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Original name: 落下恋文 Manga ALT. names: Falling Love Letters Original run: 2010 Description: Isa is sick and tired of confronting his tenant, Hasegawa-san who is an author, to pick up after himself and pay his rent. With the second last of his tenant leaving, Isa’s suddenly stuck with a dilemma on whether or not to continue renting the place out or sell it. But, a visit to a local bookstore maybe change his perspective and bring more excitement to his mundane daily life… Manga-type: OneShot Written by: Minazuki Akira Drawn by: Minazuki Akira Published by: France Shoin Group(s) Scanlating: Echochi Scans Status: Completed Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: Yaoi, Romance, Slice of Life Categories: Megane, Drama Main Characters: Isa x Hasegawa Adaptations available: x Recommendations: Milkman; Sugar Code Download Falling Love Letters Manga: Falling Love Letters by Minazuki Akira For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Well....to be honest i don't really have much talent but i wrote a little something... The characters are not known, they'r all from my head...Hope you like it. Summary : Hana is in a very complicated relationship with Shu... Then one day Shu doesnt show up to meet Hana and Hana decides to go drinking...He finds out Shu is being unfaithful and in the middle of this turmoil he meets Mina a stunning stage dancer.... Hope you enjoy(dont expect much though ) Status: Complete Warning: This fiction is rated +18! It contains strong language and explicit sex scenes. Spell…. “23:00 pm…” “What the hell am i waiting for at this hour?” “If he’s not coming then he’s not, and I’m leaving…There’s no way I’ll stay here in this cold waiting for nobody….” “It’s always like this, he’s busy, and he has work but what about me?” “For two years we’ve been in this kind of relationship in which no one gives in…I’m tired already of the empty house or the lonely hours I spend every day…I’m going to have a drink….sigh” And so I went, expecting nothing but a full glass of alcohol that could make me forget everything. All I wanted was an escape from an exhausting relationship, that seemed to last for too long already, it wasn’t working at all, but I still cared for him… But in fact, that night brought more than what I was expecting… I entered the first bar I saw, it wasn’t in a very good place but who cared I wanted to find someone and maybe, who knows be able to chat a little… I asked for a beer, but not even the beer was enough to take away the bitter taste I had in my mouth, so I asked the waiter to bring me a whiskey double(now that was going to work for sure). I kept asking one after the other, still sitting alone with nobody to talk to. I kind of analyzed the mood around me, apparently I entered some shady place, and it was so dark I couldn’t almost see a hand in front of me… I started looking around and was able to recognize something similar to a stage, it wasn’t big or very well equipped to a live performance and I wondered if there was something happening , cause it didn’t seem the kind of place to hold concerts… I looked the other way and saw a few small tables with a couple of chairs, filled with people, it toke me a second to realize they were couples, male one’s…(so I really did come to the right place uh)… if I wanted to find someone tonight not only for chit-chat it would be easy in this kind of place). The thought made me shriver… Yeah I was mad at him but did I really want to betray him, or was I just so mad to make him believe I did it? I didn’t know what to do…but the next few seconds changed everything… Shu walked thru the front door with someone I didn’t recognize…and honestly I was only able to see his face cause of the light outside when he opened the door…. I felt crushed…I couldn’t move an inch and I started shaking and wasn’t being able to stop… I picked up my cell phone just make sure and called him…If he picked it up what would I do? I tried to dial his number, he was always the first name on my phone list…I took the phone to my ear but all I eared was still the voice mail…. Was it really him? Was I seeing things? I stole another look and it was so hard because of the dark but my eyes were adjusting to the dim light and I was sure… Shu was with another man I didn’t knew… It couldn’t possibly be one of his co-workers because they didn’t know he was gay. I didn’t want to believe that he found somebody else and left me in the dark, double crossing me. My heart was about to burst…how could he do something like that to me…he left me out in the cold winter and came here with someone I didn’t know…who was this person, what did he meant to him, for how long was this going on? It was just too much for me to handle at that time…I started to feel dizzy… I just wanted to leave…but my body wasn’t responding. That was when I first saw him… “Are you alright, do you need help getting up?” The drinks started to get to me and I wasn’t able to stood up…I was shaking all over but I wanted to get out of there…I couldn’t stop my tears, and they started to fall…All the tears I’ve wanted to shed for so long began falling endlessly … “Look if you aren’t feeling alright I don’t mind taking you to a cab or something you’d just have to wait a little…” I knew he was talking to me but I wasn’t able to understand clearly what he was saying… He helped me get up and took me to some other place in the bar, with even less light… “Ok c’mon…sit here, I’m gonna bring ya’ glass of water… Boss get me some water” (he yelled at someone)… I wanted to focus on his face…to see who was being so kind to me…to see who was the person who was caring so much for me…nobody ever did…I wanted to thank him, but my voice didn’t come out I was still sobbing like a crazy person, and making a scene in a public place…Oh God what if Shu sees me? And why am I so worried about him, he surely never worried about me… “Hey look, I’m gonna leave ya here so you gotta be a good boy and behave, later I’ll take ya home or something…” He stood there looking at me, and for the first time I was able to see his face… He was perfection itself… The long black silky hair, a black kind of shining kimono and a dazzling smile…I had never seen so much beauty with my eyes… “Aren’t you a cutie…”He said while he watched me and smiled… I was dazzled, lost and confused…I could no longer figure out where I was, what was I doing, who was i… Some music started to play in the background, and the stage lights began to shine so brightly in that dark place that my eyes filled with tears hurt when I wanted to open them… I was standing just beside the stage and the lights would certainly give me away… “Shit I have to get out of here…if Shu sees me here, what am I going to do…what will he do… I don’t want to know”. A drum began to play… It was such a painful beat…It was so similar to my own heartbeat right then, that it was crushing, one after the other the strong thumping was bringing me to some other place and I felt myself being driven away by it… “Hey cutie I’m gonna have to go cause it’s time for me to dance, but don’t go anywhere, I’ll take care of you in a minute, ok?” That dazzling smile again… He went to the stage, and it suddenly dawn on me that the only thing that mattered was watching him…He was going to dance? Really…?He was a dancer…? I wanted to see…I wanted to see him…But why?! My eyes centered themselves on the small stage when a shadow took the place of the light… What I saw next left me breathless… The black figure standing so still in stage now, was till a few seconds ago holding my hand…I felt it warming just thinking about it. He started to slowly move to the drum beat, and I was lost. His face, his body…everything looked like was putting a spell on me, the way his hand moved to me felt like his previous touch was enticing my body to what more, to want his caress to want his kiss…to want his everything… Was it the alcohol, or something else…? I couldn’t help thinking what would he feel like if I touched his bare chest underneath that silky kimono…what his hair would smell like, the touch of his hand in me… His dance was so sensual, I was beginning to wonder if he was real, if he wasn’t something my mind made up to ease my loneliness… I wanted more. I didn’t want to end there, so I started drinking water to make sure my five senses became restored… And I remembered Shu…sitting somewhere in that place, watching his dance as well. I became fire inside, I wanted to scream and beat the hell out of him. But now wasn’t the time. I would ask the beautiful dancing man to take me home, and who knows maybe something will happen, and I’ll be able to get my revenge on Shu for everything he did to me. The thought of revenge made me feel powerful, and I liked that kind of feeling.. I was going to make it last for a little while longer…" Well that's all for now. I'll soon post something else to continue the story What will happen between Hana and Mina? And what about Shu, how will he react finding out Hana saw him? Stay tunned

Here it's a list of shotacon manga... A Ai no Aura Ai no Houritsu Aishichattano Anbalance Lover Awakening Puberty B Baby Pink Boku no Goshujinsama Bucchouzura ni Koi wo Shite C Complex Crazy For Daddy D Dear. Gentle Papa E Elle to Takara Etowa F Furimuku Dake de Anata Tsumi na Otoko G Gensou Shounen Koimonogatari H Himitsu no Kemonotachi J Jack in the Box K Kanmitsu Danshi Kimagure Love Cupid Kitsune no Tama Yobai Koibito Shigan Kuroshitsuji dj - Sono Shitsuji, Yokujou L Love Price!? M Magical Travel Boy Mimi to Shippo to Mahoutsukai Minami no Kuni no Oujisama N Naruto dj - Buttai no Kairaku Naruto dj - Cobalt Naruto dj - Tsuki no Ko O Oujisama no Kiss P Puchi D Kemono S Saigo no Sangatsu Samishii Yoru no Himitsu T Tenshi no Heart Rhythm Tonari no Shibafu Toukyou Yaban no Chizu Tsuki ni Ookami W Wana Wana Kiss

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Random tittles are random. Hey, people... It's interesting to be here. Really. I never though I'd register into a yaoi forum (not that I wouldn't have like yaoi before, I just apriciate manly men a bit more than most of the "yaoi men"). So yes, I'm rather picky about what I read and highly prefer fanfiction (usually based on western fandoms, because they are often more IC). But yes, I really do like yaoi as well. Aside from M/M I like to read sci-fi and fantasy books as well as more realistic fiction about generally anything (but not those romantic slightly-dirty novels written for middle aged women, no), draw, write (and I'm always taking reguest for either of those because I'm the most non-creative person on earth, though finishing what ever I decide to do might take over a year...) and watch movies and tv-shows (from DVD). I live in a small country in Northen Europe and I seriously love this place and my mother tongue (which, obviously, is not English!). Now, my brains aren't working that well at the moment so... This will do for now! n___n'''

I am really picky when it comes to shota, both concerning the art and the story in itself. It's not one of my fetishes so I don't read it often but occasionally it doesn't hurt. Saigo No Sangatsu, by Tsukumo Gou One of the rare shota titles I really enjoyed reading, so much that I read it again from time to time. Don't expect cutesy art and big eyed boys who look like girls with an extra here, Tsukumo's (gorgeous)art and plot line takes a more realistic approach than most mangakas and that's what makes it stand out, at least for me. Totally recommended. (: Imadoki No Shishunki, by Monchi Kaori Porn with plot, and good plot, at that. There's yummy rape, too. And I like Kaori. Furimuku Dake De Anata Tsumi Na Otoko, by Kotobuki Tarako This one... I'm not going to lie, I have a feeling the only reason I like this one is because I love Kotobuki like mad and I probably (most likely) wouldn't waste a second on it if it weren't for that. Koibito Wa Suiito Rabi by Miroku Kotoko Cute and surprisingly forceful ukes, yay. (-_-) At first glance it's not my thing at all but I took a liking to the art...

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Here I am again! xP Lol, I can't draw Guys, so they all look like Girls, I think... ^^' *Mizu really has to learn how to draw boys...* Anyway, hope you like! ♥ Mizu~

Two days ago (or something like that..) I was watching a mini BL Drama uû I was pretty disappointed after it endet.. there were no 'real actions ö.ö' So I screamed "MOAH! IT WAS A WASTE OF TIME!" and then I realized in a quieter voice "oh... I might be a pervert.... :|" But that thought didn't last too long... 'cause I read your replies. xD

Somehow picture doesn't show... So I post it with the Baba-kun picture... ^^ I was thought about posting this last night... but, I just don't have time... And today... I just feel little sick... I did thought about doing tomorrow... but... I might have to pass this post... --;;; Half of there is I just can't tell what they are saying... T T I am sorry!!!!!!! I want to do it... but... it's just to hard... --;;;

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Name: Sono Koi ni wa Wake ga Aru; その恋にはワケがある; Sono Koi niwa Wake ga Aru Author: Akiba Touko Year: 2009 Status: Ongoing (5 Chapters) Genre: Comedy, School Life, Yaoi Plot: Aoi, a first year student in all-boys high school, is a violent but beautiful boy. Viewing his good looks as a burden, he ruthlessly rejects every guy that approaches him. Until one day, Aoi notices Azuma, who’s been “observing” him quietly from the sidelines. To his surprise, Azuma’s attitude actually makes him feel safe, and he slowly fell in love?! Read Sono Koi ni wa Wake ga Aru Online: Sono Koi ni wa Wake ga Aru Download: LINK For download reupload requests, please post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

how did you do thaaaaaaaat?!?!? tell me your secret!! hahaha. and..... mayybbeeee.... share the video...... hahahahahha! kidding! (well, not really. ;] )

Oh, this is totally why you're my triplet Being a sadist is pretty perverted, I have to agree... (and I love that you filmed them~)

kekekek Then I'm happy too. xD But I don't know if it's too good to feel nice even though you're a pervert xD However deep inside, I'm one of you too x__x (unfortunately xD)

i was in the middle of reading a yaoi manga and i was just getting so into it i told myself outloud "wow im a such a pervert" i get really happy when i know the action is about to happen and when im really bored i take the characters from manga that ive already read like viewfinder and create fanfics in my head (extra smexy scenes of course) when im reading smexy scenes i really want to hear how the "ahh" and "nnh" actually sound with a real voice im a pervert but the people in this site are my allies so no worries

Okane ga Nai / No money OVAs Title: No Money / Okane ga Nai Genre: yaoi Year Published: 2007 Type: OVA No. of Episodes: 4 Duration: 25 min / ep Plot: Yukiya Ayase is a university student. His cousin Tetsuo Ishii betrays and sells him in an auction to settle his heavy debts. Ayase is bought by Somuku Kanou for 120 million yen. Kanou does this because he remembers Ayase from four years ago, when Ayase, a stranger, helped him. Now Kanou wants to keep Ayase close to himself, and uses the debt of 120 million yen to force Ayase to live with him. As Ayase is still a student and does not have a job, he is forced to sell his body to Kanou for 500,000 yen each time they have sex. FORMAT: RMVB Watch Okane Ga Nai OVAs 1-4 + Extras 1-4 Online (HD Quality): Okane Ga Nai OVAs 1-4 + Extras 1-4 Online Download Okane ga Nai OVAs: OVA 1 OVA 2 OVA 3 OVA 4 Mirror link: OVA 2 For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Usotsuki na Kimi no Toriko; Manga Associated Names: The Lies a Liar Likes to Tell; 嘘つきなキミの虜 Genre: Yaoi Author: MINASE Masara Year: 2008 Plot: When his sempai breaks a leg, Serizawa agrees to sub for him at the design firm. He doesn't expect to see Ikuta, a face from his past. Though Ikuta seems as gentle and kind as ever, he doesn't remember Serizawa. But outside of work Ikuta's personality is strikingly different. Is it really the same person, or did Serizawa never know the real Ikuta? Read Usotsuki na Kimi no Toriko Online: Usotsuki na Kimi no Toriko Download (Uploading.com links): Volume 1 Volume 2 Mirror link For download reupload requests, please post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

-i'll-forgive-you-kiss- :3

just have to bite and kiss Jenow~ (or should I say Sephiroth?)

kiss for sephiroth

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its cute~~~ with the cat ears

Sorry sorry but i cant kick or pass Nezu... It has to be a BBBIIIGGG kiss

Mood: Suddenly, kind of worried (please don't die JenovaVII >__ Status: hm... Location: in my room... Y!M/Skype status: off. Talking on Y!M/Skype: - Eating: - Drinking: - Dressed in: bad clothes uû Listening: BoY – Love Letter Watching: - Reading: - Thinking: ._. Dating: - Love: - Annoyed: - Hate: - Missing: my friends x__x Wanting: - Can't wait to: uff...

oh god, I'm very .. very sorry to read this too late :hamtaro-005 (15): but I do not regret becauseI was read it~ and I .. I .. .. I'm not sure what to say after reading it .. I can not think clearly at this time, yaa..yojiiii...... you should be responsible to restore me to the real world I fell in love with every word, every verse, every sentence that you pour in your story .. I've fallen too deep apparently yoo ~ someone help me! and once again you made me as if everything that exists in your story seem real in front of me..all who were there.. ah~ I think I'm crazyy now~:1onion52: I think this is too perfect, no more than that ah, I dunno .. I think I was still lost in your story my brain, my mind, or maybe my spirit still left in the story. ah, seems my words were already messed up, it's because your story, Yojii.. *bite the pillow* I do not know how many times I cried reading this excited since damn, I should give you a kiss and a hug because this...onion6:banhbao8:foxy1 once again..THIS TOO PERPECT..GOOD JOB YOJICHANN~

wuwuwu...may i join too??? i wanna ask them questions too... *please* i wanna ask... taiki: how do u take care of ur skin and ur teeth??? and also would u wear this bunny ear that i brought for u?? baba chan: how did it feels kissing taiki's lips??? what the similarities between u and Misu??? to both of them: what is the 1st thing pop-out from ur mind when u found out that u'll be a lover in Pure??? and lastly...may i hangout with u after this interview??? im really a big fan of misu x shingyouji...lol

Ohhh! Thank you so much. I love this manga. I love all Yamane Ayano's manga.

Hello and nice to meet you, Yuuki. Be sure to have a lot of fun together with us from now on. (:

Nice to meet you Yuuki! Don't worry about your late introduction, better late than never :leaf4:

Welcome to the forum Yuuki Hope you'll have fun here!

Kentaro took another drag of his cigarette. His other hand poking at the can of iced coffee. His moment of silent contemplation was interrupted when he noticed someone sat beside him on the wooden bench. He took a quick glance at the corner of his eye and recognized who it was. “I still think you're a bastard.” Kentaro took a sip of his iced coffee. “I know. Me too.” Misu replied but not looking at Kentaro. Both men just stared forward at the students that were walking around the university grounds. “I had to go to a fucking dentist to get my tooth saved.” Kentaro tapped the excess ash off his cigarette on the ground. “Yeah.” Misu replied. “How is Shingyouji-kun?” Kentaro put the cigarette back to his lips. “He's good.” Misu smiled thoughtfully. Kentaro nodded. He really liked the guy. Misu would be an idiot to lose someone that special. He'd happily take him if that ever happened. But he also knew it was nothing but a hopeless dream. “This is what happens when you don't open up to your best friend, you jerk.” “You're right about what you said that night.” Misu lowered his eyes sadly. Kentaro finally looked at him. He could see the regret in Misu's eyes and for him that was all he needed to see for himself. He knew he can never have a chance with Shingyouji. Not in this lifetime. Maybe he will have to find someone like him or perhaps someone totally unlike him. His tastes in men and women can be so damn messed up sometimes. He fell for Misu from the moment he saw him and instantly felt the same way with Shingyouji, perhaps a bit more. But he would have to settle for friendship in the end. “It's gonna be tough sometimes. But you have to realize that not everyone is gonna judge your relationship. Some people will always talk and then there will be others who don't give a shit. Just take it easy. And stop fucking hiding from people who actually give a damn especially ME!” Misu chuckled at that. “Then why the hell did you tell Shingyouji your name was Taro Yoshi?” Kentaro looked at him and stammered a response. “Eh...anou....well, you know, it's my thing. Since when did I give people my real name? Besides it's not too far off from my real name anyway. Kentaro Yoshida.” “Because of that, you won't ever hear a fucking apology from me.” Misu's smile was smug. Kentaro frowned at him and they both laughed. Owari?! AUTHOR NOTES: OMG! OMG!! OMG!!! 36 pages in total yo! I was like a person possessed when I started typing. I couldn't stop. The ideas kept flowing through my brain and before I realized it, I've already typed THIS much. I outdid myself. *CRIES* Thank you so much for seeing me through the end. My heart couldn't stop beating so fast. I couldn't sleep well last night because of my heart. I just finally finished this story today. Hot and fresh! Rightful claim goes to the mangaka for Misu and Shingyouji characters. I can only lay rightful claim to my original characters Miyagi-san and Kentaro Yoshida. I hope you like them guys.

“You look happy.” Misu looked at Kentaro as he sipped his espresso.. They were having a cup of coffee in their favorite cafe at the university grounds. He had been noticing his friend's seemingly odd behavior for the past few weeks. Though he still was very much himself but lately he had been declining offers of going out for dates on the weekends. He was legendary for never declining invitations whether it was an all-night karaoke, blind dates, bar hopping and the occasional one-night stands. “So do you.” Kentaro smirked and took another sip of his Tiramisu coffee blend. “What do you mean by that?” Misu frowned a bit. “Oh you're practically glowing. Had fun last night?” Kentaro winked at him. “Shut up. None of your business.” Misu resumed typing his notes on his laptop. Well, of course he did have some fun last night with Shingyouji but that was no one else's business other than his own and Shingyouji. “Alright..alright if you say so.” Kentaro LOVED to tease Misu. Anything to get those cheeks to blush would make his day. It was really obvious enough to him that Misu had someone special in his life. He just wished that he'd open up about it. With Misu it was hard to tell whether it was a man or a woman. He's been very open minded whenever he'd talk about his past relationships with both men and women as Kentaro prided himself for being bisexual. Yet Misu would never divulge a single iota of who he was involved with. It felt rather unfair but he respected that privacy. He had hoped that by teasing him would make him slip but so far that attempt has always proven in vain. But that did not stop him from teasing his friend. “Anyway...I met someone. I dunno, man. There was something about him that was just...I dunno how to describe it. He looks so incredibly cute. There's something about him that makes you wanna wrestle him to the floor or just hug him and keep him all to yourself.” Kentaro was gazing thoughtfully at the glass window. “Him? It's a guy this time, huh. Well...good for you. Maybe you found the right person to reign in that playboy life of yours.” Misu continued typing. He did sense a seriousness in Kentaro's voice. He was usually goofy in conversations especially when talking about past and present conquests but not this time. He sounded determined and hopeful. “Yeah, it's a guy. But I don't wanna scare him off or anything by just taking him out on a date all of a sudden. I can make it look casual though. We could hang out. I just...I dunno....I want to see him again. There was something about his smile that just got me. No one has ever smiled like that to me before, you know. I mean...sure he was just doing his job that time...but damn....that smile. I can't get it out of my head.” “Well, for all you know he doesn't have a problem with dating a guy. Get to know him more. The sooner you get together, the sooner you can get your answers. Who knows...things will work out from there.” “You know that's what I love about you, Misu. You are not fazed by any of this. I feel like I can really talk to you about anything. Yeah, you're right. I'm gonna take your advice. I intend to see him again later on my way home. Hmmm...maybe I'll take him to dinner tonight. What do you think?” “Good luck with that.” Misu shrugged and still continued typing his notes. Once Kentaro was on to somebody, there was no stopping him. He was a pro at what he did. He could get anyone's number at a first meeting and he's done it so many times. His success rate go all the way back in middle school and in the university, he had built a stable reputation for himself in the dating world. He glanced to catch Kentaro smiling as dialed his cell phone and excused himself to make his phone call. ---------------------- “Moshi..moshi..?” Shingyouji was having his lunch break. “Hey...it's me.” Kentaro couldn't help but smile at the sound of Shingyouji's voice. He was visualizing that smile in his head again. “Ah, Yoshi-san. Nice of you to call. Is there anything I can help you with?” “Oh no..no...not this time. I called 'cause I was wondering perhaps you would like to hang out with me tonight. I dunno...maybe have a few drinks and some dinner. My treat, of course.” “Eh? I'm surprised, Yoshi-san. I dunno what to say. Just the two of us?” Shingyouji sounded unsure than surprised which made Kentaro chuckle. “Just say yes. I just wanted to hang out with you since you're such a nice guy, that's all. We can meet at the Shiki Bar not far from where you work. I'll see you at 7:30, okay?” “Yeah...I know Shiki Bar. Uhm...sure we can meet there instead.” “Awesome. Alright, I can ask a friend of mine to join us if that's okay with you. It'll be fun.” Kentaro tapped the table to get Misu's attention. Misu looked at him and nodded in agreement. “Alright, that's better. Ja ne!” Shingyouji felt more at ease this time. It was better hanging out with more people than just one person. “Ja ne!” Kentaro pressed the End Call button. “I'm psyched, man. Thanks for coming with me. I owe you one.” Kentaro could not hide the excitement in his voice. “Sure. No problem. I'm also curious who this guy is anyway. You've been super secret squirrel with his identity for weeks.” Misu chuckled. “Hah! You think you're the only one who can keep secrets, hmmmm? I'm sure you're gonna approve of this one. I think he's amazing. I just know it. I'll be able to close this deal tonight. I'm sure of it.” Kentaro was congratulating himself already. His friendly approach towards Shingyouji was paying off. He's finally going to spend time with him that is not within the confines of Sakura Grocery. He made sure to do all his shopping needs at the store at least twice a week. Whether it was a two-week supply of grocery or simply a few snack items. He didn't keep a specific schedule when he dropped by. He tried to appear as casual as possible. He only made sure that in every visit he made, Shingyouji was on duty and he would always strike up a conversation with him. “Yeah..we'll see..” Misu smiled at Kentaro's determined look. An hour later, he felt his phone vibrate in his pocket. He checked to see it was from Shingyouji messaging him that he won't be home for dinner and was going to meet with a couple of friends after work. Misu responded it was fine since he was going out for some drinks with a friend as well.

“Arata-san, tadaima!” Shingyouji wrapped his arms around Misu's neck and kissed the top of his head. Misu's hair was a bit damp from a shower. “Okaeri.” Misu replied and gave a light tap on Shingyouji's arms around his neck. They were both seated on the floor with his books and notes. He was reviewing for his anatomy exam. Shingyouji slowly released his arms and proceeded to sit close to Misu and leaned his head on his shoulder. He had been holding onto the good news the whole time he was at work and still managed to survive his classes afterwards. Now that he was finally home with Misu he could barely contain himself anymore. “Arata-san...I have something really good to share with you.” Shingyouji's eyes were bright. “What is it?” “Well first things first...” Shingyouji pulled Misu's face to his and planted a soft kiss on his lips. “I wanted to say thank you for coming to see me at the store today. I'm really happy when you do that.” He whispered just as their lips parted. Misu shrugged. “I needed a few things so I thought I'd drop by.” Shingyouji grinned and nudged Misu's shoulder with his elbow. “Arata-san!” He knew Misu was still being a little stubborn making it seem like it was not a big deal but he could see that the smirk he was sporting now didn't reach the gentleness of his eyes. This is one of the reasons why I love you so much, Arata-san. “Well, if it was just a simple shopping trip. You can text me and send me a list of items you want. I get employee discount, you know.” Shingyouji pouted. “Hmp! Maybe I should do that then. That way I won't have to walk ten blocks just to get a few things.” Misu frowned. What the hell? I make an effort in dropping by to visit him every week and he spouts nonsense like this. Make a list he says. Damn it. Why I even bother? As Misu was about to stand up, he felt two strong arms around his chest pulling him and Shingyouji's cheek pressed closely to his back. Now what? “Arata-san...gomen ne...I was kidding. Please forgive me. Please don't stop visiting me at work. I'm just being a brat. I'm a little hyper right now and I start randoming stupid things. Please forget what I said. Please come visit me at the store like you do. I'm so sorry, Arata-san...” Shingyouji's voice was small and regretful like a child who had been chastised by an elder. Misu smiled, looked to his side and gripped Shingouji's hand on his chest. The arms around him grew tighter. “So what's the good news you wanted to tell me?” Shingyouji moved from behind him and sat right across him. Misu could see the twinkle in his eyes. The bunny teeth sticking out of those pink lips. “My boss thinks I like you and that I should do something about it.” “SAY WHAT?” Misu's eyes rounded in utter surprise. He did not expect this at all. Shit..was it because he started showing up at the store? Was he that freaking obvious? He tried his best to look as nonchalant as possible. Great...just what he needed. Unnecessary attention drawn to him. This is exactly what he hated so much. Now Shingyouji's boss has noticed something. How the hell was he going to show in that damn store again next time? Shingyouji noticed the way Misu was clenching his jaw. The frown on his forehead. He had been waiting for a happy response from him but all he got was an uncomfortable silence. He realized Misu was not taking the news very well. But it was good news, right? He couldn't have been wrong. Miyagi-san was very clear that he was absolutely okay with it. If he didn't then what was that whole tragic story about his cousin in the first place? Several minutes elapsed and not a word was said between them. It was getting to be more uncomfortable than ever. Misu stood up and walked towards the bed and sat down. Shingyouji followed and sat beside him. “Arata-san...say something. It is good news. Really it is. My boss totally understands. It's okay.” Shingyouji lays his hand over Misu's lap waiting for a reply. He did not expect this sort of reaction from his lover. He thought Misu was going to be ecstatic like he was. No more hiding. No more holding back. He can talk to Misu freely. He didn't have to pretend anymore whenever he visited the store. They can both relax. But by the look at Misu's face, a sense of insecurity was taking over him. He was the only one happy about this news after all. Arata-san did not share his views. Shingyouji retracted his hand from Misu's lap and covered his face instead. “I'm so sorry, Arata-san...I wasn't thinking..” Shingyouji could not talk further. His words muffled by his hands on his face. He suddenly felt embarassed for acting all happy earlier. But it still was good news. It had to be. But what difference did it make if the one you shared it with did not receive it as happily as you did? Misu sighed deeply. He was trying to make sense of what the news meant for the both of them. He wasn't mad at all. He certainly was not mad at Shingyouji. He was still very much in a state of shock. Even during their time in Shidou, they have somehow managed to keep their relationship discreet from everyone. Those who did sense that there was something between him and Shingyouji only knew the surface. No one knew how deep their relationship was. He had wanted to keep it that way for two reasons. One, to keep Shingyouji close to him and two, no one would interefere with their personal affair. It was enough people thought that Shingyouji was just behaving like a devoted pet following him around. People found it amusing and simply dismissed it as a phase Shingyouji would overcome eventually as soon as Misu graduated from high school. But containing the truest nature of their relationship may have been easier in Shidou, it's a whole lot different in the real world as adults. When you're young you can afford to be reckless at some point. But when you get older, it becomes a luxury not many people can afford. Now that Shingyouji's boss has noticed something and seemed understanding, that takes a load off the worries in his mind for now. Misu didn't think he was ready to just behave lovey-dovey in the open just because a few people didn't seem to care. He was fine with their lives now. Living together like this. Spending time together whenever they could. But they still had separate goals to achieve. He had responsibilities towards his family too. He had been groomed to take over a key position in the hospital. He was never against it. He actually liked that certain goals are already prepared for him to strive for. He always loved a good challenge. But to have an open relationship with Shingyouji is proving to be another challenge he's still struggling to deal with. Misu gently pried Shingyouji's fingers off his face to reveal a dejected face. His eyes were reddening from trying to hold back the tears. “Shingyouji...I was just surprised, that's all.” “You're not mad?” “No.” “Then it's okay then? Besides you didn't do anything that made my boss suspect. It was all me. My boss is a very perceptive guy. He read me like a book. He said I was a little too friendly whenever you showed up. I didn't mean to. I really thought I was being myself and discreet but I couldn't help it whenever I see you...I just...” Misu ruffled Shingyouji's hair and smirked. “That's true. You were really being yourself. Brat.” Shingyouji looked at him and pouted. “Meanie! And here I was so worried that you're mad at me.” He playfully smacked Misu's back with a pillow. “I'm not mad. Get over it already.” Misu stood up and walked towards the kitchen to get a glass of cold water. Shingyouji took off his work clothes and threw them in the hamper. He put on a fresh shirt and cargo shorts. He opened his bag and pulled out a plastic bag. “I have another surprise for you, Arata-san.” He smiled. “What is it?” Misu was rinsing the glass he just used. “This one.” Shingyouji took a pack of chocolate candies from the plastic bag he held and laid it on the table. The same brand of chocolate candies Misu liked when they were still in Shidou. Shingyouji thought he would go insane when he found out that Sakura Grocery was stocking the item in the shelves. He knew he just had to get one for Misu at all costs. “Ah.” Misu smiled. “I was thinking we could enjoy them later after supper.” At the word 'supper' Shingyouji suddenly realized he forgot to buy supper from the family restaurant across Sakura Grocery. He had been planning to do that as soon as he left for work but was too excited to get home and announce the good news to Misu and completely forgot about it. “Oh no...I'm so sorry. I was supposed to get our supper tonight. I'll go out and come up with something. Will you be able to wait awhile?” Shingyouji was about to put on his sandals when he felt a strong tug at his shirt. “Eh?” “No need. I already ordered pizza for us. It was supposed to be here 10 minutes ago. I guess it's gonna be free of charge now.” At the word 'pizza' Shingyouji's eyes went glassy. He felt his stomach rumble on cue. He loved pizza. But having Misu naturally ordering it without him expecting it was a wonderful surprise. He can wait. Pizza was coming and he was sharing it with Misu. It's going to be a wonderful evening for both of them. Misu was now sitting on the chair and Shingyouji moved towards him and sat on his lap. “I love pizza.” Shingyouji purred. “I know.” Just as they were about to kiss, the doorbell rang.

Since I'm in a Vanilla-craze LOL... Vanilla - Gackt 君は誠実なmoralist　綺麗な指でボクをなぞる 僕は純粋なterrorist　キミの想うがままに 革命が起きる 恋に縛られたsupecialist　長い爪を立てられたボク 愛を確かめたいegoist　キミの奥までたどりつきたい 君の顔が遠ざかる ah　ボクがボクで無くなる前に 愛してもいいか？　揺れる夜に あるがママでいいよ　もっと 深く 狂おしいくらいに慣れた唇が　溶け合うほどに ボクは… キミの… Vanilla 「…ナンテ気取りすぎ」　そんなcoolなキミはplastic 熱い眼差しにはecologist　その燃えるくちづけがもどかしい 歪んでいくキミの顔が ah　僕がボクでいられマスように 愛してもいいか？　揺れる夜に あるがママでいいよ　もっと 速く 苦しいくらいに 濡れた唇が　言葉なんてもう 君と… 僕not… Burning love ah いくつ朝を迎えれば　ah 夜は終わるのだろうか ah 空に散りばめられた　ah 白い花にかこまれていく 愛してもいいか？　揺れる夜に あるがママでいいよ 「I've seen a tail.」 悔しいくらいに　キミにハマってるのに A crew sees cring knees, I wanna need. Not betray!! 愛してもいいか？　揺れる夜に あるがママでいいよ　もっと 君を 狂おしいくらいに慣れた腰つきが 　溶け合うほどに 君は… ボクの… 番人だ

Arata’s gaze pierced the younger boy’s holding him in place. “Shingyoshi.” He placed his right hand on Shingyoshi’s cheek then leaned in and pressed his lips to the other boys in a kiss that started simple but began to build. Shingyoshi had no idea why his crush was kissing him but at that point he didn’t care. All he cared about was that there was a chance Arata-san finally understood his feelings. Arata pulled the younger boy closer breaking the kiss only long enough to catch his breath and looked in to the confused orbs that were Shingyoshi’s eyes. “Don’t speak.” To further his request he pressed his finger to the younger boy’s lips before capturing them again with his own. Shingyoshi wouldn’t have been able to speak even if he wanted to. All the words had been removed from his mouth and mind when Arata had kissed him the first time. Unable to do much else he returned the kiss and cautiously placed his arms around Arata’s torso locking his hands together in the middle of his back. He wasn’t sure where the boundary was and he didn’t want to cross over it; fear of upsetting Arata-san. Arata nearly smirked through the kiss and placed his hands on Shingyoshi’s hips and gently turned him to the side then pushed him up against the wall. He wasn’t surprised when Shingyoshi broke the kiss. Shingyoshi had felt his back hit the wall and he was unsure of what his senpai was up to. “Ara-“ he bit his lip when he noticed the look in the other boy’s eyes. That’s right ‘don’t speak’ Arata pressed his finger against Shingyoshi’s lips again. “Keep absolutely quiet, Shingyoshi.” Shingyoshi nodded, as the most amazing man at all of Shidou captured his lips again. He returned the kiss and experimentally pulled Arata closer to him. Arata allowed himself to be pulled closer for a moment. As he kissed the other boy he reached up to slowly unbutton the new shirt he planned to buy for him till Shingyoshi’s neck was completely exposed. He broke the kiss and started trailing soft kisses along the other boy’s neck and collarbone. Despite his being told not to make a sound Shingyoshi couldn’t hold back his gasp when he felt Arata’s lips attack his neck and collarbone. He bit down on his lip to keep his vocals under wraps and felt his eyes roll up in the back of his head. Arata lightly nipped at the other boy’s neck making sure not to leave a mark but making sure his gestures would not soon be forgotten. When he heard Shingyoshi’s reaction he smiled to himself. Wanting to test how far he could push the younger boy he moved one hand down then up Shingyoshi’s shirt lightly brushing his thumb over the other boy’s nipple. No surprise he was answered with another gasp and almost a whimper from the other boy. Shingyoshi couldn’t believe what Arata was doing but said nothing to stop him. He knew when Arata had a mindset he could not be redirected. Those who had been foolish enough to try had faced catastrophic results in the end. Biting his lip again he felt Arata teasing his nipple with his thumb. Arata ceased the kisses on the other boy’s neck and looked into Shingyoshi’s eyes. Those puppy dog like eyes. That’s what Shingyoshi was; a puppy, a puppy who would come to his master at the first call. Shingyoshi did belong to him and he was going to make sure the other boy understood that. Shingyoshi looked at Arata confused. Was he going to stop his actions there? Why had he even started? His question was answered when Arata leaned down and took one of his now exposed nipples between his teeth. Shingyoshi gasped again and nearly whimpered again at the assault. While one of his nipples was being attacked by Arata’s mouth the other one was given attention by Arata’s free hand. He only hoped that Arata didn’t notice his growing arousal. He was extremely satisfied with the results his puppy was giving him as Arata continued his gestures. Despite Shingyoshi’s hopes he did notice the arousal and had been hoping for that very thing to happen. Switching his mouth to the other nipple he ran his tong along the nub and gently bit it before looking at Shingyoshi again. He captured the younger boy’s lips again as his hand slid down to unbutton Shingyoshi’s pants. Shingyoshi had returned the kiss not having any idea what Arata was up to. He was answered when he felt Arata’s hand grasp him tightly. Breaking the kiss he looked into Arata’s eyes utterly confused. He wanted to ask why Arata was doing this but he dared not speak and break this amazing trance he and Arata had managed to put themselves and each other in. Arata slowly moved hand up and down Shingyoshi’s hardened member evenly stroking him. He captured the younger boy’s pouty lips again as he speeded up his gesture knowing he had to quiet him. Shingyoshi knew he was supposed to stay quiet but found he couldn’t as a whimper escaped his lips even through the kiss. Arata moved his hand away and knelt down in front of Shingyoshi whose body was now trembling. If a hand-job was making him tremble and he hadn’t even released yet who knew what Shingyoshi’s reactions would be to Arata’s next planned move? Shingyoshi looked down to see Arata on his knees and he was about to protest. He was never given a chance as he felt Arata’s mouth engulf him. He threw his head back and held his tongue. Arata moved tongue up and down the shaft before sucking hard knowing he had to make sure that Shingyoshi enjoyed every second of it. And enjoy it he did. Shingyoshi gasped several times but managed to keep the volume of his voice minimal as to not draw attention to anyone on the other side of the curtain. Despite being in the current state of mind he remembered he was in a public place. Luckily for him the store had been deserted save the clerks. Arata continued his actions until he felt Shingyoshi’s entire body grow tense to the point he knew the younger boy was reaching his peak. He pulled away, “Come for me Shingyoshi.” He ordered before locking his on the younger boy’s hardened member again deep throating him quick then moving up so he wouldn’t choke. Shingyoshi wasn’t sure if his body was just used to taking orders from his senpai or if he really had reached his peak but seconds later he came hard and fast. He bit into his hand to keep from crying out. Arata accepted all that Shingyoshi had to offer and swallowed enjoying the taste. He stood up. “Fix yourself up.” He ordered before stepping back. Shingyoshi took a moment to recover and allow the just occurred events to replay in his mind. Once he had as clear a head as he could manage he removed the new shirt and changed back into is white shirt and plaid over shirt. Arata reached over and took the shirt from Shingyoshi. “Stay here, I’m going to go pay for this then you may wear it when we leave.” Shingyoshi only nodded as he stayed in the dressing room and waited patiently for Arata to return. Minutes later he came back into the dressing room with the shirt and shut the curtain behind him. “Arata-san-“ “I told you to be quiet.” Arata handed the shirt over. “Change.” Shingyoshi did as he was told and changed back into his new shirt. He knew it was unwise to argue with Arata-san. But if it made Arata-san happy he was willing to do anything.

I'm about to watch Takumi-kun: Pure. KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!! I'm sooooooooooooooper excited. The long wait is finally over. In a few minutes, downloading will be completed and I am gonna enjoy the English sub. *dances*

Well, probably like everyone else here, I'm a pervert too! :hamtaro-005 (6): Many years ago, before I knew yaoi and all stuff that's related to this, I was (and still am) totally in gay guys! For me everything that has to do with homosexuality is just the greatest.:cuteonion45: But nowadays when I read and watch yaoi daily, my mind is just full of all that dirty stuff and wherever I go and see hot guys I just have to fantasize about this and that, and doing unspeakable things~ (I'm sure you know what i mean :cuteonion9:) But the moment I really realised that I'm one of the worst perverts was 2 years ago when my uncle died and I was sitting in this unbelievable boring church listening to a 2 hours funeral speech and was fantasizing about a hot sexscene with the priest and one of the pall-bearers... my mind is really bad :cuteonion53:

uncensored is the key word , especially during the oral sex :D:D:D

I think we are all perverts for signing on to a yaoi site in the first place :msn_red_fox 2 I'm definitely a pervert though. I have even gone so far as to bringing things up to my boyfriend about if he would ever kiss another guy lol. But unfortunately I didn't get the response I was hoping for :cuteonion53: lol But anyways, I hate when yaoi gets censored! I want to be able to see EVERYTHING :msn_red_fox 10 lol. Like I don't know if anyone has read the Gravitation DJ mangas but OMG :7yoyo10: That's what I like to see! EVERYTHING!

I love to read explicit uncensored manga, because it turns me on. lol Explicit oral sex is so woooot. And Nezumidoll's sig also turns me on. lol

Ha, I admitted I was a pervert in True or False game so why not here too? lol =)) What makes me a pervert is not only the fact that I absolutely love to watch yaoi, BL and gay themed movies, but I also imagine perverted things in reality...Like this time when I was in biology class and it was kinda boring(although the teach was talking about reproduction O_O) and I looked outside and in a balcony at the block near the highschool was a boy(around 20 years old I guess). So this boy was just standing there and I started imagining pervy things...Like another boy coming behind him, slipping his hands under his t-shirt, caressing him and kissing his neck... :7yoyo10: See? that's something perverted T_T I wonder if my class mates observed my lost glance... Or my signature =)) I just wanna share the perversion with others *innocent look*

One of my favs too, thank you so much!

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