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Title: Tsuyogari [つよがり] Mangaka: NEKOTA Yonezou Genre: Yaoi, Comedy, School Life Length: 1 Volume (6 Chapters + Extra) Scanlators: Hochuuami / Nakama Summary: The manga consists of oneshots that are loosely connected with each other. Chapters 1 and 3 focus on the new relationship between Shiba, a high school student, and his teacher Onosaka. Things are not going well; sensei has an inferiority complex because Shiba likes large-breasted girls. Chapters 2 and 4 are about Inuo (a friend of Shiba's, who's quite the player with girls) and Natsuda, a boy with whom he finds himself in a love hotel the morning after a wild party. Inuo would just like to forget everything because he's definitely not gay, but Natsuda wants to be his friend so badly that he can't turn him down. Natsuda turns out to be a cheerful and engaging companion, and Inuo starts to spend more and more time with him, going to movies and hanging out. But when he finds himself embracing Natsuda again, he pushes him away, because he's definitely not gay! Chapter 5 introduces Shiba's brother Keisuke and his friend Aki. Aki wants to do more than kiss, but Keisuke only went along with the kissing because it was Aki who asked him. So now that summer break has arrived he avoids Aki. But when Aki stops calling and avoids him in turn, he's not happy at all. Chapter 6 is an unconnected oneshot called Gentle Lips. Yuki and Kaneda are childhood friends, neighbours and more, but Yuki never seems to have time for Kaneda. Read Tsuyogari Online: Tsuyogari Download Tsuyogari: Volume 1: http://www.mediafire.com/file/2ohkqxcich22cvu/Tsuyogari.zip Mirror Link For download reupload requests, please post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Original name: Sono Yubi no Tadoru Kizu Manga ALT. names: その指のたどる傷, The Wounds Those Fingers Touch Original run: 2003 Description: The volume consists of 4 stories: Chapters 1-3 - The Wounds Those Fingers Touch: A fateful encounter between two ice skaters with drastically opposed styles and personalities leads to unexpected consequences. Alex Tsutsumi can’t seem to forget Yura Haruomi’s so graceful performance on the ring. Chapter 4 - Solitude Chapter 5 - Koi ni Naru Hi Chapter 6 - Enchainement: Kariya has always known that his position as a servant will keep him from being with young master Louis. But Louis isn't about to let it stop him... Manga-type: Collection of One shots Written by: Tsurugi Kai Group(s) Scanlating: Essence of Purity Read Sono Yubi no Tadoru Kizu Online Sono Yubi no Tadoru Kizu Download Sono Yubi no Tadoru Kizu Manga: Volume 1: http://www.mediafire.com/file/i27pid6j2jlj236/Sono_Yubi_no_Tadoru_Kizu.zip For download reupload requests, please post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Sumanai!! Masumi-kun [i'm Sorry, Masumi-kun!] Mangaka: ITSUKI Kaname Genre: Yaoi, Drama, Romance Length: 1 Volume (5 Chapters + Prologue + Apology) Scanlator: Dangerous Pleasure Summary: Shiraishi Shoutarou, a novelist, just learnt that his young and honest editor-in-charge, Osanai Masumi, would marry his precious daughter. But his daughter went missing right before the wedding! So now, Shoutarou is living under the same roof with the man who was supposed to be his son-in-law... Read Sumanai!! Masumi-kun Online: Sumanai!! Masumi-kun Download Sumanai!! Masumi-kun Manga: Sumanai!! Masumi-kun Volume 1: http://www.mediafire.com/file/ak4juf44ib3e72w/Sumanai%21%21_Masumi-kun.zip For download reupload requests, please post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Okay, so I'm on a roll with being mean to Kenta. Though if I was the person holding this chain I would be very afraid to untie him cause he's pissed as hell.

Original name: Tenshi no Uta Manga ALT. names: 天使のうた, 天使之歌, Angel's Song Original run: 2007 Description: Having lost his beloved wife and child in an accident, Michel, a doctor, discovers his life’s aspiration. One day in the gay district, he loses his way, and he spots a boy he knows. That boy, Alex, is the son of the beautiful musician, Christoph Adler. He visits Chris’s dressing room to discuss Alex, where Michel witnesses someone who appears to be Chris flirting with a man... Manga-type: Manga Written by: Nishida Higashi Drawn by: Nishida Higashi Published by: Shinshokan Group(s) Scanlating: The Moon in a Box Status: 2 Volumes (Complete) Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: Yaoi, Drama, Psychological Categories: Angst, Doctors, Rape Main Characters: Michel, Alex, Christoph Adler Adaptations available: N/A Recommendations: Age Called Blue, J no Subete, Jazz, Devil May Cry dj - La Vita E Rosa Read Tenshi no Uta Online: Tenshi no Uta Download: Volume 1: http://www.mediafire.com/file/ka4vo3swl6fpcpu/Tenshi_no_Uta_Vol-1.zip Volume 2: http://www.mediafire.com/file/hxyt9kjc52lmbtb/Tenshi_no_Uta_Vol-2.zip For download reupload requests, please post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Three Wolves Mountain [狼人與守墓者] Mangaka: NAONO Bohra Genre: Yaoi, Comedy, Drama, Fantasy Length: 1 Volume (5 Chapters + Extra) Scanlators: Nakama / Shi-ran Summary: A tale of two brothers who travel far and wide end up lodging with a cafe owner. We learn of the strange things that go 'bump' in the night in a cemetery as well as the love that binds individuals together. Read Three Wolves Mountain Online: Three Wolves Mountain Download Three Wolves Mountain: Three Wolves Mountain Volume 1: http://www.mediafire.com/file/f5r8y3namfmjfhl/Three_Wolves_Mountain.zip More manga series by Naono Bohra Please support the author by buying the book (Free Worldwide Delivery): For download reupload requests, please post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Original name: Solo Sex Manga ALT. names: 雙面換換愛 Original run: 2008 Description: Though he's a High School senior, Takitani works as an escort named Ryou. To escape being caught, Takitani does his best to remain inconspicuous in school. But one day a classmate suddenly shows up as his customer. The son of a doctor, Kunimi is a total prick who's always picking on Takitani. Anxious not to be caught, Kunimi is completely oblivious to Takitani's disguise and becomes smitten with his cute and cool attitude. Takitani tries to push him away so they don't become too intimate, however... Manga-type: Manga Written by: Kamuro Koreaki Drawn by: Kamuro Koreaki Published by: Oakla Shuppan Group(s) Scanlating: Eternal Dream Status: 1 Volume (Complete) Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: Yaoi, School Life Categories: Gigolo, Love-Hate, Teacher-Student Main Characters: Takitani, Ryou, Kunimi Adaptations available: N/A Recommendations: Ginchou Kidan, Haitoku no Love sick, Hana wa Junai ni Junjiru Read Solo Sex Online Solo Sex Download Volume 1: http://www.mediafire.com/file/t6dpc2lkk96j4ne/Solo_Sex.zip For download reupload requests, please post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

For those of you interested in the whole band here is a drawing of the four of them. Ryuu is standing behind the chair, Sora is seated, Hasu is sitting on the arm of the chair and Akira is seated on the floor.

some Arashi Icons (what can i say i love them) and some of Christina Aguilera (i like here amazing voice)

Title: Yachin Hanbun no Ibasho desu Manga ALT. names: 家賃半分の居場所です。 A Place for Half a Rent Romantic Roomate (French) Original run: 2009 Description: 1-3) A Place for Half a Rent Siraishi, a hardworking college student who smiles even when he's upset, is openly gay. His family and coworkers have a hard time accepting him, with the exception of his part-time job manager, Kanzaki, who doesn't smile even when he's happy. When Shiraishi can no longer force himself to keep living with his friendly but unfaithful boyfriend, Kanzaki makes him an offer: “Want to come to my place?” Shiraishi accepts the friendly offer, which may have been made with some more-than-friendly intentions. 4-5) I'm Serious in My Own Way Yukito Shibata is in a pickle. He has 1... no, 2 problems! His ex-boyfriend, Yoshioka Seiji, wants them to come back together, but it was Yoshioka who betrayed him in the first place. So he's having second thoughts. Now his step-nephew, Utsui Keigo, confesses his love for him! Keigo is 7 years younger, but he's very persistent. Which one should he accept? The whole story is told from two points of view. The first part is from Yoshioka's point of view, and the second part from Yukito's point of view. A sweet story about letting go of an old love and finding a new one. 6) Don't Be So Strict Is it so easy to have an affair? Megumu wonders in pain, when he finds Keiichi has cheated on him for the fifth time in three years. Being poor, with no money and only a part time job, it's already hard enough for him to keep living, and taking care of Keiichi's needs. But he runs away from it all... just to learn - the hard way - of how an affair can blossom, and what consequences it might bring! Will the experience keep their relationship alive, or will it separate them in the end? A romantic story about how a love can endure even the greatest ordeal in life. Manga-type: Manga Written by: Asou Kai Drawn by: Asou Kai Published by: Houbunsha Group(s) Scanlating: Shinmakoku Scanlations Status: Complete Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: Drama, Romance, Yaoi Categories: Older Uke-Younger Seme, Hidden Feelings, Co-workers, Jealous Lover, Unrequited Love Main Characters: Siraishi, Kanzaki Adaptation based on available: N/A Related Series: Sorenari ni Shinken nandesu. (Spin-Off) Recommendations: Kimi Note, 24 Jikan Eigyouchuu Read Yachin Hanbun no Ibasho desu Online: Yachin Hanbun no Ibasho desu Download Yachin Hanun no Ibasho Manga: Mirror Link - Urban Gen More manga series by Asou Kai For download reupload requests, please post here so the staff notices them. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Yokubou Sensibility Manga ALT. names: 感性的欲望 挑動你的慾望 欲望センシビリティー Desire Sensibility Original run: 2006 Description: What could possibly happen between two - working at a call center answering phones all day? Kosugi is a part-time worker and his boss, Ogata, is anything but nice. He is always unapproachable, mean and strict. Scolding Kosugi all the time even though he's always trying his hardest. Meanwhile, his coworker, Kaminuma has his eye on Kosugi, and somehow that seems to bother Ogata. Kaminuma plays his game too well, and he seems to be abusing his authority too much. Would this be considered a sexual harassment at the work place and does Ogata actually care about Kosugi? Manga-type: Manga Written by: Narazaki Souta Drawn by: Narazaki Souta Published by: Core Magazine Group(s) Scanlating: Andante-Peach, TerribleTrio Status: Complete Completely Scanlated: No Completely Translated: No Genres: Romance, Yaoi Categories: Comedy, Co-workers, Main Characters: Kosugi, Ogata, Kaminuma Adaptation based on available: N/A Recommendations: Joushi tono Hitoban, A Place in the Sun Read Yokubou Sensibility Online: Yokubou Sensibility Download link: Volume 1 For download reupload requests, please post here so the staff notices them. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Yome ni Konai ka Manga ALT. names: 嫁に来ないか 嫁に来ないか~呉服屋の嫁~ 嫁に来ないか~漁師の嫁 爱妻万岁 Will you become my wife? Yome ni Konai ka - Gofukuya no Yome Yome ni Konai ka - Ryoushi no Yome Yome ni Konaika Original run: 2006 Description: Keigo is single and one day mentions that it would be nice to have a wife to greet him when he returned home. That day he comes home to be greeted by a smiling man welcoming him home, and the man says that he will be Keigo's wife! In the series: V.2 - Gofukuya no Yome V.3 - Ryoushi no Yome Manga-type: Manga Mangaka: Araya Miki Group(s) Scanlating: Obsession Status: Complete Genres: Comedy, Romance, Yaoi Categories: Heir, Co-Workers, Cross-dressing Main Characters: Keigo Adaptation based on available: N/A Related Series: Moero! Ii Otoko (Sequel) Recommendations: Hanamuko-san, The Man Who Doesn't Take Off His Clothes (Novel) Read Yome ni Konai ka Online: Yome ni Konai ka Download: Volume 1: http://www.mediafire.com/file/l6ec2nzv9acep4u/Yome_ni_Konai_ka_Vol-1.zip Volume 2: http://www.mediafire.com/file/s242kmnb55zb178/Yome_ni_Konai_ka_Vol-2.zip For download reupload requests, please post here so the staff notices them. Thanks! YO Staff

How "normal" ( there are no normal families but still) is your family? I live with two American fathers and i have a black little sister. As for me, i am Japanese. X) My dad found out he liked penis more than vagina after 10 years of marriage so he married my step dad and me and my sister moved with them .

Title: Mitasareru Kuchibiru [Filled Lip] Mangaka: YAMAKAMI Riyu Genre: Yaoi, Psychological, School Life Length: 1 Volume (3 Chapters + Omake) Scanlator: Countless Time Summary: Soft-hearted Takashi got caught up in a love game of the playboy, Kurose, all because he happened to see the love affair between those two boy at school! Kurose is such a dangerous guy, he even laid hands on the professor! The reason why Kurose cares about the unappealing Takashi is…!? A daring and touching serious love! Read Mitasareru Kuchibiru Online Mitasareru Kuchibiru Download Mitasareru Kuchibiru Manga: Volume 1 For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Gloomy salad days Country: Taiwan Plot: Gloomy salad days is one drama based on the anime Hell girls. It includes many short stories about the loves which are banned in the school like: love between teacher and student, boy n boy, girl n girl...... Here I only post 2 episodes which talks about BL...! Download Gloomy Salad Days Movie -Mediafire- Episode 1 Episode 2 Episode 3 Episode 4 Episode 5 Episode 6 Episode 7 Episode 8 Episode 9 Episode 10 Episode 11 Episode 12 Episode 13 Episode 14 Episode 15 Episode 16 Episode 17 Episode 18 Episode 19 Final episode Enjoy^^ Nice weekend to all of you guys...! For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Yatteraneeze! Manga ALT. names: やってらんねェぜ！ / I Can't Take it Anymore! / Yatteranneeze! Original run: 1996 Description: Fujimoto Hiroya is at the top of his class. He's the Student Council Vice President, spends all his time studying, and is the idol of all the "good girls". But the truth is, he'd trade it all just for the chance to be someone else... someone popular, outgoing and carefree... Someone like Masaki. Masaki's what Fujimoto's friends would call an "idiot". He'd rather play soccer than study, almost never cracks a book, and is popular with all the "normal" kids. He's got flashy clothes, bleached hair and a reputation just as lousy as Fujimoto's is good. In the summer of Fujimoto's freshman year of high school, he resolves to change his image and his life... all to make friends with Masaki. But can dyed hair, new clothes and a piercing really change a person inside? Manga-type: Manga Written by: Akizuki Kou Drawn by: Koide Mieko Published by: Tokuma Shoten Group(s) Scanlating: DokiDoki, NoDeadline Status: Complete Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: Romance, Yaoi Categories:Comedy, Unrequited Love, Drama, School Life Main Characters: Fujimoto Hiroya, Masaki Adaptation based on available: N/A Recommendations: A Place in the Sun, Miteranneeyo Download Yatteraneeze! Manga: Volume 1 (Prologue + Act 1 + Act 2, Part 1) https://www.mediafire.com/file/v3ht7636kdhg1r6/Yatteraneeze%21_Vol-2.zip"]Volume 2 (Act 2, Part 2 + Act 3 + Act 4) https://www.mediafire.com/file/uwtzmo7hmhm16wt/Yatteraneeze%21_Vol-3.zip"]Volume 3 (Acts 5 - 8) https://www.mediafire.com/file/6kyhx2edrkkrxy9/Yatteraneeze!_Vol-4.zip"]Volume 4 (Acts 9 - 12) https://www.mediafire.com/file/jiy83fw2fxq5466/Yatteraneeze%21_Vol-5.zip"]Volume 5 (Acts 13 - 15) https://www.mediafire.com/file/4qjn005lhuhmayn/Yatteraneeze%21_Vol-6.zip"]Volume 6 (Acts 16 - 18) https://www.mediafire.com/file/65ww5f5gjbti3cg/Yatteraneeze%21_Vol-7.zip"]Volume 7 (Acts 19 - 22) For download reupload requests, please post here so the staff notices them. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Café Relish ni Oide [Welcome to Cafe Relish] Mangaka: TAKATSUKI Noboru Genre: Yaoi, Comedy Length: 1 Volume (5 Chapters + Extra) Scanlators: Biblo Eros / Dangerous Pleasure / X-Posed Scanlations Summary: Inui Takeshi is the owner of a restaurant in trouble! He and his cute younger brother Yasutomo are trying to make a living, but business is just too slow. When regular customer and ex-host Ookami Kyousuke suggests an all-male version of a maid cafe, the brothers reluctantly agree to the idea. Ookami and fellow host Sannoumaru Miyabi move in with the Inui's and begin the adventures of Cafe Relish! Read Cara Cafe Relish Online Cara Cafe Relish Download Cafe Relish Manga Volume 1: http://www.mediafire.com/file/1iwvg9686t5ywmh/Caf%E9_Relish_ni_Oide.zip Download link for non-members For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Manga title(s): Aisaretaino; 好想愛你 Original run: 2004 Description: Izaki always did well in life, no matter it was school or tennis. Nothing was handed to him; all was gained through effort and diligence. Because of his straightforward nature, he tended to clash with others. That was the way he knew and he extended his belief not only to himself but also the people around him. He was satisfied with his modest achievements, that is until he met the true genius, Hakamada... Hakamada, the quiet prodigy insomuch as things just come easily to him. He doesn't have to work or study hard, and manages to come out on top which is frustrating for Izaki who realizes he'll never reach that level no matter how hard he tries. At the school reunion after 8 years, Izaki finds himself drinking like old friends with his self proclaimed rival. Before he can even make sense of the strange situation, he found himself in a strange bed... Manga-type: Manga Series Written by: YAMAKAMI Riyu Drawn by: YAMAKAMI Riyu Published by: Tokuma Shoten Group(s) Scanlating: Peccatore Sanctuary Status: Completed Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: Comedy, Drama, Romance, Yaoi Categories: Rivalry; First Love Main Characters: Izaki x Hakamada Recommendations: Ashita wa Joutenki; Junjou Romantica Read Aisaretaino Online Aisaretaino Download Aisaretaino Manga Mediafire For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Alternative Titles: Sono Kuchibiru ni Yoru no Tsuyu; その唇に夜の露 Year: 2007 Status: Completed Author: Fukai Youki Genre: Drama, Mature, Psychological, Yaoi Summary: Wada Tatsuki seems to be an ordinary bus driver, living a simple and peaceful life. However there is a heavy burden he holds in his heart, a terrible thing that he has done in the past. What if one day the man he hurt appears and wants to take revenge? Read Sono Kuchibiru ni Yoru no Tsuyu online: Sono Kuchibiru ni Yoru no Tsuyu Downlaod Sono Kuchibiru ni Yoru no Tsuyu Manga: Download Link For download reupload requests, please post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

I'll post my poems in here . My Heart Breaks . My heart breaks again today , Why did you have to go away , They say it gets easier with time , But you keep flooding my mind , I wish we could go back to yesterday , There is so much I long to say, I want to see you smile on more time , And watch you shine , My heart breaks again today, The tears just wont go away , It is always this way, Till April leaves for May, They say it gets easier with time , But your always on my mind , There is so much I long to say, I should have told you everyday , Just how much you meant to me , My heart breaks again today , I wish you never had to go away, The say it gets easier with time , But you are a very dear friend of mine, I wish we could go back to yesterday, So I'd have no regrets today, I want to see you one more time , And watch you shine , I miss you , My dear friend of mine . My heart breaks again today, There's just so much left to say. _____________________________________________ Here comes this feeling again. Here comes this feeling again, Bringing me down, Dragging me under, Taking me away further, I try to stop but I cant, Try to hold out , But its hard, I'm going down, I'm going under, Suffocating, Going down down down , Going under , Here comes this feeling again, Bringing me down , Dragging me under , Is there any hope for me , Maybe I'm just not as strong as I used to be , Is there a island in this sea , Can anyone save me , I'm going down, I'm going under, Suffercating, Going down down down , Going under , Here comes this feeling again, Bringing me down , Dragging me under , The sun slips away , And the night is here to stay , Im going down , Im going under , Slipping into a forever slumber , I'm going down, I'm going under, Suffocating, Going down down down , Going under , Here comes this feeling again, Down and down I fall , I'm suffocating , I'm drowning, Can you be the one to set me free , Because Im not the strong person I used to be , Not sure if I can make it , How long must I take it , Living while drowing , Please just let me breathe , I'm suffocating , I'm drowning, I reach out one last time . _________________________________ Poison. You are poison , You enter my mind , Making me lose feeling and time , You slip away for awhile , Just enough till I can finally smile, You make me anxious , You make me restless , You make me helpless , I try to fight you , But I can't , Your always in the background, My heart is a battleground , You are poison, You steal my happiness , And make it worthless , Lifetime of memories , Up for the remaking , Don't cry , Be strong , I tell myself , Days sometimes go by , And I say I have won this time , But how long can it last , Your die is cast , You are poison, You slip into my mind , Making me lose feeling and time , You make me anxious, You make me restless, You make me helpless , You are poison , My mind is poison , But the sun will rise tomorrow , And I live on to fight another day, You are poison , But I will overcome you one day. ______________________________________ As time passes by. As time passes by, I feel myself slipping away, I try to hold on to my last string of strength , But its just to far out of reach , The days are getting slower , And I feel myself getting colder , A shadow of myself passes by , Taking with it all my dreams , As time passes by , I feel myself slipping away , Where is my strength , Why is it out reach , If I kick and scream , Will anyone hear me , A shadow of myself passes by, And all I can do is cry , As time passes by , I feel myself slipping away , I try to hold on to my last string of strength , But its just to far out of reach, And thats when you found me , You smile and offer your strength , I hold on and reach , And find a reason to breathe , A shadow of myself passes by , But you tell me not to cry , Together we will find the new me , As time passes by , Sometimes I want to slip away , But you tell me it will be ok , When I lose my strength , I know you will be in reach, When the days get slower , And I find myself colder , You lend a shoulder , A shadow of myself passes by , I miss her I won't deny , But I don't mind since your by my side, Thank you, For giving me a reason to breathe, With you once again I can dream.

Walk with me and you may see The world where I reside. A place were things aren’t as they seem. I place I go to hide. Walk with me and you may see. The world I know yet fear. Where every day I wish and hope That you would be more near. Walk with me and you may see. The world where time stands still. A place where my life has no point And I have had my fill. Walk with me and you may see A fantasy come true. Were everything has purpose It started out with you. Walk with me and you may see A world within my heart. It only makes it harder Each time we are apart. Walk with me and you may see. A world I live my goal. I keep you close within my heart And locked up in my soul. Walk with me and you may see A place where we’ll belong. Where no one cares who we may be Our love will keep us strong.

A bright sunny day With them closest to my heart Then the sun faded away I felt us drifting apart I forgot what the friends meant, Forgot how to smile and how to hope Everything once in color is now hollow And I don't know how to cope What was white is painted black I was naive but am older now Tell me please, what do I lack, Help me up, tell me how With tears in my eyes I reached to you, you left me here Blood everywhere, I say my good-byes Leaving this painfilled world behind

girl: dad i'm pregnant dad: who to? girl: well its either: simon, muneer, indy, andrew, ben, john, kane, leon, liam, oliver, tom, george, adam, william, lachie, rick, eli, richard, steve, harry, james, justin, nick or patrick. dad: well it couldn't possibly have been justin... isn't funny when monday starts with "M" and tuesday starts with "T" and the rest of the week says "WTF" lol. when the doctor told me i was schizophrenic ... i was beside myself Tip for losing weight: Turn your head left, then turn right. Repeat every time you are asked if you would like to eat. i love how in scary movies, the person yells out "hello?". As if the bad guy is going to be like " Hey im in the kitchen.... want a sandwhich?" I love hearing rumors because they tell me things about myself I didn't know before. I wanted to kill the most handsome boy in the universe...but i din't......bcoz suicide is a crime..!! (LOOOL now whose got a big ego ) Ey dont open the spoiler

Shadows dance along the wall Drawing in my eyes Images that pull me in And drown my silent cries Voices echo all round And speak in to my ear But if I turn to answer Not a single soul is near. Dreams all start to come alive No matter what I say But even though I’m not asleep I see them any way. Images I can’t explain Will dance within my mind But as I take a closer look I end up left behind. Another nightmare comes to claim A dream that I hold dear But never waking up again Has been my greatest fear.

You wake up in the morning What could be the first thing on your mind? Another day is nearly gone And at the same time it's just barely started Could it be you plan wasting the day? Try to take the dawn by keeping it's rays in your pocket. You'll always have you're beginning with you The ending will come whether you're ready for it or not. Take a step outside and meet with the morning Breathe the air around you and forget your problems Who cares if you're not dressed to par with the world. You make progress by showing your true self. Every step you take can lead to places unknown Don't be afraid of it, mystery is part of the adventure Ignore the negativity other people try to give you If you believe in yourself nothing can go wrong. If you start to doubt yourself don't worry Life is never easy and no one is expected to be perfect Take each day at a time and you'll surprise yourself But make sure you are the one who is most satisfied

I do not need you To tell me what is expected of me I will solve my problems And make things the way I want them to be I have the strength now To make it here And to be in one piece So why must you try To make this burden increase. No pressure That is what you tell me every day No pressure You claim to take my pain away No pressure No weakness will become of me No pressure That’s the way I want my life to be. It is every day now I have to show you I am still strong You keep on doubting I keep on proving that you are wrong You take advantage Whenever you think I will fall But I will show you I am the strong one after all

The colors dance around the waves Reflecting off my skin. The water washes over me Cleansing me of my sin. The sun’s began is journey Beneath the crashing waves But the feel of that light upon my face It’s what I mostly crave. The sight that sits before my eyes Will keep me in a daze If you could see that shimmering light Even you would be amazed. The sun it heats the icy waves Enough for me so see Although the sun is setting now, It sets the night sky free.

. .i'm not totally a pervert, (lol, was that reason made me join this forum??? ) . .but i could say i'm a little pervert when before i sleep, (times when i couldn't), i just imagined those images i'd saw, or even series i'd watched, anime or bl, and even fanvids, (just a fantasy), then i'll fall asleep . .there were also times that when i'm on a travel, and i'm in my "silent mode" (actually i'm always like this), my mind will start to picture of some scenes that i could recall, suddenly, i'll smile

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Thank You Kaoru some more old ones . Two poems but they go together . Where were you ? Where were you when I was all alone , When they stomped all over my name , As I lay shaken in my shame , All I can remember is the pain , Where were you , When I fell to pieces , Crying out for help , Where are you , The darkness is reaching out for me , Whispering my name , I'll never be the same , You promised you would never leave me , I watch helplessly as my mind slips away , Never before have I felt so alone , Where were you , When my world fell apart , When I lost my heart , My hands grip the rails of this old bridge , Where are you as I look into the crashing waves , Trying to find a answer , To why I excist , I try hard to remember what you said , But there's too many voices in my head , Where are you , My dear friend as I raise my hands, And sail through the sky , Embracing the waves below , Where were you when my world fell apart ? ======================== I was there . Where were you , When I fell to pieces , I never left your side , I too fell to shame but I took it into stride , I held you when you cried for hours on end , Even when you said I wasn't a real friend , Why cant you see me , As your mind sprials out of control , I scream your name but you can no longer hear me , Didn't you think my world would fall apart , When you lost your heart , I beg you to stay even now you cry out my name , I fall to pieces as I watch you helplessly sail through the sky , A moment to late and you throw away your fate , I wanted to tell you don't need a reason to exist , Just embrace the good things in life , That we can make it through all this strife , Where are you as I watch them carry your body away , As I lay flowers on your grave , Where are you as your Mother screams out , As I lock my feelings inside , I can't help but think you could be by my side , I was there when your world fell apart , But where were you when you broke my heart ? _________________________________________ Wind The wind stole all the words I meant to say , As I laid the roses on your grave , There was so much I wanted to say, But I stood there speechless, As I looked on helpless, I'll always remember the day we met, And the day we last spoke , If I could turn back time , I would, to see you one more time , The rain stole all of my tears , As I laid beside your grave , I believe you knew what I wanted to say, But I lay there speechless, I never felt so helpless, I'll always remember you , The pain wont stop because I can't forget you, The wind stole all the words I meant to say, As I laid the roses on your grave , But I swear I heard you whisper in my ear "Everything will be ok " . ______________________________________________ Without You. My tears are calling you, Without you I don't know what to do , I wish I had another chance to tell you how much I love you, Stolen from this world , There's only so much pain I can hold , You fell from life's fold, I want to see you face , And behold your grace , It just not the same without you here in this place, My tears are calling you , Without you life doesn't feel like its supposed to, The only thing I can do is never forget you, Stolen from this world, I wonder how many more stories will be left untold, Of the boy who touched everyone he could behold, You will never know what its like to become old , I wan't to see your face, And be in your grace, But no matter how many tears I cry , Or the pain that fills me up inside , I know from the bottom of my heart that you are in a better place. _________________________________________ Its Your Birthday Its your birthday, And I long to smile , But all my tears fill up like the Nile , I promised myself this year I would be strong , But its just another sad song , And everytime it seems to go wrong, But.... Its you birthday, So I'll ice the cake, With all my love that I can take, I'll add another candle , To the life you should have had , And try my best not to be sad , Its your birthday , So I'll try to smile , Beacuse that was always your style , So I need to be strong, You are where you belong, Even if it sometimes feels like it is wrong , But.... Its you birthday, So I'll ice the cake, With all my love that I can take, I'll add another candle , To the life you should have had , And try my best not to be sad , Because your memory still lives inside my head, And I'll always treasure what you said , Its your birthday, So I will smile , Even if my tears fill the Nile, I will be strong , So it will be a happy song , Doing anything else would just be wrong, Happy Birthday. Michael Yves Corpuz July 3 1988 - April 27 2007 Where were you and I was there is based on emotions I have dealt with in the past both sides . The poems are just stories a way to think things out . Wind,Without You and It's your birthday I wrote dealing with the loss of my friend . The first two made in 2007 the last in 2009 .

Thank you I mostly write what I feel. I have made some songs as well but when I always sing the poems in my head to remember them ^^ I wish I could write music like the notes but I only can do lyrics ^^. Here's some old poems/songs . Dancing In Silence Dancing in silence, She try's to forget the pain , Take a step back , Try to remember where you are at , Circles ,Circles ,Circles , The world is spinning , But she doesn't care , Because you stole her heart , Dancing in silence , She try's to push you out of her mind , As the world crushes down on her , Take a step forward , Its not the end of the world , Circles , Circles ,Circles , The world is sinking , And your love is so fleeting , Can't you see your tearing her apart , She screams out your name , But it will never be the same , Dancing in silence , She try's to forget the pain , Take a step back , Remember where you are at , Her world is spinning , But you don't even care , Circles , Circles ,Circles , Dancing in silence , She pushes you out of her mind , You can't save her this time , She outstretches her arms , As the world crushes down on her . ______________________________ And now a couple songs . Take your time to listen Verse 1 Take your time to listen, While her ivory eyes glisten, They are going to get me, So I hope you can set me free, And I know we said this many times, But could you look through my eyes? Cause here inside myself, Lives a dream I forgotten, Pieces of me slowly fade away, And you asked if I’m ok, But it can never be the same. Chorus ~~~~~ The tears are falling down Falling down Without a sound Without a reason This is my prison You’re my treason Set me free Set me free… Can you set me free? Verse 2 Take you time to listen, I am on a mission, They are going to get me, So I’m waiting for you to set me free, And I know we said this many times, But could you look through my eyes? Cause here inside myself, Lives a person I forgotten, Pieces of me slowly fade away, And you asked if I’m ok, But you can never know my pain. (Back to Chorus ) Please will you listen, As her ivory eyes glisten, They are going to get me, So will you set me free, And I know we said this many times, But could you look through my eyes ? My tears are falling down , Falling down , Without a sound , Without a reason, This is my prison, You’re my treason , Set me free, Set me free , Can you set me free ? I know we said this many times , But could you look through my eyes ? ___________________________________ Glory is your name Look in my eyes It should be no surprise Who I am to you Who you are to me These tears will slip away But the pain will always stay Glory is your name Glory is your name Encased my heart in glass I hope this love will last , all it takes is a tip , for it to lose its grip grip grip grip You always know the right words to say , You get better at it every day , But how much is you , And how much is true, These tears will slip away But the pain will always stay Glory is your name Glory is your name Look in my eyes, And stop telling me lies, Who am I to you Who are you to me Encased my heart in glass I hope this love will last , all it takes is a tip , for it to lose its grip Saw the letter on the door, Scatterd pieces fall to the floor, These tears will slip away , But the pain will always stay , Glory is your name , Yes Glory is your name . Wrote this last one when I was mad . Glory is meant to be said in a bad way . Can't explain but all the emotion is there .

Title: Yasashiku Sokubaku Shiteageru Manga ALT. names: やさしく束縛してあげる 優しく束縛してあげる 請溫柔的將我套牢吧 Let Me Gently Bind You Original run: 2002 Description: 1) Show Me Your Love Idol manager Isuke enjoys being with his lover, photographer Yoshito. Even though Yoshito never says that he loves Isuke out loud, he's just reserved right? Or is there something more to Yoshito's long time friendship with cameraman Ooshiro? 2-4) Cameraman Ooshiro Yutaka's heart has just been broken. Shortly afterwards, he encounters actor Itou Naoya. He's attracted to his image of a naked innocence and the role that the gap in front of the camera plays. He begins to approach that gap, but when it's time to take pictures for a commercial campaign, Ooshiro finds kiss marks all over Nao's body. Bothered by his feelings of betrayal, Ooshiro realizes for the first time his deep feelings for Nao. But where does he go from here? 5) Happy Box Every day, a mysterious gorgeous guy comes to the store where Shouhei works and buys a single bento box. In order to get to know him better, Shouhei makes some excuse about being a chef in training and offers the mysterious guy his handmade bento boxes... 6) Naoya and Ooshiro extra Manga-type: Manga Written by: Kanabe Akira Drawn by: Kanabe Akira Published by: Movic Group(s) Scanlating: Nakama Status: Complete Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: Yaoi Categories: Drama; Unrequited Love Main Characters: Isuke, Ooshiro, Yutaka Adaptation based on available: N/A Recommendations: Renai Shoumei, Haru wo Daiteita dj - Both Read Yasashiku Sokubaku Shiteageru online Yasashiku Sokubaku Shiteageru Download link: Volume 1 For download reupload requests, please post here so the staff notices them. Thanks! YO Staff

Platform: Windows 98/Me/XP Minimum System Requirements: CPU: Pentium 300MHz RAM: 64MB HDD: 350MB free space Video: 800x600 resolution or higher, 16-bit color Sound: WAV/PCM audio Other: Requires CDROM and DirectX 8.1 Release Date: 2002 Genre: ADV Rating: 18+ Voice: Full voice Translation made by: Onadoru Euphoria Plot: The story is set in an hypothetical fantasy role-playing game world, which once was menaced by a cruel demonic entity called Hadeus. The terrible war which followed had left many orphans, and one of them is Might. Raised up without his parents, with the only company of his older friend Adonis (another orphan), Might became an ambitious teenager training for his dream to become a soldier of the royal army. One day, though, Might found himself terribly wounded after falling off a cliff while training. Adonis, who loved Might over anything else, used a forbidden dark spell to save his life. So Might's life was saved... but Adonis mysteriously disappeared. Might will then go on a quest to find out what has happened to his beloved Adonis, meeting a rather wide range of handsome characters – each one with a peculiar personality – who will either join him in his quest or become an obstacle to it. The player, after making the appropriate choices, will be able to pair up the protagonist with one of the characters he will meet. Torrent File: The Game + Upgrade 1.2 + English Patch Mediafire links: English Patch (If you already have the game installed, if you don't, please download the torrent file) If you need help with the installation, visit this page: Installation Guide for Silver Chaos + Upgrade + English Patch EDIT: Visit this page for or a video installation guide for Silver Chaos + Upgrade + English Patch For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Artbook Gakuen Haven Artist: You Higuri Size: 12.87 MB MF: [updated 26/08/2013] Artbook Gakuen Haven For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

I saw many people have problems installing the game and the English patch so I made a video tutorial. I downloaded the game here: Silver Chaos + Upgrade + English Patch (only the torrent file) http://www.youtube.com/embed/V7E_nTiEKjE?

Here is some links for some of the Totally Capivated dj's. I hope everyone enjoys them! There is another and I may upload it later, If someone doesn't beat me to it. Totally Spying on Them Updated link How to Live With A Beast Updated link For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Silver Chaos Fanbox Eternal Fantasia (English) Company: VividColor Release Date: 5/23/2003 Platform: Windows 98/Me/XP Genre: Multimedia, ADV Rating: 18+ Story: Might, a young swordsman, is injured in a terrible accident, and his best friend, Adonis, casts a spell to save his life, giving his own body to the demon Herdeus, who plans to take over the world. Now Might's quest against Herdeus is finished, and the story continues, as you find out what happened with Might and his companions in the aftermath, picking up where the different endings of Silver Chaos left off. Download Silver Chaos Fanbox Eternal Fantasia Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 ENGLISH PATCH Silver Chaos Fanbox Eternal Fantasia Installation guide: Here Alternative installation with AppLocale: To run it smoothly install and run the games through AppLocale or when your system is set with Japanese localization. 1. Unzip the game. 2. Run "Installer.exe" and press the top left button. 3. Window will appear where is a drop-down list,there will be characters indicating 400MB (if so,don't press that option since the game will require the disc and will not start); select the second line, so that the number will increase to 600MB. 4. Click on the bottom right of the button and start the installation. 5. As for the patch "Silver Chaos 1 Upgrade 1.2 + SC English Patch 1.0", run the file first Patch 1.2.exe, then SCpatch.exe. *Uploaded by request For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Summary: A wonderful story about Ryuu and Kenta, about love and friendship. A delicious story about how love for friends and lover can make us overcome anything. Status: Complete Author Note: This is not fanfiction. If that is not allowed then please delete. Also this is a multi-chapter novel so expect plot. ^^ Chapter 1a Fantasy Ryuu It can be funny how things change. In just a few months my life is completely different from what it was. Looking back I’m amazed that so much happened in such a short amount of time. Stretching my legs out underneath the table I looked at my band mates. Akira was texting someone, probably Reiko. Sora was in the process of trying to get himself hit. “Stop it Sora.” Hasu yanked the handheld out of the bassist’s reach glaring at him. I didn’t bother to hide my amusement, letting a chuckle slip free. “You are going to lose, just let me beat that boss for you.” “No, I can do it if you’d quit pestering me. Damn it Sora! You made me lose again.” I laughed softly and slid out of my seat, swaying with the movement of the bus. Hasu didn’t cuss all that often and when he did- “Ow! Owowowow! Let go! I’m sorry! I won’t do it again.” I glanced back over to see Hasu with a fist full of Sora’s long red hair holding his head against the table. His eyes were firmly fixed on the small screen even as Sora struggled to get loose. Hasu might be almost a foot shorter and four years younger, but it was pretty obvious that Sora had no chance. Our little drummer was strong enough to flip the tall bassist on his head, quite literally. Turning back around, I opened the small fridge and grabbed myself a Coke. The weekend had gone exceptionally well. Both concerts had been huge hits and I’d met my new best friend. Speaking of Tatsuya, I pulled my phone out of my pocket and grinned seeing the text message. Shopping was on for next weekend. If I got bored this week I might invite him out to eat or something. I’d never met anyone quite like him and we’d had so much fun coming up with new outfit ideas. I really couldn’t wait to see him again. Sitting back down, I took a sip of the coke. Speaking of seeing people again . . . it was going to be a couple of days before I got to see Kenta again. I sighed, running my finger along the lip of the can. Maybe Reiko was right. Maybe I was just chasing after a dream. I just couldn’t let it go. Not yet. After all the time I’d spent around him he’d seen me at my best and my worst and he still was just as patient and kind as ever. I know I’m not the easiest person to get along with. I’m too emotional and act before I fully think things through. At least that is what everyone tells me. I took another sip of the Coke, thinking. “What’s wrong, Ryuu?” I looked up to meet Akira’s light brown eyes. “Nothing, was just thinking.” “Did you have fun this weekend?” I nodded, “Yeah. Tatsuya and I are going to get together this week. He’s got some wicked ideas for new concert outfits.” Akira shook his head, a wry smile twisting the full lips. “You two knowing each other scares me.” I couldn’t help but giggle at that, even if there was a hint of pain in it. “He’s so much fun! Oh my god, I can’t wait to see him again.” Something in Akira’s eyes changed slightly and I looked away knowing it had sounded forced. “What are you hiding Ryuu?” Trust Akira to see right through me. I shrugged, unable to keep the smile in place. Truthfully, I wasn’t looking forward to going back to my huge empty apartment. I loved being with everyone, meeting Tatsuya had seemed to underline the fact that without my friends around I was nothing. That old fear from high school from before I’d met Sora always tried to resurface then. What if they only were friends with me because my family was wealthy? What if it was all fake? With Sora I knew it wasn’t. For one, we’d been friends for too long and his family was almost as well off as mine. “Umm, you guys going to come over sometime this week? We’ve got that new material . . .” “Ryuu, if you want us to come over just say so. You don’t have to make up an excuse for us to come over.” Sora’s gentle tone actually made me feel worse. It made me feel like a whiny, needy, self centered jerk. “Oh no, it’s cool. I was just wondering. I know it’s been a really busy weekend and I don’t expect you guys to come over.” I glanced back over at Akira studying him for a moment. He’d changed in the year since he’d met Reiko. He was more confident and happier. A lot happier. I would never have been able to make him as happy as Reiko did. Even now that thought hurt. I loved him, more than he probably realized, but I’d slowly come to realize that it wouldn’t have worked no matter how hard I tried. That led me to think about Kenta. Just thinking about those sultry dark eyes and the deep voice gave me chills. He was the quiet, calm presence that my life had been lacking for so long. “You are thinking about Kenta aren’t you?” I looked up expecting to get the usual sarcasm from Sora, instead he was looking at me concern clearly visible in the light green eyes. I couldn’t hold his gaze. “Was it that obvious?” “Well lately it’s been pretty obvious that . . . “ Sora paused and looked over at Hasu who was once again absorbed in his game. He picked up the headphones and after plugging them in, put them on Hasu getting a look but no argument. Sometimes the big oaf was more protective than he needed to be. “You like him don’t you?” I looked back over at Akira surprised. “I know how affectionate you are Ryuu, but the way you look at him is totally different.” I took another long drink of my Coke wanting to avoid the conversation. “It’s pointless though. Reiko is right.” “You don’t know Ryuu.” I looked at Sora but his eyes were on Hasu, not the game, but Hasu. I almost smirked, but we were both in the same situation. We liked people we couldn’t have and who were oblivious to our feelings. At least the person I liked was my age. “I know he seems distant, but you are his employer after all.” “What you suggesting I fire him so I can date him?” “No, I’m just saying that you shouldn’t give up.” “I agree with Sora.” Akira’s soft look seemed to sharpen the pain in my chest. “Just give it some time. I’ll see if Suke knows anything, they do work together you know.” “Y-yeah, thanks.” Akira's older brother was a gang member as well and I knew that Suke and Kenta worked together all the time. I wasn’t sure if I wanted to know. I’d rather things stay as they were. I could be happy just being by him couldn’t I? I looked over at where Sora was practically laying over on Hasu to see the screen, softly whispering pointers. It would be worth it just to be Kenta’s friend if nothing else. *** “Oh come on Ryuu! You can’t be serious!” I blinked at Akira surprised. “But I thought you’d like it-“ “It’s a skirt Ryuu! A fucking skirt!” “B-but it’s just part of the outfit-“ “I don’t care! You are not making me the girl of the band.” “I wasn’t trying to! I just thought-“ “Yeah, you thought wrong. Like usual.” I gasped softly, shocked at the hostile tone and glare. I was not used to Akira getting so upset and especially not with me. Grabbing the outfit out of his hands, I backed up. I started to say something, but the way he was looking at me seemed to close my throat off. Turning I fled down the hallway, slamming the door to my room shut behind me. Throwing the offending outfit I sat down on the floor, my back to the door. Closing my eyes I brushed away the tears. I couldn’t handle him yelling at me. His outfit had been the most difficult to get right and for him to so obviously hate it hurt. I’d worked two weeks on the design with Tatsuya’s input. Two weeks for nothing. Tatsuya was going to be so disappointed. Not to mention that now I felt like a complete idiot. “Ryuu?” “Just forget it. You’re right. I’m just stupid and can’t do anything right.” I could hear him sigh through the door. “You’re not stupid Ryuu-“ “No you were right, even Reiko says that all my ideas fail. I should just give up. Why do you guys even bother . . .” I couldn’t stop the tears anymore even as much as I hated them. I pulled my knees up to my chest and buried my face in my arms. I could hear Sora talking to Akira in the hallway but didn’t bother trying to make out the words. Why was I so stupid? I knew how Akira felt about looking feminine. It was just the outfit was perfect for him, or at least I thought so. He looked so good in anything I put him in, it almost wasn’t fair. The voices faded and I decided that I probably should go tell Akira I was sorry. I knew how sensitive he was about looking feminine. I’d just gotten caught up in the excitement and hadn’t been thinking. Going over to the pile of fabric, I picked it up and set it on the bed. It would have to be altered, but I could probably make it into something Akira would feel more comfortable wearing. Going to the bathroom I splashed a bit of cold water on my face trying to wash away the tears, but my eyes were still a bit red. Shaking my head, I glared at myself in the mirror. “You are lucky anyone even wants to be friends with you.” I told the reflection. “Stupid emotional idiot.” “I’d rather you didn’t talk about yourself that way, Ryuu.”

i need form my self a new Backround so here he is (is the big Version of my Siggy :hamtaro-005 (19) Takumi & Gii

Some more . The Nights Are Long. The nights are long when your away , The days drag on endlessly , My heart waits on pause , Ready to jump when you walk in , Can't you see how I race to you , How my eyes light up when your around, Can you hear how loudly my heart pounds , How my breath gets shallow , I wait on pins and needles , Till I can see you again , You overflow me , Taking my mind away from me , But giving me something worth so much more , So I can't help but to feel a little sore , When you have to go out the door , Even though I know you will return soon , The nights are long when your away , The days drag on endlessly, Its hard to eat , Its hard to sleep , Its hard to think , When your away , And I hope that sometimes I enter your mind , For you dominate mine , The nights are so long when your away , I truly wish you could always stay, But its ok , For my love seems to grow when your gone, It makes every moment spent with you , Even more special , But baby please don't stay gone long , I don't think my heart could take it , I don't think I'll make it , For the nights are long when your away , The days drags on endlessly, My heart is on pause , Please come give it just cause. ____________________________ Just Can't Contain This Love . There's a fire starting in my heart , And whose fault do you think it is, You came in burning like a hurricane , Don't ask me what's on my mind , Because I can't contain it this time, They say I am crazy , But its already to late , There's a fire burning in my heart , Should have known from the start , Every moment with you , Is a moment of pure bliss , Every moment apart , Is a moment to long , There's a fire raging in my heart, Rushing in like a hurricane , And whose fault do you think it is , Don't ask me whats on my mind , Because baby this could be the last time , I hold on breathless , I hold on helpless , I hold on aimless, There's a fire burning in my heart , You came in burning like a hurricane , You ask what is on my mind , Its too late , Baby I just can't contain this love, I shout to the world , I sing out to the deepest sea , I scream out on the highest mountain, Just how much you mean to me , There's a fire burning in my heart, Rushing in like a hurricane , You ask what do you want of me , I laugh , Why can't you see , What you already gave me, Loving you , Knowing you , Is all I need, Baby call 911 , Its to late for me for , Theres a fire raging in my heart , Rushing in like a hurricane , And whose fault do you think it is , They say I'm crazy , I say they are hazy, Just don't ask me whats on my mind , For I can't hold it in this time, I hold on breathless, I hold on helpless, I hold on aimless, Why can't you see what you do to me, Your love is burning in my heart , You came in rushing like a hurricane, So please don't ask me whats on my mind , For I can no longer contain this love. _________________________________________ The grass isn't greener .. The grass isn't greener on the other side , I wish you could see this as you look in my eyes , You say your in pain , Well I am vivid player in that game , My tomorrow is set , While you have possiblitys , But all you want to do is talk about yesterday, It should have been you , It should have been us , I grit my teeth , Just what are you remembering , I gave you my all , And you let it fall and fall , I begged for you to see me , But you looked the other way, Now tell me does this sound ok , The grass isn't greener on the other side , I'm longing for a place to hide , You say your in pain , Well darling so am I , My tomorrow is gone , But you have many battles to be won , Your stuck in the past , The shadows have been cast, You say it should have been me , It should have been us, I hold my breath , Then why didn't you try , I gave you my all , You let it fall and fall , I loved you , Did you really love me , I think its time to say goodbye , The grass isn't greener on the other side , Can't you see the hurt in my eyes , You say your in pain , Well I'm a vivid player in that game , My tomorrow is set , You have possiblities , Stop talking about yesterday , It should have been you , It should have been us , But darling you never tried , So go on and live your life , You have to pay to play the game , The one you long for is no longer the same , Your stuck in the past , The shadows are cast , I begged for you once to see me , And now you seek the ghost of me , Oh how you cry , But years pass and you never try , The grass isn't greener on the other side , Can you see the fear in my eyes , You say your in pain , Well so am I , Stop talking about yesterday , Saying it should have been me , It should have been us , Stop chasing shadows , You no longer need to see me , You see the grass isn't greener on the other side, So Darling please go and live your life .

so cute >

erm...amazon jp.com already emailed me.They sent me Pure DVD yesterday..so I will give you the RAW ASAP..when it's delivered to me :leaf12:

omg while on the train yes2day, there was 2 oriential cute guys, n i was looking at them n thinking hmm i wonder if they are together lol n was smiling to myself , they were standing so close n had to stop myself from looking at them lol one of them was even wearing One piece boxers haha, still thinking bout them now lol always imagine wot guys r doing when u see 2 cute guys on they own lmao !!

Duhh I would choose the lover since I don't have a brother I would think of it as a prank LOL

LoL ignoring your friend is hard and would leave awkwardness X). Its simple if you feel the same then try it, wont kill you. And if you don't feel anything tell the friend, if you really are friends then He/She would understand.

Y - Yeah Yeah Yeahs

W - Warrant

I agree with grimsmile about the part of it being deemed "forbidden". I think that definitely adds to the allure. But also, like Nezumidoll said, guys like the idea of two girls doing naughty things so it only makes sense that girls like 2 guys doing naughty things Also, in my opinion I think that BL storylines are way more interesting that heterosexual ones. The character development and emotions are a lot more real

Kenta I could tell I’d scared him, the way he spun around and backed against the counter the grey eyes wide. Made me feel like shit. I knew how jumpy he could be. What I wasn’t prepared for was to have him suddenly fling himself at me. Not that he didn’t do it that often, I just hadn’t thought a little argument with Akira would set off these kind of tears. I patted his head, stroking his hair as he cried into my t-shirt. I’d come to realize that it calmed him down to have the physical contact. The first few months of working for him had been fucking awkward to say the least. “I should have known . . . I did know . . . I just didn’t think.” Ryuu mumbled his breath hot through the fabric of my t-shirt. I could only assume he was talking about the outfit thing. Akira and Sora had explained why Ryuu had suddenly decided to lock himself in his room at the same time I happened to get to the apartment. “It’s not a big deal, Ryuu. Come on. No reason to cry about it.” “I-I know . . . I just . . . don’t like it when he yells at me.” “Yeah, but you cry when Reiko yells at you too.” “She hits when she yells.” “Fuck yeah. Girl is fucking crazy.” I was glad she wasn’t there to hear me say it. I loved Reiko, but the girl was painful to be around sometimes. God help you if you hurt Akira. You’d be better off cutting off your own balls. “Just, don’t tell her about the outfit.” “No, upset enough with Akira yelling at me, don’t want to get smacked too.” Ryuu finally looked up at me and I felt my heart speed up just a bit as those oddly colored eyes stared at me. “Sorry Kenta. You just get here and I’m being all stupid and emotional.” Grabbing his shoulders I shook him slightly. “What did I say about calling yourself stupid? Quit or I will smack you myself.” Something flickered in his eyes and I felt my stomach drop. I’d seen that look before and it was one I’d never wanted to see again on someone I cared about. The next instant it was gone and he nodded, trying to smile. “I need to go apologize to Akira.” I let him go and stepped out of his way. The slender frame brushed by me and I had the sudden urge to pull him back and make sure he really was alright. Fuck. I rubbed my forehead looking down. What had that look I’d seen been about? I knew where I’d seen it before and that thought scared me shitless. It was my job to keep him safe, safe and happy. I followed him on out into the living room where the other boys were watching a movie. Going to the kitchen I went to see if there were any leftovers. Staring at the empty fridge I knew I shouldn’t be surprised. Hasu might not be any taller than Akira but he ate enough for both of them put together. If he wasn’t eating he was moving or sound asleep. Grabbing out my phone I called the closest carry out and ordered everyone’s favorite things. Akira and Ryuu were still talking when I hung up but things seemed less tense. Ryuu was laughing and smiling again and Akira was gesturing as he described something. Leaning against the counter I watched them for a little bit. The general public had no idea that the members of Bloody Agony were such close friends even outside of work. Ryuu had a lot to do with that. He needed them, just as much as they needed each other. It really was like a little family. While I waited for dinner to arrive, I called Hayate to check on how things were going at the bar. It was a slow night so he told me to stay put. “Daisuike had a bit of a rough day today.” “Oh?” That was unusual. Normally all Daisuike had to do was look at someone to get what he wanted. “Um yeah. From what I heard him and Jiro both got the shit beat out of them.” “What?” I said it too loud and saw the boys look over at me. Turning my back I lowered my voice. I didn't like to involve the band in anything gang related if I could help it. That Akira's brothers ran the gang was enough. “What the fuck happened? Why didn’t they call?” “It went down too fast from what Jiro told me. I guess Ruka is throwing a fit about it though.” I couldn’t say I blamed him. If anyone ever hurt Ryuu . . . I shook my head. It was my job to keep him safe. I’d kill anyone that touched him or any of the boys. “They need anything?” “Nah, though I think Jiro was going to call Akira to come home and help patch them up.” “He ain’t called yet-“ I’d barely got the words out when I heard the distinct ring of Akira’s phone. “Never mind. I gotta go. Talk to you later.” Akira was already on the phone and I frowned watching how pale he suddenly went. “Yeah, yeah I’ll be right there. I gotta go guys. Suke got hurt.” He was already on his feet and headed for the door. The apartment was quiet for a bit after Akira left. Everyone of us knew how close the two brothers where and after almost losing Daisuike a few months ago any little thing scared Akira now. Walking into the living room I put on a movie. I glanced over as Ryuu walked up to me. He glanced up but didn’t hold my eyes for long. “I was . . . just wondering how long you were going to stay tonight?” I looked at him for a moment. “How long do you want me to stay?” A look I’d never seen before crossed his face, but then he glanced away again. “I-I don’t care. I think Sora and Hasu were going to spend the night.” I nodded. That was pretty usual. I knew how much Ryuu hated to be alone. I’d learned pretty quickly that he not only craved attention but needed it. He’d rather skip a meal and do an impromptu signing or meet and greet. If I let him, he’d wear himself to nothing promoting the band. I got the door when the bell rang and took the food thanking the boy. I gave him a generous tip, knowing I’d seen him at another job locally too. I knew what it was like to work multiple jobs just to try to make ends meet. “Hey, foods here guys.” “Oh! You got us food! Sweet! Thanks Kenta!” Hasu, of course, was the first one to the table. He gave me a quick hug, making it impossible to breathe for a moment. The kid was just too fucking strong for his own good. I should know, we sparred with each other on a regular basis. I would seriously get out of shape otherwise and what kind of bodyguard would I be then? Hearing the house phone ring, I frowned and walking over picked it up. The smell of the food was starting to get to me, if I didn’t hurry up Hasu would eat my portion too. He’d already devoured his food and had started on what I’d ordered for Akira. “Ito residence.” “Oh Kenta.” I rolled my eyes hearing Kaori’s trill. “Is my beautiful boy there?” “Yeah, just a sec.” Holding the receiver against my chest I looked around. “Ryuu, it’s your ma.” He jumped up from the table. “Oh! I’m coming.” He smiled at me as he took the phone, his eyes seeming to linger for just a moment. I went back to go see if Hasu had left me any food. “Hey, brat, where is my food.” Hasu looked up at me noddles hanging out of his mouth. He glanced down and had the grace to look sheepish. There were three empty containers around him already. “Sorry.” He pushed the carton toward me and handed over the chopsticks. I handed them back and got my own out. “Fuck Hasu, you ate half of it already. I’m going to kick your ass.” That got me the wide eyed innocent look that he was so famous for. At least it wasn’t fake, usually. I didn’t let it phase me as I stuffed in a mouthful. I waved the now empty chopsticks at him. “Don’t think that look is going to save you. I owe you for last time.” He grinned at me, the cheeky little shit. “Yeah, we’ll see. You said that last time too.” I grunted, shoving in another bite. “Don’t think you know everything about fighting, Hasu. It’s one thing to spar, getting into an actual fight is totally different.” Hasu nodded, his eyes losing some of the innocent sparkle. I could barely hear him when he next spoke. “Yeah, I know.” Clearing my throat I looked around. Sora was sprawled on the couch watching the movie I’d put in, Ryuu had disappeared, probably into the office so he could talk with his mother. “But hey, that’s why we spar right? So we are ready if the time comes.” I didn’t like seeing this subdued side of Hasu. It made me wonder who had fucked with him. A kid as cute and friendly as him shouldn’t have any enemies at all, much less get into fights. He was smarter than me by far and could probably talk his way out of just about any situation. Me . . . I’d rather just get it over with and go on. Words don’t come easy for me. I finished what was left of my dinner and sat back watching him for a moment. He was busy gathering up the empty cartons to throw away. “I probably better get going.” I got up grabbing up my trash. “Jiro might need some help tonight.” Hasu looked up at me. “You might want to tell Ryuu you are leaving. He always gets pouty if you leave without saying anything.” “Oh.” Tossing the cartons I looked down hall, the door to the office was open. “Yeah, I’ll do that.” I poked my head in the office door and grinned seeing him leaning back in the chair, his feet propped up in the desk. The phone was cradled against his shoulder, but he was sound asleep. I could hear the soft murmur of Koari’s voice through the speaker. Walking over, I carefully took the phone laying his head back. “Ito-san, I’m sorry he fell asleep.” I whispered. “Oh,” There was a sigh and a soft laugh from the other end. “I wondered. Thank you for taking such good care of my son, Arakaki-kun. He talks about you all the time.” After telling her good bye I hung up, wondering what she’d meant. Looking down at the sleeping vocalist I shook my head. Why the hell would he talk about me to his mother? Didn’t make a lot of sense to me. Leaning down over him I smiled. “Ryuu, if you are that tired why don’t you go to bed?” His eyelids fluttered for a moment giving the slightest glimpse of grey before closing again. “Will you come with me?”

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