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ok... ummm.... i dont have any gut to post it here, since you all are superb poetic.:hamtaro-005 (6): when i read your poems, OMG you all are f*ckin good at it. I afraid mine wouldn't be as good as all of you, wouldn't be your cup of tea!:hamtaro-005 (15): oh well... here it goes:hamtaro-005 (5): ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ On that day you left, i still remember, the faint scent of my tears, the last word you told. why must you leave me? why should we separated? why can't we be together? why should this happen? i just want to be with you, to live with you, i just want to be old with you, to spend my life with you. everyday i think of you, everytime your warm face comes to my mind, each time your voice echoeing in my ear, tears rolling down my cheek. "I'll be waiting for you, In the land of eternity, We will be together, forever" your last word, i will keep it, till we meet again, in the land of forever.

. .cloudy's informal poem, but still wanting for everyone to read (i hope ) PLANET ROCK rabbit3 It's my sun and moon That livens my night and day It's my twinkling star Sparkling and glimmering, awakening my eyes It's my heavy drug That rushes through my veins It's my antidote That cures my wounded heart It's my strongest brewed coffee A hard kick in my heart and brain It's my super soda Soaking this body in high sodium It's my water 70% of this body contains It's my food Feeding my unexplained hunger It's my software That's naturally installed in me It's my processor That driven my actions It's my curse That can't be taken away It's my disease Nothing and no one can cure this It's my soul That this body can't live without It's my body That this soul's precious container It's my oxygen The reason why i'm breathing It's my world Where this life revolves This is my music Music is within me And ROCK is my everything!

this shames me, I think I over worked it, I will try again :leaf9:

part B Naruto thought:" that's the least thing I could do for him" Naruto held rock lee's hand, and walked the bed, he threw himself on the bed pulling rock lee's hand so rock lee would fall over him, naruto closed his eyes and imagined that it's Sasuke, he held rock lee's chin and got their lips closer as he opened his mouth a little and French kissed him passionately. The blond held rock lee's waist and flipped him so he could be on top... naruto:"i wanna ..." he said as he started with sucking rock lee's neck and he gave him a hickey close to his collar bones, rock lee thought:"what a nice memory that lasts for only 3 day's ... too bad" As naruto got down to suck rock lee's dick, rock lee's heart was about to burst out of his chest! He's really gonna miss Naruto doing all that to him he thought:"I'm gonna miss you, Naruto, I wonder when is my broken heart gonna heal after this?" Naruto lowered himself and started licking rock lee's dick, he sucked it like it was as tasty as ramen rock lee moaned softly, he couldn't take it anymore so he held naruto's chin, lifted it to kiss him, but naruto said:"i just sucked your dick y'know, ya really wanna taste it?" Rock lee:"i don't mind ..." rock lee closed his eyes and frenched Naruto, he flipped him so he could be on Top ... he lowered himself to leave a hickey on naruto's chest, maybe he'll remember the things that happened because of a stupid lie, he left 2 hickeys on Naruto's chest, then he moved to the blonde's dick and sucked it, then he lifted narutos legs a little and started to lick Naruto's entrance and pushed his tongue inside as Naruto moaned in pain. Rock lee pushed a finger in naruto's entrance and a loud moan was released from naruto he said:"ah! Wait, r-rock lee!" rock lee:"sorry naruto i just wanna have a good one with you before it's all over ..." he said as he started moving his finger's thrusting in and out, he actually found naruto's sweet spot really fast he added another finger and naruto moaned loudly, and his moans got louder and louder, rock lee got his finger's out of naruto's entrance and sat down, he pulled naruto's hand so he could set down too and Naruto said:"what are *pant* doing?" Rock lee spread naruto's leg's and pulled them closer as he pushed his dick into him, naruto released a loud scream, rock lee said:"are you okay?, should i continue?" Naruto:"will you fuck me already?! I can't take it anymore…" Rock lee thought:"is it just my imagination or did he just say that? well i guess that no man can resist this fuck me already" Naruto was pretty surprised he just said that he thought:"did I just say that? I can't believe it! Am I really that horny that I'd say this kinda stuff?!" Rock lee placed his hand on naruto's waist so he could control his dick's movement and he kept thrusting into Naruto madly! And Naruto's hands surrounded rock lee's neck naruto:"ah, aaah, f-faster Sasuke!" rock lee obeyed him and moved faster and harder! Rock lee thought:"Sasuke? Whatever... Maybe he's just confused ... wait, no matter how confused he is, he won't say the name of the one he hates during sex, will he?! what the fuck's going on here?" and said:" like this?" Naruto:"ah, yes! More! Ahhhhh" he said, only a little time passed before they both were at their limits… Rock lee:"i-i'm about to come!" Naruto:"Sasuke i mean rock lee, g-get it out!" Rock lee obeyed naruto he got out his dick from naruto's entrance, as they both came, rock lee thought:"i-it's Sasuke! He loves Sasuke, doesn't he?! What makes that bastard better than me anyways?!" Rock lee fell over naruto on the bed and as he got his breathing back to normal he lyed beside his beloved blond before he said:"it's Sasuke who you love, right?" Naruto:"what?! How do you know?!" Rock lee:"you said his name ... when we were doing it, i just wanna know ... what makes HIM better than me?" Naruto:"he's not better than you, YOU are better than him ... but i can't choose who i love, rock lee, it's … complicated" Rock lee:"how? How did you fall in love with that emo fag!? ... And why?" Naruto:"don't call him that! …. the night before he left i was training, and i always train shirtless, it's comfy, well i layed my back on a tree and played my favorite song on my iPod .. And ... he was watching me from behind that tree, he got out and started feeling me up when he thought i was asleep ... well, then his brother came out of nowhere and discovered he was gay ... and then it turned out that itachi is gay too, then i was really surprised and asked them if they were like really gay, they pretended it was a joke and all, then i asked Sasuke if he's not gay then why did he feel me up? He gave up and told me that he got a little turned when he was watching me" Rock lee winked and said:"who wouldn't?" Naruto blushed and continued saying:"well, i told him that that means he's gay and he said yes, then i tried to run away to tell sakura about that, but he caught me ... well he licked my neck and gave me a hickey, i stepped forward and he stepped forward too then he lowered my pant's but i lifted them up and stepped forward again well then i took my shirt and ran way from there ... and the next day he disappeared i kept daydreaming about him all day i just couldn't forget about what happened though it was just a kiss, he was the first one that touched me, and he gave me a boner that day, and when he came back yesterday I kept cursing and yelling and doing a stupid fuss about it, but no matter what I did, I'm still gay, and .. in love… well, then … you know the rest" Rock lee:"well there's a thing i wanna tell you, when he disappeared me and gara saw him in the woods, we kept teased him a little about him being gay and in love with a guy and stuff ... he admitted that he really is gay and PROUD, well we asked him who was it? He said that the guy he liked is a blue eyed blonde who has bronze skin that smells like vanilla and likes the color orange and then gara told him that he has a nice taste ... and then Sasuke mentioned something about ramen, but i don't remember it clearly, then we asked him if he's his lover, he said no, and we asked him if that blue eyed blonde likes him back he said no, and he was wrong, 'cause clearly that blue eyed blonde is madly in love with him! So, guess who's a blue eyed blonde with bronze skin and likes the color orange?" Naruto:"I smell like vanilla?!" Rock lee:"that doesn't fucking matter!" Naruto:"sasuke’s in love with me! Man I was so stupid …" Naruto:"so all i gotta do is to go and tell him i love him!" Rock lee:"yup" Naruto:"thanks rock lee ... i… appreciate it" he said as he smiled in a way that made rock lee's heart pound. Rock lee:"anytime, hey gimme a last kiss" he said as he kissed naruto a passionate hot French kiss that as he thought:"why do I have to be so noble?! Why did I just do that?! Why am I so damn stupid?!" their kiss lasted for a couple minutes and when their lips separated and said:" I'm gonna go now" he said as he got up from the bed, grabbed his Clothes and wore them, before he left he said:"well, good luck with Sasuke ... Naruto, and … take care" rock lee smiled holding back his tears, he remembered everything that happened in that house, and how he got to have Naruto for a day, and how he's gonna remember those moments .. Forever…" Naruto:"thnx ..." he said and thought:"what a sweet guy, I can't believe he'd do that for me *smiles*, oh i wonder who's dick is bigger? Rock lee's dick is huge! i hope sasuke's is bigger ... wait, when did i become so horny?" After rock lee left the house his tears fell and his heart hurt so much he said:"it's so hard to pretend to be Happy...why naruto? I'll ... never forget you.. It's true that gara's my first, but, you're my first love! ... I should go to gara after i calm down ... maybe HE can ease my pain ... i should just imagine that it's naruto instead of gara.. That's one good thing i learned from Naruto" As rock lee walked away from naruto's house he thought:"i just realized why did SASUKE, i mean SASUKE fell for naruto ... it's not just ... his sexy body, great blowjob, hot touch, tight ass, nor because he's a good kisser, nor for his looks ... it's that naruto cares for who deserves caring .. Actually for everyone... He's a nice person, a softie even if he doesn't wanna show it ... he wouldn't hurt an ANT ... sometimes he even ignores his own happiness for people… that's so rare actually, and his smile ... could make you forget the world even for just a moment, and that vanilla smell all over his body, man I never thought he'd be so good, I never thought he'd be so … sweet... you just can't not love him…" Naruto took a relaxing shower while he dreamed about his life with Sasuke and how his love is going to be fulfilled after a long wait, when he was done, he wrapped a towel around his waist and left the bathroom, he looked at himself in the mirror and thought:"hmmm, I should get ready" the blond was extremely excited to meeting his stupid Sasuke, yes, he's still stupid Sasuke … Rock lee and gara!? When?! And where?! And why?! Well, that's another story... most importantly are naruto And Sasuke finally gonna be together? And what's gara's and rock lee's story? Find out all about that in the next chapters ^_~

ufcorce chacha! there will be a LOT more, oh, hey again! onion0 yup, yup, i finally brought the fourth chapter! rabbit4 yeah .. i know it came pretty late .. i was really busy with *think of an excuse* .. studying! yup studying! i studied pretty hard! be proud .. yeah .. i was studying ... i'm embarrasing, i know ... :cuteonion53: anyways, here's it, enjoy! :cuteonion57: Chapter 4 part A The next morning … "i wish my longing for you could stop" _ " i wish my love for you has never existed" "i wish you never were to meet me" _ " i missed every part of you, every word that i heard" "i even missed you calling me usuratonkachi _ " i wonder what do i want" "do i want me to hate you?" _ "Or you to love me?" "You remember how you left me for him" _ "that time wished i could say i hate you, Sasuke" "and on every night i craved your touch, i wished for you to love me" "Just fucking be like rock lee and love me already!" Naruto wrote these word's on a piece of paper he was holding and the thought:"i suck at poetry" passed his mind, he cut the paper to small pieces and threw them in the garbage can beside him before rock lee got out of naruto's bathroom With a towel wrapping his waist and another one on his shoulder Rock lee:" you could use the shower now babe" Naruto:"right" he said and thought:"how can i think of Sasuke when i have such a great lover, this guy's madly in love with me? Unlike that stupid Sasuke, he actually care's ... fuck Sasuke! ..."he took the towels off of rock lee and told him:" you look so much better without it" Naruto thought that it's very unfair that someone as good and kind as rock lee suffers while he should be happy, and enjoying his love life, so he thought that he should make rock lee feel that his lover loves him a lot, the blond decided that he would make rock lee have the happiness he deserves, and just because he doesn't love him doesn't mean that he could make rock lee suffer because of it, he kissed him a soft kiss on his lips and smiled as he whispered in his ear :"i love you, my sexy lover" and got into the bathroom. Rock lee's cheek's went so red that they looked like tomatoes, he thought:"i-i think I'm about to faint" and he said:"l-love ya too" Naruto turned on the water in the shower and got in, all what he was thinking about was … Sasuke, though he doesn't want to he just can't get him outta his mind no matter what, he thought:"stupid Sasuke, why can't I just get you outta my mind? Though it hurt just as good as it felt I couldn't open my eyes, 'cause I imagined that the one I'm sleeping with is … you. I'd be devastated if I saw someone other than you screwing me, why can’t I just choose the one who I frickin' love! I just… Wanted it too badly, you … in my bed, and I still want it … I always will, and I'm still wondering.. What if... What if you love me, stupid Sasuke? What if you were my lover .. as always .. I wish for it to come true… That wish … will never come true, would it? I'm … such a coward! I'm so scared to .. get hurt … by the only one that I've ever loved, but … it's not fair to make the guy who's madly in love with me suffer, so I'll just .. Make this one guy happy, and be the most frickin' miserable person on earth … is it really worth it? I should just … stick to the plan for now" A tear fell from naruto's eyes as he thought:"i don't want to stick to that fucking plan?" "Hmm ... Would it make him suffer? Being with a man who doesn't love him … Only he can decide ... I'll just have to ask him, I guess" When naruto was done bathing he got out of the bathroom he was so hungry that he forgot that he wanted to ask rock lee that question ... he went straight to the cupboard to get cup ramen … Rock lee:"hey naruto, do you really ... love me?" Naruto thought:"has he found out? Oh i forgot to ask him" and said:"would i agree to sleep with you if I don't? And were ya thinking when that question came to ya?" he opened his cup ramen and poured some hot water in it… Rock lee:"is it just sex that you want? Just answer me, will ya?" he said as he looked Naruto with a straight face Naruto:"look just imagine this, it does'ent mean it's true, but just imagine it" Rock lee:"don't change the subject" Naruto:"I'm not it's related, imagine this: i don't really love you, i love someone else, and would it hurt you to be with me?" Rock lee:"is that true?" Naruto:"would it?" Rock lee:"a little ... now YOU answer my question…" Naruto:"promise you won't be mad …" Rock lee's mind was about to explode, thousands of ideas passed his mind "why's he better than me?" and "then if he does love him, has he imagined him instead of me? How much did he think of him in every moment we were together?" "Why?" Rock lee:"so it's true, when we were doing it ... did you ... wish ... it was him instead of me?" Naruto remained in silence before he said:".... yes" Rock lee:"I'm too shocked to be mad …… does he love you back?" Naruto:"no…" Rock lee:"then ... why do you love him? ... Will you stay with me? I-I can replace him..." rock lee tried to hide his tears but he couldn't, tears fell down his cheeks as he wished that ground splits into half and swallows him down. Naruto:"because love is stupid, and ... and no-one could replace him, I mean, I can't choose who I love ... I'm so sorry, rock lee ... And it's your choice ... I'm okay with it either ways ... but let me tell you what will happen, so you won't regret it later …" Naruto thought:"what if…?" Naruto:"when we have sex, i can't open my eyes coz i can't imagine someone other than him screwing me, and i can't stop thinking about him even if i wanted to ... And when you do something sweet to me ... I wish it was him doing it … and you know why I never let you come inside? 'cause …" a tear fell from narutos eyes as he thought that he's just getting lower and lower, he continued talking and said:" 'cause I wanna save my ass for him, i-I'm sorry rock lee, you're such a sweet lover and you love me and all, i didn't wanna hurt you, but i couldn't let you suffer because of me, you're just too ... sweet to me, and i just can't hurt someone so sweet.. I'm so sorry…" Rock lee:"i love you naruto ... i... It would hurt so much if you leave me, i want you to stay with me .. If... It's okay with you" he said as he got up from the bed and hugged naruto from the back tightly and then rock lee said:"you're such a softie" he chuckled as he kissed naruto's neck ... naruto:"I'm no fucking softie!" Rock lee:"but honestly, does it make YOU suffer?" Naruto:"honestly?" Rock lee:"what did i just say?" Naruto:"it ... Makes me suffer…" Rock lee:"i can't be so selfish, i love you and i wanna be with you, but ... i can't let you suffer..." Naruto:"you're so sweet rock lee, i wish i could choose who i love" Rock lee:"i wish so too ... hey naruto, how about good-bye sex!" Naruto:"I'll close my eyes and imagine it's him…" Rock lee:"and I'll imagine that you won't…"

Title: Omerta ~Chinmoku no Okite~; オメルタ Omerta ～沈黙の掟～ Release Date: 22 April 2011 Omerta ~Chinmoku no Okite~ オメルタ～沈黙の掟～ is the latest Boys Love game by Karin Entertainment. Plot: Omerta is defined as a code of silence practiced by the Mafia; a refusal to give evidence to the police about criminal activities. Set in future Japan. Film-noir theme. Modern Tokyo is now a dystopian immigrant city ruled by crime syndicates. Stirring passions between hot-blooded men entangled in hatred, love, betrayal and loyalty. They classified it under: Love and Revenge Hard BL Game (PILP) System Requirements: OS： Windows2000/XP/Vista/7 CPU： PentiumIII 600Mhz minimum （PentiumIII 1Ghz recommended） RAM： 256MB min （512MB recommended） HDD： 3．0GB min （4.5GB recommended） DirectX： DirectX 9.0 Download Links:Part 1 contains a .rar file with the patch on it. Join with HJSplit or 7zip Download Omerta ~Chinmoku no Okite~: Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5 Part 6 Part 7 Part 8 Part 9 Part 10 Part 11 Part 12 Part 13 Part 14 After installing, copy paste the alsignup patch to the game install directory and just click the .exe icon. Note: Extract the files with winrar. Mount the iso with DaemonTools and install the game. Extract the patch (alsignup_100723b.exe) in the folder with the omerta.exe. Then double click on alsignup_100723b.exe *For a picture guide on how to install it, check this post (by ayachan94) *For Omerta's walkthrough (made by sarah3161) click here For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

ENTHRALL ME Deep turquoise eyes Shines so bright Seduced me so high Enthrall me, I not lie Rosy little lips So sexy, It gives me heat Enthrall me, I not miss Chest not so bulky I like it!, It doesn't tease me Enthrall me, I not flee Oh!, large hands I fear, So please be gentle Enthrall me, I not idle Those legs, between, a private I tremble, Heaven over pain Enthrall me, I not complain In comfy sheet Lie me, This mine, you seek Enthrall me, I'm ready cloudy's notes: . .this was the first time i wrote a nasty (for me) bl poem, lol :Red_fox3: . .it still doesn't sink in to me . .while i was writing this i'm grinning, lol . .and i can't even write this permanently in my notebook, still in scratch . .they might accidentally read it ( i think i should hide my notebook now, lol) :cuteonion46: (sorry if the image was too big, and yeah!, i wrote like that, hihi)

Title: Moreno aka Bronze Release Date: June 20, 2007 Country: Philippines Director & Writer: Crisaldo Pablo Stars: Ynez Veneracion, Ray An Dulay and Mark Dionisio Summary: When Chris arrives at the village of T'boli in lake Sebu, South Cotabato, he thought he has left his dark recent past behind. He is working on commission as a video documentarist to make a profile on the women T'boli and their changing views on multiple marriages. The most affluent men, called Datu, marry more than once and each time pays dowry to the family of the women they marry. When a young T'boli woman, Ngapon, tells Chris that she wants to be free from a marriage that was set by her parents and to go to Manila, Chris begins to confront waht he left in the city. Like the proud Datu with many wives, Chris has Denver, a bronze skinned lover in Manila, who is proud of his relationships. Denver lives with Chris in an apartment as partners yet he still goes into sexual and emotional relationships with other men. Ngapon's quest for freedom becomes Chris journey to a very sad dark past. Written by Anonymous Download Moreno aka Bronze Movie: Moreno For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Sekaiichi Hatsukoi OST Genres: Comedy, Romance, Shounen Ai Character/Voice Actor : Nakamura Yuuichi as Hitoru Yoshiyuki Kondo Takeshi as Onidera Ritsu Konishi Katsuyuki as Takano Masamune Sekai ichii Hatsukoi Opening Sekai ichii Hatsukoi Ending

Asami x Takaba crack. How do y'all like some dot patterned boxers?

It's the first time I make a poem... I'm not good at this but... I feel so sad now and I don't know what to do.. I tried to write them down and hope me will feel better... Hope you guys won't laugh at me I suddenly cry…in the middle of night I thought a good sleep …could wipe everything I tried to sing…to forget all the sorrow… But it’s useless … the pain gnawing my heart… Do you know…I feel like getting sick… Of what you did..what you acted and said… I wanna escape from this scary feelings I’m sinking in the despair of love… Could you tell or show me just one time?? Cause I can’t find “me” in your eyes… .. I’m standing by yourside at this moment… Now I really know what I’m scared the most It’s being with you but your heart is far…. … lol it's so short but I really don't know what to write more...

Kenta He just laid there for a while not moving, not saying anything. I was getting fucking irritated and was about ready to smack him when he finally sighed and turned to face me. “Why do you stay?” I frowned and brushing the hair out of his face leaned forward until our noses were touching. “Could ask you the same. What’s wrong Ryuu?” His eyes dropped down, the dark lashes hiding the gray. When he didn’t say anything I finally pulled his head up. “Ryuu . . . if I did somethin’ wrong I want you to tell me.” He pulled back and shook his head. “No . . . it’s not you. I . . . sometimes the-my thoughts get the better of me.” I scowled. I knew I’d sensed something was wrong with him from the first time we’d met. “He beat you didn’t he? That fucker you used to date.” Ryuu flinched and tried to move away. I grabbed him holding him tighter so he couldn’t get up. “No, he did more than just beat you. He abused you. He -” “Stop it! Just stop. You don’t know . . . “ His voice dropped down to a whisper. “You don’t know.” “How can I when you won’t fucking tell me.” Letting him go I got up and started to get dressed. I had better things to do that sit around watching him mope about something he couldn’t change. “Where are you going?” “To work. Since you don’t seem to want me here.” “Wait! Kenta wait. Please. I’m sorry. I didn’t mean . . . I don’t want you to leave. Please stay.” I paused and looked at him. There was a sadness in his eyes that tore at me. I couldn’t leave him, not when he was hurting like this. I didn’t really want to go to work. I still had the rest of the week off and had been planning on spending most of it with Ryuu. “Okay. Stayin’ but you gotta tell me what’s wrong.” He nodded slowly. “Fine, but I’m going to need a drink to get through this.” Once he had his glass of wine and was settled down I sat next to him on the bed. “This is kind of a long story, but I think you need to know what happened with Sora and I.” Him and Sora? I thought this was about his ex. “You said you and Sora never-“ “Kenta . . . if I’m going to tell you, you need to just shut up and listen alright.” I glared for a moment but couldn’t put any real heat behind it. He looked too fucking miserable. “A’right.” “Sora and I met in high school and became friends instantly. He was shorter than me then, if you can believe that. By our second year he’d grown quite a bit and had a reputation for being a flirt. Not as much as me, but yeah.” Ryuu shrugged his lips twitching in a slight smile. “Well, once we decided we wanted to form a band we started going to clubs to try and find anyone who would be willing to help us. I wish now I would have just asked my Mother for help, but I wanted to show them that I could do something for myself. “After a couple of months we were starting to get known at a few of the clubs we would go to. Most people were really nice. Some of them got a bit nasty cause Sora and I obviously are not fully Japanese, but we usually just laughed it off and went on. One night we went to one of our regular clubs. There was a group of guys from the University there but we didn’t think anything of it. I remember now that they were from the soccer team. Anyway, Sora and I were at the bar talking with the manager when one of them comes up to me. He seemed to think I was a girl. I played along for a little bit, even though Sora told me not to. I should have listened to him. I would do anything to go back and change what happened. “Anyway . . . I went to go use the bathroom while Sora made some phone calls. That was when the guy cornered me as I came out. He was taller and heavier than me and well . . . you know how well I do when it comes to fighting. He was pissed off that I’d lead him on. I apologized and told him I would make it up to him. I offered to pay for the whole tab for the rest of the evening, anything they wanted. At first I thought he was going to accept, but then a couple of his friends came back and made fun of him. That was when he hit me. I told him I was sorry and begged him to stop, but it only seemed to make him angrier. It didn’t take long for his friends to join in. They dragged me into a back room and started to strip me. That was when I remember hearing Sora yelling.” He paused and took a long drink of the wine. Shuddering he set the glass back down. Reaching over I lightly touched his arm. “It’s alright Ryuu you don’t have to tell me anymore.” “No, I need to tell someone. Sora and I have kept it from everyone for so long. Only our parents know. I think you need to know.” He looked at me, the soft gray eyes blurred by tears. “There were five of them by that time. Three of them took on Sora while the other two continued beating me. I was almost unconscious by this time. I could hear Sora fighting them and trying to get to me. I couldn’t move anymore and was laying on the floor. The two who’d been beating me left to go help their friends since Sora wasn’t giving up. I was almost unconscious when I heard Sora start screaming. I’ve never again heard him like that. I hope I never do. Kenta . . .” Ryuu took a shuddering breath and looked up at me. Tears were rolling down his cheeks and it was so fucking obvious how much pain he was in that I didn’t want him to go on. “Kenta . . . they raped him. The five of them beat and raped him and I couldn’t do a fucking thing to help him. They were going to rape me too, but someone outside seemed to finally realize that the screaming was not normal. Sora was in the hospital for several weeks and had to have two surgeries. They almost killed him. I couldn’t do anything to help him either. I was completely useless when he needed me the most. So fucking useless. Not my money or my status could save him. Nothing I had could help him. I was fucking worthless . . . still am.” I felt numb and sick. Never in my wildest fucking dreams had I imagined something like that had happened to either of them. Not knowing what to say, I pulled Ryuu against me. He was crying softly, the tears dripping on my shoulder. Sora was always so laid back I would never have thought . . . I paused, suddenly several things he’d said made a whole fucking lot more sense. “Fuck.” We laid there for awhile, any thought of sex gone. I couldn’t get my head around what Ryuu had told me. It was no wonder Sora was so sensitive about certain things, especially when it came to Hasu or Ryuu. How could he be so calm and relaxed all the time? It had taken me months to quit looking over my shoulder all the time after I got out of juvie and I had escaped the worst of what could have happened. Five guys. Holy shit. I had to find who was fucking with the band and now. I was not going to let any fucking thing ever fucking happen to any of them ever fucking again. I’d kill someone first.

Ryuu “Hey Ryuu . . .” I looked down at where Kenta’s head was pillowed in my lap. He’d been asleep, or so I’d thought. I ran my fingers along the smooth jaw and smiled. I’d called Hayate three days ago and officially kidnapped Kenta. He was not allowed out of my house until all the bruises were gone. So far he hadn’t said a word about it. We’d been watching an American movie in English with subtitles when he’d fallen asleep. He’d complained that trying to keep up with reading the subtitles gave him a headache and had laid over on me and been asleep within moments. He did that a lot. Kind of reminded me of Akira. I really did need to get on to him more about eating better. I knew he didn’t like vegetables but it was ridiculous how particular he was about it. “What?” He turned his head slightly to look up at me a soft smile on the full lips. “When did you realize you liked guys?” I raised my eyebrows at him. That was an unusual question for him to be asking. “Why?” He sighed and looked back toward the TV. “Just was wondering. I asked Hayate how he knew he was gay and he just laughed and said he didn’t talk about his sex life. Daisuike said he never thought he was until he met Ruka.” “When were you talking to them about this?” I smoothed the dark hair back from his forehead and he looked back up at me. “It was a while ago. Before . . . before we got together.” “Oh, so why are you asking me?” He sat up and I immediately missed the comforting weight. He leaned forward, his elbows resting on his knees as he looked down, his dark hair partially obscuring his face. “I was just wondering how you knew.” “Oh, well . . .” I thought for a moment about how best to explain it. “I guess it wasn’t one of those things that just hit me all the sudden. Ever since I was little I’ve liked doing things differently than other guys. As I got older I realized that I found both boys and girls attractive. In middle school I had a girl friend for a while, but we gradually just drifted apart. I had a boyfriend for a while in high school but he moved. I got myself into a pretty bad situation in high school and Sora got hurt because of it. After that I didn’t date anyone until my last boyfriend. But as far as how you know, it’s like with anyone else. You fall for someone you are attracted to, whether they are a boy or a girl.” Leaning forward I wrapped my arms around him and pulled him back against me nuzzling his neck. “And if you are truly lucky, they love you back. Why?” His soft laugh was the only response. He twisted around in my arms and leaning up kissed me softly. I loved the feel of those soft full lips against mine. The way he’d start out a kiss so gentle yet insistent, there was no denying him, no resisting. Before I’d realized it I was pulling him closer my fingers slipping through the silken hair. I moaned softly feeling his fingers slide up under my shirt. My whole body was suddenly hot, my skin tingling. Then he was kissing my neck, his hands sliding up my sides. I pulled his shirt up trying to work it off. His skin was smooth and warm under my fingertips and I wanted to get my mouth on him. Just seeing him every day was not enough, it would never be enough. Ever. “Bedroom.” “Yes.” Before I could even move he’d scooped me up off the couch and was headed down the hallway. It sent a thrill though me like nothing else, my body running hot then cold as tingles erupted along my skin. How could he be so damn romantic and not even realize it? I kissed his neck, sucking at the soft skin, feeling his groan vibrate deep in his chest. My back hit the bed, his weight settling over me as he attacked my lips again. I wanted his clothes off damn it! I wanted to feel that smooth delicious skin and those taunt muscles. I wanted the throbbing length I could feel pressing into my hip. “Make me yours Kenta.” There was a soft chuckle. “Being a bit dramatic there Ryuu?” “So? You like it. Now shut up and stop teasing me.” “Isn’t that usually what I say?” His hands where already shoving my pants off making me gasp softly at the urgency of his movements. He was practically ripping them off, barely bothering with unzipping them before yanking them past my hips. It made me shudder with anticipation. He wasn’t usually this aggressive. Hot, slightly calloused fingers slid back up my thighs, the rough feel sending tingles racing through me. I blinked a few times staring at the ceiling and suddenly found myself staring into that gorgeous face. He grinned at me and I couldn’t help smiling back. Then he was kissing me. Warm soft lips enveloping mine for a moment before a tentative tongue poked past them. I met him eagerly. I wanted him so badly I was starting to shake with need, a burning warmth growing in my middle. His weight settled down over me, pressing my erection against his hip and making me moan into his mouth. He rocked his hips back a few times, the friction making me writhe a bit. A whine slipped free as his mouth left mine. The dark eyes were soft and heavy lidded the look so sultry I shuddered. Did he have any idea how he affected me, the way a simple look from him could seem to make my blood turn to fire in my veins? That sinuous mouth twitched into a soft smile that wanted to become a smirk. “Shit . . . you are gorgeous.” He lowered his head again, warm moist lips sliding along my jaw to my neck. I closed my eyes, barely breathing as he kissed the sensitive skin. I was tingling fiercely all over now. He thought I was gorgeous? He’d never said anything like that before and I wasn’t quite sure what to say. Any ability or willingness to speak was taken away as his warm fingers wrapped around my erection, gently stroking me. Naoki had never been this gentle, sex with him had always been a slightly rough, quick affair. I shook myself. I didn’t need to be thinking of him now, not when I had this amazing man quickly driving me insane with lust. I couldn’t help the gasp that faded into a moan as moist heat surrounded the tip of my erection. I shuddered, my legs quivering as he slowly, languorously took my full length into his mouth. I was worried for a moment that I was going to choke him, but the sensation was so overwhelming the thought was lost as soon as it came to me. Naoki had never once bothered to give me a blow job. After the first couple of times of being with him it was all about him and he’d made me feel like I should feel privileged at that. I should have seen the signs sooner, should have realized what he was doing, how he was manipulating me, but I’d been too young, too enamored of the new feelings. The thrill of being ‘in love’ had blinded me to the fact that it was nothing more than lust. I gasped my fingers gripping the sheets so tight it almost hurt as he continued. The alternating heat from his tongue and the cool air on moist skin was quickly driving me crazy. I blinked several times surprised to feel the all too familiar stinging in my eyes. How could he love me? Why? I was pathetic and useless. I was nothing. Nothing but a source of money and sex. So pathetic and stupid. I had a sudden visual of long pale legs, red hair and redder blood. “Get off.” “Huh?” “Get off me.” “Ry-“ “Get off me!” I was shaking as his warmth suddenly disappeared. Turning over on my side I buried my face into the blanket feeling weak and sick. What was wrong with me? Why would I think about that now of all times? I jerked as a warm hand was placed on my side. “Ryuu . . . did I do something wrong?” “No . . .” My throat was so tight it hurt to talk and I clutched the blanket harder. “It’s not you.” The silence stretched out until I couldn’t take it anymore. I slowly raised my head, glancing over at him through a curtain of tangled hair. I could just make out his features in the dim light from the widow. A sudden frustration gripped me and I looked away from him. Why did he bother sticking around me? “Go home Kenta.” “Fuck that.” “Shut up and go home.” “Ain’t gonna.” His voice was soft and I felt the bed dip, his weight suddenly settling over me again. “Stop! Just stop it Kenta.” I tried to push him away as he kissed my neck. Strong fingers grabbed my wrists and I yelped as he yanked my arms to the side pinning them. “Not stopping. Yer upset and I wanna know why.” “Just forget it. It’s . . . it’s stupid.” The slight weight shifted and then he was laying beside me, his arms wrapping around me, pulling me close “Ito . . . if it’s bad enough to make you refuse sex, then I want to fucking know why.”

A new one, got the idea from another drawing I saw, but have changed it a bit from how the original picture looks like tho

heyy everyone! :hamtaro-005 (4): no, no, i did'nt bring the next part .. yeah i'll .. bring it later .. anyways, i'm posting this coz i wanted to tell you guys some stuff ... :hamtaro-005 (21): 1.i know, rock lee and naruto .. not that good .. but that's the hole point! that they just don't fit together and in the following parts you'll see that that one event in naruto's love life would help him to sort some stuff in the future, i mean hooking up with someone he does'ent love and all, and of course the story does'ent go just about just these 3 guys, other charachters will appear in the subsequent chapters :hamtaro-005 (6): 2. i want you guys to tell me what's you'r favourite part of blue crush 'til now, that one part that made you squeal, so which part? it's okay if it's just a sentence or something like that, i just realy wanna know what you like to add some of it in the following parts 3.blue crush is a REALY long novel, it might have like ... 11 chapters or so, but i'm gonna make it pretty intresting so you don't get bored :hamtaro-005 (22): 4.i'm sure that when you guys read the story you imagine whats happening in you'r mind, and here's the thing ummm soon enough i'll be drawing how the charachters look, i know you know how they look already but, not all naruto's are the same .. you know what i mean .. :Red_fox6: anyways what i realy wanted to tell you is that .. i wanna know you'r opinion, honestly, coz i'm already writing other fics and stuff, and ughh, whataya think of me as a writer? :2yoyo4: so .. yeah. see ya next time :msn_red_fox 3

Part B Rock lee placed his hands each on a side from Narutos shoulders, he stamped a soft kiss on the blonde's lips his eyes closed as he started French kissing him, he placed his legs each on a side of naruto's body and his hand's started tracing naruto's collar bones, tickling Naruto's sensitive skin, the stronger man's hands traced narutos chest, stroking every sensitive part of it, when his lungs gave out, their lips parted as rock lee's lips lowered to Naruto's neck, he sucked it, licked it and nibbled on it, unconsciously Naruto released a soft moan, his eyes closed, and his lips parted, rock lee left Naruto's neck leaving bite marks on his neck and collar bones, he moved to right nipple he licked it and bit it softly, a tear fell from naruto's eye's thinking:"what have i done to deserve this, Sasuke..?" Rock lee's right hand moved to naruto's dick, he stroked the tip, then he continued stroking the rest of it until he got hard, he thought "why isn't he making any noises, doesn't it feel good? He asked him:"how does it feel?" naruto thought:"heart breaking, painful ... feels like the end of the world, rock lee" while he said:"good ..." rock lee smiled and lifted naruto's legs and started sucking his hole, rock lee pushed his tongue in gently and naruto felt a little pain so Naruto:"ah, be gentle there" he said before he covered his forehead with his right arm rock lee:"I will, just tell me when I hit your spot, ok?" Naruto thought:"hit my … spot?" Rock lee climbed up naruto thinking:"don't scream naruto ..." then he licked his fingers as a replacement for lube… Naruto:"why are you ... licking your fingers?" Rock lee:"for this ..." he said while he lifted naruto's legs more and rubbed his hole for seconds and pushed his finger into naruto's hole, it was a Surprise for Naruto, he never thought it would be THIS painful so he moaned so loud, it was more like a scream! ... He thought:"I'm sure it wouldn't hurt this much if it was sasuke doing it! Fuck you rock lee!" Naruto:"ahhhhh, i told you to be gentle!" Rock lee:"sorry babe, you'll get used to it "he said as he kept moving his fingers in and out 'til naruto got familiar to it. Only a few seconds passed before rock lee found naruto's sweet spot Naruto:"ahhhhh, th-there" naruto moan's got louder and louder… Rock lee:"here?" Naruto:"y-yes ah ... ahh" Rock lee kept moving his fingers in and out of Naruto's hole. Rock lee:"sorry Naruto, i can't .. Ah, wait .. it any longer" he said as he lifted naruto's legs more and entered him with his dick … rock lee closed his eyes and opened them to view how sexy Naruto looks in that situation. Naruto:"no, wai... Ahhhhh...i-it hurts" Rock lee:"I'm gonna move ..." he said as he started moving his dick in and out faster in a rhythm hitting Naruto's sweet spot over and over again, rock lee has never tasted such pleasure, thought he was pretty experienced. Rock lee:"i-I'm Cumming, Naruto" with that said Naruto felt his climax getting close too. Naruto:"m-me too, pull it out, s-stop "naruto thought:"gotta save my ass for Sasuke" Rock lee got his dick outta the blonde's entrance as he came seconds before Naruto followed him and came. Rock lee kissed naruto a soft kiss on the lips and whispered in his ears :"i love you, naruto" Naruto thought:" i wish i never lied to Sasuke about liking you, you horny bastard ... fuck you, and fuck Sasuke too!" but said:"me too" as they both got their normal breathing back rock lee lied beside Naruto and hugged him closer, resting his head on the blonde's chest. Rock lee looked up at Naruto's flushed face and said:"so how was it?" Naruto thought:"fucking bad, my ass hurt's and i hate you ..." but he said:"good" Rock lee smiled, and left Naruto's side as he stood up to get his cigarettes from his clothes. Naruto was pretty devastated and he just could'nt say a thing ... he thought:"fuck, I want Sasuke" When rock lee came to the bed Naruto "gimme one" he said as he got up and sat down next to rock lee. Rock lee:"you smoke?" he said as he gave him a cigarette and naruto grabbed it. Naruto:"lighter" rock lee gave sasuke the lighter and lighted his cigarette as rock lee thought:"i didn't know he smokes, that's so sexy!" Naruto:"do you love me rock lee?" Rock lee took a sip from his cigarette, looked at naruto for a second before saying:"madly" Naruto:"then why were you screwing with Sasuke this morning?" Rock lee:"huh? No reason" Naruto took a sip from his cigarette thinking:"it's like liar is written on your forehead" and said "if you really loved me, you wouldn't do that would you?" Rock lee:"well it's a long story" Naruto:"and I got all the time in the world to listen to it" Rock lee:"i told sasuke that if he made you fall for me, and hook me up with you i'd give him anything he wants, and guess what he wanted" Naruto:"what?" Rock lee:"he pinned me to the wall and said he wanted to sleep with me, he got some muscle on these arms" Naruto:"wow, guess he got stronger than before.." he said as he stood up heading to a cupboard beside the window. Rock lee:"where?" Naruto:" ramen" Rock lee:"oh" Naruto walked to the cupboard beside the window that was facing him ... he thought:"hmm chicken .. Or seafood?" Rock lee's mouth watered as he looked at naruto who was'nt covering his body with any piece of clothing, he thought:"am I really not dreaming? I can't believe I have you all for me Naruto, that sexy chest, and your muscular arms, and specially that fat ass you got, and your long neck that smells like vanilla, that soft bronze skin, all these curves, who could resist?" he walked to naruto and wrapped his arms around naruto's waist, whispered in his ears saying:"how about another go?" naruto thought:"what a horny guy" And said: "what about ramen?" Rock lee:"screw ramen?" Naruto:"and if i said no?" Rock lee:"that wasn't a question" Rock lee smelled the strong smell of vanilla on Naruto's neck, then he pulled the blonde's hand as he headed to the bed. How did it go this way!? Naruto should'nt be with rock lee, he should be with sasuke! ... Naruto and rock lee don't even look good together! Til when is it gonna be this way? Wait, is is it ever gonna change?! Will these confusions ever vanish? Are naruto and sasuke ever gonna be together? Well i hope you can wait for the answers in the following chapters! See ya then ^_~

:hamtaro-005 (4):heyy again wanna know what i got with me? wanna know? ya realy, realy, realy wanna know? great! :hamtaro-005 (5): i've got the 3rd chapter of blue crush, everyone! :cuteonion48: enjoy :banhbao29: chapter 3 Part A Naruto: "you're paying for that" Sasuke: "that's all you wanna say, I just busted your door while you were screwing a girl and that's all you wanna say?!" he said in a really loud voice Naruto: "I also wanna say .... Get the fuck outta my house, you bastard!" Sasuke: "and that's a wish of yours, so sakura, what I'm doing is a favor for a friend Too but I'm not PRETENDING it, it's so fucking real!, get out, now! Naruto has HIV!! Do you Wanna get HIV, sakura?" Sakura:"what?! Why didn't you tell me about this, naruto?!" Naruto:" I do?.. Oh,i mean, I … forgot! Yes, I.Forgot!" Sakura:"what kind of lame excuse is that?! You know what? I don't even wanna why, I'm SO outta here" in a hurry she said as she picked up her clothes and wore them then got out of the house ... naruto sat down placing his hands on the bed beside his waist and said:"thnx .. I guess" Sasuke: "shut up, wear your fucking clothes, and just ... shut up! " the blond took his short, got up and wore them while Sasuke stared at his butt thinking "I wonder what it would feel like to own that butt" Naruto:"alright, why did you just break my door?" Sasuke: " I'm the one asking the fucking questions here, I ask, you answer, why were you about to sleep with her?" Naruto: "Long story" Sasuke: "why the fuck were you about to sleep with her?!" he screamed. Sasuke was so mad that he grabbed naruto from his shoulders and showed him a really Mad face and said: "tell me or I'll break the half of your bones, and I mean it, you ass" "Okay, I didn't expect that and why are you so mad? You got a crush on her or something?" Sasuke left him and placed his elbows on his knees ... and looked naruto in the face Sasuke: "do I have to ask again?" Naruto: "here's the thing, sakura was about to rape me this morning but I stopped her and I told her I liked someone else, so she got out and then you came here I pretended like I didn't know but I couldn't stand it .. I knew you were screwing with Someone out there So I went out, i knew that sakura liked me which would make her do anything for me, I told her I would sleep with her if she goes and pretends she's your Lover and make rock lee go away, so she did it, guess what?! I had to sleep with her" Sasuke:"I knew that friend was you! , so who do you like? Or is that a lie" Naruto thought:"nooo, I'm not ready to tell him, too too embarrassing … wait, why does he care anyway?" he blushed and Said:" ughhhh it was a lie, and why do you care again?" Sasuke:"I don't, and why did you send sakura again? And what is it that you couldn't stand" Naruto thought:"BU…USTE...ED!" and said:"ughhhh it's that, ummm it's that I didn't want rock lee to screw with you ...yeah! I didn't want rock lee to screw with you" Sasuke:"and why is that?" Naruto thought:"think, think, think" and then he said:"coz I got a .. Crush on him? No wait my FRIEND has a crush on him" Sasuke:"you're crushing on rock lee!!" Naruto:"no my friend is she's a boy, I mean girl" Sasuke thought:"rock lee? ... Could it be that I'm the only one who's having feelings for him? That night? Has it even meant anything for him?" Sasuke:"well if that's true, then why did you reject sakura?" Naruto thought:"coz I'm crushing on you, stupid Sasuke!" and said:"okay, okay I AM Crushing on rock lee" he said as he rubbed his neck and looked around trying to avoid Sasuke. Sasuke:"I knew it! So naruto you wouldn't mind hooking up with him now, or have sex with him and say romantic naughty dirty things while doing all that?" The blond thought:"what have I got myself into?" "Huh?... of course I won't, i have a crush on him! You idiot!" he said as he showed a troubled face unconsciously. Sasuke screamed:"ok rock lee, you can come in now!" he thought: "why did I agree to do this favor? He's gonna do all the hot stuff I wanted to do with naruto, me not rock lee, me! I'm the STUPIDEST guy in the world, I'm stupider than that wall, and all of this is my fault .. Boys don't cry, boys don't cry, boys don't cry …" Rock lee came in from the door :"thnx Sasuke" Naruto:"you weren't lying when you said it was a favor for a friend ... uha" Sasuke:"welcome guys, aren't I great?! I just got you two together, my jobs done, bye, don't miss me, bye again, yeah.. I'm out …" Rock lee:"Sasuke…" Sasuke:"alright I'm really ... Outta here" he said as he slowly got out, so slow that it might've taken 2 minutes! Naruto:" Hi " he said with an uneasy face ... thinking:"I KNOW that I'm the stupidest guy In the world now…" Rock lee:"and is that all you got to say?" Naruto:"I don't … know … what else to say" naruto felt butterflies in his stomach, he was SO troubled, uneasy, and if there's any word that's really describes how bothered he is, I would've said it... he was VERY disturbed, in fact .. I don't even know a word to describe it more than that .. It's just too much to be described … Rock lee took his steps to the bed and sat to naruto's left side , held his chin got his face closer to narutos face, too close to narutos face … too close …*me: too close .. TOO close, too too close" Rock lee:"then tell me you love me, babe…" Naruto:"I-I love you" in a low voice... he thought:"I seriously don't blame Sasuke for calling me usuratonkachi" Rock lee blushed as he said:"naruto gimme a kiss" rock lee said as he held narutos neck and pulled it closer Getting their lips closer to each other but before he kissed him … Naruto:"wait!" Rock lee:"what is it? I've been craving this for a year now" Naruto:"i-i'm ... not ready yet" Rock lee:"be cool it's just a kiss" he said and kissed naruto a one heck of a kiss… Wonder where Sasuke has gone? He was leaning on the wall beside naruto's house door! A tear fell from sasuke's eyes while he thought:"and why should that night mean anything to him anyways? It's just a stupid touch from the one he hates the MOST, I can't believe I actually thought he loved me... Such a stupid naive thought …" Sasuke wiped his tears and walked away from naruto's house, oh has it gone BEYOND kissing in there? Well … Rock lee French kissed naruto 'til his lungs gave out ... naruto's tear fell He thought:"he ... that stupid Sasuke doesn't love me, does he? ... Too bad I love him ... how could he do this to me? And of course that night didn't mean anything to him, it wasn't even a fucking kiss" Rock lee:" what's wrong babe? You okay?" Naruto thought:"what if .. What if i told him now? No, even if I tell him, even if Sasuke knew, he still won't love me back, and that's only gonna break my heart more, and if rock lee's not doing me today, then it's tomorrow, if not tomorrow, it's after tomorrow, it's gonna happen someday, I'll just .. Try to enjoy it, I hope he's so good that it's gonna make enjoy it... And that idea's like shit ..." Naruto:"nothing ... just do it .." he said in a low voice that showed that he was about to cry ... he laid on his bed, wishing that he never loved Sasuke ... he wanted to enjoy his first time ... but for the first time his heart disobeyed him ... what about all these dreams? All these fantasies ? Today they're to be as if they never happened, Fading in the shadow of misunderstanding .. The shadow of unconfirmed love, as time passes by ... they're just … fading... Rock lee:"really?! You're ready?" Naruto:"yeah, take 'em off" Rock lee obeyed naruto and took his shirt off, time was passing so slow to naruto he just wished for god to take his soul and return it to him when rock lee is over, if Sasuke wasn't his first it'd be impossible for him to enjoy his first time, Naruto's world shattered to pieces as rock lee took naruto's pants off, seconds later the blond thought that making his already decided fate a little late won't hurt. "I'll go .. take a bath" he said joyfully as he got up and headed to the bathroom with a 20 inches smile stretching on his face, but rock lee couldn't really wait 20 minutes until Naruto's done bathing, so he said:"no need" as he pulled Naruto's hand and threw him on the bed brutally, Naruto thought:"fuck, I didn't know he was this tough, you delay set fate, can you?" Naruto:"wait, wait" Rock lee:"I waited long enough"

Title: The Love of Siam Director: Chookiat Sakveerakul Year of Release: 2007 Country: Thailand Genre: Teen Romance Summary: Two young boys are best friends living quiet family lives in Bangkok. Their lives are disrupted when one boy's older sister goes missing on a jungle trip. The shattered family moves away, separating the boys. Years later, now in their late teens, the boys meet again. One of them is now the leader of an aspiring boy band whose managing assistant bears a striking resemblance to the lost sister. The boys must deal with their family and social lives and their feelings for each other. Source by loth Watch The Love of Siam Online: The Love of Siam Download The Love of Siam BL Movie: Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 For download re-upload requests, post here so the staff notices them. Note: Please only ask for re-upload if none of the download links work after checking ALL the pages of the thread. Thanks! YO Staff

Summary: Takano and Onodera are sent to a ski resort by Isaka in order to meet a new manga-ka. As soon as they arrive, Takano drags Onodera to the hot springs where in their intercourse they'll have some..public. Status: Completed Disclaimer : I do not own, nor do I claim to own Sekai Ichi Hatsukoi which belongs to Nakamura Shungiku. ************* Sitting on the other side of Marukawa Publishing's President's desk was a short brunette who stared blankly at the man across from him. The who was sitting so casually in his chair, his feet on his desk and fingertips touching each other as he asked, “So Takano and Onodera, what do you think?” The short haired brunette turned his head in Takano's direction, hoping that this was all just a joke. He didn't want to go, though he knew it would be rude to refuse the company President's offer and the request that came with it. Takano stared down at the brochure and the two tickets which apparently had already been purchased apparently. Onodera could only wonder at the devilish glint of the the President's eyes as he spoke. “This is for all your hard work,” He removed his feet from his desk and leaned over it, his chin against the back of his knuckles, “and~” he drawled out that word longer than seemed necessary, “it does last a few days beyond the time that you're supposed to come back.” Onodera turned his eyes back to the president wanting to tell Takano there was no way in hell that he was going to go with him, that it would be best that he find someone else, like Yokozawa. At that thought he felt an ache rip through his chest, though he tried his best to ignore it. Takano arched a brow, “And why does it last longer than the vacation that we were given?” Isaka replied, “Because one of our newest manga-ka will be holing up there and they haven't yet been given an editor and so I thought you two would be just perfect for the job of seeing to her, as her deadline is soon after that.” Takano gave a nod of his head, “I see.” Onodera himself didn't like the idea at all, but seeing as it had to do with work, it looked as though he had no choice but to go. The three men stood up, Isaka shaking his employees hands before they left his office. Takano as they reached the doors of their apartments, the dark haired man spoke, placing a hand on the wall behind Onodera. “Make sure you're packed up and early to go tomorrow.” Onodera glared up at him, “What?” It was lucky he'd already unlocked his door and quickly slipped inside, shutting it before Takano could stop him. He looked around his room, the place really was a dump, he sighed, too weary to clean up and now, because of work even on vacation he had to go somewhere and spend it with Takano. ************* The next day and several hours later they arrived at a very reclusive ski resort, high on some majestic mountain, surrounded by several other white jagged peaks. It was apparently owned by someone that Marukawa's President knew whom only invited friends to their little winter get away. There was hardly anyone there when they stepped out of Takano's car. Onodera could only stand and stare, wondering, 'How did it end up like this?' With him and Takano sharing the same one room cabin up in some little known ski resort high up on some privately owned mountain. Before he could regain his composure Takano had taken out their bags, “Let's go relax in the hot-spring now that we're here.” “But we just got here!” “Exactly. We need to unwind after that long ride.” Onodera didn't want to admit it, but being cramped up in the car for so long and with either of them barely saying anything his muscles had tensed and a soak in the hot springs did sound relaxing, but he just didn't want to get in with Takano. “No thanks.” He said as Takano walked into the cabin and set their bags down in front of the unlit fireplace. The room was chilly. “We're going to the hot springs to warm up while the caretakers start up the fireplace.” Even before Onodera could move, Takano had already taken a hold of his hand and dragged him with him to the hot-springs outside that they had seen on their drive up. Onodera growled, trying to use his feet as breaks so that the taller man couldn't get him to budge, “Let go.” Yet it didn't work and soon they were down the side of the mountain, tucked behind a number of boulders and conifers. Luckily they were both bundled up for the cold and the snow which crunched beneath their feet. Apparently Takano had thought of everything as he laid out a sheet placing their clothes on it along with a couple towels he'd pulled out of their luggage. Takano quickly removed his own clothes, however Onodera chose to sit down on the sheet, his gaze riveted to the fine lines and contours of the other mans body. It was almost as though he were unable to look away from the muscles that while they weren't too much still rippled. Takano turned to look at Onodera once he was fully removed of his clothes, catching the slightly younger mans gaze. He smirked softly, “Like what you see?” Onodera's eyes widened, before he tore his gaze from the man he had once loved who had been playing games with him, trying to get him to admit he was in love with him, that he loved him still. No, he didn't want to admit anything, he'd given up on love hadn't he, it was impossible for him to feel that emotion. Yet always, always Takano, formerly Saga-senpai tried to put words into his mouth, to fuck with his mind. He wasn't falling for it, but then... he blinked giving an inward shake. It was best not to think about that. Takano sighed, before saying, “Come on Onodera, its cold out and the water is warm,” he said as he eased into the water that had formed from a natural hot spring below the surface of the terrain. Onodera was determined to remain where he was, but as a cold wind blew, causing him to shiver he gave in, stripping himself and wading into the water, far away from the other man. It really was warm, soothing his tense muscles, allowing him to relax despite the company he kept. There was a strange sound carried on the air and when Onodera turned his head around in its direction, to see nothing he hadn't noticed that the other man had waded through the water toward him. As he turned his head about to speak only to be interrupted by two large hands gripping his shoulders as a tongue invades his open mouth, startled by how close Takano had gotten while he hadn't been paying attention. Trying to push Takano away proved useless as he felt the strength, what there was of it, leave him. He tore his mouth from the others, “Stop. This isn't why we're here!” Takano however whispered warmly against Onodera's ear, “You must have known what would happen once you set foot in here wearing nothing,” and before he could get another word edgewise Onodera gasped as Takano's teeth gently bit into the lobe of his ear, giving it a gentle tug before his tongue flickered over it. “Why do you continue to tempt me and yet try to deny everything,” he whispered musingly before continuing. Onodera moaned, “AHH!” as that head dipped, the tongue of which snaked out to lather one of his nipples, which had hardened to a peak from not just the cold, with saliva. He felt himself lifted onto a small boulder, his hands without volition wrapping around Takano's neck and slowly moving up to grasp the silk smooth dark tresses that crowned the other mans head. Neither of them noticed the approaching creatures with their gray hair and pink faces as they began to enter the water that would warm them, though their body was more than ninety percent covered in thick fur, gazing curiously at the humans that had invaded their private bath. Yet none of them seemed deterred by this. Perhaps they were bored and found the scene before them entertaining, but who could possibly know what thoughts churned inside the minds of monkeys and bamboos. There were those who simply ignored the mating pair as though it were only natural to see two humans of the same gender fucking where they themselves usually bathed, groomed one another and entertained themselves with play. Though there were the odd one whom silently moved through the crisp relaxing water to get a better view, the young ones were always the most curious and the least inhibited as they watched the unaware couple. Takano's mouth dipped further down Onodera's torso, leaving a trail of fire that pooled in the smaller mans loins, his body arching into every kiss and caress that the other man bestowed upon him. His fingers pulled on the others hair as he leaned over, his nipples grazing against the dark head of hair as Takano wrapped his mouth around Onodera's aching erection. He could not help but shiver, not from the cold, but from the sheer intensity, crying out even as he felt the other mans fingers probe his entrance, before slipping inside of him.

Warning: this poem is for 18+ I hope you enjoy

Summary: A wonderful story about Ryuu and Kenta, about love and friendship. A delicious story about how love for friends and lover can make us overcome anything. Status: Complete Author Note: This is not fanfiction. If that is not allowed then please delete. Also this is a multi-chapter novel so expect plot. ^^ Chapter 1a Fantasy Ryuu It can be funny how things change. In just a few months my life is completely different from what it was. Looking back I’m amazed that so much happened in such a short amount of time. Stretching my legs out underneath the table I looked at my band mates. Akira was texting someone, probably Reiko. Sora was in the process of trying to get himself hit. “Stop it Sora.” Hasu yanked the handheld out of the bassist’s reach glaring at him. I didn’t bother to hide my amusement, letting a chuckle slip free. “You are going to lose, just let me beat that boss for you.” “No, I can do it if you’d quit pestering me. Damn it Sora! You made me lose again.” I laughed softly and slid out of my seat, swaying with the movement of the bus. Hasu didn’t cuss all that often and when he did- “Ow! Owowowow! Let go! I’m sorry! I won’t do it again.” I glanced back over to see Hasu with a fist full of Sora’s long red hair holding his head against the table. His eyes were firmly fixed on the small screen even as Sora struggled to get loose. Hasu might be almost a foot shorter and four years younger, but it was pretty obvious that Sora had no chance. Our little drummer was strong enough to flip the tall bassist on his head, quite literally. Turning back around, I opened the small fridge and grabbed myself a Coke. The weekend had gone exceptionally well. Both concerts had been huge hits and I’d met my new best friend. Speaking of Tatsuya, I pulled my phone out of my pocket and grinned seeing the text message. Shopping was on for next weekend. If I got bored this week I might invite him out to eat or something. I’d never met anyone quite like him and we’d had so much fun coming up with new outfit ideas. I really couldn’t wait to see him again. Sitting back down, I took a sip of the coke. Speaking of seeing people again . . . it was going to be a couple of days before I got to see Kenta again. I sighed, running my finger along the lip of the can. Maybe Reiko was right. Maybe I was just chasing after a dream. I just couldn’t let it go. Not yet. After all the time I’d spent around him he’d seen me at my best and my worst and he still was just as patient and kind as ever. I know I’m not the easiest person to get along with. I’m too emotional and act before I fully think things through. At least that is what everyone tells me. I took another sip of the Coke, thinking. “What’s wrong, Ryuu?” I looked up to meet Akira’s light brown eyes. “Nothing, was just thinking.” “Did you have fun this weekend?” I nodded, “Yeah. Tatsuya and I are going to get together this week. He’s got some wicked ideas for new concert outfits.” Akira shook his head, a wry smile twisting the full lips. “You two knowing each other scares me.” I couldn’t help but giggle at that, even if there was a hint of pain in it. “He’s so much fun! Oh my god, I can’t wait to see him again.” Something in Akira’s eyes changed slightly and I looked away knowing it had sounded forced. “What are you hiding Ryuu?” Trust Akira to see right through me. I shrugged, unable to keep the smile in place. Truthfully, I wasn’t looking forward to going back to my huge empty apartment. I loved being with everyone, meeting Tatsuya had seemed to underline the fact that without my friends around I was nothing. That old fear from high school from before I’d met Sora always tried to resurface then. What if they only were friends with me because my family was wealthy? What if it was all fake? With Sora I knew it wasn’t. For one, we’d been friends for too long and his family was almost as well off as mine. “Umm, you guys going to come over sometime this week? We’ve got that new material . . .” “Ryuu, if you want us to come over just say so. You don’t have to make up an excuse for us to come over.” Sora’s gentle tone actually made me feel worse. It made me feel like a whiny, needy, self centered jerk. “Oh no, it’s cool. I was just wondering. I know it’s been a really busy weekend and I don’t expect you guys to come over.” I glanced back over at Akira studying him for a moment. He’d changed in the year since he’d met Reiko. He was more confident and happier. A lot happier. I would never have been able to make him as happy as Reiko did. Even now that thought hurt. I loved him, more than he probably realized, but I’d slowly come to realize that it wouldn’t have worked no matter how hard I tried. That led me to think about Kenta. Just thinking about those sultry dark eyes and the deep voice gave me chills. He was the quiet, calm presence that my life had been lacking for so long. “You are thinking about Kenta aren’t you?” I looked up expecting to get the usual sarcasm from Sora, instead he was looking at me concern clearly visible in the light green eyes. I couldn’t hold his gaze. “Was it that obvious?” “Well lately it’s been pretty obvious that . . . “ Sora paused and looked over at Hasu who was once again absorbed in his game. He picked up the headphones and after plugging them in, put them on Hasu getting a look but no argument. Sometimes the big oaf was more protective than he needed to be. “You like him don’t you?” I looked back over at Akira surprised. “I know how affectionate you are Ryuu, but the way you look at him is totally different.” I took another long drink of my Coke wanting to avoid the conversation. “It’s pointless though. Reiko is right.” “You don’t know Ryuu.” I looked at Sora but his eyes were on Hasu, not the game, but Hasu. I almost smirked, but we were both in the same situation. We liked people we couldn’t have and who were oblivious to our feelings. At least the person I liked was my age. “I know he seems distant, but you are his employer after all.” “What you suggesting I fire him so I can date him?” “No, I’m just saying that you shouldn’t give up.” “I agree with Sora.” Akira’s soft look seemed to sharpen the pain in my chest. “Just give it some time. I’ll see if Suke knows anything, they do work together you know.” “Y-yeah, thanks.” Akira's older brother was a gang member as well and I knew that Suke and Kenta worked together all the time. I wasn’t sure if I wanted to know. I’d rather things stay as they were. I could be happy just being by him couldn’t I? I looked over at where Sora was practically laying over on Hasu to see the screen, softly whispering pointers. It would be worth it just to be Kenta’s friend if nothing else. *** “Oh come on Ryuu! You can’t be serious!” I blinked at Akira surprised. “But I thought you’d like it-“ “It’s a skirt Ryuu! A fucking skirt!” “B-but it’s just part of the outfit-“ “I don’t care! You are not making me the girl of the band.” “I wasn’t trying to! I just thought-“ “Yeah, you thought wrong. Like usual.” I gasped softly, shocked at the hostile tone and glare. I was not used to Akira getting so upset and especially not with me. Grabbing the outfit out of his hands, I backed up. I started to say something, but the way he was looking at me seemed to close my throat off. Turning I fled down the hallway, slamming the door to my room shut behind me. Throwing the offending outfit I sat down on the floor, my back to the door. Closing my eyes I brushed away the tears. I couldn’t handle him yelling at me. His outfit had been the most difficult to get right and for him to so obviously hate it hurt. I’d worked two weeks on the design with Tatsuya’s input. Two weeks for nothing. Tatsuya was going to be so disappointed. Not to mention that now I felt like a complete idiot. “Ryuu?” “Just forget it. You’re right. I’m just stupid and can’t do anything right.” I could hear him sigh through the door. “You’re not stupid Ryuu-“ “No you were right, even Reiko says that all my ideas fail. I should just give up. Why do you guys even bother . . .” I couldn’t stop the tears anymore even as much as I hated them. I pulled my knees up to my chest and buried my face in my arms. I could hear Sora talking to Akira in the hallway but didn’t bother trying to make out the words. Why was I so stupid? I knew how Akira felt about looking feminine. It was just the outfit was perfect for him, or at least I thought so. He looked so good in anything I put him in, it almost wasn’t fair. The voices faded and I decided that I probably should go tell Akira I was sorry. I knew how sensitive he was about looking feminine. I’d just gotten caught up in the excitement and hadn’t been thinking. Going over to the pile of fabric, I picked it up and set it on the bed. It would have to be altered, but I could probably make it into something Akira would feel more comfortable wearing. Going to the bathroom I splashed a bit of cold water on my face trying to wash away the tears, but my eyes were still a bit red. Shaking my head, I glared at myself in the mirror. “You are lucky anyone even wants to be friends with you.” I told the reflection. “Stupid emotional idiot.” “I’d rather you didn’t talk about yourself that way, Ryuu.”

Escapism You don't see the tears when you pour your heart to me You don't feel the pain as I listen to your anxiety You are not here to hold me tightly You can't reach me and comfort me softly I listen to your woes as I battle with demons on my own I absorb your fears as I watch mine and how they've grown You are troubled by your life, your love, your hate You have no idea I have more of those to date I care for you but you never see It has always been like this for me You don't know how I wish it were to be Someone I could show my misery the way you do to me Your confidence I value beyond measure Sometimes they can be such a pleasure Your love I truly treasure And then times I feel like having a seizure You don't know my crippling fears Or why I have uncontrollable tears And why I sometimes feel my end is near That I would lose everything I hold dear Am I a mere escape to you Do I even matter when you are not feeling blue You take it all out on me as I take it all in I fight the notion that this is how it's always been. AUTHOR NOTES: I wrote this years ago when I thought love was a destiny only for others to enjoy. I also thought it was fitting to post here since most BL stories usually have the unrequited love factor.

Summary: Sasuke seems to have a thing for Naruto but they hate each other. After being rejected by Naruto, they stop seeing each other for 7 years. Naruto couldn't stop thinking about Sasuke and now he's back. Will Sasuke be able to overcome the obstacles and get Naruto this time? Status: Discontinued hey everyone, i'm here to post the first chapter of my first fanfic evaa..h :Red_fox7: actualy, i feel *sniff* realy *sniff* happy to .. ya know .. post it here, and .. and .. i uwaaah .. :leaf7: and yes, it proves that i'm wrong when i say that nobodys stupid, and that everyone can understand thing pretty fast, it proves that some people are realy stupid that they can't understand that they love each other .. and it proves that i'm a one heck of a writer :9yoyo30: *wipes tears, gets a grip* alright, alright .. here goes it .. my first chapter .. hope ya like it .. chapter 1 naruto and sasuke are 14, and they hate each other! naruto hates sasuke because he had sakura's heart and he was stronger than him, more handsome, popular, perfect grades, parents, family, all in all he was better than naruto! now .. sasuke hates naruto because he's weak and because everyone hates him too because ... you know why, one midnight naruto was training as usual, why? to kick sasuke's ass someday !! well he gets realy tierd and thinks that a bit of relaxing while enjoying his favourite song won't hurt, he takes his ipod, puts the headphone in his ears and plays the song crush by pendulum and lays back on a huge rock behind it's not comfy so he heads to a tree to lay his back on it ... he falls asleep, hey have you ever wondered why sasuke never cared about a girl? , or why he's still a virgin!? what's that answer that no-one knows about? this guys's been watching naruto from behind the tree all along !! he walks away from the tree when he was sure that naruto was asleep ... all what he was thinking about is : "naruto's without a shirt *he touche's naruto's chest, his colar bones* his .. colar bones... so what, he's not that sexy anyway*he pulls his hand away in a fast move* plus what the fuck?! i hate him! i'm outta here, i'm sure that rock lee's chest is sooo much sexier since he trains more !" sasuke walks away but suddenly he see's his brother infront of him here's what they said : itachi: you'r gay?!! sasuke: fuck no ! i just dropped a pini and i took it itach: is that true pini dropper? *itachi lefts an eyebrow* sasuke: don't you think i would tell you if i was gay? and weak up, he's naruto!! and i hate naruto! itachi: who has a body that you can't keep you'r hand's off ... yeah, that make's sence!" sasuke: are you fucking insane?, don't.screw.with me ! and i told you it was a pini itachi: whatever, i won't tell anybody... sasuke: i told i wa.. itachi interupts him: "shut up for a minute!" as he takes off his shirt and gets closer to sasuke and put's sasukes hand on his body , moves it slowly wiping it .. itachi : tell me you can resist .. sasuke daydreamed a minute and his mouth watered thinking : itachi's even sexier .... i wanna ... touch it .. itachi : i knew it .. sasuke suddenely woke up once he heard that word ... sasuke : fuck off ... itachi : why did'nt you tell me ? sasuke : i said fuck off ! itachi got closer to sasuke, grabbed his ass and whispered in his ear : no wonder you'r my brother .. sasuke gave itachi an elbow in his belly ... and it hurt!! sasuke : ah!! hey that hurt .. sasuke: YOU .... are gay !! itachi : no shame baby .. sasuke : that's it .. my .. my brothers gay .. naruto : you guy's are gay !! sasuke and itachi : what!!? itachi : no, it's a joke right, sasuke?" he gave him a light elbow over his arm sasuke: "hey, that hurt, i mean yeah tottaly!" naruto :" wait 'til i tell the girls! sasuke and itachi : no ! naruto : or .. itachi : or i'm gonna fuck you'r brains out !! naruto : "catch me if you can !" he said as he ran with all he got ... but in the end sasuke caught him ... sasuke : i hate you .. naruto : "i hate you too, why were you checking me out again?" sasuke : i just got kinda .. turned on , that's all ! but it does'ent mean that i'm attracted to you or something like it .. naruto : "...... so you ARE gay!!" naruto was pretty surprised sasuke getting turned on ...over him!! .... oh and sasuke is gay!! itachi : guy's forget it, forget that this ever happened , and naruto you shithead if you ever tell anyone i'll hit you 'til you can't take it anymore and then i'm gonna fuck you 'til you pass out !! naruto : no need ... coz i don't think i'll enjoy you suffering that much .. sasuke : ediot ... naruto : shut up .. sasuke : no you shut up ! itachi : you both shut up !! he said screaming .. sasuke was still behind naruto .... he thought : "i did'nt think he smells this good .. it's like he took a bath in .. vanilla and .. cirarette!.. he smokes! that's so sexy!! .. and ... he's still ...shirtless ... and .. i'm so fucking horny !! .." sasuke got his face closer to naruto's neck and licked it, then he squeezed his butt gentley naruto : "what the fuck are you doing ?! " sasuke : what does it seem like i'm doing .. it's you'r fault anyways .. naruto stepped one step forward and said: " how is this my fault?!" sasuke: " who told you to train shirtless?" naruto : "i don't even have to tell you why, and it's you'r fucking fault" sasuke thought : " a little screwing-with-naruto's-head won't hurt, would it? " sasuke got closer to naruto 'til there was no more space between them and held his waist and whispered in his ear: "tell me , baby , prove it" naruto daydreamed in the feeling of sasuke's breath against his neck and how good his touch over his waist felt and blushed he thought : " nice touch for a shit head like him, oh fuck what am i thinking !? "naruto steped forward again .. and said: "mmm it's you'r fault coz ... coz you'r the one who was watching, plus i always train shirtless, it cools down the heat in my body .. plus it's comfy , i'd even take my pant's off but i'm not home !! and why don't you go watch rock lee i heard he trains naked!" sasuke: " realy?! ... don't screw with me, and .... nobody's here soo " sasuke got closer to naruto again, he was so close that he can't get any closer ..and held his pants and slowly lowered them ...but naruto held them, blushing .. he highered them and said : " get off " naruto " heyy itachi, never take you'r shirt off, you might get raped or something " itachi: " i don't mind if his dick is bigger than mine " naruto walked to his shirt and took it saying : " ewwww man" and then he ran away from that far away place to his house .. he kept thinking about it all night .. and the next morning sasuke disappeared ... and the memory of that night stayed in narutos mind, chased his dreams, controled his day's , and made him dadydream all day .. he never forgot sasuke's touch .. the feeling of his breath against his neck .. he never forgot him, and after 7 yaers in a one hot summer day when naruto was at his house with only a fish net shirt, orange shorts with two black stripes and his opened belt, all what he was thinking about is : " i wonder how he look's right now, how he smells, has he got better? ....... where is he now?" the noise outside did'nt cut off his thinking but the loud hard knocks on the door did .... it was sakura .. sakura : "umm hi naruto" she said blushing .. naruto actualy got used on her coming every 4 hours to check on him ... well after sasuke left leaving only his memory in naruto's head ... he thgought about it so much that he actualy lost intrest in sakura !! but sakura started developing feeling's for him soo .. naruto : "ughh what is it?" he said looking bored and a bit annoyed.. sakura said as she was blushing : "ughhh , want some ramen? " naruto : "no thnx " he said as he slamed the door in sakura's face and said : "this shirt's tooo itchy" accidently sakura heard it she thought:"oh god! he's taking his shirt off .. my chance to see that sexy chest .. those sexy colar bones .. his super sexy six pack and his muscles! .. the sexy naruto !!" she kicked the door powerfully opening it ... as naruto was giving his back to her .. taking off his shirt .. looking so damn sexy! naruto: "what the fuck!?" sakura: "ughhh , want some ramen?" naruto:"ughh ,no " naruto turned showing his chest to sakura .. her mouth started watering and unconsiously she touched his chest .. but naruto took them off and said : "do you have any idea that is considered a sexual harrasement?"sakura did'nt care anymore and all she wanted was to just rip his pants off, she said : "no! now take you'r pants off and gimme some .." naruto: "what? .." sakura held naruto from his shoulders and pushed him roughly to the wall, she held his chin trying to kiss him but he looked to his right avoiding it then he pushed her and said: " look, i like someone else" he said as he walked to the chair and sat down puting his elbows on his knees and looking at sakura's face ... sakura : "who? is it hinata? or is that ino? " naruto : " not my type..." sakura: " oh you have a type?" naruto: "whatever, it's not you, and you'r not getting any, and get outta my house, go" sakura went went out with her head low, and her jow about to drop to the floor ... seconds later naruto went to drink some expired milk buuut ... he heard realy loud noises and people babbling outside and voices like .... realy realy hard and loud knocks on a wood door!! soooo he took a sip of his EXPIRED i repeat EXPIRED milk as if nothing happened .... but then he heard it again so he went out to see what's up guess what?! ... he see's sasuke!! ... looking better, sexier than ever ... on a high hill with the wind playing with his hair, with his mouth watering chest and his BEAUTIFUL face, even better than before, ! naruto dreamed about this a lot .... but sasuke did'nt look that happy...

my favourite quotes is my own signature Let us find it together" "Our 'ideal way of existence' its from Mirage of Blaze (novel) i think the words are so deep and full of meaning i also like the one that JenovaVII mentioned at (Hottest and dirtiest quotes in yaoi?) thread when naoe said at mirage of blaze (novel) " Then... bind me... " Naoe answered, his voice a moan. " Chain me to you so tightly that I will never be able to free myself. Then... I will never leave you again. And until you kill me, I will never be killed by anyone. " one of the CD drama track 2 Naoe said to Takaya at the end (This year I shall make an adult man out of you!) i also like when Iason said "You are mine ,Even if the world shatters around me now." from Ai no Kusabi he is so possessive _at Pandora Hearts OZ said (it doesnt matter if i am the only one that is hurt) i think its similar to that .... hmm thats all i have in mind now .....

lol...I don't know what to say... How much love I received from all of you..I will keep them in my heart... lol...I can be proud of that "i am loved by many people looool..." Thanks you guy one more time @cloudy-chan: Food Love poem, right ...I still remember of course...I'm happy to hear " " You could all be my RICE" lol...

(cloudy's super duper simple non-bl poem) :msn_red_fox 2 FOOD LOVE You're like sugar Crystal grains So sweet Partner to my cup of bitter You're like coffee Black grains So strong Wakens me, like morphine You're like creamer White powder So fluffy Makes my burden, lighter You're like milk Thick and creamy Uhmmm, so yummy! Makes me feel like kiddie You're like dark chocolate Solid bar Tastes li'l bitter yet sweet Such mystery underneath You're like sponge cake Soft and foamy So craving Yet gives me a slice of cozy You're like soup Woooh!, so hot! In my cold days Embraced me of warmth You're like main course That everybody's waiting for Craving savory taste I'm lucky to be in first place But above all these Is a food that everybody needs That you must treasure and keep ME!, your RICE, indeed (hahahaha, i don't know how i came up with this, i wanted to wrote something simple but joyful LOVE poem, i was not able to reach that goal, that's why it results to this, (LOL ) (but i think this for about 2 days, lol) :leaf5:

Ryuu I couldn’t stop pacing. I could feel Sora’s eyes on me as he sat on the couch. Hayate and Isao had left about thirty minutes ago and Kenta was in my bed resting. “Ryuu . . . he’s okay. He’s just a little banged up.” “I know!” I flung my arms up in frustration. “He has a concussion though. He just goes out for a drink and five guys jump him? What the fucking hell?” Sora shrugged, his voice soft. “It’s part of his job Ryuu. From what Iesada said it was a rival gang and he was on contested territory.” “Its fucking stupid and you know it.” “I’m not arguing with you about it Ryuu. You knew when you hired him that he hadn’t given up being yakuza.” I flopped down on the couch next to him and crossed my arms over my chest. “It’s just so frustrating. I hate seeing him hurt and . . . something else is wrong. He’s even quieter than usual.” “He did say his jaw hurt.” I shot a look at Sora and he held up a hand. “Hey, I’m just saying. Maybe it hurts to talk.” I slumped down, knowing I was pouting and not caring in the least. “We have a concert this weekend. What if he can’t work?” “That’s not all you are worried about.” I laid my head over on Sora’s shoulder, sighing. “No. I’ll go talk to him in a bit.” I never got the chance. He didn’t wake up by the time I was ready for bed, so I just curled up next to him. When I woke up the next morning he was gone. There was a text on my phone telling me breakfast was on the table and that he’d be back in time for dinner. I figured he was trying to get his bike fixed. It was his only means of getting around. He hated taking public transportation. So did I for that matter. Buses are filthy. I sent him a quick text. I’ll make dinner tonight. One came back just as fast. Don’t you fucking dare. I laughed and typed out my response. My kitchen, means I can do what I want in it. It took him a little bit longer to respond but I laughed out loud. God how I loved that man. Jack off instead. That actually sounded like a good idea. Maybe later. I had stuff to get done before I headed out with Sora to go get his birthday present. It was kind of hard to believe that he was going to be turning twenty-one in a few days. I was going to be twenty one next March. That made me wonder when Kenta’s birthday was. Had I already missed it? I would feel horrible if that was the case. I wondered if he was going to be nineteen or twenty. I honestly wasn’t sure. I’d have to go check his paper work. Some boyfriend I am. Can’t even remember his birthday. It took me thirty minutes to find his stuff. I really did not get Reiko’s filing system. June. Wow and he was going to be twenty. So he was younger. He sure as hell didn’t act it. My eyes dropped down the paper and I realized he had no emergency contact. None. No family. Nothing. It caused a soft pain in my chest. The only contact listed was a woman. A Takemitsu Shiori. The number was for a local parole office. His parole officer? That was his only contact? Why hadn’t he at least put Hayate or Isao was an emergency contact? Or even Daisuike? Or me . . . wait that wouldn’t work. If he was with me and there was an emergency that wouldn’t work. Still yet it got me to wondering, not for the first time, just why Kenta had went to juvenile corrections. From what Akira had told me, no one knew for certain. Not even Hayate and Daisuike. He flat out refused to talk about it. Taking a deep breath, I blew it out softly and put the file back. It wasn’t like there weren’t things I didn’t keep from him. It just worried me. Who was this Rame person and why would he have been dreaming about him? From his reaction it had to be something bad. I gasped and clapped a hand over my mouth as a sudden thought hit me. I didn’t get to dwell on it as I heard the front door open. “Hey Ryuu! You decent?” I scrambled to my feet and trotted out to the hallway. “No, but you don’t care.” I grinned at Sora as he just shook his head. “Go put clothes on Ito, you damn exhibitionist.” “Meh, you’re just jealous you don’t look this good naked.” “Short and hairy?” “Oi! I’m not hairy!” I stomped my foot glaring at Sora, though I couldn’t help glancing down. I did have more hair than Kenta, but he didn’t seem to care at all. Though he didn’t like stubble, which I found rather cute. “And everyone is shorter than you. Giant strawberry colored freak.” “Well if you are going to call names I guess I won’t share the food Gramps sent over.” “Ah! Oh! Kenta left me breakfast!” I’d gotten totally sidetracked. Over breakfast Sora and I discussed the upcoming concert and the set list. As always he was concerned about not overtaxing Hasu. The little guy put his heart and soul into drumming and sometimes his blood. Though after he’d passed out onstage during our tour we were a lot more careful about making sure he got breaks and didn’t play until he was too exhausted to move. Reiko got very -very pissed at me if I did more than two encores. Though, obviously the whole band had to agree to do them. Three was our absolute limit. Usually by the third time, we’d just come out and throw free stuff at the fans. Three is pushing it even for me. You put on an hour to two hour show and three encores can make it last another hour more, easy. That’s a fucking long night, as Kenta would put it. Thinking of Kenta reminded me of something else. “Hey Sora . . . you know Kenta went to juvie, right?” “Yeah I heard him and Akira talking about it. Apparently they went to the same one but just missed seeing each other, different cell blocks. Neither of them talk about it much.” “Yeah, he um . . . kind of let a name slip the other day.” Sora raised his eyebrows at me, the deep green eyes inquisitive. “Really? Good slip or bad slip, you seem kind of . . . upset about it.” “Well . . . that was partly my fault. Sora . . . I-I’m afraid he got raped in juvie.” I went on in a rush seeing the shocked expression on his face. “He did say that something had happened, that someone had tried and he’d beat them up but . . . sometimes just the way he acts reminds me of-“ “Us.” I nodded seeing the pain simmering just behind Sora’s eyes. “I’m sorry to bring it up Sora.” He shook his head, the red hair whipping back and forth. “No, we both went through it. If he did too . . . then you know how to help, right? Or did you want me to talk to him.” “I . . . I was kind of hoping you would. From . . . from what he’s said it was a gang . . . “ “Oh . . .” Sora looked down his voice soft. “I see.” “I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have brought it up. I’m sorry Sora.” I jumped up rushing around the table to grab him in a hug. He let me hug him for a moment before gently pushing me away. “It’s okay Ryuu. It’s been a long time since I’ve thought about it honestly.” I sat back down, watching him intently. “Are you sure you’re alright?” “Yeah.” He nodded his eyes on his empty plate. “Just, if he was gang raped, there are a lot of other things involved. It’s not like what happened with you and Naoki.” “I-I know . . . I was there, remember.” His smile was so sad it broke my heart, tears stinging my eyes. “That had to have been so hard for you Ryuu.” I shook my head quickly, wanting to banish those images. “It was horrible. Utterly and completely devastating, Sora. I couldn’t do anything to help you.” He reached across the table and wiped the tear off my cheek. “You tried and that is all that matters, Ryuu. You are the best friend I’ve ever had. You’ve always been there for me. If you want me to approach Kenta about it I will. Therapy has done wonders for me and maybe he’ll benefit from it too. You know how much you improved after you went. Even after the stuff with Naoki. I promise it will help him if he goes.” “I hope so. Sometimes he just seems so . . . lost and alone even when he’s right next to me.” We spent the rest of the morning talking about less tragic subjects, which I was happy about. Sometimes those things needed to be discussed. I’d had a few people over the years ask why Sora and I had never got together, considering how close we are. It’s simple. I could never, ever do anything sexual with him. Not after what happened to him . . . to us. I love Sora, but he is more of my brother than anything. I wouldn’t have it any different. He was playing a video game when Akira, Reiko and Hasu got in from school. Then it was time to practice. Honestly this was my favorite time of day, other than spending time with Kenta. To get to be with my friends and make music together, there is nothing better. Except being with Kenta. Nothing came close to that.

Kenta I spent the rest of the day tracking down the rest of the leads. Oddly things were starting to point back to the gay bar. “Yeah, the owner was complaining that one of the customers keeps roughing up his escorts.” I frowned listening to the bartender as I sipped at my coke. No rum, unlike Suke. Can’t stand the stuff. This guy was pretty good. I didn’t put the flourishes into my pouring like he did. Maybe if I did I’d get better tips. Or tips at all. Reiko was about the only person that fucking tipped me. “Got a name?” “Nah, you know how they are about client confidentiality.” “What?” “Confidentiality, you know . . . privacy?” “Oh . . . yeah that makes sense.” He shook his head at me a strange look on his face and went back to wiping out glasses. “Anyway, if you need info that bad you should talk to the escorts.” “Fuck no.” “What? You got something against fags?” He raised an eyebrow at me and I almost laughed in his face. “No. Not exactly.” I set my drink down looking at it for a moment. “You heard anything about a guy named Obuchi Rame?” He set the glass down carefully, his eyes narrowing slightly. “Word has it that he made parole.” “Yeah I’d heard that too. Anyone saying anything?” “Not yet but . . . he was only out of juvie for a month before he violated his parole last time.” I grunted. I knew that much. “Yeah, he went to the big boy prison after that.” “What’s your connection with him?” I picked my coke up and took a long slow drink before setting it down and looking up at the man. “He was my cell mate in juvie.” “Oh . . . Oh! Shit man I had a buddy who was in with you guys. Oda? He said that fucker had a sadistic streak, tried to rape his cellmate and almost got gutted. That wasn’t you . . . was it?“ “It wasn’t like that.” Better lie now or my rep was shot to hell and back. “We didn’t get along and I ended up in isolation after a fight with him. The gutting part’s right.” “Shit man.” He shook his head focusing on the pitcher he was filling with beer. He handed it off to a waiter and looked back at me. “So what are you doing out here? Don’t like your new job?” “Huh?” “The bodyguard thing.” “Oh, no that’s easy. The band is fun. They are the biggest fucking dorks you’ve ever met for being rock stars. It’s all the crazy ass fan girls that get on my nerves. Sometimes I think being a yakuza is safer.” He laughed at that and we talked for a bit longer about nothing much. I’d just finished my coke and was getting ready to pay when his eyes narrowed as he looked up and over my shoulder. I instantly tensed, my hand sliding down to my hip, my fingers brushing over the sheath were my knife was hidden. He slowly inclined his head while at the same time moving away from me. “You might want to move.” I spun around, crouching low. An arm swept through the air where I had been just a second ago. I had a quick glance at a dark suit with a white shirt. Lashing out I slammed my fist into his side. He fell back but there were three more waiting. Four dark suits and then I spotted the cream colored suit behind them. Shit. Another gang? But who? No time. I side stepped a lunge but that brought me within range of the other guy. I blocked the punch and landed one of my own. He grunted and staggered back crashing into a table. “Oi!!! Take it outside shit heads!” Like there was time for that. Who the fuck were these guys? Most gangs knew better than to just attack a Kobayashi. I dodged a fist while knocking down a kick aimed at my stomach. Shit! These guys weren’t fighting fair. At this rate . . . fuck! I tried to move back but the bar was in the way. A foot slammed into my chest and I bounced off the bar and directly into a punch. Shit that hurt, my back throbbing as I tried to take a breath. Flinging up an arm, I tried to block the next punch only to realize too late it was a distraction as I was tackled from the side. Stars burst all around me as my head cracked against the bar. After that I didn’t feel a whole lot, just vague impressions of movement and the sound of voices. Then someone was hauling me up and I blinked several times realizing I was being drug outside. Fuck! I tried to pull away and to my complete horror I was bodily picked up and thrown over someone’s shoulder, a bony shoulder that cut into my stomach and made breathing even more difficult. “Oi! What the hell are you doing?” That was the bartender. What did he care? Fuck this hurt. I couldn’t even find the strength to lift my head. It was pounding so hard it was making me dizzy. Then we were outside. The sudden brightness too much, I squeezed my eyes shut and just tried to breathe. “He out?” “Not sure.” “Put him down here.” I was dumped on the ground and then propped against a wall. I really wished I could fucking snap out of it. I wanted to rip these guys apart. “You sure this is the right guy? He’s kinda small to be-“ “No it’s him. See.” There were fingers on my arm and it was lifted, my sleeve pulled back. The small dragon tattoo on the inside of my wrist was the only one I had. “Kobayashi’s crest. He’s one of their enforcers. Boss’ description of him was dead on too.” Boss? So it was another gang. I choked as water was suddenly splashed in my face. Oddly it seemed to snap me out of the daze I’d been in. “I’m gonna fucking kill you fuckers.” I glared up at them, and forced myself to my feet, using the wall for support. There were five of them. Four dark suits and the cream. They all had their hair slicked back and dark glasses on. It was the police batons and brass knuckles that caught my attention more than anything. Cream suit stepped forward and taking his glasses off looked down his fat nose at me. “We are just delivering a message. Stay in your territory and back off the questions.” “Fuck you.” He smirked at me. “No, I think it would be the other way around.” He stepped forward and before I could move had grabbed me around the neck. He slammed me back against the wall. “You will lay off or I’ll tell Obuchi where to find you.” Something must have showed on my face cause he laughed. A low nasty sound. “Yeah . . . didn’t think you’d like that. He’s looking for you, ya know.” I felt my eyes widen. A very different kind of weakness hit me and breathing was suddenly much harder than it should have been. Just thinking about him had my heart pounding. He was looking for me? Then Ryuu was in serious danger. Fat nose was still talking. “So, just stick to following around those fags you work for in that band and stop with all the questions.” I grabbed his wrist and twisted sharply, ripping his hand off my neck. He yelped and had to turn to keep me from snapping his wrist. “They ain’t fags and if you know whose got it out for them you better fucking tell me before I break your fucking arm.” “I ain’t telling you shit, cocksucker!” I twisted harder and then with my foot shoved him into the two guys who were coming up fast. There was a short scuffle, too short and ended with me bleeding on the pavement. Fuck I was not having a good day. *** “Kenta . . . come on man . . . Kenta! Shit!” What was Hayate so pissed about? “Fuck! Isao I’m going to need your help.” I was being lifted. What the fuck was going on? I’d had enough of being carried around today. “Shit Kenta you need to eat more. Never mind Isao, I’ve got him. Did you find his bike?” “Yeah both tires are slashed and somebody keyed the shit out of the paintjob.” “Fuck.” I got my eyes open. “Finally!” Hayate was looking down at me his eyebrows nearly meeting over his nose. “Shit man, who fucked you up?” “Put me the fuck down.” It hurt to talk, my jaw throbbing in time with my heart beat. I didn’t like that as soon as he put me down I felt like I was going to fall right back on my ass. “Some stupid gang thought they could imitate me.” “You mean intimidate.” I glared at Isao. Why did he always have to correct me? “Yeah whatever.” “Intimidate you. Why?” I shrugged and winced. My shoulder was sore too. Probably from slamming into the wall. “Guess they didn’t like me drinking in their bar. What the hell are you doing here anyway?” “The bartender called Jiro, said you’d gotten taken down and drug out. He sent us over to check on you. Good thing we did. You look like shit, Arakaki.” I looked away from Isao feeling like he was looking right though me. “We’ll load up your bike in my truck and take you home. You got money for new tires?” “Yeah. Just take me to Ryuu’s.” I watched while the two of them got my bike loaded into the back of Isao’s Nissan. I was going to kill those guys next time I saw them. It was going to cost me the next months pay to fix my bike.

Summary: The bloody supernatural story of the meeting of Zed, a sininster ruler back to life and three friends: Ashley, Tayler and Doichen and how Ashley ends turned into a supernatural being. Status: Discontinued Warning-rated 18+,contains excessive violence,language and sexual themes (wasnt done alone^^,i am the terror tyrant,zed,this is a one shot,prt 1)

form here on in it gets very bloody -warning

this story is a bit long,but its good my ex was doing the actions for the other three characters,and i did the puppet girl as well

heyy everyone :hamtaro-005 (4): guess what? i'm posting chapter 2 .. yayy hope you'r hungry for some blue crush, haha .. :hamtaro-005 (22): enjoy, yaoi lovers :leaf3: chapter 2 Sasuke looked at naruto with sharp eyes while the blond gazed him, the shock overcame him, he couldn't even speak a work, he just gazed the raven man's intense eyes, if looks could kill, naruto would be in his grave now but does Sasuke have that sharp look on his face? What's he so mad about? Naruto thought "I wanna run so fast 'til I get to the top of that hill and .... Say hi? ... No that's not what I want, I want to... Kiss him with all I got, hug him, touch that delicious chest, and lick it, and, wait! I'm not gay!! ..... No…oo not for that shit head... no fucking way Naruto didn't wanna follow his desire if he does his pride is so over... he pretended like he didn't even see him, he looked to his left seconds before Looking on his right he drank some expired milk that was already in his hand milk and got into his house of course it's all pretending that he wanted to know what the heck is wrong with people and where they were looking at, but then he just pretends that he doesn't care what is it ... it's all just.. Pretending. But his real feelings were so…oo the total total total opposite of what he pretended he said "Oh fuck! Why did you come back Sasuke, go back! Go back to the hell that you came From Sasuke, ughhh, you shitty fuck head you made me gay!! And who knows maybe I was gay from the start... I mean I've always liked to peep rock lee bathing and gara changing why can't I just accept it like Sasuke and his friggin' brother did?" A moment's of silence has passed before naruto screams: "fuck you Sasuke….ee" 40 minutes passed and naruto hasn't moved a muscle!! And finally he gets up and Says: "okay, I can't take this ... he's like 10 meters away probably screwing around with I don't know who, and I'm right here complaining about it, I gotta do something, why Am I talking to myself? Great I'm gay AND crazy!" He said as he took his orange jacket with 2 stripes on the same side as his short's which Is right, Okay so he buckled his belt and went out ... guess what he saw Sasuke hitting on rock lee! Sasuke was pinning rock lee's right hand to the wall behind Him, playing with his hair.... And they were talking...Naruto heart was on fire just like A wife seeing her husband screw around someone ... well he knew that it would mean that he's jealous and his pride will be history ... but he had to do something he thought: "hmmmm, I could go and kick rock lee's ass ... or .. No I love him too much to kick his ass, I could... Yes that's the thing" Naruto saw Sakura staring at him from a distance, he winked at her, what!? Naruto Winking at sakura! What the...?! Has he lost hope in Sasuke?! After all the stupid long days in the stupid 5 years?! Well sakura Came closer in steps that show how shy she is ... and when she was right in front of him .. Sakura: "i see you changed your mind" she said in a low, yet heard voice... Naruto: "do you want me sakura" Sakura: " eh?! Yes!" Naruto: "ok pretend that you love Sasuke, not me, and you're together, now look there Whataya see? "He said in a low voice Sakura: " what?! Sasuke's gay?! "She says in a loud voice Naruto: "shhhh lower your voice, he's screwing with rock lee behind your Back, what will you do now? Maybe he doesn't love you anymore. Sakura: "listen, naruto, this is so no t a proper conversation topic" Naruto: "ok let's get to the bottom of this, if you go there and pretend you're sasuke's Lover from the 3 past years, and you're really mad about what's going on, I'll.... I'll sleep with you sakura!" Sakura: " eh?! I thought you liked me?! And why do I have to do this?! It's really shitty y'know?" Naruto: " sakura, do you wanna sleep with me or not?" Sakura: "i wanna ... Sleep with you" Naruto: "then go there and do your best acting ever" Sakura: "will I be on top?" Naruto: "yes, now go!" Sakura: "okay, okay" she said as she took a loud big sigh and walked to Sasuke and Rock lee with a mad, EXTREMELY mad face and said to Sasuke with a loud Voice: " you're screwing guys now?!" Sasuke: "what?" Sakura: "after all that hot romance with you, all these nights and you are screwing guy's now And out of all guys, what guy did ya pick? Rock lee?" Sasuke: " wait, what are you saying?! That I was with you?! Is this some kinda prank?" Sakura: "oh and now you deny it?! You're such a BASTARD" Rock lee: "I thought you said you're single" Sakura: "no! He is not fucking single!" sakura screamed in their faces Rock lee: "ok I'm done here" he said as he raised his hands to his shoulder's height and Walked away... Naruto was looking at them from a distance, happy, proud, with what he had done, it Was unusually smart from him, and he didn't even involve himself in all that shit, wow, what a scene, I didn't know naruto was so smart. Sakura: "ughhh thank god I did it GOOD, maybe I should try acting school instead Of ninja!" Sasuke: "what the fuck?!" Sakura: "oh sorry Sasuke that was a favor for a friend" she said as she walked back to Naruto held his hand and walked back with him to his place. Sasuke: "naruto? ..." he said in a low voice, remembering that night, those Feelings ... those feelings from that day, those feelings haunting him everyday, Every time he was with another man.... That one memory that filled his days... He thought: "have I lost him? Have I lost him ... forever? He sent sakura to get rock lee Away from me, that means he's jealous, or just ... that he wants to ruin my life? Or that he's not jealous over me, but over rock lee, I just wanna know, what make's Sakura better than me? Is it boobs? "He watched naruto til they both got in the house, oh gosh! What's going on in that house?! Some hot smexy sex maybe? Well... Sakura: "ughhh well"... Naruto: "whataya want me to do…?" Sakura: "duh, undress me..." Naruto sighed in boredom got closer to her, and unzipped her dress, naruto didn't really Feel like doing that ... he ... loves Sasuke, not sakura, but, what could he do? He has to Do it... So..... Sakura: "you're too slow naruto" she said as she removed narutos hands from her shirt and unzipped it herself, then She took it off and took her bra off too, if naruto wasn't gay I'm sure that he will be now on bed screwing sakura as Hard as he could while sakura's moaning as loud as she could, but oh well too GOOD he is .. Sakura unzipped narutos jacket and took it off, unbuckled his belt and took it off too, she unzipped his shorts, and it appears that he wasn't wearing underwear! So she kept stroking his dick for seconds before she lowered to his waist started licking it, naruto thought: "only if it was Sasuke licking me ... I'd have a boner!" Naruto: "why are you doing this?" Sakura stopped licking for a moment and said: "to get you hard" Naruto: "no I mean I said I liked someone else so why are doing this even if I don't like you?" Sakura: "you'll like me later" she said and continued licking naruto for seconds before She pushed him to the bed behind, and said: "enjoy" Naruto thought: "oh shit I thought that Sasuke would be my first! And I kept fantasizing about it for 5 years!! I'm just gonna ... close my eyes and imagine its Sasuke ..." Naruto closed his eyes as sakura sat on his waist putting her legs each on a side of narutos body and her Hand's on his chest, she rubbed her pussy against narutos dick moaning softly, naruto Was actually pretty hard, ya know, no man can resist a woman with such a face and Body!! He started breathing heavily; a smirk was drawn on sakura's face, not that shy Cute girl anymore, as they say Screw innocence, do you they say that? Whatever... When her hands were about to reach his dick so it would enter her ... Sasuke busted the door with a kick! He looked so sexy when he was doing that, at least naruto thought so … Sasuke?! Where did this guy come from? And why is he here? No, the answer's too obvious... To Stop sakura of course, what's gonna happen next? Is there love to be finally fulfilled?! Find out the next chapter everyone!

Anyone else watching this new anime? I've found it to be very entertaining, one of the better titles this spring. ^^ Wondered what everyone else thought about it.

just curious if you happened to read some really badly drawn yaoi manga...

Summary: The band is in a meeting planning a performance in an Art Gallery. They discuss the clothes they'll get. After the meeting, Hyde ends up at Ken's place and bedroom. Status: Complete :hamtaro-005 (10): Hyde :hamtaro-005 (22): Tetsu :hamtaro-005 (12): Ken :hamtaro-005 (13): Sakura Rated 18+ for naughty language. “Okay, I called this meeting so we can discuss possible gimmicks we can do for our show next week.” Tetsu adjusted his glasses and clasped his hands together then looked at his companions. Ken was making smoke circles with his cigarettes. Hyde was making a concoction of soda pop and strawberry milk. Sakura was sleeping. “Guys?” Tetsu pretended to ignore their antics for the third time in a row since he announced the meeting. “Why don’t we get some sexy girls do some kind of a cabaret show while we are singing and then they’ll start doing acrobatic moves on us or at the audience then of course they should have cigarettes while they’re at it?” Ken looked at him momentarily putting off his cigarette. “No. You can’t do that, man. That’s just so wrong. There could be kids and lots of old people there and they’re going to get weird and stuff.” Hyde shakes his head and is now tasting his milk soda concoction. “You talk about weird, what the hell are you drinking??” Ken looks at him like Hyde grew another head but suddenly develops a curiosity with Hyde’s little formula. “Sakura?” Tetu looks at the sleeping drummer. “Huh? What? Sure, yeah. Right.” Sakura suddenly is jolted. “So you have something to say?” Tetsu tries to focus at him while trying to avoid looking at the two knuckleheads fighting over Hyde’s mystery drink. “Just one sip, Haido!! What the hell?” Ken is leaning over the shorter man. “DAME! ZEN ZEN DAME!!!” Hyde hugs the tall blue glass to himself. “You selfish short bratty spoiled stuck-up little prick stunted cute-faced little runt!!” Ken yelled. “Oh haha! You just had to say cute-faced, ne?” Hyde grinned. “I always knew you love me Ken-chan.” Hyde stuck out his tongue. “I threw in the cute face so you could give me that damn drink!” Ken demanded. “No!” Hyde is threatening to drink it all to Ken’s horror. “Hand it over!” Ken contested. “No. I made it. You said it was weird. What’s your problem? Leave me alone you overgrown horny perverted chimney-like hot booze-headed sex-crazed idiot monster you!!!” “AHAHAHAHAHAH!!! YOU SAID HOT!!!” Ken almost fell back on his seat. “SHUT UP AND I’LL TOTALLY DRINK ALL OF THIS!” Hyde raised the blue glass with a smirk. Ken immediately looked pale. “FOR THE LOVE OF GOD!!! CUT IT OUT BOTH OF YOU PSYCHOS!! DEMMIT!!!” Tetsu stood up and slammed the table and looked crazily at the warring duo. Ken raised his hands in surrender. Hyde puffed his cheeks but still holding onto the tall blue glass securely. “Can we please have a decent meeting for once? This will take just a few minutes of your precious time then you can do whatever it is you’re doing.” Tetsu sat down and tried to sound as gently as possible. “What is that Haido-chan?” Tetsu pointed at the precious possession at the vocalist’s clutches. “It’s soda milk.” Hyde showed him a peek through his fingers while holding the blue glass. “And he won’t even let me taste it.” Ken interjected. “Ken-chan….” Tetsu pleaded. “Oh okay.” Ken rolled his eyes. “Will you let me taste it?” Tetsu eyed him. Hyde looked down and smiled and pushed the tall glass at Tetsu. The bassist took a straw and sipped and slowly pushed the tall glass back to the grinning vocalist. “How was it?” Ken eyed him curiously. “It tastes like….” Tetsu pursed his lips. “Like what?” Hyde’s eyes rounded. “Later.” Tetsu waved at them. “Awwwwww, man…..” Hyde and Ken chorused. “So can we have our meeting now?” Tetsu was actually trying very hard to swallow the drink. It tasted like crap but he didn’t have the heart to tell Hyde. He probably will tell Ken later or maybe not. He couldn’t risk getting Ken on a field day harassing poor Haido-kun either. “Guys?” Tetsu looked at them pleadingly. “hai....” Hyde and Ken chorused again but in a resigned voice. “Okay the thing is we have been invited to this party. Well, actually it’s a art gallery thing and they are doing an exhibition for Takamiya Nogoya’s works.” “Who’s that?” Ken frowns. “He’s an artist, you dumbass!” Hyde baps his head. “Of course, I know he’s an artist but who is he really?” Ken retaliates by tugging Hyde’s hair. “ITAI!” Hyde yells. “GUYS!!” Tetsu ran a very agitated hand to his hair. They keep up with this, we are never going to accomplish anything, I swear. Whatever possessed me to form a band in the first place? WHAT? Oh yeah, because I couldn’t wait to get out of high school. Oh good decision, Tetsu-sama. You’re the coolest! “So as I was saying, this art exhibition is a showcase of Takamiya Nogoya’s works. Now all I know about this guy is he’s an old man. Most of his works have been compared to Picasso. So yeah, he’s that good. He also has a thing for indie bands and has a reputation for supporting them. That’s where we come in.” “Have you met him?” Hyde looks at him curiously. “No I have not. That’s all the information I got from the booker.” Tetsu adjusted his glasses as he took out his yellow notebook. “This is an art gallery show. Aren’t there usually a lot of snobs in those places?” Sakura pulled out a cigarette. “I don’t really know for sure but I’m sure there will be different types of people there. Basically they’re there for the works as well as the music.” “Hmmmm….works, music, lots of people…so that means….FREE FOOD?” Hyde beams. “Gods! Isn’t that all you ever think about? With that tiny body of yours, I wonder where you stuff all your food.” Ken sneers at him as he takes another drag in his cigarette. “I’ll be the judge of that.” Hyde makes a straight face at him. “So I thought we need to do prepare for this occasion. We have about 5 to 6 sets to play. Nothing too loud and just the usual slow tracks we play. I’ve already noted what those songs would be and we’ll practice them later. For now we need to decide what our theme would be.” “Oh you mean what we will wear for the occasion?” Sakura looks at him. “Yeah.” Tetsu nods while looking at his notebook and underlining DORESU. “Oh that’s easy! I’ll dress up as a vampire!” Hyde smiles at them. “Vampire? That’s an art show not HALLOWEEN!” Ken looks at him as if Hyde grew another head. “Well, I’m sick and tired always dressing up in those frilly clothes with all these gunk and ribbons and stuff in my hair. I want to be a VAMPIRE, OKAY? IS THAT SO HARD?” Hyde punctuates each word while poking Ken’s shoulder then looks at Tetsu wearing the most adorable smile he could offer. “Tet-chan, can I be a vampire, please?” “Huh?” Tetsu is suddenly face to face with a very pinchable Haido. How now, brown cow? Hyde wanting to be a vampire in an art show is totally out of place but aren’t vampires artistic too? Hmmmm…I remember reading about this in high school. I know…but if he dresses up as a vampire, what will that make us? A vampire lair? A vampire den? A bat cave? Are we all going to dress up as vampires like him? They might kick us out of the party. Plus I am sooooooooooo not vampire material. “Tet-chan?” Hyde sounded hopeful. “Anou…I’ll think about it.” Tetsu flashes him a tight smile. Hyde sits back and crosses his arms and frowns. “You’re just saying that but you don’t want me to dress up as a vampire.” “Haido…” Tetsu shakes his head uneasy with Hyde’s pouty behavior. Sakura stands from his seat and joins Ken and Hyde on the couch. He puts his arm around Hyde as if consoling a little child. “I don’t think it’s the time and place to dress up as one, Haido. Although I’m pretty sure you’d make a very good-looking vampire-chan.” “You really think so?” Hyde smiles. “Yeah I think so.” Sakura nods. “I think you’d make a gorgeous vampire too, Saku-chan.” Hyde leans closer. “I have a better idea!” Ken crushes his cigarette on the Stop Smoking or Die ashtray. “What?” Tetsu gives him his full attention. Sakura and Hyde also look at him. “Let’s do some body paint. It’s an art thing, ne? So that’s what we’ll do. Or we could role play. I’ll dress up as an art dealer.” “I didn’t know art dealers had a dress code.” Sakura chuckles. “Yes they do.” “No they don’t.” Sakura shakes his head. “Well I’m sure they do and I’m dressing as one. No contest.” “If you’re an art dealer, what am I?” Tetsu frowns. “You could be a curator!” Ken points at him. “So curators have dress codes too?” Sakura was trying to control himself from bursting in laughter. “Yes they do. What do you say, Tet-chan?” Ken grins. “Hmmm….I’ll think about it.” He had to admit at least Ken’s idea though a bit surprising but at least it wasn’t as bad as Hyde’s. He could be curator, whatever that was. “And you my friend!” Ken looks at Sakura. “Yeah?” “You’ll be the work of art!” Ken smirks at him. “I’M A WHAT?” Sakura looks at him aghast. “You’ll be the work of art. There will be some body painting done on your body so basically you’ll be half-dressed in the venue. Don’t worry, man. Hey! It’s not like you haven’t done that before.” “I had random characters written on my face which screamed Perversion, thanks to you.” Sakura rolled his eyes. He remembered waking from a nap during one of their gigs on the road then getting dragged out of the bus by Ken. He also remembered how a mother screamed at him and how strong was that old woman who beat him with a stick. If Ken wasn’t such a good friend, he’d be long dead and gone for what he drew on his face that time. Good times.

It doesn't really have a title yet because I just wrote it not too long ago. Let me know what you think EDIT: misakixusagi gave me a title idea ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "First Chance" He looked at me closely With his dirty little grin Creeping closer and closer To finding his way in He grabbed me roughly And threw me on the bed I was screaming for help Because I'd rather be dead He covered my mouth As he ripped off my pants He smiled at me sweetly And said give him a chance I tried to relax While he played his game But then a sudden thrust Put me into pain I let out a scream While he pulled on my hair This pain was too much For my body to bare But soon after that My screams became moans And pleasure took over From deep in my bones Gasping for breath And yelling for more I was about to explode But someone opened the door...

cute :2yoyo6:

Your poem is so beautiful Angel! :msn_red_fox 15 I like it a lot! I'm just sorry that you felt sad!

Your poem is so sweet, sensitive and sad and very touchy and beautiful... :leaf3: I like it a lot! I must admit I cried a bit... :leaf9: I'm so sorry to hear what happened to your friend... It's terrible! Tell her to be strong and hopefully she'll recover from the loss someday

. .that's a good start, words may not in good formation, it's an informal poem, but the important thing is that it possess feelings, :hamtaro-005 (19): . .while i'm reading it's like we're having a conversation where you share your sadness and i was just listening, rabbit0 . .it expresses the feelings you want the readers to feel rabbit14 . .nice angelofsin (though i'm also not that good in writing, these were my opinions ) :leaf12:

This poem is so romantic and emotional! It is very very good! I love it a lot! :mashimaro8: This was my favorite part: "I'll be waiting for you, In the land of eternity, We will be together, forever" Very sweet! leaf4

So cuuuute! I love your fanfic! It's so funny! :hamtaro-005 (5): “Well, I’m sick and tired always dressing up in those frilly clothes with all these gunk and ribbons and stuff in my hair. I want to be a VAMPIRE, OKAY? IS THAT SO HARD?” Hyde punctuates each word while poking Ken’s shoulder then looks at Tetsu wearing the most adorable smile he could offer. “Tet-chan, can I be a vampire, please?” - this was one of my favorite parts of it rabbit8 Super cool fanfic! :hamtaro-005 (8):

(Ai no Kusabi) Iason "You are mine ,Even if the world shatters around me now." (Mirage of Blaze) ova 2 Naoe "i am going to kill you with my embrace"

I seriously do not care about the age at all. The seme can be older, younger or have the exact same age. He may be underage or dying of old age, for all I care. As long as I like the characters and the story and there is chemistry and dynamic, that is all that matters to me. :cuteonion7:

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In my opinion every factor has a certain degree of important that contributes to the manga as a whole. While some have more influence than other, each one matters individualy. For me, what's more important is the plot line, the art and the character development. While I may not like the particular art style on its own, if it fits the story, and portrays its depth and can convey it's atmosphere to the reader, I will certainly love it infinitely more than a manga whose art is drop dead beautiful but, like a piece of certain puzzle does not fit in other that not its original, it doesn't complement the story and instead just looks like it does not belong there, giving the manga an akwardness while reading that simply should not exist. This factor is so crytical for me that if it is not, at least minimaly, satisfied, it's reason enough for me to drop that manga.:msn_red_fox 16 I say this because for me yaoi is not just gay porn, that I read simply because I want to see hot bishonen having hot butt sex. Of course there is that too, there's not use in denying it. But I love to death yaoi that has great art, great art whose fits the plot, plot that is exciting and interesting, with characters that make you laugh until your throat is sore, and cry until you can't take the headache, and smirk as you think you've seen the hotest guy in creation. :msn_red_fox 9 The plot is essential. It needs to be interesting, captivating and unpredictable. As long as my interest is satisfied, and I enjoy it enough to be chained by it and forced to sit and read as if my life is dependent on it, I won't mind the (extreme) predictability that much. A~ah it does feel nice to be surprised with some plot twists :Red_fox11: At last, the dreaded topic (!) of character evolution throughout the story... Most of the times there is none, and I almost despair. :Red_fox12: Sometimes there is some here and there, and it brings a smile to my face. Rarely there is a good amount, and I thank the master mind behind it for existing. I find a nice feeling of completion in a yaoi manga when the characters grow with their experiences and/or journeys, either psychologicaly or physicaly. I do not really mind the pshysical part per see, what matters the most is indeed the psychological. A great yaoi manga forces you to tear up at the angst, and tear up once again because you cannot stop laughing, and blush at the smexy guys and equally smexy sex scenes, and gasp in surprise at the climax of the story. :Red_fox: It's extremely rare to find a yaoi like that, unfortunaly. But when you have a taste of one of them, yaoi with only porn as a proposit won't satisfy you anymore.