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Chapter 01 Nozomu realized that even in dreams, he could not forget about that guy. Recalling the conversation yesterday, Nozomu could not help but allows anger to fill him up. What’s the meaning of “I’ll meet someone better”, and what’s the meaning of “our personality is not compatible”! He better not let me find out that he has another lover or I’ll skin that person alive! Oh yeah! I should give a call to Oumi! [Genji High School] The moment Nozomu sees Hikari, one of his childhood friend, enters the classroom, he grabbed Oumi, another childhood friend of his, to their seats and break the ‘terrible’ news to them. “Oh…” Hikari said unfeelingly. “What happened? When did that happened? How did it happen? Why?” Oumi asked with concern. “It was yesterday… I think that there’s a third party…” Nozomu said with great sorrows, but when he mentioned the later part, he’s eyes went all razor-sharp. Just at this moment of time, Nobu walks in to the class. He is the Mr. Popular in school, a sweetheart of many, and a person whom many worship. Just like it had occurred in Mangas, where ever he appears, he always seems to be glowing, and always surrounded by people. “Hi everyone! Good morning!” Just like a prince, Nobu greeted everyone with great courteous. The moment Nobu steps into the classroom, Hachi ran up to him – almost like a puppy wagging it tail at the sight of its owner – and stick with him. “Hey, let’s skip school today! I don’t want to see them.” Nozomu said. “No, classes are starting soon. We can’t just leave now.” Oumi said seriously. “Agreed. You can leave if you want to.” Hikari said unemotionally. “Hey, are you guys my friend or not! I just fell out of love and I don’t wish to see Nobu…” “Why? Is he the one who stole your girl?” Hikari asked with doubt. “No… Hachi is the one…” “Huh?” Hikari is puzzled as he asked again. “What Nozomu meant was, Hachi is the one who snatched Nobu away from him~~” Oumi was nice to clear the doubt of Hikari. “I see… Wait! What did you say?!!” Hikari glanced towards Nozomu who was extremely quiet and asked. “You were with Nobu??? Why didn’t we know about it???” “Hmmm, I knew. ” Oumi looked at Hikari innocently, causing Hikari to give him a suspicious look. “So I say… Let’s skip class……” Before Nozomu could finish his sentence, the school bell rang and the teacher walks in. He has no choice but to stay obediently for class, after some muttering. To be Continued...

Today... I did few... 2 from Matsumoto Temari's artbook... For Takumi-kun... didn't do this couple... ^^;;; It's Misu & Shingyouji... 3 different... 3rd movie couple... 4&5th movie couple... and manga couple.. ^^ I did this quit some time ago... but did feel like post it... but, for you like cute thing... it for you... ^^ It's from Shimada Masako's side book... Last one is I also did quit sometime ago... only problem is I forgot where and who is artist of this picture... --;;; Enjoy!!! And for the Takumi-kun special... I have to do it later... I need little more time to think about and put them together... Also, I have to go somewhere so... See you later for that... ^^;;;

Summary:What is the most probable thing that you could think of in an All Boys High School? Friendship. Love. Hates. Detest. Competition. What could happened, if everything happens on you? How would you have taken the stress? Or maybe, was everything really a stress? Status: Complete Hi Everyone, It's me DF again and believe me, it's good to see everyone again. I hope you will enjoy this as much as you enjoyed [Diary]. This time round it's going to be different. Well, as to how different, you have to read on a notice it yourself. Synopsis:

Title: Yorube Naki Mono Manga ALT. names: 寄る辺無き者 无所依靠之人 People With No Place to Go Original run: 2008 Description: Set in feudal-era Japan, Yorube Naki Mono centers around prostitutes, assassins, and the grimier sides of city life. One night, a mysterious young man named Shikon is introduced as the newest member of Saiga's group of assassins for hire. Shikon is outgoing and flirtatious, but Saiga can sense there's more to Shikon than he lets on... A chance encounter on a moonlit night leads to two destinies awakening. Manga-type: Manga Written by: Yoneda Kou Drawn by: Yoneda Kou Published by: Taiyo Tosho Group(s) Scanlating: Dangerous Pleasure Status: On hiatus Completely Scanlated: No Completely Translated: No Genres: Action, Drama, Historical, Yaoi Categories: Shonen-ai, Rivalry Main Characters: Adaptation based on available: N/A Recommendations: Kono Yoru no Subete Read Yorube Naki Mono Online: Yorube Naki Mono Download link: Chapter 1 Chapter 2 Chapter 3 For download reupload requests, please post here so the staff notices them. Thanks! YO Staff

We all go thru hell in this life sometimes... Be it because we can't have what we want...be it because of our health, our family, our friends, our love, unrequited or not... But it's good to know sometimes, that if we look real good you find that small light that'll give you the strenght to go thru everything once again... Be it a word, a gesture or even a moment... If you hang on to them, you'll see that in the overrall picture...we're not so bad as we seem to be... As i was doind research work on the web, i came across the most heartbreaking story of some parents, who were travelling around the world to find out bone marrow for their kid... Yes, there are a lot of store's like this around the world... Why did this one shock me? Maybe beacuse both parents were unemployed, with no money and going from house to house to beg for some pocket change from strangers to allow them to travel to other countries in other to find their daughter's saviour... They almost didn't eat, because they were saving every penny for the trips, and they didn't have a house, they were sleeping over at family and friends... Their words are still echoing in my head... " If it's for her, we'll do anything, we're so lucky o have her...She's our everything...and we'll fight to our last breath to save her..." This is true love... :,(

Sensitive Pornograph (uncensored) Anime Title: Sensitive Pornograph Written by: Ashika Sakura Genre: yaoi Number of Episodes: 1 - have 2 part Year : 2004 Plot: Part 1 : The story begins with Seiji Yamada (Voiced by: Kenichi Suzumura), a young shonen manga artist, who develops an affair with a fellow mangaka, who writes hentai, named Sono Hanasaki, who is also his favorite artist. The plot-line develops from Yamada mistaking Sono for a girl. After having discovered him to be a boy, Seiji still falls in love with him, and they have an intimate affair. Seiji becomes distraught when he learns of Sono's past tendencies of sleeping around, and for a time the two become separated. However, they eventually reconcile after Seiji learns of the emotional damage Sono has suffered as a result of being abandoned and used only for sex. Part 2 : The second part begins with Ueno, a student in college, who works part-time as a pet sitter, receiving an assignment to take care of a rabbit. Upon arriving at the specified address, looking for a rabbit named Aki-chan, he finds that there is no rabbit. Instead he discovers a young man bound, naked, in a closet, apparently a sex slave to the man who hired Ueno. Aki-chan is chagrined to realize that his lover/master has created a twist on a sexual thrill situation for himself - he has sent strangers to Aki-chan for sex before, but tricking someone into the apartment is a new twist. Aki-chan knows his master wants to watch from a distance while Aki-chan has sex with the duped Ueno. Explaining that his master will get mad if things don't go his way, and may even hurt Ueno, Aki-chan persuades him to have sex to ..... Download Sensitive Pornograph OVA: Download Watch Sensitive Pornograph Online (HD Quality): Sensitive Pornograph Online For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Well....to be honest i don't really have much talent but i wrote a little something... The characters are not known, they'r all from my head...Hope you like it. Summary : Hana is in a very complicated relationship with Shu... Then one day Shu doesnt show up to meet Hana and Hana decides to go drinking...He finds out Shu is being unfaithful and in the middle of this turmoil he meets Mina a stunning stage dancer.... Hope you enjoy(dont expect much though ) Status: Complete Warning: This fiction is rated +18! It contains strong language and explicit sex scenes. Spell…. “23:00 pm…” “What the hell am i waiting for at this hour?” “If he’s not coming then he’s not, and I’m leaving…There’s no way I’ll stay here in this cold waiting for nobody….” “It’s always like this, he’s busy, and he has work but what about me?” “For two years we’ve been in this kind of relationship in which no one gives in…I’m tired already of the empty house or the lonely hours I spend every day…I’m going to have a drink….sigh” And so I went, expecting nothing but a full glass of alcohol that could make me forget everything. All I wanted was an escape from an exhausting relationship, that seemed to last for too long already, it wasn’t working at all, but I still cared for him… But in fact, that night brought more than what I was expecting… I entered the first bar I saw, it wasn’t in a very good place but who cared I wanted to find someone and maybe, who knows be able to chat a little… I asked for a beer, but not even the beer was enough to take away the bitter taste I had in my mouth, so I asked the waiter to bring me a whiskey double(now that was going to work for sure). I kept asking one after the other, still sitting alone with nobody to talk to. I kind of analyzed the mood around me, apparently I entered some shady place, and it was so dark I couldn’t almost see a hand in front of me… I started looking around and was able to recognize something similar to a stage, it wasn’t big or very well equipped to a live performance and I wondered if there was something happening , cause it didn’t seem the kind of place to hold concerts… I looked the other way and saw a few small tables with a couple of chairs, filled with people, it toke me a second to realize they were couples, male one’s…(so I really did come to the right place uh)… if I wanted to find someone tonight not only for chit-chat it would be easy in this kind of place). The thought made me shriver… Yeah I was mad at him but did I really want to betray him, or was I just so mad to make him believe I did it? I didn’t know what to do…but the next few seconds changed everything… Shu walked thru the front door with someone I didn’t recognize…and honestly I was only able to see his face cause of the light outside when he opened the door…. I felt crushed…I couldn’t move an inch and I started shaking and wasn’t being able to stop… I picked up my cell phone just make sure and called him…If he picked it up what would I do? I tried to dial his number, he was always the first name on my phone list…I took the phone to my ear but all I eared was still the voice mail…. Was it really him? Was I seeing things? I stole another look and it was so hard because of the dark but my eyes were adjusting to the dim light and I was sure… Shu was with another man I didn’t knew… It couldn’t possibly be one of his co-workers because they didn’t know he was gay. I didn’t want to believe that he found somebody else and left me in the dark, double crossing me. My heart was about to burst…how could he do something like that to me…he left me out in the cold winter and came here with someone I didn’t know…who was this person, what did he meant to him, for how long was this going on? It was just too much for me to handle at that time…I started to feel dizzy… I just wanted to leave…but my body wasn’t responding. That was when I first saw him… “Are you alright, do you need help getting up?” The drinks started to get to me and I wasn’t able to stood up…I was shaking all over but I wanted to get out of there…I couldn’t stop my tears, and they started to fall…All the tears I’ve wanted to shed for so long began falling endlessly … “Look if you aren’t feeling alright I don’t mind taking you to a cab or something you’d just have to wait a little…” I knew he was talking to me but I wasn’t able to understand clearly what he was saying… He helped me get up and took me to some other place in the bar, with even less light… “Ok c’mon…sit here, I’m gonna bring ya’ glass of water… Boss get me some water” (he yelled at someone)… I wanted to focus on his face…to see who was being so kind to me…to see who was the person who was caring so much for me…nobody ever did…I wanted to thank him, but my voice didn’t come out I was still sobbing like a crazy person, and making a scene in a public place…Oh God what if Shu sees me? And why am I so worried about him, he surely never worried about me… “Hey look, I’m gonna leave ya here so you gotta be a good boy and behave, later I’ll take ya home or something…” He stood there looking at me, and for the first time I was able to see his face… He was perfection itself… The long black silky hair, a black kind of shining kimono and a dazzling smile…I had never seen so much beauty with my eyes… “Aren’t you a cutie…”He said while he watched me and smiled… I was dazzled, lost and confused…I could no longer figure out where I was, what was I doing, who was i… Some music started to play in the background, and the stage lights began to shine so brightly in that dark place that my eyes filled with tears hurt when I wanted to open them… I was standing just beside the stage and the lights would certainly give me away… “Shit I have to get out of here…if Shu sees me here, what am I going to do…what will he do… I don’t want to know”. A drum began to play… It was such a painful beat…It was so similar to my own heartbeat right then, that it was crushing, one after the other the strong thumping was bringing me to some other place and I felt myself being driven away by it… “Hey cutie I’m gonna have to go cause it’s time for me to dance, but don’t go anywhere, I’ll take care of you in a minute, ok?” That dazzling smile again… He went to the stage, and it suddenly dawn on me that the only thing that mattered was watching him…He was going to dance? Really…?He was a dancer…? I wanted to see…I wanted to see him…But why?! My eyes centered themselves on the small stage when a shadow took the place of the light… What I saw next left me breathless… The black figure standing so still in stage now, was till a few seconds ago holding my hand…I felt it warming just thinking about it. He started to slowly move to the drum beat, and I was lost. His face, his body…everything looked like was putting a spell on me, the way his hand moved to me felt like his previous touch was enticing my body to what more, to want his caress to want his kiss…to want his everything… Was it the alcohol, or something else…? I couldn’t help thinking what would he feel like if I touched his bare chest underneath that silky kimono…what his hair would smell like, the touch of his hand in me… His dance was so sensual, I was beginning to wonder if he was real, if he wasn’t something my mind made up to ease my loneliness… I wanted more. I didn’t want to end there, so I started drinking water to make sure my five senses became restored… And I remembered Shu…sitting somewhere in that place, watching his dance as well. I became fire inside, I wanted to scream and beat the hell out of him. But now wasn’t the time. I would ask the beautiful dancing man to take me home, and who knows maybe something will happen, and I’ll be able to get my revenge on Shu for everything he did to me. The thought of revenge made me feel powerful, and I liked that kind of feeling.. I was going to make it last for a little while longer…" Well that's all for now. I'll soon post something else to continue the story What will happen between Hana and Mina? And what about Shu, how will he react finding out Hana saw him? Stay tunned

I didn't knew that I was going to read something from you so fast... Like it... Now I'll be waiting for the continuation of this story...

Yay!!! :hamtaro-005 (23): I can't wait for the next chapter!

It's nice ..cannot wait for the next chapter )

Second Boy by Takahashi Yuu. --

"Kitsune no Yome" (chap 6-7) in the volume "Canvas ni Kuchizuke o" by Nangoku Banana.

Kannou Kissaten by Sakura Haiji here's next

Dear Destiny fate. I just finished reading your story. I definitely loooveee iiiit! The shape you gave it, the characters, I liked Daichi from the very beginning.His words are sooo sweet. I love it. Hope you keep writing. Your English is better than mine, so no worries. You're quite talented. Thanks, I enjoyed it very much. To Goki: Thanks to you also. Your help gave us the chance to enjoy it. Thanks a lot

I love the poem a loooot! And also the way Hama arranged it and matched it with the picture! So beautiful, thanks to both of you for sharing! :leaf3:

MU Chapter 1 // Chapter 2 // Chapter 3 Multiupload Chapter 1 // Chapter 2 // Chapter 3

I liked the story !! I appreciated how you made the story by their diaries ... I agree like others, great work Destiny.Fate and goki. Hope you're going to give us others stories like that !

Chapter 09 [FINALE] It feels… Just like my diary… But [Daichi] he… Rui, he’s much more direct then I am. Si thought, after reading, and while the ice cream on the Tiramisu melts. “Let’s go!” Rui said as he asked for the bill. “To where?” Si gently keeping his gift back into the box as he said. “For the countdown!” Wow! It’s already 11:40pm! Time flies! With this, Si followed Rui to a corner just around the Christmas Tree, waiting for the arrival of Christmas. “We’ve known each other for 2 years…” Rui suddenly spoke. “I still remember how we met on XXX’s web forum. You and I really hit off very well and chatting with you is really enjoyable. My original workplace was nowhere near yours, but, I requested for a transfer in order to get close to you, to meet you. But I didn’t have the courage to. I didn’t have the courage to face you.” “Why?” Am I so scary?! "Because I’m a homo." Rui said frankly. "I'm afraid... I am afraid you would discriminate against me." "Is this how you look at me? That I would discriminate you?!” Si was angry. "I'm afraid you will be like most of the people, thinking that I’m heterogeneous..." "If you really think that I am someone like that, I’m sor~~~ry; I think we have nothing to say anymore." Si angrily stood up, ready to turn away. "No, wait a minute! In fact, I... I like you for long time! I just didn’t dare say it!" Rui confessed while holding on tightly to Si’s hand, causing him to momentary unable to react. Looking at Si’s silence, Rui came up with the conclusion. "It seems that things are really as I had expected..." "Why do you have your own conclusion when I did not even say a single word?” "What?! You mean... I... I have the chance!?!" Rui momentary excitement has led him to inadvertently loosen the clutching of Si’s hand. "I... I need to get home for sleep..." as Si spoke, he tried to escape from the venue. [30. . . 29. . . 28. . ] While the crowd counts down, Rui desperately tried to catch up with the escaping Si. CAUGHT! "Let me go, there’s a lot of people here!” "No way! Unless you tell me if you like me!" "Such a disgrace!” "I want my grace, but I want you too.” At the moment, they looked into each other’s eyes. [3. . . 2. . . 1. . . Merry Christmas! ] Man-made snow filled the air, and the fireworks too, were dazzling. "…” "What? What did you say? I couldn’t hear it!" "Nevermind it’s ok then!" "Again! Say it again!” Rui is trying to use his beautiful green puppy eyes on Si. "Nooo~~~!” "Si~~~” Although it wasn’t heard, but under the dazzling fireworks, he saw the shape of his lips… “I – Like – You – Too!” ==================================================

Chapter 08 To be Continued...

Chapter 07 To be Continued...

Chapter 06 [in the restaurant.] “Is this meal your treat?” [sora] looked doubtfully at [Daichi]. “Certainly! Haha...” If that’s the case, maybe I could consider forgiving him for deceiving me. “Excuse me waiter! Give us the best wine you have here, just choose it for us. Also a set of A meal, a set of C meal, a portion of steak, make it medium well done. A lobster baked rice. And lastly… An ice-cream on tiramisu. That would be all for now!” This guy… Haha… I bet he’s doing it on purpose! Deliberately trying to make me laugh huh! “Are you trying to empty my wallet?” “I don’t usually accept invitation from every one! You should be honored!” Looking at his attire – suit and tie – and the restaurant he made reservation in is pretty high class, he should be able to afford it, no? "Haha... Now, I think we should re-introduce ourselves again! I’m Zhan Zhen Hao • Rui, 25. I have a car and an apartment. I’m currently working as the Executive Director of Advertising and Planning in an advertising company. My blood type is AB +. Oh yes, I am a mix blood. " "Oh. I’m Yang Cheng Si.” "That’s all??!” "That’s all!” So annoying… When the meals are served, Si began to eat, almost desperately; there isn’t a lot of opportunity to eat like this! Meanwhile, Rui took the advantage, to observe Si, while he’s eating. Look all you want, thought Si; I’ll just eat to my fill! When all the dishes have been served except for dessert, Rui spoke. "Where’s my Christmas gift?" “Gift??” Oh God! Damn! I didn’t prepare any! “I knew you would forget, forget it! Here, take it.” Si took over the gifts. It has a silvery white ribbon tied to 4 bows on a bronze-colored gift box. "What is this?" I had never received such valuable gift. The external looks expensive, could the gift in it be more expensive?! Rui said nothing; he just smiled and signals him to open the gift box. With high anticipation, Si un-tie the ribbon, opened the box. A… A book?!? A black book? He raised his head, looked at Rui confusedly. Is this a 'Death Note'? “It’s your Christmas gift.” What! My Christmas gift is a book?! Miser!!! Flipping to the first page, it has, but only a few words. For: Yang Cheng Si Curiosity prompted Si to flip to the second page. . . The third page. . . and so on until a blank page appears in the book. . . To be Continued...

Chapter 05 Wednesday, December 23 [Online] [Daichi: Let’s meet at the atrium of TM shopping mall!] [sora: If I didn’t appear tomorrow… Will you kill me? o_o] [Daichi: What’s going on this time? .V.] [sora: Nothing. Just that I haven’t seen him for long.] [Daichi: Tell me, between him and me, who’s more important to you? >_ [sora: What are you talking about? ?_?] [Daichi: Is it not that case?! I’ve never seen you so interested in someone before! >o [sora: Who said that?! I’m pretty interested in you too! ^0^] [Daichi: Okay! So don’t be late tomorrow! (^0^)] [sora: Alright! (-_-#)] [Daichi: Oh yeah, to let us recognize each other, let’s bring along the XXX book! =^__^=] [sora: -_-^ That’s really old-school. Hey! You haven’t told me the time yet!] [Daichi: Oh right! Seven. Seven by the atrium!] [sora has just logged out. ] [Daichi has just logged out.] Christmas Eve. A 15 storey tall Christmas Tree was set up right in the middle of TM shopping mall. Gentle lightings have created a romantic atmosphere. Couples also made use of the chance to enjoy a lovely Christmas Eve. Man-made snow flakes filled the air, giving everyone the feeling of living in a foreign country. [sora], currently standing at the Atrium of TM Shopping Mall, in front of the Christmas tree, thinking about that guy while holding XXX’s book. *Sighs… I know I shouldn’t do this to [Daichi]. But still, I’ll let him know that I wish to leave early today. Looking at the book in his hand, it was the same as what ‘he’ was holding on to that day. [sora] bowed his head down in depress, thinking, it’s been 6 days…… Suddenly, a pair of black leather shoes appear in front of [sora]’s eye. Who could this be? Standing in front of someone so abruptly, [sora] thought. He wasn’t in a good mood, hence he start cursing in his heart. Next moment, the owner of the black leather shoes spoke. “You are [sora] right?” [Daichi]? [sora] slowly raised his head, from the black shoes, to the black pants, his eye then remained on the XXX’s book. It really is [Daichi]! “Not looking at me?” It can’t be that he’s shy, is he?! [Daichi] smiled toward [sora]. As though he had gathered all his determination, [sora] finally looked up. “You… You…” As expected! Just as what he has imagined, [sora] – tried – to turn and ran away the minutes he sees him. Since [Daichi] had expected this, he managed to reach out and grabbed him. “Let go of me!” Back facing [Daichi], [sora] spoke unfeelingly. “I’ll let you go if you listen to my explanations!” [Daichi] knows it, if he let’s go of [sora], he might never be able to see him again! “Explanations of what?! The fact that you played me around like a puppet?!” [sora] said agitatedly. “No I didn’t! Ever since the very first time we’ve met, I had always wanted to tell you that I’m [Daichi]!! But I was in a horrible state, remember, how could I admit it to you?! I was embarrassed because you were staring at me bluntly!” I admit... I had originally intended to play a joke on you… “Since… Since when did I?! With someone all drenched up seated beside you, which retarded person wouldn’t stare at him?” [sora] blushed unknowingly. “But you looked at me as though you were in love with me!” [sora] felt the instant gush in embarrassment in him and said, “Try saying it one more time, and I’ll kill you!” [Daichi] looked at [sora] and smiled. He said gently, “Nope, you wouldn’t.” [sora] stood in astonishment. Once again, he stared at him bluntly. His eyes are beautiful! “Look, I’ve charmed you once again didn’t I? Which is why I believe you wouldn’t kill me. Haha… Now this reminds me of the first time we met.” [Daichi] spoke, still smiling. Hmm? This scenario… seems so familiar… Wh…what was I doing?! Why was I staring at him unconsciously again?! [sora] snapped back to reality. Seems to know his thought by heart, [Daichi] was first to speak. "On the first day that we met on train, you were staring at me with those glances as well. Do you know what it means?" “What does it means?” [sora] ask innocently. “It means, your glance, is filled with admiration!” [Daichi] said proudly. Idiot… [sora] thought. “It’s getting late, I need to get home.” “Late? Now? It’s only 8pm...” “I have the habit of going to bed early.” “Oh… Let’s go for supper, I’m hungry!” “Supper? Now? It’s only 8pm...” “I have the habit of eating supper early.” [Daichi] smiled brightly as he grab on to [sora]’s hand, leading him towards TM Shopping Mall. He’s definitely the idiot of the idiots… [sora] thought, and – for a second – smiled. In order to not create a scene in front of the crowd, and feeling a little hungry at the same time, [sora] hence did not mind – just for a while - [Daichi] holding on to his hand. It’s only his facial expression that shows obvious reluctance. The crowd in front of TM Shopping Mall must be wondering, why the guy in front seems to be so full of joy, yet, the one behind seems to be rather discontented. To be Continued...

Chapter 04 Friday, December 18 Dear Diary, I took a cab today, so I didn’t get to see him. I can’t believe that I took a cab to avoid him?! The fare seriously cost me a bomb; I haven’t taken one for a very long time. Is this what they call, “spend a little money, block a bigger disaster”? Frankly speaking, why do I need to avoid him? Why should I be angry? Why is everything about him filling up my whole diary? It’s too strange! In fact, I have a sudden urge to ask him if he was waiting for me when I saw him yesterday! End up I didn’t of course!... I was afraid, afraid that it was only my unrequited love… No wait, that’s not it. It should be said that I didn’t want him to misunderstand me. I guess train is the choice for tomorrow! Cab is really too expensive! Saturday, December 19 [Online] [Daichi: You’re quiet today.] [sora: I didn’t see him today.] [Daichi: ?_? Sorry?] [sora: I took the train, but I didn’t see him today…] [Daichi: … Sora?] [sora: Sigh… I took a cab yesterday, so I didn’t take train. And today, I didn’t see him.] [Daichi: 0_0 So you took cab yesterday! Why?!] [sora: Because I don’t want to see him.] [Daichi: -_-…] [sora: Hey… do you think he’s angry with me?] [Daichi: … You… You are afraid that he would be angry?] [sora: I… I didn’t! I’m just…] [Daichi: just getting more and more concerned about him?] [sora: I’m tired, going to sleep now. e_e] [Daichi: Don’t try to change the subject! .V. Say it if you miss him!] [sora: Why! Why would I miss him?! How do you know that I missed him?!] [Daichi: …] [sora: It’s entirely your fault! You told me to befriend him, told me to apologize to him, if only you didn’t say anything!! ~_~] [Daichi: …] [sora: Do you have nothing better to do, why must you be so busybody?!] [Daichi: … So, you’re blaming me now?] [sora: Nope, just reprimanding you.] [Daichi: So have you finished what you want to reprimand about?] [sora: Yup. 0_0] [Daichi: Feeling better now?] [sora: A little better. Sorry, I took it all out on you.] [Daichi: No worries, I’ve always been the trash can for you to vent your anger at. Piece of cake! ^_~] [sora: Hey! That didn’t sound very nice! But seriously, Daichi, you’re still the best! ^V^] [Daichi: Are you free on Christmas Eve?] [sora:?_?] [Daichi: Let’s meet up!] [sora: Why bring this up all of a sudden?] [Daichi: We’ve been chatting for 2 years, don’t you want to know how dashing I am? ^_~] [sora: HAHA... Shameless! *^_^*] [Daichi: So what’s your choice? I’m really dashing you know! *o*] [sora: Oh please, I’m dashing too! ^o^] [Daichi: That’s why I want to meet you!] [sora: Okay! When and where?] [Daichi: I’ll let you know next Wednesday.] [sora: Acting all secretive huh?! Fine then, Wednesday so be it! We’ll talk again. (^_^)] [sora has just logged out. ] [Daichi has just logged out.] Monday, December 21 Dear Diary, still… I didn’t get to see him today, and I wonder why? Did something happen to him? Will he appear tomorrow? Sigh… I’m no longer in the mood to write…… Tuesday, December 22 Dear Diary, I’m not used to it, not used to not seeing him. I’ve in fact started to miss him. I miss him when he came into the cabin and sat beside me, ha… sometimes I’ll glance at him a few times. Of course, he wouldn’t know that! Tomorrow… If he’ll appear tomorrow… I promise! I’ll definitely go up to him, let him know that I want to know more about him! I want to befriend you! Even if this means that he might see me as a pervert! Yes! That’s it! No regret! I’m feeling a little better, finally. Tomorrow! He better be there tomorrow! To be Continued...

Chapter 03 Monday, December 14 Dear Diary, I’m in a bad mood now, and I didn’t intend to write anything today… But in the end, I still wrote. I had intended to apologize to him today. I was a little happy yet a little embarrassed when I saw him on the platform. When I finally gathered my courage, decided to approach him, a lady appeared! She ran towards him, and… and… and hugged him! Damn! The train came, just in time, so I halted my steps towards him and dashed into train… And to think he had some nerves to take the seats directly opposite me. Of course, the one sitting beside him was ‘THAT’ lady! And sh… she’s holding his hands too! Argh… Fortunately, they got off one stop earlier then usual, otherwise, I might… Forget it! I’m not writing tomorrow! Never am I going to write again! Tuesday, December 15 Dear Diary, I had said that I wouldn’t write anymore, but habit is a very terrifying thing. Just like getting used to seeing him every day, getting used to him sitting next to me. I was still a little happy when I saw him today. But when I saw the lady next to him, I really wanted to turn around and walk away, but my feet were like nailed to the ground, and I couldn’t move… Watching them board the train, watching the train leaves the station slowly, watching the train disappeared completely from my eye… I leaned helplessly by the pillar behind me. The funny thing is, just when the door closes, he noticed that I did not board the train and had this… surprised expression on his face. Ha… was that even necessary? Habit is really a very terrifying thing. It seems that I have to start quitting such bad habit. Wednesday, December 16 [Online] [Daichi: Hey, you alright? You seems a little quiet today? ?_?] [sora: Am i?] [Daichi: You… give the impression that you’re moody?] [sora: Did I?] [Daichi: Yes! T^T And look! You’re giving me perfunctory replies!] [sora: Did I?] [Daichi: What’s wrong with you?! Is it because of that guy? Do you still see him?] [sora: I took a later train today, so I didn’t get to see him.] [Daichi: … Something happened between the two of you right?! Otherwise, there’s no need for you to avoid him?] [sora: I don’t wish to talk about it anymore. Let’s stop this topic! Bad habits can be quitted!] [Daichi: ?_? Bad habits?] [sora: Whatever it is, let bygones be bygones! I’ll cheer up, cheer for me too!!!] [Daichi: Cheer for you?] [sora has just logged out. ] [Daichi has just logged out.] Thursday, December 17 Dear Diary, it’s so squeezy~~~ Yesterday too… I didn’t expect that getting up the second train will be so pack! Got to get used, got to get used to it! Just when I was trying to move a little bit more into the train, someone rushed into the train. The train is already so packed, yet this moron still dares to try squeezing in, fighting the spaces with me?! I would of course need to take a good look at this moron! But the next moment, I regretted. I shouldn’t have looked!! The moment I see who that person is, I was like… OH MY GOD… It’s Him! God! I’ve already taken the second train but why would I still see him?! Damn! I couldn’t even get down the train even if I wanted to now. I decided that I’m not going to care about his presence, but why does this damn train have to be so shaky, and this makes the commuters shaky of course! I would rather bang on the train door than touch him! Hitting on the train door isn’t enjoyable! I bet I’m sulking by now. Just when I have the preparation of kissing the train door again, I didn’t felt any pain at all. ?_? That’s because the egghead blocked me away from the door! Grateful?! NO WAY!! He used his hand to protect my head from the door, and I could feel his breathe just by my ears… If possible, I would really wish to jump off the train! Of course, I didn’t! Fortunately, I’ll be getting off at the next station. I rushed out the door just before it was about to close, so I don’t know how he reacted to it. I think it would be better for me to not take the train tomorrow, such surprises isn’t very good for the heart. To be Continued...

Ressa no Rakuen Official Website is here: http://www.vividcolor.jp/vc/nessa/nessa_01.htm Released in 2010 summer. Its all in japanese. Please use game translator if needed Please use Daemon Tool (or any type of image-mounting tools) to install the game. Cast: ウィル(Will) voiced by Kaji Yuki ハキム(Hakim) voiced by Maeno Tomoaki アシュラフ(Ashraf) voiced by Nojima Kenji カリム(Karim) voiced by Hatano Wataru Download Link (MF), thanks to Chiakaiyuki: Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 ENJOY BL:hamtaro-005 (8): Nessa no Rakuen > walkthrough For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Akumade Anata wo XXshitai Artist/Circle: La Pis (Wataru Kuya) Pairing: Sebastian x Ciel & Claude x Alois This is the first and so far the only released hardcore Kuroshitsuji 2 Doujinshi, featuring Claude and Alois. SendSpace Updated link For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Wagamama na Jewel Plot: 1) Tenshinchigi (Gods of Heaven and Earth) The gods of earth, water, fire, wind and thunder gather together every day for their assignments. In between causing storms and rain showers love develops. 2) Fragile but Strong Mayden, the king from Dumayden and Alexander, the king from Alectoria, are best friends. One day Mayden proposes a marriage between his eldest son and Alexander's only daughter but, unknown to most, the king's daughter is actually a rebellious teenaged boy! What happens when Prince Mayville turns up for the marriage interview and meets beautiful but headstrong Alec instead of the rumoured Black Rose Princess Sandra? 3) Stray Cat Rock Simple first aid to a wounded stranger is intepretted as something more. 4) A Wanderer's Love A host who enjoys preying on women finds himself unexpectedly falling for a male florist's beautiful bouquets 5) Love Monster Returning home drunk from a group date Hayato finds a strange vagabond on his doorstep who turns out to be Uncle Tooru Groups Scanlating: Dangerous Pleasure Author:SAWAUCHI Sachiyo Genre: Comedy Fantasy Gender Bender Yaoi Related Series: Tenshinchigi (Side Story) Year: 2008 Read Wagamama na Jewel online: Wagamama na Jewel Download Wagamama na Jewel Manga For download reupload requests, please post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

My first love die long time ago... But, time to time I just miss him and want to see him so much that I can't control my tear... But, I can't give up this life of mine... I don't think he want me to give up my life and follow him... I believe he want me to live life he couldn't have... So even it is hard for me to live this life some time... I try to keep up... so I want to see him later with smile... and say... "I keep the live you give me!" But, still I really miss him!

Well poem itself is good... I just arranged the picture by the poem... I am glad you like it... ^^

@ Pelka I think so too. (: Dousokai by Konohara Narise and Asou Mitsuaki. --

Daiikkyuu Junaizai by Enomoto Tsubaki. --

I'm in a good mood, just missing some people

Hi onion3 Welcome to the forum Arina! :Red_fox11: You seems very friendly too, so it's pleasure to meet you!

Hi grimsmile! Glad you decided to write an introduction so that we can know you better :hamtaro-005 (8): What can I say? Continue enjoying the forum as I do :hamtaro-005 (9):

I could say, I'm anxious right now. I don't have time to feel sad or angry or anything else *except happy because of you guys, :hamtaro-005 (8): * cause right now I'm so focusing on studying. My exam is next week! *die*

I don't cook very often bec i've got no time but i'd love to learn cook sushi... I learned to bake brownies and shortbreads in Scotland and they're very easy to bake I don't think I should show myself dancing, but I can tell you that your blak dress is a must. Good choice, it suits you,

@JenovaVII and @Amander123 I agree with most of the ones posted (i say most because i havent seen 1 or 2) and another one i found sad was in Hikaru no go

Heartache Every Moment by HIM

By the request of JYJ+TVXQ=Awesome... I decide to do Takumi-kun special... First is Rainbow... ^^ I hope every like what I did... ^^;;; Enjoy!

I only had time to do 3... One from manga Bokura no Oukoku... 1 Bunny look... ^^;;; 1 Takumi-kun series... I have to do clearing... So I will be back after that... ^^ Enjoy!!! ^^

It's "Sengoku Paradise" by Sakurai Shushushu.

nothinnnnnggg.... but I would like to be skillful in something I like

ARCKKKKKKK i just complain that im gaining weight instead of zip my mouth and just move my fat ass and do some exercise

For as long as I could remember, she’d always been like that. Even though my aunt said this started after the deaths of my siblings, I was not able to remember the sweet lady described in her stories. My aunt used to visit regularly, putting me “up to date”, as she used to say, with all of my family history. She said I had a brother and a sister, whose names were Peter and Marybelle. The story starts with the birth of my mother to a poor family. She was hardworking and a woman of big success in her career, contrary to her other five siblings, with the exception of my aunt perhaps. My mother made her life as a hairdresser, which led her to work in France, where she fared way better than anyone had anticipated. Soon after, she met my father, a man that barely had anything to eat. She had seen him on the street just in front of her apartment building. Like a beggar, he’d walk up to people and ask for money. My mother took pity in him and got him shelter. What first had been pity grew into attraction as my father proved himself a man capable of hard work. He’d help her in the salon, cleaning it every day. He’d earn from what she earned, he’d share her house and her meals. It wasn’t long until a child came from their attachment. Marybelle, my mother named the child, a girl with honey curls and pretty big brown eyes, that ended up dying with a knife across her stomach. With such a beautiful child and a charming partner, my father got himself quite the popularity. It got him a job in Rome, so he convinced my mother to move there. It was there that a new child came to existence. Peter was he named, after the Saint Peter’s Basilica. Anyone would say this couple had all they could wish for: two beautiful children, success in their careers and a life of luxuries. Peter grew to be a soldier. He had the same honey-coloured hair as his sister and bright green eyes. Seeing that they had enough money to get themselves a place to grow old together, they moved to a quiet place near Armagh, in Ireland. Everything went downhill from there, so to speak. First, I was born and, for lack of creativity, they named me June, more of a girl’s name than anything else, because I was born precisely in that month; the first of June, to be accurate. Now, it should have been a big day, the birth of a new child, but things had gone quite on the bad side and in the end my mother could not use her right arm anymore. Following that was the death of my brother in the war. Next was my sister’s suicide. And to mount it all up, my father left for a Chinese girl, who used to run the shop down the street, taking all the money with him, never to be seen again. By the end of these tragic events, my mother was left with almost nothing - no job, no money and a two-year-old baby. Quick enough, she succumbed to the growing madness inside of her. She’d rage about, destroying most of the house, like a wounded beast. She’d never touch the nursery where I slept, was what my aunt told me. She came to visit quite often, to keep her sister at a minimum of sanity. Aunt Leila was as close to a mother as I ever had. Nowadays, her visits were reduced to events, like Christmas, since she had married. I pushed these thoughts then, to the back of my mind as I gathered courage to enter the house. She was my mother after all. Would she be sad if I died, if I left? Would she mourn the loss? “June! My baby!”, I heard her cry, running to embrace me, her eyes reflecting the madness in her.

Chapter I - Incipiens (New beginning) I could feel a chill running down my spine... there was so much blood… I remember hearing someone calling my name through the pool of red… but I was already falling, falling to darkness beyond imagination… yet, somewhere, there was a light, a soothing, comforting light… however, when I reached for it, I ended up with my arm outstretched towards the ceiling, clearly feeling my body comfortably lying in bed. It was just a dream… Trying to get rid of the bad feeling I had since I woke up, I tried to concentrate on class, even though the Professor’s voice was sounding more like mumbling to my ears than anything else. I looked discreetly outside the window, trying to ease my mind a bit. If only I could figure out what it had all been about… “Jun! If you continue staring anywhere but at the board, Professor Hillster will arrange you a trip to the Office!”, I could hear the whisper from the desk next to mine, which stole me away from my musings. “Thank you, Pam. What would I do without you.” I promptly answered, knowing all too well she was expecting it. “You wouldn’t last long, I’d wager. Geez, you’ve been spacing out quite often these past few days, what’s gotten into you?”,she asked, her expression not too friendly. What could I tell her? As ridiculous as it was, the dream that had been repeating itself every once in a while didn’t have much to say about it. It was always so blurry, a vivid shade of red in the entire blur, where I could clearly discern the presence of blood. Was it mine? How should I know! “It’s nothing, I’m just feeling tired”, I lied, trying to avoid an answer that would rouse more questions. “I don’t buy that. You know perfectly well that lying has never been your forte, so please, put your efforts into something more useful. Like telling me truth.”, she snorted. Suddenly, the bell rang and I could hear everyone rushing outside. Classes were over for the day. “Thank god for small favours…”, I muttered under my breath, while making my way with as much haste as I could possibly manage. When I reached the front door of the house, I could hear cursing and ranting on the other side. “Mother...”, I whispered softly.

Hi there guys... Here it is chap 6 hope you guys like it... A small request... Play this song in the background while you read(of course that if you don't like it you can turn it off ) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VFgA2k_41v0&feature=related Story so far: Well, Hana-san and Mina san did it... Now how do you think the day after is going to be? And why does Mina-san feel so at "home"with Hana-san? Spell… Chapter 6 I woke up in my bed, butt naked and exhausted… Did I passed out, or fell asleep, I really don’t know. Everything from yesterday was blurry, foggy and impossible for me to take any kind of conclusions. Only one thing was on my mind…I was alone again. “He really did me hard(blush)… One night stand hã… What was I expecting?! Good morning kisses…?” A cold shill went down my spine and I decided to put some clothes on… I got out of bed in a very awkward position, crunching like an old man, hand on my back, because it hurt really bad. I dressed the first thing at hand, which turned out to be my shirt from yesterday… It still smelled like him… Sweet wild flowers, kind of scent. I smelled it once more so that I wouldn’t forget, and while I was having that awkward kind of moment, I heard noises coming from the other side of the door… I opened it very slowly and peeked. He was standing by the stove making something, like a busy bee… “So he’s still here…(strong blush)” I didn’t admitted then but I was happy as hell he was. I opened the door and went out of the room. “Good morning…” I couldn’t even look him in the eye as always…I was still blushing hard. He turned around. “Hey…” The lavished, out of the bed look he had was better than anything I had seen so far. He looked breathtaking. He could easily amaze me with simple kind of things like this…I liked that. I went to meet him, ask what was he doing that smelled so good. He was standing very serious, still looking at me. “What is it…?!” “Are you tempting me Hana-san…?!” He slightly crooked his head to one side while his eyes looked like where eating me from head to toe. I blushed hard again, I wasn’t doing such thing, what the hell… until I looked down. I wasn’t wearing any pants or underwear, only the shirt and still completely open… “Cause that’s quite a sight…” He laughed. “Oh shit, I’m going to get dressed…” “Please don’t be concerned for me, I’m great, please do not put anything else, that is just perfect…(small laugh)” “Perv…I’ll be right back…” I came back to the room… “What the hell was I thinking going out there looking like this…?!” I’m really loosing my mind, and he’s the one to blame. I searched for a pair of trunks, sports pants and a sweater. I didn’t give it a second thought… “I don’t care if I look good or not…” I thought. I went to meet him, he was preparing the table, the sweet smell of coffee, and seemed like cinnamon was filling the room. I couldn’t remember the last time I felt like this, a hearth warming, sweet, cosy kind of feeling. It was comfortable… I remembered Shu, and the past year we spent together. It was nothing like this. I used to wake up alone as well, while he was already sitting in the couch reading his newspapers, breakfast already taken, mine waiting at the table turning cold, we didn’t talk we didn’t even look at each other. The words we shared were only out of courtesy, there was always this choking kind of feeling… It wasn’t comfortable, it wasn’t nice, but I was still there day after day, still waiting for a change, which never came… Only because I loved him. I sat at the table, looking at him. “Hana-san do you like pancakes?” “Hum, yeah…What, you made pancakes?” “Tadada, of course… What could I give the beautiful Hana-san after last night? The best breakfast ever….(small laugh)” “You shouldn’t trouble yourself with me…anything is fine…” “No way…” He got closer, I thought he was going to kiss me, but he just whispered… “If it’s for you, only the best is allowed...” He gave me a small kiss in the cheek, and I felt my face turn bright red. “Ahahah, i’m afraid to even ask why’s that… I’m not special, I’m not important…I’m just me…” “Is that what you really think of yourself? You should care for yourself more…..Or I could do it for you. I would care, and I would tell you how important you are every day, if you want me to…” “What are you saying, you don’t even know me, there’s no way that kind of feelings could grow in one night…we don’t have that kind of relationship, and I don’t want one right now…” “Really? That’s a pity…I really thought that you were over that guy…” “What guy? What are talking about?!” “Let’s just say that I know Hana-san better than Hana-san thinks…(smile)” That smile looked bitter, not his usual radiance or shine, there was sadness in it. That made me feel nervous… I didn’t like his smile like that, what was behind those words…?! How could he know me… Does he remember…? “Why you say that Mina-san…I never met you before…so i…” “Never mind that…let’s eat or it will get cold…” He also sat, and i started eating… It was delicious, he made a mixture of cinnamon with the pancake fillings, it really was amazing. “Mina-san you really can cook, it’s delicious…” “I’m happy Hana-san liked it…” And he stood there watching me, taking small sips from his coffee cup, never speaking just watching me eat… “What is it Mina-san…? Do I have something in my face?” “No, eat. I’m just observing you. Can’t i?” “Why should you, I’m sure there’s loads of important stuff for you to do right?” “Actually, no! And you Hana-san, aren’t you going to work today?” Such a sad look…What was he hiding?! “No I won’t. I work in international affairs. My company does business with lot’s of international companies, and most of those are European…They celebrate Christmas there as well, and nothing runs so, we have the day off…” “Do you want to spend this day with me Hana-san?” There’s that sad look again… When he said that it didn’t look like a request it was almost like he was pleading me… It bothered me… Why was he so sad, why did he so desperately wanted my company? “Ok, but Mina-san… Can we just be…more like friends than…” “I understand Hana-san…I got it the first time you said it, you want nothing from me but sex, right?!” “What wait, that’s not what I meant…” “It’s ok Hana-san, whenever you want it I’ll give to you…” He started to touch me and of course, I started to feel it too but… “Mina-san!” My tone raised some decibels so I could make myself clear. I kept my voice calm, and spoke to him in a very formal way…. “Yesterday, I am sorry, I still don’t know how that happened, I got myself involved with you because you really do attract me, but that’s it. The sex was out of this world?! Yes it was, never did I experience anything like that, but let’s just stick to this night, because it won’t happen again…” I couldn’t do it again… I was so very afraid, I could see myself going thru the same path, and I lost it… I knew that now all looked ok, but later I would be the one suffering, I would be the one crying… He looked pained, and that hurt my heart so badly I wished to take back everything I just said… But I couldn’t… “So that’s what Hana-san thinks? Did he hurt you so bad, you’re afraid off loving again, Hana-san?” “What the hell do you know about me Mina-san, just spit it already…You remember me from the bar right…That’s it right?! You saw my miserable state that night and now you’re pitting me…isn’t it?! Well I don’t need pity. I’m just starting to get on my own two feet again, and I don’t want no one disturbing my pace. Not you, not Shu, not anyone…” My voice trembled a little in the end… Did he figure out I’m lying thru my teeth? Will he realize that I’m terrified of being alone, and take advantage of it?! He did none. “Hana-san. I’m sorry. I’m being a pain right… Well you have a point when you say I remember you. How could I forget?! I liked you right then, but not from the bar… But your crying face, your pained smile, when you saw your boyfriend with someone else…” I turned pale. He knew everything, he was lying too… What does this mean…? “…I wanted to comfort you right then but you didn’t let me… so I backed out, I didn’t wanted to push you. I waited for another chance. And now that I have it, you still don’t want me…I’m getting tired of waiting Hana-san…” “What?” “You think the first time I met you was at the bar right?! Well, you’re wrong! The first time I met you was 2 years ago during a Kabuki festival, my parents organized…You where there, together with him. You spoke to me, and as soon as I saw you I fell in love with you.” “What are you talking about…Mina-san I never met you before the bar…I’m sure of it, I would remember…” “ You wouldn’t Hana-san…I look different from before…and with the make up there’s no way you could…" Suddenly an image of a garden filled with Sakura in full bloom, a white face staring at me, came to my mind…

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i will be so angry. then i will ask all of yaoi-fans from all over the world to unite and start a war with those people who ban the Yaoi-things. Then WW3 will started. After the war is over, Yaoi is accepted by the whole population and evry1 read yaoi mangas. --->Am i too much?

Oh no! I don't even want to think about that!!!! :cuteonion55: I think I'd start to cry and scream like a desperate fangirl! I wouldn't even know what to do.... maybe discuss with other yaoi/bl lovers to start a petition to bring yaoi back! :cuteonion57:

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