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A recent blog post caught my attention. Manga Self-Defense 101. As a yaoi and adult anime lover I have a lot of questionable content on my laptops. My laptops also go everywhere with me. If I was stopped and my laptop searched, I could potentially be charged with having child porn. I don't have any, but that's not how some people see it. So, just a word of caution to those of you who travel with anime and manga on your phones or laptops. What are your feelings on this?

relax...i feel the same...but itz for fun...ahahah... damn...i hope thre's nobody recognise me here...even if do...nevermind... diz is my favourite pic becoz i juz cut my hair and starts gain a new meaningful life after tht... and diz hair makes my junior fan likes me...ahaha

Takumi-kun Pure credits for translation to sayasubs Download Takumi-kun Pure Movie Complete Mirror link: Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 NOTE: Download all parts in the same folder, join with HJSplit and play the complete file with VLC Player. Plot: Unlike the three previous films, Pure focuses on the relationship between Misu Arata and Shingyouji Kanemitsu , which begins when Shingyouji takes the test to enter Shidou Gakuen . That's when he meets Misu and falls for him. Then we come back to the present where the sempai who admires Misu appears, bringing Shingyouji problems and jealousy . Watch online: Takumi Kun Pure For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Status: Discontinued Author Note: The promised surprise and possible continuation of the Misu x Shingyouji romance from my previous oneshot fanfic titled ImPure. Thank you to each and everyone who have loved and read my previous fanfics. I am deeply grateful. Lovingly dedicated to all Takumi-kun fans. The inspiration was so strong after watching Pure. I hope you will find it a pleasure to read as I had so much pleasure and excitement writing it. Before we begin to read, let us reflect on this image to set the mood. ------------------------------- rabbit8 PURENESS “Okay..what in the world is that?” Misu frowned as he looked at his young lover strangely as Shingyouji wrestled with his white fluffy costume. “I'm a bunny rabbit. I'm doing this as a favor for my boss. It's his kid's birthday party. Isn't it cute?” Idiot, you're already cute even without it. Misu smirked but he won't say it out loud. “So when do you start your rabbit gig?” Misu sat on the chair and merely observed Shingyouji who was admiring and waving at at his reflection in the mirror. “Tomorrow.” Came the response. Shingyouji proceeded to take off the costume and stuff them in the big bag along with the fluffy bunny ears and pink nose. “Alright.” Misu stood up and went to their kitchen and saw there was curry on the stove. He poured some of it in a bowl and took it to the table while Shingyouji began setting the table. This particular dinner time was special as they didn't share the same schedules. Misu being a hospital intern and Shingyouji balancing his part time job as a convenience store clerk and college taking up Phys Ed. “By the way, I have a surprise for you.” Shingyouji smiled and pulled out two tickets out of his messenger bag. “Where did you get these?” Misu looked at them surprised. “My co-worker sold me those tickets last week since he won't be able to attend it with his girlfriend due to some family matter. I thought it was so timely since the tickets have already sold out even online.” “These premiere movie tickets are for tomorrow night.” Misu stared at them. Premiere tickets to Francisco Nagoya's art film feature. He had been a fan since high school. He was quite impressed that Shingyouji managed to get tickets for this. “Yes. I figured since my rabbit gig will be in the morning and I don't have classes tomorrow. I have already informed my boss that I will take the night off for tomorrow so we could watch the movie and maybe have dinner afterwards. What do you think, Arata-san? Will you come with me?” Shingyouji looked at him with his eyes sparkling with hope. “Well, I don't see why not. It's my day off tomorrow anyway. Yeah, sure. Let's go.” Misu shrugged. “Yatta!” Shingyouji lunged forward and gave an amused Misu a tight hug. “Thank you, Arata-san. I'm so happy.” He whispered to his ear and as their eyes met, Misu gave him a light kiss on the lips but still melted the younger man. ============================== “That was a really good movie.” Misu nodded as he read the movie pamphlet. Shingyouji looked at him proudly. Actually, he didn't quite understood the film being cerebral and a bit too artsy for his taste but spending time with Arata-san was all worth it. How he wished they could spend more time like these but he knew living together was the ultimate dream he had that's come true. He should be more than happy. As they were on their way to the lobby, a familiar voice called out from behind them. “Misu-kun!” “Sagara-senpai!” Misu turned and his eyes lit up. Very pleased to see his old friend and senior. Shingyouji could only look at him in shock. What is he doing here? Why now? “I wasn't expecting I'd see you here. This is a nice surprise.” Sagara-senpai smiled as he patted his kouhai's head. Get your damn hands off him! Shingyouji's jaw was clenched. He was fighting the urge to drag Misu away from the older man but he could only clench his fists inside his coat pockets in silent frustration. “Ah...Shingyouji-kun, yes? I remember you. It's been a long time. It's good to see you.” Sagara-senpai patted him lightly on the shoulder. Shingyouji could only manage a slight bow and a forced smile. “Yes, it's been a long time, Sagara-san.” He couldn't do it. He can't risk embarassing Misu. He loved him too much. “We're going out for drinks. Would you like to join us, senpai?” Misu asked an amused Sagara who easily agreed. Shingyouji wanted to fall apart but kept his cool and nodded in agreement instead. They arrived at a relaxing yet classy bar. There weren't much patrons around and happened to be Misu's favorite as was suggested by his co-interns. A piano player onstage playing jazz music. The atmosphere was sublime. The waiter was courteous and attentive who took their orders. It had a nice air of privacy and comfort. But Shingyouji was finding it difficult to absorb the atmosphere because right before him was his beloved who is now deeply engaged in a conversation with his senior and old friend. Tonight was supposed to be just for the two of them. He could have been the one Misu would be deeply engaged in a conversation with. He could have been the only one Misu would be focusing on right now. He could have been enjoying all that attention right now. This was an evening for only the two of them. He felt oddly out of place now. He knew too well that once these two met, there was no pulling them apart. Shingyouji looked at them sadly and manage a polite smile. He considered just walking out of the bar and not looking back. Make up some lame excuse. Would Arata-san follow me? Would he leave Sagara-san to be with me? He felt his insecurities rising again at rapid speed. He reached for his cell phone and pressed for a ring tone. What the hell am I doing? But I can't stand this...I don't wanna embarrass Arata-san. The longer I stay here...I'll embarrass myself as well. “Oh, I'm sorry..I have to take this call.” Shingyouji waved slightly and stood up and walked to the corner of the bar as Misu watched in passing. The waiter arrived with their drinks and so did Shingyouji with the most apologetic face he could express. “Anou...I'm really sorry. But something's up at work. I need to leave. It was very nice meeting you again, Sagara-san...Arata-san.” Shingyouji bowed and turned to leave quickly. Misu having noticed the change of mood from Shingyouji excused himself to follow him to the door. “Where are you going? You told me that you took the day off. Now they want you to report for work?” Misu held squeezed his arm slightly to make the younger man face him. “Yeah. Well, it's rather unexpected. But it's alright. I'll see you at home, Arata-san.” Shingyouji tried to smile. Misu studied his face for a minute before releasing his hold on Shingyouji's arm. There was an unsteadiness in his tone. The smile that didn't quite reach those eyes yet continued smiling nontheless. He understood Shingyouji's work ethic and dedication to his job but why did it seem so hurried?

The promised fun oneshot. It's rated 18+ due to language. This time it's Misu and Shingyouji. The title is just a wordplay for the upcoming movie Takumi-kun: Pure :hamtaro-005 (6): ImPure - Misu x Shingyouji fic Before they knew it, they were no longer in high school. One of Shingyouji's most revered dreams has finally been answered. Not only is he already in college but he got to live together with his beloved Arata-san in their 1DK apartment. Arata had complained once about the cramp space but Shingyouji didn't seem to mind the very least. To him, this was everything he dreamt of. Everything in life was good except for one thing. Misu Arata had taken up a bad habit of smoking. When he first tasted his first cigarette, it was like a celebration of freedom. He savored each nicotine stick like he would savor a breathe of fresh air. Much to the chagrin of his partner, Shingyouji who could not stand the smoke but was patiently trying to tolerate it but he was nearing his breaking point. Misu has scoffed so many times on the health risks of smoking. Something had to be done. As they quietly spent a lazy Sunday afternoon watching television, Shingyouji diverted his eyes and focused on Misu who was now enjoying another newly-lighted cigarette. "Arata-san...you shouldn't be smoking so much." Shingyouji looked at him worriedly. "Since when did an idiot like you tell me what to do?" Misu not bothering to look at him but remained focused on the TV screen. "Because this idiot cares about you a lot, that's why." Shingyouji frowned and moved closer to him. "Hmp!" Misu blew him a smoke circle. "You're not gonna stop?" That irritated Shingyouji so he grabbed the remote control and turned off the TV. "Make me." Misu gave him a smirk. "Alright then." Shingyouji quickly grabbed the cigarette off Misu's lips and began to inhale sharply. "HEY! WHY ARE YOU SMOKING IT?" Misu was aghast. He never once realized that his smoking bothered his partner so much. "Do you like it when I smoke, Arata-san?" Shingyouji blew a smoke in his direction. His lips were quivering. He obviously was not used to smoking but he didn't cough either. "Since when did you learn how to smoke?" Misu eyed him suspiciously. This was a whole new discovery for him. All the while he thought he knew Shingyouji but seeing him smoke like that in front of him, questions started to pop in his mind. "Since middle school." Shingyouji stopped smoking and squished the cigarette on the Panda bear-shaped ashtray. "WHAT THE...?" Now Misu was even more curious. "A teacher taught me how." Shingyouji answered him without hesitation yet his eyes remained on the ashtray. He couldn't bring himself to look directly at Misu. "Are you fucking with me? You say, a teacher taught you how to smoke?" This time Misu held him by the shoulders and made Shingyouji face him directly. "Yes..he did...especially after he would...do things...to me. He said it made the cigarette taste...much better." Shingyouji lowered his gaze. Memories he had chosen to remain buried in his mind were slowly being dug up once again. Misu's face was painted with shock. He did not expect something like that at all. It was bad enough a corrupted teacher would take advantage of his young students, a middle schooler even. But what angered him more was no one had any right to touch Shingyouji like that. Shingyouji was HIS to touch. Damn it! Okay, maybe possessiveness went a little too far but STILL! "Fuck. I don't want to ever see you smoke again. Do you understand?" Misu's voice was grim. He touched Shingyouji's cheek to face him. "I do." Shingyouji replied meekly. "Okay then." Misu nodded. "Would you do the same for me, Arata-san?" Shingyouji looked at him earnestly. "Only if you can replace my cigarettes with something better." Misu smirked. "You're such a perv, Arata-san." Shingyouji laughed. "IDIOT! DON'T COMPARE ME WITH THAT PEDO SENSEI OF YOURS!" Misu looked at him incredulously, obviously bothered with the comparison. "He was nice though..." Shingyouji shrugged. "SHUT UP YOU!" Misu was gritting his teeth. "He didn't hurt me." Shingyouji slowly shook his head while fiddling with a renegade thread from Misu's shirt. "But you said he did things to you..." Misu lowered his voice and looked at him closely. "Yeah...uhm...well..." Shingyouji stopped fiddling with the thread on Misu's shirt and covered his face instead. "Enough!" Misu just had it already. Another word about that sensei, he would be hatching a plan to track him down. "You'll really quit smoking for me starting now, Arata-san?" Shingyouji looked at him and smiled hopefully. "Idiot." Arata flopped back on the pillows while Shingyouji moved to snuggle beside him. "You're funny, Arata-san. I love you so much." Shingyouji murmured while planting a soft kiss on Misu's cheek. "I know...now about the replacement..." Misu grinned at him. Owari! :hamtaro-005 (4):

I'll jump into this discussion too ^_^ I enjoyed this movie alot, prob alot more than the previous Takumi films. I loved all the characterizations of all the characters as well. There was no moment where I got bored or hated it. The cinematography made me happy. I'm a huge cinematography buff, so at my third time watching it, I was enjoying the angles and how characters were placed in the frame. I feel like the director and his crew have improved a great deal. It shows in Pure and I can't wait to see the 5th film. Scenes that I liked. Where Arata was in the cafeteria talking with the other two guy characters and giving them relationship advice. ALL the Arata and Shingyouj scenes. Every scene that they did together was on fire. I really felt their dysfunctional relationship lol. I felt soooo bad for Shingyouj at times tho. (well Arata was being a lil too possessive for my taste...) Kiss scenes were all SMEXY btw The restaurant scene in the end, with all our main characters. The opening shot, with the entrance exam. I thought was very well done. Subtle is what I want to use. I love when people can act well with little dialogue. If you can act with only your eyes and just expressions, I personally think you mastered the art of acting. Yoshizawa OR Takabayashi (I forgot to match names...) Okay one of them was seeking adivice from Gii in his dorm room. I thought it was cute. He reminds me of a puppy, like Shingyouji. Wow all these Uke's are puppys to me lol, except Takumi...a lil bit. Takumi has more of a backbone tho. I think... Anyway film is a very well done Boys love movie. Good quality acting

Let go for general blog news on Takumi-kun & Mao-kun & Dai-chan... ^^ for the post in blog... no quiz this time... But for the essential items in shooting they show today is this... Every one know what is this... It is Takumi & Gii's pajamas... ^^ Well from the beginning of Mao-kun & Dai-chan as Takumi & Gii they wear this pajamas only... Even til the end... in the making Mao-kun was wearing that pajamas... ^^ So this is really the essencial items indeed... ^^ For Mao-kun... he got wisdom tooth... In Japan and Korea the call love tooth... ^^; Any way he is in pain... poor Mao-kun... He see the doctor and got a madicine... and put some ice pack (not ice pack something like that... ^^; )... Well as I said there they call love tooth... So become adult in few day first thing he got is love tooth... Are you in love????? --; Ah... my friend told me that Takiguchi send a message at Mao-kun's birthday... Said that he will make Mao-kun drink on air (they are doing Heat up eve tomorrow)... The people I was worry about did said that... --; But, Mao-kun has good excuse... he has love tooth and taking madication... ^^;;; Well Dai-chan didn't post new on for today... so I will just go for yesterday... I told you he in in new musical now... call "Love"... Before yesterday practice they went to shrine to wish for success for "Love"... He took picture... now day he like to wear that hat a lot... ^^ So... this is for today... I will bring another news from blog... tomorronw... ^^ Every one have a great day or night... with every you are in now... ^^ Bouns posting... ^^;; I just remember Taiki post some picture... That some of Taiki fan might love... ^^ He did this at the Shinjuku Hoko Also, he said he did similar photos at NEW YORK from last year... I hope you like this... ^^

Well I am not good with Japanese... --; I use translater and some Japanese are same as korean so I just use thought to translat... ^^ Well Dai-chan really do cuter then Mao-kun some time... Also, Mao-kun do act as his age to his close friend... But, somehow when he is with working he get less cuter... --; Well he use to be much cuter in Tenimyu and Takumi-kun... But, I feel that Mao-kun is growing up to fast in front of our eyes... --; Ah... from that I just remember that I did want to say same think... When, almost to end at Pure... Dai-chan and Mao-kun's smile is so much alike... So I did want to say being together long to make them even smile like each other... ^^ I believe the picture are when they were still in Tenimyu and shot first Takumi-kun... Second picture Guy beside Mao-kun is Gud who play Oishi 4 Seigaku at Tenimyu... ^^

Whoever has facebook, I just want to say this is an AWESOME community. Alot of awesome photos of all the actors, makings, movie, photobooks, etc. Love it! http://www.facebook.com/Pockygirl#!/pages/SAGA-TAKUMI-KUN/118253334917923

Love this fic!! so hot :x I really like how Shinyouji caught Arata-san off guard and triggered his possessiveness~ He's really cunning not an idiot lol And your writing is very lively its like watching Pure part 2 Keep up the work ^^

Yojichan here is the vidie I promised!!! hope you enjoy!!! I was thinking of your fic and I must admit it is a very touching song, you got me addicted to it too xDDD *gives cookie*

“Arata-san...” Shingyouji's eyes wandered nervously and curiously as he felt Misu taking his coat off. His mind began to protest as he watched him begin unbuttoning his blue-checkered shirt. But no words came out of his mouth. Misu looked very focused in the task and he sensed that authoritative silence. It didn't frighten Shingyouji but he knew better than to stop the quiet ministrations from the older man. It was almost a similar feeling he had when they were in the dressing room not so long ago as Misu buttoned his shirt up and that kiss they shared. The memory of that kiss made him feel a little hazy. No way he can stop Misu now. He knew too well that what Misu wants, he gets it and who was he to deny him that when he wanted it so much as well? The younger man could only stare in silent awe to what his lover was doing. First the coat then his shirt and now he felt fingers slowly unfastening his belt buckle. He wondered if Misu could hear how loud his heart was beating now. But even if he did, the older man did not show any signs of stopping with his activity. The belt dropped on the floor with a mild thud. And now his pants has dropped to his feet and he stepped out of it. Shingyouji was only wearing his boxers and his socks. A naughty glint showed in Misu's eyes which made Shingyouji both excited and nervous at the same time. “I'll get you a robe.” Misu left him standing there for awhile and he knew what that meant. He took off his socks and walked into the shower and closed the door behind him and took off his boxers. Shingyouji turned on the cool shower as it sprayed generously on his heated body. He leaned his forehead on the bathroom wall and allowed himself to calm his wildly beating heart. He then adjusted the water temperature to warm when he felt his nerves calming down. All the frustrations and stress he felt last night was slowly draining away as quickly as the water drained on the floor. When he opened the bathroom door, Misu was standing with the bathroom robe ready for him to slide into. He felt Misu's fingers loosely tie his robe around him then motioned for him to follow to the bed. Misu sat on the bed and held the towel he placed on the bed earlier while Shingyouji was in the shower. Shingyouji was feeling his body slowly heat up again as he approached and stood before him patiently waiting for his next instruction. Misu looked up to him and he could see the glassy look Shingyouji was giving him. He surely had no idea what he had in mind and he liked that....very much. “Kneel.” And Shingyouji obeyed and knelt before him while Misu took his sweet time massaging and drying his dripping wet hair. Shingyouji closed his eyes, raking in all the gentleness and control. His hands are now on Misu's thighs. He rubbed his hands slightly on the cottony material of Misu's pajamas. This was a rare occurrence they were having now. He wanted to enjoy every second of it. He never expected how good it felt when you have the person you love do something like this for you. From Misu's perspective, he could feel Shingyouji's muscle relaxing. His hair was nearly dry and as he took off the towel, the younger man still had his eyes closed. He smiled. He held his face with both hands and Shingyouji opened his eyes to look deeply into his lover before him. “Arata-san...” “Shingyouji...” Their foreheads touched. Their noses touched. Shingyouji felt Misu's cheek rub on his face and a light kiss on his forehead. He felt himself being pulled forward. The gentleness in Misu was making him weaker in the knees. If this went on, he was sure he'd fall back on the floor. Misu sensing this guided him to lie on the bed. As he lay down, Misu sat beside him and leaned towards his side. One hand slowly fiddling with the bath robe tie. Shingyouji felt a shiver run from the his nape down to his.... “You know...you should learn to be a little selfish sometimes.” Misu's voice was deeply seductive and resonated to Shingyouji's ears. “Our relationship....has already come to this....there's no turning back and we both know that.” Shingyouji nodded and tried to keep his eyes focused on Misu's. “Now tell me what you really desire...” Shingyouji felt his heart race at those words. Really? What he really desired? And then it dawned to him the reasons why Misu behaved earlier when he took off his clothes. It wasn't the actions of someone who merely cared for him. He was making up for the time they could have spent together last night. It was Misu's way of apologizing and oh, what a truly seductive apology it is. Every bit of uneasiness he may have felt had already disappeared now that they lay so close together on their bed. “I only want you to be mine. Mine alone. I don't want to share you with anyone...not even Sagara-san...you're mine. You're mine first....and always.” Shingyouji's words though seemingly possessive sounded more like he was pleading which made Misu smile. “You know I'm yours. Stop being afraid, Shingyouji.” He slowly lowered his head and as their lips touched, Shingyouji clung to him. He matched his kiss with much fervor and passion. The bathrobe now undone and revealing the dewy and smooth alabaster skin. The scent of his shampooed hair only further ignited the flame inside of Misu as his lips traveled down Shingyouji's neck. His hands tracing every inch of his lover's taut skin. Shingyouji stretched his neck allowing more access. “I love you...Arata-san...” He moaned so sweetly which made Misu's heart swell with even more heightened desire. “Shingyouji...” He breathed into his ear and Shingyouji felt every pore in his body come alive. He smiled in complete satisfaction. The fears and insecurities disappearing fast. No matter what happens in the future, they will always have this moment to reflect and treasure. To each other, they truly belonged. No one can ever come in between them. Owari?! AUTHOR NOTES: I feel my cheeks heating up after posting this last part. My hands feel numb with giddiness. LOL. Aaah...I finally got to write this. Feels so good. I debut this fanfic here in YO before I publish them on my FFNET page. To see the link to my page, check out my Homepage at my Profile. Thank you!

4:30AM Misu stirred as he heard the door click. He rubbed his eyes and adjusted to see Shingyouji trying his best not to make a sound as he carefully laid his bag on the chair. “You're back.” Misu broke the silence as he sat up on the bed. “Eh? Ah....anou...I'm so sorry, Arata-san..I didn't mean to wake you. I just came for a change of clothes. I'll be leaving soon.” A very startled Shingyouji stared at him. Misu stood up and turned on the lights. Shingyouji kept his head low and was obviously trying to avoid his intense scrutiny. He felt Misu's hand slowly cup the side of his face and lifted his chin slowly to finally face him. “Where have you been? I was worried. But I didn't know where to find you. You even left your phone.” Misu tried to keep his tone low and evenly paced. He didn't want to frighten his already-agitated lover. It was painfully obvious that Shingyouji's eyes revealed fatigue and sadness. “I was at work.” Came the nervous reply. “Where is it? I mean....where do you work?” Misu felt like a complete idiot right about now but he didn't care. It felt like the right time to ask such a question. “Sakura Grocery. The convenience store ten blocks from here.” Shingyouji blinked at him. He was rather surprised to be asked since Arata-san didn't seem the least bit interested in his work before. Misu made a mental note of that information and considered visiting him there one of these days. His confidence returning. Relief overswept him to have the younger man before him. Talking to him again. He's safe. He's home. That's all that mattered. They remained standing at the center of their apartment just looking at each other. “I'm sorry about last night.” Misu whispered which elicited a shocked look from the younger man. “Eh? It's no problem. It's okay really. I understand. Besides you and Sagara-san haven't seen each other for a long time. It was rather sudden for him to show up like that but I guess it was a good time for you both to catch up on things. I'm sure you have lots of stuff to talk about. And then there was that call...and I needed to be at work anyway...so yeah...it's fine really. I mean...I wasn't expecting you'd be already home either. I thought you guys would be hopping at bars and stuff. It's a good time to unwind, you know...I remember a friend of mine had this reunion and they...” “Shingyouji! You're rambling!” Misu interrupted him and shook him and right there he saw the tears that the younger man had been forcing to keep at bay began to flow unstoppably. He pulled him into a fierce embrace and tried to soothe him by gently rubbing his back with circular motions. As the tears subsided he felt him slowly relax in his embrace and Misu closed his eyes. So that was it. Shingyouji's insecurities have played up again this time. He's tried to assure him that there was nothing between him and Sagara-senpai but he guessed he can never ease the unrest in his lover whenever his senior appeared. He always seemed at a complete loss. Like he didn't know where to belong. But instead of exercising assertiveness, his lover chose to retreat like he did in the past. Though he loved him in his own way, their relationship in high school cannot be clearly defined despite Shingyouji always keeping close to him as much as possible. He has admitted to himself he actually enjoyed the devoted attention basked upon him by the younger man. But it is only when they moved in together and has been together for a year that finally they have a semblance of a relationship they can actually clearly define now in their terms. Several minutes passed. Misu looked at him with his eyes thoughtful. A slight curve of a smile evident in his lips. Ah, yes..he loves Shingyouji. He knew he can never find another lover as devoted as this. He knew it would be a torture to not have him close like this. But he did admit that there were lots of times that he did find a guilty pleasure of getting his lover flustered around him. Call it possessiveness. Call it whatever you like but by doing so also proved that only he had that much influence to make Shingyouji feel this way. If only....

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Hey! I was curious where do you guys hide your yaoi materials from your family? I keep the yaoi mangas where I keep all the other mags (like music mags) and newspapers and as I have a big number I think they are pretty hard to find there. However my mom it's pretty curious and I have the impression she suspects there is something hidden there, so maybe I should change the place... About those that I downloaded, they are safe in my notebook as it is almost always with me

Sex Pistols OVAs Title: Sex Pistols Original Works: Kotobuki Tarako Genre: comedy, drama, supernatural, yaoi Number of Eisodes: 2 Year : 2010 Summary: People are starting to act very odd around Norio. This average, normal boy is suddenly getting a lot of unwanted romantic attention and he can’t figure out why! A broken leg and a fall down the stairs into the arms of a handsome stranger set off the beginnings of an explanation, and it is one Norio never could have possibly imagined. Soon a whole new world opens up for Norio, revealing a secret society of special people evolved from animals other than monkeys. This society has a complex structure and its members are ranked by rarity and desirability, and it turns out that Norio is a particularly rare breed and his DNA is in much demand! How will he survive in this modern jungle where he’s suddenly the prey? Watch Sex Pistols OVAs 1-2 Online (HD Quality): Sex Pistols OVAs 1-2 Online Download Sex Pistols OVAs: Ova 1 Ova 2 For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Kachou no Koi OVA Title: Kachou no Koi, 課長の恋 Episodes: 1 Genres: Comedy, Shounen Ai Duration: 30 min. per episode Type: avi Audio: Japanese Size: 205 MB Summary: The story centers on a manager named Odakara Kazuhiko who has spent all 33 years of his life without a girlfriend. An encounter with a new employee named Harada makes Odakara realize that he is gay. Watch Kachou no Koi OVA Online (HD Quality): Kachou no Koi OVA Online Download Kachou no Koi OVA: Link For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: You Used to Smile That Way; 그렇게 웃어주던 니가 Year: 2009 Country: South Korea Director: Park Sun Format: avi Size: 199 Mb Summary: A man is calling someone and looks very serious. He recalls the past with a sad face. He is wondering the reason... 'You used to smile that way... but why...?' Watch You Used to Smile That Way Online: You Used to Smile That Way Download You Used to Smile That Way BL Movie: You Used to Smile That Way (Eng) For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Hi, everytime I try to go to my profile to see if I have any visitor messages or to check on things this appears (in a blank page): "Fatal error: Call to undefined method vB_Friendly_Url_Error::get_url() in /home/makemov9/yaoiotaku.com/forums/includes/functions.php on line 7096" Everything was alright but all of a sudden it appeared :msn_red_fox 18

I alway like the male singer then female singer... But, I do have some of favorite female singer... One is Mike Nakashima... First time I saw her was movie "Nana"... I just love the manga Nana so much that I watch the movie... Then see her singing... I mind was blown away... She has so much energy and power in her voice... From that I serch for other song she sang... Then I found she sang the one of favorite song... "I love you" I don't know who is original singer for this song... But, I just love the song for some time before I knew she sang that song... Any way... She is one of my favorite Japanes singer... Who is your favorite Japanese/Korean female singer?

A Shingyoshi Misu fic from Takumi-kun Series. “Hayama-san!” Takumi looked behind him to see Shingyoshi approach him. “Ah Shingyoshi-kun, we need to get going Gii and Akaike-kun are waiting for us.” Shingyoshi bowed low for a second. “Gomen Hayama-san.” “It’s okay but let’s go.” Takumi smiled and lead Shingyoshi towards the shops located just outside campus grounds. After some searching the two of the managed to find the right shop. “You promised Gii-senpai you would meet up with him at one o’clock right?” Shingyoshi asked as he followed his senpai into the shop. “Hmm, I’m pretty sure it’s this place.” Takumi answered as he entered the shop. Sure enough he smiled when he saw Gii and Akaike waiting for them. “Yo I see you two managed to arrive without getting lost.” Akaike said as he moved to greet the two arrivals. Gii offered both of them a smile. “We already ordered lunch. Let’s go in.” He turned and led the other three out to the patio. Shingyoshi trailed behind last and stopped dead in his tracks when he noticed one of the tables was occupied by non-other then Misu Arata himself and someone he didn’t want to see again. “Arata-san!” Gii noticed the other customers and greeted the two of them out of politeness and courtesy. “Good afternoon, Sagura-senpai Misu.” Sagara rose from his set and moved to speak to Gii in a quieted tone. “Saki. What’s the meaning of this? You told me students don’t really know about this place. So how come you’re here?” Gii knew that Sagara wanted to have some alone time with Misu but he had secretly promised to help Takumi get Shingyoshi and Misu together and he wouldn’t go back on his word. “Everywhere else was closed so we came here.” He explained, “I’m sorry we won’t bother you.” “What are you apologizing for, you don’t happen to get that table did you?” Sagara asked. “Don’t worry about us.” Gii requested. “Please just enjoy yourself.” Takumi moved over to stand next to Akaike. “Akaike-kun, is it possible Gii planned this?” Akaike himself wasn’t sure what his best friend had up his sleeve. “Maybe.” “Then, Takumi, Shingyoshi, let’s sit.” Gii offered as he took a seat at the table. Takumi and Akaike sat down as well but Shingyoshi stood where he was. “Um Hayama-san Gii senpai, would you excuse me for now?” Shingyoshi asked as politely as he could. Takumi’s eyes widened with concern. “Huh why?” Shingyoshi glanced up to see Misu looking at him but broke eye contact almost immediately after seeing those eyes. He couldn’t look at him without feeling jealousy. “What’s up?” Sagara asked catching Misu’s attention. “Are you feeling sick again?” Misu shook his head in hopes to reassure his senpai. Sagara looked over at Shingyoshi. “I remembered. Aren’t you Examinee number 135, Shingyoshi-kun?” Shingyoshi glanced at Sagara. “Yes.” Sagara leaned back against his seat. “I thought so. I was sure I had seen you somewhere before.” “Thank for treating me back then.” Shingyoshi said bowing. “Don’t’ think about it” Sagara said. “Did Misu console you properly?” “Just let it be, senpai.” Misu requested. “It was a long time ago.” You’re acting embarrassed again.” Sagara said as he reached over to pat his kouhai’s head. Misu moved from Sagara’s reach. “Please stop treating me like I’m a child. “Well then excuse me.” Shingyoshi said wanting to get away as quick as he could. He bowed briefly to both parties before heading towards the inside of the shop. Takumi stood up. “Shingyoshi-kun!” He was stopped when Gii grabbed his arm. Misu moved from his seat as quick as he could and walked over to the youngest boy reaching for is hand to stop him from leaving. “Shingyoshi.”

Summary: A wonderful story about Ryuu and Kenta, about love and friendship. A delicious story about how love for friends and lover can make us overcome anything. Status: Complete Author Note: This is not fanfiction. If that is not allowed then please delete. Also this is a multi-chapter novel so expect plot. ^^ Chapter 1a Fantasy Ryuu It can be funny how things change. In just a few months my life is completely different from what it was. Looking back I’m amazed that so much happened in such a short amount of time. Stretching my legs out underneath the table I looked at my band mates. Akira was texting someone, probably Reiko. Sora was in the process of trying to get himself hit. “Stop it Sora.” Hasu yanked the handheld out of the bassist’s reach glaring at him. I didn’t bother to hide my amusement, letting a chuckle slip free. “You are going to lose, just let me beat that boss for you.” “No, I can do it if you’d quit pestering me. Damn it Sora! You made me lose again.” I laughed softly and slid out of my seat, swaying with the movement of the bus. Hasu didn’t cuss all that often and when he did- “Ow! Owowowow! Let go! I’m sorry! I won’t do it again.” I glanced back over to see Hasu with a fist full of Sora’s long red hair holding his head against the table. His eyes were firmly fixed on the small screen even as Sora struggled to get loose. Hasu might be almost a foot shorter and four years younger, but it was pretty obvious that Sora had no chance. Our little drummer was strong enough to flip the tall bassist on his head, quite literally. Turning back around, I opened the small fridge and grabbed myself a Coke. The weekend had gone exceptionally well. Both concerts had been huge hits and I’d met my new best friend. Speaking of Tatsuya, I pulled my phone out of my pocket and grinned seeing the text message. Shopping was on for next weekend. If I got bored this week I might invite him out to eat or something. I’d never met anyone quite like him and we’d had so much fun coming up with new outfit ideas. I really couldn’t wait to see him again. Sitting back down, I took a sip of the coke. Speaking of seeing people again . . . it was going to be a couple of days before I got to see Kenta again. I sighed, running my finger along the lip of the can. Maybe Reiko was right. Maybe I was just chasing after a dream. I just couldn’t let it go. Not yet. After all the time I’d spent around him he’d seen me at my best and my worst and he still was just as patient and kind as ever. I know I’m not the easiest person to get along with. I’m too emotional and act before I fully think things through. At least that is what everyone tells me. I took another sip of the Coke, thinking. “What’s wrong, Ryuu?” I looked up to meet Akira’s light brown eyes. “Nothing, was just thinking.” “Did you have fun this weekend?” I nodded, “Yeah. Tatsuya and I are going to get together this week. He’s got some wicked ideas for new concert outfits.” Akira shook his head, a wry smile twisting the full lips. “You two knowing each other scares me.” I couldn’t help but giggle at that, even if there was a hint of pain in it. “He’s so much fun! Oh my god, I can’t wait to see him again.” Something in Akira’s eyes changed slightly and I looked away knowing it had sounded forced. “What are you hiding Ryuu?” Trust Akira to see right through me. I shrugged, unable to keep the smile in place. Truthfully, I wasn’t looking forward to going back to my huge empty apartment. I loved being with everyone, meeting Tatsuya had seemed to underline the fact that without my friends around I was nothing. That old fear from high school from before I’d met Sora always tried to resurface then. What if they only were friends with me because my family was wealthy? What if it was all fake? With Sora I knew it wasn’t. For one, we’d been friends for too long and his family was almost as well off as mine. “Umm, you guys going to come over sometime this week? We’ve got that new material . . .” “Ryuu, if you want us to come over just say so. You don’t have to make up an excuse for us to come over.” Sora’s gentle tone actually made me feel worse. It made me feel like a whiny, needy, self centered jerk. “Oh no, it’s cool. I was just wondering. I know it’s been a really busy weekend and I don’t expect you guys to come over.” I glanced back over at Akira studying him for a moment. He’d changed in the year since he’d met Reiko. He was more confident and happier. A lot happier. I would never have been able to make him as happy as Reiko did. Even now that thought hurt. I loved him, more than he probably realized, but I’d slowly come to realize that it wouldn’t have worked no matter how hard I tried. That led me to think about Kenta. Just thinking about those sultry dark eyes and the deep voice gave me chills. He was the quiet, calm presence that my life had been lacking for so long. “You are thinking about Kenta aren’t you?” I looked up expecting to get the usual sarcasm from Sora, instead he was looking at me concern clearly visible in the light green eyes. I couldn’t hold his gaze. “Was it that obvious?” “Well lately it’s been pretty obvious that . . . “ Sora paused and looked over at Hasu who was once again absorbed in his game. He picked up the headphones and after plugging them in, put them on Hasu getting a look but no argument. Sometimes the big oaf was more protective than he needed to be. “You like him don’t you?” I looked back over at Akira surprised. “I know how affectionate you are Ryuu, but the way you look at him is totally different.” I took another long drink of my Coke wanting to avoid the conversation. “It’s pointless though. Reiko is right.” “You don’t know Ryuu.” I looked at Sora but his eyes were on Hasu, not the game, but Hasu. I almost smirked, but we were both in the same situation. We liked people we couldn’t have and who were oblivious to our feelings. At least the person I liked was my age. “I know he seems distant, but you are his employer after all.” “What you suggesting I fire him so I can date him?” “No, I’m just saying that you shouldn’t give up.” “I agree with Sora.” Akira’s soft look seemed to sharpen the pain in my chest. “Just give it some time. I’ll see if Suke knows anything, they do work together you know.” “Y-yeah, thanks.” Akira's older brother was a gang member as well and I knew that Suke and Kenta worked together all the time. I wasn’t sure if I wanted to know. I’d rather things stay as they were. I could be happy just being by him couldn’t I? I looked over at where Sora was practically laying over on Hasu to see the screen, softly whispering pointers. It would be worth it just to be Kenta’s friend if nothing else. *** “Oh come on Ryuu! You can’t be serious!” I blinked at Akira surprised. “But I thought you’d like it-“ “It’s a skirt Ryuu! A fucking skirt!” “B-but it’s just part of the outfit-“ “I don’t care! You are not making me the girl of the band.” “I wasn’t trying to! I just thought-“ “Yeah, you thought wrong. Like usual.” I gasped softly, shocked at the hostile tone and glare. I was not used to Akira getting so upset and especially not with me. Grabbing the outfit out of his hands, I backed up. I started to say something, but the way he was looking at me seemed to close my throat off. Turning I fled down the hallway, slamming the door to my room shut behind me. Throwing the offending outfit I sat down on the floor, my back to the door. Closing my eyes I brushed away the tears. I couldn’t handle him yelling at me. His outfit had been the most difficult to get right and for him to so obviously hate it hurt. I’d worked two weeks on the design with Tatsuya’s input. Two weeks for nothing. Tatsuya was going to be so disappointed. Not to mention that now I felt like a complete idiot. “Ryuu?” “Just forget it. You’re right. I’m just stupid and can’t do anything right.” I could hear him sigh through the door. “You’re not stupid Ryuu-“ “No you were right, even Reiko says that all my ideas fail. I should just give up. Why do you guys even bother . . .” I couldn’t stop the tears anymore even as much as I hated them. I pulled my knees up to my chest and buried my face in my arms. I could hear Sora talking to Akira in the hallway but didn’t bother trying to make out the words. Why was I so stupid? I knew how Akira felt about looking feminine. It was just the outfit was perfect for him, or at least I thought so. He looked so good in anything I put him in, it almost wasn’t fair. The voices faded and I decided that I probably should go tell Akira I was sorry. I knew how sensitive he was about looking feminine. I’d just gotten caught up in the excitement and hadn’t been thinking. Going over to the pile of fabric, I picked it up and set it on the bed. It would have to be altered, but I could probably make it into something Akira would feel more comfortable wearing. Going to the bathroom I splashed a bit of cold water on my face trying to wash away the tears, but my eyes were still a bit red. Shaking my head, I glared at myself in the mirror. “You are lucky anyone even wants to be friends with you.” I told the reflection. “Stupid emotional idiot.” “I’d rather you didn’t talk about yourself that way, Ryuu.”

Starring: Yūsuke Yamamoto as Tamaki And Haruna Kawaguchi as Haruhi http://www.animenewsnetwork.com/news/2011-05-19/ouran-high-school-host-club-gets-live-action-show So what are all of your thoughts? Think it will be any good? I personally would have preferred a second season of the anime rather than a live-action drama. But who knows, it turn out to be good

Well considering Taiki is the 'newest' member of the main character cast he is the baby per se. But he is so adorable you can't help but want to pick him up and hug him to death. Baba-chan better keep an eye on him or his 'lil Shinyoshi's' gonna get taken away by all the fans lol

xDDD then you will adopt me? I'm kitty so you have to!!! I'll make you! meow~! *snuggles like a kitten* xDDD thank you for wishing me the best in my exams (: Can't wait for the new takumi-kun to come out and I hope it has some fluffy and sweet and evermore M x S moments!! even if it's T x G centered it would still be good (I like both pairings, they are so dif I don't even compare my love for each, hamao and taiki are both so cute, baba-chan and dai-chan are so gorgeous! can't decide x) they are unique in their own way! but getting back to M x S it rly was a coincidence about the math and the exam o.o)

Today I received the supreme proof that I'm a pervert: someone else telling me that I am one onion2

ahaha....i liked that page ady...itz awesome!!! and some of fav pics from thre is diz one and diz one... ahaha...so chubby..lol

wow~~THATZ GONNA BE AWESOME!!!!!!! we're like a group of bunnies jumping around and became crazy... ahaha...u're very welcome...well...i wanna give u a gift.. i found an interesting pic of Taiki and gonna post it on ur page...*hugs* ahaha...my friend is craving for that kind of story.. she said it'll be awesome to imagine Arata san is a jealousy mode...*she's 4D like me too* ahaha..sure...1stly i told her not to request something too weird becoz i dun wanna burdened u with her 4D...lol glad u dun mind...ahaha

wuahh..u r so good..and yojichan's song is very touching.... ey..maybe u could post it in fanvid thread... i ady post one fanfid under misu x shingyouji names....u could post in there... so that we can keep all misu x shingyouji fanvid in one place..*easier for me to watch all of them..lol* Great job with the vid..im loving it too...^^ ahaha..me too..i read the post and i was like.."OK...watever..as long as i got my bunny and my fanfics" only a lame person who will wrote something like tht..==''' ehehe...sankyuu...diz year birthday is the best!!! i got one awesome misu x shingyouji fanvid and one amazing fanfic...ahaha...smile nonstoply till now.. and today i printed ur fanfic n gave it to my friends...seriously.... THEY WENT CRAZY!!!!..and wishing for more...ahaha...they love the hot scene in there too..^^ and one of my friend wondering whether u could make one fanfic bout jealousy between the cute couple... they wished to write one..but our school homeworks is drowning us...==''' and they also said they were so touched by the fanfic... now they said they became crazy of ur fanfics... my bestfriend...her name is Yee lee said ur writing is getting better each fanfics...^^ WELL DONE!!!!

the ones that r fighting AGAINST the rights for gay people an all in my opinion have no life if they dont like they should jus ignore an be on with their lives gay people just want to be treated equal if i cant get through to those who oppose gay paople... i dare not waste my breath on those who see flaw in falling in love

@Furuichi lol Furuichi, then people who "disagree"(the actual word is hate) with gay people what are? Unfortunately acceptance is still at a pretty low level But I guess that even this step is a huge one

Okay... okay.... confessions... hmmm... I once got oober drunk and confessed to my boyfriend that I was lesbian and turned him down during sex. The next morning I woke up next to a woman I hardly knew and her new born baby. I'm currently getting made fun of by my boyfriends siblings for the rest of my life, who claimed I had done the whole crab scene from Harry potter, after he drunk that good luck potion, while I was upside down hanging off the side of his couch. Let's just say I've decided to stay away from green apple smirinoff.

When a Man Loves a Man series Don't get the wrong idea here... I didn't do this... I just found this... I am not trying to make Youka Nitta as copy cat or any thing... I just want people to know every one need some help... Even it looks like each other but still it is hard to draw that into manga... Some time even great painter use other's work too... ^^

You hold my happiness . You hold my happiness in the palm of your hand , But where did you go my dear friend , You float on to the great beyond , You leave me speechless , You leave me helpless , I'm trying to smile , But it doesn't feel worth while , You hold my happiness in the palm of your hand , But where did you go my dear friend, I'm writing your name in the sand, Can you hear my voice , I know it wasn't your choice , You are farther then I can reach , But I still can't help to seek , I wish I wasn't so weak , You hold my happiness in the palm of your hand , But where did you go my friend , I'm screaming your name , Life will never be the same , If I cry a thousand tears , If I conquer a thousand fears , Could I bring you back here , I do anything to see you my dear , You hold my happiness in the palm of your hand , But where are you my dear friend , You left a hole in my heart , How can you ask me to part , Where do I even start , I wish on a shooting star , To take me to where you are , But still I am left behind , This world is so unkind , You hold my happiness in the palm of your hand , I know your gone my dear friend, But my heart still doesn't understand , How I will never again hold your hand , I write your name in sand , This isn't what I planned , I am speechless , I am helpless , Can I have this selfish request , Return to me , Return my happiness , Fill this hole in my heart , Why must we part , Don't you see , How much you mean to me , Do you understand , That you hold my happiness in the palm of your hand.

After the phone call, Shingyouji felt numb with fear and trepidation. He remained quiet while Matsumoto-sensei was talking to him in the conference room. The teacher was very concerned about him and though he appreciated it, he wanted so badly to get out of the room. There was only one person he had in mind that he believed strongly would calm him down. Just one person was all he needed desperately to see. If he saw him, everything would be fine. He'll face anything. He needed to be assured. He wanted so badly to see him. His first instinct was to proceed to Hayama's room and wait for him there. They should have been back by now, he thought. But the sudden vision of Hayama's worried face didn't sit well with him. It wasn't his face that he wanted to see right now. He wanted Misu. He only wanted him alone. And by sheer luck, he sees Misu who was walking along the hallway to the dorm building and all he could do was chase after him before he could enter the door. “Arata-san! Arata-san! Wait up!” Misu pretended not to hear and just kept walking towards the door. He was tired and he was in no mood to entertain the younger man. He felt a strong tug at his arm which irritated him but as he turned to look at the known offender, he was surprised at Shingyouji's flushed face. “Arata-san...we need to talk. Please. I don't know what to do.” Shingyouji was still gasping for air after the sprint he just did. “You could try letting my arm go because I am tired and whatever it is, I'm sure it can wait. I really need some sleep.” “But...” “I said let go, Shingyouji!” But Shingyouji shook his head. All the protests that screamed in his head fell flat in his tongue. No words came out. That's not what he wanted to hear right now from Misu. He wanted him to listen even for awhile. But he sensed Misu's rising irritation in his eyes. He did look weary from travel. Yes, he needed sleep. Whatever it is, I'm sure it can wait. Shingyouji slowly released his hold on Misu's arm. “I'm sorry to bother you. You should go. You're right, this can wait.” Shingyouji bowed his head slightly and sat by the stairs. Misu studied him for a moment but his fatigue was getting the better of him. He'll be fine, he assured himself. I'm no use talking to anyone if I'm tired anyway. But as Misu climbed the stairs and entered his room. Hayama was nowhere in sight. Probably visited Saki's room no doubt, he thought. He realized that perhaps it wasn't too bad if he had stayed for a bit to talk to Shingyouji earlier. He looked like he was very disturbed about something. He was afraid of something. He looked desperate for some reason. But then he quickly dismissed those thoughts and laid on his bed. I'll just talk to him tomorrow at lunch time. Shingyouji remained in the stairs. He was grateful that the sun was about to set in the horizon. He was grateful that there weren't any students around to see him like this. The tears that he was trying to hide the whole time began to run down his cheeks. He felt so weak. Shingyouji buried his face in his hands and wiped the tears. He dreaded what awaits for him when he gets home. But he did miss his grandmother. He suddenly felt an overwhelming need to see her. To comfort her. She had been the only one who stood by his side. The only person he could go to when his parents fought. The only person who didn't mind his tears. The only person who could understand what he's going through. Oh God, I'm so scared. But he had no choice left. He headed to his room and started to pack his things and shoved them in his large backpack. His room mate was not in the room. It was better that way so he didn't arouse any suspicion. Shingyouji was in no mood to explain himself. The one person he wanted to be with right now didn't have the time for him. It was better this way. Leave the school quietly. Matsumoto-sensei has already called a cab for him since it would be too late for Shingyouji to catch a bus. “Matsumoto-sensei...arigatou..” Shingyouji bowed to his teacher who patted him on the shoulder. “Don't worry. This will be only be between me and your family. Your grandmother was very insistent to keep this matter private which I totally understand. I do hope you'll come back to Shidou soon. You take care of yourself, Shingyouji-kun.” As the cab drove past the school, Shingyouji leaned his head by the window and watched the row of lush pine trees that lined the long road. Memories started flooding back to him. His coming to Shidou for the first time. Meeting Misu for the first time. How much his life has changed since then. He vowed he would be stronger. He tried so hard. But in the end, he was all alone after all. I need you, Arata-san. I don't know what's going to happen to me when I go home. Will I ever come back to Shidou? Will I ever see you again? I just want to stay here by your side. Oh God..what am I saying? This is exactly what Arata-san hates. I'm such a crybaby. I'm still a brat. Damn it. So stupid to think I'm someone he could love. Maybe leaving Shidou isn't such a bad idea after all. Maybe he'll be relieved I'm gone. All I do is annoy him. It's all my fault these things are happening to me. He squeezed his eyes shut. He had a deep sense of foreboding of what's to come when he arrives home. _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ Three weeks have passed and still no word came from Shingyouji. Misu has reverted back to his old habits of skipping meals and overworking himself. Hayama watched his roommate collapse on the bed still wearing his uniform. It has become a typical scenario. He tried to encourage Misu to somehow watch his health at least but Misu only gave him a glare and told him to stay out of his business. It wasn't just Misu's bad habits that bothered Hayama...his attitude was getting worse as well. He was snappy. He was curt. He was cold. He was more distant. It worried him and it also scared him. Hayama had shared such matters with Gii but his lover simply warned him to stay out of it. He might have been lucky last time to get involved in Misu's way at Tanabata Day but he wasn't so confident now. Gii and Misu may not get along that well but Gii also knew that he didn't want that civility they shared would turn to hate just because Hayama was too sensitive of the affair between Misu and Shingyouji. He wished so badly that there was something more he could do. Shingyouji was a good friend of his and he worried for his friend. But they were all left at a standstill when he left. No one knew the true reason for it. So many speculations and rumors proliferated in Shidou, some plausible and some were just downright impossible. Gii and Misu who had very little to zero patience with rumors and wild speculations have tried in their own way to seek the truth but nothing came up with their search. Not even teachers would say anything. The one teacher they had hoped to help them was Matsumoto-sensei but even he could not be pressured to divulge anything. It was bad enough that Shingyouji didn't own a cell phone since his parents did not see the point in giving him one since he would be living in the school anyway. They did manage to acquire Shingyouji's home address but the number they called was already disconnected which made them suspect that the home address is no longer reliable either. Perhaps they have already moved. The possibility only made Misu worse than ever. He had been keeping much to himself and poured most of his time to school work and his duties at the Student Council. When he did have some free time, he was either at the library or sleeping. Consultations with him were now referred to Gii and Shouzo. Shouzo at one point confronted Misu regarding his workaholic state and distant behavior but Misu told him that since his academic standing was in no way suffering then the school had nothing to complain about him and neither should anyone. It was best that they just leave him be. _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _

Game - Gigolo - bath Game - Gigolo - recording

Game - Gigolo - bed

I've been forced kissed 3 times not including the ones by females, if my brother knew he would probably commit a mass genocide, so let us be sure to keep it a secret. ;P Chu!~~~

My first was Gravitation .I bought a Anime Magazine and with it came a sample anime dvd . Now I grew up in strict Christian household but for me people that are gay ect didn't really bother me . Just I lived in a small town so wasn't really exposed to it . So I have to say I didn't hate it - I was in shock XD my face was all flushed and I'm like wow they kissed . And I'm like should I keep this disc ??? I told my B/f at the time about it also a anime fan x.x but he from even stricter background . He tells me just throw it away . And at first I couldnt I mean its a free dvd >_ When we went to the book store I bought my first Gravity manga But he found out and got mad at me x_x;;; told me next time to return it . Luckily he didn't take it away from me . So I bought like 5 more ( which all are lost aside number 5 x.x ) and then on very careful to hide them. And I had just got into it so only trusted my best friend online that I like yaoi . And she was real into it so started showing me some mangas . Over the years I became more open I got tired of hiding what I like . Some of the boys of my home forum give me a hard time but just teasing nothing mean ^^ now its just accepted thats what I like . The other day I tried I anime and said I didn't like it . And my friend says of course not its not yaoi . I still haven't watched a lot of anime but have read ^_^ manga over the years. Love the manga one shots I buy at the store on of my faves is "Only The Ring Finger Knows . " Starting to download now some series ^^ can't say I'm really into hardcore stuff ^^; but I'm like that with all anime XD. I just really love a good romance

This is interesting reading indeed, so.. well I guess I will share a few things now that I have read yours.. Have had threesome with 2 brothers, wasn't anything special tbh, but the oldest must have thought so, cause he fell in love with me and asked me to marry him.. he was heartbroken when I turned him down :cuteonion51: I have been addicted to sex (might not sound so bad, but it was actually a huge problem) But today its not an addiction, I have learned to control it, I just have to satisfy myself at least 1 time a day, or I will get grumpy, annoyed and turn into a hysterical bitch. My biggest secret, at least to my family, is that I have been a drug addict. I got into the problem when I moved out and lived in a college alike place, and I started to live a double life. I worked and lived a normal life.. it seemed, but I was addicted for 5 years. Everything was about drugs, drinking and partying. I still wonder how I manage to still work, when I was partying 5 days a week.. But I did. Anyway, stayed clean for almost 9 years.. I wish I could say: Been clean ever since.. but I haven't. My biggest regret: A few weeks ago I was out drinking with an ex bf, the one I was with when we were addicted back then, and only after 3 hours I apparently get a blackout, I can't remember 5 hours of that night. But apparently we moved on to one of our usual bars, I know lots of dealers in that bar and apparently I bought drugs for me and my ex. This was a huge chock to me to find out next day what I had done.. even tho, I do remember the after party and I was aware of the drugs that was there. I still think someone had put something into my drink, cause I didn't drink that much and I have never blacked out before.. its actually pretty scary to find out what you can actually still manage to do, but not even knowing it. So have told myself, no partying and drinking for a while.. This experience really made me see how weak I still am when it comes to drugs, so been really down over it lately, but I'm strong and stubborn, so I will manage, just need time to get back on track *Tiny smile* Well I have lots of other things that I could confess onion2 Buuuuut I think I have told enough for now ..

I'm almost 24 and I've never had a boyfriend or even a serious relationship. I'm too scared to like anyone because of the way my crushes treated me after telling them I liked them.

I have to confess. I'm deeply in love with my best friend (female) and beg to the gods that I could be with her, but I know that will never happen. seeing how she loves my like a sister/brother (depending on the way i'm acting). I wish I could go out with her. And also. I made out with my other best friend (also female) in bed with my best friend (the one I love deeply) while she was asleep...and kept clinging to me. The 3 of us had to share a bed when we slept over at make out best friends house. I wish i could expirience that again. no one knows besides the 2 of us...and now you guys.

nitemare - Alright! A guy & girl in one night.....I call that LUCKY! brohne - I always wanted to do that too, just to see what the responses would be if I was thought a male, You rock! Nozumidoll - like it rough huh, I like your style. As long as the bruises don't show or no blood on my victims they don't complain. Yojichan - you wear your badge of love (hickey) I only wish I could be as bold as you. You kick some ass, awesome! I am amazed at chick power I really am. Okay here is my confession I have kept all these years and will share with you all: For some strange reason I always get asked to participate in a threesome 2 guys & myself the guys always are adamant they are *not* bi yet I get asked to be included this has happened a bunch of times, and its not like the discuss is about orgies or kinky sex at first I thought to myself, hey lower the phenomones maybe you're giving off the scent/vibes but it kept happening so I just don't pay it any mind anymore. Hasn't happened in a long time now. Maybe they thought I was play toy...yikes! Crazy!

Shingyouji walked inside their apartment and the first thing he did was lay his cell phone on the dining table. He reflected for a moment what he was about to do next. He paced around scratching his head. He sits on the chair and stared at the bed they shared. His eyes wandered to the calendar on the wall. He had planned for this evening two weeks in advance. He knew that Arata-san had always admired the films of that movie director so he was so excited when he got to buy those premiere tickets. He wanted to see his lover smile and take him out of his stressful job as a hospital intern. He wanted to make the evening special and the unexpected presence of one person simply dashed those dreams away for him. Perhaps he could have been more assertive and insisted that Sagara-san leave them be. But he couldn't do that. He didn't want to appear childish and selfish to anyone especially to Arata-san. He didn't want him to worry. He wanted to appear as adult and pragmatic as possible. That he was all over this. That it was okay. That it was alright. That it totally made sense for Arata-san to be chummy with his senpai since they haven't seen each other for quite some time. The fear of rejection from Arata-san weighed more to him than his truest desire to monopolize his lover to himself. Shingyouji's lips quivered and suddenly tears ran down his cheeks. He wiped them off impatiently and grabbed his messenger bag, grabbed his keys and walked out of the apartment. His cell phone remained on the table. =========================== 11:00PM It was the umpteenth time Misu had been glancing at his wristwatch while trying to keep up with the conversation with his senpai. Sagara-san had been exceptionally chatty. Misu smiled at the thought since he knew that the alcohol had added to that chattiness of his. They talked about a lot of things and discussed about the movie they just watched. They were both fans of the director and wouldn't miss any of his films when they were in high school. 11:35PM Misu excused himself to make a call. All he got was a continuous ring. Shingyouji was not picking up his phone. Normally he would pick up in three rings but this was different. Must be busy at work. Damn it where the hell did he work again? He knew it was a 24-hour convenience store. But what the hell's the name of that store? Which branch was it? A 7-Eleven? No. An independent one? What the hell is it? It suddenly dawned to him that he was at a loss. Agitation started to set in. Damn it...I don't know where he works and he's not answering the phone. Why didn't I even bother asking him about it? He returned to his seat with Sagara-san who noticed the change in his mood. “You look worried. What's wrong? Is there an emergency? You need to go to the hospital?” Sagara-san looked at him concerned. “Ahm...kind of an emergency but it's a different matter really. I'm really sorry, senpai. I wish I could stay longer but I really have to go.” Misu stood up and bowed. “Oh okay..I hope nothing too bad happened. I think I'll stick around here for a little while longer.” Sagara-san smiled. Misu felt the rising anxiety creeping inside of him. Something was definitely not right. Shingyouji would never have dreamed of not answering the phone whenever he called. He would never miss out on something like that at all. But where could he be at this hour? How was he going to find him? Where would he start? He thought he'd return to their apartment and hopefully find some clues around there. He felt so stupid for not even asking his lover's work place. He thought he knew enough but something as simple like this made him feel pathetic. He failed at this. He didn't like the sound of it at all. What kind of a couple were they if he didn't know about these things? Has he been so absorbed in his internship and taken it all for granted that Shingyouji would be fine as things were? The apartment was quiet. He turned on the lights and saw that everything seemed to be in place as they have left it. He sees the cell phone on the table and his heart sank. Did he leave this intentionally or forgot about it? 12:15AM Misu's eyes were bleary as he stared onto the wall clock. He's gone through Shingyouji's phonebook but all it had were names he didn't know of other than Hayama, Saki and Akaike. He could call Hayama perhaps he knew where Shingyouji worked but quickly dismissed the thought. That would have made him a complete idiot and Saki's sensitive lover would have worried too much. Worse, he didn't want Saki to be involved either. Not that he'd care anyway. They somehow managed well enough to tolerate each other's presence. Hayama and Shingyouji were good friends though. He could call everyone in the phone book but that would only raise unnecessary panic on them at this hour. What would he tell them anyway? How would he introduce himself to them? Just a concerned friend? Was that all really? Misu changed into his sleepwear and laid down on the bed. He pressed his face on Shingyouji's pillow and inhaled his scent. They shared the same shampoo but somehow it always smelled pleasantly different on him. His mind must be playing tricks on him. He shouldn't worry so much, right? It's not like his lover was a child and would get lost. He's an adult for God's sake. I have to trust him. He probably is just at work. He'll be home soon. I'll be here when he does. It's gonna be alright. I am worrying for nothing. He only forgot his phone. Nothing more. I should definitely ask him where he works.

Ahaha...thx so much...actually im kinda weird at school becoz people thought im chinese but im not...my family is kinda mixed with many culture and my great granpa is a japanese..*but i cant talk in japanese fluently at all* Kyaa...u r pretty too...lookz like everybody here is pretty...^^

X/1999. That scene when Subaru kills Seishirou in the end...those words uttered by Sei and only Subaru could hear.. OMG! I went insane!!! I was crying so hard like I lost something so sacred. I mean I didn't even cry that hard when our house got burned to the ground. LOL I was having palpitations. I could not eat. I was too shocked. Much too affected. The images were still fresh in my head for weeks. I was like a zombie. Tears would stream down my cheeks again whenever I would be reminded of it. But I'm better now. Heheh! I am THAT affected because I've been following Sei and Subaru since Tokyo Babylon.

I like the scene from Eternal Summer