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I found this one and I thought it was so well done. Ciel

Another sweet Ciel x Sebastian cosplay

Original name: ベッドルームツアー! Manga ALT. names: Bedroom Tour! Original run: 2007 Description: During the last summer holiday of high school, Chinatsu, who has been scared of sex ever since he had his heart broken, decides to jump into the arms of Charles Yamazaki, who is said to be a Love Counsellor that can bring one out of one's pain no matter how terribly one's heart has been broken. Manga-type: Manga Series Written by: HIMEKADO Rika Drawn by: HIMEKADO Rika and RIKA Chimaki Published by: Houbunsha Group(s) Scanlating: Blissful Sin Status: Completed Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: Comedy, Drama, Romance, School life, Smut, Yaoi Categories: Teacher-Student; Doctors; Main Characters: ChinatsuxYamazaki Adaptations available: N/A Recommendations: Hanataba ni Te wo Agero!; Kyouken Breeder; Hibi Koikoi Read Bed Room Tour Online Bed Room Tour Download Bed Room Tour! Manga Bed Room Tour! Download link for non-members For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Okey, so I know there's quite a few here who likes/loves twincest and incest... So I thought we might as well share our tw/incest manga here! To make it easier I put them into categories... TWINCEST: Katayoku no Sokubaku by Kaen (harcore yaoi with blood, bondage and toys) Futari Yuugi (Oneshot from "Wagamama Dakedo Itoshikute") Koiyami Archive (Chapters 3-4) Bokudake no Peach Sapuri Every day Every night Lost child Yononaka wa Bokura ni Amai Tsuki no Ookamiotoko Trillium Aragau Netsujou by Kanzaki Takashi Yo no naka wa bokura ni amai (soft yaoi) Bannin Netsujou Innocence (soft to average yaoi) Nemureru Mori Restraint of the half wing by Kaen (hardcore, non-con) Pink Butterfly by Kaen (hardcore) Hana Sakasemashou (shounen-ai) STEPBROTHERS Brothers (YAMAMOTO Kotetsuko) Family Border Bokura wo Shihaisuru Kotoba by Fuwa Shinri Boku no yasashii oniisan Lucky-kun Aitsu to Ore Electric Hands Touch Blue Koushaku no Himeta Kuchizuke (chapter 5, violence&rape) otouto ni koi shitara Retsujou no Meikyuu by Kanbe Akira (chapter 5) Machibito by Minase BROTHERS/HALFBROTHERS Brother x Brother by Kisaragi Hirotaka Nibiiro no Hana Gou (Brother x Brother) Uso to Kiss (Half Brothers) Double Face (Half brothers) Ai no DNA (brotherxbrother) Bitter by MINAMI Haruka (brotherxbrother) Cage(brotherxbrother) Aka no ori (brotherxbrother) Tsumuiji ni Kiss(brotherxbrother) Aniki Joutou (BrotherxBrother) Doko ga ikinai!? (brotherxbrother) Homura (halfbrothers) Into Your Heart Through the Door (brotherxbrother) Kare to Kare (brotherxbrother) Yunatama Kakenukerunara kienaide kure (brother love triangle) Slave X Slave by Kanzaki Takashi (brother's love is however not the main plot) Yaizu brothers, fuckin' cool! (complicated relationship between 3 brothers) Kirai Kiraimo (brotherxbrother, soft yaoi) Mask (halfbrothers, chapter 4, almost hardcore yaoi) Hide and Seek (brotherxbrother, 3rd one-shot, hard yaoi) Seven by Tenzen Momoko (adopted brothers, soft yaoi) Love Prism by Tohojoh Asami (brotherxbrother, abusive, hardcore) Sawatte, tokashite (brotherxbrother, chapter 9-10) Family complex, sequel Family both by Yuuya (brother love triangle) Zurui otoko by Hanafubuki Sakurako (brothers, love triangle, shounen ai/soft yaoi) Kuse ni narisou by Minami Megumu (halfbrothers) Hana to ryuu (brotherxbrother, though not main pairing) Suit wo kita akuma by Takahashi Yuu (halfbrothers) Nocturne by Takamure Tamotsu (step/halfbrothers, mild non-con) Tetsu X Rika by Motoni Modoru (brotherxbrother) OTHER Love training by Kaiya Tatsumi (stepbrother + one of the twins) Nounai Ren'ai no Susume ( SELFCEST!) In the womb (twincest, I'm not sure what to say about this... ) Ijiwaru na Kiss (cousin) Innocent blue (cousin) Cha-K-Ra (fatherxadopted son) Father Complex (it's not confirmed fatherxson) Flesh & Blood (nephewxuncle) Bannin (... it's complicated.) Rooftop scenery (uncle/nephew, chapter 6) Morning kiss by Kanzaki Takashi (nephew/uncle, chapter 4) Hanjuku Orange (cousin) A Coward's happiness (2 stories about cousins, one uncle/nephew) Tenohira no Seiza (cousin) Welcome to the Chemistry Lab (uncle/nephew, chapter 4) Ushiro no Shounen Darling (uncle/nephew, explicit) When love comes too abruptly (cousin, soft yaoi) Koisuru Cupid by Akira Norikazu (chapter 6, soft/average yaoi) Libido by Minase Masara (adopted brothers) Doukusenyoku by Hyuuga Seiryou (uncle/nephew) Trompe-l'oleil no Yubisaki (stepfather and stepbrothers) Love Contract by Maruya Kae (cousins, shounen ai, chapter 5) Takaromono by Yamakami Riyu (cousins) Honeycomb Child by Watanabe Asia (twinbrothers, stepfather, 4some/2couples) FATHERxSON -6mm no taboo Crazy for daddy Dear Gentle Papa Eien ni owaranai Not equal Mob for jack Neji no Kaiten (only slightly fatherxson) Cut (StepFatherxSon) I'm falling in love with your magic by Kotobuki Tarako (father and 2 suspected sons, chapter 3) Ame to Muchi by Uchida Kaoru (Please give me categories for these) Nibiiro no Hana Gou by Watanabe Asia Saihate No Kimi E by Haruka Minami

A hot SasuXNaru cosplay I found Note: It's not me in the pic, credits to Paz1o1

I like Sebastian's expression

I'm gonna be shameless and post my cosplay of Ritsuka Aoyagi here. I'm open to violent reactions and cat food. XD

I forgot to put up with other yesterday... ^^;;; It's little cool and funny at same time... "Which one of you order this?" "......" "......" Open the plate... "Oh, sorry, wrong order!!" --;;;;; Enjoy! ^^

Do you guys mind if I join? I first knew I was bi in high school... I had a huge crush on this guy at school and I was confused about these feelings for a while... but I talked it out with friends that were bi/gay and it really helped to talk to someone that understood what I was going through... so I then finally plucked up the courage to ask him out, but he turned me down because he was straight... anyway... bottom line is, if you're confused about anything, it's best to talk to someone who knows and has been through it, they give the best advice ^^

This one as it got me at my best; drunk and in cosplay

This is game call Angels Feather... I will going to do this one for few days now on... This is the beginning... ^^ Enjoy! ^^

VI It felt a bit weird to be back home. I was happy to see my family but a bit anxious to see Paul. I went to his house, he was at the backyard playing with his ball. It was the only thing I hated about him, his passion for football, I could remember every occasion he “dumped” me because of a football match he played or wanted to watch. He left the ball at the very first sight of me, ran to me and embraced me. - Patrick! Patrick thanks God you’re here! I needed you so much! My heart jumped out o my chest. I’ve waited so long for this. I tried to keep my head cool, those words didn’t mean love and Thomas was stuck on my head, his scent still pervaded in me. . I’m very sorry, Paul, very sorry for your grandpa. I know how much your mom and you loved him. Paul’s dad died when Paul was five and his grandpa had always taken care of him. His mom was alone in England. She met Paul’s father in Okinawa where she taught Nanban-yaki technique to make ceramic pots. They fell in love and she left everything and came to live to England. Paul’s grandfather taught her English and she taught him ceramics. She was beloved by her father-in-law. Paul had few Japanese features. Although his hair was jet black and he had almond-shaped eyes, they were turquoise blue, which made him outstand from the rest of us and made me feel common. Our friends use to said that we were the ying–yang because he was dark haired with blue eyes and I was extremely blond with hazel eyes, because he was tempered and I was calm and also because I wanted to go to University and he wanted to be a sport trainer. I always thought that the fact that he was straight and I was gay made us both sides of a coin. He always wanted to be a strong boy, he didn’t cry when his father died, he didn’t do it when he was bullied first year of high school, and this time too, I knew he wanted to cry, to give his sorrow a way but he didn’t do it if I was staring at him so he laid his head on my shoulder and started to sob. What a nice feeling was this, be close enough to him to feel his warm breath on my neck, his hips next to my hips, his hand touching my leg. Without realizing, I felt aroused. - What’s wrong Patrick? He asked me - Nothing, I said, clearing my throat. I felt uncomfortable, because I had to repress my desire for him. I wanted to grab him, push him on the floor, kiss him and tell him that I always would love him not matter what. - Don’t lie to me, I know something has happen to you, I can read it on your face, you’ve got dark circles on your eyes and you avoid my eyes. What’s wrong? - Noothing, I repeated, I came here to comfort you, not the other way round. Besides, nothing important happened to me. I met someone I finally didn’t like. - You finally met a hot chick, Pat? Who’s she? Is she hot? A brunette? - No, it’s not a girl, it’s an upperclassman, his name is Thomas and he wants to be a History teacher. - Just like you, Pat, and what happened? - Nothing, I lied. I tried to get some distance between Paul and me because I felt a little tremble just remembering the sex we had. I felt hot again and I wanted to leave before Paul realized it. But he had already noticed and grabbing my shoulder he asked me: - Has something happened between you two? Has he hurt you? Is he bullying you? - Umm, I can’t tell you Paul, it isn’t really important. It’s over and I came to know about you and your mom. - Pat, he said with a soft voice I couldn’t resist, don’t lie to me, I know you, tell me what happened or I’ll break your arm. He called me Pat when he wanted something for me, when we had serious conversations. He grabbed my arm and turned to my back, I screamed a bit in pain, he was so close I could hear his heart beat, his pulse. I felt my heart jumping o n my chest. I knew that If I didn’t do anything I’ll tell him and I didn’t want him to know I was gay or that I had sex with a man for the first time. I didn’t want to tell him that I had felt the maximum pleasure with a man who wasn’t him even though I always knew that Paul would never had those kinds of feelings for me. - It’s really nothing Paulie, let me be, you’re hurting me and I don’t want to fight. Just release my arm. - Did that man touch you?? - What??? What are you talking about? A man? I was panicking; I had to get out there at that very moment. - You thought that I was stupid. You think that after so many years of friendship I wouldn’t know you don’t like girls. I didn’t know what to do, he knew! What would happen if he also knew that I loved him? Would he stop being my friend? Would he feel disgusted? - So? What is it you want to know, Paul? If I’m gay (my knees were going to melt , my arms were shaking and my voice trembled) - Are you? Have you been lying to me all this time? - What? I didn’t have to tell you, that’s way too personal and is not as if you asked and I lied. Besides is none of your business - So, you are gay! he was like crazy, you had sex with that man??? Did you enjoy it, bastard? - So what??!!! I cried, what If I did it, what If I’m gay!! It’s none of your business, Paul. I never said a word about all the girls you hooked with, I never got upset because you were changing girlfriend or just had sex with someone you just knew. I never, never…. - Never what Pat??? Never complained about my sex life? So what? You didn’t care, but I do, did YOU or didn’t YOU have sex with that man???!! I’m not asking you again, Pat, tell me the truth right now!!! - YES, YES!!! I did and it was my first time and he gave me pleasure, and I liked it but I regretted it because it wasn’t y…. I stopped talking when I saw Paul’s face and the painful look in his eyes, some tears started to fall down, I couldn’t stand his sad face so I ran away. I kept myself at home the following day telling my mom I felt sick. I knew I was a coward but I couldn’t face Paul now he knew everything. Next day, I went back to college without saying him goodbye.

the first image i posted on this thread was taken in a studio. that was the second time i cosplayed as Ritsuka. this one here is the very first time i cosplayed him in an anime event for which i won third place.

haha lol ill see what i can do, they r naruto characters http://www.yaoiotaku.com/forums/album.php?albumid=19&attachmentid=3072 if they dont work, go to my profile page and they r in fav album http://www.yaoiotaku.com/forums/album.php?albumid=19&attachmentid=3277

Title: Sono Shitsuji, Koukatsu Pairings: Sebastian x Ciel, Lau x Ciel, Sebastian x Grell Language: x Download SendSpace Note: A .ccd file is a CloneCD Control File. A CloneCD image would consist of three files, a .CCD file, a .IMG file and a .SUB file. The CCD file is simply an ASCII text file that holds information on the CD that is needed for the burning process. A .ccd file on its own is useless, there also must be the .sub file and the .img file. These files must also be in the same directory (same folder on same hard disk drive) and must have the same file name. For example a folder like C:\Images\ would have to have IMAGE.CCD, IMAGE.IMG and IMAGE.SUB so that it can be burned to disc or mounted onto a virtual drive. There is a variety of software titles that can make use of .ccd files. For example, Alcohol 120% or Daemon Tools can mount CloneCD Image Files onto virtual CD drives (so you don't need to burn to use them) or you can burn the image with CloneCD. For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Tsuki to Yabanjin Type : Manga Author : Sera Artist : Sera Status : Complete (1 Volume) Scanslation Status : Completed by Blissful Sin Other Title(s) : 月と野蛮人, Moon and Savage Genre(s) :Yaoi, Drama, Romance, Historical Summary : Ever since he was a child, Prince Uriel has always dreamed of searching for the lost city of Rowadis rumored to be buried somewhere deep in the desert. One day, he manages to sneak out of his country to join an excavation party in the hopes of learning more about his beloved Rowadis. However, the barren land turns out to be a dangerous place for the prince and he is captured by the savage Seldira clan. Follow the adventures of the young prince as he gets tangled up with the handsome leader of the Seldira and unlocks the mysteries of the desert. Read Tsuki to Yabanjin Online: Tsuki to Yabanjin Download Tsuki to Yabanjin: New Download Link For download reupload requests, please post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Love Impact (Yami No Matsuei doujin game) Rating: 16+ Compatibility: Windows Story: In this game, you play Tsuzuki-san and you must spend a day in Hisoka-kun's house. Everything you do and everything you say is important to get the good ending. Download Link: #SendSpace ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Title: Yami no Romance (Yami No Matsuei doujin game) Rating: 16+ Compatibility: Windows Story: In the game the player is Tsuzuki-san. You go to an amusement park with Tatsumi, Watari and Hisoka. Your objective is to get the romantic ending with the character you like, but you must take care of the things you say to them. If you want to get the good ending, you must choose the correct answer each moment. Download link: #SendSpace ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ IMPORTANT NOTE: Both games require that you install the RTP (Run Time Package) file first: ||UPDATED|| #SendSpace (Maker 2000) #SendSpace (Maker 2003) (Both these games are really cute and had me smiling the entire time ) For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Takumi-kun Pure credits for translation to sayasubs Download Takumi-kun Pure Movie Complete Mirror link: Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 NOTE: Download all parts in the same folder, join with HJSplit and play the complete file with VLC Player. Plot: Unlike the three previous films, Pure focuses on the relationship between Misu Arata and Shingyouji Kanemitsu , which begins when Shingyouji takes the test to enter Shidou Gakuen . That's when he meets Misu and falls for him. Then we come back to the present where the sempai who admires Misu appears, bringing Shingyouji problems and jealousy . Watch online: Takumi Kun Pure For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Wakadanna Ni Goyoujin Plot: The publishing house told the freelance writer, Shouji Tatsuru, “If you can get an exclusive on one of the resorts that rejected the “Young Master Special” interview, you can be our contractual employee.” That’s how Tatsuru met the third generation of Harebare House, Kuga Nanami. Nanami challenged Tatsuru to work as a free labor in the resort for a month before he agreed to have the interview. Tatsuru accepted and thus began his busy life. Did sparks fly between them or it’s actually love at first sight? Read Wakadanna Ni Goyoujin Online: Wakadanna Ni Goyoujin Author: CHIBA Ryouko 1 Volume (Complete) Download: EDIT: Download link removed by scanlator's request

Summary: A love triangle between, the selfish Paul, who wanted to possess Patrick without admiting his love for him, the coward Patrick, unable to declare his love for Paul and the determined Thomas who wins Patrick's heart. Status: Complete Right this is my second try, I'm trying to make it longer. It's hard for me bec I'm very impatient, so be nice, hehe Critics are allowed, ideas on the plot too.. Hope you ejoy it. ch. I University was opening before me. I had worked so hard and I was going to be there… My college was such a huge building with so many aisles, departments, doors, people wandering round, young people like me feeling insecure, feeling that an enormous new world was opening form them. I was quite excited. I was the first member of my family going to University and even my little sister was telling her friends. So there I was, trying to stay calm, find my class and start my new life as University student. I left my old Patrick behind the doors of my high school with Paul still lingering on my mind. He stopped talking to me because of all the changes happening to me. We were childhood friends; we accepted each other the way we were. He was my best friend and I have loved him so much during the last five years. I had to endure all his girlfriends, his affairs. I was heartbroken but happy to fulfill one of my dreams and he ruined my little happiness calling me egoist because I wasn’t going to the Technical School with him. How I could? I just wanted to fall apart and start again. - Traitor!! He called me - What?! , come on Paul, what are you talking about? - Your mom… your mom told me you’ve received your admission letter yesterday! Are you going to the Uni???When were you telling me???!!!! Is that true? - It’s true- I tried to stay calm because I had lot of things to tell him before leaving. - But…. But we were supposed to go together to the Tech School; we were supposed to be always together. I tried to calm down myself before speaking to that handsome playboy who was yelling at me like a child. - Listen, I have to do this, I WANT to do this and you’d support me as my best friend. Please, Paul, be happy for me, I’ve been there for you always, the football team! I ran with you, I trained with you, I suffered with you, so Paul…. - No! I refuse! You selfish bastard, you’re leaving town without telling me! At that moment the only thing I wanted to do was to cuddle him in my arms, kiss his tears of rage away and tell I wasn’t going anywhere. I get closed to him and told him: - Come on Paul, you’re grown enough to cry. I’m sorry, call me what you want but I’m gonna do this... - Don’t come near me, bloody selfish, don’t touch me, and don’t talk to me ever! He ran away down the street shouting:”traitor, damn egoist, selfish, I hate you and you’ll regret it all your life…” I was left there and back home his words were resounding on my head again and again but I was sure I had to do it…..

Father Complex by Masara Minase next

false Next one is gay~ Edit: true, I'm bi and Macy adn I seemed to have some weird telepathy going on there lol

Koujitsusei no Tobira by Shoowa

I blame Nezumi for not giving me her address so I can homedeliver her chocolate lol

Omo that is so hot!! Well written - I love it! Thank you so much - Write more!!

Yojichan your cosplays rock! I really loved them! you have a very cute and innocent face, uke-like

This happened over here in the USA a couple months ago and I was so excited I was also surprised to see that a few Republicans actually voted in favor of same-sex marriage. Only 5 states (Connecticut, Iowa, Massachusetts, New Hampshire and Vermont, as well as the District of Columbia) have same-sex marriage legalized but New York is now the largest state to have it. I feel that this is a great accomplishment in a sense that New York is a heavily populated and influential state. Not just influential in America, but also other countries as well. So with this passing I'm hoping that other states soon follow This is just one more step towards worldwide acceptance of the gay and lesbian community. Here is the article from The New York Times: http://www.nytimes.com/2011/06/25/nyregion/gay-marriage-approved-by-new-york-senate.html?pagewanted=all

yoji, get well soon, then! we miss you! but yeah, take care of yourself first. and, if you need anything, here we are! =]

fuuuh~~~i feel so relieved...^^ well im sure everyone here is missing you too...ahahaha yup!!! that is bunnies spirits!!!! hehehe

Im all alone in the chatroom.. who wants to rape me?

I don't know it Maybe some hints would help

shut up

Oh dear! Thanks a lot, REI! It means a lot to me that you all like my story. I don't know either if Thomas would be better for Patrick, I feel sorry for Paul. Let's see what happens

Bridget, the story is getting better and better! I just love it! Now I'm really confused, I don't know if Thomas or Paul would be better for Pat, while in the beginning I absolutely hated Paul Keep it up! Looking forward to the next chapter!

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Hello hello, So this is chap 13... I won't be around for the next days so you might think i went away, but i'm just on my vacations I'll be leaving you with this... And hoppefuly i'll give you a great chapter as well when i come back... Cya soon :* P.S - There are a lot of dialogues so to tell who's talking i put Mina's in B and I, Shu will only be I... ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I woke up early that morning… I kept looking at his face wondering, how would I make it better for him…? How would I be able to make him as happy as possible…? That’s all I wanted, I even dreamed about it… A happy ending, a happy family next to him, his shining smile, brighter than the stars, all sparkling just like the way I loved… I got up and poured some coffee in my usual cup, still wondering… It was snowing a lot today… It would be a white day…nothing but snow around you… I liked that feeling, the feeling that even if things are hard now, they’ll get better… Just like winter and spring… There’s always a bright shinning sun after the scariest storm… I gave up my trail of thoughts when i heard someone talking loudly outside… “Weird, it’s so early, who could be making this noise at this hour…crazy people…” I looked through the window again, and what I saw made my body turn to ice… Shu was talking to one of my neighbours, and the conversation wasn’t amicable… “What the hell is he doing here…Shit!” I got up and dress a really thick jacket so I wouldn’t freeze and went outside… “Shu!” “Hana, thank god, please tell mister here I’m not a criminal or whatever… he said he is going to call the police.” “Well he should…What the hell are you doing here Shu, how did you found out where I live?” “I followed you here…Yesterday, I went to your office so I could talk to you, but they said you were sick…And when I left the office on my way home, I saw you running…I ran after you…” “(neighbour) Hana-san do you know this guy? I woke up and saw him going around our building like a pervert or something…” “Yes, so sorry for the commotion Tanaka-san, it’s ok, I’ll handle this…” “Call me if you need something, ok…” I turned to Shu again… “Why would you do that?! Didn’t I tell you that we don’t have nothing to tell each other anymore…Why do you keep on following me…?” “(shout) I have to follow you! You disappeared, you left home, you changed your cell phone, I have no way of reaching you unless I follow you… Can’t you see that I’ve missed you…?” “Keep it down! Always the same talk, always the same words…you’re turning into a stalker…Pull yourself together…We…broke…up! There’s nothing else between us except memories…let’s just keep it at that.” In that second he came on to me… All I could do was stand there and wait for him to finish… It was really strange to recall Shu’s kiss, and even stranger was the fact that I didn’t felt a thing while he had his lips on mine… So different now… I could see and feel that… I couldn’t even get closer to Mina without being over excited, heart thumping like crazy the whole time, sweating, blushing and all the physiological body responses, enough for me to want to hide in a very small hole, and be there until all that goes away… It was the most embarrassing thing ever. So this… was definitely different! “Hana…I love you.” “Are you finished Shu…?!” He looked like I was some other person he was holding… And I don’t blame him.. My change of attitude must have shocked him greatly… “Why are you so cold…you weren’t like this, you’ve changed…” “I didn’t change that much Shu… You did, you’ve grown needy of me, you were never like this, you never showed me what you’re showing me now… It’s a pity you didn’t showed it earlier… Who knows maybe I wouldn’t have left…” “I can be like this all the time if you want me too… Hana this will be the last time I’ll ask you… Come back to me… Come home!” “He won’t be going anywhere!” I wasn’t the who answered. Mina woke up to the noise outside, and when he saw me and Shu outside he just freaked out. His hands were balls, the way he was squeezing them… “Mina calm down he just came here to talk…so just…” “I know you…” One of the things I feared the most was this… If Shu recognized Mina, what would he do? What will happen now? “You’re the guy from that bar… Hana is “this” it (points)?! You’re leaving me for a brat…?” “Shu stop it, the person I am with it’s not your concern…” “The hell it isn’t, you left me because I went after sex, and now you won’t come back yourself because you found yourself a toy…That’s sick…” Mina just blew up… He ran to face Shu, and punched him so hard on his face that I heard some bones cracking… “Mina… NO STOP!” “Y’a freaking son of a bitch, do y’a think you can talk to him like this… Who th’a fuck do y’a think y’are…y’a bastard…stay away from him y’a ear me…” “Mina please, stop it…just stop it…” I was having a great deal of difficulty trying to break them off… When I managed to break them apart I just wanted Shu to back off… “Shu, fuck…Go away, stay away from us from now on, you listening… I’ve had enough of this bullshit, next time, he won’t be the one to punch your face, you got it…?” “You gonna regret this Hana… I’m telling you, you’ll regret this…” Shu got up, blood on his nose and lip, he was a poor sight to behold… “Let’s go inside Mina(grab) let’s go…now” Mina was still looking at Shu like if he didn’t trust him to go away… For the first time, since I met Mina, I never saw a look like that, he was like if the devil was inside of him, ready to kill everything on his way… “Don’t y’a dare come near him again…” “Shut up brat…” “Mina!! I said it’s enough, let’s go now!” What a freaking nerve wrecking situation… Mina wasn’t even facing me… His back right now even felt colder than the snow outside… “Why did y'a let him kiss y’a?” “Mina, I could avoid it, he came to me while I was distracted… I felt nothing…You don’t have to worry about him.” “Worry?! He managed to kiss y'a on broad day light in the middle of the street, what’s there to worry…” “Please, Mina calm down… like I said, it means nothing to me... He’s just doing what he thinks it’s right but, that doesn’t mean I’ll follow the things he said or done, and you need to understand the as well…” “I know that Hana-san…But he kissed you… This is mine…no one else’s…” He pressed his hand against my lips… I kissed his hands softly, so I could make him understand… “He kissed me…I didn’t kissed him back… That’s a huge difference.” “I know…I know.” He placed his head on my shoulder and I hold him close… “I love this person here(touch), there’s nothing to be worried about…” “I’m concerned about Hana-san, what if he keeps on following you…?” “I don’t think he will…You beat him up pretty badly, you bad boy…*smirk*” “Don’t joke Hana-san…please” “Ok, ok I won’t… I just don’t think that he’ll do anything so just never mind that…” I kissed him lightly on his lips and hold him a little closer once again… Truth was, my heart was beating pretty fast and uneasy because I was actually afraid Shu would try to do anything against Mina… My chest hurt just by the thought… I would bear to have Mina hurt…in any way. “He won’t do anything…right?” -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- That's it for now... I'll see y'a all in afwe days... Hope you guys enjoy A big kiss...and always...that you for all the support :*

V My blood started to boil. “Oh my God, Oh my God, Oh my God” I thought. He started to lick my nipples and it jolted my whole body. I tried to fight back again but I was amaze of how strong he was. - Just relax, Patrick, he whispered, it’s going to be fun, you’ll feel good, he said biting my lobe, you’ll love it and I want you to experience this with me and no one else. I couldn’t say anything; he opened my trousers and slipped his hand inside my trunks. A shiver ran through my body. I was really scared, despite all the pleasant sensations I was feeling. It was the first time someone was touching me; it was the first time a MAN was touching me. Regardless I have felt desire for Paul every time I saw him playing football with his t-shirt off or were watching a movie and he fall sleep on my shoulder; I ‘ve never felt what I was feeling right now. I felt like light electric currents running through my spine up to my head; I felt like all my sense were concentrated on one specific part of my body. Suddenly my body started to respond and my breath was unsteady. It was such a nice feeling I couldn’t resist it. Thomas kissed me gently first and then passionately, exploring my mouth, biting my lower lip and suddenly I notice I was kissing him back which aroused him even more. So he went down kissing my chest, my belly till reaching my hips, he spread my legs and concentrated on my most sensitive part at that moment. After a while, that for me was like an eternity, I cum, he looked at me, smiled and kissed me gently. - Now that I have you, I’ll never let you go, he whispered I laid face down, blushing and feeling so embarrassed that I couldn’t face him. What had he done to me? And In the open air at college??!! What’d happened if someone saw us? He kissed the back of my neck and said: - We’ll leave when you’re ready - Can you leave first, please… my voice sounded like I wanted to cry, in fact, that’s all I wanted to do, cry. - It’s ok, Pat, I know you feel embarrassed but get used to it, because I intend to do it every time I feel it. - Leave me alone, Thomas, never touch me again, never get close to me again. I need to be alone just now. Leave me alone!!!!! I cried, crying like a little boy…. .-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.- I didn’t go to college for a couple of days, I couldn’t face my classmates and I definitely couldn’t meet Thomas. I didn’t know what he had done to me, but I felt hot everywhere he had touched me and every time I thought about it. During those days, I received a short letter from Paul. His grandpa has died. “Dear Patrick: I’m so sorry for all the things I told you last time we saw each other, I wish I could take them back. My grandpa died last week, you know how attached I was to him. I’m very sad Patrick. I missed and needed you. I wish you could be here with me”

Very cut pic Amander You are very good looking

belita, you're so good looking, dear!

Next chapt out of the oven... hehe Just tell me what you think, ok?! IV We didn’t see each other for few weeks. I heard he was on a trip to Shenzhen, he wanted to specialize in Oriental Cultures, so I was at ease. I had found a nice corner in the campus, quite enough to read and have lunch without no one round. I started to spend all my free time there, at lunch and between lessons. My classmates always asked me to have lunch together but I always refused, I preferred to be alone with my books and thoughts. Thursdays were my most quiet days, I only had few classes so between them I spent my time in my secret corner. One day, I fall sleep reading the papers for one of my lessons. “One cannot lose what one has not possessed. So much for that abrasive gem I can lose what I want. I want you” I felt a very soft low voice whispering in my ear, was I dreaming? I was half sleep and so tired I didn’t want to open my eyes. I loved that part of Geoffrey Hill’s poem. It felt so nice feeling the warm of the Autumn sun on my face, that soft voice, those kisses, what a nice dream. Kisses on my cheek, on my neck… Wait! Kisses on my neck were real! I suddenly opened my eyes and saw him kissing me. - What the hell are you doing???!!! I cried - You were so tempting, with your cute sleeping face, you were so peacefully dreaming that I couldn’t avoid it. - And… and how did you know that poem? Why were you reciting it? - Oh… umm… well, I saw you one day at the library with one of Hill’s volumes and I had a look. I liked the poem so I memorized it. Your sleeping face inspired it. “ I can lose what I want, I want you” I like that last verse… I burst out laughing, Thomas stepped back. - You think it’s funny? His smile had disappeared - No, no sorry, I said laughing, it’s just that I’m not used to these things and didn’t expect it either. I took a deep breath, stopped laughing and seriously told him: - I’m sorry, Thomas, truly sorry, but don’t do those things, less to sleepy people. - What? You think I do this to anyone? It’s just you, Patrick, he was staring at me, serious look in his eyes. An alarm started to ring on my head, telling me to run away before making a big mistake. I wanted to run away, what was happening here? How my peaceful afternoon was turning this way? Was this the perfect man? The brilliant student? I felt a knot on my throat. - Well thanks for the poem and the nice awakening, I got to go now He, then, once more told me… - I told you it wasn’t going to be easy, Patrick He pushed me and I fell on my back, he grabbed my hands above my head, damn God, he was really strong. I started to panic, what did he want? What was going to happen to me? My body got rigid, I tried to fight, I tried to push him away. - Thomas , stop it please, it’s not funny anymore, I begged - Who said I was joking. Since the first I saw you, I wanted to have you - What??? I didn’t do anything - Really think so? You must be more concerned to the faces you make when you’re lost and I couldn’t stand the face you showed when you’re best friend came to the conversation at the food shop. A felt a fire inside of me… He licked the tip of my nose, it was ticklish, he licked the inside of my upper lip, went down to my neck, un buttoned my shirt… Oh, my goodness! I thought, is this for real???!!!

And... chapt III, Will Patrick find out more about the brilliant handsome student??? III My first week passed, no pain, no glory. I spent my first weekend alone, no family, no friends. I was feeling lonely and started to think of Paul so to avoid it I went for a walk and do some shopping. I stopped at a Japanese bento shop to buy my lunch. As I was coming out someone patted my head. I raised my sight and there he was, the brilliant handsome student. -Hi there, how are you doing? I hope it wasn’t a tough week. - Hello, I said astonished. He remembered me? I wanted to thank you but didn’t know who you were and couldn’t find you. - That’s true, well… I’m Thomas and you are? . I’m Patrick, very nice to meet you. I’m a first year student - Really? I’m on my third one… -I know you’re a brilliant student admired by everyone… - And what are you doing here? - Oh! Umm... I was bored wandering around, I found that Japanese shop and bought some lunch - You like Japanese food? He said while chewing one of my sushi pieces - Oh yes! I love it. My best friend mom’s is Japanese so I frequently eat it, well… used to eat it… - Umm, best friend uh? What happened, he broke your heart? - I beg your pardon? Why was he asking me that? We just met, I didn’t want to talk about Paul. I still felt sad and missed him, so I tried to dodge the question and leave him before being impolite. -Well, nice to meet you, I got to go, see you round… As I started to walk away from him, he suddenly grabbed my arm and told me -Eh! That’s a bit rude of you, don’t you think?, leaving me alone even when I helped you I blushed at the look of his face, he has a mischievous smile. He pressed my arm harder and pushed me towards him and licked my upper lip bitting it later. - You think is that easy? You’d say “thanks” and that’s all, he whispered softly, huskily in my ear. A shiver went all over my spine. What the hell did he want from me?

Here comes chapter II, I think, I tried to introduce all the character. Hope you enjoy it... II A month passed since that day and there I were wandering round looking for class II-C. - Oh my goodness! Where the hell is this class- I sighed - You should follow that corridor to the end, turn right and it’s the second door on the left I turned my head and all I saw was a dazzling in a very beautiful face talking to me. A tall, well-built young man with green eyes, light brown hair, carrying a thick blue folder. - Sorry, I said - Never mind, I’ll take to your class, you’re doing Anthropology with Mr. Anderson, right? - Yes, I answered, wondering why he knew my classes - Good! He’s very good at teaching, you’ll learn a lot. - Umm, umm, thank you, I answered while following him… - Aha! Perfect timing, your mates are already in and Mr. Anderson is coming. I was left there still in surprise and when I reacted he was already leaving. - What’s your name??!!! I shouted in the middle of the class, everybody looking at me and my face ready to explode of embarrassment. - I’m…. But it was too late, a roar of chairs made impossible to hear his name and the teacher was calling for our attention. I spent the rest of my first day from class to class, meeting teacher, classmates and taking notes. At lunchtime, we were having some bites at the crowded cafeteria. While having lunch, I could have a glimpse of the handsome student who helped me find my class, I wanted to thank him but I didn’t know his name, I waved but he didn’t see me - Who are you looking for? Asked one of my new classmates. Her name was Oxana, a beautiful girl from Bulgary. - Oh! That boy there helped me this morning and I just wanted to say thanks. - Who? Thomas? Thomas Cowan- Stuart? - You… you know him, I said in surprise, he’s kind of famous round here? - Everybody knows him. He’s in his third year, he’s one of the most brilliant students and all the teacher want him as assistant - He’s unreachable, said Oxana, both for girls and boys… He’s so commited with his career, that he barely has friends. I’ve heard he has been in many OIriental countries, he loves their cultures, he even speaks fluent Chinese. It’s the perfect man. I felt a bit disappointed, a perfect man…

Well, I've always been bisexual. I could care less about the gender, if I'm attracted to someone I'd be attracted all the same be it a man or a woman. I also never had any doubts or regrets or guilty feelings or even those rumored psychological trips to discover the self and whatnot, nothing like that. Honestly, if I had to compare it to something it would be like "1+1=2". a) If you like people of the same sex you're homosexual. b) If you like people of the opposite sex you're heterosexual. c) If you like people of both sexes you're bisexual. "Oh, I see. I guess I'm bi then." Like that. (: Acceptance and/or denial is the major problem gay people have to overcome (like a final boss in a game, i guess), both due of their own inner struggle and self-admission and also because of how society perceives/will perceive them. It must be tough, and understandably so, after all the World is filled with prejudice and discrimination. But not me. I am my own person and won't change by influence of the people around me.

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4:30AM Misu stirred as he heard the door click. He rubbed his eyes and adjusted to see Shingyouji trying his best not to make a sound as he carefully laid his bag on the chair. “You're back.” Misu broke the silence as he sat up on the bed. “Eh? Ah....anou...I'm so sorry, Arata-san..I didn't mean to wake you. I just came for a change of clothes. I'll be leaving soon.” A very startled Shingyouji stared at him. Misu stood up and turned on the lights. Shingyouji kept his head low and was obviously trying to avoid his intense scrutiny. He felt Misu's hand slowly cup the side of his face and lifted his chin slowly to finally face him. “Where have you been? I was worried. But I didn't know where to find you. You even left your phone.” Misu tried to keep his tone low and evenly paced. He didn't want to frighten his already-agitated lover. It was painfully obvious that Shingyouji's eyes revealed fatigue and sadness. “I was at work.” Came the nervous reply. “Where is it? I mean....where do you work?” Misu felt like a complete idiot right about now but he didn't care. It felt like the right time to ask such a question. “Sakura Grocery. The convenience store ten blocks from here.” Shingyouji blinked at him. He was rather surprised to be asked since Arata-san didn't seem the least bit interested in his work before. Misu made a mental note of that information and considered visiting him there one of these days. His confidence returning. Relief overswept him to have the younger man before him. Talking to him again. He's safe. He's home. That's all that mattered. They remained standing at the center of their apartment just looking at each other. “I'm sorry about last night.” Misu whispered which elicited a shocked look from the younger man. “Eh? It's no problem. It's okay really. I understand. Besides you and Sagara-san haven't seen each other for a long time. It was rather sudden for him to show up like that but I guess it was a good time for you both to catch up on things. I'm sure you have lots of stuff to talk about. And then there was that call...and I needed to be at work anyway...so yeah...it's fine really. I mean...I wasn't expecting you'd be already home either. I thought you guys would be hopping at bars and stuff. It's a good time to unwind, you know...I remember a friend of mine had this reunion and they...” “Shingyouji! You're rambling!” Misu interrupted him and shook him and right there he saw the tears that the younger man had been forcing to keep at bay began to flow unstoppably. He pulled him into a fierce embrace and tried to soothe him by gently rubbing his back with circular motions. As the tears subsided he felt him slowly relax in his embrace and Misu closed his eyes. So that was it. Shingyouji's insecurities have played up again this time. He's tried to assure him that there was nothing between him and Sagara-senpai but he guessed he can never ease the unrest in his lover whenever his senior appeared. He always seemed at a complete loss. Like he didn't know where to belong. But instead of exercising assertiveness, his lover chose to retreat like he did in the past. Though he loved him in his own way, their relationship in high school cannot be clearly defined despite Shingyouji always keeping close to him as much as possible. He has admitted to himself he actually enjoyed the devoted attention basked upon him by the younger man. But it is only when they moved in together and has been together for a year that finally they have a semblance of a relationship they can actually clearly define now in their terms. Several minutes passed. Misu looked at him with his eyes thoughtful. A slight curve of a smile evident in his lips. Ah, yes..he loves Shingyouji. He knew he can never find another lover as devoted as this. He knew it would be a torture to not have him close like this. But he did admit that there were lots of times that he did find a guilty pleasure of getting his lover flustered around him. Call it possessiveness. Call it whatever you like but by doing so also proved that only he had that much influence to make Shingyouji feel this way. If only....

Shingyouji walked inside their apartment and the first thing he did was lay his cell phone on the dining table. He reflected for a moment what he was about to do next. He paced around scratching his head. He sits on the chair and stared at the bed they shared. His eyes wandered to the calendar on the wall. He had planned for this evening two weeks in advance. He knew that Arata-san had always admired the films of that movie director so he was so excited when he got to buy those premiere tickets. He wanted to see his lover smile and take him out of his stressful job as a hospital intern. He wanted to make the evening special and the unexpected presence of one person simply dashed those dreams away for him. Perhaps he could have been more assertive and insisted that Sagara-san leave them be. But he couldn't do that. He didn't want to appear childish and selfish to anyone especially to Arata-san. He didn't want him to worry. He wanted to appear as adult and pragmatic as possible. That he was all over this. That it was okay. That it was alright. That it totally made sense for Arata-san to be chummy with his senpai since they haven't seen each other for quite some time. The fear of rejection from Arata-san weighed more to him than his truest desire to monopolize his lover to himself. Shingyouji's lips quivered and suddenly tears ran down his cheeks. He wiped them off impatiently and grabbed his messenger bag, grabbed his keys and walked out of the apartment. His cell phone remained on the table. =========================== 11:00PM It was the umpteenth time Misu had been glancing at his wristwatch while trying to keep up with the conversation with his senpai. Sagara-san had been exceptionally chatty. Misu smiled at the thought since he knew that the alcohol had added to that chattiness of his. They talked about a lot of things and discussed about the movie they just watched. They were both fans of the director and wouldn't miss any of his films when they were in high school. 11:35PM Misu excused himself to make a call. All he got was a continuous ring. Shingyouji was not picking up his phone. Normally he would pick up in three rings but this was different. Must be busy at work. Damn it where the hell did he work again? He knew it was a 24-hour convenience store. But what the hell's the name of that store? Which branch was it? A 7-Eleven? No. An independent one? What the hell is it? It suddenly dawned to him that he was at a loss. Agitation started to set in. Damn it...I don't know where he works and he's not answering the phone. Why didn't I even bother asking him about it? He returned to his seat with Sagara-san who noticed the change in his mood. “You look worried. What's wrong? Is there an emergency? You need to go to the hospital?” Sagara-san looked at him concerned. “Ahm...kind of an emergency but it's a different matter really. I'm really sorry, senpai. I wish I could stay longer but I really have to go.” Misu stood up and bowed. “Oh okay..I hope nothing too bad happened. I think I'll stick around here for a little while longer.” Sagara-san smiled. Misu felt the rising anxiety creeping inside of him. Something was definitely not right. Shingyouji would never have dreamed of not answering the phone whenever he called. He would never miss out on something like that at all. But where could he be at this hour? How was he going to find him? Where would he start? He thought he'd return to their apartment and hopefully find some clues around there. He felt so stupid for not even asking his lover's work place. He thought he knew enough but something as simple like this made him feel pathetic. He failed at this. He didn't like the sound of it at all. What kind of a couple were they if he didn't know about these things? Has he been so absorbed in his internship and taken it all for granted that Shingyouji would be fine as things were? The apartment was quiet. He turned on the lights and saw that everything seemed to be in place as they have left it. He sees the cell phone on the table and his heart sank. Did he leave this intentionally or forgot about it? 12:15AM Misu's eyes were bleary as he stared onto the wall clock. He's gone through Shingyouji's phonebook but all it had were names he didn't know of other than Hayama, Saki and Akaike. He could call Hayama perhaps he knew where Shingyouji worked but quickly dismissed the thought. That would have made him a complete idiot and Saki's sensitive lover would have worried too much. Worse, he didn't want Saki to be involved either. Not that he'd care anyway. They somehow managed well enough to tolerate each other's presence. Hayama and Shingyouji were good friends though. He could call everyone in the phone book but that would only raise unnecessary panic on them at this hour. What would he tell them anyway? How would he introduce himself to them? Just a concerned friend? Was that all really? Misu changed into his sleepwear and laid down on the bed. He pressed his face on Shingyouji's pillow and inhaled his scent. They shared the same shampoo but somehow it always smelled pleasantly different on him. His mind must be playing tricks on him. He shouldn't worry so much, right? It's not like his lover was a child and would get lost. He's an adult for God's sake. I have to trust him. He probably is just at work. He'll be home soon. I'll be here when he does. It's gonna be alright. I am worrying for nothing. He only forgot his phone. Nothing more. I should definitely ask him where he works.

I have season 2 with eng subs + DVD Special: MediaFire: Episode 01 Episode 02 Episode 03 Episode 04 Episode 05 Episode 06 Episode 07 Episode 08 Episode 09 Episode 10 Episode 11 Episode 12 DVD Special Wupload: Episode 01 Episode 02 Episode 03 Episode 04 Episode 05 Episode 06 Episode 07 Episode 08 Episode 09 Episode 10 Episode 11 Episode 12 DvD Special