but a slow gentle yet very seductive kiss. By the time we parted I was breathing hard and trying to figure out how to keep anyone from seeing my boner. “Fu-fuck Ryuu . . .” “Mmm yes please. Maybe once everything is put away we can make that new bed really ours.” He pulled me into a hug and I felt him laugh. “Shall we go in the bathroom and take care of your problem?” That was when I noticed the men staring at us. “Fuck off or I ain't gonna fucking pay your lazy asses!” Ryuu just chuckled and kissed my forehead which got him a glare. “You are so adorable when you get all bossy.” “You know how I feel about people wa-mmff-” I shoved him back, breaking the kiss. “Stop it already, we got stuff to do.” He laughed and gave me a peck on the cheek before heading into the kitchen. I shook my head and watched him look through boxes for a moment. I almost had to laugh at myself. It was hard to believe that after everything that had happened the past month things could be so normal. Normal was fucking good after what we'd been through. I turned hearing someone clear their throat behind me. The man looked like he'd just drank a gallon of soy sauce. I would too if I'd had to agree not to charge for my work because one of my guys fucked up. “We are finished putting the furniture and boxes in their rooms. Did you need anything else?” I shook my head. “Nah, I think we got it.” He stood there for a second like he was expecting something more then finally shrugged and went to gather up his crew. I headed into the bedroom to make sure they'd put everything where we wanted it. This room looked nothing like the other apartment, something Ryuu and I had both agreed on. After all the shit that had went down at his penthouse, not even his parents wanted to keep the place. Last I knew the landlord was gutting it to make a ballroom or something like that. Whatever, I didn't give a shit. It had been a nice place, but I liked this better already. Ryuu and I had spent a long time figuring out what we wanted. I'd never realized that there were so many types of furniture to choose from. More than once I'd told Ryuu just to pick something, but he'd said no, that this was for both of us and he wanted my input. The idiot really knew how to make me feel wanted. Deciding I had no idea what to do with all the boxes in the bedroom I headed back to the kitchen. “Oi! Get the fuck out.” I grinned at Ryuu as I pulled him away from the box he'd been rummaging through. “You ain't got a clue what any of that stuff is, so just leave it.” “Hey now! I've been learning you know! I had Hasu teaching me how to do stuff while you were in the hospital.” I laughed and got a grin in return. “Right and that's why the hotel offered us free room service as long as you promised not to ever try to cook in the room again.” “There was a kitchenette you know, you make it sound like I lit a fire in the room or something.” “Pretty much.” I smirked at him, then yelped and jumped back as he grabbed for me.

I could find the image I was thinking about... But, I think this work out too.. This is background from Nana's fan HP... Nana's story has some of story line go with you poem... I hope you like it... ^^

I liked this story.. Really talented ... Hope to reading your stories again and soon..

Of course it's me, that's why you love me *grin* Feel free to talk about any GV you want Can't say I've really watched any, but hey, I'll gladly take recommendations!

Here's the last chap..... I'm so sorry i only posted it now... Well things got kind of complicated... Hope you guys like it... _______________________________________________________________________ The bathroom wall was freezing... i could feel my back bumping into it... I wanted to turn on the water so we could warm up a little, not that i was worried we wouldn't get all warm soon, i was on fire already... But catching a cold now would be troublesome to say the least... I got closer to him and while nibbling his ear i told him to turn on the water... He looked at me, released one of his hands from mine and reached for tap... “Better now?!” “Yeah...” As the water started to run, he also started the torture again... He seemed somehow, desperate to feel and to touch everything, all of me at once...Wasn’t like him at all. Was it because i remembered him we had to go for a walk...or something else...?! He wasn’t letting me savour him, he was holding my grasp with such intensity, my hands were starting to hurt... His hands started sliding down my waist and i gasped, by the thrilling sensation and pleasure he was giving me... His hands were enough...Enough to take me out to the edge, enough to make me his slave... And i would obey him, blindly... He got on his knees, and the kisses started to be even more anxious than before... My legs were already trembling and he didn’t even touched those parts yet... The anticipation was delicious, the wait made me hunger for it like i was starving for the longest time too... Something even hotter than the water started to circulate around my privates and honestly that was the best feeling ever... I could feel myself give in and getting harder every time his tongue slide thru the tip... I released my harms and grabbed his head... Touching his hair, only added more fun, since he had this absolutely smooth black hair, which seemed like each single hair hold a secret erotic power, i loved to touch it and pull it a little, somehow it gave me the feeling i was truly holding him... “Ah...Mina...” He started to make his way inside of me... We did it last time in the car, but i should have known better that, when it comes to him it’s never enough... The only finger inside started to move and with each movement my hips moved on their own... “Are you desiring me Hana...Want me to put in one more...?” “Hunn, yeah...” “Then ask me to... tell me to stick my fingers deep inside of you... You’ll have my fingers first...then this...” He turned me to the wall again and started to slide his already hard cock thru my butt cheeks... I got a little pissed, even though i could feel excited like this i wanted to see him...touch him...and he wasn’t allowing me to... He was taking over the whole thing letting me do nothing...just taking me over the edge, at a vertiginous speed i was having a hard time keeping up... I felt another finger slide in... “(whisper)I won’t do more than this if you don’t ask me to Hana...” “Wah...what are you saying...” “Ask me...” I don’t know it was the water or the burning heat that was starting to make me feel dizzy, my mouth just acted without giving it much thought... If i wanted him, if i desired him why shouldn’t i... I grabbed his head and told him... “Do it...i don’t want fingers.... you better do me now, because i’m going crazy...” So much for magic words... The third finger never got to go in... He pushed my waist to him, ducked my head and placed his cock right at my entrance... I gasped but was already too late... “AHHH...” He went inside of me pushing and thrusting rapidly... i couldn’t even breath... But with each thrust, my body answered back to him... Each one of my cells already accepted him like their master, whatever he did to me, was allowed and welcomed... “More...More...” No words again, his thrusts spoke for him... He started to go even faster... He got a hold at my shoulders, adjusting his position and increased the speed even more... I was in a pure state of bliss... Hard or not, this was giving my whole body quite some sensations... He gripped my shoulders tightly and i knew he was reaching his limit... He read my thoughts and grabbed my leaking member, manoeuvring it back and forth with each thrust he gave... Pure synchrony.... We came together, and reached our peak gasping for air like there was none around us... He wasn’t letting go of his grasp, and something felt odd... He laid his head on my back, and grabbed my waist... Suddenly he started thrusting again... I was all confuse and still recovering from the first blow... Again, he started jerking me off, and thrusting me... “Mina...Mina...” “(whisper)Please....Please remember me...” I didn’t know if i was suppose t o answer him, or if he said that for no important reason... But i felt strange, he said something like that... I was i going to forget him... It was something impossible, not to mention i didn’t even wish to imagine it... If he was doing me hard the first time, this was really too much... We didn’t last long, with him doing it like that... I turned around, i needed to change my position because my back were starting to hurt badly... “What’s wrong...you sound weird...are you ok..?” “No it’s nothing, i’m ok.... i just was making sure you know that...” I reached for his face and while lightly kissing him... “I would never forget, i would never even consider that possibility, that’s just not possible...” “(smile) Ok... Sorry i come out with a weird thing like this... Did i hurt you?” “No...I mean my back will never be the same but i’ll manage..(smile).” “Sorry...” “That’s ok...really, it’s ok...” We stood like that for quite a bit... We finished the bath and returned to the room where we got dressed... “Let’s go...” “Yeah...let’s go...” There was definitely something really wrong here, and i started to feel really nervous... What could possibly be now?! There was an hindrance between us, which got resolved a few hours before... What else could be there to make him so heartbroken... In the middle of our walk, none of us talk... The air was turning even more heavy, and i had to break the tension... “Mina, there’s something wrong isn’t there... You don’t look like your usual cheerful self, what happened...?” “Hana-san... I told you i had a surprise for you... Is just i’m still getting ready for what i have to tell ya...” “Getting used to...getting used to what?!... Mina i’m getting a bit worried, do tell me anything i’ll help you... Anything at all, right?!” He grabbed me in the middle of the street... “Mina, not here(blush)” “You don’t need to worry about anything...ok?! I’m fine... So did you enjoy the walk?” Well that’s was quite a question.. If you ask me, yes i saw the landscape, the snow covered streets, the old looking houses that somehow gave the small town an air of importance... But if i actually paid any attention to it?! None! My eyes were focused on Mina all the time, searching thru every expression, what could possibly be wrong... Still after an hour and a half, walking around i found nothing... “Yeah... It was great...” “Ok then let’s go back to the inn so we can warm up, with some delicious food, and tea...” “Ok...let’s go” At the ryokan, the situation remained... He wasn’t talking much, neither was i, since i couldn’t pull any kind of enjoyable conversation with this kind of environment.... After we eat Mina stood up saying he needed to check on something, and was away for a long time... Somehow the urge to sleep a bit was calling me furiously... I laid my head on one of the huge pillows laying around, and let myself go...

I am so happy I feel I can fly... ^^ I see Dai-chan... He is so funny... and he just make my day!!!! ^^

WELCOME in the forum Arina! onion3 Have fun with us

Haha yeah xDD He wants us to go crazy over him, obviously~~ He could've might as well have put his face on it, wouldn't be too surprised if he did XDD

Romanian: Esti doar gelos pentru ca micutele voci imi vorbesc doar mie :leaf4: English: You're just jealous because the little voices are only talking to me :leaf4:

For anyone out there...with any kind of doubt.... Yep that's it

@ hama-sama Please do take care of yourself Hope you gat better soon

I am along in my home... --;;; I have to do few things but not in the mood for it... My head still hurt... T T And my hand hurt too... I just did few fixing on something I made... It's been a while I did... so my hand is killing me... T T other then that... I am in find mood... ^^;;;

rabbit5 No brains... Since 6H00 Am that I work non-stop (15h16,now)... Now sorry but I took a break... HERE !

Today... Shimada Masako... Kazusa Takashima... Kong Long Q... Shiuko Kano... I just didn't got good rest so my head hurt... I don't know I will do the Takumi-kun spectial today... --;;; Any way enjoy this and have a good day or good night! ^^

Yeees, I second that! Oh Lord, how I do!

Tey are both so... *___* But I like Takaba too, since he's quite sassy and not at all whiney for an uke!

I'm a big fan of romantic stories...but i dunno which to choose *_* Koisuru Boukun Junjou Romantica(More like Junjou Egoist, i love Nowaki and Hiro *_*) Sekai Ichi Hatsukoi(*_*) Gravity Eyes Viewfinder(Although whenever i read this manga i have the urge to jump right into it, beat up Takaba and have Asami all for myself, or Fei Long...i'm good with either )

This is haaaard... And yes I claim these below are romantic XD Well, in no particular order: Totally Captivated, Cut, Taiyou no Kikoushi, My Fair Unlucky Boy, Let Dai or something like that, got too many to choose from xD

I'd be a lion as well (like my zodiac sign)

Lion! I wanna be the King! and I want to be feared!!

Perhaps an Eagle so I can go where the wind takes me or a Tiger for the power and strength it brings but most of all a Phoenix which is my avatar bec this mythical creature is reborn over and over from the ashes it comes forth a sign of resurrection and perseverance.

a cat so i can be spoiled by my master also i would like to be a squirrel to because it's so fascinating how they jump in trees and a tiger would be cool too, fast , strong and beautiful

Hm... the question irritates me Is it what I want to be. Or what I think I would be.... (because of my characteristics or stuff like that? ^^) Okay, I WOULD like to be a sea lion because they're really cute (: Or a dog (Collie, it is said that they're athletic and because I'm not sporty, I want to be a Collie xD) Or a swan (because they can fly AND are beautiful, I want to be beautiful too Ò.ó) Yeah... Uff. I THINK I would be an animal who is scared of many things (but I don't know which, so help me ) Or a little fish because it is not strong and dies pretty fast (because of other bigger fishes) So if I compare myself to other human beings in our society I think I'm pretty weak and lack in self-confidence (which is probably the reason why I'm not someone important or outstanding ^^) OOOR I may be a dog because I'm pretty loyal if it affects my friends and family A bear suits me too because it is said that they're clumsy (there is actually a german saying that talks about the clumsiness of a bear )

Game - Gigolo - bed

Un Carnet DeBal Ad...

I thought about made download of this calender but... It better to see this way so I just post it... --;;; I hope you like this... ^^;

More pictures from old homepage... Picture from special edit version of Winter Cicada

Square na Kankei by Asou Kai i really like here works

Viewfinder is now my fav too, i just finished reading it , i saw everyone praising it and i saw super yummy pictures , thats why i read it and i became a Viewfinder Freak

You're My Love Prize In Viewfinder - Yamane Ayano ZE - Shimizu Yuki Maiden Rose - Inariya Fusanosuke Dog Style - Motoni Modoru The Cornered Mouse Dreams of Cheese and The Carp on the Chopping Block Jumps Twice - Mizushiro Setona Cut and BondZ - Kawai Touko Doushitemo Furetakunai - Yoneda Kou Endless World - Jaryuu Dokuro Doushiyoumo Nai Keredo and No Color - Natsume Isaku Michizure Policy - Kitakami Ren Vassalord - Chrono Nanae Junjou Romantica - Nakamura Shungiku Sex Pistols and Garden - Kotobuki Tarako Sawatte, Tokashite - Kobato Mebaru Renai Kyoutei Nukegake Nashi! and Mizu No Kioku - Sakuragi Yaya Seito Kaichou Ni Chuukoku - Monchi Kaori Kirai Ja Nai Kedo and Koi Ja Nai Kedo - Sakuraga Mei Fujunna Renai and Sweet Bitter Candy - Asou Mitsuaki Saigo No Door Wo Shimero! - Yamada Yugi Tonari No Kare - Kinoshita Keiko Koujitsusei No Tobira - Shoowa Last Client - Takashima Kazusa Seven Days - Takarai Rihito Coponicus No Kokyuu, Double Mints and Anata No Tame Nara Doko Made Mo - Nakamura Asumiko Under Grand Hotel and Mukizu Ja Irarenee - Sadahiro Mika 50 x 50 - Kunieda Saika Afuresou Na Pool - Ishihara Satoru Amai Jouken - Hyuuga Seiryou Rush! - Yukimura Bi No Isu - Ike Reibun Emotion Circuit - Yamagata Satomi Hana Wa Saku Ka - Hidaka Shouko :cuteonion41:

Mine: Junjou Romantica Maiden Rose Viewfinder Koisuru Boukun

Mine Are: Zetsuai/ Bronze Kizuna When A Man loves a Man Viewfinder Takumi - kun Serie

Have read so many manga's it's hard to remember the titles of them all^_^'' BUT, my absolute fave of all time is 闇の末裔, really love that manga (even though it's not yaoi but shounen ai...) And well, Yellow is cute~ ohohoh and カフェＲｅｌｉｓｈにおいで is good too! So many nice stories!

Here are mine: Viewfinder Hyakujitsu no bara Haru wo Daite ita Black Sun Doreiou Tsuki to Yabanjin InnaiKansen Under Grand Hotel Junjou Romantica RomeoXRomeo BrotherXBrother Crimson spell etc,etc,etc

My obsession lately is thinking about Takaba being sexually frustrated because Asami hasn't touched him since the last time they had sex, which was the day he finally moved him with him. It's been a week or so, and it is shock for him because he knows, and we all know, Asami is a beast. :cuteonion9: He starts to think the other might have gone impotent and immediately slaps himself mentally because something like that is impossible. He then proceeds to do what he has to do and tries to seduce Asami. Obviously this was all Asami's plan to see how much time Takaba could go without sex with him and was having lots of fun with it. Also Takaba was aware it was all Asami's trap but he could care less. In the end Asami, amused beyond words by the Takaba's attempt at tempting him gave Takaba what he wanted and fucked the other into the mattress. And every single place of the house where it would be possible. (Over)Compensating the week of abstinence. :msn_red_fox 9 Nothing special, just what is normal for them: bondage with a tie & infinite rounds of rough hot sex. :Red_fox: As a matter of course it has to finalize with Takaba being Takaba and telling Asami he hates him and some other stupid remark while the other lights a cigarette and smirks at him, all the while they are still naked and all sweaty in bed, Takaba lying across Asami's chest. ♥