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Setts laughter was a deep balm on an old would. God how Haruhi missed that melodic sound. Yet it was nothing compared to the soft caress to his hair, the gentle touch to his ear. God was he thirsty for such kindness, such deep affection and love. Leaning into the soft fingers running through his tangled hair Haruhi could only think about how Sett was and had been always so careful to not pull on any tangles. How he knew just how to play with a tease his unmanageable hair. He hadn’t been caring for it much lately his work keeping him to busy and well he didn’t date or really go out. If it wasn’t for Yukie demanding to brush and sort it out twice a week he would have shaved it down saved himself the issue. Yet- here he was with a man who always seemed to brush his fingers through his hair as if it was smooth as silk. [[" If we're both here...does that make us lustful perverts,"]] Letting out a dry chuckle Haruhi couldn’t help a genuine laugh escape his lips as he looked at Sett a flame of his old self burning in his eyes as he spoke. Haruhi just let out a small shrug as he wasn’t sure as the silence creeped into the room. God he hated it. It reminded him of home. That silence was suffocating. [[" Haruhi...........I-....I-m sorry....."]] Haruhi just slowly sat up his eyes watching Sett as he looked away for a moment refusing to meet his eyes as an all familiar ache to burn his feelings in alcohol again surfaced again Fuck those words felt like mouth full of glass. They fucking hurt. Haruhi only rummaged around on a drawer in his desk pulling out a bottle as he opened the cap and took a deep drink as Sett spilled out his shitty excuses. [[" You probably hate me, and I doubt you'll ever forgive me, or believe me...but I...I meant what I said before...I didn't mean to abandon you, I never wanted things to get worse...I just...I was causing you alot of trouble...and thought youd be better off, safer.. h-happier without me."]] ”…Fuck you.” Haruhi snapped as he glared at Sett the sharp alcohol making his insides gag as he set the bottle down to look up at Sett who was trying to smooth this over his hands still playing in Haruhi’s hair as he tried to distract him. Pulling away from Sett Haruhi slapped his hands away from his body. He never could hate him, but anger and trauma was a cold fucking bitch. ”In those fucking six long….loooooong…ass years did you ever think to ask hey! maybe I should see what he wants! Maybe, he would want me instead of that life. Maybe He fucking dreads going home….maybe….he would have thrown it all away if he was asked….” Haruhi whispered curling up a little in pain of the past fuzzy memories that kept him drinking most nights. He let out a deep pained laugh as his voice caught in his throat, hot tears spilling down his cheeks as he looked up at Sett. God how could he hate him….Sett was his world even when he was this fucked up…he still found he him. Haruhi had always still loved him, through the hell of the recovery after the attack…to his arranged marriage he had purposely destroyed…waiting for him to come back. Even when Sett didn’t come back…when they all refused to listen to who he wanted to be with. When his failed attempt…was just pushed as pre wedding nervous jitters instead of him screaming out in rebellion that he could only love Sett and he wouldn’t accept another. He had never forgot Sett…he never moved on…even when his parents tried to forced him to marry for their company alliance’s and had arranged for him to be married before his school acceptance. He had fought for him. All of those years… He had screamed himself raw during his trip in the car that day. He screamed and fought the men forcing him to leave before dawn, he tried to fight the drugs even…he wanted Sett. He couldn’t leave again not without a fight! Sett could still look him up by his family name still find him one day and come back. Haruhi had already been forced to leave the first home by his parents when they found out Sett knew where to find him. He-…he would refuse to go. He would rather die…. If they hadn’t have died instead…he would have. That constant screaming that day…the deep soul shattering ache for the one he loved was only quieted after he was injured in the car crash. It took two years for Haruhi to figure it out who Sett was…he didn’t have anything to go off of…just past stories from those who had known them and doctor reports. His parents had made sure Sett had been erased. ”….Why…Why didn’t you ask.” Haruhi asked his voice fully breaking as he couldn’t stop the screaming in his head and the shaking of his body. It burned…he was past intoxicated. Everything hurt it blurred into so many different feeling that all Haruhi could do is clutch at his sides shaking as he tried to breathe. He was so fucking broken anyone would be after this long…it was no wonder he was trapped working in this hellhole.A part of him…had unknowingly given up on so much after so long struggling…it was no wonder he was falling apart. Haruhi of course wouldn’t remember his night here and the self destructive cycle he was trapped in. He would faintly remove talking to Sett their drunken meeting. He would remember the pain and suffering he would accept the apology. Then he would struggle to know what was real and not. What part is Sett was real or a faint memory. He would second guess this meeting because he had been struggling like this for six months, ever since his life spiraled. Haruhi was neglecting himself unknowingly making his memory worse with over drinking and his lack of good care towards himself It had taken its toll, and others had noticed (Mishka) and had jumped to secure him (sign a contract) and used it to their advantage. -
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“Ah, a true deep weakness of mine…food.” Yukie said with a deep sigh as if he was fighting himself internally over keeping Julius here or eating chicken. Snuggling Julius for a moment longer he let his mate go having decided on food as he couldn’t ignore his hunger pains. Moving out of the nest and he sneakily hid behind the pillows from whoever was going to deliver food. He would just have to pounce when Julius came back to the bed. Yukie would win two prizes in his hunting efforts, his mate and some tasty chicken. ——————— Taking the medicine Haruhi sipped his drink and poked at the pancake the topic at hand still irritating him. ”…I don’t want your wolf…to see me as some weak ass mate. I am just as capable of holding my own. I did it before you.” Haruhi stated rather bluntly as he ripped up the pancake eating a few bites here and there. “I saved myself…don’t forget…I am strong.” Haruhi added as he looked at Yumro thinking back to how he had to escape back then and take Haru. ”I know you mean well. I adore that you love and care for me so well…it’s just. I want to stand by your side as an equal. Not as something beneath you that needs extra care and isn’t able to handle the harder things. I already had a husband like that.” Haruhi explained as he looked down at the ripped pancake the conversation bitter in his mouth. He hated it. Hated the way he felt. There was still so much pain from before, he was healing but some things….they were hard to understand and accept. He knew that Yumro was being a great mate, he cared so much and as much at Haruhi craved this he also feared it. “Sometimes….it gets all strange and off…inside my head, it’s like all of the things I feel are twisted and confusing. You’re nothing like him…but I can’t help feeling like I’m still back there sometimes…like I’m just some pretty thing to look at or….desire….I feel this same way when Yukies being to demanding…sometimes….things just get foggy….things….are to off..” Haruhi whispered trying to understand his own feelings on the sudden realization of all the change around him all while trying to process pent up trauma, doing this while explaining them to Yumro had become a bit overwhelming. It was unknowingly making Haruhi just more upset and emotional as he felt the lump in his throat catch and felt burning tears falling down his cheeks something that shocked him as he didn’t know fully why he was crying. ”I-I’m not angry with you…I’m…” Haruhi tried to explain only to break out in a hiccup as he stared down at the mess of a pancake before him torn into little bite sized pieces. -
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Hello! dayneofstarfall over at animesharing did re-upload the PC version of Galtia in January and last I've checked, the link is still working :) Just search by the name, you'll find the topic from around 2015 quite fast, the last comment should still have the mega link (which I'm not including in this message as it's not mine to share :^) (btw if you do not have an account, you'll need to register to see the links, but the approval is instant as long as your email is not a temporary throwaway with some weird domain)
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