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A recent blog post caught my attention. Manga Self-Defense 101. As a yaoi and adult anime lover I have a lot of questionable content on my laptops. My laptops also go everywhere with me. If I was stopped and my laptop searched, I could potentially be charged with having child porn. I don't have any, but that's not how some people see it. So, just a word of caution to those of you who travel with anime and manga on your phones or laptops. What are your feelings on this?

relax...i feel the same...but itz for fun...ahahah... damn...i hope thre's nobody recognise me here...even if do...nevermind... diz is my favourite pic becoz i juz cut my hair and starts gain a new meaningful life after tht... and diz hair makes my junior fan likes me...ahaha

Takumi-kun Pure credits for translation to sayasubs Download Takumi-kun Pure Movie Complete Mirror link: Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 NOTE: Download all parts in the same folder, join with HJSplit and play the complete file with VLC Player. Plot: Unlike the three previous films, Pure focuses on the relationship between Misu Arata and Shingyouji Kanemitsu , which begins when Shingyouji takes the test to enter Shidou Gakuen . That's when he meets Misu and falls for him. Then we come back to the present where the sempai who admires Misu appears, bringing Shingyouji problems and jealousy . Watch online: Takumi Kun Pure For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Status: Discontinued Author Note: The promised surprise and possible continuation of the Misu x Shingyouji romance from my previous oneshot fanfic titled ImPure. Thank you to each and everyone who have loved and read my previous fanfics. I am deeply grateful. Lovingly dedicated to all Takumi-kun fans. The inspiration was so strong after watching Pure. I hope you will find it a pleasure to read as I had so much pleasure and excitement writing it. Before we begin to read, let us reflect on this image to set the mood. ------------------------------- rabbit8 PURENESS “Okay..what in the world is that?” Misu frowned as he looked at his young lover strangely as Shingyouji wrestled with his white fluffy costume. “I'm a bunny rabbit. I'm doing this as a favor for my boss. It's his kid's birthday party. Isn't it cute?” Idiot, you're already cute even without it. Misu smirked but he won't say it out loud. “So when do you start your rabbit gig?” Misu sat on the chair and merely observed Shingyouji who was admiring and waving at at his reflection in the mirror. “Tomorrow.” Came the response. Shingyouji proceeded to take off the costume and stuff them in the big bag along with the fluffy bunny ears and pink nose. “Alright.” Misu stood up and went to their kitchen and saw there was curry on the stove. He poured some of it in a bowl and took it to the table while Shingyouji began setting the table. This particular dinner time was special as they didn't share the same schedules. Misu being a hospital intern and Shingyouji balancing his part time job as a convenience store clerk and college taking up Phys Ed. “By the way, I have a surprise for you.” Shingyouji smiled and pulled out two tickets out of his messenger bag. “Where did you get these?” Misu looked at them surprised. “My co-worker sold me those tickets last week since he won't be able to attend it with his girlfriend due to some family matter. I thought it was so timely since the tickets have already sold out even online.” “These premiere movie tickets are for tomorrow night.” Misu stared at them. Premiere tickets to Francisco Nagoya's art film feature. He had been a fan since high school. He was quite impressed that Shingyouji managed to get tickets for this. “Yes. I figured since my rabbit gig will be in the morning and I don't have classes tomorrow. I have already informed my boss that I will take the night off for tomorrow so we could watch the movie and maybe have dinner afterwards. What do you think, Arata-san? Will you come with me?” Shingyouji looked at him with his eyes sparkling with hope. “Well, I don't see why not. It's my day off tomorrow anyway. Yeah, sure. Let's go.” Misu shrugged. “Yatta!” Shingyouji lunged forward and gave an amused Misu a tight hug. “Thank you, Arata-san. I'm so happy.” He whispered to his ear and as their eyes met, Misu gave him a light kiss on the lips but still melted the younger man. ============================== “That was a really good movie.” Misu nodded as he read the movie pamphlet. Shingyouji looked at him proudly. Actually, he didn't quite understood the film being cerebral and a bit too artsy for his taste but spending time with Arata-san was all worth it. How he wished they could spend more time like these but he knew living together was the ultimate dream he had that's come true. He should be more than happy. As they were on their way to the lobby, a familiar voice called out from behind them. “Misu-kun!” “Sagara-senpai!” Misu turned and his eyes lit up. Very pleased to see his old friend and senior. Shingyouji could only look at him in shock. What is he doing here? Why now? “I wasn't expecting I'd see you here. This is a nice surprise.” Sagara-senpai smiled as he patted his kouhai's head. Get your damn hands off him! Shingyouji's jaw was clenched. He was fighting the urge to drag Misu away from the older man but he could only clench his fists inside his coat pockets in silent frustration. “Ah...Shingyouji-kun, yes? I remember you. It's been a long time. It's good to see you.” Sagara-senpai patted him lightly on the shoulder. Shingyouji could only manage a slight bow and a forced smile. “Yes, it's been a long time, Sagara-san.” He couldn't do it. He can't risk embarassing Misu. He loved him too much. “We're going out for drinks. Would you like to join us, senpai?” Misu asked an amused Sagara who easily agreed. Shingyouji wanted to fall apart but kept his cool and nodded in agreement instead. They arrived at a relaxing yet classy bar. There weren't much patrons around and happened to be Misu's favorite as was suggested by his co-interns. A piano player onstage playing jazz music. The atmosphere was sublime. The waiter was courteous and attentive who took their orders. It had a nice air of privacy and comfort. But Shingyouji was finding it difficult to absorb the atmosphere because right before him was his beloved who is now deeply engaged in a conversation with his senior and old friend. Tonight was supposed to be just for the two of them. He could have been the one Misu would be deeply engaged in a conversation with. He could have been the only one Misu would be focusing on right now. He could have been enjoying all that attention right now. This was an evening for only the two of them. He felt oddly out of place now. He knew too well that once these two met, there was no pulling them apart. Shingyouji looked at them sadly and manage a polite smile. He considered just walking out of the bar and not looking back. Make up some lame excuse. Would Arata-san follow me? Would he leave Sagara-san to be with me? He felt his insecurities rising again at rapid speed. He reached for his cell phone and pressed for a ring tone. What the hell am I doing? But I can't stand this...I don't wanna embarrass Arata-san. The longer I stay here...I'll embarrass myself as well. “Oh, I'm sorry..I have to take this call.” Shingyouji waved slightly and stood up and walked to the corner of the bar as Misu watched in passing. The waiter arrived with their drinks and so did Shingyouji with the most apologetic face he could express. “Anou...I'm really sorry. But something's up at work. I need to leave. It was very nice meeting you again, Sagara-san...Arata-san.” Shingyouji bowed and turned to leave quickly. Misu having noticed the change of mood from Shingyouji excused himself to follow him to the door. “Where are you going? You told me that you took the day off. Now they want you to report for work?” Misu held squeezed his arm slightly to make the younger man face him. “Yeah. Well, it's rather unexpected. But it's alright. I'll see you at home, Arata-san.” Shingyouji tried to smile. Misu studied his face for a minute before releasing his hold on Shingyouji's arm. There was an unsteadiness in his tone. The smile that didn't quite reach those eyes yet continued smiling nontheless. He understood Shingyouji's work ethic and dedication to his job but why did it seem so hurried?

The promised fun oneshot. It's rated 18+ due to language. This time it's Misu and Shingyouji. The title is just a wordplay for the upcoming movie Takumi-kun: Pure :hamtaro-005 (6): ImPure - Misu x Shingyouji fic Before they knew it, they were no longer in high school. One of Shingyouji's most revered dreams has finally been answered. Not only is he already in college but he got to live together with his beloved Arata-san in their 1DK apartment. Arata had complained once about the cramp space but Shingyouji didn't seem to mind the very least. To him, this was everything he dreamt of. Everything in life was good except for one thing. Misu Arata had taken up a bad habit of smoking. When he first tasted his first cigarette, it was like a celebration of freedom. He savored each nicotine stick like he would savor a breathe of fresh air. Much to the chagrin of his partner, Shingyouji who could not stand the smoke but was patiently trying to tolerate it but he was nearing his breaking point. Misu has scoffed so many times on the health risks of smoking. Something had to be done. As they quietly spent a lazy Sunday afternoon watching television, Shingyouji diverted his eyes and focused on Misu who was now enjoying another newly-lighted cigarette. "Arata-san...you shouldn't be smoking so much." Shingyouji looked at him worriedly. "Since when did an idiot like you tell me what to do?" Misu not bothering to look at him but remained focused on the TV screen. "Because this idiot cares about you a lot, that's why." Shingyouji frowned and moved closer to him. "Hmp!" Misu blew him a smoke circle. "You're not gonna stop?" That irritated Shingyouji so he grabbed the remote control and turned off the TV. "Make me." Misu gave him a smirk. "Alright then." Shingyouji quickly grabbed the cigarette off Misu's lips and began to inhale sharply. "HEY! WHY ARE YOU SMOKING IT?" Misu was aghast. He never once realized that his smoking bothered his partner so much. "Do you like it when I smoke, Arata-san?" Shingyouji blew a smoke in his direction. His lips were quivering. He obviously was not used to smoking but he didn't cough either. "Since when did you learn how to smoke?" Misu eyed him suspiciously. This was a whole new discovery for him. All the while he thought he knew Shingyouji but seeing him smoke like that in front of him, questions started to pop in his mind. "Since middle school." Shingyouji stopped smoking and squished the cigarette on the Panda bear-shaped ashtray. "WHAT THE...?" Now Misu was even more curious. "A teacher taught me how." Shingyouji answered him without hesitation yet his eyes remained on the ashtray. He couldn't bring himself to look directly at Misu. "Are you fucking with me? You say, a teacher taught you how to smoke?" This time Misu held him by the shoulders and made Shingyouji face him directly. "Yes..he did...especially after he would...do things...to me. He said it made the cigarette taste...much better." Shingyouji lowered his gaze. Memories he had chosen to remain buried in his mind were slowly being dug up once again. Misu's face was painted with shock. He did not expect something like that at all. It was bad enough a corrupted teacher would take advantage of his young students, a middle schooler even. But what angered him more was no one had any right to touch Shingyouji like that. Shingyouji was HIS to touch. Damn it! Okay, maybe possessiveness went a little too far but STILL! "Fuck. I don't want to ever see you smoke again. Do you understand?" Misu's voice was grim. He touched Shingyouji's cheek to face him. "I do." Shingyouji replied meekly. "Okay then." Misu nodded. "Would you do the same for me, Arata-san?" Shingyouji looked at him earnestly. "Only if you can replace my cigarettes with something better." Misu smirked. "You're such a perv, Arata-san." Shingyouji laughed. "IDIOT! DON'T COMPARE ME WITH THAT PEDO SENSEI OF YOURS!" Misu looked at him incredulously, obviously bothered with the comparison. "He was nice though..." Shingyouji shrugged. "SHUT UP YOU!" Misu was gritting his teeth. "He didn't hurt me." Shingyouji slowly shook his head while fiddling with a renegade thread from Misu's shirt. "But you said he did things to you..." Misu lowered his voice and looked at him closely. "Yeah...uhm...well..." Shingyouji stopped fiddling with the thread on Misu's shirt and covered his face instead. "Enough!" Misu just had it already. Another word about that sensei, he would be hatching a plan to track him down. "You'll really quit smoking for me starting now, Arata-san?" Shingyouji looked at him and smiled hopefully. "Idiot." Arata flopped back on the pillows while Shingyouji moved to snuggle beside him. "You're funny, Arata-san. I love you so much." Shingyouji murmured while planting a soft kiss on Misu's cheek. "I know...now about the replacement..." Misu grinned at him. Owari! :hamtaro-005 (4):

I'll jump into this discussion too ^_^ I enjoyed this movie alot, prob alot more than the previous Takumi films. I loved all the characterizations of all the characters as well. There was no moment where I got bored or hated it. The cinematography made me happy. I'm a huge cinematography buff, so at my third time watching it, I was enjoying the angles and how characters were placed in the frame. I feel like the director and his crew have improved a great deal. It shows in Pure and I can't wait to see the 5th film. Scenes that I liked. Where Arata was in the cafeteria talking with the other two guy characters and giving them relationship advice. ALL the Arata and Shingyouj scenes. Every scene that they did together was on fire. I really felt their dysfunctional relationship lol. I felt soooo bad for Shingyouj at times tho. (well Arata was being a lil too possessive for my taste...) Kiss scenes were all SMEXY btw The restaurant scene in the end, with all our main characters. The opening shot, with the entrance exam. I thought was very well done. Subtle is what I want to use. I love when people can act well with little dialogue. If you can act with only your eyes and just expressions, I personally think you mastered the art of acting. Yoshizawa OR Takabayashi (I forgot to match names...) Okay one of them was seeking adivice from Gii in his dorm room. I thought it was cute. He reminds me of a puppy, like Shingyouji. Wow all these Uke's are puppys to me lol, except Takumi...a lil bit. Takumi has more of a backbone tho. I think... Anyway film is a very well done Boys love movie. Good quality acting

Let go for general blog news on Takumi-kun & Mao-kun & Dai-chan... ^^ for the post in blog... no quiz this time... But for the essential items in shooting they show today is this... Every one know what is this... It is Takumi & Gii's pajamas... ^^ Well from the beginning of Mao-kun & Dai-chan as Takumi & Gii they wear this pajamas only... Even til the end... in the making Mao-kun was wearing that pajamas... ^^ So this is really the essencial items indeed... ^^ For Mao-kun... he got wisdom tooth... In Japan and Korea the call love tooth... ^^; Any way he is in pain... poor Mao-kun... He see the doctor and got a madicine... and put some ice pack (not ice pack something like that... ^^; )... Well as I said there they call love tooth... So become adult in few day first thing he got is love tooth... Are you in love????? --; Ah... my friend told me that Takiguchi send a message at Mao-kun's birthday... Said that he will make Mao-kun drink on air (they are doing Heat up eve tomorrow)... The people I was worry about did said that... --; But, Mao-kun has good excuse... he has love tooth and taking madication... ^^;;; Well Dai-chan didn't post new on for today... so I will just go for yesterday... I told you he in in new musical now... call "Love"... Before yesterday practice they went to shrine to wish for success for "Love"... He took picture... now day he like to wear that hat a lot... ^^ So... this is for today... I will bring another news from blog... tomorronw... ^^ Every one have a great day or night... with every you are in now... ^^ Bouns posting... ^^;; I just remember Taiki post some picture... That some of Taiki fan might love... ^^ He did this at the Shinjuku Hoko Also, he said he did similar photos at NEW YORK from last year... I hope you like this... ^^

Well I am not good with Japanese... --; I use translater and some Japanese are same as korean so I just use thought to translat... ^^ Well Dai-chan really do cuter then Mao-kun some time... Also, Mao-kun do act as his age to his close friend... But, somehow when he is with working he get less cuter... --; Well he use to be much cuter in Tenimyu and Takumi-kun... But, I feel that Mao-kun is growing up to fast in front of our eyes... --; Ah... from that I just remember that I did want to say same think... When, almost to end at Pure... Dai-chan and Mao-kun's smile is so much alike... So I did want to say being together long to make them even smile like each other... ^^ I believe the picture are when they were still in Tenimyu and shot first Takumi-kun... Second picture Guy beside Mao-kun is Gud who play Oishi 4 Seigaku at Tenimyu... ^^

Whoever has facebook, I just want to say this is an AWESOME community. Alot of awesome photos of all the actors, makings, movie, photobooks, etc. Love it! http://www.facebook.com/Pockygirl#!/pages/SAGA-TAKUMI-KUN/118253334917923

Love this fic!! so hot :x I really like how Shinyouji caught Arata-san off guard and triggered his possessiveness~ He's really cunning not an idiot lol And your writing is very lively its like watching Pure part 2 Keep up the work ^^

Yojichan here is the vidie I promised!!! hope you enjoy!!! I was thinking of your fic and I must admit it is a very touching song, you got me addicted to it too xDDD *gives cookie*

“Arata-san...” Shingyouji's eyes wandered nervously and curiously as he felt Misu taking his coat off. His mind began to protest as he watched him begin unbuttoning his blue-checkered shirt. But no words came out of his mouth. Misu looked very focused in the task and he sensed that authoritative silence. It didn't frighten Shingyouji but he knew better than to stop the quiet ministrations from the older man. It was almost a similar feeling he had when they were in the dressing room not so long ago as Misu buttoned his shirt up and that kiss they shared. The memory of that kiss made him feel a little hazy. No way he can stop Misu now. He knew too well that what Misu wants, he gets it and who was he to deny him that when he wanted it so much as well? The younger man could only stare in silent awe to what his lover was doing. First the coat then his shirt and now he felt fingers slowly unfastening his belt buckle. He wondered if Misu could hear how loud his heart was beating now. But even if he did, the older man did not show any signs of stopping with his activity. The belt dropped on the floor with a mild thud. And now his pants has dropped to his feet and he stepped out of it. Shingyouji was only wearing his boxers and his socks. A naughty glint showed in Misu's eyes which made Shingyouji both excited and nervous at the same time. “I'll get you a robe.” Misu left him standing there for awhile and he knew what that meant. He took off his socks and walked into the shower and closed the door behind him and took off his boxers. Shingyouji turned on the cool shower as it sprayed generously on his heated body. He leaned his forehead on the bathroom wall and allowed himself to calm his wildly beating heart. He then adjusted the water temperature to warm when he felt his nerves calming down. All the frustrations and stress he felt last night was slowly draining away as quickly as the water drained on the floor. When he opened the bathroom door, Misu was standing with the bathroom robe ready for him to slide into. He felt Misu's fingers loosely tie his robe around him then motioned for him to follow to the bed. Misu sat on the bed and held the towel he placed on the bed earlier while Shingyouji was in the shower. Shingyouji was feeling his body slowly heat up again as he approached and stood before him patiently waiting for his next instruction. Misu looked up to him and he could see the glassy look Shingyouji was giving him. He surely had no idea what he had in mind and he liked that....very much. “Kneel.” And Shingyouji obeyed and knelt before him while Misu took his sweet time massaging and drying his dripping wet hair. Shingyouji closed his eyes, raking in all the gentleness and control. His hands are now on Misu's thighs. He rubbed his hands slightly on the cottony material of Misu's pajamas. This was a rare occurrence they were having now. He wanted to enjoy every second of it. He never expected how good it felt when you have the person you love do something like this for you. From Misu's perspective, he could feel Shingyouji's muscle relaxing. His hair was nearly dry and as he took off the towel, the younger man still had his eyes closed. He smiled. He held his face with both hands and Shingyouji opened his eyes to look deeply into his lover before him. “Arata-san...” “Shingyouji...” Their foreheads touched. Their noses touched. Shingyouji felt Misu's cheek rub on his face and a light kiss on his forehead. He felt himself being pulled forward. The gentleness in Misu was making him weaker in the knees. If this went on, he was sure he'd fall back on the floor. Misu sensing this guided him to lie on the bed. As he lay down, Misu sat beside him and leaned towards his side. One hand slowly fiddling with the bath robe tie. Shingyouji felt a shiver run from the his nape down to his.... “You know...you should learn to be a little selfish sometimes.” Misu's voice was deeply seductive and resonated to Shingyouji's ears. “Our relationship....has already come to this....there's no turning back and we both know that.” Shingyouji nodded and tried to keep his eyes focused on Misu's. “Now tell me what you really desire...” Shingyouji felt his heart race at those words. Really? What he really desired? And then it dawned to him the reasons why Misu behaved earlier when he took off his clothes. It wasn't the actions of someone who merely cared for him. He was making up for the time they could have spent together last night. It was Misu's way of apologizing and oh, what a truly seductive apology it is. Every bit of uneasiness he may have felt had already disappeared now that they lay so close together on their bed. “I only want you to be mine. Mine alone. I don't want to share you with anyone...not even Sagara-san...you're mine. You're mine first....and always.” Shingyouji's words though seemingly possessive sounded more like he was pleading which made Misu smile. “You know I'm yours. Stop being afraid, Shingyouji.” He slowly lowered his head and as their lips touched, Shingyouji clung to him. He matched his kiss with much fervor and passion. The bathrobe now undone and revealing the dewy and smooth alabaster skin. The scent of his shampooed hair only further ignited the flame inside of Misu as his lips traveled down Shingyouji's neck. His hands tracing every inch of his lover's taut skin. Shingyouji stretched his neck allowing more access. “I love you...Arata-san...” He moaned so sweetly which made Misu's heart swell with even more heightened desire. “Shingyouji...” He breathed into his ear and Shingyouji felt every pore in his body come alive. He smiled in complete satisfaction. The fears and insecurities disappearing fast. No matter what happens in the future, they will always have this moment to reflect and treasure. To each other, they truly belonged. No one can ever come in between them. Owari?! AUTHOR NOTES: I feel my cheeks heating up after posting this last part. My hands feel numb with giddiness. LOL. Aaah...I finally got to write this. Feels so good. I debut this fanfic here in YO before I publish them on my FFNET page. To see the link to my page, check out my Homepage at my Profile. Thank you!

4:30AM Misu stirred as he heard the door click. He rubbed his eyes and adjusted to see Shingyouji trying his best not to make a sound as he carefully laid his bag on the chair. “You're back.” Misu broke the silence as he sat up on the bed. “Eh? Ah....anou...I'm so sorry, Arata-san..I didn't mean to wake you. I just came for a change of clothes. I'll be leaving soon.” A very startled Shingyouji stared at him. Misu stood up and turned on the lights. Shingyouji kept his head low and was obviously trying to avoid his intense scrutiny. He felt Misu's hand slowly cup the side of his face and lifted his chin slowly to finally face him. “Where have you been? I was worried. But I didn't know where to find you. You even left your phone.” Misu tried to keep his tone low and evenly paced. He didn't want to frighten his already-agitated lover. It was painfully obvious that Shingyouji's eyes revealed fatigue and sadness. “I was at work.” Came the nervous reply. “Where is it? I mean....where do you work?” Misu felt like a complete idiot right about now but he didn't care. It felt like the right time to ask such a question. “Sakura Grocery. The convenience store ten blocks from here.” Shingyouji blinked at him. He was rather surprised to be asked since Arata-san didn't seem the least bit interested in his work before. Misu made a mental note of that information and considered visiting him there one of these days. His confidence returning. Relief overswept him to have the younger man before him. Talking to him again. He's safe. He's home. That's all that mattered. They remained standing at the center of their apartment just looking at each other. “I'm sorry about last night.” Misu whispered which elicited a shocked look from the younger man. “Eh? It's no problem. It's okay really. I understand. Besides you and Sagara-san haven't seen each other for a long time. It was rather sudden for him to show up like that but I guess it was a good time for you both to catch up on things. I'm sure you have lots of stuff to talk about. And then there was that call...and I needed to be at work anyway...so yeah...it's fine really. I mean...I wasn't expecting you'd be already home either. I thought you guys would be hopping at bars and stuff. It's a good time to unwind, you know...I remember a friend of mine had this reunion and they...” “Shingyouji! You're rambling!” Misu interrupted him and shook him and right there he saw the tears that the younger man had been forcing to keep at bay began to flow unstoppably. He pulled him into a fierce embrace and tried to soothe him by gently rubbing his back with circular motions. As the tears subsided he felt him slowly relax in his embrace and Misu closed his eyes. So that was it. Shingyouji's insecurities have played up again this time. He's tried to assure him that there was nothing between him and Sagara-senpai but he guessed he can never ease the unrest in his lover whenever his senior appeared. He always seemed at a complete loss. Like he didn't know where to belong. But instead of exercising assertiveness, his lover chose to retreat like he did in the past. Though he loved him in his own way, their relationship in high school cannot be clearly defined despite Shingyouji always keeping close to him as much as possible. He has admitted to himself he actually enjoyed the devoted attention basked upon him by the younger man. But it is only when they moved in together and has been together for a year that finally they have a semblance of a relationship they can actually clearly define now in their terms. Several minutes passed. Misu looked at him with his eyes thoughtful. A slight curve of a smile evident in his lips. Ah, yes..he loves Shingyouji. He knew he can never find another lover as devoted as this. He knew it would be a torture to not have him close like this. But he did admit that there were lots of times that he did find a guilty pleasure of getting his lover flustered around him. Call it possessiveness. Call it whatever you like but by doing so also proved that only he had that much influence to make Shingyouji feel this way. If only....

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Sensitive Pornograph (uncensored) Anime Title: Sensitive Pornograph Written by: Ashika Sakura Genre: yaoi Number of Episodes: 1 - have 2 part Year : 2004 Plot: Part 1 : The story begins with Seiji Yamada (Voiced by: Kenichi Suzumura), a young shonen manga artist, who develops an affair with a fellow mangaka, who writes hentai, named Sono Hanasaki, who is also his favorite artist. The plot-line develops from Yamada mistaking Sono for a girl. After having discovered him to be a boy, Seiji still falls in love with him, and they have an intimate affair. Seiji becomes distraught when he learns of Sono's past tendencies of sleeping around, and for a time the two become separated. However, they eventually reconcile after Seiji learns of the emotional damage Sono has suffered as a result of being abandoned and used only for sex. Part 2 : The second part begins with Ueno, a student in college, who works part-time as a pet sitter, receiving an assignment to take care of a rabbit. Upon arriving at the specified address, looking for a rabbit named Aki-chan, he finds that there is no rabbit. Instead he discovers a young man bound, naked, in a closet, apparently a sex slave to the man who hired Ueno. Aki-chan is chagrined to realize that his lover/master has created a twist on a sexual thrill situation for himself - he has sent strangers to Aki-chan for sex before, but tricking someone into the apartment is a new twist. Aki-chan knows his master wants to watch from a distance while Aki-chan has sex with the duped Ueno. Explaining that his master will get mad if things don't go his way, and may even hurt Ueno, Aki-chan persuades him to have sex to ..... Download Sensitive Pornograph OVA: Download Watch Sensitive Pornograph Online (HD Quality): Sensitive Pornograph Online For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Houi Gakusya to Keiji no Aisyou Drama CD, Criminal Detective Meets Forensic Scientist Synopsis: T University received a threatening letter in the forensic science department- "Realize the weight of the crime which you committed." Given to a beautiful associate professor. A detective in a twisted suit and lazy facial hair appeared - "Let me ask some questions." "None of your business" professor brushes off the detective. Passionate detective x beautiful witty forensic scientist Download Houi Gakusya to Keiji no Aisyou Drama CD: MF For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Alternative Names: みらくるのーとん Company: Tennenouji Release Date: 26.12.06 Platform: PC Genre: 18+ BL, romance, PWP Summary: PWP very effectively sums this up. How to write the summary when there ain’t even a substantial plot or anything? *sigh* Well from the dredges of what little story there is in this game, the synopsis would go like this: Protagonist Ogata Akira finds a magical living notebook that can grant any wish he writes in it. But there’s a catch: only horny wishes work. Download Links (DepositFiles): Part 1 Part 2 Patch *Uploaded by request For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Alternative Titles: Square Na Kankei; Square Relation; Square Relationship; スクエアな関係 Author: Studio May-be Artist: Asou Kai Year: 2007 Status: 1 Volume (Complete) Summary: The manga is a continuation story from a BL (Boys Love) game under the same title. 1-2) A Distance Between Words and Heart Nishida Yuuto got his first male lover, Kobayakawa Ryuuji, an ex-host. However, he's unsure whether this relationship is strong, or if he's only being toyed with. 3-4) The Clumsy Darling Aoi Satoru is now Kishimoto Takami's lover... Can he trust Takami, who has such a dirty past...? Read Square Relation Online: Square Relation Download Square Relation Manga: Download Link For download reupload requests, please post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: 安非他命, Amphetamine Release year: 2010 Country: Hong Kong Running time: 97 minutes Plot: Kafka is straight while Daniel happens to be gay. The young men fall in love, believing that their love can bridge anything, despite their difference in sexuality and Kafka's drug-taking. Daniel does not regret his love for Kafka, who tries to love him back against his nature. But a flashback memory from Kafka's past makes it difficult for their relationship to work. It turns out that their addiction to love proves more fatal than the drugs they use to explore the boundaries of their friendship. Watch Amphetamine BL Movie Online: Amphetamine Download Amphetamine BL Movie: Amphetamine For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Junjo Romantica, Junjo Romantica: Pure Romance, 純情ロマンチカ, Junjō Romanchika, Pure-Hearted Romantica Genres: comedy, drama, romance, yaoi Running time: 30 min/ episode Number of episodes: 12 ep/season; 2 seasons Plot Summary: Misaki is suddenly having some unexpected and odd problems. What started as a need for some college entrance exam tutoring has somehow led him to being romanced by a suave older man who also happens to be his big brother’s best friend. Confused by all of his brand new emotions, Misaki struggles to deal with his suddenly very odd life. And if that wasn’t enough, his suitor, Usami, has plenty of issues of his own. A man-child who decorates his room in giant teddy bears and toys, Usami is a famous novelist who also writes steamy boys’ love novels on the side. When Misaki cracks open one of these books and reads sentences like “Misaki licks every inch of Usami’s hot body”…well, let’s just say that all hell breaks loose. Download: For Season 1 subbed in English, go here: Junjou Romantica (Eng Subs) Watch Junjou Romantica Season 1 Online (HD Quality): Junjou Romantica Season 1 Online Season 2 (watch it in BSPlayer or VLC Player) EP 01 EP 02 EP 03 EP 04 EP 05 EP 06 EP 07 EP 08 EP 09 EP 10 EP 11 EP 12 DVD Special Junjou Romantica Watch Junjou Romantica Season 2 Online (HD Quality): Junjou Romantica Season 2 Online Junjou Romantica, Egoist and Terrorist anime were licensed long time ago. Since the Company announced they'd report and sue all the online site providing links, YO isn't and won't be updating links to download Junjou. Sorry for the inconveniences.

Original name: Netsujou Innocence Manga ALT. names: Netsujou Innocence, Passionate Innocence Original run: 2004 Description: Up and coming designer, Rio Nanase, has lived with the guilt of letting a friend fall off a balcony when he was young. Then one day, he meets the young owner of a penthouse that he designed! Keiichiro Nagato is his name and he brings Rio to an observatory against his will. There the acrophobic Rio begins to tell the truth about what happened 17 years ago, a truth no else has heard before Written by: Duo Brand Published by: Kousai Shobou Group(s) Scanlating: Forever More, Nakama Status: Completed Completely Scanlated: Yes Genres: Drama, Romance, Yaoi Categories: Incest; Co-workers Main Characters: Rio Nanase, Keiichiro Nagato Recommendations: Jack in the Box Read Netsujou Innocence Online Netsujou Innocence Download Netsujou Innocence Manga Here For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Sentimental Garden Lover Author/artist: Ogura Muku Genre: Drama, Fantasy, School Life, Slice Of Life, Yaoi Warnings: Animal Transformation, Master-Pet, Incest(?) Status: 1 Volume (Complete) Year: 2008 EDIT: Link removed because the scanlation group doesn't allow their projects to be shared of any site Read Sentimental Garden Lover Online: Sentimental Garden Lover -- The Drama CD can be found here. For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

I don't know if all you guys have the same "disease" like me, but i USUALLY get obssession with a anime/manga/drama after seeing it (as long as they are good things like "JJ romantica, toigaru no chi, viewfinder, maiden rose...." ... It's so shameful that i was totally shocked at the first time watching yaoi...~and i yelled like crazy when seeing the "rape or bed scenes" : "What the hell are they doing...OMG~ STOP DOING SUCH TERRIFYING THINGS!! TWO BAD GUYS, STOP!!"... after that...i was obsessed by them for at least one week...!! The same situation happened again to me whenever i watch a new manga or drama! Yahhh ahhhh! It often took me a long time to get things out of my mind! ~ hmm ....but...easy to remember, easy to forget =))...after that i wouldn't remember anything but character's names. =)))... What's bout u? XD

When I post skillful hobby... I notice lots of people love to take a picture... I love to take a picture(not in the picture but just taking part I like... ^^ too. So I thought it will be great if we could shere some of our pictures... I will start... I just took this pictures today... I went to town call Timy... It 2 hours drive from Toronto... from were I live about 1 and half hours... Where we go was little beach in Gergian Bay... There are lot of gooses in the water... it look good so I took some pictures of it... And also where we had lunch there are lot of rocks and wild flower... I just love that two together... The weather wasn't good at beginning but got better later... So do you have a picture that you like to share with us... ^^ Any picture will do... Also, don't have to be the one you took... but, try not to post the image of professional took... if is other person's picture... Unless you got permition... ^^ So I will looking forward to see you picture... ^^

Hiya fukachan! Welcome to the forum, we are so happy you are here! I'm always so impressed by people who can read and write Japanese. I can only speak a little and recognize a few kanji. ^^ I'm trying to learn though!

Hai Hai WELCOME TO THE FORUM enjoy your day here.. yokoso nee:leaf12:

yay xD I got a master now! so now you're yoji-sama !! *.* meow~ ^3^ I saw the making of takumi kun 5 and it will have such intimate moments between mao and dai-chan *.* can't wait!!! pity it only gets released on the 20th of August... so far away still T^T and that's only to the theaters so imagine how long to get it dvdrip! (I would buy if I had the possibility but over where I'm from it's quite taboo still that kind of love even... stupid retarded!!! T^T it saddens me how people can have so much preconceituous (oh my english is getting worse, does tht word even exist? o.o))

@yunake ahaha...ady view it...well im gonna find other people who wants to post their misu x shingyouji fanvid...lol and "cute june"??? ahaha so shy gotta call like tht...>/// Im not that cute...lol @yojichan i think my another friend got inspired by u and gonna write her own fanfic in chinese u really inspired people nowadays...lol and itz 3am here right now...im watching pure again n then read ur fanfic...lol got sleeping disorder ady...==''' and suddenly feel like wanna wear bunny ear at the middle of the nite...ahahaha...so weird feeling...lol

I'm still working on the final chapter of Savior as well as editing the full novel. I'm hoping to have the full manuscript available for you to download by the end of the week. It's with special thanks to Misakixusagi that I'm able to finish. I lost the whole file when my laptop crashed and she had a copy for me.

@Gil Thanks for the info!!! I'm marking my calendar for July 22 lol. And the twins are so cute XD I can't wait to see how this turns out!

OMGrabbit8 u are such a TALENT !!! i love this one !!! i went like 'kyaaaa' all over and the end was just worth fainting for

The First Ep airs July 22>_ I'm Really Exited!!!!Especially about the cast list. Yuusuke is an amazing actor:D and I love Daito and the Takagi TwinsXD(so glad they got Real twins!!) For info/cast list: http://mydramalist.info/dramas/view/8435

Naniii!!!???? When is something like this going to come??????!!!! I haven't known anything about this! :/// But i'm zettaini going to watch this!

Well I didn't really thought Dai-chan do that in his blog... Even they known for long but still it just not easy to say in personal blog... From this they do contact to each other after shoting... ^^; Here is some of picture that Mao-kun and Dai-chan... ^^

Oh I love creamy strawberry cake. They make me fuzzy with happiness. It makes me feel loved. ♥ To have been able to write a story like this that can affect someone from a personal level is something I consider very, very special. Likewise, I've been through a lot painful memories in my past and it hasn't quite ended the way I had hoped but to be able to take those feelings of regret, remorse, happiness, sadness, hurt and survival and somehow express them in this story really means a lot. I'm so glad that you have reached that level of acceptance for your family situation, not many people in this life have but I'm really proud of you. I really mean it. I'm happy for you. *hugs* My head is in the cloud 9 today. I don't think I can be affected by an another annoying post from somebody. I'm too happy to be bothered by that honestly. Gosh! It feels so good. I feel so happy, we're growing and lots of love being poured to this amazing couple with their amazing romance. Yes, I do hope that more and more people get to realize that for themselves that it's a whole lot better to love than it is to hate. To just feel and see it for themselves how beautiful they really are. I'm so glad I posted this fic before your birthday and I didn't know it was your birthday last week. I'm sooooooooo sorry but I'm glad you got to read it before your birthday so...it's kind of a gift from me as well....'cause you're my bunny friend. *hugs* I don't only have cookies.. I got a strawberry cream cake and now the most touching and heartfelt fanvid dedicated to me and no one's ever done this for me. And it's my first time ever receiving this from someone. I honestly feel so overwhelmed right now. I was watching it today and I kept crying and crying and crying. A lot of things happening all at once. Thank you so much. God, I wish I could see you and I could hug you and make you feel how deeply this has affected me. Whenever I write, I write because I feel so strongly for my inspiration. I believe in what I am writing. When I publish them and I get this much emotional response from my beloved readers...it feels really tremendous for me. I don't really think much about myself. I know that there are far more amazing writers out there but what I have is love. I believe in what I do. I love what I am doing. And when readers like you express that to me that it has affected you on that level...I feel like I'm home again. Thank you! Thank you so much! I am sooooo happy right now. I can't stop crying. The video is so awesome and heartfelt. Thank you for using the song I love. Everything is just so perfect. I am so in love with what you just did. Thank you!

My family is against anything that goes against our religion. We are raised in old southern Alabama and if there's one thing you'll find here, it won't be gays. I grew up on a farm, have a slang like no tomorrow, and have been stuck in the Bible belt for some time. There are haters everywhere here. I had to tip toe around for years. I was scared that I was the only one, but then I found two people at my school who are in love with it just as much as me! I was really happy. Hope you liked my experiance!

Okay, so I just did it for the kicks and I was actually surprised with the result. It's perfect. Dead on. Three sadists together, there's going to be blood everywhere. Yummy. (*_*) (I love my picture, by the way, xD.)

Ora bem, eu não vou de certeza dar uma explicação e um soletrar tão bem como a JenovaVII, mas cá vai, eu sou a Sofia e sou portuguesa Translation : "Well i will not be able to give such a great explanation and speling like JenovaVII did but here it goes, i'm Sofia and i'm portuguese :P"

yeah...bunny domination...bunnies like us will be with each other whenever needed..^^ and i think itz bettr to give u a carrot toy becoz if i cook u might get food poisoning...lol i got bunny ear too...im loving it very much now...>. wuahhh....i juz read someone would like to dedicate a misu x shingyouji vid for u...^o^ see...ur fanfics r flawlessly AMAZING rite???...it touched so many people including me... lookz like our passionate towards diz couple is gaining a posiitive results... u know...when my birthday last week... one of my friend here made a fanvid bout misu x shingyouji as a brthday present...itz so amazingly beautiful so i posted it in fanvid thread...i was so grateful n glad that people respect our passion towards diz couple..despite of so many people disliking our bunny *i juz read another new annoying post today* im glad i still hve someone who share the same feelings like u and fie...^^ and looked at fie's...urs...and my avatar...we lookz like a family...lol hope there's more people join us in future...

xDDD ty *hugs back* From the moment I saw this post I thought : " what a nice person it must be and what wonderful fanfic" it made me giggle wickedly at the sweet moments, it made me worry like hell at the sad moments and oh I melted with the tenderness so I though I'd make the creator of such a wonderful thing a vidie (I'm no expert at it but I'll give my best!!!) I must say the second part you did with all that tension on shingyouji was very moving since I've been through something similar... but thankfully I feel happier for my parents to be apart, I can see their smile now and see they're truly happy, it makes me super happy and so with that I also have 2 families xDDD oh well... I love your writing rly xDDDD can't wait for more but 'till then do rest well and so for a better rest I'll give you a super present!(besides vidie ofcoz) *gives huge strawberry cake with loads of cream* tadaaaaaaa (do hope strawberries are of your liking :X)

straight to the point: Utada Hikaru (solo) and SCANDAl (group)... Ayumi Hamsaki is also one of my fav....

Title: Trouble Love Candy [トラブル・ラブCandy] Mangaka: KANBE Akira Genre: Yaoi Length: 1 Volume (4 Chapters + Extra) Scanlator: Yasca Translation Summary: The experienced Inspector Kazuhiko and the pre-graduate Michihisa are a loving homosexual couple. But Kazuhiko is always busy and seems to constantly find himself in trouble while Michihisa gets into just as much trouble himself! Frustrated with the little time they have together, Kazuhiko seeks help from Michihisa but the latter, not wanting to bother the already work-overloaded Kazuhiko, continually attempts to solve these problems on his own... Read Trouble Love Candy Online: Trouble Love Candy Download Trouble Love Candy: Volume 1: http://www.mediafire.com/file/ksrcpqca4o6sste/Trouble_Love_Candy.zip For download reupload requests, please post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Misu rubbed his eyes and stretched himself on the grassy bed. He looked up at the clear blue sky. He savored these moments where he can be alone in his thoughts and there were no students around to bother him. It was getting late in the afternoon. He felt it was better to do his reading at the school grounds instead of being cooped in the library for hours. Here in the outdoor where he could breathe the fresh air and enjoy the shade the trees provided. The 15-minute nap surely was rejuvenating. He sat up and gathered his books and notebooks and stashed them in his leather bag. As he walked back towards the dormitory, he suddenly developed a craving for something sweet. Chocolate. Maybe the cafeteria had some but stopped himself. The thought of chocolate reminded him of a memory he didn't want to be reminded of. What was the point of it anyway? It's not like he's ever coming back. Who cares what happens to you? I hope I don't ever see you again or else I might as well beat you up. You stupid idiot! What the hell is wrong with me? Forget the damn chocolate. I think I'll have some coffee instead. But he quickly dismissed the thought again. What used to be a pleasureable relaxing time for him to enjoy a cup of coffee in the cafeteria was proving to be a pain now. Coffee also reminded him of Shingyouji. Shingyouji slurping his tempura soba while he drank his coffee. The first time they ever shared a table together. The time Shingyouji suddenly confessed to him. Everything happened in that damn cafeteria. Damn it! Misu decided to return to his room instead so he could put his bag away. Maybe a slice of pastry would be better. He was still craving for something sweet though. Or maybe a glass of iced tea or a can of soda. Why did he feel so jittery all of a sudden? Weird. As he turned the door knob, he noticed it wasn't locked. Wait a second, I remember locking this or didn't I? But he shrugged the thought. Tsk, it's not like there's anything interesting in this room anyway. As the door opened, the sight before him caused him to drop his bag on the floor. No words came out of Misu's lips. Right before him, a sleeping Shingyouji occupied his bed. Misu's heart was loudly beating he felt thought he would grow deaf from it. He carefully pulled his chair to sit beside the bed. The quiet longing, frustration, stress and loneliness draining away now replaced by growing relief and gratefulness. He noticed Shingyouji's bangs were fuller and covered a part of his face. He looked so peaceful just sleeping right there. He had imagined so many scenerios how they would be reunited but none of them came close to how good this one felt. Judging from the large backpack at the corner of the room, he felt his heart swell with the knowledge that it was him that Shingyouji sought to see first before anyone else. The urge to touch him again was overpowering his senses. Oh how many times he had wanted to punch Shingyouji out of madness and shake him violently for suddenly leaving like that but none of those feelings came over him at this very moment. Shingyouji would never leave him for some flimsy reason. They've been through so much in the past but none of them warranted for him to leave for so long. There has got to be a much deeper reason why he would leave. Misu closed his eyes and remembered that fateful night again when he brushed him off when all he wanted so desperately to talk to him. I could have had my answers that time. And if I did, would I have still let him go? He did not expect the magnitude of the loneliness he felt when he was gone. A month may seem so short for some people but Shingyouji always remained close to him. Always made every effort to follow him. And though Misu seemingly rejected him outwardly, he was always incredibly touched by the devotion the young man lavished upon him. He missed him so much it really hurt. A month without a word from him was torture. It made him weak. It made him mad at himself. Did he really deserve Shingyouji's love when he was so selfish? But Misu loved him, oh he really did. He knew he will always love him in his own way. He felt his heart skip as he watched Shingyouji rubbed the side of his cheek on the soft pillow. A satisfied smile etched on his lips. His tired eyes slowly moving and lazily opening only to close again. Misu just kept staring at him curiously and smiled. Shingyouji began to move again only this time he stretched his arms and yawned. He slowly opened his eyes to adjust his vision. His eyes widening for right beside him was Misu watching him. He immediately sat up from the bed. His cheeks were red with embarassment. The last person he wanted to see him catch in this position was Misu. He shyly looked back at him to assess if Misu didn't look annoyed at him. But Misu's smile never left his face. Shingyouji felt a deep sense of warmth coming over him. This smile meant just for him. “Arata-san...tadaima...” Shingyouji was first to break the stillness of the room. “Okaeri, Shingyouji.” Misu stood from his chair and sat beside Shingyouji and just looking at his face. He felt a sudden need to get close to him. His fingers slowly touching the side of his face. Shingyouji's eyes turned misty from his touch and immediately lunged himself into Misu's arms tightly. He felt Misu's arms around him. A hand slowly rubbing his back as if to comfort him. He nuzzled to his neck and inhaled Misu's scent which was a nice mix of his favorite cologne and fresh cut grass. Oh how he loved his scent. Oh how he missed this scent. It never ceased to turn him on and comforted. Misu closed his eyes and pulled him even closer to him. He planted a light kiss on the side of his neck which sent shivers to the younger man. It felt so good to have him in his arms again. So close. Just the two of them in the room basking in the reunion of their hearts. So many, many questions he wanted to ask Shingyouji but he could not find it in himself to ask them now. He didn't want to think. He just wanted to feel. Want. Need. Desire. Misu released him slowly from his arms and put both of his palms on the sides of Shingyouji's face. He could see that the other man wanted him too. The undeniable desire in his eyes. To feel. To touch. To hold. To be possessed by him and only him. “I am so in love with you.” Shingyouji breathed. That was all it took and they completely immersed in heated excited passion. He stradled Shingyouji onto the bed and began to take off his shirt off as Shingyouji fumbled with the buttons of Misu's shirt. Misu smirked and stopped his fingers and he unbuttoned his shirt himself and flung them to the side of the bed. “You want me?” Misu teased. His voice heavily laden with lust and want. “Always.” Shingyouji could only manage to moan in response. To feel Misu's skin on top of him again was all he ever dreamt of. As their lips touched, Shingyouji felt he was truly home again. This is what he always wanted. To be near him. To be just like this. To be his. Always. The deeper the kiss became, the ache he felt from their separation was ebbing away. A sweet tango of tongue, saliva and moist lips. Oh he loved kissing. He loved being kissed by Misu. No one can ever make him feel this way. To make him want another person so much as Misu did. Misu craved this taste. Was this the reason why felt so jittery earlier? Is this why he was craving for something sweet? Nothing was anything sweeter than this. Nothing could make him feel this good than holding him so close. Possessing him. Feeling this body surrender implicitly to his touch. It drove him mad with an even much stronger desire to posses him. To mark him. He didn't care anymore. Shingyouji was his and will always be. Their hands intertwined. Their noses touching. Their eyes glazed from passion. Shingyouji's cheeks were burning. His lips swollen from the searing kiss they just shared. Misu moved rhythmically on top of him. His legs gripping around Misu's hips. He could feel Misu's hand over his thigh and gripping them tightly to his side. It was all Shingyouji needed to keep himself from wildly trashing on the bed. He wanted to be restrained by Misu. Misu smirked in response as he watched the passion and want overpowering Shingyouji. He loved the fact that only he could get this response from him. Only he had the exclusive right and privelege to see this side of him. That only he could elicit this level of heightened lust from him. “Shingyouji...” “Yes? Arata-san...?” Shingyouji gasped. “I am never ever letting you go again. Ever.” _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ Hayama and Gii returned from their date. But as he tried to open the door to his room, it would not budge. Did Misu just lock him out? A confused Hayama walked towards to Gii's room instead and knocked on his door. “Anou...Misu-kun's room is locked. He never locked me out before. Do you think he's annoyed that I'm back so late?” Gii pulled his lover to his room and closed the door behind them. “I got a very interesting report from Shouzo while we were out.” “Eh? Really? What's it about?” “I'll tell you all about it in the morning. I still have one more birthday present to give you tonight.” Gii whispered to his ear. Hayama blushed and smiled. ~~~~ Owari?! AFTERTALK: OMG! I'm shaking like a leaf here. Another story finished. Oh God..this wasn't easy at all. It's so hard to write and cry at the same time. I'm feeling so overwhelmed right now.

AUTHOR NOTES: As promised, here is another continuation of the Pureness arc. My fanfic lovingly and solely devoted to the romance of Misu Arata and Shingyouji Kanemitsu. This is dedicated to my dear friend June (last_sky16) whose uber enthusiastic love for the pairing has further inspired me to write this fic. And to each and every Takumi-kun fan in this forum and those who have read my previous works, my heart is filled with immense joy of your support and love. Thank you so much for staying with me. I have cried a lot writing this story and it was quite challenging. This has been an emotional ride for me as well. I hope you enjoy reading and leave me your comments and questions, I would greatly appreciate them. To set the mood, allow me to share these wonderful images To Be Near You The story so far: This story takes us back to Misu and Shingyouji in Shidou. A life-changing event is about to take place that will put our heroes in a situation they have never encountered before. Math hasn't always been Shingyouji's favorite subject. If things were up to him, he would have preferred kendo more than anything. If Math was in a dojo with him, he would have easily smacked its sorry ass to kingdom come and that would be the end of it. But then he remembered how Arata-san would pour his time at the executive room doing all those innumerable calculations. If I could only be as dedicated as Arata-san then perhaps even this way I can reach his level and be closer to him somehow. Shingyouji smiled at the thought and adjusted himself on his seat and straightened his back to help him focus more towards the teacher. Class was momentarily interrupted when the PA system announced: SHINGYOUJI KANEMITSU, YOU HAVE A PHONE CALL. As he walked towards the hallway, he couldn't help but wonder who would call him in class at this very hour. Maybe Arata-san wanted to check up on me. He almost laughed out loud at the very thought of the senior student wanting to call him. Misu along with the rest Student Council members along with Saki Giichi and Akaike Shozo were on their way back to Shidou from a three-day academic retreat. “Shingyouji desu. Moshi moshi?” He chirped. “Shingyouji-chan...?” Came the filtered reply. “Aaah! Obaa-chan! (grandma) How nice of you to call. I wasn't expecting this at all. How are you doing? Everything all right with you I hope. I miss you, you know.” Shingyouji clearly adored his grandmother. She was the kindest and most loving person in his family. He was always especially close to her since he was a young kid. She was always very proud of her beloved grandson. “Shingyouji-chan...I'm so sorry to call you at such a time. Now I need you to listen to me very carefully, okay?” “Hai.” A long pause. A sniffle. “Obaa-chan...what's going on? Are you alright?” Now Shingyouji was worried. It was surprising enough that of all people who would call him in school was his grandmother and the long pause and the sniffle only aggravated his worry. “Shingyouji-chan...” His grandmother sounded like she had been crying for days. Her voice was a bit hoarse. “Your mother and father....I'm so sorry, my love.” “Eh? What happened to my parents?” Shingyouji's eyes rounded. Panic was setting in but he fought to remain as calm as possible and braced himself for her reply. “The divorce has been finalized. You have to come home as soon as possible.” Her voice broke. Shingyouji felt like the entire room was spinning. His lips began to quiver. He could barely focus his eyes. But his hands held onto the phone very tightly. “Shingyouji-chan...are you still there?” It took several seconds before Shingyouji was snapped back into reality. “I'm still here. Alright...I'll pack my bags and take the bus.” He replied slowly. “I need you to stay calm, my darling. Now which of your teacher should I talk to regarding this matter?” “Anou...I think I'll be the one to talk to them.” “No. I will handle the talking. You just go and pack your things. I am not sure for how long you will need to be away from school. For all we know it could only be a few days or perhaps a little more...what's important is that you come home as soon as you can.” “I understand.” “Shingyouji-chan...I am so sorry to have been the bearer of this news. No matter what happens, your obaa-chan loves you. Be safe on your way home. Now tell me which of your teachers should I be talking to?” _ _ _ _ _ _ Misu Arata felt a sense of relief as the mini van they were riding entered the gates of Shidou Academy. Their debate team won but it did wore them out. Saki has been massaging his forehead all throughout the trip. Shozo was nodding off to sleep. The other members of the team in the van looked restless and fatigued. They couldn't wait to jump out of the van and get into the dorms. The image of a certain sophomore greeting him with a wide toothy bunny smile suddenly popped in his mind. He can imagine him pestering him endlessly with questions and probably even ask for a present. What an idiot. Misu's eyes softened and a small smile escaped his lips. But what he really craved now was to lay on his bed and try to get much needed rest. He can always talk to Shingyouji tomorrow and give him his present. _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ “Misu? I could stay around with you if you like.” A hopeful Ooji asked him. There were only the two of them and much to his relief the noisy Shingyouji has not been making his habitual visits to the Excecutive Room for a week since they arrived from the trip. Misu frowned at the paperwork in his hands. For the life of him he was struggling to concentrate at the task at hand. He had made several mistakes with the calculations of the expenses during the three-day trip. The added frustration of not hearing a single word from Shingyouji was getting the better of him and it annoyed him even more. All he was ever told by Matsumoto-sensei that Shingyouji received a sudden call from home and had to leave within the day. He pressed for further details but that was just about the only information he was given. Apprently, some of the students who caught a glimpse of Shingyouji reported that he looked very shaken and distraught. But he barely spoke a word to anyone and some have seen him carrying a large backpack as he left the school that night. “Misu?” Ooji looked at him with concern. “What is it?” Misu snapped realizing he wasn't alone in his thoughts. Every time the door opened, he found himself frowning more to look up and see who it was. But Shingyouji never came. He didn't expect that he would actually look forward to the enthusiastic greeting of the younger boy. “I can stay with you if you like. As long as you need me to.” Ooji replied gently. Misu gave him a quick glance and returned to his paperwork. “No. I'm fine. You can go now. I'll handle the rest of this paperwork.” “But...” Ooji began to protest. Misu looked straight at him and handed him three folders. “These will need to go to Shimada-sensei. I'll be leaving soon anyway. There's no need for you to stick around with me.” Ooji looked dejectedly at the folders in his hand but he had no choice but to follow Misu's instructions and quietly left the Executive Room. It always seemed to be this way. Misu looked fatigued and he had been rather in a foul mood and sometimes distracted. But he was willing to overlook that. He tried to stay attached to Misu as much as possible during the academic retreat but he felt like he was trying too hard. Misu only talked to him on a need to know basis. He fervently hoped it was his chance to get to know Misu a whole lot more but the three-day event ended and still Misu treated him nothing more than just a classmate. It must be that damn Shingyouji again. Damn noisy brat. He was seething. What did that guy know? Always so clingy to Misu. Always following him around. Not giving him peace. Always so annoying. Doesn't he realize that Misu does not like him around? That he's only tolerating his presence. Whenever he shows up, I get to be kicked out of the room. And that brat isn't here, why am I still being kicked out of the room? I hate this! Misu popped a headache pill and an iron tablet and downed it with the cold water bottle. He irritatedly moved the rest of the paperwork aside and rested his face on the cold oak table. Damn it! IT'S BEEN A WEEK ALREADY! And I haven't heard anything from that idiot. Not even a damn call. Nothing. Misu wondered whose neck was he going to break so they would tell him exactly what happened to Shingyouji who decided to take off just like that. But the memory of that day was creeping into his brain again. I could have done something that time. He sighed deeply. He hadn't been able to get any proper rest that fateful evening reflecting on Shingyouji's face. He skipped breakfast the very next morning and dropped by Shingyouji's room only to be greeted by his bleary-eyed roommate Nowaki who was absolutely clueless as to where Shingyouji was. Looking at Shingyouji's empty bed and empty side table, Misu felt a sickening feeling rising up in his chest. Shingyouji was really gone and he didn't even say goodbye. _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _

I am the same as well, I am often totally obsessed with a yaoi manga/anime/drama after watching or reading it. The one I am most addicted to is Takumi-kun, maybe because I love the movies and the mangas soooo much But I never could really talk about something like that -_- gladly this has changed now =)

Amander : So pretty love the outfit Cloudy : Love the hair and it is a good shot . And Shim-Nii-Chan I love that photo Ok well I don't take a lot of good pics ...since 1. Im one the taking them . 2. Lately been breaking out. But here's a decent one from me at my baby shower a week I think before I had my twins.

I've been thinking if I should finally reveal myself. Here goes...a pretty sucky digital attempt at channeling my seme and uke side. :hamtaro-005 (15): Oh i'm nervous now.. rabbit5

It depends if I like 'em and feel attracted to them in that way. I might just as well accept then, ne? Else I'll try to reject them as kindly as I can. Ignore it isn't the best idea, that will hurt your friend... and it might get very awkward haha.

Woww! Yay yay ! It's exactly the type of manga I ( and Riku as well) enjoy. Comedy, SA and Romance. Thank u!