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Fiiuuuu Sorry it took too long guys, fact is a altered all chapter I wrote one thing,then decided to change the course of the story Here it is chapter 12 I really hope you guys like it :* P.S Yeah it's a spoiled chapter Spell... Chapter 12 Hope you enjoyed it, next won't be long too. Big kisses and thanks for all the suport :*

Title: Aitsu no Daihonmei Manga ALT. names: Aitsuno Taihonmei; His Favorite; His Most Favorite; You're Everyone's Friend Original run: 2008 Description: Short with almond-shaped eyes, Yoshida doesn't have any good points appearance-wise so he's definitely not popular. On one fateful day, his school life changes completely when the most popular guy, Satou, confesses his love to him! But there are rumors aplenty that Satou already has a lover in the school, so is he just making fun of Yoshida?! Manga-type: Manga Series Written by: TANAKA Suzuki Drawn by: TANAKA Suzuki Published by: Libre Shuppan Group(s) Scanlating: PresenceDear; Zama Status: Ongoing Completely Scanlated: No Completely Translated: No Genres: Shounen Ai, Slice of Life Categories: Comedy, School Life Main Characters: Yoshida x Satou Recommendations: Silver Diamond; Kikoenai Koe; Harete Bokutachi wa; Read Aitsu no Daihonmei Online Aitsu no Daihonmei Download Aitsu no Daihonmei Manga: Volume 1 Volume 2 Volume 3 Volume 4 (links below, thanks to lsd) Volume 05 - Chapter 01 Updated links: _aitsu_no_daihonmei_19.zip"]Vol 5 chap 2 Halloween extra Please support the author by buying the book (Free Worldwide Delivery): For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

I like Sebastian's expression

A hot SasuXNaru cosplay I found Note: It's not me in the pic, credits to Paz1o1

Title: Endless World [エンドレスワールド] Mangaka: JARYUU Dokuro Genre: Yaoi, Drama Length: 1 Volume (6 Chapters + Prologue + Epilogue) Scanlator: Vices and Devices Summary: Ikki, an optimist who isn't afraid of anything, begins working at a small restaurant when he finds himself charmed by the owner. It's there that he runs into Ryuu and from Ryuu, he hears Toshimitsu's name, one that's oddly familiar. Neither Ikki nor Ryuu can seem to get away from Toshimitsu and now their mysterious shared past will lead to an unknown future. Download (MediaFire): Part 1 Part 2 DO NOT post in the thread unless it is a download link. Everything else goes to Manga talk. Reupload requests go here. *YO Staff

Title: Yachin Hanbun no Ibasho desu Manga ALT. names: 家賃半分の居場所です。 A Place for Half a Rent Romantic Roomate (French) Original run: 2009 Description: 1-3) A Place for Half a Rent Siraishi, a hardworking college student who smiles even when he's upset, is openly gay. His family and coworkers have a hard time accepting him, with the exception of his part-time job manager, Kanzaki, who doesn't smile even when he's happy. When Shiraishi can no longer force himself to keep living with his friendly but unfaithful boyfriend, Kanzaki makes him an offer: “Want to come to my place?” Shiraishi accepts the friendly offer, which may have been made with some more-than-friendly intentions. 4-5) I'm Serious in My Own Way Yukito Shibata is in a pickle. He has 1... no, 2 problems! His ex-boyfriend, Yoshioka Seiji, wants them to come back together, but it was Yoshioka who betrayed him in the first place. So he's having second thoughts. Now his step-nephew, Utsui Keigo, confesses his love for him! Keigo is 7 years younger, but he's very persistent. Which one should he accept? The whole story is told from two points of view. The first part is from Yoshioka's point of view, and the second part from Yukito's point of view. A sweet story about letting go of an old love and finding a new one. 6) Don't Be So Strict Is it so easy to have an affair? Megumu wonders in pain, when he finds Keiichi has cheated on him for the fifth time in three years. Being poor, with no money and only a part time job, it's already hard enough for him to keep living, and taking care of Keiichi's needs. But he runs away from it all... just to learn - the hard way - of how an affair can blossom, and what consequences it might bring! Will the experience keep their relationship alive, or will it separate them in the end? A romantic story about how a love can endure even the greatest ordeal in life. Manga-type: Manga Written by: Asou Kai Drawn by: Asou Kai Published by: Houbunsha Group(s) Scanlating: Shinmakoku Scanlations Status: Complete Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: Drama, Romance, Yaoi Categories: Older Uke-Younger Seme, Hidden Feelings, Co-workers, Jealous Lover, Unrequited Love Main Characters: Siraishi, Kanzaki Adaptation based on available: N/A Related Series: Sorenari ni Shinken nandesu. (Spin-Off) Recommendations: Kimi Note, 24 Jikan Eigyouchuu Read Yachin Hanbun no Ibasho desu Online: Yachin Hanbun no Ibasho desu Download Yachin Hanun no Ibasho Manga: Mirror Link - Urban Gen More manga series by Asou Kai For download reupload requests, please post here so the staff notices them. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: It Seems to Rain Country: Taiwan Plot: Kuan, a teenage high school boy is struggling to find his identity as homosexual. His girlfriend seems to understand something's wrong and tries to help him... Download It Seems To Rain Movie: Part 1: 4Shared Part 2: 4Shared Part 3: 4Shared Part 4: 4Shared *Download all parts and join them with HJSplit* For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Doubt - Nishimura Shuuko ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Amai Nukumori by Toyama Mako here's next:

Aishiatteru Futari by Tanaka Suzuki (it was a difficult one ) Next:

Pictures are from Biblos 1994 Calendar... It's old but still lovely... ^^ One of my favorit... Can you guess? ^^;;; Togainu no Chi (TRUE BLOOD)'s Postcard... they look cute!!! I love cute one... >

Hi there, here it is chap 1... Hope you all like it Big kiss :* Story Satus: Hana-san well confront Mina to tell him about his family affairs... How's that going to run?! Spell… Chapter 11 I got up early that morning. I was restless, couldn’t sleep well, working really good on the words I would have to use, to make him spill the beans… Took my usual shower, dressed some sport pants and t-shirt since it was so early, I wouldn’t dress the suit already, it would wrinkle and that would be a pain. I wanted to know everything, I wanted him to tell me, what was bothering him, what was making him so sad every time he spoke about it, why the bright smile he always had, darkened every single time I mentioned this matter. And today was the day to make it clear. If there was a way to help him, I would find it, I would help him sort things out. I disconnected the alarm clock, there was no need for him, since I was already up, and I went to wake him up… We both fell asleep late yesterday, but this couldn’t wait… There was no way I would leave this house without knowing what was happening, no way I was going to work thinking about the same thing all over again, I would be even more upset, with no room on my mind to work affairs. “Mina time to wake up… I need to talk to you before I go to work…” “But it’s so early Hana-san…can’t it wait till another hour….?” “No it can’t!” I answered him in a slight cold way, so he could figure it was important and that I wasn’t joking around… He got up still a bit drowsy, looking at me, like I was about to say something really bad… “I’ll begin preparing breakfast…” “Breakfast can wait Mina…Please, sit down…” “What’s wrong Hana-san…you look so serious all of the sudden…” “It’s not sudden, Mina, about your family…I want you to tell me everything…now” He sighted and his eyebrows furrowed... “Like I said Hana-san it’s complicated…Why do you want to know stuff like this…it doesn’t concern you.” That hurt. It didn’t concern me?! How could he say something like that…? If we were together it’s normal for us to know everything about each other… Especially if it was such a pained matter, I wanted him to know I was here for him, as he was for me so many times before... “That was mean, Mina. You follow me up, you sleep with me, you spied on my ex, you make me fall in love with you and I don’t have the right to know these things…I’m I supposed to be ok with that?!” “I’m sorry Hana-san, I didn’t meant it that way, ‘course you deserve to know, i’ll tell ya everything about me…is just this matter…I won’t even know where to begin…” “Try starting from the beginning...” I grabbed his hands and looked straight into his eyes... He sighed like three times in a row… Whatever was he was about to say, it surely made him feel so much sorrow, I was feeling a bit guilty about it, but I had to know… “Two years ago, when I met ya in that Sakura gathering at my house, I really fell in love with Hana-san… I told ya before, and I… I really wasn’t joking around when I said it Hana-san…” “Yes and…what do I have to do with this story…?” “Well, after that day, I started wondering if it wouldn’t be great if I could find Hana-san, and be together with ya, tell ya that I love ya, and that I want to stay with ya….forever…” This declaration stunned me, because i could clearly see what was coming ahead... “Mina what happened?!” I felt my chest hurt… “Well, two weeks after that party, I went to talk with my parents… They always were… everything for me…I love them with all my heart… My brother is my best friend…They were so important to me. But that day, things changed….” A cold shiver run down my back…something really bad was coming and I could feel it… “Changed how…?” “Well…Hana-san, for a men to feel attracted to other man, don’t ya think is weird?! Of course I understood that something was wrong with me, but I didn’t really dislike girls, but I just don’t want them, or other guys…I just wanted you. So I decided to speak with my parents about it…about adopting a man into our family, since I decided not to get married to a woman..” “You what…?!” “I thought it was the right thing to do, cause…well even if I couldn’t have Hana-san…no one was right for me…I wouldn’t be with anyone, and that they should be prepared for it..” My worst nightmare was happening there in front of my eyes…I could see it like a movie…The shock, the pain, the disgust they must have felt….like they, my family, did… “You’re an idiot, why did you such a thing…?” “Hana-san! If I didn’t tell them straight up I didn’t want to get married, they soon would be finding me a bride…My family has traditions, rules, that I never understood, but that I was supposed to follow…I don’t want that…I wouldn’t be happy, and I wouldn’t make the other person happy too…” “What did they do afterwards? I mean, didn’t they lock you up, preventing you from doing such a thing or something…?” This...was me…mentioning these things was really difficult, they were my experiences…my pain, my tears, my suffering… Like he was telling my story… “Well they didn’t…They just said that if it was what I wanted…then I was….no longer part of that family…” He was devastatingly sad telling me all this… I became somehow terrified from the thought of being responsible, from him being thrown out of his own house… Something this happened because he met me… “Are you ok with this…? Are you ok, with not being able to meet your parents anymore, not meeting your brother anymore, to throw away all you have…Are you really ok with this Mina?” “If it’s for you…yes I am.” There wasn’t a doubt in his eyes, the black colour of his irises didn’t lose their glitter, or showed me any kind of regret, or fear while saying those words… What was I suppose to feel…happiness?! I was so scared… and so sad, I didn’t know what to do anymore… How could I be responsible for this kind soul to have lost everything…? “I…I can’t accept that…” He looked down, he looked mad, like he was going to punch something… “This is why…I didn’t want to tell you anything…” “What...you rather keep me in the dark about all this?” “Yes...i would rather do that, so that i don’t have ya mopping around thinking about my own choices...i choose you...you better deal with it. You might leave me, but that will only mean i’ll be alone. Won’t you be with me instead?! Will you let me alone forever just because i said what i really felt to my family?... Do you really think that i’ll give up on you, just because you don’t want me to throw everything away? Well, you better think again Hana-san, cause i won’t go back, on my words nor my actions....” “You’re leaving me no choice... What i Shu finds out who you are and goes babbling to your family that you’re with me...? How do you think it would make me fell, for them to know that i am the one responsible for ruining his son’s life...(tears)...?” “Why does that bastard comes up in this conversation? He has nothing to do with this or you, by the way, so why are you mentioning him?” “Because i saw him... Yesterday...He begged me to go back to him, i'm afraid he'll meddle in my affairs...” “He what?!” “Just cool it Mina, i told him straight that i had no intention of going back to him, and told him that i already had someone...that i wouldn’t let go, or give up on...(blush)because you’re special...to me, i'm just scared he finds out who you are and does something bad” He got up and hugged me, like he never did before. I felt him reassure me that he wasn’t going anywhere...that he wouldn’t leave me... "I'll be right here... I won't let anything happen to you..." "I't's not me i'm affaid you idiot...." I had the feeling i was holding to something as precious as the sun, or the moon... The kind of person, i searched all my life, was there in my arms, and i could only fear what was ahead of us... Hope you enjoyed reading... Thank you for all the suport... Another big one f'o ya all :*

Hi, here's chap 10. It's a little well...nothing much but just in case i put it like this... Hope you enjoy... Spell… Chapter 10 ________________________________________________________________________ Hope you guys liked it... Thank you, always, for the suport... Big kiss f'o ya :leaf3:

hi there .. i watched this on youtube and the subtitle was clearer its the same subber but the resolution was better go give it a try .. Part 1 http://www.youtube.com/embed/zFSijy2Hvzw?rel=0 Part 2 http://www.youtube.com/embed/-QkvT1dxZc4?rel=0 Part 3 http://www.youtube.com/embed/mnOPDa0ZiX0?rel=0 Part 4 http://www.youtube.com/embed/2pwVrQA-I0w?rel=0 and this is the teaser for the prequel (i think, hha sorry) .. anyone knows about this? do they make a second movie? Prequel http://www.youtube.com/embed/8CTOQ1AhZ_s?rel=0 ps : thanks to whoever who correcting my links, made it into embed one, hhe

Title : Hatsu-koi, First Love Year: 2007 Country : Japan Language : Japanese Subtitle(s) : English Genre : Drama | Romance | Crime | Gay Themed Plot/Synopsis: Tadashi has fallen in love with his classmate, Kota, and doesn't dare to tell anyone. This destroys all hope he ever had of getting together with Kota. Thoroughly depressed, Tadashi meets a gay couple on the train. Hiroki and Shinji are fascinating... In Hatsu-Koi, director Imaizumi Koichi tells a story about coming of age, coming out and a gay marriage that is sprinkled with both love and comedy, at the centre of which is a teenager who doesn't yet know what he wants. Watch Hatsu-koi BL Movie Online: Hatsu-koi BL Movie Download Hatsu-koi BL Movie: Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5 Part 6 Join the files with HJSplit For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Original name: Sensei, Anone! Manga ALT. names: 先生、あのね!; Sensei, Ano ne! Original run: 2010 Description: N/A Manga-type: Manga Written by: Natsumizu Ritsu Drawn by: Natsumizu Ritsu Published by: Kadokawa Group(s) Scanlating: N/A Status: 1 Volume (Complete) Completely Scanlated: No Completely Translated: No Genres: Shounen Ai Categories: Megane Main Characters: - Adaptations available: N/A Recommendations: Amai Kimi ga Suki Download Sensei, Anone!: Sensei, Anone! (Mediafire) Mirror Link: Sensei, Anone! (Sendspace) For download reupload requests, please post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Sasayaku no wa Sono Yubi Associated Names: The Finger to Whisper, Whisper of the Finger Author(s): YAMAKAMI Riyu Genre: Yaoi, Rape, BDSM Status: Complete (1 vol) Plot: One day Hatsuki was hurt on campus and was helped by Watakabe Tatsuyuki, the most famous idol in school. Hatsuki, being homosexual, secretly fell in love with Watakabe. However, Watakabe doesn't have any interest in Hatsuki until one day when Hatsuki found out the truth about Watakabe's words: "I killed my little brother." Mitasareru Kuchibiru (Prequel) Trigger Warning: Rape, violence, abuse. Read Sasayaku no wa Sono Yubi Online: Sasayaku no wa Sono Yubi Download Sasayaku no wa Sono Yubi Manga New Download Link For download reupload requests, please post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Original name: Concrete Garden Manga ALT. names: コンクリート・ガーデン, Clock Down Original run: 2002 Description: 1st story - Concrete Garden Angels exist and Kashii Kiyoharu, grandson of the man who "created" the angel, has been hired to befriend him. His name is Toki. Kashii soon finds out why the scientists need him around. Toki is lonely, but no one wants to get near him unless it's necessary since he eats human flesh. What has Kashii gotten himself into? 2nd story - Clock Down Everyone expects Tokiwo to go to a good university. However Tokiwo doesn't want to in order to "play it safe". One night there was suddenly an earthquake. The stone he was looking at started to glow and out of his floor comes someone who looks exactly like his childhood friend Jiu. Well there is a difference. This "Jiu" is dressed for combat and has a very large weapon. Just what does the stone have to do with "Jiu" and who gave Tokiwo the stone? Manga-type: Manga Written by: KOTOBUKI Tarako Drawn by: KOTOBUKI Tarako Published by: Biblos Group(s) Scanlating: Obsession Status: 1 Volumes (Complete) Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: Drama Categories: Bestiality; Boys look like Girls; Drama Main Characters: Kashii Kiyoharu, Tokiwo Adaptations available: N/A Recommendations: - Warnings: Cannibalism, Male Pregnancy Download Concrete Garden (Kotobuki Tarako) Manga: •°New link°• Concrete Garden Mirror link -- Title: Garden Author: Kotobuki Tarako Artist: Kotobuki Tarako Genre:Drama, Fantasy, Romance, Sci-fi, Shounen-ai Groups scanlating: Nakama Status: 1 Volumes (Complete) Year: 2008 Download link -- Title: Dogla+Magla Author: Kotobuki Tarako; Yumeno Kyusaku (Dogla+Magla Novel) Artist: Kotobuki Tarako Genre: Action, Drama, Sci-fi, Shounen-ai Groups scanlating: Nakama Scanlation status: 1 Volume (Complete) Year: 2003 Download link For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Original name: 堕ちる聖者の接吻 Manga ALT. names: Ochiru Seija no Kuchiduke, Ochiru Seija no Kuchidzuke, Ochiru Seija no Kuchizuke Original run: 2009 Description: Okano-sensei, a high school teacher, was sexually molested by a pervert in the train on the way to school. As fate would have it, his student, Tokiwa, witnessed the whole incident. He then threatened to expose Okano for having a fetish of being groped by a man unless Okano agreed to be Tokiwa’s sex slave! In shame, Okano succumbed to the pleasure only Tokiwa could provide... Manga-type: Manga Series. Written by: Higashino You Drawn by: Higashino You Published by: Taiyo Tosho Group(s) Scanlating: Fantasyshrine, Nakama Status: Completed Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: School Life, Smut, Yaoi Categories: BDSM; Rape; Teacher-Student Main Characters: Okano, Tokiwa Adaptations available: N/A Recommendations: Mob for Jack Read Ochiru Seija no Seppun Online: Ochiru Seija no Seppun Download: Download link removed upon scanlator's request

Original name: Endless World Manga ALT. names: エンドレスワールド Written by: Jaryuu Dokuro Drawn by: Jaryuu Dokuro Original run: 2008 Description: Ikki, an optimist who isn't afraid of anything, begins working at a small restaurant when he finds himself charmed by the owner. It's there that he runs into Ryuu, and from Ryuu, he hears Toshimitsu's name, one that's oddly familiar. Neither Ikki nor Ryuu can seem to get away from Toshimitsu, and now their mysterious shared past will lead to an unknown future Manga-type: Manga Published by: Tokyo Mangasha Group(s) Scanlating: Vices and Devices Status: Complete Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: Adult, Drama, Mature, Psychological, Slice of Life, Tragedy, Yaoi Categories: Angst; Age-gap; Rape; Love Triangle; Co-workers Main Characters: Ikki, Ryuu, Toshimitsu Read Endless World Online Endless World Download Endless World Manga Mediafire For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Antique Bakery Anime TITLE: Antique Bakery COUNTRY: Japan EPISODES: 12 (complete) PLOT: One day, Tachibana, owner of the cake shop Antique, meets genius pâtissier Ono. He is Tachibana's former classmate who used to get spurned by him. Tachibana is relieved to know that Ono doesn’t remember him, and so Tachibana invites him as a pâtissier at his cake shop. However, Ono has come out of the closet and makes numerous advances to Tachibana! Download Antique Bakery Anime: EPS 1-3 EPS 4-6 EPS 7-9 EPS 10-12 For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Boku no Kareshi wo Shoukai Shimasu Raw This movie has FOUR different stories, with four different couples but they all are from the same school. There are four different couples formed by seven students and one sensei. Sorry, it is only the raw. The movie is rated as Mature. It has some hot scenes Watch Boku no Kareshi wo Shoukai Shimasu Story 4 (Eng subs): Boku no Kareshi wo Shoukai Shimasu Download Boku no Kareshi wo Shoukai Shimasu Movie (story 4): [part 1] [part 2] For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Bishonen Country: Hong Kong Language: Cantonese Subtitle: English Genre: Romance, Drama Synopsis: Jet (Stephen Fung) is a handsome gay hustler whose sex appeal seems to know no bounds. Everyone wants to make love to him, but he is in love with no one but himself. Things change drastically when he notices what seems like a young couple in a shop, Sam (Daniel Wu) and Kana (Shu Qi). At first sight, he falls in love with Sam and begins following the two around. Jet's friend Ching, who is also a hustler, runs a personal in a gay magazine for Jet, imploring Sam to contact Jet. At first, Jet is angry with Ching for not asking him, but his wrath subsides quickly when indeed he meets Sam again in what seems like a chance encounter, but actually is an outcome of the personal. Sam turns out to be a police officer and Jet starts to befriend Sam, hoping this will turn into a relationship. But Sam does not seem to notice Jet's intentions towards him. Unbeknownst to Jet, Sam had a homosexual affair with pop star K.S.(Terence Yin) five years earlier. At the same time, Ching had been in unrequited love with Sam (then calling himself Fai) when the two were still office workers. Ching comes to his apartment shared with Jet when Jet and Sam are there, instantly recognizes Sam as Fai and is furious with Jet for stealing his beloved. YouTube Movie Trailer Download Bishonen Movie Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5 For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Summary: A love triangle between, the selfish Paul, who wanted to possess Patrick without admiting his love for him, the coward Patrick, unable to declare his love for Paul and the determined Thomas who wins Patrick's heart. Status: Complete Right this is my second try, I'm trying to make it longer. It's hard for me bec I'm very impatient, so be nice, hehe Critics are allowed, ideas on the plot too.. Hope you ejoy it. ch. I University was opening before me. I had worked so hard and I was going to be there… My college was such a huge building with so many aisles, departments, doors, people wandering round, young people like me feeling insecure, feeling that an enormous new world was opening form them. I was quite excited. I was the first member of my family going to University and even my little sister was telling her friends. So there I was, trying to stay calm, find my class and start my new life as University student. I left my old Patrick behind the doors of my high school with Paul still lingering on my mind. He stopped talking to me because of all the changes happening to me. We were childhood friends; we accepted each other the way we were. He was my best friend and I have loved him so much during the last five years. I had to endure all his girlfriends, his affairs. I was heartbroken but happy to fulfill one of my dreams and he ruined my little happiness calling me egoist because I wasn’t going to the Technical School with him. How I could? I just wanted to fall apart and start again. - Traitor!! He called me - What?! , come on Paul, what are you talking about? - Your mom… your mom told me you’ve received your admission letter yesterday! Are you going to the Uni???When were you telling me???!!!! Is that true? - It’s true- I tried to stay calm because I had lot of things to tell him before leaving. - But…. But we were supposed to go together to the Tech School; we were supposed to be always together. I tried to calm down myself before speaking to that handsome playboy who was yelling at me like a child. - Listen, I have to do this, I WANT to do this and you’d support me as my best friend. Please, Paul, be happy for me, I’ve been there for you always, the football team! I ran with you, I trained with you, I suffered with you, so Paul…. - No! I refuse! You selfish bastard, you’re leaving town without telling me! At that moment the only thing I wanted to do was to cuddle him in my arms, kiss his tears of rage away and tell I wasn’t going anywhere. I get closed to him and told him: - Come on Paul, you’re grown enough to cry. I’m sorry, call me what you want but I’m gonna do this... - Don’t come near me, bloody selfish, don’t touch me, and don’t talk to me ever! He ran away down the street shouting:”traitor, damn egoist, selfish, I hate you and you’ll regret it all your life…” I was left there and back home his words were resounding on my head again and again but I was sure I had to do it…..

So the game is going be like this: - The next person has to find out from what BL manga/anime/OVA/novel/drama CD the picture belongs to, as well as the name of the author/artist. - In the case of solo illustrations that are independent and don't belong to any work, just the name of the author/artist is sufficient. - Aside from answering, the next person will then choose an image of his/her choice and post it as well, for the following person to answer a post a new picture, and so on... - When a picture of a well known series is going to be used, the poster may want to crop it and use only part of the image, to make it more difficult and fun. - In the case of no one being able to guess correctly a certain picture after some time, the original poster may either give hints, or answer him/herself and post a new image. Okay, then, let's get this started. (: --

Title: Gozen Yoji, Sasayaku You ni; 午前四時、ささやくように; Whispering at 4am Author: Minazuki Akira Year: 2010 Genre: One Shot, Shounen Ai, Supernatural Plot: One day, Souichirou met a mysterious guy at bar he frequents. The first thing that guy told him was, “You look like you’re about to die”. Souichirou, however, did not find that the least bit amusing and brushed it off easily. Until his first encounter with danger and then everything started to spiral out of control… Read Gozen Yoji, Sasayaku You ni Online: Gozen Yoji, Sasayaku You ni Download Gozen Yoji, Sasayaku You ni Manga: Gozen Yoji, Sasayaku You ni For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

A new anime-series started a few months ago - Sket Dance. I only started watching because G has a role as a visual kei singer in it, but 3 episodes into the series I have to admit that it's actually a really funny series (and I haven't seen G yet, so it's not just because of him) :3 It's about a school club called Sket Dan and pretty much just helps people out. They're just 3 members, all have really... how to put it... strong personalities lol. Have anyone else started watching it? :hamtaro-005 (4):

This happened over here in the USA a couple months ago and I was so excited I was also surprised to see that a few Republicans actually voted in favor of same-sex marriage. Only 5 states (Connecticut, Iowa, Massachusetts, New Hampshire and Vermont, as well as the District of Columbia) have same-sex marriage legalized but New York is now the largest state to have it. I feel that this is a great accomplishment in a sense that New York is a heavily populated and influential state. Not just influential in America, but also other countries as well. So with this passing I'm hoping that other states soon follow This is just one more step towards worldwide acceptance of the gay and lesbian community. Here is the article from The New York Times: http://www.nytimes.com/2011/06/25/nyregion/gay-marriage-approved-by-new-york-senate.html?pagewanted=all

It's great Bridget... So damn sexy...oh my

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x7JBHbmlA8k&feature=channel_video_title xDD Maya is so beautiful *___*

Chara Cafe Relish Ni Oide, Takatsuki Noboru

I like the story and the characters I can't wait for the next chapter now! :hamtaro-005 (8):

I checked Dei's profile and no album there

I alway thougt about making background out with this pictures... ^^ I love you like it... ^^ This isn't my work... I just post here... This is Lemony from Waiter's Story by SangHye Jung Abe Miyuki's Komatta Toki ni wa Hoshi ni Kike...Fujishima Takara I hope you like this... As I said it before this are not my work.. So please don't place any where... Just enjoy yourself... ^^

Hint: - There is a picture of another one of this sensei's mangas on Dei's album.

Sora To Hara by Nakamura Asumiko. (: --

2 more of Minajuki Yuu... I just like his drowing... ^^;;; One on top... I feel I just shouldn't put 4 side pictures... --;;; one with pink... I don't much like pink... but, this one look good... I just did few work on it... ^^;;; Enjoy!!

Hey =) i already wrote a post about this subject but i didn't want to open a new thread so here it goes again: i just read about the New York same-sex marriage law and in that article were such amazing pictures that i tought i could post them here: http://www.zeit.de/lebensart/2011-07/fs-homosexuellen-ehe/seite-6 those two look sooo happy it really touches me http://www.zeit.de/lebensart/2011-07/fs-homosexuellen-ehe/seite-7 the text below the pictures says that these two old man have been together for 51 years! That's so cute =)

It would be great if in each country gay marriages would be allowed at least in 1 city, so that gay people from every country would have the possibility to get married if they want to. :hamtaro-005 (6):

Hello AJ, it's nice to have you join us. Hope you'll have a really good time in the forum. (:

hi and welcome to this yaoi heaven Have fun ^_^

Welcome to the forum Be nice LOL

Hello AJbro, nice to meet you here. I wish you a happy time on this Forum.

Welcome to the forum! Hope you'll have lots of fun here with us! :hamtaro-005 (12):

And... chapt III, Will Patrick find out more about the brilliant handsome student??? III My first week passed, no pain, no glory. I spent my first weekend alone, no family, no friends. I was feeling lonely and started to think of Paul so to avoid it I went for a walk and do some shopping. I stopped at a Japanese bento shop to buy my lunch. As I was coming out someone patted my head. I raised my sight and there he was, the brilliant handsome student. -Hi there, how are you doing? I hope it wasn’t a tough week. - Hello, I said astonished. He remembered me? I wanted to thank you but didn’t know who you were and couldn’t find you. - That’s true, well… I’m Thomas and you are? . I’m Patrick, very nice to meet you. I’m a first year student - Really? I’m on my third one… -I know you’re a brilliant student admired by everyone… - And what are you doing here? - Oh! Umm... I was bored wandering around, I found that Japanese shop and bought some lunch - You like Japanese food? He said while chewing one of my sushi pieces - Oh yes! I love it. My best friend mom’s is Japanese so I frequently eat it, well… used to eat it… - Umm, best friend uh? What happened, he broke your heart? - I beg your pardon? Why was he asking me that? We just met, I didn’t want to talk about Paul. I still felt sad and missed him, so I tried to dodge the question and leave him before being impolite. -Well, nice to meet you, I got to go, see you round… As I started to walk away from him, he suddenly grabbed my arm and told me -Eh! That’s a bit rude of you, don’t you think?, leaving me alone even when I helped you I blushed at the look of his face, he has a mischievous smile. He pressed my arm harder and pushed me towards him and licked my upper lip bitting it later. - You think is that easy? You’d say “thanks” and that’s all, he whispered softly, huskily in my ear. A shiver went all over my spine. What the hell did he want from me?

Here comes chapter II, I think, I tried to introduce all the character. Hope you enjoy it... II A month passed since that day and there I were wandering round looking for class II-C. - Oh my goodness! Where the hell is this class- I sighed - You should follow that corridor to the end, turn right and it’s the second door on the left I turned my head and all I saw was a dazzling in a very beautiful face talking to me. A tall, well-built young man with green eyes, light brown hair, carrying a thick blue folder. - Sorry, I said - Never mind, I’ll take to your class, you’re doing Anthropology with Mr. Anderson, right? - Yes, I answered, wondering why he knew my classes - Good! He’s very good at teaching, you’ll learn a lot. - Umm, umm, thank you, I answered while following him… - Aha! Perfect timing, your mates are already in and Mr. Anderson is coming. I was left there still in surprise and when I reacted he was already leaving. - What’s your name??!!! I shouted in the middle of the class, everybody looking at me and my face ready to explode of embarrassment. - I’m…. But it was too late, a roar of chairs made impossible to hear his name and the teacher was calling for our attention. I spent the rest of my first day from class to class, meeting teacher, classmates and taking notes. At lunchtime, we were having some bites at the crowded cafeteria. While having lunch, I could have a glimpse of the handsome student who helped me find my class, I wanted to thank him but I didn’t know his name, I waved but he didn’t see me - Who are you looking for? Asked one of my new classmates. Her name was Oxana, a beautiful girl from Bulgary. - Oh! That boy there helped me this morning and I just wanted to say thanks. - Who? Thomas? Thomas Cowan- Stuart? - You… you know him, I said in surprise, he’s kind of famous round here? - Everybody knows him. He’s in his third year, he’s one of the most brilliant students and all the teacher want him as assistant - He’s unreachable, said Oxana, both for girls and boys… He’s so commited with his career, that he barely has friends. I’ve heard he has been in many OIriental countries, he loves their cultures, he even speaks fluent Chinese. It’s the perfect man. I felt a bit disappointed, a perfect man…

As soon as i looked at him, to face him, to order him to let me go, i saw a side of Shu i never, ever seen before. It was shocking... The usually, charming, all composed, even sexy business man, was looking more like a rag, an old, used, tearing one... It was sad to look at. “Please Hana, i can’t live without you...i’m so alone...i haven’t been with anyone, i didn’t even have sex with anyone, since you left, i’m all by myself, i miss you so much...please, come home, i swear i’ll change everything you think is wrong about me...i’ll try harder, i won’t fool around. But please, return to me...please give me another chance.” My already, slowly healing, heart broke to another thousand pieces all over again. I felt my legs, loose all their strength, but i hang on to a bright smile and a warm embrace, which suddenly became all my reasoning... All the inner strength i had to pull myself together when we broke up, all the seconds telling to myself it was all for the best for us to break up, to just let him be, he was once again taking everything away, but i wasn’t going to let him do it..Not this time. “I’m sorry Shu...I’m so very sorry you’re like this now...But i no longer wish to have anything to deal with you. The night i walked out of that house, all the feelings i had for you died.(pain)” “It can’t be Hana...(tremble)we were together for two whole years, you couldn’t have forgotten me already...It’s impossible, right?.” “Impossible you say(sigh)...Well, not impossible Shu, sorry but this is the reality... I won’t come back to you...I gave you my everything once(pain), and you treated me like i was trash(pain)...at first i won’t deny that, there was a time when i really felt you loved me, and i (pain)appreciate you for that...But we are different Shu, i started to realize that a long time ago, but i was...so afraid to be all alone that i hung myself to that small, little thing you gave me...But today(pain) i know it’s not enough for me...” “Hana...I’ll give you everything, I GAVE YOU EVERYTHING...” “No you won’t...and no you didn’t...you gave me what you thought was enough to make me all happy and quiet, but i always secretly wished for more...” “What do you want from me...? Then tell me i’ll do it, i’ll try, i swear to you to make up for everything i did wrong so far...so please, just think about it...We were happy once, i can make you happy, much happier that before, all over again...” “I don’t think so Shu...” “Why not?!...Unless you already found someone?” I felt my throat dry but i had to give him an answer. It wasn’t hard to say....a simple “yes” would do but, for this little word to come out of my mouth, i was finding it really hard to do so. Was it out of pity or was i afraid of getting Mina involved? I mean Mina knew Shu, and even if Shu didn’t remember Mina, there’ll surely be a problem later...a big one... But i hold on to my little braveness and said... “Yes Shu...i do.” “Is that so...” The man before me looked broken, beyond repair... But even if i felt so much sorry for him, i couldn’t let him have the best of me... I had to be strong, i had to protect what i promised Mina...and i would do so. “Sorry Shu, i love him... I won’t leave him for no one...you know i don’t fall in love easily, and that i don’t give in to anyone unless i really want to...But he is special, and he makes me feel so special too...” “I see...” “I have to go back to the office now...Now is really goodbye Shu. Please, don’t look for me anymore, i’m happy, you should try to find your happiness as well...” “You’re my happiness Hana...” I felt something so heavy being lift off my shoulders... And i was finally able to stand on my own two feet...with all my strength restored. “You found that out too late...I’m sorry..i really should go.” I left him there, in the freezing cold, just like he left me so many times when i waited for him to come back home...to come back to me...but, i gave a hard breath in and went inside the building. He stood there, alone. I didn’t look back anymore... Truth is i felt like i closed a chapter in my life. And i was relieved i did so. And tonight i would face Mina with a different confidence in me... I couldn’t believe it myself, i said it, and out loud too... I loved him...He was mine, and i was his... ________________________________________________________________________ Hope you guys like it it's a litte shorterhan usual cause, i separeted what i wrote in two parts, cause chap 10 it's almost ready and i'll be posting it soon as well... Big kiss f'o ya :leaf3::leaf3:

Here it is chap 9... Hope you guys like it Spell... Chapter 9 When i woke up, i felt something really heavy on top of me. I tried to move but it was hard to get away from those strong arms, the more i tried to get loose the more they gripped tight. “Mina, i need to get up, please let me go...” “(muffed) No...it’s still early Hana-san, stay here a little while longer...(tight hug)” Oh my...so cute... “I have to Mina-san...” He started to move away... “Ok but i’ll get up as well, i’ll cook you breakfast...” He blinked an eye tom me and I felt warm just from his kindness... It was good to know he was there for me, it felt right... I was blushing like an idiot all over again.... “But Hana-san...don’t you want to give me a good morning kiss...?” I blushed even harder right on the spot, what was with that kind of question this early in the morning... “Mina-san!... Please i have to get ready...uh...don’t ask such things like this...” “Ok...” The sad, dejected look he had was unbearable, i just felt like hugging him again, kiss him a lot and never let go...even so i left the room, i was running a little late. I really needed a shower... I got to the bathroom and kept thinking about what was said on the day before. It seemed surreal. The words, the actions...They really happened... And i promised to be with him... Was i being too little cautious about this, or over cautious....Did i loved him or was this just an incredible attraction? I was getting confused so i decided to drop the thought. “We’ll see how this goes... i will take my conclusions later.” I got dressed so i could got to work, and when i got to the living room , he had already set the table, breakfast served, a huge smile on his face, like he didn’t saw me for like a year, all waiting for me...I loved that. “Hana-san i have to work today, my part-time at the bar is today so...i’ll be a little late but, can i come to meet you when i finish?” Another blush... “Don’t you have a house to go to?” “Well i do, but i rather stay with Hana-san....if you don’t mind...” Well i didn’t mind! Between spending the nights alone, laying in a bed all alone i much rather have him with me these cold nights. Not because of the cold, but because the warmth he brought to me was unlike anything else, unlike anyone... But i just couldn’t tell him that. “Well i don’t mind...so you can...just make sure you don’t wake me up (blush)...” He got closer and whispered... “I don’t know if i can do that.... (soft kiss)” “Mina-san...(hard blush)” “But i’ll try...it’s going to be really hard but i’ll try not to wake you... (smile)” I tried to change the subject. “Do you really have to work at that place...? I mean, i’m not judging or anything but don’t you belong to a very big, important family...? What are you doing working in a place like that...?” There was this drastic change in his expression... “It’s complicated Hana-san...” I felt insecure for the first time... “But you can talk to me right, i mean you can see me as a friend as well, if you need someone to talk to, you can confide in me, you know that, right?” “(soft kiss) Hana-san is so good to me... (smile)” I felt getting warm again...the closeness, and the way he spoke to me where like weapons against my desire, and i always lost to them... “Mina-san please...i really should be going...” I got out of the table, so i could take a safe distance...Another word, another touch and i would be lost... “Ok...work hard Hana-san...” “Thank you, you too... I’ll see you later then...” And i was out the door. As i was walking, i felt happy, the kind of feeling you have, when everything’s right, when happiness was just there for me to grab it. But a darkness came to obscure almost all the light... He didn’t explain, what happened with his family. The why was he working in that bar, when he belonged to a much brighter, amazing place... The thought occupied my entire mind, throughout the day, and didn’t let go. The reason behind it was because i was feeling that happiness from the morning fade... My heart was feeling small, and the pain, coming like waves as soon as i remembered his words, became worse. “What did he meant with...”it’s complicated”...I wish he could tell me, i don’t want him to feel bad, or to think i’m unreliable... I’m here for him.” Was it really so complicated, that he just didn’t want me to know, or was i a bother to be told about these things? “Man, i got to give my head a five minute break...” I went to grab a few things from the cafeteria and, all by myself went to eat at the garden below. It was freezing, but the cold air, helped to clear my mind. “I will talk to him later about it, i’ll wait for him to arrive, and trap him. I will make him say everything because i don’t want to feel like this... I hate it.” I finished my food and was about to get in the office building when, a person standing only a few steps from me looked terribly familiar. “Can i talk to you Hana?” Shu? Again? What did he want now, wasn’t what he told me two days ago enough...? “Please, i’m trying so hard to get away from everything related to you, so...why do you have to come here, again....?” “Please Hana(tremble)...Come back to me.” They destroyed my world in that moment...Those words. How could he? What did he want with saying that? What was he after? My destruction...? “Goodbye Shu. Don’t ever speak to me again, don’t ever look for me again...Forget about me. I’ll do the same thing about you.” I turned away, but he grabbed me.

Kenta Today was going to shit. It had already gone to hell, and things were getting impossibly worse. Ryuu had locked himself in his dressing room and wasn’t letting anyone in. It was our second day on set shooting the band’s new promotional video and it seemed that anything and everything that could possibly go wrong was. I stood outside, leaning against the wall next to the door waiting for the latest tantrum to run its course. I’d never seen Ryuu this moody and even Sora was confused. It was almost like Ryuu was inventing reasons to stay in his dressing room. “Fuck this.” Taking out my key I opened the door to the room. I blinked a few times surprised that it was completely dark. “Ryuu?” There was no answer and a little rush of apprehension had my skin crawling. “Damn it Ryuu, what the hell is wrong with you? Everyone is waiting on you so we can wrap up shooting.” “I don’t care.” I couldn’t pin point exactly where his voice had come from and reaching over I flipped the light switch. Nothing. “Fuck. What the hell did you do to the light?” “Just go out.” I scowled hearing the tremor in his voice. “Are you crying?” “No.” “Liar.” “Just go out!” I jumped surprised to hear him scream at me like that. It wasn’t like Ryuu at all. Something was really wrong and I wasn’t leaving until I figured out what it was. “Shut the fuck up.” I slammed to door behind me, giving myself a moment until my eyes adjusted to the dim light. I could hear a soft sound that I instantly recognized as Ryuu crying. Fuck it all to hell. I was going to beat him. Why the fucking hell was he crying anyway? He’d been the one who’d thrown the hissy fit when the stylist had accidentally burned him with the iron. I spotted him huddled up on the small love seat that occupied one wall. Walking over to the dressing table I flipped the light on and turned to face him. He wouldn’t look at me. Tears were streaming down his face. His make-up was ruined and it looked like he’d ripped the hairpiece out too. “Ryuu . . .” I kept my voice low, trying to get him calmed down. It hurt me more than I felt it should to see him like this. Standing in front of him I reached down to touch his arm and got my hand batted away. “Don’t touch me! Just don’t fucking touch me.” He was sobbing now, the sound piercing me. Fuck. It should not hurt this much to see him upset. It should not make me want to pull him close and do whatever I could to see that brilliant smile again. “Why are you here? Why don’t you just leave?” “It’s my job to take care of you Ryuu.” That seemed to be the wrong thing to say. Ryuu was suddenly on his feet, his face inches from mine. “I am not just a fucking job!” I caught his wrist as he went to leave and shoved him back down on the sofa. I could feel his pulse racing under my fingertips as I stared down at him. “You are going to fucking calm down and tell me what the fuck is wrong or so help me you will not be finishing this PV. I’ll send everyone home and cancel the shoot.” “N-no don’t . . . I . . . I’m sorry.” His voice sounded so small and hollow, so unlike the Ryuu I knew. Letting go of his wrist I sat down next to him. I didn’t say anything, just waiting. It took several minutes but I finally heard him take a deep breath. “I . . . it’s my fault. I can’t even look at him without thinking that it was my fault. I should have just kept my stupid mouth shut. He must hate me. Reiko is upset with me anyway. She yelled at me at the hospital and hasn’t really talked to me since. I didn’t mean-“ “Ryuu . . . it’s not your fault.” I sighed and leaned forward resting my arms on my knees, hanging my head. This again? “Akira has other issues too, we all know that. None of us realized he wasn’t eating.” I felt him shift next to me, his voice barely audible. “He told me he wanted to look good for the shoot. Everyone must think I’m an egomaniacal insensitive jerk. Even the fans are going to hate me now.” I wasn’t sure what egomaniacal meant, but it didn’t sound good. “The fans don’t hate you Ryuu. And no one thinks you are like that. We all failed Akira.” Soft hair brushed my cheek as Ryuu laid his head over on my shoulder. The subtle scent of hairspray and his expensive cologne surrounded me. “I hate it. He’s always been so small anyway, and now he’s just skin and bones. Every time I look at him I get this sick feeling. He could have died Kenta and it would have been my fault. I know he’s doing better now but . . . he’s lost so much weight. His outfit doesn’t even fit anymore. Why do I have to be so stupid?” “Ryuu,” I was careful to keep any trace of anger out of my voice. He was still blaming himself for Akira’s anorexia? I’d thought we’d discussed this while Akira was in the hospital, though it seemed Ryuu was still feeling like it was his fault. “It was his choice. It’s not like you were taking food away from him.” There was a loud sigh and the warmth was suddenly gone. “I know, but it doesn’t change the fact that he acted on something I said.” There was a long silence. “Kenta, I’m sorry. Um . . . can you please tell everyone I’ll be out in a few minutes to finish the filming.” “Sure Ryuu.” I got to my feet and headed for the door. Opening it I turned back to him, but he was already at the mirror trying to fix his hair. I sighed and shut the door behind me. It was just like him to blame himself for something like this. Silly twit. I tracked down the director and had a few words with him. Ryuu had to be handled delicately when he was in this kind of a mood. His self esteem was so fragile it was almost pathetic and it made me wonder why that was the case. The guy had everything. Wealth, fame, looks, girls (and guys) literally throwing themselves at him so why was his self esteem shit? It didn’t make any sense to me. I sat off to the side as they finished wrapping up shooting. Ryuu was his usual smiling, happy, confident self. Watching and listening to him sing always gave me chills. There was just something about his voice, the emotion he could put into it that got to me every time. I’d been a fan of their music before I’d ever met them in person. Knowing Ryuu and the other boys hadn’t changed that, if anything I was even more of a fan now because I knew just how fucking hard they worked. “You guys looked great.” I handed Hasu a bottle of water and a towel, I had a Coke waiting for the other three. I got three smiles and a grimace. Ryuu wasn’t happy. Go figure. I followed them out to the van after they’d changed. Reiko was waiting. Akira immediately went to her and I heard Ryuu sigh. I frowned looking over at him. That had been happening a lot lately. Was he jealous or something? Reiko was pretty hot. A bit too aggressive for my tastes, but that didn’t seem to faze Akira. I bumped his arm with my elbow to get his attention. “What’s wrong?” He shrugged, not looking up at me. “Just tired I guess. Sorry about earlier.” “Don’t worry about it.” I opened the van door for him and waited until the other two had climbed in before getting in myself. Akira was headed out with Reiko. If anyone could whip that boy into shape it would be her. She wouldn’t be above force feeding him if she had to. We dropped Sora and Hasu off at their places and drove back across town to the gated apartment complex that Ryuu called home. He hesitated before getting out. Soft grey eyes regarded me for a moment. “You want to come up?” “Nah, I gotta get home and change. It’s my night to work at the restaurant.” “Yeah, of course. Sorry. See you later then.” I watched him leave wondering why I had the odd sensation that my heart was dropping through my gut.

Kenta I could tell I’d scared him, the way he spun around and backed against the counter the grey eyes wide. Made me feel like shit. I knew how jumpy he could be. What I wasn’t prepared for was to have him suddenly fling himself at me. Not that he didn’t do it that often, I just hadn’t thought a little argument with Akira would set off these kind of tears. I patted his head, stroking his hair as he cried into my t-shirt. I’d come to realize that it calmed him down to have the physical contact. The first few months of working for him had been fucking awkward to say the least. “I should have known . . . I did know . . . I just didn’t think.” Ryuu mumbled his breath hot through the fabric of my t-shirt. I could only assume he was talking about the outfit thing. Akira and Sora had explained why Ryuu had suddenly decided to lock himself in his room at the same time I happened to get to the apartment. “It’s not a big deal, Ryuu. Come on. No reason to cry about it.” “I-I know . . . I just . . . don’t like it when he yells at me.” “Yeah, but you cry when Reiko yells at you too.” “She hits when she yells.” “Fuck yeah. Girl is fucking crazy.” I was glad she wasn’t there to hear me say it. I loved Reiko, but the girl was painful to be around sometimes. God help you if you hurt Akira. You’d be better off cutting off your own balls. “Just, don’t tell her about the outfit.” “No, upset enough with Akira yelling at me, don’t want to get smacked too.” Ryuu finally looked up at me and I felt my heart speed up just a bit as those oddly colored eyes stared at me. “Sorry Kenta. You just get here and I’m being all stupid and emotional.” Grabbing his shoulders I shook him slightly. “What did I say about calling yourself stupid? Quit or I will smack you myself.” Something flickered in his eyes and I felt my stomach drop. I’d seen that look before and it was one I’d never wanted to see again on someone I cared about. The next instant it was gone and he nodded, trying to smile. “I need to go apologize to Akira.” I let him go and stepped out of his way. The slender frame brushed by me and I had the sudden urge to pull him back and make sure he really was alright. Fuck. I rubbed my forehead looking down. What had that look I’d seen been about? I knew where I’d seen it before and that thought scared me shitless. It was my job to keep him safe, safe and happy. I followed him on out into the living room where the other boys were watching a movie. Going to the kitchen I went to see if there were any leftovers. Staring at the empty fridge I knew I shouldn’t be surprised. Hasu might not be any taller than Akira but he ate enough for both of them put together. If he wasn’t eating he was moving or sound asleep. Grabbing out my phone I called the closest carry out and ordered everyone’s favorite things. Akira and Ryuu were still talking when I hung up but things seemed less tense. Ryuu was laughing and smiling again and Akira was gesturing as he described something. Leaning against the counter I watched them for a little bit. The general public had no idea that the members of Bloody Agony were such close friends even outside of work. Ryuu had a lot to do with that. He needed them, just as much as they needed each other. It really was like a little family. While I waited for dinner to arrive, I called Hayate to check on how things were going at the bar. It was a slow night so he told me to stay put. “Daisuike had a bit of a rough day today.” “Oh?” That was unusual. Normally all Daisuike had to do was look at someone to get what he wanted. “Um yeah. From what I heard him and Jiro both got the shit beat out of them.” “What?” I said it too loud and saw the boys look over at me. Turning my back I lowered my voice. I didn't like to involve the band in anything gang related if I could help it. That Akira's brothers ran the gang was enough. “What the fuck happened? Why didn’t they call?” “It went down too fast from what Jiro told me. I guess Ruka is throwing a fit about it though.” I couldn’t say I blamed him. If anyone ever hurt Ryuu . . . I shook my head. It was my job to keep him safe. I’d kill anyone that touched him or any of the boys. “They need anything?” “Nah, though I think Jiro was going to call Akira to come home and help patch them up.” “He ain’t called yet-“ I’d barely got the words out when I heard the distinct ring of Akira’s phone. “Never mind. I gotta go. Talk to you later.” Akira was already on the phone and I frowned watching how pale he suddenly went. “Yeah, yeah I’ll be right there. I gotta go guys. Suke got hurt.” He was already on his feet and headed for the door. The apartment was quiet for a bit after Akira left. Everyone of us knew how close the two brothers where and after almost losing Daisuike a few months ago any little thing scared Akira now. Walking into the living room I put on a movie. I glanced over as Ryuu walked up to me. He glanced up but didn’t hold my eyes for long. “I was . . . just wondering how long you were going to stay tonight?” I looked at him for a moment. “How long do you want me to stay?” A look I’d never seen before crossed his face, but then he glanced away again. “I-I don’t care. I think Sora and Hasu were going to spend the night.” I nodded. That was pretty usual. I knew how much Ryuu hated to be alone. I’d learned pretty quickly that he not only craved attention but needed it. He’d rather skip a meal and do an impromptu signing or meet and greet. If I let him, he’d wear himself to nothing promoting the band. I got the door when the bell rang and took the food thanking the boy. I gave him a generous tip, knowing I’d seen him at another job locally too. I knew what it was like to work multiple jobs just to try to make ends meet. “Hey, foods here guys.” “Oh! You got us food! Sweet! Thanks Kenta!” Hasu, of course, was the first one to the table. He gave me a quick hug, making it impossible to breathe for a moment. The kid was just too fucking strong for his own good. I should know, we sparred with each other on a regular basis. I would seriously get out of shape otherwise and what kind of bodyguard would I be then? Hearing the house phone ring, I frowned and walking over picked it up. The smell of the food was starting to get to me, if I didn’t hurry up Hasu would eat my portion too. He’d already devoured his food and had started on what I’d ordered for Akira. “Ito residence.” “Oh Kenta.” I rolled my eyes hearing Kaori’s trill. “Is my beautiful boy there?” “Yeah, just a sec.” Holding the receiver against my chest I looked around. “Ryuu, it’s your ma.” He jumped up from the table. “Oh! I’m coming.” He smiled at me as he took the phone, his eyes seeming to linger for just a moment. I went back to go see if Hasu had left me any food. “Hey, brat, where is my food.” Hasu looked up at me noddles hanging out of his mouth. He glanced down and had the grace to look sheepish. There were three empty containers around him already. “Sorry.” He pushed the carton toward me and handed over the chopsticks. I handed them back and got my own out. “Fuck Hasu, you ate half of it already. I’m going to kick your ass.” That got me the wide eyed innocent look that he was so famous for. At least it wasn’t fake, usually. I didn’t let it phase me as I stuffed in a mouthful. I waved the now empty chopsticks at him. “Don’t think that look is going to save you. I owe you for last time.” He grinned at me, the cheeky little shit. “Yeah, we’ll see. You said that last time too.” I grunted, shoving in another bite. “Don’t think you know everything about fighting, Hasu. It’s one thing to spar, getting into an actual fight is totally different.” Hasu nodded, his eyes losing some of the innocent sparkle. I could barely hear him when he next spoke. “Yeah, I know.” Clearing my throat I looked around. Sora was sprawled on the couch watching the movie I’d put in, Ryuu had disappeared, probably into the office so he could talk with his mother. “But hey, that’s why we spar right? So we are ready if the time comes.” I didn’t like seeing this subdued side of Hasu. It made me wonder who had fucked with him. A kid as cute and friendly as him shouldn’t have any enemies at all, much less get into fights. He was smarter than me by far and could probably talk his way out of just about any situation. Me . . . I’d rather just get it over with and go on. Words don’t come easy for me. I finished what was left of my dinner and sat back watching him for a moment. He was busy gathering up the empty cartons to throw away. “I probably better get going.” I got up grabbing up my trash. “Jiro might need some help tonight.” Hasu looked up at me. “You might want to tell Ryuu you are leaving. He always gets pouty if you leave without saying anything.” “Oh.” Tossing the cartons I looked down hall, the door to the office was open. “Yeah, I’ll do that.” I poked my head in the office door and grinned seeing him leaning back in the chair, his feet propped up in the desk. The phone was cradled against his shoulder, but he was sound asleep. I could hear the soft murmur of Koari’s voice through the speaker. Walking over, I carefully took the phone laying his head back. “Ito-san, I’m sorry he fell asleep.” I whispered. “Oh,” There was a sigh and a soft laugh from the other end. “I wondered. Thank you for taking such good care of my son, Arakaki-kun. He talks about you all the time.” After telling her good bye I hung up, wondering what she’d meant. Looking down at the sleeping vocalist I shook my head. Why the hell would he talk about me to his mother? Didn’t make a lot of sense to me. Leaning down over him I smiled. “Ryuu, if you are that tired why don’t you go to bed?” His eyelids fluttered for a moment giving the slightest glimpse of grey before closing again. “Will you come with me?”