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This was written some time ago,but here ya go.This poem is about bullying.Hope you like it! The rain stops But the pain is still the same Can you,please,not mock? It's not funny going insane It's a disease It's a hell Please Just drop that bombshell Hair covering eyes Arms covering knees I'm like this,disguised Would you stop the mocking,please? Bruises painted on the skin Things that you made With a big grin On your face I feel like crap I wish I was brave Enough to snap But I'm just your slave I'm your damn slave I'm tired of living a lie Words written on my grave Goodbye

Another glass is all it takes Leads to more bull To more mistakes The cork comes off So do the gloves You chug it down Can’t get enough I watch the bottle Grow clean and clear All of my feelings Are gone but fear. You turn to me You’re eyes are dead You’re gone again You’ve lost your head I turn away Can’t stand that look But just one word Is all it took You call me bitch You call me whore I cannot stand it I won’t no more You start to swing I’m lucky you missed Just makes you mad In fact you’re pissed. You swing again This time connect. This time the blow Lands in my neck I hit the ground The air’s all gone I should have known This was a mistake all along I move aside Reach for the gun I’m done with this You better run The trigger’s cold I feel the chill I’m scared to pull it But I know I will The bullet hits The blood just spreads My problem’s gone You’re finally dead

Author: Kanoko Sakurakoji Genres: comedy, drama, romance, supernatural Summary : The world is full of mysterious "monsters" that no one can see exept misao.she doesn't tell anybody and tries to continue leading a happy high school life. Though she's jealous of her friends who have boyfriends, she's just like a normal teenage girl but she keeps having dreams about a boy she met when she was younger who has the same power as she does.Her mundane life suddenly changes when goblins try to eat her, and her old friend Kyo comes back to protect her from them. Then, she finds out that she is personally being sought out as goblin food and that Kyo is a goblin, too. Her exciting teenage life is just about to begin. CLICK HERE TO START TO READ

These 2 voices together is like a dream...really beautiful.I love Dulce Pontes and Andrea Bocelli.Putting them together in this song was really great [video=youtube;OwfbTVzN-fc]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OwfbTVzN-fc

Title: Crimson Spell Drama CD Summary: In order to protect his people from attacking demons, Prince Val uses a demonic sword and curses himself in the process. He leaves his kingdom to find a cure, and his search leads him to Hallwil, the person rumored to be the only one who knows how to break the curse. Hall wil agrees to help Val. .. for a price. Download Crimson Spell Drama CD: Click Here To download For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Mirage of Blaze, 炎の蜃気楼[ミラージュ], Honoo no Mirage, Honō no Mirāju? is a shōnen-ai light novel series by Mizuna Kuwabara Author: Kuwabara Mizuna Illustrator: Hotaka Ran Plot: Takaya Ohgi, a typical high school student, wants nothing more than to protect his best friend Yuzuru Narita and live a normal life. That is, until Nobutsuna Naoe, an intense and charismatic older man, informs Takaya that he is in fact the reincarnation of Lord Kagetora, the adopted son of a noble samurai lord, Kenshin Uesugi. Naoe, himself a "possessor," or a soul reborn through time, reawakens Takaya's abilities to exorcise evil spirits and fight the Feudal Underworld, a collection of restless warrior spirits bent on modern-day conquest. While most possessors remember their former lives before being reincarnated, Takaya does not, and is often hostile towards any effort for the complete recovery of his memory. As the plot unfolds, the complex history of the characters and their past suggests why this is so, and the true nature of the tempestuous and somewhat ambiguous relationship between the two leads provides the backdrop for a melodrama that spans several generations of Japanese history. Chief among the antagonists of the series are the Hojo and Fuma clans, once at war with and eventually overthrown by Kenshin Uesugi. As they ascend to the living world to renew their ancient war, Naoe, Takaya, and two other possessors gear up to prevent that from happening. Genre :Action Drama Psychological Shoujo Supernatural Tragedy Yaoi (Japanese) Download Mirage of Blaze BL Novel: http://www.mediafire.com/?51189v1rbnr8r Kaikou-hen Mashiroki Zankyou Hyousetsu Mondou Jpn http://www.4shared.com/zip/Y5Yc6lw6/file.html?refurl=d1url For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Love Impact (Yami No Matsuei doujin game) Rating: 16+ Compatibility: Windows Story: In this game, you play Tsuzuki-san and you must spend a day in Hisoka-kun's house. Everything you do and everything you say is important to get the good ending. Download Link: #SendSpace ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Title: Yami no Romance (Yami No Matsuei doujin game) Rating: 16+ Compatibility: Windows Story: In the game the player is Tsuzuki-san. You go to an amusement park with Tatsumi, Watari and Hisoka. Your objective is to get the romantic ending with the character you like, but you must take care of the things you say to them. If you want to get the good ending, you must choose the correct answer each moment. Download link: #SendSpace ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ IMPORTANT NOTE: Both games require that you install the RTP (Run Time Package) file first: ||UPDATED|| #SendSpace (Maker 2000) #SendSpace (Maker 2003) (Both these games are really cute and had me smiling the entire time ) For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title:Lan Yu Country: China Language: Mandarin Subtitles: English Genre: Romance, Drama Synopsis: The movie, which was directed by internationally acclaimed director Stanley Kwan, tells a romantic and tragic love story of two men. The story is set in Beijing in the late 1980s and early 1990s, and makes vivid reference to the Tiananmen Square massacre. The film can be counted as a mainland-made movie as most of the crew are from mainland China. In the movie, Lan Yu (Liu Ye (actor)|Liu Ye), an architecture student in desperate need of money, finds himself in the bed of successful businessman Chen Handong (Hu Jun). While Lan Yu falls in love, Chen tries his best to avoid emotional attachment, showering Lan Yu with expensive gifts and even getting married. However, as the years go by, Chen soon realizes that he cannot live without Lan Yu. Watch Lan Yu BL Movie Online (HD Quality): Lan Yu Download Lan Yu BL Movie: Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Subtitles For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Aishi no Sweet Voice Manga ALT. names: 사랑의 스위트 보이스; I Love Sweet Voice; I Love Sweetvoice; Itoshi no Sweet Voice Original run: 2003 Description: A young boy who has always hated his girlish voice meets a striking man with a captivating voice. They try to figure out their feelings while striving to realize their dreams in theater. Manga-type: Manga Series Author: FUJISAKI Kou Published by: Biblos (2003); Libre Shuppan (2009) Group(s) Scanlating: Countless Time; Obsession Status: Completed Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: Yaoi Categories: Jealous Lover; Boys look like Girls Related Series: Sexy Cool Voice Read Aishi no Sweet Voice Online Aishi no Sweet Voice Download Aishi no Swett Voice: @click For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Original name: Sugar Milk Manga ALT. names: シュガーミルク, 蜜糖牛奶, Sugarmilk Original run: 2007 Description: 1) What's your name? From eManga.com: Shinta Yamada, a part-time convenience store worker, has just been dumped, unceremoniously, by his girlfriend. The reason? She’s fallen in love with someone else! Left to nurse his broken heart alone at work, Shinta finds himself falling head over heels for a customer at first sight. Unfortunately, the siren who’s finally caught his attention is a man, and likely one he’ll never see again. But fate is a terrible mistress and Yamada just might be meeting up with his male temptress in the near future... 2) Fifteen 3) The lingering scent of a rainbow 4-5) Milk & Sugar From Vices and Devices: A special focusing on childhood friends Sho and Taichi. Taichi always thought they would stay together forever, until Sho decides to up and move away without telling him about it. They run into each other again when Taichi's in university and they end up working at the same diner. This time, Taichi is determined to make it work out. Even if Sho's bisexual. Moral of the story: alcohol can only make things better. 6) Waiting for winter Manga-type: Manga Written by: Jaryuu Dokuro Drawn by: Jaryuu Dokuro Published by: Tokyo Mangasha Group(s) Scanlating: Vices and Devices Status: 1 Volume (Complete) Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: Comedy, School life, Shounen-ai, Slice Of Life, Yaoi Categories: Love at First Sight, Hidden Feelings, Co-workers Main Characters: Sho, Taichi Adaptations available: N/A Recommendations: Faraway Download Sugar Milk Manga: Download link -- Title: Call My Name (sequel to What's Your Name oneshot from Sugar Milk) Author/artist: Jaryuu Dokuro Genre: Comedy, Slice Of Life, Shounen-ai Groups scanlating: Vices and Devices Status: Oneshot (Complete) Year: 2008 Read Call My Name Online: Call My Name Download: Download link For download reupload requests, please post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Graduation Year: 1999 This is a BL game that was released in September 1999. Though not fan-translated, it has an inbuilt option to play in English or Japanese. Download (MF Link): Graduation Windows XP Patch (only run this if you encounter problems opening the game) The game runs on Mac (OS 9, as far as I know) without adding any patch For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Myuuzu Gakuen de Aou Original name: ミューズの学園で逢おう Manga ALT. names: Let's Meet at the Campus of Muses, Muse no Gakuen de Aou, School of the muse, See You in the School of the Muse, Myuuzu Gakuen de Aou Original run: 2007 Description: Outstanding student of Misonoi Campus Tadafumi Hanai of has to tutor Still's lead member Ohtsuki Yuu, who is Hanai-kun's schoolmate. A scholar vs a star! Manga-type: Manga Series Written by: Tateno Makoto Drawn by: Tateno Makoto Published by: Animate USA, Libre Shuppan Group(s) Scanlating: Countless Time Status: Completed Completely Scanlated: No Completely Translated: Only up to volume 2 Genres: School Life, Yaoi Categories: Jelaous Lover; Teacher-Student Main Characters: Tadafumi Hanai, Ohtsuki Yuu Adaptations available: N/A Recommendations: Futeki ni Romance, Koakuma no Sanctuary, Heart ni Goyoujin, Acid Flower Read Myuuzu Gakuen de Aou Online: Myuuzu Gakuen de Aou Download Myuuzu Gakuen de Aou Manga: Volume 1- Mediafire , Megaupload Volume 2- Mediafire , Megaupload For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Betrayal Knows My Name Anime Title: Uragiri wa Boku no Namae o Shitteiru, Betrayal Knows My Name, 裏切りは僕の名前を知っている Genre: Adventure, Fantasy, Drama, Shoujo, Shounen Ai Author: Odagiri Hotaru Subs: CrunchySubs Format: avi Size: 140 - 180 Mb/ep Summary: Sakurai Yuki is an orphaned high-school student who lives in an institute for the handicapped. Yuki, who possesses a special ability which sometimes allows him to read the thoughts of those he touches, is searching for a meaning to his existence. One day, a familiar young man, Zesu, appears before him. Zesu informs Yuki that he must leave on Walpurgis Night. From that moment onwards, Yuki finds himself in the midst of numerous mysterious incidents, dragged into a millenium-long war involving the demons known as Duras. Watch Betrayal Knows My Name Anime Online: Betrayal Knows My Name Download Betrayal Knows My Name Anime: Uraboku - 01 (avi) Mediafire Uraboku - 02 (avi) Mediafire Uraboku - 03 (avi) Mediafire Uraboku - 04 (avi) Mediafire Uraboku - 05 (avi) Mediafire Uraboku - 06 (avi) Mediafire Uraboku - 07 (avi) Mediafire Uraboku - 08 (avi) Mediafire Uraboku - 09 (avi) Mediafire Uraboku - 10 (avi) 4Shared Uraboku - 11 (avi) Mediafire Uraboku - 12 (avi) Mediafire Uraboku - 13 (avi) Mediafire Uraboku - 14 (avi) Mediafire Uraboku - 15 (avi) Mediafire Uraboku - 16 (avi) Mediafire Uraboku - 17 (avi) Mediafire Uraboku - 18 (avi) Mediafire Uraboku - 19 (avi) Mediafire Uraboku - 20 (avi) Mediafire Uraboku - 21 (avi) Mediafire Uraboku - 22 (mkv) Mediafire Uraboku - 23 (mkv) Mediafire For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Mirage of Blaze - Aka Kujira Shuu Niirou! Game Title: Mirage of Blaze - Aka Kujira Shuu Niirou! Rating: NC-17 Filesize: 79.98 Mb System Requirements: OS: Windows95/98/2000/Me CPU: Pentium 133MHz RAM: 32MB HDD: 200MB Other requirements: 640×480、TrueColor（24bit), DirectX7 Note: You'll need to set Japanese as main language for non-unicode programs. Double-click the "NScr.exe" file to install the game. Download Mirage of Blaze Aka Kujira Shuu Niirou Game: Mirage of Blaze - Aka Kujira Shuu Niirou! For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Many users asked it, so here it's a guide on how to set/ change your avatar: 1. Look in the top right corner of the forum (near the Log Out button) and you'll see a Settings button. Click on that. 2. That will take you to your Control Panel. Scroll down a bit and in the right side of the screen you'll see this list Click on Edit Avatar, as marked in the image. 3. Once here, you can either choose to use a - custom avatar (if you want to set as avatar an image from your computer). Make sure your image is not bigger than 150x150 px. - pre-defined generic avatar (you can choose from one of the available avatars) 4. Click on Save Changes For a guide on how to set a signature, please check this thread.

Sekaiichi Hatsukoi OVA Title: Sekaiichi Hatsukoi Genre: Yaoi Year Published: 2011 Type: OVA No. of Episodes: ?1? Duration: 21 min / ep Plot: This Sekai-ichi Hatsukoi OVA is bundled with limited editions of the 5th volume from Shungiku Nakamura' boys-love manga series. The story follows the tension between a newly recruited manga editor and his tyrannical editor-in-chief - who happen to share a common past. Nakamura also inserted some characters from Junjo Romantica (one of her previous yaoi manga) into Sekai-ichi Hatsukoi. (based on ANN synopsis) FORMAT: AVI Download Sekaiichi Hatsukoi OVA: Ova 1 (Eng Subs) For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

COMPLAIN : Express dissatisfaction or annoyance about a state of affairs or an event anyone have somethin they don like, like a person or some matter that u cant really speak out. so....u can complain out here for me... i want to complain about my neighbor. when they return home at middle of night when everyone sleepin, they can just talk loudly at the corridor and bang their door loudly they just don care about other. worse is even we told them talk softly they just said 'we born to have loud voice' wtf they going to get from us someday :msn_red_fox 12

Well....to be honest i don't really have much talent but i wrote a little something... The characters are not known, they'r all from my head...Hope you like it. Summary : Hana is in a very complicated relationship with Shu... Then one day Shu doesnt show up to meet Hana and Hana decides to go drinking...He finds out Shu is being unfaithful and in the middle of this turmoil he meets Mina a stunning stage dancer.... Hope you enjoy(dont expect much though ) Status: Complete Warning: This fiction is rated +18! It contains strong language and explicit sex scenes. Spell…. “23:00 pm…” “What the hell am i waiting for at this hour?” “If he’s not coming then he’s not, and I’m leaving…There’s no way I’ll stay here in this cold waiting for nobody….” “It’s always like this, he’s busy, and he has work but what about me?” “For two years we’ve been in this kind of relationship in which no one gives in…I’m tired already of the empty house or the lonely hours I spend every day…I’m going to have a drink….sigh” And so I went, expecting nothing but a full glass of alcohol that could make me forget everything. All I wanted was an escape from an exhausting relationship, that seemed to last for too long already, it wasn’t working at all, but I still cared for him… But in fact, that night brought more than what I was expecting… I entered the first bar I saw, it wasn’t in a very good place but who cared I wanted to find someone and maybe, who knows be able to chat a little… I asked for a beer, but not even the beer was enough to take away the bitter taste I had in my mouth, so I asked the waiter to bring me a whiskey double(now that was going to work for sure). I kept asking one after the other, still sitting alone with nobody to talk to. I kind of analyzed the mood around me, apparently I entered some shady place, and it was so dark I couldn’t almost see a hand in front of me… I started looking around and was able to recognize something similar to a stage, it wasn’t big or very well equipped to a live performance and I wondered if there was something happening , cause it didn’t seem the kind of place to hold concerts… I looked the other way and saw a few small tables with a couple of chairs, filled with people, it toke me a second to realize they were couples, male one’s…(so I really did come to the right place uh)… if I wanted to find someone tonight not only for chit-chat it would be easy in this kind of place). The thought made me shriver… Yeah I was mad at him but did I really want to betray him, or was I just so mad to make him believe I did it? I didn’t know what to do…but the next few seconds changed everything… Shu walked thru the front door with someone I didn’t recognize…and honestly I was only able to see his face cause of the light outside when he opened the door…. I felt crushed…I couldn’t move an inch and I started shaking and wasn’t being able to stop… I picked up my cell phone just make sure and called him…If he picked it up what would I do? I tried to dial his number, he was always the first name on my phone list…I took the phone to my ear but all I eared was still the voice mail…. Was it really him? Was I seeing things? I stole another look and it was so hard because of the dark but my eyes were adjusting to the dim light and I was sure… Shu was with another man I didn’t knew… It couldn’t possibly be one of his co-workers because they didn’t know he was gay. I didn’t want to believe that he found somebody else and left me in the dark, double crossing me. My heart was about to burst…how could he do something like that to me…he left me out in the cold winter and came here with someone I didn’t know…who was this person, what did he meant to him, for how long was this going on? It was just too much for me to handle at that time…I started to feel dizzy… I just wanted to leave…but my body wasn’t responding. That was when I first saw him… “Are you alright, do you need help getting up?” The drinks started to get to me and I wasn’t able to stood up…I was shaking all over but I wanted to get out of there…I couldn’t stop my tears, and they started to fall…All the tears I’ve wanted to shed for so long began falling endlessly … “Look if you aren’t feeling alright I don’t mind taking you to a cab or something you’d just have to wait a little…” I knew he was talking to me but I wasn’t able to understand clearly what he was saying… He helped me get up and took me to some other place in the bar, with even less light… “Ok c’mon…sit here, I’m gonna bring ya’ glass of water… Boss get me some water” (he yelled at someone)… I wanted to focus on his face…to see who was being so kind to me…to see who was the person who was caring so much for me…nobody ever did…I wanted to thank him, but my voice didn’t come out I was still sobbing like a crazy person, and making a scene in a public place…Oh God what if Shu sees me? And why am I so worried about him, he surely never worried about me… “Hey look, I’m gonna leave ya here so you gotta be a good boy and behave, later I’ll take ya home or something…” He stood there looking at me, and for the first time I was able to see his face… He was perfection itself… The long black silky hair, a black kind of shining kimono and a dazzling smile…I had never seen so much beauty with my eyes… “Aren’t you a cutie…”He said while he watched me and smiled… I was dazzled, lost and confused…I could no longer figure out where I was, what was I doing, who was i… Some music started to play in the background, and the stage lights began to shine so brightly in that dark place that my eyes filled with tears hurt when I wanted to open them… I was standing just beside the stage and the lights would certainly give me away… “Shit I have to get out of here…if Shu sees me here, what am I going to do…what will he do… I don’t want to know”. A drum began to play… It was such a painful beat…It was so similar to my own heartbeat right then, that it was crushing, one after the other the strong thumping was bringing me to some other place and I felt myself being driven away by it… “Hey cutie I’m gonna have to go cause it’s time for me to dance, but don’t go anywhere, I’ll take care of you in a minute, ok?” That dazzling smile again… He went to the stage, and it suddenly dawn on me that the only thing that mattered was watching him…He was going to dance? Really…?He was a dancer…? I wanted to see…I wanted to see him…But why?! My eyes centered themselves on the small stage when a shadow took the place of the light… What I saw next left me breathless… The black figure standing so still in stage now, was till a few seconds ago holding my hand…I felt it warming just thinking about it. He started to slowly move to the drum beat, and I was lost. His face, his body…everything looked like was putting a spell on me, the way his hand moved to me felt like his previous touch was enticing my body to what more, to want his caress to want his kiss…to want his everything… Was it the alcohol, or something else…? I couldn’t help thinking what would he feel like if I touched his bare chest underneath that silky kimono…what his hair would smell like, the touch of his hand in me… His dance was so sensual, I was beginning to wonder if he was real, if he wasn’t something my mind made up to ease my loneliness… I wanted more. I didn’t want to end there, so I started drinking water to make sure my five senses became restored… And I remembered Shu…sitting somewhere in that place, watching his dance as well. I became fire inside, I wanted to scream and beat the hell out of him. But now wasn’t the time. I would ask the beautiful dancing man to take me home, and who knows maybe something will happen, and I’ll be able to get my revenge on Shu for everything he did to me. The thought of revenge made me feel powerful, and I liked that kind of feeling.. I was going to make it last for a little while longer…" Well that's all for now. I'll soon post something else to continue the story What will happen between Hana and Mina? And what about Shu, how will he react finding out Hana saw him? Stay tunned

I have seen several reviews for the anime a while back it looked really interesting and supposely the anime is quiet a long series there are many episodes, I like anime like that bec you can really enjoy it and take your time to watch it. I haven't seen any box sets yet in my area but when I do I will buy it.

Of course and a special dedication as well. waaaah! It's gonna be fun. ♥ thank you so much.

I am the Best I am the Best I am the Best I am the Best Th-th-the Best Bam Ratatata Tatatatata Bam Ratatata Tatatatata Bam Ratatata Tatatatata Bam Ratatata Tatatatata Oh my god Whoever looks at me can see I’m kind of a killer alright This body is second to no one alright You’re following behind me but I’m only running forward I jump on top of the table you’re sitting at I don’t care If you touch me you won’t be able to handle it I’m hot hot hot hot fire Before I flip something over Please can someone stop me I open my closet and Put on the freshest outfit The reflection of my face in the mirror I carefully check it over Right now it’s 8 I’m supposed to meet up at 8:30 Tonight I set out with bold steps I am the Best I am the Best I am the Best I am the Best Th-th-the Best Whoever looks at me can see I’m kind of fabulous alright Even if you were me, you’d be envious of this body alright Guys are turning around to look at me Girls are following me Being looked down on in the spot I’m sitting at, every day is tiring Pretending to be an athlete, this snobby Clumsy Playa Like you’re a flat tire I’ll dump you good for people to see I refuse to be compared I’m telling you the truth If we’re talking about my value, I’m a Billion dollar baby People who know a thing or two They all know it so ask them Grab anyone and ask them Who is the best I am the best I am the best I am the best I am the best Who? You are better than me? No no no no na na na na Who? You are better than me? No no no no na na na na Who? You are better than me? No no no no na na na na Who? You are better than me? No no no no na na na na Bam Ratatata Tatatatata Bam Ratatata Tatatatata Bam Ratatata Tatatatata Bam Ratatata Tatatatata Bam Ratatata Tatatatata Oh my god

Savin' Me Prison gates won't open up for me On these hands and knees I'm crawlin' Oh, I reach for you Well I'm terrified of these four walls These iron bars can't hold my soul in All I need is you Come please I'm callin' And oh I scream for you Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin' [Chorus:] Show me what it's like To be the last one standing And teach me wrong from right And I'll show you what I can be Say it for me Say it to me And I'll leave this life behind me Say it if it's worth saving me Heaven's gates won't open up for me With these broken wings I'm fallin' And all I see is you These city walls ain't got no love for me I'm on the ledge of the eighteenth story And oh I scream for you Come please I'm callin' And all I need from you Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin' [Chorus] Hurry I'm fallin' All I need is you Come please I'm callin' And oh, I scream for you Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin', I'm fallin' [Chorus] Hurry I'm fallin'

i want mine with an autograph. ;]

I’m gonna make you love me I love you, I’m only happy when you are here I always just need you Even though I can’t say it right now, even when I keep getting nervous looking at you I always think of you , you don’t know yet, you don’t know my love, I just need you Umm – I want you like this, I just keep seeing you In my head, it’s filled with the thoughts of you. I’m so happy all day, I sing a song for you Anytime – I’m gonna make you love me I love you - ,I’m only happy when you are here, I always just need you – Because of you you you you I only think of you you you you Now Love me, love me, only look at me When you are so tired and facing hard times, when you are in pain I’ll be satisfied if I’m the person you look for, I’m happy with just that Oh baby Alright – I was the silent one who said that I was never going to have a one-sided love in my life That I was going to meet someone who loves me But you are the girl that who broke all of that, how sad is this I leave a message on your phone using the emoticons that I thought were so corny You are the first girl who changed me this much I’m gonna make you love me I love you - I’m only happy when you are here, I always just need you – Because of you you you you I only think of you you you you Now Love me, love me, follow me Slowly I will move closer to you I will now tell you gathering up my courage I love you, I like you, I only need you Oh huh – Instead of some awkward relationship of love that doesn’t last for thousands of years The distance between you and I is like a road full of traffic, it’s just feels hopeless, we aren’t even far or close I think it’s about time we got closer, I’m a little impatient, but I’m not being forceful I just want to escape the nervousness and uncertainty of losing you I want to walk with you on a bright sunny day Because of you you you you I only think of you you you you Now Love me, love me, only look at me

"Just So You Know" I shouldn't love you but I want to I just can't turn away I shouldn't see you but I can't move I can't look away I shouldn't love you but I want to I just can't turn away I shouldn't see you but I can't move I can't look away And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not 'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop [Chorus:] Just so you know This feeling's taking control of me And I can't help it I won't sit around, I can't let him win now Thought you should know I've tried my best to let go of you But I don't want to I just gotta say it all Before I go Just so you know It's getting hard to be around you There's so much I can't say Do you want me to hide the feelings And look the other way And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not 'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop [Chorus] This emptiness is killing me And I'm wondering why I've waited so long Looking back I realize It was always there just never spoken I'm waiting here...been waiting here [Chorus] *that my feelin now

areee.. not really a brother..? xD really hamachan, i tot they were.. lol i first saw the making i feels bromance in the air with so many skinship between them haha yeaa..its nice to see tenimyu boys work together...esp when they projects are boyslove movie which i'm always hoping for wwwww buut, its ok without that theme too.. a, im also excited with tomo, makki, babatoru and kato kazuki playin the same muvi.

taaaa >_

Konbanwa! Welcome to the forums! I hope you have great fun here. you definitely came to the right place. oh wow! you just said the magic word MisuShin is the adorable couple. oh yes, yes they really are! weeeeeeeeeeee!!! LOTS of Takumi-kun fans here. i think my avatar is proof enough that I love Taiki like you, hehehe! and yes..my signature as well. waaah! ♥ allow me to share with you some stories I wrote for this adorable couple http://www.yaoiotaku.com/forums/threads/1317-Pureness and http://www.yaoiotaku.com/forums/threads/357-ImPure and http://www.yaoiotaku.com/forums/threads/508-A-Love-Undefined

*hugs tight* thank you my darling for going all the way back to my first MisuShin fic ImPure and now with Pureness i'm very happy that you appreciate the connection and my efforts in trying to bring about the emotions that the characters are expressing and what they must be thinking at the time. It is very important for me to maintain faithfulness to them. In a way I am just following them how they feel, how they think, how they move, how they interact with people and things around them. watching Pure so many times have helped me a lot in trying to understand their psyche as well as reading the manga for additional references although my vision of MisuShin is based heavily on Baba-chan's and Taiki's appearances. ♥ when i write a dialogue...i imagine how Taiki will say it as Shingyouji and how Baba-chan would say it as Misu. But the core is Misu and Shingyouji. it kinda works like that. i am also working on other reference materials to help me with my writing. a lot of things are really going on when i start the process. writing is very therapeutic for me and i really love MisuShin's story in Pure as much as I love Baba-chan and Taiki and writing these stories is my way of expressing that love for them. When I do publish a book, you'll be one of the firsts I will be updating. Thank you so much for your love and support. I really appreciate it. *hugs*

so, yoji, i'm reading the whole pureness (and impure) thing. that's really, really good. and now that ive watched the movie pure too, i can understand a lot of things and where the characters come from. im really touched about how you discribe their feelings and how you bring it with such delicate way but also very passionate to the story. i love it when we can read it and feel whatever the character feel and we can truly feel whatever Shingyouji is feeling. i felt a special connection on that scene, where shing planned that special night with misu, to go to the movie teather and then they meet sagara, that joint them and basically ruin all that shing had planned to that night. my heart was broken with shing! not just because i have been in that position, where you feel insecure and that the person you love do not give you enough attention, and all that you've planned don't work out, but also they way it was written, the way you detailed his feelings and thoughts. i can't wait to get a break and read the rest of the story! please, don't stop writting! and write a book!!!! i'll buy it! i'll be the first in line!!

OMG! WHAT THE????!!! JUNE-CHAN YOU LIKE FIGHT MOVIES TOO?? kyaaaaaaaaa!!!!! wer're so the same and i thought i was weird! waaaaaaaahh!!! SUGOI!!!!

oh yah~i'm the 'mysterious friend' who JUNE always talk talk talk XDD I'M VERY VERY ADMIRE U!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ur fanfic so sweettttt....make me revel in it very much...and i feel i want 2 hug u tight n kiss u!!!u r sooo cool!!!I LOVE U~~!! :leaf3: yoyo foxy3 onion6

Well Takiguchi also like Dai-chan... May be little different vibe as Dai-chan... ^^;; Three of them are the top 3... Misu is the President of student body... Akaike is the head of discipline community... Gii is head of dorm... even with out that he is celebrity in school... ^^;;; So the goofies people in the set is the most model student in school... --;;; Well they are good actors... They can play any role they given... even the bad guy... --;; I so Takiguchi play murder... Dai-chan play school gang leader... Baba-kun... I don't see any yet but I think he can play one... ^^;;; Good, bad, goofy or any role they will given, they will make us believe they play... They are the actors who become one with the character they play... That is what actor should be... and that is why we all love them... ^^

rabbit13 I like Junnie..... So Junnie ( rabbit4 wuuaa like you'r name so much) thank you so much for liking this crazy thing coming out ot my head... I REALLY hope i can come up with something really good next chapter. Shun is going to get what he deserves... :cuteonion43: hehehhe... Hope you continue reading, i'm also looking forward to see what's coming next Kiss* for ya :leaf3:

It's hard not to love Dai-chan and he has a big effect on Mao-chan and everyone else he's around. The only other person I think is as goofy as he is is probably Baba-chan. Those two just make me smile and yet when they get in to their characters it's a complete one-eighty. That just proves how good they really are.

thank you hama71 for give us a lots info and translations, odaijini nee ~ *transfer energy* takumi and gii, arata and shingyouji .. both couple gives a different atmosphere of what pure love is. maa nee.. i'm gonna miss the actor after tk5 senshuraku, they already gave me he impression that takumi is hamao, gii is daichan, akaike is takki , shingyouji is taiki and misu is babachan.. in the other hand they are an awesome actor who cud be all out to their own character and will be remain forever like that in my heart. happy graduation... *is this tenimyu? xD*

The lights were out. There was nobody there… “I’m such a fool… What was I expecting. He left the bar about the same time as me, and he was with that guy… He’s probably fooling around somewhere…” I walked to the room, undressed my wet cloths and went straight to shower… I turned the hot water, and it felt good against my cold body. I dressed my other suit, packed all my stuff in a small bag, I sat on the couch and I waited for him to arrive. I turned on the tv, and while i was there I felt cold again. “Shit is this really going to happen…?” As soon as I said it I heard the door open… He walked in and I could see his confused face looking straight at me. “What are you doing standing there?” “I’m waiting for you Shu… We have to talk…” “Talk? About what? And at this hour… Can’t it wait till tomorrow? I’m kind of exhausted right now…” “I know you’re exhausted…And it’s about that exhaustion of yours that I wanted to talk about…” “What the he…” “Where were you Shu? What were you doing until this late hour…?” “Where I was…? Working of course! I had a lot of problems today that I needed to take care of…why the hell are you asking me this now?” “A lot of problems at work uh? I see… Isn’t there anything that you want to tell me Shu?” “What the hell is going on Hana, why are you acting this way? You now I work late sometimes, you never complained, so now it’s no good…? I’m not gonna listen to this bullshit anymore, I’m going to bed…” That was all I could take. “I saw you Shu…” It was like dropping a bomb… My eyes acted all by themselves and I couldn’t stop crying again anymore. “How could you do something like this to me (sob)… You promised me we would always be together, (sob) even if we knew it was something so hard to achieve, we were trying, and the only thing I asked of you (sob)… Don’t hurt me (sob)…wasn’t it…WASN’T IT??” He stared at me blankly, I don’t know if he understood right then what was happening or if he was amazed with my words… “What are you talking about Hana? You saw me? You saw what… What are you saying…” “Stop it Shu…don’t act like there’s nothing behind all of this. You want every word than I’ll tell you straight to you’re face…I saw you with another man in a gay bar. Is it enough or do you still want me to give you the details of what I saw inside the bar?” At that time several possibilities crossed my mind… Was he going to ask for forgiveness, or was he happy I found out so he could dump me faster… The answer came faster than I wished. “Well ok you saw me with a guy I usually go out when I want sex, so what?” I turned pale, and colder than I already was… My heart squeezed so tight there was no room for nothing else but sorrow… “Well…Nothing apparently…Goodbye Shun…” I was already half way to the door when he grabbed my arm… “What the hell you think you’re doing, or where do you think you’re going?” “Away from you that’s where I’m going so let go of my arm Shu…” “I’m not letting go until you understand… Do you think it’s easy for me to be with you everyday, do everything with you and remain the same? It’s not! I tried to have only you but you have to understand that sex is something I need to have, and if I want to be with you forever I have to do this…” “What are you saying that I’m not enough for you, that you still need to have others on the side just in case I’m not in the mood to screw with you?? What the hell is wrong with you? I don’t want this, I don’t want this kind of relationship… I’m leaving.” I pulled out my arm and started walking away… I wasn’t going to listen to this, he was making a fool out of me… “What… You think you’re going to find someone who’ll be able to stick up to that… Yeah go ahead and find the perfect guy… There’s some news for ya honey HE DOESN’T EXIST YA HEAR ME… I bet you’ll come begging in two days…that’ll be enough. 2 days and you’ll be here at this door step, begging me to take you back.” As I walked away I still heard him scream something that I wasn’t able to understand anymore. I kept my back to him and kept walking… “Don’t worry Shun… I won’t come here anymore, even if it killed me… Goodbye.” Truly, I said that to myself more than I said to answer him… Well that's for today...hope you enjoy... :* Next time Hana is going to find Mina again...let's see how Hana reacts to sexy Mina Kisses*

Well here goes nothing Story status : Well Hana found out Shu was betraying him, and still at the bar he's so drunk he needs the help of Mina, a dancer at that same bar... But now Hana is better, and has to face everything that has happend to him... So what will he do? Hope you enjoy. Spell – Chapter 2 While I was standing behind the stage, I watched all his performance… There weren’t words good enough to describe it. How could something so beautiful be made by a person, I wondered… “I have a boyfriend right now…Do I really want to do this? Am I this kind of person? Yes, he is unbelievable, so much that I don’t trust my eyes right now but…did I really mean it? No…. I didn’t, and since I became a bit sober I should apologize for my behavior and go home… I would work things out with Shu.” Or better settle them once and for all. I won’t let this continue, this miserable life, this empty feeling hovering on me every second of every day… Enough was enough and things would end between us tonight. I finally stoop up, and went to find the ”dancing man” (jeez i didn’t even know his name, how embarrassing)… I went to met him, and he was talking to someone. I got a little closer, I was so ashamed with myself that my face felt like was it was being cooked inside out… “Ok…relax, say hello, say sorry for everything and thank you….and then go home. Ok this is a good plan, sigh…” When I almost got by his side I recognized the person he was talking to. Shu was standing there holding the other guy’s hand, talking to the dancer, he seemed to be praising him. Then the other guy also shook the dancer hand and they left after only a few seconds. I stood there watching the all scene, like a movie…unable to do or say anything. It was nerve racking…”Just calm down…one thing at the time.” I took 2 steps forward and he looked back at me with that same dazzling smile of his. “I there…Feeling better now? Do ya need a cab or I could walk ya home if you’re still not ok?!” I thought about it again…Having the possibility of having him seemed almost too good(or not, maybe he wasn’t gay right…I just assumed that due to his work place…I could be wrong). “Stop it, just stop it” I thought to myself, I got have a hold on my feelings and this is not the best way… “Thank you so much for today, you really helped me out…”I smiled shyly…I didn’t want him to see my face, I was probably horrible from all that crying so I kept my head down. “I’m so sorry for causing a commotion here, I was just feeling a little down and I kind of drank too much…so I’m really sorry for that. Hum, you don’t need to bother about me now, I’m fine so I’m heading home while I’m feeling better…” I turned around so I could leave, but he grabbed one of my hands. “So you would just leave without even telling me you’re name cutie?” “Ahah, cutie yeah right...”-I managed to say-“but thanks anyway…” I extended my other hand. “I’m Hana.” Just when I thought he was going to shake mine he pulled my entire arm to himself, holding my waist he took my lips without giving me a chance to back away… “I’m Mina. Nice to meet ya Hana” He licked the top of my mouth once again and gave that killer smile, his voice was soft velvet in my ears, all of my neck hair stood up… The balance I was so strongly trying to keep broke and I almost hit the floor. Knees shaking, head spinning… Was all of this for real?! I broke his embrace and gave some distance between us… There was no way I wouldn’t give in if he so much touched the tip of my finger… It was such an arousing feeling, that all parts of my body were pleading for. “What the hell you think you’re doing mister?” “Well that was my thank you gift…” He joked. “I don’t think I ever gave you permission for such, and I already thanked you for everything, so there was really no need for you to do that…” “I just felt like it…You’re so cute” he teased. “I’m…wha…well goodbye.” That one got me that’s for sure… I turned around the fastest I could, but my feet were still deceiving me. Trying to keep my balance on alcohol and such an excited state was no good to keep my body moving accordingly to the way I wanted it. I rushed thru the door… I was able to feel the cold air outside, and my head became clearer. I heard footsteps behind me. “Hey ya sure you don’t need me to walk ya home… I really don’t mind ya know.” “I’m positive. Good night.” I went my way… I don’t know why but I still glanced behind for a long time, until I could no longer see him. Gosh I hoped he didn’t saw me looking at him like an idiot. Soon, as I was walking the important issue came to my mind. After all that has happened tonight I still have to go home, and have a life changing moment. Tonight was final. Tonight I would let him go. The thought of regret started building inside of me, but I couldn’t realize if I was regretting the situation I was about to face, or the fact that I didn’t do it earlier. Do I really love him? At that point I wasn’t so sure anymore. The sense of freedom became a scary feeling, I didn’t want to spend my life alone… Alone… That thought brought me back to old memories. To the time we swore to never let go of each others hands. To the time we picked our house, to the time I bought him a hideous sweater that he hated but told me he loved it because I gave it to him… “Oh god… I’m breaking breaking inside.” Every step I took towards that door brought me a memory, and every memory brought me even more pain… “What did I do wrong…? Where did I fail you…? I only took time loving you and you go and do something like this to me….You promised (sob)…Ya prom (sob)….” “I HATE YOU…I HATE YOU FROM MAKING ME FEEL THIS WAY…” My knees gave away and I fell on the snow covered floor crying… I stood there for what it looked like an eternity. My body was frozen from standing for too long on top of the snow. At least all the things I remembered we’re good, and that gave me strength to lift my head and walk the rest of the way… I was now standing in my front door, hand on the knob… Too scared to open it. But I had to. I took a deep breath and I walked in.

Here it's a list of shotacon manga... A Ai no Aura Ai no Houritsu Aishichattano Anbalance Lover Awakening Puberty B Baby Pink Boku no Goshujinsama Bucchouzura ni Koi wo Shite C Complex Crazy For Daddy D Dear. Gentle Papa E Elle to Takara Etowa F Furimuku Dake de Anata Tsumi na Otoko G Gensou Shounen Koimonogatari H Himitsu no Kemonotachi J Jack in the Box K Kanmitsu Danshi Kimagure Love Cupid Kitsune no Tama Yobai Koibito Shigan Kuroshitsuji dj - Sono Shitsuji, Yokujou L Love Price!? M Magical Travel Boy Mimi to Shippo to Mahoutsukai Minami no Kuni no Oujisama N Naruto dj - Buttai no Kairaku Naruto dj - Cobalt Naruto dj - Tsuki no Ko O Oujisama no Kiss P Puchi D Kemono S Saigo no Sangatsu Samishii Yoru no Himitsu T Tenshi no Heart Rhythm Tonari no Shibafu Toukyou Yaban no Chizu Tsuki ni Ookami W Wana Wana Kiss

Because im so happy today...i listened to this song a lot... OZ-Butterfly [video=youtube;m-VqIm4lJwA]

ONE PIECE ->> Absolute MUST!! Naruto Full Metal Alchemist Hunter X Hunter Zatch Bell Inuyasha Bleach Yuu Yuu Hakusho Code Geass Natsuki Crisis

well, i created all about Mirage of Blaze group because there are alot of people that dont know Mirage of Blaze Novel ,so the group can help them alittle i also wanted to hear opinions from the fans , i have posted alot of pictures sites, some cd drama and the OST about Papa to kiss in the dark because lots of people likes shota (although i am a fan of Takayuki x Kazuki from the CD drama) so i wanted to know how many fans there are , because the anime is new, and there isnt much sites i know , so you can say the group can help me too the novel unfortunatly isnt out , so if you have any ifo about any thing ,please help

i already joined , Takumi-kun series ☆ and also Ai No Kusabi http://www.yaoiotaku.com/forums/group.php?groupid=5 BL Conversation Packt http://www.yaoiotaku.com/forums/group.php?groupid=3 Club Sion http://www.yaoiotaku.com/forums/group.php?groupid=10 J-Rockers http://www.yaoiotaku.com/forums/group.php?groupid=6 Junjou Romantica http://www.yaoiotaku.com/forums/group.php?groupid=4 Koisuru Boukun Club http://www.yaoiotaku.com/forums/group.php?groupid=1 Ouran High School Host Club http://www.yaoiotaku.com/forums/group.php?groupid=14 Sekai-ichi Hatsukoi http://www.yaoiotaku.com/forums/group.php?groupid=8 i created all about Mirage of Blaze group http://www.yaoiotaku.com/forums/group.php?groupid=11 and Papa to kiss in the dark http://www.yaoiotaku.com/forums/group.php?groupid=12

dad, dad, dad, why are you so damn drunk all the time?!!! dammit, can't you once talk about your stupid morals and be honest about it! i know you'r not perfect as you fake to be! so why don't you just frickin' say it! why don't you say how many bottles of vodka have you drank?! or how much did you pay that fucking slut last night?! why do you fucking lie all the time when WE ALL KNOW YOU ARE! ... fuck you ... though your my dad, but i sencerely wish for you to sleep in your grave.. and still suffer so fucking bad! .... dammit i hate you! i hate your rules! your smell! and your lies! and even that giant ugly face of yours! ... why can't a person choose his own parents for godness sakes?!

:Red_fox5:ME: "I wanna fille a complaint please!" Complaints Person: "Sure about what?" :msn_red_fox 14 :Red_fox12: ME: "Can you people STOP giving me so much damn work...??!!!" "im tired, my ass hurts for sitting for to long, my hands are already bleeding, im not eating, sleeping or doing anything a normal person should do, AND IM THE GOD DAMN BOSS!!! Why do i have to work so much...rabbit5 " Ok that felt nice thank you so much...and pardon my french rabbit13

i want to complain about me beying a girl its not that im gay(not that there's anything wrong with it, im actually bi) but it would have been alot more fun and eassier to be a guy ( and be bi ofc, that don't change) and it kinda sucks cause i was with this guy and tried to explain it to him but all that came out of it eventually was : well im so happy u have boobs and i was like WTF?! O_o so yeah im bitching about it i guess

what started off as a great idea to have a BBQ for the 4th of July weekend was becoming a nightmare with running around shopping for food and preparations, the crowds in the stores the traffic on the roads ppl were becoming inpatient with one another....Grrr I am not sure how I pulled it off.

i love Gintama!!!! i Havent even finished the anime maybe i should read the manga too it had me laughing from the moment it started AHHHHHHHHH!!!! its back i wrote the top part before i watched the trailer but now im more excited!!

Yeah, I'm also a fan of Gintama! However, I'm only reading the manga and I'm at chapter 193, while it has more than 320 :leaf10: haha... so long road till there. After I finish reading, I will watch the anime as well

For me it's Ruki from The Gazette. He's so cute!