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Original title: Akutai wa Toiki to Mazariau Manga ALT. names: Akutai wa Toiki to Mazariau; 你越坏我越爱, Your Voice Likes Sweet Whisper Original run: 2005 Description: 1) Curses Showered on the Visitor “Do not deceive a person. Do not threaten a person. Do not handcuff people. Any illegal activity is forbidden.” Said Natsume as he lays down the ground rules for Touji the stalker... 2) Curses Divert the Craving Natsume is having a bad day; he has just lost a major deal to a rival company. To make matters worst, he runs into his ex-colleague and finds out that he is the one who stole his deal from him. 3) Curses Mingled with Sighs Touji flies into a rage when he finds out that Ryouji, Natsume's cousin/boss, is going to visit his place. 4) Curses Make the Birthday Colourful Touji is busy with exam preparations and disappears on Natsume. After a few days, he finally turns up but he is sick. 5) Curses Can Cover the Ears Natsume meets Souya, Touji's cousin, who is even more unnerving than his stalker. Manga-type: Manga Series Author: FUJIYAMA Hyouta Published by: Biblos (2005); Libre Shuppan (2007) Group(s) Scanlating: Biblo, Eros Mihashi Status: Completed Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: Drama, Yaoi Categories: Jealous Lover; Older Uke - Younger Seme Main Characters: Natsume, Touji, Ryouji, Souya Recommendations: Sunao ja nai Kedo; Hokenshitsu de Suki ni Shite; Hidoi Otoko; Mijuku na Kareshi; Related series: Akutai wa Ude no Naka de Futatabi Read Akutai wa Toiki to Mazariau Online Akutai wa Toiki to Mazariau Download Akutai wa Toiki to Mazariau Manga Download Download link for non-members For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

First attempt at tablet. For Matt. (:

Original name: 負け犬のなんでも屋 Manga ALT. names: Makeinu no Nandemoya, Jack-of-all-trades by Underdogs, Losers' Convenience Agency Original run: 2005 Description: Atsushi, an ex-chef, Torajirou, a high school baseball player, and Nakagawa, a famous ex-composer (all 3 losers in life) started up a Convenience Agency. Then, as if fate had a hand in it, Nakagawa once again crosses path with Takahashi, an incredibly talented young composer, when a job that needs Takahashi's expertise arises, rocking the three's otherwise quiet life towards a whole new direction. Manga-type: Manga Series Written by: Sugano Akira Drawn by: Sugano Akira Published by: Kadokawa Shoten Group(s) Scanlating: Dangerous Pleasure, Forever More Status: Completed Completely Scanlated: No Completely Translated: Only up to volume 1 Genres: Drama, Shounen Ai, Slice of Life Categories: Comedy Main Characters: Atsushi, Torajirou, Nakagawa Adaptations available: N/A Recommendations: Bokurani Matsuwaru Etc manga, Gravitation, Geshuku Biyori Read Makeinu no Nandemoya Online Makeinu no Nandemoya Download Makeinu no Nandemoya Manga Link More manga series by Asou Kai For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Mitasareru Kuchibiru [Filled Lip] Mangaka: YAMAKAMI Riyu Genre: Yaoi, Psychological, School Life Length: 1 Volume (3 Chapters + Omake) Scanlator: Countless Time Summary: Soft-hearted Takashi got caught up in a love game of the playboy, Kurose, all because he happened to see the love affair between those two boy at school! Kurose is such a dangerous guy, he even laid hands on the professor! The reason why Kurose cares about the unappealing Takashi is…!? A daring and touching serious love! Read Mitasareru Kuchibiru Online Mitasareru Kuchibiru Download Mitasareru Kuchibiru Manga: Volume 1 For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

I stand here on your street My heart like ice, my love for you frozen These crystal tears fall at my feet I never wanted to hurt you Never meant to desert you I came to apologize knowing it's too late As I stand here among the snowflakes I am so tired of this fate This cold heart of mine is breaking Slowly shattering into slivers of red It is your memory that I am desecrating I don't belong here, never did But my love for you won't let me leave As I stand here trying to keep my heart hid I never wanted to hurt you Never meant to desert you These softly falling flakes Are cold little reminders that I am alone Alone because of my mistakes I tried for so long And even if it's not meant to be I will never give in even if I am wrong I cannot let go of these shattered pieces Even as they start to melt and slip away My love for you never decreases I never meant to hurt you Never meant to desert you This gentle winter breeze Is a subtle reminder of your touch And the way it made me fall by degrees These tears won't fade away They are frozen drops of my misery At being unable to stop this slow decay Did I need to try so hard To keep this heart whole When you broke through catching me off guard I never meant to hurt you Never meant to desert you This winter soul craves The love only you can give The love that saves This coldness takes my breath Makes me tremble in fear This could end in my death I would gladly welcome it If it meant I was able to be close to you To feel your warmth even for a bit. I never meant to hurt you Never meant to desert you. All I wanted was to hold you close Yet this frozen heart of mine Never let me disclose The flakes of snow surround me Cloaking me in a cold embrace This love was never meant to be Is this what I wanted To be alone in this white To always be shunted I never meant to hurt you Never meant to desert you Don't be concerned over me These cold tears will fall and be lost So pay no heed to my plea I will say it once only And for all time it will echo These words will forever be lonely This hope undreamed of Is to tell this to you It is you I love

A Brother's Love Guilt is just another pill I cannot seem to swallow And on the journey we must take You make the choice to follow I still can hear your pleading cries You calling out my name. Until I get your body back We'll never be the same A legend learned when we were young. Becomes our only lead The power of the philosopher's stone. Is what we're going to need. Until the stone is in our hands. Our lives we'll rearrange. Al let me do the dirty work. Equivalent Exchange. When we burnt down the family home I knew one simple fact The minute that our quest began. There was no turning back.

All About Us - T.A.T.U http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fEi5tsoJFKw

U - the Used

This world we live in is said To be the best of worlds We've got a million chances And the money keeps flowing in But the money doesn't cure heartache And it doesn't make you feel less alone And with every opporunity given There's a thousand thorns And there's the dark side That we so desperatly want to hide There's the suffering&poverty Things we want to ignore Many care only for what they've got And to satisfy their own shallow needs You start war for the sake of some dirty oil But don't care about the lives destroyed What I'm trying to say, And what so many ignored Is that we now put a price on someones life And it's cost is way too low

Staring into the void, In the back parts of my mind Is there any part left to salvage Any whole piece of mine? My fingers pacing over the scars In an uneasy, restless way With eyes so empty, Depression makes me blind Paralyzed by anxiety, I even forget to breathe But in my mind the screaming And the images never leave They say I should think of Times when I felt good But now I can't remember And none of them ever understood I have ghosts that haunt me They push me towards the edge Along the years I've learnt to cave To bleed instead of sorely fedge The world is on my shoulder My mind is soon too shattered, I fear it can't be saved Thoughts saying I never mattered No, they're never well-behaved So leave me alone, Please go away I cannot bare this weight Let me heal and Let me feel Something other than pain

Your whimpering cries echo in an otherwise quiet room I can’t help but smile as your eyes show your fear But you can’t run away now These chains will hold you in your place One, two, three, four It’s not bleeding yet, but is swollen and bruised The tears forming in your eyes is from the pleasure and pain But you won’t beg for me just yet Five, six, seven, eight How long will it take until you break? I caress your battered skin before hurting you more Knowing all your weakest spots Nine, ten, eleven, twelve Over and over, your body is being abused Exhiliration, pleasure, pain and fear The blood is dripping, yet we both want more I’ll hurt you, abuse you, all with a grin on my face There’s nothing better than your pained screams And after we’re done I’ll clean up your wounds Stitch you up, then leave you all alone

Equivalent Exchange Take my arms, my leg my heart. Take anything you need. Just give my little brother back. Please let his soul be freed. I'll pay the price no matter what. I know that I was wrong. But Alphonse I can't lose you too. The same way I lost mom I know the price is very steep. But there's nothing I won't give. Take anything you want from me Just let my brother live. I won't deny the cold hard fact I made countless mistakes To get my little brother back. I'll do all that it takes

R - Rise Against

Sekaiichi Hatsukoi Title: Sekaiichi Hatsukoi Altenative titles : Sekai Ichi Hatsukoi, Sekai Ichi Hatsukoi - Onodera Ritsu no Baai, Sekai Ichi Hatsukoi - Yoshino Chiaki no Baai, Sekaiichi Hatsukoi - Kisa Shouta no Baai, The World's Greatest Love, World's Greatest First Love Type : Manga Author(s): NAKAMURA Shungiku Artist(s): NAKAMURA Shungiku Status in Home Country : Ongoing (5 Volumes) Scanslation Status : Ongoing Other Title(s) : Sekai Ichi Hatsukoi, Sekai Ichi Hatsukoi - Onodera Ritsu no Baai, Sekai Ichi Hatsukoi - Yoshino Chiaki no Baai, Sekaiichi Hatsukoi - Kisa Shouta no Baai Genre(s) : Yaoi Summary : Onodera Ritsu has just transferred from his father's publishing company to Marukawa Shoten. Assigned to the shoujo manga division, he crosses path with the person he'd least expected to meet. Takano Masamune is the editor-in-chief of the division Ritsu's been assigned to, and the two seem get off on the wrong foot right from the very start when Takano unexpectedly kisses him. However, there is more to than what meets the eye: Takano is actually Saga, Ritsu's senpai and high school love-- whom Ritsu had thought to have played him for a fool by taking his affections for granted when he confessed and summarily dumped him. Read Sekaiichi Hatsukoi Online: Sekaiichi Hatsukoi Download Sekaiichi Hatsukoi Manga: Vol 1 Vol 2 Vol 3 Vol 4 Vol 5 Vol 6 Vol 7 Vol 8 Yokozawa Takafumi no Baii 3 For download reupload requests, please post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Bousou Kareshi Original name: 暴走 カレシ Manga ALT. names: Bousous Kareshi; Wild Boyfriend Original run: 2009 Description: My super strong classmate, Ran, is my cute lover. We are so in love! Or that’s how it’s supposed to be. I think he’s cheating on me! Bousou Kareshi features many other stories. Included is Keitachi’s meeting with the normally weak glasses boy. He loses his rationality and goes erotically wild! Manga-type: Manga Series Written by: SAKIRA Drawn by: SAKIRA Published by: Junet Group(s) Scanlating: Blissful Sin Status: Completed Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: Adult, Comedy, Romance, School Life, Smut, Yaoi Categories: Bara, Megane Main Characters: Keitachi Recommendations: Goshujinsama to Wanko, 2-dome no Koi no Hajimari wa, Limiter Download Bousou Kareshi Manga Bousou Kareshi Download link for non-members Read Bousou Kareshi Online Bousou Kareshi For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Original name: Tsuki no Hikari ni Terasarete Manga ALT. names: つきのひかりにてらされて, Moonlight Hunter, Our Destiny, Teach Me How to be Patient Original run: 1998 Description: The volume consists of a collection of three short stories: 1) Teach Me How to be Patient (two parts); 2) Moonlight Hunter; 3) Our Destiny. Manga-type: Collection of Oneshots Written by: Kujou Nari Drawn by: Kujou Nari Published by: Houbunsha Group(s) Scanlating: Nakama Status: 1 Volume (Complete) Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: Yaoi, Drama, Fantasy, Science fiction, Supernatural Categories: Demons, Master-Slave, Incest Main Characters: - Adaptations available: N/A Recommendations: I'm a Pet Read Tsuki no Hikari ni Terasarete Online: Tsuki no Hikari ni Terasarete Download: Volume 1: http://www.mediafire.com/file/73pedsf7dk42lvd/Tsuki_no_Hikari_ni_Terasarete.zip For download reupload requests, please post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Original name: Wild Fangs Manga ALT. names: ワイルドファングス Original run: 2006 Description: Mao, who has a rare bloodline of a beast, has gone on a journey to find the "Master" he has never seen. He then meets Syon, a bounty hunter... Manga-type: Manga Written by: Yamagishi Hokuto Drawn by: Yamagishi Hokuto Published by: Gentousha Group(s) Scanlating: Nakama Status: Complete Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: Adventure, Drama, Fantasy,Romance, Yaoi Categories: Drama, Bestiality Main Characters: Mao, Syon Adaptations available: - Related Series: Wild Rose (Sequel) Recommendations: http://www.yaoiotaku.com/forums/threads/7213-crimson-spell-by-yamada-yugi-%5Beng%5D Read Wild Fangs Online: Wild Fangs Original name: Wild Rose Manga ALT. names: ワイルドローズ Original run: 2007 Description: The sequel to Wild Fangs, this chronological prequel follows Mao's brother Kiri's and his master's backstory. Manga-type: Manga Written by: Yamagishi Hokuto Drawn by: Yamagishi Hokuto Published by: Gentosha Group(s) Scanlating: Nakama Status: Complete Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: Adventure, Drama, Fantasy Romance, Yaoi Categories: Drama, Bestiality, Master-Slave Main Characters: Kiri, Mikhail Adaptations available: - Related Series: Wild Fangs (Prequel), Wild Wind (Sequel) Recommendations: - Read Wild Rose Online: Wild Rose Original name: Wild Wind Manga ALT. names: ワイルドウインド Original run: 2008 Description: From Nakama: Long ago in a distant land, when the heavens ruled the earth, the two of them met by a trick of destiny... Called the “Wise man of the woods” and given much respect by the villagers, ********* of heaven Olgrius is searching for the origin of the incessant outbreak of storms. Then a villager, speaking riddles of an attacking beast, appears. The being that Olgrius sees when he returns to the scene of the crime is a savage beast fallen from heaven. But the beast differs from the rumors—he touches Olgrius gently, and protects him from danger...!? Manga-type: Manga Written by: Yamagishi Hokuto Drawn by: Yamagishi Hokuto Published by: Gentosha Group(s) Scanlating: Nakama Status: Complete Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: Adventure, Drama, Fantasy, Romance, Yaoi Categories: Drama, Bestiality Main Characters: Olgrius, Shui Adaptations available: - Related Series: Wild Rose (Prequel) Recommendations: - Read Wild Wind Online: Wild Wind Download Wild Series: New Download Links Wild Wind Link Wild Rose Link Wild Fangs Link For download reupload requests, please post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Original name: Affair Manga ALT. names: 「再愛妳一次!」「アフェア」 Original run: 2005 Description: "Affair" is a collection of oneshots involving different plots: 1) Affair Yoshiyuki meets his senior,Okabe, from high school once again. But are things same as before? 2) My Dear Mad Dog Half siblings struggling not only in Yakuza's world to survive,but as well in a relationship involving hate-love. 3) One Lucky Guy What can a game of Mahjong lead to? Is always luck the most important thing? 4) Love Machine Yagi gets help from Tamiya to get a driver's license,but is there another reason why his university fellow is helping him out? 5) Erotic Affair An extra of chapter 1. Manga-type: Oneshots Written by: KANO Shuiko Drawn by: KANO Shuiko Published by: Tokuma Shoten Group(s) Scanlating: Secret Haven; Sweet Lunacy Status: Completed Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: Drama,Yaoi Categories: Yakuza, Incest, Seke, Sport Main Characters: YoshixOkabe(Affair); KyouichixHijiri(My Dear Mad Dog); HirosexTakei(One Luck Guy); TamiyaxYagi(Love Machine) Adaptations available: N/A Recommendations: Warawanai Ningyo; Trigger; Ten- Tenna Toori no Kaidanji; Foreskin Boys; Hero - Gyakkyou no Touhai Read Affair Online Affair Download Affair Manga Download Download link for non-members For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Yume wo Miru Hima mo Nai Manga ALT. names: 夢を見るヒマもない 沒空作夢 There is even no Time to Dream There isn't Even Time To Dream There's not even time to dream Original run: 2006 Description: Kawamura Kazuya had dreamt of being a pilot when he was young. Thus when he heard that there's an aviation school five hours from where he stayed, Kawamura enrolled without giving much thought. He was placed in the same room with two other room mates. One of them, Itou, dropped out when he couldn't stand the tough life. This left Kawamura with Yoshitake, a tall, quiet and non-responsive guy. Manga-type: Manga Written by: Yamada Yugi Drawn by: Yamada Yugi Published by: Futami Shobou Group(s) Scanlating: Nakama Status: Complete Completely Scanlated: Yes Completely Translated: Yes Genres: Romance, Yaoi, Slice of Life Categories: Comedy, Drama, School Life, Co-workers, Hidden Feelings Main Characters: Kawamura Kazuya, Yoshitake Adaptation based on available: N/A Recommendations: Warawanai Ningyo Read Yume wo Miru Hima mo Nai Online: Yume wo Miru Hima mo Nai Download link: Volume 1 For download reupload requests, please post here so the staff notices them. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Bitansan Renai [soda-Pop Love] Mangaka: HINODE Heim Genre: Yaoi, School Life Length: 1 Volume (5 Chapters + Extra) Scanlator: Nakama Summary: There's a guy that's been on my mind - Michinaga. One day he told me, "Taka, I have a crush on the teacher". But it hurts me to see his pained expression. Forget about that teacher. Forget about love that'll never bloom. Choose me instead... Taka and Michi, Michi and the teacher, the teacher and Taka's older brother... Where will all their one-sided feelings take them? Read Bitansan Renai Online Bitansan Renai Download Bitansan Renai Manga Volume 1 Download link for non-members For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Suki Mo Kirai Mo Jikangai - Love And Hate Are Both Overtime Author/artist: Marita Yuzu Genre: Yaoi Year: 2009 Read Online: SUKI MO KIRAI MO JIKANGAI Download Suki Mo Kirai Mo Jikangai: EDIT: Link removed because the scanlation group doesn't allow their projects to be shared on any site.

Original name: Suki dakara Itte Hoshikunai Manga ALT. names: 好きだから弄ってほしくない, I do not want to play around because I like it, I Don't Want To Touch You Original run: 2011 Description: N/A Manga-type: Manga Written by: KAMON Saeko Drawn by: KAMON Saeko Published by: Houbunsha Group(s) Scanlating: N/A Status: 1 Volume (Complete) Completely Scanlated: No Completely Translated: No Genres: Yaoi Categories: Comedy Main Characters: - Adaptations available: N/A Recommendations: - •° Download I Don't Want To Touch You Manga°•: I Don't Want To Touch You(SendSpace) For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

V - Van Halen

T - t.a.t.u [attach=config]3033[/attach]

S - Senses Fail

So sexy :cuteonion41: I loved every last bit of it!!!

wow Q-Queen ofc They are legend and "We will rock you" just came to my mind *singing...*

P - Paramore (Dedicated to Cloudy-chan )

For those who need it, here is a more elaborated tutorial on "How To Join Files With HJ Split" 1) 2) 3) 4) 5) 6) 7) 8)

Titles: Takumi-kun Series, Takumi-kun Series Manga, Takumi-kun, ６月の自尊心, Ano, Hareta Aozora, Hadashi no Waltz, Hanachiru Yoru ni Kimi wo Omoeba, Bibou no Detail, June Pride, Kisetsu Hazure no Kaidan, Jealousy (OOYA Kazumi) Author: GOTOU Shinobu Artist: OHYA Kazumi Year: 2001 Summary: Shidou highschool Institute is an all-boys dormitory school located far from the city inside the mountains. Takumi, who is going out with the famous Gii - Saki Giichi in the academy, has a secret which no one knows... Series goes on like this: 1. June Pride - licensed by Blu (September 2007) 2. Barefoot Waltz - licensed by Blu (December 2007) 3. Tales out of Season - licensed by Blu (March 2008) 4. Bibou no Detail 5. Jealousy 6. Hanachiru Yoru ni Kimi wo Omoeba 7. Pure 8. Pure 2 Read Takumi-kun Series Manga Online (English): Takumi-kun Series Download Takumi-kun Series Manga (Jpn): Vol 1-3 (licensed, only available for reading online here) Volume 4 - Bibou no Detail Volume 5 - Jealousy Volume 6 - Hanachiru Yoru ni Kimi wo Omoeba Volume 7 - Pure Volume 8 - Pure 2 For download reupload requests, please post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Ousama ni Kiss! Type : Manga Author : Sera Status in Home Country : Complete (3 Volumes) Scanslation Status: In Progress by Blissful Sin Other Title(s): 王様にKISS！,Kiss the King! Genre(s): School Life, Yaoi, Romance, Comedy Summary: On the outskirts of Tokyo, Toubuisazaki High School is known for its mottos of “Yakuza are your friends!” and “Seize the chief’s weakness!” Amidst these scary rumors is the king of the school, high school student Maki: a person with an abrasive personality, who thinks of his classmates as servants. It’s a mystery that Yoshifumi, the school nurse, loves him. As Yoshifumi uses various tactics to draw Maki closer, how does Maki react? …He likes it! Read Ousama ni Kiss! Online Ousama ni Kiss! Download VOLUME 01 Mediafire password: sunshine VOLUME 02 Mediafire pass: sunshine For download reupload requests, please post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Lovely Sick Author/artist: Ohmine Shoko Genre: Yaoi Warnings: Age gap Groups scanlating: Essence of Purity Scanlation status: 2 Volumes (Ongoing) Status in country of origin: 6 Volumes (Ongoing) Year: 2003 Volume 1-2 Volume 3 (Jpn) Volume 4 (Jpn) Volume 5.a (Jpn) Volume 5.b (Jpn) For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Wonderful Days? Author/artist: Tenzen Momoko Genre: Yaoi Status: 1 Volume (Complete) Year: 2008 Read Wonderful Days Online: Wonderful Days Download: EDIT: Link removed due to scanlator's request. -- The Drama CD can be found here. -- Spin-Off: Lotus Eater Wonderful Days For download reupload requests, please post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Summary: Series about four friends; Tooru who has just entered the same high school as her best best and childhood friend Run, who is now a second year, and Run's friends Yuuko & Nagi in their daily lives. Toeru takes a test so she can enter the same high school as Run, the girl she likes. She passes, but when she goes to tell Run, she finds her hugging a girl she's never seen before. Genre :Comedy,romance, Slice Of life,School & Yuri. like this anime lolol... Tooru so cute..>

Jenova's username came from of my fav game Final Fantasy VII *A*

. .i agree to ichii-kun and senpai yoji . .on my point of view . .SEX CHANGE, if we base from biblical aspects, totally it's not appropriate and such a sin, every god's creation has a purpose and must not be headed of, it's like we're changing what he does for us . .on the contrary, if we see things in general aspect, it's the reality and modern generation that open our mind to this, for self-satisfaction we intend to do things that we'll satisfy our needs and dreams that's beyond human rules . .life is not for eternity, that's why this people make the most out of it (even us, at some way), they make their choice, create their own life, and whatever consequences laid, the most important thing was to anticipate and accept with no regrets

. .one of their songs i was hooked into IGNORANCE by paramore If I'm a bad person You don't like me Well I guess I'll make my own way It's a circle A mean cycle I can't excite you anymore Where's your gavel Your jury What's my offense this time You're not a judge but if you're gonna judge me Sentence me to another life Don't wanna hear your sad songs I don't wanna feel your pain When you swear it's all my fault 'cause you know we're not the same We're not the same The friends who stuck together We wrote our names in blood But I guess you can't accept that the change is good It's good You treat me just like another stranger Well it's nice to meet you sir I guess I'll go I best be on my way out Ignorance is your new best friend This is the best thing that could've happened Any longer and I wouldn't have made it It's not a war no it's not a rapture I'm just a person but you can't take it The same tricks that once fooled me they won't get you anywhere I'm not the same kid from your memory Now I can fend for myself Don't wanna hear your sad songs I don't wanna feel your pain When you swear it's all my fault 'cause you know we're not the same We're not the same Yeah we used to stick together We wrote our names in blood But I guess you can't accept that the change is good It's good You treat me just like another stranger Well it's nice to meet you sir I guess I'll go I best be on my way out Ignorance is your new best friend

. .goki had such skillful hands that everyone's couldn't RESIST! . .so AMAZING!

I'm warning in before-hand, there are suicide references in this poem. Don't read if you're sensitive, kay? This was written like... 1½ year ago I think. Huh...

This slow death This hideous rage This hopeless agony It is all your fault I hate you I hate you I hate you You did this You made this You disemboweled me Left me bleeding Dying You took away everything All my hopes My dreams My expectations I hate you I hate you I hate you Your words desecrated What was mine Your ambivalence Shredded what was left Of my resolve You tore apart Every little piece Of my resistance Until all that was left Was a quivering Bloody mess This dying soul This raging grief This unremitting pain It is all your doing I hate you I hate you I hate you

this is the grumpy G and the cheerful (?) C

this for matti sorry that its late :msn_red_fox 14

It depends if I like 'em and feel attracted to them in that way. I might just as well accept then, ne? Else I'll try to reject them as kindly as I can. Ignore it isn't the best idea, that will hurt your friend... and it might get very awkward haha.

. .If one day you woke up with no hair, what would you do? Go "....wtf?!" and then jump online for a wig xD . .If you could have x-ray vision, who would you look at to? why? Uhm... X-ray vision just sees through things... uhm, and they go through different amount of mass depending on which energy they have *Science nerd*... Uhm... I have no idea... . .If you had to live inside a shopping mall for one month, which would be your favorite store? and how will you live your life? Could I live in moi-même-moitie?!? Please?!?! I'd drool over all the pretty clothes... and every now and then go to a food store to get something to eat... then dress up all pretty *_* . .If you could have any, one thing in your backpack at all times, what would it be? why? ... uhm... this is hard... can I have Mitsu from Dolly? He's really pretty... And sings well... And yeah, he's just adorable... A new pet!

okay i just found out from another group that some Takumi-kun fans who have made advanced orders of the Takumi-kun film are threatening ANYONE who will upload ANY VERSION of the Pure DVD on YouTube or ANYWHERE ELSE. and by ANY VERSION this includes the English sub as well. OMG! The insensitivity is making my vein pop. Does this person even have any sense of compassion for those who cannot afford? How about those who DO NOT UNDERSTAND japanese at all? don't those fans have a right to appreciate the movie too? there is nothing wrong with owning an original copy for whatever reason but having to be so mean to others to the point of denying them the right to love something is BLATANT DISCRIMINATION! i am so pissed! rabbit11:8onion74::cuteonion43:

O-Oasis P.S: I like Nirvana too

[ATTACH]2813[/ATTACH] she sleepin... and i took a pic of her she look like UNDERTAKER foxy4

me again :msn_red_fox 11

My wish is (to be FREE) T_T

Ryuu I couldn’t stop pacing. I could feel Sora’s eyes on me as he sat on the couch. Hayate and Isao had left about thirty minutes ago and Kenta was in my bed resting. “Ryuu . . . he’s okay. He’s just a little banged up.” “I know!” I flung my arms up in frustration. “He has a concussion though. He just goes out for a drink and five guys jump him? What the fucking hell?” Sora shrugged, his voice soft. “It’s part of his job Ryuu. From what Iesada said it was a rival gang and he was on contested territory.” “Its fucking stupid and you know it.” “I’m not arguing with you about it Ryuu. You knew when you hired him that he hadn’t given up being yakuza.” I flopped down on the couch next to him and crossed my arms over my chest. “It’s just so frustrating. I hate seeing him hurt and . . . something else is wrong. He’s even quieter than usual.” “He did say his jaw hurt.” I shot a look at Sora and he held up a hand. “Hey, I’m just saying. Maybe it hurts to talk.” I slumped down, knowing I was pouting and not caring in the least. “We have a concert this weekend. What if he can’t work?” “That’s not all you are worried about.” I laid my head over on Sora’s shoulder, sighing. “No. I’ll go talk to him in a bit.” I never got the chance. He didn’t wake up by the time I was ready for bed, so I just curled up next to him. When I woke up the next morning he was gone. There was a text on my phone telling me breakfast was on the table and that he’d be back in time for dinner. I figured he was trying to get his bike fixed. It was his only means of getting around. He hated taking public transportation. So did I for that matter. Buses are filthy. I sent him a quick text. I’ll make dinner tonight. One came back just as fast. Don’t you fucking dare. I laughed and typed out my response. My kitchen, means I can do what I want in it. It took him a little bit longer to respond but I laughed out loud. God how I loved that man. Jack off instead. That actually sounded like a good idea. Maybe later. I had stuff to get done before I headed out with Sora to go get his birthday present. It was kind of hard to believe that he was going to be turning twenty-one in a few days. I was going to be twenty one next March. That made me wonder when Kenta’s birthday was. Had I already missed it? I would feel horrible if that was the case. I wondered if he was going to be nineteen or twenty. I honestly wasn’t sure. I’d have to go check his paper work. Some boyfriend I am. Can’t even remember his birthday. It took me thirty minutes to find his stuff. I really did not get Reiko’s filing system. June. Wow and he was going to be twenty. So he was younger. He sure as hell didn’t act it. My eyes dropped down the paper and I realized he had no emergency contact. None. No family. Nothing. It caused a soft pain in my chest. The only contact listed was a woman. A Takemitsu Shiori. The number was for a local parole office. His parole officer? That was his only contact? Why hadn’t he at least put Hayate or Isao was an emergency contact? Or even Daisuike? Or me . . . wait that wouldn’t work. If he was with me and there was an emergency that wouldn’t work. Still yet it got me to wondering, not for the first time, just why Kenta had went to juvenile corrections. From what Akira had told me, no one knew for certain. Not even Hayate and Daisuike. He flat out refused to talk about it. Taking a deep breath, I blew it out softly and put the file back. It wasn’t like there weren’t things I didn’t keep from him. It just worried me. Who was this Rame person and why would he have been dreaming about him? From his reaction it had to be something bad. I gasped and clapped a hand over my mouth as a sudden thought hit me. I didn’t get to dwell on it as I heard the front door open. “Hey Ryuu! You decent?” I scrambled to my feet and trotted out to the hallway. “No, but you don’t care.” I grinned at Sora as he just shook his head. “Go put clothes on Ito, you damn exhibitionist.” “Meh, you’re just jealous you don’t look this good naked.” “Short and hairy?” “Oi! I’m not hairy!” I stomped my foot glaring at Sora, though I couldn’t help glancing down. I did have more hair than Kenta, but he didn’t seem to care at all. Though he didn’t like stubble, which I found rather cute. “And everyone is shorter than you. Giant strawberry colored freak.” “Well if you are going to call names I guess I won’t share the food Gramps sent over.” “Ah! Oh! Kenta left me breakfast!” I’d gotten totally sidetracked. Over breakfast Sora and I discussed the upcoming concert and the set list. As always he was concerned about not overtaxing Hasu. The little guy put his heart and soul into drumming and sometimes his blood. Though after he’d passed out onstage during our tour we were a lot more careful about making sure he got breaks and didn’t play until he was too exhausted to move. Reiko got very -very pissed at me if I did more than two encores. Though, obviously the whole band had to agree to do them. Three was our absolute limit. Usually by the third time, we’d just come out and throw free stuff at the fans. Three is pushing it even for me. You put on an hour to two hour show and three encores can make it last another hour more, easy. That’s a fucking long night, as Kenta would put it. Thinking of Kenta reminded me of something else. “Hey Sora . . . you know Kenta went to juvie, right?” “Yeah I heard him and Akira talking about it. Apparently they went to the same one but just missed seeing each other, different cell blocks. Neither of them talk about it much.” “Yeah, he um . . . kind of let a name slip the other day.” Sora raised his eyebrows at me, the deep green eyes inquisitive. “Really? Good slip or bad slip, you seem kind of . . . upset about it.” “Well . . . that was partly my fault. Sora . . . I-I’m afraid he got raped in juvie.” I went on in a rush seeing the shocked expression on his face. “He did say that something had happened, that someone had tried and he’d beat them up but . . . sometimes just the way he acts reminds me of-“ “Us.” I nodded seeing the pain simmering just behind Sora’s eyes. “I’m sorry to bring it up Sora.” He shook his head, the red hair whipping back and forth. “No, we both went through it. If he did too . . . then you know how to help, right? Or did you want me to talk to him.” “I . . . I was kind of hoping you would. From . . . from what he’s said it was a gang . . . “ “Oh . . .” Sora looked down his voice soft. “I see.” “I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have brought it up. I’m sorry Sora.” I jumped up rushing around the table to grab him in a hug. He let me hug him for a moment before gently pushing me away. “It’s okay Ryuu. It’s been a long time since I’ve thought about it honestly.” I sat back down, watching him intently. “Are you sure you’re alright?” “Yeah.” He nodded his eyes on his empty plate. “Just, if he was gang raped, there are a lot of other things involved. It’s not like what happened with you and Naoki.” “I-I know . . . I was there, remember.” His smile was so sad it broke my heart, tears stinging my eyes. “That had to have been so hard for you Ryuu.” I shook my head quickly, wanting to banish those images. “It was horrible. Utterly and completely devastating, Sora. I couldn’t do anything to help you.” He reached across the table and wiped the tear off my cheek. “You tried and that is all that matters, Ryuu. You are the best friend I’ve ever had. You’ve always been there for me. If you want me to approach Kenta about it I will. Therapy has done wonders for me and maybe he’ll benefit from it too. You know how much you improved after you went. Even after the stuff with Naoki. I promise it will help him if he goes.” “I hope so. Sometimes he just seems so . . . lost and alone even when he’s right next to me.” We spent the rest of the morning talking about less tragic subjects, which I was happy about. Sometimes those things needed to be discussed. I’d had a few people over the years ask why Sora and I had never got together, considering how close we are. It’s simple. I could never, ever do anything sexual with him. Not after what happened to him . . . to us. I love Sora, but he is more of my brother than anything. I wouldn’t have it any different. He was playing a video game when Akira, Reiko and Hasu got in from school. Then it was time to practice. Honestly this was my favorite time of day, other than spending time with Kenta. To get to be with my friends and make music together, there is nothing better. Except being with Kenta. Nothing came close to that.