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Takumi-kun Pure credits for translation to sayasubs Download Takumi-kun Pure Movie Complete Mirror link: Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 NOTE: Download all parts in the same folder, join with HJSplit and play the complete file with VLC Player. Plot: Unlike the three previous films, Pure focuses on the relationship between Misu Arata and Shingyouji Kanemitsu , which begins when Shingyouji takes the test to enter Shidou Gakuen . That's when he meets Misu and falls for him. Then we come back to the present where the sempai who admires Misu appears, bringing Shingyouji problems and jealousy . Watch online: Takumi Kun Pure For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Original name: Netsujou Innocence Manga ALT. names: Netsujou Innocence, Passionate Innocence Original run: 2004 Description: Up and coming designer, Rio Nanase, has lived with the guilt of letting a friend fall off a balcony when he was young. Then one day, he meets the young owner of a penthouse that he designed! Keiichiro Nagato is his name and he brings Rio to an observatory against his will. There the acrophobic Rio begins to tell the truth about what happened 17 years ago, a truth no else has heard before Written by: Duo Brand Published by: Kousai Shobou Group(s) Scanlating: Forever More, Nakama Status: Completed Completely Scanlated: Yes Genres: Drama, Romance, Yaoi Categories: Incest; Co-workers Main Characters: Rio Nanase, Keiichiro Nagato Recommendations: Jack in the Box Read Netsujou Innocence Online Netsujou Innocence Download Netsujou Innocence Manga Here For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Koibito wa Hatsujouki, 恋人は発情期, My Lover in Heat Mangaka: Kamon Saeko Status: Completed (7 oneshots) Summary: Kiyoharu, friendless and without a family, owns a single dog, Jirou. The dog, which miraculously turned into a human six months ago, went into heat and ravaged his master~ "Jiro, I love you very much - but it troubles me to have you make love to me so deeply." As Kiyoharu becomes deeply troubled, Jirou goes into heat yet again! Read My Lover in Heat Online: My Lover in Heat Download My Lover in Heat Manga: Mediafire (complete) For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Trouble Love Candy [トラブル・ラブCandy] Mangaka: KANBE Akira Genre: Yaoi Length: 1 Volume (4 Chapters + Extra) Scanlator: Yasca Translation Summary: The experienced Inspector Kazuhiko and the pre-graduate Michihisa are a loving homosexual couple. But Kazuhiko is always busy and seems to constantly find himself in trouble while Michihisa gets into just as much trouble himself! Frustrated with the little time they have together, Kazuhiko seeks help from Michihisa but the latter, not wanting to bother the already work-overloaded Kazuhiko, continually attempts to solve these problems on his own... Read Trouble Love Candy Online: Trouble Love Candy Download Trouble Love Candy: Volume 1: http://www.mediafire.com/file/ksrcpqca4o6sste/Trouble_Love_Candy.zip For download reupload requests, please post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Original name: One Love Manga ALT. names: x Original run: 2009 Description: One day, Shirou got a love confession from a pushy boy named Kuroda. Kuroda reminds him of his dog, from a long time ago. The younger student poked his heart in places he'd never suspected. Manga-type: OneShot Written by: Iwasaki Saya Drawn by: Iwasaki Saya Published by: Frontier Works Group(s) Scanlating: Shinmakoku Scanlations Status: Completed Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: Shounen Ai, School Life Categories: Megane, Master - Slave Main Characters: Shirou x Kuroda Adaptations available: x Recommendations: Foreskin Boys Hanasaku Koi no Yoru Ake Sakka, Dorei wo Kau. Download One Love Manga: Download One Love For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Sekaiichi Hatsukoi OVA Title: Sekaiichi Hatsukoi Genre: Yaoi Year Published: 2011 Type: OVA No. of Episodes: ?1? Duration: 21 min / ep Plot: This Sekai-ichi Hatsukoi OVA is bundled with limited editions of the 5th volume from Shungiku Nakamura' boys-love manga series. The story follows the tension between a newly recruited manga editor and his tyrannical editor-in-chief - who happen to share a common past. Nakamura also inserted some characters from Junjo Romantica (one of her previous yaoi manga) into Sekai-ichi Hatsukoi. (based on ANN synopsis) FORMAT: AVI Download Sekaiichi Hatsukoi OVA: Ova 1 (Eng Subs) For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Alternative Titles: A Touch of Fever; Hatachi No Binetsu; 二十才の微熱; The Slight Fever of a Twenty Year Old Director: Ryosuke Hashiguchi Country: Japan Year: 1993 Running Time: 114 minutes Plot Summary: Yoshihiko and Masashi play Tatsuru and Shinichiro, respectively, both young male hustlers in Japan. The older one, Tatsuru, disconnects himself from his emotions in order to perform his job. The younger Shinichiro, meanwhile, grows uncomfortable with the work once he has fallen in love with Tatsuru. After Shinichiro gets thrown out of his parents' house, he stays at Tatsuru's apartment, and their once casual relationship awkwardly develops into something else. Download A Touch of Fever Movie: Download Link For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Cat and Master Dog Title: Cat & Master Dog Type : Oneshot Author : Yamane Ayano Artist: Yamane Ayano Status in Home Country: Oneshot (Complete) Scanslation Status : Completed by Hochuuami & NoDeadline Genre(s): Yaoi Summary : The grandson of a commissioner absconds and forces a police officer to take him in... Read Cat Cat & Master Dog Online: Cat & Master Dog Download Cat & Master Dog Manga: Download More manga series by Yamane Ayano For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Ressa no Rakuen Official Website is here: http://www.vividcolor.jp/vc/nessa/nessa_01.htm Released in 2010 summer. Its all in japanese. Please use game translator if needed Please use Daemon Tool (or any type of image-mounting tools) to install the game. Cast: ウィル(Will) voiced by Kaji Yuki ハキム(Hakim) voiced by Maeno Tomoaki アシュラフ(Ashraf) voiced by Nojima Kenji カリム(Karim) voiced by Hatano Wataru Download Link (MF), thanks to Chiakaiyuki: Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 ENJOY BL:hamtaro-005 (8): Nessa no Rakuen > walkthrough For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Alternative Titles: Sorenari ni Shinken Nandesu, それなりに真剣なんです, I'm Serious in My Own Way, Sorenari ni Shinken nan desu Genre: Comedy, Drama, Slice of Life, Yaoi Author: ASOU Kai Released: 2008 Status: Completed (2 Volumes) Summary: Oosawa had known Yoshioka for a long time... As his customer, Yoshioka came in and out of the shop with different boyfriends all the time. He thought he knew fully well what kind of man Yoshioka was. But when tragedy hit Chizu, his one and only daughter... and his capability as a single father was questioned... Yoshioka came out of nowhere and offered help. Slowly but sure, Oosawa learned that the man he despised was very different than what he appeared to be! Read Sorenari ni Shinken Nandesu Online: Sorenari ni Shinken Nandesu Download Sorenari ni Shinken Nandesu Manga: New Download Link Mirror (English) Mirror (Italian) For download reupload requests, please post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

'L's Difficult Successors' is a short Death Note doujin mini game made by Akane Warnings: R-15 / Shota Pairings: Mello x Near (main). Bits of LMN. Plot: The player controls L. The goal is to convince Mello and Near to be intimate with each other before Watari comes back to the room. Their level of intimacy will be displayed in the shape of empty hearts (initially), that will be eventually filled as their attraction for each other raises. The more you manage to make Mello and Near attracted to each other, the further they will accept to go. Download: Mediafire Mirror Link: ShareUrban For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Junsui Yori mo Aimai na Mangaka: SAKURAGA Mei Genre: Mature, One Shot, Romance, Smut, Yaoi Plot: Spoiled rich boy Kimihisa can never seem to tell his lover how he really feels. instead he's always arrogant and demanding to him. will he lose the one he loves because of it, or can he finally make his real feelings known? Groups Scanlating: Forever More Year: 2004 Language: English Read Junsui Yori mo Aimai na Online: Junsui Yori mo Aimai na Download Junsui Yori mo Aimai na Manga: 4SHARED SU For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Betrayal Knows My Name Anime Title: Uragiri wa Boku no Namae o Shitteiru, Betrayal Knows My Name, 裏切りは僕の名前を知っている Genre: Adventure, Fantasy, Drama, Shoujo, Shounen Ai Author: Odagiri Hotaru Subs: CrunchySubs Format: avi Size: 140 - 180 Mb/ep Summary: Sakurai Yuki is an orphaned high-school student who lives in an institute for the handicapped. Yuki, who possesses a special ability which sometimes allows him to read the thoughts of those he touches, is searching for a meaning to his existence. One day, a familiar young man, Zesu, appears before him. Zesu informs Yuki that he must leave on Walpurgis Night. From that moment onwards, Yuki finds himself in the midst of numerous mysterious incidents, dragged into a millenium-long war involving the demons known as Duras. Watch Betrayal Knows My Name Anime Online: Betrayal Knows My Name Download Betrayal Knows My Name Anime: Uraboku - 01 (avi) Mediafire Uraboku - 02 (avi) Mediafire Uraboku - 03 (avi) Mediafire Uraboku - 04 (avi) Mediafire Uraboku - 05 (avi) Mediafire Uraboku - 06 (avi) Mediafire Uraboku - 07 (avi) Mediafire Uraboku - 08 (avi) Mediafire Uraboku - 09 (avi) Mediafire Uraboku - 10 (avi) 4Shared Uraboku - 11 (avi) Mediafire Uraboku - 12 (avi) Mediafire Uraboku - 13 (avi) Mediafire Uraboku - 14 (avi) Mediafire Uraboku - 15 (avi) Mediafire Uraboku - 16 (avi) Mediafire Uraboku - 17 (avi) Mediafire Uraboku - 18 (avi) Mediafire Uraboku - 19 (avi) Mediafire Uraboku - 20 (avi) Mediafire Uraboku - 21 (avi) Mediafire Uraboku - 22 (mkv) Mediafire Uraboku - 23 (mkv) Mediafire For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Love Seeker Author/artist: Tatsukawa Kazuto Alt. Title: Rabu Shiikaa Genre: Romance, Smut, Yaoi Warnings: Rape Groups scanlating: Obsession Status: 2 Volumes (Ongoing) Year: 2004 Plot: Love Seeker is a series of two stories and one extra. While the two stories have little to do with each other there are characters who are a part of each of the stories. Story 1 (chapter 1-2) Tomura is an office geek; small, shy, and someone easily picked on/forced to finish other people's work. He has decided to finally confess his love to his female co-worker Shinoyama. Mistakenly though, he ends up confessing his love to Miura Keijirou because he took off his glasses. Keijirou is Tomura's opposite; handsome, tall and the girls love him. After going out for a meal Keijirou offers to help Tomura by being his "love messenger". Will Keijirou really be of help, or will he be more of a hindrance to Tomura? Story 2 (chapter 3-4) Nanjo is asked by his friend Kenji to be a replacement gigolo for him. After giving Nanjo the information Kenji bolts so Nanjo can't refuse the job. It turns out that Kyousuke, the client, buys gigolos just to talk to. Because of his position where he works it's hard for him to find someone he can just talk to. With Nanjo's egotistical and blunt way of speaking will this one night job last as long as it should, or is this the start of a wonderful friendship? Extra story (chapter 5) Misaki is an average business man. One night trying to get away from someone he runs into a fast food place and ends up crying in front of Fujita, an employee. Ever since then Misaki goes there after work ordering the same thing. Seeing how the girls swarm to Fujita, Misaki becomes annoyed that the girls cannot see the true Fujita...or is he not realizing what his real feelings for Fujita are? Read Love Seeker Online Love Seeker Download Love Seeker Manga Volume 1 | Volume 2 -- The Drama CD can be found here. For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Oujisama ni Narenai Mangaka: KAMON Saeko Plot: Everybody's yearning for this very beautiful and popular person named Honda. But behind the title of “The School Prince”, he has a secret. And the only one who knows his secret is no other but Satonaka, the Library Helper! Groups Scanlating :Shinmakoku Scanlations Genre :Romance School Life Yaoi Oneshot (Complete) Download Oujisama ni Narenai Manga: http://www.mediafire.com/?1tlyajjmpwt For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Original name: Dear My Mister Manga ALT. names: ディアマイミスター / Dear My Mr. Original run: 2007 Description: 1-2) Dear My Mister Unable to speak English, even though half of his lineage is from an English speaking country, Noah starts to learn from his sensei, Takamasa. Through the process of learning the language, will some feelings start to develop!? 3) Lovely Azumi and Haru have been dating for six months, and Azumi is always caught up in childishly sweet and cute Haru's pace. It's true love for Azumi, but is Haru serious about him? Or anything? 4) The Blue for You 3rd year student Souta should be studying for exams, but finds himself slowly becoming obsessed by kouhai Ritsu. However Ritsu's occupied by Rin, a friend with amnesia. Are Souta's attempts to capture Ritsu's attention from the mysterious absent Rin hopeless? 5) The Happy Egg Nao's father died when he was a child and Ryousuke, the man who loved his father stepped in to help raise Nao's mother raise him. Even when Nao's mother passed away Ryousuke stayed with him. But now that Nao almost an adult, Ryousuke is leaving. 6) Target Masaya's nickname is "Forever # 2". Rival Tachibana always seems to edge him out without even trying. Tachibana claims to be the goal Masaya should strive for, but Masaya treats him more like a "target". So why does everyone think they're good friends? Manga-type: Manga Written by: Yamada Fumika Drawn by: Yamada Fumika Published by: Gentosha Group(s) Scanlating: Attractive Fascinante Status: Complete Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: Drama Romance School Life Yaoi Categories: Teacher - Student; Drama; Rivalry Main Characters: Noah and Takamasa, Azumi and Haru, Ritsu and Rin Adaptation based on available: N/A Recommendations: Yasashii Keredo Ijiwaru de, Boku no Goshujinsama Read Dear My Mister Online Dear My Mister Download link removed by scanlator's request

I'm, out in nowhere out at a friends house. Soon midnight, soon time to sleep~~ Good night YO!

I just have to vent to you guys, about this. A fellow friend I met on a website just sent me a PM saying that another mbr flamed her on a post bec she bumped an old post of only a couple of months, totally threw her under the bus by giving her attitude she wants to respond back and say something but doesn't want to get in trouble for it. I told her to calm down and think before she acts and does something irrational. Has that kind of thing ever happen to anyone else?

Oh, sarah, if u mentioned about hearing some words well, almost every hot song makes me think about boy on boy action ^^" yeah, I know...but when the lyrics practically beg for it...I just can't help myself...

So beautiful!!!!! Can't wait to read more fics with Misu and Shingyouji. I still think that there aren't enough fics for this great pair. So, thanks again Yojichan for another great story!

everytime i hear the word (come) in real life , i have something in my mind :D:D:D

Hiya Milo, its very nice to meet you!!! I had a lot of fun talking with you in the chat room! I hope you really enjoy the forum and make lots of friends.

looks interesting, even my sisters got tempted O_O i am truly going to watch Hellsing OVA

OMG! OH my gosh ... Omai ..... >__ I do not know what I'm talking about ... but .. but ... ur fanfic .. it just too perfect ..>_ I'm feeling even more overwhelmed than right now. you make every sentence in there made ​​to appear real to me, always.. I even like to feel what is felt by misu.. and on the other hand I can feel the deep sadness of shingyoji.. and until now, your story still haunts my mind.. I love every word you wrote there, emotion, love, everything seems to be one and blend into something beautiful..more than it. I liked from the beginning to the end..^^ and I'm still looking forward to more stories from you.. ganbarre ne~ but..sorry, because I was late to respond to your story.. this because my internet connection is bad from the past few days =="

ahaha lol...unmei plays itz role again.... we really inspired each other...^^ kyaaa....things really unpredictable...anything could happen...but u follow ur heart rite??? but ur fanfic diz time is so great...i luv the emotions in diz fanfic.. i can feel hw much Misu missed shingyouji...kyaaa.. it makes me wanna hug u for writing it...^^

Essential item in shooting, quiz! Hello, everyone! Today, I would like to give a quiz on essential items in the shooting of the movie "Takumi-kun Series". Today's Quiz might be a bit difficult. This is a familiar Shidou High School white uniform shirt. Everyone wear this shirt but if you look closely (the picture may not be clear about this) left and right are slightly different. Now, the only person who wearing a shirt on the left would be? Except that person everyone wear the shirt on the right. If you saw all the Posters and a DVD of past work you might know who is that person is. Well, today is the Hamao Kyosuke-kun who play the role of Takumi-kun’s birthday. On the day of preview the 3rd stage everyone in the theater sang the "Happy Birthday" song. Hamao-kun, Happy Birthday! Can you guess who? Here is my hint to you… 1. 2. So can you tell now that who wear the left shirt… ^^

jajajajaja.....'unmei'....i love that so much!!!!!..... ahaha....our luv to diz couple brought us together....juz like shidou brought them.... letz use diz 'unmei' wisely....i'll support u when u need any inspiration or support....IM HERE!!!!! KYAAA!!!!

Just like Misu and Shingyouji, perhaps you and I are "unmei" in the sense that you love the pairing as I do and you found me to write about them as I found you who enjoys reading them. YAY!! rabbit4

doitashimashite ne~~~glad to be ur inspiration...*hugs tight* i was so happy tht someone willing to write bout diz couple...and so touched.... KEEP IT UP!!!....

It would be an honor to be the first to know when you post your new story. I will be looking forward to that very much. I'm very touched to know that I've inspired you. It's a great thing to inspire each other. I liked your story "His Possession". It was a lovely read and I like your take on the dressing room scene. That was fantastic! Your enthusiastic love and support of my works inspire me a lot, my dear. I feel so good knowing that reading my story leaves a smile in your face as you sleep. Hehehe! Thank you, sweetheart! hontou ni arigatou! *hugs tight*

ahahaha..itz kinda hurt when people laugh as u were being serious bout it...^^ well...thtz happen to me a lot..thtz why i kept my real feelings inside... i let people see my happy side...lol 4D is a very great charm...and we should be grateful for it... and now im liking a 4D or cute person... yeah...4D is very attractive nowadays....both of us should be thankful to our 4D...lol yeah..musical is not for BL..how would they kissed on stage??? itz weird...==''' and the actors chose also not suitable which makes it worse... so BL is better in movies...^^

ahaha...sure they would..ahaha...even a hardcore like me fell for them...lol well...i think itz the greatest idea to write like tht bout Ooji... clueless person tht cant even realize thre's something between misu n shingyouji...lol Ur fanfic really makes me sleep with smile on my face...ahaha if u need any inspiration bout diz couple i'll always be by ur side...^^ maybe u could imagine me cheerleading for u from here...GO GO YOJICHAN!!!!...*omfg* kyaaa..u're the one who wrote His Posession rite??? u're gonna write another one??thtz awesome!!! well...i feel lucky here...even i didnt do anything else than read and comment...^^ I'll look forward for your fanfic too...

r those pictures sometimes jus pictures that the mangakas feel like putting in the books i've been wanting ta ask that for a while

Okay you've inspired me. I am going to write another story for these two. I dont' know when I'll be putting it up but when I finish it if you want you can be the first to know since you're so helpful in inspiring me . Thank your a beautiful read. I can actually see that scene happening. I also love you through 'GiiKumi' in but kept it subtle but sweet that was great. And I hoped you liked my story 'His Posession'. I'll look forward to any other stories you decided to share with us.

I just happened to know about those. (: And the Sakurai one is the couple from chapter 5 of Kohitsuji to Ookami, I had forgotten. rabbit6

I just tell thank you but I alreay had plan on that day! If any chance they saw me that day... I just say my plan got cancel! ^^; Or I just said sorry I just feel not good... Well I got sick a lot so I don't have problem giving this excuse... ^^; Other is tell the truth... why I don't want to go... Use much as nice word I could find... ^^;

i was a little scared but i loved it anyways! ^_^

“Shingyouji-chan...would you like some tea?” “Hai.” Shingyouji smiled at his grandmother. So many things happened all at once and seemingly so fast around him. His parents' divorce have finalized and the court granted full custody to his mother. His mother decided to move out of their old apartment in the city. But Shingyouji begged that he would stay with his grandmother in the province after the divorce proceedings instead of having to choose which of his parents he will be living with for the meantime. A decision both parents reluctantly agreed. It wasn't long his father also moved to another part of the city leaving their old apartment vacant. Shingyouji loved both his parents very much. But having been a witness to their neverending quarrels even as a young child, he developed a deep sense of insecurity and instability. He enrolled in Shidou hoping to escape the trauma only to be dragged back to where it all began. All the hurt and despair enveloping him a thousand-fold. Worse, he missed Misu. But did Misu miss him? Did he even care? “You know I worry a lot when you get all quiet like that.” His grandmother watched him as she poured a cup of tea for both of them. “Oh..I'm sorry, obaa-chan. I'm just tired, I guess.” “I understand. A broken home is no home for any child. It's always the children that suffer the most in this kind of situation. But don't ever give up, my love. I may be old and using a cane but I can still protect you.” “I know. You've always been very good to me. Thank you for letting me stay with you.” He smiled. “You're my precious grandson, of course. You're the only one your late grandfather and I have. If it were up to me, I'd have taken you in myself so you don't have to put up with all this messy custody battle.” “Perhaps it would have been better that way.” His grandmother looked at him thoughtfully as Shingyouji took a sip of his cup of tea. “Whatever happens, always remember you are loved. By me. Your friends and even your parents. As troubled as they are, they do worry about you in their own way. And you stand by your decision to make a better life for yourself and your future. You will be a full-fledged adult in a few years. One day all this will become a memory for you and you take whatever lesson from it that you can use to improve your life.” Shingyouji put his cup down and looked around the living room. “You and grandfather have lived in this house for so many years. How did you manage to stay despite all the memories you have here? Doesn't it hurt? Did you ever want to leave?” “Your grandfather and I built this house with our hands. Every corner of this house is a remembrance of him. It's been a part of us. When your grandfather passed away, I thought I was going to lose my mind but I have this house. This is his memory for me. It doesn't always mean that just because two people are apart means that nothing binds them together. There will always be that place that holds memories of you both.” Shingyouji reflected on his grandmother's wise words. This is why he longed to escape his home which brought nothing but painful memories of his parents neverending arguments. Other than his grandparents' home, Shidou was the only home he longed to be. He was happy there. But now he wasn't sure anymore if he could ever return to that place where he spent two years of precious memories of his love. “I love you, obaachan. Thank you for not giving up on me. Thank you for being there for me all this time.” He cried as he embraced his grandmother. “I know...I know. I love you too. I will always be on your side even when I'm gone from this world. Promise me, you will never ever give up on your happiness and fight for it. Don't let anyone tell you different.” “I promise.” _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ “Ah, Misu-kun!” Hayama greets him happily. Misu enters the room and sits on his bed. He notices Hayama's casual stylish attire and figured right away that he was going out on a date. “Where are you going?” “Eh? Anou...Gii said that there's this new movie he wanted to watch. Today is also my birthday so maybe it's nice to go out on a bright Sunday like this.” Hayama blushed. “Ah...sorry..I didn't know it was your birthday today.” Misu shook his head. Hayama chuckled. “Don't worry about it. It's not like I advertise it anyways. Don't you usually go out of town during Sundays?” “Not this time, I guess. I have some stuff to do.” “Try not to overwork yourself. This is what Sundays are for. You should take it easy sometimes.” “Hayama...I know I've been rather short-tempered lately. I really have a lot of things to deal with right now. Hope you understand.” Hayama notices Misu's sullen mood and he sits on the bed across him. “I understand. You don't need to explain yourself. It's been a month already and still no word from him. I miss him too.” Hayama looks at him sadly. He suddenly felt guilty for telling Misu he was going out with Gii. He hoped he didn't appear like he was showing off. He was genuinely worried about Misu and he really did miss his good friend Shingyouji. Misu clenched his jaw trying to keep his irritation in check. He knew exactly what Hayama meant. He also knew his roommate meant well but being reminded of that fact never sat well with him. “You better get going. I don't want Saki coming here to check on you.” Hayama nodded, stood up from the bed and headed for the door but just before he leaves, Misu calls out to him. “Hayama!” “Hai?” Hayama blinks. “Happy birthday. Have fun.” Misu gives him a small smile. Hayama flashes him a grateful smile and nods. “Thank you, Misu-kun. Try to take it easy today, okay? Ja ne!” Misu stood up and walked to his closet and pulled out a fresh change of clothes and a bath towel. He thought a good bath could somehow improve his mood. Having skipped breakfast again, he decided he'll take his brunch at the caferia after his bath. Do some reading at the library and study for the coming exams. To others what seemed like a Herculean effort of Misu to pour himself into studies and school council activities, for Misu it was only his means of getting rid of the void he felt. Redirecting his attention to school-related matters hopefully would stave off the ache in his heart. _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _

After the phone call, Shingyouji felt numb with fear and trepidation. He remained quiet while Matsumoto-sensei was talking to him in the conference room. The teacher was very concerned about him and though he appreciated it, he wanted so badly to get out of the room. There was only one person he had in mind that he believed strongly would calm him down. Just one person was all he needed desperately to see. If he saw him, everything would be fine. He'll face anything. He needed to be assured. He wanted so badly to see him. His first instinct was to proceed to Hayama's room and wait for him there. They should have been back by now, he thought. But the sudden vision of Hayama's worried face didn't sit well with him. It wasn't his face that he wanted to see right now. He wanted Misu. He only wanted him alone. And by sheer luck, he sees Misu who was walking along the hallway to the dorm building and all he could do was chase after him before he could enter the door. “Arata-san! Arata-san! Wait up!” Misu pretended not to hear and just kept walking towards the door. He was tired and he was in no mood to entertain the younger man. He felt a strong tug at his arm which irritated him but as he turned to look at the known offender, he was surprised at Shingyouji's flushed face. “Arata-san...we need to talk. Please. I don't know what to do.” Shingyouji was still gasping for air after the sprint he just did. “You could try letting my arm go because I am tired and whatever it is, I'm sure it can wait. I really need some sleep.” “But...” “I said let go, Shingyouji!” But Shingyouji shook his head. All the protests that screamed in his head fell flat in his tongue. No words came out. That's not what he wanted to hear right now from Misu. He wanted him to listen even for awhile. But he sensed Misu's rising irritation in his eyes. He did look weary from travel. Yes, he needed sleep. Whatever it is, I'm sure it can wait. Shingyouji slowly released his hold on Misu's arm. “I'm sorry to bother you. You should go. You're right, this can wait.” Shingyouji bowed his head slightly and sat by the stairs. Misu studied him for a moment but his fatigue was getting the better of him. He'll be fine, he assured himself. I'm no use talking to anyone if I'm tired anyway. But as Misu climbed the stairs and entered his room. Hayama was nowhere in sight. Probably visited Saki's room no doubt, he thought. He realized that perhaps it wasn't too bad if he had stayed for a bit to talk to Shingyouji earlier. He looked like he was very disturbed about something. He was afraid of something. He looked desperate for some reason. But then he quickly dismissed those thoughts and laid on his bed. I'll just talk to him tomorrow at lunch time. Shingyouji remained in the stairs. He was grateful that the sun was about to set in the horizon. He was grateful that there weren't any students around to see him like this. The tears that he was trying to hide the whole time began to run down his cheeks. He felt so weak. Shingyouji buried his face in his hands and wiped the tears. He dreaded what awaits for him when he gets home. But he did miss his grandmother. He suddenly felt an overwhelming need to see her. To comfort her. She had been the only one who stood by his side. The only person he could go to when his parents fought. The only person who didn't mind his tears. The only person who could understand what he's going through. Oh God, I'm so scared. But he had no choice left. He headed to his room and started to pack his things and shoved them in his large backpack. His room mate was not in the room. It was better that way so he didn't arouse any suspicion. Shingyouji was in no mood to explain himself. The one person he wanted to be with right now didn't have the time for him. It was better this way. Leave the school quietly. Matsumoto-sensei has already called a cab for him since it would be too late for Shingyouji to catch a bus. “Matsumoto-sensei...arigatou..” Shingyouji bowed to his teacher who patted him on the shoulder. “Don't worry. This will be only be between me and your family. Your grandmother was very insistent to keep this matter private which I totally understand. I do hope you'll come back to Shidou soon. You take care of yourself, Shingyouji-kun.” As the cab drove past the school, Shingyouji leaned his head by the window and watched the row of lush pine trees that lined the long road. Memories started flooding back to him. His coming to Shidou for the first time. Meeting Misu for the first time. How much his life has changed since then. He vowed he would be stronger. He tried so hard. But in the end, he was all alone after all. I need you, Arata-san. I don't know what's going to happen to me when I go home. Will I ever come back to Shidou? Will I ever see you again? I just want to stay here by your side. Oh God..what am I saying? This is exactly what Arata-san hates. I'm such a crybaby. I'm still a brat. Damn it. So stupid to think I'm someone he could love. Maybe leaving Shidou isn't such a bad idea after all. Maybe he'll be relieved I'm gone. All I do is annoy him. It's all my fault these things are happening to me. He squeezed his eyes shut. He had a deep sense of foreboding of what's to come when he arrives home. _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ Three weeks have passed and still no word came from Shingyouji. Misu has reverted back to his old habits of skipping meals and overworking himself. Hayama watched his roommate collapse on the bed still wearing his uniform. It has become a typical scenario. He tried to encourage Misu to somehow watch his health at least but Misu only gave him a glare and told him to stay out of his business. It wasn't just Misu's bad habits that bothered Hayama...his attitude was getting worse as well. He was snappy. He was curt. He was cold. He was more distant. It worried him and it also scared him. Hayama had shared such matters with Gii but his lover simply warned him to stay out of it. He might have been lucky last time to get involved in Misu's way at Tanabata Day but he wasn't so confident now. Gii and Misu may not get along that well but Gii also knew that he didn't want that civility they shared would turn to hate just because Hayama was too sensitive of the affair between Misu and Shingyouji. He wished so badly that there was something more he could do. Shingyouji was a good friend of his and he worried for his friend. But they were all left at a standstill when he left. No one knew the true reason for it. So many speculations and rumors proliferated in Shidou, some plausible and some were just downright impossible. Gii and Misu who had very little to zero patience with rumors and wild speculations have tried in their own way to seek the truth but nothing came up with their search. Not even teachers would say anything. The one teacher they had hoped to help them was Matsumoto-sensei but even he could not be pressured to divulge anything. It was bad enough that Shingyouji didn't own a cell phone since his parents did not see the point in giving him one since he would be living in the school anyway. They did manage to acquire Shingyouji's home address but the number they called was already disconnected which made them suspect that the home address is no longer reliable either. Perhaps they have already moved. The possibility only made Misu worse than ever. He had been keeping much to himself and poured most of his time to school work and his duties at the Student Council. When he did have some free time, he was either at the library or sleeping. Consultations with him were now referred to Gii and Shouzo. Shouzo at one point confronted Misu regarding his workaholic state and distant behavior but Misu told him that since his academic standing was in no way suffering then the school had nothing to complain about him and neither should anyone. It was best that they just leave him be. _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _

I did already saw the list from other site... ^^;;; The 100% I will going to watch is "Natsume Yuujinchou-san"... I just love the Natsume so much... ^^;;;;

thank you so much i ve been looking for new anime to watch just because im so damn picky and im looking forward for natsume...

For as long as the stories are really good then I won't mind checking it out. It will take some getting used to at first, I'm sure. But what matters for me the most is that it has a good story to back it all up. Although personally I like chubby ones. I like squishy meaty parts. I like huggable types. I love hugging them and being hugged by them. I love stories where a skinny guy falls for a chubby guy. So cute! I'm not really into muscled types even in real life. I like looking but I don't really go crazy about them. I like lean and mean yet strong. Chubby yet strong.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=28z6n5OuKho Two completely different kinds of song don't you think?

Mine is Love Girl- CN Blue at the moment... CN Blue....all the guys look really coool in this MV.....!!!! :DDDD

Emu~For My Dear~ by Gackt http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_cV84DnezYA Secret Garden by Gackt http://youtube/t7oAW5iRaPA

A song that touched my soul...it's gonna be my favorite for a long time, I can feel that [video=youtube;koqDNbLLE-Q]

Well i just got the CD ost so i want to share with ya ...the full album ost hohohoh Please Click Here for OP OSt and Please Click Here For ED + Booklet Just pmed me if there something problem to download it :leaf12:

Another cuteee pic...:D Yeah yeah yeah..they look perfect together *O*

I have season 2 with eng subs + DVD Special: MediaFire: Episode 01 Episode 02 Episode 03 Episode 04 Episode 05 Episode 06 Episode 07 Episode 08 Episode 09 Episode 10 Episode 11 Episode 12 DVD Special Wupload: Episode 01 Episode 02 Episode 03 Episode 04 Episode 05 Episode 06 Episode 07 Episode 08 Episode 09 Episode 10 Episode 11 Episode 12 DvD Special