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You ask me if I love you, Lying naked in my bed The nights with you are my pleasure But I will only give you pain Love is not what we share, it is not for us; This is just raw, animalistic lust You begged me for mercy, Saying you hate the pain I fucked you ruthlessly, Yet you're here at my door again Darling, listen to me now; You love me - and I love to see you cry Are you willing to trust me, To keep gambling with your life? There are many others out there You want a lover and I want a toy But in the end - what could possibly be better Than you, I, and a knife?

Ryuu I was so comfortable at the moment. Our new couch was beautiful and not white thank goodness. I’d had enough of white furniture. No this was a very nice pale blue with cream and gold and was even more comfortable than it looked. When I’d walked through the living room and seen Kenta lounging on the coach, the temptation to join him had been irresistible. He was currently nestled between my legs, his head on my chest while I played with his hair. We were both watching Sora and Hasu try to hook up the new entertainment system. It was amusing watching them especially since Hasu seemed to be in a much better mood and was tormenting Sora at every turn. Probably not intentionally though. “Okay, this line goes to the sub woofer.” “Got it. Okay, that’s the last one right? Can we play games now?” Sora chuckled and patted Hasu on the head his affection for the younger drummer practically glowing in his eyes. “Yeah sure, what were you wanting to play?” “I don’t know . . .” Hasu looked around the room at the stacks of yet to be unpacked boxes. “Where are the games?” I frowned. “I’m really not sure which box they are in Hasu.” Hasu frowned and headed for the closest box. Before I had time to say anything he’d opened it and was busy unpacking it. “Ah . . . Hasu, you don’t have to do that there are too many boxes to worry about tonight.” Sora shook his head at me eyes narrowed. Okay . . . “B-but I guess we could get started at least.” I went to sit up and there was a disgruntled noise from Kenta. I looked down to see him blinking sleepily at me. “Stay’ere.” And with that I ended up laying on the couch snuggling my boyfriend while my two best friends unpacked for us. Sora found the alcohol somewhere along the way and got us each a drink. By then Kenta was fast asleep one hand lightly clutching my shirt. “I found them!” Hasu crowed holding up several game cases. “Shhh! Kenta is asleep.” “Oh . . . sorry.” He grinned sheepishly at me. “So can we still play?” “I don’t know Hasu, it’s getting pretty late now, it’s after ten and you’ve got school tomorrow.” Hasu made a face. “It’s not that big a deal. I usually stay up late playing games at home anyway. It’s not like my graduating at the top of the class is going to matter anyway.” Sora and I looked at each other. He spoke up first. “Hasu, school is the most important thing right now. You are way too smart not to graduate at the top of your class. Hell, you’re even a grade ahead of other kids your age!” I nodded. “Sora and I both graduated at the top of our classes. There is no reason you can’t.” Hasu set the games back in the box and got to his feet. “I appreciate the concern guys, but it’s not something I’m that worried about.” “You should be. Ryuu and I have talked about helping you pay for university, you won’t get into a good one if your grades slip.” Hasu looked over at Sora, the dark eyes puzzled. “Why would you guys do that? It’s not your responsibility.” “Maybe not, but you can’t pay for it by yourself and I’m sure there is something you’ll want to study further.” I smiled at him, wishing there was some way to erase the worry now etched on the cute face. “Believe me, it would be for the best. It’s very difficult to get along in society now without a degree of some kind.” Hasu shook his head and I frowned recognizing the stubborn set to his jaw. “So. It’s my decision ultimately. Like I said I appreciate the input but it’s really none of your concern.” “Hasu, we just want what is best for you, we are your friends.” He shrugged and headed passed me toward the kitchen. “Thanks, but I’ll do what I want.” I sighed and looked at Sora. The deep green eyes looked pained. I shook my head looking down at Kenta. Hasu was still too young to understand that the decisions he made now would affect the rest of his life. Looking at the dark head pillowed against my chest I wondered if it would help to have Kenta talk some sense into Hasu. He knew firsthand how bad things could be if wrong choices were made. I’d have to ask him if he’d feel comfortable talking with Hasu about school and explaining to him why it was so important. Since everything that had happened the two of them had spent a lot of time together. Hasu looked after Kenta like a worried younger brother. Kenta put up with him a lot better than I’d thought he would at first. Though Kenta had mellowed out a lot in the past few weeks. Nearly dying might do that to a person. An unwelcome chill ran through me and I rubbed a hand over my eyes. “Hey, why don’t you go to bed. You look beat.” Sora’s gentle voice reached me, pulling me back from the memories. Opening my eyes I had to blink a couple of times. “Yeah that would be good . . . uh, do you mind?” I gestured to my sleeping boyfriend who was effectively pinning me to the couch. I didn’t want to wake Kenta, god knew he needed his sleep. He’d been doing entirely too much and I was worried that it was hindering his healing. Sora was already on his feet and it only took a little maneuvering for him to gather Kenta into his arms. It always made Kenta look so petite and vulnerable in my eyes. Something I was still getting used to after years of only seeing the tough yakuza façade he always projected. I wouldn’t go back for anything though I wished he hadn’t had to suffer so much this past month. He was taking everything so much better than I could have. Then again he was just a stronger person. He had to be with everything he’d dealt with growing up. Following Sora toward the bedroom I looking into the kitchen to see Hasu sitting on the counter with a jar of mayo resting on his lap a distant look in his eyes. Reaching out I grabbed Sora and motioned for him to be quiet, nodding my head in the direction of the youngest. His heavy sigh made me sad. Sora loved Hasu and I understood how much it hurt to see the one you loved looking so lost and alone. I knew Hasu had suffered a horrible trauma but something else seemed to be bothering him. Something that none of the rest of us knew about or realized. Once Sora laid Kenta on the bed I thanked him and crawled up in it myself. Our first night together in our brand new apartment and we weren’t even going to have celebratory sex. It would just have to wait I guess. There were more important things than sex. Less fun . . . but more important.

As promissed to cherry (even though she won't be her for a month) Big hair sistas in th'a house Seconc element pic

4 new background... 2 from Tenimyu DJ by Akra Houjou... Tazuka and Fuji... 1 Bleach DJ by Asou Mitsuaki... 1 artbook from Comic City... Enjoy!

It starts with a look A touch of a hand A gentle gesture You look into my eyes I see no doubt that you want me I reach for your face Caressing you petal soft skin Your kisses begin I look into your mind I see no doubt that you love me You reach for my shirt The fabric is a barrier You want to see more of me I look into your heart I see no doubt that you need me. I stop your hand I hold you close I want to wait for the right time I look into your soul I see no doubt that you'll wait with me

I turned around and ran smack into a very solid chest. I stepped back, rubbing my nose and looked up. “Oi, Sora, don't fucking sneak up on me like that!” He raised his eyebrows at me and shook his head. “You guys are supposed to be playing around. Ryuu, you are supposed to be taking care of him.” I could hear the pout in Ryuu's voice. “I wasn't going to let him get hurt.” I crossed my arms over my chest and gave Sora my most intimi-imit . . . my hardest glare. He grinned. “You know . . . when you try to look tough like that you end up looking rather seductive.” I blinked, my arms dropping to my sides. Ryuu was giggling behind me. “He does doesn't he!” Sora laughed and reaching down grabbed me and picked me up. “Let me down you fucking shit head!” “Nope, it's time for you to go rest. You've been on your feet all day and you are wore out.” “I am not!!! I'm just fine!” “Sure you are, you can't even get down can you?” “Damn you, you fucking bastard.” Why did the giant red head have to be right? It was just fucking awkward getting carried around like a cripple. Though now that he'd pointed it out, I was exhausted and starting to ache. “Just put me down, I can walk you know. Besides, this isn't very comfortable.” He grinned at me, the bright green eyes glittering. “Sure, go rest alright. Oh and where is Hasu? I can't seem to find him.” I tugged my shirt down as Sora set me back on my feet. I sank down on the couch letting out a sigh as overworked muscles were finally allowed to relax. A few months ago and Sora would never even have thought about doing something like that. Just showed how much things had changed, I guess. “He's upset. One of his drums got ruined.” “Oh shit.” Sora swore softly. “I better go find him. That set is his most prized possession.” “Yeah he almost attacked the guy when he stepped on it.” So here is the first part of Chapter 1. I hope you guys enjoy it.

Summary: The continuation of Kenta's and Ryuu's love stories as well as their friends adventures and misfortunes. Status: Complete Chapter 1 Games Kenta “No, I don't want that there.” I ran a hand through my hair trying my fucking best not to smack the shit out of the man. Why couldn't they follow the simplest directions? I'd decided that moving was not worth the hassle. No fucking way it was worth days of moving things around and unpacking. It didn't help that my wonderful, if somewhat spoiled, boyfriend had went out and bought all new furniture. I'd gotten along for years with nothing but a futon and some boxes of clothes. “Put it along the wall there.” I pointed to the spot and watched the men wrestle the dresser into place. It was nice looking, I had to admit that. I'd never in my life owned anything remotely this nice. Except my motorcycle. I took a moment to glance around what was going to be our bedroom. I felt my mouth lift in a smirk as I looked at the giant four poster bed. Gonna have some fun on that. Well, when the idiot doc said I could. Fuck it to hell. There was a loud thud and a string of cuss words from down the hall. Shaking my head I went to see what had happened. “You broke it!” “I so sorry, I didn't see it.” That was coming from what was going to be the band's practice room. Peering inside I saw the drummer Hasu, fists clenched at his sides as he faced one of the movers. I lunged forward just in time to grab Hasu before he attacked the poor guy. “Let go Kenta!” He flailed against me and I suddenly realized that I wasn't as strong as I'd been. So I let him go and grabbed his hair instead to keep him in place. He yelped, but the pain seemed to drain away some of his anger. I shook him slightly as he tried to turn and look at me. “What tha fuck are you doin', Hasu?” I growled and let him go. He rubbed his head and shrugged, not looking at me. “He stepped on my drum.” He gestured behind him and I glanced at the now ruined drum and the very sorry looking mover. “Ain't like he did it on purpose Hasu.” “I-I know . . . I'm sorry. I just . . .” he shook his head and I saw tears on his cheeks. “Fuck Hasu . . . don't do this. We'll get you another drum. Why don't you go find Sora, it's about lunch time and I'll get us some food, okay?” I took him gently by the arm and lead him out of the room. Hasu and I had been friends before everything, but now we were even closer. He'd been kidnapped, beaten and threatened with rape. I had to give the kid a break for being upset that his drums were fucked. “I know you are still dealing with stuff, but you can't take out your anger on other people, Hasu.” “Now you sound like Sora.” He pouted, but didn't pull away. “I'm sorry. I didn't mean to lose my temper like that, but . . .” “It's alright, you don't gotta explain.” I squeezed his arm lightly before letting go. I understood all too well exactly what he meant. “Maybe later this week you and I could spar a bit.” He glanced at me the dark eyes wide. “Y-you sure? Did the doctor clear you for that kind of stuff already.” I shook my head. “Nah, but we'll take it easy.” He nodded slowly before stopping and giving me a quick hug. I could tell he was careful not to hug me as tight as he used to. It made me kinda sad. Then again it had only been three weeks since my old cellmate had tried to kill me. Had it really been three weeks already? Sometimes, it felt like yesterday. Those were never good times. After settling things with the foreman about the cost of the drum I looked around wondering what to tackle next as I stood in the living room. I realized I was rubbing my wrist and looked down. The rope burns were gone as were the bruises. I still had stitches in sensitive spots, but the doctor said I was healing good. It could have been worse. I shuddered, then jumped slightly as strong warm arms wrapped around my middle and I was pulled back against a lean solid body. “You alright? You were doing it again.” Ryuu's voice breathed into my ear. I nodded, leaning back into him. “I'm fine. Hasu's upset.” “Yeah I heard the yelling, that's why I came upstairs.” Soft lips brushed my ear and he kissed my neck. “Ryuu.” “I know, I know but who cares if there are people here. I've missed you.” “It's been less than an hour Ito.” “So . . .” I sighed, unable to help the smile as I turned to face him. “You are such a fucking weirdo.” He tapped my nose as he grinned down at me and I felt a chill run through me. It still amazed me that he'd not only asked me back but to move in with him. “Ah, but I am your weirdo, Ken-chan.” “Don't call me chan.” I tried to glare at him but then he leaned down and kissed me. Not a quick peck but a slow gentle yet very seductive kiss. By the time we parted I was breathing hard and trying to figure out how to keep anyone from seeing my boner. “Fu-fuck Ryuu . . .” “Mmm yes please. Maybe once everything is put away we can make that new bed really ours.” He pulled me into a hug and I felt him laugh. “Shall we go in the bathroom and take care of your problem?” That was when I noticed the men staring at us. “Fuck off or I ain't gonna fucking pay your lazy asses!” Ryuu just chuckled and kissed my forehead which got him a glare. “You are so adorable when you get all bossy.” “You know how I feel about people wa-mmff-” I shoved him back, breaking the kiss. “Stop it already, we got stuff to do.” He laughed and gave me a peck on the cheek before heading into the kitchen. I shook my head and watched him look through boxes for a moment. I almost had to laugh at myself. It was hard to believe that after everything that had happened the past month things could be so normal. Normal was fucking good after what we'd been through. I turned hearing someone clear their throat behind me. The man looked like he'd just drank a gallon of soy sauce. I would too if I'd had to agree not to charge for my work because one of my guys fucked up. “We are finished putting the furniture and boxes in their rooms. Did you need anything else?” I shook my head. “Nah, I think we got it.” He stood there for a second like he was expecting something more then finally shrugged and went to gather up his crew. I headed into the bedroom to make sure they'd put everything where we wanted it. This room looked nothing like the other apartment, something Ryuu and I had both agreed on. After all the shit that had went down at his penthouse, not even his parents wanted to keep the place. Last I knew the landlord was gutting it to make a ballroom or something like that. Whatever, I didn't give a shit. It had been a nice place, but I liked this better already. Ryuu and I had spent a long time figuring out what we wanted. I'd never realized that there were so many types of furniture to choose from. More than once I'd told Ryuu just to pick something, but he'd said no, that this was for both of us and he wanted my input. The idiot really knew how to make me feel wanted. Deciding I had no idea what to do with all the boxes in the bedroom I headed back to the kitchen. “Oi! Get the fuck out.” I grinned at Ryuu as I pulled him away from the box he'd been rummaging through. “You ain't got a clue what any of that stuff is, so just leave it.” “Hey now! I've been learning you know! I had Hasu teaching me how to do stuff while you were in the hospital.” I laughed and got a grin in return. “Right and that's why the hotel offered us free room service as long as you promised not to ever try to cook in the room again.” “There was a kitchenette you know, you make it sound like I lit a fire in the room or something.” “Pretty much.” I smirked at him, then yelped and jumped back as he grabbed for me.

Your heartbeat Echoing in my ears I'm lying in your arms again. Your breath It's staggering again You can't seem to catch it. Your arms. You wrap them tightly around me I feel safe in your warm embrace Your kisses They begin to cover my skin You want to go further then last time. Your hands I can feel them moving around You want to touch everywhere you can. Your mouth You use it to your advantage I can feel it where you know it will make me cry Your tongue You draw pictures on me Making me a masterpiece on your eyes. Your whole being You fill me to the point of ecstasy I scream your name as I reach my peak. Your heart You have given it to me I hold you close and never let you go.

Before beginning with the story... Some Characters Sketch and Setting sketch for people who do write relay story... Also people who will read... Characters Sketch: Main Characters: Gii (Dai-chan): Father 33 years old. Back and forward from America to Japan... his work is in America and family in Japan... Once he is back his totally hug into Takumi. Even fight with his younger son Shingyouji to get Takumi for himself(what a big baby… --;;; ) Takumi (Mao-kun): Mother 33 years old. Stay home doing some violin lessen to little kid... after graduate Gii took him to America to get marry and study violin there and adopt two boy when he were in America... and came back to Japan to raise them(more like Gii send back to protect them). Akaike (Taki): Uncle 33 years old. Gii’s right hand man. He still been best friend with Gii and Takumi. Also went to America with them but come back to Japan when Takumi came back(Gii ask him to help and watch over Takumi and kid when Gii is not around). His job is History teacher at Shingyouji school(Seigaku). Misu (Baba-kun): 1st son, 1st year at Shidou Academy where his parent go. He know that his been adopt even no-one tell. He start have feeling for his brother Shingyouji so he came to this school, but Shingyouji keep come every weekend. He also felt in love with teacher who actually love his father during there school year and found out that he was nice to him only because he was son of his first love... Shingyouji(Taiki): 2nd son, 3th year in junior high. He is little to attach to his brother. Also, mama boy. Always the love by everyone. But, somehow slow in true love. He miss his brother so he when to see his brother every weekend, but when he saw his brother with some man he got so jealous that he found he’s feeling for his brother is love. He still doesn’t know his is adopt child and there is no blood relationship with any of his family member. Other side characters: Suzuki (Yuta): Misu’s schoolmate, reincarnation of Gii’s old friend Suzuki. Somehow he has all the memory of Suzuki even memory of Morita. ^^ Morita (Yuki): Misu’s school teacher(Shidou) 32 years old. His couldn’t forget his first love Suzuki-sepai, so he become science teacher in Shidou Academy and meet reincarnation Suzuki... Don’t know what to do about him. Izumi (Ryo): Aunt 33 years old. Model and acting, still love to be love by people, make a move on Gii once in while to make his boyfriend Michio to show his love to him. Michio (Yutaka): Izumi’s boyfriend 33 years old. Izumi’s manger, teach some time in archery club. Live with Izumi and looking after him as always. Sachi (Hiroki): Aunt or Uncle unknown --;; 33 years old, Gii’s oldest friend, world well known violinist, know most Gii’s secret that is why Gii don’t what him to get close to Takumi. Love with Gii’s family secretary (I forgot his name… --;; Sagara (Yuusuke): Misu school(Shidou) teacher 34 years old, Gii’s senpai... who has crush on Gii, when Misu came to school and found out his his Gii and Takumi’s son he feel little a touch to Misu. But, somehow his feeling start to grow into more, but when he knows how he feels about Misu that was to late... Misu is now deep love with his brother Shingyouji. ^^ Iwao (Shota): Shingyouji’s school(Seigaku) teacher 33 years old, just follow Akaike to almost every where... it there some romance between two of them???? Daisuke (Tetsuya): Gii’s oldest rival 34 years old, love with Takumi for long time still try to take Takumi away from Gii but always fail. Toshihisa (Mio): 33 years old normal salesman... just guy who come and go... Takumi’s oldest friend but somehow his existence around is almost nothing... --;;; Yokoi: who did great help on putting Takumi and Gii together... When every there is trouble he come and solves and goes like a wind... Nobody knows who he is and anything about him... ^^ Extra Cast Characters: Tomo (1st Takumi): Misu’s roommate. Kdisuke (1st Gii): Shingyouji’s school teacher. Also, his kendo club coach. Yasuka (1st and 3rd Izumi): Shidou Academy infirmary teacher. Ryo (1st Toshihisa): One of Misu’s Shidou Academy classmate. Kei (2nd Izumi): Shingyouji’s School infirmary teacher. Bashin (1st Shingyouji in 3rd movie): Shingyouji’s best friend, who also like Misu... but, never said any thing... when Shingyouji tell him about his feel for his brother, Bashin help to him even Bashin himself like Misu… Special character: Roku (Mao-kun's cat): House pet cat. Setting Sketch: Main Setting: Takumi & Gii house in Tokyo (Japan): just high-middle class home, 2 floor house, 5 bedroom, has small garden and glass house. 3 bed on 2nd floor, Akaike, Misu and Shingyouji used 2nd floor, 1st floor has 1 master bedroom for Gii & Takumi, and 1 guest room(Japanese style room). 1st floor has 1 bathroom, 1 study room (for Gii), living room & dinning room, kitchens and laundry room. 2nd floor has 2 bathroom, 1 study room (for Akaike) and 1 music room (for Takumi’s violin lesson), and living room. Close to Shingyouji’s school. Shidou Academy: Same as movie, British Hill are the setting for this Shidou. For the dome setting will be the 5th movie dome. Room # is same as movie. Class room is 1-A. Seigaku Junior high: just image most Japanese school, white 3 floors building, with gym and big school field, most famous with tennis... ^^;;; Should I put Tenimyu members in this story too? Shingyouji’s class room is in 3rd floor 3-C, Bashin’s is 3-A, Teacher’s room in 2nd floor, and Infirmary room in 1st floor. Side Setting: Gii’s America home (New York City): Manhattan’s apartment, you could look at the manga for better ideal on this place. Gii’s Office in America (New York City): head office of his father company. Top floor. Gii’s Office in Japan (Tokyo): His own company made during high school. Just in case if his family against his marring Takumi to protect and provide the financial they need, even his got approve by his family still keep this company. All the characters are male even Takum and aunt here are male... Don't misunderstand on that!!! Any other setting will be you’re choice to create... And view point also is your choice... You could use one of main character or side or extra characters... My main view will be Roku the house pet and Gii and Takumi... We welcome any one who want to join this relay story... Just tell us before you start write we will tell you when to write the story... I hope you will enjoy writing this story and also read the story… ^^ Story will beginning in short time... ^^

The pain keeps on coming in more ways than one. But as I find it torture you just see it as fun. All these wounds won't stop bleeding that dark shade of red. Why keep up the torture? I'm already dead. Your eyes pierce the very depths of my soul. But my feelings for you You can not control. No matter the wounds or pain that you bring through all that you've done I wouldn't change a thing

When I post 'My happiness is you'... I thought may be I should do other one... And I see Fujiyama Hyouta's Junjou Vol.3 last picture... This is what I come up with... I hope you like it... ^^

i helped too ok thanks me

I did this one two... Only problem was... I thoughe this was BL Poem... --;;; So there is two... one non-BL... ^^;;; One BL... ^^;;; I hope you like what I did... --;;;

With out you permission I did this... You're poem is little do dark... But, when I read it... This image of Alen in D.gray man come up to my head so I did this... Is it O.K. I did this? --;;; I hope you like it...

Original name: Hitomi wa Umi no Iro Manga ALT. names: 瞳は海の色, Taste of Love Original run: 2001 Description: While trying his hardest to avoid the foreign exchange student Alec, Syuuichi has been having troubles calming his fluttering heart down near the handsome blond who is constantly trying to do 'things' to him. But what happens when Alec declares that he's in love with Syuuichi? And also the fact that he's the crown prince to a country called Norguelna? Manga-type: Manga Written by: CJ Michalski Drawn by: CJ Michalski Published by: Biblos Group(s) Scanlating: Peccatore Sanctuary Status: 1 Volume (Complete) Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: Comedy, School Life Categories: Rape, Heir (Prince) Main Characters: Alec, Syuuichi Adaptations available: N/A Recommendations: Hokenshitsu de Dakishimete Read Hitomi wa Umi no Iro Online Hitomi wa Umi no Iro Download Hitomi wa Umi no Iro Manga: http://www.4shared.com/file/_49xRLgy/Hitomi_wa_umi_no_Iro_-_CJ_Mich.html For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

I write this poem about a month ago in my Japanese blog... Well I didn't write in Japanese I write in English... ^^ I kind of like it so I made this... Enjoy! ^^

Escapism You don't see the tears when you pour your heart to me You don't feel the pain as I listen to your anxiety You are not here to hold me tightly You can't reach me and comfort me softly I listen to your woes as I battle with demons on my own I absorb your fears as I watch mine and how they've grown You are troubled by your life, your love, your hate You have no idea I have more of those to date I care for you but you never see It has always been like this for me You don't know how I wish it were to be Someone I could show my misery the way you do to me Your confidence I value beyond measure Sometimes they can be such a pleasure Your love I truly treasure And then times I feel like having a seizure You don't know my crippling fears Or why I have uncontrollable tears And why I sometimes feel my end is near That I would lose everything I hold dear Am I a mere escape to you Do I even matter when you are not feeling blue You take it all out on me as I take it all in I fight the notion that this is how it's always been. AUTHOR NOTES: I wrote this years ago when I thought love was a destiny only for others to enjoy. I also thought it was fitting to post here since most BL stories usually have the unrequited love factor.

You keep on runnin' your mouth And hope that someone will hear you Till you finally realize that there's no one around You won't stop breaking the rules And hope to get some attention Tell me why are we laughing If you're not a clown? You claim to know every detail In your own life and mine. But how could you ever know What I'm trying to find? How can you say that you know me When you don't know my game? I keep my thoughts to myself I'd wish that you'd do the same...

The more difficult they are, the more fun it is to find them out. Keep them coming, Shu. (: Shiawase No Ashioto by Morii Akira. --

I don't know I got the right image for this... Somehow when I read in my head this image is keep coming up... So as I said it... let the picture show you what I think... ^^;;; I just hope you like what I did here... --;;;

Muharharhar, finally i found some difficult xD ok this manga is a Collection of 6 oneshots and the Japanese title has 3 words S_ _ _ _ _ _ _ n_ A_ _ _ _ _ _ , Its Complete in 1 Volume but not Complete scanlated by to Groubs Hochuuami and H_ _ _ _ _ _

(also if I should link rather than post the images, please let me know..I don't recall reading about that e-e ) I don't have all of my photos uploaded yet, but here are a few. I'll update more within the next few days. And wow...Everyone is so nice here, I wasn't expecting that quick of a reply! O_O Nice to meet you all! So I take it as these forums are pretty active? My sleeves got twisted, but this is Riku from Phantasmagoria (Vanish, Deja vu era) Also Riku, Material Pain era And I have a friend that does everything with me XDDDD And one of my Ayumi Hamasaki's (Jewel pv) AHHHH. I feel so shy with this. BUT OH. Since I've joined this forum I've been getting into Togainu no Chi...And....I just may have to cosplay Rin. :hamtaro-005 (23): So yup. I'm fallin again for yaoi and anime, XD I think that was also a game right? Is the a thread with a detail explanation of how to do that stuff with Vista? I'm computer dumb **ALso I went and thanked everyone who gave me that quick welcome. I really don't think I've ever had that before, I was impressed. A thanks was indeed in order. =3

Well i have a few things to say... First i loved it... Second the way you made it into a diary, gave me the impression of reading someone else's most secret and inner thoughts... I really hope you keep on writting, because i truly enjoyed it A big kiss :*

Chapter 01 Thursday, December 3 Dear Diary, it has been 3 days since the rain stopped. Things still went the same way as before... He was able to rush into the cabin just before the door closed... and sat beside me. It was 3 days ago when I first met him, the weather was pouring, which makes the train cabin looks exceptionally deserted. Feeling all emotional, I looked out towards the pouring sky. Pondering. This is how a day ended. I guess it would be the same tomorrow as well? Then, it happened. He ran into the cabin, all wet. No umbrella huh... I guess. There was this awkward phenomenon generated, so I decided to glance away from the origin. Unexpectedly, I felt a new presence beside me. Turning to face the seat that was once empty, only to find out that he was sitting next to me! I hadn’t thought too much about it, maybe shock? The tiredness from job really proves to make one forget things easier. It was the same run-in-at-the-last-minute thing that happened the next day, and unsurprisingly, sat beside me again. It was empty in the cabin! Literally, empty. So why would he want to crowd up the small little space that we’re having – a 2-seater individual seat – here? I turned towards him and happened to looked into his eye, its green, the beautiful jade green. I was staring at him unknowingly and then I felt strange, so I glanced away for a second time. It was really embarrassing when you think back. But then again, black hair with green eye; he’s a mixed blood, isn’t he? Today as well, he ran in just before the door closed on him. Was he really in a rush? Friday, December 4 Dear Diary, as usual, the Friday crowds are much more than the weekdays, but still, he was seated next to me. The point is, he’s reading the book by XXX! Except for [Daichi] and me, I didn’t expect anyone else to be reading XXX’s books! What a coincidence! Saturday, December 5 [Online] [sora: Hey Daichi! You’ve gotta hear this! Just a few days ago, I met this guy by chance. He’s been riding on the same train as me every day and even sat beside me!] [Daichi: Really? -___- and you know this guy too? ] [sora: Nope I don’t! But that’s not the point! The point is, I saw him carrying XXX’s books today! ] [Daichi: Are you serious? 0.0 ] [sora: I am! I thought it was only the 2 of us who knows how to appreciate XXX’s work! ] [Daichi: Hey, I have a suggestion! Why not, you go be friends with him!] [sora: WHAT?] [Daichi: I mean, go befriend him, and let him chat with us too!] [sora: Your suggestion sounds good…] [Daichi: It is GOOD! Anyway we have the same interest… ] [sora: Hmmm… Ok, I’ll think about it…] [Daichi: You have to act first! Talk to him!] [sora: I’ll think about it… I’ll think about it… ] [sora has just logged out. ] [Daichi has just logged out.] Monday, December 7 Dear Diary, there was something strange about him today. Focus has been kept at his watch and he seems impatient too. He even alight the train one stop earlier then he usually would, ferociously. I wonder what has gotten into him. Glad that I did not speak to him just now or I might be scolded for doing so! Luck was on my side I guess. But… He should be here tomorrow as well, right? I hope ... Tuesday, December 8 Dear Diary, there was something really strange about him. He didn’t sit down beside me today, but instead, he just stood by the panel beside my seat. My heart couldn’t help but felt uneasy. What exactly has happened? To be Continued...

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This one is really one of my favorite mangas. "Yume wo Miru Hima mo Nai" by Yamada Yugi.

Original name: Dekiru Otoko Manga ALT. names: デキる男 / 完美的情人 / Successful Man Author: Fuyuno Jinko Original run: 2004 Description: Sagishima Takehiko, Hokuto's distant benefactor throughout his growing up with foster parents, is a successful executive. When Hokuto turns 20, he appears in his life in person and turns it upside down in order to groom Hokuto as his successor. But is that all he is, a benefactor? Hokuto wonders whether he might not have a secret reason for his kindness to a supposed stranger. But when he finally gets to ask the question he has pondered all his life, the way Sagishima responds is... surprising. Manga-type: Manga Published by: Biblos (2004), Libre Shuppan (2011) Group(s) Scanlating: Forever More Status: Complete Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: Drama, Yaoi Categories: Drama; Heir; Age-gap; Rape; Master-Slave Main Characters: Sagishima Takehiko Recommendations: Mijuku na Kareshi, Ai towa Yoru ni Kizuku Mono, Mitsumete Itai Related Series: Tsumetai Otoko (Sequel) Read Dekiru Otoko Online Dekiru Otoko Download Dekiru Otoko by Fuyuno Jinko Manga Dekiru Otoko Download link for non-members For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Summary: Have you ever though of having just some pure relationships with the ones you love. Diaries are what accompany us through our ups and downs but do not forget, it could reveals secrets, the good and the bad ones. 2 young adults, 2 diaries, through their journey searching for the love they wish for. If we put them together, everything comes clear. Status: Complete Hi, This is my first story in english so please pardon me on the grammars, tenses, and all other that matter. For those of you who don't know me yet, i'm from Taiwan, a chinese speaking country. So i spend a great time translating my chinese story to english, with the help of Goki, another user here. So give me a chance will ya! Thanks! Synopsis:

Title: Boku Dake ni Kiss wo Shite Original name: ボクだけにキスをして Manga ALT. names: Boku Dake ni Kisu wo Shite; Please Kiss Me Original run: 2006 Description: 1) Please Kiss Me Why does Kei pick Setsu up everyday and then ignore him at school? Setsu wonders is he special or just a bother. 2) Rag Doll Honey It's been six months of dating why won't Kotori let Ryouta into his place? 3) Sweet Life Living together to save money is fine, but how long can one live under the same roof with the one they like without saying anything. 4) You Are All Of Me Matsumoto is always getting into fights and Kanehara the student council president is always reprimanding him. Who'd guess these two are going out. 5) Love, My Lover Kouki is always left alone at home when Yukiya goes off traveling for long periods of time. He starts to really question how serious Yukiya is about him and it only intensifies when Kouki finds a pair of womens earings. 6) He Is A Lovely Person Setsu and Kei have been dating for a month. Kei is always doing things for Setsu, it is now time for Kei to be selfish. Manga-type: Manga Series Written by: ICHIJOU Lemon Drawn by: ICHIJOU Lemon Published by: Core Magazine Group(s) Scanlating: Bliss Status: Completed Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: Comedy, Romance, School Life, Yaoi Categories: Comedy Main Characters: 1) Kei, Setsu 2)Kotori, Ryouta 3) - 4) Kanehara 5) Kouki, Yukiya 6) Kei, Setsu Adaptations available: N/A Recommendations: Centaur no Tsuki, Zenbu Ore no Mono! Download link: •°Update°• Read Boku Dake ni Kiss wo Shite Online Boku Dake ni Kiss wo Shite Download Boku Dake ni Kiss wo Shite Manga Mf Mega Download link for non-members For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Manga ALT. names: Amai Nukumori, 我能感覺你, 甘いぬくもり Author: TOYAMA Mako Original run: 2005 Description: 1-3) Sweet Warmth After a difficult time of being dumped by his lover and getting hurt by falling down the stairs, Shinshu meets Fushimi at work, where he is assigned to help him due to his injury. Fushimi is tender and thoughtful towards him, which is a different experience for Shinshu. 4) Kiss at Midnight When childish and spoiled Harumi gets rejected by his housemate whom he loves, he moves in with Hisaya who has always been there to pick up the pieces for him. 5) If Love is Secondary Natsuhiko gets drunk one night and is taken home by Jin. Natsuhiko seduces Jin, only to realize later that Jin is his college crush who turned him down! Jin was such a playboy back then, has he changed at all? 6) The Love that Follows You Takashi is ready to propose to his girlfriend, but she never shows up for their date. At her apartment he finds a note and her younger brother Yukinari. With his girlfriend gone, Takashi starts spending time with the lonely Yukinari, but is he only a father figure to the younger man? Manga-type: Manga Group(s) Scanlating: Dangerous Pleasure Status: Complete Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: Drama Romance Yaoi Categories: Age Gap Older Uke Younger Seme Unrequited Love Megane Co-Workers Recommendations: Tonari ni Iru no ni, Tooi Read Amai Nukumori Online Amai Nukumori Download Amai Nukumori Manga Amai Nukumori Download link for non-members For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Boyfriend Pairing: Subaru/Yasu Mangaka: Asatsuki Plot: Short stories with the couple Link: Boyfriend (Uploading.com) For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

1-3) Osoba de Misasete! 4-5) Ten ni Todoku Shiro Both of Yuki's important childhood friends love the mountains and are in the mountaineering club, but after the older Chihiro confessed to him, the friendship among these three starts to collapse. 6) Osoba de Misasete! Extra Groups Scanlating:Dangerous Pleasure Author:HIIRO Reiichi 1 Volume (Complete) Read Osoba de Misasete! Online Osoba de Misasete Download http://www.4shared.com/file/oeYCH7f2/Osoba_de_Misasete__complete__D.html For download reupload requests, please post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Kowarekake no Omocha Author: CJ Michalski Alternative title: A Toy With Sadness Description: 1-3) A Toy with Sadness Shinobu left his large family to go live with Kengo as his playmate and companion to earn extra money once his father fell ill. Kengo takes advantage of Shinobu's position as his "toy", and when they are older he begins to have sex with him as well. Shinobu is afraid that Kengo will throw him away once his usefulness is over, proving that Kengo doesn't love him. Where will this relationship go as the boys go through high school? 4) Even Beyond Dreams Wakana-sensei has always wanted the perfect wife, despite his bad luck with women. One night after getting drunk, he picks up Shimada and brings him home to spend a passionate night in bed. Wakana is horrified by his actions, but when Shimada follows him to school it's revealed that he used to be a student there. Can things work out so that Wakana has the home life he's dreamed of? 5) Sun's Playboy Mana has a huge crush on You, a local surfer and swim instructor. Mana comes to the beach every day to watch him, but is not brave enough to approach him. The perfect opportunity comes when he is knocked down by a wave, and pretends to not be able to swim so that he can have You's attention all to himself! Will Mana finally get to have his seme before the summer ends? 6) Paper-Thin Loathing Hostage situation, for two rival businessmen. A failed love confession in the past has had them at odds for years, but when they are suddenly taken hostage, all bets are off! Groups Scanlating: Liquid Passion Genre: Comedy Drama Romance Yaoi Read Kowarekake no Omocha Online Kowarekake no Omocha Download Kowarekake no Omocha Manga Kowarekake no Omocha For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

The story is so cute! They couldn't celebrate their first night in the new appartment .. I can't wait to see the next part.

@ fibi u goin? lol...me tag along next one eatin dinner

wah so beauty ^^

@ Rei and Matti You guys are just too sweet :* As soon as i saw her pic i almost thought it was me for a sec:D She wanted to proof so here it is

@ goki Sweet hun i went and did it i told my superior everything i thought was wrong, i screamed, i yelled and at the end of the meeting they said i was right... lol i really thought i was going to be fired I picked up the strenght from GPelka situation and let it all out... Bastards... But you're strong sweetie, you'll kick their asses, Bruce Lee style in no time as well Big kiss sweet goki :*

Such a sweet poem! You are very talented Hama Thanks for sharing!

Your fanfic starts so interesting As Belita said, it's so original the way you made it, as a diary. Can't wait to read the next part!

@ Shuyu : Humm.... It would be great, if you could given a hint... I never read this manga.. So, I don't know this one and I'm curious and I want to read it

Hey! Welcome to YO. I have to recognize that for some reason, I also like your username.

@ yojichan I answered to your profile

This poem is so beautiful! leaf4

It's so lovely and heartfelt. i really like the emotions here. i know it's supposed to be a sad poem but it does sound hopeful and positive too. oh yeah...i've written a couple of BL poems too. Wanton Euphoria and the MisuShin-inspired poem A Love Undefined. i would like to know what you think of them. Thanks.

ég er svöng! mig langar í mat núna! It means: I'm hungry! want food now! I have no Idea how to Pronunce it sorry >.

false next one likes Gintama

'S been raining all~ day~ So happy~ (*_*)

Title: Mizugokoro Mangaka: HINATA Seika Plot: Asakawa sensei teaches Sasanuma how to open his eyes under water... but his technique puts them both in an awkward position... Groups Scanlating:Sweet Lunacy Genre:Adult Shotacon Yaoi Year:2002 Download Mizugokoro Manga: http://www.4shared.com/file/wEHzNlk5/Mizugokoro___Hinata_Seika___SL.html For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff