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Wintertime Love Manga alternative titles: Tsumetai Taiyou; Cold Sun; Wintertime Love Author: Sakamoto Miki Status: Completed (1 volume) Year: 2007 Summary: Tomo Fuji is a university student who has fallen for the school's playboy, Takanari, who goes out with woman after woman without caring for their feelings. Knowing this, Tomo confesses his love and the two spend a few days at his place, but where will this go? Will Takanari dump him like he does everyone else, or, will there be something more...? Read Wintertime Love Online Sakamoto Miki Download Tsumetai Taiyou New Download Link Mirror Link For download reupload requests, please post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Komatta Toki ni wa Hoshi ni Kike! Plot: Fujishima Takara goes to high school and will start living in a dorm because he has lost all his family except for his father, who's always away for his work. Takara has to share a room with Hosaka Kiyomine. Living together isn't easy, and many rows ensue. Kiyomine is very introverted, while Takara is just the opposite. At first the two get on each other's nerves because of those differences. But things turn towards friendship and later on towards love Groups Scanlating: Biblo Eros Bliss Peccatore Sanctuary peccatore-sanctuary Author: ABE Miyuki Genre: Comedy Drama Romance School Life Shounen Ai Slice of Life Year: 1997 Download Komatta Toki ni wa Hoshi ni Kike! Manga: Ch. 01 - Ch. 15 Chapter 16 - Chapter 18 Chapter 19 - Chapter 21 Chapter 22 - Chapter 23 Chapter 24 - Chapter 25 Chapter 26 - Chapter 28 For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

well .. watching cosplay picture is one of my interest ) i don't own any of these pics, i just saw them when i was searching on the net then saved them to my lap ... so if i remmember, i will add the source below Naruto

Original name: Maniac Ni Aishite Manga ALT. names: 恋到痴狂, 愛上御宅男, 戀到痴狂, 激マニアックに愛して, 激•愛上狂熱者, 激•爱上狂热者, 爱上御宅男, 超マニアックに愛して, 超級瘋狂的愛我, 超级疯狂的爱, Chou Maniac ni Aishite, Deeply Loving a Maniac, Geki Maniac ni Aishite, Hyper Loving a Maniac, Maniakku ni Aishite, My Own Private Otaku Original run: 2006 Description: Morita, a hopeless otaku, falls in love with his popular classmate, Sakura. As his otaku approach to woo Sakura collides with reality, things heat up. Will he be able to become the man that Sakura desires? Manga-type: Manga Series. Written by: Higashino You Drawn by: Higashino You Published by: Libre Shuppan Group(s) Scanlating: Chibitora Status: Completed Completely Scanlated: No Completely Translated: Only up to volume 2 Genres: Comedy, School Life, Smut, Yaoi Categories: Megane; Cross-dressing; Jealous Lover; First Love Main Characters: Morita, Sakura Adaptations available: N/A Recommendations: Maniakku ni Aishite dj - Paranoia Read Maniac Ni Aishite Manga Online: Maniac Ni Aishite Download Maniac Ni Aishite Manga @Volume 01 (SendSpace) Chinese @Volume 02 (SendSpace) Chinese @Volume 03 (SendSpace) English @DJ extra (SendSpace) For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Junjou Romantica Nowaki x Hiroki ... i thought about Miyagi and Shinobu in Junjou Terrorist when i first saw this pic :"p Misaki & Usagi cute .. :">~ Sekai -ichi Hatsukoi Axis Power Hetalia Russia x Denmark :">~ Crimson Spell ~ Yuki - Gravitation =p~

December 30 Right after he confessed the surprise he prepared, I managed to squeeze a meeting on Minamiuonuma the 30th so we could go to the countryside, I would take care of the meeting first then meet him at the ryokan… I was really having a good feeling about it, until he showed up in “the car”. This completely piece of junk would take us to the country, a 3 hour drive on this? The only thing that came to my mind was… “This is not good…definitely not good…” Of course that the joy plastered completely over his face, I felt like I couldn’t open my mouth about it, but something down inside was screaming danger… “Where the hell did you find this car?” “A friend lend It to me…Don’t worry looks aren’t important…this car rocks…” “I really hope so Mina…he looks likes it’s falling apart…” “Ahahah, course it ain’t Hana-san, my friend rides him all the time…Well he only does small trips with it, but I think it’ll be fine, ne…” “Sure hope so…” And there we went, me scared, him rejoicing… I managed to squeeze the bad feeling behind… Everything would be alright, and we would have the best time ever… I haven’t gone to a ryokan for years now, it would feel really great… Relax, eat great food, great drinks and heaven like sex… I started to have all kinds of pervert thought but I shook them off… Sex would have to wait, to see if we survive this trip… I looked at the back seat, and there were loads of white convenience store bags… “Mina…What’s all this… We’re going for 2 days not a lifetime…” He smile widely at me… “That’s for you Hana-san…In case you’re hungry and stuff… And since you’ll be having that meeting first, I was thinking of preparing a little lunch for y’a first…” “(smile)You really don’t exist…Thank you… You really prepared everything…” “There’s no way I would leave Hana-san starve or being cold and such…” “Mina I’m a man, I’m not that delicate or fragile…” “No, that’s not true… Hana-san is my flower. I have to take good care of y’a, love y’a lots and always be by your side, to give anything Hana-san wants or needs…” I, even if now I say otherwise, never truly believed in true love… I looked for it, so many times, but always ended up deceiving myself…hurting myself and others… The only thing I ever wished, was the only one I couldn’t manage to get.. Then like falling drops, he showed up in my life like the first rain ever in my dry, desert like dead heart… Like a flood, he threw me down with such an immensely amount of passion, desire, love, lust... It was hard to get it all in…So I just let myself drown in it… Loose myself in it… Only wishing for it to become even more immense, even greater, even bigger… After an hour and a half of road trip, something started to smell weird… “Hum…, Mina I don’t want to alarm you but something is smelling kinda funny…” “Really…I don’t smell a thing…” “I’m telling you, there’s something, really wrong here…” “C’mon Hana-san, he’s doing great right…and besides we’re half way already…” “We should have come by train…” And then, my worst fear came true… A huge blast that almost gave me an heart attack, and the growing smoke in front of me, made me realize that we were screwed… “Shit what was that Mina…?!” “It’s ok, it’s ok Hana-san, I’ll fix this…” “How do you know anything about cars?” “Well not exactly but I’ll take a look…” “Please Mina don’t make it worse, I’ll try to call for help…” Like that would do… No signal anywhere, it was still quite early, and freezing cold since snow was practically covering the whole area… It was quite a sight but the fact is that we were in the middle of Town Nowhere near Lost street… “Shit…” “Hum, Hana-san, I’ll do like this, I’ll go look for help, you stay in the car, keep yourself warm, I promise I won’t take long…” “Are you insane, there’s snow everywhere…!! You’ll freeze for sure… Let’s just wait to see if someone comes, and gives us a hand…” “That can take hours Hana-san…Your meeting is in 1 hour…” “I don’t give a fuck about the meeting, don’t you dare leave this place…” “But Hana-san, I’ll be gone only for a bit I promise…” “No!! Stay here with me…” “I’ll be right back…promise” And he started to run… “Bastard, he really left…” I had no other choice, I went inside the damn car, closed the windows and picked a blanket… The I started kicking the damn thing for ruining my fantastic new year’s celebration… It even managed to separate Mina and me… And now I started to punch it… “You biggest piece of junk ever…(punch)” I swear to god I don’t know if it was a coincidence or not, but the car just exploded again, and I just got the hell out… It was almost like he was telling me to shut the hell up… “Shit shit shit…” ________________________________________________________________________ Well that's it for this chap, next i'll keep Mina and Hana's trip... Let's see what happens A big kiss, and thank you for reading :*

So cute pics! I love them!!! Here is one more Sasu - Naru cosplay:

Hi there! So since i went on a vacation, i'm giving our characters one as well... It's a small spin off from our story, but i thought it was funny so here it is ________________________________________________________________________ Ok, I knew this was going to happen...! How the hell did it turn out like this...? My desperation was getting bigger and bigger by the second, and I could only think I was in the middle of nowhere, inside this old, falling apart car, and Mina nowhere to be seen… “This no good…no good, I swear, I’m going to kill him...” This is how it all started… December 29 After the incident with Shu, things were a bit fired up, and I was really a bit upset from Mina, overprotective shield like attitude... He would walk me to work, he would pick me up at work, I wasn’t even allowed to go to the damn grocery store because he would always make up the most idiotic stuff... That this would happen or that might happen, and mainly because most of his persuasions techniques consisted on, having his way with me in bed, leaving me in no condition to even get out of bed, so much for walking down the street.... I was growing a bit tired, I was having sex 4/5 times a day, and he was making me come 2/3 times each time we did it… I was soared all over.... I felt a little like a tree and he an animal, somehow marking his territory, leaving red blots all over my body.... In one of those times I was trying to convince him to let me go out of the house alone, he was pulling the seduction trick on me again... There’s no way in this world that I could resist him or the things he did to me, and no way that there’s anything like too much sex, but truth was it was a tiny bit too much for my ass to take.... “Mina, i can’t...please...stop that, just let me...AH, no stop it…” “Why’s that Hana-san, you don’t like what I do to you…like this…” “That’s not the point,please…ah, ah just…ah” “What is it Hana-san...(smirk)” I didn’t have to see it to realize that, somehow, it gave him tremendous pleasure to tease me like this.... But I had to stop it, I wasn’t going to be fooled again.... I pushed him away, and I kind of gave him the evil look. “Stop it right now Mina! Or I swear, there’s no hanky panky for a year…” “No, Hana-san, It’s new years soon…We have to be together, and have a new years love making.” He really sounded like a kid then, such an innocent feeling that I thought I already lost but he made me remember it all over again... “(laugh) Oh yeah, want some new year’s sex?! Then behave yourself!” I couldn’t stop laughing, it was so funny the face he was making, thru the deepest beauty, there was this crystal clear pureness, so lovely... “No Hana-san, I was even thinking of taking you somewhere nice to spend New Year’s…” “Somewhere nice, what do you mean by that?” “Well I saved up a little money, and I bought us a stay over at a Ryokan.” “You what, what’s with you spending your money like that?! You could have told me, I could have helped...” It was like giving a kid a present on Christmas day… Every expression on his face lit up, his dazzling smile showing and sparkling itself only to me.... . Just like my dream, the one I always see him smile.... A never fading happiness… “Really, Hana-san would’ve agreed to it?” “What a silly question, why wouldn’t i?” “Well Hana-san it’s a bit weird these days, always running away from me....” “Of course not, you’re just leaving me no room to have a little breather (hard hard blush)it’s not like I hate it or dislike it…it’s just a bit too much.” “You mean it Hana-san, you really, really don’t mind being together with me…(caress)” “(Even harder blush) Of course not…(low voice)I would glue myself to you if I could…” When I looked up, the kid like expression he had before, disappeared leaving the man in front of me looking even more breathtaking than ever… He slightly touched my lips with his finger, and whispered in the tiniest voice… “I love you…so much…” I couldn’t hold it inside, the explosion of feelings, desires and all the things happening at the same time inside my body turned my colour to the deepest crimson… I was too small, I was a very small package to contain all the love, he was giving me… It was overflowing already… I bend over a little, and kissed him, very lightly as well and told him… “I love you too…so, so very much, it’s crushing my heart…” He hold me tightly, and said… “Let’s got to bed…but let’s just sleep today, let’s sleep like we always do, right next to each other…” “(Smile)Ok, thank you…” “Anytime.” He got closer and whispered… “I’ll have my way with you on New Year’s celebration…thoroughly (smirk)” I just limited myself to swallow it dry, because of that comment I was speechless, and nervous, and maybe a little over excited for what he prepared for us… I couldn’t wait, really…

That happens to me a lot too! I'm very talkative with my friends -- MY FRIENDS. Those who know me and that I'm comfortable around them. Around others.. I'm polite, but that's all. During high school people thought i was a lesbian, 'cause I was too quiet, too much on my own and didn't had a boyfriend. Actually guys didn't even got too close of me back then. Well, they still don't nowdays, but i guess it is for different reasons.. haha. But what really bothered me was the fact that my best friend back then started to believe on those rumors.. it was not even the lesbian thing that actually bothered me. It was the fact that she didn't believed me and that she changed. So, if i really were lesbian, would she still be friend of mine? hmm.. Usually people think I'm weird - nowdays - because I like to read a lot, while most of my friends are getting drunk, I'm reading or listening to folk and indie music. Most of people just think I'm boring. What bothers me is that i really do my best to be respectful to everyone and their personal taste, even when i don't like it. So why can't they be nice to me in return? Also, some"friends" think I'm weird because the way I act around boys.. they think weird that i don't date much and they are always worried that i'm not "having fun". They just don't understand that i don't feel the need to kiss someone to have fun. And, honestly, I think disgusting someone I barely know come and kiss me. Seriously, i hate it. I can be casual, but, come on! At least try to seduce me! Don't just assume that I will kiss you just because I'm on a club or just because you have a cute face. (And just to make it clear, I don't think disgusting someone who does that. My friends do it all the time. And that's fine. I just don't think that this work for me). And so it goes..

Original name: Shounen Tsubaki Manga ALT. names: Focus Only on You, Kimi Dake ni Fookasu Original run: 2010 Description: Tsubaki was adopted as a young child and has never left his foster home since. On the surface, he is treated well by his foster family, yet his foster father only uses him for sex and his foster mother ignores him. His only contact with the outside world is the kind teacher next door, Koga-san, who gave him his name, and Koga-san's younger brother, Hayato, who has slept with Tsubaki since the first time they met Written by: KONJIKI Runa Drawn by: KONJIKI Runa Published by: Houbunsha Group(s) Scanlating: x Status: complete Genres: drama, mature, psychological Categories: yaoi Main Characters: Tsubaki and Hayato Adaptations available: N/A Recommendations: Bara no Hanabira, Te Tsunagi Gokko Read Shounen Tsubaki online Shounen Tsubaki Download (MediaFire): EDIT: Link removed due to scanlator's request.

I just did one... --;;; My first title was Shell I kiss you? But... I feel it's to long... So... this how I end up... ^^;;; I like green but some people might not... Any way... I have to go back to rest.. Enjoy!

Belita > i also like that song ... Within Temptation's music is good XD~ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=afbLDis6ftU http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gYrQvOptrDA

Where butterflies never die by Broken Iris http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ekHltpOMoh8

Many many times, but mostly by myself

@cherryyuri I think you and I are almost exactly the same lol. I was the same way in high school and everyone thought I was a lesbian because I never showed interest in guys. Well, I'm bi but that's besides the point lol. But yeah, I know a lot of people that go to tons of parties and get drunk and just make out with everyone. That's totally not me. I like to drink sometimes but only within my small group of friends. Idk how that qualifies as weird. But whatever lol

i've been callen a weirdo often actually, but i don't really care it's mostly because i'm very open and i reaaaally don't give a damn about that xDD my family and friends are already used to this soo

haha that word Wierdo! defines me lmao , people always call me things like that, n i even use it to refer to myself lol i think it is a stament ! n it makes me different hahaha i like to be a little different, n break the mold

I've been called a weirdo for being bi once... but the dude got a punch in the mouth for it... Also for my pervyness haha

Ahahaha many times, mostly for just being myself lol. Well, for me biting people, for my nerdiness... I don't know, all the crazy things combined I guess :3

lol How about something simple like a sandwich then?

Ok, if you are not too picky.. cause my cooking skills are almost 0

@ Rei and Matti My two special guys around here Thank you for reading, i also hope next chap turns out ok Big kiss :*

I plan on so much things this week... But... I just got the cold... --;;; I don't know what to do... T T And I did this... I hope you guys like it... See you I don't know when... --;;

Yep, I have been called that many times. I'm usually that quiet person in school that does her work and doesn't talk to anyone. And I guess that makes me a weirdo lol. It doesn't really bother me though. I could care less what people think about me. Besides, I don't think of myself as a weirdo and that's what matters XD But it is what it is I suppose

Yes, I was called like that ones by one of my friends because I didn't want to go with him to a horror movie @Sarah I want to see a pizza with the Spices shaped like hair .. I'm curious how it looks like @Belita You're a cool weirdo, you know? @BasePairWobble That really looks weird, i bet

Pretty much all songs by Gackt and Malice Mizer, but in particular: Koakuma Heaven Stay the ride Alive Emu~For my Dear~ Last song Episode.0 Au Revoir Ma Cherie Apres Midi Gekka no yasoukyoku

Is there any song you could listen to over and over again without getting bored of it? As for me, I could listen over and over to L'Arc~en~Ciel - Dune rabbit3

Title: グラマラス・リップ Author: Yanao Rock Genre: Comedy, Drama, Yaoi Release Year: 2006 Status: Completed (6 oneshots) Summary: 1) Love is Here Hina, a 20-year-old assistant to a photographer, has always admired Kouzuki, a beautiful model. He wants nothing more than to be his stylist, but Kouzuki has other ideas. 2) Music Hour Taka, bass player for an up-and-coming band, has always liked the boy who works the concession stand at the live house, Shibuya Juice. But then Hina, Taka's friend, comes to visit and is mistaken for Taka's love interest... 3) Shiawase no Kamisama Starry-eyed high school boi, Kageyama, has been dumped nine times in three years and while cursing the sunset falls in love at first sight with the misunderstood Ryuuji Izumi... Kouzuki from the first story makes an appearance here as Kageyama's friend. 4) Ashita Tenki ni Naare Ryuuya, brother of Ryuuji Izumi from the previous story, is playing soccer with his teammates when he accidentally nails a flower delivery guy right in the face. Fortunately for Ryuuya, the flower guy is accustomed to taking balls to the face, and he shows the soccer kid some of his sweet moves. 5) Killing Me The number one host from Club Butterfly finds a boy getting the crap kicked out of him in an alley and indirectly rescues him. After taking him home, the boy's existence begins to push the boundaries of the jaded host's beliefs. 5) A Day In Hana's Life A short extra from the perspective of Izumi's little sister, Hana, bringing together all the couples from the previous chapters. 6) Ma Chérie A mysterious mansion master who believes himself incapable of love because of his profession, has found a mythical bat boy that shocks him. - from Baka Updates Manga Read Glamorous Lip Online Glamorous Lip Download Glamorous lips Manga: Sendspace For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Manga ALT. names: Amai Nukumori, 我能感覺你, 甘いぬくもり Author: TOYAMA Mako Original run: 2005 Description: 1-3) Sweet Warmth After a difficult time of being dumped by his lover and getting hurt by falling down the stairs, Shinshu meets Fushimi at work, where he is assigned to help him due to his injury. Fushimi is tender and thoughtful towards him, which is a different experience for Shinshu. 4) Kiss at Midnight When childish and spoiled Harumi gets rejected by his housemate whom he loves, he moves in with Hisaya who has always been there to pick up the pieces for him. 5) If Love is Secondary Natsuhiko gets drunk one night and is taken home by Jin. Natsuhiko seduces Jin, only to realize later that Jin is his college crush who turned him down! Jin was such a playboy back then, has he changed at all? 6) The Love that Follows You Takashi is ready to propose to his girlfriend, but she never shows up for their date. At her apartment he finds a note and her younger brother Yukinari. With his girlfriend gone, Takashi starts spending time with the lonely Yukinari, but is he only a father figure to the younger man? Manga-type: Manga Group(s) Scanlating: Dangerous Pleasure Status: Complete Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: Drama Romance Yaoi Categories: Age Gap Older Uke Younger Seme Unrequited Love Megane Co-Workers Recommendations: Tonari ni Iru no ni, Tooi Read Amai Nukumori Online Amai Nukumori Download Amai Nukumori Manga Amai Nukumori Download link for non-members For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Oh Bel, how nice, i liked the season chap. I want to go to a Ryokan once in my life tooo!!!! & with a Mina too, but i'll take my car, hehehe. i can't wait for the end, hope they'd arrive to the ryokan, hehe... a kiss f you

Oh Bel, how nice, i liked the season chap. I want to go to a Ryokan once in my life tooo!!!! & with a Mina too, but i'll take my car, hehehe. i can't wait for the end, hope they'd arrive to the ryokan, hehe... a kiss f you

This is a very sexy NaruxSasu XD Loveless Death Note

Hey Yaoi Eater I've uploaded here for you.

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Experiencing yaoi for the first time :cuteonion41: lol What's the most embarrassing thing to happen to you?

Awesome chapter once again, Bela It seems your vacation has inspired you

Bi no Isu by ike reibun

i love it! all of them!very creative and some are cute and some are hot! me gusta! =]

It's very cute

Oh Bridget... very good chapter! Congrats! Keep it up!

I found this one and I thought it was so well done. Ciel

VI It felt a bit weird to be back home. I was happy to see my family but a bit anxious to see Paul. I went to his house, he was at the backyard playing with his ball. It was the only thing I hated about him, his passion for football, I could remember every occasion he “dumped” me because of a football match he played or wanted to watch. He left the ball at the very first sight of me, ran to me and embraced me. - Patrick! Patrick thanks God you’re here! I needed you so much! My heart jumped out o my chest. I’ve waited so long for this. I tried to keep my head cool, those words didn’t mean love and Thomas was stuck on my head, his scent still pervaded in me. . I’m very sorry, Paul, very sorry for your grandpa. I know how much your mom and you loved him. Paul’s dad died when Paul was five and his grandpa had always taken care of him. His mom was alone in England. She met Paul’s father in Okinawa where she taught Nanban-yaki technique to make ceramic pots. They fell in love and she left everything and came to live to England. Paul’s grandfather taught her English and she taught him ceramics. She was beloved by her father-in-law. Paul had few Japanese features. Although his hair was jet black and he had almond-shaped eyes, they were turquoise blue, which made him outstand from the rest of us and made me feel common. Our friends use to said that we were the ying–yang because he was dark haired with blue eyes and I was extremely blond with hazel eyes, because he was tempered and I was calm and also because I wanted to go to University and he wanted to be a sport trainer. I always thought that the fact that he was straight and I was gay made us both sides of a coin. He always wanted to be a strong boy, he didn’t cry when his father died, he didn’t do it when he was bullied first year of high school, and this time too, I knew he wanted to cry, to give his sorrow a way but he didn’t do it if I was staring at him so he laid his head on my shoulder and started to sob. What a nice feeling was this, be close enough to him to feel his warm breath on my neck, his hips next to my hips, his hand touching my leg. Without realizing, I felt aroused. - What’s wrong Patrick? He asked me - Nothing, I said, clearing my throat. I felt uncomfortable, because I had to repress my desire for him. I wanted to grab him, push him on the floor, kiss him and tell him that I always would love him not matter what. - Don’t lie to me, I know something has happen to you, I can read it on your face, you’ve got dark circles on your eyes and you avoid my eyes. What’s wrong? - Noothing, I repeated, I came here to comfort you, not the other way round. Besides, nothing important happened to me. I met someone I finally didn’t like. - You finally met a hot chick, Pat? Who’s she? Is she hot? A brunette? - No, it’s not a girl, it’s an upperclassman, his name is Thomas and he wants to be a History teacher. - Just like you, Pat, and what happened? - Nothing, I lied. I tried to get some distance between Paul and me because I felt a little tremble just remembering the sex we had. I felt hot again and I wanted to leave before Paul realized it. But he had already noticed and grabbing my shoulder he asked me: - Has something happened between you two? Has he hurt you? Is he bullying you? - Umm, I can’t tell you Paul, it isn’t really important. It’s over and I came to know about you and your mom. - Pat, he said with a soft voice I couldn’t resist, don’t lie to me, I know you, tell me what happened or I’ll break your arm. He called me Pat when he wanted something for me, when we had serious conversations. He grabbed my arm and turned to my back, I screamed a bit in pain, he was so close I could hear his heart beat, his pulse. I felt my heart jumping o n my chest. I knew that If I didn’t do anything I’ll tell him and I didn’t want him to know I was gay or that I had sex with a man for the first time. I didn’t want to tell him that I had felt the maximum pleasure with a man who wasn’t him even though I always knew that Paul would never had those kinds of feelings for me. - It’s really nothing Paulie, let me be, you’re hurting me and I don’t want to fight. Just release my arm. - Did that man touch you?? - What??? What are you talking about? A man? I was panicking; I had to get out there at that very moment. - You thought that I was stupid. You think that after so many years of friendship I wouldn’t know you don’t like girls. I didn’t know what to do, he knew! What would happen if he also knew that I loved him? Would he stop being my friend? Would he feel disgusted? - So? What is it you want to know, Paul? If I’m gay (my knees were going to melt , my arms were shaking and my voice trembled) - Are you? Have you been lying to me all this time? - What? I didn’t have to tell you, that’s way too personal and is not as if you asked and I lied. Besides is none of your business - So, you are gay! he was like crazy, you had sex with that man??? Did you enjoy it, bastard? - So what??!!! I cried, what If I did it, what If I’m gay!! It’s none of your business, Paul. I never said a word about all the girls you hooked with, I never got upset because you were changing girlfriend or just had sex with someone you just knew. I never, never…. - Never what Pat??? Never complained about my sex life? So what? You didn’t care, but I do, did YOU or didn’t YOU have sex with that man???!! I’m not asking you again, Pat, tell me the truth right now!!! - YES, YES!!! I did and it was my first time and he gave me pleasure, and I liked it but I regretted it because it wasn’t y…. I stopped talking when I saw Paul’s face and the painful look in his eyes, some tears started to fall down, I couldn’t stand his sad face so I ran away. I kept myself at home the following day telling my mom I felt sick. I knew I was a coward but I couldn’t face Paul now he knew everything. Next day, I went back to college without saying him goodbye.

Next chapt out of the oven... hehe Just tell me what you think, ok?! IV We didn’t see each other for few weeks. I heard he was on a trip to Shenzhen, he wanted to specialize in Oriental Cultures, so I was at ease. I had found a nice corner in the campus, quite enough to read and have lunch without no one round. I started to spend all my free time there, at lunch and between lessons. My classmates always asked me to have lunch together but I always refused, I preferred to be alone with my books and thoughts. Thursdays were my most quiet days, I only had few classes so between them I spent my time in my secret corner. One day, I fall sleep reading the papers for one of my lessons. “One cannot lose what one has not possessed. So much for that abrasive gem I can lose what I want. I want you” I felt a very soft low voice whispering in my ear, was I dreaming? I was half sleep and so tired I didn’t want to open my eyes. I loved that part of Geoffrey Hill’s poem. It felt so nice feeling the warm of the Autumn sun on my face, that soft voice, those kisses, what a nice dream. Kisses on my cheek, on my neck… Wait! Kisses on my neck were real! I suddenly opened my eyes and saw him kissing me. - What the hell are you doing???!!! I cried - You were so tempting, with your cute sleeping face, you were so peacefully dreaming that I couldn’t avoid it. - And… and how did you know that poem? Why were you reciting it? - Oh… umm… well, I saw you one day at the library with one of Hill’s volumes and I had a look. I liked the poem so I memorized it. Your sleeping face inspired it. “ I can lose what I want, I want you” I like that last verse… I burst out laughing, Thomas stepped back. - You think it’s funny? His smile had disappeared - No, no sorry, I said laughing, it’s just that I’m not used to these things and didn’t expect it either. I took a deep breath, stopped laughing and seriously told him: - I’m sorry, Thomas, truly sorry, but don’t do those things, less to sleepy people. - What? You think I do this to anyone? It’s just you, Patrick, he was staring at me, serious look in his eyes. An alarm started to ring on my head, telling me to run away before making a big mistake. I wanted to run away, what was happening here? How my peaceful afternoon was turning this way? Was this the perfect man? The brilliant student? I felt a knot on my throat. - Well thanks for the poem and the nice awakening, I got to go now He, then, once more told me… - I told you it wasn’t going to be easy, Patrick He pushed me and I fell on my back, he grabbed my hands above my head, damn God, he was really strong. I started to panic, what did he want? What was going to happen to me? My body got rigid, I tried to fight, I tried to push him away. - Thomas , stop it please, it’s not funny anymore, I begged - Who said I was joking. Since the first I saw you, I wanted to have you - What??? I didn’t do anything - Really think so? You must be more concerned to the faces you make when you’re lost and I couldn’t stand the face you showed when you’re best friend came to the conversation at the food shop. A felt a fire inside of me… He licked the tip of my nose, it was ticklish, he licked the inside of my upper lip, went down to my neck, un buttoned my shirt… Oh, my goodness! I thought, is this for real???!!!

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This is me!! Dont get fooled. Im a GAY dude! hahaha! well, it show's btw.

. .well, this thread was appropriate for me to answer, hihihihi, :leaf5: . .since im a paramore fan, i never get bored of whatever songs i played from them rabbit16 . .i could played it as long as i live in this world, LOL :msn_red_fox 2 . .though there were alot of songs i also hooked into, but PARAMORE was my first ever choice

All of them -_-... Really, I don´t like yaoi anime because most of them are so bad done... I´ve got to say that the only yaoi anime I like is Junjou Romantica because it´s well based in the manga, and at the moment Sekai ichi Hatsukoi for the same reason. For example, I hate gravitation ovas and anime, they have nothing to do with the manga e_e~ the same with loveless... xD