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The lights were out. There was nobody there… “I’m such a fool… What was I expecting. He left the bar about the same time as me, and he was with that guy… He’s probably fooling around somewhere…” I walked to the room, undressed my wet cloths and went straight to shower… I turned the hot water, and it felt good against my cold body. I dressed my other suit, packed all my stuff in a small bag, I sat on the couch and I waited for him to arrive. I turned on the tv, and while i was there I felt cold again. “Shit is this really going to happen…?” As soon as I said it I heard the door open… He walked in and I could see his confused face looking straight at me. “What are you doing standing there?” “I’m waiting for you Shu… We have to talk…” “Talk? About what? And at this hour… Can’t it wait till tomorrow? I’m kind of exhausted right now…” “I know you’re exhausted…And it’s about that exhaustion of yours that I wanted to talk about…” “What the he…” “Where were you Shu? What were you doing until this late hour…?” “Where I was…? Working of course! I had a lot of problems today that I needed to take care of…why the hell are you asking me this now?” “A lot of problems at work uh? I see… Isn’t there anything that you want to tell me Shu?” “What the hell is going on Hana, why are you acting this way? You now I work late sometimes, you never complained, so now it’s no good…? I’m not gonna listen to this bullshit anymore, I’m going to bed…” That was all I could take. “I saw you Shu…” It was like dropping a bomb… My eyes acted all by themselves and I couldn’t stop crying again anymore. “How could you do something like this to me (sob)… You promised me we would always be together, (sob) even if we knew it was something so hard to achieve, we were trying, and the only thing I asked of you (sob)… Don’t hurt me (sob)…wasn’t it…WASN’T IT??” He stared at me blankly, I don’t know if he understood right then what was happening or if he was amazed with my words… “What are you talking about Hana? You saw me? You saw what… What are you saying…” “Stop it Shu…don’t act like there’s nothing behind all of this. You want every word than I’ll tell you straight to you’re face…I saw you with another man in a gay bar. Is it enough or do you still want me to give you the details of what I saw inside the bar?” At that time several possibilities crossed my mind… Was he going to ask for forgiveness, or was he happy I found out so he could dump me faster… The answer came faster than I wished. “Well ok you saw me with a guy I usually go out when I want sex, so what?” I turned pale, and colder than I already was… My heart squeezed so tight there was no room for nothing else but sorrow… “Well…Nothing apparently…Goodbye Shun…” I was already half way to the door when he grabbed my arm… “What the hell you think you’re doing, or where do you think you’re going?” “Away from you that’s where I’m going so let go of my arm Shu…” “I’m not letting go until you understand… Do you think it’s easy for me to be with you everyday, do everything with you and remain the same? It’s not! I tried to have only you but you have to understand that sex is something I need to have, and if I want to be with you forever I have to do this…” “What are you saying that I’m not enough for you, that you still need to have others on the side just in case I’m not in the mood to screw with you?? What the hell is wrong with you? I don’t want this, I don’t want this kind of relationship… I’m leaving.” I pulled out my arm and started walking away… I wasn’t going to listen to this, he was making a fool out of me… “What… You think you’re going to find someone who’ll be able to stick up to that… Yeah go ahead and find the perfect guy… There’s some news for ya honey HE DOESN’T EXIST YA HEAR ME… I bet you’ll come begging in two days…that’ll be enough. 2 days and you’ll be here at this door step, begging me to take you back.” As I walked away I still heard him scream something that I wasn’t able to understand anymore. I kept my back to him and kept walking… “Don’t worry Shun… I won’t come here anymore, even if it killed me… Goodbye.” Truly, I said that to myself more than I said to answer him… Well that's for today...hope you enjoy... :* Next time Hana is going to find Mina again...let's see how Hana reacts to sexy Mina Kisses*

Well here goes nothing Story status : Well Hana found out Shu was betraying him, and still at the bar he's so drunk he needs the help of Mina, a dancer at that same bar... But now Hana is better, and has to face everything that has happend to him... So what will he do? Hope you enjoy. Spell – Chapter 2 While I was standing behind the stage, I watched all his performance… There weren’t words good enough to describe it. How could something so beautiful be made by a person, I wondered… “I have a boyfriend right now…Do I really want to do this? Am I this kind of person? Yes, he is unbelievable, so much that I don’t trust my eyes right now but…did I really mean it? No…. I didn’t, and since I became a bit sober I should apologize for my behavior and go home… I would work things out with Shu.” Or better settle them once and for all. I won’t let this continue, this miserable life, this empty feeling hovering on me every second of every day… Enough was enough and things would end between us tonight. I finally stoop up, and went to find the ”dancing man” (jeez i didn’t even know his name, how embarrassing)… I went to met him, and he was talking to someone. I got a little closer, I was so ashamed with myself that my face felt like was it was being cooked inside out… “Ok…relax, say hello, say sorry for everything and thank you….and then go home. Ok this is a good plan, sigh…” When I almost got by his side I recognized the person he was talking to. Shu was standing there holding the other guy’s hand, talking to the dancer, he seemed to be praising him. Then the other guy also shook the dancer hand and they left after only a few seconds. I stood there watching the all scene, like a movie…unable to do or say anything. It was nerve racking…”Just calm down…one thing at the time.” I took 2 steps forward and he looked back at me with that same dazzling smile of his. “I there…Feeling better now? Do ya need a cab or I could walk ya home if you’re still not ok?!” I thought about it again…Having the possibility of having him seemed almost too good(or not, maybe he wasn’t gay right…I just assumed that due to his work place…I could be wrong). “Stop it, just stop it” I thought to myself, I got have a hold on my feelings and this is not the best way… “Thank you so much for today, you really helped me out…”I smiled shyly…I didn’t want him to see my face, I was probably horrible from all that crying so I kept my head down. “I’m so sorry for causing a commotion here, I was just feeling a little down and I kind of drank too much…so I’m really sorry for that. Hum, you don’t need to bother about me now, I’m fine so I’m heading home while I’m feeling better…” I turned around so I could leave, but he grabbed one of my hands. “So you would just leave without even telling me you’re name cutie?” “Ahah, cutie yeah right...”-I managed to say-“but thanks anyway…” I extended my other hand. “I’m Hana.” Just when I thought he was going to shake mine he pulled my entire arm to himself, holding my waist he took my lips without giving me a chance to back away… “I’m Mina. Nice to meet ya Hana” He licked the top of my mouth once again and gave that killer smile, his voice was soft velvet in my ears, all of my neck hair stood up… The balance I was so strongly trying to keep broke and I almost hit the floor. Knees shaking, head spinning… Was all of this for real?! I broke his embrace and gave some distance between us… There was no way I wouldn’t give in if he so much touched the tip of my finger… It was such an arousing feeling, that all parts of my body were pleading for. “What the hell you think you’re doing mister?” “Well that was my thank you gift…” He joked. “I don’t think I ever gave you permission for such, and I already thanked you for everything, so there was really no need for you to do that…” “I just felt like it…You’re so cute” he teased. “I’m…wha…well goodbye.” That one got me that’s for sure… I turned around the fastest I could, but my feet were still deceiving me. Trying to keep my balance on alcohol and such an excited state was no good to keep my body moving accordingly to the way I wanted it. I rushed thru the door… I was able to feel the cold air outside, and my head became clearer. I heard footsteps behind me. “Hey ya sure you don’t need me to walk ya home… I really don’t mind ya know.” “I’m positive. Good night.” I went my way… I don’t know why but I still glanced behind for a long time, until I could no longer see him. Gosh I hoped he didn’t saw me looking at him like an idiot. Soon, as I was walking the important issue came to my mind. After all that has happened tonight I still have to go home, and have a life changing moment. Tonight was final. Tonight I would let him go. The thought of regret started building inside of me, but I couldn’t realize if I was regretting the situation I was about to face, or the fact that I didn’t do it earlier. Do I really love him? At that point I wasn’t so sure anymore. The sense of freedom became a scary feeling, I didn’t want to spend my life alone… Alone… That thought brought me back to old memories. To the time we swore to never let go of each others hands. To the time we picked our house, to the time I bought him a hideous sweater that he hated but told me he loved it because I gave it to him… “Oh god… I’m breaking breaking inside.” Every step I took towards that door brought me a memory, and every memory brought me even more pain… “What did I do wrong…? Where did I fail you…? I only took time loving you and you go and do something like this to me….You promised (sob)…Ya prom (sob)….” “I HATE YOU…I HATE YOU FROM MAKING ME FEEL THIS WAY…” My knees gave away and I fell on the snow covered floor crying… I stood there for what it looked like an eternity. My body was frozen from standing for too long on top of the snow. At least all the things I remembered we’re good, and that gave me strength to lift my head and walk the rest of the way… I was now standing in my front door, hand on the knob… Too scared to open it. But I had to. I took a deep breath and I walked in.

Original name: Affair Manga ALT. names: 「再愛妳一次!」「アフェア」 Original run: 2005 Description: "Affair" is a collection of oneshots involving different plots: 1) Affair Yoshiyuki meets his senior,Okabe, from high school once again. But are things same as before? 2) My Dear Mad Dog Half siblings struggling not only in Yakuza's world to survive,but as well in a relationship involving hate-love. 3) One Lucky Guy What can a game of Mahjong lead to? Is always luck the most important thing? 4) Love Machine Yagi gets help from Tamiya to get a driver's license,but is there another reason why his university fellow is helping him out? 5) Erotic Affair An extra of chapter 1. Manga-type: Oneshots Written by: KANO Shuiko Drawn by: KANO Shuiko Published by: Tokuma Shoten Group(s) Scanlating: Secret Haven; Sweet Lunacy Status: Completed Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: Drama,Yaoi Categories: Yakuza, Incest, Seke, Sport Main Characters: YoshixOkabe(Affair); KyouichixHijiri(My Dear Mad Dog); HirosexTakei(One Luck Guy); TamiyaxYagi(Love Machine) Adaptations available: N/A Recommendations: Warawanai Ningyo; Trigger; Ten- Tenna Toori no Kaidanji; Foreskin Boys; Hero - Gyakkyou no Touhai Read Affair Online Affair Download Affair Manga Download Download link for non-members For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Original name: 落下恋文 Manga ALT. names: Falling Love Letters Original run: 2010 Description: Isa is sick and tired of confronting his tenant, Hasegawa-san who is an author, to pick up after himself and pay his rent. With the second last of his tenant leaving, Isa’s suddenly stuck with a dilemma on whether or not to continue renting the place out or sell it. But, a visit to a local bookstore maybe change his perspective and bring more excitement to his mundane daily life… Manga-type: OneShot Written by: Minazuki Akira Drawn by: Minazuki Akira Published by: France Shoin Group(s) Scanlating: Echochi Scans Status: Completed Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: Yaoi, Romance, Slice of Life Categories: Megane, Drama Main Characters: Isa x Hasegawa Adaptations available: x Recommendations: Milkman; Sugar Code Download Falling Love Letters Manga: Falling Love Letters by Minazuki Akira For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

I am really picky when it comes to shota, both concerning the art and the story in itself. It's not one of my fetishes so I don't read it often but occasionally it doesn't hurt. Saigo No Sangatsu, by Tsukumo Gou One of the rare shota titles I really enjoyed reading, so much that I read it again from time to time. Don't expect cutesy art and big eyed boys who look like girls with an extra here, Tsukumo's (gorgeous)art and plot line takes a more realistic approach than most mangakas and that's what makes it stand out, at least for me. Totally recommended. (: Imadoki No Shishunki, by Monchi Kaori Porn with plot, and good plot, at that. There's yummy rape, too. And I like Kaori. Furimuku Dake De Anata Tsumi Na Otoko, by Kotobuki Tarako This one... I'm not going to lie, I have a feeling the only reason I like this one is because I love Kotobuki like mad and I probably (most likely) wouldn't waste a second on it if it weren't for that. Koibito Wa Suiito Rabi by Miroku Kotoko Cute and surprisingly forceful ukes, yay. (-_-) At first glance it's not my thing at all but I took a liking to the art...

Well....to be honest i don't really have much talent but i wrote a little something... The characters are not known, they'r all from my head...Hope you like it. Summary : Hana is in a very complicated relationship with Shu... Then one day Shu doesnt show up to meet Hana and Hana decides to go drinking...He finds out Shu is being unfaithful and in the middle of this turmoil he meets Mina a stunning stage dancer.... Hope you enjoy(dont expect much though ) Status: Complete Warning: This fiction is rated +18! It contains strong language and explicit sex scenes. Spell…. “23:00 pm…” “What the hell am i waiting for at this hour?” “If he’s not coming then he’s not, and I’m leaving…There’s no way I’ll stay here in this cold waiting for nobody….” “It’s always like this, he’s busy, and he has work but what about me?” “For two years we’ve been in this kind of relationship in which no one gives in…I’m tired already of the empty house or the lonely hours I spend every day…I’m going to have a drink….sigh” And so I went, expecting nothing but a full glass of alcohol that could make me forget everything. All I wanted was an escape from an exhausting relationship, that seemed to last for too long already, it wasn’t working at all, but I still cared for him… But in fact, that night brought more than what I was expecting… I entered the first bar I saw, it wasn’t in a very good place but who cared I wanted to find someone and maybe, who knows be able to chat a little… I asked for a beer, but not even the beer was enough to take away the bitter taste I had in my mouth, so I asked the waiter to bring me a whiskey double(now that was going to work for sure). I kept asking one after the other, still sitting alone with nobody to talk to. I kind of analyzed the mood around me, apparently I entered some shady place, and it was so dark I couldn’t almost see a hand in front of me… I started looking around and was able to recognize something similar to a stage, it wasn’t big or very well equipped to a live performance and I wondered if there was something happening , cause it didn’t seem the kind of place to hold concerts… I looked the other way and saw a few small tables with a couple of chairs, filled with people, it toke me a second to realize they were couples, male one’s…(so I really did come to the right place uh)… if I wanted to find someone tonight not only for chit-chat it would be easy in this kind of place). The thought made me shriver… Yeah I was mad at him but did I really want to betray him, or was I just so mad to make him believe I did it? I didn’t know what to do…but the next few seconds changed everything… Shu walked thru the front door with someone I didn’t recognize…and honestly I was only able to see his face cause of the light outside when he opened the door…. I felt crushed…I couldn’t move an inch and I started shaking and wasn’t being able to stop… I picked up my cell phone just make sure and called him…If he picked it up what would I do? I tried to dial his number, he was always the first name on my phone list…I took the phone to my ear but all I eared was still the voice mail…. Was it really him? Was I seeing things? I stole another look and it was so hard because of the dark but my eyes were adjusting to the dim light and I was sure… Shu was with another man I didn’t knew… It couldn’t possibly be one of his co-workers because they didn’t know he was gay. I didn’t want to believe that he found somebody else and left me in the dark, double crossing me. My heart was about to burst…how could he do something like that to me…he left me out in the cold winter and came here with someone I didn’t know…who was this person, what did he meant to him, for how long was this going on? It was just too much for me to handle at that time…I started to feel dizzy… I just wanted to leave…but my body wasn’t responding. That was when I first saw him… “Are you alright, do you need help getting up?” The drinks started to get to me and I wasn’t able to stood up…I was shaking all over but I wanted to get out of there…I couldn’t stop my tears, and they started to fall…All the tears I’ve wanted to shed for so long began falling endlessly … “Look if you aren’t feeling alright I don’t mind taking you to a cab or something you’d just have to wait a little…” I knew he was talking to me but I wasn’t able to understand clearly what he was saying… He helped me get up and took me to some other place in the bar, with even less light… “Ok c’mon…sit here, I’m gonna bring ya’ glass of water… Boss get me some water” (he yelled at someone)… I wanted to focus on his face…to see who was being so kind to me…to see who was the person who was caring so much for me…nobody ever did…I wanted to thank him, but my voice didn’t come out I was still sobbing like a crazy person, and making a scene in a public place…Oh God what if Shu sees me? And why am I so worried about him, he surely never worried about me… “Hey look, I’m gonna leave ya here so you gotta be a good boy and behave, later I’ll take ya home or something…” He stood there looking at me, and for the first time I was able to see his face… He was perfection itself… The long black silky hair, a black kind of shining kimono and a dazzling smile…I had never seen so much beauty with my eyes… “Aren’t you a cutie…”He said while he watched me and smiled… I was dazzled, lost and confused…I could no longer figure out where I was, what was I doing, who was i… Some music started to play in the background, and the stage lights began to shine so brightly in that dark place that my eyes filled with tears hurt when I wanted to open them… I was standing just beside the stage and the lights would certainly give me away… “Shit I have to get out of here…if Shu sees me here, what am I going to do…what will he do… I don’t want to know”. A drum began to play… It was such a painful beat…It was so similar to my own heartbeat right then, that it was crushing, one after the other the strong thumping was bringing me to some other place and I felt myself being driven away by it… “Hey cutie I’m gonna have to go cause it’s time for me to dance, but don’t go anywhere, I’ll take care of you in a minute, ok?” That dazzling smile again… He went to the stage, and it suddenly dawn on me that the only thing that mattered was watching him…He was going to dance? Really…?He was a dancer…? I wanted to see…I wanted to see him…But why?! My eyes centered themselves on the small stage when a shadow took the place of the light… What I saw next left me breathless… The black figure standing so still in stage now, was till a few seconds ago holding my hand…I felt it warming just thinking about it. He started to slowly move to the drum beat, and I was lost. His face, his body…everything looked like was putting a spell on me, the way his hand moved to me felt like his previous touch was enticing my body to what more, to want his caress to want his kiss…to want his everything… Was it the alcohol, or something else…? I couldn’t help thinking what would he feel like if I touched his bare chest underneath that silky kimono…what his hair would smell like, the touch of his hand in me… His dance was so sensual, I was beginning to wonder if he was real, if he wasn’t something my mind made up to ease my loneliness… I wanted more. I didn’t want to end there, so I started drinking water to make sure my five senses became restored… And I remembered Shu…sitting somewhere in that place, watching his dance as well. I became fire inside, I wanted to scream and beat the hell out of him. But now wasn’t the time. I would ask the beautiful dancing man to take me home, and who knows maybe something will happen, and I’ll be able to get my revenge on Shu for everything he did to me. The thought of revenge made me feel powerful, and I liked that kind of feeling.. I was going to make it last for a little while longer…" Well that's all for now. I'll soon post something else to continue the story What will happen between Hana and Mina? And what about Shu, how will he react finding out Hana saw him? Stay tunned

Another glass is all it takes Leads to more bull To more mistakes The cork comes off So do the gloves You chug it down Can’t get enough I watch the bottle Grow clean and clear All of my feelings Are gone but fear. You turn to me You’re eyes are dead You’re gone again You’ve lost your head I turn away Can’t stand that look But just one word Is all it took You call me bitch You call me whore I cannot stand it I won’t no more You start to swing I’m lucky you missed Just makes you mad In fact you’re pissed. You swing again This time connect. This time the blow Lands in my neck I hit the ground The air’s all gone I should have known This was a mistake all along I move aside Reach for the gun I’m done with this You better run The trigger’s cold I feel the chill I’m scared to pull it But I know I will The bullet hits The blood just spreads My problem’s gone You’re finally dead

Title: Kedamono Nanbiki? [How Many Beast?] Mangaka: HONJOU Rie Genre: Explicit Yaoi, School Life Length: 1 Volume (6 Chapters + Extra) Scanlator: Fantasyshrine Summary: How do you react when your lover gives you a sex manual after your first time together? Try harder, or give up completely? Yuta just moved into an apartment building for singles run by his aunt and uncle. His cousin, Mamoru, used to look so cute but now... Sequel of Kibishiku Aishite. Download link removed upon scanlator's request

OMG!!! Ok...I'm a big fan of Yamato Nase's work and this is the first time I'm reading this. Oh wow... I was a little worried because it had the cheesiest title ever and yes I admit it that it might creep me out. I'm not really a fan of needy clingy ukes and in a shota environment just doesn't jell for me. But THIS I did not expect at all.

I'm not much of a shota fan. Like you I am very picky as well. But going through this list you gave.. I must say Imadoki no Shishunki was incredible! I love the pacing. I like how each of the characters struggled and how they transformed from their past to their present. We also get to see from each of their perspective. The guilt, the confusion, the tension, the release... It was quite an unexpectedly good story. I like that it kept me on the edge bracing myself for a tragedy to happen. Koibito wa Suuito has very, very cute and smooth artwork. I like the right balance of the stories They were fun and cute and almost adorable without the creepy factor which is usually very, very common in most shota manga. I like how cunning the uke characters are and they seem to know what they want. I like the fact they're strong willed. And I now I realize I much, much prefer bunny ears than cat ears.

OGA X FURUICHI IS SO HOT... I LIKE THEIR POSITION HERE THEY ARE SO CUTE

Here it's a list of shotacon manga... A Ai no Aura Ai no Houritsu Aishichattano Anbalance Lover Awakening Puberty B Baby Pink Boku no Goshujinsama Bucchouzura ni Koi wo Shite C Complex Crazy For Daddy D Dear. Gentle Papa E Elle to Takara Etowa F Furimuku Dake de Anata Tsumi na Otoko G Gensou Shounen Koimonogatari H Himitsu no Kemonotachi J Jack in the Box K Kanmitsu Danshi Kimagure Love Cupid Kitsune no Tama Yobai Koibito Shigan Kuroshitsuji dj - Sono Shitsuji, Yokujou L Love Price!? M Magical Travel Boy Mimi to Shippo to Mahoutsukai Minami no Kuni no Oujisama N Naruto dj - Buttai no Kairaku Naruto dj - Cobalt Naruto dj - Tsuki no Ko O Oujisama no Kiss P Puchi D Kemono S Saigo no Sangatsu Samishii Yoru no Himitsu T Tenshi no Heart Rhythm Tonari no Shibafu Toukyou Yaban no Chizu Tsuki ni Ookami W Wana Wana Kiss

Original name: Denkou Sekka Boys Manga ALT. names: 電光石火BOYS / Thunderbolt Boys Original run: 2000 Description: Four-eyed Nobita is ignored by everyone at school or they highly suspect he's an anime dork. Little does he know, sexy Ritsu has been staring at him from afar. What happens when the glasses come off and what's next... the shirts? Note: The story is unfinished because the mangaka passed away. Manga-type: Manga Written by: Tohjoh Asami Drawn by: Tohjoh Asami Published by: Tokuma Shoten Group(s) Scanlating: Hochuuami, Nakama Status: Incomplete / Author passed away Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: Comedy, Drama, School Life, Yaoi Categories: Megane; School Life; Comedy Main Characters: Nobita, Ritsu Adaptation based on available: Drama CD Recommendations: Go! Go! Kikaku, Love Stage!!, Read Denkou Sekka Boys Online Denkou Sekka Boys Download Denkou Sekka Boys Manga Volumes 1-3 Download link for non-members you can find the CD drama for this manga HERE For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Sekai-ichii Hatsukoi Anime Season 1 The first season of Sekai Ichii Hatsukoi Anime with engsub by Horrible Subs and Crunchyroll *thanks them a lot* Alt. Titles: 世界一初恋; Sekai-ichi Hatsukoi; Sekaiichi Hatsukoi ~Onodera Ritsu no Baai~ Genre: Comedy, Romance, Shounen Ai, Yaoi Plot: Ritsu Onodera, a young editor has just transferred from his father's publishing company to Marukawa Shoten. Although he has no experience or interest in it, he is assigned to the shoujo manga department. Even more, he has an awful impression of his editor in chief, Masamune Takano. However, soon he realizes that Masamune Takano is actually Saga, his senpai and high school love... Watch Sekai-ichii Hatsukoi Season 1 Online (HD Quality): Sekai-ichii Hatsukoi Season 1 Online Watch Sekai-ichii Hatsukoi Season 2 Online (HD Quality): Sekai-ichii Hatsukoi Season 2 Online Download Sekai-ichii Hatsukoi Anime: Season 1: Ep.01 Ep.02 Ep.03 Ep.04 Ep.05 Ep.06 Ep.07 Ep.08 Ep.09 Ep.10 Ep.11 Ep.12 Season 2: Ep.01 Ep.02 Ep.03 Ep.04 Ep.05 Ep.06 Ep.07 Ep.08 Ep.09 Ep.10 Ep.11 Ep.12 OVA's: OVA.01 OVA.02 Season 1 Mirror: Episode 1 Episode 2 Episode 3 Episode 4 Episode 5 Episode 6 Episode 7 Episode 8 Episode 9 Episode 10 Episode 11 Episode 12 OVA 1 OVA 2 For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO StaffWatch Sekai-ichii Hatsukoi Season 1 Online (HD Quality): Sekai-ichii Hatsukoi Season 1 Online

TITLE: Antique Cake Store アンティーク ～西洋骨董洋菓子店～ Antique COUNTRY: Japan EPISODES: 11 episodes; 44-57 min/ep SYNOPSIS: This is a confectionary with a "flavor" not like most. Located in the middle of an ordinary residential area, "Antique" stays open until 2 a.m. Every single thing in the shop is antique, in fact even the sherry glasses that water comes in look like they would cost 50,000 yen. On top of this, all the sweets that are sold are unbelievably delicious. The thing that is most peculiar about "Antique" though is that all 4 of the men that work here are very handsome, and each has an interesting past. The series follows the romance, family life, and most importantly friendship that these 4 men from different generations experience. Download Antique Cake Store BL Movie Ep 01 Ep 02 Ep 03 Ep 04 Ep 05 Ep 06 Ep 07 Ep 08 Ep 09 Ep 10 Ep 11 For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Takumi-kun Pure credits for translation to sayasubs Download Takumi-kun Pure Movie Complete Mirror link: Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 NOTE: Download all parts in the same folder, join with HJSplit and play the complete file with VLC Player. Plot: Unlike the three previous films, Pure focuses on the relationship between Misu Arata and Shingyouji Kanemitsu , which begins when Shingyouji takes the test to enter Shidou Gakuen . That's when he meets Misu and falls for him. Then we come back to the present where the sempai who admires Misu appears, bringing Shingyouji problems and jealousy . Watch online: Takumi Kun Pure For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Manga ALT. names: Aigan Shounen; The Boy-Toy; The Playmate Boy Original run: 2007 Description: Since he first met Baron Kuroba, Seiji has been secretly in love with the master of the Kuroba Manor, where servants were rumored to be attacked by a vampire. However, Baron Kuroba only sees Seiji as a lap dog that needs to be disciplined for his carnal pleasures. How can Seiji convince the baron, who doesn’t believe in love, to love him back? Manga-type: Manga Series Written by: MIZUKAMI Shin Drawn by: MIZUKAMI Shin Published by: Magazine Magazine Group(s) Scanlating: Fantasy Shrine Status: Completed Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: Adult, Drama, Historical, Horror, Tragedy, Yaoi Categories: Rape; Master-Slave; BDSM; Main Characters: Seiji, Baron Kuroba Adaptations available: N/A Recommendations: Shounen Maid Kuro-kun; Futeki ni Romance; Happy Play; Motto Midara ni Shitsukemashou; Kimochi no Yukue (MEIJI Kanako) Download Aigan Shounen Manga Download link removed upon scanlator's request Read Aigan Shounen Online Aigan Shounen

Title: Omake no Ouji-sama Drama CD, Prince of Extras Synopsis: Hiroshi Satoshi was not an ordinary college student. He was a prince of a small country in Europe, and his father suddenly died. But the true heir to the throne was his older sister, while he bacame a backup. And so someone in the name of Rushieru has come to be Hiroshi's trainer. Although quite dashing Rushieru was harsh, ill-tempered, and Hiroshi just don't know what the other was thinking. And instead of using reasoning to discipline he uses H-methods. Download Omake no Ouji-sama Drama CD: CD 1 CD 2 Password: beautifulspy For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Kedamono Nanbiki? Author: HONJOU Rie Plot: - How do you react when your lover gives you a sex manual after your first time together? Try harder, or give up completely? Groups Scanlating: Fantasy Shrine Genre: School Life Smut Yaoi Download link removed by scanlator's request Read Kedamono Nanbiki? Online Kedamono Nanbiki?

I'll post my poems in here . My Heart Breaks . My heart breaks again today , Why did you have to go away , They say it gets easier with time , But you keep flooding my mind , I wish we could go back to yesterday , There is so much I long to say, I want to see you smile on more time , And watch you shine , My heart breaks again today, The tears just wont go away , It is always this way, Till April leaves for May, They say it gets easier with time , But your always on my mind , There is so much I long to say, I should have told you everyday , Just how much you meant to me , My heart breaks again today , I wish you never had to go away, The say it gets easier with time , But you are a very dear friend of mine, I wish we could go back to yesterday, So I'd have no regrets today, I want to see you one more time , And watch you shine , I miss you , My dear friend of mine . My heart breaks again today, There's just so much left to say. _____________________________________________ Here comes this feeling again. Here comes this feeling again, Bringing me down, Dragging me under, Taking me away further, I try to stop but I cant, Try to hold out , But its hard, I'm going down, I'm going under, Suffocating, Going down down down , Going under , Here comes this feeling again, Bringing me down , Dragging me under , Is there any hope for me , Maybe I'm just not as strong as I used to be , Is there a island in this sea , Can anyone save me , I'm going down, I'm going under, Suffercating, Going down down down , Going under , Here comes this feeling again, Bringing me down , Dragging me under , The sun slips away , And the night is here to stay , Im going down , Im going under , Slipping into a forever slumber , I'm going down, I'm going under, Suffocating, Going down down down , Going under , Here comes this feeling again, Down and down I fall , I'm suffocating , I'm drowning, Can you be the one to set me free , Because Im not the strong person I used to be , Not sure if I can make it , How long must I take it , Living while drowing , Please just let me breathe , I'm suffocating , I'm drowning, I reach out one last time . _________________________________ Poison. You are poison , You enter my mind , Making me lose feeling and time , You slip away for awhile , Just enough till I can finally smile, You make me anxious , You make me restless , You make me helpless , I try to fight you , But I can't , Your always in the background, My heart is a battleground , You are poison, You steal my happiness , And make it worthless , Lifetime of memories , Up for the remaking , Don't cry , Be strong , I tell myself , Days sometimes go by , And I say I have won this time , But how long can it last , Your die is cast , You are poison, You slip into my mind , Making me lose feeling and time , You make me anxious, You make me restless, You make me helpless , You are poison , My mind is poison , But the sun will rise tomorrow , And I live on to fight another day, You are poison , But I will overcome you one day. ______________________________________ As time passes by. As time passes by, I feel myself slipping away, I try to hold on to my last string of strength , But its just to far out of reach , The days are getting slower , And I feel myself getting colder , A shadow of myself passes by , Taking with it all my dreams , As time passes by , I feel myself slipping away , Where is my strength , Why is it out reach , If I kick and scream , Will anyone hear me , A shadow of myself passes by, And all I can do is cry , As time passes by , I feel myself slipping away , I try to hold on to my last string of strength , But its just to far out of reach, And thats when you found me , You smile and offer your strength , I hold on and reach , And find a reason to breathe , A shadow of myself passes by , But you tell me not to cry , Together we will find the new me , As time passes by , Sometimes I want to slip away , But you tell me it will be ok , When I lose my strength , I know you will be in reach, When the days get slower , And I find myself colder , You lend a shoulder , A shadow of myself passes by , I miss her I won't deny , But I don't mind since your by my side, Thank you, For giving me a reason to breathe, With you once again I can dream.

Your eyes have pierced my very soul Your lips have made me yours. You touch has made me lose control It’s reached into my core Your voice has made me fall again Into a world unknown I know I’m always near you then Yet I still feel alone Your kiss I feel it on my skin Its better than a dream Could this be yet another sin Or more than what it seems. Your hands have found my very heart To reach it has been tough But as I feel the caressing start I cannot get enough. You’re song has reached into my ears The harmony so sweet I wash away my doubts and fears We were destined to meet

It can start with just a handshake Or even just a smile But if you take the right steps You’ll know it’s worth your while. It could be a close companion Or a neighbor that you know But if you feel a bond begin Try not to let it go. You will be faced with obstacles But do not let them faze you If your bond is strong enough They’re sure to stay beside you You know that you will argue You’ll bicker and you’ll fight But if you think that its all-wrong You know you can make it right The bond you have may start to go In many different ways It’s up to you to make the choice To let it go or let it stay So if you look into the eyes Of someone you just met Be sure to give a friendly smile Do something you won’t regret

because i like it..and most my signature is my fav artist or actor and quote too ^^

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rabbit0 You've read it Rei-sama?! rabbit0 Arigatou Gozaiimasu... onion0 onion0

I just read the story! So beautiful! :hamtaro-005 (8): I like Mina's attitude when they introduced to each other, so sexy! :leaf15:

waaaaiii! I remember! she's so cute! well, you both look really cute too. *hugs* thank you!

dont make it too obvious here....lol try to take my heart ah???...sorry bout my attitude at school today... my double personality comes back....did i scare u??? well all yojichan's writing is very awesome...like this there's no need for me to print the fanfic for u and Ame... both of u can read it from here.... misu x shingyouji forever!!!!! lookz like m x s fans will increase here....lol

uraboku should have another season

KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!YOJICHAN soooooooo best!!!!!!!!!!!best ever after!!!!!!! shingyouji+misu=sweetx10000000times!!AHAHAHAHAHA ohhhhhhhhh!!!!JUNE's taiki pic soooo hot!!! i love u JUNE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i wont fight with her la~u know her> soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo noisy=.=

Hi Yuiri! Welcome to the forum! Hope you'll have a great time here *hugs* foxy3

Hi Pampai onion3 Sorry for my late welcome, I just come back from my holiday in Italy :hamtaro-005 (8): Hope you'll have fun here!

I can feel you.. Im a procrastinator myself T^T

Hello YUIRI_5.2! Nice to meet you. I hope you will have a nice time in here.

*runs to you and hugs you very tight* thank you! thank you so much, Fie. your comment really, really made me cry too. you're so sweet. when i get comments like these telling me how much my story affected them deeply, i am feeling it too. thank you, thank you darling Fie. i love you. oh my heart is beating so fast.. i am deeply overwhelmed. my only aim is to express my love for the couple and here we're all connected by this love. your comments have inspired me to keep going.

hi hi YUIRI_5.2 welcome

Committing suicide is a crime But bullying isn't? This is my first poem ever, I don't usually do this. But I needed to express my feelings And this is the best way. I wrote it yesterday :cuteonion53: I know boys aren't supposed to cry But this pain wont go away And I really want to die I'm so broken people say ”Liam is so quiet and shy” But in reality my throat and eyes are all dry All this smiling and jokes I make My answers to people when they ask if I'm fine Its all just fake Dont judge me Wanna know why? Because boys don't cry I'm so broken people say ”Liam is so quiet and shy” But in reality my throat and eyes are all dry Cant they see my scars when they smile at me Cant they tell my hands are cold when they hold them telling me things will be fine? Cant they tell its all lies when they look into my eyes? All the bullying and threats at school When they threaten to kill me Does it make them feel cool? I used to hit back and fight like crazy But nowadays the depression makes me lazy Woke up yesterday thinking damn I'm still breathing God if you're hearing me, I am leaving! But what a fool I am, talking to a god I don't believe in I know boys aren't supposed to cry But this pain wont go away and I just really wanted to die So I did the most selfish thing yesterday. I cried, I cried, I cried and for the first time I chose not to hide No one should ever have a reason to commit suicide

But Shingyouji kept walking not bothering to stop or look behind him. Misu walked even faster to reach for his arm. Only then did he get Shingyouji to finally face him. The anger that was in his eyes have faded only to be replaced now by hurt. And to Misu, it made him feel much worse. This was not what he had intended. This was not how it was supposed to be like. All he wanted was to keep this man close to him at all costs. It's not like he wanted to keep their relationship a secret forever. But his possessiveness got the better of him and it was because of it that he struggled the most and he lost it. With just one punch that landed on Kentaro, he lost it all. As he saw a tear fall on Shingyouji's eye, he sighed and pulled the younger man close to his chest. His other arm tightly secured around Shingyouji's waist while the other cradled his head. His eyes squeezed shut. His nose buried between his shoulder and neck. He could smell the faint scent of cologne Shingyouji had on his shirt. “Arata-san...?” Shingyouji could not bring his arms to wrap around Misu in return. He was still too emotionally affected by what transpired at the apartment earlier. “Gods...I'm so sorry.” Misu's voice broken and muffled to Shingyouji's ears. Slowly Shingyouji's arms embraced Misu. “I'm so sorry for yelling at you. I shouldn't have...” Shingyouji muttered but was quickly interrupted by Misu. “No! You didn't do anything wrong. This was all mine. Don't blame yourself. I deserved this. It was bound to happen sooner or later.” Misu released Shingyouji so he could face him. “It really didn't occur to me that he liked me that way. I thought he was just being a nice guy.” “He really is a good friend. I can't believe I couldn't blame him for liking you that way. I just really lost it back there.” “Well, you still should have said something. But you looked so mad. I didn't understand why. I was so worried to reveal to him about our relationship so I tried my best to relax around him.” Misu sighed, “I wasn't mad at you. I was mad at him but mostly mad at myself because none of this would have happened if I just....had been more open about us at least to him. I remembered how happy you were when you told me about your boss being okay about something like this. I wasn't thinking. All I could see was Kentaro's arms around you.” Shingyouji looked at him soulfully, “Arata-san....I do understand your reasons for keeping our relationship discreet. I really do. But like Miyagi-san said, not everyone will judge us. I'm scared too but I'm more scared of losing you because you can't handle it anymore. I really love you.” Tears slowly began to fall on Misu's cheeks. He held Shingyouji's face close to his. “Shingyouji...” And sealed his lips with a deep kiss. The younger man tried to pull away. “Arata-san...people might see us..” “I don't care. I just wanna kiss you right here, right now.” Misu's voice replied huskily. And Misu dived in for another passionate kiss that was sucking the breath out of Shingyouji. He pinned the other man on the brick wall and began to tease Shingyouji's tongue. His hands were snaking underneath his shirt. All Shingyouji could do was put his arms around Misu's neck which only encouraged Misu to go further with his kissing. He could feel Misu sucking the curve of his neck and Shinggyouji felt his knees growing very weak by the second. His eyes were now half closed. His hands on Misu's shoulders getting tighter as he felt Misu's thumb reaching for his nipple while his other hand firm on his waist. It sent shivers all over Shingyouji's body. If this goes on any further, he's gonna take me senseless right here in the street. Oh god...oh god...They were both getting very aroused now. Misu reluctantly pulled away from Shingyouji's lips. Their foreheads still touching. Their breath hot and heavy. “Let's go home.” He whispered in Shingyouji's ear before kissing him again. They started to run. Misu's arm is firmly around Shingyouji's waist possissively. The other man leaning closely to him. His arm also wrapped around Misu's waist.

The apartment felt like a tomb. Misu and Shingyouji has not uttered a single word to each other since coming out of Shiki Bar. The air between them was stale with awkwardness, confusion and Misu's coldness. Misu washed off a bit of the blood on his knuckles in the kitchen sink. Shingyouji watched him move from the kitchen to the closet to get a fresh shirt and pajamas, enter the bathroom and coming out changed and laid down on their bed. “Would you mind telling me what the hell was that all about?” Shingyouji did not mask the annoyance in his tone. What started out as a nice evening turned into a fist fight leaving him still confused, a bloody Kentaro and Misu not saying a damn word. Misu sat up on the bed and looked at Shingyouji who was standing before him. What the hell was he going to say? He tried to keep it cool the whole time and one stupid move from Kentaro and he lost it. Damn you, Kentaro! This wasn't supposed to happen. Shit. Now he had to settle damange control with Shingyouji. What the hell. “He is your classmate. Your close friend. You didn't tell me a single thing about how he felt for me. You could have given me some warning. I have to hear it from him. And then you punch him like that out of nowhere?” “Oh great. Now you blame me for punching him like that? You should realize by now why I did all that. He was begging for it. I warned him already that you're not going to his place.” “BUT YOU COULD HAVE WARNED ME!” “HOW THE FUCK COULD I WARN YOU ABOUT HIM? HE DIDN'T TELL ME ABOUT YOU EITHER! HE WAS KEEPING IT A SECRET FROM ME!” Shingyouji looked away. Tears of frustration were threatening to flow but he sucked in his breath sharply. This was far from over. “You think I'm stupid. You always think I'm some kind of idiot who cannot defend himself. You think punching him like that make you so great? All this time, I agree with what YOU like how our relationship should be going. Keep it discreet. Keep it secret. KEEP IT! KEEP IT! FUCKING KEEP IT! I get paranoid already. But I can't. I'm not strong like you are. I can't fucking pretend like you and I have nothing between us when we're outside. My own boss saw right through me and I didn't deny it. I just couldn't. I'd rather risk rearranging my life just so I can be with you always. And now this...damn it!” “THAT FUCKING BASTARD HAD HIS ARMS AROUND YOU! Whispering into your ear the whole time! And you kept laughing and smiling at him! I'm not sorry that I punched him. He fucking deserved it! HOW THE HELL WOULD YOU FEEL IF YOU SAW ANOTHER MAN SO CLOSE TO YOUR LOVER LIKE THAT?” As soon as Misu said it, his eyes went wide in realization. He immediately regretted it. It was like a bucket of cold water splashed onto him. All he could see now was the deep hurt etched in Shingyouji's eyes. “I KNOW EXACTLY HOW THAT FEELS, YOU SELFISH JERK!” Shingyouji very quickly stormed out of the apartment before Misu could stand up to stop him. Fuck! What have I done? ---------------------------------- The only thing Misu grabbed before heading out the door was his keys. He didn't care he was only in his pajamas and house slippers. All he could think was the sooner he got out of the apartment, the higher the likelihood he could catch up with Shingyouji. He didn't want a repeat of last time. He didn't like the idea of having to wait in the apartment without a damn clue where he ran off to. A lot of memoreies were crashing in his head one by one and he didn't like it. Not one bit. A part of him still did not regret punching Kentaro earlier but that did not drown out his regret when he yelled at Shingyouji. He was acting out his frustrations on him. It was not fair. He knew it. But he could not help it. He was supposed to be the cool one, right? He was the one who was supposed to have all the answers. He was the one who was supposed to be in control of the situation. Things could have been handled much differently with Kentaro but right now he managed to screw up the one person he valued the most. Shingyouji, where the hell are you? He was grateful for the stillness of the night. Their apartment bulding was situated in a quiet neighborhood. It was already after midnight. They had spent a great deal of time at the bar together. This was not how he wanted to spend the rest of the time. He still had classes later in the day. But right now he didn't care if he had to skip his classes altogether. He couldn't get Shingyouji out of his mind. Not like this. How could he be so cruel? As he walked into the quiet street, he noticed someone turn right to the first two blocks away from the building. He recognized that shirt. That distinct walk. It was Shingyouji. He was relieved that he didn't get very far yet and he was just walking. He would have gone nuts if he ran. He had always been aware how fast Shingyouji could run like the wind if he had to. Misu walked hurriedly to catch up with Shingyouji. “SHINGYOUJI!”

The three of them walked out together of the bar. Misu felt rather uneasy watching Kentaro easily put his arm around Shingyoujii's shoulder and talking so close to his ear. He could not do that with Shingyouji in public. The younger man still walked behind him most of the time. The same way he used to back in their days in Shidou. They have made an understanding that they were to keep their relationship as discreet as possible in the public eye. But watching Kentaro leaning closely to Shingyouji and turning on all the charms in full force like that was not the kind of thing he liked to see. He was seething. It only made it worse with Shingyouji still looking happy and smiling back at him as well. “I don't live very far from here. If you liked we could continue at my place. What do you think, Shingyouji-kun?” Kentaro leaned closer to his ear. “Eh...etto...” Shingyouji found himself unable to answer. He stole a quick glance at Misu's daggered look. Oh crap. Now what? If looks could kill, I'd be dead by now. Why the hell does he looks so mad? “He's not going.” Misu suddenly replied to the surprise of both Kentaro and Shingyouji. He couldn't take it anymore. Kentaro can be rather persistent and convincing. He hated the fact that Shingyouji hesitated to give a straight answer. Was the little idiot actually considering about spending the rest of the evening at Kentaro's place? Like hell, I'm gonna let that happen! “Ah...wait here, Shingyouji-kun. I'm gonna have a little chat with my catty friend here.” Kentaro smiled apologetically and quickly grabbed Misu away from hearing distance of Shingyouji. “What the hell are you trying to do here, man? He's not going? What are you? His freaking guardian? I'm trying to set a mood here and you're gonna ruin it for me? I thought you're with me on this? He could be the one for me, haven't you even thought of that?” Kentaro's voice was hushed but very annoyed. No one has ever embarassed him like this. Not anyone and certainly he did not expect it coming from Misu either. But Misu was not listening. All he could hear was buzzing in his ears. He had been trying to muster all his self-control not to beat up Kentaro this very second and drag Shingyouji back to their apartment. Doing that would risk everything he's worked to keep their relationship as private as possible. “I am only going to repeat this once. Shingyouji is not going.” Misu's tone was firm. His eyes were sharp and menacing which pierced Kentaro. And he took one look at Shingyouji's worried face and back to Misu's death glare and then it suddenly dawned to him. The daggered look Misu sported at the bar. His cold silence. The short replies. Misu disappearing from their table from time to time. Misu barely talking and not finishing his food. He did try to ignore all that because of Shingyouji's smiling presence. Oh shit. Kentaro slowly released his grip on Misu and walked up to Shingyouji. “Is Misu your boyfriend?” He scanned Shingyouji's downcast face. That fear in his eyes as he took a quick glance at Misu's face and then looks away. He knew. Kentaro was now torn between taking Shingyouji in his arms right away. To hell with what Misu thinks. This was all Misu's idea after all. ALL OF IT. Yet at the same time, he also knew by doing that would only make him look like a bastard towards Shingyouji. He was surprised how much he cared enough not to hurt him like that. Fuck. An uncomfortable silence remained for the three of them. The streets were quiet. Thankfully, there was no one around to witness this awkward situation they got themselves in. None of them moved from where they stood. Each one in deep thought. Misu was still fuming. Kentaro was pissed. Shingyouji looked scared. Kentaro sighed deeply and squeezed Shingyouji's shoulder. Fuck it. He didn't care what Misu has to say. To hell with him! And he took Shingyouji in his arms and held him close. “It's not your fault. I really like you.” He whispered harshly into his ears until he felt a strong pull from behind at his collar and a fist quickly landing onto his face. He tasted the blood in his lips. Misu's eyes read bloody murder. His fist tightly clenched to his side ready to land another punch at any second. A visibly shocked Shingyouji looking at an angry Misu and Kentaro kneeling on the ground. Kentaro slowly stood up and wiped the dripping blood from his lips. Shingyouji tried to help him up but he gently waved his hand away. He eyed Misu fiercely. “Your lies have finally caught up with you. Bastard.” And then Kentaro walked away from them.

Today marks the 25thanniversary of Kentaro's adoptive parents and to celebrate this momentous occasion, his mother texts him to buy a specific brand of candies that his parents enjoyed when they were children. He didn't think it would be much of a challenge since he was certain that any supermaket was carrying that brand. Wrong. He had been to three supermakets and none of them carried the item saying since it was no longer popular and offered other brands instead which he tried to negotiate with his mother who cried on the phone emphasizing how important those candies were. Why couldn't they just have a big strawberry shortcake instead? Heck! I'd buy it for them myself but no, it has to be those candies and not just any candy...it has to be THAT brand. Ugh! If I didn't love them so much, I wouldn't be spending my day off like this. I could call Hama-senpai and go to the beach or the movies or something. His mother suggested that he check out old stores in the vicinity. It was possible that they could still be carrying the brand she wanted. Kentaro looked at the sign that read Sakura Grocery and one look at the establishment, yeah this is an old store, alright. It has that distinct homey feel to it which was uncommon in the big supermakets where he usually shops. As soon as he walked in, he is greeted by an old store clerk who was busily arranging watermelons by the door. The store was rather impressive. He was expecting that it would make him feel like an old man in a store but it didn't feel that way at all. It did have a distinct vintage feel to it. It felt like going back in time. It had a nice balance of modern and a bit of retro. He began to walk around the aisles and started his search. They did carry curious brands of snack items that most supermakets no longer carried. He even saw the brand of the chocolate candy Misu gave him. That was tasty. He put a bag in his shopping basket. However, the brand of candies his mother wanted remained elusive. He had been carefully scanning the snack display but it was not there at all. This is nuts. Okaa-chan has to accept the reality that this brand does not exist anymore. As Kentaro moved to another aisle, he notices another store clerk seated on the stool and arranging boxes of curry mixes. “Anou....sumimasen...I was wondering if you could help me with something here.” The store clerk stopped arranging the boxes of curry mixes and stood up to face him. The young man smiled and the only word that came to Kentaro's mind was, wow. He couldn't help himself but naturally smile back at him. “Wow. Does everyone who work here looks like you?” Kentaro grinned. “Eh?” Shingyouji looked at him confused. “Ah..iyya! It was suggested to me that your store might carry this brand of candies. It's an old brand actually. I've tried the supermakets out there but they didn't have it. I was wondering perhaps you could help me here. The name is Amai Okashi. I would like two packages if you have it.” “Ah chotto matte ne...let me check our stockroom.” Kentaro watched him walk towards another aisle and making a left turn to a door. Wow. I can't believe someone who looks like that is working in an old timey store like this as a store clerk. He ought to be an actor or a product endorser or something. That smile alone can either make your heart leap or break it. Shingyouji returned after a few minutes and handed him two packages of the candy brand. “Here you go. We haven't put them on display yet because they were just delivered. We have customers requesting this brand so we made sure we have them available.” Kentaro watched him put the candy packages in his shopping basket. “Is there anything else you need me to help you with?” Shingyouji smiled. Kentaro smiled back and clearly fascinated. “I wish I can make up one more but this should be good for now. You really helped me. Thanks.” He couldn't help turning on the charm at a time like this especially being face to face with the most refreshing smile he's ever come across in his life. “No problem, sir. We're here to help.” Shingyouji bowed slightly and returned to his task of arranging the boxes of curry mixes. Kentaro thought there was no way he was just going to leave it at that. There was something about the young man that teased his curiosity and that need to get his attention a little bit more. I want you to remember me. “Anou...may I know your name since you've saved me here.” Kentaro grinned. “Shingyouji Kanemitsu desu. If I could be of any further assistance, just let me know.” “Shingyouji. I'll remember that. I think I might as well do the rest of my shopping here instead.” He winked. “Very good, sir.” Shingyouji nodded and then returned to his task of arranging boxes of curry mixes. Kentaro walked towards the end of the aisle and picked a large box of seaweed crackers and pretended to read the label while facing Shingyouji who was busy with his task and unaware of him. He chuckled at his own behavior. I'm acting like some giddy school age girl with a crush. But he found himself liking what he saw. It made him feel oddly happy. He was not expecting anything like this to happen to him today. What was supposed to be just a simple shopping errand turned into something so curiously fascinating for him. He was no stranger to instant attraction. That was his thing. Be it man or woman, if the person before him leaves a mesmerizing first impression, he'd be damned if he won't pursue that person. This Shingyouji person would be a triumph. He decided this won't be the first and the last time he's ever setting foot in this store. He smirked at the thought. Oh this is going to be good.

Misu unwrapped another chocolate candy and popped it into his mouth. The sweet chocolatey taste swirling in his tongue gave that immediate satisfaction of a job well done. It was time to go home but he decided to relax for a while by the wooden bench under a shady tree. He had passed all his exams. It felt good. Everything felt right in the world. He can imagine Shingyoujii's delighted face when he tells him about it tonight. He wondered what's for dinner. Shingyouji promised he was going to make a home-cooked meal for the both of them. “Misu-chan!” Shit. Misu knew exactly where that voice came from. He rubbed his forehead irritatedly. Kentarou Yoshida. Classmate, a brilliant guy in his own right, a bit of a social butterfly, well-connected, cool, good-looking enough to attract both genders and takes pride in not being gender-sensitive himself and have made quite a lot of conquests as well. Kentarou befriended him on his first day in the university. “Will you stop calling me that? I hate it. I never gave you permission to call me that, dumb ass!” Misu hated that nickname. “Why are we so cranky today, huh? Look, we both passed the exams. Cheer up! Ooooh, what's that? Is that chocolate? Gimme some!” Kentarou put his arm around Misu's shoulders, his face just inches away from Misu's cheek making the other man frown more but handed him a piece of candy. “Let's celebrate tonight. My treat, of course. Just you and me unless you wanna introduce me to your lover. I've been looking forward to that.” “I don't wanna discuss that. And I think I'll pass.” Misu wanted to share the good news and he's in the mood for home-cooked meals tonight. His mind was tired and he didn't feel like he had the energy to go out. He just wanted to go home to Shingyouji and sleep. Kentarou leaned closer to him, “Oh come on...why you still being so secretive? You've always been like this. Frankly, I would have wanted you for myself when we first met but you seemed to give off this I-have-someone-else aura. But I've never seen you with this someone else either. You know, you're good at hiding things but I'm gonna find out one of these days.” Kentarou winked at him. His naughty smile brimming with self-confidence. Yeah, right. Like that's gonna happen. Misu shook his head and smirked. For two years, he had become somewhat of an expert at dodging questions regarding his private life with anyone despite giving the impression that he could talk just about any topic under the sun. But people are still drawn to him despite all that because of his matter-of-fact way in his approach to things. He is a good confidante. He never engaged in gossip. A diligent student and smart. He is very reliable, dependable and mature. He is also an attractive man to begin with. He had been propositioned many times including a few professors but he declined them all. Misu felt a strong sense of inner pride that his private life poses as an enigma to many. He had however, become a lot friendlier than he used to be in back in Shidou. University life was more diverse indeed. “Alright, fine then I'll ask Yuu-chan to join me...hmmmm...or maybe June-chan instead. Or maybe both. What do you think?” Kentarou nudged Misu on the shoulder. “Your call. I can't join you. I'm going home, man. Thanks anyway. Tell them I said hello.” Misu stood up and tucked his leather bag under his arm and walked away. Kentarou remained on the bench watching Misu. He was hoping very much for the opportunity to get to know another side of Misu. He still liked him. He always had since day one. But he knew better than getting himself involved again with someone who was already deeply involved with someone else. God knows how many mishaps he's had in the past. He valued Misu's friendship and he didn't want to mess that up. Besides friendship was always the safest sure-fire way to stay close to someone you liked.

“Arata-san, tadaima!” Shingyouji wrapped his arms around Misu's neck and kissed the top of his head. Misu's hair was a bit damp from a shower. “Okaeri.” Misu replied and gave a light tap on Shingyouji's arms around his neck. They were both seated on the floor with his books and notes. He was reviewing for his anatomy exam. Shingyouji slowly released his arms and proceeded to sit close to Misu and leaned his head on his shoulder. He had been holding onto the good news the whole time he was at work and still managed to survive his classes afterwards. Now that he was finally home with Misu he could barely contain himself anymore. “Arata-san...I have something really good to share with you.” Shingyouji's eyes were bright. “What is it?” “Well first things first...” Shingyouji pulled Misu's face to his and planted a soft kiss on his lips. “I wanted to say thank you for coming to see me at the store today. I'm really happy when you do that.” He whispered just as their lips parted. Misu shrugged. “I needed a few things so I thought I'd drop by.” Shingyouji grinned and nudged Misu's shoulder with his elbow. “Arata-san!” He knew Misu was still being a little stubborn making it seem like it was not a big deal but he could see that the smirk he was sporting now didn't reach the gentleness of his eyes. This is one of the reasons why I love you so much, Arata-san. “Well, if it was just a simple shopping trip. You can text me and send me a list of items you want. I get employee discount, you know.” Shingyouji pouted. “Hmp! Maybe I should do that then. That way I won't have to walk ten blocks just to get a few things.” Misu frowned. What the hell? I make an effort in dropping by to visit him every week and he spouts nonsense like this. Make a list he says. Damn it. Why I even bother? As Misu was about to stand up, he felt two strong arms around his chest pulling him and Shingyouji's cheek pressed closely to his back. Now what? “Arata-san...gomen ne...I was kidding. Please forgive me. Please don't stop visiting me at work. I'm just being a brat. I'm a little hyper right now and I start randoming stupid things. Please forget what I said. Please come visit me at the store like you do. I'm so sorry, Arata-san...” Shingyouji's voice was small and regretful like a child who had been chastised by an elder. Misu smiled, looked to his side and gripped Shingouji's hand on his chest. The arms around him grew tighter. “So what's the good news you wanted to tell me?” Shingyouji moved from behind him and sat right across him. Misu could see the twinkle in his eyes. The bunny teeth sticking out of those pink lips. “My boss thinks I like you and that I should do something about it.” “SAY WHAT?” Misu's eyes rounded in utter surprise. He did not expect this at all. Shit..was it because he started showing up at the store? Was he that freaking obvious? He tried his best to look as nonchalant as possible. Great...just what he needed. Unnecessary attention drawn to him. This is exactly what he hated so much. Now Shingyouji's boss has noticed something. How the hell was he going to show in that damn store again next time? Shingyouji noticed the way Misu was clenching his jaw. The frown on his forehead. He had been waiting for a happy response from him but all he got was an uncomfortable silence. He realized Misu was not taking the news very well. But it was good news, right? He couldn't have been wrong. Miyagi-san was very clear that he was absolutely okay with it. If he didn't then what was that whole tragic story about his cousin in the first place? Several minutes elapsed and not a word was said between them. It was getting to be more uncomfortable than ever. Misu stood up and walked towards the bed and sat down. Shingyouji followed and sat beside him. “Arata-san...say something. It is good news. Really it is. My boss totally understands. It's okay.” Shingyouji lays his hand over Misu's lap waiting for a reply. He did not expect this sort of reaction from his lover. He thought Misu was going to be ecstatic like he was. No more hiding. No more holding back. He can talk to Misu freely. He didn't have to pretend anymore whenever he visited the store. They can both relax. But by the look at Misu's face, a sense of insecurity was taking over him. He was the only one happy about this news after all. Arata-san did not share his views. Shingyouji retracted his hand from Misu's lap and covered his face instead. “I'm so sorry, Arata-san...I wasn't thinking..” Shingyouji could not talk further. His words muffled by his hands on his face. He suddenly felt embarassed for acting all happy earlier. But it still was good news. It had to be. But what difference did it make if the one you shared it with did not receive it as happily as you did? Misu sighed deeply. He was trying to make sense of what the news meant for the both of them. He wasn't mad at all. He certainly was not mad at Shingyouji. He was still very much in a state of shock. Even during their time in Shidou, they have somehow managed to keep their relationship discreet from everyone. Those who did sense that there was something between him and Shingyouji only knew the surface. No one knew how deep their relationship was. He had wanted to keep it that way for two reasons. One, to keep Shingyouji close to him and two, no one would interefere with their personal affair. It was enough people thought that Shingyouji was just behaving like a devoted pet following him around. People found it amusing and simply dismissed it as a phase Shingyouji would overcome eventually as soon as Misu graduated from high school. But containing the truest nature of their relationship may have been easier in Shidou, it's a whole lot different in the real world as adults. When you're young you can afford to be reckless at some point. But when you get older, it becomes a luxury not many people can afford. Now that Shingyouji's boss has noticed something and seemed understanding, that takes a load off the worries in his mind for now. Misu didn't think he was ready to just behave lovey-dovey in the open just because a few people didn't seem to care. He was fine with their lives now. Living together like this. Spending time together whenever they could. But they still had separate goals to achieve. He had responsibilities towards his family too. He had been groomed to take over a key position in the hospital. He was never against it. He actually liked that certain goals are already prepared for him to strive for. He always loved a good challenge. But to have an open relationship with Shingyouji is proving to be another challenge he's still struggling to deal with. Misu gently pried Shingyouji's fingers off his face to reveal a dejected face. His eyes were reddening from trying to hold back the tears. “Shingyouji...I was just surprised, that's all.” “You're not mad?” “No.” “Then it's okay then? Besides you didn't do anything that made my boss suspect. It was all me. My boss is a very perceptive guy. He read me like a book. He said I was a little too friendly whenever you showed up. I didn't mean to. I really thought I was being myself and discreet but I couldn't help it whenever I see you...I just...” Misu ruffled Shingyouji's hair and smirked. “That's true. You were really being yourself. Brat.” Shingyouji looked at him and pouted. “Meanie! And here I was so worried that you're mad at me.” He playfully smacked Misu's back with a pillow. “I'm not mad. Get over it already.” Misu stood up and walked towards the kitchen to get a glass of cold water. Shingyouji took off his work clothes and threw them in the hamper. He put on a fresh shirt and cargo shorts. He opened his bag and pulled out a plastic bag. “I have another surprise for you, Arata-san.” He smiled. “What is it?” Misu was rinsing the glass he just used. “This one.” Shingyouji took a pack of chocolate candies from the plastic bag he held and laid it on the table. The same brand of chocolate candies Misu liked when they were still in Shidou. Shingyouji thought he would go insane when he found out that Sakura Grocery was stocking the item in the shelves. He knew he just had to get one for Misu at all costs. “Ah.” Misu smiled. “I was thinking we could enjoy them later after supper.” At the word 'supper' Shingyouji suddenly realized he forgot to buy supper from the family restaurant across Sakura Grocery. He had been planning to do that as soon as he left for work but was too excited to get home and announce the good news to Misu and completely forgot about it. “Oh no...I'm so sorry. I was supposed to get our supper tonight. I'll go out and come up with something. Will you be able to wait awhile?” Shingyouji was about to put on his sandals when he felt a strong tug at his shirt. “Eh?” “No need. I already ordered pizza for us. It was supposed to be here 10 minutes ago. I guess it's gonna be free of charge now.” At the word 'pizza' Shingyouji's eyes went glassy. He felt his stomach rumble on cue. He loved pizza. But having Misu naturally ordering it without him expecting it was a wonderful surprise. He can wait. Pizza was coming and he was sharing it with Misu. It's going to be a wonderful evening for both of them. Misu was now sitting on the chair and Shingyouji moved towards him and sat on his lap. “I love pizza.” Shingyouji purred. “I know.” Just as they were about to kiss, the doorbell rang.

“I've seen that look before. I've been observing the way you look at him these past several weeks. Every time he walked into the door, your eyes light up. You follow him around and you've been very accommodating. I know..I know...we're supposed to give all our customers that warm friendly feeling but from what I'm seeing, you're giving this guy a little bit extra.” Shingyouji's head remained low. He looked like he was being reprimanded. There was no way he was getting out of this. It was futile to deny anything. He couldn't deny it but he couldn't bring himself to admit to anything either. He decided it was better to keep his mouth shut than risk sprouting words that he would regret later. Miyagi-san could feel the tenseness in the air between them and decided he needed to put the young man at ease. “I have a cousin. His name is Yuuji. We went to the same high school together. It was an all-boys school. I've been told back then that a lot of weird things can happen there. So far I have not experienced any of that in all my years there. But my cousin however did. He was not in the same situation as you are though. But I've seen that same look you had from the other boys towards Yuuji. Some of those kids confessed to him and he ignored them all. He did come out to me when we were in third year. I didn't care what his orientation was. He was family. It was no big deal. But it was still rather surprising to actually find out about it. I was the only relative he ever told about. As far as I knew, he never told his parents. He was an only child and we were close like brothers so he confided it to me. He left home after high school and settled in the city. We still kept in touch. But he has changed since then. He was always worried about it. It affected his life. His work. His relationships with people. He always assumed the worst possible thing that could happen. I told him perhaps he should just come out clean and be honest about himself. But he refused. All that time trying desperately to hide it from the very people who cared about him. That fear consumed him. It's like he built an invisible wall around him.” Miyagi-san sighed deeply and pushed his cup to the side. Shingyouji now raised his head to look at him. “What happened to him?” “He hanged himself. I got a call from the police asking me to identify the body as I was listed as person to contact in case of emergency. He was only 26. I'll never forget that day. It was a mess. I couldn't bear to look at his wailing mother. His father was very angry. But there was nothing he could do. I wished I had but he made me swear not to tell anyone. I was the only one he trusted with his secret. I thought I was doing the right thing by keeping it.” “I'm so sorry, Miyagi-san.” Shingyouji looked at his boss sadly. Miyagi-san looked at him and smiled ruefully. “It's been ten years since then. All I'm saying is that don't try to hide it from people who care about you. I'm sharing all this because you have to understand that not everybody will judge you. Don't always assume the worst possible thing that could happen. I loved my cousin. He was a good person. He was always the smart one but he was consumed by fear.” “Miyagi-san..thank you for telling me all this.” Shingyouji smiled. “You're a good kid. I don't want you ending up like my cousin did just because you like another guy. Perhaps you should do something about it.” Miyagi-san patted him on the shoulder. “Eh?” Shingyouji's eyes rounded in surprise. Okay, it was surprising enough that his boss confided to him about his cousin's life but suggesting that he do something about Misu was rather radical for his expectation. “Anyway, lunch will be over in 15 minutes. You better finish that sandwich of yours. I'm expecting a delivery truck to arrive soon. I want you and Yamada-kun carry the boxes to the stockroom and handle inventory.” Miyagi-san carried his cup to the sink and rinsed it then walked out of the pantry room. “Hai!” Shingyouji smiled happily. A wave of relief washed over him. He looked forward to the rest of the day. He felt energized and a boost of confidence in him. His worst fears were gone. He didn't have to look into the job ads or update his resume anymore. He can contine schooling without a hitch. He was excited to go home and share the good news to Misu. He shoved the rest of the teriyaki sandwich in his mouth. His cheeks puffed up making him look like a chubby bunny.

. .honestly, i'm like juju, same reasons for choosing sig pic, but i make sure that the outcome is a sigpic that SPEAKS OF ME . .just yesterday, ( i think ), i chose chibi pic of yunjae, choooooooooooooo cuuuuuuuuuuuuuttttteeeeeee, cause recently i've been hook to them, though the couple due to group's lawsuit (ended in split-up), is not existing anymore (for real)... . .i often change the image but not my line

Well mine is just simple reason... Little bit of Promotion on upcoming 5th Takumi-kun movie... ^^ The word are Japanese, Japanese pronunciation in english, engilsh, and Korean... the main theme of 5th Takumi-kun movie... The picture is from the movie... show how much they longing for each other!!!! ^^

ahaha...u lookz like an anime which i forgof its name...^^ and a bit like toshihisa...but ur air is sooo cool... so wild....u might not lookz like shingyouji but wow...i luv ur hair...lol

Shingyouji walked inside their apartment and the first thing he did was lay his cell phone on the dining table. He reflected for a moment what he was about to do next. He paced around scratching his head. He sits on the chair and stared at the bed they shared. His eyes wandered to the calendar on the wall. He had planned for this evening two weeks in advance. He knew that Arata-san had always admired the films of that movie director so he was so excited when he got to buy those premiere tickets. He wanted to see his lover smile and take him out of his stressful job as a hospital intern. He wanted to make the evening special and the unexpected presence of one person simply dashed those dreams away for him. Perhaps he could have been more assertive and insisted that Sagara-san leave them be. But he couldn't do that. He didn't want to appear childish and selfish to anyone especially to Arata-san. He didn't want him to worry. He wanted to appear as adult and pragmatic as possible. That he was all over this. That it was okay. That it was alright. That it totally made sense for Arata-san to be chummy with his senpai since they haven't seen each other for quite some time. The fear of rejection from Arata-san weighed more to him than his truest desire to monopolize his lover to himself. Shingyouji's lips quivered and suddenly tears ran down his cheeks. He wiped them off impatiently and grabbed his messenger bag, grabbed his keys and walked out of the apartment. His cell phone remained on the table. =========================== 11:00PM It was the umpteenth time Misu had been glancing at his wristwatch while trying to keep up with the conversation with his senpai. Sagara-san had been exceptionally chatty. Misu smiled at the thought since he knew that the alcohol had added to that chattiness of his. They talked about a lot of things and discussed about the movie they just watched. They were both fans of the director and wouldn't miss any of his films when they were in high school. 11:35PM Misu excused himself to make a call. All he got was a continuous ring. Shingyouji was not picking up his phone. Normally he would pick up in three rings but this was different. Must be busy at work. Damn it where the hell did he work again? He knew it was a 24-hour convenience store. But what the hell's the name of that store? Which branch was it? A 7-Eleven? No. An independent one? What the hell is it? It suddenly dawned to him that he was at a loss. Agitation started to set in. Damn it...I don't know where he works and he's not answering the phone. Why didn't I even bother asking him about it? He returned to his seat with Sagara-san who noticed the change in his mood. “You look worried. What's wrong? Is there an emergency? You need to go to the hospital?” Sagara-san looked at him concerned. “Ahm...kind of an emergency but it's a different matter really. I'm really sorry, senpai. I wish I could stay longer but I really have to go.” Misu stood up and bowed. “Oh okay..I hope nothing too bad happened. I think I'll stick around here for a little while longer.” Sagara-san smiled. Misu felt the rising anxiety creeping inside of him. Something was definitely not right. Shingyouji would never have dreamed of not answering the phone whenever he called. He would never miss out on something like that at all. But where could he be at this hour? How was he going to find him? Where would he start? He thought he'd return to their apartment and hopefully find some clues around there. He felt so stupid for not even asking his lover's work place. He thought he knew enough but something as simple like this made him feel pathetic. He failed at this. He didn't like the sound of it at all. What kind of a couple were they if he didn't know about these things? Has he been so absorbed in his internship and taken it all for granted that Shingyouji would be fine as things were? The apartment was quiet. He turned on the lights and saw that everything seemed to be in place as they have left it. He sees the cell phone on the table and his heart sank. Did he leave this intentionally or forgot about it? 12:15AM Misu's eyes were bleary as he stared onto the wall clock. He's gone through Shingyouji's phonebook but all it had were names he didn't know of other than Hayama, Saki and Akaike. He could call Hayama perhaps he knew where Shingyouji worked but quickly dismissed the thought. That would have made him a complete idiot and Saki's sensitive lover would have worried too much. Worse, he didn't want Saki to be involved either. Not that he'd care anyway. They somehow managed well enough to tolerate each other's presence. Hayama and Shingyouji were good friends though. He could call everyone in the phone book but that would only raise unnecessary panic on them at this hour. What would he tell them anyway? How would he introduce himself to them? Just a concerned friend? Was that all really? Misu changed into his sleepwear and laid down on the bed. He pressed his face on Shingyouji's pillow and inhaled his scent. They shared the same shampoo but somehow it always smelled pleasantly different on him. His mind must be playing tricks on him. He shouldn't worry so much, right? It's not like his lover was a child and would get lost. He's an adult for God's sake. I have to trust him. He probably is just at work. He'll be home soon. I'll be here when he does. It's gonna be alright. I am worrying for nothing. He only forgot his phone. Nothing more. I should definitely ask him where he works.

Title:JunJou Format: Converted from rmvb to avi (not the best quality) Subs: Chinese subbed Time Length: 1:18:26 Summary from ANN: The original manga is a story about Tozaki, a writer who coincidentally meets the former classmate whom he had his first crush on, Kurata. After an evening of drinking together, the Tozaki admits that he used to be attracted to Kurata. Satoshi Kaneda will direct the film. Rakuto Tochihara (RH Plus, Kamen Rider Hibiki) will play Tozaki. Yuta Takahashi (Café Kichijouji de) will play Kurata. screenshots DOWNLOAD JunJou Movie: http://www.yaoiotaku.com/forums/threads/4461-Junjou-Pure-Heart-(Eng-Subs P.S: Many thanks to Key and Saga for the translation ♥♥♥♥~ *give you a big hug* For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff