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Well, here I am again. This is just an standby chap bec I need to think about Paul-Patrick relationship. I hope you like it, as always critics are well received. " “Illusion is the first of all pleasures.” Oscar Wilde Phone ringing….. - Peter speaking, who is it? - Pete, it’s me - Bro! I was just thinking of you. You can’t guess who came home! - What’s with you? Who came? - A friend of yours, he brought a present - A friend, I don’t have any of them bringing me a present, who was? - Oh yes you have. I good looking one… - Pete, stop teasing me and tell me who the hell went home looking for me? I need to hang up, I’m meeting someone… - Who? Tommy, who are you meeting? - André…. Sorry Pete, I get to go - Tommy, wait, don’t go, please, he’ll hurt you, Tom! - Pete, I’m a grown up, so you don’t have to tell me who I have to meet or not, it’s just, well you know. I need to vent my anger out it's just sex. I know what to do. See you next week - Tommy, Tommy! - feeling his brother was hanging up- It was him! - Who Pete? For God’s sake! Let’s talk tomorrow, bye bro. - It was Patrick! Patrick came looking for you and he brought a present for you! - Are you kidding me? If you’re doing this to avoid me meeting André, it’s not fucking funny, Pete - It’s not a joke. I was shocked when I saw him at the front door. He was kind of embarrassed; he has a kind of gloomy aura. It was so sad to see him. - What? You talked to him? What did you tell him? Oh my God, Pete! What did you do? - We talked about your relationship. He told me about getting used to Uni and town, he told me about the teachers. You know he’s uncle’s student? I asked him if he loved you and… ( interrupted by a scream) - Pete! What the fuck? Are you a damn idiot? Did you scare him? What did he say? - Easy, easy. He sounded sorry for something. He didn’t say anything at all, just that there was already someone. But, but he’s hiding something, you know, I’ve got a kind of a feeling. He brought you Art of Edo Japan. You’ve talked a lot about this book and he brought it to you. That means something, and there’s also a card. Silence….. - Tommy? Are you there? - What did you say? He bought me Art of Edo Japan? What the hell? Pete, you know how expensive it is? What the card says? - I didn’t open it, Tom, it’s yours. - Open it !( anxious) open it now and read it! Sounds of tearing paper and a deep sigh.... - Ok, here I go. “Dear Thomas, I went to the book shop, saw this and thought about you. I think I’m the worst person on earth. I am so deeply sorry for what I have done to you. It wasn’t fair. I never, ever, wanted to vent all my frustration on you. I hope you can forgive me. It won’t happen again. I think it’s the best for both of us. Hope you like the book. Be happy for me. Yours, Patrick “ - Is that all? Pete… - Ummm, yeah - Is that all? Pete, what are you not telling me? Is there written anything else? - Well, you see. There are some stains on the card, like tears. I think he’s having a tough time, Tommy. Moreover he told me he was going home for Christmas to solve some things. What could it be? - I don’t know. I’ll know when I see him back after holiday. It really confuses me. I don’t know what to think. - I think you must be patient if you like him so much. I know you’re hurt but, if you want him, give him time. - Pete? I think I screwed it up- I sent him also a Christmas present - You did? - Yeah, but a bad one. I bought some crappy souvenirs from Nimes and sent him and he has given me a so wonderful present. We talked about that book; I told him I’d like to have it. Do you think it means something? - Don’t know Tommy. Maybe you should wait what‘s his attitude when he comes back. - I cannot wait. Pete, I think I’m coming back home. I have to see him. - Tommy, look, if you don’t want to spoil everything, you have to be the good guy. - I know it’s just that I haven’t felt like this for a long time and I’m getting anxious. When I saw him that first day, I just wanted to play with him because he is so cute. But when I saw him sleeping and crying, I fell for him. And then when I heard him say his name, that bloody bastard. I understood he was really suffering and I don’t want to see him like that, but I don’t want to be away from him either. - I know, Tommy, but if things don’t go well, he’ll need a friend, not a clingy guy. - Maybe you’re right. Pete, I’m hanging up. - Tommy, are you going to meet André anyway? - No, I won’t, don’t worry. I’ll take Nana out for lunch. If he calls or goes back. Please call me right back. - Don’t worry, I’ll do. By bro! Phone hanging sound….

Hi hi... Oh geez it's been a while right...?! So so sorry... Kinda busy, and not much able to write anything at all... But well here it is chapter 17... This is not the last one, there's one more, already written but i'll post it only tomorow...since is a special day Here goes chap 17 of Spell... __________________________________________________________________________ Morning of December 31st I woke up from my slumber 12 hours later… The white was making strange lights to my eye lids and I was forced to open them… My body felt heavy, but deeply rested… I didn’t remember the last time I slept or felt so good… I was only still becoming aware of my surroundings, when he spoke… “Good Morning…” He stood near our bedroom door, looking as stunning and damn hot as ever… But a different glow was involving him now… Something like the seriousness of our conversation last night made him stare back at me with a different kind of air, becoming like an even stronger presence… Still shinning, and still glowing… No star was par to him.... I wondered for the millionth time, if it was really me he was watching… really me he was craving… if it was really this face and this body he desired so much… I blushed… Yeah, desire but still haven’t touched me since we got to the ryokan… My body was feeling lonely, his body and his warmth became a necessity, something vital, like my heart veins were connect directly at him… and any kind of distance would be deathly to me. I felt a chill… Something in the back of my mind was screaming out loud, something like…”You’re not safe yet…You haven’t fought for him enough…Don’t get cocky…” I shook my head from the thought, it was making me feel upset, and today was truly a happy day, right…? Nothing could go wrong… He came close… put his harms around me, forming a circle… “Hungry?” “Starving, actually…” “Then wait a bit, I’ll get you some delicious breakfast…” “You already had yours…?” “Yeah, I woke up kinda early, I needed to take care of some stuff today… I told ya I have a surprise for ya today right?” “What’s this surprise…? What are you up too…I’m not sure I trust you enough not to make something weird happen…” “Ahahaha, well all I can say is, it is not weird, and it’s definitely very romantic, I planned it all to every last detail…” “Romantic? I’m even more scared…” “No need to be… I promise I will do good…(grin)” The grin he had on this face as he said that was both scaring and reassuring somehow… He was really confident to pull off a romantic “like-no-other” type of New Year’s, I was still a bit scared he might pull something outrageous, ending up disturbing all the ryokan, even though for what I saw yesterday, there weren’t many guests around… Well that could wait, first I needed food… I stood up, my body still a bit stiff from the long sleeping hours, but my mind was light as a feather, so I could kind of balance it in some way… I dressed a thick robe lying on one of the big mahogany chairs… It was really cold, and I could feel the temperature drop in every one of my bones… Was only the cold? Or something else, making me shiver… The initial thought of the day was still ringing a bell, and I was starting to be a little unnerved… “(toc toc toc) Hana-san…Breakfast…” He landed the, pilled with all kinds of food tray and stood there looking at me…like he was waiting for something… “Thank you (smile) What is it…are you sure you don’t want some…?” “No… I just wanna watch Hana-san eat… I can’t…?” “Well sure, I just think that kind of programme must be dead boring but be my guest… Weren’t you preparing my surprise, or something?” “Everything’s already prepared… Don’t worry, Boss here at the Ryokan gave a hand, I was able to set up everything by the time you woke up…” “Oh I see, then…What are our plans for today…?” “(enthusiastic)After Hana-san eats, will be giving a small walk around here… Boss told me this really looks pretty, when it snows…What do you think?” “I’m fine with it…(smile)” I felt warm…all of me, the way he showed me how much he was expecting this, the love he put on preparing everything… just for me… No way I would say no, to anything he would suggest, since he took the trouble to prepare it for us.. Yes, it was true it was freezing outside, but telling him this would only make him a bit sad, or even disappointed, and that was something I wasn’t planning on happening. I started to undress, but suddenly hit me that maybe I needed a bath again… I slept too much, I probably got all sweaty and who knows even not smelling like fresh flowers either… “I’m having a bath first…I’d like to freshen up a bit before you go out, do you mind waiting a bit…?” “Do you mind if I join you…?” The sentence ended with the playful smile I was beginning to understand… The meaning behind it, made my cold body, gradually start to warm up… I knew where this was going, and was welcoming the idea a bit too much… “Sure… But since I’ll be having company I’ll demand you wash my back for me…(teaser smile)" “(an even greater playful smile) No problem at all… Your orders are my command…” “Then come…” As to play a bit a started dropping each and every piece of clothing I was wearing along the way to the bathroom. It was good that our room was attached to bathroom door otherwise our little play wouldn’t be possible… The bathroom was private, each room has access to a different one, which I was also very much grateful… Spending time this way, being able to be with him like this, it was the best feeling… The freedom, the growing lust…all was allowed, nothing was forbidden… I got close to the shower wall and I felt his lips caressing my neck from behind… It was the beginning of the torture he would put me thru… From kissing me all over, from lightly caressing every part of my naked body with the power those fingerprints hold, I was made captive.. He reached for my arms, and forcefully hold them on top of my head… His mouth caressing my hair, felt so damn good I was about to come from just that… “Do more…Touch more…” He answer nothing… I was only listening to his increasing breathing, and the growing need to touch me in every breath he took… That bit made me feel whole. He desired me… There was no mistake, no error, no lie… “Let me touch you…” “No! I’m taking everything for me now, I slept a night beside you, only looking…only staring at the person guilty of my madness… Don’t expect me to take this easy…(whispering) like I said before, I’ll do you good and thoroughly, until you can’t move anymore…” I tried with all the strength I had to turn around to face him… It took me a bit but I managed to do it… “I don’t mind that plan at all… But what about our walk around town…” Felt like a block of ice was placed right in the middle of us… “Damn… I’ll have to this more wholly later then(smirk)…what’s planned it’s planned… (whisper) but I’ll still fuck you now…” He didn’t give me anytime to breath… You could physically see the change that my conversation with Shu the day before, did to Mina… I never saw this fire, this forcefulness, the screaming need… felt like he was holding it in… and for far too long… “(whisper) Then do it… What are you waiting for…?” His eyes glowed with my forwardness… I didn’t need to ask twice… He pulled me good against the wall and placed my hands behind his neck… “Ya better hold on then…(smirk)” _____________________________________________________________________________ Well tomorrow it'll end... Hope you enjoyed it... A very big kiss and thank you...always

Ryuu Kenta didn't fight me about going to the doctor like I'd thought he would, but then again he'd come home from school with another massive headache. Sora was nice enough to drive us since I was still working on getting my license. “I know it's only been two days, but have you found anything out?” Sora looked apologetic as he glanced in the rear view mirror at us. Kenta shook his head. “No, sorry. Best I got is that he's one of the more popular guys at the school.” Sora chuckled. “Well that certainly stands to reason. Not a lot to dislike about Hasu.” I had to agree with that. Hasu was sweet, sensible and kind. Not to mention adorable. He was a fan favorite and had the most comments on his blog of any of us. I was a little worried though, because none of the fans knew his real age. “Not dislike, but plenty to be jealous over.” Kenta's soft statement startled me. I knew he was observant, but it never occurred to me that he'd understand that much. My boyfriend really was amazing. I leaned over and kissed him. He gave me one of his adorable pseudo-glares. “What?” “Nothing, I just love you.” “Weirdo.” “Yes but I'm your weirdo.” That got me a smile and he pulled one of my braids. The rest of the ride was spent talking about our upcoming concerts. It was odd to think that Kenta wouldn't be there as my bodyguard anymore. I was still getting used to that idea. I'd asked him how he felt about not working for so long and the best I'd get was a shrug. Well at least he was more vocal about other things now. I really hoped the exam went well today and the doctor gave him a clean bill of health. He wasn't the only one feeling a bit pent up from no sex. I wouldn't let him mess around just incase things went too far. The doctor had been very specific about how serious, even life threatening, his injuries were. After his surgery, I'd hidden in the bathroom and cried for hours in the hospital. I laid my head over on his shoulder for a moment just needing to feel him near me. He patted my hand where it rested on his thigh. “What's wrong?” “Nothing, just hope things go well today.” “Fuck yeah. I'll punch that doctor if he does what he did last time.” “Kenta, he had to check you and make sure things were healing correctly. Sora told you what to expect.” “Yeah but it still didnt' help when he stuck that cold metal up my ass.” “It's called a speculum.” Sora stated dryly. “What the fuck ever. Not doing that again. Was embarrassing enough having my legs spread like some fucking chick.” I shook my head trying to suppress my laughter. He'd cussed the doctor until he was blue in the face and every nurse within earshot was pink from head to toe. I ruffled his hair. “You'll do whatever the doctor tells you to do.” “Fuck you.” “Not until the doctor says you can.” “God dammit Ryuu!!” The exam went much better than I'd hoped. Other than the fact that Kenta had been very upset about having to submit to a digital exam by the doctor. At first he'd cussed then pleaded and I'd finally had to stand beside the exam table and hold his hand before he'd agree to it. It made me sad that he was still so scared of having anyone touch him. At least the doctor had good news. “You are almost completely healed Kenta. Give it another couple of weeks and you'll be as good as new.” Kenta jumped his fingers tightening on my arm as the doctor checked the stitches along the perineum. “You are fortunate the tearing didn't extend any further through. How's your pain? Is the medication helping?” “When he remembers to take it.” I interjected for him. I smiled sweetly at the doctor, catching Kenta's sour look out of the corner of my eye. “And you both are still going to the therapy sessions?” “Yes.” Kenta growled. The doctor chuckled and took Kenta's feet out of the stirrups. Kenta immediately scooted back and sat up yanking the gown down over his knees. “Why don't you get dressed now Kenta.” The doctor smiled and rolled his chair out of the way. “Ah Doctor,” He paused and turned back to me. “There was one other thing he was needing to discuss with you.” “Oh? What's that Kenta?” Kenta looked at each of us and I wondered for a moment if he'd forgotten. “Oh . . . about the headaches. It's no big deal.” “Kenta! You've come home from work two days in a row with headaches so bad you have to go lay down.” “Headaches you say? What do you think is causing them?” “I only get them when I try to read to look at stuff far away. It's not that big a deal.” The doctor frowned for a moment and taking a pad of paper out of his lab coat pocket wrote something on it and handed it to me. “Go downstairs and get an appointment, they might be able to see you today.” “Another doctor? What the fuck? Forget it.” “Hush Kenta.” I chided him. “Get dressed so we can go.” He was pouting, but I wasn't going to let that sway me. Something was wrong and I was determined to find out what it was. I blinked at the receptionist. “Ah . . . alright, how soon-” “She can see you now actually. She just had a cancellation.” “Great!” “Please have a seat. The nurse will call you in a moment.” Kenta didn't fidget but I could tell he was nervous. “I've never been to one of these doctor's before.” “You'll be fine. Its nothing that's going to hurt.” I didn't get a chance to reassure him any further as we were called back. By the time we were done, Kenta looked thoroughly bewildered and unsure of himself. I gave him a quick kiss that I hoped was soothing. He looked up at me, and I sucked in a startled breath at the lost little boy look, the dark eyes full of uncertainty. “Ryuu . . . I never realized . . .” “That you were missing so much?” I finished softly, stroking the back of his head. He nodded, his eyes roaming about the room. “So umm . . . what now?” “We pick out some killer frames for you and get them fitted and then they'll put the lenses in and we can go home.” “That's it?” “Yes that's it.” Sora was waiting outside to pick us up when we came out. He did a complete double take and then walked up to Kenta looking down at him for a moment. “That look really suits you Kenta.” The corner of Kenta's mouth twitched but he didn't quite make it to a smile. “Fuck off.” Sora looked over at me. “We should have realized he needed glasses a long time ago.” “Yeah I know. Now that I think about it, it was pretty glaringly obvious he couldn't see very well. I'm surprised he passed his driver's test.” “Wait . . . there's a test for that?” “And so now we know the truth.”

Today... Shimada Masako... Kazusa Takashima... Kong Long Q... Shiuko Kano... I just didn't got good rest so my head hurt... I don't know I will do the Takumi-kun spectial today... --;;; Any way enjoy this and have a good day or good night! ^^

Summary: The stories are about Elric the prince of a god like race that lead decadent lives over many centuries. They are able to learn and travel by using a "dream couch" that enables them to visit different times and places without leaving their cloistered world. During one of Elric's "dreams" he discovers that there is someone who can travel back with him when he returns. Status: Discontinued Author's Note: This is based on the characters from a Michael Moorcock book. Elric of Melnibone All rights to Mr. Moorcock - Just my imagination going wild for beautiful Elric. I hope it is well received. Thank you. Ah I'm so nervous, I've never written anything other than papers for school. Eek -------------------------------------------- The day that Elric was born was filled with omens. Ravens gathered in the trees and dogs howled. His mother struggled with his birth and gave her last breath as he entered the world. The child was an albino, his hair a silvery white, his skin a pale nearly translucent alabaster and his eyes a bright bloody red. At the same moment a green door appeared in the air above the castle, glowing softly in the days dying light. The folk of the city watched in awe murmuring in fear. The door swung open but nothing could be seen through it only a bright light streaming out and blinding those who did not turn their eyes away. - This does not bode well for the kingdom the castle warlock stated flatly. - I am fearful for the young prince. The door vanished almost immediately leaving behind only a fading light. The young prince was kept healthy with spells and potions mixed and cast by the kingdoms head warlock. Without these the prince will die the warlock told the king. Elric's father loved his strangely beautiful son and struggled to stay on this earth until the boy was old enough to care for himself - then he gave up, simply wanting to join his beloved wife on the other side. He had not been a bad ruler just too soft heart and kind. Wanting to give back to the people of his kingdom all that his ancestors had taken from them. Elric was educated, as all the high born of his world were, on the dreaming couches. Magical sleeping couches that took the sleepers to other worlds and times to fill them with knowledge while they slept. On the couch Elric traveled to other worlds in a real and tangible way living years in a single night. He learned magic and how to make connections with the Elementals that ruled - water, fire, earth and air and all the small spirits that lived in every rock, tree, towering mountain and body of water. He learned to speak with the dragons that slept beneath his towering city. He learned to use swords and weapons with speed and skill, how to fight using only his fists and feet. Upon waking the sleeper would not really remember all the adventures only the lessons and skills he's learned. All else was remembered as a dream is remembered. The king died shortly after Elrics 17th birthday leaving the kingdom in a terrible uproar. By this time Elric was a slender young man over six feet tall, his slanted eyes an amazing ruby red that frightened the servants as well as many of those at court. His hair was pure white and hung in a braid to his waist. But he was as his father had been, a gentle soul not really suited to the heartless business of ruling a kingdom full of ruthless and powerful magic users.

Henry's World Henry watched as the door faded - He hurt all over — these trips to Elric's world were getting harder and harder on him . It was easier for children and Henry was no kid anymore. He moved toward the shower stripping as he went. His mind was filled with thoughts of Elric and his beautiful alabaster skin. He felt a stirring in his groin. - Damn - do I have time for this? I've got to go to work. He turned the cool water on and let it wash across his body - he felt so hot - his penis was hard and he couldn't stop imaging what he would do with his Elric when he finally got the time and place just right. He pressed his stiff penis to his belly and decided that he had time for a quickie. He thought of the first time he'd seen Elric naked, his amazing pale skin, white hair falling across his shoulders, eyes cast down. Then Elric had looked up and Henry had really seen his red eyes for the first time. So very red, slanting beautiful - he had felt as though Elric were piercing him. Pinning him with his gaze and stealing his heart. Henry groaned with pleasure imaging the slender white hands squeezing and the sweet pink lips wrapped around his penis. The beautiful eyes filled with desire. Henry moaned as he came. Leaning against the wall gasping, he shuddered and spent a moment savoring the sweetness of his orgasm. Then he sluiced away the come and finished his shower. He felt an aching in his chest - an emptiness that only Elric could fill. - Elric, when will I see you again? He dressed in his gray suit and red tie grabbed a coffee from the shop downstairs. Time for work. Henry was a research wizard for the local time distortion law enforcement department. And he had a lot of work to do trying to figure out why the door between worlds had opened when Elric was born and why the dream couch brought him and his people to Henry's world. - Jeeze, Henry you look terrible. Henry's coworker Tam looked concerned - Are you OK? Did you not sleep? - Maybe you should go home, you look exhausted. Hey, you haven't been time shifting or dimension jumping again have you? You know that it is against the rules for you to shift when you're not here at the office. It's dangerous. Henry smiled wanly - No I'm just tired I had trouble sleeping last night. - Thinking of the ladies again, my friend? Tam laughed - You have been single too long, you need to find a wife to share your bed and magic.

After Dorian left the room Elric opened his eyes and called softly - - Henry? Are you still here? There was a shifting of the air and a voice answered - Yes, but not for long - I must return to my world soon. Elric's ruby eyes filled with tears. - So soon? I miss you so much when you leave. - I know you do and I miss you too but if I'm here too long it's not good for either of us. I don't want to risk our connection by staying too long. You remember what happened the last time I stayed too long? You should have made that guard leave right away, Elric. You know that he doesn't remember anything about my fathers arrival through the door. Elric nodded - I do - Well, then let me lay near you for a moment before I open the door. Elric felt the covers shift and slim cool fingers brushed his face. Henry's sweet lips touched his and took his breath away. - Oh Henry I want you so much. - No time now I must leave before the door is locked - I don't know when I can come again so be strong and wait for me, my love. - Goodbye Elric Henry was gone and Elric sobbed into his pillow. How long this time? Months years? He didn't know how much longer he could go on with this. Outside the castle there was a flare of light that lit up the night then faded quickly away leaving nothing behind. In Elric's chamber the tiny elementals appeared as they always did to comfort him and stay by his side while he slept.

While Elric was a very able magician he was not physically strong and there were many in the court that felt that he should not lead but instead turn the ruby throne over to his cousin Damian. Damian was almost as tall as Elric but much stronger physically and his ambition knew no bounds. His hair and eyes were black and his skin well tanned in a way Elrics would never be. But Elric had such beauty that when he enter the throne room a hush would fall and all eyes would turn to gaze at him. Until Elric's 21st birthday his uncle Able would rule by proxy, with the plan to give over to the Prince when the time came. Elric had around him many servants and guards but few friends. The leader of his guards had cared for and watched over Elric all his life. His name was Dorian. A short squat powerful man of nearly 30 years that had been a boy of 12 when Elric was born. Dorian had watched the gentle prince grow-up and loved him with all his heart. He slept on a cot outside the princes room sleeping lightly, keeping watch, rousing when Elric had nightmares. He knew that this boy was different, so different. He was sure that Elric had a secret. Standing outside Elric's chamber door - Dorian listened to the boys soft voice, he couldn't understand what was being said but he could hear the happiness in his voice. Suddenly Elric's laughter rang out surprising the older man. Elric rarely smiled much less laughed. - Prince? Are you all right? He knocked and entered to see Elric sitting crossed legged on his enormous bed - alone. _ I thought I heard voices, prince. Elric smiled - You always think you hear voices but there is never anyone here, Dorian. You know that I am alone here. Elric shifted his gaze from his old friend and guard to the window, looking sadly at the racing clouds and dark sky. - I wish that I could leave here Dorian. I am not suited to ruling the kingdom. I wish that I could see the worlds that I visited while on the sleeping couch. He looked back at his friend - - Tell me about the door that appeared the day I was born. Dorian groaned - Again? I have told you what little I know so many times you must know it be heart by now. Elric grinned - I know but there maybe something that you missed or I've not heard clearly or something. Please Dorian! The handsome boy leaned toward his guard and friend his eyes pleading. - All right all right - Dorian sniffed - It appeared above the castle - so beautiful almost like a living thing. Carved with animals and plants, all done in great and incredible detail - it swung open as you entered this world and a beautiful light shone out bathing the whole castle and nearly blinding those who didn't look away fast enough. I heard your first cry and the door shimmered, closed and disappeared. Ok? Now I have told you again is that enough? - I guess it will have to be - Are you sure nothing came out? Nothing but the light? - Nothing I could see, Prince. Dorian paused looking uncomfortable. - Prince - Um ..... Ah I ah... - What is it Dorian? Just tell me. All right then I will - Do you remember the many worlds you visited when on the couch? You know you are not supposed to be able to remember all of that, only the skills you learn. If you remember any of that you should probably tell the court warlock. I worry that something is wrong. - I do remember some of the places that I have visited and some of those that taught me. I know that it is strange but I don't think it will make me sick or anything. It just makes me sad to have lost those who have helped me so much. I worry more about the medicine that the warlock keeps giving me. I don't think it's helping me feel stronger. I feel so sleepy and tired. Elric shifted and slipped under the quilts closing his eyes Dorian knew that was the best answer he was going to get. The subject was closed. - Goodnight my Prince.

The Takumi-kun special... ^^ Today is Beauty... ^^ Enjoy!

Summary:What is the most probable thing that you could think of in an All Boys High School? Friendship. Love. Hates. Detest. Competition. What could happened, if everything happens on you? How would you have taken the stress? Or maybe, was everything really a stress? Status: Complete Hi Everyone, It's me DF again and believe me, it's good to see everyone again. I hope you will enjoy this as much as you enjoyed [Diary]. This time round it's going to be different. Well, as to how different, you have to read on a notice it yourself. Synopsis:

I love these so much

I've always liked Arisa Uotani from Fruits Basket. She's so cool, calm, very loyal, protective and a dear friend. I like how she's never intimidated by anything. I love her uniform and i love this one too with the red butterfly at the back. i don't cosplay anymore but i would love to make one for my pleasure.

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Original name: Doushiyoumo Nai Keredo Manga ALT. names: どうしようもないけれど / 无所适从的情衷 / 無所適從的情衷 / Doushiyoumo Nai Karedo Original run: 2007 Description: Hardworking, good-looking, and heir to daddy's company, Shimano thinks his life's just about perfect. Except that he's working from the bottom up in the company, and he can't seem to get along with Kurokawa, his manager. Competent but flippant, Kurokawa always seems to pay extra attention to Shimano, whether it's teasing him to make him work harder or covering up for his mistakes, which of course drives Shimano crazy. So he has Kurokawa firmly blacklisted until he realizes that Kurokawa's private life isn't a bundle of roses and begins to sympathize...and how are you supposed to hate someone you sympathize with, anyway? Manga-type: Manga Written by: Natsume Isaku Drawn by: Natsume Isaku Published by: Dear+ (Shinshokan) Group(s) Scanlating: Vices and Devices Status: Complete Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: Comedy, Drama; Heir Categories: Co-workers; Comedy; Drama Main Characters: Kurokawa, Shimano Adaptation based on available: N/A Recommendations: Doushitemo Furetakunai, Koi wo Shimashou, Hisho no Koi Related Series: Tight Rope (Side Story) Read Doushiyoumo Nai Keredo Online Doushiyoumo Nai Keredo Download Doushiyoumo Nai Keredo Manga DOWNLOAD v01c0104 DOWNLOAD v02c05 vol 2 ch 6 For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Arashi No Ato - After A Storm (Prequel) + Double Line (Oneshot Sequel) Author/ artist: Hidaka Shouko Genre: Drama, Slice Of Life, Yaoi Status: 1 Volume + 1 Chapter (Complete) Year: 2008 - 2009 Plot: Sakaki, a president of an import interior company, wouldn’t get serious with anyone. He became afraid when he started to care about Okada, a hetero. Sakaki couldn’t remember anything when he found himself waking up in Okada’s home. With Okada’s unconscious speech and conduct, Sakaki felt bothered. Will the storm calm down? Download Arashi no Ato Manga Link http://viid.me/qWmz94"]Download link for non-members Read Arashi No Ato Online Arashi No Ato The Drama CD can be found here.

Title: Machibito Mangaka: MINASE Masara Plot: Reunion proves painful and brings up unresolved feelings when stepbrothers Shuuya and Kyou meet again Groups Scanlating: Dangerous Pleasure Genre: Drama Yaoi Year: 2008 Read Machibito Online Machibito Download Machibito Manga English http://www.4shared.com/file/ZYtt-o5U/Machibito_-_Minase_Masara_Dang.html For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Born: March 8, 1971 Fukui Prefecture, Japan Nationality: Japanese Blood Type: B Gender: female Occupation: Manga artist (yaoi manga) a popular yaoi manga-ka (Japanese comics creator). Although Nitta was already a fan of manga, she was introduced to yaoi manga when she was in grade five, by an older girl who was her neighbour. Her first manga story, "GROUPIE", was published by Biblos in 1997. She believes in characters not always having to be the seme or uke, and her Embracing Love has been called the first title available with a "reversible" couple in English. In 2008 it was reported that Nitta had infringed upon the copyright of advertising photographs by tracing them for illustrations in her manga Embracing Love; she subsequently apologized for the misuse, as did her publisher. Nitta attended the 2002 Yaoi-Con and the 2006 New York Comic Con but cancelled her planned appearance at the 2008 Yaoi-Con in the aftermath of the tracing scandal.[from Wikipedia] Her illustration debut was in 1994, in 小説Charade. She is one of the few Boys' Love manga-ka whose works are enjoyed by both straight women (the main target audience) and gay men. Her manga debut was Be-Boy's 1995 release of "Groupie." Recently she temporarily quit writing manga after a scandal involving her plagiarism of many magazine photographs. According to The Yaoi Review (2009-12-31), she is back with a continuation of an ongoing manga to be released in English in February.[From Baka-Updates Manga] Bibliography: ~ Manga ~ - Groupie, 1997, 1 volume(Complete) - 男が男を愛する時 (When a Man Loves a Man) Series, 1997, 9 volumes(Complete) - Drama, Romance Series includes -When a Man Loves a Man (1 volume), -Last Waltz (2 volumes), -Nightcap (1 volume), -Irokoi (3 volumes), -U:V (2 volumes) - 春を抱いていた (Haru wo Daite Ita - Embracing Love, Embracing Spring), 1997, 14 volumes(Complete) - Comedy, Drama, Mature Romance Licensed in English as Embracing Love by Be Beautiful - ホワイトブランド (Howaito Burando - White Brand), 1998, 1 volume(Complete) - Drama, Mature, Shounen Ai Licensed in English as White Brand by Juné - 美味いもん食わせろ！ (Umaimon Kuwasero! - Give Me Something Delicious To Eat! ), 1998, 2 volumes(Complete) - Drama - カジノ・リリィ (Casino Lily), 1999, 1 volume(Complete) - Drama Licensed in English as Casino Lilly by Be Beautiful, but never released - 17 Guyz, 2000, 1 volume(Complete) - School Life - 僕の声 (Boku no Koe - Sound of My Voice), 2004, 3 volumes (ongoing) - Drama Licensed in English as Sound of My Voice by Be Beautiful - 舞踏会の手帖 (Butoukai no Techou - Un Carnet de Bal), 2006, 1 volume - Drama, Historical - 公使閣下の秘密外交 (Koushi Kakka no Himitsu Gaikou - His Excellency the Foreign Minister's Secrets?), 2006, 2 volumes (ongoing) - Drama Licensed in English as The Prime Minister's Secret Diplomacy by 801 Media - オトダマ - 音霊 (Otodama - Otodama: Voice From the Dead), 2007, 3 volumes (ongoing) - Drama, Mystery, Psychological, Shoujo, Supernatural Licensed in English as Otodama: Voice From the Dead by DokiDoki - キスアリキ(Kisu Ariki - Kiss Ariki)2010, 1 Volume (Ongoing) - Romance, Smut - Spiritual Police, 2011 unkown ~ Oneshot ~ - Double Play, 2010, Oneshot (Complete) - Drama, Shounen Ai ~ Artbook ~ - Kiss of Fire (Embracing Love artbook), 2004, 1 volume(Complete) Licensed in English as Kiss of Fire by Digital Manga Publishing ~ Doujinshi ~ Haru wo Daiteita dj - Both 2003 Haru wo Daiteita dj - Eiswein 2000 Haru wo daiteita dj - Gigolo extra -- Haru wo Daiteita dj - Japalish 2002 Haru wo Daiteita dj - Kiss of Fire 2000 Haru wo Daiteita dj - Loop 2001 Haru wo Daiteita dj - Love Squall 2004 Haru wo Daiteita dj - Spiral 2002 Youka Nitta's official English site: http://nittayouka.com/ [info from Wikipedia & Baka-Updates Manga] Her work '春を抱いていた (Haru wo Daite Ita - Embracing Love : Cherished Spring)' was made into OAV for 2 episodes. Also from Haru wo Daite Ita '冬の蝉 (Fuyu no Semi - Winter Cicada)' was made into OAV for 3episodes Also, game was made from '春を抱いていた (Haru wo Daite Ita - Embracing Love)' call Gigolo. It's hard to chose one manga for fanclub... I think is best to go for the manga-ka... So any one who love her work let talk about it... here... ^^ here are some of picture I capture from her old homepage... ^^

Original name: Empty Heart Manga ALT. names: 非你不可 Empty Heart ~Itsuwari no Koi Dakara~ Empty heart―偽りの恋だから Written by: Masara Minase Drawn by: Masara Minase Original run: 2003 Description: High school art teacher Jun Usami has loved his best friend, Ryuuta, since they were high school students. Unbeknownst to Jun, Ryuuta's younger brother, Takumi Kajiwara, has been in love with Jun since he caught Jun stealing a kiss from his sleeping brother. As fate has it, Takumi has grown into the exact image of Ryuuta. Now that Takumi is a high-schooler and Jun's student, it's the perfect chance for Takumi to get close to his 'Usa-nii'. The wheels of fate begin to move in Takumi's favor when Ryuuta announces his engagement to a beautiful coworker. Eager to comfort Jun, Takumi rushes to Jun's side and offers himself as Ryuuta's substitute. As though being in a love triangle is not complicated enough, Jun's ex-lover enters the scene to steal Takumi away! What will happen when Jun has to face the reality that Takumi is not Ryuuta's substitute? Enjoy! Manga-type: Manga Published by: Ookura Shuppan Group(s) Scanlating: Nakama Status: Complete Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: School Life, Yaoi Categories: Teacher-Student; Unrequited Love; Drama; Co-workers; Love Triangle; Incest Main Characters: Jun Usami, Takumi Kajiwara, Ryuuta Recommendations: Love Masshigura!, Kimi no Te wa Boku no Mono, Zurui Otoko Read Empty Heart Online ⁂ Empty Heart Download Empty Heart Manga Empty Heart For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Original name: Double Face Manga ALT. names: ダブルフェイス Original run: 2001 Description: When illegimate offspring Yoshiaki encounters his half-brother, the family heir, sitting at the curbside, drenched in the rain, he takes him in and sleeps with him... but what hidden motivations do both parties have? Manga-type: Manga Written by: Yamane Ayano Drawn by: Yamane Ayano Published by: Core Magazine Group(s) Scanlating: Secret Haven Status: Complete Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: Drama, Yaoi Categories: Drama; Incest; Rape; Heir; Hidden Feelings Main Characters: Yoshiaki Read Double Face Online Double Face Download Double Face Manga Double Face Password: moonlight Mirror Link - 4Shared (thanks to sarah3161) More manga series by Yamane Ayano For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Cherry Manga ALT. names: Cranberry, Dark Cherry, Daryl Author: Ichijou Lemon Original run: 2008 Description: Putting aside his feelings, when Sora found out that his childhood friend Rui got divorced, he decided to pay him a visit. After meeting for the first time in six months, Rui's overbearing way had not changed. Will he unreasonably decide to live together like they used to, ignorant of Sora's feelings!? Also in this compilation: 19th Century England: On the stage, an aristocrat and a steward in a master and servant love relationship "Daryl". 1) Cherry 2) Cranberry 3) Dark Cherry 4) Daddy 5) Daryl 6) Daryl - Extra Story Manga-type: Manga Series Published by: Gentosha Group(s) Scanlating: Eternal Dream Status: Completed Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: Drama, Romance, Yaoi Categories: Heir, Jealous Lover, Master-Slave Main Characters: Sora, Rui Recommendations: Ijiwaru na Kuchibiru, Centaur no Tsuki Read Cherry Online Cherry Download Cherry by Ichijou Lemon Manga Cherry by Ichijou Lemon Download link for non-members For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Bespoke Original name: ビスポーク Manga ALT. names: Bespoke Original run: 2003 Description: A seductive tailor, a tattoo artist, a good yakuza, a bad yakuza, and some very, very hunky men! Bespoke is a series of interlinked stories about well-built guys. Manga-type: Manga Series Written by: MATSUZAKI Tsukasa Drawn by: MATSUZAKI Tsukasa Published by: Kousai Syobo Group(s) Scanlating: The Moon in a Box Status: Completed Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: Adult, Comedy, Drama, Smut, Yaoi Categories: Bara, Yakuza, Unrequited Love Main Characters: N/A Adaptations available: N/A Recommendations: Saezuru Tori wa Habatakanai Download Bespoke Manga: Bespoke Ch 01 Bespoke Ch 02 Completed volume: Click Read Bespoke Online Bespoke For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Original name: Endless World Manga ALT. names: エンドレスワールド Written by: Jaryuu Dokuro Drawn by: Jaryuu Dokuro Original run: 2008 Description: Ikki, an optimist who isn't afraid of anything, begins working at a small restaurant when he finds himself charmed by the owner. It's there that he runs into Ryuu, and from Ryuu, he hears Toshimitsu's name, one that's oddly familiar. Neither Ikki nor Ryuu can seem to get away from Toshimitsu, and now their mysterious shared past will lead to an unknown future Manga-type: Manga Published by: Tokyo Mangasha Group(s) Scanlating: Vices and Devices Status: Complete Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: Adult, Drama, Mature, Psychological, Slice of Life, Tragedy, Yaoi Categories: Angst; Age-gap; Rape; Love Triangle; Co-workers Main Characters: Ikki, Ryuu, Toshimitsu Read Endless World Online Endless World Download Endless World Manga Mediafire For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: You Used to Smile That Way; 그렇게 웃어주던 니가 Year: 2009 Country: South Korea Director: Park Sun Format: avi Size: 199 Mb Summary: A man is calling someone and looks very serious. He recalls the past with a sad face. He is wondering the reason... 'You used to smile that way... but why...?' Watch You Used to Smile That Way Online: You Used to Smile That Way Download You Used to Smile That Way BL Movie: You Used to Smile That Way (Eng) For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Hey guys! I was wondering which was the most explicit yaoi anime you've ever seen. I think Sensitive Pornograph was the only explicit yaoi anime I've found...

Lovely, just lovely. And of course you know where my heart lies when it comes to your beautiful pictures. But just in case you may have forgotten...*delighted sigh* Takumi-kun. These brought a little sunshine into a cloudy day. Thank you!!:leaf3:

@ hama-sama Oh mi god, i missed this post and didn't even answerd it gomenasai *Bows* About Nitta's works... My fav definitely is Haru wa Daite Ita, second comes Boku no Koe and a few smaller ones like, Double Play, White Brand, Casino Lily and some more the name doesn't come across now -_- ... I truly liked most of her manga, although Groupie was probably the one i liked less... Go figure ^_^ Favourite character definetely Youji Katou... *__* Even though thay love each other very much, Katou steals my heart from the very beginning Thank You for this thread Hama-sama... her characters are so beautiful *_* Makes you want to run away with one of them

I've 1 manga of HARU WO DAITEITA but it's in english

I can't wait for reading this final chapter.... Great Belita.... Your story is really good .. Even better than some mangas that I read...

Here, a hint.... It's been a day that I posted this one... Only one chapter was released there around 1500 days by this group: CT The title 2 little words : H _ _-_ _ _

happy! but exhausted! =]

I love these XD

I love the story!!! rabbit8 I just fell in love with both Elric and Henry! And what can I say, the last chapter was hot *_* Can't wait for a hot scene between the 2 of them rabbit16

OK, I am lost on this whole card and points thing...I know how to get the points, but the cards? I say I have been here a while, but I'm still a lil' noob

OHMYGACKT - GREAT NEWS!!!! On November 30th Gackt will release his 40th single as a solo artist! It's called Graffiti and you can pre-order it here: Limited edition(w/DVD): http://www.cdjapan.co.jp/detailview.html?KEY=AVCA-49097 Regular: http://www.cdjapan.co.jp/detailview.html?KEY=AVCA-49098 I'm so happy, he's returned to his solo work *__* FINALLY :DDD *jumps around all happy* And I got all my G-stuff neatly packed in a huge suitcase :3... Now I'm gonna go order the new single and get totally broke, yey :3

I watched OKANE GA NAI by Shinozaki Hitoyo and Kousaka Tohru I loved every minute of it! I watched it over and over. it was so exciting and different. I loved the sex scenes even though they were a bit violent and I thought that the characters were wonderfully drawn. The men were so sexy and tall. (except for the uke of course he was just too cute) :hamtaro-005 (5):

Verey short list tenchi muyo rosario+vampire until the full moon chibi vampire hands off sorry must of my manga are yaoi.

wuaah..sounds interesting...cant wait to read more!!! ^^

i wanna complain bout myself can I?? gosh i am suppose to study and do homeworks but i dunno my current mood makes everything so hard... i got angry easily even to my friend...i have no courage to go to school...i suddenly feels everything is no more fun... i keep looking at mirror and ask myself... i keep praying and ask to Him what is wrong with me... i feel so annoyed...feel so numb...feel so wrong...feel so *i dunno*

Loving the beginning Waiting for more of course

hi maria! Nice to meet you! Hope you are happy to be part of this community as I do! ^^

I think it was about when I was 14 years old. I was introduce to manga by my brother. At that time I was stupid not knowing what yaoi mean. I was searching something to read and yeah, I was accidentally reading yaoi. I didn't read the plot summary and just based on the cover, I thought it was an action story. Haha, and I like it! Since then, I was hooked by yaoi! :cuteonion41:

Chapter 2 Bored Kenta I was mad. Not just upset but fucking mad as hell but there wasn't a damn thing I could do about it. Well I could but it was going to cause a huge problem. “I am not fucking spying on Hasu!” I glared up at Sora who sighed and rubbed his forehead. Yeah I was getting a headache too. “If he finds out you guys-” “Kenta! Shut up for a minute and listen!” I took a step back startled as Sora yelled at me. He lowered his voice but the look in his eyes kept me pinned where I was. “I'm not asking you to spy, I'm asking you to keep an eye on him and make sure he's alright. Isao said there have been some weird comments on the forum and on his blog lately but he won't talk about it.” I scratched my head thinking for a minute. “Umm . . . what'sa blog?” Sora shook his head, his shoulders slumping. “Ryuu . . . this isn't going to work.” “Ken-chan,” I turned to face Ryuu ready to tell him off for using the nickname but the look on his face stopped me. He was really worried. “What we need is for you to just keep an eye on him when we can't. You've got more free time than we do.” I groaned. “Guys . . . I get it that you are worried, but Isao and Hayate got each of you your own bodyguards, why do I have to do this?” Sora and Ryuu exchanged looks. Ryuu came over and wrapped an arm around my shoulders and kissed my cheek. “Don't pout, please. His bodyguard can't enter the school grounds. You can.” “Eh? No I can't!” “Kenta, calm down.” Ryuu held me in place. The urge to bolt for the bedroom was squashed as he gripped me. “We've already spoken with the director and the principal and gotten you special access. You'll be going with him to school just until we find out what is going on.” I wiggled out of his grip and turned to face the two of them. “You did all this without even asking what I thought about it. So fuck you, I'm not going to some fancy ass school to get made fun of and- ow!” Sora was giving me that look I really hated. I rubbed the back of my head and looked up at Ryuu who didn't look very happy. “Kenta, we need you to do this-Hasu needs you to do this. What if he's got a stalker? He must be completely freaked out after what happened last month. I wouldn't ask you to do this if it wasn't so important.” Dammit why did he have to make total sense? Hasu was my friend too but going so far as to follow him to school seemed a bit much. I was worried about the kid too, but he had all of us looking out for him. I hadn't had anyone looking out for me at his age. “Ryuu this isn't going to work.” “Actually it wasn't my idea. Isao set it up.” “Fuck!” That was it, that man seriously had it out for me. “Why did he do that?” Sora chuckled, “Ah well, he said something about not allowing you back to work until you'd learned your kanji.” “Fuck him! I've gotten along just fine without . . .” My voice trailed off as I realized Ryuu was giving me that look. The look that said I'd just made a fucking idiot of myself once again. “Dammit . . . you really are going to make me do this aren't you?” “You really have to ask?” *** I was so fucking bored it felt like I’d died and gone to hell. The drone of the teacher’s voice sounded more like a fly buzzing against a window. I’d laid my head down a long time ago. It was starting to cloud up outside and was probably going to be raining by the time school let out. Fucking hell . . . this couldn’t be real. There was no way I was actually sitting in a fucking classroom. “Arakaki-kun, would you like to solve the problem on the board?” Sighing I raised my head. “No and fuck off.” There was a collective gasp and I realized what I’d just said. “I-I mean . . . uhh-“ “Arakaki Kenta we do not speak to our teachers like that!” That was Oda, the class president or whatever. He was glaring at me like he’d like to shove his pen through my eyeball. I glared at him till he looked away, his cheeks turning red. As if some little kid like him could intimidate me. Hah! Got it right that time. I turned back to see the teacher walking down the aisle toward me. Ah fuck, what now? “Arakaki-kun.” He looked down at me, just like every adult had ever looked down at me. “I do not tolerate that kind of talk or behavior in my class. You can either solve the problem and take a zero grade for the day or go see the director.” And people wondered why I thought school was such a fucking waste of time. “What problem? I don’t see a fucking thing on the board.” He set his jaw and I flinched as he pointed for the door. “Out. Now.” I made sure to slam it on my way out, hearing a couple of yelps from the girls. God, what a bunch of- . . . my eyes widened as I realized Ryuu was standing in the hallway looking very, very put out. He just shook his head and crooked a finger at me. Oh fuck. He was silent as we walked toward the main office. We stopped at the door and I fidgeted for a moment trying to figure out what to say. “Listen, Ryuu . . .” “Don't say it Kenta, okay. Just don't. I guess I should have trusted Isao when he said you'd do your best to get out of this by acting out.” He glanced sidelong at me, the gray eyes disapproving. “I really thought you had Hasu's best interests at heart Kenta.” Ouch, that hurt. “Ryuu I do, its just . . . I dropped out of school when I was fourteen, this is just a lot to deal with right now . . . okay. I-I promise I'll try to do better, but I don't get any of this high school stuff.” Turning to me Ryuu put his hands on my shoulders and leaned down slightly so we were eye to eye. “Kenta, don't play dumb. I know exactly how smart you are. You can do this. I know you can. Prove Isao a liar and show him that you can stick with this. Please.” Numb I nodded slowly. “Okay, but can I not have math class?” Ryuu chuckled and kissed my forehead. “Sorry my dearest, but that's part of the standard curriculum. Akira could tutor you, he's really good at math.” “Fine. Whatever. But, I'm only doing this until we figure out what's up with Hasu.” “Sure thing. I already miss having you at the house and we haven't even started getting unpacked!” I snorted. “Its all your shit anyway, you can unpack it.” “Hey now I tried to get you to pick out stuff but all you'd do was just gripe about how there was too much shit to pick from.” “Fuck off.” He giggled and kissed me lightly. “Maybe later. Oh and don't forget your doctor's appointment is tomorrow” “I remember. You probably shouldn't do that where people can see you . . .” I could feel my cheeks heating up as I met the startled look of a teacher behind Ryuu. He straightened up and followed my look. He grinned and waved. “Good morning!” Her face suddenly went bright red and clutching her papers to her chest she darted into the office, all but running into the door in her haste. Ryuu and I both laughed and I leaned up to kiss him again. “I better go. I'm more than ready for this day to be over so I can get back home.” “Awww so cute! You do miss me!” “Shut up and go home, dork.” I couldn't keep the smile off my face. Fuck me but I'm hopeless when it comes to the weirdo. The rest of the day dragged by. By the time I got home I was sick with a pounding headache and the nearly overwhelming urge to break things. Ryuu greeted me at the door, but his smile disappeared almost instantly. “You are in pain! Go sit now.” He barely gave me a chance to get my shoes off before he was pulling me over to the couch. The sudden movement made my head swim and I stumbled against him. “Kenta! Are you alright? What's wrong?” “Justa fucking headache.” I sank down on the couch and laid my head over on the cool pillow. My eyes felt like they were going to explode out of my head with the pounding in my skull. I opened them a few minutes later as a hand was placed on my forehead. “Here, some water and an aspirin.” “Thanks.” “Was today really that bad?” Ryuu sounded worried as I took the pills. “You look beat.” “It wasn't as bad as I thought it was going to be, but it's weird. The teacher would be writing stuff on the board but I couldn't see anything. I finally just gave up after a while when my headache got too bad.” Ryuu was frowning, his eyes unfocused as he seemed to be thinking. “I think we need to talk to your doctor about this tomorrow when we go. You shouldn't be getting headaches like this.” “Yeah, okay. Do I have to go back tomorrow?” “Yes I'm sorry.”

We were finally arriving. Someone shook me softly, bringing me back to my senses as the car was parked. Mister Reignard, the old policeman, helped me get my heavy bags and walked me up to a big ancient looking mansion. It was quite an unusual place to live in. The mansion looked positively like a sort of castle, in the middle of the woods, far from a nearby city or village. It had this medieval feeling about it and it made me inhale sharply. “Here we are, kid. This will be your new home.”, he announced the obvious. I suppose it was meant to be some kind of comfort but it only added to my worries. What was that place? What kind of family would live in such an isolated area? I could feel familiar chills. The front door, its wood old and worn out, slowly opened, the creepiest sound you can imagine coming from the poorly oiled ironmongery. From behind the door came a tall figure of an old woman. I could feel the smell of honey clinging on her invading my nostrils. It was, to say the least, nauseating. “Hello, Miss Crawley.”, he greeted. “Hello there. The masters are away so I’ll be taking the boy now. Young master will be pleased to meet young mister...”, the elderly woman started, looking at me with curious eyes. “Mister Harrington.” I looked at her, trying to search for any clues in her that would tell me of the household awaiting me. She was very old, her skin and silver hair the evident proof. She seemed to be dressing nothing more than rags. Yet her blue eyes made me feel calm, strangely calm. “Well this is it, kid. Take good care of yourself and behave.”, mister Reignard said, pushing me forward. “Let’s go now, young mister Harrington. Young master will be expecting your arrival.” I was led into the immense household. The inside, I must admit, was simply marvelous. The walls were richly adorned with jewelry and gold; here and there curtains could be seen, made of the finest of tissues; portraits without end covered the otherwise empty spots on the walls. There were so many candles. I wondered why electricity wasn’t used. I went up a huge stairway. On every turn a new set of corridors and doors came into view. It was at the very top of the chairs that I saw an open door. “Young master will be waiting in there. Off you go, lad.”, the old lady said, pointing at the room ahead. She left me there, staring at the opened door. Slowly, step by step, I entered the mysterious chamber. I was greeted then by the strangest of sights. In front of me was a boy, perhaps younger than me, I couldn't quite tell, completely naked in the candlelight, his hair as white as if made of the purest snow. He was sitting on a majestic bed, his back to me.

BL Drama Characters Level 1 Ritsu - Kindan no Koi Sho - Kindan no Koi Level 2 Jonathan - Eternal Summer Shane - Eternal Summer Level 3 Hokuto - Asymmetry Shinichirou - Asymmetry Level 4 Jin-hyuk - Antique Sun-woo - Antique Level 5 Jun - Taiikukan Baby Naoki - Taiikukan Baby Level 6 Tomokazu - Sukitomo Yoshiko - Sukitomo Level 7 Gong-il - The King and the Klown Jang Saeng - The King and the Klown Level 8 Ootani - Ai no Kotodama Tachibana - Ai no Kotodama Level 9 Tozaki - Junjou (Pure Heart) Kurata - Junjou (pure Heart) Level 10 Aoi - Boys Love 2 Sora - Boys Love 2 Level J Noboru - Itsuka no Kimi e Hayase - Itsuka no Kimi e Level Q Mamiya - Boys Love Noeru - Boys Love Level K Misu - Takumi-kun Pure Shingyouji - Takumi-kun Pure Level A Gii - Takumi-kun Takumi - Takumi-kun To buy cards with points, go here: IShop Note: Once you buy an item you can see it in your inventory (in the Shop) or on your profile(under vBShop tab) This is how you can earn the points needed to buy the cards: How to Earn Points To see details about the rewards you will receive if you collect cards, go to: YaoiOtaku Rewards

XxHolic Fruits Basket (finished it but need to buy the last three books) Shinobi Life 20th Century Boys Bride of the Water God Goong (Waiting for vol 8 - Amazon says they can't find it) Kaza no Hana Alice in the Country of Hearts Two Flowers For a Dragon Silver and Diamond Zig Zag Pumpkin Scissors Forest of Gray City (finished) Dengeki Daisy Usagi Drop Your and My Secret Natsume Yuujinchou Kimi ni Todoke Toradora (finished but want to own all the volumes) (Waiting for my new favorite yaoi 2nd vol of Tiger Man, Rabbit Man)

A cute pic with Iwaki and Katou from Haru wo Daite Ita And here it's a fan-made wallpaper with Iwaki

Well I know manga-ka use the other image to draw some of postion is their manga... Youka Nitta did a lot of it... or it was other way round... --; Well her manga there are lot of pose... a specially in Haru wo Daite Ita and When a Man Loves a Man series.. so I will start with Haru wo Daite Ita...

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More pictures from old homepage... Picture from special edit version of Winter Cicada