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I can't read vol.1......

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Cody shivers a little and nuzzles against the pillow, "n-nghhhh," he mumbles softly in his sleep.

Cody shakes his head, "n-no it's okay... I'm fine now that ... he isn't near me anymore."

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Fang watched as Sora quickly rubbed his eyes, refusing to cry. He told him he was ok...that he knew what was going to happen...that he understood and accepted Asta's anger and outrage. [" Honestly I would have done the same had it been the other way around." ] Fang nodded before silence fell between the two of them... they still hadn't talked about last night...there argument. Fang was feeling slightly uncomfortable about the entire thing...he didnt like this new wedge between them. [ "Fang.. can't we just go home. I'm sick of this place" ] Fang met Sora's gaze, looking into his eyes. He could tell that he was tired... And to be honest Sora was safer with him and at home then in a hospital. Fang was also sick of this place. " Yeah...let's go home.." ----------------------------- The room was quiet...other than Asta's heavy breathing and the beeping and hissing of the machines nothing else could he heard. Asta's mind was reeling. Why did everyone around him feel the need to hide everything from him?! He wasn't a child! Though Asta had directed his outburst and anger towards Sora...most of it belonged to Leon...and perhaps he sensed that, because Asta could feel his gaze on him. [“…You’re allowed to be angry.”] Asta tensed hearing Leon's voice finally break the silence. His tone was soft...gentle. Understanding. Asta hated that his gentle voice had so much effect over him. "You can get out too!" Asta glared at him with tears in his eyes. But Leon's tone didn't change. [ “That’s on me. All of it.”] "B-be quiet! I..I hate this! I can't trust anyone! " Leon placed his hand on the bed, getting closer to him...Asta tensed. This time Leon's voice was stronger as there eyes met. [ “No one is against you Asta.”] "Lier!" [ “You can scream. Hate me. Break down. Or tell me to go to hell. I’ll take it. All of it. But I mean what I say. I'm not leaving and I'm done hidding things from you. I know you can't trust me now. But I will earn it back, every damn day."] Asta didnt know what to say...all the anger, pain, and sorrow he was feeling began to fade away with every word Leon said. How could it be...that the man who caused this major storm inside his heart...was also the same person who could calm its waters. Leon filled his ears with hope. Telling him that he was young and healthy..that he had a strong spirit...that he was going to walk again...and Leon had said those words with such confidence that it shook Asta to his very core. [ “I know this feels like the end. Like maybe everything you were working for just got ripped out from under you. But it’s not. You’re still in the game, Asta. This injury, it’s not gonna be your final play. It’s just halftime.”] Asta lowered his gaze. He remembered a time when Leon knew nothing about basketball, now he was making game references and applying them to reql life. If Asta wasnt so broken...he would of smiled at this...even laughed. [ “You’re gonna heal. You’re gonna train harder than ever. And one day, you’re going to step back onto that court. Not just because you can, but because no one could've stopped you. And when that day comes, I’ll be there. Probably yelling too loud from the stands. Embarrassing the hell out of you.”] If words could heal....Asta would be fully healed. If Leon's words could fix it all...then he wouldn't be in a hospital bed...if Leon's faith in him could make him walk again...Asta would run a marathon...but...unfortunately...the real world was cruel. Asta desperately wanted to believe everything Leon was saying but he was so lost in the darkness, that he saw no light. [ “I believe in you. I'll fight for you until you find your spark again."] With sunken and puffy red eyes, Asta turned away, laying back in his bed. "I'm tired...." he whispered. He pulled the bed sheets over his head, as if he could somehow escape this world he was living in. He closed his eyes....and tried to sleep. ___________________________________ [ 2 weeks later ] Asta had gotten his surgery. It had taken the doctors and nurses nearly 16 hours to reconstruct his knee. The first few days after the surgery were the worst, and Asta was miserable. If Asta wasn't sleeping, he was asking for pain killers. The medication he was on made him nauseous and drowsy, so whatever food he ate often came right back up shortly after. Within a few days...Asta's mother and Leon noticed that Asta was having nightmares, causing a new problem. The hospital had sent him home and for the next 3 months, he would need to be off his leg, healing and recovering. So a routine was built. Asta's mother worked the night shift as a nurse. She catered to her son during the day, allowing Leon to work. At night Mrs. Akiyama would let Leon stay the night at there place, looking after Asta at night until she returned in the late morning. When the pain became manageable enough for Asta to function and move around. He struggled to find things to keep him occupied. He fell into a deep depression...the only thing that seemed to help him or distract him was Sora who would come to visit and help him study so he wouldn't fall behind in class. While Asta did college online, Sora would swing by to make sure he was understanding the material as well as spend time with him by watching movies or playing videos games. Even though Asta was encouraged to take the semester off...he refused. Needing the distraction but also determined to graduate with sora. Asta got along well with his mom...but when it came to his time with Leon it was challenging. In the beginning Asta was extremely distant. Some days he was cold...other days...forgiving. His boyfriend had finally told him what he was...that there was a world of supernatural creatures living right under their noses and that he was a feline shapeshifter. After what Asta saw that day...it all made sense now. As for the nightmares, Asta's mother forced him to see a psychiatrist, who diagnosed Asta with PTSD, post-traumatic stress disorder. A mental health condition that can develop after a person experiences or witnesses a traumatic event. Because of the kidnapping, Asta was having nightmares, reliving the event every other night. Watching Sora fight for him, feeling those men grab and retrain him....and the breaking of his leg. His diagnosis resulted in mood swings, lack of sleep, depression, and anxiety. Since Leon took care of him at night...he would be witnessing and experiencing the worst of it. Hearing Asta scream in the middle of the night, covered in sweat and hysterically sobbing. Sometimes Asta would lash out and hit him, thinking Leon was one of his attackers, other times Asta would cling on to the man for dear life. These were the only times Asta allowed Leon to be close to him, because in these moments, his boyfriends arms were the only thing that could calm him down. For some reason...he felt safe in his arms...and it was the only time he slept soundly. So after several days and nights of avoiding him, Asta was now desperately needing him...and it didnt take long before Asta was needing to sleep with Leon by his side every other night. It was the only way he could escape his nightmares... This was Leon's way back in..... [ 3 months later ] Asta was doing better. Dispite being in a cast he was doing push ups and practicing his throwing and basketball skills once again. He hated moving around in crutches but he learned so he could go outside, get some fresh air, and move alittle more freely. This change only occurred after the children from the YMCA came to visit him. Children ages from 7- 16 stopped by the Akiyama house to visit their favorite volunteer gym teacher. They showered Asta with hand made ' get well soon ' cards. Some even bringing flowers. So many of the children offered him words of encouragement, and the younger ones were glued to him, hugging him tightly. So many of them were eager for his return. " When you get better, let's play basketball again!" "Pratice is no fun with out Asta." Asta did his best not to cry in front of them... but it was hard. Or perhaps the change occurred because of his teammates. When his fellow teammates heard the news about Asta they all paid him a visit at his house. Offering there own words of encouragement and support. In order to help Asta and his mother through this difficult time. Alot of his teammates took turns coming by his house and offering to do chores for his mother and check on Asta. If he needed anything they were quick to lend a helping hand. During this time Leon truly got a deeper understanding of the type of person Asta was, the people he affected, and why basketball ment so much to him. It was more than a simple sport... it was the community around it...As the days passed Leon would know all of Asta's teammates, and by doing so he'd get to hear stories about Asta. Like the time Asta got drunk at someones house and passed out in the tub, Or how one practice he sunk a stray kitten into the locker room because it was raining, Or the day his entire team had a beach trip and Asta nearly drown because he didnt want to tell anyone that he couldn't swim, Or the time he fainted at the bath house...or cried when he found out his mom couldn't make it to one of his games. Basketball was his sport, but it was also full of so many people Asta held dear. Friends that were practically family. Whatever the reason...some hope had found its way back into Asta's eyes. There were times when Asta and Leon would go on night walks. This allowed him to practice using his crutches and time for the two of them to talk...but there was still this wall up... Until that fateful night.... The two of them were on there way back to Asta's house. It was getting chiller so Asta had cut there walk short, wanting to go back home. Asta wasn't saying much and avoiding eye-contact more than usual. When Leon tried to press him on why he was avoiding him more than usual, Asta tried to avoid the subject. He tried to pick up the pace, as if he could get away, but in his attempt to hurry along, he stumbled and nearly fell. The only reason he didnt hit the ground was because Leon caught him... "Asta..please..will you look at me." Asta felt Leon's lips on his...and for a moment it felt like the world had suddenly stopped spinning. They hadn't kissed in nearly 3 months and in all honesty Asta was trying to avoid it... because deep down he knew that if he did...he'd fall in love with Leon all over again. He had tried so hard to be cold...to keep his distance...to try and just use Leon... perhaps the two of them could just be...friends... Maybe Leon knew this...could he sense it? That Asta was trying to end things? That he wanted to break up... Whatever the reason..Asta was forced to face it. He broke the kiss, grabbing onto Leon's arm for balance but he stared at the ground, unable to look at him. ( d-dont...dont make me...) "D-dont..., "he whispered. But Leon pressed him. Telling him everything he so desperately wanted to hear. "D-dont...d-dont make me...fall for you again! " He was scared...scared to love him...to let himself fall head over heels in love with the real Leon...now that he supposedly new everything about him. Looking back Asta was still struggling to wrap his head around that night. He remembered Leon and him arguing. ..followed by more kissing. He remembered feeling high on the very touch and taste of Leon. He remembered being carried back to his house, placed on the bed, and Leon undressing him and showering him with kisses and words of complete adorption. How could he resist? Asta was so self conscious about his cast...but Leon didn't seem fazed at all... "ahh! W-wait...t-this is embarrassing..!" Regardless...Leon was quick to shut him up with kisses, telling him he'd be gentle. Who knew you could have sex wearing a leg cast... Asta had no idea how much he truly missed Leon and their passionate moments. Leon had been so gentle that night...catering to his every need. After that night...Asta's wall had crumbled...he just couldn't protect himself from Leon any longer.... He had fallen for him....again... _____________________________________ While Asta and Leon delt with their own problems, Fang and Sora were not spared. After Sora was discharged Fang brought him to his place. He took care of Sora, catering to his needs. As Sora recovered. Fang hardly left his side. When Sora started going to college again and working, the two of them started getting into little arguments..Fang insisted on walking him two and from each location...and when Sora finally got sick of it... it turned into another argument. If Sora wanted to walk to school by himself, he was required to call Fang when he got there and share his location at all times. Everyday Fang made sure Sora was drenched in his scent...and he checked to make sure Sora was wearing his necklace he made for him, using his fang and fur as materials. When Sora wanted to visit Asta...the two would argue again... resulting in Fang tagging along but refusing to go inside. He would stay outside the house...and wait. Like a watch dog...or creepier. But as the weeks went on...Fang was growing more irritable...he looked more exhausted every passing day. So much so there were dark circles under his eyes. Ever since Sora left the hospital Fang was extremely paranoid... Fixated on keeping Sora safe. He was following him everywhere, hardly sleeping...forgetting to eat... Obsessing over Sora's wellbeing. Deep down...the night Sora and Asta were attacked, that was Fangs wake up call...that Sora was human...he was scared that something might happen to him again... And with Fang still working the nightshift as a bartender...he wasn't getting much sleep, so he'd take some caffeine injections to keep him going, unknown to Sora. With the two of them arguing nearly everyday, and Fang acting more like a overprotective, overbearing bodyguard than boyfriend...a obvious rift had emerged between the two. They hadn't been intimate in weeks...and Fang hadn't kissed Sora since there fight back in the hospital. Whenever Sora tried, Fang would pull away. Avoiding him. Fang sighed as waited outside Sora's college. He pulled out his phone, checking the time. Sora had just finished his last class. Even tho Sora told him that he could walk home by himself today...he still found himself waiting by the colleges entrance. His mind replaying the scene from 3 months ago... Fang was wearing dark blue jeans and a black hoodie, no shirt underneath. His hair was in a messy ponytail and his eyes were dark. He looked beyond tired...almost like a walking zombie. ( When's the last time... I slept ?) He turned, getting a wiff of Sora's scent. He slipped his hands in his pockets as Sora finally emerged from the campus. Of course when the two of them were finally reunited, Sora looked more irritated than happy. " Save it......besides...I wanted to walk you home.." __________________________________ [ Day 1 CAST OFF ] Asta sat in his room staring at his leg. The cast was finally off...so now he could see the long line of stitches on his knee. His injured leg was skinner and paler than the other. When his leg was straight he could flex it and wiggle his toes...but when he tried to bend his knee...it felt like there was an invisible force field that was stopping him. His muscles were too tight. When he had tried to put any sort of weight on his leg, hed immediately stumble. Unable to keep his balance. In a few days they would remove the stitches...and then he'd begin his 6 months of physical therapy, trying to learn how to walk again. Even tho his leg had healed...the hardest part was yet to come...learning to walk...he was terrified...but also way to eager. He tensed hearing a knock on his door. " c-come in.." He bit his lip as Leon opened the door. @M-jow

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