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Jlaw's blog entry....♥ ♥ ♥ (written when his wife went back to visit his family and left Jlaw alone ...) "My lovely honey finally came back!!! I am crazily looking forward to seeing you you know?? I didn't say to you that I miss you, cause I think something can be felt by heart, not by words. You asked me if I sincerely love you...I said "of course"... You asked me why I ran after you at our first meet....I only smiled "I don't know..." I remembered about the moment.. There's a boy eagerly running under the sparkling sunlight, outside the window. Your naive and shining smile swept me away, into a very beautiful dream....but that dream seems to be so true...!!! Suddenly at that time I want to get married. I love my wife's weight, 44 kg...It is very ideal, at least to me..When I take your hand for walking, I feel as if I'm flying a kite...)) ... When you came back to visit your family, I thought I could take my freedom back but..I totally wrong! cause when the night came, i felt really really miss you!! Ahhh....My wife's love made me naughty!! I let you go but I felt really jealous with unknown and absurd reasons...!!"

Look beyond the meadows Beyond the hills and trees. Gaze over the mountains And all the shining seas. Walk into the sunset To a place that’s filled with dreams. Where everything’s a surprise. And nothing’s at all as it seems. It is called the land of the Mystics. Where mystical creatures are found. Some dragons live up in the sky, While other’s inhabit the ground. The valley is covered in flowers, The forest’s as green as can be. All creatures have made it their home. But hide so they cannot be seen. Each one has their own kind of power. The limit of strength, there is none. Their magic combined is incredible. It dims the light of the sun. Of all the creatures that live there, Only one has power above all. The mighty magnificent unicorn. With its horn he stands proud and tall. The unicorn’s presences is noticed From the minute he appears on the hill. If you look at the stars on a warm clear night. You’ll see that’s he’s standing there still.

A quick sketch that evolved a bit. Might do a bigger better version later.

Original name: Sex Pistols Manga ALT. names: 寿たらこ, Love Pistols Original run: 2004 Description: People are starting to act very odd around Norio. This average, normal boy is suddenly getting a lot of unwanted romantic attention and he can’t figure out why! A broken leg and a fall down the stairs into the arms of a handsome stranger set off the beginnings of an explanation, and it is one Norio never could have possibly imagined. Soon a whole new world opens up for Norio, revealing a secret society of special people evolved from animals other than monkeys. This society has a complex structure and its members are ranked by rarity and desirability, and it turns out that Norio is a particularly rare breed and his DNA is in much demand! How will he survive in this modern jungle where he’s suddenly the prey? Manga-type: Manga Written by: KOTOBUKI Tarako Drawn by: KOTOBUKI Tarako Published by: Biblos (2004) Libre Shuppan (2007) Group(s) Scanlating: Beastality Scanlations, Nakama, achuchu, okaeshi Status: 7 Volumes (Ongoing) Completely Scanlated: No Completely Translated: No Genres: Comedy, Drama, Supernatural, Yaoi Categories: Doubutsu-gata, Megane, Jealous Lover Main Characters: Fujiwara Shiro, Madarame Yonekuni, Madarame Kunimasa, Tsuburaya Norio Adaptations available: Sex Pistols 2 OVAs Recommendations: Hyper Love Power dj - Sora Mame Read Sex Pistols Online: Sex Pistols Download Sex Pistols Manga: Sex Pistols Vol 1 Sex Pistols Vol 2-3 Sex Pistols Vol 4-5 Sex Pistols Vol 6 Ch 27 Sex Pistols Vol 6 Ch 28 Sex Pistols Vol 6 Ch 28.1 Sex Pistols Vol 6 Ch 29 Sex Pistols Vol 6 Ch 30 Sex Pistols Vol 6 Ch 31 Sex Pistols Vol 6 Ch 32 Sex Pistols Vol 6 Ch 33 Sex Pistols Vol 6 Ch 34 Sex Pistols Vol 6 Ch 35 Sex Pistols Vol 6 Ch 36 Sex Pistols Vol 6 Ch 37 Sex Pistols Vol 7 Vol 8 Ch 42 Volume 8 Raw For download reupload requests, please post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Shadows dance along the wall Drawing in my eyes Images that pull me in And drown my silent cries Voices echo all round And speak in to my ear But if I turn to answer Not a single soul is near. Dreams all start to come alive No matter what I say But even though I’m not asleep I see them any way. Images I can’t explain Will dance within my mind But as I take a closer look I end up left behind. Another nightmare comes to claim A dream that I hold dear But never waking up again Has been my greatest fear.

For Nezu. (: Kamui Gackt

"Please let me love you."

It's too f*cking HOT! yoyo3 Can't draw anything decent today... (-_-) #$%&! Shirogane, from Monochome Factor. FAIL.

Yeap...the Asian and the European's culture is different from each other a little bit :leaf4:.... and I feel that Jlaw seems to be very proud of his wife...:leaf5: when someone is complaining with Ki-kun that he is too thin and needs to gain weight )) Jlaw shows his serious face and insists: "No no you shouldn't care about those people. They just envy with you cause they can't be cute and little like you )....Don't need to gain weight "..." haha I laughed a lot when reading those sentences...)

That's insanely adorable! Awww, I'm melting here...Thanks Ichii for posting this P.S: Why is J law calling Kirio "wife"? I know that they got married but Kirio is still a boy...couldn't he call him lover or sth like that?

i do believe my first was x-japan...can't remember what song..but it was them, i just don't remember how or where i heard it..maybe a friend told me to listen to them..who know. :hamtaro-005 (5):

Sensitive Pornograph (uncensored) Anime Title: Sensitive Pornograph Written by: Ashika Sakura Genre: yaoi Number of Episodes: 1 - have 2 part Year : 2004 Plot: Part 1 : The story begins with Seiji Yamada (Voiced by: Kenichi Suzumura), a young shonen manga artist, who develops an affair with a fellow mangaka, who writes hentai, named Sono Hanasaki, who is also his favorite artist. The plot-line develops from Yamada mistaking Sono for a girl. After having discovered him to be a boy, Seiji still falls in love with him, and they have an intimate affair. Seiji becomes distraught when he learns of Sono's past tendencies of sleeping around, and for a time the two become separated. However, they eventually reconcile after Seiji learns of the emotional damage Sono has suffered as a result of being abandoned and used only for sex. Part 2 : The second part begins with Ueno, a student in college, who works part-time as a pet sitter, receiving an assignment to take care of a rabbit. Upon arriving at the specified address, looking for a rabbit named Aki-chan, he finds that there is no rabbit. Instead he discovers a young man bound, naked, in a closet, apparently a sex slave to the man who hired Ueno. Aki-chan is chagrined to realize that his lover/master has created a twist on a sexual thrill situation for himself - he has sent strangers to Aki-chan for sex before, but tricking someone into the apartment is a new twist. Aki-chan knows his master wants to watch from a distance while Aki-chan has sex with the duped Ueno. Explaining that his master will get mad if things don't go his way, and may even hurt Ueno, Aki-chan persuades him to have sex to ..... Download Sensitive Pornograph OVA: Download Watch Sensitive Pornograph Online (HD Quality): Sensitive Pornograph Online For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title:Koisuru Cupid Alternative Titles: 恋するCUPID; Koisuru Cupid; Koi suru Cupid Author: Akira Norikazu Status: Complete Year: 2008 Genre: Romance, Supernatural, Yaoi Summary: 1-3) Koisuru Cupid Tomoki's friend, Mishima Natsume, dies in a bike accident, but he can't rest in peace. He regrets not being able to confess his love to Yabuuchi Kengo, so instead of going to Heaven he returns as a ghost and uses Tomoki to confess his feelings. But what happens when Tomoki starts to feel something when he sees Kengo? 4) Muki Chouai (Affection for Life) Lawyer Shinohara used to work for Igarashi until one night when they went out drinking. Shinohara resigned, but Igarashi can't remember anything from that night. They meet six months later and Igarashi realizes his feelings for Shinohara, but can Shinohara forgive him for whatever he did that fateful night..?! 5-6) Kagami ha Iranai (I don't need a mirror!) Cousins Aruto and Michiru were raised like brothers and their faces look very similar. "It's impossible to fall in love with a person that looks just like you"...right? Read Koisuru Cupid Online Koisuru Cupid Download Koisuru Cupid Manga New Dowload Link More manga series by Akira Norikazu For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

What was it that I did To make you change your mind? What is it that I do not have That you can’t seem to find? We’ve been together for so long I gave you all my trust Did you really mean your love Or was it all just lust? I have not done a single thing To make you feel my pain But now you claim you are done There’s nothing more to gain I gave you everything I had And still it’s not enough But now it seems you want nothing more And you think your so tough I do not know what I should do But I will ignore the past. If I can make him feel my pain I’ll make sure it will last.

It can start with just a handshake Or even just a smile But if you take the right steps You’ll know it’s worth your while. It could be a close companion Or a neighbor that you know But if you feel a bond begin Try not to let it go. You will be faced with obstacles But do not let them faze you If your bond is strong enough They’re sure to stay beside you You know that you will argue You’ll bicker and you’ll fight But if you think that its all-wrong You know you can make it right The bond you have may start to go In many different ways It’s up to you to make the choice To let it go or let it stay So if you look into the eyes Of someone you just met Be sure to give a friendly smile Do something you won’t regret

Okay, another darker poem. Tell me what you think! I literally just finished this like 30 seconds ago lol "Revenge" These hands stained with blood Quiver in the dark night With no home to go back to I hide myself from the light My vision is blurred And tears mix with blood My clothing is torn My face tarnished with mud Eyes burning with fire A soul cursed by the devil I have achieved my revenge And it's now time to revel The filth of the world Must be demolished by hand People are too weak And are unable to withstand I lick my blade clean Knowing what I have done As demented as I am I still found this all fun Your body now lays there Covered in liquid fire I've always known the truth You were nothing but a liar A smile escapes my lips As I toss your corpse a rose I bid you a goodnight As this case comes to a close

Oh my gosh, what should i do? i can't play this video? No subtitle! I can't hear any audio while playing this films. how to play this file? These are questions that comes to our mind while playing a video we get from the internet! Many users manage by installing codec packs or VLC media player. But they're often not aware that doing so, they accept a couple of drawbacks. Some codec packs tend to trigger off filter conflicts in the DirectShow interface. VLC also doesn't playback everything straight away. So why don't you try Shark007 codec pack. So first, uninstall all freeware codecs that you use. Then download Shark007 codec pack from this website: Window 7 (32bit): Window 7 codecs Window Vista & XP (32bit): Window Vista & XP codecs 64bit components (The installation requires the 32bit codec release to be installed as a prerequisite.): 64bits component After installing shark package, go to start menu, and call "Setting Application" (remember: run it as administrator) from Shark007codecs, Then... I II III IV V##--> VI Then on "Misc" tab, click "Save ALL Settings", then exit. * You are advised to restart/reboot your computer after you done with your codec pack setting. -->V## If you failed to play H264 video, then modify the setting in "H264" tab, by * If you want to upgrade your Shark007 codec pack, go to start menu all "Setting Application" (remember: run it as administrator) from Shark007codecs. Then go to "Help" tab and click uninstall. For 64bit, uninstall 64bit components before you unistall the shark007's window 7 codec pack. Then install the new version. To restore your settings, go to "Misc" tab and click "Restore settings" * If you have 64 bits window, execute the same modifications in the "Setting application x64". Then confirm the settings in both the modules using "Misc" with "Save all settings". DISCLAIMER: This thread is NOT an advertisement, i only share with you all some of my knowledge, after years struggling to have useful codecs

Another cuteee pic...:D Yeah yeah yeah..they look perfect together *O*

Awww kawaii :leaf15: Indeed Kirio looks like a kid but that makes him so sweet I think they're perfect together and is cute to see that Jlaw is so protective

. .waaaaaaaaah, i-t w-a-s s-o H_A_N_G_I_N_G XD . .anyway, was it kinda cute, hahaha, calling kirio his wife, wahaha (cloudy's crazy, just don't mind her XD) . .suuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuupah thanks ichii-kun, i'll be waiting for more

@Yaoi Eater: Nope..haha he is Asian guy and he is keen on calling his lover like that... It's a way to show his love for his beloved guy ^O^... There's so manyyy cuteee entries of Jlaw about Ki-kun...^^ when I have more free time I will translate it and post here

Wow this thread is making me hungry lol. Here are my favorites!! Strawberry Cheesecake Cannolis Chocolate Mousse Fruit Salad

Anything that has lemon in it like lemon tart, lemon flavored ice cream/biscuits/cake etc. I also like portokalopita [orange pie] and diples

to those who already installed Shark007 codec, please update your codec pack, as now a new version which fix a lot of bug since i post 2.8.3v of shark007 codec for window 7. A new version help you to improve the media player... A new version at the time is 2.8.8 for window 7. **forget to mention above, shark007 codec is used to play all of your media using Window Media Player. But if you still wanna use Media Player Classic Home Cinema, you must set the setting on Media Player Classic Home Cinema itself! Any question? feel free to ask me.

Alternative Titles: Sorenari ni Shinken Nandesu, それなりに真剣なんです, I'm Serious in My Own Way, Sorenari ni Shinken nan desu Genre: Comedy, Drama, Slice of Life, Yaoi Author: ASOU Kai Released: 2008 Status: Completed (2 Volumes) Summary: Oosawa had known Yoshioka for a long time... As his customer, Yoshioka came in and out of the shop with different boyfriends all the time. He thought he knew fully well what kind of man Yoshioka was. But when tragedy hit Chizu, his one and only daughter... and his capability as a single father was questioned... Yoshioka came out of nowhere and offered help. Slowly but sure, Oosawa learned that the man he despised was very different than what he appeared to be! Read Sorenari ni Shinken Nandesu Online: Sorenari ni Shinken Nandesu Download Sorenari ni Shinken Nandesu Manga: New Download Link Mirror (English) Mirror (Italian) For download reupload requests, please post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Download Links: Ze Fanbook - Ch 1 Ze Fanbook - Ch 2 Ze Fanbook - Ch 8 Password for all files: yaoiotaku For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Title: Akumade Anata wo XXshitai Artist/Circle: La Pis (Wataru Kuya) Pairing: Sebastian x Ciel & Claude x Alois This is the first and so far the only released hardcore Kuroshitsuji 2 Doujinshi, featuring Claude and Alois. SendSpace Updated link For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Sex Pistols OVA2 Finally the 2nd OVA of Sex Pistols with english subs! :hamtaro-005 (8): Download Sex Pistols OVA 2: SP OVA2 Mirror link: SP OVA2 Watch Sex Pistols OVAs Online: Sex Pistols OVAs For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

there is 2 test for this , my brother told me about it , i found it interesting:hamtaro-005 (6): the first test i got:D the second test i got:D Have fun:hamtaro-005 (23):

New animes this June, July and August 2011 :hamtaro-005 (23)::hamtaro-005 (23)::hamtaro-005 (23)::hamtaro-005 (23): +_+_+_+_+_+_+_+_+_+_+_+ Feel free to check this out: Summer 2011 Anime +_+_+_+_+_+_+_+_+_+_+_+ :hamtaro-005 (12)::hamtaro-005 (12)::hamtaro-005 (12)::hamtaro-005 (12):

Summary: Fujino Misato, the cute young florist and landlord, is being bullied by debt collectors. Enters Sakanoue, a silver accessories designer. Sakanoue intervenes in a dispute between a perverted debt collector and Fujino. Upon rescuing Fujino, Sakanoue gets fussed out by the seemingly ungrateful Fujino. A short time later, Sakanoue’s manager, Kaoruko gets an apartment for Sakanoue that is located in Fujino’s building. Sakanoue disguises himself in front of Fujino and moves into Fujino’s apartment building. Fujino treated the disguised Sakanoue rather cordially but when Sakanoue’s true face is revealed Fujino’s personality does a 180. Thus start the quirky cat-dog relationship between Fujino and Sakanoue. Fujino’s prejudices and Sakanoue’s hidden identity causes great strains in both of their lives. Can these two stop their constant bickering long enough to establish a loving relationship? Genre: Drama,Romance,Yaoi Author: Asahi Shima Nenene..it's cool

omg . . . now that's how I prefer him

We played make believe minds fusing to the core But with all this temptation, we find ourselves wanting more The dream started fading, long before we created it. Could it be my strength is long gone Or could it be it was you all along. I still need a reason An excuse for my lack of reality I tried every day I was still pushed away I can't understand what you need from me. You ask for everything and more I just want to be free. We lose or we win no matter the gaming rules. But cheating is common and winner's still feel like fools. Some words shouldn't be spoken and rules shouldn't be broken. Why is it that I feel so strange Could i tbe the rules have been changed.

i think i just died n went to heaven(or hell) lmao WOOOOOOO 0_-

btw, it's the way the Asian couple call each other, even when both of them are guys...^^

Just got reminded by dear Rei haha... My fave part of The Final by Dir en Grey: 手の中には愛すべき人さえも 華々しく散って 手の中には生きた意味刻んでも 虚しき華と散る So I can't live そう無くしたモノはもう産まれない 生きてる証さえ求められない歌 (セリフ) Let's put an end... The Final 未遂の蕾咲かせよう... Translation:

Welcome~ Nice to meet ya, I'm Nezu :3 Hope you'll enjoy your stay here at Yaoi Otaku Peolpe here are friendly too, so you'll just fit right in! See you around then, じゃあね～

This is what I got... The second test:

Hi TricksXia! Wish you a warm welcome to the forum! :hamtaro-005 (12):

Hello, TricksXia. Be very welcome to the forum. Hope you enjoy it and have fun in our company. (:

I like a lot Chocolate Marshmallow Fudge Cafe' Mocha Layer Cake Blueberry Pancakes

Oh oh oh, finally! This is soo easy ahaha! NUMBER ONE: Mana x Gackt (sorry for my crappy quality screen-cap) Number two: Gackt x Cha (just because they're totally adorable) Number three: Kazuki x Byou And last but not least: Mana x Közi (you can add Gackt to that mix too ahaha) No good pic of that though )=

The movie Milk is extremely good. It's not really a BL movie but it's based on a true story about a gay politician. This is a quick summary: "The story of Harvey Milk, and his struggles as an American gay activist who fought for gay rights and became California's first openly gay elected official. " It brings up a lot of cultural and political issues and struggles within the gay community. I HIGHLY RECOMMEND IT!!

Pretty interesting tests I'm not really afraid of water. I just don't like fish and my worst nightmare is that I'm flying, I fall into the sea and I'm being eaten by a whale. Pretty messed up. :hamtaro-005 (5):

well i love gackt but i think my fav lyrics at the moment would have to be the love from a dead orchestra by versailles. i love all their songs and it's hard to pick which i like most. here's the english translation. The black sea traces the howling of the wind in these intervals The memories, changed into roses, started to follow the present Inside the picture, the beasts hurt each other And they hand the memories over to the darkneww Why do these days refuse to stop like this And turn people into something ugly? This melody will turn into a blue tranquility They should disappear I'm alienated from the connection From fascination to expectation I can't divide the phrases The historical facts are drawn Those fingertips will turn into a blue tranquility People pierce their hearst with loneliness Whil I'm staring at the roses, the melody of death flows Ah...it should fall down Disappear Burn The ugly me No matter how often I kill it, my body returns from the dead If these thoughts reach I'll get rid of everything I just want to bloom like the flawless roses Dissapear Burn The ugly me I just want to bloom like the flawless roses

. .well, this thread was appropriate for me to answer, hihihihi, :leaf5: . .since im a paramore fan, i never get bored of whatever songs i played from them rabbit16 . .i could played it as long as i live in this world, LOL :msn_red_fox 2 . .though there were alot of songs i also hooked into, but PARAMORE was my first ever choice

Ryuu Sora and I sat on the couch in the living room watching the news. Akira and Reiko had left to go look for Hasu while we had decided to stay at my apartment in case he showed up. Sora kept picking up his phone and looking at it. I didn’t say anything. What could I say? Hasu was important and special to all of us but especially to Sora. Sora sat up on the couch as he heard the front door open. Familiar blond streaked black hair appeared around the door. "Oh my god! Hasu! We've been so worried!" Sora was already on his feet and heading for the door when he stopped. I took one look at Hasu's face and knew things were horribly wrong. I'd never once seen Hasu look that terrified. "S-Sora . . ." Sora could have been a statue as the door opened wider. I clapped a hand over my mouth to stifle the sudden urge to scream. "Hello Miyaki, it's been a while." Naoki. Naoki was standing in the hall behind Hasu. Sora stumbled back as Naoki lashed out with what looked like a metal rod. It caught him on the side of the head sending him to the floor. I jumped up. My shout mingling with Hasu’s "Sora-" Hasu's yell ended in a yelp and anger surged through me as the younger boy was knocked to the floor. No one, especially not some fucking psycho like Naoki, touched Hasu. I started forward but Sora was already on his feet again. Blood was trickling down the side of his face, but his eyes were dark and murderous. "Stay where you are Sora, or your drummer will be lucky to be able to hold chopsticks." Naoki's foot pressed down on the back of Hasu's neck, holding him down. "Now, I'm going to let you up. Remember what I told you. You do what I say or I'll make good on that promise." I watched Hasu slowly get up as Naoki moved back. He moved like he was hurting, his normally cat-footed grace gone. He didn't look up as Naoki shoved him in the direction of the living room. What had Naoki done to him to make him too terrified to even fight back? There was no time to think about it. There was a crackle of electricity and a thud. I gasped seeing Sora on the ground Naoki with the baton raised over his head. “Sora!” I don’t know what possessed me, but the next thing I knew I had a hold of Naoki’s arm and was trying to keep him from hitting Sora again. “Let me go you dumb fuck.” He shook me off and I suddenly found myself grabbed and forced to the ground. “So this is the famous Ito Ryuunosuke.” A low ominous voice drawled above me. “Don’t hurt him! Please don’t hurt him!” Hasu was sobbing. “R-Ryuu I’m so-sorry . . . Kenta-“ “Shut up boy!” The man above me snapped. Hasu didn’t say anything else but I could still hear him crying softly. “You got the other one Naoki?” “Yeah he’s out.” My arms were yanked behind my back and I was hauled up. I felt like the floor had dropped out away from me and I was on a continuous free fall into hell. I had a glimpse of Sora sprawled on the floor and gasped in shock. There was so much blood. Why was there so much blood? “Sora! You fucker! What did you do to-“ I yelped as he backhanded me. This felt so familiar and tremors of fear ran through me. My brain was doing crazy tumbles and leaps trying to comprehend everything that was going on. It was all happening so fast, I felt dizzy and pathetically useless. “You forget already how to talk to me, Ryuu?” Naoki snarled. “You should be happy I didn’t hurt him worse.” He shoved me down into a chair one of them had pulled out from the dining room table. “Rame, you got that rope?” Rame? This giant of a man was Rame? He was easily Sora’s height, but didn’t have Sora’s lean graceful figure. He was too bulky. This was the man even Kenta feared. Oh god . . . Kenta. I glanced over at Hasu trying not to yelp as I was roughly tied to the chair. Hasu had started to say something about Kenta. Hasu was huddled in the arm chair that Sora usually sat in, his arms wrapped around his knees, his face almost invisible behind his hair. He looked so tiny. “Tie up the other ones too. We might get some money for them too.” Money? That’s what this was about? Of course it was. Naoki was one of the greediest people I’d ever met, he loved to possess things. The next couple of hours seemed to literally crawl. Naoki and Rame went through every room and I could hear them going through my things. Sora came to about the time they came back and started going through the kitchen looking for something to eat. I glanced down hearing the soft groan. Slightly glazed green eyes peered up at me through blood matted hair. I shook my head hoping he’d get the hint to stay down. I saw his eyes widen in understanding and he settled back down with a small hiss of pain. Hasu had long since passed out in the living room where they’d left him. The poor kid looked terrible and I had to keep myself from thinking about the things they might have done to him. I knew what Naoki was like. How cruel he could be and how much he liked to inflict pain. Just thinking of Hasu being at his mercy was enough to start silent tears running down my cheeks again. The only thing I was thankful for was that Akira and Reiko weren’t there. I jolted, Naoki’s voice catching me off guard. “What the fuck is taking so long? Why haven’t they called back?” “Be patient, they’ve gotta get the money together don’t they?” There was a grunt. “I don’t like being here.” “Don’t worry. No one is going to come up. That kid took care of that.” “Yeah and you said no one knew about the bar either but then he showed up and almost ruined everything.” “Are you questioning me?” Whatever Naoki had been going to answer was interrupted by the phone ringing. Rame’s grin said everything. “Took you long enough. You have it? . . . Good.” I listened to him give them instructions on what to do with the money. My poor mother was probably having a complete melt down. Didn’t they understand that my parents paid money to prevent this very kind of thing? Jiro and his gang were probably already in the area and getting ready to solve this. Naoki and Rame were dead. Quite literally. Jiro would show no mercy. I knew him well enough for that. I looked over at Naoki where he lounged in the kitchen eating my food. “You guys are dead. You realize that. My parents won’t pay you.” He snorted at me. “They already are. Rame’s talking to them now.” “He might be, but my bodyguard is Yakuza and they have sworn to protect me and my family.” He laughed. “Who do you think gave us the access codes to get in here? Rame knows Kenta, they go way back. He was in on this whole little caper the whole time. You really are stupid, you can’t even tell when someone is cheating on you.” Not even being beat by Naoki hurt as bad as that statement. Kenta had been cheating on me? Why? With who? I couldn’t believe him. Yet . . . it made sense. The way Kenta had been pulling away, spending less and less time with me. I let my head drop not even realizing I was crying until tear drops appeared on my lap. “Why would anyone want to stay with a dumb fuck like you, all the needy whining and clinginess. It’s enough to drive any sane person away.” A sob startled me, but then I couldn’t hold them back. It was exactly what Kenta had said to me that morning. I was too needy. “Fuck, this is exactly what I was talking about.” “Shut him up Naoki.” Rame snarled. Grabbing my hair Naoki jerked my head back. The look in his eyes sent a lance of fear through me. “I’ll take care of him, don’t worry.” Keeping a tight grip on my hair he reached around me and I felt the ropes loosen. Then he was pulling me to my feet. “Wait . . . what are you doing?” Hasu was on his feet, staring at me. Naoki didn’t reply and started to drag me toward the hallway. We both stumbled as something slammed into me. “Leave Ryuu alone!” Hasu was clinging to me, bodily trying to keep Naoki from taking me with him. “Get off you little shit! Rame, come get him.” Hasu started yelling and I felt the thud vibrate through us both as he was hit. “Let go Hasu, let go.” Something shattered and I heard Naoki grunt, the grip in my hair leaving. Hasu and I both collapsed to the floor. I grabbed him realizing he was unconscious. I looked up, shocked and relieved to see Sora up, a broken wine bottle in his hand. Naoki was slumped against the wall, blood, wine and glass shards all over him. Rame didn’t look a whole lot better as he got to his feet. “You are dead you-“ The door to the apartment slammed open, yakuza pouring in. I caught a glimpse of Jiro followed by Daisuike and several others, then things seemed to go gray, noises fading.

i got the same as ander123 i am a yaoi fan girl :hamtaro-005 (6):

rabbit4 HOHOHO new photo onion0 onion7 SOOOOOO Hawt~~~~~~~~~~~~~~:cuteonion26:

Kenta I opened my eyes, blinking slowly. Something didn’t look right. It was too dark, light streaming in from one small window set up high in the wall. “Get up Arakaki.” I immediately sat up. Rame? Why was Rame here? Fuck. I ran a hand over my eyes and looked around. Rame was sitting up on his futon glaring at me. This was . . . why was I here? “Rame? What-“ “Shut the fuck up bitch.” I nodded and shifting around sat on my knees facing him. Something must have happened for him to be in this bad of a mood. “Go get me my smokes.” “Hai.” Getting to my feet I went to the shelf where we were allowed to keep a few small personal items. I had none. The shelf was mostly Rame’s books and porn magazines. The cigarettes were hidden behind one of the books. I moved the book and had just reached for the half empty pack when I felt a large hand on my neck and I was suddenly shoved against the shelf. Oh fuck! Rame’s breath was hot on my cheek as he leaned down. “I heard you were doing favors for Takemago.” He pressed me harder against the shelf, the edge cutting into my stomach as he leaned against me. “You are mine. I catch you doing any favors for anyone else and I’ll let Arita and his gang have that tight little ass of yours.” “I wasn’t! I-I didn’t! I fucking swear Rame!” The weight lifted and I could breathe a little easier, until the fingers tightened around my throat. Next thing I knew I was on my back on the floor. Rame glared down at me, the dark eyes narrowed dangerously. “You think you can get away with lying to me.” I shook my head scrambling back as he walked toward me. “Come here.” I swallowed hard and fought down the sick feeling as I edged toward him. You didn’t fuck around when Rame gave an order. He ruled the whole cell block. No one wanted to mess with him. It was common knowledge that he’d murdered several people, compared to him what I’d done looked like a misdemeanor. Getting put in the same cell as him was both blessing and a curse. A blessing because for some reason he seemed to tolerate me which meant most everyone else left me alone and a curse because it meant I had to humor his every whim unless I wanted to end up like the kid before me. “On your knees.” I closed my eyes for a moment before complying. It wasn’t often he made me do this and apparently I was the only one he made do it. I’d heard some of the other guys talking and it seemed Rame considered me his personal property. Was the only reason I hadn’t been used like a lot of the other new guys. Sure enough, the giant dick appeared out of his pants and he gave me an expectant look. I stifled the sigh and let my mind go blank until it was over. At least he only seemed interested in blow jobs and nothing else. Except this time he shoved me off before he’d finished. I looked up at him confused and a little scared. Had I done something wrong? I wasn’t sure how to read the look on his face. It seemed to be a mixture of disgust and arousal. I yelped as he grabbed me by the hair. He leaned down until our faces were only inches apart. “Toshiaki is right. You are too fucking pretty for a guy.” I blinked a few times, confused. Toshiaki was Rame’s second in command and between the two of them they basically ran the cell block. I didn’t quite understand where this was going, but got the hint very quickly as I was forced down on the futon. “R-Rame what are you doing?” I tried to push myself back up, turning to look at him over my shoulder. There was a cold prickling sensation running through me. “Just shut up.” He shoved me back down and I felt a hand on the waistband of my pants. Holy shit, no fucking way! He’d never gone this far before. No fucking way I was letting this happen. I didn’t give a fuck how big he was. Twisting out of his grip I whipped around aiming a kick at his chin. It knocked him back. “You ain’t fucking touching me.” I was on my feet now, shifting to get into a stance that would allow me to move quickly if I needed to. He got back to his feet growling at me. “I’m going to fucking rip you apart Arakaki. No one refuses me.” “I just fucking did asshole. If you fucking expect me to just spread my legs like some bitch you better fucking think again. Ain’t no one doin that to me. I’ll fucking rip your dick off.” He chuckled as he got up, wiping the blood from his chin. “You ain’t got a chance in hell against me Arakaki. You coulda made this easy on yourself. You give the best blowjobs of anyone here, so why wouldn’t I want to get a bit more.” I edged back as he moved toward me. “Don’t fuck with me, Rame.” “I’m going to do a lot more than fuck with you Kenta.” I dodged out of the way as he lunged for me. There wasn’t much room to maneuver in the small space and I knew if he got a hold of me again it would be over. I needed to end this as quickly and permanently as possible. I didn’t get a chance. My back was to the door and I turned as it opened, startled. A massive hand closed around my neck even as I realized it was Toshiaki in the doorway. Desperate I pried at Rame’s fingers, but they just squeezed tighter. “Starting without me Rame?” “He decided he’s too good for me.” I could barely see for the spots floating in my vision. I lashed out with everything I had feeling another set of hands on me. I was going to fucking kill them. “Just hold still Arakaki. You fight too hard and it’s going to be a lot worse for you.” Somewhere in my head I was trying to figure a way out of this. If I was honest with myself things didn’t look good. I shuddered at the sudden cold feeling as my pants were stripped off. Hot fingers grasped my hips and Rame let go of my neck long enough to shove me to my hands and knees. Looking down I realized I was on my futon. My shank was almost within reach. Rame didn’t know I had one. No one knew I had one. If only I could reach it without them realizing what I was doing. I gasped, the air rasping in my sore throat, as I felt wet fingers slide along my crack, probing before pushing against me. “Get the fuck off me.” I tried to move my hips, anything to get those fingers away. I was shaking, a sick weak feeling suddenly hitting me. I managed to inch forward, my blade was still just out of reach. “Stop fighting.” Rame grabbed me by the hair and shoved my face down into the blankets. Someone’s arm was around my waist keeping my ass in the air. I yelled into the blankets as a finger was roughly shoved into me, the burning pain searing through me. I thrashed not caring what I had to do, but I was not going to let this continue. “Fuck, that’s tight. Barely got my finger in.” I gasped as the finger curled raking my insides. Fuck. Oh fuck that hurt like a fucking bitch. The finger was suddenly yanked out and Rame let go of my hair. I couldn’t move, I was in too much shock. “Let me see.” Oh fuck no. I clutched at the blankets trying to move away as one of his huge fingers found me. He pressed the tip against me, my muscles clenched on their own refusing to allow him in. “Fuck I can’t even get the tip of my finger in.” “Gonna have to prep him good or he’ll bleed everywhere.” The arm around my waist tightening and I heard Rame snort. “Let him bleed. Serve the fucker right. Hold him still.” I felt Rame get up, the arm around my waist suddenly gone. Now was my chance, except Toshiaki had grabbed my balls and had them in a tight grip. “Yeah you ain’t going nowhere.” He yanked making me yelp. My blade was just beyond my fingertips. I had to get to it before Rame got back. Too late. “You got him?” “Yeah.” I was pulled up and shoved onto my back. They both smirked down at me, but it was my turn to smirk at them. I had my knife . . . I blinked slowly, a dull insistent ache had settled behind my eyes. What had happened? Light was streaming down around me and I could hear laughter in the other room. I went to turn over and realized I couldn’t. Ryuu was laying curled up against my back. I let out a slow breath, some of the tension leaving me. If I closed my eyes I could still see Rame. An unwelcome shudder ran through me and I sat up. The clock had to be fucking lying. I needed to get going. There was too much to do and way too little fucking time to do it in. “Shit it’s late.”