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What a big list this will be... let's see: I was called a weirdo in school cause i looked (really)like a boy and my school friends once told me i was a freak of nature... not nice, it bugged me for years. I was called a weirdo in school(few years later)cause my hair was a different colour every week, or when i did my nose and belly piercing, not to mention the 12 ear earings I was called a weirdo when i went to college, i dropped it cause at that time i was mostly interested in my dance crew I was called a weirdo by my husband when i said marriage was a pain(cause i didn't want to get married at first) I was called a weirdo cause i read Yaoi by a lot of people...(i just don't give a damn) And well, i like being a weirdo rabbit9

i once been called like that because i said i dont like to watch football(soccer) :hamtaro-005 (5): and because i dont like to eat Spices shaped like hair (like some pizza spices) well,i cant eat it because it's shaped like hair i’ve been called a weirdo too so i was wondering for what have you been called like that ????:hamtaro-005 (6):

VII Back to college I tried to get back to normal. I put Paul’s existence at the back of my mind and tried to act as if nothing had happened. Back to classes I faced my other problem, Thomas. He was waiting for me at the door of my class. I felt how my body got tense, a light sweat drop fell down my spine, I wasn’t prepared yet, but I was determined to change my life, the way I was, l wanted to leave worries behind and enjoy my school life . I took a deep breath and went to him. - Hi, cutie, where have you been? He said - At home, something came up and I had to go. What do you want? - I missed you; he was whispering at my ear, I can’t wait to meet you at your lovely, secret corner. I couldn’t explain what I felt, I wasn’t scared, I was angry, I was desperate to get rid of my feelings for Paul, I thought that maybe he would erase the frustration I was feeling since I met him at home. I was so angry with him. Who was he to yell at me like that? What made him think he had the right to reproach me what I did or not? Why the hell did I told him about Thomas? I was stupid, stupid, stupid of me! I’ve lost him forever. - Patrick?? Patrick? - What? I’ll see you after lunch. I left him standing there, speechless, eyes wide open. I couldn’t concentrate, I couldn’t eat, I was thinking only in what was going to happen later. I started to convince myself that Thomas would make me feel better, so I prepared myself for him. - You’re already here! Good boy! Where you that anxious to meet me? Where your body expecting my touch? - I don’t need to talk, I told him, getting closer to him, touching his hair without looking in his eyes. I just need you to hold me, to make me forget. - Forget him? I can do that and even more. I can make you depend on me, only want me, only think on me. Is that what you want? - No, I just want you to hold me every time I ask you and nothing else. I couldn’t believe what I was saying, what was happening to me? When did become this type of person? My heart ached so much, I felt it empty, my body numb, my hands cold. - That’s ok with me, but in exchange, you’ll have sex only with me, you have to forget him and… - Don’t talk anymore; I said putting one of my fingers in his lips, I could feel his warm breath interrupted by the tip of his tongue licking my second phalanx; I already prepared myself for it. I want to forget him; I want to forget his face. I said trying not to cry. He started to caress my hair, went down to my face, he got even closer, I could feel his breath warming me up. His fingers running up and down my neck and left shoulder. I shivered. He suddenly took my hand and softly said to me: - You know that one of the most sensitive and erotic places in our body are the finger tips? He took my fingers and one by one started to lick them slowly, staring at me with a half, mischievous smile. I started to feel a fire on my body. I felt his tongue going round the tip of my forefinger. Suddenly he started to thrust my finger into his mouth. I trembled at the sensation of my wet finger into his mouth. - Can you feel it, Patrick? Does it feel good? It’s a new sensation. I couldn’t answer, just nodded. I just let him made me what he wanted. I started to feel turned on when he put his other hand in my lower part and stated caressing it. I did the same. He jolted in surprise, giggled and told me to lie down. I lay down`, breathing hardly in anticipation, without opposing him, just with the flow. He started to unbutton my shirt, , kissed my collar bone, then licking the line of it with the tip of his tongue, went down leaving a track from my neck to my chest, licked my left nipple taking his time, making sure that I was enjoying it while pinching the right one. I grasped the grass round me. It felt so damn good. He went down running his tongue through my stomach, following the lines of my abs. - You’re a hottie, ummm, you have a very nice body, cutie, very nice. I grabbed his hair, looked at him and directed him to my lower part. I just didn’t want to lose my time with his flatteries. I was so turned on, I felt the urge to do it.”Just shut up and do what you have to do” I thought. I closed my eyes, chocked back my tears and said: - Just enter me, I said, hardly breathing, just hurry up, please. - No, I’ll hurt you, you need to be prepared - Just do it, I don’t mind you hurting me, I just want to feel it. I don’t want to feel this shit inside my head. Please, make me forget So he did. He entered me. It was very painful but I I wanted to feel that pain. Gradually he started to move slowly while kissing me. I put my arms round his back raising my back. I felt him deeper inside me, he also was breathing with difficulty, but we were both in ecstasy, my nails in his back. - Patrick, I can’t refrain myself, I’m going to start to move more quickly. You’ve to tell me if it hurts, but if you do what I say, you’ll have the greatest time, I hold myself tighter to his neck, I’d follow all his instructions, the only thing I wished was to get rid of my thoughts. - OK, I said panting, do it (pant, pant) do it now! - What is it, Patrick? Have you been wanting me this much? He laugh - In your dr… (I felt a strong thrust) dreams. I couldn’t believe I became such a cold person; anger and pain were making me be someone else. He suddenly raised one of my legs up to his shoulder and the other round his waist. Oh my goodness! How was so much pleasure possible? He increased the rhythm, making sure to follow the rhythm of my breath. I was hardly breathing, turned my face to avoid his eyes staring me. He grabbed my face and said: - Look at me, cutie, I want to see your face, look at me, don’t think in anything or anyone. Just look at me. I looked at him, those intense green eyes looking at me full of desire. They were so captivating that I felt trapped in them. The pleasure increased as he put my two legs round his waist and started to slowly stroke my cock. I was ready to cum... - Not yet, dear, he whispered to me, I want to cum with you and I’m not ready yet. So he kept thrusting, I was going insane, I was losing the sense of reality, I was like in heaven and left my mind run free, I felt Paul’s hands caressing me, I felt Paul’s voice calling my name, I felt Paul’s warmth in my mouth while kissing me. His soft tanned skin, his strong arms round my waist, his tongue searching my tongue… - Paul, I whispered I suddenly felt a strong thrust which provoked a lot of pain - Damn bastard! Were you thinking on him while fucking with me??!!!!

Love Impact Guide /Walkthrough 1-Talk to Hisoka. -"But my home is beautiful too", "Do you want to come and see?", "I only want to be with you". 2- Watch tv alone (you'll see a program about how to cheat playing poker 3-Talk to Hisoka. -"Would you let me read with you?", "I want to know you better". 4-Look at the poker game in the table 5-Talk to Hisoka and ask him to play with you. Then tell him you want his jacket. If you have watched the tv program, Tsuzuki will cheat and win. 6-Go to the kitchen and bake a pie. The recipe is in one of Hisoka kun's books (you must search the book until you find it). But in the recipe you'll read "Two spoons of sugar if you like it sweet". Remember that Hisoka doesn't like very sweet things, so only one spoon will be ok. If you did it perfect, he'll tell you it's good. Thank him for helping you. 7-Talk to Hisoka. -"Then I'll come and live with you", "You definitely have good points", 8-Go to the bed, try it, but don't sleep 9-Talk to Hisoka. -"I dreamt about you", "I'm confused about my feelings about you", "maybe you are like a brother" 10-Go and sit to the easy chair in the bedroom. You'll find Hisoka's diary there. Read it several times until Hisoka notices about it. Then try to make it up with him. 11-Play the magical rubii -rabbits game and get the ending (I know it’s hard, you must be patient). Tip: press Enter for bunnies. Also it doesn't matter which bunny, after about 10 times, you get it. 12-Talk to Hisoka. There are some ways to do it well, one of them is: -"What kind of games do you like?", "Not even falling in love?" 13-Go outside with Hisoka. Walk to the very top-left of the screen, and continue walking to the top of the screen. -"Aren't you cold?", "Because we look like a couple?" 14-In the house again, it's night already. Save your game (in the radio) and then turn on the tv and watch it with Hisoka kun. -hold his hand, hold him, caress his hair. 15- "............", "tell him my feelings", "I love you hisoka", touch and kiss him, -----> ero ending.

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Ahahaha many times, mostly for just being myself lol. Well, for me biting people, for my nerdiness... I don't know, all the crazy things combined I guess :3

Yes, I was called like that ones by one of my friends because I didn't want to go with him to a horror movie @Sarah I want to see a pizza with the Spices shaped like hair .. I'm curious how it looks like @Belita You're a cool weirdo, you know? @BasePairWobble That really looks weird, i bet

My mum called me like that a few minutes ago cause i'm lying on my bed with a skull in my hand learning foramina. i admit that's not particularly ordinary. oh, and i don't like watching soccer as well. but thats accepted in my family =)

@goki is it Baby Bich! by Inomoto Rikako @Belita Is it Little Butterfly by Takanaga Hinako? Next:

it's okay if i share another picture? =] i like the way this one turned out! my phone camera sucks, so i had to edit a little bit the light and the colors. anyway....

In case anyone is interested, here is the making of Amphetamine with English subs Mediafire link

Takumi-kun Pure credits for translation to sayasubs Download Takumi-kun Pure Movie Complete Mirror link: Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 NOTE: Download all parts in the same folder, join with HJSplit and play the complete file with VLC Player. Plot: Unlike the three previous films, Pure focuses on the relationship between Misu Arata and Shingyouji Kanemitsu , which begins when Shingyouji takes the test to enter Shidou Gakuen . That's when he meets Misu and falls for him. Then we come back to the present where the sempai who admires Misu appears, bringing Shingyouji problems and jealousy . Watch online: Takumi Kun Pure For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: 安非他命, Amphetamine Release year: 2010 Country: Hong Kong Running time: 97 minutes Plot: Kafka is straight while Daniel happens to be gay. The young men fall in love, believing that their love can bridge anything, despite their difference in sexuality and Kafka's drug-taking. Daniel does not regret his love for Kafka, who tries to love him back against his nature. But a flashback memory from Kafka's past makes it difficult for their relationship to work. It turns out that their addiction to love proves more fatal than the drugs they use to explore the boundaries of their friendship. Watch Amphetamine BL Movie Online: Amphetamine Download Amphetamine BL Movie: Amphetamine For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

yes at my first year at high school i was too quite and i was called a weirdo too it was an awful year you right , about what you think of your self :hamtaro-005 (6):

oh nowadays you can find anything in the market last week i saw i cake and on top of it there was a woman (bride) holding an axe and near her was a head (her groom) this cake is for women who celebrate their divorce (it's very common)

i was called a boy too because i cut my hair so short and used to wear cool jackets in my last year at middle school I was called a weirdo by some girls because i said i don't wanna get married i really dont care to be called a weirdo :hamtaro-005 (8):

Yep, I have been called that many times. I'm usually that quiet person in school that does her work and doesn't talk to anyone. And I guess that makes me a weirdo lol. It doesn't really bother me though. I could care less what people think about me. Besides, I don't think of myself as a weirdo and that's what matters XD But it is what it is I suppose

@ Matti Arigatou, but you're the sweetest weirdo ever

yeah, i know it ... Home sick baby by Achi Harufumi XD~~ Echochi scans, i downloaded some onshots from there several days ago ) .... but not this one :"))

Bela's is Abarenbou Kareshi by Junko. --

I wish

both of u are right, belita answer the first pic, and matti answer the second one

Ok Matti a small clue... (i suck at clues but here goes) It's a one shot and has a lot of butterflies but its not from Takanaga Hinako, and the authors name has a very similar name sounding like "Puma"...but it's has another initial letter... Hope it helps...

I think it's Aniki sensei from Benny's

sorry,i just cant adjust the size so i changin another pic form the same manga artist [ATTACH]5933[/ATTACH] hope this well be better

I also got a nice "F*** you" song =D warning: very catchy

Yes, it is too small to see

F**** You

haha i didn't imagine you like this ^^ honto kawaii ne ~~ ^^

I just did one for today... I still have so much to do... --;;; But, it already night... I don't have time to do tomorrow... Any way... this is from Uragiri wa Boku no Namae wo Shitteiru... Picture might look little odd... I try to do my best... --;;; Enjoy! ^^

i keep trying to imagine all the faces from everyone around here. it kind of bothers me that we can't see each others faces, to be honest. i'm a eye in the eye person. and, sice we can't exactly look into the eyes of each others, i keep trying to picture everyone's faces.

First Base: Usually just kissing and making out Second Base: Can really be anything from kissing to foreplay Third Base: Actually having intercourse or sex

Fri(END), Boyfri(END), Girlfri(END) >>Everything has an "END" except Fam(ILY) --> It Has "I LOVE YOU"

Sure, after a while when you are friends and you decide to go further, you would go to the 1st base, something like this , then after some time, you go to the 2nd one (touching the upper part of the body) . And then, when you are ready, you'd go to the 3rd base, which is either oral or full intercourse, I don't think I have to use images for that one though

Sensitive Pornograph (uncensored) Anime Title: Sensitive Pornograph Written by: Ashika Sakura Genre: yaoi Number of Episodes: 1 - have 2 part Year : 2004 Plot: Part 1 : The story begins with Seiji Yamada (Voiced by: Kenichi Suzumura), a young shonen manga artist, who develops an affair with a fellow mangaka, who writes hentai, named Sono Hanasaki, who is also his favorite artist. The plot-line develops from Yamada mistaking Sono for a girl. After having discovered him to be a boy, Seiji still falls in love with him, and they have an intimate affair. Seiji becomes distraught when he learns of Sono's past tendencies of sleeping around, and for a time the two become separated. However, they eventually reconcile after Seiji learns of the emotional damage Sono has suffered as a result of being abandoned and used only for sex. Part 2 : The second part begins with Ueno, a student in college, who works part-time as a pet sitter, receiving an assignment to take care of a rabbit. Upon arriving at the specified address, looking for a rabbit named Aki-chan, he finds that there is no rabbit. Instead he discovers a young man bound, naked, in a closet, apparently a sex slave to the man who hired Ueno. Aki-chan is chagrined to realize that his lover/master has created a twist on a sexual thrill situation for himself - he has sent strangers to Aki-chan for sex before, but tricking someone into the apartment is a new twist. Aki-chan knows his master wants to watch from a distance while Aki-chan has sex with the duped Ueno. Explaining that his master will get mad if things don't go his way, and may even hurt Ueno, Aki-chan persuades him to have sex to ..... Download Sensitive Pornograph OVA: Download Watch Sensitive Pornograph Online (HD Quality): Sensitive Pornograph Online For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Okane ga Nai / No money OVAs Title: No Money / Okane ga Nai Genre: yaoi Year Published: 2007 Type: OVA No. of Episodes: 4 Duration: 25 min / ep Plot: Yukiya Ayase is a university student. His cousin Tetsuo Ishii betrays and sells him in an auction to settle his heavy debts. Ayase is bought by Somuku Kanou for 120 million yen. Kanou does this because he remembers Ayase from four years ago, when Ayase, a stranger, helped him. Now Kanou wants to keep Ayase close to himself, and uses the debt of 120 million yen to force Ayase to live with him. As Ayase is still a student and does not have a job, he is forced to sell his body to Kanou for 500,000 yen each time they have sex. FORMAT: RMVB Watch Okane Ga Nai OVAs 1-4 + Extras 1-4 Online (HD Quality): Okane Ga Nai OVAs 1-4 + Extras 1-4 Online Download Okane ga Nai OVAs: OVA 1 OVA 2 OVA 3 OVA 4 Mirror link: OVA 2 For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Manga titles: Ano Hi no Kimi wo Dakishimeta nara; 如果那天有緊緊擁抱你的話;擁抱那一天的你;If Only I Held You That Day... Original run: 2008 Description: Ever since Hidetoshi told his best friend Kengo that he was gay at graduation, and Kengo responded with “we’ll always be friends no matter what,” Hidetoshi was determined to keep things that way. Though Kengo realized that Hidetoshi probably wanted to confess to him, he keeps his mouth shut in fear of ruining their relationship. But when Hidetoshi gets involved with an abusive boyfriend, Kengo feels that he can no longer just sit back and watch… Manga-type: Manga Series Written by: SAKIYA Haruhi Drawn by: YAMAMOTO Kotetsuko Published by: Gentosha Group(s) Scanlating: Bliss Status: Completed Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: Drama, Romance; Slice of Life; Yaoi Categories: Hidden Feelings; Drama; Love Triangle Main Characters: Hidetoshi x Kengo Recommendations: Doushitemo Furetakunai; Love Home; Amai Jouken; Sasayaku no wa Sono Yubi; Usotsuki wa Dareda; Kyuuso wa Cheese no Yume wo Miru; Sentimental Garden Lover; Tenohira no Seiza Read Ano Hi no Kimi wo Dakishimeta nara Online Ano Hi no Kimi wo Dakishimeta nara Download Ano Hi no KKimi wo Dakishimeta nara Manga: Volume 1 (Chapters 1-6): MF Volume 2 (Chapters 7-12): MF Download link for non-members For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Boku no Kareshi wo Shoukai Shimasu Raw This movie has FOUR different stories, with four different couples but they all are from the same school. There are four different couples formed by seven students and one sensei. Sorry, it is only the raw. The movie is rated as Mature. It has some hot scenes Watch Boku no Kareshi wo Shoukai Shimasu Story 4 (Eng subs): Boku no Kareshi wo Shoukai Shimasu Download Boku no Kareshi wo Shoukai Shimasu Movie (story 4): [part 1] [part 2] For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Pleasure; 初回版 Company: Baron Rating: NC-17 - Hard Yaoi (minor rape; BDSM; a foursome scene) Language: Japanese Format: Rar Size: 789MB Download Pleasure BL Game: Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Blame Amander for my fic for goki not coming out well

@ Phong Kitty Oh, I've read this ages ago. I remember I liked it very much so I should go take a look at it again. Touching story. (: It's called Kyrie, by Mayuzumi Syuka. --

I blame amander for the lack of good bloody yaois >__>

yeah, I admit, I'm a pervert! And I'm very proud to say, yaoi got me turn on more than a normal boy x girl sex scene! oh, and I love my yaoi collections to be explicit. The more it is explicit, the more better it is. And those HOT scenes, they keep replaying inside my head! Sometimes, I also took the plot into consideration but only if the story is SWEET!!!! :3onion15:

Mediafire downloads added @YaoiLoverfangurl19 I posted a walkthrough here @Ryven Does the first game work fine? If so, then it shouldn't be a problem with the RTP. Try deleting the game off your computer and extract it again on your desktop. It could have been an extracting issue.

Awesome chapter once again! I really enjoyed the punch scene You always end up the chapters so that we can't wait for the next one Have fun and come back soon!

Thanks for your new chapter, Belita. Shu deserved that big punch, I love Mina more each time.. Have grat fun on your vacations. A big kiss to you too

V My blood started to boil. “Oh my God, Oh my God, Oh my God” I thought. He started to lick my nipples and it jolted my whole body. I tried to fight back again but I was amaze of how strong he was. - Just relax, Patrick, he whispered, it’s going to be fun, you’ll feel good, he said biting my lobe, you’ll love it and I want you to experience this with me and no one else. I couldn’t say anything; he opened my trousers and slipped his hand inside my trunks. A shiver ran through my body. I was really scared, despite all the pleasant sensations I was feeling. It was the first time someone was touching me; it was the first time a MAN was touching me. Regardless I have felt desire for Paul every time I saw him playing football with his t-shirt off or were watching a movie and he fall sleep on my shoulder; I ‘ve never felt what I was feeling right now. I felt like light electric currents running through my spine up to my head; I felt like all my sense were concentrated on one specific part of my body. Suddenly my body started to respond and my breath was unsteady. It was such a nice feeling I couldn’t resist it. Thomas kissed me gently first and then passionately, exploring my mouth, biting my lower lip and suddenly I notice I was kissing him back which aroused him even more. So he went down kissing my chest, my belly till reaching my hips, he spread my legs and concentrated on my most sensitive part at that moment. After a while, that for me was like an eternity, I cum, he looked at me, smiled and kissed me gently. - Now that I have you, I’ll never let you go, he whispered I laid face down, blushing and feeling so embarrassed that I couldn’t face him. What had he done to me? And In the open air at college??!! What’d happened if someone saw us? He kissed the back of my neck and said: - We’ll leave when you’re ready - Can you leave first, please… my voice sounded like I wanted to cry, in fact, that’s all I wanted to do, cry. - It’s ok, Pat, I know you feel embarrassed but get used to it, because I intend to do it every time I feel it. - Leave me alone, Thomas, never touch me again, never get close to me again. I need to be alone just now. Leave me alone!!!!! I cried, crying like a little boy…. .-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.- I didn’t go to college for a couple of days, I couldn’t face my classmates and I definitely couldn’t meet Thomas. I didn’t know what he had done to me, but I felt hot everywhere he had touched me and every time I thought about it. During those days, I received a short letter from Paul. His grandpa has died. “Dear Patrick: I’m so sorry for all the things I told you last time we saw each other, I wish I could take them back. My grandpa died last week, you know how attached I was to him. I’m very sad Patrick. I missed and needed you. I wish you could be here with me”

Next chapt out of the oven... hehe Just tell me what you think, ok?! IV We didn’t see each other for few weeks. I heard he was on a trip to Shenzhen, he wanted to specialize in Oriental Cultures, so I was at ease. I had found a nice corner in the campus, quite enough to read and have lunch without no one round. I started to spend all my free time there, at lunch and between lessons. My classmates always asked me to have lunch together but I always refused, I preferred to be alone with my books and thoughts. Thursdays were my most quiet days, I only had few classes so between them I spent my time in my secret corner. One day, I fall sleep reading the papers for one of my lessons. “One cannot lose what one has not possessed. So much for that abrasive gem I can lose what I want. I want you” I felt a very soft low voice whispering in my ear, was I dreaming? I was half sleep and so tired I didn’t want to open my eyes. I loved that part of Geoffrey Hill’s poem. It felt so nice feeling the warm of the Autumn sun on my face, that soft voice, those kisses, what a nice dream. Kisses on my cheek, on my neck… Wait! Kisses on my neck were real! I suddenly opened my eyes and saw him kissing me. - What the hell are you doing???!!! I cried - You were so tempting, with your cute sleeping face, you were so peacefully dreaming that I couldn’t avoid it. - And… and how did you know that poem? Why were you reciting it? - Oh… umm… well, I saw you one day at the library with one of Hill’s volumes and I had a look. I liked the poem so I memorized it. Your sleeping face inspired it. “ I can lose what I want, I want you” I like that last verse… I burst out laughing, Thomas stepped back. - You think it’s funny? His smile had disappeared - No, no sorry, I said laughing, it’s just that I’m not used to these things and didn’t expect it either. I took a deep breath, stopped laughing and seriously told him: - I’m sorry, Thomas, truly sorry, but don’t do those things, less to sleepy people. - What? You think I do this to anyone? It’s just you, Patrick, he was staring at me, serious look in his eyes. An alarm started to ring on my head, telling me to run away before making a big mistake. I wanted to run away, what was happening here? How my peaceful afternoon was turning this way? Was this the perfect man? The brilliant student? I felt a knot on my throat. - Well thanks for the poem and the nice awakening, I got to go now He, then, once more told me… - I told you it wasn’t going to be easy, Patrick He pushed me and I fell on my back, he grabbed my hands above my head, damn God, he was really strong. I started to panic, what did he want? What was going to happen to me? My body got rigid, I tried to fight, I tried to push him away. - Thomas , stop it please, it’s not funny anymore, I begged - Who said I was joking. Since the first I saw you, I wanted to have you - What??? I didn’t do anything - Really think so? You must be more concerned to the faces you make when you’re lost and I couldn’t stand the face you showed when you’re best friend came to the conversation at the food shop. A felt a fire inside of me… He licked the tip of my nose, it was ticklish, he licked the inside of my upper lip, went down to my neck, un buttoned my shirt… Oh, my goodness! I thought, is this for real???!!!

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I HIGHLY recommend "Pay It Forward". That movie was sooo good and I cried a lot. If you like sad movies then this is a must I also recommend "The Pursuit of Happyness" Soooo sad. This one also made me cry a lot