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By the request of JYJ+TVXQ=Awesome... I decide to do Takumi-kun special... First is Rainbow... ^^ I hope every like what I did... ^^;;; Enjoy!

I only had time to do 3... One from manga Bokura no Oukoku... 1 Bunny look... ^^;;; 1 Takumi-kun series... I have to do clearing... So I will be back after that... ^^ Enjoy!!! ^^

Takumi-kun Pure credits for translation to sayasubs Download Takumi-kun Pure Movie Complete Mirror link: Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 NOTE: Download all parts in the same folder, join with HJSplit and play the complete file with VLC Player. Plot: Unlike the three previous films, Pure focuses on the relationship between Misu Arata and Shingyouji Kanemitsu , which begins when Shingyouji takes the test to enter Shidou Gakuen . That's when he meets Misu and falls for him. Then we come back to the present where the sempai who admires Misu appears, bringing Shingyouji problems and jealousy . Watch online: Takumi Kun Pure For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Actually this is not a gay story, but there's a deep and strong relationship between 2 guys ^0^. Title: Bungee Jumping of Their Own Released : 2000 Running time : 99 min Sub : English soft sub Format : avi (HQ) SUMMARY : In the summer of 1983, Tae-hee and In-woo meet and fall in love at first sight. Just as their relationship is blossoming, Tae-hee is tragically killed. Seventeen years later, In-woo has become a high school teacher and married another woman. Meeting his new pupils, In-woo is startled to feel an overwhelming attraction to one of them, Hyun-bin, a 17 year-old boy whose mannerisms begin to increasingly resemble those of Tae-hee’s. In-woo struggles with the concept of falling in love with his student, and they both get bullied by other students at the school for being homosexual. Watch Bungee Jumping of Their Own Online: Bungee Jumping of Their Own Download Bungee Jumping of Their Own Movie: Part 1 Part 2 English subbed For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Original name: Prism Spectrum Manga ALT. names:プリズム☆スペクトル Original run: 2009 Description:Oomura Yuu's first kiss was stolen by the beautiful Student Council president, Takamura Mitsuya. He later became his executive secretary and his duty was to do whatever the Takamura wanted. Both loved cats and were slowly drawn towards each other. As much as Yuu wanted to acknowledge his own feelings, he realised that he might not really knew about Takamura at all. In the end, Yuu decided to follow his heart and reach out to Takamura. Manga-type: Manga Written by: KONJIKI Runa Group(s) Scanlating:Attractive Fascinante Status: Complete Genres:Romance, School Life, Yaoi Recommendations: Green Peace, Ikinari Seitoukai, Toumei Shounen, Oresama to Oujisama, Teppen no Himawari Read Prism Spectrum Online Prism Spectrum Download link: Download link removed by scanlator's request

if u don trust me, don tell me. wat for tellin me and blamed me when its leaked out by other... so next time pls just tell the other except me. u are the one that let me lost trust in others ...

@ GPelka Sweet dear... I do not know which manga is this, but i have to tell ya, I REALLY wanna know cause the drawing it self are just delicious, i'm gonna have to read it... *gonna hide in a cornner and wait for someone to find it so that Bela can go read it*

Rinjin Wo Aisou by Okuda Nanao. --

Chapter 2 Bored Kenta I was mad. Not just upset but fucking mad as hell but there wasn't a damn thing I could do about it. Well I could but it was going to cause a huge problem. “I am not fucking spying on Hasu!” I glared up at Sora who sighed and rubbed his forehead. Yeah I was getting a headache too. “If he finds out you guys-” “Kenta! Shut up for a minute and listen!” I took a step back startled as Sora yelled at me. He lowered his voice but the look in his eyes kept me pinned where I was. “I'm not asking you to spy, I'm asking you to keep an eye on him and make sure he's alright. Isao said there have been some weird comments on the forum and on his blog lately but he won't talk about it.” I scratched my head thinking for a minute. “Umm . . . what'sa blog?” Sora shook his head, his shoulders slumping. “Ryuu . . . this isn't going to work.” “Ken-chan,” I turned to face Ryuu ready to tell him off for using the nickname but the look on his face stopped me. He was really worried. “What we need is for you to just keep an eye on him when we can't. You've got more free time than we do.” I groaned. “Guys . . . I get it that you are worried, but Isao and Hayate got each of you your own bodyguards, why do I have to do this?” Sora and Ryuu exchanged looks. Ryuu came over and wrapped an arm around my shoulders and kissed my cheek. “Don't pout, please. His bodyguard can't enter the school grounds. You can.” “Eh? No I can't!” “Kenta, calm down.” Ryuu held me in place. The urge to bolt for the bedroom was squashed as he gripped me. “We've already spoken with the director and the principal and gotten you special access. You'll be going with him to school just until we find out what is going on.” I wiggled out of his grip and turned to face the two of them. “You did all this without even asking what I thought about it. So fuck you, I'm not going to some fancy ass school to get made fun of and- ow!” Sora was giving me that look I really hated. I rubbed the back of my head and looked up at Ryuu who didn't look very happy. “Kenta, we need you to do this-Hasu needs you to do this. What if he's got a stalker? He must be completely freaked out after what happened last month. I wouldn't ask you to do this if it wasn't so important.” Dammit why did he have to make total sense? Hasu was my friend too but going so far as to follow him to school seemed a bit much. I was worried about the kid too, but he had all of us looking out for him. I hadn't had anyone looking out for me at his age. “Ryuu this isn't going to work.” “Actually it wasn't my idea. Isao set it up.” “Fuck!” That was it, that man seriously had it out for me. “Why did he do that?” Sora chuckled, “Ah well, he said something about not allowing you back to work until you'd learned your kanji.” “Fuck him! I've gotten along just fine without . . .” My voice trailed off as I realized Ryuu was giving me that look. The look that said I'd just made a fucking idiot of myself once again. “Dammit . . . you really are going to make me do this aren't you?” “You really have to ask?” *** I was so fucking bored it felt like I’d died and gone to hell. The drone of the teacher’s voice sounded more like a fly buzzing against a window. I’d laid my head down a long time ago. It was starting to cloud up outside and was probably going to be raining by the time school let out. Fucking hell . . . this couldn’t be real. There was no way I was actually sitting in a fucking classroom. “Arakaki-kun, would you like to solve the problem on the board?” Sighing I raised my head. “No and fuck off.” There was a collective gasp and I realized what I’d just said. “I-I mean . . . uhh-“ “Arakaki Kenta we do not speak to our teachers like that!” That was Oda, the class president or whatever. He was glaring at me like he’d like to shove his pen through my eyeball. I glared at him till he looked away, his cheeks turning red. As if some little kid like him could intimidate me. Hah! Got it right that time. I turned back to see the teacher walking down the aisle toward me. Ah fuck, what now? “Arakaki-kun.” He looked down at me, just like every adult had ever looked down at me. “I do not tolerate that kind of talk or behavior in my class. You can either solve the problem and take a zero grade for the day or go see the director.” And people wondered why I thought school was such a fucking waste of time. “What problem? I don’t see a fucking thing on the board.” He set his jaw and I flinched as he pointed for the door. “Out. Now.” I made sure to slam it on my way out, hearing a couple of yelps from the girls. God, what a bunch of- . . . my eyes widened as I realized Ryuu was standing in the hallway looking very, very put out. He just shook his head and crooked a finger at me. Oh fuck. He was silent as we walked toward the main office. We stopped at the door and I fidgeted for a moment trying to figure out what to say. “Listen, Ryuu . . .” “Don't say it Kenta, okay. Just don't. I guess I should have trusted Isao when he said you'd do your best to get out of this by acting out.” He glanced sidelong at me, the gray eyes disapproving. “I really thought you had Hasu's best interests at heart Kenta.” Ouch, that hurt. “Ryuu I do, its just . . . I dropped out of school when I was fourteen, this is just a lot to deal with right now . . . okay. I-I promise I'll try to do better, but I don't get any of this high school stuff.” Turning to me Ryuu put his hands on my shoulders and leaned down slightly so we were eye to eye. “Kenta, don't play dumb. I know exactly how smart you are. You can do this. I know you can. Prove Isao a liar and show him that you can stick with this. Please.” Numb I nodded slowly. “Okay, but can I not have math class?” Ryuu chuckled and kissed my forehead. “Sorry my dearest, but that's part of the standard curriculum. Akira could tutor you, he's really good at math.” “Fine. Whatever. But, I'm only doing this until we figure out what's up with Hasu.” “Sure thing. I already miss having you at the house and we haven't even started getting unpacked!” I snorted. “Its all your shit anyway, you can unpack it.” “Hey now I tried to get you to pick out stuff but all you'd do was just gripe about how there was too much shit to pick from.” “Fuck off.” He giggled and kissed me lightly. “Maybe later. Oh and don't forget your doctor's appointment is tomorrow” “I remember. You probably shouldn't do that where people can see you . . .” I could feel my cheeks heating up as I met the startled look of a teacher behind Ryuu. He straightened up and followed my look. He grinned and waved. “Good morning!” Her face suddenly went bright red and clutching her papers to her chest she darted into the office, all but running into the door in her haste. Ryuu and I both laughed and I leaned up to kiss him again. “I better go. I'm more than ready for this day to be over so I can get back home.” “Awww so cute! You do miss me!” “Shut up and go home, dork.” I couldn't keep the smile off my face. Fuck me but I'm hopeless when it comes to the weirdo. The rest of the day dragged by. By the time I got home I was sick with a pounding headache and the nearly overwhelming urge to break things. Ryuu greeted me at the door, but his smile disappeared almost instantly. “You are in pain! Go sit now.” He barely gave me a chance to get my shoes off before he was pulling me over to the couch. The sudden movement made my head swim and I stumbled against him. “Kenta! Are you alright? What's wrong?” “Justa fucking headache.” I sank down on the couch and laid my head over on the cool pillow. My eyes felt like they were going to explode out of my head with the pounding in my skull. I opened them a few minutes later as a hand was placed on my forehead. “Here, some water and an aspirin.” “Thanks.” “Was today really that bad?” Ryuu sounded worried as I took the pills. “You look beat.” “It wasn't as bad as I thought it was going to be, but it's weird. The teacher would be writing stuff on the board but I couldn't see anything. I finally just gave up after a while when my headache got too bad.” Ryuu was frowning, his eyes unfocused as he seemed to be thinking. “I think we need to talk to your doctor about this tomorrow when we go. You shouldn't be getting headaches like this.” “Yeah, okay. Do I have to go back tomorrow?” “Yes I'm sorry.”

noisy people can bother you even if they aren't living in your home

Alternative Titles: A Touch of Fever; Hatachi No Binetsu; 二十才の微熱; The Slight Fever of a Twenty Year Old Director: Ryosuke Hashiguchi Country: Japan Year: 1993 Running Time: 114 minutes Plot Summary: Yoshihiko and Masashi play Tatsuru and Shinichiro, respectively, both young male hustlers in Japan. The older one, Tatsuru, disconnects himself from his emotions in order to perform his job. The younger Shinichiro, meanwhile, grows uncomfortable with the work once he has fallen in love with Tatsuru. After Shinichiro gets thrown out of his parents' house, he stays at Tatsuru's apartment, and their once casual relationship awkwardly develops into something else. Download A Touch of Fever Movie: Download Link For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

you can download the game and the English patch here: Silver Chaos Fanbox Eternal Fantasia 1. after downloading it you should have these files: 2. select the 1st disc: Silver Chaos - Fanbox - EternalFantasia.part1, extract it. It will automatically extract the 2nd disc as well. 3. create a folder on D: or C: , where you want to install the game. Leave this folder for now, we'll need it later. My folder is called 'Silver' 4. open Daemon Tools and click on the places marked in the image below in that order. 5. click on Run BOOT.exe 6. click on the button marked with black 7. click on the marked button and browse for the folder you have created at point 3 8. it might ask you if you want to create the folder VividColor if it does click Yes 9. allow the installation 10. the initial menu should appear again just close it 11. go again in the folder where you have the zipped files (exactly like at point 1) and double click the patch (SCEF Patchb74) 12. extract it in the installation folder (the folder created at point 3, in my case, Silver) 13. go to the installation folder (for me, Silver) and double click the patch (SCEFPatch) 14. allow the patching process 15. click Ok 16. done! the game should work if you will get a MainSystem.exe error after starting to play the game, go in the installation folder and remove the file Open.avi

Title: Viewfinder Drama CD Audio Type: MP3 Language: Japanese Compressed: .zip Seiyuu: Takaba Akihito: Sasanuma Akira Asami Ryuichi: Koyasu Takehito Fei Long: Ishikawa Hideo Yan Tsu: Narita Ken ================================================================ CD 1 track 1 - You're My Loveprize in Viewfinder track 2 - Fixer track 3 - Body Chase ================================================================ CD2 track 1 - Nemureru ryuu track 2 - Gekirin track 3 - Kakusei track 4 - Shinshoku track 5 - Wana track 6 - Mune no kizuato track 7 - TALK Download Viewfinder Drama CD: Download For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Kooru Shakunetsu [Freezing Flame] Mangaka: KANBE Akira Genre: Yaoi, Drama, Psychological, Romance Length: 7 Volumes (Ongoing) Scanlator: Fushichou Summary: When Hirose Katsumi discovers that his father's company is in jeopardy as their largest customer, Mimuro, considers moving to other markets, he convinces his father to meet with the heads of Mimuro. Attending the meeting with his father, Katsumi has the unfortunate luck of catching the eye of the heir, Mimuro Yoshitaka. Yoshitaka calls on Katsumi with a deal that will allow the Mimuro Corporation to continue doing business with Katsumi's father. There is one condition, though...Katsumi must put Yoshitaka's needs above all else and do anything requested. With such a tough economy and so many employees depending on his father's company Katsumi has no choice but to obey and begins a life of humiliation as the possession of a cold-hearted Yoshitaka. But, who is actually the one being possessed? And what will Yoshitaka do when his pet learns how to bite back, using manipulative tricks learned from the Mimuro heir to possibly turn the tables? Titles of the 7 volumes released so far: Volume 1: Kooru Shakunetsu [Freezing Flame] Volume 2: Homura no Kusari [Chain of Flame] Volume 3: Mitsu no Rakuin [Honeyed Brand] Volume 4: Rekka no Shizuku [Melting Flame] Volume 5: Rekka no Shizuku [Melting Flame 2] Volume 6: Rouraku no Hana [Twined Dragon] Volume 7: Rouraku no Hana 2 [Twined Dragon 2] Read Kooru Shakunetsu Online Kooru Shakunetsu Download Kooru Shakunetsu Manga: Kooru Shakunetsu [Freezing Flame] Homura no Kusari [Chain of Flame] Mitsu no Rakuin [Honeyed Brand] For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

After School In The Teacher's Lounge OVA Alternative title: Houkago no Shokuinshitsu (Japanese) 放課後の職員室 (Japanese) Genres: drama, romance Type: OVA Themes: yaoi Objectionable content: Intense (graphic depictions of sex, drug use, or bloodshed) Running time: Half hour per episode Number of episodes: 2 Ending Theme: "Half" by Mike Potter Format: AVI File Size: 193-195 MB Plot Summery:Basically a romance between two high school teachers - Kawase Mitsuro and Kazama Toshiaki. Complicated by Mitsuro's hesitation to accept Toshiaki's very open declaration of love. Slightly complicated by a bit of jealousy on the part of Mitsuro's younger brother Hitoshi. Download After School in The Teacher's Lounge: OVA 1 OVA 2 Watch After School In The Teacher's Lounge 1-2 Online (HD Quality): After School In The Teacher's Lounge OVAs 1-2 Online For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: 4:30 Director: Royston Tan Year: 2005 Country: Singapore Type: Drama, Romance Length: 90 mins Summary: 4:30 is the time marks the moment of meeting between two people: Jung, a 30 years old Korean man and an 11 age boy....when he tried to break out Jung's house to steal. Link : Depositfile Subtitles For download reupload requests, please post here so the staff notices them. Thanks! YO Staff

Antique Bakery Anime TITLE: Antique Bakery COUNTRY: Japan EPISODES: 12 (complete) PLOT: One day, Tachibana, owner of the cake shop Antique, meets genius pâtissier Ono. He is Tachibana's former classmate who used to get spurned by him. Tachibana is relieved to know that Ono doesn’t remember him, and so Tachibana invites him as a pâtissier at his cake shop. However, Ono has come out of the closet and makes numerous advances to Tachibana! Download Antique Bakery Anime: EPS 1-3 EPS 4-6 EPS 7-9 EPS 10-12 For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Bangkok Love story Year: 2007 Country: Thailand Language: Thai "A loner gunman named Maek is assigned to kidnap a police informant named Iht, but Maek has a change of heart when he takes Iht to the 'hit house'. Maek is ordered to kill Iht, but because he only kills scum and has discovered that Iht isn't bad, he refuses, turning the gun on the enforcers who had hired him to murder Iht. A gun battle ensues during which Maek is wounded, but Iht grabs Maek's gun and shoots their way out of the mobsters' headquarters. The two men then escape on Maek's motorcycle. Maek tells Iht to leave at gun point but he won't and takes Maek back to his rooftop hide-out. There, over a period of time, Iht tends to Maek's wound and finds himself attracted to him. In fact, Maek is also attracted to Iht, but keeps it hidden, while Iht cares for his former would-be killer with great tenderness." I highly recommend you this movie that I really love because of its intensity. I don't know if it's licencied in your country. If that's the case, I'm sorry. These are the links for download it. Download Bangkok Love Story Movie Bangkok Love Story Movie Subtitles Enjoy! For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Manga Title: Scramble Game Author: KANBE Akira Plot: 1-4) Suzuhara Jan is a new college student determined to devote himself to his studies. But a chance meeting with handsome professor Aoyama and discovery of the "Game to Win the Professor's Heart" become a distraction. Though he can't seem to stay away from Aoyama, the game may be impossible to win... 5) Takashi Namasami is wandering lost in the woods when he's found by young master Wakamiya Hideto. But the pushy youngster has a requirement for rescue: Takashi has to be his pretend lover! Groups Scanlating: Biblo Eros Genre: Romance Yaoi Year: 2004 1 Volume (Complete) Read Scramble Game Manga Online Scramble Game Download Scramble Game Manga: http://www.4shared.com/file/FoSfp63I/BE_Scramble_Game_Complete.html For download reupload requests, please post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Jungle King; ジャングル・キング Author: Sakurai Shushushu Artist: Sakurai Shushushu Genres: Comedy, Yaoi Volumes: 1 (complete) Type: Manga Year: 2006 Description: Hyperteam rescue member Ryouichi Senpai has been missing for many years, but fellow member Akira is certain that he is in the jungles of South America. Can Akira find his long-lost Senpai? If he finds Ryouichi senpai, will Akira recognize him? Can Akira rescue Ryouichi? And can a loin cloth get any smaller? Chapter 5 is a novel. Chapter 6 is related to Vibrator Company. Read Jungle King Online: Jungle King Download Jungle King Manga: Download link removed by scanlator's request

Movie: Right by Me; Rainbow Boys: The Movie (Thailand, 2005); Rak Nai Thi Plai Roong Running Time: 1h 40min Language: Thai Subtitles: English hardsubs Year: 2005 Plot: This sweet, sexy, and alluring movie follows the lives and loves of three college friends all at different stages of coming out to themselves and others. Handsome, bookish Tat attends coming out support meetings with his out and proud friend Nat. The two boys are surprised when Tat’s crush, the hunky athlete Ek, shows up to a meeting. Questioning his sexuality, Ek turns to Tat for advice, and a sweet romance gradually develops, creating an awkward situation between Tat and Nat. To survive and prosper, all three must surmount the homophobia of Thai society, neglectful and abusive home lives, gay bashings, schoolwork and their own love triangle. Watch Right By Me BL Movie Online: Right By Me Download Right By Me BL Movie: Right By Me For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: The Catharsis of Pure Love Or Not-Pure Love, Junai to Fujunai no Catharsis; Pure Love - Animal Gang; Pure Love - Love Complex Series of oneshots : 1) The Catharsis of Pure Love 2) Love Switch 3) Pure Love Complex 4) Animal Gang 5) Falling Into the River of Love Groups Scanlating: Peccatore Sanctuary Author: ICHINOMIYA Shihan Year: 2002 Read The Catharsis of Pure Love or Not-Pure Love Online: The Catharsis of Pure Love or Not-Pure Love Download The Catharsis of Pure Love Or Not-Pure Love: http://www.4shared.com/file/jnrzts0J/catharsis_of_pure_love_or_not-.html For download reupload requests, please post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

As most of you have already noticed, recently the forum kept returning a 500 Internal Server Error. This error appears every time the server is overloaded. I did some checks and discovered that a lot of other forums and sites are stealing pictures (signature images, avatars, emoticons, images uploaded) from our server. For example, I saw users from other forums who copied signatures from YaoiOtaku's members and use them on other forums, stealing our bandwidth resources. So, please try to upload the pictures you post on the forum on image sharing sites (Photobucket - the registration is free and uploading is very fast, TinyPic - you don't need to register in order to upload, ImageShack, or others). NOTE: After you have uploaded a picture on one of the image sharing sites above, you need to copy the code and paste it on the forum where you want the picture to appear. Thanks for understanding!

Well....to be honest i don't really have much talent but i wrote a little something... The characters are not known, they'r all from my head...Hope you like it. Summary : Hana is in a very complicated relationship with Shu... Then one day Shu doesnt show up to meet Hana and Hana decides to go drinking...He finds out Shu is being unfaithful and in the middle of this turmoil he meets Mina a stunning stage dancer.... Hope you enjoy(dont expect much though ) Status: Complete Warning: This fiction is rated +18! It contains strong language and explicit sex scenes. Spell…. “23:00 pm…” “What the hell am i waiting for at this hour?” “If he’s not coming then he’s not, and I’m leaving…There’s no way I’ll stay here in this cold waiting for nobody….” “It’s always like this, he’s busy, and he has work but what about me?” “For two years we’ve been in this kind of relationship in which no one gives in…I’m tired already of the empty house or the lonely hours I spend every day…I’m going to have a drink….sigh” And so I went, expecting nothing but a full glass of alcohol that could make me forget everything. All I wanted was an escape from an exhausting relationship, that seemed to last for too long already, it wasn’t working at all, but I still cared for him… But in fact, that night brought more than what I was expecting… I entered the first bar I saw, it wasn’t in a very good place but who cared I wanted to find someone and maybe, who knows be able to chat a little… I asked for a beer, but not even the beer was enough to take away the bitter taste I had in my mouth, so I asked the waiter to bring me a whiskey double(now that was going to work for sure). I kept asking one after the other, still sitting alone with nobody to talk to. I kind of analyzed the mood around me, apparently I entered some shady place, and it was so dark I couldn’t almost see a hand in front of me… I started looking around and was able to recognize something similar to a stage, it wasn’t big or very well equipped to a live performance and I wondered if there was something happening , cause it didn’t seem the kind of place to hold concerts… I looked the other way and saw a few small tables with a couple of chairs, filled with people, it toke me a second to realize they were couples, male one’s…(so I really did come to the right place uh)… if I wanted to find someone tonight not only for chit-chat it would be easy in this kind of place). The thought made me shriver… Yeah I was mad at him but did I really want to betray him, or was I just so mad to make him believe I did it? I didn’t know what to do…but the next few seconds changed everything… Shu walked thru the front door with someone I didn’t recognize…and honestly I was only able to see his face cause of the light outside when he opened the door…. I felt crushed…I couldn’t move an inch and I started shaking and wasn’t being able to stop… I picked up my cell phone just make sure and called him…If he picked it up what would I do? I tried to dial his number, he was always the first name on my phone list…I took the phone to my ear but all I eared was still the voice mail…. Was it really him? Was I seeing things? I stole another look and it was so hard because of the dark but my eyes were adjusting to the dim light and I was sure… Shu was with another man I didn’t knew… It couldn’t possibly be one of his co-workers because they didn’t know he was gay. I didn’t want to believe that he found somebody else and left me in the dark, double crossing me. My heart was about to burst…how could he do something like that to me…he left me out in the cold winter and came here with someone I didn’t know…who was this person, what did he meant to him, for how long was this going on? It was just too much for me to handle at that time…I started to feel dizzy… I just wanted to leave…but my body wasn’t responding. That was when I first saw him… “Are you alright, do you need help getting up?” The drinks started to get to me and I wasn’t able to stood up…I was shaking all over but I wanted to get out of there…I couldn’t stop my tears, and they started to fall…All the tears I’ve wanted to shed for so long began falling endlessly … “Look if you aren’t feeling alright I don’t mind taking you to a cab or something you’d just have to wait a little…” I knew he was talking to me but I wasn’t able to understand clearly what he was saying… He helped me get up and took me to some other place in the bar, with even less light… “Ok c’mon…sit here, I’m gonna bring ya’ glass of water… Boss get me some water” (he yelled at someone)… I wanted to focus on his face…to see who was being so kind to me…to see who was the person who was caring so much for me…nobody ever did…I wanted to thank him, but my voice didn’t come out I was still sobbing like a crazy person, and making a scene in a public place…Oh God what if Shu sees me? And why am I so worried about him, he surely never worried about me… “Hey look, I’m gonna leave ya here so you gotta be a good boy and behave, later I’ll take ya home or something…” He stood there looking at me, and for the first time I was able to see his face… He was perfection itself… The long black silky hair, a black kind of shining kimono and a dazzling smile…I had never seen so much beauty with my eyes… “Aren’t you a cutie…”He said while he watched me and smiled… I was dazzled, lost and confused…I could no longer figure out where I was, what was I doing, who was i… Some music started to play in the background, and the stage lights began to shine so brightly in that dark place that my eyes filled with tears hurt when I wanted to open them… I was standing just beside the stage and the lights would certainly give me away… “Shit I have to get out of here…if Shu sees me here, what am I going to do…what will he do… I don’t want to know”. A drum began to play… It was such a painful beat…It was so similar to my own heartbeat right then, that it was crushing, one after the other the strong thumping was bringing me to some other place and I felt myself being driven away by it… “Hey cutie I’m gonna have to go cause it’s time for me to dance, but don’t go anywhere, I’ll take care of you in a minute, ok?” That dazzling smile again… He went to the stage, and it suddenly dawn on me that the only thing that mattered was watching him…He was going to dance? Really…?He was a dancer…? I wanted to see…I wanted to see him…But why?! My eyes centered themselves on the small stage when a shadow took the place of the light… What I saw next left me breathless… The black figure standing so still in stage now, was till a few seconds ago holding my hand…I felt it warming just thinking about it. He started to slowly move to the drum beat, and I was lost. His face, his body…everything looked like was putting a spell on me, the way his hand moved to me felt like his previous touch was enticing my body to what more, to want his caress to want his kiss…to want his everything… Was it the alcohol, or something else…? I couldn’t help thinking what would he feel like if I touched his bare chest underneath that silky kimono…what his hair would smell like, the touch of his hand in me… His dance was so sensual, I was beginning to wonder if he was real, if he wasn’t something my mind made up to ease my loneliness… I wanted more. I didn’t want to end there, so I started drinking water to make sure my five senses became restored… And I remembered Shu…sitting somewhere in that place, watching his dance as well. I became fire inside, I wanted to scream and beat the hell out of him. But now wasn’t the time. I would ask the beautiful dancing man to take me home, and who knows maybe something will happen, and I’ll be able to get my revenge on Shu for everything he did to me. The thought of revenge made me feel powerful, and I liked that kind of feeling.. I was going to make it last for a little while longer…" Well that's all for now. I'll soon post something else to continue the story What will happen between Hana and Mina? And what about Shu, how will he react finding out Hana saw him? Stay tunned

How can I say.... My laptop, everywhere I have gone in the house, was with me so i could continue to reading this story.... loll So talented, I like this story Belita... Really, I'll be waiting for the next chapter... Like a grandma sits on his rocking chair, knitting socks for the winter...

Socks lol Fei Long or Asami? (inspared by Belita's sig )

Stay at home... Next situation: You're working at a bookstore and a cliente who's frequent ask you your name... You: Stay quiet and ignore him? Go pick a book that has a character name just like yours, point it out at him and in a very sexy way ask him to join you for coffee? Stop staring at him like a crazy person and answer him all embarresed and blushed?

i wanna complain about a girl who insist on sending me her naked picture i don't mind if it's one ,but now it's the 9 time she send to me , i have to be careful when i open because my family is near me, i have to be discreet when i open my emails too, >_

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Yeah you are right hama71. The only limitation one would have is that of the imagination oh and time would be a big factor in that too. I have made backgrounds for my own purposes and I always think I could have done this or that differently so I shall come here and enjoy your lovely pictures and perhaps I shall endeavour to create one or two of my own. Thank you for the advice...oh I think I am getting some ideas. Now let's see I have pictures I have paint and photoshop...hmmm... I'll be back to see what wonderful things you have posted.

It's not that hard... I think... ^^;;; I only work with paint in computer accessories program... It harder to work on but once you get used to it... it's not hard... just take some time.. --;; Well you could try... you might get good one... It's best you could use some other background and clear them with white or black or other color and just cut and paste the pictures that is all... ^^ Any way... I just hope I could keep up with what I had been doing... I still do have a lot of pictures to work on... Just getting lazy is the problem... --;;; And keep getting this cold also... T T

XD Its not me its the character. Will try to work on it soon ^^ want it to turn out right . Another writing prompt . You had planned to attend a friend’s birthday party and plugged her address into your GPS system, but the system guided you to somewhere else. Oddly enough, there was a man waiting for you at this mysterious place. “Sorry I had to rig your GPS, but this is urgent,” said the person. GPS __________________________________________________ “Sorry I had to rig your GPS, but this is urgent.” The man says. “Who are you ? “ I ask not daring to roll down my window. “A friend. “ He Says. “I don’t have time for this today is my friend’s birthday party.” “I can’t be late it’s very important.” I look the man over he is a tall slender man wearing a nice suit . Kind brown eyes hide behind his glasses. Something about him feel’s familiar. He sighs and looks down at me sadly . “ Fine you can leave if you can answer this question correctly .” “That sounds fair.” I say . “ Sarah what year is it ? “ I laugh . “2008 of course. “ The man smirks. “Sarah its 2011 now come out .” I reluctantly get out of my car as my mind tries to process what he is saying. He takes my hand gently into his. “You have been living a lie year after year. “ “And I can’t stand to watch anymore. “ The world around me seems to fall away as my memory comes back to me . ________________________________ “How could you? Sarah I trusted you. “Ashley screams. “It not what you think, I just met him today. “ I say desperately trying to explain . “Then why were you in his arms? “ “I told you I fainted and he just happened to catch me .” “Lies , lies ,lies . “ “I thought you were my best friend. “ Ashley says as she sticks her finger into my chest. “ I hate you ! “ She screams. “Please let us talk this out . I would never hurt you . “ I beg her . “I’m done talking some birthday this is turning out to be . “ Also don’t you dare come tonight. “She says and walks away leaving me in tears. I have to make this right I tell myself as I hurry to wrap her present. I write a short note on the name card and then jump into my car. The weather is as dark as my mood but even though it’s raining heavily I’m determined to hurry to Ashley. I reach for my phone to call her but as I do I hit a slick spot. I try my best to regain control but all I can do is watch as I speed into another car ,the man looks up at me panic in his eyes . And then nothingness. _____________________________ Tears fall from my eyes “No no no this can’t be true . “ “I’m dead? “ “I’m sorry Sarah but you are dead. “ He says gently pulling me into a embrace. “Who are you ?” I ask . But as I look into his eyes I see the answer. “I killed you. “ “It was a accident. “ I try to pull away from him but he just holds me tighter. “It’s going to be ok.” He assures me and kisses my forehead. “She must hate me .” I whisper. “ You need to let her go so you can move on .” “I don’t want to watch you relive that day ever again.” “How can I ? “ I ask as I stare at the ground. “Follow me . “ He commands. After a long walk we arrive at a unfamiliar house we easily go in no one notices us. It’s a party a grand party and then I see her . “Ashley.” “Look Ashley there is one gift left .” Her friend says handing her a sloppy wrapped gift. As she reads the note her face becomes pale . “What does it say ?” Her friend asks. “I’m sorry, I love you and will always love you . Your friend always, Sarah.” Inside the package is a picture of us in a golden frame. Ashley hugs it tightly to her chest. “No friend it’s me who is sorry.” I smile and take his hand “Thank you . “ “Are you ready?” “On one condition.” “And what is that? “ “Tell me your name. “ He laughs “Anthony.”

I guess this kinda fits...

That is really good one... I can't dance at all... --;;; I wish I could see you dance... ^^ Keep up your good hobby... ^^

Aww good chewing toy! Then we're counting on you for our G-updates for now! Thanks for tha adoooorbz pics *_*

Belita, when we'll be able to read the next chapter? To be honest I keep checking for almost a week. foxy1

Because he was born 65 years ago today & I just love this song [video=youtube;f4Mc-NYPHaQ]

Chapter 02 Wednesday, December 9 [Online] [sora: The guy was getting strange these days…] [Daichi: Oh… really?] [sora: Yeah! Instead of sitting beside me, he just stood by my side.] [Daichi: …] [sora: The train isn’t full! But he doesn’t sits anywhere! He’s really a weirdo! >_ [Daichi: Then why are you paying so much attention on him if you think he’s a weirdo?] [sora: But being weird is precisely why I’d pay so much attention to him!] [Daichi: …] [sora: Hey.. What’s wrong, you’re weird too!] [Daichi: Oh… am i?] [sora: Yes you are! You’re giving me perfunctory replies. What happened? ~_~] [Daichi: Nothing…] [sora:…] [Daichi: You did not take the initiative to talk to him first, did you?] [sora: What???] [Daichi: Did you forget what I said the other day, to befriend with him?] [sora: Oh! That~! I was glad that I didn’t ask him that day! Do you know how scary his face was?] [Daichi: How?] [sora: He practically had that “Beware-Of-Guard-Dogs” aura around him!] [Daichi: !!! 0.0 And you gave up just because of this?? 0_0] [sora: Isn’t that enough? Who knows if I would get a bashing out of it! And if that happens, I wouldn’t be here talking to you, I would be in the hospital! >. [Daichi: So you’re planning to back-off now? You’re so uncool!] [sora: .V. What’s this! So you want me to put my life at stake just to talk to him?] [Daichi: What are you talking about? Is he a Murderer or something?! If that’s the case, then I think you should be more careful of your surroundings so as to not be the next victim.] [sora: Shut Up! And stop cursing me! Why do you start cursing me out of nowhere! Still trying to deny that you’re upset… You obviously HAS something going on! What happened? >_ [Daichi: Nothing much, I’m just tired from work, maybe that’s why I’m acting weird! -0-] [sora: I see! I think you should rest early then!] [Daichi: Yeah… Goodnight…] [sora has just logged out. ] [Daichi has just logged out.] Thursday, December 10 Dear Diary, he finally sat down today, but his face wasn’t any better. I can’t help but feel more at ease. At ease? I’m not too sure as well. But…How could I feel so at ease that I actually fell asleep?! I even rested my head on his shoulder?! What more! I was drooling?!?! I felt so ashamed!!! But he didn’t have much reaction… I guess I better move on to another cabin from tomorrow onwards! That was so embarrassing!!! Friday, December 11 Dear Diary, I wanted to go to the other cabins today. Unpredictably, I met him as early as on the platform! He didn’t seem to mind what has happened yesterday. And since I’ve been spotted, I don’t think there’s a need to avoid him… do I? If he really mind what happened yesterday, he could go ahead to have his seat somewhere else… However, he still sat right by my side. Oh god!!! What’s happening to me!?!? I’m actually… I’m actually… I’m actually glad that he is not avoiding me! I think I’m ill, seriously ill… Maybe I should ask [Daichi] what wrong with me tomorrow! Saturday, December 12 [Online] [sora: I think I’m sick.] [Daichi: 0_0 sick?! Have you visit a doctor yet? Is there any where that’s having pain or discomfort? .V. Tsk, you should be visiting a doctor if you’re not feeling well! Why are you coming online instead?!] [sora: Oh please~~~! Let me finish my sentence would you? It’s not THAT kind of illness that any doctors could cure. It’s not exactly very serious… just that there is this person who keeps floating in my mind. And when I see that person, I feel embarrassed. Could it be… because I drool?] [Daichi: ?_? You what? Drool? What are you talking about?] [sora: Oh. . . Well, on Thursday. . . He finally sat down, and maybe I was too tired, so unconsciously, i fell asleep on his shoulder. And then I drool! I’m so glad that he didn’t avoid me because of this. . . ] [Daichi: … You seem to mind him a lot!] [sora: -_-# Wh…What! I’m… I’m just…I’m just embarrassed that I drool on him!!!] [Daichi: You didn’t apologize even when you dirtied other people’s shirt?! Don’t you have any manners?!] [sora: Apologize? Do you think I haven’t disgrace myself enough yet?] [Daichi: So you prefer to have him hate you?] [sora: You… You are horrible! >. [Daichi: Whatever it is, if you don’t want people to hate you, apologize. Okay!] [sora: Yeah, right! ] [sora has just logged out. ] [Daichi has just logged out.] To be Continued...

I made my way to Ryokan, I was making Mina wait for me, but the one who couldn’t wait to be in his arms was me… That person gave me a share of his world one day, but now i had one all to myself… Every foundation of the ground I step is created by his love and by himself… Without him and he brought me, only a gigantic void would be left… I found him at the entrance, waiting for me… The usual smile on his face, the warmth emanating from his every pore… All I need in this world was only a few steps away, waiting for me to reach it… I didn’t spoke, he didn’t either and we hugged… I wasn’t really afraid of being seen, that was really not important at all… How I wished I could stay like this forever… We went inside the Ryokan… The most beautiful place, surrounded by all the black and white background, it was just so peaceful… But at that same time, sadness invaded me, and I cried some more… He just held me, in some sort of way to comfort me… He felt so good… His smell, the feeling of my face close to his chest, hearing his heartbeat… “It’s ok… It’s over now, right?!” He knew… So I was right, the counter girl must have called the Ryokan, and that’s why he was waiting for me outside… “A few more minutes and I would’ve gone after y’a.” “It’s over… There’s nothing else to worry anymore, he’s gone… This time for good.” “I believe you…” That was all he said… He took me to one large room, and there I could find my bags, a huge yukata, that would probably be too big for me, and the already laid futons for us to sleep in … “Want to go take a bath…?!” “Hum…yes but…” “I already went Hana-san, I’ll wait f’o ya here and then will go eat…” “Ok…” I entered the bathroom, feeling like something was wrong… We wasn’t coming with me, he already had a bath?!… It was weird, he usually glued himself to me every time I was taking clothes off… Why was there a difference now…? I became restless… Was he angry…? Did I in some way hurt him…? I couldn’t even appreciate the bath properly… I scrubbed every part thoroughly but the fastest I could… I left the bathroom still dripping, hair all messed up, dressing the yukata while walking… I had to make sure everything’s ok, that he wasn’t sad… That I didn’t hurt him… My heart ached real bad, and as soon as I reached our door I slammed it open and got down on my knees… “I’m sorry… Forgive me…Please don’t be mad, don’t be sad or whatever you are…or I can’t take it…” Silence. I lifted my head and together with Mina, this beautiful young lady was serving us our dinner… I changed colours drastically… Only me to make a scene like this… Really?! How more pathetic could I be… I wished I could have run away, but she was leaving, dinner served, and Mina looking at me with a little hidden grin… “I’m so sorry about this now…(pure scarlet blush)” “Please don’t worry sir… I hope everything is to your liking…” “Eh yes, yes it is thank you, and sorry, really sorry…(embarrassed)” She didn’t answer but she smiled while closing the door… I felt horrible… I was a laughing stock now… I looked at Mina, and he still looked as amused as before… So I decided to ignore him… I was starving, and I was going to concentrate on the food since I already went through enough for one day… I only wished I’d reached my daily amount of stupidity already… I took a sneak peak at what was Mina doing… He was still at the very same position he was when I entered the room after showering… Looking intensely at me, like he was anticipating something, or rather waiting for me to do something… “What is it?” No answer… I glanced again…What was he trying to do with that kind of behaviour…? I must say he looked so sexy I that piece of cloth, it was getting hard to ignore…(blush). “What were you trying to say back then Hana-san…?! And why are you sitting so far away from me…?” “I’m the one who should be asking(head down)…You took your bath first…You didn’t wait for me…” “You wanted me to wait for you Hana-san…?!” What was this…this elegant yet so soft way he was speaking…? Honey to my ears, I thought… Was he already seducing me, even from afar…? Only with his look, his poise, his air that breathed sensuality everywhere you looked…? I have to stop or i won’t be able just to sit here... I thought... The space between us was growing smaller… It’s unbelievable, neither of us moved but I still felt him right there… He stood up and my heartbeat speed up drastically... I was feeling kind of over conscious with all this. Him with very little clothes on...me in such situation, it was impossible not to feel embarrassed by a moment such as that, even with all kinds of awkward situations we might have been thru together so far... He became my ideal person, did i became his...?! I wanted to steal him away from the world, giving him no chance of getting away from me... Was i managing to pull it off? Was i succeeding my plan to have him all to myself...? He came so close to me giving no room for my mind to think... “Are you angry... that i spoke to him?” “Should i be?!” “What’s this, are you being sarcastic...? I’m scared, i’m so sacred that i hurt you in some way... that you’re feeling sad by anything i might have done... I can bear to imagine it... You leaving me (tears)...” “Leaving you?! Sad?! Hurt?! I’m not any of those you mentioned...” “So why... why is it that i feel you distant...” He hold me again... squeezing me tight, such as i don’t forget how his embrace would feel like... “Never... Never will i be distant towards you... I’m actually so happy, so relieved, that you sent him away for good, that you can be mine with no strings attached, all of my dreams, all the times i pleaded for you to be only my own came true... Why would i be sad, hurt or even distant... i’m rejoicing...” “Really...” “You need me to prove it to you... (Smile).” “Yes... i do, right now i want everything you can give...” I didn’t finish that sentence... He smashed his lips against mine, and i was able to feel it... the truth beneath his words... And that was all i could ask for... “Today we’ll eat, drink, and sleep together right next to each other and tomorrow... I have a surprise for you....” ___________________________________________________________________________ Ok that's it for this chap, it will only have one or two more... Hope you liked it... Thank you for reading... Big Kiss

Hi there, here it is chap 1... Hope you all like it Big kiss :* Story Satus: Hana-san well confront Mina to tell him about his family affairs... How's that going to run?! Spell… Chapter 11 I got up early that morning. I was restless, couldn’t sleep well, working really good on the words I would have to use, to make him spill the beans… Took my usual shower, dressed some sport pants and t-shirt since it was so early, I wouldn’t dress the suit already, it would wrinkle and that would be a pain. I wanted to know everything, I wanted him to tell me, what was bothering him, what was making him so sad every time he spoke about it, why the bright smile he always had, darkened every single time I mentioned this matter. And today was the day to make it clear. If there was a way to help him, I would find it, I would help him sort things out. I disconnected the alarm clock, there was no need for him, since I was already up, and I went to wake him up… We both fell asleep late yesterday, but this couldn’t wait… There was no way I would leave this house without knowing what was happening, no way I was going to work thinking about the same thing all over again, I would be even more upset, with no room on my mind to work affairs. “Mina time to wake up… I need to talk to you before I go to work…” “But it’s so early Hana-san…can’t it wait till another hour….?” “No it can’t!” I answered him in a slight cold way, so he could figure it was important and that I wasn’t joking around… He got up still a bit drowsy, looking at me, like I was about to say something really bad… “I’ll begin preparing breakfast…” “Breakfast can wait Mina…Please, sit down…” “What’s wrong Hana-san…you look so serious all of the sudden…” “It’s not sudden, Mina, about your family…I want you to tell me everything…now” He sighted and his eyebrows furrowed... “Like I said Hana-san it’s complicated…Why do you want to know stuff like this…it doesn’t concern you.” That hurt. It didn’t concern me?! How could he say something like that…? If we were together it’s normal for us to know everything about each other… Especially if it was such a pained matter, I wanted him to know I was here for him, as he was for me so many times before... “That was mean, Mina. You follow me up, you sleep with me, you spied on my ex, you make me fall in love with you and I don’t have the right to know these things…I’m I supposed to be ok with that?!” “I’m sorry Hana-san, I didn’t meant it that way, ‘course you deserve to know, i’ll tell ya everything about me…is just this matter…I won’t even know where to begin…” “Try starting from the beginning...” I grabbed his hands and looked straight into his eyes... He sighed like three times in a row… Whatever was he was about to say, it surely made him feel so much sorrow, I was feeling a bit guilty about it, but I had to know… “Two years ago, when I met ya in that Sakura gathering at my house, I really fell in love with Hana-san… I told ya before, and I… I really wasn’t joking around when I said it Hana-san…” “Yes and…what do I have to do with this story…?” “Well, after that day, I started wondering if it wouldn’t be great if I could find Hana-san, and be together with ya, tell ya that I love ya, and that I want to stay with ya….forever…” This declaration stunned me, because i could clearly see what was coming ahead... “Mina what happened?!” I felt my chest hurt… “Well, two weeks after that party, I went to talk with my parents… They always were… everything for me…I love them with all my heart… My brother is my best friend…They were so important to me. But that day, things changed….” A cold shiver run down my back…something really bad was coming and I could feel it… “Changed how…?” “Well…Hana-san, for a men to feel attracted to other man, don’t ya think is weird?! Of course I understood that something was wrong with me, but I didn’t really dislike girls, but I just don’t want them, or other guys…I just wanted you. So I decided to speak with my parents about it…about adopting a man into our family, since I decided not to get married to a woman..” “You what…?!” “I thought it was the right thing to do, cause…well even if I couldn’t have Hana-san…no one was right for me…I wouldn’t be with anyone, and that they should be prepared for it..” My worst nightmare was happening there in front of my eyes…I could see it like a movie…The shock, the pain, the disgust they must have felt….like they, my family, did… “You’re an idiot, why did you such a thing…?” “Hana-san! If I didn’t tell them straight up I didn’t want to get married, they soon would be finding me a bride…My family has traditions, rules, that I never understood, but that I was supposed to follow…I don’t want that…I wouldn’t be happy, and I wouldn’t make the other person happy too…” “What did they do afterwards? I mean, didn’t they lock you up, preventing you from doing such a thing or something…?” This...was me…mentioning these things was really difficult, they were my experiences…my pain, my tears, my suffering… Like he was telling my story… “Well they didn’t…They just said that if it was what I wanted…then I was….no longer part of that family…” He was devastatingly sad telling me all this… I became somehow terrified from the thought of being responsible, from him being thrown out of his own house… Something this happened because he met me… “Are you ok with this…? Are you ok, with not being able to meet your parents anymore, not meeting your brother anymore, to throw away all you have…Are you really ok with this Mina?” “If it’s for you…yes I am.” There wasn’t a doubt in his eyes, the black colour of his irises didn’t lose their glitter, or showed me any kind of regret, or fear while saying those words… What was I suppose to feel…happiness?! I was so scared… and so sad, I didn’t know what to do anymore… How could I be responsible for this kind soul to have lost everything…? “I…I can’t accept that…” He looked down, he looked mad, like he was going to punch something… “This is why…I didn’t want to tell you anything…” “What...you rather keep me in the dark about all this?” “Yes...i would rather do that, so that i don’t have ya mopping around thinking about my own choices...i choose you...you better deal with it. You might leave me, but that will only mean i’ll be alone. Won’t you be with me instead?! Will you let me alone forever just because i said what i really felt to my family?... Do you really think that i’ll give up on you, just because you don’t want me to throw everything away? Well, you better think again Hana-san, cause i won’t go back, on my words nor my actions....” “You’re leaving me no choice... What i Shu finds out who you are and goes babbling to your family that you’re with me...? How do you think it would make me fell, for them to know that i am the one responsible for ruining his son’s life...(tears)...?” “Why does that bastard comes up in this conversation? He has nothing to do with this or you, by the way, so why are you mentioning him?” “Because i saw him... Yesterday...He begged me to go back to him, i'm afraid he'll meddle in my affairs...” “He what?!” “Just cool it Mina, i told him straight that i had no intention of going back to him, and told him that i already had someone...that i wouldn’t let go, or give up on...(blush)because you’re special...to me, i'm just scared he finds out who you are and does something bad” He got up and hugged me, like he never did before. I felt him reassure me that he wasn’t going anywhere...that he wouldn’t leave me... "I'll be right here... I won't let anything happen to you..." "I't's not me i'm affaid you idiot...." I had the feeling i was holding to something as precious as the sun, or the moon... The kind of person, i searched all my life, was there in my arms, and i could only fear what was ahead of us... Hope you enjoyed reading... Thank you for all the suport... Another big one f'o ya all :*

Hi, here's chap 10. It's a little well...nothing much but just in case i put it like this... Hope you enjoy... Spell… Chapter 10 ________________________________________________________________________ Hope you guys liked it... Thank you, always, for the suport... Big kiss f'o ya :leaf3:

Here it is chap 9... Hope you guys like it Spell... Chapter 9 When i woke up, i felt something really heavy on top of me. I tried to move but it was hard to get away from those strong arms, the more i tried to get loose the more they gripped tight. “Mina, i need to get up, please let me go...” “(muffed) No...it’s still early Hana-san, stay here a little while longer...(tight hug)” Oh my...so cute... “I have to Mina-san...” He started to move away... “Ok but i’ll get up as well, i’ll cook you breakfast...” He blinked an eye tom me and I felt warm just from his kindness... It was good to know he was there for me, it felt right... I was blushing like an idiot all over again.... “But Hana-san...don’t you want to give me a good morning kiss...?” I blushed even harder right on the spot, what was with that kind of question this early in the morning... “Mina-san!... Please i have to get ready...uh...don’t ask such things like this...” “Ok...” The sad, dejected look he had was unbearable, i just felt like hugging him again, kiss him a lot and never let go...even so i left the room, i was running a little late. I really needed a shower... I got to the bathroom and kept thinking about what was said on the day before. It seemed surreal. The words, the actions...They really happened... And i promised to be with him... Was i being too little cautious about this, or over cautious....Did i loved him or was this just an incredible attraction? I was getting confused so i decided to drop the thought. “We’ll see how this goes... i will take my conclusions later.” I got dressed so i could got to work, and when i got to the living room , he had already set the table, breakfast served, a huge smile on his face, like he didn’t saw me for like a year, all waiting for me...I loved that. “Hana-san i have to work today, my part-time at the bar is today so...i’ll be a little late but, can i come to meet you when i finish?” Another blush... “Don’t you have a house to go to?” “Well i do, but i rather stay with Hana-san....if you don’t mind...” Well i didn’t mind! Between spending the nights alone, laying in a bed all alone i much rather have him with me these cold nights. Not because of the cold, but because the warmth he brought to me was unlike anything else, unlike anyone... But i just couldn’t tell him that. “Well i don’t mind...so you can...just make sure you don’t wake me up (blush)...” He got closer and whispered... “I don’t know if i can do that.... (soft kiss)” “Mina-san...(hard blush)” “But i’ll try...it’s going to be really hard but i’ll try not to wake you... (smile)” I tried to change the subject. “Do you really have to work at that place...? I mean, i’m not judging or anything but don’t you belong to a very big, important family...? What are you doing working in a place like that...?” There was this drastic change in his expression... “It’s complicated Hana-san...” I felt insecure for the first time... “But you can talk to me right, i mean you can see me as a friend as well, if you need someone to talk to, you can confide in me, you know that, right?” “(soft kiss) Hana-san is so good to me... (smile)” I felt getting warm again...the closeness, and the way he spoke to me where like weapons against my desire, and i always lost to them... “Mina-san please...i really should be going...” I got out of the table, so i could take a safe distance...Another word, another touch and i would be lost... “Ok...work hard Hana-san...” “Thank you, you too... I’ll see you later then...” And i was out the door. As i was walking, i felt happy, the kind of feeling you have, when everything’s right, when happiness was just there for me to grab it. But a darkness came to obscure almost all the light... He didn’t explain, what happened with his family. The why was he working in that bar, when he belonged to a much brighter, amazing place... The thought occupied my entire mind, throughout the day, and didn’t let go. The reason behind it was because i was feeling that happiness from the morning fade... My heart was feeling small, and the pain, coming like waves as soon as i remembered his words, became worse. “What did he meant with...”it’s complicated”...I wish he could tell me, i don’t want him to feel bad, or to think i’m unreliable... I’m here for him.” Was it really so complicated, that he just didn’t want me to know, or was i a bother to be told about these things? “Man, i got to give my head a five minute break...” I went to grab a few things from the cafeteria and, all by myself went to eat at the garden below. It was freezing, but the cold air, helped to clear my mind. “I will talk to him later about it, i’ll wait for him to arrive, and trap him. I will make him say everything because i don’t want to feel like this... I hate it.” I finished my food and was about to get in the office building when, a person standing only a few steps from me looked terribly familiar. “Can i talk to you Hana?” Shu? Again? What did he want now, wasn’t what he told me two days ago enough...? “Please, i’m trying so hard to get away from everything related to you, so...why do you have to come here, again....?” “Please Hana(tremble)...Come back to me.” They destroyed my world in that moment...Those words. How could he? What did he want with saying that? What was he after? My destruction...? “Goodbye Shu. Don’t ever speak to me again, don’t ever look for me again...Forget about me. I’ll do the same thing about you.” I turned away, but he grabbed me.

Well here goes nothing Story status : Well Hana found out Shu was betraying him, and still at the bar he's so drunk he needs the help of Mina, a dancer at that same bar... But now Hana is better, and has to face everything that has happend to him... So what will he do? Hope you enjoy. Spell – Chapter 2 While I was standing behind the stage, I watched all his performance… There weren’t words good enough to describe it. How could something so beautiful be made by a person, I wondered… “I have a boyfriend right now…Do I really want to do this? Am I this kind of person? Yes, he is unbelievable, so much that I don’t trust my eyes right now but…did I really mean it? No…. I didn’t, and since I became a bit sober I should apologize for my behavior and go home… I would work things out with Shu.” Or better settle them once and for all. I won’t let this continue, this miserable life, this empty feeling hovering on me every second of every day… Enough was enough and things would end between us tonight. I finally stoop up, and went to find the ”dancing man” (jeez i didn’t even know his name, how embarrassing)… I went to met him, and he was talking to someone. I got a little closer, I was so ashamed with myself that my face felt like was it was being cooked inside out… “Ok…relax, say hello, say sorry for everything and thank you….and then go home. Ok this is a good plan, sigh…” When I almost got by his side I recognized the person he was talking to. Shu was standing there holding the other guy’s hand, talking to the dancer, he seemed to be praising him. Then the other guy also shook the dancer hand and they left after only a few seconds. I stood there watching the all scene, like a movie…unable to do or say anything. It was nerve racking…”Just calm down…one thing at the time.” I took 2 steps forward and he looked back at me with that same dazzling smile of his. “I there…Feeling better now? Do ya need a cab or I could walk ya home if you’re still not ok?!” I thought about it again…Having the possibility of having him seemed almost too good(or not, maybe he wasn’t gay right…I just assumed that due to his work place…I could be wrong). “Stop it, just stop it” I thought to myself, I got have a hold on my feelings and this is not the best way… “Thank you so much for today, you really helped me out…”I smiled shyly…I didn’t want him to see my face, I was probably horrible from all that crying so I kept my head down. “I’m so sorry for causing a commotion here, I was just feeling a little down and I kind of drank too much…so I’m really sorry for that. Hum, you don’t need to bother about me now, I’m fine so I’m heading home while I’m feeling better…” I turned around so I could leave, but he grabbed one of my hands. “So you would just leave without even telling me you’re name cutie?” “Ahah, cutie yeah right...”-I managed to say-“but thanks anyway…” I extended my other hand. “I’m Hana.” Just when I thought he was going to shake mine he pulled my entire arm to himself, holding my waist he took my lips without giving me a chance to back away… “I’m Mina. Nice to meet ya Hana” He licked the top of my mouth once again and gave that killer smile, his voice was soft velvet in my ears, all of my neck hair stood up… The balance I was so strongly trying to keep broke and I almost hit the floor. Knees shaking, head spinning… Was all of this for real?! I broke his embrace and gave some distance between us… There was no way I wouldn’t give in if he so much touched the tip of my finger… It was such an arousing feeling, that all parts of my body were pleading for. “What the hell you think you’re doing mister?” “Well that was my thank you gift…” He joked. “I don’t think I ever gave you permission for such, and I already thanked you for everything, so there was really no need for you to do that…” “I just felt like it…You’re so cute” he teased. “I’m…wha…well goodbye.” That one got me that’s for sure… I turned around the fastest I could, but my feet were still deceiving me. Trying to keep my balance on alcohol and such an excited state was no good to keep my body moving accordingly to the way I wanted it. I rushed thru the door… I was able to feel the cold air outside, and my head became clearer. I heard footsteps behind me. “Hey ya sure you don’t need me to walk ya home… I really don’t mind ya know.” “I’m positive. Good night.” I went my way… I don’t know why but I still glanced behind for a long time, until I could no longer see him. Gosh I hoped he didn’t saw me looking at him like an idiot. Soon, as I was walking the important issue came to my mind. After all that has happened tonight I still have to go home, and have a life changing moment. Tonight was final. Tonight I would let him go. The thought of regret started building inside of me, but I couldn’t realize if I was regretting the situation I was about to face, or the fact that I didn’t do it earlier. Do I really love him? At that point I wasn’t so sure anymore. The sense of freedom became a scary feeling, I didn’t want to spend my life alone… Alone… That thought brought me back to old memories. To the time we swore to never let go of each others hands. To the time we picked our house, to the time I bought him a hideous sweater that he hated but told me he loved it because I gave it to him… “Oh god… I’m breaking breaking inside.” Every step I took towards that door brought me a memory, and every memory brought me even more pain… “What did I do wrong…? Where did I fail you…? I only took time loving you and you go and do something like this to me….You promised (sob)…Ya prom (sob)….” “I HATE YOU…I HATE YOU FROM MAKING ME FEEL THIS WAY…” My knees gave away and I fell on the snow covered floor crying… I stood there for what it looked like an eternity. My body was frozen from standing for too long on top of the snow. At least all the things I remembered we’re good, and that gave me strength to lift my head and walk the rest of the way… I was now standing in my front door, hand on the knob… Too scared to open it. But I had to. I took a deep breath and I walked in.

Love is so easy ... Namolla Family... This song is great X"D

this thread is really an interesting one to read! :hamtaro-005 (6): so... let's get to the point here.. i'm a girl and i'm straight, but i confess that i have this curiosity of making out with a girl.. just to know how it is. no feelings. just sex. i guess i can say im a usual girl next door. i dont drink, i try my best to not say bad words and stuff like that, and usually people would not believe some things i've done (or wish to do) just by looking at me. i'm like.. the good girl, good daughter. i'm not a party party person, i still live with my family, i dont get home too late, etc. and dont get me wrong, i dont do it just for appearence, i am like that and i like to be the way i am. but i do have lots of sex desires and i don't disguise it. i just dont think i have to show it to everybody. this is just between me and my partner, no one else. so.. confessions... when i was like.. 6 i had this boy friend (about same age) who we alwaayyss used to play as husband and wife. we kissed a lot back then. of course i still had no idea of what exactly i was doing, but i liked. later, around 10, i had this friend (girl) and we always used to kiss too. we always played like.. practicing for whenever we would get a boyfriend.. we kissed a lot! and i guess my first tongue kiss was with her.... =] when i actually got my first real boyfriend, my parents never allowed us to spend the night together or anything like that. he have never even seen my bedroom! We were always at the living room watching tv or at the porch.. so any chance we had, we had to do it quickly and quietly. our favorite thing to do was to sit next to each other and i used to put a pilow on my lap and he used to touch me under that and i did that to him too. so we had cum a LOT of times at the couch, while my parents were at the other room, whitout even being suspicious about anything. and a lot of times we actually had sex at the porch. i love the idea of doing it while everybody else is minding their own business, in places that you might get caught.and still being honest... i usually satisfy myself at the bathroom office while everybody is working... =]

I've been forced kissed 3 times not including the ones by females, if my brother knew he would probably commit a mass genocide, so let us be sure to keep it a secret. ;P Chu!~~~

I have to confess. I'm deeply in love with my best friend (female) and beg to the gods that I could be with her, but I know that will never happen. seeing how she loves my like a sister/brother (depending on the way i'm acting). I wish I could go out with her. And also. I made out with my other best friend (also female) in bed with my best friend (the one I love deeply) while she was asleep...and kept clinging to me. The 3 of us had to share a bed when we slept over at make out best friends house. I wish i could expirience that again. no one knows besides the 2 of us...and now you guys.

I'm bi. I'm not gender-sensitive. I am attracted to girls and men. Although for girls, I do have some specific types I look for. With a girl, I'm tachi. With a man, I'm uke. I've made out in an elevator....TWICE. Check! Always wanted to do that. Made out by the door of the house just immediately after seeing the guests leave. Check! I'm very attracted to guys who wear glasses. I walked around wearing a big angry red hickey on my neck in public. I like being marked like that. LOL...so uke. hahahhaha!

The only thing I feel kinda bad is making out with a classmate on a party while being kinda together with another guy. But we weren't boyfriend/girlfriend and he was being a jealous, controlling bitch and I was kinda pissed off hehe... If he could he wouldn't even let me hug my friends >__> He didn't last long lol. Let's jsut say I hate being controlled.

My love for Asian music came when I first started watching anime and originally I only really listened to anime opening and ending themes and didn't really know who they were done by.