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My first love die long time ago... But, time to time I just miss him and want to see him so much that I can't control my tear... But, I can't give up this life of mine... I don't think he want me to give up my life and follow him... I believe he want me to live life he couldn't have... So even it is hard for me to live this life some time... I try to keep up... so I want to see him later with smile... and say... "I keep the live you give me!" But, still I really miss him!

The sky seems so beautiful, the water in the pond is sparkling, I gently touched the flower beds, feeling alive.. For the first time ever, the days just keep brighter and brighter because of you... You make my life so colorful, You make my life so lively, You make my life so wonderful, You make my life so special... Even though I just met you, I want to know everything about you, Oh, do tell me... Please, somebody tell me this isn't a dream, because I would never dream something like this, something that would make my life so happy... Please, somebody tell me this isn't a dream, because I don't want to not be able to see you ever again.. Please, somebody tell me this isn't a dream, that I have fallen for you... Please, somebody tell me this isn't a dream, that I think you have fallen for me too..

Today is Takumi-kun special... ^^;;; Art from Takumi-kun art book and other... Mix with manga to movie... ^^ 5th Movie special... ^^ Enjoy! ^^

the link to the quiz http://quizilla.teennick.com/quizzes/103695/your-eyes-are-the-windows-to-your-soul-what-type-of-eyes-do-you-have My Result :

Chapter 2 Bored Kenta I was mad. Not just upset but fucking mad as hell but there wasn't a damn thing I could do about it. Well I could but it was going to cause a huge problem. “I am not fucking spying on Hasu!” I glared up at Sora who sighed and rubbed his forehead. Yeah I was getting a headache too. “If he finds out you guys-” “Kenta! Shut up for a minute and listen!” I took a step back startled as Sora yelled at me. He lowered his voice but the look in his eyes kept me pinned where I was. “I'm not asking you to spy, I'm asking you to keep an eye on him and make sure he's alright. Isao said there have been some weird comments on the forum and on his blog lately but he won't talk about it.” I scratched my head thinking for a minute. “Umm . . . what'sa blog?” Sora shook his head, his shoulders slumping. “Ryuu . . . this isn't going to work.” “Ken-chan,” I turned to face Ryuu ready to tell him off for using the nickname but the look on his face stopped me. He was really worried. “What we need is for you to just keep an eye on him when we can't. You've got more free time than we do.” I groaned. “Guys . . . I get it that you are worried, but Isao and Hayate got each of you your own bodyguards, why do I have to do this?” Sora and Ryuu exchanged looks. Ryuu came over and wrapped an arm around my shoulders and kissed my cheek. “Don't pout, please. His bodyguard can't enter the school grounds. You can.” “Eh? No I can't!” “Kenta, calm down.” Ryuu held me in place. The urge to bolt for the bedroom was squashed as he gripped me. “We've already spoken with the director and the principal and gotten you special access. You'll be going with him to school just until we find out what is going on.” I wiggled out of his grip and turned to face the two of them. “You did all this without even asking what I thought about it. So fuck you, I'm not going to some fancy ass school to get made fun of and- ow!” Sora was giving me that look I really hated. I rubbed the back of my head and looked up at Ryuu who didn't look very happy. “Kenta, we need you to do this-Hasu needs you to do this. What if he's got a stalker? He must be completely freaked out after what happened last month. I wouldn't ask you to do this if it wasn't so important.” Dammit why did he have to make total sense? Hasu was my friend too but going so far as to follow him to school seemed a bit much. I was worried about the kid too, but he had all of us looking out for him. I hadn't had anyone looking out for me at his age. “Ryuu this isn't going to work.” “Actually it wasn't my idea. Isao set it up.” “Fuck!” That was it, that man seriously had it out for me. “Why did he do that?” Sora chuckled, “Ah well, he said something about not allowing you back to work until you'd learned your kanji.” “Fuck him! I've gotten along just fine without . . .” My voice trailed off as I realized Ryuu was giving me that look. The look that said I'd just made a fucking idiot of myself once again. “Dammit . . . you really are going to make me do this aren't you?” “You really have to ask?” *** I was so fucking bored it felt like I’d died and gone to hell. The drone of the teacher’s voice sounded more like a fly buzzing against a window. I’d laid my head down a long time ago. It was starting to cloud up outside and was probably going to be raining by the time school let out. Fucking hell . . . this couldn’t be real. There was no way I was actually sitting in a fucking classroom. “Arakaki-kun, would you like to solve the problem on the board?” Sighing I raised my head. “No and fuck off.” There was a collective gasp and I realized what I’d just said. “I-I mean . . . uhh-“ “Arakaki Kenta we do not speak to our teachers like that!” That was Oda, the class president or whatever. He was glaring at me like he’d like to shove his pen through my eyeball. I glared at him till he looked away, his cheeks turning red. As if some little kid like him could intimidate me. Hah! Got it right that time. I turned back to see the teacher walking down the aisle toward me. Ah fuck, what now? “Arakaki-kun.” He looked down at me, just like every adult had ever looked down at me. “I do not tolerate that kind of talk or behavior in my class. You can either solve the problem and take a zero grade for the day or go see the director.” And people wondered why I thought school was such a fucking waste of time. “What problem? I don’t see a fucking thing on the board.” He set his jaw and I flinched as he pointed for the door. “Out. Now.” I made sure to slam it on my way out, hearing a couple of yelps from the girls. God, what a bunch of- . . . my eyes widened as I realized Ryuu was standing in the hallway looking very, very put out. He just shook his head and crooked a finger at me. Oh fuck. He was silent as we walked toward the main office. We stopped at the door and I fidgeted for a moment trying to figure out what to say. “Listen, Ryuu . . .” “Don't say it Kenta, okay. Just don't. I guess I should have trusted Isao when he said you'd do your best to get out of this by acting out.” He glanced sidelong at me, the gray eyes disapproving. “I really thought you had Hasu's best interests at heart Kenta.” Ouch, that hurt. “Ryuu I do, its just . . . I dropped out of school when I was fourteen, this is just a lot to deal with right now . . . okay. I-I promise I'll try to do better, but I don't get any of this high school stuff.” Turning to me Ryuu put his hands on my shoulders and leaned down slightly so we were eye to eye. “Kenta, don't play dumb. I know exactly how smart you are. You can do this. I know you can. Prove Isao a liar and show him that you can stick with this. Please.” Numb I nodded slowly. “Okay, but can I not have math class?” Ryuu chuckled and kissed my forehead. “Sorry my dearest, but that's part of the standard curriculum. Akira could tutor you, he's really good at math.” “Fine. Whatever. But, I'm only doing this until we figure out what's up with Hasu.” “Sure thing. I already miss having you at the house and we haven't even started getting unpacked!” I snorted. “Its all your shit anyway, you can unpack it.” “Hey now I tried to get you to pick out stuff but all you'd do was just gripe about how there was too much shit to pick from.” “Fuck off.” He giggled and kissed me lightly. “Maybe later. Oh and don't forget your doctor's appointment is tomorrow” “I remember. You probably shouldn't do that where people can see you . . .” I could feel my cheeks heating up as I met the startled look of a teacher behind Ryuu. He straightened up and followed my look. He grinned and waved. “Good morning!” Her face suddenly went bright red and clutching her papers to her chest she darted into the office, all but running into the door in her haste. Ryuu and I both laughed and I leaned up to kiss him again. “I better go. I'm more than ready for this day to be over so I can get back home.” “Awww so cute! You do miss me!” “Shut up and go home, dork.” I couldn't keep the smile off my face. Fuck me but I'm hopeless when it comes to the weirdo. The rest of the day dragged by. By the time I got home I was sick with a pounding headache and the nearly overwhelming urge to break things. Ryuu greeted me at the door, but his smile disappeared almost instantly. “You are in pain! Go sit now.” He barely gave me a chance to get my shoes off before he was pulling me over to the couch. The sudden movement made my head swim and I stumbled against him. “Kenta! Are you alright? What's wrong?” “Justa fucking headache.” I sank down on the couch and laid my head over on the cool pillow. My eyes felt like they were going to explode out of my head with the pounding in my skull. I opened them a few minutes later as a hand was placed on my forehead. “Here, some water and an aspirin.” “Thanks.” “Was today really that bad?” Ryuu sounded worried as I took the pills. “You look beat.” “It wasn't as bad as I thought it was going to be, but it's weird. The teacher would be writing stuff on the board but I couldn't see anything. I finally just gave up after a while when my headache got too bad.” Ryuu was frowning, his eyes unfocused as he seemed to be thinking. “I think we need to talk to your doctor about this tomorrow when we go. You shouldn't be getting headaches like this.” “Yeah, okay. Do I have to go back tomorrow?” “Yes I'm sorry.”

This is a picture of a sock made in Korea. Really made my day. Just want to share with you! ^.^ Pika-DoH! :hamtaro-005 (22):

you can download the game and the English patch here: Silver Chaos Fanbox Eternal Fantasia 1. after downloading it you should have these files: 2. select the 1st disc: Silver Chaos - Fanbox - EternalFantasia.part1, extract it. It will automatically extract the 2nd disc as well. 3. create a folder on D: or C: , where you want to install the game. Leave this folder for now, we'll need it later. My folder is called 'Silver' 4. open Daemon Tools and click on the places marked in the image below in that order. 5. click on Run BOOT.exe 6. click on the button marked with black 7. click on the marked button and browse for the folder you have created at point 3 8. it might ask you if you want to create the folder VividColor if it does click Yes 9. allow the installation 10. the initial menu should appear again just close it 11. go again in the folder where you have the zipped files (exactly like at point 1) and double click the patch (SCEF Patchb74) 12. extract it in the installation folder (the folder created at point 3, in my case, Silver) 13. go to the installation folder (for me, Silver) and double click the patch (SCEFPatch) 14. allow the patching process 15. click Ok 16. done! the game should work if you will get a MainSystem.exe error after starting to play the game, go in the installation folder and remove the file Open.avi

Thank you! I am glad you like them... I just feel tire this morning so I didn't do much... --;;;

Sensitive Pornograph (uncensored) Anime Title: Sensitive Pornograph Written by: Ashika Sakura Genre: yaoi Number of Episodes: 1 - have 2 part Year : 2004 Plot: Part 1 : The story begins with Seiji Yamada (Voiced by: Kenichi Suzumura), a young shonen manga artist, who develops an affair with a fellow mangaka, who writes hentai, named Sono Hanasaki, who is also his favorite artist. The plot-line develops from Yamada mistaking Sono for a girl. After having discovered him to be a boy, Seiji still falls in love with him, and they have an intimate affair. Seiji becomes distraught when he learns of Sono's past tendencies of sleeping around, and for a time the two become separated. However, they eventually reconcile after Seiji learns of the emotional damage Sono has suffered as a result of being abandoned and used only for sex. Part 2 : The second part begins with Ueno, a student in college, who works part-time as a pet sitter, receiving an assignment to take care of a rabbit. Upon arriving at the specified address, looking for a rabbit named Aki-chan, he finds that there is no rabbit. Instead he discovers a young man bound, naked, in a closet, apparently a sex slave to the man who hired Ueno. Aki-chan is chagrined to realize that his lover/master has created a twist on a sexual thrill situation for himself - he has sent strangers to Aki-chan for sex before, but tricking someone into the apartment is a new twist. Aki-chan knows his master wants to watch from a distance while Aki-chan has sex with the duped Ueno. Explaining that his master will get mad if things don't go his way, and may even hurt Ueno, Aki-chan persuades him to have sex to ..... Download Sensitive Pornograph OVA: Download Watch Sensitive Pornograph Online (HD Quality): Sensitive Pornograph Online For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

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Actually this is not a gay story, but there's a deep and strong relationship between 2 guys ^0^. Title: Bungee Jumping of Their Own Released : 2000 Running time : 99 min Sub : English soft sub Format : avi (HQ) SUMMARY : In the summer of 1983, Tae-hee and In-woo meet and fall in love at first sight. Just as their relationship is blossoming, Tae-hee is tragically killed. Seventeen years later, In-woo has become a high school teacher and married another woman. Meeting his new pupils, In-woo is startled to feel an overwhelming attraction to one of them, Hyun-bin, a 17 year-old boy whose mannerisms begin to increasingly resemble those of Tae-hee’s. In-woo struggles with the concept of falling in love with his student, and they both get bullied by other students at the school for being homosexual. Watch Bungee Jumping of Their Own Online: Bungee Jumping of Their Own Download Bungee Jumping of Their Own Movie: Part 1 Part 2 English subbed For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

just answer the questions you want :leaf13: 1-How is your internet connection? (good or slow, does the connection get cut often, and how do you react) 2-how do you refuse a friend invitation? 3-how do you fight with a member of your family? 4-do you have a trust problem? 5-what do you do when someone important to you call when you are going to sleep or sick or Busydo you answer or not? 6-did you hope for something but got disappointed 7-what do you do when your pet wanna play with you but your busy with something 8-how do you calm yourself when you are worry yeah ,i know it's WH questions :msn_red_fox 14 i just wanna see the different answers :cuteonion7:

I just hope you like it... --;;; This image is from ani kimi ni todoke's ending... I feel this and you poem will go well together... I did want to use different color for the poem... but my brain is little out right now... so... I hope you like what I did... ^^

i like the mood of the song. i feel like i'm reading young love at its brightest. that feeling of excitement and girlish curiosity. for a moment you got me imagining a little princess imagining her prince after meeting him for the very first time. the poem has a lot of hope and it's a very happy poem.

well hama nee-chan...seriously after reading yours and yojichan's poem.. i feel so touched on how 1st love means to both of u... i honestly says i dun even hve 1st love eventhough im 16 now...but i could feel how precious 1st love is to people... i totally adore ur love towards ur 1st love...u became stronger becoz u love him so much which makes me feel proud of u... well maybe later i will feel it but not now i guess... i dun even hve time for myself...hehe

thanks again, hama-san! i totally appreciate what you've done. i really liked it. i hope your sister's family have a safe trip back to Korea. i hope you meet your first love again. awww~ there...there...*hugs* this too shall pass. oh thanks so much, cherry! i'm so happy you liked it. awww~~ I feel so lucky to be friends with you too. *hugs tight* you're an amazing writer and you're incredibly sweet and thoughtful.

I am so lucky to be friends with two extremely talented people. Hama71 for having such great ideas for images for the poems written and Yo-chan for giving us such a beautiful piece of work.

Looooooovvvvveeeeee!!!!!!!!! *spazzes* This is so cute and funny and Si is so adorable and aggghhh! I can't say how much i love it Thank you Destiny.Fate and Goki !!!

Title: Maid Hajimemashita: Goshujinsama no Osewa Itashimasu Genre: Love ADV/Yaoi Rate: 18+ Released in: 2007 Format: rar Platform: PC Plot: The action of the game begins in a torrid day when Akagi Ritsu suffers inside the hose from heat and idelness. Suddenly the bell on the door rings and the visitors are three unknown men. Akagi finds out that these three men are the sons of the family for which his mother works. They came with a proposal: Akagi would replace for a week his injured mother and work as a servant in their house. Download Maid Hajimemashita: Goshujinsama no Osewa Itashimasu Yaoi Game Maid Hajimemashita For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: S - Esu Author: Aida Saki Artist: Nara Chiharu Genre: Action, Drama, Romance, Tragedy, Yaoi Status: 4 Volumes (Complete) Year: 2005 Download S BL Novel by Aida Saki: Sendspace (Thanks to Bridget) 4Shared (Thanks to RyuHana) -- The Drama CD can be found here. For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Okane ga Nai / No money OVAs Title: No Money / Okane ga Nai Genre: yaoi Year Published: 2007 Type: OVA No. of Episodes: 4 Duration: 25 min / ep Plot: Yukiya Ayase is a university student. His cousin Tetsuo Ishii betrays and sells him in an auction to settle his heavy debts. Ayase is bought by Somuku Kanou for 120 million yen. Kanou does this because he remembers Ayase from four years ago, when Ayase, a stranger, helped him. Now Kanou wants to keep Ayase close to himself, and uses the debt of 120 million yen to force Ayase to live with him. As Ayase is still a student and does not have a job, he is forced to sell his body to Kanou for 500,000 yen each time they have sex. FORMAT: RMVB Watch Okane Ga Nai OVAs 1-4 + Extras 1-4 Online (HD Quality): Okane Ga Nai OVAs 1-4 + Extras 1-4 Online Download Okane ga Nai OVAs: OVA 1 OVA 2 OVA 3 OVA 4 Mirror link: OVA 2 For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

I Shall Never Return OVA Alternative title: Boku wa Konomama Kaeranai (Japanese) Our Road of No Return Нам нет пути назад (Russian) ぼくはこのまま帰らない (Japanese) Genres: drama, romance Themes: yaoi Alternative title: Boku wa Konomama Kaeranai (Japanese) Our Road of No Return Нам нет пути назад (Russian) ぼくはこのまま帰らない (Japanese) Genres: drama, romance Themes: yaoi Ending Theme: "innocence" by Harukichi Yamamoto Type: OVA Format: AVI File Size: 197 Plot Summary: It is about Ken Amafuji who longs to tell his best friend Ritsurou Yoshinari, how he really feels. In the way of that admission is Ritsurou's girlfriend, Moeko. After dropping out of high school, Ken gets Ritsurou to live with him. The angst begins when Ken sleeps with Moeko to get to Ritsurou. Watch I Shall Never Return (Boku wa Konomama Kaeranai) Online (HD Quality): I Shall Never Return (Boku wa Konomama Kaeranai) Online Download I Shall Never Return OVA: Avi MP4 For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Original name: Rakka Sokudo Manga ALT. names: 浮游高度 爱情加速度 落下速度 Freefall Romance The Speed Which Falls in Love Original run: 2004 Description:Nanase Youichi graduated from Kinsei Academy, which is popular for having a 90% gay student population. However, Nanase is straight as an arrow and managed to graduate with no one topping him, his nickname even used to be "The Iron Wall". But one day, his heterosexual business partner, Tsutsumi Renji told him that Nanase is attractive and can't help himself from wanting to touch him. Nanase allows Renji to touch him for only 3 minutes... Manga-type: Manga Mangaka: NANASE Kai Group(s) Scanlating:Countless Time Status: Complete Genres: Mature, Slice of Life, Yaoi Main Characters: Nanase Youich,Tsutsumi Renji Adaptations available: N/A Recommendations:Yakudate! Seishun. Renai Joshika Kusari wa mou Iranai Working Woman (YUUKI Homura) Ruriiro no Yume Read Rakka Sokudo online: Rakka Sokudo Download Rakka Sokudo Manga: Download For download reupload requests, please post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Original name: Innocent Blue Manga ALT. names: イノセントブルー Written by: Yukishiro Marie Drawn by: Ogawa Azumi Original run: 2008 Description: Mizuhara Kana is staying together with his cousin, Shuuya. Kana has a weak heart and Shuuya has been taking care of him. Somehow, Kana felt like a bird locked in a cage and hoped to have some breathing space. A coincidental meeting with the transfer student, Aoi Rin, changed Kana’s life. He fell head over heels into this first love. The mysterious Aoi taught him about the freedom outside the cage, but the risk that came along with this freedom could cost Kana’s life. The love story of a bird flying out of the cage during the summer, will Shuuya rescue Kana in time? Manga-type: Manga Published by: Gentosha Group(s) Scanlating: Attractive Fascinate Status: Complete Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: Drama, School Life Categories: Rape Main Characters: Mizuhara Kana, Shuuya Adaptations available: N/A Recommendations: Loveless: Ephemeral Bonds, Kono Yoru no Subete Read Innocent Blue Online Innocent Blue Download link removed by scanlator's request

Manga title(s): Aisaretaino; 好想愛你 Original run: 2004 Description: Izaki always did well in life, no matter it was school or tennis. Nothing was handed to him; all was gained through effort and diligence. Because of his straightforward nature, he tended to clash with others. That was the way he knew and he extended his belief not only to himself but also the people around him. He was satisfied with his modest achievements, that is until he met the true genius, Hakamada... Hakamada, the quiet prodigy insomuch as things just come easily to him. He doesn't have to work or study hard, and manages to come out on top which is frustrating for Izaki who realizes he'll never reach that level no matter how hard he tries. At the school reunion after 8 years, Izaki finds himself drinking like old friends with his self proclaimed rival. Before he can even make sense of the strange situation, he found himself in a strange bed... Manga-type: Manga Series Written by: YAMAKAMI Riyu Drawn by: YAMAKAMI Riyu Published by: Tokuma Shoten Group(s) Scanlating: Peccatore Sanctuary Status: Completed Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: Comedy, Drama, Romance, Yaoi Categories: Rivalry; First Love Main Characters: Izaki x Hakamada Recommendations: Ashita wa Joutenki; Junjou Romantica Read Aisaretaino Online Aisaretaino Download Aisaretaino Manga Mediafire For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

. .who would that be? and why? . .how will you make that day forever be remembered? . .how will be the farewell?

Summary: A group of short stories with different topics. Status: Complete I will post my stand alone fictions in here .Been doing some writing prompts with a couple groups so will post ones I have done . And maybe find some of my old ones . The first one I'm posting is for this writing prompt . I went over the word limit but I tried lol . Choose a person from the past and write a conversation you had with them in the present. For example, you find Benjamin Franklin roaming the aisles of your local grocery store and help him find the peanut butter. The rules dictate that it must be a real person from the past having a conversation with the real you in the present, but allow the conceit to inform the rest of the story. Keep it short, under 300 words. Today is a bad day nothing seems to be going well. I sigh as I sit on the park bench. A little girl approaches me and smiles. “Can I sit here? “ I shrug. Something about the girl’s appearance looks familiar. “Do I know you?” I ask. She looks into my eyes and smiles brightly “Of course you do.” I look at her closely short brown hair, blue eyes, about age seven. She reaches her hand out to touches my face. A tear falls from eye as I reach out and grab her hand. “Do you know me now? “ I nod. “How is this possible? “ I ask. She shrugs. “Is it hard being an adult?” “Of course it is hard.” I say. She looks at me disappointment filling her face. I pat her on the head “It’s not always bad.” She crosses her arms and a scowl crosses her lips. “I have made lots of good friends.” “Really? “ She asks. I nod. “I have even fallen in love. “ She blushes and giggles. “Why are you here? “ I ask. She looks down at the ground as she swings her legs back and forth. “The same reason you are here. “ I stare at her blankly. She sighs “I’m running away.” “You shouldn’t run away. “ She rolls her eyes “Right back at you.” “Let’s be strong then.” I say with a smile. She nods but still looks unsure. I wrap my arms around her small body and hug her tightly. Relief falls over me as her tiny arms wrap around me. “We can do it.” I promise her. “I know.” She says with a twinkle in her eyes. “My time is up now” She says as she stands up. “Can I see you again? “ I ask not wanting her to go. “Of course I’m always with you.” “That’s right. “ I say as we both break into giggles. As she starts to fade away I reach out for her “Goodbye Sally.” She smiles one last time “Goodbye Sally.” And with that my younger self disappears.

Etto,Hello ^.^ I'm new in the forum,but I hope that I'll find many new friends here. \/ You can call me Arisu,hehe. Ow,my first language isn't English,but I hope that its not a big problem,ne!? ^^''

That manga is so damn cute. (: Soreha Tabete Wa Ikemasen by Koishikawa Ao. --

@ Pelka Nothing to thank about, hope you'll enjoy it as much as I did when you read it. (: Tsuki Ni Ookami by Kamei Yogorouta. --

Well if is HD screen it will work... ^^;;; Oh... it's not that good... --;;; Any one can do this... Just take some time to do and have to have much image as you can and some sense... Well when I said it... it doesn't sound easy... --;;; Any way... I just hope you friends like this too... ^^

Hint: - The last name of the mangaka is the same as one of the protagonists from Junjou Mistake. - I've uploaded another one of her works here in the forum (in the S, T, U sub-forum) sometime ago.

My favorite Japanese singer is Ayumi Hamasaki..She sing really good and her songs are amazing. *_* For Korean singer I would say BoA,because she is just amazing,ne? ^.^

Thanks Rei! You did so many guides for us! Thanks again!

@ Michiyo12 Ok, here it is: Silver Chaos Fanbox Eternal Fantasia

better today after finalli sleep the hole night for a chanes (I have sometrouple with sleeping OTL) and got more happy when I´m here ^///^;;; but you all are so kind

1. good, i guess 2. "my mom callin for me, got to go" 3. fight in real fight (with my bro) we bleed sometime... 4. depend, if i don get to see the person/event, i don think i can trust 100% 5. if before i sleepin or sick, i will listenin. but i will reject if busy 6. always... they said bonus on the way, but we still don see it suck... 7. ha, i just continue and when i got back to her, she will get away from me and stare at me... so i need to stop or she will keep starin at me (spolied brat) 8. sleep... its fun, thanks

i would be extremely happy and get under the rains because it's rarely rains here my mood is better now , i am more calm because of the yaoi otaku forum

1. the invisible penis- show it already. 2. uke yelling- no way is a shy little uke going to get all manly now are they. they are what they are. 3.seme just being mean to the uke I meen you love him right 4. Thy never show that much butt. 5.why the age differntce one older one young why not to men about the same age. ok got that off my chest please for give me goddess of yaoi.

Hama san i feel like i wanna give u a very tight hug... gosh...u r such a strong person...very strong... i know a song which has the same meaning with wat u've been through... gosh...how sad it is...T^T well...life gotta move on right??..Hama san be strong yeah...fighting!!!!

Thank you Miro . Yep all a experiment . Ok here's a fiction I'm working on this is the prelude , after having a talk with a friend not sure how I will go on with it . He gave me so many ideas . When I'm in the mood hope to continue it some day . The rain hangs heavily on my shoulders. I watch with amusement as it washes the blood from my hands. This is a nightmare I tell myself. I pinch my skin until it hurts. Just what am I ? What have I done? The sky is dark with only the street lights glowing. Three men lie at my feet,dead. As I pull the sword out of a man, I find myself smiling. I carefully rub the fresh blood away and watch my sword twinkle in the street light. Somehow this feels refreshing but why does it ? Did I take revenge? Did I go mad? From the moment I stabbed the first man my memory is foggy. I started to doubt if I was ever a good person. My heart hurts and I begin to shake “How could I ? “ As the tears begin to form something breaks inside me . I laugh. I laugh so hard . Why should I worry about the me I can’t remember? The sword feels so good in my hands. I feel alive ! And I have a feeling I haven’t felt this way for a long time . I turn to go when a strong hand pats my shoulder. “Good job girl.” A tall handsome man looks down on me . His hair jet black ,his eyes silver . He wears a long black jacket his other hand a rests on a scythe. Something told me to be afraid. But I did not cower, I did not shake . I stare in awe. “Who are you ? “ I ask . “So you forgot? “ I shake my head yes . “Then come .” He stretches his hand out to mine. The old me screams in my mind. I block it out. I’m not even sure who I am but feel I must follow. I take his hand and together we walk away.

oh hama! how sad!! ut yes, you're right. dont give up. live whatbhe couldnt. he will be very happy, im sure!! be strong!!

Thank you! I need rest but I just can go to sleep yet... --;;; I hope I could sleep late tomorrow morning...

@ Pelka There are six volumes available in English. The seventh volume came out in Japan last year. However, there have been a lot of issues regarding Ai No Kusabi, not only with the printing of the books but regarding the new OVAs version as well -project that ended up being canceled and we still don't know if it'll ever be picked up again. Also, it's still unknown if the novel will continue to be licensed so the English version of volume seven is in serious danger, and I can't even get my hands on the Japanese version, so frustrating. :/ The manga is Ou To Hiyaku by Himawari Souya. (Thank you for the hint. I have only read two of Himawari's works to the date -this one wasn't one of them- and I couldn't remember her name.) --

I am glad you like it... Well most hard first love go through top time... They they do that action... So I pick that image... Oh... actually I had to wake up for my sister family leaving to go to Korea... Then remember the poem you did... So I did it... ^^;;; I was so sleep at first time I saw so I did it when I took little sleep... Well, I did got back to sleep again... but only other 3 hour or so... So that make me feel tire more... all may be because I am still sick... --;;; Any way... I am happy you like this too... ^^ Oh... for my first love why to long ago... And it hard to get that motional... And he isn't here at all... So even I want to see him I can't...

Well I might as well start...I'm attending the Versailles concert in London October 2nd. I was going with a friend but she dumped me so now I'm going along (her loss really). And I'm still thinking of the Buck-Tick show in November in Tokyo....I really want to. I guess that's all I've got for now on my schedule^^

Thank You misakixusagi . Here's my newest one . The Cookie. This week my friends and I did this writing prompt . This one was a real fun one to do . I came up with five different stories to do with it . If I get time maybe I will try to do another one of this one . Here it is . One day you come into work and find a cookie mysteriously placed on your desk. Grateful to whoever left this anonymous cookie, you eat it. The next morning you come in and find another cookie. This continues for months until one day a different object is left–and this time there’s a note. (500 words or less) . I went over 28 words :/ I'm bad with staying short. _____________________________________ I was having a horrible day being forced to do all of my coworkers errands. “Lazy good for nothings. “ I mutter under my breath. As I approach my desk I sigh as I see a huge stack of paper work. I was ready to just sneak out of there when I saw a beautiful cookie left on my desk. I look around to see if anyone is giggling. But everyone seems unaware of this cookie. I sniff it and nibble it cautiously. I shrug as I stuff the rest of the cookie in my mouth I mean what’s the worse that could happen it’s just a cookie. I smile maybe there are kind people in this place. To my surprise the next day I find another cookie. And the day after that, and so on. Always a new flavor, always a flavor I like. After a month I couldn’t start my day without my cookie. Several months pass the cookie is the staple to my day. I cannot even tell you how important that simple cookie meant to me. It had become like a drug to me with my cookie I could deal with anything. Everybody would ask my secret how I could be so happy. How could I be the same person they knew who once walked around work like a zombie and complained constantly? And like always I smile and walk away. On a dark dreary day a cloud of doom seems to envelop the office. The regional manager calls us in one by one and yells at every one of us. I become jittery as he talks to me biting my lip, biding my time. Just a little more I tell myself then your day will be ok because there will be a cookie waiting for you. He grows tired of me as I will not speak and sends me back. I walk as fast as I can on a verge of tears. I sigh a sigh of relief as I reach my desk. But to my dismay there is not a cookie. And that was it the tears come out as I search franticly looking under my desk, in my trash bin everywhere. No cookie. What have I done to not deserve my precious cookie? That cookie was my everything! Of all days why today? I sink into my chair giving up. As lay my head down its then that I see it a little black box and a note. Curious I open the note. To the one I admire, I have always been watching you. Loving you from afar. Did you enjoy my cookies? I enjoyed watching you eat them. I finally have the courage after several months to tell you my true feelings. Love, Peter. I open the box and see a beautiful engagement ring as I open it a handsome man goes on one knee beside me. “Will you marry me? “ “Yes.” I say with delight. ________________________________ Far off in space two gray beings watch their monitor as the scene unfolds. “Experiment 04567 complete.” The computer announces. The beings nod to each other. “Experiment 04568 commencing.” The computer chirps.

Was bored so tried this writing prompt . Use the words from your favorite song (or the song that is stuck in your head), mix them up and write a short short story using every word. Used Love the way you lie by Eminem ft. Rihanna . I didn't use all the words but I used a lot of the main ones . O how I love the way you lie . So shamelessly to my face. No matter how much you try to hide it the blood stains won’t wash away from your hands. Are you just going to stand there and watch me burn ? And right now there's a steel knife in my windpipe. I can't breathe. You smile triumphantly. Do I amuse you ? But I will still fight while I can fight. Life is no Nintendo game. But that's alright because I like the way it hurts. As long as I can feel I know I am alive. I pull the knife away and push you down. It's like I'm in flight. High of a love. Drunk from the hate. I press the knife against your throat. You stare at me in amusement a hearty laugh escapes your lips. “You're the same as me.” you say . I feel so ashamed. The knife slips from my fingers. I love the way you lie. It's like I'm huffin' paint. It's so insane. I'll never stoop so low again I promise myself. “I'm leaving you.” I say firmly and turn to go . “No you ain't.” ”Come back.” You demand. You jump to your feet fire in your eyes. You push me back . Are you just going to stand there and hear me cry ? I snap . I will no longer be your victim. “That was yesterday, yesterday is over.” “It's a different day.” I say firmly. I pull out a gun and aim it at you heart. “I know I'm a liar.” You say walking slowing towards me . “Look me in the eyeball .” “ Next time I'm pissed I'll aim my fist at the dry wall.” “Next time..” “There will be no next time.” I shout back . “Now I know we said things and did things that we didn't mean.” You apologize. It's the rage that took over as I shot the pistol. I shake as you stare back in shock. You ever love somebody so much that you can barely breathe? You swore you've never hit 'em. Never do nothing to hurt 'em. But now here you lay my love a bullet in your chest . I turn to to go tears filling my eyes . “Baby please come back it wasn't you.” “Baby it was me.” You cry out . My whole being tells me to leave you there. All I know is I love you too much. To just walk away . I guess I don't know my own strength as I lay beside you. “I love you . “ you tell me . O how I love the way you lie . I dial 911 and put the phone against your ear . I stand and smirk. “Now you watch as I walk away.” Your eyes trail out to the window. “Maybe our relationship isn't as crazy as it seems. " “Maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano.” You say as you watch me go . “Come inside.” You cry. “No more . “ I whisper as I turn the key in the ignition . Even at the end you lie to me . How fitting, I love the way you lie .

Shikata Akiko!! She has such an amazing voice! And, so many too!! :hamtaro-005 (6):