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A recent blog post caught my attention. Manga Self-Defense 101. As a yaoi and adult anime lover I have a lot of questionable content on my laptops. My laptops also go everywhere with me. If I was stopped and my laptop searched, I could potentially be charged with having child porn. I don't have any, but that's not how some people see it. So, just a word of caution to those of you who travel with anime and manga on your phones or laptops. What are your feelings on this?

relax...i feel the same...but itz for fun...ahahah... damn...i hope thre's nobody recognise me here...even if do...nevermind... diz is my favourite pic becoz i juz cut my hair and starts gain a new meaningful life after tht... and diz hair makes my junior fan likes me...ahaha

Takumi-kun Pure credits for translation to sayasubs Download Takumi-kun Pure Movie Complete Mirror link: Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 NOTE: Download all parts in the same folder, join with HJSplit and play the complete file with VLC Player. Plot: Unlike the three previous films, Pure focuses on the relationship between Misu Arata and Shingyouji Kanemitsu , which begins when Shingyouji takes the test to enter Shidou Gakuen . That's when he meets Misu and falls for him. Then we come back to the present where the sempai who admires Misu appears, bringing Shingyouji problems and jealousy . Watch online: Takumi Kun Pure For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Status: Discontinued Author Note: The promised surprise and possible continuation of the Misu x Shingyouji romance from my previous oneshot fanfic titled ImPure. Thank you to each and everyone who have loved and read my previous fanfics. I am deeply grateful. Lovingly dedicated to all Takumi-kun fans. The inspiration was so strong after watching Pure. I hope you will find it a pleasure to read as I had so much pleasure and excitement writing it. Before we begin to read, let us reflect on this image to set the mood. ------------------------------- rabbit8 PURENESS “Okay..what in the world is that?” Misu frowned as he looked at his young lover strangely as Shingyouji wrestled with his white fluffy costume. “I'm a bunny rabbit. I'm doing this as a favor for my boss. It's his kid's birthday party. Isn't it cute?” Idiot, you're already cute even without it. Misu smirked but he won't say it out loud. “So when do you start your rabbit gig?” Misu sat on the chair and merely observed Shingyouji who was admiring and waving at at his reflection in the mirror. “Tomorrow.” Came the response. Shingyouji proceeded to take off the costume and stuff them in the big bag along with the fluffy bunny ears and pink nose. “Alright.” Misu stood up and went to their kitchen and saw there was curry on the stove. He poured some of it in a bowl and took it to the table while Shingyouji began setting the table. This particular dinner time was special as they didn't share the same schedules. Misu being a hospital intern and Shingyouji balancing his part time job as a convenience store clerk and college taking up Phys Ed. “By the way, I have a surprise for you.” Shingyouji smiled and pulled out two tickets out of his messenger bag. “Where did you get these?” Misu looked at them surprised. “My co-worker sold me those tickets last week since he won't be able to attend it with his girlfriend due to some family matter. I thought it was so timely since the tickets have already sold out even online.” “These premiere movie tickets are for tomorrow night.” Misu stared at them. Premiere tickets to Francisco Nagoya's art film feature. He had been a fan since high school. He was quite impressed that Shingyouji managed to get tickets for this. “Yes. I figured since my rabbit gig will be in the morning and I don't have classes tomorrow. I have already informed my boss that I will take the night off for tomorrow so we could watch the movie and maybe have dinner afterwards. What do you think, Arata-san? Will you come with me?” Shingyouji looked at him with his eyes sparkling with hope. “Well, I don't see why not. It's my day off tomorrow anyway. Yeah, sure. Let's go.” Misu shrugged. “Yatta!” Shingyouji lunged forward and gave an amused Misu a tight hug. “Thank you, Arata-san. I'm so happy.” He whispered to his ear and as their eyes met, Misu gave him a light kiss on the lips but still melted the younger man. ============================== “That was a really good movie.” Misu nodded as he read the movie pamphlet. Shingyouji looked at him proudly. Actually, he didn't quite understood the film being cerebral and a bit too artsy for his taste but spending time with Arata-san was all worth it. How he wished they could spend more time like these but he knew living together was the ultimate dream he had that's come true. He should be more than happy. As they were on their way to the lobby, a familiar voice called out from behind them. “Misu-kun!” “Sagara-senpai!” Misu turned and his eyes lit up. Very pleased to see his old friend and senior. Shingyouji could only look at him in shock. What is he doing here? Why now? “I wasn't expecting I'd see you here. This is a nice surprise.” Sagara-senpai smiled as he patted his kouhai's head. Get your damn hands off him! Shingyouji's jaw was clenched. He was fighting the urge to drag Misu away from the older man but he could only clench his fists inside his coat pockets in silent frustration. “Ah...Shingyouji-kun, yes? I remember you. It's been a long time. It's good to see you.” Sagara-senpai patted him lightly on the shoulder. Shingyouji could only manage a slight bow and a forced smile. “Yes, it's been a long time, Sagara-san.” He couldn't do it. He can't risk embarassing Misu. He loved him too much. “We're going out for drinks. Would you like to join us, senpai?” Misu asked an amused Sagara who easily agreed. Shingyouji wanted to fall apart but kept his cool and nodded in agreement instead. They arrived at a relaxing yet classy bar. There weren't much patrons around and happened to be Misu's favorite as was suggested by his co-interns. A piano player onstage playing jazz music. The atmosphere was sublime. The waiter was courteous and attentive who took their orders. It had a nice air of privacy and comfort. But Shingyouji was finding it difficult to absorb the atmosphere because right before him was his beloved who is now deeply engaged in a conversation with his senior and old friend. Tonight was supposed to be just for the two of them. He could have been the one Misu would be deeply engaged in a conversation with. He could have been the only one Misu would be focusing on right now. He could have been enjoying all that attention right now. This was an evening for only the two of them. He felt oddly out of place now. He knew too well that once these two met, there was no pulling them apart. Shingyouji looked at them sadly and manage a polite smile. He considered just walking out of the bar and not looking back. Make up some lame excuse. Would Arata-san follow me? Would he leave Sagara-san to be with me? He felt his insecurities rising again at rapid speed. He reached for his cell phone and pressed for a ring tone. What the hell am I doing? But I can't stand this...I don't wanna embarrass Arata-san. The longer I stay here...I'll embarrass myself as well. “Oh, I'm sorry..I have to take this call.” Shingyouji waved slightly and stood up and walked to the corner of the bar as Misu watched in passing. The waiter arrived with their drinks and so did Shingyouji with the most apologetic face he could express. “Anou...I'm really sorry. But something's up at work. I need to leave. It was very nice meeting you again, Sagara-san...Arata-san.” Shingyouji bowed and turned to leave quickly. Misu having noticed the change of mood from Shingyouji excused himself to follow him to the door. “Where are you going? You told me that you took the day off. Now they want you to report for work?” Misu held squeezed his arm slightly to make the younger man face him. “Yeah. Well, it's rather unexpected. But it's alright. I'll see you at home, Arata-san.” Shingyouji tried to smile. Misu studied his face for a minute before releasing his hold on Shingyouji's arm. There was an unsteadiness in his tone. The smile that didn't quite reach those eyes yet continued smiling nontheless. He understood Shingyouji's work ethic and dedication to his job but why did it seem so hurried?

The promised fun oneshot. It's rated 18+ due to language. This time it's Misu and Shingyouji. The title is just a wordplay for the upcoming movie Takumi-kun: Pure :hamtaro-005 (6): ImPure - Misu x Shingyouji fic Before they knew it, they were no longer in high school. One of Shingyouji's most revered dreams has finally been answered. Not only is he already in college but he got to live together with his beloved Arata-san in their 1DK apartment. Arata had complained once about the cramp space but Shingyouji didn't seem to mind the very least. To him, this was everything he dreamt of. Everything in life was good except for one thing. Misu Arata had taken up a bad habit of smoking. When he first tasted his first cigarette, it was like a celebration of freedom. He savored each nicotine stick like he would savor a breathe of fresh air. Much to the chagrin of his partner, Shingyouji who could not stand the smoke but was patiently trying to tolerate it but he was nearing his breaking point. Misu has scoffed so many times on the health risks of smoking. Something had to be done. As they quietly spent a lazy Sunday afternoon watching television, Shingyouji diverted his eyes and focused on Misu who was now enjoying another newly-lighted cigarette. "Arata-san...you shouldn't be smoking so much." Shingyouji looked at him worriedly. "Since when did an idiot like you tell me what to do?" Misu not bothering to look at him but remained focused on the TV screen. "Because this idiot cares about you a lot, that's why." Shingyouji frowned and moved closer to him. "Hmp!" Misu blew him a smoke circle. "You're not gonna stop?" That irritated Shingyouji so he grabbed the remote control and turned off the TV. "Make me." Misu gave him a smirk. "Alright then." Shingyouji quickly grabbed the cigarette off Misu's lips and began to inhale sharply. "HEY! WHY ARE YOU SMOKING IT?" Misu was aghast. He never once realized that his smoking bothered his partner so much. "Do you like it when I smoke, Arata-san?" Shingyouji blew a smoke in his direction. His lips were quivering. He obviously was not used to smoking but he didn't cough either. "Since when did you learn how to smoke?" Misu eyed him suspiciously. This was a whole new discovery for him. All the while he thought he knew Shingyouji but seeing him smoke like that in front of him, questions started to pop in his mind. "Since middle school." Shingyouji stopped smoking and squished the cigarette on the Panda bear-shaped ashtray. "WHAT THE...?" Now Misu was even more curious. "A teacher taught me how." Shingyouji answered him without hesitation yet his eyes remained on the ashtray. He couldn't bring himself to look directly at Misu. "Are you fucking with me? You say, a teacher taught you how to smoke?" This time Misu held him by the shoulders and made Shingyouji face him directly. "Yes..he did...especially after he would...do things...to me. He said it made the cigarette taste...much better." Shingyouji lowered his gaze. Memories he had chosen to remain buried in his mind were slowly being dug up once again. Misu's face was painted with shock. He did not expect something like that at all. It was bad enough a corrupted teacher would take advantage of his young students, a middle schooler even. But what angered him more was no one had any right to touch Shingyouji like that. Shingyouji was HIS to touch. Damn it! Okay, maybe possessiveness went a little too far but STILL! "Fuck. I don't want to ever see you smoke again. Do you understand?" Misu's voice was grim. He touched Shingyouji's cheek to face him. "I do." Shingyouji replied meekly. "Okay then." Misu nodded. "Would you do the same for me, Arata-san?" Shingyouji looked at him earnestly. "Only if you can replace my cigarettes with something better." Misu smirked. "You're such a perv, Arata-san." Shingyouji laughed. "IDIOT! DON'T COMPARE ME WITH THAT PEDO SENSEI OF YOURS!" Misu looked at him incredulously, obviously bothered with the comparison. "He was nice though..." Shingyouji shrugged. "SHUT UP YOU!" Misu was gritting his teeth. "He didn't hurt me." Shingyouji slowly shook his head while fiddling with a renegade thread from Misu's shirt. "But you said he did things to you..." Misu lowered his voice and looked at him closely. "Yeah...uhm...well..." Shingyouji stopped fiddling with the thread on Misu's shirt and covered his face instead. "Enough!" Misu just had it already. Another word about that sensei, he would be hatching a plan to track him down. "You'll really quit smoking for me starting now, Arata-san?" Shingyouji looked at him and smiled hopefully. "Idiot." Arata flopped back on the pillows while Shingyouji moved to snuggle beside him. "You're funny, Arata-san. I love you so much." Shingyouji murmured while planting a soft kiss on Misu's cheek. "I know...now about the replacement..." Misu grinned at him. Owari! :hamtaro-005 (4):

I'll jump into this discussion too ^_^ I enjoyed this movie alot, prob alot more than the previous Takumi films. I loved all the characterizations of all the characters as well. There was no moment where I got bored or hated it. The cinematography made me happy. I'm a huge cinematography buff, so at my third time watching it, I was enjoying the angles and how characters were placed in the frame. I feel like the director and his crew have improved a great deal. It shows in Pure and I can't wait to see the 5th film. Scenes that I liked. Where Arata was in the cafeteria talking with the other two guy characters and giving them relationship advice. ALL the Arata and Shingyouj scenes. Every scene that they did together was on fire. I really felt their dysfunctional relationship lol. I felt soooo bad for Shingyouj at times tho. (well Arata was being a lil too possessive for my taste...) Kiss scenes were all SMEXY btw The restaurant scene in the end, with all our main characters. The opening shot, with the entrance exam. I thought was very well done. Subtle is what I want to use. I love when people can act well with little dialogue. If you can act with only your eyes and just expressions, I personally think you mastered the art of acting. Yoshizawa OR Takabayashi (I forgot to match names...) Okay one of them was seeking adivice from Gii in his dorm room. I thought it was cute. He reminds me of a puppy, like Shingyouji. Wow all these Uke's are puppys to me lol, except Takumi...a lil bit. Takumi has more of a backbone tho. I think... Anyway film is a very well done Boys love movie. Good quality acting

Let go for general blog news on Takumi-kun & Mao-kun & Dai-chan... ^^ for the post in blog... no quiz this time... But for the essential items in shooting they show today is this... Every one know what is this... It is Takumi & Gii's pajamas... ^^ Well from the beginning of Mao-kun & Dai-chan as Takumi & Gii they wear this pajamas only... Even til the end... in the making Mao-kun was wearing that pajamas... ^^ So this is really the essencial items indeed... ^^ For Mao-kun... he got wisdom tooth... In Japan and Korea the call love tooth... ^^; Any way he is in pain... poor Mao-kun... He see the doctor and got a madicine... and put some ice pack (not ice pack something like that... ^^; )... Well as I said there they call love tooth... So become adult in few day first thing he got is love tooth... Are you in love????? --; Ah... my friend told me that Takiguchi send a message at Mao-kun's birthday... Said that he will make Mao-kun drink on air (they are doing Heat up eve tomorrow)... The people I was worry about did said that... --; But, Mao-kun has good excuse... he has love tooth and taking madication... ^^;;; Well Dai-chan didn't post new on for today... so I will just go for yesterday... I told you he in in new musical now... call "Love"... Before yesterday practice they went to shrine to wish for success for "Love"... He took picture... now day he like to wear that hat a lot... ^^ So... this is for today... I will bring another news from blog... tomorronw... ^^ Every one have a great day or night... with every you are in now... ^^ Bouns posting... ^^;; I just remember Taiki post some picture... That some of Taiki fan might love... ^^ He did this at the Shinjuku Hoko Also, he said he did similar photos at NEW YORK from last year... I hope you like this... ^^

Well I am not good with Japanese... --; I use translater and some Japanese are same as korean so I just use thought to translat... ^^ Well Dai-chan really do cuter then Mao-kun some time... Also, Mao-kun do act as his age to his close friend... But, somehow when he is with working he get less cuter... --; Well he use to be much cuter in Tenimyu and Takumi-kun... But, I feel that Mao-kun is growing up to fast in front of our eyes... --; Ah... from that I just remember that I did want to say same think... When, almost to end at Pure... Dai-chan and Mao-kun's smile is so much alike... So I did want to say being together long to make them even smile like each other... ^^ I believe the picture are when they were still in Tenimyu and shot first Takumi-kun... Second picture Guy beside Mao-kun is Gud who play Oishi 4 Seigaku at Tenimyu... ^^

Whoever has facebook, I just want to say this is an AWESOME community. Alot of awesome photos of all the actors, makings, movie, photobooks, etc. Love it! http://www.facebook.com/Pockygirl#!/pages/SAGA-TAKUMI-KUN/118253334917923

Love this fic!! so hot :x I really like how Shinyouji caught Arata-san off guard and triggered his possessiveness~ He's really cunning not an idiot lol And your writing is very lively its like watching Pure part 2 Keep up the work ^^

Yojichan here is the vidie I promised!!! hope you enjoy!!! I was thinking of your fic and I must admit it is a very touching song, you got me addicted to it too xDDD *gives cookie*

“Arata-san...” Shingyouji's eyes wandered nervously and curiously as he felt Misu taking his coat off. His mind began to protest as he watched him begin unbuttoning his blue-checkered shirt. But no words came out of his mouth. Misu looked very focused in the task and he sensed that authoritative silence. It didn't frighten Shingyouji but he knew better than to stop the quiet ministrations from the older man. It was almost a similar feeling he had when they were in the dressing room not so long ago as Misu buttoned his shirt up and that kiss they shared. The memory of that kiss made him feel a little hazy. No way he can stop Misu now. He knew too well that what Misu wants, he gets it and who was he to deny him that when he wanted it so much as well? The younger man could only stare in silent awe to what his lover was doing. First the coat then his shirt and now he felt fingers slowly unfastening his belt buckle. He wondered if Misu could hear how loud his heart was beating now. But even if he did, the older man did not show any signs of stopping with his activity. The belt dropped on the floor with a mild thud. And now his pants has dropped to his feet and he stepped out of it. Shingyouji was only wearing his boxers and his socks. A naughty glint showed in Misu's eyes which made Shingyouji both excited and nervous at the same time. “I'll get you a robe.” Misu left him standing there for awhile and he knew what that meant. He took off his socks and walked into the shower and closed the door behind him and took off his boxers. Shingyouji turned on the cool shower as it sprayed generously on his heated body. He leaned his forehead on the bathroom wall and allowed himself to calm his wildly beating heart. He then adjusted the water temperature to warm when he felt his nerves calming down. All the frustrations and stress he felt last night was slowly draining away as quickly as the water drained on the floor. When he opened the bathroom door, Misu was standing with the bathroom robe ready for him to slide into. He felt Misu's fingers loosely tie his robe around him then motioned for him to follow to the bed. Misu sat on the bed and held the towel he placed on the bed earlier while Shingyouji was in the shower. Shingyouji was feeling his body slowly heat up again as he approached and stood before him patiently waiting for his next instruction. Misu looked up to him and he could see the glassy look Shingyouji was giving him. He surely had no idea what he had in mind and he liked that....very much. “Kneel.” And Shingyouji obeyed and knelt before him while Misu took his sweet time massaging and drying his dripping wet hair. Shingyouji closed his eyes, raking in all the gentleness and control. His hands are now on Misu's thighs. He rubbed his hands slightly on the cottony material of Misu's pajamas. This was a rare occurrence they were having now. He wanted to enjoy every second of it. He never expected how good it felt when you have the person you love do something like this for you. From Misu's perspective, he could feel Shingyouji's muscle relaxing. His hair was nearly dry and as he took off the towel, the younger man still had his eyes closed. He smiled. He held his face with both hands and Shingyouji opened his eyes to look deeply into his lover before him. “Arata-san...” “Shingyouji...” Their foreheads touched. Their noses touched. Shingyouji felt Misu's cheek rub on his face and a light kiss on his forehead. He felt himself being pulled forward. The gentleness in Misu was making him weaker in the knees. If this went on, he was sure he'd fall back on the floor. Misu sensing this guided him to lie on the bed. As he lay down, Misu sat beside him and leaned towards his side. One hand slowly fiddling with the bath robe tie. Shingyouji felt a shiver run from the his nape down to his.... “You know...you should learn to be a little selfish sometimes.” Misu's voice was deeply seductive and resonated to Shingyouji's ears. “Our relationship....has already come to this....there's no turning back and we both know that.” Shingyouji nodded and tried to keep his eyes focused on Misu's. “Now tell me what you really desire...” Shingyouji felt his heart race at those words. Really? What he really desired? And then it dawned to him the reasons why Misu behaved earlier when he took off his clothes. It wasn't the actions of someone who merely cared for him. He was making up for the time they could have spent together last night. It was Misu's way of apologizing and oh, what a truly seductive apology it is. Every bit of uneasiness he may have felt had already disappeared now that they lay so close together on their bed. “I only want you to be mine. Mine alone. I don't want to share you with anyone...not even Sagara-san...you're mine. You're mine first....and always.” Shingyouji's words though seemingly possessive sounded more like he was pleading which made Misu smile. “You know I'm yours. Stop being afraid, Shingyouji.” He slowly lowered his head and as their lips touched, Shingyouji clung to him. He matched his kiss with much fervor and passion. The bathrobe now undone and revealing the dewy and smooth alabaster skin. The scent of his shampooed hair only further ignited the flame inside of Misu as his lips traveled down Shingyouji's neck. His hands tracing every inch of his lover's taut skin. Shingyouji stretched his neck allowing more access. “I love you...Arata-san...” He moaned so sweetly which made Misu's heart swell with even more heightened desire. “Shingyouji...” He breathed into his ear and Shingyouji felt every pore in his body come alive. He smiled in complete satisfaction. The fears and insecurities disappearing fast. No matter what happens in the future, they will always have this moment to reflect and treasure. To each other, they truly belonged. No one can ever come in between them. Owari?! AUTHOR NOTES: I feel my cheeks heating up after posting this last part. My hands feel numb with giddiness. LOL. Aaah...I finally got to write this. Feels so good. I debut this fanfic here in YO before I publish them on my FFNET page. To see the link to my page, check out my Homepage at my Profile. Thank you!

4:30AM Misu stirred as he heard the door click. He rubbed his eyes and adjusted to see Shingyouji trying his best not to make a sound as he carefully laid his bag on the chair. “You're back.” Misu broke the silence as he sat up on the bed. “Eh? Ah....anou...I'm so sorry, Arata-san..I didn't mean to wake you. I just came for a change of clothes. I'll be leaving soon.” A very startled Shingyouji stared at him. Misu stood up and turned on the lights. Shingyouji kept his head low and was obviously trying to avoid his intense scrutiny. He felt Misu's hand slowly cup the side of his face and lifted his chin slowly to finally face him. “Where have you been? I was worried. But I didn't know where to find you. You even left your phone.” Misu tried to keep his tone low and evenly paced. He didn't want to frighten his already-agitated lover. It was painfully obvious that Shingyouji's eyes revealed fatigue and sadness. “I was at work.” Came the nervous reply. “Where is it? I mean....where do you work?” Misu felt like a complete idiot right about now but he didn't care. It felt like the right time to ask such a question. “Sakura Grocery. The convenience store ten blocks from here.” Shingyouji blinked at him. He was rather surprised to be asked since Arata-san didn't seem the least bit interested in his work before. Misu made a mental note of that information and considered visiting him there one of these days. His confidence returning. Relief overswept him to have the younger man before him. Talking to him again. He's safe. He's home. That's all that mattered. They remained standing at the center of their apartment just looking at each other. “I'm sorry about last night.” Misu whispered which elicited a shocked look from the younger man. “Eh? It's no problem. It's okay really. I understand. Besides you and Sagara-san haven't seen each other for a long time. It was rather sudden for him to show up like that but I guess it was a good time for you both to catch up on things. I'm sure you have lots of stuff to talk about. And then there was that call...and I needed to be at work anyway...so yeah...it's fine really. I mean...I wasn't expecting you'd be already home either. I thought you guys would be hopping at bars and stuff. It's a good time to unwind, you know...I remember a friend of mine had this reunion and they...” “Shingyouji! You're rambling!” Misu interrupted him and shook him and right there he saw the tears that the younger man had been forcing to keep at bay began to flow unstoppably. He pulled him into a fierce embrace and tried to soothe him by gently rubbing his back with circular motions. As the tears subsided he felt him slowly relax in his embrace and Misu closed his eyes. So that was it. Shingyouji's insecurities have played up again this time. He's tried to assure him that there was nothing between him and Sagara-senpai but he guessed he can never ease the unrest in his lover whenever his senior appeared. He always seemed at a complete loss. Like he didn't know where to belong. But instead of exercising assertiveness, his lover chose to retreat like he did in the past. Though he loved him in his own way, their relationship in high school cannot be clearly defined despite Shingyouji always keeping close to him as much as possible. He has admitted to himself he actually enjoyed the devoted attention basked upon him by the younger man. But it is only when they moved in together and has been together for a year that finally they have a semblance of a relationship they can actually clearly define now in their terms. Several minutes passed. Misu looked at him with his eyes thoughtful. A slight curve of a smile evident in his lips. Ah, yes..he loves Shingyouji. He knew he can never find another lover as devoted as this. He knew it would be a torture to not have him close like this. But he did admit that there were lots of times that he did find a guilty pleasure of getting his lover flustered around him. Call it possessiveness. Call it whatever you like but by doing so also proved that only he had that much influence to make Shingyouji feel this way. If only....

Title: Critical Lovers Drama CD Seiyuu: Yasumoto Hiroki x Kaji Yuki Synopsis: Mizuno Chihiro was unable to control his urges and got erect very easily. Because of his constant tardiness, he was sent to participate in the re-development system together with two other problematic senpai, Takatou Shinobu and Kandori Akira. Sharing a room with Takatou, Mizuno became erect when he helped Takatou (a mangaka) on his smutty works. Takatou tried his best to help Mizuno but fell in love with Mizuno along the way. However, he refused to admit his own feelings and hurts Mizuno. What should Mizuno do? Download Critical Lovers Drama CD: 4Shared For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Sensitive Pornograph (uncensored) Anime Title: Sensitive Pornograph Written by: Ashika Sakura Genre: yaoi Number of Episodes: 1 - have 2 part Year : 2004 Plot: Part 1 : The story begins with Seiji Yamada (Voiced by: Kenichi Suzumura), a young shonen manga artist, who develops an affair with a fellow mangaka, who writes hentai, named Sono Hanasaki, who is also his favorite artist. The plot-line develops from Yamada mistaking Sono for a girl. After having discovered him to be a boy, Seiji still falls in love with him, and they have an intimate affair. Seiji becomes distraught when he learns of Sono's past tendencies of sleeping around, and for a time the two become separated. However, they eventually reconcile after Seiji learns of the emotional damage Sono has suffered as a result of being abandoned and used only for sex. Part 2 : The second part begins with Ueno, a student in college, who works part-time as a pet sitter, receiving an assignment to take care of a rabbit. Upon arriving at the specified address, looking for a rabbit named Aki-chan, he finds that there is no rabbit. Instead he discovers a young man bound, naked, in a closet, apparently a sex slave to the man who hired Ueno. Aki-chan is chagrined to realize that his lover/master has created a twist on a sexual thrill situation for himself - he has sent strangers to Aki-chan for sex before, but tricking someone into the apartment is a new twist. Aki-chan knows his master wants to watch from a distance while Aki-chan has sex with the duped Ueno. Explaining that his master will get mad if things don't go his way, and may even hurt Ueno, Aki-chan persuades him to have sex to ..... Download Sensitive Pornograph OVA: Download Watch Sensitive Pornograph Online (HD Quality): Sensitive Pornograph Online For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Alternative Names: みらくるのーとん Company: Tennenouji Release Date: 26.12.06 Platform: PC Genre: 18+ BL, romance, PWP Summary: PWP very effectively sums this up. How to write the summary when there ain’t even a substantial plot or anything? *sigh* Well from the dredges of what little story there is in this game, the synopsis would go like this: Protagonist Ogata Akira finds a magical living notebook that can grant any wish he writes in it. But there’s a catch: only horny wishes work. Download Links (DepositFiles): Part 1 Part 2 Patch *Uploaded by request For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Alternative Titles: Square Na Kankei; Square Relation; Square Relationship; スクエアな関係 Author: Studio May-be Artist: Asou Kai Year: 2007 Status: 1 Volume (Complete) Summary: The manga is a continuation story from a BL (Boys Love) game under the same title. 1-2) A Distance Between Words and Heart Nishida Yuuto got his first male lover, Kobayakawa Ryuuji, an ex-host. However, he's unsure whether this relationship is strong, or if he's only being toyed with. 3-4) The Clumsy Darling Aoi Satoru is now Kishimoto Takami's lover... Can he trust Takami, who has such a dirty past...? Read Square Relation Online: Square Relation Download Square Relation Manga: Download Link For download reupload requests, please post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: 安非他命, Amphetamine Release year: 2010 Country: Hong Kong Running time: 97 minutes Plot: Kafka is straight while Daniel happens to be gay. The young men fall in love, believing that their love can bridge anything, despite their difference in sexuality and Kafka's drug-taking. Daniel does not regret his love for Kafka, who tries to love him back against his nature. But a flashback memory from Kafka's past makes it difficult for their relationship to work. It turns out that their addiction to love proves more fatal than the drugs they use to explore the boundaries of their friendship. Watch Amphetamine BL Movie Online: Amphetamine Download Amphetamine BL Movie: Amphetamine For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Original name: Netsujou Innocence Manga ALT. names: Netsujou Innocence, Passionate Innocence Original run: 2004 Description: Up and coming designer, Rio Nanase, has lived with the guilt of letting a friend fall off a balcony when he was young. Then one day, he meets the young owner of a penthouse that he designed! Keiichiro Nagato is his name and he brings Rio to an observatory against his will. There the acrophobic Rio begins to tell the truth about what happened 17 years ago, a truth no else has heard before Written by: Duo Brand Published by: Kousai Shobou Group(s) Scanlating: Forever More, Nakama Status: Completed Completely Scanlated: Yes Genres: Drama, Romance, Yaoi Categories: Incest; Co-workers Main Characters: Rio Nanase, Keiichiro Nagato Recommendations: Jack in the Box Read Netsujou Innocence Online Netsujou Innocence Download Netsujou Innocence Manga Here For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Sentimental Garden Lover Author/artist: Ogura Muku Genre: Drama, Fantasy, School Life, Slice Of Life, Yaoi Warnings: Animal Transformation, Master-Pet, Incest(?) Status: 1 Volume (Complete) Year: 2008 EDIT: Link removed because the scanlation group doesn't allow their projects to be shared of any site Read Sentimental Garden Lover Online: Sentimental Garden Lover -- The Drama CD can be found here. For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

so... my friend and i were really bored... and we made a very stupid quiz "Who is the perfect YAOI Threesome for you?" i warn you the results are even more stupid then the questions... but if you still want to try it... ^^"""" http://quizilla.teennick.com/quizzes/19181508/who-is-the-perfect-yaoi-threesome-for-you (yeah... I am sorry)

What did you first think of yaoi when you discovered it for the first time? Did you like it? Where you somewhat taken back or perhaps you didn't like at first. Tell all, tell all. Hehe. Here I'll go first. I grew up in a Christian household and my parents were against gay rights and gay marriage. At first I was too, but then I discovered that I was attracted to girls and everything changed. I, as you know write, so before discovering my sexuality I wrote straight romance (porno....in middle school...hehe long story). Anyways I began getting into boyxboy love stories but I really hadn't read any yaoi. I was just looking at them in bookstores when my parents weren't around. Then a few years later in the tail end while I was writing the VERY first boy on boy love story I got my mom to buy a yaoi manga for me. I fell in love that day. Now I can't get enough of it. The end.

kyaaaaaaaaaaah I got to see yoji-sama and june-chan!!! xDDD so cute june :Red_fox7: and master is pretty! well as for me... were the best pics I had *blushes* ... *goes hide under the bed*

Hiya fukachan! Welcome to the forum, we are so happy you are here! I'm always so impressed by people who can read and write Japanese. I can only speak a little and recognize a few kanji. ^^ I'm trying to learn though!

yay xD I got a master now! so now you're yoji-sama !! *.* meow~ ^3^ I saw the making of takumi kun 5 and it will have such intimate moments between mao and dai-chan *.* can't wait!!! pity it only gets released on the 20th of August... so far away still T^T and that's only to the theaters so imagine how long to get it dvdrip! (I would buy if I had the possibility but over where I'm from it's quite taboo still that kind of love even... stupid retarded!!! T^T it saddens me how people can have so much preconceituous (oh my english is getting worse, does tht word even exist? o.o))

@yunake ahaha...ady view it...well im gonna find other people who wants to post their misu x shingyouji fanvid...lol and "cute june"??? ahaha so shy gotta call like tht...>/// Im not that cute...lol @yojichan i think my another friend got inspired by u and gonna write her own fanfic in chinese u really inspired people nowadays...lol and itz 3am here right now...im watching pure again n then read ur fanfic...lol got sleeping disorder ady...==''' and suddenly feel like wanna wear bunny ear at the middle of the nite...ahahaha...so weird feeling...lol

I'm still working on the final chapter of Savior as well as editing the full novel. I'm hoping to have the full manuscript available for you to download by the end of the week. It's with special thanks to Misakixusagi that I'm able to finish. I lost the whole file when my laptop crashed and she had a copy for me.

@Gil Thanks for the info!!! I'm marking my calendar for July 22 lol. And the twins are so cute XD I can't wait to see how this turns out!

ive thought about it before as well! if people find the stuff on here, it could cause a few probs to say the least !, specially with boku no pico to be specific. but other stuff wouldnt be a prob right, only the stuff involving kids right?! i mean most stuff contains adults..i dnt really take my laptop around with me, just when im babysitting as the battery life is shite lol its scary to think of it like that though , could we actually get away with it.... saying it was just anime n manga.. id been thinking bout keeping it on a pen instead of directly on my laptop

OMG! talk about incredible coincidence here...remember the first part of the second Pureness fanfic? Shingyouji was in a math class. OMG! and you tell me that you had a math exam. this is just too amazing! i cannot stop smiling here. oh wow. well, i hope you pass all your exams. you are so welcome here. we're happy to have you with us. i hope you enjoy your stay and be part of the love all around here. oh...i think i haven't told you yet...but i love kitties. i'm actually a cat person. i love cats so much....and bunnies. ♥ oh gosh, thank you so much! *giggles* ♥ hai! i'm willing to take all the blame. heheh! *snuggle~snuggle like a kitty* you know i wrote that before Pure movie was released. i only had the trailer to watch over and over. and i had this feeling that Misu and Shingyouji have that kind of aura between them. I had that impression that Misu was possessive even back then but after watching him in Pure...i was so blown away at how much he proved that he really, really was. and we all fall in love with him. waaaaaaaaaaiiii!!! ♥ *hugs tight* watashi mo suki desu!

ahaha...glad u like it..^o^ en~i'll tell her....ahaha... i'll ask if any of my friends got any request...^^

But hey, let's see the bright side of the things shall we? New York is a very important city and by allowing gay marriages it proofed that things are getting better

Oh I love creamy strawberry cake. They make me fuzzy with happiness. It makes me feel loved. ♥ To have been able to write a story like this that can affect someone from a personal level is something I consider very, very special. Likewise, I've been through a lot painful memories in my past and it hasn't quite ended the way I had hoped but to be able to take those feelings of regret, remorse, happiness, sadness, hurt and survival and somehow express them in this story really means a lot. I'm so glad that you have reached that level of acceptance for your family situation, not many people in this life have but I'm really proud of you. I really mean it. I'm happy for you. *hugs* My head is in the cloud 9 today. I don't think I can be affected by an another annoying post from somebody. I'm too happy to be bothered by that honestly. Gosh! It feels so good. I feel so happy, we're growing and lots of love being poured to this amazing couple with their amazing romance. Yes, I do hope that more and more people get to realize that for themselves that it's a whole lot better to love than it is to hate. To just feel and see it for themselves how beautiful they really are. I'm so glad I posted this fic before your birthday and I didn't know it was your birthday last week. I'm sooooooooo sorry but I'm glad you got to read it before your birthday so...it's kind of a gift from me as well....'cause you're my bunny friend. *hugs* I don't only have cookies.. I got a strawberry cream cake and now the most touching and heartfelt fanvid dedicated to me and no one's ever done this for me. And it's my first time ever receiving this from someone. I honestly feel so overwhelmed right now. I was watching it today and I kept crying and crying and crying. A lot of things happening all at once. Thank you so much. God, I wish I could see you and I could hug you and make you feel how deeply this has affected me. Whenever I write, I write because I feel so strongly for my inspiration. I believe in what I am writing. When I publish them and I get this much emotional response from my beloved readers...it feels really tremendous for me. I don't really think much about myself. I know that there are far more amazing writers out there but what I have is love. I believe in what I do. I love what I am doing. And when readers like you express that to me that it has affected you on that level...I feel like I'm home again. Thank you! Thank you so much! I am sooooo happy right now. I can't stop crying. The video is so awesome and heartfelt. Thank you for using the song I love. Everything is just so perfect. I am so in love with what you just did. Thank you!

My family is against anything that goes against our religion. We are raised in old southern Alabama and if there's one thing you'll find here, it won't be gays. I grew up on a farm, have a slang like no tomorrow, and have been stuck in the Bible belt for some time. There are haters everywhere here. I had to tip toe around for years. I was scared that I was the only one, but then I found two people at my school who are in love with it just as much as me! I was really happy. Hope you liked my experiance!

Okay, so I just did it for the kicks and I was actually surprised with the result. It's perfect. Dead on. Three sadists together, there's going to be blood everywhere. Yummy. (*_*) (I love my picture, by the way, xD.)

Ora bem, eu não vou de certeza dar uma explicação e um soletrar tão bem como a JenovaVII, mas cá vai, eu sou a Sofia e sou portuguesa Translation : "Well i will not be able to give such a great explanation and speling like JenovaVII did but here it goes, i'm Sofia and i'm portuguese :P"

xDDD ty *hugs back* From the moment I saw this post I thought : " what a nice person it must be and what wonderful fanfic" it made me giggle wickedly at the sweet moments, it made me worry like hell at the sad moments and oh I melted with the tenderness so I though I'd make the creator of such a wonderful thing a vidie (I'm no expert at it but I'll give my best!!!) I must say the second part you did with all that tension on shingyouji was very moving since I've been through something similar... but thankfully I feel happier for my parents to be apart, I can see their smile now and see they're truly happy, it makes me super happy and so with that I also have 2 families xDDD oh well... I love your writing rly xDDDD can't wait for more but 'till then do rest well and so for a better rest I'll give you a super present!(besides vidie ofcoz) *gives huge strawberry cake with loads of cream* tadaaaaaaa (do hope strawberries are of your liking :X)

straight to the point: Utada Hikaru (solo) and SCANDAl (group)... Ayumi Hamsaki is also one of my fav....

Well I know manga-ka use the other image to draw some of postion is their manga... Youka Nitta did a lot of it... or it was other way round... --; Well her manga there are lot of pose... a specially in Haru wo Daite Ita and When a Man Loves a Man series.. so I will start with Haru wo Daite Ita...

AUTHOR NOTES: As promised, here is another continuation of the Pureness arc. My fanfic lovingly and solely devoted to the romance of Misu Arata and Shingyouji Kanemitsu. This is dedicated to my dear friend June (last_sky16) whose uber enthusiastic love for the pairing has further inspired me to write this fic. And to each and every Takumi-kun fan in this forum and those who have read my previous works, my heart is filled with immense joy of your support and love. Thank you so much for staying with me. I have cried a lot writing this story and it was quite challenging. This has been an emotional ride for me as well. I hope you enjoy reading and leave me your comments and questions, I would greatly appreciate them. To set the mood, allow me to share these wonderful images To Be Near You The story so far: This story takes us back to Misu and Shingyouji in Shidou. A life-changing event is about to take place that will put our heroes in a situation they have never encountered before. Math hasn't always been Shingyouji's favorite subject. If things were up to him, he would have preferred kendo more than anything. If Math was in a dojo with him, he would have easily smacked its sorry ass to kingdom come and that would be the end of it. But then he remembered how Arata-san would pour his time at the executive room doing all those innumerable calculations. If I could only be as dedicated as Arata-san then perhaps even this way I can reach his level and be closer to him somehow. Shingyouji smiled at the thought and adjusted himself on his seat and straightened his back to help him focus more towards the teacher. Class was momentarily interrupted when the PA system announced: SHINGYOUJI KANEMITSU, YOU HAVE A PHONE CALL. As he walked towards the hallway, he couldn't help but wonder who would call him in class at this very hour. Maybe Arata-san wanted to check up on me. He almost laughed out loud at the very thought of the senior student wanting to call him. Misu along with the rest Student Council members along with Saki Giichi and Akaike Shozo were on their way back to Shidou from a three-day academic retreat. “Shingyouji desu. Moshi moshi?” He chirped. “Shingyouji-chan...?” Came the filtered reply. “Aaah! Obaa-chan! (grandma) How nice of you to call. I wasn't expecting this at all. How are you doing? Everything all right with you I hope. I miss you, you know.” Shingyouji clearly adored his grandmother. She was the kindest and most loving person in his family. He was always especially close to her since he was a young kid. She was always very proud of her beloved grandson. “Shingyouji-chan...I'm so sorry to call you at such a time. Now I need you to listen to me very carefully, okay?” “Hai.” A long pause. A sniffle. “Obaa-chan...what's going on? Are you alright?” Now Shingyouji was worried. It was surprising enough that of all people who would call him in school was his grandmother and the long pause and the sniffle only aggravated his worry. “Shingyouji-chan...” His grandmother sounded like she had been crying for days. Her voice was a bit hoarse. “Your mother and father....I'm so sorry, my love.” “Eh? What happened to my parents?” Shingyouji's eyes rounded. Panic was setting in but he fought to remain as calm as possible and braced himself for her reply. “The divorce has been finalized. You have to come home as soon as possible.” Her voice broke. Shingyouji felt like the entire room was spinning. His lips began to quiver. He could barely focus his eyes. But his hands held onto the phone very tightly. “Shingyouji-chan...are you still there?” It took several seconds before Shingyouji was snapped back into reality. “I'm still here. Alright...I'll pack my bags and take the bus.” He replied slowly. “I need you to stay calm, my darling. Now which of your teacher should I talk to regarding this matter?” “Anou...I think I'll be the one to talk to them.” “No. I will handle the talking. You just go and pack your things. I am not sure for how long you will need to be away from school. For all we know it could only be a few days or perhaps a little more...what's important is that you come home as soon as you can.” “I understand.” “Shingyouji-chan...I am so sorry to have been the bearer of this news. No matter what happens, your obaa-chan loves you. Be safe on your way home. Now tell me which of your teachers should I be talking to?” _ _ _ _ _ _ Misu Arata felt a sense of relief as the mini van they were riding entered the gates of Shidou Academy. Their debate team won but it did wore them out. Saki has been massaging his forehead all throughout the trip. Shozo was nodding off to sleep. The other members of the team in the van looked restless and fatigued. They couldn't wait to jump out of the van and get into the dorms. The image of a certain sophomore greeting him with a wide toothy bunny smile suddenly popped in his mind. He can imagine him pestering him endlessly with questions and probably even ask for a present. What an idiot. Misu's eyes softened and a small smile escaped his lips. But what he really craved now was to lay on his bed and try to get much needed rest. He can always talk to Shingyouji tomorrow and give him his present. _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ “Misu? I could stay around with you if you like.” A hopeful Ooji asked him. There were only the two of them and much to his relief the noisy Shingyouji has not been making his habitual visits to the Excecutive Room for a week since they arrived from the trip. Misu frowned at the paperwork in his hands. For the life of him he was struggling to concentrate at the task at hand. He had made several mistakes with the calculations of the expenses during the three-day trip. The added frustration of not hearing a single word from Shingyouji was getting the better of him and it annoyed him even more. All he was ever told by Matsumoto-sensei that Shingyouji received a sudden call from home and had to leave within the day. He pressed for further details but that was just about the only information he was given. Apprently, some of the students who caught a glimpse of Shingyouji reported that he looked very shaken and distraught. But he barely spoke a word to anyone and some have seen him carrying a large backpack as he left the school that night. “Misu?” Ooji looked at him with concern. “What is it?” Misu snapped realizing he wasn't alone in his thoughts. Every time the door opened, he found himself frowning more to look up and see who it was. But Shingyouji never came. He didn't expect that he would actually look forward to the enthusiastic greeting of the younger boy. “I can stay with you if you like. As long as you need me to.” Ooji replied gently. Misu gave him a quick glance and returned to his paperwork. “No. I'm fine. You can go now. I'll handle the rest of this paperwork.” “But...” Ooji began to protest. Misu looked straight at him and handed him three folders. “These will need to go to Shimada-sensei. I'll be leaving soon anyway. There's no need for you to stick around with me.” Ooji looked dejectedly at the folders in his hand but he had no choice but to follow Misu's instructions and quietly left the Executive Room. It always seemed to be this way. Misu looked fatigued and he had been rather in a foul mood and sometimes distracted. But he was willing to overlook that. He tried to stay attached to Misu as much as possible during the academic retreat but he felt like he was trying too hard. Misu only talked to him on a need to know basis. He fervently hoped it was his chance to get to know Misu a whole lot more but the three-day event ended and still Misu treated him nothing more than just a classmate. It must be that damn Shingyouji again. Damn noisy brat. He was seething. What did that guy know? Always so clingy to Misu. Always following him around. Not giving him peace. Always so annoying. Doesn't he realize that Misu does not like him around? That he's only tolerating his presence. Whenever he shows up, I get to be kicked out of the room. And that brat isn't here, why am I still being kicked out of the room? I hate this! Misu popped a headache pill and an iron tablet and downed it with the cold water bottle. He irritatedly moved the rest of the paperwork aside and rested his face on the cold oak table. Damn it! IT'S BEEN A WEEK ALREADY! And I haven't heard anything from that idiot. Not even a damn call. Nothing. Misu wondered whose neck was he going to break so they would tell him exactly what happened to Shingyouji who decided to take off just like that. But the memory of that day was creeping into his brain again. I could have done something that time. He sighed deeply. He hadn't been able to get any proper rest that fateful evening reflecting on Shingyouji's face. He skipped breakfast the very next morning and dropped by Shingyouji's room only to be greeted by his bleary-eyed roommate Nowaki who was absolutely clueless as to where Shingyouji was. Looking at Shingyouji's empty bed and empty side table, Misu felt a sickening feeling rising up in his chest. Shingyouji was really gone and he didn't even say goodbye. _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _

I think I'm in love with Baba Ryoma!!! candy sharing scene >.

Utterly surprised Shingyoshi stopped and turned around unsure of what his crush was going to say or do. “I told you to wait or did you not hear me, Shingyoshi.” Misu asked. “You belong to me. So why don’t you do as I say? When I tell you to wait, do so. If I tell you to stay, you stay.” Not waiting for an answer he grabbed Shingyoshi’s wrist and led him back out onto the patio. He needed to explain his actions and excuse himself form Sagara-senpai. “I’m sorry senpai. I’ll just go pick out some clothes for him.” Sagara had remembered Misu saying he was going to spend a day shopping with one of his kouhai so he assumed this was whom he was talking about. “Okay.” Without another word Misu grabbed Shingyoshi’s wrist and dragged him out of the café. A few stores away there was a clothing shop and he decided that would be as good a place as any to fulfill his promise. Shingyoshi hadn’t spoken a word and even then he was unsure of what to say. But one thing he did know was that Misu shouldn’t have been with him. He should have been back enjoying his lunch with Sagara-senpai and he was going to say he believed that. “Arata-san, it is okay? Maybe you should go back to Sagara-senpai.” Misu was busy looking through shirts he thought would look good on Shingyoshi. “I told you. Just do what I tell you to.” After choosing two decent shirts he went through the slacks and found two that appeared to match the shirts. “Try these on.” He weaved his way through the clothing racks hearing Shingyoshi address him again. Shingyoshi followed after Misu and found himself being pushed into one of the dressing rooms, “Wait Arata-san-“ Misu held up the clothes, “Hurry up and get changed.” Knowing he couldn’t argue with the other man Shingyoshi accepted the clothes hand hung them on the provided hooks. First he tried on the stripped shirt and the white jeans. Looking in the mirror he could see Misu shaking his head. Not wanting to disappoint Misu further, he quickly removed the shirt and pants and proceed to try on the darker jeans. Then he slipped into the white shirt with the leaf like pattern. Misu waited until Shingyoshi had pulled the shirt on before reaching up from behind and adjusting the collar. He started fastening the buttons as well. “It looks nice.” And it did. The color complimented Shingyoshi’s skin tone and it made him look very attractive. Shingyoshi wasn’t sure what to do. Besides the exchange of the chocolate, Misu had never been this close to him and he could feel his body tense up. He was taken by surprise when Misu asked him. “Were you throwing me away?” Misu didn’t wait for a response as he continued. “Even though you invited me out. Going out with Hayama and Saki, just what were you thinking?” Wanting to explain himself Shingyoshi turned around. “No that was…” But when he saw the look on Misu’s face he found he couldn’t say anything. “In the first place, not being by his owners side when he’s feeling sick makes you a bad pet.” Misu said. “Who come you didn’t visit me even once?” “That’s… I’m really sorry.” Shingyoshi said knowing his reasons would sound pathetic to Misu’s ears. “You thought you could do that now that you’d already cast me aside? But you can’t do you understand?” Misu asked. Shingyoshi finally realized that Misu wasn’t going to let him just ignore him anymore and he found himself throwing himself into the older boy’s arms. “Arata-san!” He held tight not wanting to let go anytime soon. He was taken by surprise when Misu returned the embrace. Misu pulled Shingyoshi closer and moved his hands along the fabric of the shirt. “This shirt feels pretty nice. Shingyoshi let’s pick this. Wear this and during the summer holiday go on a date with me.” Shingyoshi couldn’t be sure he had heard Misu right. “Huh?” “What? You don’t want to?” Misu asked. Shingyoshi pulled back and looked straight into Misu’s eyes. “Yes, I really do. “Really?” Misu asked already knowing the answer. Shingyoshi continued to looked into the eyes of the man he had fallen for from the first time he had seen him and spoke the very words he would repeat until that man understood and believed him. “Suki desu, Arata-san.”

Amander : So pretty love the outfit Cloudy : Love the hair and it is a good shot . And Shim-Nii-Chan I love that photo Ok well I don't take a lot of good pics ...since 1. Im one the taking them . 2. Lately been breaking out. But here's a decent one from me at my baby shower a week I think before I had my twins.

I've been thinking if I should finally reveal myself. Here goes...a pretty sucky digital attempt at channeling my seme and uke side. :hamtaro-005 (15): Oh i'm nervous now.. rabbit5

If I was single I think I would give it a shot . But I would be honest with them I have never liked a girl before so either we can just leave at that and be friends or we can give it a shot and see if anything develops. Years ago my answer would just been to let them down gently . But I have changed a lot since then.

LoL ignoring your friend is hard and would leave awkwardness X). Its simple if you feel the same then try it, wont kill you. And if you don't feel anything tell the friend, if you really are friends then He/She would understand.

It depends if I like 'em and feel attracted to them in that way. I might just as well accept then, ne? Else I'll try to reject them as kindly as I can. Ignore it isn't the best idea, that will hurt your friend... and it might get very awkward haha.

Kenta I could tell I’d scared him, the way he spun around and backed against the counter the grey eyes wide. Made me feel like shit. I knew how jumpy he could be. What I wasn’t prepared for was to have him suddenly fling himself at me. Not that he didn’t do it that often, I just hadn’t thought a little argument with Akira would set off these kind of tears. I patted his head, stroking his hair as he cried into my t-shirt. I’d come to realize that it calmed him down to have the physical contact. The first few months of working for him had been fucking awkward to say the least. “I should have known . . . I did know . . . I just didn’t think.” Ryuu mumbled his breath hot through the fabric of my t-shirt. I could only assume he was talking about the outfit thing. Akira and Sora had explained why Ryuu had suddenly decided to lock himself in his room at the same time I happened to get to the apartment. “It’s not a big deal, Ryuu. Come on. No reason to cry about it.” “I-I know . . . I just . . . don’t like it when he yells at me.” “Yeah, but you cry when Reiko yells at you too.” “She hits when she yells.” “Fuck yeah. Girl is fucking crazy.” I was glad she wasn’t there to hear me say it. I loved Reiko, but the girl was painful to be around sometimes. God help you if you hurt Akira. You’d be better off cutting off your own balls. “Just, don’t tell her about the outfit.” “No, upset enough with Akira yelling at me, don’t want to get smacked too.” Ryuu finally looked up at me and I felt my heart speed up just a bit as those oddly colored eyes stared at me. “Sorry Kenta. You just get here and I’m being all stupid and emotional.” Grabbing his shoulders I shook him slightly. “What did I say about calling yourself stupid? Quit or I will smack you myself.” Something flickered in his eyes and I felt my stomach drop. I’d seen that look before and it was one I’d never wanted to see again on someone I cared about. The next instant it was gone and he nodded, trying to smile. “I need to go apologize to Akira.” I let him go and stepped out of his way. The slender frame brushed by me and I had the sudden urge to pull him back and make sure he really was alright. Fuck. I rubbed my forehead looking down. What had that look I’d seen been about? I knew where I’d seen it before and that thought scared me shitless. It was my job to keep him safe, safe and happy. I followed him on out into the living room where the other boys were watching a movie. Going to the kitchen I went to see if there were any leftovers. Staring at the empty fridge I knew I shouldn’t be surprised. Hasu might not be any taller than Akira but he ate enough for both of them put together. If he wasn’t eating he was moving or sound asleep. Grabbing out my phone I called the closest carry out and ordered everyone’s favorite things. Akira and Ryuu were still talking when I hung up but things seemed less tense. Ryuu was laughing and smiling again and Akira was gesturing as he described something. Leaning against the counter I watched them for a little bit. The general public had no idea that the members of Bloody Agony were such close friends even outside of work. Ryuu had a lot to do with that. He needed them, just as much as they needed each other. It really was like a little family. While I waited for dinner to arrive, I called Hayate to check on how things were going at the bar. It was a slow night so he told me to stay put. “Daisuike had a bit of a rough day today.” “Oh?” That was unusual. Normally all Daisuike had to do was look at someone to get what he wanted. “Um yeah. From what I heard him and Jiro both got the shit beat out of them.” “What?” I said it too loud and saw the boys look over at me. Turning my back I lowered my voice. I didn't like to involve the band in anything gang related if I could help it. That Akira's brothers ran the gang was enough. “What the fuck happened? Why didn’t they call?” “It went down too fast from what Jiro told me. I guess Ruka is throwing a fit about it though.” I couldn’t say I blamed him. If anyone ever hurt Ryuu . . . I shook my head. It was my job to keep him safe. I’d kill anyone that touched him or any of the boys. “They need anything?” “Nah, though I think Jiro was going to call Akira to come home and help patch them up.” “He ain’t called yet-“ I’d barely got the words out when I heard the distinct ring of Akira’s phone. “Never mind. I gotta go. Talk to you later.” Akira was already on the phone and I frowned watching how pale he suddenly went. “Yeah, yeah I’ll be right there. I gotta go guys. Suke got hurt.” He was already on his feet and headed for the door. The apartment was quiet for a bit after Akira left. Everyone of us knew how close the two brothers where and after almost losing Daisuike a few months ago any little thing scared Akira now. Walking into the living room I put on a movie. I glanced over as Ryuu walked up to me. He glanced up but didn’t hold my eyes for long. “I was . . . just wondering how long you were going to stay tonight?” I looked at him for a moment. “How long do you want me to stay?” A look I’d never seen before crossed his face, but then he glanced away again. “I-I don’t care. I think Sora and Hasu were going to spend the night.” I nodded. That was pretty usual. I knew how much Ryuu hated to be alone. I’d learned pretty quickly that he not only craved attention but needed it. He’d rather skip a meal and do an impromptu signing or meet and greet. If I let him, he’d wear himself to nothing promoting the band. I got the door when the bell rang and took the food thanking the boy. I gave him a generous tip, knowing I’d seen him at another job locally too. I knew what it was like to work multiple jobs just to try to make ends meet. “Hey, foods here guys.” “Oh! You got us food! Sweet! Thanks Kenta!” Hasu, of course, was the first one to the table. He gave me a quick hug, making it impossible to breathe for a moment. The kid was just too fucking strong for his own good. I should know, we sparred with each other on a regular basis. I would seriously get out of shape otherwise and what kind of bodyguard would I be then? Hearing the house phone ring, I frowned and walking over picked it up. The smell of the food was starting to get to me, if I didn’t hurry up Hasu would eat my portion too. He’d already devoured his food and had started on what I’d ordered for Akira. “Ito residence.” “Oh Kenta.” I rolled my eyes hearing Kaori’s trill. “Is my beautiful boy there?” “Yeah, just a sec.” Holding the receiver against my chest I looked around. “Ryuu, it’s your ma.” He jumped up from the table. “Oh! I’m coming.” He smiled at me as he took the phone, his eyes seeming to linger for just a moment. I went back to go see if Hasu had left me any food. “Hey, brat, where is my food.” Hasu looked up at me noddles hanging out of his mouth. He glanced down and had the grace to look sheepish. There were three empty containers around him already. “Sorry.” He pushed the carton toward me and handed over the chopsticks. I handed them back and got my own out. “Fuck Hasu, you ate half of it already. I’m going to kick your ass.” That got me the wide eyed innocent look that he was so famous for. At least it wasn’t fake, usually. I didn’t let it phase me as I stuffed in a mouthful. I waved the now empty chopsticks at him. “Don’t think that look is going to save you. I owe you for last time.” He grinned at me, the cheeky little shit. “Yeah, we’ll see. You said that last time too.” I grunted, shoving in another bite. “Don’t think you know everything about fighting, Hasu. It’s one thing to spar, getting into an actual fight is totally different.” Hasu nodded, his eyes losing some of the innocent sparkle. I could barely hear him when he next spoke. “Yeah, I know.” Clearing my throat I looked around. Sora was sprawled on the couch watching the movie I’d put in, Ryuu had disappeared, probably into the office so he could talk with his mother. “But hey, that’s why we spar right? So we are ready if the time comes.” I didn’t like seeing this subdued side of Hasu. It made me wonder who had fucked with him. A kid as cute and friendly as him shouldn’t have any enemies at all, much less get into fights. He was smarter than me by far and could probably talk his way out of just about any situation. Me . . . I’d rather just get it over with and go on. Words don’t come easy for me. I finished what was left of my dinner and sat back watching him for a moment. He was busy gathering up the empty cartons to throw away. “I probably better get going.” I got up grabbing up my trash. “Jiro might need some help tonight.” Hasu looked up at me. “You might want to tell Ryuu you are leaving. He always gets pouty if you leave without saying anything.” “Oh.” Tossing the cartons I looked down hall, the door to the office was open. “Yeah, I’ll do that.” I poked my head in the office door and grinned seeing him leaning back in the chair, his feet propped up in the desk. The phone was cradled against his shoulder, but he was sound asleep. I could hear the soft murmur of Koari’s voice through the speaker. Walking over, I carefully took the phone laying his head back. “Ito-san, I’m sorry he fell asleep.” I whispered. “Oh,” There was a sigh and a soft laugh from the other end. “I wondered. Thank you for taking such good care of my son, Arakaki-kun. He talks about you all the time.” After telling her good bye I hung up, wondering what she’d meant. Looking down at the sleeping vocalist I shook my head. Why the hell would he talk about me to his mother? Didn’t make a lot of sense to me. Leaning down over him I smiled. “Ryuu, if you are that tired why don’t you go to bed?” His eyelids fluttered for a moment giving the slightest glimpse of grey before closing again. “Will you come with me?”

hahaha..yeah same with me too..i was obsessed with Winter Cicada,Sukisyo,Junjou romantica,etc...i cant forget it until now..i must watched and read it...because i like it sooo much...ekekekeke....can't take my eyes with that..but i'm still remember the character of all Drama,manga's and Anime.it's like a heaven to me..hihihi..